1 00:00:16,036 --> 00:00:18,204 I was once happy. Content. 2 00:00:18,205 --> 00:00:21,416 Sloshing around in my own private, primordial pool. 3 00:00:21,417 --> 00:00:23,876 Then one day, for reasons beyond my control, 4 00:00:23,878 --> 00:00:26,586 I was repeatedly crushed... 5 00:00:26,588 --> 00:00:31,759 over and over by the cruel cervix of my mother, Leslie. 6 00:00:31,760 --> 00:00:35,137 I put up a good fight, but I lost, 7 00:00:35,140 --> 00:00:38,685 for the first time, but not the last. 8 00:00:41,979 --> 00:00:45,148 I was born three days after 9/11. 9 00:00:45,149 --> 00:00:50,402 I can hear you, I can hear you, the rest of the world hears you, 10 00:00:50,405 --> 00:00:53,238 and the people who knocked these buildings down 11 00:00:53,240 --> 00:00:54,826 will hear all of us soon. 12 00:00:57,078 --> 00:01:00,707 USA, USA! USA, USA! 13 00:01:03,667 --> 00:01:05,918 My mother and father spent two days in the hospital, 14 00:01:05,920 --> 00:01:08,837 holding me under the soft glow of the television, 15 00:01:08,840 --> 00:01:11,674 watching those towers fall over and over again, 16 00:01:11,676 --> 00:01:14,968 until the feelings of grief gave way to numbness. 17 00:01:14,971 --> 00:01:16,971 And then, without warning, 18 00:01:16,972 --> 00:01:19,347 a middle-class childhood in an American suburb. 19 00:01:19,349 --> 00:01:22,643 Thirteen... fourteen... 20 00:01:22,644 --> 00:01:25,521 fifteen... sixteen... 21 00:01:25,522 --> 00:01:27,314 - What are you looking at, Rue? - Seventeen... 22 00:01:27,317 --> 00:01:30,025 Rue, look at me. 23 00:01:30,027 --> 00:01:36,241 - One, two, three... - What are you doing, Rue? 24 00:01:42,289 --> 00:01:44,998 I'd say she's suffering from obsessive compulsive disorder... 25 00:01:45,001 --> 00:01:46,667 It's not like I was physically abused... 26 00:01:46,668 --> 00:01:48,252 attention deficit disorder... 27 00:01:48,253 --> 00:01:49,920 - or had a shortage of clean water... - general anxiety disorder... 28 00:01:49,923 --> 00:01:51,506 or was molested by a family member. 29 00:01:51,508 --> 00:01:55,509 And possibly bipolar disorder. But she's a little young to tell. 30 00:01:55,512 --> 00:01:58,054 So, explain this shit to me. 31 00:01:58,055 --> 00:02:00,055 Honey, it's just the way your brain was hardwired. 32 00:02:00,058 --> 00:02:04,602 Plenty of great, intelligent, funny, interesting, and creative people 33 00:02:04,603 --> 00:02:07,313 have struggled with the same things you struggle with. 34 00:02:07,314 --> 00:02:09,692 Like who? 35 00:02:10,818 --> 00:02:12,236 Vincent Van Gogh. 36 00:02:15,031 --> 00:02:16,948 Sylvia Plath. 37 00:02:16,949 --> 00:02:19,449 And your favorite, Britney Spears. 38 00:02:19,451 --> 00:02:21,618 - She's bald! - Oh, my God! 39 00:02:21,621 --> 00:02:23,747 She is completely bald. 40 00:02:25,375 --> 00:02:29,710 I don't remember much between the ages of eight and 12. 41 00:02:29,711 --> 00:02:33,965 Just that the world moved fast and my brain moved slow. 42 00:02:33,966 --> 00:02:37,137 Does anybody have any idea of what a preposition might be? 43 00:02:38,555 --> 00:02:43,183 And every now and then, if I focused too closely on the way I breathed... 44 00:02:46,103 --> 00:02:48,522 I'd die. 45 00:02:53,569 --> 00:02:55,110 Slow down, just breathe. 46 00:02:55,112 --> 00:02:57,237 Until every second of every day, 47 00:02:57,240 --> 00:03:01,034 you find yourself trying to outrun your anxiety. 48 00:03:05,372 --> 00:03:07,289 What's wrong, Rue? 49 00:03:07,292 --> 00:03:09,207 And quite frankly... 50 00:03:09,210 --> 00:03:12,002 I'm just fucking exhausted. 51 00:03:12,004 --> 00:03:15,631 You said the doctor was in our network. How could he suddenly be out of network? 52 00:03:15,633 --> 00:03:18,509 I can't afford it. 53 00:03:18,510 --> 00:03:20,051 Did you see that video of the beauty queen 54 00:03:20,054 --> 00:03:22,180 who got acid thrown on her face? 55 00:03:22,181 --> 00:03:25,348 - Mm, what? No. - It's pretty fucked up. 56 00:03:25,350 --> 00:03:29,146 - Hey, Mom, you got any tampons? - In my bathroom, under the sink. 57 00:03:29,354 --> 00:03:34,151 And at some point, you make a choice about who you are and what you want. 58 00:03:39,365 --> 00:03:41,617 Oh, my... 59 00:03:55,548 --> 00:03:57,590 All right, Gia, let's roll. 60 00:03:57,591 --> 00:04:00,425 Why is the co-payment $300? 61 00:04:00,427 --> 00:04:03,056 Rue, did you eat breakfast? 62 00:04:06,016 --> 00:04:10,312 - What's with the sunglasses? - What sunglasses? 63 00:04:21,240 --> 00:04:25,826 I just showed up one day, without a map or a compass... 64 00:04:25,829 --> 00:04:27,620 Attention, students, we need to lockdown. 65 00:04:27,622 --> 00:04:32,209 Or to be honest, anyone capable of giving on iota of good fucking advice. 66 00:04:35,838 --> 00:04:40,132 And I know it all may seem sad, but guess what? 67 00:04:40,134 --> 00:04:44,471 I didn't build this system, nor did I fuck it up. 68 00:05:09,538 --> 00:05:14,002 And then it happens. That moment when your breath starts to slow. 69 00:05:20,925 --> 00:05:25,471 And every time you breathe, you breathe out all the oxygen you have. 70 00:05:28,016 --> 00:05:31,016 And everything stops: 71 00:05:31,019 --> 00:05:34,228 Your heart, your lungs, 72 00:05:34,230 --> 00:05:36,274 then finally, your brain. 73 00:05:38,610 --> 00:05:44,531 And everything you feel, and wish, and want to forget, it all just sinks. 74 00:05:48,411 --> 00:05:51,163 And then suddenly... 