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ZACH: Happy birthday.
[Zoe gasps]

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HEATHER: I heard a noise.
ZOE: Yeah, I guess
I was just talking to myself.

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LARS: Okay. Was it just me
or did anybody else

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dream a tad more vividly last night?

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‐ Whatever is in these, Dee,
keep 'em coming.

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‐ I'm not gonna make it.
‐ You're not gonna make it where?

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‐ To the end of the week

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The end of the year.
‐ Don't you look at me like‐‐ like‐‐

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don't stare at me
like I'm a fucking psycho.

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‐ We are on the precipice
of something great.

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Stay with me. Stay together.

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‐ Mom! Mom!
[gasps and screams]

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♪ theme music playing ♪

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‐ ♪ You've got this
Strange effect on me ♪

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♪ And I like it ♪

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♪ You've got this
Strange effect on me ♪

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♪ And I like it ♪

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♪ You make my world seem right ♪

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♪ You make my darkness bright ♪

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♪ Oh, yes, you've got ♪

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♪ This strange effect on me ♪

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♪ And I like it ♪

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♪ And I like it ♪

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♪ And I like it ♪

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[people singing in Russian]

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‐ Mmm.

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[breathes heavily]

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[spits]

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[rattling]

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♪ dramatic music playing ♪

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MAN:
♪ Money makes the world go around ♪

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♪ The world go around
The world go around ♪

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♪ Money makes the world go around ♪

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♪ It makes the world go round ♪

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♪ A mark, a yen, a buck, or a pound ♪

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♪ A mark, a yen, a buck, or a pound ♪

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♪ Is all that makes the world go around ♪

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♪ That clinking clanking sound ♪

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♪ That makes the world go 'round ♪

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‐ Who are you? What did you‐‐

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‐ ♪ Money, money, money
Money, money, money ♪

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♪ Money, money, money, money, money ♪

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Can you believe you gave me $128,000?

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Ooh! I bet you feel dumb.

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[Frances grunts]

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‐ Shit.

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[breathes deeply]

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[exhales deeply]

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[man singing distantly]

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♪ whimsical music playing ♪

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Son of a‐‐

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MAN: ♪ Money, money, money ♪

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♪ whimsical music continues playing ♪

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[Frances scoffs]
PAUL: Ari was never my son.

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He's my cousin's son.

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♪ If you happen to be rich
If you find you've been left ♪

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♪ By your lover, though you moan ♪

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♪ And you groan quite a lot
You can take it on the chin ♪

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♪ Call a cab and begin to recover ♪

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♪ On your 14‐karat yacht ♪

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‐ You're a small man, Paul Drabble.

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‐ ♪ Money, money, money
Money, money, money ♪

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♪ Money, money, money
Money, money, money ♪

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♪ Money, money‐‐ ♪
[Paul grunts]

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[toilet flushes]
[Frances laughs]

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♪ dramatic music playing ♪

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BOY: Faggot.
[Young Lars gasps]

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‐ What did you call me?
‐ He said faggot.

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ALL: Faggot, faggot!

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Faggot, faggot!
Faggot, faggot!

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Faggot, faggot!

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Faggot, faggot!
Faggot, faggot, faggot!

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[gasps and breathes heavily]
MASHA: Shh.

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‐ What are you doing here?

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‐ I hate bullies.

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‐ How do you know what I was dreaming?

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MASHA: I use a little
auditory subliminal stimuli.

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I put in a chemical catalyst, and...

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I can see your past trauma with bullies.

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‐ What exactly are you giving me?

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‐ What I'm giving you is a story.

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This is going to be yours.

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It's not connected to the internet,

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but the camera is working just fine.

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So I want you to document
all of the events

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that you see today.
I want you to record them,

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to write them down.
I want you to do it all.

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‐ Why? What's about to happen?
[Masha sighs]

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‐ Well for starters...

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You are about to happen.

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Your whole life
has been about tearing down.

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You target the bullies.

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Destroy them.

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The question is...

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have you ever nurtured anything?

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‐ No.
‐ No.

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Have you ever been a vehicle for growth?

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‐ No.

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‐ I am gonna offer you
the chance to build something.

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Something extraordinary.

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So...

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you came here to boost your career.

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Instead, you get a legacy,
you get the chance

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to be the one who told the world.

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♪ dramatic music playing ♪

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‐ Wait. So, what do you mean,
she controlled your dream?

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‐ I've heard of it
being done with hypnosis.

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She does it with drugs and audio.

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Like brain entrainment.

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‐ So she knew you'd be having a butt baby?

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‐ I'm sorry. Was I talking to you?

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‐ No, but you were talking loud enough

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that I could overhear your conversation.

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And by the way, it's my baby too, Lars.

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I know my rights.

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‐ Okay. Let's not be the Bickersons today.

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We had this lovely party last night.

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You know, we‐‐ We all sang and danced.

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‐ Hi, good morning.
ZOE: Good morning.

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‐ So, what'd I miss?
TONY: Oh, apparently

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Masha's been manipulating Lars' dreams

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with mind control or something.

