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(typing)

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-(text whooshes)
-(clears throat)

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(clicks tongue)

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All right, y'all,
I'm finna head out.

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Wait, you're, uh,
you're leavin'?

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(phone dings)

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Yeah, I'm about
to leave right now.

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(eerie music playing)

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Is-is everything good?

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Yeah, before you go, bro,
I, I really gotta talk
to you about somethin'.

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(sighs) Like what, man?

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Everything.

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The fuck is you
talkin' 'bout, bruh?

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Custer: Bro...

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The fuckin' cops
found Mouse's body.

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(glass shatters)

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Faye:
Sorry.

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(tense music)

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Did you hear what I said?

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Ch-ch-ch...

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I thought you
told me that Laurie
killed Mouse, right?

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-Faye: Laurie?
-Wha--

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I never said that.

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What are you
talkin' about?

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Yeah, you know, Laurie,

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the drug dealer that
lives in the apartment
complex off Kemper.

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Yeah, you were
the one that told me
she killed Mouse.

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I never said that.

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-Yes, you did.
-Custer: What are
you talking about?

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-Are you high?
-Faye: You know that
Laurie and those

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fucking people,
they scare me.

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Why are you trying
to protect them?

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I'm not fuckin'
protecting anyone.

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What the fuck is this?

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-So, you're working for Laurie?
-Custer: Hey, no!

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So how about you
just shut the fuck up!

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Okay, then why are you
trying to cover up a murder
that she committed?

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-(nervous laughter)
-Fezco: All right, now.

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Think it's time
for you to get outta
here, big fella.

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Bro... we gotta figure out
what the fuck we're gonna say.

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-Okay, this is becoming
a fucking issue.
-Wait, Ash. Ash, Ash!

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No!

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(Custer wheezing)

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(grunting)

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(wheezing)

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(Custer grunting)

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(choking)

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(grunting)

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(gagging, choking)

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Lexi:
Do you ever think
about the future?

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-Fezco: (on phone)
Yeah, all the time.
-Really?

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Fezco: Yeah.

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Lexi: (on phone)
Like you have a plan?

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I mean, I don't, I don't got,
like, a plan-plan,

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but I be thinking about

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living on a farm, you know?

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I don't really
see you as a farmer.

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Fezco:
Yeah, fuck it.

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Get some horses, cows,
pigs, chickens, goats.

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Have a little family.

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Like some "Little House
on the Prairie"-type shit.
You know?

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I don't know
if I know that show.

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Fezco:
You never heard of "Little
House on the Prairie"?

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Lexi: Okay, this might
sound kind of crazy but,

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my plan is to have,
like, three kids at 30.

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Like, each one
a year and a half apart.

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So from 30 to 58,
I can focus on,

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you know, being a good mom
and raising my kids,
et cetera, et cetera.

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And then, drop the last one
off at college at 58.

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Which will give me,
like, 32 years

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to focus on me
and live my life

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and take my time
with writing.

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I mean, you really got
this shit all figured out, huh?

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Lexi:
Yeah. (laughs)
It's kind of crazy, right?

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I mean...

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they got, they got
three kids in that show.

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There's no need
to forget your manners.

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Just because we're
hundreds of miles
from civilized folk.

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If you lived in a place
like this, do you think
you'd have a gun?

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Fezco:
Hell yeah, I'd own a gun.

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I hate guns.

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Nobody's ever got shot at
and thought to they-self,

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"Whoa! Thank goodness
we didn't have a gun
to shoot back." You know?

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Lexi:
Yeah, but then what
are the police for?

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Fucked if I know. Shit.

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Wait, are you
on Instagram or Twitter?

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Fezco:
Hell no.

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-Really? Why?
-Oh yeah.

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Well, why would
I want anybody

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knowin' what I'm
thinkin' or feelin'?

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Lexi:
I don't know.
You can connect

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with people who have
similar interests.

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Fezco: Mmm.
I just feel like people

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be sharin' way
too much on there.

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-Online?
-Yeah.

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They be ruinin'
the mystery, you know?

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Like, say if I like a girl,

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I wanna find out what she's
about on my own, you know?

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I don't wanna google the scraps.

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I wanna, I wanna
peel back the layers.

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Yeah, but, like, why
would you wanna waste time
getting to know someone...

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if you don't have anything
in common with them?

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I don't know.
That's what I like

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about you the most,
though, like...

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we don't really
have nothin' in common.

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Lexi:
That's not true.
We both...

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have the same sense of humor,

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and... are empathic and curious.

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And wanna have, like, kids.

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Fezco:
Those aren't interests,
you know, those are

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real character traits.

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It's--
That's the important
shit that, that

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people don't post online.

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Lexi:
Yeah, I never thought
about it that way.

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Fezco:
Well, aren't you glad
that we became friends?

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Yeah... very much so.

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Yeah, me too.

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(shuddering breaths)

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(swallows, panting)

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(light classical music playing)

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Hey, Lexi!
It's going so well!

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We're gettin' a lot
of really good laughs.

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Yeah, let's not
get cocky, okay?

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♪ ♪

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(audience applauding)

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(breathing heavy)

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♪ ♪

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(heavy breathing continues)

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♪ ♪

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(door opens)

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♪ ♪

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Oh god.

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(classical music intensifies)

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♪ ♪

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♪ ♪

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(music swells)

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-...thousand versions of myself.
-(slow clapping)

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Only do I look good,
but I fucking feel good--

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-(scattered laughter)
-(clapping continues)

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Cassie:
Lexi, you really
outdid yourself.

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(laughs) I mean...

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where did she find
these knock-offs.

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-Oh shit.
-(audience reacting)

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Cassie:
I had no idea

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that my sister
had this in her.

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Good job, right?

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Isn't she brave?

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She's up here,
unpacking all of her trauma.

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I had no idea how hard
your life was, Lexi.

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-Shush!
-Can we give
a round of applause

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for how hard Lexi's life is?

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-(scattered cheering)
-(Cassie clapping)

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Cassie: Come on, guys.

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I know they hack
the heads off of women
in Afghanistan or wherever.

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-Student: That's racist!
-Cassie: God.

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It is nothing compared
to living in my shadow.

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Yo, is this like
a part of the play?

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-(quietly): Is this part
of the play?
-(audience laughing)

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I don't know.

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-Lexi.
-Student: Her name's Luna!

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Cassie:
Is this part
of the play?

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-Lexi?
-Lexi: Stop, please stop.

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This is your show.
Come out!

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You're the big star
of the day!

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-Oh shit.
-Please, Cassie, stop it.

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You're the star
of the night.

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She's always wanted
to be the star.

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Student:
Whoo-hoo! Go, Lexi!

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This is your big moment.
Shine!

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(quietly):
Please, stop. Please, stop.
Please, stop. Please, stop.

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Cassie:
I should stop? Me?

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I'm not the one
putting on a play

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-to humiliate and embarrass you!
-I didn't do that.

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Oh really?!

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Then what is this?!

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-What act are we in?
-Don't question it.

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That's the brilliance
of Lexi Howard.

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Suze: Hi, everyone.

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I'm Suze.
I'm the girls' mom
in real life.

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-Lexi: Oh my god.
-(audience laughs)

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Um, played by Ethan.

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Where is he? Ethan?

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-Who by the way--
-(audience cheers)

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he-- you have me down to a,
to a, to a science, honey.

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-Thank you. Thank you, guys.
I appreciate it.
-He's gonna win an award.

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Honey, let's go home.

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-I deserve this, right?
-Oh my god, please, Mom, Mom.

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00:11:05,624 --> 00:11:06,917
-I deserve this?
-Lexi: Stop!

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-Cassie: Mom, stop!
-Shh, you stop it.

