1 00:00:06,883 --> 00:00:09,635 Leslie: I want you to know that I'm not angry with you. 2 00:00:09,719 --> 00:00:13,306 -Rue: Angry? -Leslie: Yes, I'm not angry with you. I love you. 3 00:00:13,389 --> 00:00:15,057 Rue: What are you talking about? 4 00:00:15,141 --> 00:00:18,519 Leslie: I know you're doin' drugs again. 5 00:00:18,603 --> 00:00:22,648 Rue: What? Did Gia say something about this?! 6 00:00:22,732 --> 00:00:25,067 Really?! You're gonna rat me out to fuckin' Mom 7 00:00:25,151 --> 00:00:26,778 over smokin' a little bit of fuckin' weed?! 8 00:00:26,861 --> 00:00:28,321 -Is that what the fuck we're doing now? -Gia: What're you talking about? 9 00:00:28,404 --> 00:00:29,697 -I didn't rat you out! -I knew I never should've 10 00:00:29,781 --> 00:00:30,907 -fuckin' trusted you! -Gia: I didn't say anything! 11 00:00:30,990 --> 00:00:32,074 Rue: Then what is she talking about?! 12 00:00:32,158 --> 00:00:32,950 Leslie: Wait, wait, wait! 13 00:00:33,034 --> 00:00:34,076 We're you doin' drugs with Gia? 14 00:00:34,160 --> 00:00:35,745 -No! -Gia: What? I-- 15 00:00:35,828 --> 00:00:37,914 -Rue, I didn't say anything! -Then how the fuck does she know? 16 00:00:37,997 --> 00:00:39,624 -What is she talking about?! -Leslie: Gia, you knew this? 17 00:00:39,707 --> 00:00:42,210 -You knew she was doin' drugs? -Gia: It's not like that. 18 00:00:42,293 --> 00:00:44,003 Okay, you know what? If you wanna fuckin' consider 19 00:00:44,086 --> 00:00:47,256 smoking some weed to help with my fucking panic attacks doing drugs 20 00:00:47,340 --> 00:00:49,717 then, yeah, sure, whatever. I was doin' fuckin' drugs. 21 00:00:49,801 --> 00:00:51,511 Gimme a fuckin' break. 22 00:00:51,594 --> 00:00:53,012 -You knew? -(door slams) 23 00:00:53,095 --> 00:00:55,306 -Don't slam my door! -Gia: Mom! 24 00:00:55,389 --> 00:00:57,266 Please tell her I didn't say anything-- 25 00:00:57,350 --> 00:00:59,143 Can you guys chill the fuck out? It's just weed. 26 00:00:59,227 --> 00:01:00,770 Leslie: I'm not talkin' about weed, Rue. 27 00:01:00,853 --> 00:01:02,396 I'm talkin' about pills. 28 00:01:04,857 --> 00:01:07,693 -What? -Leslie: I'm talking about opiates. 29 00:01:09,403 --> 00:01:11,489 (yawns) I'm not doin' opiates, Mom. 30 00:01:11,572 --> 00:01:13,491 -When did you start doing pills? -Leslie: Gia! 31 00:01:13,574 --> 00:01:14,700 Rue: I didn't. I fuckin' didn't! 32 00:01:14,784 --> 00:01:15,660 -I told you-- -Gia-- 33 00:01:15,743 --> 00:01:17,370 I thought it wasn't a good idea-- 34 00:01:17,453 --> 00:01:18,788 Gia, please! 35 00:01:18,871 --> 00:01:20,790 Let me handle this! Go to your room! 36 00:01:20,873 --> 00:01:22,959 -Fuck it. -Yeah, fuck it! 37 00:01:23,042 --> 00:01:24,836 Rue: If you wanna drug test me, let's just do it. 38 00:01:24,919 --> 00:01:27,797 -I don't want to drug test you. -Okay, so then, what? 39 00:01:27,880 --> 00:01:30,508 -You just wanna fuckin' accuse me of shit? -I'm not accusing you, baby. 40 00:01:30,591 --> 00:01:32,385 -Okay? But I know-- -If you're so fuckin' sure, let's do it! 41 00:01:32,468 --> 00:01:35,429 Come on, let's go. Let's fuckin' drug test me. 42 00:01:35,513 --> 00:01:38,724 I don't need to. Jules told me everything. 43 00:01:53,239 --> 00:01:55,116 The fuck did you do, Mom? 44 00:01:55,199 --> 00:01:57,660 -Fuck! What did you do, Mom? -Baby, please. Baby, please listen to me, okay? 45 00:01:57,743 --> 00:01:59,704 -Fuck. What did you do with the fuckin' suitcase?! -Please, it's gonna be okay! 46 00:01:59,787 --> 00:02:01,080 -It's gonna be okay! -What did you do with the fuckin' suitcase?! 47 00:02:01,163 --> 00:02:02,456 -Baby, it's gonna be okay! -No, it's not 48 00:02:02,540 --> 00:02:03,833 gonna be fuckin' okay! You don't know-- 49 00:02:03,916 --> 00:02:05,793 Fuck! It wasn't mine! 50 00:02:05,877 --> 00:02:08,254 -Then whose is it? Huh?! -Fuck! Fuck! 51 00:02:08,337 --> 00:02:09,422 Okay, look, look. 52 00:02:09,505 --> 00:02:11,132 We can go to the hospital, okay? 53 00:02:11,215 --> 00:02:13,092 I'm not goin' to a fuckin' hospital! If you call-- 54 00:02:13,175 --> 00:02:15,136 -Mom, Mom-- -Look, we can do the withdrawal thing 55 00:02:15,219 --> 00:02:17,221 -again, baby. It's okay. -Don't call... the fuckin' hospital. 56 00:02:17,305 --> 00:02:18,431 If you try to put me in a fuckin' hospital, 57 00:02:18,514 --> 00:02:19,807 I swear to God, we're gonna have a problem. 58 00:02:19,891 --> 00:02:21,142 -Rue, no, you're out of control. -Put the phone down. 59 00:02:21,225 --> 00:02:23,227 Put the fucking-- Put the fucking phone down! 60 00:02:23,311 --> 00:02:25,187 Where did you put it? Where'd you put my pills, Mom? 61 00:02:25,271 --> 00:02:26,731 -Where did you put it?! -You're in my way. 62 00:02:26,814 --> 00:02:28,149 -Get outta my way. I'm callin' the police. -Mom! 63 00:02:28,232 --> 00:02:29,567 -No, you can't. You can't do that. -Yes! 64 00:02:29,650 --> 00:02:30,902 You will not attack me in my own home-- 65 00:02:30,985 --> 00:02:32,445 I'll do whatever the fuck I want in your own home! 66 00:02:32,528 --> 00:02:33,863 I raised you! 67 00:02:34,822 --> 00:02:35,948 I did, okay?! 68 00:02:36,032 --> 00:02:38,075 And you do not fuckin' scare me! 69 00:02:39,452 --> 00:02:41,162 (heavy breathing) 70 00:02:50,296 --> 00:02:52,131 You're not a good person, Rue. 71 00:03:00,139 --> 00:03:02,183 You smilin'? 72 00:03:02,266 --> 00:03:03,893 Really? You're proud of that? 73 00:03:08,898 --> 00:03:10,399 You know what's a shame, Mom? 74 00:03:12,068 --> 00:03:14,904 My dad's dead. 75 00:03:14,987 --> 00:03:18,532 Kinda keeps you from admitting what a shit fuckin' mother you are. 76 00:03:19,241 --> 00:03:20,326 (scoffs) 77 00:03:20,409 --> 00:03:22,119 "Oh, poor Leslie. 78 00:03:22,203 --> 00:03:23,287 "Her daughter's an addict, 79 00:03:23,371 --> 00:03:25,414 but, you know, her dad did die." 80 00:03:26,415 --> 00:03:27,750 You hear that, Gia?! 81 00:03:28,751 --> 00:03:30,503 You hear that? 82 00:03:30,586 --> 00:03:32,171 I don't wanna put too much pressure on you, 83 00:03:32,254 --> 00:03:33,589 but you're probably gonna have to be 84 00:03:33,673 --> 00:03:36,509 a fuckin' neurosurgeon, or maybe an astronaut 85 00:03:36,592 --> 00:03:38,970 because if not, then Mom is 0 for fuckin' 2, 86 00:03:39,053 --> 00:03:40,805 and that means that it might, actually, 87 00:03:40,888 --> 00:03:42,598 -just be her fuckin' fault. -Gia: Rue, stop! 88 00:03:42,682 --> 00:03:45,810 Yeah, that means, maybe, she, actually, fucked up! 89 00:03:45,893 --> 00:03:47,186 -Okay, that's enough, Rue. -Rue: To be fuckin' honest. 