75 00:05:56,168 --> 00:06:00,255 you give it air again, give it life again. 76 00:06:05,052 --> 00:06:09,596 I remember the first time it happened to me I got so scared I wanted to call 911. 77 00:06:09,598 --> 00:06:13,560 Go to the hospital and be kept alive by machines and apple juice. 78 00:06:16,064 --> 00:06:18,523 But I didn't want to look like an idiot, 79 00:06:18,524 --> 00:06:21,110 and I didn't want to fuck up everyone's night. 80 00:06:22,528 --> 00:06:27,156 And then over time, it's all I wanted... 81 00:06:27,158 --> 00:06:29,911 those two seconds of nothingness. 82 00:07:19,627 --> 00:07:25,298 I spent a good portion of the summer before junior year in rehab. 83 00:07:25,300 --> 00:07:31,012 God grant me the serenity to accept the things I cannot change, 84 00:07:31,014 --> 00:07:34,055 the courage to change the things I can, 85 00:07:34,057 --> 00:07:36,351 and the wisdom to know the difference. 86 00:07:51,658 --> 00:07:53,242 Rue! 87 00:07:53,244 --> 00:07:55,827 - Come here! - Hey. 88 00:07:55,829 --> 00:07:58,456 - How are you? - Good. 89 00:07:58,457 --> 00:08:00,333 - I missed you. - I missed you, too. 90 00:08:00,334 --> 00:08:02,586 Look at you. Are you growing? No. 91 00:08:04,547 --> 00:08:06,632 Hey! 92 00:08:14,389 --> 00:08:16,850 I'm very happy for you, Rue. 93 00:08:18,894 --> 00:08:21,855 You're about to start a brand-new chapter. 94 00:08:44,754 --> 00:08:48,924 It was the end of summer, the week before school started. 95 00:08:51,552 --> 00:08:56,390 I had no intention of staying clean. And Jules had just moved to town. 96 00:09:06,985 --> 00:09:10,610 There's some new girl in town that I think you gonna be friends with. 97 00:09:10,613 --> 00:09:13,990 - Who? - Shit, I don't know. 98 00:09:13,991 --> 00:09:17,243 She came in yesterday lookin' all Sailor Moon and shit. 99 00:09:17,245 --> 00:09:22,331 I'm thinking to myself, like, look like somebody Rue would get along with. 100 00:09:22,332 --> 00:09:25,208 Which was sort of like a dead-on observation for Fezco, 101 00:09:25,211 --> 00:09:28,965 who's not normally revolving in the same direction as planet Earth. 102 00:09:30,924 --> 00:09:33,049 So, how long you been back? 103 00:09:33,052 --> 00:09:35,927 - Five days. - And like, how are you feeling? 104 00:09:35,929 --> 00:09:39,639 I mean, ever since I gave my life over to my lord and savior Jesus Christ, 105 00:09:39,642 --> 00:09:41,225 things have been, like, really good. 106 00:09:41,226 --> 00:09:44,604 - Word? That's what's up. - Yeah. 107 00:09:44,605 --> 00:09:47,940 - I'm fucking with you. It was a joke. - Shit. 108 00:09:47,942 --> 00:09:50,817 Hey, I don't judge. 109 00:09:50,820 --> 00:09:53,946 - But low-key, is Ashtray in the back? - Are you serious? 110 00:09:53,947 --> 00:09:56,615 What, you think 'cause I went to rehab, I stayed clean? 111 00:09:56,618 --> 00:09:59,368 I mean, ain't that the point? 112 00:09:59,370 --> 00:10:01,412 Yeah, well, the world's coming to an end, 113 00:10:01,413 --> 00:10:04,875 and I haven't even graduated high school yet. 114 00:10:14,094 --> 00:10:16,009 I thought your ass was dead. 115 00:10:16,011 --> 00:10:18,428 I thought you had Asperger's till I realized you're just a prick. 116 00:10:18,431 --> 00:10:20,972 This is a fickle industry. Y'all come and go. 117 00:10:20,975 --> 00:10:24,309 I'm just trying to stack my cash, pay off our mortgage. 118 00:10:24,312 --> 00:10:26,563 So what the fuck you want? 119 00:10:30,610 --> 00:10:33,068 - You don't want to try nothin' new? - Like what? 120 00:10:33,071 --> 00:10:38,198 2C-T-2, 2C-T-7, and 5-MeO-DIPT. 121 00:10:38,201 --> 00:10:40,409 I'm sorry, I have zero fucking idea what you just said. 122 00:10:40,412 --> 00:10:44,746 It doesn't matter. But this shit is fucking lit. 123 00:10:44,749 --> 00:10:49,085 - What is it? - N-diisopropyl-5-methoxytryptamine. 124 00:10:49,086 --> 00:10:51,130 It's a fast-acting psychedelic. 125 00:10:52,340 --> 00:10:57,759 Got some similarities to LSD, but with, like, key differences. 126 00:10:57,761 --> 00:11:02,850 Not as visual and shit, but definitely a sense distorter. 127 00:11:06,980 --> 00:11:10,440 What's wrong? 128 00:11:10,442 --> 00:11:13,192 I'm just so happy. 129 00:11:13,193 --> 00:11:15,403 I don't know. The shit's been blowing up in Tampa, 130 00:11:15,404 --> 00:11:18,239 and mad people like to fuck on it. 131 00:11:18,240 --> 00:11:22,534 - Okay. Yeah. - That'll be 120. 132 00:11:22,537 --> 00:11:24,912 - Fez said he'd spot me. - Fezco don't spot nobody. 133 00:11:24,913 --> 00:11:26,831 Yeah, well, it's a post-rehab discount, so you should ask him. 134 00:11:26,832 --> 00:11:28,913 I will go ask him, 'cause I know you're full of shit. 135 00:11:41,181 --> 00:11:43,431 In truth, I didn't have much of an issue with Nate 136 00:11:43,432 --> 00:11:45,432 until all the bullshit with Jules. 137 00:11:45,434 --> 00:11:49,102 I mean, I never liked him, and once, during freshman formal, 138 00:11:49,105 --> 00:11:51,585 he tried to finger me on the dance floor without my permission. 139 00:11:52,524 --> 00:11:55,777 But like... it's America. 140 00:11:55,778 --> 00:11:58,196 And if they were throwing an end-of-summer party... 141 00:11:58,197 --> 00:12:01,532 Yo, I'd do it for Rue! 142 00:12:01,533 --> 00:12:03,076 Of course I'd fucking go. 143 00:12:03,077 --> 00:12:06,078 Yo. The whole world's gonna be talking about 144 00:12:06,081 --> 00:12:09,206 how McKay threw the grimiest fucking banger of the summer. 