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Cassie:
Lexi, I'm going
to fucking kill you.

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I deserve this, right?

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Because I've actually
lived a life?

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Mom?

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I'm the one who takes risks.

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Student:
Show us your boobs!

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I'm the one who falls in love?

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I'm the one who gets hurt,
not you, Lexi!

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(audience murmuring)

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You never even fucking lived!

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00:11:33,527 --> 00:11:37,489
That's why you're able
to stand up here
and judge all of us!

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You're just a fuckin'
bystander.

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00:11:40,367 --> 00:11:42,119
-Alright, alright--
-Mom, stop!

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00:11:42,202 --> 00:11:45,372
-Alright!
-(audience booing)

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00:11:46,874 --> 00:11:49,376
(scoffs) Oh, okay...

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Well if that
makes me a villain,

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-Whoo!
-Then so fuckin' be it.

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00:11:56,425 --> 00:11:57,301
(scoffs)

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00:11:57,384 --> 00:11:59,052
I can play
the fucking villain.

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-Student: Yeah, do it!
-(audience booing)

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00:12:01,221 --> 00:12:04,016
Lexi, is this
the part of the play

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00:12:04,099 --> 00:12:05,726
where I steal Jake from Marta?

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00:12:05,809 --> 00:12:07,686
No, Cassie,
that's not in the play.

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00:12:07,769 --> 00:12:08,770
It is now!

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00:12:08,854 --> 00:12:10,689
-(audience reacts)
-Who said that?

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00:12:10,772 --> 00:12:12,483
Look, I wanna say,
I get it.

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00:12:12,566 --> 00:12:13,901
-Oh god...
-I understand what
you're going through.

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00:12:13,984 --> 00:12:15,235
-I do not want
to hear from you.
-I lived it.

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00:12:15,319 --> 00:12:17,196
Wait, Hallie steals
Marta's boyfriend?

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00:12:17,279 --> 00:12:18,864
I don't know how many times
I have to say this.

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00:12:18,947 --> 00:12:20,073
They were not
fucking together.

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Yeah, not only that,

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but she was fucking him
the entire time

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Marta was talking about
getting back together with him.

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No... Why?

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Maddy:
Because Hallie
is a two-faced cunt.

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-I'm not a cunt!
You're the cunt!
-(audience exclaiming)

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You're the fucking cunt,
bitch!

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-I am not a fucking cunt.
-(audience exclaiming)

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Language, missy!

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Suze:
Okay, okay, you know what?

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You're just fucking
embarrassing yourself.

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-Let's go home.
-I'm not going home.

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-The play's not over.
-Oh, my god.

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(audience chattering)

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I feel like
I'm gonna throw up.

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-Mom, this isn't fair!
-Suze: It's not her fault.
She's a writer.

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-She's a writer!
-This isn't fair, Mom!

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How can she do this--?

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$3.25 for a grapefruit?
What is this, Venezuela?

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(audience laughing)

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-Cassie: Lexi, Lexi,
I'm gonna fucking kill you!
-Suze: Okay, enough!

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00:13:03,200 --> 00:13:05,869
-Cassie: Mom!
-I don't know. I'm panicking.

243
00:13:05,953 --> 00:13:08,330
-Go away. Just go away.
-(fanfare plays onstage)

244
00:13:08,413 --> 00:13:10,207
Suze: Stop. Stop it!

245
00:13:10,290 --> 00:13:13,585
Oh, my god, yes!
Oh, that's it!

246
00:13:13,669 --> 00:13:17,214
Oh, my god, I just
love fucking everything!

247
00:13:17,297 --> 00:13:20,175
(screaming): No!
I'm going to fucking kill you!

248
00:13:20,259 --> 00:13:21,593
-Get the fuck off of the horse.
-Ow!

249
00:13:21,677 --> 00:13:24,263
-Get off!
-(audience exclaiming)

250
00:13:24,346 --> 00:13:27,140
Get off!
You fucking bitch!

251
00:13:27,224 --> 00:13:31,270
-(shouting continues)
-(carnival music playing)

252
00:13:31,353 --> 00:13:33,313
Oh, this bitch
needs to be put down.

253
00:13:33,397 --> 00:13:35,566
Kat:
No, no, no.
Maddy! No!

254
00:13:35,649 --> 00:13:37,401
Maddy, no, no, no,
no, no, no, no, no!

255
00:13:37,484 --> 00:13:40,821
-No, no, no, Maddy!
No, no, no, no, no!
-(BB yelling)

256
00:13:40,904 --> 00:13:42,990
-Maddy, no!
-Maddy, beat her ass!

257
00:13:43,073 --> 00:13:45,576
-(carnival music continues)
-Fucking bitch!

258
00:13:45,659 --> 00:13:46,827
Fuck you!

259
00:13:48,370 --> 00:13:50,080
-(loud slap)
-Oh fuck.

260
00:13:50,163 --> 00:13:52,082
Audience: Ooh!

261
00:13:52,165 --> 00:13:54,960
(applause)

262
00:13:55,043 --> 00:13:56,837
♪ ♪

263
00:13:56,920 --> 00:13:59,923
(indistinct shouting)

264
00:14:00,007 --> 00:14:03,427
(music continues)

265
00:14:03,510 --> 00:14:06,096
Kat: No, no! Stop! Stop!
Stop this! Stop, stop...

266
00:14:06,179 --> 00:14:09,474
(music crescendos, ends)

267
00:14:09,558 --> 00:14:12,269
Kat: Maddy!
No, no, no, no, no, no!
No, no, no!

268
00:14:12,352 --> 00:14:13,812
Maddy! No!

269
00:14:13,895 --> 00:14:16,481
(all shouting, screaming)

270
00:14:16,565 --> 00:14:19,109
Beat her fuckin' ass, Maddy!
She fuckin' deserves that shit!

271
00:14:19,192 --> 00:14:21,570
She fucked your boyfriend!

272
00:14:21,653 --> 00:14:24,072
It's all make-believe.
This is all scripted.

273
00:14:24,156 --> 00:14:26,908
Can you believe this?
My baby's a genius.

274
00:14:26,992 --> 00:14:29,536
-(applause, cheers)
-Close the curtain!

275
00:14:29,620 --> 00:14:31,413
Close the fucking curtain!

276
00:14:31,496 --> 00:14:32,873
Now!

277
00:14:32,956 --> 00:14:35,167
(applause)

278
00:14:39,546 --> 00:14:42,674
(light piano playing)

279
00:14:42,758 --> 00:14:45,052
(play continues, inaudible)

280
00:14:48,930 --> 00:14:51,141
Rue:
A few days earlier,

281
00:14:51,224 --> 00:14:52,893
I stopped by Elliot's.

282
00:14:54,436 --> 00:14:55,437
(knocking)

283
00:14:55,520 --> 00:14:58,357
Elliot:
Yo... Hey.

284
00:14:58,440 --> 00:15:02,694
-What's goin' on?
-Ah, nothin' much.
I was just, uh...

285
00:15:02,778 --> 00:15:04,321
walkin' around
the neighborhood.

286
00:15:04,404 --> 00:15:06,114
Thought I'd stop by
and come tell ya

287
00:15:06,198 --> 00:15:09,159
to go fuck yourself
for bein' a snitch.

288
00:15:09,242 --> 00:15:10,702
(chuckles)

289
00:15:12,496 --> 00:15:13,497
Rue: Uh...

290
00:15:15,540 --> 00:15:16,708
uh...

291
00:15:18,126 --> 00:15:20,379
I know, but for real,
man, I, um...

292
00:15:23,340 --> 00:15:26,051
I think you might've
accidentally saved my life.