90 00:03:47,269 --> 00:03:48,938 -That's enough. -Don't fuckin' touch me! 91 00:03:49,021 --> 00:03:50,272 Don't fuckin' touch me! You wanna hit me? 92 00:03:50,356 --> 00:03:51,816 -Gia: Shut the fuck up! -Do it. Hit me! 93 00:03:51,899 --> 00:03:53,943 -You're fucking-- -I know you want to. Get the fuck off of me! 94 00:03:54,026 --> 00:03:55,111 Don't you fuckin' touch her! 95 00:03:55,194 --> 00:03:56,487 -(slaps) -Ow! 96 00:03:56,570 --> 00:03:58,489 Get out! Get the fuck outta here! 97 00:03:58,572 --> 00:04:00,282 -Get off of me! -Get your-- 98 00:04:02,910 --> 00:04:05,663 -(kicking door) -Rue: Where are my fuckin' pills?! 99 00:04:06,580 --> 00:04:08,332 What did you do?! 100 00:04:10,584 --> 00:04:12,003 (Rue panting) 101 00:04:12,086 --> 00:04:13,713 Rue: Where are they?! 102 00:04:13,796 --> 00:04:14,714 (screams) 103 00:04:18,384 --> 00:04:20,636 You wanna tell me what to do with my fuckin' life, huh?! 104 00:04:20,720 --> 00:04:22,430 You wanna tell me to stop doin' drugs?! 105 00:04:22,513 --> 00:04:24,223 (banging door) 106 00:04:26,809 --> 00:04:29,854 Huh, what the fuck else am I supposed to do, huh?! 107 00:04:29,937 --> 00:04:31,814 What do you want me to do?! 108 00:04:31,897 --> 00:04:34,483 -What do you want me to fuckin' do?! -(cries) Rue, please! 109 00:04:34,567 --> 00:04:36,027 This is your fuckin' fault! 110 00:04:36,110 --> 00:04:39,071 You don't fuckin' recognize me? Well, neither do fuckin' I! 111 00:04:39,155 --> 00:04:41,365 I don't fuckin' recognize me either! 112 00:04:42,324 --> 00:04:44,368 Where did you put it? (groans) 113 00:04:44,452 --> 00:04:47,371 You wish I was different?! So do I! 114 00:04:47,455 --> 00:04:50,207 You fucking hate me?! So do I! 115 00:04:50,291 --> 00:04:51,876 Where did you fucking put them?! 116 00:04:51,959 --> 00:04:55,087 Fuck! Where'd you put it? Where's the fuckin' suitcase? 117 00:04:55,171 --> 00:04:56,964 Where's the fuckin' suitcase? 118 00:04:58,841 --> 00:05:00,426 Fuck. 119 00:05:00,509 --> 00:05:03,471 Where did you put it? Fuck. 120 00:05:03,554 --> 00:05:05,264 (cries) Where did you put the fuckin' pills? 121 00:05:05,347 --> 00:05:08,309 Where did you put the pills?! 122 00:05:08,392 --> 00:05:11,395 (crying): Where did you put them, Mom? 123 00:05:16,567 --> 00:05:18,319 (panting) 124 00:05:25,951 --> 00:05:27,995 (panting, laughs) 125 00:05:29,830 --> 00:05:31,373 (Rue crying) 126 00:05:35,461 --> 00:05:39,256 You, you don't understand, Mom. It's not my suitcase. 127 00:05:39,340 --> 00:05:41,717 (sobbing) 128 00:05:41,801 --> 00:05:43,552 It's not mine. 129 00:05:45,429 --> 00:05:47,848 This is bad. This is really, really bad. 130 00:05:48,808 --> 00:05:50,476 (crying) 131 00:05:50,559 --> 00:05:52,978 I want to get clean. I can't do it. 132 00:05:54,647 --> 00:05:57,108 And I just-- I don't wanna be here anymore. 133 00:05:57,191 --> 00:05:59,276 (sniffling) 134 00:05:59,360 --> 00:06:02,613 I'm sor-- I'm sorry. I didn't mean to scare you. 135 00:06:04,865 --> 00:06:08,536 I, I just-- I don't know what to do. 136 00:06:08,619 --> 00:06:11,956 I'm, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, Gia. 137 00:06:12,039 --> 00:06:14,208 I, I didn't, I didn't mean to. 138 00:06:15,126 --> 00:06:16,794 (shuddering, sniffling) 139 00:06:16,877 --> 00:06:18,879 I'm sorry. I'm sorry. 140 00:06:20,214 --> 00:06:21,674 I'm sorry. 141 00:06:21,757 --> 00:06:25,553 I'm sorry, but I need you to tell me where they are. 142 00:06:25,636 --> 00:06:28,139 I need you to tell me where the pills are, Mom. 143 00:06:28,222 --> 00:06:30,349 I need you to tell me where the suitcase is. 144 00:06:30,432 --> 00:06:31,809 (sniffling) 145 00:06:37,773 --> 00:06:40,484 Tell me where they are, Mom! 146 00:06:40,568 --> 00:06:42,194 Fuck! Aah! 147 00:06:44,071 --> 00:06:46,073 Where did you fucking put them?! 148 00:06:47,825 --> 00:06:50,619 I know they're fuckin' in here, Mom! I know they're in here! 149 00:06:50,703 --> 00:06:54,206 What did you do with them?! What did you do?! 150 00:06:55,416 --> 00:06:57,751 Where the fuck are they? 151 00:06:57,835 --> 00:07:00,754 What did you do with them? 152 00:07:00,838 --> 00:07:02,715 Jules: We flushed 'em down the toilet. 153 00:07:11,807 --> 00:07:13,893 Leslie: You look embarrassed, Rue. 154 00:07:13,976 --> 00:07:17,146 You embarrassed 'cause Jules just heard everything you said? 155 00:07:19,523 --> 00:07:23,444 Don't cry. Own that shit. Own what you just said. 156 00:07:25,029 --> 00:07:26,113 Fuck you. 157 00:07:41,086 --> 00:07:42,087 (chuckles) 158 00:07:53,224 --> 00:07:55,768 (chuckles) Oh, okay. 159 00:07:57,436 --> 00:07:59,355 (panting, chuckle) 160 00:08:00,564 --> 00:08:02,733 I see what the fuck is goin' on here. 161 00:08:07,154 --> 00:08:08,572 Well, first thing's first, 162 00:08:08,656 --> 00:08:10,908 Elliot here is a fuckin' addict... 163 00:08:10,991 --> 00:08:12,409 so if he tells you anything fuckin' different, 164 00:08:12,493 --> 00:08:14,536 he's a liar and a fucking snake. 165 00:08:14,620 --> 00:08:16,038 Fuck you! 166 00:08:16,121 --> 00:08:17,414 -He cares about you-- -Fuckin' bitch. 167 00:08:17,498 --> 00:08:18,999 This doesn't fucking concern you, Jules. 168 00:08:19,083 --> 00:08:20,417 -Yes, it does-- -No the fuck it doesn't! 169 00:08:20,501 --> 00:08:22,044 -Yes, it does. -How?! 170 00:08:22,127 --> 00:08:24,505 'Cause I don't want you to kill yourself. 171 00:08:24,588 --> 00:08:27,800 -You're a fucking rat! -Jules: You were lying to me. 172 00:08:27,883 --> 00:08:30,469 Rue: Yeah, so you go tell my fuckin' Mom?! 173 00:08:30,552 --> 00:08:32,554 Jules: I didn't know what else to do. 174 00:08:34,848 --> 00:08:37,226 And why the fuck would you say anything? 175 00:08:47,069 --> 00:08:48,487 (scoffs) 176 00:08:52,199 --> 00:08:53,951 You are fuckin' dead to me. 177 00:08:56,578 --> 00:09:01,792 -You don't mean that. -I fucking mean every fucking word. 178 00:09:01,875 --> 00:09:04,336 -You're dead to me, Jules. -I don't believe you. 179 00:09:04,420 --> 00:09:06,463 You and me, we're fuckin' done. 180 00:09:07,923 --> 00:09:09,967 There's nothing fuckin' there anymore. 181 00:09:11,677 --> 00:09:16,265 Nothing... Fucking... There. 182 00:09:17,725 --> 00:09:21,353 You know, I have a lot of regrets... in my life. 183 00:09:23,897 --> 00:09:27,818 But I gotta tell you, Jules, meeting you, 184 00:09:27,901 --> 00:09:32,823 has got to be at the top of my fuckin' list. 185 00:09:32,906 --> 00:09:35,534 Oh, now you wanna fuckin' cry? 186 00:09:36,577 --> 00:09:38,704 Now you wanna fuckin' cry? 187 00:09:39,747 --> 00:09:42,541 Yeah, you're a fucking vampire. 188 00:09:44,585 --> 00:09:49,548 You just go around fuckin' sucking the fucking spirit out of everyone! 