1 00:00:00,860 --> 00:00:05,860 Subtitles by explosiveskull www.OpenSubtitles.org 2 00:00:08,087 --> 00:00:10,254 I was once happy. Content. 3 00:00:10,256 --> 00:00:13,466 Sloshing around in my own private, primordial pool. 4 00:00:13,468 --> 00:00:15,926 Then one day, for reasons beyond my control, 5 00:00:15,928 --> 00:00:18,637 I was repeatedly crushed... 6 00:00:18,639 --> 00:00:23,809 over and over by the cruel cervix of my mother, Leslie. 7 00:00:23,811 --> 00:00:27,188 I put up a good fight, but I lost, 8 00:00:27,190 --> 00:00:30,735 for the first time, but not the last. 9 00:00:34,030 --> 00:00:37,198 I was born three days after 9/11. 10 00:00:37,200 --> 00:00:42,453 I can hear you, I can hear you, the rest of the world hears you, 11 00:00:42,455 --> 00:00:45,289 and the people who knocked these buildings down 12 00:00:45,291 --> 00:00:46,876 will hear all of us soon. 13 00:00:49,128 --> 00:00:52,757 USA, USA! USA, USA! 14 00:00:55,718 --> 00:00:57,968 My mother and father spent two days in the hospital, 15 00:00:57,970 --> 00:01:00,888 holding me under the soft glow of the television, 16 00:01:00,890 --> 00:01:03,724 watching those towers fall over and over again, 17 00:01:03,726 --> 00:01:07,019 until the feelings of grief gave way to numbness. 18 00:01:07,021 --> 00:01:09,021 And then, without warning, 19 00:01:09,023 --> 00:01:11,398 a middle-class childhood in an American suburb. 20 00:01:11,400 --> 00:01:14,693 Thirteen... fourteen... 21 00:01:14,695 --> 00:01:17,571 fifteen... sixteen... 22 00:01:17,573 --> 00:01:19,365 - What are you looking at, Rue? - Seventeen... 23 00:01:19,367 --> 00:01:22,076 Rue, look at me. 24 00:01:22,078 --> 00:01:28,292 - One, two, three... - What are you doing, Rue? 25 00:01:34,340 --> 00:01:37,049 I'd say she's suffering from obsessive compulsive disorder... 26 00:01:37,051 --> 00:01:38,717 It's not like I was physically abused... 27 00:01:38,719 --> 00:01:40,302 ...attention deficit disorder... 28 00:01:40,304 --> 00:01:41,971 - ...or had a shortage of clean water... - ...general anxiety disorder... 29 00:01:41,973 --> 00:01:43,556 ...or was molested by a family member. 30 00:01:43,558 --> 00:01:47,560 ...and possibly bipolar disorder. But she's a little young to tell. 31 00:01:47,562 --> 00:01:50,104 So, explain this shit to me. 32 00:01:50,106 --> 00:01:52,106 Honey, it's just the way your brain was hardwired. 33 00:01:52,108 --> 00:01:56,652 Plenty of great, intelligent, funny, interesting, and creative people 34 00:01:56,654 --> 00:01:59,363 have struggled with the same things you struggle with. 35 00:01:59,365 --> 00:02:01,742 Like who? 36 00:02:02,869 --> 00:02:04,287 Vincent Van Gogh. 37 00:02:07,081 --> 00:02:08,998 Sylvia Plath. 38 00:02:09,000 --> 00:02:11,500 And your favorite, Britney Spears. 39 00:02:11,502 --> 00:02:13,669 - She's bald! - Oh, my God! 40 00:02:13,671 --> 00:02:15,798 She is completely bald. 41 00:02:17,425 --> 00:02:21,760 I don't remember much between the ages of eight and 12. 42 00:02:21,762 --> 00:02:26,015 Just that the world moved fast and my brain moved slow. 43 00:02:26,017 --> 00:02:29,187 Does anybody have any idea of what a preposition might be? 44 00:02:30,605 --> 00:02:35,234 And every now and then, if I focused too closely on the way I breathed... 45 00:02:38,154 --> 00:02:40,573 ...I'd die. 46 00:02:45,620 --> 00:02:47,161 Slow down, just breathe. 47 00:02:47,163 --> 00:02:49,288 Until every second of every day, 48 00:02:49,290 --> 00:02:53,085 you find yourself trying to outrun your anxiety. 49 00:02:57,423 --> 00:02:59,340 What's wrong, Rue? 50 00:02:59,342 --> 00:03:01,258 And quite frankly... 51 00:03:01,260 --> 00:03:04,053 I'm just fucking exhausted. 52 00:03:04,055 --> 00:03:07,681 You said the doctor was in our network. How could he suddenly be out of network? 53 00:03:07,683 --> 00:03:10,559 I can't afford it. 54 00:03:10,561 --> 00:03:12,102 Did you see that video of the beauty queen 55 00:03:12,104 --> 00:03:14,230 who got acid thrown on her face? 56 00:03:14,232 --> 00:03:17,399 - Mm, what? No. - It's pretty fucked up. 57 00:03:17,401 --> 00:03:21,197 - Hey, Mom, you got any tampons? - In my bathroom, under the sink. 58 00:03:21,405 --> 00:03:26,202 And at some point, you make a choice about who you are and what you want. 59 00:03:31,415 --> 00:03:33,668 Oh, my... 60 00:03:47,598 --> 00:03:49,640 All right, Gia, let's roll. 61 00:03:49,642 --> 00:03:52,476 Why is the co-payment $300? 62 00:03:52,478 --> 00:03:55,106 Rue, did you eat breakfast? 63 00:03:58,067 --> 00:04:02,363 - What's with the sunglasses? - What sunglasses? 64 00:04:13,291 --> 00:04:17,877 I just showed up one day, without a map or a compass... 65 00:04:17,879 --> 00:04:19,670 Attention, students, we need to lockdown. 66 00:04:19,672 --> 00:04:24,260 ...or to be honest, anyone capable of giving on iota of good fucking advice. 67 00:04:27,889 --> 00:04:32,183 And I know it all may seem sad, but guess what? 68 00:04:32,185 --> 00:04:36,522 I didn't build this system, nor did I fuck it up. 69 00:05:01,589 --> 00:05:06,052 And then it happens. That moment when your breath starts to slow. 70 00:05:12,975 --> 00:05:17,522 And every time you breathe, you breathe out all the oxygen you have. 71 00:05:20,066 --> 00:05:23,067 And everything stops: 72 00:05:23,069 --> 00:05:26,278 your heart, your lungs, 73 00:05:26,280 --> 00:05:28,324 then finally, your brain. 74 00:05:30,660 --> 00:05:36,582 And everything you feel, and wish, and want to forget, it all just sinks. 