1 00:01:33,928 --> 00:01:35,054 Here, baby. 2 00:01:39,642 --> 00:01:40,810 Rue? 3 00:01:42,103 --> 00:01:45,231 Baby, I need, I need you to drink this, okay? 4 00:01:45,314 --> 00:01:46,899 Come on, come on. 5 00:01:46,983 --> 00:01:50,278 -(Rue whimpers) -Let's just take a sip, baby, please. 6 00:02:11,716 --> 00:02:13,384 Leslie: Do you need help with that? 7 00:02:36,490 --> 00:02:37,617 Leslie: I got you. 8 00:02:37,700 --> 00:02:40,244 Rue: You know what I like about hospitals? 9 00:02:40,328 --> 00:02:42,872 -Leslie: We're almost there. Come on. -(Rue crying) 10 00:02:42,955 --> 00:02:44,916 Rue: They don't need to know how good of a person you are 11 00:02:44,999 --> 00:02:46,792 in order to take care of you. 12 00:02:46,876 --> 00:02:48,711 Leslie: Come on. 13 00:02:48,794 --> 00:02:50,630 Rue: They don't need to know what's going on in your head 14 00:02:50,713 --> 00:02:52,715 before they wrap a bandage around your arm. 15 00:02:52,798 --> 00:02:57,011 -(breathing heavily) -Come on. 16 00:02:57,094 --> 00:02:59,305 Rue: People like that are rare. 17 00:03:01,682 --> 00:03:03,643 The doctor put my mom in touch with a rehab, 18 00:03:03,726 --> 00:03:05,895 who might have an open bed early next week. 19 00:03:05,978 --> 00:03:07,563 -(crying) -Okay, okay. 20 00:03:08,731 --> 00:03:10,232 Rue: Told me to stay strong. 21 00:03:10,316 --> 00:03:11,692 Okay, okay, okay. 22 00:03:13,361 --> 00:03:15,655 Rue: My mom is one of those rare people, 23 00:03:15,738 --> 00:03:17,949 but maybe that's 'cause she's my mom. 24 00:03:19,659 --> 00:03:21,702 She also grew up in the church. 25 00:03:23,037 --> 00:03:26,415 And say what you want about Christians. 26 00:03:26,499 --> 00:03:28,542 At least they believe in forgiveness. 27 00:03:39,971 --> 00:03:42,473 I don't remember everything I said to my mom. 28 00:03:46,143 --> 00:03:47,687 It's okay, Rue. 29 00:03:51,399 --> 00:03:53,818 It's okay. 30 00:03:53,901 --> 00:03:56,988 Rue: I wish I could say I didn't mean any of it. 31 00:03:57,071 --> 00:04:00,074 Is that actually true? I mean, I thought it. 32 00:04:00,157 --> 00:04:02,326 I felt it... I said it. 33 00:04:14,797 --> 00:04:15,923 I'm sure most people would say 34 00:04:16,007 --> 00:04:18,134 the world would be a better place without me. 35 00:04:19,885 --> 00:04:22,722 I don't disagree. 36 00:04:22,805 --> 00:04:24,098 In fact, I've been trying to leave it 37 00:04:24,181 --> 00:04:26,017 for as long as I can remember. 38 00:04:32,898 --> 00:04:36,068 Ali is also one of those rare people. 39 00:04:36,152 --> 00:04:37,611 The strange thing is, 40 00:04:37,695 --> 00:04:41,198 I bet most people would say the same thing about him. 41 00:04:41,282 --> 00:04:43,701 "He's just a fuckin' crackhead wife-beater." 42 00:04:44,785 --> 00:04:46,746 I bet his daughter said that. 43 00:04:47,913 --> 00:04:50,875 - Even I kinda said that. -(engine starts) 44 00:04:50,958 --> 00:04:52,960 That I regret. 45 00:04:53,044 --> 00:04:55,171 Really fucking regret. 46 00:04:56,213 --> 00:04:59,341 ♪ ♪ 47 00:05:05,264 --> 00:05:08,017 But if I'm being honest about who I am... 48 00:05:08,100 --> 00:05:10,519 I'm a liar, a thief. 49 00:05:10,603 --> 00:05:13,689 I'm violent, abusive, manipulative. 50 00:05:14,482 --> 00:05:15,733 It's cold. 51 00:05:15,816 --> 00:05:17,651 It's cold, Mom. Mom, it's cold. 52 00:05:17,735 --> 00:05:20,905 Rue, you have to break your fever, baby, okay? 53 00:05:20,988 --> 00:05:22,490 Okay? Come on. 54 00:05:22,573 --> 00:05:23,908 Rue: And even if I got clean today, 55 00:05:23,991 --> 00:05:26,994 no one would forget the trauma of me not being clean. 56 00:05:28,496 --> 00:05:29,580 (quietly): Shit. 57 00:05:32,500 --> 00:05:34,919 But I really regret what I said to Ali. 58 00:05:36,462 --> 00:05:39,548 Reducing someone's life to a moment... 59 00:05:40,424 --> 00:05:42,426 an ugly moment. 60 00:05:43,385 --> 00:05:45,763 And punishing them for it. 61 00:05:50,726 --> 00:05:53,104 That's what cops do. 62 00:05:53,187 --> 00:05:55,856 It's actually what everyone does. 63 00:05:55,940 --> 00:05:58,609 It's what you would do to me if you didn't know me. 64 00:05:59,610 --> 00:06:01,695 ♪ ♪ 65 00:06:18,087 --> 00:06:21,715 Anyway, I should call Ali and apologize. 66 00:06:48,909 --> 00:06:50,327 Ali (on phone): Hello. 67 00:06:52,913 --> 00:06:54,081 Ali? 68 00:06:56,500 --> 00:06:58,460 It's, um, it's Rue. 69 00:06:59,670 --> 00:07:01,338 Ali: What do you want, Rue? 70 00:07:13,893 --> 00:07:15,269 Um... 71 00:07:18,856 --> 00:07:22,318 I just wanted to, uh, call you and tell you that, um... 72 00:07:31,911 --> 00:07:35,247 I just wanted to call you and tell you that I'm sorry for what I said. 73 00:07:36,790 --> 00:07:37,875 Um... 74 00:07:38,667 --> 00:07:40,461 and I really regret it. 75 00:07:41,712 --> 00:07:43,589 Uh... 76 00:07:43,672 --> 00:07:45,257 I just-- I never should've said that. 77 00:07:45,341 --> 00:07:46,300 Ali: Rue. 78 00:07:46,383 --> 00:07:48,219 -And I'm sorry. I'm sorry. -Ali: Rue! 79 00:07:48,302 --> 00:07:49,845 Listen to me. 80 00:07:52,223 --> 00:07:53,557 I forgive you. 81 00:08:07,655 --> 00:08:08,948 You do? 82 00:08:10,991 --> 00:08:12,451 Ali: I do. 83 00:08:15,496 --> 00:08:17,498 How do you know that I mean it? 84 00:08:19,458 --> 00:08:22,294 Ali: Because the hour is certain to come. 85 00:08:22,378 --> 00:08:24,922 So we must forgive graciously. 86 00:08:31,971 --> 00:08:33,180 Thank you. 87 00:08:38,185 --> 00:08:39,520 Thank you. 88 00:08:59,790 --> 00:09:02,042 ♪ Oh... ♪ 89 00:09:02,126 --> 00:09:05,504 ♪ Taking it all for us ♪ 90 00:09:05,587 --> 00:09:08,465 ♪ Taking it all ♪ 91 00:09:08,549 --> 00:09:12,219 ♪ Taking it all for us ♪ 92 00:09:13,262 --> 00:09:15,514 ♪ Oh... ♪ 93 00:09:15,597 --> 00:09:19,059 ♪ Doing it all for love ♪ 94 00:09:19,143 --> 00:09:21,854 ♪ Doing it all ♪ 95 00:09:21,937 --> 00:09:26,108 ♪ Doing it all for love ♪ 96 00:09:26,191 --> 00:09:28,277 You look like a cat coughed your ass up. 97 00:09:33,115 --> 00:09:34,116 Hey. 98 00:09:34,199 --> 00:09:35,492 Rue: Ali said he would only stop by 99 00:09:35,576 --> 00:09:37,619 if he could cook dinner for the whole family. 100 00:09:37,703 --> 00:09:39,955 -Aw, thanks for having me. -Mm-hm. 101 00:09:40,039 --> 00:09:42,833 -Oh, hi. -Hi. 102 00:09:43,751 --> 00:09:45,544 I'm Ali. Nice to meet you. 103 00:09:46,962 --> 00:09:49,715 -You're Rue's sponsor? -Uh... I am. 104 00:09:49,798 --> 00:09:53,344 A better question is, uh, what're you doin' right now? 105 00:09:53,427 --> 00:09:55,554 Gia: Nothing. 106 00:09:55,637 --> 00:09:58,098 -Wanna help me cook? -Uh, I can help. 107 00:09:58,182 --> 00:10:00,768 Ali: Nah, nah, you keep your stank 108 00:10:00,851 --> 00:10:04,897 -withdrawal diarrhea-ass all away from my food. -(laughing) 109 00:10:04,980 --> 00:10:06,523 -Oh, you wanna tell him about-- -No, no! 110 00:10:06,607 --> 00:10:07,983 -I think you should. (laughs) -No, no, no! 111 00:10:08,067 --> 00:10:10,611 Ali: Hey, yo, yo! I'm serious. You're a health hazard. 112 00:10:10,694 --> 00:10:14,365 -In the other room. -Okay, dang. Thank you. Sorry. 