1 00:00:11,062 --> 00:00:13,229 I was once happy. Content. 2 00:00:13,231 --> 00:00:16,441 Sloshing around in my own private, primordial pool. 3 00:00:16,443 --> 00:00:18,901 Then one day, for reasons beyond my control, 4 00:00:18,903 --> 00:00:21,612 I was repeatedly crushed... 5 00:00:21,614 --> 00:00:26,784 over and over by the cruel cervix of my mother, Leslie. 6 00:00:26,786 --> 00:00:30,163 I put up a good fight, but I lost, 7 00:00:30,165 --> 00:00:33,710 for the first time, but not the last. 8 00:00:37,005 --> 00:00:40,173 I was born three days after 9/11. 9 00:00:40,175 --> 00:00:45,428 I can hear you, I can hear you, the rest of the world hears you, 10 00:00:45,430 --> 00:00:48,264 and the people who knocked these buildings down 11 00:00:48,266 --> 00:00:49,851 will hear all of us soon. 12 00:00:52,103 --> 00:00:55,732 USA, USA! USA, USA! 13 00:00:58,693 --> 00:01:00,943 My mother and father spent two days in the hospital, 14 00:01:00,945 --> 00:01:03,863 holding me under the soft glow of the television, 15 00:01:03,865 --> 00:01:06,699 watching those towers fall over and over again, 16 00:01:06,701 --> 00:01:09,994 until the feelings of grief gave way to numbness. 17 00:01:09,996 --> 00:01:11,996 And then, without warning, 18 00:01:11,998 --> 00:01:14,373 a middle-class childhood in an American suburb. 19 00:01:14,375 --> 00:01:17,668 Thirteen... fourteen... 20 00:01:17,670 --> 00:01:20,546 fifteen... sixteen... 21 00:01:20,548 --> 00:01:22,340 - What are you looking at, Rue? - Seventeen... 22 00:01:22,342 --> 00:01:25,051 Rue, look at me. 23 00:01:25,053 --> 00:01:31,267 - One, two, three... - What are you doing, Rue? 24 00:01:37,315 --> 00:01:40,024 I'd say she's suffering from obsessive compulsive disorder... 25 00:01:40,026 --> 00:01:41,692 It's not like I was physically abused... 26 00:01:41,694 --> 00:01:43,277 ...attention deficit disorder... 27 00:01:43,279 --> 00:01:44,946 - ...or had a shortage of clean water... - ...general anxiety disorder... 28 00:01:44,948 --> 00:01:46,531 ...or was molested by a family member. 29 00:01:46,533 --> 00:01:50,535 ...and possibly bipolar disorder. But she's a little young to tell. 30 00:01:50,537 --> 00:01:53,079 So, explain this shit to me. 31 00:01:53,081 --> 00:01:55,081 Honey, it's just the way your brain was hardwired. 32 00:01:55,083 --> 00:01:59,627 Plenty of great, intelligent, funny, interesting, and creative people 33 00:01:59,629 --> 00:02:02,338 have struggled with the same things you struggle with. 34 00:02:02,340 --> 00:02:04,717 Like who? 35 00:02:05,844 --> 00:02:07,262 Vincent Van Gogh. 36 00:02:10,056 --> 00:02:11,973 Sylvia Plath. 37 00:02:11,975 --> 00:02:14,475 And your favorite, Britney Spears. 38 00:02:14,477 --> 00:02:16,644 - She's bald! - Oh, my God! 39 00:02:16,646 --> 00:02:18,773 She is completely bald. 40 00:02:20,400 --> 00:02:24,735 I don't remember much between the ages of eight and 12. 41 00:02:24,737 --> 00:02:28,990 Just that the world moved fast and my brain moved slow. 42 00:02:28,992 --> 00:02:32,162 Does anybody have any idea of what a preposition might be? 43 00:02:33,580 --> 00:02:38,209 And every now and then, if I focused too closely on the way I breathed... 44 00:02:41,129 --> 00:02:43,548 ...I'd die. 45 00:02:48,595 --> 00:02:50,136 Slow down, just breathe. 46 00:02:50,138 --> 00:02:52,263 Until every second of every day, 47 00:02:52,265 --> 00:02:56,060 you find yourself trying to outrun your anxiety. 48 00:03:00,398 --> 00:03:02,315 What's wrong, Rue? 49 00:03:02,317 --> 00:03:04,233 And quite frankly... 50 00:03:04,235 --> 00:03:07,028 I'm just fucking exhausted. 51 00:03:07,030 --> 00:03:10,656 You said the doctor was in our network. How could he suddenly be out of network? 52 00:03:10,658 --> 00:03:13,534 I can't afford it. 53 00:03:13,536 --> 00:03:15,077 Did you see that video of the beauty queen 54 00:03:15,079 --> 00:03:17,205 who got acid thrown on her face? 55 00:03:17,207 --> 00:03:20,374 - Mm, what? No. - It's pretty fucked up. 56 00:03:20,376 --> 00:03:24,172 - Hey, Mom, you got any tampons? - In my bathroom, under the sink. 57 00:03:24,380 --> 00:03:29,177 And at some point, you make a choice about who you are and what you want. 58 00:03:34,390 --> 00:03:36,643 Oh, my... 59 00:03:50,573 --> 00:03:52,615 All right, Gia, let's roll. 60 00:03:52,617 --> 00:03:55,451 Why is the co-payment $300? 61 00:03:55,453 --> 00:03:58,081 Rue, did you eat breakfast? 62 00:04:01,042 --> 00:04:05,338 - What's with the sunglasses? - What sunglasses? 63 00:04:16,266 --> 00:04:20,852 I just showed up one day, without a map or a compass... 64 00:04:20,854 --> 00:04:22,645 Attention, students, we need to lockdown. 65 00:04:22,647 --> 00:04:27,235 ...or to be honest, anyone capable of giving on iota of good fucking advice. 66 00:04:30,864 --> 00:04:35,158 And I know it all may seem sad, but guess what? 67 00:04:35,160 --> 00:04:39,497 I didn't build this system, nor did I fuck it up. 68 00:05:04,564 --> 00:05:09,027 And then it happens. That moment when your breath starts to slow. 69 00:05:15,950 --> 00:05:20,497 And every time you breathe, you breathe out all the oxygen you have. 70 00:05:23,041 --> 00:05:26,042 And everything stops: 71 00:05:26,044 --> 00:05:29,253 your heart, your lungs, 72 00:05:29,255 --> 00:05:31,299 then finally, your brain. 73 00:05:33,635 --> 00:05:39,557 And everything you feel, and wish, and want to forget, it all just sinks. 74 00:05:43,436 --> 00:05:46,189 And then suddenly... 