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I was once happy. Content.
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Sloshing around in my own private,
primordial pool.
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Then one day,
for reasons beyond my control,
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I was repeatedly crushed...
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over and over by the cruel
cervix of my mother, Leslie.
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I put up a good fight, but I lost,
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for the first time, but not the last.
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I was born three days after 9/11.
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I can hear you, I can hear you,
the rest of the world hears you,
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and the people who knocked
these buildings down
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will hear all of us soon.
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USA, USA! USA, USA!
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My mother and father spent two days
in the hospital,
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holding me under the soft glow
of the television,
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watching those towers fall
over and over again,
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until the feelings of grief
gave way to numbness.
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And then, without warning,
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a middle-class childhood
in an American suburb.
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Thirteen... fourteen...
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fifteen... sixteen...
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- What are you looking at, Rue?
- Seventeen...
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Rue, look at me.
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- One, two, three...
- What are you doing, Rue?
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I'd say she's suffering
from obsessive compulsive disorder...
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It's not like I was physically abused...
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attention deficit disorder...
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- or had a shortage of clean water...
- general anxiety disorder...
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or was molested by a family member.
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And possibly bipolar disorder.
But she's a little young to tell.
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So, explain this shit to me.
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Honey, it's just the way
your brain was hardwired.
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Plenty of great, intelligent, funny,
interesting, and creative people
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have struggled with the same things
you struggle with.
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Like who?
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Vincent Van Gogh.
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Sylvia Plath.
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And your favorite, Britney Spears.
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- She's bald!
- Oh, my God!
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She is completely bald.
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I don't remember much
between the ages of eight and 12.
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Just that the world moved fast
and my brain moved slow.
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Does anybody have any idea
of what a preposition might be?
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And every now and then, if I focused
too closely on the way I breathed...
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I'd die.
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Slow down, just breathe.
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Until every second of every day,
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you find yourself
trying to outrun your anxiety.
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What's wrong, Rue?
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And quite frankly...
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I'm just fucking exhausted.
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You said the doctor was in our network.
How could he suddenly be out of network?
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I can't afford it.
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Did you see that video
of the beauty queen
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who got acid thrown on her face?
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- Mm, what? No.
- It's pretty fucked up.
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- Hey, Mom, you got any tampons?
- In my bathroom, under the sink.
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And at some point, you make a choice
about who you are and what you want.
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Oh, my...
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All right, Gia, let's roll.
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Why is the co-payment $300?
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Rue, did you eat breakfast?
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- What's with the sunglasses?
- What sunglasses?
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I just showed up one day,
without a map or a compass...
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Attention, students,
we need to lockdown.
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Or to be honest, anyone capable of
giving on iota of good fucking advice.
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And I know it all may seem sad,
but guess what?
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I didn't build this system,
nor did I fuck it up.
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And then it happens. That moment
when your breath starts to slow.
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And every time you breathe, you
breathe out all the oxygen you have.
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And everything stops:
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Your heart, your lungs,
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then finally, your brain.
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And everything you feel, and wish,
and want to forget, it all just sinks.
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And then suddenly...
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you give it air again,
give it life again.
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I remember the first time it happened to
me I got so scared I wanted to call 911.
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Go to the hospital and be kept alive
by machines and apple juice.
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But I didn't want to look like an idiot,
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and I didn't want
to fuck up everyone's night.
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And then over time, it's all I wanted...
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those two seconds of nothingness.
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I spent a good portion of the summer
before junior year in rehab.
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God grant me the serenity
to accept the things I cannot change,
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the courage to change the things I can,
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and the wisdom to know the difference.
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Rue!
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- Come here!
- Hey.
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- How are you?
- Good.
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- I missed you.
- I missed you, too.
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Look at you. Are you growing? No.
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Hey!
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I'm very happy for you, Rue.
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You're about to start
a brand-new chapter.
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It was the end of summer,
the week before school started.
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I had no intention of staying clean.
And Jules had just moved to town.
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There's some new girl in town that
I think you gonna be friends with.
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- Who?
- Shit, I don't know.
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She came in yesterday
lookin' all Sailor Moon and shit.
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I'm thinking to myself, like, look like
somebody Rue would get along with.
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Which was sort of like
a dead-on observation for Fezco,
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who's not normally revolving
in the same direction as planet Earth.
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So, how long you been back?
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- Five days.
- And like, how are you feeling?
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I mean, ever since I gave my life over
to my lord and savior Jesus Christ,
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things have been, like, really good.
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- Word? That's what's up.
- Yeah.
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- I'm fucking with you. It was a joke.
- Shit.
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Hey, I don't judge.
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- But low-key, is Ashtray in the back?
- Are you serious?
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What, you think 'cause I went
to rehab, I stayed clean?
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I mean, ain't that the point?
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Yeah, well,
the world's coming to an end,
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and I haven't even
graduated high school yet.
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I thought your ass was dead.
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I thought you had Asperger's till
I realized you're just a prick.
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This is a fickle industry.
Y'all come and go.
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I'm just trying to stack my cash,
pay off our mortgage.
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So what the fuck you want?
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- You don't want to try nothin' new?
- Like what?
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2C-T-2, 2C-T-7, and 5-MeO-DIPT.
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I'm sorry, I have zero fucking idea
what you just said.
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It doesn't matter.
But this shit is fucking lit.
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- What is it?
- N-diisopropyl-5-methoxytryptamine.
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It's a fast-acting psychedelic.
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Got some similarities to LSD,
but with, like, key differences.