293
00:15:30,555 --> 00:15:33,016
So, uh, you know,
whatever happened...

294
00:15:34,518 --> 00:15:37,479
however it happened,
you know, however...

295
00:15:37,562 --> 00:15:42,567
it got to be...
whatever it is, uh...

296
00:15:42,651 --> 00:15:44,069
thank God it did.

297
00:15:47,781 --> 00:15:51,368
'Cause I wouldn't be here
to tell you that I forgive you.

298
00:15:51,451 --> 00:15:53,120
And that feels...

299
00:15:53,203 --> 00:15:56,164
that feels really,
really nice because, uh,

300
00:15:56,248 --> 00:15:58,917
I have a lot of
"I'm sorry's" to do.

301
00:16:01,128 --> 00:16:03,338
But not a lot
of "I forgive you's."

302
00:16:04,339 --> 00:16:05,674
So...

303
00:16:07,926 --> 00:16:09,386
thank you for that.

304
00:16:13,807 --> 00:16:15,684
So, you're not doin' anything?

305
00:16:18,437 --> 00:16:19,730
Nah, you?

306
00:16:21,606 --> 00:16:22,691
Yeah.

307
00:16:24,359 --> 00:16:27,654
-Don't worry.
I'm not gonna tell anyone.
-Thank you. Yeah.

308
00:16:31,032 --> 00:16:32,826
You talk to Jules?

309
00:16:36,788 --> 00:16:39,916
-No, you?
-Not really.

310
00:16:43,754 --> 00:16:46,631
Yeah, that one's gonna
take me a little bit longer.

311
00:16:47,507 --> 00:16:48,759
Elliot: I get that.

312
00:16:55,015 --> 00:16:57,851
-(strums guitar)
-Can I play you something?

313
00:16:59,770 --> 00:17:01,730
Uh, yeah, sure.
Go ahead.

314
00:17:09,613 --> 00:17:10,697
Okay.

315
00:17:13,116 --> 00:17:16,119
♪ I've got no place ♪

316
00:17:16,203 --> 00:17:21,416
♪ Buildin' you a rocket
up to outer space ♪

317
00:17:23,376 --> 00:17:26,421
♪ I watch you fade ♪

318
00:17:26,505 --> 00:17:31,718
♪ Keepin' the lights on
in this forsaken place ♪

319
00:17:31,802 --> 00:17:34,554
♪ Little star ♪

320
00:17:37,057 --> 00:17:41,895
♪ Feels like you fell
right on my head ♪

321
00:17:41,978 --> 00:17:46,983
♪ Gave you away to the wind ♪

322
00:17:47,067 --> 00:17:51,279
♪ I hope it was
worth it in the end ♪

323
00:17:52,239 --> 00:17:57,077
♪ You and my guitar ♪

324
00:17:57,160 --> 00:18:02,290
♪ I think you may be
my only friend ♪

325
00:18:02,374 --> 00:18:07,420
♪ I gave it all
to see you shine again ♪

326
00:18:07,504 --> 00:18:12,759
♪ I hope it was
worth it in the end ♪

327
00:18:14,511 --> 00:18:17,597
♪ Us against the world ♪

328
00:18:17,681 --> 00:18:22,936
♪ Just a couple sinners
makin' fun of hell ♪

329
00:18:24,688 --> 00:18:27,899
♪ If I keep you here ♪

330
00:18:27,983 --> 00:18:33,071
♪ I'll only be doing it
for myself ♪

331
00:18:33,154 --> 00:18:35,907
♪ Little star ♪

332
00:18:38,034 --> 00:18:43,248
♪ Feels like you fell
right on my head ♪

333
00:18:43,331 --> 00:18:48,295
♪ Gave you away to the wind ♪

334
00:18:48,378 --> 00:18:52,591
♪ I hope it was
worth it in the end ♪

335
00:18:53,508 --> 00:18:56,845
♪ Yeah, I hope so ♪

336
00:18:58,555 --> 00:19:03,727
♪ Think you may be
my only friend ♪

337
00:19:03,810 --> 00:19:08,732
♪ I gave it all
to see you shine again ♪

338
00:19:08,815 --> 00:19:14,404
♪ I hope it was
worth it in the end ♪

339
00:19:14,487 --> 00:19:19,242
♪ I know this thing is broken ♪

340
00:19:19,326 --> 00:19:24,497
♪ So I leave
my door wide open ♪

341
00:19:24,581 --> 00:19:29,711
♪ Been some time
since we've spoken ♪

342
00:19:29,794 --> 00:19:34,716
♪ One day we'll meet again ♪

343
00:19:34,799 --> 00:19:39,804
♪ Some distance
when you're older ♪

344
00:19:39,888 --> 00:19:45,018
♪ You'll come laying
on my shoulder ♪

345
00:19:45,101 --> 00:19:50,148
♪ Tell me that storm is over ♪

346
00:19:50,231 --> 00:19:54,319
♪ That day we meet again ♪

347
00:19:58,365 --> 00:20:03,495
♪ Feels like you fell
right on my head ♪

348
00:20:03,578 --> 00:20:08,625
♪ Gave you away to the wind ♪

349
00:20:08,708 --> 00:20:13,838
♪ I hope it was
worth it in the end ♪

350
00:20:13,922 --> 00:20:17,092
♪ You and my guitar ♪

351
00:20:18,843 --> 00:20:24,015
♪ I think you may be
my only friend ♪

352
00:20:24,099 --> 00:20:29,145
♪ I gave you away, mm-mm-mm ♪

353
00:20:29,229 --> 00:20:33,817
♪ I hope it was
worth it in the end ♪

354
00:20:33,900 --> 00:20:35,860
I'm still workin' on it.

355
00:20:36,653 --> 00:20:37,988
(soft chuckle)

356
00:20:40,323 --> 00:20:41,408
I like it.

357
00:20:44,744 --> 00:20:48,415
(sighs)
Um... truth or dare?

358
00:20:48,999 --> 00:20:50,208
(scoffs)

359
00:20:52,252 --> 00:20:53,712
Truth.

360
00:20:56,923 --> 00:20:59,175
Do you think we can
still be friends?

361
00:21:02,595 --> 00:21:05,557
You know you're the one
who said we weren't
any good for each other.

362
00:21:07,142 --> 00:21:09,310
Elliot:
I still think that.

363
00:21:11,730 --> 00:21:14,691
(light piano playing)

364
00:21:14,774 --> 00:21:16,860
♪ ♪

365
00:21:23,742 --> 00:21:25,827
(play continues, inaudible)

366
00:21:44,512 --> 00:21:47,682
Yeah...
I, I found her.

367
00:21:51,352 --> 00:21:55,190
I'm telling everyone
that that was a part
of the play.

368
00:21:58,943 --> 00:22:03,198
It's the only thing
I've ever done
and it's a disaster.

369
00:22:03,281 --> 00:22:04,574
It could be worse.

370
00:22:06,242 --> 00:22:07,327
How?

371
00:22:08,161 --> 00:22:11,289
It could be boring.

372
00:22:11,372 --> 00:22:12,707
Lexi:
That's true.

373
00:22:13,750 --> 00:22:16,002
I mean, how many shows

374
00:22:16,086 --> 00:22:18,254
in the history
of East Highland High

375
00:22:18,338 --> 00:22:19,839
has started a riot?

376
00:22:19,923 --> 00:22:21,216
(soft chuckle)

377
00:22:22,217 --> 00:22:26,054
It's not even over yet.
(laughing)

378
00:22:26,137 --> 00:22:28,765
Art should be dangerous.

379
00:22:31,392 --> 00:22:33,269
The show goes on.