113 00:10:14,448 --> 00:10:15,616 -Bye-bye. -Rue: Oh! 114 00:10:15,699 --> 00:10:17,534 -Oh. -Bye-bye? Bye-bye to you, too. 115 00:10:17,618 --> 00:10:20,996 -Rue: Uh-huh. -I know you probably been washin' that ass. 116 00:10:26,919 --> 00:10:28,629 -Oh. -They know I'm right. 117 00:10:28,712 --> 00:10:30,964 -Exactly. -(both laughing) 118 00:10:34,593 --> 00:10:36,678 I think she's doin' better today. 119 00:10:39,848 --> 00:10:42,101 For as tough as it's been on Rue, 120 00:10:42,184 --> 00:10:44,228 I'm sure it's been harder on you. 121 00:10:45,354 --> 00:10:46,897 Dice these tomatoes. 122 00:10:58,325 --> 00:11:00,119 It's okay to be angry at her. 123 00:11:03,914 --> 00:11:07,376 I'm not sure that helps anyone. 124 00:11:07,459 --> 00:11:11,255 Ah, well, oh, I... tend to disagree. 125 00:11:11,338 --> 00:11:13,549 I think it would actually be good for you. 126 00:11:14,591 --> 00:11:16,385 How? 127 00:11:16,468 --> 00:11:18,679 You're not wrong to be angry at her. 128 00:11:19,805 --> 00:11:21,932 That shit hurts. 129 00:11:22,015 --> 00:11:23,308 It's unfair. 130 00:11:24,226 --> 00:11:25,561 You don't deserve it. 131 00:11:29,398 --> 00:11:30,732 I'm fine. 132 00:11:35,863 --> 00:11:37,114 I am. 133 00:11:40,409 --> 00:11:42,536 I didn't say I didn't believe you. 134 00:11:47,916 --> 00:11:51,253 Rue: Now, Nate didn't know what happened with Cassie and Maddy 135 00:11:51,336 --> 00:11:54,214 because when he exercises, he puts his phone on silent. 136 00:11:54,298 --> 00:11:56,717 ♪ ♪ 137 00:11:59,261 --> 00:12:04,516 The irony was Nate woke up that morning feeling fantastic. 138 00:12:04,600 --> 00:12:08,937 Because after an 18-year dick-swinging contest with his dad... 139 00:12:10,939 --> 00:12:12,816 Nate had finally won. 140 00:12:15,903 --> 00:12:18,280 Rue: His mom seemed to be handling it well. 141 00:12:20,157 --> 00:12:22,659 His brother on the other hand... 142 00:12:22,743 --> 00:12:25,204 Fuck is she so happy about? 143 00:12:25,287 --> 00:12:26,747 Rue: not so well. 144 00:12:28,248 --> 00:12:31,168 ♪ You never was this nice, you can't fool me ♪ 145 00:12:31,251 --> 00:12:33,337 ♪ Ooh, bop ♪ 146 00:12:38,133 --> 00:12:42,095 Rue: It wasn't the 38 missed calls from Cassie that concerned him. 147 00:12:44,681 --> 00:12:47,976 It was the fact that there were zero calls from Maddy. 148 00:12:53,607 --> 00:12:56,360 Part of the reason Nate loved Maddy as much as he did 149 00:12:56,443 --> 00:12:58,737 is because she was loyal. 150 00:12:58,820 --> 00:13:01,740 But it's also what scared the living shit out of him. 151 00:13:03,033 --> 00:13:06,662 If anyone crossed her, she'd bury them. 152 00:13:06,745 --> 00:13:10,707 And he had now really fucking crossed her. 153 00:13:10,791 --> 00:13:13,627 And there was no doubt in Nate's mind what Maddy 154 00:13:13,710 --> 00:13:16,129 was about to do. 155 00:13:16,213 --> 00:13:17,923 Maddy: You know when a kid shoots up a school 156 00:13:18,006 --> 00:13:19,591 and they go to interview the parents, 157 00:13:19,675 --> 00:13:22,261 and the parents are like, "We had no idea. 158 00:13:22,344 --> 00:13:24,721 He seemed, like, totally normal." 159 00:13:24,805 --> 00:13:28,183 And everyone watching is like, "You're a fucking idiot." 160 00:13:28,267 --> 00:13:31,103 That's how I feel, but with Cassie. 161 00:13:31,186 --> 00:13:33,438 Kat (on phone): Look, I never trusted her. 162 00:13:33,522 --> 00:13:34,731 What? Why? 163 00:13:34,815 --> 00:13:36,441 Kat: Because she seems like the kind of person 164 00:13:36,525 --> 00:13:38,735 who would fuck your boyfriend. 165 00:13:38,819 --> 00:13:42,322 (sighs) I think I actually wanna murder her. 166 00:13:42,406 --> 00:13:43,615 Kat: I get it. 167 00:13:43,699 --> 00:13:45,242 No, like, actually... 168 00:13:45,325 --> 00:13:47,494 plan a murder and carry it out. 169 00:13:48,370 --> 00:13:49,746 Kat: I get it. 170 00:13:49,830 --> 00:13:54,835 Like a grisly murder. One that shocks the nation. 171 00:13:54,918 --> 00:13:57,254 Kat: I think that's more than understandable. 172 00:14:02,217 --> 00:14:03,760 What about Nate? 173 00:14:05,887 --> 00:14:07,639 I have a few ideas. 174 00:14:10,726 --> 00:14:12,853 No! 175 00:14:12,936 --> 00:14:15,147 -That's dark-sided. -Are you two ready to order? 176 00:14:15,230 --> 00:14:17,733 -No. (laughs) -Ethan: Um... 177 00:14:17,816 --> 00:14:20,110 she's just on the phone. We'll just be a couple minutes. 178 00:14:20,193 --> 00:14:23,905 We prefer customers not use phones at the tables. 179 00:14:23,989 --> 00:14:26,408 -Kat: No, no, no. -I can understand. 180 00:14:26,491 --> 00:14:29,286 -(Kat laughs) -I will circle back. 181 00:14:29,369 --> 00:14:30,704 Okay, thank you. 182 00:14:31,580 --> 00:14:32,289 Wow. 183 00:14:32,372 --> 00:14:35,792 She's a cunt, yeah. (laughs) 184 00:14:35,876 --> 00:14:38,337 All right, bye. Love you. Okay. 185 00:14:42,257 --> 00:14:44,635 -Oh. (chuckles) -Oh. 186 00:14:44,718 --> 00:14:46,511 Sorry... I j-- We haven't said hello yet, 187 00:14:46,595 --> 00:14:49,931 so I just figured I would greet you like I normally greet you. 188 00:14:50,015 --> 00:14:50,932 Oh, sorry. 189 00:14:51,016 --> 00:14:52,809 Maddy's going through this thing. 190 00:14:52,893 --> 00:14:54,353 -You know? -Sure. 191 00:14:54,436 --> 00:14:57,648 -I get it. It's awkward. -Yeah. 192 00:15:00,734 --> 00:15:04,154 -So, what are we doing here? -Goin' on a date. 193 00:15:07,449 --> 00:15:08,533 Yeah? 194 00:15:10,661 --> 00:15:12,371 'Cause on the phone you just kind of made it sound 195 00:15:12,454 --> 00:15:14,539 like, like it was an emergency. 196 00:15:14,623 --> 00:15:15,791 -Did I? -Yeah. 197 00:15:15,874 --> 00:15:17,376 -No. -Like, you asked if I could 198 00:15:17,459 --> 00:15:18,794 cancel rehearsal. 199 00:15:19,961 --> 00:15:22,547 I, um, I mean, well, I've-- 200 00:15:24,174 --> 00:15:25,967 I've... 201 00:15:26,051 --> 00:15:30,889 been thinking... about us and, and our relationship, 202 00:15:30,972 --> 00:15:34,559 and, um... um... 203 00:15:37,771 --> 00:15:42,067 I have a... brain disorder. 204 00:15:45,153 --> 00:15:47,072 What? 205 00:15:47,155 --> 00:15:49,366 That's the rest of the sentence. 206 00:15:55,789 --> 00:15:57,874 Um, I'm confused. 207 00:15:57,958 --> 00:16:00,043 I think it's terminal. 208 00:16:00,127 --> 00:16:03,088 Y-Y-You've been thinking a lot about our relationship 209 00:16:03,171 --> 00:16:06,174 because you have a, you have a terminal brain disorder? 210 00:16:06,258 --> 00:16:08,093 Yeah, I just, like, keep thinking, like, 211 00:16:08,176 --> 00:16:11,304 all the hospital visits, and... 212 00:16:11,388 --> 00:16:13,223 maybe, I'll have to get out of school, 213 00:16:13,306 --> 00:16:14,433 stay home, you know, 214 00:16:14,516 --> 00:16:16,560 with the little time I have left. 215 00:16:18,603 --> 00:16:20,522 -What is this terminal brain disorder called? -No, no, no. 216 00:16:20,605 --> 00:16:22,607 'Cause you're gonna google it, and then read about it, 217 00:16:22,691 --> 00:16:24,943 and I'm just gonna see it on your face. 218 00:16:25,026 --> 00:16:28,405 I feel like you're l-lying to me. 219 00:16:28,488 --> 00:16:31,867 Lying about a terminal brain disorder? 