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Not as visual and shit,
but definitely a sense distorter.
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What's wrong?
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I'm just so happy.
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I don't know.
The shit's been blowing up in Tampa,
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and mad people like to fuck on it.
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- Okay. Yeah.
- That'll be 120.
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- Fez said he'd spot me.
- Fezco don't spot nobody.
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Yeah, well, it's a post-rehab discount,
so you should ask him.
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I will go ask him,
'cause I know you're full of shit.
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In truth, I didn't have much of an issue
with Nate
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until all the bullshit with Jules.
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I mean, I never liked him,
and once, during freshman formal,
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he tried to finger me on the dance floor
without my permission.
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But like... it's America.
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And if they were throwing
an end-of-summer party...
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Yo, I'd do it for Rue!
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Of course I'd fucking go.
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Yo. The whole world's
gonna be talking about
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how McKay threw the grimiest
fucking banger of the summer.
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I don't know, bro. You know my mom is
real OCD. A little scratch on the wall,
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the dishes are out of order.
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We'll just take a picture of everything.
We'll put it back the way we found it.
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What the fuck is this,
Mission Impossible?
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Would you stop worrying
about your mom,
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and start worrying
about all the fucking pussy
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that we're gonna smash tonight, bro.
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No, no, no, no, no. Wait.
Isn't Maddy coming tonight?
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I don't know. I don't give a fuck.
She broke up with me. Fuck her.
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See, no, bro. 'Cause she's crazy.
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I don't want her to come
and try to burn my house down.
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- Burn your...
- Yeah.
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Shut the fuck up.
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Yo. This is exactly
what I'm talking about.
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Right here.
I'm gonna tell you something...
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- Don't do anything stupid. Come on.
- Yeah, yeah.
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Hey, yo, what up, B?
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Yo, how 'bout you come
and ride on this dick?
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No, Nate, chill, bro. Come on man.
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Fuck, bro.
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Whoops.
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Jules moved from the city to the suburbs
after her mom and dad got divorced.
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She doesn't really like
to talk about it,
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but dads almost never get
full custody,
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so you know some shit
definitely went down.
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She went to, like, three weeks
of summer school with Kat,
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who failed Intro to Visual Arts.
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- Do you think my areolas look weird?
- No.
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- But, like, the edges, though.
- Maddy, they're fine.
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Fine like they're kind of weird,
or fine like
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nobody but me would ever notice
what I notice?
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Fine like shut the fuck up, Maddy.
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I'm disgusting.
I literally look disgusting.
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Maddy, you just snap the fuck out
of this. You're hot as fuck.
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- Nate's a loser. Who cares?
- He's not a loser. He's a dick.
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All dicks are losers. Duh.
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Look, bottom line:
Y'all need to walk into this party
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like your pussy costs a million dollars.
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For real, I'd settle
for like fifty grand.
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Fifty grand is a million dollars.
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I'd settle for, like, four Corona Lights
and some non-rapey affection.
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- That's kind of depressing.
- Nate's totally ruined my confidence.
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You know when somebody
just constantly criticizes,
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like, everything about you?
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Yep. That's, like, every guy.
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You just need to catch a dick
and forget about your troubles.
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Girl, you just need to catch a dick.
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Seriously, Maddy, the best thing
to do after a breakup
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is to fuck someone new,
and then move on.
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Please, Kat, remind me again
how many guys you've fucked?
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And, oh, yeah, cat-fishing, that
don't count.
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Can you not be a cunt
for like, 15 seconds?
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Dad, stop being a pervert!
We're literally, like, all naked!
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Fuck.
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Okay.
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- Where were you?
- I went to eat.
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- What do you mean, you went to eat?
- What?
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What? Don't walk away from me.
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- You know what, Rue? I don't trust you.
- I don't know what you want me to say.
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I want you to tell me where you were.
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- I just said I went to fucking eat!
- Don't you talk to me like that!
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You know what?
I'm gonna drug test you.
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- Don't be slamming no doors around here.
- It was an accident.
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I don't care. You're not leaving this
house until you take a drug test.
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- I just peed!
- Slam another door.
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That girl's gonna be the death of me.
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Shit.
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Now, there's a few ways
to beat a drug test.
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The first is simple. Stop doing drugs.
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But if you're in a bind and totally
fucked, option one: Niacin.
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It's a B vitamin that, like, breaks
down fat and chemicals or whatever,
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and if you take a lot of it,
like 2,000 milligrams,
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then chug a few gallons of water,
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you can flush your system
in two to three days.
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The only problem is,
it has a few side effects.
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Skin flushing,
extreme dizziness, vomiting,
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rapid heartbeat,
and sometimes death.
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I don't recommend it. Nor does
any legit drug site on the internet.
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Option 2: Synthetic urine.
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Yeah, fucking right.
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Option 3: Get a non-drug
addict friend to piss for you.
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The only problem is...
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most over-the-counter
home drug testing kits
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come with a heat-sensor strip that
detects the temperature of your urine.
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And if your parents watch you pee,
you can't really do the sink trick.
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So you gotta get it fresh.
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Hey, Rue.
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- Hey, I... I need a favor.
- What?
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- I... like for real, Lexi.
- What?
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Side effects of this option?
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Are you serious?
236
00:18:04,355 --> 00:18:05,981
Please.
237
00:18:07,942 --> 00:18:09,943
Thanks.
238
00:18:11,988 --> 00:18:15,448
Hey, Rue.