75 00:05:40,461 --> 00:05:43,214 And then suddenly... 76 00:05:48,219 --> 00:05:52,306 ...you give it air again, give it life again. 77 00:05:57,103 --> 00:06:01,647 I remember the first time it happened to me I got so scared I wanted to call 911. 78 00:06:01,649 --> 00:06:05,611 Go to the hospital and be kept alive by machines and apple juice. 79 00:06:08,114 --> 00:06:10,573 But I didn't want to look like an idiot, 80 00:06:10,575 --> 00:06:13,161 and I didn't want to fuck up everyone's night. 81 00:06:14,579 --> 00:06:19,206 And then over time, it's all I wanted... 82 00:06:19,208 --> 00:06:21,961 those two seconds of nothingness. 83 00:07:11,677 --> 00:07:17,348 I spent a good portion of the summer before junior year in rehab. 84 00:07:17,350 --> 00:07:23,062 God grant me the serenity to accept the things I cannot change, 85 00:07:23,064 --> 00:07:26,106 the courage to change the things I can, 86 00:07:26,108 --> 00:07:28,402 and the wisdom to know the difference. 87 00:07:43,709 --> 00:07:45,292 Rue! 88 00:07:45,294 --> 00:07:47,878 - Come here! - Hey. 89 00:07:47,880 --> 00:07:50,506 - How are you? - Good. 90 00:07:50,508 --> 00:07:52,383 - I missed you. - I missed you, too. 91 00:07:52,385 --> 00:07:54,637 Look at you. Are you growing? No. 92 00:07:56,597 --> 00:07:58,683 Hey! 93 00:08:06,440 --> 00:08:08,901 I'm very happy for you, Rue. 94 00:08:10,945 --> 00:08:13,906 You're about to start a brand-new chapter. 95 00:08:36,804 --> 00:08:40,975 It was the end of summer, the week before school started. 96 00:08:43,603 --> 00:08:48,441 I had no intention of staying clean. And Jules had just moved to town. 97 00:08:59,035 --> 00:09:02,661 There's some new girl in town that I think you gonna be friends with. 98 00:09:02,663 --> 00:09:06,040 - Who? - Shit, I don't know. 99 00:09:06,042 --> 00:09:09,293 She came in yesterday lookin' all Sailor Moon and shit. 100 00:09:09,295 --> 00:09:14,381 I'm thinking to myself, like, look like somebody Rue would get along with. 101 00:09:14,383 --> 00:09:17,259 Which was sort of like a dead-on observation for Fezco, 102 00:09:17,261 --> 00:09:21,015 who's not normally revolving in the same direction as planet Earth. 103 00:09:22,975 --> 00:09:25,100 So, how long you been back? 104 00:09:25,102 --> 00:09:27,978 - Five days. - And like, how are you feeling? 105 00:09:27,980 --> 00:09:31,690 I mean, ever since I gave my life over to my lord and savior Jesus Christ, 106 00:09:31,692 --> 00:09:33,275 things have been, like, really good. 107 00:09:33,277 --> 00:09:36,654 - Word? That's what's up. - Yeah. 108 00:09:36,656 --> 00:09:39,990 - I'm fucking with you. It was a joke. - Shit. 109 00:09:39,992 --> 00:09:42,868 Hey, I don't judge. 110 00:09:42,870 --> 00:09:45,996 - But low-key, is Ashtray in the back? - Are you serious? 111 00:09:45,998 --> 00:09:48,666 What, you think 'cause I went to rehab, I stayed clean? 112 00:09:48,668 --> 00:09:51,418 I mean, ain't that the point? 113 00:09:51,420 --> 00:09:53,462 Yeah, well, the world's coming to an end, 114 00:09:53,464 --> 00:09:56,926 and I haven't even graduated high school yet. 115 00:10:06,144 --> 00:10:08,060 I thought your ass was dead. 116 00:10:08,062 --> 00:10:10,479 I thought you had Asperger's till I realized you're just a prick. 117 00:10:10,481 --> 00:10:13,023 This is a fickle industry. Y'all come and go. 118 00:10:13,025 --> 00:10:16,360 I'm just trying to stack my cash, pay off our mortgage. 119 00:10:16,362 --> 00:10:18,614 So what the fuck you want? 120 00:10:22,660 --> 00:10:25,119 - You don't want to try nothin' new? - Like what? 121 00:10:25,121 --> 00:10:30,249 2C-T-2, 2C-T-7, and 5-MeO-DIPT. 122 00:10:30,251 --> 00:10:32,460 I'm sorry, I have zero fucking idea what you just said. 123 00:10:32,462 --> 00:10:36,797 It doesn't matter. But this shit is fucking lit. 124 00:10:36,799 --> 00:10:41,135 - What is it? - N-diisopropyl-5-methoxytryptamine. 125 00:10:41,137 --> 00:10:43,181 It's a fast-acting psychedelic. 126 00:10:44,390 --> 00:10:49,810 Got some similarities to LSD, but with, like, key differences. 127 00:10:49,812 --> 00:10:54,901 Not as visual and shit, but definitely a sense distorter. 128 00:10:59,030 --> 00:11:02,490 What's wrong? 129 00:11:02,492 --> 00:11:05,242 I'm just so happy. 130 00:11:05,244 --> 00:11:07,453 I don't know. The shit's been blowing up in Tampa, 131 00:11:07,455 --> 00:11:10,289 and mad people like to fuck on it. 132 00:11:10,291 --> 00:11:14,585 - Okay. Yeah. - That'll be 120. 133 00:11:14,587 --> 00:11:16,962 - Fez said he'd spot me. - Fezco don't spot nobody. 134 00:11:16,964 --> 00:11:18,881 Yeah, well, it's a post-rehab discount, so you should ask him. 135 00:11:18,883 --> 00:11:20,676 I will go ask him, 'cause I know you're full of shit. 136 00:11:33,231 --> 00:11:35,481 In truth, I didn't have much of an issue with Nate 137 00:11:35,483 --> 00:11:37,483 until all the bullshit with Jules. 138 00:11:37,485 --> 00:11:41,153 I mean, I never liked him, and once, during freshman formal, 139 00:11:41,155 --> 00:11:43,533 he tried to finger me on the dance floor without my permission. 140 00:11:44,575 --> 00:11:47,827 But like... it's America. 141 00:11:47,829 --> 00:11:50,246 And if they were throwing an end-of-summer party... 142 00:11:50,248 --> 00:11:53,582 Yo, I'd do it for Rue! 143 00:11:53,584 --> 00:11:55,126 ...of course I'd fucking go. 144 00:11:55,128 --> 00:11:58,129 Yo. The whole world's gonna be talking about 145 00:11:58,131 --> 00:12:01,257 how McKay threw the grimiest fucking banger of the summer. 