1 00:01:07,541 --> 00:01:08,958 ♪ Whoo-hoo-hoo... ♪ 2 00:01:09,375 --> 00:01:13,958 I don't understand why we have to drive seven hours to see a psychiatrist. 3 00:01:15,291 --> 00:01:20,083 Because... we want the best care possible for you. 4 00:01:20,166 --> 00:01:22,333 When Jules was eleven years old, 5 00:01:22,416 --> 00:01:23,458 her mother took her on a road trip. 6 00:01:32,416 --> 00:01:34,333 ♪ Whoo-hoo-hoo ♪ 7 00:01:43,708 --> 00:01:45,708 ♪ Oh, oh! ♪ 8 00:01:46,041 --> 00:01:49,625 - Wasn't Dali, like, a sexual predator? - Was he? 9 00:01:50,583 --> 00:01:51,917 I hadn't heard that before. 10 00:01:51,999 --> 00:01:53,999 Would you like me to take it down? 11 00:01:54,083 --> 00:01:56,541 No. It's a cool painting. 12 00:01:56,625 --> 00:01:59,583 It is a cool painting. 13 00:01:59,667 --> 00:02:00,958 He was actually really sweet, though. 14 00:02:01,041 --> 00:02:03,958 They talked for over an hour, 15 00:02:04,041 --> 00:02:06,708 and only later did Jules realize that she hadn't lied once. 16 00:02:06,792 --> 00:02:09,792 ♪ Ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh ♪ 17 00:02:09,875 --> 00:02:13,333 ♪ Ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh ♪ 18 00:02:13,416 --> 00:02:16,708 After the session, they wanted to give her a tour of the Unit. 19 00:02:21,249 --> 00:02:24,208 Well, what's the Unit? Think of it like a second home, 20 00:02:24,291 --> 00:02:27,291 where children can learn how to feel better about themselves. 21 00:02:27,375 --> 00:02:28,833 Okay. 22 00:02:28,917 --> 00:02:30,833 Let me give you a tour. 23 00:02:33,667 --> 00:02:35,792 So, this is our common area, 24 00:02:35,875 --> 00:02:37,999 where we have group sessions, 25 00:02:38,083 --> 00:02:40,500 watch movies, play games, 26 00:02:40,583 --> 00:02:42,458 have art class. 27 00:02:42,541 --> 00:02:46,375 Um, on Tuesdays we have canine therapy. 28 00:02:46,458 --> 00:02:49,333 Uh, Thursdays we have music therapy. 29 00:02:55,750 --> 00:02:59,041 - Dr. Kay! - Allan! 30 00:02:59,750 --> 00:03:00,750 Suck my dick, you fucking cunt! 31 00:03:03,750 --> 00:03:07,500 Allan! 32 00:03:09,750 --> 00:03:12,124 Usually there's two to a room, 33 00:03:12,208 --> 00:03:15,750 depending on how many patients are with us. 34 00:03:15,833 --> 00:03:18,458 ♪ Ooh, ooh, ooh-ooh ♪ 35 00:03:18,541 --> 00:03:20,833 ♪ Whoo-ooh-ooh-ooh... ♪ 36 00:03:20,917 --> 00:03:22,583 So the kids live here? 37 00:03:22,667 --> 00:03:25,458 For short periods of time. 38 00:03:25,541 --> 00:03:28,083 And this is the quiet room. 39 00:03:29,541 --> 00:03:32,375 I'm gonna fucking rape you, Dr. Kay! 40 00:03:32,458 --> 00:03:34,041 You just bought yourself 41 00:03:34,124 --> 00:03:37,917 another 30 minutes in the quiet room, Jesse. 42 00:03:37,999 --> 00:03:39,541 It was around then when Jules thought 43 00:03:39,625 --> 00:03:40,833 she had just about had enough of the tour. 44 00:03:40,917 --> 00:03:43,124 I think I wanna go home. 45 00:03:43,208 --> 00:03:45,541 ♪ Ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh ♪ 46 00:03:45,625 --> 00:03:48,166 And that's when Jules realized, 47 00:03:48,249 --> 00:03:50,792 this wasn't a tour at all. 48 00:03:50,875 --> 00:03:53,667 It was an elaborate plan to admit her 49 00:03:53,750 --> 00:03:55,541 to a fucking psychiatric hospital. 50 00:03:55,625 --> 00:03:58,208 Mom! Mom! 51 00:03:58,291 --> 00:04:00,792 No, no, no, no, no! 52 00:04:00,875 --> 00:04:07,166 No! No! No! 53 00:04:07,249 --> 00:04:08,708 During the ensuing struggle, Jules accidentally 54 00:04:08,792 --> 00:04:10,750 scratched an RA across the face, 55 00:04:10,833 --> 00:04:12,458 which she felt really guilty about. 56 00:04:14,500 --> 00:04:17,833 But quickly, that guilt turned into anger... 57 00:04:19,500 --> 00:04:22,458 and that anger, into defeat. 58 00:04:24,375 --> 00:04:26,583 Hi. I'm Jules. 59 00:04:26,667 --> 00:04:29,583 - How are you feeling? - Better. 60 00:04:29,667 --> 00:04:31,583 Good. Good. 61 00:04:31,667 --> 00:04:35,333 Why don't you tell the group a little about yourself and why you're here. 62 00:04:35,416 --> 00:04:36,833 I don't know. 63 00:04:36,917 --> 00:04:41,291 Maybe because I was, like, sad for a really long time. 64 00:04:41,375 --> 00:04:42,917 What do you mean by a long time? 65 00:04:42,999 --> 00:04:46,083 Maybe since I was seven or eight or something. 66 00:04:46,166 --> 00:04:49,291 And I've been to see, like, a bunch of doctors. 67 00:04:49,375 --> 00:04:51,166 I've been on, like, a bunch of medications, 68 00:04:51,249 --> 00:04:53,625 but nothing's really helped, so... 69 00:04:53,708 --> 00:04:55,999 Maybe these mitts will do the trick. 70 00:04:56,083 --> 00:04:59,833 And, Jules, do you self-injure? 71 00:05:01,249 --> 00:05:04,249 The truth was, Jules hated herself. 72 00:05:07,083 --> 00:05:08,249 She hated how her brain worked... 73 00:05:09,333 --> 00:05:13,249 the way it would get stuck on a thought, 74 00:05:13,333 --> 00:05:14,541 like choking. 75 00:05:19,208 --> 00:05:22,917 All right. Keep present. 76 00:05:22,999 --> 00:05:25,208 And it would just play on an infinite loop, 77 00:05:25,291 --> 00:05:27,333 until she couldn't think 78 00:05:27,416 --> 00:05:28,958 or breathe or stand to be alive. 79 00:05:29,041 --> 00:05:32,458 This is hard, Jules. You're going to get through it, okay? 80 00:05:32,541 --> 00:05:34,625 She didn't just hate her brain, though. 81 00:05:34,708 --> 00:05:37,458 She hated her body, not every part, 82 00:05:37,541 --> 00:05:39,667 just her shoulders, and her arms, 83 00:05:39,750 --> 00:05:42,041 and her hands. 84 00:05:42,124 --> 00:05:44,833 Also her chest, her stomach, her thighs. 85 00:05:44,917 --> 00:05:47,083 Her knees were the worst. 86 00:05:47,166 --> 00:05:49,333 Plus her ankles, and her big, fucking, stupid feet. 87 00:05:53,124 --> 00:05:56,249 She hated her life, not because it was bad, 88 00:05:56,333 --> 00:05:58,708 but because when you hate your brain and your body, 89 00:05:58,792 --> 00:06:01,500 it's hard to enjoy the rest. 90 00:06:01,583 --> 00:06:05,875 So, Jules developed a few coping mechanisms. 