239
00:18:15,450 --> 00:18:17,157
How was rehab?
240
00:18:17,160 --> 00:18:19,162
Shit.
241
00:18:20,747 --> 00:18:25,583
- It was good. It was really good.
- Well, that's good.
242
00:18:25,585 --> 00:18:28,251
- How long have you been back?
- Five days.
243
00:18:28,253 --> 00:18:30,006
Oh.
244
00:18:31,423 --> 00:18:33,633
- New chapter.
- Mom.
245
00:18:33,634 --> 00:18:35,843
Hmm?
246
00:18:35,845 --> 00:18:39,513
Lexi and I have known each other
since pre-school.
247
00:18:39,516 --> 00:18:42,182
And like, in some ways
she's my best friend,
248
00:18:42,184 --> 00:18:44,393
even though I think we've grown apart.
249
00:18:44,394 --> 00:18:46,522
We don't really have
much in common anymore.
250
00:18:49,401 --> 00:18:52,234
Did you meet any cute guys there?
251
00:18:52,237 --> 00:18:55,698
- Here's that eyeliner.
- Thanks.
252
00:19:04,790 --> 00:19:06,792
Mom, I have to pee!
253
00:19:08,086 --> 00:19:09,794
I wish we could do this in a way
254
00:19:09,796 --> 00:19:12,797
that wasn't a complete
invasion of my privacy.
255
00:19:12,798 --> 00:19:15,340
Well, you lost your right to
privacy after your overdose.
256
00:19:15,343 --> 00:19:18,011
- That was a mistake.
- Don't be flip, Rue.
257
00:19:19,763 --> 00:19:23,101
Could you... Thank you.
258
00:19:28,440 --> 00:19:31,523
You don't understand.
This was the most frightening moment
259
00:19:31,526 --> 00:19:33,776
a mother could witness. And Gia...
260
00:19:33,778 --> 00:19:38,029
- Gia, who absolutely idolizes you...
- I know, Mom.
261
00:19:38,031 --> 00:19:40,868
To have her find you unconscious...
262
00:19:43,872 --> 00:19:46,873
Can we just...
Can we not do this right now, Mom?
263
00:19:46,875 --> 00:19:48,585
Rue?
264
00:19:51,086 --> 00:19:53,131
Rue?
265
00:19:56,217 --> 00:19:58,385
Rue.
266
00:20:07,644 --> 00:20:11,775
I know a lot of you probably hate me
right now, and I get it.
267
00:20:12,858 --> 00:20:17,071
If I could be a different person,
I promise you, I would.
268
00:20:18,823 --> 00:20:23,034
Not because I want it,
but because they do.
269
00:20:23,036 --> 00:20:25,579
And therein lies the catch.
270
00:20:28,083 --> 00:20:32,545
I'm sorry...
for slamming the door earlier.
271
00:20:36,715 --> 00:20:40,552
It's okay. I forgive you. Come here.
272
00:20:48,394 --> 00:20:49,977
Hey, Mom?
273
00:20:49,979 --> 00:20:52,020
- Yeah?
- Can I spend the night at Lexi's?
274
00:20:52,022 --> 00:20:53,980
- Yeah, that's fine.
- Thanks.
275
00:20:53,982 --> 00:20:55,652
Yeah.
276
00:21:53,667 --> 00:21:58,088
- Where you going?
- I don't know. Some party, or something.
277
00:21:59,339 --> 00:22:01,507
Or something?
278
00:22:01,509 --> 00:22:03,845
Dad.
279
00:22:05,221 --> 00:22:08,597
I know. You know, just, new town.
Be safe.
280
00:22:08,599 --> 00:22:11,601
- Yeah. I'm fine.
- Good.
281
00:22:11,603 --> 00:22:13,560
- Love you.
- I love you, too.
282
00:22:13,563 --> 00:22:15,647
- Okay.
- Have fun.
283
00:22:32,539 --> 00:22:35,919
Jules told me later what had happened.
284
00:23:10,702 --> 00:23:12,619
Looking back on it,
285
00:23:12,622 --> 00:23:16,249
she probably would have just
been better off going to McKay's.
286
00:23:16,250 --> 00:23:17,669
But...
287
00:23:47,656 --> 00:23:49,534
Come in.
288
00:23:58,500 --> 00:24:01,335
Yo, so, Cassie's a whore. Fact.
289
00:24:01,336 --> 00:24:04,672
No, she's not. Fact.
She's not even that type of girl.
290
00:24:04,673 --> 00:24:07,424
Oh. Have you seen
her slut pages, though?
291
00:24:07,426 --> 00:24:09,509
- No.
- They're wild, yo.
292
00:24:09,511 --> 00:24:12,262
- She's like a fuckin' freak.
- Cassie's on the slut pages?
293
00:24:12,265 --> 00:24:14,557
Yo, we gotta see this shit.
294
00:24:14,558 --> 00:24:16,224
Yo, what are y'all even doing
out the room, man?
295
00:24:16,227 --> 00:24:17,809
- Go back upstairs, bro.
- What?
296
00:24:17,811 --> 00:24:20,020
- Thing one and thing two. Take it up.
- Oh, yo.
297
00:24:20,022 --> 00:24:22,940
- Take it up.
- Relax. No one gets here till ten.
298
00:24:22,942 --> 00:24:26,359
What's up, Nate? What's good,
what's good, good lookin'.
299
00:24:26,362 --> 00:24:29,696
Look, all I'm saying is,
I think you did Cassie. That's it.