380
00:22:38,775 --> 00:22:42,153
(jazzy piano playing)

381
00:22:42,237 --> 00:22:44,322
♪ ♪

382
00:22:54,666 --> 00:22:56,751
♪ ♪

383
00:23:06,928 --> 00:23:08,513
(inaudible)

384
00:23:08,596 --> 00:23:10,682
♪ ♪

385
00:23:12,642 --> 00:23:16,354
(jazz choir vocalizing)

386
00:23:16,437 --> 00:23:18,565
(inaudible)

387
00:23:19,774 --> 00:23:21,860
♪ ♪

388
00:23:24,737 --> 00:23:27,323
(chants):
Lexi, Lexi, Lexi!

389
00:23:27,407 --> 00:23:30,285
All (chanting):
Lexi, Lexi, Lexi!

390
00:23:35,206 --> 00:23:37,417
Lexi, Lexi, Lexi!

391
00:23:41,921 --> 00:23:44,424
(muffled chanting)

392
00:23:44,507 --> 00:23:46,217
(audience cheering)

393
00:23:46,301 --> 00:23:49,095
♪ ♪

394
00:23:58,479 --> 00:24:00,565
(cheering continues)

395
00:24:05,570 --> 00:24:09,282
Hallie... dust yourself off...

396
00:24:09,365 --> 00:24:11,618
and get back on that pony.

397
00:24:11,701 --> 00:24:12,911
Giddy up.

398
00:24:14,287 --> 00:24:16,414
Let's fuckin' do this.

399
00:24:20,752 --> 00:24:22,921
(cheering and applause)

400
00:24:27,926 --> 00:24:30,053
Um, as you may have noticed,

401
00:24:30,136 --> 00:24:33,348
we're experiencing some
technical difficulties.

402
00:24:33,431 --> 00:24:34,224
(audience laughs)

403
00:24:34,307 --> 00:24:35,725
Um, but seriously,

404
00:24:35,808 --> 00:24:38,228
I think we're gonna
need a few minutes.

405
00:24:38,311 --> 00:24:39,938
Um...

406
00:24:40,021 --> 00:24:43,358
I just wanted
to thank you all
for being here.

407
00:24:43,441 --> 00:24:47,111
I didn't know
any of that was
gonna happen, uh...

408
00:24:47,195 --> 00:24:48,571
A little bit ago,

409
00:24:48,655 --> 00:24:53,409
I was talking to a friend
about this play,

410
00:24:53,493 --> 00:24:55,620
and I asked him...

411
00:24:56,621 --> 00:24:59,290
"What if I upset people?"

412
00:24:59,374 --> 00:25:01,125
And he said to me,

413
00:25:01,209 --> 00:25:04,754
"Sometimes, people need
to get their feelings hurt."

414
00:25:07,632 --> 00:25:08,800
Um...

415
00:25:08,883 --> 00:25:12,679
so even though he couldn't
be here with us tonight...

416
00:25:12,762 --> 00:25:14,514
this one's for you.

417
00:25:15,807 --> 00:25:18,184
(cheering and applause)

418
00:25:20,436 --> 00:25:22,355
(tense music playing)

419
00:25:22,438 --> 00:25:24,023
(Ashtray panting)

420
00:25:33,032 --> 00:25:35,285
-(grunts)
-Fezco: I'm sorry, bruh,

421
00:25:35,368 --> 00:25:38,454
but we have to make it
look like you ain't do this.

422
00:25:38,538 --> 00:25:43,418
Just get out, man.
The cops are gon' kick down
that door any second, bro.

423
00:25:43,501 --> 00:25:46,546
Even if they know that
you did this, bruh...

424
00:25:46,629 --> 00:25:49,424
I'm still gonna
go down longer.

425
00:25:49,507 --> 00:25:51,134
-(quietly): No.
-Come here, bruh.

426
00:25:53,094 --> 00:25:54,429
Listen to me.

427
00:25:55,388 --> 00:25:56,931
Just go out there and surrender.

428
00:25:57,015 --> 00:25:59,434
It's all on me, bruh.
You hear me?

429
00:25:59,517 --> 00:26:01,185
-No.
-They gon' come in here.

430
00:26:01,269 --> 00:26:04,397
They gon' find me
with the knife in my hand.

431
00:26:04,480 --> 00:26:06,816
Tell 'em you had nothin'
to do with this shit.

432
00:26:06,899 --> 00:26:10,028
Listen to me.
I did this shit!

433
00:26:10,111 --> 00:26:11,988
I killed this muthafucker.

434
00:26:12,071 --> 00:26:14,490
You hearin' me?
Not you.

435
00:26:14,574 --> 00:26:15,867
Mm-mm. No.

436
00:26:15,950 --> 00:26:19,662
C'mon, now go wash
your fucking hands.

437
00:26:19,746 --> 00:26:21,289
I love you, brother.

438
00:26:25,209 --> 00:26:27,337
(tense music playing)

439
00:26:46,814 --> 00:26:48,858
♪ ♪

440
00:27:07,627 --> 00:27:09,962
(soft static)

441
00:27:11,964 --> 00:27:14,133
(door creaking, metal scraping)

442
00:27:16,219 --> 00:27:17,678
(police radio chatter)

443
00:27:23,851 --> 00:27:25,603
(clattering)

444
00:27:30,983 --> 00:27:35,655
Ash, stop playin'!
I need you to walk out this
fuckin' door right now, bruh!

445
00:27:35,738 --> 00:27:38,199
Ash, we not doin'
this shit, man!

446
00:27:38,282 --> 00:27:40,743
How you think this
gonna end, bruh?!

447
00:27:40,827 --> 00:27:42,537
You trying to die?

448
00:27:45,331 --> 00:27:47,458
♪ ♪

449
00:27:48,334 --> 00:27:50,086
(door creaking)

450
00:27:54,841 --> 00:27:56,801
Give me the gun, bruh.

451
00:28:00,263 --> 00:28:02,640
Ash...

452
00:28:02,723 --> 00:28:05,351
I'm not finna let
nothin' happen to you.
Now, give me the gun.

453
00:28:05,435 --> 00:28:07,353
Come on, bro.

454
00:28:08,896 --> 00:28:09,981
(shuddering breaths)

455
00:28:10,064 --> 00:28:12,233
Fezco:
I'm not fuckin' askin', bro.

456
00:28:13,985 --> 00:28:16,112
Come on, bro, please.

457
00:28:18,448 --> 00:28:20,533
♪ ♪

458
00:28:21,409 --> 00:28:23,619
(clattering, squeaking)

459
00:28:23,703 --> 00:28:25,371
(drill whirring)

460
00:28:27,331 --> 00:28:29,333
(clanking)

461
00:28:29,417 --> 00:28:30,626
(metal bangs)

462
00:28:32,420 --> 00:28:34,213
(banging)

463
00:28:37,842 --> 00:28:39,802
(accelerating)

464
00:28:45,391 --> 00:28:46,601
Fuck!

465
00:28:54,400 --> 00:28:57,695
Ash!
Ash, open the fucking
door right now!

466
00:29:00,364 --> 00:29:01,741
I'm not playin' with you!

467
00:29:01,824 --> 00:29:03,159
-(banging on door)
-Ash!

468
00:29:03,242 --> 00:29:05,077
Open the fucking door!

469
00:29:08,915 --> 00:29:10,666
(Fezco yelling)

470
00:29:10,750 --> 00:29:12,793
(drill whirring)

471
00:29:15,880 --> 00:29:18,132
♪ ♪

472
00:29:25,181 --> 00:29:26,599
(car door chiming)

473
00:29:27,642 --> 00:29:28,726
(shuts car door)

474
00:29:41,906 --> 00:29:43,950
-(indistinct chatter)
-(music plays)

475
00:29:44,033 --> 00:29:45,785
(people laughing)

476
00:29:48,871 --> 00:29:50,540
Wrong. I know.