91 00:06:05,958 --> 00:06:07,416 None of them healthy, and a few scary enough to land her in... 92 00:06:12,041 --> 00:06:15,625 So, how are you liking the Unit? 93 00:06:15,708 --> 00:06:17,166 It's okay. 94 00:06:17,958 --> 00:06:20,999 - Are you making any friends? - Not really. 95 00:06:21,999 --> 00:06:24,083 Well, that'll change. 96 00:06:24,166 --> 00:06:26,583 Wait. Can you leave me the rest? 97 00:06:29,208 --> 00:06:30,792 Sure. 98 00:06:58,583 --> 00:07:01,999 - This guy did some damage. - Allan? 99 00:07:03,083 --> 00:07:05,333 I did something really stupid. 100 00:07:05,416 --> 00:07:07,792 Is everything okay? 101 00:07:07,875 --> 00:07:09,833 I'm so sorry. 102 00:07:10,458 --> 00:07:12,625 Please don't be mad at me. 103 00:07:14,375 --> 00:07:17,833 ♪ Ooh, ooh, ooh-ooh ♪ 104 00:07:17,917 --> 00:07:20,708 ♪ Ooh, ooh, ooh-ooh ♪ 105 00:07:20,792 --> 00:07:23,917 ♪ Ooh, ooh, ooh-ooh ♪ 106 00:07:23,999 --> 00:07:26,041 Eventually Jules got better and came home. 107 00:07:26,124 --> 00:07:29,750 ♪ Ooh, ooh, ooh-ooh ♪ 108 00:07:29,833 --> 00:07:32,500 ♪ Ooh, ooh, ooh-ooh ♪ 109 00:07:32,583 --> 00:07:33,833 But her mom got worse and went away. 110 00:07:34,625 --> 00:07:38,416 ♪ Ooh-ooh-ooh... ♪ 111 00:07:38,500 --> 00:07:41,875 And her dad quit his job to be closer to home, 112 00:07:41,958 --> 00:07:44,958 which she liked, 'cause she loved her dad. 113 00:07:45,041 --> 00:07:48,291 By 13, she started to transition. 114 00:07:48,375 --> 00:07:52,291 And by 16, Jules had gotten a little slutty. 115 00:07:52,375 --> 00:07:54,458 And every guy was the same: 116 00:07:54,541 --> 00:07:57,625 cis, white, married, 117 00:07:57,708 --> 00:08:00,291 engaged, in long-term relationships, 118 00:08:00,375 --> 00:08:01,249 and always, always... 119 00:08:01,333 --> 00:08:04,999 I mean, I'm a hundred percent straight. 120 00:08:06,541 --> 00:08:08,750 Um, cool. 121 00:08:10,875 --> 00:08:12,875 So do you like top? 122 00:08:14,041 --> 00:08:16,750 - No. - Cool. 123 00:08:16,833 --> 00:08:19,083 'Cause that's, like, not my thing. 124 00:08:19,875 --> 00:08:23,416 ♪ Ooh, ooh, ooh-ooh ♪ 125 00:08:23,500 --> 00:08:26,041 ♪ Ooh, ooh, ooh... ♪ 126 00:08:26,124 --> 00:08:29,541 ♪ Ooh, ooh, ooh-ooh ♪ 127 00:08:29,625 --> 00:08:32,708 ♪ Ooh, ooh, ooh-ooh ♪ 128 00:08:32,792 --> 00:08:35,625 - Some were sweet. - Some were weird. 129 00:08:35,708 --> 00:08:37,500 And a few were aggressive. 130 00:08:37,583 --> 00:08:39,917 Spit. 131 00:08:42,249 --> 00:08:45,166 And whenever anything got too uncomfortable... 132 00:08:48,708 --> 00:08:51,083 ...Jules would just imagine that she wasn't really herself, 133 00:08:51,166 --> 00:08:54,208 and this wasn't really her life. 134 00:08:54,291 --> 00:08:58,667 She was just a character in a book or a movie or a show. 135 00:08:58,750 --> 00:09:03,124 That none of it was real, and if it was, how did it matter? 136 00:09:03,208 --> 00:09:04,071 It's not like her body ever really belonged to her in the first place. 137 00:09:09,166 --> 00:09:11,500 But fuck it. She'd save it for the memoirs. 138 00:09:13,999 --> 00:09:18,750 'Cause that was the night she met her new best friend. 139 00:09:18,833 --> 00:09:20,875 And although she had never really been in a relationship 140 00:09:20,958 --> 00:09:23,958 or even in, like, love, 141 00:09:24,041 --> 00:09:27,667 she imagined spending the rest of her life with her. 142 00:09:27,750 --> 00:09:30,958 How they'd live together in some shitty New York apartment, 143 00:09:31,041 --> 00:09:34,708 and maybe date other people, but always sleep in the same bed. 144 00:09:34,792 --> 00:09:37,708 She even said it to her once, which was probably a mistake, 145 00:09:37,792 --> 00:09:39,625 for, like, a lot of reasons. 146 00:09:41,375 --> 00:09:44,958 Plus, that was before she fell for Tyler, 147 00:09:45,041 --> 00:09:48,124 like, hard, like, really hard. 148 00:09:52,875 --> 00:09:55,166 What are you smiling about? 149 00:09:55,249 --> 00:09:58,667 I don't know. Just... life. 150 00:10:02,083 --> 00:10:06,792 ♪ I never felt so alone ♪ 151 00:10:06,875 --> 00:10:09,500 ♪ Felt so alone, no, no, no ♪ 152 00:10:12,500 --> 00:10:17,208 ♪ And I never felt so alone ♪ 153 00:10:17,291 --> 00:10:19,708 ♪ Felt so alone, no, no, no ♪ 154 00:10:21,083 --> 00:10:23,500 There's nothing I'm really passionate about. 155 00:10:24,375 --> 00:10:28,917 You know, like, I'm not dying to say or do anything, really. 156 00:10:28,999 --> 00:10:31,041 And every time I admit that to people, 157 00:10:31,124 --> 00:10:33,750 they're like, "Oh, my gosh, that's so sad." But... 158 00:10:33,833 --> 00:10:36,541 I think that's the case for most people. 159 00:10:36,625 --> 00:10:40,708 You know? Like, when I look at my mom or... 160 00:10:40,792 --> 00:10:42,458 like, the kids at my school... 161 00:10:42,541 --> 00:10:46,667 like, their profiles or their posts and their Tumblr rants... 162 00:10:47,375 --> 00:10:52,750 you realize they're all just fucked up, too... and lost. 163 00:10:52,833 --> 00:10:56,208 They just have a reason to mask it... 164 00:10:56,291 --> 00:10:58,917 whether it be, like, their, their families 165 00:10:58,999 --> 00:11:03,041 or their boyfriends or their hashtag activism. 166 00:11:04,249 --> 00:11:07,375 And they're just reaching for something 167 00:11:07,458 --> 00:11:09,750 - to make it all seem meaningful. - Rue... 168 00:11:09,833 --> 00:11:11,667 But sometimes I just sit and think... 169 00:11:11,750 --> 00:11:13,541 - Rue. Rue. - ...like, what's the point? 170 00:11:13,625 --> 00:11:15,958 Rue, I don't give a shit. 171 00:11:16,041 --> 00:11:18,708 - Why'd you call me? - Honestly... 