300
00:24:29,699 --> 00:24:32,616
Whether I like her
or not is irrelevant.
301
00:24:32,618 --> 00:24:36,287
The fact is, she's a fucking whore
through and through, bro.
302
00:24:36,288 --> 00:24:38,873
All right, look, I don't know what
she's done, guys, but I'm just saying,
303
00:24:38,875 --> 00:24:42,167
I think she's cool. She's smart.
She's funny.
304
00:24:42,170 --> 00:24:43,712
Bro, she likes cars, man.
305
00:24:45,839 --> 00:24:48,465
She loves cars.
Shit, thank you for telling me.
306
00:24:48,468 --> 00:24:50,509
- What the fuck?
- Dude's got mad feelings.
307
00:24:50,511 --> 00:24:52,970
For real, yo. McKay's
about to start a Pinterest, guys.
308
00:24:52,971 --> 00:24:55,263
Just wait. Give it a minute.
309
00:24:55,266 --> 00:24:58,269
Yo, did you say you don't know
what she's done?
310
00:25:02,190 --> 00:25:04,733
No, I don't know.
311
00:25:05,818 --> 00:25:10,280
Take a seat. You and I are gonna take
a little trip to the land of shame, bro.
312
00:25:17,913 --> 00:25:20,288
Here's the fucking thing that
pisses me off about the world.
313
00:25:20,290 --> 00:25:23,000
Like, every time
someone's shit gets leaked,
314
00:25:23,001 --> 00:25:24,961
whether it's J. Law or Leslie Jones,
315
00:25:24,962 --> 00:25:27,046
"the whole world's like," Well
if you don't want it out there,
316
00:25:27,048 --> 00:25:28,673
don't take the nudes
in the first place."
317
00:25:28,674 --> 00:25:33,594
I'm sorry. I know your generation relied
on flowers and fathers' permission,
318
00:25:33,596 --> 00:25:36,431
but it's 2019,
and unless you're Amish,
319
00:25:36,432 --> 00:25:40,017
nudes are the currency of love,
so stop shaming us.
320
00:25:40,019 --> 00:25:43,395
Shame the assholes who create
password-protected online directories
321
00:25:43,397 --> 00:25:46,481
of naked, underage girls.
322
00:25:46,483 --> 00:25:49,026
Cassie's actually super sweet.
323
00:25:49,028 --> 00:25:51,445
You remember, like, from earlier.
324
00:25:51,448 --> 00:25:55,782
- Yo, Rue, Rue.
- Hey. How you been?
325
00:25:55,785 --> 00:25:57,910
She's just being coy.
326
00:25:57,912 --> 00:26:01,748
'Cause she has a new boyfriend
she's head over heels for.
327
00:26:01,750 --> 00:26:04,416
Mom, stop being retarded.
He's not my boyfriend.
328
00:26:04,419 --> 00:26:06,419
Oh. Okay.
329
00:26:06,421 --> 00:26:09,672
Who's that handsome young man
who came over for dinner last night?
330
00:26:09,673 --> 00:26:13,800
- Oh, my God, Mom! Stop!
- Christopher McKay.
331
00:26:13,803 --> 00:26:15,761
So, you're dating McKay.
332
00:26:15,763 --> 00:26:19,222
Okay, Mom, I'm literally going
to poison you in your sleep.
333
00:26:19,224 --> 00:26:21,269
So, Rue, how was rehab?
334
00:26:25,606 --> 00:26:27,940
Did you meet any cute guys there?
335
00:26:27,942 --> 00:26:31,193
- Here's that eyeliner.
- Thanks.
336
00:26:31,195 --> 00:26:32,987
But anyway, back to this bullshit.
337
00:26:32,989 --> 00:26:35,950
And the Oscar goes to...
338
00:26:37,242 --> 00:26:39,367
- Oh!
- Shit!
339
00:26:39,369 --> 00:26:41,578
I'm talkin' 'bout, like, tag team.
340
00:26:41,580 --> 00:26:44,414
- That's what I'm saying. Double team.
- Like, triple.
341
00:26:44,416 --> 00:26:47,542
- With Roy in the front.
- You can't tell that that's her, man.
342
00:26:47,545 --> 00:26:50,171
- It's her, bro.
- This is her. Look at her titties.
343
00:26:50,173 --> 00:26:53,465
You want my advice?
You fuck her like the whore she is,
344
00:26:53,468 --> 00:26:55,134
you kick her ass to the curb.
345
00:26:55,135 --> 00:26:56,885
If you don't, we will.
346
00:26:56,887 --> 00:26:58,887
Shut your all little virgin asses
up, man.
347
00:26:58,890 --> 00:27:00,556
Y'all wouldn't even know
what to do with that.
348
00:27:00,557 --> 00:27:04,935
Are you crazy?
I just got a tutorial, step-by-step.
349
00:27:04,938 --> 00:27:06,979
It's obvious
that Nate got in McKay's head,
350
00:27:06,980 --> 00:27:11,277
because Cassie told Lexi, and Lexi
told me, that the night of the party...
351
00:27:13,113 --> 00:27:15,030
What?
352
00:27:16,657 --> 00:27:19,116
Nothing.
353
00:27:19,118 --> 00:27:21,328
Why do you keep staring at me?
354
00:27:24,833 --> 00:27:29,251
I'm sorry.
Kind of spaced out for a second.
355
00:27:29,253 --> 00:27:31,548
I wasn't being weird, was I?
356
00:27:32,757 --> 00:27:34,968
No. You're being cute.