146 00:12:01,259 --> 00:12:06,178 I don't know, bro. You know my mom is real OCD. A little scratch on the wall, 147 00:12:06,180 --> 00:12:07,721 the dishes are out of order. 148 00:12:07,723 --> 00:12:11,016 We'll just take a picture of everything. We'll put it back the way we found it. 149 00:12:11,018 --> 00:12:13,060 What the fuck is this, Mission Impossible? 150 00:12:13,062 --> 00:12:15,146 Would you stop worrying about your mom, 151 00:12:15,148 --> 00:12:16,939 and start worrying about all the fucking pussy 152 00:12:16,941 --> 00:12:18,816 that we're gonna smash tonight, bro. 153 00:12:18,818 --> 00:12:22,444 No, no, no, no, no. Wait. Isn't Maddy coming tonight? 154 00:12:22,446 --> 00:12:26,365 I don't know. I don't give a fuck. She broke up with me. Fuck her. 155 00:12:26,367 --> 00:12:28,325 See, no, bro. 'Cause she's crazy. 156 00:12:28,327 --> 00:12:31,579 I don't want her to come and try to burn my house down. 157 00:12:31,581 --> 00:12:33,122 - Burn your... - Yeah. 158 00:12:33,124 --> 00:12:35,207 Shut the fuck up. 159 00:12:35,209 --> 00:12:38,377 Yo. This is exactly what I'm talking about. 160 00:12:38,379 --> 00:12:40,671 Right here. I'm gonna tell you something... 161 00:12:40,673 --> 00:12:43,674 - Don't do anything stupid. Come on. - Yeah, yeah. 162 00:12:43,676 --> 00:12:45,426 Hey, yo, what up, B? 163 00:12:45,428 --> 00:12:48,220 Yo, how 'bout you come and ride on this dick? 164 00:12:48,222 --> 00:12:50,683 No, Nate, chill, bro. Come on man. 165 00:12:52,560 --> 00:12:54,727 Fuck, bro. 166 00:12:54,729 --> 00:12:56,355 Whoops. 167 00:13:04,739 --> 00:13:09,535 Jules moved from the city to the suburbs after her mom and dad got divorced. 168 00:13:12,538 --> 00:13:14,413 She doesn't really like to talk about it, 169 00:13:14,415 --> 00:13:16,540 but dads almost never get full custody, 170 00:13:16,542 --> 00:13:19,378 so you know some shit definitely went down. 171 00:13:21,547 --> 00:13:24,590 She went to, like, three weeks of summer school with Kat, 172 00:13:24,592 --> 00:13:27,720 who failed Intro to Visual Arts. 173 00:14:32,785 --> 00:14:36,078 - Do you think my areolas look weird? - No. 174 00:14:36,080 --> 00:14:40,166 - But, like, the edges, though. - Maddy, they're fine. 175 00:14:40,168 --> 00:14:41,959 Fine like they're kind of weird, or fine like 176 00:14:41,961 --> 00:14:44,044 nobody but me would ever notice what I notice? 177 00:14:44,046 --> 00:14:47,089 Fine like shut the fuck up, Maddy. 178 00:14:47,091 --> 00:14:49,133 I'm disgusting. I literally look disgusting. 179 00:14:49,135 --> 00:14:51,760 Maddy, you just snap the fuck out of this. You're hot as fuck. 180 00:14:51,762 --> 00:14:54,847 - Nate's a loser. Who cares? - He's not a loser. He's a dick. 181 00:14:54,849 --> 00:14:57,183 All dicks are losers. Duh. 182 00:14:57,185 --> 00:14:59,852 Look, bottom line: y'all need to walk into this party 183 00:14:59,854 --> 00:15:01,937 like your pussy costs a million dollars. 184 00:15:01,939 --> 00:15:04,356 For real, I'd settle for like fifty grand. 185 00:15:04,358 --> 00:15:05,983 Fifty grand is a million dollars. 186 00:15:05,985 --> 00:15:09,695 I'd settle for, like, four Corona Lights and some non-rapey affection. 187 00:15:09,697 --> 00:15:13,491 - That's kind of depressing. - Nate's totally ruined my confidence. 188 00:15:13,493 --> 00:15:15,534 You know when somebody just constantly criticizes, 189 00:15:15,536 --> 00:15:17,161 like, everything about you? 190 00:15:17,163 --> 00:15:18,829 Yep. That's, like, every guy. 191 00:15:18,831 --> 00:15:21,040 You just need to catch a dick and forget about your troubles. 192 00:15:21,042 --> 00:15:23,334 Girl, you just need to catch a dick. 193 00:15:23,336 --> 00:15:25,044 Seriously, Maddy, the best thing to do after a breakup 194 00:15:25,046 --> 00:15:27,004 is to fuck someone new, and then move on. 195 00:15:27,006 --> 00:15:29,882 Please, Kat, remind me again how many guys you've fucked? 196 00:15:29,884 --> 00:15:33,260 And, oh, yeah, cat-fishing, that don't count. 197 00:15:33,262 --> 00:15:36,639 Can you not be a cunt for like, 15 seconds? 198 00:15:36,641 --> 00:15:41,145 Dad, stop being a pervert! We're literally, like, all naked! 199 00:15:50,488 --> 00:15:52,323 Fuck. 200 00:15:53,658 --> 00:15:55,409 Okay. 201 00:15:58,287 --> 00:16:00,287 - Where were you? - I went to eat. 202 00:16:00,289 --> 00:16:02,623 - What do you mean, you went to eat? - What? 203 00:16:02,625 --> 00:16:05,209 What? Don't walk away from me. 204 00:16:05,211 --> 00:16:08,671 - You know what, Rue? I don't trust you. - I don't know what you want me to say. 205 00:16:08,673 --> 00:16:10,673 I want you to tell me where you were. 206 00:16:10,675 --> 00:16:13,092 - I just said I went to fucking eat! - Don't you talk to me like that! 207 00:16:13,094 --> 00:16:14,677 You know what? I'm gonna drug test you. 208 00:16:14,679 --> 00:16:16,929 - Don't be slamming no doors around here. - It was an accident. 209 00:16:16,931 --> 00:16:19,723 I don't care. You're not leaving this house until you take a drug test. 210 00:16:19,725 --> 00:16:23,855 - I just peed! - Slam another door. 211 00:16:24,981 --> 00:16:27,733 That girl's gonna be the death of me. 212 00:16:34,031 --> 00:16:35,656 Shit. 213 00:16:35,658 --> 00:16:38,284 Now, there's a few ways to beat a drug test. 214 00:16:38,286 --> 00:16:40,828 The first is simple. Stop doing drugs. 