172 00:11:20,083 --> 00:11:23,083 I didn't really have anybody else to call. 173 00:11:26,291 --> 00:11:28,958 Well, what happened to make you call? 174 00:11:31,041 --> 00:11:32,541 Um... 175 00:11:38,208 --> 00:11:39,750 you know... 176 00:11:43,958 --> 00:11:45,124 just like... 177 00:11:45,208 --> 00:11:47,708 Open the fucking door! 178 00:11:47,792 --> 00:11:48,875 Fuck! 179 00:11:50,833 --> 00:11:52,583 ...just the usual bullshit. 180 00:11:52,667 --> 00:11:56,750 Rue, you know that drug addicts don't reach out for help 181 00:11:57,458 --> 00:11:59,500 unless there's no options. 182 00:12:00,375 --> 00:12:02,124 So what happened? 183 00:12:07,041 --> 00:12:08,458 Um... 184 00:12:09,416 --> 00:12:11,208 I was with my best friend. 185 00:12:11,291 --> 00:12:13,583 Okay, well, she's... I mean, she's a new friend, 186 00:12:13,667 --> 00:12:15,917 but we hang out every day. 187 00:12:16,458 --> 00:12:17,999 And, um... 188 00:12:19,625 --> 00:12:22,750 It's stupid. It's stupid. 189 00:12:22,833 --> 00:12:24,833 - What? - I just... 190 00:12:26,999 --> 00:12:31,375 I misread... the whole situation. 191 00:12:32,875 --> 00:12:35,750 And now it's gonna be really, really, really... 192 00:12:35,833 --> 00:12:38,124 really fucking awkward. 193 00:12:38,208 --> 00:12:41,166 And I guess that 194 00:12:41,249 --> 00:12:44,124 hanging out with her was... 195 00:12:44,208 --> 00:12:48,500 was the best thing that's happened to me in a while, so... 196 00:12:50,583 --> 00:12:53,999 Does the way in which you feel about her remind you of anything? 197 00:12:55,667 --> 00:13:00,249 - What do you mean? - You know, like... the obsession, 198 00:13:00,333 --> 00:13:03,667 the feelings, the withdrawal. 199 00:13:05,667 --> 00:13:07,291 What, like drugs? 200 00:13:08,375 --> 00:13:09,500 Bingo. 201 00:13:10,458 --> 00:13:13,124 Okay, but this is a good thing. 202 00:13:13,792 --> 00:13:18,333 Didn't drugs feel real good the first time you tried 'em? 203 00:13:29,375 --> 00:13:30,541 Shit. 204 00:13:38,875 --> 00:13:43,750 ♪ Everybody now is doin' their thing ♪ 205 00:13:43,833 --> 00:13:46,667 Yeah. It's gon' be a good night, tonight, man. 206 00:13:46,750 --> 00:13:48,416 Let's get this money. 207 00:13:49,999 --> 00:13:55,333 ♪ If you wanna have a good time ♪ 208 00:13:55,416 --> 00:13:59,083 ♪ Just grab your partner and step on a line ♪ 209 00:13:59,375 --> 00:14:00,958 What's good, bro? 210 00:14:01,041 --> 00:14:02,583 Fuck. 211 00:14:02,667 --> 00:14:04,667 You wanna go on the Gravitron? Uh, no. 212 00:14:04,750 --> 00:14:05,833 - The Ferris wheel? - Nope. 213 00:14:05,917 --> 00:14:07,708 Why? Because I don't wanna die. 214 00:14:07,792 --> 00:14:11,667 Where are you? I'm standing by the fucking Ferris wheel. 215 00:14:11,750 --> 00:14:13,958 I don't see you. 216 00:14:14,041 --> 00:14:16,750 Why do you always do this to me? 217 00:14:20,083 --> 00:14:23,041 - Whoa! Whoa! Aah! - We're gonna die, die! 218 00:14:23,124 --> 00:14:26,333 Oh, my God. 219 00:14:26,416 --> 00:14:29,249 Stop! Stop! 220 00:14:29,333 --> 00:14:31,833 Stop! You're rocking the fucking thing. 221 00:14:31,917 --> 00:14:34,375 - You're rocking... - Oh, my God. 222 00:14:36,416 --> 00:14:39,124 Yo, are you at this Ferris wheel or that Ferris wheel? 223 00:14:39,208 --> 00:14:41,458 Well, how the fuck am I supposed to know which one you're at? 224 00:14:41,541 --> 00:14:43,083 You don't fucking tell me... 225 00:14:43,166 --> 00:14:44,708 Yeah, I know, I know. I'm on my way. I... 226 00:14:44,792 --> 00:14:47,625 How am I supposed to know that there's two Ferris wheels? 227 00:14:50,291 --> 00:14:52,792 Yo, why are dressed like a hooker? What? 228 00:14:52,875 --> 00:14:55,249 Jesus Christ, Maddy. I'm here with my parents. 229 00:14:55,333 --> 00:14:57,708 - So what? It's the carnival. - No. It's the chili cook-off. 230 00:14:57,792 --> 00:15:00,750 It's very important. I can't have you hanging out at the booth dressed like that. 231 00:15:00,833 --> 00:15:02,416 Yeah, well maybe it'll sell better. 232 00:15:02,500 --> 00:15:04,875 Yo, this isn't a fucking joke, okay? 233 00:15:04,958 --> 00:15:06,500 Why are you being like this? 234 00:15:06,583 --> 00:15:10,458 - Listen, my parents already don't like you. - What? 235 00:15:11,625 --> 00:15:13,875 Go home, get changed, 236 00:15:13,958 --> 00:15:17,083 and come back looking like a person. Fuck. 237 00:15:24,083 --> 00:15:25,999 Well, did you break up again? No. 238 00:15:26,083 --> 00:15:27,999 - Looks like you broke up again. - No, we didn't. 239 00:15:28,083 --> 00:15:30,917 If you ask me, she's a distraction. 240 00:15:33,291 --> 00:15:35,375 Hurry up, guy, go! 241 00:15:35,458 --> 00:15:38,375 - Oh! - Ew! 242 00:15:43,625 --> 00:15:45,291 Hold on. 243 00:15:46,291 --> 00:15:48,375 Oh, my God. Jules! 244 00:15:49,458 --> 00:15:50,667 Come! 245 00:15:53,667 --> 00:15:56,667 Hands and feet inside the ride unless you want to die. 246 00:16:02,500 --> 00:16:04,541 - Hey. - Hey. 247 00:16:04,625 --> 00:16:06,917 I'm really fucking scared. 248 00:16:09,541 --> 00:16:11,041 Oh, no! 249 00:16:50,249 --> 00:16:51,833 - Hi. - Hey. 250 00:16:51,917 --> 00:16:54,375 - I missed you. - I missed you, too. 251 00:16:56,583 --> 00:17:00,333 Um, I think she's in love with her. 252 00:17:00,416 --> 00:17:01,999 Really? 253 00:17:02,083 --> 00:17:05,667 Yeah, like... Rue is in love with Jules, I think. 254 00:17:05,750 --> 00:17:09,124 - Are you mad at me? - No. No, no. 255 00:17:10,667 --> 00:17:12,667 Are you mad at me? 256 00:17:12,750 --> 00:17:15,041 - No. - Okay. 257 00:17:15,124 --> 00:17:16,833 Don't you think? 258 00:17:16,917 --> 00:17:19,083 I hadn't really thought about it. 259 00:17:19,166 --> 00:17:21,833 Oh. I don't know. 260 00:17:21,917 --> 00:17:24,750 Can we just pretend like what I did wasn't super-weird? 261 00:17:24,833 --> 00:17:27,999 - It wasn't weird. It... - It was weird, but... 262 00:17:28,083 --> 00:17:30,333 we don't have to talk about it. 263 00:17:31,792 --> 00:17:33,625 Talk about what? 264 00:17:33,708 --> 00:17:36,208 - Nothing. - Right. 265 00:17:36,291 --> 00:17:40,249 Okay, um... Anyway, I'm gonna go catch some friends. 