189 00:09:51,258 --> 00:09:53,886 You like that shit... makes you feel good. 190 00:09:53,969 --> 00:09:56,263 -You know that's not true. -Rue: It is fuckin' true. 191 00:09:56,347 --> 00:09:58,474 It's all about fuckin' Jules, right? 192 00:09:58,557 --> 00:09:59,767 And you don't know what the fuck you're doing. 193 00:09:59,850 --> 00:10:01,852 You just act all fuckin' innocent, 194 00:10:01,935 --> 00:10:03,437 like you're this fuckin' sweet little angel, 195 00:10:03,520 --> 00:10:04,938 this innocent, sweet, little fuckin' angel 196 00:10:05,022 --> 00:10:06,106 who doesn't know what the fuck they're doing. 197 00:10:06,190 --> 00:10:08,233 You know what the fuck you're doing! 198 00:10:09,777 --> 00:10:11,737 -Jules: I love you. -No the fuck you don't. 199 00:10:11,820 --> 00:10:13,781 You love being loved! 200 00:10:14,782 --> 00:10:16,283 You're a fuckin' greedy whore 201 00:10:16,367 --> 00:10:19,453 who just likes sucking the life out of people. 202 00:10:19,536 --> 00:10:21,538 And it fucking hurts, Jules! 203 00:10:23,415 --> 00:10:25,292 -I love you. -Rue: No, you don't. 204 00:10:25,376 --> 00:10:28,629 Stop saying that! You don't love me! 205 00:10:31,215 --> 00:10:32,966 You fuckin' left me... 206 00:10:34,551 --> 00:10:36,678 when I fuckin' needed you. 207 00:10:36,762 --> 00:10:38,597 You fuckin' left me... 208 00:10:38,680 --> 00:10:43,102 when I was at my fuckin' lo-- (breathes heavily) 209 00:10:43,185 --> 00:10:46,397 You fuckin' left me at my fucking lowest! 210 00:10:46,480 --> 00:10:48,816 And a real fuckin' friend, someone who fuckin' loves you, 211 00:10:48,899 --> 00:10:50,776 wouldn't do some shit like that, Jules! 212 00:10:51,985 --> 00:10:53,278 (wry chuckle) 213 00:10:53,362 --> 00:10:55,572 I love you and I want to help you. 214 00:10:55,656 --> 00:10:57,282 Rue: If you wanna help me, 215 00:10:57,366 --> 00:10:58,784 uh, you can honestly, 216 00:10:58,867 --> 00:11:00,744 you can just stay out of my fuckin' life... 217 00:11:00,828 --> 00:11:01,954 forever. (chuckles) 218 00:11:02,037 --> 00:11:03,247 That would be great because, honestly, 219 00:11:03,330 --> 00:11:05,999 looking at you makes me physically fucking ill! 220 00:11:14,883 --> 00:11:17,094 -I'm sorry, baby. -Jules: Okay. 221 00:11:22,724 --> 00:11:24,768 Elliot: I shouldn't have said anything. 222 00:11:28,480 --> 00:11:30,983 I liked Rue the way she was. 223 00:11:34,570 --> 00:11:37,406 And this shit was never my place. 224 00:11:47,583 --> 00:11:49,418 (Rue crying) 225 00:11:49,501 --> 00:11:51,128 Rue: I feel like I'm going crazy, Mom. 226 00:11:51,211 --> 00:11:53,755 -I feel like I'm going crazy. -Look... 227 00:11:53,839 --> 00:11:55,632 -I wanna take you to the ER, okay? -Okay. 228 00:11:55,716 --> 00:11:57,801 -Okay. They can-- No. -I'm sorry. 229 00:11:57,885 --> 00:11:59,803 Leslie: They can help you detox, okay? 230 00:11:59,887 --> 00:12:02,014 Rue: Mom, I'm sorry for what I said. 231 00:12:02,097 --> 00:12:03,348 I am. Please, forgive me. 232 00:12:03,432 --> 00:12:05,601 Leslie: I don't care about that, Rue. 233 00:12:06,518 --> 00:12:08,228 I'm sorry. 234 00:12:08,312 --> 00:12:11,523 -I just miss Dad. -Leslie: Me too, baby, me too. 235 00:12:11,607 --> 00:12:14,067 -I miss him a lot. -Leslie: I know. 236 00:12:14,151 --> 00:12:15,277 Me too. 237 00:12:15,360 --> 00:12:17,237 (shuddering breaths) 238 00:12:26,371 --> 00:12:27,998 (door opens) 239 00:12:28,081 --> 00:12:29,917 -Oh god. -(door closes) 240 00:12:30,000 --> 00:12:31,418 Leslie: Baby... 241 00:12:32,794 --> 00:12:33,879 listen. 242 00:12:36,131 --> 00:12:37,966 Can I take you to the hospital? 243 00:12:38,967 --> 00:12:41,220 -Yeah? -Yeah. 244 00:13:10,249 --> 00:13:11,750 You want shotgun? 245 00:13:24,513 --> 00:13:25,264 (engine starts) 246 00:13:25,347 --> 00:13:29,810 (somber music playing) 247 00:13:53,584 --> 00:13:55,794 (engine rumbling) 248 00:14:11,560 --> 00:14:13,145 (banging continues) 249 00:14:13,228 --> 00:14:15,063 Rue: You wanna know the truth? 250 00:14:16,648 --> 00:14:17,774 (chuckles) 251 00:14:17,858 --> 00:14:20,360 I relapsed as soon as I got out of rehab. 252 00:14:26,283 --> 00:14:31,413 (muffled conversation) 253 00:14:33,707 --> 00:14:35,042 Leslie: ...thinkin' about that right now, okay? 254 00:14:35,125 --> 00:14:36,710 Let's just get you back into rehab. 255 00:14:36,793 --> 00:14:38,754 Rue: Wait, what, what the fuck you talking about, Mom? 256 00:14:38,837 --> 00:14:40,505 I thought you said we were going to the ER. 257 00:14:40,589 --> 00:14:42,174 Leslie: Yeah, baby, it's the same thing. 258 00:14:42,257 --> 00:14:44,259 Rue: No, it's not the fuckin' same thing, Mom. 259 00:14:44,343 --> 00:14:48,013 (muffled conversation) 260 00:14:48,096 --> 00:14:50,849 (inaudible) 261 00:14:54,478 --> 00:14:55,979 Five percent, okay? 262 00:14:56,063 --> 00:14:58,065 Those are my fucking chances, one in 20. 263 00:14:58,148 --> 00:15:00,984 Leslie: All I know, if you set your mind to it, 264 00:15:01,068 --> 00:15:03,487 your chances are higher than five percent. 265 00:15:03,570 --> 00:15:05,947 Yeah, well, everybody's Mom fuckin' says that, okay? 266 00:15:06,031 --> 00:15:08,116 Even the ones who bury their kids. 267 00:15:12,371 --> 00:15:13,497 (chuckles) 268 00:15:13,580 --> 00:15:16,458 It's funny 'cause... if you guys didn't do 269 00:15:16,541 --> 00:15:18,377 this fuckin' intervention shit, 270 00:15:18,460 --> 00:15:21,463 I was about a month away from killing myself. 271 00:15:22,464 --> 00:15:24,007 I have this image in my head 272 00:15:24,091 --> 00:15:29,554 of me just, you know, layin' in the sand, and... 273 00:15:29,638 --> 00:15:34,309 lettin' the wave just kind of take me out to sea. 274 00:15:34,393 --> 00:15:37,521 Ugh, fuck. Mom, I can't do this. I can't, I can't do this. 275 00:15:37,604 --> 00:15:39,564 -You guys need to let me out of this car. -I don't care-- 276 00:15:39,648 --> 00:15:41,608 Rue: I don't wanna fuckin' do this! 277 00:15:41,692 --> 00:15:43,402 (cries) 278 00:15:45,654 --> 00:15:46,905 Leslie: It's okay, baby, we're almost there, okay? 279 00:15:46,988 --> 00:15:48,573 Rue: It's not fuckin' okay, Mom! 280 00:15:48,657 --> 00:15:50,242 Leslie: Just-- Rue! Rue! 281 00:15:50,325 --> 00:15:52,160 -Can't do this. I'm sorry, Mom, I can't. -(cars honking) 282 00:15:52,244 --> 00:15:53,704 -I can't do it. -Leslie: Rue, get back in the car! 283 00:15:53,787 --> 00:15:54,788 -(screams): Rue! -Oh my gosh! 284 00:15:54,871 --> 00:15:56,289 -(cars honking) -(tires screeching) 285 00:16:00,085 --> 00:16:01,461 I'm sorry! I'm sorry! 