145 00:12:09,208 --> 00:12:14,128 I don't know, bro. You know my mom is real OCD. A little scratch on the wall, 146 00:12:14,129 --> 00:12:15,671 the dishes are out of order. 147 00:12:15,673 --> 00:12:18,966 We'll just take a picture of everything. We'll put it back the way we found it. 148 00:12:18,967 --> 00:12:21,009 What the fuck is this, Mission Impossible? 149 00:12:21,011 --> 00:12:23,096 Would you stop worrying about your mom, 150 00:12:23,097 --> 00:12:24,889 and start worrying about all the fucking pussy 151 00:12:24,890 --> 00:12:26,765 that we're gonna smash tonight, bro. 152 00:12:26,768 --> 00:12:30,394 No, no, no, no, no. Wait. Isn't Maddy coming tonight? 153 00:12:30,395 --> 00:12:34,315 I don't know. I don't give a fuck. She broke up with me. Fuck her. 154 00:12:34,317 --> 00:12:36,274 See, no, bro. 'Cause she's crazy. 155 00:12:36,277 --> 00:12:39,528 I don't want her to come and try to burn my house down. 156 00:12:39,530 --> 00:12:41,072 - Burn your... - Yeah. 157 00:12:41,073 --> 00:12:43,157 Shut the fuck up. 158 00:12:43,158 --> 00:12:46,326 Yo. This is exactly what I'm talking about. 159 00:12:46,328 --> 00:12:48,620 Right here. I'm gonna tell you something... 160 00:12:48,623 --> 00:12:51,624 - Don't do anything stupid. Come on. - Yeah, yeah. 161 00:12:51,625 --> 00:12:53,375 Hey, yo, what up, B? 162 00:12:53,378 --> 00:12:56,169 Yo, how 'bout you come and ride on this dick? 163 00:12:56,172 --> 00:12:58,633 No, Nate, chill, bro. Come on man. 164 00:13:00,509 --> 00:13:02,677 Fuck, bro. 165 00:13:02,678 --> 00:13:04,304 Whoops. 166 00:13:12,688 --> 00:13:17,485 Jules moved from the city to the suburbs after her mom and dad got divorced. 167 00:13:20,488 --> 00:13:22,363 She doesn't really like to talk about it, 168 00:13:22,365 --> 00:13:24,490 but dads almost never get full custody, 169 00:13:24,491 --> 00:13:27,327 so you know some shit definitely went down. 170 00:13:29,496 --> 00:13:32,539 She went to, like, three weeks of summer school with Kat, 171 00:13:32,542 --> 00:13:35,669 who failed Intro to Visual Arts. 172 00:14:40,735 --> 00:14:44,028 - Do you think my areolas look weird? - No. 173 00:14:44,029 --> 00:14:48,115 - But, like, the edges, though. - Maddy, they're fine. 174 00:14:48,118 --> 00:14:49,908 Fine like they're kind of weird, or fine like 175 00:14:49,911 --> 00:14:51,994 nobody but me would ever notice what I notice? 176 00:14:51,995 --> 00:14:55,038 Fine like shut the fuck up, Maddy. 177 00:14:55,040 --> 00:14:57,082 I'm disgusting. I literally look disgusting. 178 00:14:57,085 --> 00:14:59,710 Maddy, you just snap the fuck out of this. You're hot as fuck. 179 00:14:59,711 --> 00:15:02,797 - Nate's a loser. Who cares? - He's not a loser. He's a dick. 180 00:15:02,798 --> 00:15:05,133 All dicks are losers. Duh. 181 00:15:05,134 --> 00:15:07,802 Look, bottom line: Y'all need to walk into this party 182 00:15:07,803 --> 00:15:09,886 like your pussy costs a million dollars. 183 00:15:09,889 --> 00:15:12,306 For real, I'd settle for like fifty grand. 184 00:15:12,307 --> 00:15:13,932 Fifty grand is a million dollars. 185 00:15:13,934 --> 00:15:17,644 I'd settle for, like, four Corona Lights and some non-rapey affection. 186 00:15:17,647 --> 00:15:21,441 - That's kind of depressing. - Nate's totally ruined my confidence. 187 00:15:21,442 --> 00:15:23,484 You know when somebody just constantly criticizes, 188 00:15:23,485 --> 00:15:25,110 like, everything about you? 189 00:15:25,113 --> 00:15:26,778 Yep. That's, like, every guy. 190 00:15:26,780 --> 00:15:28,990 You just need to catch a dick and forget about your troubles. 191 00:15:28,991 --> 00:15:31,283 Girl, you just need to catch a dick. 192 00:15:31,286 --> 00:15:32,994 Seriously, Maddy, the best thing to do after a breakup 193 00:15:32,995 --> 00:15:34,953 is to fuck someone new, and then move on. 194 00:15:34,956 --> 00:15:37,831 Please, Kat, remind me again how many guys you've fucked? 195 00:15:37,834 --> 00:15:41,210 And, oh, yeah, cat-fishing, that don't count. 196 00:15:41,211 --> 00:15:44,588 Can you not be a cunt for like, 15 seconds? 197 00:15:44,591 --> 00:15:49,095 Dad, stop being a pervert! We're literally, like, all naked! 198 00:15:58,437 --> 00:16:00,273 Fuck. 199 00:16:01,607 --> 00:16:03,359 Okay. 200 00:16:06,236 --> 00:16:08,236 - Where were you? - I went to eat. 201 00:16:08,239 --> 00:16:10,572 - What do you mean, you went to eat? - What? 202 00:16:10,575 --> 00:16:13,158 What? Don't walk away from me. 203 00:16:13,160 --> 00:16:16,620 - You know what, Rue? I don't trust you. - I don't know what you want me to say. 204 00:16:16,623 --> 00:16:18,623 I want you to tell me where you were. 205 00:16:18,625 --> 00:16:21,042 - I just said I went to fucking eat! - Don't you talk to me like that! 206 00:16:21,043 --> 00:16:22,626 You know what? I'm gonna drug test you. 207 00:16:22,629 --> 00:16:24,879 - Don't be slamming no doors around here. - It was an accident. 208 00:16:24,880 --> 00:16:27,673 I don't care. You're not leaving this house until you take a drug test. 209 00:16:27,674 --> 00:16:31,804 - I just peed! - Slam another door. 210 00:16:32,931 --> 00:16:35,682 That girl's gonna be the death of me. 211 00:16:41,980 --> 00:16:43,605 Shit. 212 00:16:43,607 --> 00:16:46,234 Now, there's a few ways to beat a drug test. 213 00:16:46,235 --> 00:16:48,778 The first is simple. Stop doing drugs. 