266 00:17:40,333 --> 00:17:42,124 - All right. - Okay. 267 00:17:52,917 --> 00:17:54,833 - Uh-oh. Mr. Jacobs. - Oh! 268 00:17:54,917 --> 00:17:56,458 - Stingray McKay. - I see you... 269 00:17:56,541 --> 00:17:58,458 I see what you got going on over here. All right, chili. 270 00:17:58,541 --> 00:17:59,750 Let me get some. 271 00:17:59,833 --> 00:18:02,249 - Yo, what's up, brother? - How you doin', man? 272 00:18:02,333 --> 00:18:03,500 Yo. 273 00:18:04,999 --> 00:18:07,917 What are you... Are you guys, like, in a relationship? 274 00:18:07,999 --> 00:18:10,625 - Nah, we're just chillin'. - Are you just chillin'? 275 00:18:10,708 --> 00:18:12,708 Yeah, we're chillin'. 276 00:18:12,792 --> 00:18:15,124 Okay. 277 00:18:15,208 --> 00:18:18,041 - Okay. - Why haven't I seen you on the field? 278 00:18:18,124 --> 00:18:19,416 Uh... 279 00:18:19,500 --> 00:18:21,875 Just freshmen got to earn their due, that's all. 280 00:18:21,958 --> 00:18:25,500 You take that attitude, you'll spend the rest of your life on the bench. 281 00:18:26,833 --> 00:18:30,083 It's really not that big of a deal, Mr. Jacobs. It's just the first season. 282 00:18:30,166 --> 00:18:31,541 No, it is a big deal. 283 00:18:31,625 --> 00:18:34,083 You got one of the best slide-steps I've ever seen. 284 00:18:34,166 --> 00:18:35,833 You've got promise. You've got talent. 285 00:18:35,917 --> 00:18:37,583 You're not pushing yourself hard enough. 286 00:18:37,667 --> 00:18:39,917 Dad, I think McKay's gonna be just fine. 287 00:18:39,999 --> 00:18:42,083 I'm just trying to help him keep a girl like her. 288 00:18:45,124 --> 00:18:47,708 Why? It's not like we're in a relationship. 289 00:18:47,792 --> 00:18:50,583 - Plus, I don't even care about football. - Whoa. 290 00:18:51,917 --> 00:18:54,291 It's not just football. 291 00:18:54,375 --> 00:18:55,833 It's life. 292 00:18:55,917 --> 00:18:58,041 It's about maintaining your focus. 293 00:18:58,124 --> 00:19:01,625 It's about putting your all into everything you do. 294 00:19:01,708 --> 00:19:04,249 Why do you think I have the business I have? 295 00:19:04,333 --> 00:19:06,458 Why do think I have the family I have? 296 00:19:06,541 --> 00:19:08,625 The success that I have? 297 00:19:08,708 --> 00:19:10,625 Why do think this chili 298 00:19:10,708 --> 00:19:14,291 has been voted best chili in the county five years in a row? 299 00:19:14,375 --> 00:19:16,249 'Cause you refuse to lose. 300 00:19:18,291 --> 00:19:19,625 No. 301 00:19:19,708 --> 00:19:22,541 It's about who you want to become in the world. 302 00:19:23,291 --> 00:19:25,500 I'm just lookin' out for you. 303 00:19:28,083 --> 00:19:29,833 - Bye. - Cassie. 304 00:19:29,917 --> 00:19:32,398 What the fuck is her problem? 305 00:19:32,403 --> 00:19:33,249 Come on, bro. 306 00:19:38,750 --> 00:19:41,249 Yo, Cass. Cass. 307 00:19:41,917 --> 00:19:43,333 Cass, stop. 308 00:19:43,416 --> 00:19:45,375 Why would you say that? 309 00:19:45,458 --> 00:19:47,166 That we're just chillin'? 310 00:19:47,249 --> 00:19:49,291 It's not that big of a deal, Cass. It's a figure of speech. 311 00:19:49,375 --> 00:19:51,166 - It is a big deal. - It's really not. 312 00:19:51,249 --> 00:19:53,166 You literally just told me that you loved me. 313 00:19:53,249 --> 00:19:54,958 What does that have to do with anything? 314 00:19:55,041 --> 00:19:57,958 You just told Nate that we're not even in a fucking relationship. 315 00:19:58,041 --> 00:20:00,792 That's because I know the guy. He's just gonna talk shit. 316 00:20:00,875 --> 00:20:03,750 - Like what? - Like about you. 317 00:20:03,833 --> 00:20:05,500 Or whatever, Cassie. 318 00:20:05,583 --> 00:20:07,917 What do you mean, whatever? 319 00:20:08,458 --> 00:20:10,667 Like whatever the fuck you've done. 320 00:20:12,416 --> 00:20:14,458 What have I done, McKay? 321 00:20:15,458 --> 00:20:17,708 Look, I don't want to talk about this right now, Cass. 322 00:20:17,792 --> 00:20:19,249 We're in the middle of a fucking carnival. 323 00:20:19,333 --> 00:20:21,291 I don't know what you're talking about. 324 00:20:26,291 --> 00:20:29,500 It's not like it's that big of a fucking secret, Cassie. 325 00:20:33,875 --> 00:20:35,583 You know what? It's cool. 326 00:20:35,667 --> 00:20:39,583 We should just call it a night. I got to get back, anyway. 327 00:20:53,166 --> 00:20:55,333 So, what you was lookin' for? 328 00:20:55,416 --> 00:20:56,401 Molly. 329 00:20:56,406 --> 00:20:59,375 Oh. She over there workin' at the pretzel stand. 330 00:20:59,917 --> 00:21:01,458 Thank you. 331 00:21:09,667 --> 00:21:11,333 Hey. 332 00:21:11,792 --> 00:21:13,875 - Hey. - You're not having fun? 333 00:21:13,958 --> 00:21:16,208 - No. - Yeah, me, neither. 334 00:21:17,124 --> 00:21:18,999 You wanna do Molly? 335 00:21:20,041 --> 00:21:23,583 Welcome to Pretzelmania. Can I take your order? 336 00:21:23,667 --> 00:21:25,708 How many pretzels do you want? 337 00:21:25,792 --> 00:21:28,583 - We don't eat carbs. - Two, please. 338 00:21:28,667 --> 00:21:30,667 That'll be forty. 339 00:21:35,333 --> 00:21:37,583 So, you think Nate's cheating on you? 340 00:21:38,458 --> 00:21:41,708 I don't know. He's just been acting super-weird lately. 341 00:21:46,208 --> 00:21:48,541 Have you gone through his phone? 342 00:21:49,792 --> 00:21:52,416 I've never not gone through someone's phone. 343 00:21:52,500 --> 00:21:54,875 Bitch, you're my soul mate. 344 00:21:57,500 --> 00:21:59,500 Thank you. 345 00:22:01,375 --> 00:22:03,249 Yo, what's going on with you and McKay? 346 00:22:03,333 --> 00:22:04,875 I thought you two were in love. 347 00:22:04,958 --> 00:22:07,333 Nate asked McKay if were were in a relationship, 348 00:22:07,416 --> 00:22:09,541 and McKay said that we were just chillin'. 349 00:22:09,625 --> 00:22:11,208 - What? - Yeah. 350 00:22:11,291 --> 00:22:14,625 Honestly, fuck them both. 351 00:22:14,708 --> 00:22:15,958 Right? 