215 00:16:40,830 --> 00:16:46,125 But if you're in a bind and totally fucked, option one: niacin. 216 00:16:46,127 --> 00:16:50,671 It's a B vitamin that, like, breaks down fat and chemicals or whatever, 217 00:16:50,673 --> 00:16:53,466 and if you take a lot of it, like 2,000 milligrams, 218 00:16:53,468 --> 00:16:55,428 then chug a few gallons of water, 219 00:16:55,636 --> 00:16:57,511 you can flush your system in two to three days. 220 00:16:57,513 --> 00:16:59,972 The only problem is, it has a few side effects. 221 00:16:59,974 --> 00:17:02,099 Skin flushing, extreme dizziness, vomiting, 222 00:17:02,101 --> 00:17:05,478 rapid heartbeat, and sometimes death. 223 00:17:05,480 --> 00:17:08,939 I don't recommend it. Nor does any legit drug site on the internet. 224 00:17:08,941 --> 00:17:12,195 Option 2: synthetic urine. 225 00:17:13,654 --> 00:17:15,279 Yeah, fucking right. 226 00:17:15,281 --> 00:17:19,327 Option 3: get a non-drug addict friend to piss for you. 227 00:17:21,537 --> 00:17:23,954 The only problem is... 228 00:17:23,956 --> 00:17:26,332 ...most over-the-counter home drug testing kits 229 00:17:26,334 --> 00:17:30,085 come with a heat-sensor strip that detects the temperature of your urine. 230 00:17:30,087 --> 00:17:33,341 And if your parents watch you pee, you can't really do the sink trick. 231 00:17:36,135 --> 00:17:38,221 So you gotta get it fresh. 232 00:17:41,140 --> 00:17:42,681 Hey, Rue. 233 00:17:42,683 --> 00:17:45,643 - Hey, I... I need a favor. - What? 234 00:17:45,645 --> 00:17:49,941 - I... like for real, Lexi. - What? 235 00:17:51,275 --> 00:17:54,360 Side effects of this option? 236 00:17:54,362 --> 00:17:56,403 Are you serious? 237 00:17:56,405 --> 00:17:58,032 Please. 238 00:17:59,992 --> 00:18:01,994 Thanks. 239 00:18:04,038 --> 00:18:07,498 Hey, Rue. 240 00:18:07,500 --> 00:18:09,208 How was rehab? 241 00:18:09,210 --> 00:18:11,212 Shit. 242 00:18:12,797 --> 00:18:17,633 - It was good. It was really good. - Well, that's good. 243 00:18:17,635 --> 00:18:20,302 - How long have you been back? - Five days. 244 00:18:20,304 --> 00:18:22,056 Oh. 245 00:18:23,474 --> 00:18:25,683 - New chapter. - Mom. 246 00:18:25,685 --> 00:18:27,893 Hmm? 247 00:18:27,895 --> 00:18:31,564 Lexi and I have known each other since pre-school. 248 00:18:31,566 --> 00:18:34,233 And like, in some ways she's my best friend, 249 00:18:34,235 --> 00:18:36,443 even though I think we've grown apart. 250 00:18:36,445 --> 00:18:38,573 We don't really have much in common anymore. 251 00:18:41,451 --> 00:18:44,285 Did you meet any cute guys there? 252 00:18:44,287 --> 00:18:47,748 - Here's that eyeliner. - Thanks. 253 00:18:56,841 --> 00:18:58,843 Mom, I have to pee! 254 00:19:00,136 --> 00:19:01,844 I wish we could do this in a way 255 00:19:01,846 --> 00:19:04,847 that wasn't a complete invasion of my privacy. 256 00:19:04,849 --> 00:19:07,391 Well, you lost your right to privacy after your overdose. 257 00:19:07,393 --> 00:19:10,062 - That was a mistake. - Don't be flip, Rue. 258 00:19:11,814 --> 00:19:15,151 Could you... Thank you. 259 00:19:20,490 --> 00:19:23,574 You don't understand. This was the most frightening moment 260 00:19:23,576 --> 00:19:25,826 a mother could witness. And Gia... 261 00:19:25,828 --> 00:19:30,080 - Gia, who absolutely idolizes you... - I know, Mom. 262 00:19:30,082 --> 00:19:32,919 To have her find you unconscious... 263 00:19:35,922 --> 00:19:38,923 Can we just... Can we not do this right now, Mom? 264 00:19:38,925 --> 00:19:40,635 Rue? 265 00:19:43,137 --> 00:19:45,181 Rue? 266 00:19:48,267 --> 00:19:50,436 Rue. 267 00:19:59,695 --> 00:20:03,825 I know a lot of you probably hate me right now, and I get it. 268 00:20:04,909 --> 00:20:09,122 If I could be a different person, I promise you, I would. 269 00:20:10,873 --> 00:20:15,084 Not because I want it, but because they do. 270 00:20:15,086 --> 00:20:17,630 And therein lies the catch. 271 00:20:20,133 --> 00:20:24,595 I'm sorry... for slamming the door earlier. 272 00:20:28,766 --> 00:20:32,603 It's okay. I forgive you. Come here. 273 00:20:40,444 --> 00:20:42,027 Hey, Mom? 274 00:20:42,029 --> 00:20:44,071 - Yeah? - Can I spend the night at Lexi's? 275 00:20:44,073 --> 00:20:46,031 - Yeah, that's fine. - Thanks. 276 00:20:46,033 --> 00:20:47,702 Yeah. 277 00:21:45,718 --> 00:21:50,139 - Where you going? - I don't know. Some party, or something. 278 00:21:51,390 --> 00:21:53,557 Or something? 279 00:21:53,559 --> 00:21:55,895 Dad. 280 00:21:57,271 --> 00:22:00,648 I know. You know, just, new town. Be safe. 281 00:22:00,650 --> 00:22:03,651 - Yeah. I'm fine. - Good. 282 00:22:03,653 --> 00:22:05,611 - Love you. - I love you, too. 283 00:22:05,613 --> 00:22:07,698 - Okay. - Have fun. 284 00:22:24,590 --> 00:22:27,969 Jules told me later what had happened. 285 00:23:02,753 --> 00:23:04,670 Looking back on it, 286 00:23:04,672 --> 00:23:08,299 she probably would have just been better off going to McKay's. 287 00:23:08,301 --> 00:23:09,719 But... 288 00:23:39,707 --> 00:23:41,584 Come in. 289 00:23:50,551 --> 00:23:53,385 Yo, so, Cassie's a whore. Fact. 290 00:23:53,387 --> 00:23:56,722 No, she's not. Fact. She's not even that type of girl. 291 00:23:56,724 --> 00:23:59,475 Oh. Have you seen her slut pages, though? 292 00:23:59,477 --> 00:24:01,560 - No. - They're wild, yo. 293 00:24:01,562 --> 00:24:04,313 - She's like a fuckin' freak - Cassie's on the slut pages? 