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‐ Drugs and entrainment.
TONY: Whatever.

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FRANCES: She's controlling our dreams now?

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That explains a lot.
‐ Why, what happened?

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MASHA: Hello, everybody.

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How are you all doing this morning?

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‐ Uh, not‐‐ not great. I‐‐
I'm not sure what you're doing,

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dosage‐wise,

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but I had some kind of hallucination

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or dream last night where Paul Drabble

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was like the size of a, you know,

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like a garden gnome.
‐ Oh.

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FRANCES: I know it's maybe offensive
to talk about someone's size,

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but he's an offensive, tiny little man.

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So he‐‐ it's fine.
‐ What was he doing?

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‐ He was singing a song from Cabaret.

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‐ ♪ Willkommen, Bienvenue‐‐ ♪

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‐ No, not that one. The‐‐

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‐ ♪ Maybe this time I'll be lucky ♪

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♪ Maybe this time, maybe‐‐ ♪
FRANCES: No.

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I don't even know that one.
The, um‐‐ uh, it was‐‐

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‐ ♪ Money, money, money... ♪
FRANCES: Yes, "Money." "Money."

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He was singing, "Money, money, money,"

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across the floor, by my bed, and then...

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inside my toilet.

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And I mean, I did not come here

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to have a Lilliputian‐sized
internet hustler

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sing show tunes to me from the toilet.

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‐ That must've been terrifying.
‐ Well, it wasn't a good show.

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[laughter]
TONY: Yeah.

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‐ How did the dream end?

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‐ I‐‐ I flushed him down the toilet.

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[laughter]

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MASHA:
Now, if I had told you from the start

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that you will gonna flush Paul Drabble
down the toilet, what would have you done?

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‐ I would have paid you double.

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[laughter]

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‐ We are all experiencing new things here.

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Zoe. Zoe beautifully expressed
her sense of family to you last night.

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Ben, Jessica rediscovering each other.

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Tony. How about you?

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What were you feeling?
It looked like tenderness.

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You are okay being a little vulnerable?

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‐ No. I'm okay.

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[Masha chuckles]

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‐ So we're making progress here.

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And now we are gonna build
on that progress.

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We have a slightly higher dose.

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I mean, you don't have to take it,

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it is up to you, but if you do,

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there's a couple more rules,

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no climbing, no going near water.

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We will also employ the buddy system.

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So the Marconis, Ben and Jessica,

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Carmel, Lars, and Tony, Frances.

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‐ Love it.
MASHA: It's your choice,

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but it is safe.

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‐ Sounds safe to me.

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‐ Cheers?
‐ L'chaim.

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‐ Hey, buddy.

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‐ Here's mud in your eye.

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Mm.
BEN: Down it.

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‐ Et tu, Brute?

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And then fall Napoleon.

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MASHA: It's gonna be a glorious day.

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[all sigh]

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[clears throat]

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[Masha chuckles]

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‐ Masha?

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Uh, can I see you in private?

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My concern is about how this psychedelic

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might affect or react, you know,
with other medications.

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I'm on a few psychotropics.

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Um, I was afraid,

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um, I might not be accepted here
if you knew.

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So I didn't‐‐
MASHA: Yes.

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You're on psychotropics, we know this.

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We did your blood work.

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It's all right. You're fine.

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Nothing to worry about.
‐ [sighs] Okay.

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Well, good. Thank you so much.

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‐ But I am gonna need
to tell you something, um...

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so we can move forward to the next step.

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I know...

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I know why you came here.

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‐ I'm sorry?
‐ It wasn't a coincidence.

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You came to a retreat,
this retreat, because...

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I had an affair with your husband.

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‐ Oh my God, am I in trouble?
‐ No.

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‐ I'm in trouble.
‐ No. Of course,
you're not in trouble.

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I mean, unless you're trying to kill me.

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‐ What?
MASHA: Are you?

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Somebody is sending me nasty threats.

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Somebody wants to scare me.

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‐ Really? Not‐‐ no, it's not me.
I‐‐ I came here to know you.

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To see what he saw, to‐‐

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to see the‐‐ the what and the‐‐ the why.

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The why...

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MASHA: Finish that.

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‐ Well, it's just that you‐‐ [chuckles]

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You were the catalyst for it all.

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You‐‐ You...

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opened his mind to the idea
that there were beautiful girls

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out there to be had...

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including the pretty
little bimbo he's with now.

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Did you know we were in love, Masha?

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Masha, he was crazy about me.

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We were‐‐ we were in love.

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‐ So you came here to confront me?

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‐ I came to study you.

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To‐‐ to study you, in the hopes of‐‐ of...

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of becoming you.

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And then he‐‐
he might want me back.

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‐ Oh.
CARMEL: I'm sorry.

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‐ No. I should apologize to you.

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I was a different person then, Carmel.

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‐ May I ask what was he to you?

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‐ You're not gonna like this answer

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but he was nothing.

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He was a placeholder.

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I was consumed with work.

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I‐‐ I had affairs with married men

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who wouldn't get attached and that was it.

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I would never ever hurt you now.

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‐ So if you knew my story,
why did you accept me?