352 00:22:16,041 --> 00:22:18,041 Okay, so if I tell you something, 353 00:22:18,124 --> 00:22:20,667 you swear on your fucking life you won't say a word? 354 00:22:20,750 --> 00:22:22,208 Yeah. What? 355 00:22:23,750 --> 00:22:25,750 I went through Nate's phone. 356 00:22:26,625 --> 00:22:28,583 And it was weird. 357 00:22:39,583 --> 00:22:41,208 - Oh, my fucking God. - What? 358 00:22:41,291 --> 00:22:42,833 - That's him. - Who? 359 00:22:42,917 --> 00:22:44,416 The guy. 360 00:22:44,500 --> 00:22:47,416 - What guy? - The one from the motel. 361 00:22:47,500 --> 00:22:49,041 Okay, what guy are we looking at, exactly? 362 00:22:49,124 --> 00:22:51,625 Okay, the one in the apron, serving the chili. 363 00:22:51,643 --> 00:22:52,443 I swear to God. 364 00:22:52,448 --> 00:22:54,667 No fucking way. Jules, do you know who that is? 365 00:22:54,750 --> 00:22:57,416 - Yeah, the guy from the motel. - That's Cal Jacobs. 366 00:22:57,500 --> 00:22:59,458 - Who's that? - Nate Jacobs's dad. 367 00:22:59,541 --> 00:23:02,291 - That's Nate's dad? - Yes, that's Nate's dad. 368 00:23:02,375 --> 00:23:04,583 - No fucking way! - Yes, fucking way. 369 00:23:04,667 --> 00:23:06,625 - You're full of shit. - No way. 370 00:23:06,708 --> 00:23:07,999 You're full of shit. 371 00:23:08,792 --> 00:23:10,500 Do you... Do you know who he is? 372 00:23:10,583 --> 00:23:12,667 He fucking owns half this town. He built it. 373 00:23:12,750 --> 00:23:14,708 All the apartment buildings past Kemper, they're his. 374 00:23:14,792 --> 00:23:16,291 - Rue, I swear to God. - There's no way. 375 00:23:16,375 --> 00:23:18,124 - That's the guy I fucked. - There's no way. 376 00:23:18,208 --> 00:23:19,541 Bullshit. 377 00:23:19,625 --> 00:23:21,750 I'm being a hundred percent serious. 378 00:23:21,833 --> 00:23:25,083 - You... You don't believe me? - No, actually. 379 00:23:25,166 --> 00:23:27,625 - I don't. - Okay. Watch. 380 00:23:36,875 --> 00:23:40,458 - Excuse me, sir. - Hmm? 381 00:23:42,667 --> 00:23:44,833 Hi. Can I help you? 382 00:23:44,917 --> 00:23:47,958 Uh, can I please have a small cup of chili? 383 00:23:48,999 --> 00:23:50,500 Yeah, sure. 384 00:24:08,333 --> 00:24:09,833 Oh. 385 00:24:11,124 --> 00:24:12,333 Shoot. 386 00:24:12,416 --> 00:24:14,291 Sorry. 387 00:24:18,625 --> 00:24:21,708 Uh, it... it's okay. It was my fault. 388 00:24:21,792 --> 00:24:23,667 I'll get you another cup. 389 00:24:24,999 --> 00:24:28,291 Hi. It's two dollars. All the proceeds go to the football team. 390 00:24:28,375 --> 00:24:30,541 Uh... cool. 391 00:24:30,875 --> 00:24:32,375 Thank you. 392 00:24:42,333 --> 00:24:43,541 Thanks. 393 00:24:47,708 --> 00:24:50,083 Yo, Nate, who was that? 394 00:24:50,166 --> 00:24:52,541 Her name's Jules. She's new here. 395 00:24:52,625 --> 00:24:54,999 She goes to East Highland? 396 00:24:56,249 --> 00:24:58,249 Yeah. She's a junior. 397 00:24:58,333 --> 00:24:59,875 Damn. That's jailbait. 398 00:24:59,958 --> 00:25:02,458 That's too bad. 399 00:25:05,583 --> 00:25:07,833 ...nuts! Why the fuck did you let me do that? 400 00:25:07,917 --> 00:25:09,792 I didn't let you do that! You just fucking... 401 00:25:09,875 --> 00:25:13,083 - You just did it. - You went over there and you did it. 402 00:25:13,166 --> 00:25:14,875 Did you see that his hands were fucking shaking? 403 00:25:14,958 --> 00:25:17,166 - Yes, and then he dropped... - And then he fucking dropped the chili! 404 00:25:17,249 --> 00:25:18,999 - Oh, my God. - He dropped the fucking chili. 405 00:25:19,083 --> 00:25:21,541 Oh, he dropped the fucking chili. And then he... 406 00:25:21,625 --> 00:25:23,083 And then you looked at me. 407 00:25:23,166 --> 00:25:25,249 Yeah, because I was screaming inside. 408 00:25:25,333 --> 00:25:27,792 Yeah, well, that made him fucking look at me. 409 00:25:27,875 --> 00:25:29,583 - He looked at me in the fucking eyes. - I'm sorry. 410 00:25:29,667 --> 00:25:31,833 I feel so bad. That was literally the meanest thing 411 00:25:31,917 --> 00:25:33,958 - I've ever done. - Oh, shit, hold on. It's my mom. 412 00:25:34,041 --> 00:25:35,416 Hey, Mom. 413 00:25:37,416 --> 00:25:39,041 Yeah. Yeah, no. 414 00:25:39,124 --> 00:25:42,792 Well, because she's been in the Gravitron for like 20 straight minutes. 415 00:25:43,999 --> 00:25:47,333 Yes, yes. I promise. We will be home by ten. 416 00:25:47,999 --> 00:25:50,083 Okay, I love you, too. 417 00:25:50,958 --> 00:25:53,541 Apparently, Gia's not answering her phone. 418 00:25:54,416 --> 00:25:56,792 Uh... It's just going straight to voicemail. 419 00:26:03,208 --> 00:26:04,750 It burns. 420 00:26:07,166 --> 00:26:09,833 It's so weird to think that, like, 421 00:26:09,917 --> 00:26:12,124 no matter what happens, 422 00:26:12,208 --> 00:26:16,792 the universe is just out here giving, like, zero fucks. 423 00:26:17,541 --> 00:26:19,124 Wow. 424 00:26:21,750 --> 00:26:24,833 You look super cute. Thanks. You, too. I love that shirt. 425 00:26:24,958 --> 00:26:27,875 Thank you. Even though I have the same body as Bruno Mars. 426 00:26:27,958 --> 00:26:29,792 - Shut up, you look hot. - No, I don't. 427 00:26:29,872 --> 00:26:30,672 Yes, you do. 428 00:26:30,677 --> 00:26:33,083 No, I don't, 'cause these right here, they're cutlets. 429 00:26:33,166 --> 00:26:36,291 No, they're not. Trust me, these guys are super chill, okay? 430 00:26:36,375 --> 00:26:37,750 Do not worry. 431 00:26:37,833 --> 00:26:39,792 - Your mom's, like, all organic, right? - Oh, yeah. Yeah. 432 00:26:39,875 --> 00:26:43,124 - There's your issue. - What do you mean? 433 00:26:43,208 --> 00:26:45,917 Uh, organic food doesn't have any good hormones. 434 00:26:45,999 --> 00:26:49,083 You got to get her to buy, like, the regular stuff, okay? 435 00:26:49,166 --> 00:26:50,667 What's the regular stuff? 436 00:26:50,750 --> 00:26:53,041 Trust me. Oh, and milk, and milk. No! 437 00:26:53,124 --> 00:26:55,708 - I hate milk! - At least three glasses a day. Three glasses. 