286 00:16:01,545 --> 00:16:03,338 Mom, Mom, go get her! 287 00:16:03,422 --> 00:16:06,425 (uneasy music playing) 288 00:16:12,973 --> 00:16:15,016 Mom, go! 289 00:16:15,100 --> 00:16:17,060 Fuck, fuck! Stop, stop, stop, stop! Stop! 290 00:16:17,144 --> 00:16:19,855 (tires screeching) 291 00:16:19,938 --> 00:16:20,772 (screams): Rue! 292 00:16:20,856 --> 00:16:22,524 ♪ ♪ 293 00:16:23,567 --> 00:16:24,526 (softly): Fuck. 294 00:16:35,120 --> 00:16:36,413 ♪ ♪ 295 00:16:36,496 --> 00:16:39,166 (sirens wailing) 296 00:16:39,249 --> 00:16:40,625 ♪ Praise the Lord ♪ 297 00:16:51,386 --> 00:16:52,512 (Rue grunting) 298 00:17:11,823 --> 00:17:12,908 Fez! 299 00:17:30,675 --> 00:17:32,427 (rap music on car radio) 300 00:17:36,097 --> 00:17:37,641 (knocking) 301 00:17:46,399 --> 00:17:48,026 (dog barking) 302 00:17:48,110 --> 00:17:49,861 (man shouting) 303 00:17:49,945 --> 00:17:51,863 (Rue panting) 304 00:17:56,284 --> 00:17:59,496 -(dog barking) -(sirens wailing) 305 00:18:10,966 --> 00:18:12,676 (winces) 306 00:18:29,359 --> 00:18:31,444 Ah, fuck. 307 00:18:34,614 --> 00:18:36,533 -Hey. -Hey, are you okay? 308 00:18:36,616 --> 00:18:38,618 Mm-hm. I think I just have, like, a cold or something. 309 00:18:38,702 --> 00:18:40,537 Okay, well, don't get me sick 'cause I have rehearsal. 310 00:18:40,620 --> 00:18:41,621 I can't, I can't get you sick. 311 00:18:41,705 --> 00:18:43,206 Okay, well, colds are contagious, so-- 312 00:18:43,290 --> 00:18:44,541 Rue: Yeah, I realize that, but it's just-- 313 00:18:44,624 --> 00:18:45,876 It's not that kind of thing. 314 00:18:45,959 --> 00:18:47,669 Can I use your bathroom, please? 315 00:18:47,752 --> 00:18:50,589 -Hey, Rue! -Oh, hi. 316 00:18:50,672 --> 00:18:52,883 -Hey, oh. Oh, yeah. -Hey. 317 00:18:52,966 --> 00:18:55,844 -Oh my god. -(all greeting Rue) 318 00:18:55,927 --> 00:18:57,554 Hey, Rue. 319 00:18:57,637 --> 00:18:59,598 Oh, jeez. Are you feelin' okay? 320 00:18:59,681 --> 00:19:01,975 -Rue: Yeah. -You look terrible. 321 00:19:02,058 --> 00:19:04,144 -Rue: Yeah-- -I mean, really terrible. 322 00:19:04,227 --> 00:19:06,229 Yeah, I think I just have, like, a cold or something. 323 00:19:06,313 --> 00:19:09,900 Well, don't get me sick. I have a compromised immune system. 324 00:19:09,983 --> 00:19:11,568 But otherwise, are you doin' okay? 325 00:19:11,651 --> 00:19:13,486 -(yawns) Uh-huh. -How's your mom? 326 00:19:13,570 --> 00:19:16,197 -I was thinking about her the other day. -Yeah... she's good. 327 00:19:16,281 --> 00:19:18,241 -And how's your sister? -Yeah, good. 328 00:19:18,325 --> 00:19:20,285 -You staying clean? -Uh-huh. 329 00:19:20,368 --> 00:19:22,329 -Yeah? Bein' a good girl? -Mm-hm. 330 00:19:22,412 --> 00:19:24,206 How long have you been clean for? 331 00:19:24,289 --> 00:19:25,957 Um, since the summertime. 332 00:19:26,041 --> 00:19:30,045 Now, are you in AA, or are you in NA? 333 00:19:30,128 --> 00:19:31,630 Rue: Um... 334 00:19:31,713 --> 00:19:32,631 -NA. -Suze: NA. 335 00:19:32,714 --> 00:19:34,132 -Rue: Mm-hm. -Suze: Okay, good to hear. 336 00:19:34,216 --> 00:19:35,300 That's just terrific. 337 00:19:35,383 --> 00:19:37,093 -I-- -Suze: I'm not a big fan of AA. 338 00:19:37,177 --> 00:19:39,429 Honey, do you remember when your father... 339 00:19:39,512 --> 00:19:41,723 (laughing) sent me to AA that one time? 340 00:19:41,806 --> 00:19:42,891 I was just kickin' and screamin'. 341 00:19:42,974 --> 00:19:44,309 Just a bunch of hoity-toity 342 00:19:44,392 --> 00:19:45,936 assholes giving their advice 343 00:19:46,019 --> 00:19:47,187 whether you ask for it or not-- 344 00:19:47,270 --> 00:19:49,314 Suze, can I use your bathroom, please? 345 00:19:49,397 --> 00:19:51,274 -...nightmare. Absolutely. -Thank you so much. 346 00:19:51,358 --> 00:19:52,651 Knock yourself out, sweetheart. 347 00:19:52,734 --> 00:19:55,946 It's nice to see you. You look great. 348 00:19:56,821 --> 00:19:58,365 She's not doin' good. 349 00:20:01,076 --> 00:20:02,410 (toilet flushes) 350 00:20:32,774 --> 00:20:33,900 Fuck. 351 00:20:34,776 --> 00:20:35,986 (grunts) 352 00:20:36,069 --> 00:20:38,113 (water running) 353 00:20:38,196 --> 00:20:39,280 Oh... 354 00:20:40,198 --> 00:20:41,658 (turns off water) 355 00:20:58,466 --> 00:21:02,554 Ah, fuck. It'll never fuckin' end. 356 00:21:02,637 --> 00:21:06,057 This can't make you feel good, Rue. Livin' like this. 357 00:21:06,141 --> 00:21:07,642 Lyin' to the people you love, 358 00:21:07,726 --> 00:21:09,561 bein' mean to the people you love. 359 00:21:09,644 --> 00:21:12,480 -This can't make you feel good about yourself. -Rue: I don't care. 360 00:21:12,564 --> 00:21:14,024 Just fuckin' leave me alone, please. 361 00:21:14,107 --> 00:21:18,111 -I know you're in pain. -Rue: You have no fucking idea, Mom. 362 00:21:18,194 --> 00:21:19,779 Leslie: Let's get back into the car, 363 00:21:19,863 --> 00:21:21,364 and let me take you to the hospital. 364 00:21:21,448 --> 00:21:24,617 I can't get clean. I can't do that shit forever. 365 00:21:26,202 --> 00:21:28,204 You don't have to. 366 00:21:28,288 --> 00:21:30,665 Just... take it one day at a time. 367 00:21:32,208 --> 00:21:33,334 Yeah. 368 00:21:37,464 --> 00:21:39,466 -Hey, Cass? -Cassie: Yeah? 369 00:21:39,549 --> 00:21:43,470 -I have a quick question for you. -What? 370 00:21:43,553 --> 00:21:46,347 How long have you been fucking Nate Jacobs? 371 00:21:48,641 --> 00:21:50,977 (nervous laughter) 372 00:21:51,061 --> 00:21:54,105 Wh-what, what, what are you talking about? 373 00:21:54,189 --> 00:21:56,608 Rue: How long have you been fucking Nate? 374 00:21:56,691 --> 00:22:00,153 Cassie: I'm not. (laughs) What? I'm not. 375 00:22:00,236 --> 00:22:01,571 What are you talking about? 376 00:22:01,654 --> 00:22:04,074 Oh, I just-- I, I saw her get his truck, 377 00:22:04,157 --> 00:22:05,533 and then, kiss him and drive off. 378 00:22:05,617 --> 00:22:07,285 That was, like, what, like, uh... 379 00:22:07,368 --> 00:22:09,037 -Uh-- -Rue: like a month ago? 380 00:22:09,120 --> 00:22:11,039 Uh-- 381 00:22:11,122 --> 00:22:13,708 -Are you kidding me? -Uhh. 382 00:22:13,792 --> 00:22:16,461 Cass, that's, like... really bad. 383 00:22:16,544 --> 00:22:19,297 (Cassie crying) 384 00:22:19,380 --> 00:22:22,383 You're fucking Nate? Are you kidding me? 385 00:22:24,177 --> 00:22:27,555 No, I... I don't even know why she would say that. 386 00:22:27,639 --> 00:22:30,391 -You're lying! -Yeah, can we just table this conversation? 387 00:22:30,475 --> 00:22:32,811 -Okay, let's go-- -No, no. You expect me to stand here 388 00:22:32,894 --> 00:22:34,479 next to my best friend who's been lying to me 389 00:22:34,562 --> 00:22:36,397 about fucking my ex-boyfriend! 