220 00:16:33,869 --> 00:16:35,579 That's sick. 221 00:16:35,662 --> 00:16:37,372 A-And to be honest, the fact that you think 222 00:16:37,456 --> 00:16:39,291 I would even lie about something that awful 223 00:16:39,374 --> 00:16:41,126 means there's a big problem in this relationship, 224 00:16:41,209 --> 00:16:43,378 which is, like, literally what I was trying to say in the beginning. 225 00:16:43,462 --> 00:16:44,755 No, no. In the beginning, 226 00:16:44,838 --> 00:16:46,965 I feel like you started to break up with me, 227 00:16:47,048 --> 00:16:48,508 and then, you pivoted to telling me that 228 00:16:48,592 --> 00:16:50,886 you got, like, a terminal brain illness, 229 00:16:50,969 --> 00:16:53,138 and now, I feel like you're using my skepticism 230 00:16:53,221 --> 00:16:55,265 as, like, a reason to break up with me. 231 00:16:56,308 --> 00:16:57,726 That's your experience. 232 00:16:57,809 --> 00:17:00,604 No, I think... that's the experience. 233 00:17:00,687 --> 00:17:03,273 -It's your experience of the experience-- -Waitress: Hi. 234 00:17:03,356 --> 00:17:05,942 Kat, you don't wanna be in a relationship with me. 235 00:17:06,026 --> 00:17:08,069 And I get it. If it's okay, just say it. 236 00:17:08,153 --> 00:17:09,738 Just have, like, the courage to actually be honest 237 00:17:09,821 --> 00:17:10,906 'cause what you're doin' right now, 238 00:17:10,989 --> 00:17:12,491 it's just, like-- feels like shit. 239 00:17:12,574 --> 00:17:15,452 I knew it. I-- Wow. 240 00:17:15,535 --> 00:17:17,954 Wow, I can't believe this. You're literally trying to break up with me. 241 00:17:18,038 --> 00:17:20,123 No, I'm, I'm trying to help you say what you wanna say. 242 00:17:20,207 --> 00:17:21,291 Is this some sort of, like, 243 00:17:21,374 --> 00:17:22,709 manipulation tactic you learned 244 00:17:22,793 --> 00:17:24,669 on some fucking incel Reddit forum? 245 00:17:24,753 --> 00:17:27,255 God, this is the problem with guys like you. 246 00:17:27,339 --> 00:17:28,757 I tell you I'm sick, 247 00:17:28,840 --> 00:17:31,676 -and you just dismiss my experience. -Mm. 248 00:17:31,760 --> 00:17:34,179 Yeah, you just gaslight me, tell me how to feel 249 00:17:34,262 --> 00:17:36,807 -all because I don't meet your expectations. -All right, well, you're right. 250 00:17:36,890 --> 00:17:38,183 You didn't live up to my expectations 251 00:17:38,266 --> 00:17:41,019 because I did expect you to at least be honest. 252 00:17:41,102 --> 00:17:43,897 -I am being honest. -All right, I don't even think you believe that, 253 00:17:43,980 --> 00:17:45,315 but, you know, that's besides the point 254 00:17:45,398 --> 00:17:46,942 'cause I think we need to break up. 255 00:17:47,484 --> 00:17:48,485 Wow. 256 00:17:48,568 --> 00:17:50,821 Wow, wow. I didn't see that one coming. 257 00:17:50,904 --> 00:17:52,364 Hm. (chuckles) 258 00:17:53,824 --> 00:17:55,116 I didn't either. 259 00:17:57,536 --> 00:17:58,829 Bye! 260 00:18:03,667 --> 00:18:06,086 Lex... 261 00:18:06,169 --> 00:18:08,755 Hon, take these in the back and hide 'em in the bushes. 262 00:18:08,839 --> 00:18:11,466 You really think she's gonna stab herself? 263 00:18:11,550 --> 00:18:14,761 Your sister's very emotional... Yes. 264 00:18:16,138 --> 00:18:19,850 -Really? -In the bushes, now. 265 00:18:19,933 --> 00:18:21,101 Go! 266 00:18:22,018 --> 00:18:23,103 Hurry! 267 00:18:42,289 --> 00:18:44,875 Rue: It was at some point while breaking branches off a tree 268 00:18:44,958 --> 00:18:48,879 in order to camouflage a bucket of kitchen knives in a bush... 269 00:18:48,962 --> 00:18:52,549 that Lexi started to have second thoughts about putting on her play. 270 00:18:54,718 --> 00:18:55,886 Well, you know what... 271 00:18:55,969 --> 00:18:58,763 what you should put in the play... 272 00:18:58,847 --> 00:19:01,516 that time I beat Nate's ass at that party. 273 00:19:01,600 --> 00:19:04,895 -No! Oh god. -(laughing) 274 00:19:04,978 --> 00:19:07,105 I don't know. Cassie isn't doing too well. 275 00:19:07,188 --> 00:19:08,440 I'm worried that... 276 00:19:08,523 --> 00:19:11,067 she's gonna see the play, and then, she's gonna... 277 00:19:11,151 --> 00:19:12,611 freak out. 278 00:19:13,320 --> 00:19:14,404 Yeah, I mean... 279 00:19:15,989 --> 00:19:18,533 everybody gets their feelings hurt. 280 00:19:18,617 --> 00:19:20,076 -You know? -Yeah. 281 00:19:20,160 --> 00:19:22,037 Some people... 282 00:19:22,120 --> 00:19:25,373 some people need to get their feelings hurt sometimes. 283 00:19:25,457 --> 00:19:27,083 -(chuckles) -Yeah... I-- 284 00:19:27,167 --> 00:19:28,585 It's, like, the first time in my life 285 00:19:28,668 --> 00:19:30,921 I'm doing something for myself. 286 00:19:31,004 --> 00:19:32,047 Shit. 287 00:19:32,130 --> 00:19:36,468 What exactly is... the idea behind the play? 288 00:19:36,551 --> 00:19:40,639 I don't know, it's... it's, like, about a group of girlfriends 289 00:19:40,722 --> 00:19:42,057 who sort of... 290 00:19:43,350 --> 00:19:45,310 grow up and grow apart. 291 00:19:45,393 --> 00:19:47,228 Damn, so it's kinda like, uh, 292 00:19:47,312 --> 00:19:50,899 -"Stand By Me" vibes. -Yes, exactly! 293 00:19:50,982 --> 00:19:54,694 -I love that movie. That's... exactly it. -Hell yeah. 294 00:19:54,778 --> 00:19:57,948 Come on now. I've watched that film, like, 50 times. 295 00:19:58,031 --> 00:20:01,368 -Have you really? -That's my shit, come on. 296 00:20:01,451 --> 00:20:06,873 In fact, my, my grandma has it on DVD, you know? 297 00:20:08,124 --> 00:20:09,668 Should we watch it? 298 00:20:09,751 --> 00:20:12,504 ♪ I've got, you've got... ♪ 299 00:20:12,587 --> 00:20:13,880 Rue: Lexi needed a break. 300 00:20:13,964 --> 00:20:16,091 ♪ Skeletons in the closet, my dear ♪ 301 00:20:16,174 --> 00:20:19,302 Cassie... can I use the bathroom? 302 00:20:19,386 --> 00:20:21,221 Cassie: No. 303 00:20:21,304 --> 00:20:23,264 -(line ringing) -Nate (on voicemail): Yo, this is Nate. 304 00:20:23,348 --> 00:20:25,934 I'm busy. Leave a message at the beep. 305 00:20:28,228 --> 00:20:30,188 Nate (on voicemail): Yo, this is Nate. I'm busy. 306 00:20:30,271 --> 00:20:32,107 Leave a message at the beep. 307 00:20:35,193 --> 00:20:37,988 Whatever you do, don't marry anyone you meet in high school. 308 00:20:39,906 --> 00:20:42,784 I mean it. I used to be fun. 309 00:20:42,867 --> 00:20:44,202 And I know you don't believe me, 310 00:20:44,285 --> 00:20:46,329 -but I was fuckin' hot. -No, I believe you. 311 00:20:46,413 --> 00:20:49,249 Yeah, well, could've had anything I wanted. 312 00:20:51,251 --> 00:20:54,254 Then I just... fell in love with your dad. 313 00:20:54,337 --> 00:20:56,965 -Well, I'm very happy he's gone. -Yeah. 314 00:20:58,591 --> 00:21:02,554 Do me a favor. Just... don't take your anger out on me. 315 00:21:02,637 --> 00:21:04,764 Why would I be angry at you? 316 00:21:04,848 --> 00:21:06,224 'Cause you're an angry guy. 317 00:21:06,307 --> 00:21:07,851 No, I was angry at Dad. 318 00:21:07,934 --> 00:21:10,520 That's very different than, you know, being angry. 319 00:21:10,603 --> 00:21:13,398 Okay... Whatever you say. 320 00:21:13,481 --> 00:21:14,816 And I feel like when I was angry, 321 00:21:14,899 --> 00:21:16,860 I had a pretty good reason to be angry. 322 00:21:16,943 --> 00:21:18,945 Okay, look, I'm not, I'm not saying angry people 323 00:21:19,029 --> 00:21:21,948 don't have a reason to be angry. Right? You hated your father. 