477
00:29:50,623 --> 00:29:53,209
Cal's Friend:
Enough with the dirty dad joke.

478
00:29:53,292 --> 00:29:54,669
Who is that?

479
00:29:56,504 --> 00:29:58,214
You know him?

480
00:29:58,297 --> 00:30:01,467
("I Can't Get You
Out of My Head"
playing on radio)

481
00:30:04,595 --> 00:30:06,973
You're not even gonna
give me a hug, Dad?

482
00:30:07,056 --> 00:30:10,643
♪ La-la-la-la-la-la-la-la ♪

483
00:30:10,726 --> 00:30:12,812
♪ ♪

484
00:30:15,648 --> 00:30:17,149
That's your son?

485
00:30:18,651 --> 00:30:23,531
♪ Just to be there
in your arms ♪

486
00:30:23,614 --> 00:30:24,657
Yep.

487
00:30:25,825 --> 00:30:27,618
Got all the best
parts of him.

488
00:30:28,578 --> 00:30:30,454
Think I know
what part that is.

489
00:30:30,538 --> 00:30:32,665
(all laughing)

490
00:30:40,089 --> 00:30:42,717
You know what I think
we have in common?

491
00:30:47,221 --> 00:30:49,849
When we both get off
on hurting other people.

492
00:30:50,641 --> 00:30:52,101
What do ya think?

493
00:30:55,646 --> 00:30:58,524
-You wanna talk
about this upstairs?
-Nate: No.

494
00:31:10,411 --> 00:31:11,871
(knocks on table)

495
00:31:14,206 --> 00:31:17,001
So, you, uh,
livin' here now?

496
00:31:18,961 --> 00:31:20,796
Uh, or the moment, yeah.

497
00:31:24,675 --> 00:31:25,926
Ya happy?

498
00:31:28,512 --> 00:31:29,889
I'm figuring it out.

499
00:31:29,972 --> 00:31:31,515
(can opens)

500
00:31:34,560 --> 00:31:35,728
Sorry.

501
00:31:36,771 --> 00:31:38,898
(friends chuckling)

502
00:31:47,740 --> 00:31:50,826
-Are you happier?
-Cal: Why don't we go
talk about this upstairs?

503
00:31:50,910 --> 00:31:53,287
-It's a simple question.
-Yes...

504
00:31:54,997 --> 00:31:56,290
In some ways.

505
00:31:58,668 --> 00:32:02,088
-That's not fair.
-Cal: I know.

506
00:32:02,171 --> 00:32:04,799
You don't get
to ruin our lives.

507
00:32:04,882 --> 00:32:08,135
And then, just... move on
and get to be happier.

508
00:32:09,637 --> 00:32:11,806
I've made a lot of mistakes.

509
00:32:14,809 --> 00:32:16,310
When I was...

510
00:32:19,313 --> 00:32:21,023
eleven years old...

511
00:32:22,650 --> 00:32:27,196
I found these videos of my dad
fucking hookers in a motel room.

512
00:32:30,783 --> 00:32:32,118
You know, for the longest time,

513
00:32:32,201 --> 00:32:35,454
I had this recurring nightmare,
just over and over...

514
00:32:36,956 --> 00:32:40,459
and in it, he was fuckin' me
the way that he fucked them.

515
00:32:46,507 --> 00:32:49,427
Did I ever tell you
about that, Dad?

516
00:32:49,510 --> 00:32:53,931
I think it's time that...
uh, that everybody go.

517
00:32:54,014 --> 00:32:58,310
-Um, um, I need
to talk to my son.
-Oh god.

518
00:33:02,231 --> 00:33:04,108
(whispers):
Good luck.

519
00:33:04,191 --> 00:33:06,277
-Bye.
-See ya, buddy.

520
00:33:11,490 --> 00:33:14,660
I spent my whole life
tryin' to protect you.

521
00:33:14,744 --> 00:33:18,038
And instead of loving me,
you fuckin' hated me for it.

522
00:33:21,000 --> 00:33:24,086
I'm not proud
of the person I've been.

523
00:33:24,170 --> 00:33:26,422
I know that
I've hurt you.

524
00:33:28,340 --> 00:33:29,717
I don't wanna hear it.

525
00:33:29,800 --> 00:33:31,969
Cal:
I tried to keep it separate.

526
00:33:32,052 --> 00:33:33,512
I failed.

527
00:33:39,226 --> 00:33:40,978
I fucked up, Nate...

528
00:33:43,898 --> 00:33:45,399
but I love you.

529
00:33:47,026 --> 00:33:48,527
I love you.

530
00:33:49,528 --> 00:33:50,905
And I should've
protected you,

531
00:33:50,988 --> 00:33:53,616
I should've
kept you safe,
and I didn't.

532
00:33:54,283 --> 00:33:55,826
I didn't.

533
00:33:58,287 --> 00:34:00,706
And there's nothing
I regret more.

534
00:34:07,379 --> 00:34:09,507
I don't want your apology.

535
00:34:15,429 --> 00:34:17,556
I just want revenge.

536
00:34:18,641 --> 00:34:20,309
What does that mean?

537
00:34:31,779 --> 00:34:33,531
What is that?

538
00:34:39,829 --> 00:34:41,413
It's everything.

539
00:34:45,042 --> 00:34:46,460
Everything.

540
00:34:49,505 --> 00:34:51,632
(car pulls up)

541
00:34:53,300 --> 00:34:54,552
Nate...

542
00:34:55,636 --> 00:34:57,054
(car door opens)

543
00:34:57,972 --> 00:34:59,306
don't do this.

544
00:34:59,390 --> 00:35:00,391
(car door closes)

545
00:35:00,474 --> 00:35:01,809
Nate, look at me.

546
00:35:02,977 --> 00:35:04,937
Do not do this.

547
00:35:06,897 --> 00:35:07,940
Nate, don't do this.

548
00:35:08,023 --> 00:35:09,525
I'm, I'm,
I'm begging you.

549
00:35:09,608 --> 00:35:12,027
-Don't do this.
-You are...

550
00:35:12,111 --> 00:35:13,571
who you are.

551
00:35:16,282 --> 00:35:18,492
I don't think you're
ever gonna change.

552
00:35:37,011 --> 00:35:39,805
Chief Greenwood?
He's in here.

553
00:35:43,350 --> 00:35:45,352
Thanks, Nate.
Appreciate it.

554
00:36:01,243 --> 00:36:03,162
Cal, you're under arrest.

555
00:36:03,245 --> 00:36:05,706
Put your hands
behind your head.

556
00:36:05,789 --> 00:36:07,041
Both of 'em.

557
00:36:10,085 --> 00:36:12,046
(handcuffs clicking)

558
00:36:16,342 --> 00:36:18,010
(handcuffs tightening)

559
00:36:27,770 --> 00:36:29,855
(loud bang)

560
00:36:29,939 --> 00:36:31,774
(gas hissing)

561
00:36:31,857 --> 00:36:33,776
Officer:
Hands up!

562
00:36:33,859 --> 00:36:35,986
(officers shouting, muffled)

563
00:36:38,030 --> 00:36:41,325
-(banging on door)
-Fezco: Ash!

564
00:36:41,408 --> 00:36:43,911
(officers shouting)

565
00:36:43,994 --> 00:36:45,913
Hands in the air!

566
00:36:45,996 --> 00:36:48,165
Hands in the air!

567
00:36:49,375 --> 00:36:51,835
Fezco (shouting):
Don't do this shit!