438 00:26:55,792 --> 00:26:58,708 That's how I went from a small A to a full B. 439 00:26:58,792 --> 00:26:59,917 Mm-hmm. 440 00:26:59,999 --> 00:27:01,667 - Fine, I'll try it. - I'm telling you. 441 00:27:01,750 --> 00:27:04,124 - You got to do it. - How old are the boys again? 442 00:27:04,208 --> 00:27:05,708 They're, like, our age. Yeah. 443 00:27:06,333 --> 00:27:07,958 That's a lot. 444 00:27:08,041 --> 00:27:09,833 - I know. - They are so good. 445 00:27:09,917 --> 00:27:10,527 Right? 446 00:27:10,532 --> 00:27:12,375 I could drink these, like, every day of my life. 447 00:27:12,458 --> 00:27:16,124 Yes. Uh, how 'bout you grab another slushie, 448 00:27:16,208 --> 00:27:20,583 I go get more tickets, and then get super drunk and ride the Ferris wheel? 449 00:27:20,667 --> 00:27:22,166 Deal. 450 00:27:22,249 --> 00:27:24,124 - Okay. - Okay. All right. 451 00:27:24,208 --> 00:27:25,583 All right. 452 00:27:27,999 --> 00:27:30,166 - Thank you. - No problem. 453 00:27:49,500 --> 00:27:51,041 Just tell your sister I really need her 454 00:27:51,124 --> 00:27:53,375 - to cover my shift on Wednesday. - Okay. 455 00:27:53,458 --> 00:27:55,958 For real. She's not answering any of my texts. 456 00:27:56,041 --> 00:27:57,999 I promise you I will say something. 457 00:27:58,083 --> 00:28:00,833 I'm supposed to meet my boyfriend's family for the first time. 458 00:28:00,917 --> 00:28:02,500 It's really important. 459 00:28:02,583 --> 00:28:04,166 Yeah, I got you. 460 00:28:04,249 --> 00:28:06,416 Thank you. You're the best. 461 00:28:17,917 --> 00:28:21,124 Honestly, fuck that whole family. For real. 462 00:28:21,208 --> 00:28:23,833 'Cause right now I'm looking at a thousand versions of myself, 463 00:28:23,917 --> 00:28:27,249 and not only do I look good, I fucking feel good. 464 00:28:27,333 --> 00:28:29,375 - It's a bitch. - So, if they've got something to say, 465 00:28:29,458 --> 00:28:31,291 they should just say it to my face, right? 466 00:28:31,375 --> 00:28:33,557 Or you could just say it to their fucking face. 467 00:28:33,562 --> 00:28:34,362 Right? 468 00:28:34,375 --> 00:28:36,500 That's what I would do. 469 00:28:36,583 --> 00:28:40,291 - I feel like this is a turning point. - Totally. 470 00:28:40,375 --> 00:28:43,583 We should just pick the hottest, 471 00:28:43,667 --> 00:28:47,708 most confident, bad bitch version of ourselves, 472 00:28:47,792 --> 00:28:50,500 and be that for the rest of the school year. 473 00:28:50,583 --> 00:28:53,249 Yo. 474 00:28:53,333 --> 00:28:56,208 And this year's winner of the chili cook-off is... 475 00:28:56,291 --> 00:28:58,208 Cal Jacobs! 476 00:28:58,291 --> 00:29:02,208 Make it six years and running! 477 00:29:19,708 --> 00:29:21,166 Yeah, I'm not supposed to be here right now, 478 00:29:21,249 --> 00:29:22,875 because I'm dressed like a hooker, 479 00:29:22,958 --> 00:29:24,583 and none of you like me, 480 00:29:24,667 --> 00:29:26,500 but I just wanted to say congratulations. 481 00:29:26,583 --> 00:29:28,041 Maddy, get out of... 482 00:29:28,124 --> 00:29:30,333 Ooh! 483 00:29:30,416 --> 00:29:32,166 What in God's name is your problem? 484 00:29:32,249 --> 00:29:35,041 You, cunt. 485 00:29:43,041 --> 00:29:45,958 - Hey. - 'Sup, Cass? 486 00:29:47,541 --> 00:29:49,917 You wanna ride the carousel? 487 00:29:49,999 --> 00:29:51,166 Cool. 488 00:29:51,999 --> 00:29:54,500 Shit. She's not answering. 489 00:29:54,583 --> 00:29:57,750 - It's just going straight to voicemail. - I mean, she can't be too far. 490 00:29:57,833 --> 00:30:00,291 Well, I have to get her home in like, 30 minutes. 491 00:30:00,375 --> 00:30:02,583 - Gia! - Gia! 492 00:30:02,667 --> 00:30:04,708 Excuse me. Sorry. 493 00:30:06,375 --> 00:30:07,833 Gia! 494 00:30:10,166 --> 00:30:12,541 - Gia! - Gia! 495 00:30:15,541 --> 00:30:17,792 Fuck. Okay. Uh... 496 00:30:17,875 --> 00:30:19,667 It'd be faster if we split up. 497 00:30:19,750 --> 00:30:22,333 - Yeah. Okay. Text me. Thank you. - Okay. 498 00:30:23,541 --> 00:30:25,375 I'm not gonna let you fucking embarrass me 499 00:30:25,458 --> 00:30:27,291 like that again, I swear to fucking God. 500 00:30:28,708 --> 00:30:30,458 Shut the fuck up! I'm fucking done with you! 501 00:30:30,541 --> 00:30:32,083 - I'm so fucking done with you. - So what else is new? 502 00:30:32,166 --> 00:30:33,792 - I'm not fucking joking. - Yeah, fucking right. 503 00:30:33,875 --> 00:30:36,083 Calling my mom a cunt. What the fuck is actually wrong 504 00:30:36,166 --> 00:30:37,833 - with your fucking brain? - I think you're overreacting. 505 00:30:41,875 --> 00:30:43,416 You're fucking dead to me. 506 00:30:43,500 --> 00:30:46,249 Fuck you. 507 00:30:48,083 --> 00:30:50,917 - I do have one question, though. - Yo, what? 508 00:30:54,500 --> 00:30:58,583 Man, I'm telling you, that girl has some real, fucking issues. 509 00:30:58,667 --> 00:31:00,708 I have to use the bathroom. 510 00:31:00,792 --> 00:31:04,041 Gia! 511 00:31:06,416 --> 00:31:07,792 Gia! 512 00:31:09,249 --> 00:31:10,458 Gia! 513 00:31:44,792 --> 00:31:46,667 Got an extra cigarette? 514 00:32:19,041 --> 00:32:21,291 Damn, you're so fucking hot. 515 00:32:23,375 --> 00:32:25,999 I could ride the carousel for hours! 516 00:32:29,333 --> 00:32:31,625 - Emma. Yo. - Yo, Rue. What up? 517 00:32:31,708 --> 00:32:35,124 - Have you seen Gia? - Yeah, like, over there. 518 00:32:35,208 --> 00:32:38,249 - Over where? Where is she? - You know. Like, the Gravitron. 519 00:32:38,333 --> 00:32:41,291 - Is she in the Gravitron? - No, she's like, by it. 520 00:32:41,375 --> 00:32:43,875 I... I really have to pee. 521 00:32:53,375 --> 00:32:54,875 Gia! 522 00:33:04,541 --> 00:33:05,708 Gia! 523 00:33:06,541 --> 00:33:07,341 Gia! 524 00:33:07,416 --> 00:33:09,999 Aren't you Luke Kasten? 525 00:33:10,083 --> 00:33:11,291 Yeah. 526 00:33:11,375 --> 00:33:13,667 You used to go to East Highland, right? 527 00:33:13,750 --> 00:33:16,750 Yeah, like, fuckin' forever ago. 528 00:33:17,875 --> 00:33:21,291 I used to hear stories about you, like, all the time in middle school. 