324 00:21:22,032 --> 00:21:24,409 -That's as good a reason as any. -Yeah, but that's my point. 325 00:21:24,492 --> 00:21:25,869 My anger was directed toward him. 326 00:21:25,952 --> 00:21:27,203 It's not just towards anyone. 327 00:21:27,287 --> 00:21:28,371 Yeah, I don't know about that. 328 00:21:28,455 --> 00:21:30,206 No, it's not. It's fuckin' specific. 329 00:21:30,290 --> 00:21:31,875 Okay, look... 330 00:21:31,958 --> 00:21:33,710 can we just have a nice time? 331 00:21:34,627 --> 00:21:36,421 Yeah? 332 00:21:36,504 --> 00:21:39,132 -Yeah. -Okay, thank you. 333 00:21:40,258 --> 00:21:43,928 (Marsha humming) Need another bottle. 334 00:21:44,012 --> 00:21:45,388 Cassie: I'm not the bad guy. 335 00:21:45,472 --> 00:21:48,099 Everyone keeps looking at me like I'm the bad guy, 336 00:21:48,183 --> 00:21:49,768 but I'm not the bad guy! 337 00:21:49,851 --> 00:21:52,687 -Well, you're not the good guy. -Yeah, that's for sure. 338 00:21:52,771 --> 00:21:54,564 Everyone thinks that I was hooking up with Nate 339 00:21:54,647 --> 00:21:56,149 when he and Maddy were still together, 340 00:21:56,232 --> 00:21:58,610 but that's not accurate. There was no crossover. 341 00:21:58,693 --> 00:22:02,363 Cassie, please, just a little bit of peace, please. 342 00:22:02,447 --> 00:22:03,740 Cassie: But Rue made it sound like 343 00:22:03,823 --> 00:22:05,325 we were just hooking up the entire time, 344 00:22:05,408 --> 00:22:07,535 but I would never do that to someone I love. 345 00:22:07,619 --> 00:22:10,413 Yeah, I don't think that's a real airtight defense. 346 00:22:10,497 --> 00:22:13,958 -It's the truth! -Suze: Oh, Cassie, you're driving me nuts! 347 00:22:14,042 --> 00:22:15,418 It's one thing to do what you did, 348 00:22:15,502 --> 00:22:17,629 and it's another thing to pretend you're all innocent, 349 00:22:17,712 --> 00:22:20,131 -and it's no big deal. -I'm just pointing out the facts. 350 00:22:20,215 --> 00:22:23,176 -Well, I'm pointing out the principle. -What principle? 351 00:22:23,259 --> 00:22:25,595 The "don't fuck your best friend's boyfriend" principle. 352 00:22:25,678 --> 00:22:27,806 That is what I am trying to tell you, Mom! 353 00:22:27,889 --> 00:22:31,226 -They weren't boyfriend and girlfriend, god! -I don't care! 354 00:22:31,309 --> 00:22:33,812 I just wanna watch my "Millionaire Matchmaker" 355 00:22:33,895 --> 00:22:35,396 in peace for one hour, 356 00:22:35,480 --> 00:22:37,315 one goddamn hour! 357 00:22:37,857 --> 00:22:39,192 Fuck! 358 00:22:39,275 --> 00:22:42,612 You, uh, you still seein' that, that, that blonde girl? 359 00:22:42,695 --> 00:22:45,949 -Why? -Mm, 'cause I prefer her to Maddy. 360 00:22:46,032 --> 00:22:48,368 Well, you're in luck. 361 00:22:48,451 --> 00:22:50,453 So, so you're dating? 362 00:22:50,537 --> 00:22:53,540 No, I just mean Maddy's never gonna fuckin' talk to me again. 363 00:22:53,623 --> 00:22:58,294 -Oh, well, that's good. -Well, we'll see. 364 00:22:58,378 --> 00:23:01,506 I was, I was just terrified you were gonna get her pregnant. 365 00:23:01,589 --> 00:23:03,174 -Who? Maddy? -(scoffs) 366 00:23:03,258 --> 00:23:05,927 She's the type that would keep it just to spite you. 367 00:23:06,010 --> 00:23:07,262 Thank you. 368 00:23:07,345 --> 00:23:09,139 Can't really picture her being a mom. 369 00:23:09,222 --> 00:23:11,015 Ooh, man, I could. 370 00:23:11,099 --> 00:23:12,600 Especially if it meant she had the chance 371 00:23:12,684 --> 00:23:14,435 to screw you over for the rest of her life. 372 00:23:14,519 --> 00:23:15,854 Yeah, well, she's not fuckin' pregnant, 373 00:23:15,937 --> 00:23:18,356 and she's never gonna talk to me again. 374 00:23:18,439 --> 00:23:20,984 So... what about the blonde girl? 375 00:23:22,735 --> 00:23:25,572 -Oh, it's complicated. -Why? 376 00:23:25,655 --> 00:23:31,661 -Um, she's Maddy's best friend. -(laughs) Shit. 377 00:23:34,581 --> 00:23:36,624 Who's the cunt now? 378 00:23:36,708 --> 00:23:38,084 Do you remember when she said that? 379 00:23:38,168 --> 00:23:40,962 -Yes, I do remember. -(gasps) Oh my god. 380 00:23:41,045 --> 00:23:43,256 I know it's not the right thing to say... 381 00:23:43,339 --> 00:23:45,633 but when you grabbed her after that, and you, like, 382 00:23:45,717 --> 00:23:47,927 pulled her ass off, I was thinkin', "That's my boy." 383 00:23:48,011 --> 00:23:51,055 Huh? "Stickin' up for his mama." (kisses) 384 00:23:51,139 --> 00:23:54,434 Oh my gosh. (laughs) Shit. 385 00:23:54,517 --> 00:23:57,228 -Yeah, it was a pretty insane thing to do. -I know, well, 386 00:23:57,312 --> 00:24:00,440 you know, you didn't have to go so far as to choke her. 387 00:24:01,941 --> 00:24:04,777 -I didn't choke her. -Mmm. 388 00:24:04,861 --> 00:24:08,448 -Mom, they dropped the charges. -Okay. 389 00:24:08,531 --> 00:24:10,241 -I didn't fuckin' choke her. -Look... 390 00:24:10,325 --> 00:24:12,160 at that moment, I, I wanted to choke the girl, too. 391 00:24:12,243 --> 00:24:14,913 -Yeah, but my point is I didn't fucking choke her, Mom. -Okay! 392 00:24:14,996 --> 00:24:17,373 Don't get so upset that ya end up chokin' me. 393 00:24:17,457 --> 00:24:18,958 'Cause I won't drop the charges. 394 00:24:19,042 --> 00:24:21,211 I'll fuckin' clean house. 395 00:24:25,131 --> 00:24:25,882 Sorry. 396 00:24:28,384 --> 00:24:29,677 What's going on? 397 00:24:33,014 --> 00:24:36,184 (cries) I just wanna die! 398 00:24:37,352 --> 00:24:40,355 Well, a corkscrew ain't gonna cut it. 399 00:24:40,438 --> 00:24:42,106 (cries) No... 400 00:24:43,274 --> 00:24:44,525 I told you. 401 00:24:47,654 --> 00:24:50,448 I don't understand. I thought you hated Nate. 402 00:24:50,531 --> 00:24:52,242 When I didn't know him. 403 00:24:52,325 --> 00:24:54,744 You've literally known him forever. 404 00:24:55,411 --> 00:24:58,539 Not like I do now. 405 00:24:58,623 --> 00:25:01,918 -Wait, is this why you ratted on Fezco? -Cassie: No. 406 00:25:02,001 --> 00:25:03,586 Oh my god. That's why you did it? 407 00:25:03,670 --> 00:25:05,129 -No! -That's why you said something? 408 00:25:05,213 --> 00:25:07,632 -'Cause you were sleeping with him? -No, I wasn't! 409 00:25:07,715 --> 00:25:10,385 Oh really? When did you start sleeping together? 410 00:25:10,468 --> 00:25:11,511 Uh... 411 00:25:11,594 --> 00:25:13,805 Uh... I, I don't, I don't know the exact date. 412 00:25:13,888 --> 00:25:16,224 Okay, well, was it before or after New Year's? 413 00:25:16,307 --> 00:25:18,518 -I don't know! -Okay, but for someone who's so obsessed with 414 00:25:18,601 --> 00:25:20,562 windows of time, I find that hard to believe. 415 00:25:20,645 --> 00:25:22,772 God, Lexi, you are making me feel worse! 416 00:25:22,855 --> 00:25:24,399 Do you even know why Fezco did what he did? 417 00:25:24,482 --> 00:25:27,777 -No, do you?! -Yeah, I do. 418 00:25:27,860 --> 00:25:30,738 -Then tell me. -No, I'm not gonna tell you because you'll tell Nate. 419 00:25:30,822 --> 00:25:33,866 -I don't fuckin' trust you. -No one does! 420 00:25:33,950 --> 00:25:35,994 Yeah, 'cause you fell in love with someone who spent years 421 00:25:36,077 --> 00:25:38,997 making fun of you. It's sad. 422 00:25:41,040 --> 00:25:43,042 Nate: Did you know Dad was cheating on you? 423 00:25:44,627 --> 00:25:45,837 Did you? 424 00:25:47,505 --> 00:25:48,631 No. 425 00:25:50,591 --> 00:25:52,593 I don't, I don't believe that for a second 426 00:25:52,677 --> 00:25:54,554 because when he came in here 427 00:25:54,637 --> 00:25:57,140 and he was ranting and raving about 428 00:25:57,223 --> 00:25:58,558 bein' a man, and markin' his territory-- 429 00:25:58,641 --> 00:26:01,519 I don't know, whatever the fuck he was talking about. 