294 00:24:04,315 --> 00:24:06,607 Yo, we gotta see this shit. 295 00:24:06,609 --> 00:24:08,275 Yo, what are y'all even doing out the room, man? 296 00:24:08,277 --> 00:24:09,860 - Go back upstairs, bro. - What? 297 00:24:09,862 --> 00:24:12,071 - Thing one and thing two. Take it up. - Oh, yo. 298 00:24:12,073 --> 00:24:14,990 - Take it up. - Relax. No one gets here till ten. 299 00:24:14,992 --> 00:24:18,410 What's up, Nate? What's good, what's good, good lookin'. 300 00:24:18,412 --> 00:24:21,747 Look, all I'm saying is, I think you did Cassie. That's it. 301 00:24:21,749 --> 00:24:24,667 Whether I like her or not is irrelevant. 302 00:24:24,669 --> 00:24:28,337 The fact is, she's a fucking whore through and through, bro. 303 00:24:28,339 --> 00:24:30,923 All right, look, I don't know what she's done, guys, but I'm just saying, 304 00:24:30,925 --> 00:24:34,218 I think she's cool. She's smart. She's funny. 305 00:24:34,220 --> 00:24:35,763 Bro, she likes cars, man. 306 00:24:37,890 --> 00:24:40,516 She loves cars. Shit, thank you for telling me. 307 00:24:40,518 --> 00:24:42,560 - What the fuck? - Dude's got mad feelings. 308 00:24:42,562 --> 00:24:45,020 For real, yo. McKay's about to start a Pinterest, guys. 309 00:24:45,022 --> 00:24:47,314 Just wait. Give it a minute. 310 00:24:47,316 --> 00:24:50,319 Yo, did you say you don't know what she's done? 311 00:24:54,240 --> 00:24:56,784 No, I don't know. 312 00:24:57,869 --> 00:25:02,331 Take a seat. You and I are gonna take a little trip to the land of shame, bro. 313 00:25:09,964 --> 00:25:12,339 Here's the fucking thing that pisses me off about the world. 314 00:25:12,341 --> 00:25:15,050 Like, every time someone's shit gets leaked, 315 00:25:15,052 --> 00:25:17,011 whether it's J. Law or Leslie Jones, 316 00:25:17,013 --> 00:25:19,096 the whole world's like, "Well if you don't want it out there, 317 00:25:19,098 --> 00:25:20,723 don't take the nudes in the first place." 318 00:25:20,725 --> 00:25:25,644 I'm sorry. I know your generation relied on flowers and fathers' permission, 319 00:25:25,646 --> 00:25:28,481 but it's 2019, and unless you're Amish, 320 00:25:28,483 --> 00:25:32,067 nudes are the currency of love, so stop shaming us. 321 00:25:32,069 --> 00:25:35,446 Shame the assholes who create password-protected online directories 322 00:25:35,448 --> 00:25:38,532 of naked, underage girls. 323 00:25:38,534 --> 00:25:41,076 Cassie's actually super sweet. 324 00:25:41,078 --> 00:25:43,496 You remember, like, from earlier. 325 00:25:43,498 --> 00:25:47,833 - Yo, Rue, Rue. - Hey. How you been? 326 00:25:47,835 --> 00:25:49,960 She's just being coy. 327 00:25:49,962 --> 00:25:53,798 'Cause she has a new boyfriend she's head over heels for. 328 00:25:53,800 --> 00:25:56,467 Mom, stop being retarded. He's not my boyfriend. 329 00:25:56,469 --> 00:25:58,469 Oh. Okay. 330 00:25:58,471 --> 00:26:01,722 Who's that handsome young man who came over for dinner last night? 331 00:26:01,724 --> 00:26:05,851 - Oh, my God, Mom! Stop! - Christopher McKay. 332 00:26:05,853 --> 00:26:07,812 So, you're dating McKay. 333 00:26:07,814 --> 00:26:11,273 Okay, Mom, I'm literally going to poison you in your sleep. 334 00:26:11,275 --> 00:26:13,319 So, Rue, how was rehab? 335 00:26:17,657 --> 00:26:19,990 Did you meet any cute guys there? 336 00:26:19,992 --> 00:26:23,244 - Here's that eyeliner. - Thanks. 337 00:26:23,246 --> 00:26:25,037 But anyway, back to this bullshit. 338 00:26:25,039 --> 00:26:28,000 And the Oscar goes to... 339 00:26:29,293 --> 00:26:31,418 - Oh! - Shit! 340 00:26:31,420 --> 00:26:33,629 I'm talkin' 'bout, like, tag team. 341 00:26:33,631 --> 00:26:36,465 - That's what I'm saying. Double team. - Like, triple. 342 00:26:36,467 --> 00:26:39,593 - With Roy in the front. - You can't tell that that's her, man. 343 00:26:39,595 --> 00:26:42,221 - It's her, bro. - This is her. Look at her titties. 344 00:26:42,223 --> 00:26:45,516 You want my advice? You fuck her like the whore she is, 345 00:26:45,518 --> 00:26:47,184 you kick her ass to the curb. 346 00:26:47,186 --> 00:26:48,936 If you don't, we will. 347 00:26:48,938 --> 00:26:50,938 Shut your all little virgin asses up, man. 348 00:26:50,940 --> 00:26:52,606 Y'all wouldn't even know what to do with that. 349 00:26:52,608 --> 00:26:56,986 Are you crazy? I just got a tutorial, step-by-step. 350 00:26:56,988 --> 00:26:59,029 It's obvious that Nate got in McKay's head, 351 00:26:59,031 --> 00:27:03,327 because Cassie told Lexi, and Lexi told me, that the night of the party... 352 00:27:05,163 --> 00:27:07,081 What? 353 00:27:08,708 --> 00:27:11,167 Nothing. 354 00:27:11,169 --> 00:27:13,379 Why do you keep staring at me? 355 00:27:16,883 --> 00:27:21,302 I'm sorry. Kind of spaced out for a second. 356 00:27:21,304 --> 00:27:23,598 I wasn't being weird, was I? 357 00:27:24,807 --> 00:27:27,018 No. You're being cute. 358 00:27:28,394 --> 00:27:31,522 Listen, I don't want to sound corny or whatever, but... 359 00:27:32,940 --> 00:27:36,192 ...you are literally the most beautiful girl I've ever seen. 360 00:27:36,194 --> 00:27:38,446 They hooked up. 361 00:27:46,412 --> 00:27:49,163 Fuck. 362 00:27:49,165 --> 00:27:51,081 You always this wet? 363 00:27:51,083 --> 00:27:53,336 Kind of. It's super embarrassing. 