390 00:22:36,481 --> 00:22:38,608 -I'm literally gonna get violent. -Okay, no. Let's just-- 391 00:22:38,691 --> 00:22:40,652 Suze: No, there is no need to get violent, okay, 392 00:22:40,735 --> 00:22:42,445 because we are having an intervention! 393 00:22:42,529 --> 00:22:44,447 -Stop it! -I'm beggin' you. 394 00:22:44,531 --> 00:22:47,075 -Let's just get into the car. -Mom... I can't. 395 00:22:47,158 --> 00:22:49,536 -Kat: Let's just talk-- -Maddy: Oh, you're crying?! 396 00:22:49,619 --> 00:22:52,288 -No-- Maddy! -You're fucking crying, you fucking bitch?! 397 00:22:52,372 --> 00:22:54,207 -Maddy, come on! -You're the one who's hurt? 398 00:22:54,290 --> 00:22:55,583 You're the most self-centered, 399 00:22:55,667 --> 00:22:57,710 -idiotic person I have ever fucking met! -Maddy. 400 00:22:57,794 --> 00:23:01,506 -You fuck my ex, and you're fucking crying?! -Maddy, Maddy. 401 00:23:01,589 --> 00:23:03,174 Are you fucking kidding me?! 402 00:23:03,258 --> 00:23:04,801 -Let's just do this later. -Leslie: Look, I'm sorry. 403 00:23:04,884 --> 00:23:07,470 I'm sorry, but I don't give a shit who's fucking who, okay? 404 00:23:07,554 --> 00:23:09,472 If you're gonna keep talkin' about it, get out of the room. 405 00:23:09,556 --> 00:23:11,933 -Yeah, absolutely. You're being an animal... -Um, Cass? 406 00:23:12,016 --> 00:23:13,226 -Do you wanna go on a walk? -right now... to my girl. 407 00:23:13,309 --> 00:23:14,644 I don't even know why you're believing her. 408 00:23:14,727 --> 00:23:16,020 She's a drug addict. 409 00:23:16,104 --> 00:23:17,897 Maddy: How long have you been fucking him? 410 00:23:17,981 --> 00:23:19,774 -Be honest. -Maddy, let's just do it later. 411 00:23:19,858 --> 00:23:23,361 Kat, shut the fuck up! How long have you been fucking him?! 412 00:23:24,320 --> 00:23:25,989 Rue? 413 00:23:26,072 --> 00:23:28,741 Listen, let's just get into the car, okay? 414 00:23:28,825 --> 00:23:30,368 When was this? 415 00:23:32,829 --> 00:23:34,789 Right after New Year's. 416 00:23:34,873 --> 00:23:35,915 Oh! 417 00:23:35,999 --> 00:23:39,377 You dumb fucking bitch! I'm gonna fuck you-- 418 00:23:39,460 --> 00:23:41,379 Don't fuckin' run away from me, you stupid fucking bitch! 419 00:23:41,462 --> 00:23:42,881 Why are you guys... Come on! 420 00:23:42,964 --> 00:23:45,758 (indistinct shouting) 421 00:23:45,842 --> 00:23:48,803 -I don't-- -Suze: Goddammit, I'm so sorry. 422 00:23:48,887 --> 00:23:49,929 Rue? 423 00:24:00,648 --> 00:24:02,066 (groans) 424 00:24:12,911 --> 00:24:13,995 (coughs) 425 00:24:22,003 --> 00:24:23,588 -Fezco: What's up, kid? -Hey. 426 00:24:23,671 --> 00:24:26,966 -You look like shit. -Yeah, I fuckin' feel like shit. 427 00:24:27,050 --> 00:24:30,261 I think I'm going through withdrawal and I, I need somethin'. 428 00:24:30,345 --> 00:24:33,097 -Can't help you. I don't have nothin' here. -Rue: Ah fuck, man. 429 00:24:33,181 --> 00:24:35,391 You gotta have something. That's bullshit. 430 00:24:36,309 --> 00:24:37,310 Don't know what to tell you. 431 00:24:37,393 --> 00:24:39,270 I don't keep nothin' at the house no more. 432 00:24:39,354 --> 00:24:41,397 -Fuck, okay. -Not no more. 433 00:24:41,481 --> 00:24:43,358 Well, can I, can I use your bathroom? 434 00:24:43,441 --> 00:24:47,862 -Fezco: Go ahead! -Okay... Ah fuck. 435 00:24:47,946 --> 00:24:49,739 Where did you come from? 436 00:24:49,822 --> 00:24:51,282 (door shuts) 437 00:24:51,366 --> 00:24:54,869 (TV playing, indistinct) 438 00:24:54,953 --> 00:24:56,829 -Yo, you all right in there? -Rue: Don't-- I'm fuckin'-- 439 00:24:56,913 --> 00:24:59,082 I'm shittin' my brains out. Please, Fez, go away. 440 00:24:59,165 --> 00:25:03,294 -You want some Pepto Bismol or something? -Rue: No! No, fuck. 441 00:25:03,378 --> 00:25:06,297 -Just go away. -All right, all right. 442 00:25:06,381 --> 00:25:08,466 (TV continues) 443 00:25:43,376 --> 00:25:44,294 (winces) 444 00:25:57,557 --> 00:25:59,684 Yo, come on now, Rue. 445 00:26:01,227 --> 00:26:04,355 -Are you serious? -Fez, please. 446 00:26:04,439 --> 00:26:07,859 -No, no, no. -Please? Please, let me. Let me take them. Just-- 447 00:26:07,942 --> 00:26:10,653 Only three. She won't even know that they're gone. 448 00:26:10,737 --> 00:26:13,531 -She won't miss them. -It's the principle, Rue. 449 00:26:13,614 --> 00:26:15,158 -It's just not right. -Please, just let-- Just let me 450 00:26:15,241 --> 00:26:16,868 -keep 'em. Please? -It's not right. 451 00:26:16,951 --> 00:26:18,995 -I'm in a lot of pain, Fez, please. -Give it to me, Rue. 452 00:26:19,078 --> 00:26:22,248 -Give it to me. Let go. -Please? 453 00:26:22,332 --> 00:26:25,084 -Please... Fuck. -You gotta leave the house. 454 00:26:25,168 --> 00:26:26,961 -Let go of me. Fez, let go! -You gotta leave the house, Rue. 455 00:26:27,045 --> 00:26:29,547 Get off of me! Get your fuckin' hands off of me! 456 00:26:29,630 --> 00:26:31,883 -Get the fuck off me, you piece of shit! -Hell, nah! 457 00:26:31,966 --> 00:26:33,176 -Don't fuckin'-- -Nah, come here! 458 00:26:33,259 --> 00:26:35,053 -Don't fuckin' touch me! Get off! -Come here! 459 00:26:35,136 --> 00:26:36,888 -Nah, we not doin' this shit today! -Get off! Fez! Fez! 460 00:26:36,971 --> 00:26:38,556 -Get the fuck off of me! -We not doin' it today! 461 00:26:38,639 --> 00:26:39,974 -Get off of me! -Come on! 462 00:26:40,058 --> 00:26:41,392 -I'm sorry, I'm sorry! -Nah, you gotta get 463 00:26:41,476 --> 00:26:43,061 -the fuck out the house now! -I'm sorry! I'm-- 464 00:26:43,144 --> 00:26:44,604 -Fezco: No, it's too late for that now-- -Rue: You don't have, 465 00:26:44,687 --> 00:26:46,397 You don't have to take me out. You don't have-- 466 00:26:46,481 --> 00:26:47,607 You, you don't ha-- 467 00:26:47,690 --> 00:26:49,859 You don't have to put me out! You don't have to! 468 00:26:49,942 --> 00:26:51,277 Don't fuckin' have to put me-- 469 00:26:51,361 --> 00:26:52,695 -You don't have to put me out there! -Fezco: No, no, no. 470 00:26:52,779 --> 00:26:54,989 -Rue: No. Fuck. -You gotta go. 471 00:26:56,032 --> 00:26:57,408 Fuck! 472 00:26:57,492 --> 00:26:59,035 (groaning) 473 00:27:00,244 --> 00:27:02,372 (breathing heavily) 474 00:27:13,007 --> 00:27:15,093 (dog barking) 475 00:27:20,515 --> 00:27:21,432 (car honks) 476 00:27:21,516 --> 00:27:22,975 Man: Come on! Let's go! 477 00:27:23,059 --> 00:27:25,103 Every fucking time! 478 00:27:25,186 --> 00:27:26,270 (honks) 479 00:27:33,903 --> 00:27:35,655 Stop fuckin' rushing me. 480 00:27:46,833 --> 00:27:49,377 (discordant music) 481 00:27:49,460 --> 00:27:51,587 ♪ ♪ 482 00:27:55,216 --> 00:27:56,968 ♪ Hey, do y'all know what's up? ♪ 483 00:27:57,051 --> 00:27:59,345 ♪ Hey, do y'all know what's up? ♪ 484 00:27:59,429 --> 00:28:01,097 ♪ Meet me, I'm rollin' up ♪ 485 00:28:01,180 --> 00:28:03,307 ♪ My dream... ♪ 486 00:28:09,105 --> 00:28:10,356 (door closes) 487 00:28:14,694 --> 00:28:15,903 (groans) 488 00:28:31,961 --> 00:28:32,920 Fuck. 489 00:28:37,592 --> 00:28:40,344 (dog growls) 490 00:28:43,431 --> 00:28:45,641 (growling continues) 491 00:28:47,852 --> 00:28:49,812 (growling) 492 00:28:49,896 --> 00:28:52,523 -Hey, puppy. -(dog growls) 493 00:28:52,607 --> 00:28:54,567 -(barks) -Rue: Hey. 494 00:28:56,277 --> 00:28:59,363 Hi... Hi. 495 00:28:59,822 --> 00:29:01,657 Oh. 496 00:29:01,741 --> 00:29:05,578 Oh, oh, you're... (chuckles) you're cute. 497 00:29:05,661 --> 00:29:08,080 Oh, ow. Ah yeah. 498 00:29:08,164 --> 00:29:09,499 (grunts) 499 00:29:09,582 --> 00:29:11,167 (grunts) What's your name? 500 00:29:13,252 --> 00:29:14,170 Harold. 