357
00:27:36,344 --> 00:27:39,471
Listen, I don't want to sound corny
or whatever, but...
358
00:27:40,890 --> 00:27:44,142
you are literally the most
beautiful girl I've ever seen.
359
00:27:44,144 --> 00:27:46,395
They hooked up.
360
00:27:54,362 --> 00:27:57,113
Fuck.
361
00:27:57,115 --> 00:27:59,030
You always this wet?
362
00:27:59,032 --> 00:28:01,286
Kind of. It's super embarrassing.
363
00:28:02,537 --> 00:28:07,125
- Does it turn you off?
- Not at all. It's cool.
364
00:28:10,627 --> 00:28:13,131
Stay right here.
365
00:28:37,697 --> 00:28:39,074
Aah!
366
00:28:40,700 --> 00:28:43,826
McKay. McKay, stop! Stop...
367
00:28:43,827 --> 00:28:45,994
Now, I know this looks disturbing,
but for real,
368
00:28:45,997 --> 00:28:49,289
I promise you,
this does not end in a rape.
369
00:28:49,291 --> 00:28:53,711
But here's the thing. Everyone
on the planet watches porn. Fact.
370
00:28:53,712 --> 00:28:57,964
And if you were to click on the 20 most
popular videos on Porn Hub right now,
371
00:28:57,967 --> 00:29:00,050
this is basically what you'd see:
372
00:29:00,053 --> 00:29:02,221
Good girl, yes, yes.
373
00:29:03,431 --> 00:29:06,017
Are you gonna be
an obedient little slut?
374
00:29:09,269 --> 00:29:11,186
- Say thank you, again.
- Oh, thank you.
375
00:29:11,189 --> 00:29:13,480
I'm not trying to be sex negative
or anything. I'm just saying...
376
00:29:13,482 --> 00:29:15,023
Stop!
377
00:29:15,026 --> 00:29:16,733
This shit isn't
out of left fucking field.
378
00:29:16,736 --> 00:29:19,319
- Fuck, McKay!
- What did I do?
379
00:29:19,321 --> 00:29:20,863
Why would you grab me like that?
I couldn't breathe.
380
00:29:20,865 --> 00:29:24,951
- I don't know. I thought you liked that.
- Why the fuck would I like that?
381
00:29:24,952 --> 00:29:27,869
Cassie, I'm sorry. I didn't know.
382
00:29:27,872 --> 00:29:30,708
I just didn't expect it.
383
00:29:37,714 --> 00:29:41,008
Cassie, I'm really sorry, okay?
I'm sorry.
384
00:29:41,009 --> 00:29:45,512
You know I would never do anything
to hurt you.
385
00:29:45,515 --> 00:29:47,349
Just don't do it again.
386
00:29:51,438 --> 00:29:53,730
Unless you ask me first.
387
00:30:00,320 --> 00:30:02,490
Or I ask you.
388
00:30:08,371 --> 00:30:11,122
Anyway, I didn't go to Lexi's.
That was a lie.
389
00:30:11,124 --> 00:30:13,207
So, I was walking to McKay's party,
390
00:30:13,209 --> 00:30:15,888
because I have this rule that
I don't drink and bike, 'cause like...
391
00:30:24,762 --> 00:30:28,138
- Is that...?
- Oh, shit. Slow down.
392
00:30:28,141 --> 00:30:30,098
Dude, that's Rue. Oh, my God.
393
00:30:30,101 --> 00:30:32,309
- Wait. Didn't Rue, like, die?
- Oh, my God, I hate ghosts.
394
00:30:32,311 --> 00:30:35,690
Yo, Casper! You want a ride?
395
00:30:39,943 --> 00:30:41,738
Why, thank you.
396
00:31:20,984 --> 00:31:25,573
- Ah. How old are you?
- 22.
397
00:31:27,659 --> 00:31:29,493
Thanks.
398
00:31:30,537 --> 00:31:32,869
Do you live in town?
399
00:31:32,872 --> 00:31:35,623
No. I'm just, visiting my grandparents.
400
00:31:35,625 --> 00:31:37,419
Hmm.
401
00:31:38,877 --> 00:31:40,755
What about you?
402
00:31:41,881 --> 00:31:44,092
Do you walk around like this?
403
00:31:46,301 --> 00:31:48,635
What do you mean?
404
00:31:48,637 --> 00:31:52,056
Well, this is how you look generally?
405
00:31:52,057 --> 00:31:54,935
I mean... yeah.
406
00:31:58,397 --> 00:32:00,482
You're beautiful.
407
00:32:02,317 --> 00:32:04,612
Thank you.
408
00:32:08,615 --> 00:32:11,786
I'm envious of your generation,
you know.
409
00:32:13,663 --> 00:32:17,707
You guys don't care
as much about the rules.
410
00:32:17,709 --> 00:32:21,001
You know, I think that's a good thing.
411
00:32:21,003 --> 00:32:24,672
And I don't want to be that old
guy that gives you advice,
412
00:32:24,673 --> 00:32:28,134
but I look at you
and I think there are...
413
00:32:28,135 --> 00:32:31,636
two versions
of how your life can go.
414
00:32:31,638 --> 00:32:34,432
You can either go someplace,
415
00:32:34,433 --> 00:32:38,352
where you're wanted for who you are.
416
00:32:38,354 --> 00:32:43,398
Or you can stay in a town like this.
End up like me.
417
00:32:43,401 --> 00:32:46,112
Living your life out in motel rooms.