214 00:16:48,779 --> 00:16:54,075 But if you're in a bind and totally fucked, option one: Niacin. 215 00:16:54,076 --> 00:16:58,620 It's a B vitamin that, like, breaks down fat and chemicals or whatever, 216 00:16:58,623 --> 00:17:01,416 and if you take a lot of it, like 2,000 milligrams, 217 00:17:01,418 --> 00:17:03,378 then chug a few gallons of water, 218 00:17:03,586 --> 00:17:05,461 you can flush your system in two to three days. 219 00:17:05,462 --> 00:17:07,922 The only problem is, it has a few side effects. 220 00:17:07,923 --> 00:17:10,048 Skin flushing, extreme dizziness, vomiting, 221 00:17:10,050 --> 00:17:13,428 rapid heartbeat, and sometimes death. 222 00:17:13,430 --> 00:17:16,888 I don't recommend it. Nor does any legit drug site on the internet. 223 00:17:16,891 --> 00:17:20,144 Option 2: Synthetic urine. 224 00:17:21,604 --> 00:17:23,229 Yeah, fucking right. 225 00:17:23,230 --> 00:17:27,277 Option 3: Get a non-drug addict friend to piss for you. 226 00:17:29,487 --> 00:17:31,903 The only problem is... 227 00:17:31,905 --> 00:17:34,281 most over-the-counter home drug testing kits 228 00:17:34,284 --> 00:17:38,035 come with a heat-sensor strip that detects the temperature of your urine. 229 00:17:38,037 --> 00:17:41,290 And if your parents watch you pee, you can't really do the sink trick. 230 00:17:44,085 --> 00:17:46,171 So you gotta get it fresh. 231 00:17:49,089 --> 00:17:50,631 Hey, Rue. 232 00:17:50,633 --> 00:17:53,593 - Hey, I... I need a favor. - What? 233 00:17:53,595 --> 00:17:57,891 - I... like for real, Lexi. - What? 234 00:17:59,224 --> 00:18:02,309 Side effects of this option? 235 00:18:02,311 --> 00:18:04,353 Are you serious? 236 00:18:04,355 --> 00:18:05,981 Please. 237 00:18:07,942 --> 00:18:09,943 Thanks. 238 00:18:11,988 --> 00:18:15,448 Hey, Rue. 239 00:18:15,450 --> 00:18:17,157 How was rehab? 240 00:18:17,160 --> 00:18:19,162 Shit. 241 00:18:20,747 --> 00:18:25,583 - It was good. It was really good. - Well, that's good. 242 00:18:25,585 --> 00:18:28,251 - How long have you been back? - Five days. 243 00:18:28,253 --> 00:18:30,006 Oh. 244 00:18:31,423 --> 00:18:33,633 - New chapter. - Mom. 245 00:18:33,634 --> 00:18:35,843 Hmm? 246 00:18:35,845 --> 00:18:39,513 Lexi and I have known each other since pre-school. 247 00:18:39,516 --> 00:18:42,182 And like, in some ways she's my best friend, 248 00:18:42,184 --> 00:18:44,393 even though I think we've grown apart. 249 00:18:44,394 --> 00:18:46,522 We don't really have much in common anymore. 250 00:18:49,401 --> 00:18:52,234 Did you meet any cute guys there? 251 00:18:52,237 --> 00:18:55,698 - Here's that eyeliner. - Thanks. 252 00:19:04,790 --> 00:19:06,792 Mom, I have to pee! 253 00:19:08,086 --> 00:19:09,794 I wish we could do this in a way 254 00:19:09,796 --> 00:19:12,797 that wasn't a complete invasion of my privacy. 255 00:19:12,798 --> 00:19:15,340 Well, you lost your right to privacy after your overdose. 256 00:19:15,343 --> 00:19:18,011 - That was a mistake. - Don't be flip, Rue. 257 00:19:19,763 --> 00:19:23,101 Could you... Thank you. 258 00:19:28,440 --> 00:19:31,523 You don't understand. This was the most frightening moment 259 00:19:31,526 --> 00:19:33,776 a mother could witness. And Gia... 260 00:19:33,778 --> 00:19:38,029 - Gia, who absolutely idolizes you... - I know, Mom. 261 00:19:38,031 --> 00:19:40,868 To have her find you unconscious... 262 00:19:43,872 --> 00:19:46,873 Can we just... Can we not do this right now, Mom? 263 00:19:46,875 --> 00:19:48,585 Rue? 264 00:19:51,086 --> 00:19:53,131 Rue? 265 00:19:56,217 --> 00:19:58,385 Rue. 266 00:20:07,644 --> 00:20:11,775 I know a lot of you probably hate me right now, and I get it. 267 00:20:12,858 --> 00:20:17,071 If I could be a different person, I promise you, I would. 268 00:20:18,823 --> 00:20:23,034 Not because I want it, but because they do. 269 00:20:23,036 --> 00:20:25,579 And therein lies the catch. 270 00:20:28,083 --> 00:20:32,545 I'm sorry... for slamming the door earlier. 271 00:20:36,715 --> 00:20:40,552 It's okay. I forgive you. Come here. 272 00:20:48,394 --> 00:20:49,977 Hey, Mom? 273 00:20:49,979 --> 00:20:52,020 - Yeah? - Can I spend the night at Lexi's? 274 00:20:52,022 --> 00:20:53,980 - Yeah, that's fine. - Thanks. 275 00:20:53,982 --> 00:20:55,652 Yeah. 276 00:21:53,667 --> 00:21:58,088 - Where you going? - I don't know. Some party, or something. 277 00:21:59,339 --> 00:22:01,507 Or something? 278 00:22:01,509 --> 00:22:03,845 Dad. 279 00:22:05,221 --> 00:22:08,597 I know. You know, just, new town. Be safe. 280 00:22:08,599 --> 00:22:11,601 - Yeah. I'm fine. - Good. 281 00:22:11,603 --> 00:22:13,560 - Love you. - I love you, too. 282 00:22:13,563 --> 00:22:15,647 - Okay. - Have fun. 283 00:22:32,539 --> 00:22:35,919 Jules told me later what had happened. 284 00:23:10,702 --> 00:23:12,619 Looking back on it, 285 00:23:12,622 --> 00:23:16,249 she probably would have just been better off going to McKay's. 286 00:23:16,250 --> 00:23:17,669 But... 287 00:23:47,656 --> 00:23:49,534 Come in. 288 00:23:58,500 --> 00:24:01,335 Yo, so, Cassie's a whore. Fact. 289 00:24:01,336 --> 00:24:04,672 No, she's not. Fact. She's not even that type of girl. 290 00:24:04,673 --> 00:24:07,424 Oh. Have you seen her slut pages, though? 291 00:24:07,426 --> 00:24:09,509 - No. - They're wild, yo. 292 00:24:09,511 --> 00:24:12,262 - She's like a fuckin' freak. - Cassie's on the slut pages? 