75 00:05:51,194 --> 00:05:55,281 ...you give it air again, give it life again. 76 00:06:00,078 --> 00:06:04,622 I remember the first time it happened to me I got so scared I wanted to call 911. 77 00:06:04,624 --> 00:06:08,586 Go to the hospital and be kept alive by machines and apple juice. 78 00:06:11,089 --> 00:06:13,548 But I didn't want to look like an idiot, 79 00:06:13,550 --> 00:06:16,136 and I didn't want to fuck up everyone's night. 80 00:06:17,554 --> 00:06:22,181 And then over time, it's all I wanted... 81 00:06:22,183 --> 00:06:24,936 those two seconds of nothingness. 82 00:07:14,652 --> 00:07:20,323 I spent a good portion of the summer before junior year in rehab. 83 00:07:20,325 --> 00:07:26,037 God grant me the serenity to accept the things I cannot change, 84 00:07:26,039 --> 00:07:29,081 the courage to change the things I can, 85 00:07:29,083 --> 00:07:31,377 and the wisdom to know the difference. 86 00:07:46,684 --> 00:07:48,267 Rue! 87 00:07:48,269 --> 00:07:50,853 - Come here! - Hey. 88 00:07:50,855 --> 00:07:53,481 - How are you? - Good. 89 00:07:53,483 --> 00:07:55,358 - I missed you. - I missed you, too. 90 00:07:55,360 --> 00:07:57,612 Look at you. Are you growing? No. 91 00:07:59,572 --> 00:08:01,658 Hey! 92 00:08:09,415 --> 00:08:11,876 I'm very happy for you, Rue. 93 00:08:13,920 --> 00:08:16,881 You're about to start a brand-new chapter. 94 00:08:39,779 --> 00:08:43,950 It was the end of summer, the week before school started. 95 00:08:46,578 --> 00:08:51,416 I had no intention of staying clean. And Jules had just moved to town. 96 00:09:02,010 --> 00:09:05,636 There's some new girl in town that I think you gonna be friends with. 97 00:09:05,638 --> 00:09:09,015 - Who? - Shit, I don't know. 98 00:09:09,017 --> 00:09:12,268 She came in yesterday lookin' all Sailor Moon and shit. 99 00:09:12,270 --> 00:09:17,356 I'm thinking to myself, like, look like somebody Rue would get along with. 100 00:09:17,358 --> 00:09:20,234 Which was sort of like a dead-on observation for Fezco, 101 00:09:20,236 --> 00:09:23,990 who's not normally revolving in the same direction as planet Earth. 102 00:09:25,950 --> 00:09:28,075 So, how long you been back? 103 00:09:28,077 --> 00:09:30,953 - Five days. - And like, how are you feeling? 104 00:09:30,955 --> 00:09:34,665 I mean, ever since I gave my life over to my lord and savior Jesus Christ, 105 00:09:34,667 --> 00:09:36,250 things have been, like, really good. 106 00:09:36,252 --> 00:09:39,629 - Word? That's what's up. - Yeah. 107 00:09:39,631 --> 00:09:42,965 - I'm fucking with you. It was a joke. - Shit. 108 00:09:42,967 --> 00:09:45,843 Hey, I don't judge. 109 00:09:45,845 --> 00:09:48,971 - But low-key, is Ashtray in the back? - Are you serious? 110 00:09:48,973 --> 00:09:51,641 What, you think 'cause I went to rehab, I stayed clean? 111 00:09:51,643 --> 00:09:54,393 I mean, ain't that the point? 112 00:09:54,395 --> 00:09:56,437 Yeah, well, the world's coming to an end, 113 00:09:56,439 --> 00:09:59,901 and I haven't even graduated high school yet. 114 00:10:09,119 --> 00:10:11,035 I thought your ass was dead. 115 00:10:11,037 --> 00:10:13,454 I thought you had Asperger's till I realized you're just a prick. 116 00:10:13,456 --> 00:10:15,998 This is a fickle industry. Y'all come and go. 117 00:10:16,000 --> 00:10:19,335 I'm just trying to stack my cash, pay off our mortgage. 118 00:10:19,337 --> 00:10:21,589 So what the fuck you want? 119 00:10:25,635 --> 00:10:28,094 - You don't want to try nothin' new? - Like what? 120 00:10:28,096 --> 00:10:33,224 2C-T-2, 2C-T-7, and 5-MeO-DIPT. 121 00:10:33,226 --> 00:10:35,435 I'm sorry, I have zero fucking idea what you just said. 122 00:10:35,437 --> 00:10:39,772 It doesn't matter. But this shit is fucking lit. 123 00:10:39,774 --> 00:10:44,110 - What is it? - N-diisopropyl-5-methoxytryptamine. 124 00:10:44,112 --> 00:10:46,156 It's a fast-acting psychedelic. 125 00:10:47,365 --> 00:10:52,785 Got some similarities to LSD, but with, like, key differences. 126 00:10:52,787 --> 00:10:57,876 Not as visual and shit, but definitely a sense distorter. 127 00:11:02,005 --> 00:11:05,465 What's wrong? 128 00:11:05,467 --> 00:11:08,217 I'm just so happy. 129 00:11:08,219 --> 00:11:10,428 I don't know. The shit's been blowing up in Tampa, 130 00:11:10,430 --> 00:11:13,264 and mad people like to fuck on it. 131 00:11:13,266 --> 00:11:17,560 - Okay. Yeah. - That'll be 120. 132 00:11:17,562 --> 00:11:19,937 - Fez said he'd spot me. - Fezco don't spot nobody. 133 00:11:19,939 --> 00:11:21,856 Yeah, well, it's a post-rehab discount, so you should ask him. 134 00:11:21,858 --> 00:11:23,651 I will go ask him, 'cause I know you're full of shit. 135 00:11:36,206 --> 00:11:38,456 In truth, I didn't have much of an issue with Nate 136 00:11:38,458 --> 00:11:40,458 until all the bullshit with Jules. 137 00:11:40,460 --> 00:11:44,128 I mean, I never liked him, and once, during freshman formal, 138 00:11:44,130 --> 00:11:46,508 he tried to finger me on the dance floor without my permission. 139 00:11:47,550 --> 00:11:50,802 But like... it's America. 140 00:11:50,804 --> 00:11:53,221 And if they were throwing an end-of-summer party... 141 00:11:53,223 --> 00:11:56,557 Yo, I'd do it for Rue! 142 00:11:56,559 --> 00:11:58,101 ...of course I'd fucking go. 143 00:11:58,103 --> 00:12:01,104 Yo. The whole world's gonna be talking about 144 00:12:01,106 --> 00:12:04,232 how McKay threw the grimiest fucking banger of the summer. 