430 00:26:01,602 --> 00:26:04,689 (sighs) I looked at Aaron and I looked at you, 431 00:26:04,772 --> 00:26:07,025 and, boy, was there a difference 432 00:26:07,108 --> 00:26:08,526 in his response and your response. 433 00:26:08,609 --> 00:26:11,154 It's because Aaron is a fucking idiot. 434 00:26:13,406 --> 00:26:16,451 (chuckles) Okay, he is, isn't he? 435 00:26:16,534 --> 00:26:18,494 That's terrible. I'm laughing. 436 00:26:23,499 --> 00:26:25,168 Oh... You know what? 437 00:26:25,251 --> 00:26:27,670 I think I'm gonna buy a Peloton. 438 00:26:27,754 --> 00:26:30,506 -Yeah, I am gonna start dating. -You're a drunk. 439 00:26:30,590 --> 00:26:32,258 Mm, what? You don't want a stepfather? 440 00:26:32,342 --> 00:26:33,885 -Mom, shut up. -No? Ooh, ooh! 441 00:26:33,968 --> 00:26:35,803 -What about one who's your age? That'd be fun. -Shut the fuck up. 442 00:26:35,887 --> 00:26:38,014 You're acting like a fuckin' teenager. 443 00:26:38,097 --> 00:26:40,558 -Jesus fuckin' Christ. -Wow! 444 00:26:40,641 --> 00:26:43,394 Why is it, why is it that you only have 445 00:26:43,478 --> 00:26:46,230 the bad qualities of your father, 446 00:26:46,314 --> 00:26:49,067 -and none of the good qualities? -Okay. 447 00:26:49,150 --> 00:26:51,319 Right, so Cal, Cal's a fuckin' saint now. 448 00:26:51,402 --> 00:26:53,237 No. That's, that's, that's not what I said. 449 00:26:53,321 --> 00:26:55,031 That's literally what you fuckin' said. 450 00:26:55,114 --> 00:26:57,283 Marsha: No, it's not. I just-- 451 00:26:59,452 --> 00:27:02,663 He's deeply flawed, and somehow... 452 00:27:02,747 --> 00:27:07,043 somehow, some way, we raised a child who's even more deeply flawed. 453 00:27:08,669 --> 00:27:11,047 Do you ever wonder about that? Do you just like-- 454 00:27:11,130 --> 00:27:13,383 What went wrong? Do you ever think about that? 455 00:27:13,466 --> 00:27:14,550 No, of course, you don't 456 00:27:14,634 --> 00:27:16,386 because your fuckin' dumb-ass dad 457 00:27:16,469 --> 00:27:19,555 didn't believe in therapy, so... 458 00:27:19,639 --> 00:27:22,475 self-reflection's off the table. It's just-- 459 00:27:24,936 --> 00:27:27,688 It's just a mystery to me. 460 00:27:27,772 --> 00:27:30,358 'Cause you were such a sweet little baby. 461 00:27:31,984 --> 00:27:34,737 I remember you used to come to our bedroom at night, 462 00:27:34,821 --> 00:27:36,406 and you would, you would ask me 463 00:27:36,489 --> 00:27:38,241 if I wanted anything to drink, 464 00:27:38,324 --> 00:27:41,160 you know, before bed, and sometimes I'd say, 465 00:27:41,244 --> 00:27:42,912 "Yeah," you know, "I want a glass of water," 466 00:27:42,995 --> 00:27:45,081 just to see if you'd, if you'd do it, 467 00:27:45,164 --> 00:27:47,125 if you meant it, and you did. 468 00:27:48,000 --> 00:27:49,585 Hm, you'd bring it up, right? 469 00:27:49,669 --> 00:27:51,379 You'd put it on the nightstand, 470 00:27:51,462 --> 00:27:54,173 and then, you'd give me a little kiss, 471 00:27:54,257 --> 00:27:56,008 and you'd tell me you loved me. 472 00:27:56,092 --> 00:27:57,343 Then you'd look over at your dad, 473 00:27:57,427 --> 00:27:59,929 and... you'd tell him you loved him, too, 474 00:28:00,012 --> 00:28:01,973 but without the kiss. 475 00:28:03,391 --> 00:28:06,644 And then... I don't know, somewhere, like, around... 476 00:28:07,770 --> 00:28:10,606 eight or nine, you just, you-you darkened. 477 00:28:12,191 --> 00:28:13,985 Do you remember those years? 478 00:28:16,195 --> 00:28:18,614 -Not really, no. -God, I used to ask your dad, 479 00:28:18,698 --> 00:28:21,451 I was like, "Did a baseball hit him in the head? 480 00:28:21,534 --> 00:28:23,244 "Did he get a concussion? Did something happen? 481 00:28:23,327 --> 00:28:24,620 I just-- I don't understand." 482 00:28:24,704 --> 00:28:26,706 It was such a drastic change, and I, I swear-- 483 00:28:26,789 --> 00:28:28,666 What's the fucking point? What's the point of all this? 484 00:28:28,749 --> 00:28:30,751 Look, I'm just-- I'm just tryin' to figure out 485 00:28:30,835 --> 00:28:33,588 how things ended up the way they ended up. That's all. 486 00:28:35,798 --> 00:28:39,093 I feel like you're tryin' to say something without sayin' it. 487 00:28:42,388 --> 00:28:43,681 I-I'm not. 488 00:28:46,893 --> 00:28:49,645 Just... forget I-- 489 00:29:03,201 --> 00:29:05,912 Who said Nate was a bad person? Rue? 490 00:29:05,995 --> 00:29:07,246 It doesn't matter. 491 00:29:07,330 --> 00:29:08,831 'Cause if we wanna talk about people, 492 00:29:08,915 --> 00:29:11,792 -let's talk about Rue. -Rue's a good girl. 493 00:29:11,876 --> 00:29:13,169 Cassie: And I'm not? 494 00:29:13,252 --> 00:29:15,004 I didn't say you're not a good girl. 495 00:29:15,087 --> 00:29:17,507 Rue's had a very hard life. 496 00:29:17,590 --> 00:29:20,760 Not harder than my life or Lexi's life. 497 00:29:20,843 --> 00:29:22,887 -Suze: It's different. -Right. 498 00:29:22,970 --> 00:29:25,890 Her dad died and ours just stopped calling. 499 00:29:25,973 --> 00:29:27,808 I don't know which is worse. 500 00:29:27,892 --> 00:29:30,228 And if you weren't such a fucking loser with no self-respect, 501 00:29:30,311 --> 00:29:33,606 -you'd drop her 'cause she treats you like shit. -Suze: Enough! Enough! 502 00:29:33,689 --> 00:29:36,150 What, I can't say it to her, but you two can say it to me?! 503 00:29:36,234 --> 00:29:38,819 I never said you didn't have any self-respect! 504 00:29:38,903 --> 00:29:41,697 You don't have to! I can fuckin' feel it! 505 00:29:44,408 --> 00:29:47,495 Oh, she needs a fucking exorcism. 506 00:29:49,997 --> 00:29:52,041 Rue: The truth was, Nate didn't give a shit 507 00:29:52,124 --> 00:29:54,502 about what would happen to his dad. 508 00:29:54,585 --> 00:29:59,340 He did, however, care about what happened to his dad's business 509 00:29:59,423 --> 00:30:03,886 because, eventually, that would become Nate's business. 510 00:30:03,970 --> 00:30:08,099 And while he didn't know much about real estate... 511 00:30:08,182 --> 00:30:12,562 he did know there wasn't much of a market for homes built by a pedophile. 512 00:30:17,650 --> 00:30:20,069 or the son of a pedophile. 513 00:30:20,152 --> 00:30:22,113 Even though, technically, he wasn't a pedophile, 514 00:30:22,196 --> 00:30:25,116 but it's not like you could argue that out loud. 515 00:30:50,766 --> 00:30:53,394 Rue: Meanwhile, Jules was at home. 516 00:30:53,477 --> 00:30:55,896 And she hadn't talked to Elliot since... 517 00:30:55,980 --> 00:30:59,233 You know what? Actually, I don't want to talk about Jules and Elliot. 518 00:30:59,317 --> 00:31:01,861 Fuck them. Let's go back to Maddy. 