364 00:27:54,587 --> 00:27:59,175 - Does it turn you off? - Not at all. It's cool. 365 00:28:02,678 --> 00:28:05,181 Stay right here. 366 00:28:29,747 --> 00:28:31,124 Aah! 367 00:28:32,750 --> 00:28:35,876 McKay. McKay, stop! Stop... 368 00:28:35,878 --> 00:28:38,045 Now, I know this looks disturbing, but for real, 369 00:28:38,047 --> 00:28:41,340 I promise you, this does not end in a rape. 370 00:28:41,342 --> 00:28:45,761 But here's the thing. Everyone on the planet watches porn. Fact. 371 00:28:45,763 --> 00:28:50,015 And if you were to click on the 20 most popular videos on Porn Hub right now, 372 00:28:50,017 --> 00:28:52,101 this is basically what you'd see: 373 00:28:52,103 --> 00:28:54,272 Good girl, yes, yes. 374 00:28:55,481 --> 00:28:58,067 Are you gonna be an obedient little slut? 375 00:29:01,320 --> 00:29:03,237 - Say thank you, again. - Oh, thank you. 376 00:29:03,239 --> 00:29:05,531 I'm not trying to be sex negative or anything. I'm just saying... 377 00:29:05,533 --> 00:29:07,074 Stop! 378 00:29:07,076 --> 00:29:08,784 ...this shit isn't out of left fucking field. 379 00:29:08,786 --> 00:29:11,370 - Fuck, McKay! - What did I do? 380 00:29:11,372 --> 00:29:12,913 Why would you grab me like that? I couldn't breathe. 381 00:29:12,915 --> 00:29:17,001 - I don't know. I thought you liked that. - Why the fuck would I like that? 382 00:29:17,003 --> 00:29:19,920 Cassie, I'm sorry. I didn't know. 383 00:29:19,922 --> 00:29:22,758 I just didn't expect it. 384 00:29:29,765 --> 00:29:33,058 Cassie, I'm really sorry, okay? I'm sorry. 385 00:29:33,060 --> 00:29:37,563 You know I would never do anything to hurt you. 386 00:29:37,565 --> 00:29:39,400 Just don't do it again. 387 00:29:43,488 --> 00:29:45,781 Unless you ask me first. 388 00:29:52,371 --> 00:29:54,540 Or I ask you. 389 00:30:00,421 --> 00:30:03,172 Anyway, I didn't go to Lexi's. That was a lie. 390 00:30:03,174 --> 00:30:05,257 So, I was walking to McKay's party, 391 00:30:05,259 --> 00:30:07,929 because I have this rule that I don't drink and bike, 'cause like... 392 00:30:16,813 --> 00:30:20,189 - Is that...? - Oh, shit. Slow down. 393 00:30:20,191 --> 00:30:22,149 Dude, that's Rue. Oh, my God. 394 00:30:22,151 --> 00:30:24,360 - Wait. Didn't Rue, like, die? - Oh, my God, I hate ghosts. 395 00:30:24,362 --> 00:30:27,740 Yo, Casper! You want a ride? 396 00:30:31,994 --> 00:30:33,788 Why, thank you. 397 00:31:13,035 --> 00:31:17,623 - Ah. How old are you? - 22. 398 00:31:19,709 --> 00:31:21,544 Thanks. 399 00:31:22,587 --> 00:31:24,920 Do you live in town? 400 00:31:24,922 --> 00:31:27,673 No. I'm just, visiting my grandparents. 401 00:31:27,675 --> 00:31:29,469 Hmm. 402 00:31:30,928 --> 00:31:32,805 What about you? 403 00:31:33,931 --> 00:31:36,142 Do you walk around like this? 404 00:31:38,352 --> 00:31:40,686 What do you mean? 405 00:31:40,688 --> 00:31:44,106 Well, this is how you look generally? 406 00:31:44,108 --> 00:31:46,986 I mean... yeah. 407 00:31:50,448 --> 00:31:52,533 You're beautiful. 408 00:31:54,368 --> 00:31:56,662 Thank you. 409 00:32:00,666 --> 00:32:03,836 I'm envious of your generation, you know. 410 00:32:05,713 --> 00:32:09,757 You guys don't care as much about the rules. 411 00:32:09,759 --> 00:32:13,052 You know, I think that's a good thing. 412 00:32:13,054 --> 00:32:16,722 And I don't want to be that old guy that gives you advice, 413 00:32:16,724 --> 00:32:20,184 but I look at you and I think there are... 414 00:32:20,186 --> 00:32:23,687 two versions of how your life can go. 415 00:32:23,689 --> 00:32:26,482 You can either go someplace, 416 00:32:26,484 --> 00:32:30,402 where you're wanted for who you are. 417 00:32:30,404 --> 00:32:35,449 Or you can stay in a town like this. End up like me. 418 00:32:35,451 --> 00:32:38,162 Living your life out in motel rooms. 419 00:32:42,333 --> 00:32:44,293 Selfishly... 420 00:32:45,878 --> 00:32:49,173 I hope you stay. 421 00:32:50,925 --> 00:32:52,969 Wider. 422 00:32:54,345 --> 00:32:56,764 Wider. There you go. 423 00:32:57,807 --> 00:33:00,935 That's it. Good girl. 424 00:33:09,861 --> 00:33:12,903 Jules once told me that every night when she was a kid, 425 00:33:12,905 --> 00:33:15,197 like, five or something... 426 00:33:15,199 --> 00:33:17,491 Spit. 427 00:33:17,493 --> 00:33:19,410 ...she'd lock herself in the bathroom, 428 00:33:19,412 --> 00:33:21,620 get down on her hands and knees, and... 429 00:33:21,622 --> 00:33:22,999 pray to God. 430 00:33:28,671 --> 00:33:33,340 She'd pray that when she woke up in the morning, she'd be 25 years old. 431 00:33:33,342 --> 00:33:36,594 She'd live with her best friend, a girl. 432 00:33:36,596 --> 00:33:39,305 Someone she hadn't met yet, but... 433 00:33:39,307 --> 00:33:41,976 someone she knew she'd trust forever. 434 00:33:48,941 --> 00:33:51,233 I don't know why, but when she told me that story, 435 00:33:51,235 --> 00:33:54,862 I started to cry so hard I hyperventilated. 436 00:33:54,864 --> 00:33:59,410 You're so clean. And you don't know how rare that is. 437 00:34:03,080 --> 00:34:07,541 Jules just kept laughing and saying, "What's wrong?" But... 438 00:34:07,543 --> 00:34:09,504 I didn't know. 439 00:34:44,122 --> 00:34:46,290 And then, the night got weird. 440 00:35:26,873 --> 00:35:28,833 - Hey. - Hey. 441 00:36:11,083 --> 00:36:13,751 Now, there's a couple versions of what happened that night. 442 00:36:13,753 --> 00:36:16,045 It all depends on who you ask, and to be honest, 443 00:36:16,047 --> 00:36:19,300 I'm not always the most reliable narrator. 444 00:36:22,637 --> 00:36:25,471 But Nate was fucking on one. 445 00:36:25,473 --> 00:36:29,143 And in turn, Maddy was fucking on one. 446 00:36:34,607 --> 00:36:36,651 Hi. 447 00:36:43,616 --> 00:36:45,368 Get undressed. I want to go swimming. 