145 00:12:04,234 --> 00:12:09,153 I don't know, bro. You know my mom is real OCD. A little scratch on the wall, 146 00:12:09,155 --> 00:12:10,696 the dishes are out of order. 147 00:12:10,698 --> 00:12:13,991 We'll just take a picture of everything. We'll put it back the way we found it. 148 00:12:13,993 --> 00:12:16,035 What the fuck is this, Mission Impossible? 149 00:12:16,037 --> 00:12:18,121 Would you stop worrying about your mom, 150 00:12:18,123 --> 00:12:19,914 and start worrying about all the fucking pussy 151 00:12:19,916 --> 00:12:21,791 that we're gonna smash tonight, bro. 152 00:12:21,793 --> 00:12:25,419 No, no, no, no, no. Wait. Isn't Maddy coming tonight? 153 00:12:25,421 --> 00:12:29,340 I don't know. I don't give a fuck. She broke up with me. Fuck her. 154 00:12:29,342 --> 00:12:31,300 See, no, bro. 'Cause she's crazy. 155 00:12:31,302 --> 00:12:34,554 I don't want her to come and try to burn my house down. 156 00:12:34,556 --> 00:12:36,097 - Burn your... - Yeah. 157 00:12:36,099 --> 00:12:38,182 Shut the fuck up. 158 00:12:38,184 --> 00:12:41,352 Yo. This is exactly what I'm talking about. 159 00:12:41,354 --> 00:12:43,646 Right here. I'm gonna tell you something... 160 00:12:43,648 --> 00:12:46,649 - Don't do anything stupid. Come on. - Yeah, yeah. 161 00:12:46,651 --> 00:12:48,401 Hey, yo, what up, B? 162 00:12:48,403 --> 00:12:51,195 Yo, how 'bout you come and ride on this dick? 163 00:12:51,197 --> 00:12:53,658 No, Nate, chill, bro. Come on man. 164 00:12:55,535 --> 00:12:57,702 Fuck, bro. 165 00:12:57,704 --> 00:12:59,330 Whoops. 166 00:13:07,714 --> 00:13:12,510 Jules moved from the city to the suburbs after her mom and dad got divorced. 167 00:13:15,513 --> 00:13:17,388 She doesn't really like to talk about it, 168 00:13:17,390 --> 00:13:19,515 but dads almost never get full custody, 169 00:13:19,517 --> 00:13:22,353 so you know some shit definitely went down. 170 00:13:24,522 --> 00:13:27,565 She went to, like, three weeks of summer school with Kat, 171 00:13:27,567 --> 00:13:30,695 who failed Intro to Visual Arts. 172 00:14:35,760 --> 00:14:39,053 - Do you think my areolas look weird? - No. 173 00:14:39,055 --> 00:14:43,141 - But, like, the edges, though. - Maddy, they're fine. 174 00:14:43,143 --> 00:14:44,934 Fine like they're kind of weird, or fine like 175 00:14:44,936 --> 00:14:47,019 nobody but me would ever notice what I notice? 176 00:14:47,021 --> 00:14:50,064 Fine like shut the fuck up, Maddy. 177 00:14:50,066 --> 00:14:52,108 I'm disgusting. I literally look disgusting. 178 00:14:52,110 --> 00:14:54,735 Maddy, you just snap the fuck out of this. You're hot as fuck. 179 00:14:54,737 --> 00:14:57,822 - Nate's a loser. Who cares? - He's not a loser. He's a dick. 180 00:14:57,824 --> 00:15:00,158 All dicks are losers. Duh. 181 00:15:00,160 --> 00:15:02,827 Look, bottom line: y'all need to walk into this party 182 00:15:02,829 --> 00:15:04,912 like your pussy costs a million dollars. 183 00:15:04,914 --> 00:15:07,331 For real, I'd settle for like fifty grand. 184 00:15:07,333 --> 00:15:08,958 Fifty grand is a million dollars. 185 00:15:08,960 --> 00:15:12,670 I'd settle for, like, four Corona Lights and some non-rapey affection. 186 00:15:12,672 --> 00:15:16,466 - That's kind of depressing. - Nate's totally ruined my confidence. 187 00:15:16,468 --> 00:15:18,509 You know when somebody just constantly criticizes, 188 00:15:18,511 --> 00:15:20,136 like, everything about you? 189 00:15:20,138 --> 00:15:21,804 Yep. That's, like, every guy. 190 00:15:21,806 --> 00:15:24,015 You just need to catch a dick and forget about your troubles. 191 00:15:24,017 --> 00:15:26,309 Girl, you just need to catch a dick. 192 00:15:26,311 --> 00:15:28,019 Seriously, Maddy, the best thing to do after a breakup 193 00:15:28,021 --> 00:15:29,979 is to fuck someone new, and then move on. 194 00:15:29,981 --> 00:15:32,857 Please, Kat, remind me again how many guys you've fucked? 195 00:15:32,859 --> 00:15:36,235 And, oh, yeah, cat-fishing, that don't count. 196 00:15:36,237 --> 00:15:39,614 Can you not be a cunt for like, 15 seconds? 197 00:15:39,616 --> 00:15:44,120 Dad, stop being a pervert! We're literally, like, all naked! 198 00:15:53,463 --> 00:15:55,298 Fuck. 199 00:15:56,633 --> 00:15:58,384 Okay. 200 00:16:01,262 --> 00:16:03,262 - Where were you? - I went to eat. 201 00:16:03,264 --> 00:16:05,598 - What do you mean, you went to eat? - What? 202 00:16:05,600 --> 00:16:08,184 What? Don't walk away from me. 203 00:16:08,186 --> 00:16:11,646 - You know what, Rue? I don't trust you. - I don't know what you want me to say. 204 00:16:11,648 --> 00:16:13,648 I want you to tell me where you were. 205 00:16:13,650 --> 00:16:16,067 - I just said I went to fucking eat! - Don't you talk to me like that! 206 00:16:16,069 --> 00:16:17,652 You know what? I'm gonna drug test you. 207 00:16:17,654 --> 00:16:19,904 - Don't be slamming no doors around here. - It was an accident. 208 00:16:19,906 --> 00:16:22,698 I don't care. You're not leaving this house until you take a drug test. 209 00:16:22,700 --> 00:16:26,830 - I just peed! - Slam another door. 210 00:16:27,956 --> 00:16:30,708 That girl's gonna be the death of me. 211 00:16:37,006 --> 00:16:38,631 Shit. 212 00:16:38,633 --> 00:16:41,259 Now, there's a few ways to beat a drug test. 213 00:16:41,261 --> 00:16:43,803 The first is simple. Stop doing drugs. 