418
00:32:50,282 --> 00:32:52,242
Selfishly...
419
00:32:53,827 --> 00:32:57,123
I hope you stay.
420
00:32:58,875 --> 00:33:00,919
Wider.
421
00:33:02,295 --> 00:33:04,713
Wider. There you go.
422
00:33:05,757 --> 00:33:08,884
That's it. Good girl.
423
00:33:17,810 --> 00:33:20,853
Jules once told me that
every night when she was a kid,
424
00:33:20,855 --> 00:33:23,146
like, five or something...
425
00:33:23,148 --> 00:33:25,441
Spit.
426
00:33:25,442 --> 00:33:27,359
She'd lock herself
in the bathroom,
427
00:33:27,362 --> 00:33:29,569
get down on her
hands and knees, and...
428
00:33:29,571 --> 00:33:30,949
pray to God.
429
00:33:36,621 --> 00:33:41,289
She'd pray that when she woke up
in the morning, she'd be 25 years old.
430
00:33:41,291 --> 00:33:44,544
She'd live with her best friend, a girl.
431
00:33:44,546 --> 00:33:47,255
Someone she hadn't met yet, but...
432
00:33:47,257 --> 00:33:49,925
someone she knew
she'd trust forever.
433
00:33:56,891 --> 00:33:59,182
I don't know why,
but when she told me that story,
434
00:33:59,184 --> 00:34:02,811
I started to cry so hard
I hyperventilated.
435
00:34:02,814 --> 00:34:07,359
You're so clean.
And you don't know how rare that is.
436
00:34:11,030 --> 00:34:15,490
Jules just kept laughing
and saying, "What's wrong?" But...
437
00:34:15,492 --> 00:34:17,454
I didn't know.
438
00:34:52,072 --> 00:34:54,239
And then, the night got weird.
439
00:35:34,822 --> 00:35:36,782
- Hey.
- Hey.
440
00:36:19,032 --> 00:36:21,701
Now, there's a couple versions
of what happened that night.
441
00:36:21,702 --> 00:36:23,994
It all depends on who you ask,
and to be honest,
442
00:36:23,996 --> 00:36:27,250
I'm not always
the most reliable narrator.
443
00:36:30,586 --> 00:36:33,420
But Nate was fucking on one.
444
00:36:33,422 --> 00:36:37,092
And in turn,
Maddy was fucking on one.
445
00:36:42,556 --> 00:36:44,601
Hi.
446
00:36:51,565 --> 00:36:53,318
Get undressed.
I want to go swimming.
447
00:37:11,960 --> 00:37:14,630
- You're so hot.
- I know.
448
00:37:36,820 --> 00:37:38,360
You're fucking crazy.
449
00:37:38,362 --> 00:37:42,824
No, I'm not. I'm just trying to get back
at my really shitty ex-boyfriend.
450
00:37:42,826 --> 00:37:44,534
What?
451
00:37:44,536 --> 00:37:49,831
What if I told you that I wanted you
to fuck me, right here, right now?
452
00:37:49,833 --> 00:37:52,541
Are you serious?
453
00:37:52,543 --> 00:37:55,545
And that's right about the time that
Jules decided to ghost her hookup
454
00:37:55,547 --> 00:37:59,132
and bike over to McKay's.
455
00:37:59,134 --> 00:38:02,637
Now, Jules texted Kat,
but Kat didn't answer, because...
456
00:38:14,565 --> 00:38:17,315
So what's the deal
with your friend, BB?
457
00:38:17,318 --> 00:38:21,237
- What about her?
- Is she a prude, or is she a slut?
458
00:38:21,239 --> 00:38:23,322
Definitely a slut.
459
00:38:23,324 --> 00:38:26,659
- What about you?
- What about me?
460
00:38:26,661 --> 00:38:30,954
- Are you a slut?
- Yeah, I'm a fucking savage.
461
00:38:30,956 --> 00:38:36,335
- Oh, yeah? What's your number?
- Higher than you two can count.
462
00:38:36,336 --> 00:38:39,838
Stop playing. You're a fucking prude.
463
00:38:39,840 --> 00:38:42,800
Now, Kat wasn't a prude,
but she was a virgin.
464
00:38:42,802 --> 00:38:46,387
She'd told Jules that a week into summer
school, and when Kat saw her reaction:
465
00:38:46,389 --> 00:38:49,266
Bitch, this isn't the '80s.
You need to catch a dick.
466
00:38:53,061 --> 00:38:56,856
She was on a mission to enter junior
year as a woman of questionable morals.
467
00:38:56,858 --> 00:38:58,733
Let me ask you a question.
468
00:38:58,735 --> 00:39:02,112
If I were to pull my dick out
right now, would you suck it?
469
00:39:03,907 --> 00:39:06,826
- I don't know. Let me see it.
- It's not hard yet.
470
00:39:08,411 --> 00:39:10,661
You've probably never
sucked a dick in your life.
471
00:39:10,663 --> 00:39:13,831
- Yeah, I have.
- Most girls don't know how to suck dick.
472
00:39:13,833 --> 00:39:16,333
- Yeah.
- What do you mean?
473
00:39:16,335 --> 00:39:19,128
Well, they're too gentle.
It's like, they're fucking scared of it.
474
00:39:19,130 --> 00:39:21,047
- Not in porn.
- Exactly.
475
00:39:21,048 --> 00:39:23,800
- You watch porn?
- Doesn't everyone?
476
00:39:23,802 --> 00:39:26,219
No. Every guy does. Yeah.