293 00:24:12,265 --> 00:24:14,557 Yo, we gotta see this shit. 294 00:24:14,558 --> 00:24:16,224 Yo, what are y'all even doing out the room, man? 295 00:24:16,227 --> 00:24:17,809 - Go back upstairs, bro. - What? 296 00:24:17,811 --> 00:24:20,020 - Thing one and thing two. Take it up. - Oh, yo. 297 00:24:20,022 --> 00:24:22,940 - Take it up. - Relax. No one gets here till ten. 298 00:24:22,942 --> 00:24:26,359 What's up, Nate? What's good, what's good, good lookin'. 299 00:24:26,362 --> 00:24:29,696 Look, all I'm saying is, I think you did Cassie. That's it. 300 00:24:29,699 --> 00:24:32,616 Whether I like her or not is irrelevant. 301 00:24:32,618 --> 00:24:36,287 The fact is, she's a fucking whore through and through, bro. 302 00:24:36,288 --> 00:24:38,873 All right, look, I don't know what she's done, guys, but I'm just saying, 303 00:24:38,875 --> 00:24:42,167 I think she's cool. She's smart. She's funny. 304 00:24:42,170 --> 00:24:43,712 Bro, she likes cars, man. 305 00:24:45,839 --> 00:24:48,465 She loves cars. Shit, thank you for telling me. 306 00:24:48,468 --> 00:24:50,509 - What the fuck? - Dude's got mad feelings. 307 00:24:50,511 --> 00:24:52,970 For real, yo. McKay's about to start a Pinterest, guys. 308 00:24:52,971 --> 00:24:55,263 Just wait. Give it a minute. 309 00:24:55,266 --> 00:24:58,269 Yo, did you say you don't know what she's done? 310 00:25:02,190 --> 00:25:04,733 No, I don't know. 311 00:25:05,818 --> 00:25:10,280 Take a seat. You and I are gonna take a little trip to the land of shame, bro. 312 00:25:17,913 --> 00:25:20,288 Here's the fucking thing that pisses me off about the world. 313 00:25:20,290 --> 00:25:23,000 Like, every time someone's shit gets leaked, 314 00:25:23,001 --> 00:25:24,961 whether it's J. Law or Leslie Jones, 315 00:25:24,962 --> 00:25:27,046 "the whole world's like," Well if you don't want it out there, 316 00:25:27,048 --> 00:25:28,673 don't take the nudes in the first place." 317 00:25:28,674 --> 00:25:33,594 I'm sorry. I know your generation relied on flowers and fathers' permission, 318 00:25:33,596 --> 00:25:36,431 but it's 2019, and unless you're Amish, 319 00:25:36,432 --> 00:25:40,017 nudes are the currency of love, so stop shaming us. 320 00:25:40,019 --> 00:25:43,395 Shame the assholes who create password-protected online directories 321 00:25:43,397 --> 00:25:46,481 of naked, underage girls. 322 00:25:46,483 --> 00:25:49,026 Cassie's actually super sweet. 323 00:25:49,028 --> 00:25:51,445 You remember, like, from earlier. 324 00:25:51,448 --> 00:25:55,782 - Yo, Rue, Rue. - Hey. How you been? 325 00:25:55,785 --> 00:25:57,910 She's just being coy. 326 00:25:57,912 --> 00:26:01,748 'Cause she has a new boyfriend she's head over heels for. 327 00:26:01,750 --> 00:26:04,416 Mom, stop being retarded. He's not my boyfriend. 328 00:26:04,419 --> 00:26:06,419 Oh. Okay. 329 00:26:06,421 --> 00:26:09,672 Who's that handsome young man who came over for dinner last night? 330 00:26:09,673 --> 00:26:13,800 - Oh, my God, Mom! Stop! - Christopher McKay. 331 00:26:13,803 --> 00:26:15,761 So, you're dating McKay. 332 00:26:15,763 --> 00:26:19,222 Okay, Mom, I'm literally going to poison you in your sleep. 333 00:26:19,224 --> 00:26:21,269 So, Rue, how was rehab? 334 00:26:25,606 --> 00:26:27,940 Did you meet any cute guys there? 335 00:26:27,942 --> 00:26:31,193 - Here's that eyeliner. - Thanks. 336 00:26:31,195 --> 00:26:32,987 But anyway, back to this bullshit. 337 00:26:32,989 --> 00:26:35,950 And the Oscar goes to... 338 00:26:37,242 --> 00:26:39,367 - Oh! - Shit! 339 00:26:39,369 --> 00:26:41,578 I'm talkin' 'bout, like, tag team. 340 00:26:41,580 --> 00:26:44,414 - That's what I'm saying. Double team. - Like, triple. 341 00:26:44,416 --> 00:26:47,542 - With Roy in the front. - You can't tell that that's her, man. 342 00:26:47,545 --> 00:26:50,171 - It's her, bro. - This is her. Look at her titties. 343 00:26:50,173 --> 00:26:53,465 You want my advice? You fuck her like the whore she is, 344 00:26:53,468 --> 00:26:55,134 you kick her ass to the curb. 345 00:26:55,135 --> 00:26:56,885 If you don't, we will. 346 00:26:56,887 --> 00:26:58,887 Shut your all little virgin asses up, man. 347 00:26:58,890 --> 00:27:00,556 Y'all wouldn't even know what to do with that. 348 00:27:00,557 --> 00:27:04,935 Are you crazy? I just got a tutorial, step-by-step. 349 00:27:04,938 --> 00:27:06,979 It's obvious that Nate got in McKay's head, 350 00:27:06,980 --> 00:27:11,277 because Cassie told Lexi, and Lexi told me, that the night of the party... 351 00:27:13,113 --> 00:27:15,030 What? 352 00:27:16,657 --> 00:27:19,116 Nothing. 353 00:27:19,118 --> 00:27:21,328 Why do you keep staring at me? 354 00:27:24,833 --> 00:27:29,251 I'm sorry. Kind of spaced out for a second. 355 00:27:29,253 --> 00:27:31,548 I wasn't being weird, was I? 356 00:27:32,757 --> 00:27:34,968 No. You're being cute. 357 00:27:36,344 --> 00:27:39,471 Listen, I don't want to sound corny or whatever, but... 358 00:27:40,890 --> 00:27:44,142 you are literally the most beautiful girl I've ever seen. 359 00:27:44,144 --> 00:27:46,395 They hooked up. 360 00:27:54,362 --> 00:27:57,113 Fuck. 361 00:27:57,115 --> 00:27:59,030 You always this wet? 362 00:27:59,032 --> 00:28:01,286 Kind of. It's super embarrassing. 