214 00:16:43,805 --> 00:16:49,100 But if you're in a bind and totally fucked, option one: niacin. 215 00:16:49,102 --> 00:16:53,646 It's a B vitamin that, like, breaks down fat and chemicals or whatever, 216 00:16:53,648 --> 00:16:56,441 and if you take a lot of it, like 2,000 milligrams, 217 00:16:56,443 --> 00:16:58,403 then chug a few gallons of water, 218 00:16:58,611 --> 00:17:00,486 you can flush your system in two to three days. 219 00:17:00,488 --> 00:17:02,947 The only problem is, it has a few side effects. 220 00:17:02,949 --> 00:17:05,074 Skin flushing, extreme dizziness, vomiting, 221 00:17:05,076 --> 00:17:08,453 rapid heartbeat, and sometimes death. 222 00:17:08,455 --> 00:17:11,914 I don't recommend it. Nor does any legit drug site on the internet. 223 00:17:11,916 --> 00:17:15,170 Option 2: synthetic urine. 224 00:17:16,629 --> 00:17:18,254 Yeah, fucking right. 225 00:17:18,256 --> 00:17:22,302 Option 3: get a non-drug addict friend to piss for you. 226 00:17:24,512 --> 00:17:26,929 The only problem is... 227 00:17:26,931 --> 00:17:29,307 ...most over-the-counter home drug testing kits 228 00:17:29,309 --> 00:17:33,060 come with a heat-sensor strip that detects the temperature of your urine. 229 00:17:33,062 --> 00:17:36,316 And if your parents watch you pee, you can't really do the sink trick. 230 00:17:39,110 --> 00:17:41,196 So you gotta get it fresh. 231 00:17:44,115 --> 00:17:45,656 Hey, Rue. 232 00:17:45,658 --> 00:17:48,618 - Hey, I... I need a favor. - What? 233 00:17:48,620 --> 00:17:52,916 - I... like for real, Lexi. - What? 234 00:17:54,250 --> 00:17:57,335 Side effects of this option? 235 00:17:57,337 --> 00:17:59,378 Are you serious? 236 00:17:59,380 --> 00:18:01,007 Please. 237 00:18:02,967 --> 00:18:04,969 Thanks. 238 00:18:07,013 --> 00:18:10,473 Hey, Rue. 239 00:18:10,475 --> 00:18:12,183 How was rehab? 240 00:18:12,185 --> 00:18:14,187 Shit. 241 00:18:15,772 --> 00:18:20,608 - It was good. It was really good. - Well, that's good. 242 00:18:20,610 --> 00:18:23,277 - How long have you been back? - Five days. 243 00:18:23,279 --> 00:18:25,031 Oh. 244 00:18:26,449 --> 00:18:28,658 - New chapter. - Mom. 245 00:18:28,660 --> 00:18:30,868 Hmm? 246 00:18:30,870 --> 00:18:34,539 Lexi and I have known each other since pre-school. 247 00:18:34,541 --> 00:18:37,208 And like, in some ways she's my best friend, 248 00:18:37,210 --> 00:18:39,418 even though I think we've grown apart. 249 00:18:39,420 --> 00:18:41,548 We don't really have much in common anymore. 250 00:18:44,426 --> 00:18:47,260 Did you meet any cute guys there? 251 00:18:47,262 --> 00:18:50,723 - Here's that eyeliner. - Thanks. 252 00:18:59,816 --> 00:19:01,818 Mom, I have to pee! 253 00:19:03,111 --> 00:19:04,819 I wish we could do this in a way 254 00:19:04,821 --> 00:19:07,822 that wasn't a complete invasion of my privacy. 255 00:19:07,824 --> 00:19:10,366 Well, you lost your right to privacy after your overdose. 256 00:19:10,368 --> 00:19:13,037 - That was a mistake. - Don't be flip, Rue. 257 00:19:14,789 --> 00:19:18,126 Could you... Thank you. 258 00:19:23,465 --> 00:19:26,549 You don't understand. This was the most frightening moment 259 00:19:26,551 --> 00:19:28,801 a mother could witness. And Gia... 260 00:19:28,803 --> 00:19:33,055 - Gia, who absolutely idolizes you... - I know, Mom. 261 00:19:33,057 --> 00:19:35,894 To have her find you unconscious... 262 00:19:38,897 --> 00:19:41,898 Can we just... Can we not do this right now, Mom? 263 00:19:41,900 --> 00:19:43,610 Rue? 264 00:19:46,112 --> 00:19:48,156 Rue? 265 00:19:51,242 --> 00:19:53,411 Rue. 266 00:20:02,670 --> 00:20:06,800 I know a lot of you probably hate me right now, and I get it. 267 00:20:07,884 --> 00:20:12,097 If I could be a different person, I promise you, I would. 268 00:20:13,848 --> 00:20:18,059 Not because I want it, but because they do. 269 00:20:18,061 --> 00:20:20,605 And therein lies the catch. 270 00:20:23,108 --> 00:20:27,570 I'm sorry... for slamming the door earlier. 271 00:20:31,741 --> 00:20:35,578 It's okay. I forgive you. Come here. 272 00:20:43,419 --> 00:20:45,002 Hey, Mom? 273 00:20:45,004 --> 00:20:47,046 - Yeah? - Can I spend the night at Lexi's? 274 00:20:47,048 --> 00:20:49,006 - Yeah, that's fine. - Thanks. 275 00:20:49,008 --> 00:20:50,677 Yeah. 276 00:21:48,693 --> 00:21:53,114 - Where you going? - I don't know. Some party, or something. 277 00:21:54,365 --> 00:21:56,532 Or something? 278 00:21:56,534 --> 00:21:58,870 Dad. 279 00:22:00,246 --> 00:22:03,623 I know. You know, just, new town. Be safe. 280 00:22:03,625 --> 00:22:06,626 - Yeah. I'm fine. - Good. 281 00:22:06,628 --> 00:22:08,586 - Love you. - I love you, too. 282 00:22:08,588 --> 00:22:10,673 - Okay. - Have fun. 283 00:22:27,565 --> 00:22:30,944 Jules told me later what had happened. 284 00:23:05,728 --> 00:23:07,645 Looking back on it, 285 00:23:07,647 --> 00:23:11,274 she probably would have just been better off going to McKay's. 286 00:23:11,276 --> 00:23:12,694 But... 287 00:23:42,682 --> 00:23:44,559 Come in. 288 00:23:53,526 --> 00:23:56,360 Yo, so, Cassie's a whore. Fact. 289 00:23:56,362 --> 00:23:59,697 No, she's not. Fact. She's not even that type of girl. 290 00:23:59,699 --> 00:24:02,450 Oh. Have you seen her slut pages, though? 291 00:24:02,452 --> 00:24:04,535 - No. - They're wild, yo. 292 00:24:04,537 --> 00:24:07,288 - She's like a fuckin' freak - Cassie's on the slut pages? 