477
00:39:26,221 --> 00:39:29,054
Not prudes. Only sluts.
478
00:39:29,056 --> 00:39:33,391
- Yeah, well...
- Yeah, but like, how much?
479
00:39:33,393 --> 00:39:36,021
- What?
- How much of a slut are you?
480
00:39:37,940 --> 00:39:41,775
Mm. Why don't you come find out?
481
00:39:41,777 --> 00:39:44,489
Why don't you take your top off?
482
00:39:45,532 --> 00:39:49,199
Like, right now, in front of...
in front of these two?
483
00:39:49,202 --> 00:39:51,284
Yeah.
484
00:39:51,286 --> 00:39:53,373
I dare you.
485
00:40:11,891 --> 00:40:17,021
Yo, you know what they say, right?
Fat girls give the best head.
486
00:40:30,702 --> 00:40:34,202
I was out back talking to Fezco
when Jules arrived.
487
00:40:34,204 --> 00:40:36,038
What the fuck, Rue?
488
00:40:36,039 --> 00:40:38,623
What? What, what, what, what?
489
00:40:38,626 --> 00:40:42,170
Come on now, bruh.
You owe me 120 bucks.
490
00:40:42,172 --> 00:40:47,342
- My bad, man, I forgot.
- Shit, you know I ain't trippin'.
491
00:40:49,387 --> 00:40:51,262
Well, to be honest with you,
492
00:40:51,264 --> 00:40:54,556
your whole drug shit
got me feeling kind of uneasy.
493
00:40:54,559 --> 00:40:57,226
Come on, don't go soft on me, Fez.
494
00:40:57,228 --> 00:41:00,353
No, I'm not. It's just that...
495
00:41:00,356 --> 00:41:03,815
I like you.
And I missed you, bruh. Like...
496
00:41:03,818 --> 00:41:08,237
That shit at the beginning of summer
had me scared as fuck.
497
00:41:08,239 --> 00:41:11,324
- Yeah, you and everybody else.
- I'm serious, Rue.
498
00:41:11,326 --> 00:41:14,079
I've seen a lot of people die.
499
00:41:15,288 --> 00:41:17,996
None like you.
500
00:41:17,998 --> 00:41:22,626
I don't know what type of fucked up shit
you got going inside your head.
501
00:41:22,628 --> 00:41:26,630
I don't know how to help,
but I could tell you one thing:
502
00:41:26,632 --> 00:41:29,219
This drug shit, it's not the answer.
503
00:41:34,974 --> 00:41:38,228
You know, I remember
when I was eleven years old...
504
00:41:39,478 --> 00:41:42,313
It was a couple months
after my dad got diagnosed,
505
00:41:42,315 --> 00:41:45,233
and we got the results back
from the prognosis.
506
00:41:45,235 --> 00:41:48,777
And it was really good.
It was like, 80/20.
507
00:41:48,780 --> 00:41:51,697
And we decided to celebrate, so...
508
00:41:51,699 --> 00:41:54,494
we like ordered a bunch of Chinese food.
509
00:41:56,079 --> 00:42:00,331
I remember that night,
I was laying between my parents in bed,
510
00:42:00,333 --> 00:42:02,001
and...
511
00:42:03,795 --> 00:42:06,505
all of a sudden I couldn't breathe.
512
00:42:07,798 --> 00:42:13,344
It was like
there was no more air left in the world.
513
00:42:13,346 --> 00:42:17,639
And I was gasping, and I was panicking.
514
00:42:17,641 --> 00:42:21,018
And they called the ambulance
and they thought it was like...
515
00:42:21,019 --> 00:42:24,480
an allergic reaction or some shit.
516
00:42:24,481 --> 00:42:27,983
And then when I got to the hospital,
517
00:42:27,985 --> 00:42:30,280
they gave me liquid Valium.
518
00:42:32,114 --> 00:42:35,409
Yeah. To calm me down.
519
00:42:38,079 --> 00:42:40,331
And when it hit me, I thought...
520
00:42:42,666 --> 00:42:45,626
This is it.
521
00:42:45,628 --> 00:42:49,838
This is the feeling I have been
searching for my entire life,
522
00:42:49,840 --> 00:42:52,507
for as long as I could remember.
523
00:42:52,510 --> 00:42:54,554
Because suddenly...
524
00:42:55,597 --> 00:42:58,389
the world went quiet.
525
00:42:58,391 --> 00:43:02,561
And I felt safe, in my own head.
526
00:43:07,358 --> 00:43:09,943
Two years later, he was gone.
527
00:43:12,197 --> 00:43:14,532
Panic attacks stayed.
528
00:43:16,367 --> 00:43:19,659
And I found a way to live, so...
529
00:43:19,661 --> 00:43:22,121
Will it eventually kill me? Maybe.
530
00:43:22,123 --> 00:43:25,126
Fuck, maybe not. I don't know.
531
00:43:29,505 --> 00:43:32,255
You still gonna be my dealer, Fez?
532
00:43:32,257 --> 00:43:35,802
You a fucking trip, bruh.
533
00:43:35,804 --> 00:43:39,347
I'm too high to be having
this conversation right now.
534
00:43:39,349 --> 00:43:41,724
Yeah, man. Me, too.
535
00:43:41,726 --> 00:43:44,436
Me fucking too.
536
00:44:30,233 --> 00:44:33,108
Yeah, that's real classy,
you fucking whore.
537
00:44:33,110 --> 00:44:35,695
Suck my dick.