519 00:31:01,944 --> 00:31:03,571 Theo: Then, there are two King Boo's, 520 00:31:03,654 --> 00:31:05,573 and then, three King Boo's. 521 00:31:05,656 --> 00:31:09,327 Rue: Maddy wasn't just angry about Nate and Cassie. 522 00:31:09,410 --> 00:31:12,622 She was also depressed and heartbroken. 523 00:31:18,544 --> 00:31:21,047 All the times that Cassie consoled her, 524 00:31:21,130 --> 00:31:24,425 comforted her, pretended to be there for her... 525 00:31:26,844 --> 00:31:28,512 none of it was real. 526 00:31:33,601 --> 00:31:35,353 It was all an illusion. 527 00:31:43,235 --> 00:31:45,321 ♪ ♪ 528 00:32:13,432 --> 00:32:14,809 -Hi. -Samantha: Hi. 529 00:32:14,892 --> 00:32:17,728 -How was your night? -It was nice. 530 00:32:17,812 --> 00:32:19,397 I hadn't seen my girlfriends in a while, 531 00:32:19,480 --> 00:32:20,648 so it was good to catch up 532 00:32:20,731 --> 00:32:23,442 on all the meaningless, fun bullshit. 533 00:32:23,526 --> 00:32:26,654 Well, Theo and I played two and a half hours of video games, 534 00:32:26,737 --> 00:32:29,490 and then, he told me about how he loves demons, 535 00:32:29,573 --> 00:32:32,493 and that when I sleep, they're gonna steal my heart. 536 00:32:33,536 --> 00:32:34,954 He's a nut. 537 00:32:37,832 --> 00:32:40,918 Feel like we should get drunk and go for a swim. 538 00:32:43,254 --> 00:32:44,296 Okay. 539 00:32:46,507 --> 00:32:47,883 Rue: Maddy didn't wanna tell Samantha 540 00:32:47,967 --> 00:32:50,594 what had happened with Nate and Cassie. 541 00:32:50,678 --> 00:32:53,347 But after two glasses of wine... 542 00:32:53,431 --> 00:32:55,933 she told her what had happened with Nate and Cassie. 543 00:32:57,268 --> 00:33:00,479 -God, that's horrible. -Maddy: Right? 544 00:33:02,022 --> 00:33:06,318 -You want to hear something more horrible? -What? 545 00:33:06,402 --> 00:33:10,072 When I was in college, I kind of did the same thing to one of my best friends. 546 00:33:10,156 --> 00:33:12,491 -You mean you were me? -No. 547 00:33:12,575 --> 00:33:15,453 No, that'd be less horrible. I, I was her. 548 00:33:15,536 --> 00:33:17,121 Don't tell me that. I like you. 549 00:33:17,204 --> 00:33:20,916 -Please don't tell me that. -Yeah, I know, I know. 550 00:33:21,000 --> 00:33:25,045 -You fucked one of your girlfriend's boyfriends? -Yeah, multiple times. 551 00:33:25,129 --> 00:33:27,298 You did this to multiple girlfriends? 552 00:33:27,381 --> 00:33:31,302 -No! Jesus. Just one. -Oh. 553 00:33:31,385 --> 00:33:35,097 Yeah... many times. (chuckles) 554 00:33:35,181 --> 00:33:37,224 Maddy: Okay, but how close were you? 555 00:33:39,393 --> 00:33:43,814 -No, don't do this to me. -I know. I'm sorry. 556 00:33:43,898 --> 00:33:45,983 Why? 557 00:33:46,066 --> 00:33:50,654 Because he gave me just the right amount of attention at the wrong time. 558 00:33:50,738 --> 00:33:52,281 That is so depressing. 559 00:33:52,364 --> 00:33:56,410 (chuckles) I was a fucking mess in high school... 560 00:33:56,494 --> 00:34:00,122 in college, and in my 20s. 561 00:34:00,206 --> 00:34:02,958 The idea that there was ever anyone in the world 562 00:34:03,042 --> 00:34:06,545 who... would want to settle down and marry me 563 00:34:06,629 --> 00:34:08,172 was a complete shock to me. 564 00:34:08,255 --> 00:34:11,342 -You're lying. -No. I'm not. 565 00:34:11,425 --> 00:34:12,760 I was, literally, 566 00:34:12,843 --> 00:34:15,262 the girl that everyone and their mothers used to say, 567 00:34:15,346 --> 00:34:17,973 "No one would ever settle down and marry her, 568 00:34:18,057 --> 00:34:20,476 and God-help whoever did." 569 00:34:20,559 --> 00:34:22,102 Why would they say that? 570 00:34:22,186 --> 00:34:24,730 Because I was messy. 571 00:34:24,814 --> 00:34:26,941 Oh, and I loved to fight. 572 00:34:27,024 --> 00:34:29,693 See, I'm not a mess, but I do love a fight. 573 00:34:29,777 --> 00:34:32,029 -Oh, it's the best. -Totally underrated. 574 00:34:32,112 --> 00:34:35,741 -In the long run, not so much, but in the moment? -It's fucking amazing. 575 00:34:35,825 --> 00:34:38,202 Oh, it's so good. 576 00:34:38,285 --> 00:34:41,455 -But... I mean, that's just who I am. -Yeah? 577 00:34:41,539 --> 00:34:45,668 I used to think that's who I was, too, until I met Sebastian. 578 00:34:45,751 --> 00:34:47,461 You don't fight? 579 00:34:47,545 --> 00:34:48,754 Not really, no. 580 00:34:48,838 --> 00:34:51,173 -Really? -Yeah. 581 00:34:51,257 --> 00:34:54,844 I just don't think my brain is wired that way. 582 00:34:54,927 --> 00:34:57,054 If you are still dating guys like this in your 40s, 583 00:34:57,137 --> 00:34:59,056 we'd be having a very different conversation, 584 00:34:59,139 --> 00:35:02,017 but you're 18 years old. Who gives a shit? 585 00:35:06,397 --> 00:35:08,566 Did you and your friend ever make up? 586 00:35:08,649 --> 00:35:11,318 God no. She never spoke to me again. 587 00:35:19,285 --> 00:35:20,619 Lexi: Oh god. 588 00:35:24,790 --> 00:35:27,126 (chuckles) It's so sad. 589 00:35:28,836 --> 00:35:32,089 Think I got somethin' in my fuckin' eye. 590 00:35:32,172 --> 00:35:34,592 ♪ And the land is dark ♪ 591 00:35:36,719 --> 00:35:40,598 Both (singing along): ♪ Is the only light we'll see ♪ 592 00:35:42,808 --> 00:35:46,186 ♪ No, I won't be afraid ♪ 593 00:35:46,270 --> 00:35:50,524 ♪ Oh, I won't be afraid ♪ 594 00:35:50,608 --> 00:35:54,069 ♪ Just as long as you stand ♪ 595 00:35:54,153 --> 00:35:57,323 ♪ Stand by me ♪ 596 00:35:57,406 --> 00:36:02,411 ♪ So darlin', darlin', stand by me ♪ 597 00:36:02,494 --> 00:36:06,874 ♪ Oh, stand by me ♪ 598 00:36:06,957 --> 00:36:09,877 ♪ Oh, stand ♪ 599 00:36:09,960 --> 00:36:13,756 ♪ Stand by me, stand by me ♪ 600 00:36:15,007 --> 00:36:19,428 ♪ If the sky that we look upon ♪ 601 00:36:20,554 --> 00:36:22,973 ♪ Should tumble and fall ♪ 602 00:36:23,057 --> 00:36:30,105 ♪ Or the mountains should crumble to the sea ♪ 603 00:36:31,190 --> 00:36:34,610 ♪ I won't cry, I won't cry ♪ 604 00:36:34,693 --> 00:36:38,572 ♪ No, I won't shed a tear ♪ 605 00:36:38,656 --> 00:36:43,202 -(Lexi chuckling) -♪ Just as long as you stand ♪ 606 00:36:43,285 --> 00:36:45,788 ♪ Stand by me ♪ 607 00:36:45,871 --> 00:36:50,584 ♪ And darlin', darlin', stand by me ♪ 608 00:36:50,668 --> 00:36:55,547 ♪ Oh, stand by me ♪ 609 00:36:55,631 --> 00:36:58,175 ♪ Woah, stand now ♪ 610 00:36:58,258 --> 00:37:00,803 ♪ Stand by me ♪ 611 00:37:00,886 --> 00:37:03,764 ♪ Stand by me ♪ 612 00:37:07,017 --> 00:37:09,103 ♪ ♪ 613 00:37:27,913 --> 00:37:30,666 Custer: Faye! Come here. 614 00:37:33,419 --> 00:37:34,795 Hurry the fuck up! 615 00:37:37,172 --> 00:37:39,717 -What are you doing? -I gotta talk to you. 616 00:37:39,800 --> 00:37:42,594 Why are you in the alley? 617 00:37:42,678 --> 00:37:47,558 ♪ Darlin', darlin', stand by me ♪ 618 00:37:51,520 --> 00:37:53,397 And then, so the fucking cops knock on my door, 619 00:37:53,480 --> 00:37:56,233 -askin' all kinds of questions. -What questions? 620 00:37:56,316 --> 00:37:58,861 -Questions about Mouse. -What did you say? 621 00:37:58,944 --> 00:38:01,113 Nothing. But then, the next day I was walking, 622 00:38:01,196 --> 00:38:02,698 and I'm like-- I had a couple OCs in my pocket, 623 00:38:02,781 --> 00:38:05,075 and they just ran up talkin' all kinds of crazy shit. 624 00:38:05,159 --> 00:38:07,828 You know, "You're gonna go to prison. We know you killed Mouse." 