363 00:28:02,537 --> 00:28:07,125 - Does it turn you off? - Not at all. It's cool. 364 00:28:10,627 --> 00:28:13,131 Stay right here. 365 00:28:37,697 --> 00:28:39,074 Aah! 366 00:28:40,700 --> 00:28:43,826 McKay. McKay, stop! Stop... 367 00:28:43,827 --> 00:28:45,994 Now, I know this looks disturbing, but for real, 368 00:28:45,997 --> 00:28:49,289 I promise you, this does not end in a rape. 369 00:28:49,291 --> 00:28:53,711 But here's the thing. Everyone on the planet watches porn. Fact. 370 00:28:53,712 --> 00:28:57,964 And if you were to click on the 20 most popular videos on Porn Hub right now, 371 00:28:57,967 --> 00:29:00,050 this is basically what you'd see: 372 00:29:00,053 --> 00:29:02,221 Good girl, yes, yes. 373 00:29:03,431 --> 00:29:06,017 Are you gonna be an obedient little slut? 374 00:29:09,269 --> 00:29:11,186 - Say thank you, again. - Oh, thank you. 375 00:29:11,189 --> 00:29:13,480 I'm not trying to be sex negative or anything. I'm just saying... 376 00:29:13,482 --> 00:29:15,023 Stop! 377 00:29:15,026 --> 00:29:16,733 This shit isn't out of left fucking field. 378 00:29:16,736 --> 00:29:19,319 - Fuck, McKay! - What did I do? 379 00:29:19,321 --> 00:29:20,863 Why would you grab me like that? I couldn't breathe. 380 00:29:20,865 --> 00:29:24,951 - I don't know. I thought you liked that. - Why the fuck would I like that? 381 00:29:24,952 --> 00:29:27,869 Cassie, I'm sorry. I didn't know. 382 00:29:27,872 --> 00:29:30,708 I just didn't expect it. 383 00:29:37,714 --> 00:29:41,008 Cassie, I'm really sorry, okay? I'm sorry. 384 00:29:41,009 --> 00:29:45,512 You know I would never do anything to hurt you. 385 00:29:45,515 --> 00:29:47,349 Just don't do it again. 386 00:29:51,438 --> 00:29:53,730 Unless you ask me first. 387 00:30:00,320 --> 00:30:02,490 Or I ask you. 388 00:30:08,371 --> 00:30:11,122 Anyway, I didn't go to Lexi's. That was a lie. 389 00:30:11,124 --> 00:30:13,207 So, I was walking to McKay's party, 390 00:30:13,209 --> 00:30:15,888 because I have this rule that I don't drink and bike, 'cause like... 391 00:30:24,762 --> 00:30:28,138 - Is that...? - Oh, shit. Slow down. 392 00:30:28,141 --> 00:30:30,098 Dude, that's Rue. Oh, my God. 393 00:30:30,101 --> 00:30:32,309 - Wait. Didn't Rue, like, die? - Oh, my God, I hate ghosts. 394 00:30:32,311 --> 00:30:35,690 Yo, Casper! You want a ride? 395 00:30:39,943 --> 00:30:41,738 Why, thank you. 396 00:31:20,984 --> 00:31:25,573 - Ah. How old are you? - 22. 397 00:31:27,659 --> 00:31:29,493 Thanks. 398 00:31:30,537 --> 00:31:32,869 Do you live in town? 399 00:31:32,872 --> 00:31:35,623 No. I'm just, visiting my grandparents. 400 00:31:35,625 --> 00:31:37,419 Hmm. 401 00:31:38,877 --> 00:31:40,755 What about you? 402 00:31:41,881 --> 00:31:44,092 Do you walk around like this? 403 00:31:46,301 --> 00:31:48,635 What do you mean? 404 00:31:48,637 --> 00:31:52,056 Well, this is how you look generally? 405 00:31:52,057 --> 00:31:54,935 I mean... yeah. 406 00:31:58,397 --> 00:32:00,482 You're beautiful. 407 00:32:02,317 --> 00:32:04,612 Thank you. 408 00:32:08,615 --> 00:32:11,786 I'm envious of your generation, you know. 409 00:32:13,663 --> 00:32:17,707 You guys don't care as much about the rules. 410 00:32:17,709 --> 00:32:21,001 You know, I think that's a good thing. 411 00:32:21,003 --> 00:32:24,672 And I don't want to be that old guy that gives you advice, 412 00:32:24,673 --> 00:32:28,134 but I look at you and I think there are... 413 00:32:28,135 --> 00:32:31,636 two versions of how your life can go. 414 00:32:31,638 --> 00:32:34,432 You can either go someplace, 415 00:32:34,433 --> 00:32:38,352 where you're wanted for who you are. 416 00:32:38,354 --> 00:32:43,398 Or you can stay in a town like this. End up like me. 417 00:32:43,401 --> 00:32:46,112 Living your life out in motel rooms. 418 00:32:50,282 --> 00:32:52,242 Selfishly... 419 00:32:53,827 --> 00:32:57,123 I hope you stay. 420 00:32:58,875 --> 00:33:00,919 Wider. 421 00:33:02,295 --> 00:33:04,713 Wider. There you go. 422 00:33:05,757 --> 00:33:08,884 That's it. Good girl. 423 00:33:17,810 --> 00:33:20,853 Jules once told me that every night when she was a kid, 424 00:33:20,855 --> 00:33:23,146 like, five or something... 425 00:33:23,148 --> 00:33:25,441 Spit. 426 00:33:25,442 --> 00:33:27,359 She'd lock herself in the bathroom, 427 00:33:27,362 --> 00:33:29,569 get down on her hands and knees, and... 428 00:33:29,571 --> 00:33:30,949 pray to God. 429 00:33:36,621 --> 00:33:41,289 She'd pray that when she woke up in the morning, she'd be 25 years old. 430 00:33:41,291 --> 00:33:44,544 She'd live with her best friend, a girl. 431 00:33:44,546 --> 00:33:47,255 Someone she hadn't met yet, but... 432 00:33:47,257 --> 00:33:49,925 someone she knew she'd trust forever. 433 00:33:56,891 --> 00:33:59,182 I don't know why, but when she told me that story, 434 00:33:59,184 --> 00:34:02,811 I started to cry so hard I hyperventilated. 435 00:34:02,814 --> 00:34:07,359 You're so clean. And you don't know how rare that is. 436 00:34:11,030 --> 00:34:15,490 Jules just kept laughing and saying, "What's wrong?" But... 437 00:34:15,492 --> 00:34:17,454 I didn't know. 438 00:34:52,072 --> 00:34:54,239 And then, the night got weird. 439 00:35:34,822 --> 00:35:36,782 - Hey. - Hey. 440 00:36:19,032 --> 00:36:21,701 Now, there's a couple versions of what happened that night. 441 00:36:21,702 --> 00:36:23,994 It all depends on who you ask, and to be honest, 442 00:36:23,996 --> 00:36:27,250 I'm not always the most reliable narrator. 443 00:36:30,586 --> 00:36:33,420 But Nate was fucking on one. 444 00:36:33,422 --> 00:36:37,092 And in turn, Maddy was fucking on one. 445 00:36:42,556 --> 00:36:44,601 Hi. 446 00:36:51,565 --> 00:36:53,318 Get undressed. I want to go swimming. 