448 00:37:04,011 --> 00:37:06,681 - You're so hot. - I know. 449 00:37:28,870 --> 00:37:30,411 You're fucking crazy. 450 00:37:30,413 --> 00:37:34,874 No, I'm not. I'm just trying to get back at my really shitty ex-boyfriend. 451 00:37:34,876 --> 00:37:36,584 What? 452 00:37:36,586 --> 00:37:41,881 What if I told you that I wanted you to fuck me, right here, right now? 453 00:37:41,883 --> 00:37:44,592 Are you serious? 454 00:37:44,594 --> 00:37:47,595 And that's right about the time that Jules decided to ghost her hookup 455 00:37:47,597 --> 00:37:51,182 and bike over to McKay's. 456 00:37:51,184 --> 00:37:54,687 Now, Jules texted Kat, but Kat didn't answer, because... 457 00:38:06,616 --> 00:38:09,366 So what's the deal with your friend, BB? 458 00:38:09,368 --> 00:38:13,287 - What about her? - Is she a prude, or is she a slut? 459 00:38:13,289 --> 00:38:15,372 Definitely a slut. 460 00:38:15,374 --> 00:38:18,709 - What about you? - What about me? 461 00:38:18,711 --> 00:38:23,005 - Are you a slut? - Yeah, I'm a fucking savage. 462 00:38:23,007 --> 00:38:28,385 - Oh, yeah? What's your number? - Higher than you two can count. 463 00:38:28,387 --> 00:38:31,889 Stop playing. You're a fucking prude. 464 00:38:31,891 --> 00:38:34,850 Now, Kat wasn't a prude, but she was a virgin. 465 00:38:34,852 --> 00:38:38,437 She'd told Jules that a week into summer school, and when Kat saw her reaction: 466 00:38:38,439 --> 00:38:41,317 Bitch, this isn't the '80s. You need to catch a dick. 467 00:38:45,112 --> 00:38:48,906 She was on a mission to enter junior year as a woman of questionable morals. 468 00:38:48,908 --> 00:38:50,783 Let me ask you a question. 469 00:38:50,785 --> 00:38:54,163 If I were to pull my dick out right now, would you suck it? 470 00:38:55,957 --> 00:38:58,876 - I don't know. Let me see it. - It's not hard yet. 471 00:39:00,461 --> 00:39:02,711 You've probably never sucked a dick in your life. 472 00:39:02,713 --> 00:39:05,881 - Yeah, I have. - Most girls don't know how to suck dick. 473 00:39:05,883 --> 00:39:08,384 - Yeah. - What do you mean? 474 00:39:08,386 --> 00:39:11,178 Well, they're too gentle. It's like, they're fucking scared of it. 475 00:39:11,180 --> 00:39:13,097 - Not in porn. - Exactly. 476 00:39:13,099 --> 00:39:15,850 - You watch porn? - Doesn't everyone? 477 00:39:15,852 --> 00:39:18,269 No. Every guy does. Yeah. 478 00:39:18,271 --> 00:39:21,105 Not prudes. Only sluts. 479 00:39:21,107 --> 00:39:25,442 - Yeah, well... - Yeah, but like, how much? 480 00:39:25,444 --> 00:39:28,072 - What? - How much of a slut are you? 481 00:39:29,991 --> 00:39:33,826 Mm. Why don't you come find out? 482 00:39:33,828 --> 00:39:36,539 Why don't you take your top off? 483 00:39:37,582 --> 00:39:41,250 Like, right now, in front of... in front of these two? 484 00:39:41,252 --> 00:39:43,335 Yeah. 485 00:39:43,337 --> 00:39:45,423 I dare you. 486 00:40:03,941 --> 00:40:09,071 Yo, you know what they say, right? Fat girls give the best head. 487 00:40:22,752 --> 00:40:26,253 I was out back talking to Fezco when Jules arrived. 488 00:40:26,255 --> 00:40:28,088 What the fuck, Rue? 489 00:40:28,090 --> 00:40:30,674 What? What, what, what, what? 490 00:40:30,676 --> 00:40:34,220 Come on now, bruh. You owe me 120 bucks. 491 00:40:34,222 --> 00:40:39,393 - My bad, man, I forgot. - Shit, you know I ain't trippin'. 492 00:40:41,437 --> 00:40:43,312 Well, to be honest with you, 493 00:40:43,314 --> 00:40:46,607 your whole drug shit got me feeling kind of uneasy. 494 00:40:46,609 --> 00:40:49,276 Come on, don't go soft on me, Fez. 495 00:40:49,278 --> 00:40:52,404 No, I'm not. It's just that... 496 00:40:52,406 --> 00:40:55,866 I like you. And I missed you, bruh. Like... 497 00:40:55,868 --> 00:41:00,287 That shit at the beginning of summer had me scared as fuck. 498 00:41:00,289 --> 00:41:03,374 - Yeah, you and everybody else. - I'm serious, Rue. 499 00:41:03,376 --> 00:41:06,129 I've seen a lot of people die. 500 00:41:07,338 --> 00:41:10,047 None like you. 501 00:41:10,049 --> 00:41:14,677 I don't know what type of fucked up shit you got going inside your head. 502 00:41:14,679 --> 00:41:18,681 I don't know how to help, but I could tell you one thing: 503 00:41:18,683 --> 00:41:21,269 this drug shit, it's not the answer. 504 00:41:27,024 --> 00:41:30,278 You know, I remember when I was eleven years old... 505 00:41:31,529 --> 00:41:34,363 It was a couple months after my dad got diagnosed, 506 00:41:34,365 --> 00:41:37,283 and we got the results back from the prognosis. 507 00:41:37,285 --> 00:41:40,828 And it was really good. It was like, 80/20. 508 00:41:40,830 --> 00:41:43,747 And we decided to celebrate, so... 509 00:41:43,749 --> 00:41:46,544 we like ordered a bunch of Chinese food. 510 00:41:48,129 --> 00:41:52,381 I remember that night, I was laying between my parents in bed, 511 00:41:52,383 --> 00:41:54,051 and... 512 00:41:55,845 --> 00:41:58,556 all of a sudden I couldn't breathe. 513 00:41:59,849 --> 00:42:05,394 It was like there was no more air left in the world. 514 00:42:05,396 --> 00:42:09,690 And I was gasping, and I was panicking. 515 00:42:09,692 --> 00:42:13,068 And they called the ambulance and they thought it was like... 516 00:42:13,070 --> 00:42:16,530 an allergic reaction or some shit. 517 00:42:16,532 --> 00:42:20,034 And then when I got to the hospital, 518 00:42:20,036 --> 00:42:22,330 they gave me liquid Valium. 