293 00:24:07,290 --> 00:24:09,582 Yo, we gotta see this shit. 294 00:24:09,584 --> 00:24:11,250 Yo, what are y'all even doing out the room, man? 295 00:24:11,252 --> 00:24:12,835 - Go back upstairs, bro. - What? 296 00:24:12,837 --> 00:24:15,046 - Thing one and thing two. Take it up. - Oh, yo. 297 00:24:15,048 --> 00:24:17,965 - Take it up. - Relax. No one gets here till ten. 298 00:24:17,967 --> 00:24:21,385 What's up, Nate? What's good, what's good, good lookin'. 299 00:24:21,387 --> 00:24:24,722 Look, all I'm saying is, I think you did Cassie. That's it. 300 00:24:24,724 --> 00:24:27,642 Whether I like her or not is irrelevant. 301 00:24:27,644 --> 00:24:31,312 The fact is, she's a fucking whore through and through, bro. 302 00:24:31,314 --> 00:24:33,898 All right, look, I don't know what she's done, guys, but I'm just saying, 303 00:24:33,900 --> 00:24:37,193 I think she's cool. She's smart. She's funny. 304 00:24:37,195 --> 00:24:38,738 Bro, she likes cars, man. 305 00:24:40,865 --> 00:24:43,491 She loves cars. Shit, thank you for telling me. 306 00:24:43,493 --> 00:24:45,535 - What the fuck? - Dude's got mad feelings. 307 00:24:45,537 --> 00:24:47,995 For real, yo. McKay's about to start a Pinterest, guys. 308 00:24:47,997 --> 00:24:50,289 Just wait. Give it a minute. 309 00:24:50,291 --> 00:24:53,294 Yo, did you say you don't know what she's done? 310 00:24:57,215 --> 00:24:59,759 No, I don't know. 311 00:25:00,844 --> 00:25:05,306 Take a seat. You and I are gonna take a little trip to the land of shame, bro. 312 00:25:12,939 --> 00:25:15,314 Here's the fucking thing that pisses me off about the world. 313 00:25:15,316 --> 00:25:18,025 Like, every time someone's shit gets leaked, 314 00:25:18,027 --> 00:25:19,986 whether it's J. Law or Leslie Jones, 315 00:25:19,988 --> 00:25:22,071 the whole world's like, "Well if you don't want it out there, 316 00:25:22,073 --> 00:25:23,698 don't take the nudes in the first place." 317 00:25:23,700 --> 00:25:28,619 I'm sorry. I know your generation relied on flowers and fathers' permission, 318 00:25:28,621 --> 00:25:31,456 but it's 2019, and unless you're Amish, 319 00:25:31,458 --> 00:25:35,042 nudes are the currency of love, so stop shaming us. 320 00:25:35,044 --> 00:25:38,421 Shame the assholes who create password-protected online directories 321 00:25:38,423 --> 00:25:41,507 of naked, underage girls. 322 00:25:41,509 --> 00:25:44,051 Cassie's actually super sweet. 323 00:25:44,053 --> 00:25:46,471 You remember, like, from earlier. 324 00:25:46,473 --> 00:25:50,808 - Yo, Rue, Rue. - Hey. How you been? 325 00:25:50,810 --> 00:25:52,935 She's just being coy. 326 00:25:52,937 --> 00:25:56,773 'Cause she has a new boyfriend she's head over heels for. 327 00:25:56,775 --> 00:25:59,442 Mom, stop being retarded. He's not my boyfriend. 328 00:25:59,444 --> 00:26:01,444 Oh. Okay. 329 00:26:01,446 --> 00:26:04,697 Who's that handsome young man who came over for dinner last night? 330 00:26:04,699 --> 00:26:08,826 - Oh, my God, Mom! Stop! - Christopher McKay. 331 00:26:08,828 --> 00:26:10,787 So, you're dating McKay. 332 00:26:10,789 --> 00:26:14,248 Okay, Mom, I'm literally going to poison you in your sleep. 333 00:26:14,250 --> 00:26:16,294 So, Rue, how was rehab? 334 00:26:20,632 --> 00:26:22,965 Did you meet any cute guys there? 335 00:26:22,967 --> 00:26:26,219 - Here's that eyeliner. - Thanks. 336 00:26:26,221 --> 00:26:28,012 But anyway, back to this bullshit. 337 00:26:28,014 --> 00:26:30,975 And the Oscar goes to... 338 00:26:32,268 --> 00:26:34,393 - Oh! - Shit! 339 00:26:34,395 --> 00:26:36,604 I'm talkin' 'bout, like, tag team. 340 00:26:36,606 --> 00:26:39,440 - That's what I'm saying. Double team. - Like, triple. 341 00:26:39,442 --> 00:26:42,568 - With Roy in the front. - You can't tell that that's her, man. 342 00:26:42,570 --> 00:26:45,196 - It's her, bro. - This is her. Look at her titties. 343 00:26:45,198 --> 00:26:48,491 You want my advice? You fuck her like the whore she is, 344 00:26:48,493 --> 00:26:50,159 you kick her ass to the curb. 345 00:26:50,161 --> 00:26:51,911 If you don't, we will. 346 00:26:51,913 --> 00:26:53,913 Shut your all little virgin asses up, man. 347 00:26:53,915 --> 00:26:55,581 Y'all wouldn't even know what to do with that. 348 00:26:55,583 --> 00:26:59,961 Are you crazy? I just got a tutorial, step-by-step. 349 00:26:59,963 --> 00:27:02,004 It's obvious that Nate got in McKay's head, 350 00:27:02,006 --> 00:27:06,302 because Cassie told Lexi, and Lexi told me, that the night of the party... 351 00:27:08,138 --> 00:27:10,056 What? 352 00:27:11,683 --> 00:27:14,142 Nothing. 353 00:27:14,144 --> 00:27:16,354 Why do you keep staring at me? 354 00:27:19,858 --> 00:27:24,277 I'm sorry. Kind of spaced out for a second. 355 00:27:24,279 --> 00:27:26,573 I wasn't being weird, was I? 356 00:27:27,782 --> 00:27:29,993 No. You're being cute. 357 00:27:31,369 --> 00:27:34,497 Listen, I don't want to sound corny or whatever, but... 358 00:27:35,915 --> 00:27:39,167 ...you are literally the most beautiful girl I've ever seen. 359 00:27:39,169 --> 00:27:41,421 They hooked up. 360 00:27:49,387 --> 00:27:52,138 Fuck. 361 00:27:52,140 --> 00:27:54,056 You always this wet? 362 00:27:54,058 --> 00:27:56,311 Kind of. It's super embarrassing. 