501 00:29:14,879 --> 00:29:17,173 Okay, Harold-- Ah! 502 00:29:17,256 --> 00:29:20,051 I'm just gonna... steal some shit. 503 00:29:21,802 --> 00:29:24,805 ("Fever" by Sharon Cash playing) 504 00:29:24,889 --> 00:29:28,434 ♪ ♪ 505 00:29:35,691 --> 00:29:38,736 ♪ Never know how much I love ya ♪ 506 00:29:38,819 --> 00:29:41,906 ♪ Never know how much I care ♪ 507 00:29:41,989 --> 00:29:43,533 ♪ When you put your arms around me ♪ 508 00:29:43,616 --> 00:29:48,996 -One, two, three, four, five, six. -(beeping) 509 00:29:49,080 --> 00:29:52,083 -One, one, one, one, one. -(beeping) 510 00:29:52,166 --> 00:29:53,501 -(clicks) -(gasps) 511 00:29:55,920 --> 00:29:58,631 ♪ Fever in the morning ♪ 512 00:29:58,714 --> 00:30:02,969 ♪ And fever all through the night ♪ 513 00:30:03,052 --> 00:30:05,972 ♪ Bless my soul, I love ya ♪ 514 00:30:06,055 --> 00:30:07,974 ♪ Take this heart away ♪ 515 00:30:08,057 --> 00:30:10,601 -Wife: I don't wanna talk about it. -Husband: Ugh. 516 00:30:10,685 --> 00:30:12,895 You know, heaven forbid you miss one fuckin' party. 517 00:30:12,979 --> 00:30:14,021 Wife: It's embarrassing. 518 00:30:14,105 --> 00:30:16,482 -Good night, Gabe. -Husband: Mm-hm. 519 00:30:20,152 --> 00:30:21,612 (sighs) 520 00:30:36,002 --> 00:30:37,253 Gabe! 521 00:30:37,336 --> 00:30:39,380 I think someone broke in! Get the gun! 522 00:30:39,463 --> 00:30:40,715 (gasps) 523 00:30:43,509 --> 00:30:45,136 -Oh! -Oh, holy fuck! 524 00:30:45,219 --> 00:30:46,637 ("Fever" continues) ♪ Ow! ♪ 525 00:30:46,721 --> 00:30:50,057 -♪ You gonna treat me right ♪ -♪ You give me fever ♪ 526 00:30:50,141 --> 00:30:53,311 -♪ You gonna treat me right ♪ -♪ You give me fever ♪ 527 00:30:53,394 --> 00:30:55,479 ♪ How are you gonna treat me right ♪ 528 00:30:55,563 --> 00:30:56,939 ♪ You give me fever ♪ 529 00:30:57,023 --> 00:30:59,525 ♪ Are you gonna treat me right ♪ 530 00:31:00,693 --> 00:31:03,321 Gia, can you pay attention? 531 00:31:03,404 --> 00:31:05,239 And help me find your sister? 532 00:31:15,666 --> 00:31:17,209 (winces) Aw, fuck. 533 00:31:18,210 --> 00:31:19,629 Ah... 534 00:31:23,090 --> 00:31:24,759 (dry heaves) 535 00:31:24,842 --> 00:31:25,760 Ah fuck. 536 00:31:40,107 --> 00:31:41,525 Officer 1: Everything okay, Miss? 537 00:31:43,653 --> 00:31:44,820 Totally. 538 00:31:46,572 --> 00:31:47,823 Where you headed? 539 00:31:50,826 --> 00:31:52,370 Home. 540 00:31:52,453 --> 00:31:53,579 Officer 1: What? 541 00:31:54,330 --> 00:31:55,665 (gags) Home. 542 00:31:57,083 --> 00:31:58,334 What was that? 543 00:31:59,418 --> 00:32:00,920 I said I'm headed-- 544 00:32:02,296 --> 00:32:05,049 (intense music playing) 545 00:32:08,052 --> 00:32:10,888 -Officer 1: Ah dammit! -Officer 2: Ah shit! We got a runner. 546 00:32:10,971 --> 00:32:13,724 -(sirens wailing) -(tires screeching) 547 00:32:23,943 --> 00:32:26,362 ♪ ♪ 548 00:32:27,405 --> 00:32:30,241 -(growls) -Oh shit. 549 00:32:30,324 --> 00:32:32,451 -(barking) -Shit! 550 00:32:39,625 --> 00:32:42,878 ♪ ♪ 551 00:32:50,219 --> 00:32:52,638 Announcer (on TV): We've seen stalemates from them in the past. 552 00:32:53,973 --> 00:32:57,351 ♪ ♪ 553 00:32:57,435 --> 00:32:59,395 (siren wailing) 554 00:33:01,522 --> 00:33:03,441 (tires screeching) 555 00:33:05,484 --> 00:33:07,862 'Scuse me! 'Scuse me! Oh, I'm sorry! I'm sorry! 556 00:33:07,945 --> 00:33:09,280 I'm sorry! I'm sorry! 557 00:33:10,489 --> 00:33:12,199 (siren wailing) 558 00:33:20,082 --> 00:33:22,626 (tires screeching) 559 00:33:24,795 --> 00:33:26,881 Rue: Please, God, don't let me die. 560 00:33:26,964 --> 00:33:30,050 -(cars honking) -(tires screeching) 561 00:33:33,804 --> 00:33:37,099 ♪ ♪ 562 00:33:38,350 --> 00:33:40,186 Driver: Get out of the fuckin' road! 563 00:33:40,269 --> 00:33:42,521 (horns honking, tires screeching) 564 00:33:45,608 --> 00:33:47,193 Oh! Oh shit! 565 00:33:47,276 --> 00:33:48,652 Officer 2: Vehicle in pursuit of a pedestrian. 566 00:33:48,736 --> 00:33:50,321 Requesting additional units. 567 00:33:50,404 --> 00:33:52,364 (cars honking) 568 00:33:53,240 --> 00:33:55,034 (sirens wailing) 569 00:33:55,117 --> 00:33:57,453 (discordant music playing) 570 00:33:57,536 --> 00:34:00,206 ♪ ♪ 571 00:34:06,921 --> 00:34:08,380 (siren wailing) 572 00:34:09,715 --> 00:34:11,425 Officer 1: There she is! 573 00:34:11,509 --> 00:34:12,802 Hey, stop! 574 00:34:13,761 --> 00:34:16,347 'Scuse me! 'Scuse me! 575 00:34:16,430 --> 00:34:18,557 (party chatter, music) 576 00:34:21,769 --> 00:34:23,604 Officer Get out of the way! 577 00:34:23,687 --> 00:34:24,605 Move! 578 00:34:24,688 --> 00:34:25,856 Rue: I'm so sorry! 579 00:34:25,940 --> 00:34:28,150 Officer: Move! Get out of the way! 580 00:34:28,234 --> 00:34:30,778 (music continues) 581 00:34:35,407 --> 00:34:37,034 Officer 1: Hey, stop! 582 00:34:38,327 --> 00:34:39,745 She's going down the alley! 