568
00:36:51,919 --> 00:36:53,462
Officer: Hands up!

569
00:36:54,546 --> 00:36:56,423
Hands up!

570
00:36:56,507 --> 00:36:57,967
On the ground!

571
00:36:58,050 --> 00:36:59,259
Officer:
Open door right!

572
00:36:59,343 --> 00:37:01,679
(officers shouting)

573
00:37:01,762 --> 00:37:03,597
Officer: Get 'em up!

574
00:37:07,935 --> 00:37:09,979
Come on! Come out!

575
00:37:10,062 --> 00:37:11,563
Ash!

576
00:37:11,647 --> 00:37:13,524
Ash, open the door!

577
00:37:13,607 --> 00:37:16,527
-Don't move!
-Drop the knife now!

578
00:37:16,610 --> 00:37:19,488
Fezco:
Don't shoot, don't shoot!
There's a kid in there!

579
00:37:19,571 --> 00:37:21,282
Don't shoot! Don't shoot!
Don't shoot!

580
00:37:21,365 --> 00:37:24,076
-There's a kid in here!
There's a kid in here!
-Drop the knife now!

581
00:37:24,159 --> 00:37:25,411
Please, don't shoot!

582
00:37:25,494 --> 00:37:27,454
Ash, come outta there!

583
00:37:27,538 --> 00:37:28,789
Officer: Drop your knife!

584
00:37:28,872 --> 00:37:31,125
Move slowly!
There's a kid in here!

585
00:37:31,208 --> 00:37:32,501
Please, don't shoot!

586
00:37:32,584 --> 00:37:34,962
-Please, Ash, come out!
-Move back to my voice!

587
00:37:35,045 --> 00:37:36,422
-Keep backing out!
-Ash!

588
00:37:36,505 --> 00:37:38,173
Come out, man!

589
00:37:38,257 --> 00:37:40,217
(muffled shouting)

590
00:37:40,300 --> 00:37:42,177
Fezco:
There's a fuckin' kid
up in there!

591
00:37:42,261 --> 00:37:44,138
(shouting)

592
00:37:44,221 --> 00:37:45,264
(bang)

593
00:37:45,347 --> 00:37:47,599
(rapid gunfire)

594
00:37:47,683 --> 00:37:48,809
Aaaah!

595
00:37:53,689 --> 00:37:56,191
(screaming):
Ash!

596
00:37:56,275 --> 00:37:58,569
(rapid gunfire)

597
00:38:04,575 --> 00:38:06,535
(screaming):
Ash!

598
00:38:10,622 --> 00:38:12,166
(groans)

599
00:38:16,503 --> 00:38:17,588
Don't shoot!

600
00:38:17,671 --> 00:38:21,508
Ash, come on!
Get outta there!

601
00:38:22,551 --> 00:38:25,763
(tense music playing)

602
00:38:28,682 --> 00:38:33,270
Please! Ash, come on, please!

603
00:38:33,353 --> 00:38:36,482
Don't shoot him!
It's a fucking kid!

604
00:38:37,483 --> 00:38:41,403
Don't shoot! Don't shoot! Ash!

605
00:38:42,488 --> 00:38:45,324
(rapid gunfire)

606
00:38:55,167 --> 00:38:58,420
♪ ♪

607
00:38:58,504 --> 00:39:01,173
Ash!

608
00:39:01,256 --> 00:39:03,092
(gunfire continues)

609
00:39:16,897 --> 00:39:18,065
Ash!

610
00:39:21,735 --> 00:39:23,237
Ash!

611
00:39:24,947 --> 00:39:27,491
Ash! Ash!

612
00:39:28,951 --> 00:39:30,202
Answer me!

613
00:39:30,285 --> 00:39:32,412
(glass crunching)

614
00:39:33,705 --> 00:39:36,583
(coughing)
Ash!

615
00:39:46,176 --> 00:39:47,427
Shh.

616
00:39:50,013 --> 00:39:52,975
(tense, percussive music)

617
00:40:02,651 --> 00:40:04,319
(door creaking)

618
00:40:07,239 --> 00:40:08,490
He's down!

619
00:40:13,787 --> 00:40:14,872
(cocks gun)

620
00:40:22,379 --> 00:40:24,506
(breathing heavy)

621
00:40:35,976 --> 00:40:38,812
♪ ♪

622
00:40:43,859 --> 00:40:45,694
(gunshot, body thuds)

623
00:40:54,786 --> 00:40:57,039
Rue:
I was in the hall
when you died.

624
00:40:58,916 --> 00:41:03,420
You let out a loud cry
like you didn't know
what was gonna happen...

625
00:41:04,338 --> 00:41:06,381
and then,
it was silent.

626
00:41:08,675 --> 00:41:12,888
My... my first
thought was...

627
00:41:12,971 --> 00:41:15,098
"This feels
like a movie."

628
00:41:17,434 --> 00:41:19,061
I know a lot of people
feel that way when

629
00:41:19,144 --> 00:41:21,313
traumatic things
happen to them.

630
00:41:24,274 --> 00:41:27,069
Uh, at least,
I, I hear that a lot.

631
00:41:28,362 --> 00:41:30,405
It didn't feel real.

632
00:41:34,743 --> 00:41:36,703
It felt like a movie.

633
00:41:38,664 --> 00:41:40,457
Uh, and this is it.
This is...

634
00:41:40,541 --> 00:41:43,835
This is the part where
the character never recovers.

635
00:41:47,881 --> 00:41:51,093
The part where...
life takes them down.

636
00:41:52,427 --> 00:41:53,887
This is the s--

637
00:41:56,098 --> 00:41:58,600
This is the scene
that scars her forever.

638
00:41:58,684 --> 00:42:00,811
(classical piano playing)

639
00:42:02,271 --> 00:42:03,814
(door opens)

640
00:42:06,650 --> 00:42:08,068
Suze: Lexi.

641
00:42:08,151 --> 00:42:10,862
-Get dressed. It's your dad.
-Lexi: What?

642
00:42:15,951 --> 00:42:18,036
♪ ♪

643
00:42:23,792 --> 00:42:26,211
(music intensifies)

644
00:42:31,300 --> 00:42:33,385
♪ ♪

645
00:42:53,238 --> 00:42:55,324
♪ ♪

646
00:43:06,084 --> 00:43:07,502
(inaudible)

647
00:43:11,840 --> 00:43:14,843
♪ ♪

648
00:43:30,942 --> 00:43:33,028
♪ ♪

649
00:43:42,913 --> 00:43:46,041
Feel like your whole life
you've been forced
to take care of everyone.

650
00:43:50,379 --> 00:43:52,756
(music crescendos)

651
00:43:54,383 --> 00:43:56,259
(music ends)

652
00:44:00,430 --> 00:44:02,182
(audience member coughs)

653
00:44:03,767 --> 00:44:06,103
(somber music playing)

654
00:44:13,276 --> 00:44:15,612
I, uh--
(clears throat)

655
00:44:16,363 --> 00:44:18,615
I watched you die...

656
00:44:18,698 --> 00:44:22,494
and all I could think about
was how none of it felt real.

657
00:44:26,498 --> 00:44:29,042
The lights,
the heavy boots
of the EMTs

658
00:44:29,126 --> 00:44:32,212
and their respectful,
quiet voices...

659
00:44:34,131 --> 00:44:36,091
"Let's lift him on three."

660
00:44:39,052 --> 00:44:40,762
It was so quiet.

661
00:44:43,890 --> 00:44:45,016
(Rue exhales)

662
00:44:46,059 --> 00:44:47,269
I was numb.

663
00:44:47,894 --> 00:44:49,813
I didn't care.