447 00:37:11,960 --> 00:37:14,630 - You're so hot. - I know. 448 00:37:36,820 --> 00:37:38,360 You're fucking crazy. 449 00:37:38,362 --> 00:37:42,824 No, I'm not. I'm just trying to get back at my really shitty ex-boyfriend. 450 00:37:42,826 --> 00:37:44,534 What? 451 00:37:44,536 --> 00:37:49,831 What if I told you that I wanted you to fuck me, right here, right now? 452 00:37:49,833 --> 00:37:52,541 Are you serious? 453 00:37:52,543 --> 00:37:55,545 And that's right about the time that Jules decided to ghost her hookup 454 00:37:55,547 --> 00:37:59,132 and bike over to McKay's. 455 00:37:59,134 --> 00:38:02,637 Now, Jules texted Kat, but Kat didn't answer, because... 456 00:38:14,565 --> 00:38:17,315 So what's the deal with your friend, BB? 457 00:38:17,318 --> 00:38:21,237 - What about her? - Is she a prude, or is she a slut? 458 00:38:21,239 --> 00:38:23,322 Definitely a slut. 459 00:38:23,324 --> 00:38:26,659 - What about you? - What about me? 460 00:38:26,661 --> 00:38:30,954 - Are you a slut? - Yeah, I'm a fucking savage. 461 00:38:30,956 --> 00:38:36,335 - Oh, yeah? What's your number? - Higher than you two can count. 462 00:38:36,336 --> 00:38:39,838 Stop playing. You're a fucking prude. 463 00:38:39,840 --> 00:38:42,800 Now, Kat wasn't a prude, but she was a virgin. 464 00:38:42,802 --> 00:38:46,387 She'd told Jules that a week into summer school, and when Kat saw her reaction: 465 00:38:46,389 --> 00:38:49,266 Bitch, this isn't the '80s. You need to catch a dick. 466 00:38:53,061 --> 00:38:56,856 She was on a mission to enter junior year as a woman of questionable morals. 467 00:38:56,858 --> 00:38:58,733 Let me ask you a question. 468 00:38:58,735 --> 00:39:02,112 If I were to pull my dick out right now, would you suck it? 469 00:39:03,907 --> 00:39:06,826 - I don't know. Let me see it. - It's not hard yet. 470 00:39:08,411 --> 00:39:10,661 You've probably never sucked a dick in your life. 471 00:39:10,663 --> 00:39:13,831 - Yeah, I have. - Most girls don't know how to suck dick. 472 00:39:13,833 --> 00:39:16,333 - Yeah. - What do you mean? 473 00:39:16,335 --> 00:39:19,128 Well, they're too gentle. It's like, they're fucking scared of it. 474 00:39:19,130 --> 00:39:21,047 - Not in porn. - Exactly. 475 00:39:21,048 --> 00:39:23,800 - You watch porn? - Doesn't everyone? 476 00:39:23,802 --> 00:39:26,219 No. Every guy does. Yeah. 477 00:39:26,221 --> 00:39:29,054 Not prudes. Only sluts. 478 00:39:29,056 --> 00:39:33,391 - Yeah, well... - Yeah, but like, how much? 479 00:39:33,393 --> 00:39:36,021 - What? - How much of a slut are you? 480 00:39:37,940 --> 00:39:41,775 Mm. Why don't you come find out? 481 00:39:41,777 --> 00:39:44,489 Why don't you take your top off? 482 00:39:45,532 --> 00:39:49,199 Like, right now, in front of... in front of these two? 483 00:39:49,202 --> 00:39:51,284 Yeah. 484 00:39:51,286 --> 00:39:53,373 I dare you. 485 00:40:11,891 --> 00:40:17,021 Yo, you know what they say, right? Fat girls give the best head. 486 00:40:30,702 --> 00:40:34,202 I was out back talking to Fezco when Jules arrived. 487 00:40:34,204 --> 00:40:36,038 What the fuck, Rue? 488 00:40:36,039 --> 00:40:38,623 What? What, what, what, what? 489 00:40:38,626 --> 00:40:42,170 Come on now, bruh. You owe me 120 bucks. 490 00:40:42,172 --> 00:40:47,342 - My bad, man, I forgot. - Shit, you know I ain't trippin'. 491 00:40:49,387 --> 00:40:51,262 Well, to be honest with you, 492 00:40:51,264 --> 00:40:54,556 your whole drug shit got me feeling kind of uneasy. 493 00:40:54,559 --> 00:40:57,226 Come on, don't go soft on me, Fez. 494 00:40:57,228 --> 00:41:00,353 No, I'm not. It's just that... 495 00:41:00,356 --> 00:41:03,815 I like you. And I missed you, bruh. Like... 496 00:41:03,818 --> 00:41:08,237 That shit at the beginning of summer had me scared as fuck. 497 00:41:08,239 --> 00:41:11,324 - Yeah, you and everybody else. - I'm serious, Rue. 498 00:41:11,326 --> 00:41:14,079 I've seen a lot of people die. 499 00:41:15,288 --> 00:41:17,996 None like you. 500 00:41:17,998 --> 00:41:22,626 I don't know what type of fucked up shit you got going inside your head. 501 00:41:22,628 --> 00:41:26,630 I don't know how to help, but I could tell you one thing: 502 00:41:26,632 --> 00:41:29,219 This drug shit, it's not the answer. 503 00:41:34,974 --> 00:41:38,228 You know, I remember when I was eleven years old... 504 00:41:39,478 --> 00:41:42,313 It was a couple months after my dad got diagnosed, 505 00:41:42,315 --> 00:41:45,233 and we got the results back from the prognosis. 506 00:41:45,235 --> 00:41:48,777 And it was really good. It was like, 80/20. 507 00:41:48,780 --> 00:41:51,697 And we decided to celebrate, so... 508 00:41:51,699 --> 00:41:54,494 we like ordered a bunch of Chinese food. 509 00:41:56,079 --> 00:42:00,331 I remember that night, I was laying between my parents in bed, 510 00:42:00,333 --> 00:42:02,001 and... 511 00:42:03,795 --> 00:42:06,505 all of a sudden I couldn't breathe. 512 00:42:07,798 --> 00:42:13,344 It was like there was no more air left in the world. 513 00:42:13,346 --> 00:42:17,639 And I was gasping, and I was panicking. 514 00:42:17,641 --> 00:42:21,018 And they called the ambulance and they thought it was like... 515 00:42:21,019 --> 00:42:24,480 an allergic reaction or some shit. 516 00:42:24,481 --> 00:42:27,983 And then when I got to the hospital, 517 00:42:27,985 --> 00:42:30,280 they gave me liquid Valium. 