625 00:38:07,911 --> 00:38:10,080 I was like, "I, I didn't kill Mouse." 626 00:38:10,164 --> 00:38:12,374 Are you cooperating? 627 00:38:12,458 --> 00:38:13,375 Hell no. 628 00:38:13,459 --> 00:38:15,085 Babe, they already had their sights 629 00:38:15,169 --> 00:38:17,087 set on fuckin' Fez and Ash. 630 00:38:17,171 --> 00:38:19,757 So, you are cooperating with the police. 631 00:38:19,840 --> 00:38:22,676 I do not know if that is the right word, all right, but I'm helping 'em out. 632 00:38:22,760 --> 00:38:24,970 Okay, they definitely had their sights set on them beforehand, 633 00:38:25,054 --> 00:38:26,472 so I didn't set anything into motion. 634 00:38:26,555 --> 00:38:27,431 I love you, baby, 635 00:38:27,514 --> 00:38:28,932 and I'm gonna be coming over soon, 636 00:38:29,016 --> 00:38:30,476 and I'm gonna be talkin' about some things, 637 00:38:30,559 --> 00:38:33,645 and I need you to stay the fuck out of it. 638 00:38:48,702 --> 00:38:52,039 Oh, hey, it's raining. 639 00:38:52,122 --> 00:38:54,458 I'm gonna take a shower. 640 00:39:00,839 --> 00:39:06,136 ♪ Darlin', darlin', stand by me ♪ 641 00:39:06,220 --> 00:39:09,681 ♪ Oh, stand by me ♪ 642 00:39:09,765 --> 00:39:12,935 -This shit go hard. -(Lexi chuckling) 643 00:39:13,018 --> 00:39:14,895 ♪ Stand by me ♪ 644 00:39:14,978 --> 00:39:16,688 ♪ Stand by me ♪ 645 00:39:16,772 --> 00:39:22,820 But for real though, if, if your play is anything like "Stand By Me," 646 00:39:22,903 --> 00:39:25,739 you're not gonna have no problems. (chuckles) 647 00:40:23,881 --> 00:40:27,134 -(cocks gun) -What are you doing? 648 00:40:27,217 --> 00:40:30,053 Nate: Don't worry. I'm not here to apologize. 649 00:40:31,597 --> 00:40:34,474 Can you imagine if I was sitting here with a gun 650 00:40:34,558 --> 00:40:36,977 forcing you to accept my apology? 651 00:40:38,812 --> 00:40:41,732 -You're scaring me. -Yeah... 652 00:40:43,066 --> 00:40:44,610 It's kinda the point. 653 00:40:58,040 --> 00:41:01,752 I love you. I love you, Nate. 654 00:41:01,835 --> 00:41:04,880 Nate... I love you. 655 00:41:04,963 --> 00:41:08,175 I know you better than anyone in this world. 656 00:41:09,468 --> 00:41:11,595 I humiliated you. 657 00:41:12,346 --> 00:41:13,639 It's over. 658 00:41:22,356 --> 00:41:24,399 ♪ ♪ 659 00:41:37,996 --> 00:41:41,708 Why do you think my dad likes to film himself fucking? 660 00:41:43,835 --> 00:41:46,088 I don't know what you're talking about. 661 00:41:56,974 --> 00:41:59,059 ♪ ♪ 662 00:42:02,896 --> 00:42:05,023 Can you believe it was Jules? 663 00:42:18,328 --> 00:42:20,664 I'm gonna need that disc now. 664 00:42:24,042 --> 00:42:25,377 I don't have it. 665 00:42:26,253 --> 00:42:27,337 Nate: Hm. 666 00:42:28,213 --> 00:42:29,381 Okay. 667 00:42:32,301 --> 00:42:33,468 Okay. 668 00:42:48,191 --> 00:42:49,735 Nate: Take a deep breath. 669 00:43:06,084 --> 00:43:07,878 Stop it, Nate. 670 00:43:11,631 --> 00:43:14,885 -(gun clicks) -(crying) Stop, Nate, stop. 671 00:43:14,968 --> 00:43:18,096 Please, please stop. 672 00:43:18,180 --> 00:43:20,474 -Please, stop it, stop it, please. -(gun clicks) 673 00:43:20,557 --> 00:43:23,769 -Please, stop it. -(Nate grunts) 674 00:43:25,520 --> 00:43:27,230 Stop, stop, stop. 675 00:43:27,314 --> 00:43:29,024 It's in, it's in my purse. 676 00:43:29,107 --> 00:43:31,234 It's in my purse. It's in my purse. 677 00:44:10,023 --> 00:44:13,443 Hey, I'm sorry. 678 00:44:13,527 --> 00:44:15,278 I'm sorry. I was-- 679 00:44:16,154 --> 00:44:17,572 -I was jok-- -Don't touch me! 680 00:44:17,656 --> 00:44:20,075 I'm sorry. I'm sorry. 681 00:44:20,158 --> 00:44:21,952 There's no bullets in the gun. 682 00:44:27,499 --> 00:44:29,501 Goodbye. 683 00:44:29,584 --> 00:44:34,005 ("I'll Be There for You/ You're All I Need to Get By" by Method Man playing) 684 00:44:38,718 --> 00:44:43,348 ♪ You're all I need ♪ 685 00:44:43,432 --> 00:44:48,687 ♪ To get by, ahh ♪ 686 00:44:48,770 --> 00:44:53,358 ♪ You're all I need ♪ 687 00:44:53,442 --> 00:44:55,277 ♪ To get by ♪ 688 00:44:55,360 --> 00:44:56,945 ♪ Me for you that's how it is ♪ 689 00:44:57,028 --> 00:44:58,947 ♪ I be your Noah, you be my Wiz ♪ 690 00:44:59,030 --> 00:45:01,825 ♪ I'm your Mister, you my Mrs. with hugs and kisses ♪ 691 00:45:01,908 --> 00:45:05,245 ♪ Valentine cards and birthday wishes, please ♪ 692 00:45:05,328 --> 00:45:07,414 ♪ ♪ 693 00:45:19,801 --> 00:45:21,678 -Hello? -Nate (on phone): Look, I know you probably 694 00:45:21,761 --> 00:45:24,681 don't wanna talk to me, but I'm about to be outside your house, 695 00:45:24,764 --> 00:45:26,558 and I really need to speak to you. 696 00:45:26,641 --> 00:45:28,185 I don't care. 697 00:46:20,278 --> 00:46:21,780 No, thank you. 698 00:46:24,616 --> 00:46:26,159 It's good to see you. 699 00:46:29,204 --> 00:46:31,748 I know you hate me. 700 00:46:31,831 --> 00:46:33,375 I've done a lot of shitty things, 701 00:46:33,458 --> 00:46:37,212 but, um... no, this isn't one of 'em. 702 00:46:37,295 --> 00:46:38,755 What do you want? 703 00:46:38,838 --> 00:46:42,133 First... to apologize. 704 00:46:42,217 --> 00:46:43,677 I'm not interested. 705 00:46:43,760 --> 00:46:45,845 I know, but you are gonna be interested in the second thing. 706 00:46:45,929 --> 00:46:49,307 Unfortunately for you, you're gonna have to hear my apology first. 707 00:46:51,643 --> 00:46:53,186 Uh... 708 00:46:54,521 --> 00:46:56,606 I'm sorry... 709 00:46:56,690 --> 00:46:58,858 for everything that I've done to you. 710 00:47:02,612 --> 00:47:04,948 You didn't deserve it. 711 00:47:05,031 --> 00:47:08,535 I was, uh... I was tryin' to protect somebody that 712 00:47:08,618 --> 00:47:10,787 didn't deserve to be protected. 713 00:47:15,125 --> 00:47:17,669 If I could take it all back, I would. 714 00:47:19,588 --> 00:47:22,465 But... I did what I did. 715 00:47:26,303 --> 00:47:29,139 I found out about you and my dad from, um... 716 00:47:30,265 --> 00:47:33,143 from this disc. 717 00:47:33,226 --> 00:47:36,730 Yeah, he, uh, he secretly records every encounter he has, 718 00:47:36,813 --> 00:47:40,400 and, you know, he's been doin' it, well... 719 00:47:40,483 --> 00:47:44,613 well, honestly, as long as I can remember. 720 00:47:44,696 --> 00:47:47,782 I stole it from him, and he had a, he had a mental breakdown, 721 00:47:47,866 --> 00:47:49,284 and he moved out of the house, 722 00:47:49,367 --> 00:47:51,703 so I thought that I would, uh-- 723 00:47:51,786 --> 00:47:54,789 I thought I'd give it to you, and, you know, you can 724 00:47:54,873 --> 00:47:56,666 do with it as you please. 725 00:47:58,501 --> 00:48:01,296 -So, there was a camera? -Yes. 726 00:48:03,131 --> 00:48:04,674 And you've seen it? 727 00:48:06,301 --> 00:48:08,136 Yeah. 728 00:48:08,219 --> 00:48:11,056 -Have a lot of people seen it? -No, no. 729 00:48:12,265 --> 00:48:13,975 Does he know you're giving this to me? 730 00:48:14,059 --> 00:48:17,479 No... No. He would fuckin' kill me. 731 00:48:20,482 --> 00:48:23,360 Is this, like, the only copy, or... 732 00:48:23,443 --> 00:48:25,153 is it other, other places? 733 00:48:25,236 --> 00:48:27,697 I mean, it's the only one that I know of, yeah. 734 00:48:32,410 --> 00:48:34,829 Why are you giving this to me? 735 00:48:34,913 --> 00:48:38,917 Honestly, the answer is too stupid and simple. 