664
00:44:49,896 --> 00:44:53,859
I wasn't feeling life
in the way it was meant
to be felt because...

665
00:44:55,485 --> 00:44:58,613
I wasn't present.
I wasn't actually there.

666
00:44:58,697 --> 00:45:00,532
I was just watching it.

667
00:45:06,121 --> 00:45:08,039
But that's not true.
(sniffles)

668
00:45:10,375 --> 00:45:12,836
(crying) I do care.

669
00:45:16,465 --> 00:45:17,883
And what if...

670
00:45:20,927 --> 00:45:23,847
what if... the reason
it felt like a movie

671
00:45:23,930 --> 00:45:27,309
was because I wanted
to believe that losing you...

672
00:45:28,393 --> 00:45:30,729
is a part of a larger story.

673
00:45:32,939 --> 00:45:34,733
One that maybe I could...

674
00:45:35,901 --> 00:45:37,819
maybe I could still shape.

675
00:45:40,447 --> 00:45:41,948
(Rue sobbing)

676
00:45:45,327 --> 00:45:50,832
I... I remember
a couple of days before
you passed away.

677
00:45:52,417 --> 00:45:53,752
You told me...

678
00:45:55,045 --> 00:45:57,380
that if I ever wanted
to be with you...

679
00:45:59,382 --> 00:46:01,885
all I would have to do
is close my eyes...

680
00:46:03,303 --> 00:46:05,347
and we'd be together.

681
00:46:06,431 --> 00:46:07,557
(crying)

682
00:46:12,395 --> 00:46:13,688
You said that...

683
00:46:14,898 --> 00:46:17,692
memories exist
outside of time...

684
00:46:18,902 --> 00:46:21,363
and have no
beginning or end.

685
00:46:23,782 --> 00:46:26,868
You said as long as I live...

686
00:46:26,952 --> 00:46:29,079
you'll be with me forever.

687
00:46:32,374 --> 00:46:33,416
(sniffles)

688
00:46:34,292 --> 00:46:36,044
I miss you, Dad.

689
00:46:39,005 --> 00:46:41,174
I miss you until
I close my eyes.

690
00:46:43,510 --> 00:46:44,803
That's it.

691
00:46:44,886 --> 00:46:46,638
(paper rustling)

692
00:46:46,721 --> 00:46:48,265
Thank you.

693
00:46:51,726 --> 00:46:53,812
♪ ♪

694
00:47:10,328 --> 00:47:12,831
(line ringing)

695
00:47:14,207 --> 00:47:15,458
Lexi (on phone):
Hey.

696
00:47:16,126 --> 00:47:17,502
Hey.

697
00:47:18,336 --> 00:47:19,504
Um...

698
00:47:21,464 --> 00:47:24,426
I, I just, I just wanted
to tell you that I...

699
00:47:25,802 --> 00:47:28,430
I thought your play
was really beautiful.

700
00:47:31,266 --> 00:47:33,310
You might be the only
one who thinks that.

701
00:47:33,393 --> 00:47:36,271
(Rue chuckles):
Yeah, well, could you
imagine if I, like,

702
00:47:36,354 --> 00:47:38,481
hated it and Cassie loved it?

703
00:47:38,565 --> 00:47:40,275
(both laughing)

704
00:47:42,235 --> 00:47:44,237
Um, but what are
you doing today?

705
00:47:44,321 --> 00:47:45,822
Um, I was--

706
00:47:48,074 --> 00:47:50,285
Yeah, just laying in bed.

707
00:47:50,368 --> 00:47:52,287
(laughs)

708
00:47:52,370 --> 00:47:56,416
Cool, well, um, can I...
maybe, like, come over?

709
00:47:57,918 --> 00:47:58,960
Yeah.

710
00:47:59,753 --> 00:48:00,837
Totally.

711
00:48:00,920 --> 00:48:03,632
Okay cool.
I'll... see you later then.

712
00:48:03,715 --> 00:48:05,467
-Okay.
-Okay, bye.

713
00:48:13,850 --> 00:48:16,353
(melancholy music playing)

714
00:48:16,436 --> 00:48:18,563
(indistinct chatter)

715
00:48:38,208 --> 00:48:40,126
♪ ♪

716
00:48:57,268 --> 00:49:00,563
I feel like all
the kids in high school
are super crazy.

717
00:49:00,647 --> 00:49:02,357
It's literally
the same as eighth grade.

718
00:49:02,440 --> 00:49:05,026
People are just
way more dramatic.

719
00:49:05,110 --> 00:49:07,529
All the senior guys
are, like, nice.

720
00:49:08,363 --> 00:49:10,115
How are you
feeling?

721
00:49:11,950 --> 00:49:14,119
I don't know.
I'm okay.

722
00:49:14,202 --> 00:49:16,162
♪ ♪

723
00:49:24,754 --> 00:49:26,089
All right, all right.
I never see the five

724
00:49:26,172 --> 00:49:27,173
of you little
babies together,

725
00:49:27,257 --> 00:49:28,758
so we're gonna take
a photo, okay?

726
00:49:28,842 --> 00:49:30,593
-No, Mom, please
don't take a photo.
-All right, everyone come

727
00:49:30,677 --> 00:49:32,095
together like that.
Beautiful!

728
00:49:32,178 --> 00:49:33,972
-Mom, no one wants
to remember this moment.
-Oh, you little

729
00:49:34,055 --> 00:49:36,474
-sugar sweethearts.
-Please, stop, stop.

730
00:49:37,308 --> 00:49:39,436
(audience applauds)

731
00:49:46,151 --> 00:49:47,736
Rue:
I think your play
was the first time

732
00:49:47,819 --> 00:49:50,655
I was able to look at my life
and not hate myself...

733
00:49:52,490 --> 00:49:54,242
for everything I've done.

734
00:49:55,994 --> 00:49:57,328
What do you mean?

735
00:50:00,540 --> 00:50:03,710
I don't know.
I think I've been
through a lot.

736
00:50:05,336 --> 00:50:07,297
And I don't know
what to do with it.

737
00:50:09,549 --> 00:50:11,885
But you've been through a lot
and you know what to do with it.

738
00:50:11,968 --> 00:50:15,889
-I don't know about that.
-Lex, look what you made.

739
00:50:17,182 --> 00:50:19,768
I don't know how to do that.

740
00:50:25,857 --> 00:50:28,735
I don't know how to get
to where you are.

741
00:50:34,032 --> 00:50:37,368
But I just wanted you
to know that seeing it
meant the world to me.

742
00:50:41,289 --> 00:50:42,499
(soft chuckle)

743
00:50:55,094 --> 00:50:57,514
Do you think about
your dad often?

744
00:51:03,478 --> 00:51:04,479
Me too.

745
00:51:04,562 --> 00:51:06,189
Rue:
I feel like I had
so much to learn

746
00:51:06,272 --> 00:51:09,317
from him still,
you know?

747
00:51:09,400 --> 00:51:11,611
I also think I'm
really angry about it.

748
00:51:12,237 --> 00:51:13,822
Lexi: Yeah.

749
00:51:16,866 --> 00:51:20,078
Rue:
Do you ever...
get angry about it?

750
00:51:21,871 --> 00:51:24,791
It's a bit more
complicated than that.

751
00:51:24,874 --> 00:51:26,584
Rue:
What do you mean?

752
00:51:26,668 --> 00:51:28,461
I think, like...

753
00:51:28,545 --> 00:51:31,548
I was kind of relieved
when he stopped showing up.

754
00:51:31,631 --> 00:51:34,384
'Cause I was so worried
something bad was gonna happen.

755
00:51:39,764 --> 00:51:40,890
I get that.

756
00:51:42,809 --> 00:51:43,852
Lexi: Now...