529 00:33:21,375 --> 00:33:23,750 Oh, yeah? What kind of stories? 530 00:33:26,333 --> 00:33:27,833 That you had a... 531 00:33:27,917 --> 00:33:31,041 have a really big dick and fucked every girl in your grade. 532 00:33:33,208 --> 00:33:35,124 Basically. 533 00:33:35,750 --> 00:33:37,541 That's cool. 534 00:33:39,750 --> 00:33:41,583 How old are you? 535 00:33:44,833 --> 00:33:46,249 Sixteen. 536 00:34:16,625 --> 00:34:18,124 I'm just saying, as your girlfriend, 537 00:34:18,208 --> 00:34:19,875 those pictures are a little suspicious. 538 00:34:19,958 --> 00:34:21,249 It's not what it looks like. 539 00:34:21,333 --> 00:34:22,958 Yeah? Well, then, explain to me why you have 540 00:34:23,041 --> 00:34:25,583 someone else's dick in your phone. 541 00:34:25,667 --> 00:34:27,541 It's really fucking complicated. 542 00:34:27,625 --> 00:34:30,124 How many reasons could there be? 543 00:34:30,208 --> 00:34:32,124 I can't explain it to you right now. 544 00:34:32,208 --> 00:34:34,208 Yeah, what does that mean? 545 00:34:34,291 --> 00:34:37,458 Look, I'm going through a lot of shit right now. 546 00:34:39,416 --> 00:34:41,625 I need... I just... I need you to promise me 547 00:34:41,708 --> 00:34:43,291 that you're not gonna tell a soul. 548 00:34:43,375 --> 00:34:45,333 I am not gonna tell anyone, I promise. 549 00:34:45,416 --> 00:34:47,999 - Like, on your life. - Yeah, on my life. 550 00:34:48,083 --> 00:34:51,333 I'm sorry I got so angry at you before. 551 00:34:52,792 --> 00:34:54,625 I am sorry. 552 00:34:59,041 --> 00:35:00,708 I'm sorry. 553 00:35:04,667 --> 00:35:06,333 I love you. 554 00:35:06,917 --> 00:35:08,833 Maddy, I love you. 555 00:35:11,291 --> 00:35:12,792 I got a lot of sh... 556 00:35:12,875 --> 00:35:15,833 a lot of shit going on right now and I'm really confused. 557 00:35:16,333 --> 00:35:18,375 I don't know what to do. 558 00:36:35,541 --> 00:36:36,958 Mmm! 559 00:36:39,833 --> 00:36:42,917 Ho, ho, ho. Nasty! 560 00:37:10,208 --> 00:37:11,833 Gia! 561 00:37:13,792 --> 00:37:16,375 What the hell? I've been calling you. 562 00:37:16,458 --> 00:37:18,166 Rue. 563 00:37:20,291 --> 00:37:23,458 - Are you stoned right now? - Nah. Um-mm. 564 00:37:26,625 --> 00:37:28,708 - We're just chillin'. - Yeah, that's my sister. 565 00:37:28,792 --> 00:37:30,249 - Yo, Roy. - What's up? 566 00:37:30,333 --> 00:37:31,999 This is Rue's little sis. 567 00:37:32,083 --> 00:37:34,583 Oh, yeah. I knew that by the way she was hittin' the weed. 568 00:37:34,667 --> 00:37:37,208 That's me. 569 00:37:37,291 --> 00:37:38,917 All right, Gia, get up. Let's go. 570 00:37:38,999 --> 00:37:40,999 - What do you mean, let's go? - You see we're having 571 00:37:41,083 --> 00:37:42,625 a funky good time. 572 00:37:42,708 --> 00:37:45,166 - That's great. - I'm having the best time. 573 00:37:45,249 --> 00:37:47,708 - We need to go, now. - We having the best time. 574 00:37:47,792 --> 00:37:49,416 Gia, get the fuck up and let's go. 575 00:37:49,500 --> 00:37:50,917 I'm not playing with you. Let's go. Wow. 576 00:37:50,999 --> 00:37:52,999 What'd you do? Decide to just clean up, 577 00:37:53,083 --> 00:37:55,291 - and, like, oh, I wanna become a mom? Like... - Right? 578 00:37:55,375 --> 00:37:57,333 Relax. Gia, get the fuck up. Let's go. 579 00:37:57,416 --> 00:37:59,083 - Now. - Mom. What's your problem, Mom? 580 00:37:59,166 --> 00:38:02,875 Hey, if she's a mom, you know she a MILF. 581 00:38:04,208 --> 00:38:06,083 Get up. 582 00:38:06,166 --> 00:38:08,833 Yo, for real. When'd you become such a bitch? 583 00:38:13,166 --> 00:38:14,667 Excuse me? 584 00:38:14,750 --> 00:38:17,249 Was it after you fuckin' OD'd? 585 00:38:19,708 --> 00:38:23,291 Yeah. It's good. I know it's only weed, 586 00:38:23,375 --> 00:38:25,750 but you might get addicted. 587 00:38:28,208 --> 00:38:29,458 Get up. 588 00:38:29,541 --> 00:38:32,166 Just hope you don't get addicted again. 589 00:38:33,708 --> 00:38:35,500 All I'm saying is, if I were you, 590 00:38:35,583 --> 00:38:37,708 I wouldn't be taking advice from her. 591 00:38:39,667 --> 00:38:42,166 Yo. Text me. 592 00:38:42,917 --> 00:38:45,166 Don't do that shit again, all right? 593 00:38:45,249 --> 00:38:47,500 You fucking scared me. 594 00:38:59,625 --> 00:39:00,917 Hey. 595 00:39:04,792 --> 00:39:08,333 Look, I know you have the power to ruin my life right now. 596 00:39:08,416 --> 00:39:10,833 I'm begging you, 597 00:39:10,917 --> 00:39:13,333 pleading with you, 598 00:39:13,416 --> 00:39:15,083 please don't. 599 00:39:16,416 --> 00:39:19,333 I know you already told your friend. I saw her look at me. 600 00:39:19,416 --> 00:39:21,583 She won't tell anyone. 601 00:39:21,917 --> 00:39:24,667 - I promise. - 'Cause if this ever came out, 602 00:39:24,750 --> 00:39:27,958 I'd lose everything. I'd lose everything. 603 00:39:30,583 --> 00:39:32,708 I'll do whatever you want me to do. 604 00:39:37,999 --> 00:39:43,291 I have no intention of, like, hurting you or anything. 605 00:39:46,583 --> 00:39:48,792 I'm sorry about earlier. 606 00:39:49,792 --> 00:39:51,792 That was kind of dumb. 607 00:39:54,249 --> 00:39:55,792 That's okay. 608 00:39:57,792 --> 00:39:59,750 I just wanted to... 609 00:40:00,124 --> 00:40:01,917 It won't be a thing. 610 00:40:02,625 --> 00:40:05,416 - Don't worry. - Thank you. 611 00:40:06,958 --> 00:40:08,667 Thank you so much. 612 00:40:44,083 --> 00:40:45,708 Where were you? 613 00:40:45,792 --> 00:40:47,297 What's wrong? 614 00:40:47,302 --> 00:40:51,833 I just think the Molly's, like, way too strong or something. 615 00:41:00,500 --> 00:41:03,875 So... did you come? 616 00:41:03,958 --> 00:41:05,375 No. 617 00:41:15,667 --> 00:41:17,917 Uh, do you think Mom's gonna be 618 00:41:17,999 --> 00:41:20,166 sitting in the living room when we get there? 