583 00:34:43,582 --> 00:34:45,543 (officers shouting) 584 00:34:48,295 --> 00:34:49,880 (grunting) 585 00:34:49,964 --> 00:34:52,049 Oh fuck! 586 00:34:55,219 --> 00:34:56,804 (chickens clucking) 587 00:34:56,887 --> 00:34:59,932 (officers grunting) 588 00:35:00,015 --> 00:35:02,142 (discordant music) 589 00:35:04,979 --> 00:35:06,981 ♪ ♪ 590 00:35:08,023 --> 00:35:09,149 (person screams) 591 00:35:09,984 --> 00:35:11,068 (grunts) 592 00:35:14,780 --> 00:35:16,907 (chickens clucking) 593 00:35:18,784 --> 00:35:21,412 ♪ ♪ 594 00:35:26,250 --> 00:35:27,793 Where'd she go? 595 00:35:27,877 --> 00:35:30,921 (dogs yapping) 596 00:35:31,005 --> 00:35:32,548 (Rue panting) 597 00:35:32,631 --> 00:35:34,717 ♪ ♪ 598 00:35:35,718 --> 00:35:37,136 ♪ Praise the Lord ♪ 599 00:35:37,219 --> 00:35:39,138 (yapping continues) 600 00:35:40,264 --> 00:35:42,558 (dispatcher on radio) 601 00:35:42,641 --> 00:35:44,685 Officer: All right, guys, let's wrap it up. 602 00:35:44,768 --> 00:35:46,896 (dispatch continues) 603 00:35:53,861 --> 00:35:55,112 (car door closes) 604 00:36:06,040 --> 00:36:06,957 Fuck. 605 00:36:17,051 --> 00:36:18,594 Fuck. 606 00:36:26,769 --> 00:36:28,103 (grunts) Ah, fuck. 607 00:36:35,736 --> 00:36:36,654 Ow. 608 00:36:40,532 --> 00:36:41,825 Ah... 609 00:36:44,286 --> 00:36:45,204 (heaves) 610 00:37:11,105 --> 00:37:16,068 -Hi. -Ruby Bennett, I'm so happy to see you. 611 00:37:16,151 --> 00:37:19,613 (soft rock playing on radio) 612 00:37:21,740 --> 00:37:23,117 (bird squawks) 613 00:37:23,200 --> 00:37:28,288 I, uh... I don't have the money right now, but... 614 00:37:28,372 --> 00:37:31,333 I, uh... I brought this. 615 00:37:31,417 --> 00:37:34,920 This, this is, like, a thousand dollars worth of jewelry, 616 00:37:35,004 --> 00:37:39,883 and, uh, I have, um... 617 00:37:39,967 --> 00:37:44,430 $2,000 right here... um. That's all I have right now. 618 00:37:44,513 --> 00:37:47,266 Rue, why didn't you just pick up the phone and tell me that? 619 00:37:47,349 --> 00:37:50,227 You could've just said, "Laurie, I don't have a dozen eggs, 620 00:37:50,311 --> 00:37:52,062 I've only got eight." 621 00:37:52,146 --> 00:37:54,732 -I was just worried. -About what? 622 00:37:54,815 --> 00:37:56,734 -That you would be angry. -(microwave beeping) 623 00:37:56,817 --> 00:37:58,944 You wanna know a funny thing about me? 624 00:37:59,028 --> 00:38:02,948 I don't think I've ever gotten angry in my entire life. 625 00:38:03,907 --> 00:38:05,367 Really? 626 00:38:05,451 --> 00:38:07,453 Laurie: Well, I don't know if that's true. 627 00:38:07,536 --> 00:38:09,288 Is that true? 628 00:38:11,206 --> 00:38:14,251 Yeah, no, that's true. I've never gotten angry. 629 00:38:14,334 --> 00:38:15,919 (bird squawks) 630 00:38:17,212 --> 00:38:20,215 You did lie to me, though. You said you were sober. 631 00:38:20,299 --> 00:38:24,386 -I was. -Rue, you're lying to me again. 632 00:38:24,470 --> 00:38:25,929 I know it might be hard to believe, 633 00:38:26,013 --> 00:38:28,223 but I was a college athlete. 634 00:38:28,307 --> 00:38:32,102 I was pretty tough, and then I got injured. 635 00:38:32,186 --> 00:38:34,146 And over the years, I had surgeries, 636 00:38:34,229 --> 00:38:36,315 and I had screws put in my shoulder. 637 00:38:36,398 --> 00:38:39,068 And then, eventually, I got put on oxycontin. 638 00:38:39,151 --> 00:38:42,112 -(bird caws) -I was a schoolteacher by that time, 639 00:38:42,196 --> 00:38:44,239 and I had a family. 640 00:38:44,323 --> 00:38:45,407 You should've seen us. 641 00:38:45,491 --> 00:38:48,535 We were, like, right out of a Sears catalog. 642 00:38:48,619 --> 00:38:51,914 I didn't even know it was addictive until I ran out. 643 00:38:53,040 --> 00:38:54,208 And that's when I learned 644 00:38:54,291 --> 00:38:57,378 I would do anything to avoid withdrawal 645 00:38:57,461 --> 00:38:59,129 'cause it's hell. 646 00:38:59,213 --> 00:39:03,133 -You're going through hell, aren't you? -Yeah. 647 00:39:03,217 --> 00:39:06,804 -How much have you been doing? -Forty mil. 648 00:39:06,887 --> 00:39:09,181 You know, I wish you had caught me earlier in the week 649 00:39:09,264 --> 00:39:10,933 'cause I had a whole assortment of things 650 00:39:11,016 --> 00:39:13,143 that would've taken the pain away. 651 00:39:13,227 --> 00:39:16,939 -Now, all I've got is morphine. -I can take morphine. 652 00:39:17,022 --> 00:39:22,444 I only have the intravenous, and you don't fix, do you? 653 00:39:22,528 --> 00:39:26,698 -No. -Then, unfortunately, I can't help you. 654 00:39:27,991 --> 00:39:30,035 Listen, I appreciate you coming here 655 00:39:30,119 --> 00:39:32,037 with all this jewelry and stuff, 656 00:39:32,121 --> 00:39:35,416 but you're gonna have to pay the whole thing in cash. 657 00:39:35,499 --> 00:39:40,003 -This isn't a pawn shop. -I know. I'm sorry. 658 00:39:40,087 --> 00:39:43,549 So, when do you think you're gonna come up with the rest of it? 659 00:39:43,632 --> 00:39:44,716 Um... 660 00:39:45,551 --> 00:39:48,762 Soon... Really soon. 661 00:39:48,846 --> 00:39:51,974 Rue, you don't look like someone who's gonna come up 662 00:39:52,057 --> 00:39:54,017 with money real soon. 663 00:39:56,812 --> 00:40:00,649 You know, a doctor once told me they did brain studies on people 664 00:40:00,732 --> 00:40:02,734 who've done a lot of opiates, 665 00:40:02,818 --> 00:40:04,987 and that over time, 666 00:40:05,070 --> 00:40:06,405 all the chemicals in your brain 667 00:40:06,488 --> 00:40:08,240 that make you happy and feel good 668 00:40:08,323 --> 00:40:12,452 start to decrease because your body's getting it artificially. 669 00:40:12,536 --> 00:40:14,371 But the longer you use, 670 00:40:14,454 --> 00:40:16,540 it just starts to weaken and wither, 671 00:40:16,623 --> 00:40:20,377 kinda like a limb that's not getting blood to it anymore. 672 00:40:20,460 --> 00:40:22,754 And then, it just sort of falls off, 673 00:40:22,838 --> 00:40:25,299 and you get something called cell death, 674 00:40:25,382 --> 00:40:27,759 where you just have these big dead spots 675 00:40:27,843 --> 00:40:30,721 in the parts of your brain that used to make you happy. 676 00:40:30,804 --> 00:40:33,640 No matter what you do, you can't ever get it back. 677 00:40:33,724 --> 00:40:39,229 He said it's basically the same brain as people who've had major strokes. 678 00:40:39,313 --> 00:40:42,024 But the silver lining is that the things that 679 00:40:42,107 --> 00:40:45,611 don't feel good don't feel as bad anymore. 680 00:40:46,945 --> 00:40:48,363 (bird squawks) 681 00:40:48,447 --> 00:40:51,366 You know, if I was going through withdrawal, 682 00:40:51,450 --> 00:40:53,160 I would do anything. 683 00:40:55,204 --> 00:40:58,040 It's one of the good parts of being a woman. 684 00:40:58,123 --> 00:40:59,333 Even if you don't have money, 685 00:40:59,416 --> 00:41:01,835 you've still got something people want. 686 00:41:04,046 --> 00:41:05,339 (sighs) 687 00:41:10,552 --> 00:41:12,930 I think I'm gonna be sick. 688 00:41:13,013 --> 00:41:16,016 (Rue vomiting) 689 00:41:16,099 --> 00:41:18,101 ♪ ♪ 690 00:41:18,185 --> 00:41:19,853 (microwave beeps) 691 00:41:19,937 --> 00:41:21,855 (vomiting continues) 692 00:41:32,449 --> 00:41:33,450 (caws) 693 00:41:37,537 --> 00:41:41,833 Laurie: Oh, you poor kid. Let me help you get cleaned up. 694 00:41:44,711 --> 00:41:46,546 (water running) 695 00:41:48,924 --> 00:41:50,717 Okay, Rue, let's get you undressed, 696 00:41:50,801 --> 00:41:55,097 -so you can get into this bath here, okay? -Rue: Okay. 697 00:41:55,931 --> 00:41:57,057 (Rue grunting) 698 00:42:07,651 --> 00:42:10,028 Rue: Do you have any pills or anything? 