363 00:27:57,562 --> 00:28:02,150 - Does it turn you off? - Not at all. It's cool. 364 00:28:05,653 --> 00:28:08,156 Stay right here. 365 00:28:32,722 --> 00:28:34,099 Aah! 366 00:28:35,725 --> 00:28:38,851 McKay. McKay, stop! Stop... 367 00:28:38,853 --> 00:28:41,020 Now, I know this looks disturbing, but for real, 368 00:28:41,022 --> 00:28:44,315 I promise you, this does not end in a rape. 369 00:28:44,317 --> 00:28:48,736 But here's the thing. Everyone on the planet watches porn. Fact. 370 00:28:48,738 --> 00:28:52,990 And if you were to click on the 20 most popular videos on Porn Hub right now, 371 00:28:52,992 --> 00:28:55,076 this is basically what you'd see: 372 00:28:55,078 --> 00:28:57,247 Good girl, yes, yes. 373 00:28:58,456 --> 00:29:01,042 Are you gonna be an obedient little slut? 374 00:29:04,295 --> 00:29:06,212 - Say thank you, again. - Oh, thank you. 375 00:29:06,214 --> 00:29:08,506 I'm not trying to be sex negative or anything. I'm just saying... 376 00:29:08,508 --> 00:29:10,049 Stop! 377 00:29:10,051 --> 00:29:11,759 ...this shit isn't out of left fucking field. 378 00:29:11,761 --> 00:29:14,345 - Fuck, McKay! - What did I do? 379 00:29:14,347 --> 00:29:15,888 Why would you grab me like that? I couldn't breathe. 380 00:29:15,890 --> 00:29:19,976 - I don't know. I thought you liked that. - Why the fuck would I like that? 381 00:29:19,978 --> 00:29:22,895 Cassie, I'm sorry. I didn't know. 382 00:29:22,897 --> 00:29:25,733 I just didn't expect it. 383 00:29:32,740 --> 00:29:36,033 Cassie, I'm really sorry, okay? I'm sorry. 384 00:29:36,035 --> 00:29:40,538 You know I would never do anything to hurt you. 385 00:29:40,540 --> 00:29:42,375 Just don't do it again. 386 00:29:46,463 --> 00:29:48,756 Unless you ask me first. 387 00:29:55,346 --> 00:29:57,515 Or I ask you. 388 00:30:03,396 --> 00:30:06,147 Anyway, I didn't go to Lexi's. That was a lie. 389 00:30:06,149 --> 00:30:08,232 So, I was walking to McKay's party, 390 00:30:08,234 --> 00:30:10,904 because I have this rule that I don't drink and bike, 'cause like... 391 00:30:19,788 --> 00:30:23,164 - Is that...? - Oh, shit. Slow down. 392 00:30:23,166 --> 00:30:25,124 Dude, that's Rue. Oh, my God. 393 00:30:25,126 --> 00:30:27,335 - Wait. Didn't Rue, like, die? - Oh, my God, I hate ghosts. 394 00:30:27,337 --> 00:30:30,715 Yo, Casper! You want a ride? 395 00:30:34,969 --> 00:30:36,763 Why, thank you. 396 00:31:16,010 --> 00:31:20,598 - Ah. How old are you? - 22. 397 00:31:22,684 --> 00:31:24,519 Thanks. 398 00:31:25,562 --> 00:31:27,895 Do you live in town? 399 00:31:27,897 --> 00:31:30,648 No. I'm just, visiting my grandparents. 400 00:31:30,650 --> 00:31:32,444 Hmm. 401 00:31:33,903 --> 00:31:35,780 What about you? 402 00:31:36,906 --> 00:31:39,117 Do you walk around like this? 403 00:31:41,327 --> 00:31:43,661 What do you mean? 404 00:31:43,663 --> 00:31:47,081 Well, this is how you look generally? 405 00:31:47,083 --> 00:31:49,961 I mean... yeah. 406 00:31:53,423 --> 00:31:55,508 You're beautiful. 407 00:31:57,343 --> 00:31:59,637 Thank you. 408 00:32:03,641 --> 00:32:06,811 I'm envious of your generation, you know. 409 00:32:08,688 --> 00:32:12,732 You guys don't care as much about the rules. 410 00:32:12,734 --> 00:32:16,027 You know, I think that's a good thing. 411 00:32:16,029 --> 00:32:19,697 And I don't want to be that old guy that gives you advice, 412 00:32:19,699 --> 00:32:23,159 but I look at you and I think there are... 413 00:32:23,161 --> 00:32:26,662 two versions of how your life can go. 414 00:32:26,664 --> 00:32:29,457 You can either go someplace, 415 00:32:29,459 --> 00:32:33,377 where you're wanted for who you are. 416 00:32:33,379 --> 00:32:38,424 Or you can stay in a town like this. End up like me. 417 00:32:38,426 --> 00:32:41,137 Living your life out in motel rooms. 418 00:32:45,308 --> 00:32:47,268 Selfishly... 419 00:32:48,853 --> 00:32:52,148 I hope you stay. 420 00:32:53,900 --> 00:32:55,944 Wider. 421 00:32:57,320 --> 00:32:59,739 Wider. There you go. 422 00:33:00,782 --> 00:33:03,910 That's it. Good girl. 423 00:33:12,836 --> 00:33:15,878 Jules once told me that every night when she was a kid, 424 00:33:15,880 --> 00:33:18,172 like, five or something... 425 00:33:18,174 --> 00:33:20,466 Spit. 426 00:33:20,468 --> 00:33:22,385 ...she'd lock herself in the bathroom, 427 00:33:22,387 --> 00:33:24,595 get down on her hands and knees, and... 428 00:33:24,597 --> 00:33:25,974 pray to God. 429 00:33:31,646 --> 00:33:36,315 She'd pray that when she woke up in the morning, she'd be 25 years old. 430 00:33:36,317 --> 00:33:39,569 She'd live with her best friend, a girl. 431 00:33:39,571 --> 00:33:42,280 Someone she hadn't met yet, but... 432 00:33:42,282 --> 00:33:44,951 someone she knew she'd trust forever. 433 00:33:51,916 --> 00:33:54,208 I don't know why, but when she told me that story, 434 00:33:54,210 --> 00:33:57,837 I started to cry so hard I hyperventilated. 435 00:33:57,839 --> 00:34:02,385 You're so clean. And you don't know how rare that is. 436 00:34:06,055 --> 00:34:10,516 Jules just kept laughing and saying, "What's wrong?" But... 437 00:34:10,518 --> 00:34:12,479 I didn't know. 438 00:34:47,097 --> 00:34:49,265 And then, the night got weird. 439 00:35:29,848 --> 00:35:31,808 - Hey. - Hey. 440 00:36:14,058 --> 00:36:16,726 Now, there's a couple versions of what happened that night. 441 00:36:16,728 --> 00:36:19,020 It all depends on who you ask, and to be honest, 442 00:36:19,022 --> 00:36:22,275 I'm not always the most reliable narrator. 443 00:36:25,612 --> 00:36:28,446 But Nate was fucking on one. 444 00:36:28,448 --> 00:36:32,118 And in turn, Maddy was fucking on one. 445 00:36:37,582 --> 00:36:39,626 Hi. 446 00:36:46,591 --> 00:36:48,343 Get undressed. I want to go swimming. 