757
00:51:43,935 --> 00:51:47,105
every time the phone rings,
it's like...

758
00:51:49,023 --> 00:51:50,149
You know?

759
00:52:01,077 --> 00:52:03,204
But you figured it out.

760
00:52:05,081 --> 00:52:06,833
You fuckin' figured it out.

761
00:52:12,046 --> 00:52:14,465
When my dad died,
everybody would
tell me that...

762
00:52:14,549 --> 00:52:16,384
he died
for a reason.

763
00:52:18,219 --> 00:52:21,764
Ah, that shit
used to piss me off.

764
00:52:21,848 --> 00:52:24,267
I would literally wanna
fucking strangle them.

765
00:52:27,729 --> 00:52:29,606
But...

766
00:52:29,689 --> 00:52:33,359
I think what they're
actually saying is that
you gotta give it a reason.

767
00:52:38,072 --> 00:52:40,283
You gotta give all
this shit a reason.

768
00:52:44,078 --> 00:52:47,457
Because I don't wanna
hold on to this forever.

769
00:52:50,376 --> 00:52:53,463
I can't, I can't
hold on to it forever.

770
00:52:57,592 --> 00:52:59,260
Just doesn't feel good.

771
00:53:01,387 --> 00:53:02,764
It's just--

772
00:53:02,847 --> 00:53:06,142
-I know other people are,
like, built different, but--
-Yeah.

773
00:53:08,978 --> 00:53:10,605
it's too much for me.

774
00:53:14,359 --> 00:53:17,070
-I'm sorry. I'm sorry.
-No.

775
00:53:17,153 --> 00:53:20,365
-No, sorry.
-I'm sorry. I didn't--

776
00:53:24,160 --> 00:53:25,411
Lexi...

777
00:53:26,913 --> 00:53:29,457
I promise you,
it's not all his fault.

778
00:53:35,713 --> 00:53:37,465
I don't know for certain...

779
00:53:41,094 --> 00:53:42,303
but I'm, uh...

780
00:53:44,806 --> 00:53:46,432
I'm pretty sure he
wakes up every day

781
00:53:46,516 --> 00:53:48,977
and he thinks,
"I'm gonna be better for her.

782
00:53:50,436 --> 00:53:52,397
I'm gonna be there for her."

783
00:53:59,153 --> 00:54:00,905
That's also the problem.

784
00:54:02,573 --> 00:54:04,826
Because he only wants
to be better for you.

785
00:54:09,205 --> 00:54:10,832
(inhales, exhales)

786
00:54:13,376 --> 00:54:16,921
Because I know that
he loves you a lot more
than he loves himself.

787
00:54:21,384 --> 00:54:22,885
Mm.

788
00:54:22,969 --> 00:54:25,680
Rue:
I don't know if that
made you feel better.

789
00:54:28,641 --> 00:54:29,892
Thank you.

790
00:54:41,446 --> 00:54:43,197
(Lexi crying)

791
00:54:44,824 --> 00:54:46,242
(softly): It's okay.

792
00:55:06,179 --> 00:55:07,847
I miss you.

793
00:55:10,808 --> 00:55:12,727
(curtain pulling)

794
00:55:16,898 --> 00:55:19,025
(applause, cheering)

795
00:55:27,200 --> 00:55:29,410
(cheering continues)

796
00:55:49,388 --> 00:55:51,933
-(cheering)
-(whistling)

797
00:55:54,227 --> 00:55:56,187
(cheering continues, muffled)

798
00:56:26,175 --> 00:56:28,094
Cassie:
Do you know what's funny?

799
00:56:30,680 --> 00:56:33,975
Nate broke up with me before
I even went on that stage.

800
00:56:37,770 --> 00:56:39,063
Don't worry.

801
00:56:40,189 --> 00:56:42,275
This is just the beginning.

802
00:57:10,303 --> 00:57:12,430
(indistinct chatter)

803
00:57:45,379 --> 00:57:46,923
Jules: Sorry.

804
00:57:47,006 --> 00:57:48,257
Sorry.

805
00:57:48,925 --> 00:57:50,301
Sorry.

806
00:57:50,927 --> 00:57:52,136
Hi!

807
00:57:56,349 --> 00:57:57,475
(sniffles)

808
00:58:00,895 --> 00:58:04,857
I know you're probably
still really angry at me...

809
00:58:06,317 --> 00:58:11,030
but I just wanted to tell
you that I love you.

810
00:58:13,741 --> 00:58:15,493
And I miss you.

811
00:58:16,369 --> 00:58:17,787
So much.

812
00:58:38,808 --> 00:58:40,309
(kisses)

813
00:58:53,030 --> 00:58:54,490
(door shuts)

814
00:58:59,495 --> 00:59:01,914
(melancholy music playing)

815
00:59:08,337 --> 00:59:11,215
Rue:
Jules was my first love.

816
00:59:11,299 --> 00:59:14,051
I'd like to
remember it that way.

817
00:59:14,135 --> 00:59:17,054
I don't know if that's
actually true, though.

818
00:59:17,138 --> 00:59:19,348
I think I was high
for too much of it.

819
00:59:20,599 --> 00:59:22,310
I know it wasn't easy for her.

820
00:59:22,393 --> 00:59:24,312
And I hope she forgives me.

821
00:59:29,233 --> 00:59:32,611
I stayed clean through
the rest of the school year.

822
00:59:32,695 --> 00:59:36,032
I wish I could say that
was a decision I made.

823
00:59:36,115 --> 00:59:38,659
In some ways,
it was just easier.

824
00:59:40,703 --> 00:59:43,414
I don't know if this feeling
will last forever...

825
00:59:45,333 --> 00:59:47,043
but I am trying.

826
00:59:52,548 --> 00:59:54,508
I remember Ali said,

827
00:59:54,592 --> 00:59:57,511
"The thought of maybe
being a good person,

828
00:59:57,595 --> 01:00:00,473
is what keeps me trying
to be a good person."

829
01:00:02,892 --> 01:00:05,186
Maybe there's
something to that.

830
01:00:06,729 --> 01:00:08,522
♪ Hey, Lord ♪

831
01:00:08,606 --> 01:00:12,151
♪ You know I'm trying ♪

832
01:00:13,486 --> 01:00:15,112
♪ Hey, Lord ♪

833
01:00:15,196 --> 01:00:18,824
♪ You know I'm trying ♪

834
01:00:20,451 --> 01:00:23,746
♪ It's all I got ♪

835
01:00:23,829 --> 01:00:27,291
♪ Is this enough ♪

836
01:00:27,375 --> 01:00:32,213
♪ Hey Lord,
I wanna stay ♪

837
01:00:33,798 --> 01:00:35,424
♪ Hey, Lord ♪

838
01:00:35,508 --> 01:00:39,595
♪ You know I'm fighting ♪

839
01:00:40,638 --> 01:00:42,348
♪ Hey, Lord ♪

840
01:00:42,431 --> 01:00:47,269
♪ You know I'll fight it ♪

841
01:00:47,353 --> 01:00:54,485
♪ I don't know when
or how today ♪

842
01:00:54,568 --> 01:00:59,198
♪ Hey, Lord,
I'm on my way ♪

843
01:01:01,283 --> 01:01:03,119
(music picks up tempo)

844
01:01:03,202 --> 01:01:06,247
(vocalizing)

845
01:01:28,144 --> 01:01:29,562
♪ Hey, Lord ♪

846
01:01:29,645 --> 01:01:33,023
♪ You know I'm trying ♪

847
01:01:34,483 --> 01:01:36,068
♪ Hey, Lord ♪

848
01:01:36,152 --> 01:01:39,989
♪ You know I'm trying ♪