518 00:42:32,114 --> 00:42:35,409 Yeah. To calm me down. 519 00:42:38,079 --> 00:42:40,331 And when it hit me, I thought... 520 00:42:42,666 --> 00:42:45,626 This is it. 521 00:42:45,628 --> 00:42:49,838 This is the feeling I have been searching for my entire life, 522 00:42:49,840 --> 00:42:52,507 for as long as I could remember. 523 00:42:52,510 --> 00:42:54,554 Because suddenly... 524 00:42:55,597 --> 00:42:58,389 the world went quiet. 525 00:42:58,391 --> 00:43:02,561 And I felt safe, in my own head. 526 00:43:07,358 --> 00:43:09,943 Two years later, he was gone. 527 00:43:12,197 --> 00:43:14,532 Panic attacks stayed. 528 00:43:16,367 --> 00:43:19,659 And I found a way to live, so... 529 00:43:19,661 --> 00:43:22,121 Will it eventually kill me? Maybe. 530 00:43:22,123 --> 00:43:25,126 Fuck, maybe not. I don't know. 531 00:43:29,505 --> 00:43:32,255 You still gonna be my dealer, Fez? 532 00:43:32,257 --> 00:43:35,802 You a fucking trip, bruh. 533 00:43:35,804 --> 00:43:39,347 I'm too high to be having this conversation right now. 534 00:43:39,349 --> 00:43:41,724 Yeah, man. Me, too. 535 00:43:41,726 --> 00:43:44,436 Me fucking too. 536 00:44:30,233 --> 00:44:33,108 Yeah, that's real classy, you fucking whore. 537 00:44:33,110 --> 00:44:35,695 Suck my dick. 538 00:44:35,697 --> 00:44:37,197 Ooh! 539 00:44:50,461 --> 00:44:53,920 Get the fuck out of here! Get the fuck out of the kitchen! Fuck! 540 00:44:53,922 --> 00:44:57,760 Get out of here! Get the fuck out of here! 541 00:45:01,889 --> 00:45:04,099 What the fuck are you looking at? 542 00:45:07,771 --> 00:45:09,353 Who are you? 543 00:45:09,355 --> 00:45:12,648 - I'm Jules. I'm a friend of... - You're a friend of... 544 00:45:12,650 --> 00:45:14,983 A friend of whose? 'Cause you're not my fucking friend. 545 00:45:14,985 --> 00:45:18,987 Who the fuck are you friends with, Jules? Hmm? 546 00:45:18,989 --> 00:45:22,240 Do you guys know who the fuck this is? 547 00:45:22,242 --> 00:45:24,577 Does anybody know who this is? 548 00:45:24,579 --> 00:45:27,914 Does anybody know who the fuck Jules is? 549 00:45:27,916 --> 00:45:31,835 Anyone at all. You, do you know who the fuck Jules is? 550 00:45:34,547 --> 00:45:37,047 So, who are you? 551 00:45:37,050 --> 00:45:40,467 I'm just minding my own business. I'm not trying to start anything. 552 00:45:40,469 --> 00:45:42,762 Well, no, you're not. Nobody that looks like you 553 00:45:42,764 --> 00:45:45,266 is minding their own fuckin' business. 554 00:45:47,684 --> 00:45:50,103 I know what you are. 555 00:45:50,105 --> 00:45:52,980 Yeah. Yeah, I see you. 556 00:45:52,981 --> 00:45:55,733 So what do you want? 557 00:45:55,735 --> 00:45:58,485 You want some, some fucking attention? 558 00:45:58,487 --> 00:46:01,365 'Cause I'll give you some fucking attention. 559 00:46:03,451 --> 00:46:08,036 Yo, is anybody here friends with Jules? 560 00:46:08,039 --> 00:46:10,789 Anyone? Does anybody know who the fuck this bitch is? 561 00:46:10,791 --> 00:46:15,420 Somebody better speak up, or this bitch is gonna get fucked up. 562 00:46:15,422 --> 00:46:17,003 Shit! 563 00:46:17,005 --> 00:46:19,507 - You wanna fucking hurt me? - No, I was fucking kidding! 564 00:46:19,509 --> 00:46:22,342 Back the fuck up! What the fuck is your problem? 565 00:46:22,344 --> 00:46:23,927 Put the fucking knife down, okay. 566 00:46:23,929 --> 00:46:25,972 - It was a joke. - You wanna fucking hurt me? 567 00:46:25,974 --> 00:46:29,851 - No, no, no... - You have no fucking idea. 568 00:46:29,853 --> 00:46:31,936 - See? - You're psycho! 569 00:46:31,938 --> 00:46:34,105 - I'm fucking invincible! - You're a fucking freak. 570 00:46:34,106 --> 00:46:36,483 What the fuck? 571 00:46:42,532 --> 00:46:45,282 By the way, I'm Jules. 572 00:46:45,284 --> 00:46:47,409 I just moved here. 573 00:46:47,411 --> 00:46:50,539 I mean... right? 574 00:47:00,592 --> 00:47:03,467 Where the fuck have you been? You missed the craziest shit ever. 575 00:47:03,469 --> 00:47:05,260 I just lost my virginity. 576 00:47:05,262 --> 00:47:08,347 Bitch, are you fucking serious? With who? 577 00:47:08,349 --> 00:47:10,056 This guy from St. Mary's. 578 00:47:10,059 --> 00:47:13,143 - How did you like it? - It was nice. Yeah. 579 00:47:13,146 --> 00:47:16,775 Oh, my God. My little slut. I'm so proud of you. 580 00:47:23,782 --> 00:47:26,032 Yo! Shit... 581 00:47:26,034 --> 00:47:28,992 - Are you okay? - Yeah. It's fine. 582 00:47:28,994 --> 00:47:30,619 Guess I knew that was gonna get violent, 583 00:47:30,621 --> 00:47:32,996 and I didn't want a fucking broken cheekbone or some shit. 584 00:47:32,998 --> 00:47:35,458 Yeah, no, I totally I get the logic behind it. 585 00:47:35,460 --> 00:47:38,338 But it's still, like, fucking insane. 586 00:47:44,094 --> 00:47:48,012 - I'm Rue. - I'm Jules. 587 00:47:48,014 --> 00:47:50,556 Where are you headed to? 588 00:47:50,557 --> 00:47:53,061 Home. Probably. 589 00:47:54,646 --> 00:47:56,773 Can I come with you? 590 00:48:49,074 --> 00:48:51,034 Shh. 591 00:49:03,882 --> 00:49:05,800 Let me see. 592 00:49:07,885 --> 00:49:09,304 Oh. 593 00:49:20,190 --> 00:49:22,900 Shh - Sorry. Sorry. 594 00:51:08,757 --> 00:51:11,634 Remember when I said things got weird? 595 00:51:14,971 --> 00:51:18,432 So... yeah. 596 00:51:48,880 --> 00:51:50,882 I've got an idea. 597 00:51:52,257 --> 00:51:54,592 What? 598 00:51:54,594 --> 00:51:56,762 Wanna get high?