538
00:44:35,697 --> 00:44:37,197
Ooh!
539
00:44:50,461 --> 00:44:53,920
Get the fuck out of here!
Get the fuck out of the kitchen! Fuck!
540
00:44:53,922 --> 00:44:57,760
Get out of here!
Get the fuck out of here!
541
00:45:01,889 --> 00:45:04,099
What the fuck are you looking at?
542
00:45:07,771 --> 00:45:09,353
Who are you?
543
00:45:09,355 --> 00:45:12,648
- I'm Jules. I'm a friend of...
- You're a friend of...
544
00:45:12,650 --> 00:45:14,983
A friend of whose?
'Cause you're not my fucking friend.
545
00:45:14,985 --> 00:45:18,987
Who the fuck are you friends with,
Jules? Hmm?
546
00:45:18,989 --> 00:45:22,240
Do you guys know
who the fuck this is?
547
00:45:22,242 --> 00:45:24,577
Does anybody know who this is?
548
00:45:24,579 --> 00:45:27,914
Does anybody know
who the fuck Jules is?
549
00:45:27,916 --> 00:45:31,835
Anyone at all. You,
do you know who the fuck Jules is?
550
00:45:34,547 --> 00:45:37,047
So, who are you?
551
00:45:37,050 --> 00:45:40,467
I'm just minding my own business.
I'm not trying to start anything.
552
00:45:40,469 --> 00:45:42,762
Well, no, you're not.
Nobody that looks like you
553
00:45:42,764 --> 00:45:45,266
is minding their own fuckin' business.
554
00:45:47,684 --> 00:45:50,103
I know what you are.
555
00:45:50,105 --> 00:45:52,980
Yeah. Yeah, I see you.
556
00:45:52,981 --> 00:45:55,733
So what do you want?
557
00:45:55,735 --> 00:45:58,485
You want some, some fucking attention?
558
00:45:58,487 --> 00:46:01,365
'Cause I'll give you
some fucking attention.
559
00:46:03,451 --> 00:46:08,036
Yo, is anybody here friends
with Jules?
560
00:46:08,039 --> 00:46:10,789
Anyone? Does anybody know
who the fuck this bitch is?
561
00:46:10,791 --> 00:46:15,420
Somebody better speak up,
or this bitch is gonna get fucked up.
562
00:46:15,422 --> 00:46:17,003
Shit!
563
00:46:17,005 --> 00:46:19,507
- You wanna fucking hurt me?
- No, I was fucking kidding!
564
00:46:19,509 --> 00:46:22,342
Back the fuck up!
What the fuck is your problem?
565
00:46:22,344 --> 00:46:23,927
Put the fucking knife down, okay.
566
00:46:23,929 --> 00:46:25,972
- It was a joke.
- You wanna fucking hurt me?
567
00:46:25,974 --> 00:46:29,851
- No, no, no...
- You have no fucking idea.
568
00:46:29,853 --> 00:46:31,936
- See?
- You're psycho!
569
00:46:31,938 --> 00:46:34,105
- I'm fucking invincible!
- You're a fucking freak.
570
00:46:34,106 --> 00:46:36,483
What the fuck?
571
00:46:42,532 --> 00:46:45,282
By the way, I'm Jules.
572
00:46:45,284 --> 00:46:47,409
I just moved here.
573
00:46:47,411 --> 00:46:50,539
I mean... right?
574
00:47:00,592 --> 00:47:03,467
Where the fuck have you been?
You missed the craziest shit ever.
575
00:47:03,469 --> 00:47:05,260
I just lost my virginity.
576
00:47:05,262 --> 00:47:08,347
Bitch, are you fucking serious?
With who?
577
00:47:08,349 --> 00:47:10,056
This guy from St. Mary's.
578
00:47:10,059 --> 00:47:13,143
- How did you like it?
- It was nice. Yeah.
579
00:47:13,146 --> 00:47:16,775
Oh, my God.
My little slut. I'm so proud of you.
580
00:47:23,782 --> 00:47:26,032
Yo! Shit...
581
00:47:26,034 --> 00:47:28,992
- Are you okay?
- Yeah. It's fine.
582
00:47:28,994 --> 00:47:30,619
Guess I knew
that was gonna get violent,
583
00:47:30,621 --> 00:47:32,996
and I didn't want a fucking
broken cheekbone or some shit.
584
00:47:32,998 --> 00:47:35,458
Yeah, no,
I totally I get the logic behind it.
585
00:47:35,460 --> 00:47:38,338
But it's still, like, fucking insane.
586
00:47:44,094 --> 00:47:48,012
- I'm Rue.
- I'm Jules.
587
00:47:48,014 --> 00:47:50,556
Where are you headed to?
588
00:47:50,557 --> 00:47:53,061
Home. Probably.
589
00:47:54,646 --> 00:47:56,773
Can I come with you?
590
00:48:49,074 --> 00:48:51,034
Shh.
591
00:49:03,882 --> 00:49:05,800
Let me see.
592
00:49:07,885 --> 00:49:09,304
Oh.
593
00:49:20,190 --> 00:49:22,900
Shh - Sorry. Sorry.
594
00:51:08,757 --> 00:51:11,634
Remember when I said
things got weird?
595
00:51:14,971 --> 00:51:18,432
So... yeah.
596
00:51:48,880 --> 00:51:50,882
I've got an idea.
597
00:51:52,257 --> 00:51:54,592
What?
598
00:51:54,594 --> 00:51:56,762
Wanna get high?