447 00:37:06,986 --> 00:37:09,656 - You're so hot. - I know. 448 00:37:31,845 --> 00:37:33,386 You're fucking crazy. 449 00:37:33,388 --> 00:37:37,849 No, I'm not. I'm just trying to get back at my really shitty ex-boyfriend. 450 00:37:37,851 --> 00:37:39,559 What? 451 00:37:39,561 --> 00:37:44,856 What if I told you that I wanted you to fuck me, right here, right now? 452 00:37:44,858 --> 00:37:47,567 Are you serious? 453 00:37:47,569 --> 00:37:50,570 And that's right about the time that Jules decided to ghost her hookup 454 00:37:50,572 --> 00:37:54,157 and bike over to McKay's. 455 00:37:54,159 --> 00:37:57,662 Now, Jules texted Kat, but Kat didn't answer, because... 456 00:38:09,591 --> 00:38:12,341 So what's the deal with your friend, BB? 457 00:38:12,343 --> 00:38:16,262 - What about her? - Is she a prude, or is she a slut? 458 00:38:16,264 --> 00:38:18,347 Definitely a slut. 459 00:38:18,349 --> 00:38:21,684 - What about you? - What about me? 460 00:38:21,686 --> 00:38:25,980 - Are you a slut? - Yeah, I'm a fucking savage. 461 00:38:25,982 --> 00:38:31,360 - Oh, yeah? What's your number? - Higher than you two can count. 462 00:38:31,362 --> 00:38:34,864 Stop playing. You're a fucking prude. 463 00:38:34,866 --> 00:38:37,825 Now, Kat wasn't a prude, but she was a virgin. 464 00:38:37,827 --> 00:38:41,412 She'd told Jules that a week into summer school, and when Kat saw her reaction: 465 00:38:41,414 --> 00:38:44,292 Bitch, this isn't the '80s. You need to catch a dick. 466 00:38:48,087 --> 00:38:51,881 She was on a mission to enter junior year as a woman of questionable morals. 467 00:38:51,883 --> 00:38:53,758 Let me ask you a question. 468 00:38:53,760 --> 00:38:57,138 If I were to pull my dick out right now, would you suck it? 469 00:38:58,932 --> 00:39:01,851 - I don't know. Let me see it. - It's not hard yet. 470 00:39:03,436 --> 00:39:05,686 You've probably never sucked a dick in your life. 471 00:39:05,688 --> 00:39:08,856 - Yeah, I have. - Most girls don't know how to suck dick. 472 00:39:08,858 --> 00:39:11,359 - Yeah. - What do you mean? 473 00:39:11,361 --> 00:39:14,153 Well, they're too gentle. It's like, they're fucking scared of it. 474 00:39:14,155 --> 00:39:16,072 - Not in porn. - Exactly. 475 00:39:16,074 --> 00:39:18,825 - You watch porn? - Doesn't everyone? 476 00:39:18,827 --> 00:39:21,244 No. Every guy does. Yeah. 477 00:39:21,246 --> 00:39:24,080 Not prudes. Only sluts. 478 00:39:24,082 --> 00:39:28,417 - Yeah, well... - Yeah, but like, how much? 479 00:39:28,419 --> 00:39:31,047 - What? - How much of a slut are you? 480 00:39:32,966 --> 00:39:36,801 Mm. Why don't you come find out? 481 00:39:36,803 --> 00:39:39,514 Why don't you take your top off? 482 00:39:40,557 --> 00:39:44,225 Like, right now, in front of... in front of these two? 483 00:39:44,227 --> 00:39:46,310 Yeah. 484 00:39:46,312 --> 00:39:48,398 I dare you. 485 00:40:06,916 --> 00:40:12,046 Yo, you know what they say, right? Fat girls give the best head. 486 00:40:25,727 --> 00:40:29,228 I was out back talking to Fezco when Jules arrived. 487 00:40:29,230 --> 00:40:31,063 What the fuck, Rue? 488 00:40:31,065 --> 00:40:33,649 What? What, what, what, what? 489 00:40:33,651 --> 00:40:37,195 Come on now, bruh. You owe me 120 bucks. 490 00:40:37,197 --> 00:40:42,368 - My bad, man, I forgot. - Shit, you know I ain't trippin'. 491 00:40:44,412 --> 00:40:46,287 Well, to be honest with you, 492 00:40:46,289 --> 00:40:49,582 your whole drug shit got me feeling kind of uneasy. 493 00:40:49,584 --> 00:40:52,251 Come on, don't go soft on me, Fez. 494 00:40:52,253 --> 00:40:55,379 No, I'm not. It's just that... 495 00:40:55,381 --> 00:40:58,841 I like you. And I missed you, bruh. Like... 496 00:40:58,843 --> 00:41:03,262 That shit at the beginning of summer had me scared as fuck. 497 00:41:03,264 --> 00:41:06,349 - Yeah, you and everybody else. - I'm serious, Rue. 498 00:41:06,351 --> 00:41:09,104 I've seen a lot of people die. 499 00:41:10,313 --> 00:41:13,022 None like you. 500 00:41:13,024 --> 00:41:17,652 I don't know what type of fucked up shit you got going inside your head. 501 00:41:17,654 --> 00:41:21,656 I don't know how to help, but I could tell you one thing: 502 00:41:21,658 --> 00:41:24,244 this drug shit, it's not the answer. 503 00:41:29,999 --> 00:41:33,253 You know, I remember when I was eleven years old... 504 00:41:34,504 --> 00:41:37,338 It was a couple months after my dad got diagnosed, 505 00:41:37,340 --> 00:41:40,258 and we got the results back from the prognosis. 506 00:41:40,260 --> 00:41:43,803 And it was really good. It was like, 80/20. 507 00:41:43,805 --> 00:41:46,722 And we decided to celebrate, so... 508 00:41:46,724 --> 00:41:49,519 we like ordered a bunch of Chinese food. 509 00:41:51,104 --> 00:41:55,356 I remember that night, I was laying between my parents in bed, 510 00:41:55,358 --> 00:41:57,026 and... 511 00:41:58,820 --> 00:42:01,531 all of a sudden I couldn't breathe. 512 00:42:02,824 --> 00:42:08,369 It was like there was no more air left in the world. 513 00:42:08,371 --> 00:42:12,665 And I was gasping, and I was panicking. 514 00:42:12,667 --> 00:42:16,043 And they called the ambulance and they thought it was like... 515 00:42:16,045 --> 00:42:19,505 an allergic reaction or some shit. 516 00:42:19,507 --> 00:42:23,009 And then when I got to the hospital, 517 00:42:23,011 --> 00:42:25,305 they gave me liquid Valium. 