519 00:42:24,165 --> 00:42:27,460 Yeah. To calm me down. 520 00:42:30,129 --> 00:42:32,381 And when it hit me, I thought... 521 00:42:34,717 --> 00:42:37,676 This is it. 522 00:42:37,678 --> 00:42:41,889 This is the feeling I have been searching for my entire life, 523 00:42:41,891 --> 00:42:44,558 for as long as I could remember. 524 00:42:44,560 --> 00:42:46,604 Because suddenly... 525 00:42:47,647 --> 00:42:50,439 ...the world went quiet. 526 00:42:50,441 --> 00:42:54,612 And I felt safe, in my own head. 527 00:42:59,408 --> 00:43:01,994 Two years later, he was gone. 528 00:43:04,247 --> 00:43:06,582 Panic attacks stayed. 529 00:43:08,417 --> 00:43:11,710 And I found a way to live, so... 530 00:43:11,712 --> 00:43:14,171 Will it eventually kill me? Maybe. 531 00:43:14,173 --> 00:43:17,176 Fuck, maybe not. I don't know. 532 00:43:21,556 --> 00:43:24,306 You still gonna be my dealer, Fez? 533 00:43:24,308 --> 00:43:27,852 You a fucking trip, bruh. 534 00:43:27,854 --> 00:43:31,397 I'm too high to be having this conversation right now. 535 00:43:31,399 --> 00:43:33,774 Yeah, man. Me, too. 536 00:43:33,776 --> 00:43:36,487 Me fucking too. 537 00:44:22,283 --> 00:44:25,159 Yeah, that's real classy, you fucking whore. 538 00:44:25,161 --> 00:44:27,745 Suck my dick. 539 00:44:27,747 --> 00:44:29,248 Ooh! 540 00:44:42,512 --> 00:44:45,971 Get the fuck out of here! Get the fuck out of the kitchen! Fuck! 541 00:44:45,973 --> 00:44:49,811 Get out of here! Get the fuck out of here! 542 00:44:53,940 --> 00:44:56,150 What the fuck are you looking at? 543 00:44:59,821 --> 00:45:01,403 Who are you? 544 00:45:01,405 --> 00:45:04,698 - I'm Jules. I'm a friend of... - You're a friend of... 545 00:45:04,700 --> 00:45:07,034 A friend of whose? 'Cause you're not my fucking friend. 546 00:45:07,036 --> 00:45:11,038 Who the fuck are you friends with, Jules? Hmm? 547 00:45:11,040 --> 00:45:14,291 Do you guys know who the fuck this is? 548 00:45:14,293 --> 00:45:16,627 Does anybody know who this is? 549 00:45:16,629 --> 00:45:19,964 Does anybody know who the fuck Jules is? 550 00:45:19,966 --> 00:45:23,886 Anyone at all. You, do you know who the fuck Jules is? 551 00:45:26,597 --> 00:45:29,098 So, who are you? 552 00:45:29,100 --> 00:45:32,518 I'm just minding my own business. I'm not trying to start anything. 553 00:45:32,520 --> 00:45:34,812 Well, no, you're not. Nobody that looks like you 554 00:45:34,814 --> 00:45:37,316 is minding their own fuckin' business. 555 00:45:39,735 --> 00:45:42,153 I know what you are. 556 00:45:42,155 --> 00:45:45,030 Yeah. Yeah, I see you. 557 00:45:45,032 --> 00:45:47,783 So what do you want? 558 00:45:47,785 --> 00:45:50,536 You want some, some fucking attention? 559 00:45:50,538 --> 00:45:53,416 'Cause I'll give you some fucking attention. 560 00:45:55,501 --> 00:46:00,087 Yo, is anybody here friends with Jules? 561 00:46:00,089 --> 00:46:02,840 Anyone? Does anybody know who the fuck this bitch is? 562 00:46:02,842 --> 00:46:07,470 Somebody better speak up, or this bitch is gonna get fucked up 563 00:46:07,472 --> 00:46:09,054 Shit! 564 00:46:09,056 --> 00:46:11,557 - You wanna fucking hurt me? - No, I was fucking kidding! 565 00:46:11,559 --> 00:46:14,393 Back the fuck up! What the fuck is your problem? 566 00:46:14,395 --> 00:46:15,978 Put the fucking knife down, okay. 567 00:46:15,980 --> 00:46:18,022 - It was a joke. - You wanna fucking hurt me? 568 00:46:18,024 --> 00:46:21,901 - No, no, no... - You have no fucking idea 569 00:46:21,903 --> 00:46:23,986 - See? - You're psycho! 570 00:46:23,988 --> 00:46:26,155 - I'm fucking invincible! - You're a fucking freak. 571 00:46:26,157 --> 00:46:28,534 What the fuck? 572 00:46:34,582 --> 00:46:37,333 By the way, I'm Jules. 573 00:46:37,335 --> 00:46:39,460 I just moved here. 574 00:46:39,462 --> 00:46:42,590 I mean... right? 575 00:46:52,642 --> 00:46:55,518 Where the fuck have you been? You missed the craziest shit ever. 576 00:46:55,520 --> 00:46:57,311 I just lost my virginity. 577 00:46:57,313 --> 00:47:00,397 Bitch, are you fucking serious? With who? 578 00:47:00,399 --> 00:47:02,107 This guy from St. Mary's. 579 00:47:02,109 --> 00:47:05,194 - How did you like it? - It was nice. Yeah. 580 00:47:05,196 --> 00:47:08,825 Oh, my God. My little slut. I'm so proud of you 581 00:47:15,832 --> 00:47:18,082 Yo! Shit... 582 00:47:18,084 --> 00:47:21,043 - Are you okay? - Yeah. It's fine. 583 00:47:21,045 --> 00:47:22,670 Guess I knew that was gonna get violent, 584 00:47:22,672 --> 00:47:25,047 and I didn't want a fucking broken cheekbone or some shit. 585 00:47:25,049 --> 00:47:27,508 Yeah, no, I totally I get the logic behind it. 586 00:47:27,510 --> 00:47:30,388 But it's still, like, fucking insane. 587 00:47:36,144 --> 00:47:40,062 - I'm Rue. - I'm Jules. 588 00:47:40,064 --> 00:47:42,606 Where are you headed to? 589 00:47:42,608 --> 00:47:45,111 Home. Probably. 590 00:47:46,696 --> 00:47:48,823 Can I come with you? 591 00:48:41,125 --> 00:48:43,085 Shh. 592 00:48:55,932 --> 00:48:57,850 Let me see. 593 00:48:59,936 --> 00:49:01,354 Oh. 594 00:49:12,240 --> 00:49:14,951 - Shh - Sorry. Sorry. 595 00:51:00,807 --> 00:51:03,684 Remember when I said things got weird? 596 00:51:07,021 --> 00:51:10,483 So... yeah. 597 00:51:40,930 --> 00:51:42,932 I've got an idea. 598 00:51:44,308 --> 00:51:46,642 What? 599 00:51:46,644 --> 00:51:48,813 Wanna get high? 600 00:51:48,950 --> 00:51:53,950 Subtitles by explosiveskull www.OpenSubtitles.org