699 00:42:10,112 --> 00:42:13,198 Laurie: I don't have any pills, I'm so sorry. 700 00:42:13,282 --> 00:42:14,658 Rue: Okay... 701 00:42:19,288 --> 00:42:20,414 (Rue grunting) 702 00:42:28,130 --> 00:42:29,715 Rue: Thank you. Thank you. 703 00:42:30,757 --> 00:42:33,593 Laurie: Okay, let me help you get in. 704 00:42:37,597 --> 00:42:38,974 (water sloshing) 705 00:42:39,057 --> 00:42:43,895 -(Rue breathes heavily) -Laurie: Okay. 706 00:42:43,979 --> 00:42:48,984 -Rue: I just, I just wanna die. I just wanna die. -Laurie: I know. I'm so sorry. 707 00:42:49,067 --> 00:42:51,153 Rue: I just wanna die. 708 00:42:51,236 --> 00:42:53,655 I'll take anything that you have. 709 00:42:53,739 --> 00:42:56,658 -Laurie: Are you sure? -Rue: Yeah, yeah, I'm sure. 710 00:42:56,742 --> 00:42:58,327 Laurie: Okay. 711 00:42:58,410 --> 00:43:00,620 (TV playing) 712 00:43:06,168 --> 00:43:08,545 Actor (on TV): He's taken the pills. He'll be all right. 713 00:43:14,593 --> 00:43:16,928 Rue (stammering): Are you sure that this is safe? 714 00:43:17,012 --> 00:43:19,264 Laurie: All pharmaceuticals are safe, Rue. 715 00:43:19,348 --> 00:43:21,600 Rue: Okay, just-- I've never done this before. 716 00:43:21,683 --> 00:43:24,394 Laurie: I know. It's gonna be okay. Just give me your arm. 717 00:43:24,478 --> 00:43:27,731 -Rue: Okay. -Laurie: Okay. 718 00:43:27,814 --> 00:43:31,610 -Now, try to make a fist. -Okay. 719 00:43:32,944 --> 00:43:35,697 (Rue breathes heavily) 720 00:43:45,290 --> 00:43:46,917 (shuddering) 721 00:43:49,961 --> 00:43:52,798 Laurie: Okay, I'm gonna need you to be still, Rue. 722 00:43:52,881 --> 00:43:55,425 (Rue winces) 723 00:43:55,509 --> 00:43:59,012 -Hold it steady, Rue. -Rue: I know. I'm trying. I'm sorry. 724 00:43:59,096 --> 00:44:00,847 (winces) I'm sorry. 725 00:44:03,683 --> 00:44:05,227 Laurie: Hold it steady, Rue. 726 00:44:05,310 --> 00:44:08,063 I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry. 727 00:44:10,023 --> 00:44:12,484 (Rue winces) 728 00:44:12,567 --> 00:44:15,404 Laurie: You know what's funny, Rue? 729 00:44:15,487 --> 00:44:18,573 When I first saw you, I thought... 730 00:44:18,657 --> 00:44:22,202 this girl's gonna be in my life for a long time. 731 00:44:22,285 --> 00:44:24,329 (Rue's breath steadies) 732 00:44:29,167 --> 00:44:31,545 (muffled heartbeat) 733 00:44:34,673 --> 00:44:36,174 Thank you. 734 00:44:47,185 --> 00:44:48,520 (deep sigh) 735 00:44:53,733 --> 00:44:59,531 ♪ One day you will see ♪ 736 00:44:59,614 --> 00:45:02,200 -♪ Believe me ♪ -(young Rue laughing) 737 00:45:03,118 --> 00:45:05,370 ♪ Believe me ♪ 738 00:45:17,632 --> 00:45:19,176 (young Rue giggling) 739 00:45:20,677 --> 00:45:26,266 I... I remember a couple of days before you... passed away... 740 00:45:27,684 --> 00:45:30,479 you told me... 741 00:45:30,562 --> 00:45:32,773 that if I ever wanted to be with you... 742 00:45:34,733 --> 00:45:36,943 all I would have to do is close my eyes... 743 00:45:38,695 --> 00:45:41,198 and we'd be together. 744 00:45:41,281 --> 00:45:43,492 Robert: Oh, I think she's moving. She's moving. 745 00:45:43,575 --> 00:45:48,371 -Young Rue: My sister. -Robert: That's right! Your sister, yeah. 746 00:45:48,455 --> 00:45:50,999 -Hi, Gia. -Hi, Gia. 747 00:45:51,875 --> 00:45:53,043 I'm with you 748 00:45:53,126 --> 00:45:54,836 when I'm six years old, 749 00:45:54,920 --> 00:45:57,547 and at the beach for the first time... 750 00:45:57,631 --> 00:45:59,382 jumping into the waves. 751 00:46:00,634 --> 00:46:01,927 Can I have her? 752 00:46:02,010 --> 00:46:04,888 Robert: Of course, you can have her. 753 00:46:04,971 --> 00:46:08,850 She's your sister. She'll always be your sister. 754 00:46:08,934 --> 00:46:12,646 -(kisses) -Okay, this is a hospital, okay? Don't kiss the glass. 755 00:46:13,813 --> 00:46:15,273 You said that... 756 00:46:15,357 --> 00:46:18,527 memories exist outside of time... 757 00:46:18,610 --> 00:46:21,279 and have no beginning or end. 758 00:46:22,489 --> 00:46:24,324 You said as long as I live... 759 00:46:25,700 --> 00:46:28,620 you'll be with me forever. 760 00:46:29,329 --> 00:46:30,872 I miss you, Dad. 761 00:46:32,290 --> 00:46:34,709 I miss you till I close my eyes. 762 00:46:35,919 --> 00:46:37,546 (sniffling) 763 00:46:44,636 --> 00:46:46,137 That's it. 764 00:46:47,681 --> 00:46:49,224 Thank you. 765 00:47:08,243 --> 00:47:10,203 (bird talking) 766 00:47:10,287 --> 00:47:12,372 (clattering outside) 767 00:47:20,046 --> 00:47:21,256 Bird: Hello. 768 00:47:24,843 --> 00:47:25,760 (winces) 769 00:47:29,639 --> 00:47:31,016 Bird: Hello. 770 00:47:35,562 --> 00:47:36,605 (groans softly) 771 00:48:00,420 --> 00:48:03,590 (foreboding music playing) 772 00:48:19,439 --> 00:48:21,941 (soft snoring) 773 00:48:43,630 --> 00:48:44,964 (sighs) 774 00:48:56,351 --> 00:48:57,310 (bird squawks) 775 00:49:00,230 --> 00:49:01,272 (squawks) 776 00:49:16,204 --> 00:49:18,540 (keys rattling) 777 00:49:31,553 --> 00:49:33,179 (birds squawking loudly) 778 00:50:09,007 --> 00:50:11,009 (foreboding music continues) 779 00:50:11,092 --> 00:50:13,178 ♪ ♪ 780 00:50:18,975 --> 00:50:21,144 (floorboards creaking) 781 00:50:24,898 --> 00:50:26,733 (lock rattling) 782 00:50:35,241 --> 00:50:37,368 (TV playing) 783 00:50:44,459 --> 00:50:47,378 (chatter on TV continues) 784 00:50:59,098 --> 00:51:01,100 (floorboard creaks) 785 00:51:12,237 --> 00:51:13,613 (bird squawks) 786 00:52:08,209 --> 00:52:10,378 (birds chirping) 787 00:52:20,805 --> 00:52:24,684 (discordant music playing) 788 00:52:24,767 --> 00:52:27,103 -(door opens) -Rue? 789 00:52:30,023 --> 00:52:33,359 ("It Never Rains in Southern California" by Albert Hammond playing) 790 00:52:46,039 --> 00:52:52,503 ♪ Will you tell the folks back home I nearly made it ♪ 791 00:52:54,881 --> 00:53:01,930 ♪ Had offers but don't know which one to take ♪ 792 00:53:02,013 --> 00:53:07,560 ♪ Please don't tell 'em how you found me ♪ 793 00:53:07,644 --> 00:53:11,147 ♪ Don't tell 'em how you found me ♪ 794 00:53:11,230 --> 00:53:18,613 ♪ Gimme a break, give me a break ♪ 795 00:53:18,696 --> 00:53:26,913 ♪ Seems it never rains in Southern California ♪ 796 00:53:26,996 --> 00:53:34,629 ♪ Seems I've often heard that kind of talk before ♪ 797 00:53:34,712 --> 00:53:40,176 ♪ It never rains in California ♪ 798 00:53:40,259 --> 00:53:44,138 ♪ But, girl, don't they warn ya ♪ 799 00:53:44,222 --> 00:53:47,809 ♪ It pours ♪ 800 00:53:47,892 --> 00:53:51,229 ♪ Man, it pours ♪ 801 00:53:51,312 --> 00:53:54,107 ♪ ♪