619 00:41:20,249 --> 00:41:22,750 - No, she won't. - Okay. 620 00:41:23,958 --> 00:41:26,041 Because, if, um... 621 00:41:26,750 --> 00:41:29,500 If I walked in there, I wouldn't know what to say. 622 00:41:29,583 --> 00:41:33,041 - I wouldn't say hi. - No, she's... She's gonna be in her bed. 623 00:41:33,124 --> 00:41:35,750 Trust me. Look, I need you, when we get home, 624 00:41:35,833 --> 00:41:38,625 to just go straight to your room and hide under the covers. Okay? 625 00:41:38,708 --> 00:41:40,833 Just let me deal with her. 626 00:41:40,917 --> 00:41:43,458 Wh-what are you gonna tell her? 627 00:41:43,541 --> 00:41:46,917 I don't know yet. 628 00:41:46,999 --> 00:41:50,750 What are you laughing at? 629 00:41:52,041 --> 00:41:55,541 You good? 630 00:41:56,041 --> 00:41:57,500 Come here. 631 00:42:04,416 --> 00:42:07,999 She's still a little sick from riding the Gravitron so many times. 632 00:42:08,083 --> 00:42:11,708 - Should I check on her? - Oh, no. It's good. I got it. 633 00:42:13,375 --> 00:42:16,541 Thank you for looking out for her tonight. 634 00:42:17,958 --> 00:42:19,833 - Of course. - Love you. 635 00:42:19,917 --> 00:42:23,625 - Love you, too. Good night, Mom. - Good night. 636 00:43:39,917 --> 00:43:41,958 Hey. Shut the door. 637 00:45:22,792 --> 00:45:23,958 Hey. 638 00:45:26,083 --> 00:45:27,333 Tyler? 639 00:45:45,667 --> 00:45:46,833 No. No! 640 00:45:46,917 --> 00:45:49,208 No, I'm not trying to hurt you. I'm not. 641 00:45:49,291 --> 00:45:51,375 I'm not here to hurt you. 642 00:45:51,458 --> 00:45:54,083 I know that you have these ideas about me, 643 00:45:54,166 --> 00:45:56,667 based on the first time that we met, and I understand that. 644 00:45:57,833 --> 00:46:00,166 But I'm not the person that you met that night. 645 00:46:00,999 --> 00:46:02,500 Can you let go of me? 646 00:46:19,249 --> 00:46:22,291 You know, over the past few weeks... 647 00:46:23,500 --> 00:46:25,208 I've spent... 648 00:46:26,625 --> 00:46:29,708 every moment of every day getting to know you. 649 00:46:32,166 --> 00:46:33,833 At night... 650 00:46:34,500 --> 00:46:36,333 I fall asleep to you. 651 00:46:37,708 --> 00:46:39,875 And in the morning... 652 00:46:40,833 --> 00:46:42,708 I wake up to you. 653 00:46:44,708 --> 00:46:49,500 I kind of feel closer to you than I do to anyone in the whole world. 654 00:46:53,083 --> 00:46:55,999 I don't trust you, Nate. 655 00:47:00,541 --> 00:47:02,667 I don't trust you, either. 656 00:47:30,875 --> 00:47:34,041 Open your mouth. Nate... 657 00:47:34,124 --> 00:47:35,625 Wider. 658 00:47:38,999 --> 00:47:41,291 Nate. Nate, stop. 659 00:47:43,416 --> 00:47:46,083 God, are you broken inside. 660 00:47:47,291 --> 00:47:49,958 And that's precisely why I don't trust you. 661 00:47:53,625 --> 00:47:57,083 Because you're so broken you don't even trust yourself. 662 00:47:59,208 --> 00:48:01,416 And that's scary. 663 00:48:02,291 --> 00:48:05,917 Not just for you, but for me. 664 00:48:05,999 --> 00:48:08,541 And for my entire family. 665 00:48:10,999 --> 00:48:14,249 I wouldn't answer that. You're gonna wanna hear this. 666 00:48:14,333 --> 00:48:17,500 Over the last three weeks, 667 00:48:17,583 --> 00:48:21,291 you have knowingly produced and distributed child pornography. 668 00:48:21,792 --> 00:48:25,249 Including obscene images that were taken on school property. 669 00:48:25,333 --> 00:48:28,041 I've compiled all these photos, 670 00:48:28,124 --> 00:48:32,625 along with an IP address, and an account that's linked to your name. 671 00:48:34,541 --> 00:48:38,458 I don't know if you're familiar with child pornography laws in this state. 672 00:48:39,833 --> 00:48:43,625 But they apply to minors just as they apply to adults. 673 00:48:44,833 --> 00:48:46,792 I sent them to you. 674 00:48:46,875 --> 00:48:48,917 No. You sent them 675 00:48:48,999 --> 00:48:52,166 to an account of a person that doesn't fucking exist. 676 00:48:52,999 --> 00:48:57,208 And I mean, anyone can anonymously report child pornography, right? 677 00:48:59,541 --> 00:49:02,249 - Then I'd tell them everything. - Okay. 678 00:49:02,333 --> 00:49:05,500 You could do that, but, um... 679 00:49:05,583 --> 00:49:08,875 here's what would definitely happen. 680 00:49:10,041 --> 00:49:12,958 You'd end up on a sex offenders list. 681 00:49:14,041 --> 00:49:16,833 It means no more college. 682 00:49:17,875 --> 00:49:21,625 It's gonna be very fucking difficult to find a job. 683 00:49:24,541 --> 00:49:26,875 And everywhere you go, 684 00:49:26,958 --> 00:49:29,500 for the rest of your life, 685 00:49:29,583 --> 00:49:32,166 you'll be harassed, and spat at, 686 00:49:32,249 --> 00:49:34,208 and treated like a fucking animal. 687 00:49:35,750 --> 00:49:39,833 You deserve better than that. 'Cause I know you. 688 00:49:41,708 --> 00:49:44,208 You're kind. 689 00:49:44,999 --> 00:49:47,875 You're smart. You're generous. 690 00:49:47,958 --> 00:49:49,708 You got a big heart. 691 00:49:49,792 --> 00:49:54,541 You deserve whatever the fuck it is in this world that you want. 692 00:49:56,500 --> 00:49:58,124 So keep your head down. 693 00:49:58,208 --> 00:50:00,375 Keep your mouth shut. 694 00:50:02,124 --> 00:50:04,667 Don't try to ruin my life, 695 00:50:04,750 --> 00:50:07,583 and I won't have to ruin yours. 696 00:50:10,583 --> 00:50:12,875 You know what I think? 697 00:50:13,999 --> 00:50:18,083 I think you're a fucking faggot, just like your daddy. 698 00:50:30,375 --> 00:50:32,249 You have a nice night. 699 00:51:20,500 --> 00:51:25,667 - Hey. - Hey. Do you think I could, uh, sleep over? 700 00:51:26,375 --> 00:51:28,999 Yeah. Yeah, of course. Come on. 701 00:52:07,458 --> 00:52:09,249 Is everything okay? 702 00:52:16,291 --> 00:52:18,083 Um... 703 00:52:18,166 --> 00:52:20,041 Here. 704 00:52:21,875 --> 00:52:24,667 So how'd the date go with Tyler? 705 00:52:24,750 --> 00:52:26,083 Um... 706 00:52:35,917 --> 00:52:38,667 He didn't look like his picture. 707 00:52:57,041 --> 00:52:58,917 Come here. 708 00:53:21,083 --> 00:53:23,249 Are you sure you're okay? 709 00:54:28,999 --> 00:54:30,500 What?