736 00:48:39,000 --> 00:48:41,169 I think it's better if we just keep it a mystery. 737 00:48:41,252 --> 00:48:44,464 What, did you become, like, a good person? 738 00:48:44,547 --> 00:48:46,257 Absolutely not, no. 739 00:48:46,341 --> 00:48:48,635 I mean, you should've seen what I had to do to get it. 740 00:48:54,140 --> 00:48:57,519 I came out here with a box cutter in my sleeve. 741 00:48:57,602 --> 00:48:59,437 You know, in, in case there was a chance 742 00:48:59,521 --> 00:49:01,564 I might have to slit your throat. 743 00:49:03,274 --> 00:49:05,318 That's how little I trust you. 744 00:49:09,155 --> 00:49:13,785 -Well, uh, thank you. -You're welcome. 745 00:49:17,372 --> 00:49:19,708 -Um, I'm gonna go. -Okay. 746 00:49:21,084 --> 00:49:22,585 Hey, um... 747 00:49:23,962 --> 00:49:25,505 for what it's worth... 748 00:49:27,757 --> 00:49:29,968 everything I ever said was true. 749 00:49:36,182 --> 00:49:37,517 Same here. 750 00:49:43,565 --> 00:49:45,608 ♪ ♪ 751 00:50:11,176 --> 00:50:13,970 -Hello? -Nate (on phone): Hey, pack a suitcase. 752 00:50:14,053 --> 00:50:15,972 I'll be at your place in 10. 753 00:50:16,055 --> 00:50:17,307 You can stay at my house. 754 00:50:17,390 --> 00:50:18,767 Okay. 755 00:50:18,850 --> 00:50:20,018 Nate: Love you. 756 00:50:22,562 --> 00:50:23,897 I love you, too. 757 00:50:27,275 --> 00:50:30,570 ("Quiet, The Winter Harbor" by Mazzy Star playing) 758 00:50:38,578 --> 00:50:43,625 ♪ Well, you're still walking ♪ 759 00:50:43,708 --> 00:50:46,169 ♪ Around the block ♪ 760 00:50:48,505 --> 00:50:53,301 ♪ You had a long time ♪ 761 00:50:53,384 --> 00:50:57,806 -♪ To think who you are ♪ -(door shuts) 762 00:50:58,681 --> 00:51:03,561 ♪ You look so sad ♪ 763 00:51:03,645 --> 00:51:07,398 ♪ Well, so you think ♪ 764 00:51:08,566 --> 00:51:12,111 ♪ You say, "Come over" ♪ 765 00:51:13,363 --> 00:51:16,533 ♪ And you're still a star ♪ 766 00:51:18,535 --> 00:51:22,121 ♪ You're like a villain ♪ 767 00:51:23,414 --> 00:51:26,876 ♪ In some old film ♪ 768 00:51:28,336 --> 00:51:32,882 ♪ Walking in the dark ♪ 769 00:51:32,966 --> 00:51:38,054 ♪ In somebody's room ♪ 770 00:51:39,305 --> 00:51:42,183 ♪ Save me ♪ 771 00:51:43,309 --> 00:51:47,939 ♪ 'Cause I'm still sinking ♪ 772 00:51:48,022 --> 00:51:52,986 ♪ And you've got a harbor ♪ 773 00:51:53,069 --> 00:51:57,240 ♪ Close to the shore ♪ 774 00:52:00,493 --> 00:52:02,579 ♪ ♪ 775 00:52:10,503 --> 00:52:13,756 I ruined my entire life for you. 776 00:52:36,029 --> 00:52:39,699 ♪ Save me ♪ 777 00:52:39,782 --> 00:52:44,287 ♪ 'Cause I'm still sinking ♪ 778 00:52:44,370 --> 00:52:48,458 ♪ And you've got a harbor ♪ 779 00:52:49,375 --> 00:52:52,587 ♪ Close to the shore ♪ 780 00:53:01,220 --> 00:53:04,515 -Cal (in video): How old are you? -Jules (in video): Uh, 22. 781 00:53:08,019 --> 00:53:09,729 Cal: Selfishly... 782 00:53:11,147 --> 00:53:12,857 I hope you stay. 783 00:53:15,860 --> 00:53:16,986 Wider. 784 00:53:19,322 --> 00:53:22,617 Wider... There you go. 785 00:53:22,700 --> 00:53:23,826 That's it. 786 00:53:24,535 --> 00:53:25,536 Good girl. 787 00:53:41,302 --> 00:53:43,012 -Ali: So, Rue, Rue. -(Gia laughs) 788 00:53:43,096 --> 00:53:44,722 Hm? 789 00:53:44,806 --> 00:53:46,641 So, you think you hit rock bottom? 790 00:53:49,936 --> 00:53:51,187 Yes. 791 00:53:52,689 --> 00:53:54,357 -Ali: Hm. -Um... 792 00:53:55,191 --> 00:53:57,318 okay, uh, I know... 793 00:53:58,528 --> 00:54:01,614 that I have a lot of apologizing to do. 794 00:54:01,698 --> 00:54:04,534 -Uh... I get that. -Ali: Uh-huh. 795 00:54:04,617 --> 00:54:07,787 So, I just figured that I'd, you know... 796 00:54:07,870 --> 00:54:13,001 go to rehab, get clean, you know, sort my shit out, and, um... 797 00:54:13,084 --> 00:54:16,629 then come back, and... apologize. 798 00:54:16,713 --> 00:54:18,464 Ali: So you wanna get clean? 799 00:54:20,883 --> 00:54:22,760 -Yeah. -Ali: Okay. 800 00:54:25,471 --> 00:54:27,015 How do you feel about that? 801 00:54:30,143 --> 00:54:32,020 If it's real, then great. 802 00:54:32,103 --> 00:54:34,689 -It is. -Gia: You've said that before. 803 00:54:34,772 --> 00:54:37,316 Leslie: Gia, come on. 804 00:54:37,400 --> 00:54:39,527 What's wrong with her not believin' her? 805 00:54:41,112 --> 00:54:45,074 I think she needs all of our support. Right? 806 00:54:45,158 --> 00:54:47,452 Ali: I don't think it's a question of support. 807 00:54:47,535 --> 00:54:49,829 When you've let someone down again and again, 808 00:54:49,912 --> 00:54:52,331 I think it's fair to lose a little faith. 809 00:54:56,210 --> 00:54:58,004 I mean, what do you think? 810 00:54:58,087 --> 00:54:59,964 You think she'll get clean? 811 00:55:03,217 --> 00:55:04,469 I don't know. 812 00:55:05,845 --> 00:55:08,556 She said it's like a five percent chance, right? 813 00:55:08,639 --> 00:55:10,141 Ali: Somethin' like that. 814 00:55:12,143 --> 00:55:13,728 Where's the hope in that? 815 00:55:16,939 --> 00:55:20,735 The hope... is what Rue has to find. 816 00:55:26,866 --> 00:55:28,826 Yeah... piece of cake. 817 00:55:37,502 --> 00:55:39,587 -Let Rue be Rue-- -Mm-hm. 818 00:55:39,670 --> 00:55:41,714 and shower that little one with love. 819 00:55:43,800 --> 00:55:45,635 (softly): She's been waitin' on it. 820 00:55:53,768 --> 00:55:54,936 Rue: Hey. 821 00:55:56,104 --> 00:55:58,940 You mind if I sleep in your bed tonight? 822 00:55:59,023 --> 00:56:01,109 Yeah, yeah, for sure. Come on. 823 00:56:29,095 --> 00:56:32,390 I feel like I don't know anything about your life anymore. 824 00:56:36,894 --> 00:56:39,105 I'll tell you when you get back. 825 00:56:41,357 --> 00:56:42,441 Okay. 826 00:56:45,528 --> 00:56:47,655 -Good night. -Night. 827 00:56:55,913 --> 00:56:57,081 Hello? 828 00:56:58,332 --> 00:56:59,876 Yes, this is her. 829 00:57:02,295 --> 00:57:05,923 Yeah, my daughter. She's 17 years old. 830 00:57:08,176 --> 00:57:12,722 (sighs) I think opiates, hero-heroin. 831 00:57:12,805 --> 00:57:15,391 I think mainly just opiates. 832 00:57:18,102 --> 00:57:21,272 Well, I t-took her to the emergency room about four days ago, 833 00:57:21,355 --> 00:57:26,319 and... the doctor gave her somethin' to help with the withdrawal. 834 00:57:30,072 --> 00:57:33,367 But I was hopin' to bring her in as soon as possible. 835 00:57:36,245 --> 00:57:39,874 But she needs to be in an inpatient hospital. 836 00:57:46,797 --> 00:57:49,425 You don't understand my daughter, okay? 837 00:57:49,508 --> 00:57:53,429 She's a drug addict, okay? And she's gonna kill herself. 838 00:57:53,512 --> 00:57:56,432 Please, I am beggin' you, please, okay? 839 00:57:56,515 --> 00:58:00,061 She needs to be in an inpatient, not just the detox. 840 00:58:00,144 --> 00:58:02,480 She needs to be put back into rehab. 841 00:58:02,563 --> 00:58:04,732 No, don't. Please listen to me. 842 00:58:04,815 --> 00:58:10,363 I know my daughter. She is going to kill herself. 843 00:58:10,446 --> 00:58:14,158 (crying) Please don't do this, please. I'm begging. 844 00:58:15,826 --> 00:58:19,789 Please, don't do this to us. Don't do this to us, please! 845 00:58:22,208 --> 00:58:24,710 (crying): My daughter's gonna kill herself.