518 00:42:27,140 --> 00:42:30,435 Yeah. To calm me down. 519 00:42:33,104 --> 00:42:35,356 And when it hit me, I thought... 520 00:42:37,692 --> 00:42:40,651 This is it. 521 00:42:40,653 --> 00:42:44,864 This is the feeling I have been searching for my entire life, 522 00:42:44,866 --> 00:42:47,533 for as long as I could remember. 523 00:42:47,535 --> 00:42:49,579 Because suddenly... 524 00:42:50,622 --> 00:42:53,414 ...the world went quiet. 525 00:42:53,416 --> 00:42:57,587 And I felt safe, in my own head. 526 00:43:02,383 --> 00:43:04,969 Two years later, he was gone. 527 00:43:07,222 --> 00:43:09,557 Panic attacks stayed. 528 00:43:11,392 --> 00:43:14,685 And I found a way to live, so... 529 00:43:14,687 --> 00:43:17,146 Will it eventually kill me? Maybe. 530 00:43:17,148 --> 00:43:20,151 Fuck, maybe not. I don't know. 531 00:43:24,531 --> 00:43:27,281 You still gonna be my dealer, Fez? 532 00:43:27,283 --> 00:43:30,827 You a fucking trip, bruh. 533 00:43:30,829 --> 00:43:34,372 I'm too high to be having this conversation right now. 534 00:43:34,374 --> 00:43:36,749 Yeah, man. Me, too. 535 00:43:36,751 --> 00:43:39,462 Me fucking too. 536 00:44:25,258 --> 00:44:28,134 Yeah, that's real classy, you fucking whore. 537 00:44:28,136 --> 00:44:30,720 Suck my dick. 538 00:44:30,722 --> 00:44:32,223 Ooh! 539 00:44:45,487 --> 00:44:48,946 Get the fuck out of here! Get the fuck out of the kitchen! Fuck! 540 00:44:48,948 --> 00:44:52,786 Get out of here! Get the fuck out of here! 541 00:44:56,915 --> 00:44:59,125 What the fuck are you looking at? 542 00:45:02,796 --> 00:45:04,378 Who are you? 543 00:45:04,380 --> 00:45:07,673 - I'm Jules. I'm a friend of... - You're a friend of... 544 00:45:07,675 --> 00:45:10,009 A friend of whose? 'Cause you're not my fucking friend. 545 00:45:10,011 --> 00:45:14,013 Who the fuck are you friends with, Jules? Hmm? 546 00:45:14,015 --> 00:45:17,266 Do you guys know who the fuck this is? 547 00:45:17,268 --> 00:45:19,602 Does anybody know who this is? 548 00:45:19,604 --> 00:45:22,939 Does anybody know who the fuck Jules is? 549 00:45:22,941 --> 00:45:26,861 Anyone at all. You, do you know who the fuck Jules is? 550 00:45:29,572 --> 00:45:32,073 So, who are you? 551 00:45:32,075 --> 00:45:35,493 I'm just minding my own business. I'm not trying to start anything. 552 00:45:35,495 --> 00:45:37,787 Well, no, you're not. Nobody that looks like you 553 00:45:37,789 --> 00:45:40,291 is minding their own fuckin' business. 554 00:45:42,710 --> 00:45:45,128 I know what you are. 555 00:45:45,130 --> 00:45:48,005 Yeah. Yeah, I see you. 556 00:45:48,007 --> 00:45:50,758 So what do you want? 557 00:45:50,760 --> 00:45:53,511 You want some, some fucking attention? 558 00:45:53,513 --> 00:45:56,391 'Cause I'll give you some fucking attention. 559 00:45:58,476 --> 00:46:03,062 Yo, is anybody here friends with Jules? 560 00:46:03,064 --> 00:46:05,815 Anyone? Does anybody know who the fuck this bitch is? 561 00:46:05,817 --> 00:46:10,445 Somebody better speak up, or this bitch is gonna get fucked up 562 00:46:10,447 --> 00:46:12,029 Shit! 563 00:46:12,031 --> 00:46:14,532 - You wanna fucking hurt me? - No, I was fucking kidding! 564 00:46:14,534 --> 00:46:17,368 Back the fuck up! What the fuck is your problem? 565 00:46:17,370 --> 00:46:18,953 Put the fucking knife down, okay. 566 00:46:18,955 --> 00:46:20,997 - It was a joke. - You wanna fucking hurt me? 567 00:46:20,999 --> 00:46:24,876 - No, no, no... - You have no fucking idea 568 00:46:24,878 --> 00:46:26,961 - See? - You're psycho! 569 00:46:26,963 --> 00:46:29,130 - I'm fucking invincible! - You're a fucking freak. 570 00:46:29,132 --> 00:46:31,509 What the fuck? 571 00:46:37,557 --> 00:46:40,308 By the way, I'm Jules. 572 00:46:40,310 --> 00:46:42,435 I just moved here. 573 00:46:42,437 --> 00:46:45,565 I mean... right? 574 00:46:55,617 --> 00:46:58,493 Where the fuck have you been? You missed the craziest shit ever. 575 00:46:58,495 --> 00:47:00,286 I just lost my virginity. 576 00:47:00,288 --> 00:47:03,372 Bitch, are you fucking serious? With who? 577 00:47:03,374 --> 00:47:05,082 This guy from St. Mary's. 578 00:47:05,084 --> 00:47:08,169 - How did you like it? - It was nice. Yeah. 579 00:47:08,171 --> 00:47:11,800 Oh, my God. My little slut. I'm so proud of you 580 00:47:18,807 --> 00:47:21,057 Yo! Shit... 581 00:47:21,059 --> 00:47:24,018 - Are you okay? - Yeah. It's fine. 582 00:47:24,020 --> 00:47:25,645 Guess I knew that was gonna get violent, 583 00:47:25,647 --> 00:47:28,022 and I didn't want a fucking broken cheekbone or some shit. 584 00:47:28,024 --> 00:47:30,483 Yeah, no, I totally I get the logic behind it. 585 00:47:30,485 --> 00:47:33,363 But it's still, like, fucking insane. 586 00:47:39,119 --> 00:47:43,037 - I'm Rue. - I'm Jules. 587 00:47:43,039 --> 00:47:45,581 Where are you headed to? 588 00:47:45,583 --> 00:47:48,086 Home. Probably. 589 00:47:49,671 --> 00:47:51,798 Can I come with you? 590 00:48:44,100 --> 00:48:46,060 Shh. 591 00:48:58,907 --> 00:49:00,825 Let me see. 592 00:49:02,911 --> 00:49:04,329 Oh. 593 00:49:15,215 --> 00:49:17,926 - Shh - Sorry. Sorry. 594 00:51:03,782 --> 00:51:06,659 Remember when I said things got weird? 595 00:51:09,996 --> 00:51:13,458 So... yeah. 596 00:51:43,905 --> 00:51:45,907 I've got an idea. 597 00:51:47,283 --> 00:51:49,617 What? 598 00:51:49,619 --> 00:51:51,788 Wanna get high?