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‐ I want you to heal.

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I want you to get all of this hatred
out of your heart.

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I wanna say I'm sorry to you.

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♪ dramatic music playing ♪

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Yeah. Yeah. Come, come.

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That's right.

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Oh, lapochka.

254
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You can trust me.

255
00:14:16,815 --> 00:14:18,442
You're safe with me.

256
00:14:20,027 --> 00:14:21,653
I would never hurt you.

257
00:14:21,653 --> 00:14:23,238
You take the medicine.

258
00:14:23,238 --> 00:14:25,741
‐ I trust you.
‐ Just trust me.

259
00:14:25,741 --> 00:14:26,867
‐ Okay.

260
00:14:28,035 --> 00:14:29,077
[Masha sighs]

261
00:14:33,957 --> 00:14:36,960
♪ instrument humming ♪

262
00:15:24,007 --> 00:15:26,718
YAO: Twist to the right...

263
00:15:27,344 --> 00:15:30,514
Now towards the sun,
and you come down gently.

264
00:15:31,056 --> 00:15:36,770
Just hip level.
Gently come up, keep breathing.

265
00:15:38,480 --> 00:15:41,567
‐ Are you okay?
‐ Hmm. Wobbly.

266
00:15:41,567 --> 00:15:42,860
We have that in common.

267
00:15:46,196 --> 00:15:51,159
Masha, why are you pushing
this protocol so fast?

268
00:15:51,577 --> 00:15:54,872
‐ Because the time is now.
‐ Is it now or never?

269
00:15:56,290 --> 00:15:57,916
What are we, out of money?

270
00:15:57,916 --> 00:15:59,418
‐ We're not out of money.

271
00:16:00,377 --> 00:16:03,297
‐ Well, I‐I know that this lawsuit

272
00:16:03,297 --> 00:16:06,091
was a big‐‐ pretty big drain.

273
00:16:06,091 --> 00:16:07,676
‐ We're not out of money.

274
00:16:08,969 --> 00:16:12,431
DELILAH: [sighs]
I saw you last night, eating sugar.

275
00:16:13,223 --> 00:16:14,391
The cake?

276
00:16:15,893 --> 00:16:17,811
‐ That was you?
‐ Mm.

277
00:16:18,437 --> 00:16:20,189
It was actually kind of sweet.

278
00:16:20,856 --> 00:16:21,940
You actually‐‐

279
00:16:22,399 --> 00:16:24,693
[chuckles] You actually seemed
kind of mortal.

280
00:16:24,693 --> 00:16:26,320
Like the rest of us.

281
00:16:26,904 --> 00:16:28,739
Giving in to temptation.

282
00:16:31,867 --> 00:16:35,037
‐ I was trying to connect
with the little girl within me.

283
00:16:37,497 --> 00:16:39,750
DELILAH: Did you?
‐ Not yet.

284
00:16:45,589 --> 00:16:48,592
♪ instrument humming ♪

285
00:17:23,335 --> 00:17:24,461
‐ Tony.

286
00:17:26,505 --> 00:17:27,923
[echoing]: Tony.

287
00:17:30,425 --> 00:17:31,635
Your buddy.

288
00:17:33,262 --> 00:17:36,223
♪ instrument humming ♪

289
00:17:55,200 --> 00:17:58,328
♪ dramatic music playing ♪

290
00:18:33,530 --> 00:18:35,532
[retches, vomits]

291
00:18:38,452 --> 00:18:40,287
‐ Oh, Leon.
ZOE: Dad?

292
00:18:41,330 --> 00:18:45,000
‐ Oh. Uh, it just, uh,
erupted out of me, huh?

293
00:18:45,000 --> 00:18:47,044
‐ It's normal, it's‐‐
that's a great thing.

294
00:18:47,044 --> 00:18:50,088
‐ That's not normal.
‐ [clapping hands] Wow. Okay.

295
00:18:50,088 --> 00:18:52,466
Mount St. Napoleon onwards.

296
00:18:52,466 --> 00:18:53,634
‐ You sure you're okay?

297
00:18:53,634 --> 00:18:54,885
NAPOLEON: Oh, perfect. Better than ever.

298
00:18:54,885 --> 00:18:57,513
Wow. Uh, maybe a little water. Yeah.

299
00:18:58,889 --> 00:18:59,973
[Frances chuckles]

300
00:19:01,767 --> 00:19:03,685
‐ You're a pretty little thing.

301
00:19:08,398 --> 00:19:10,400
[insect buzzing]
[gasps]

302
00:19:12,444 --> 00:19:14,821
‐ Hey. What are you doing?

303
00:19:14,821 --> 00:19:17,032
Gallivanting off like that
without your buddy?

304
00:19:17,699 --> 00:19:18,659
‐ Sorry.

305
00:19:19,701 --> 00:19:21,995
‐ How's your head?
‐ I don't know.

306
00:19:21,995 --> 00:19:25,457
It's kind of‐‐
it feels like a puffy cloud...

307
00:19:25,457 --> 00:19:26,959
‐ Mm‐hm.
‐ ...little bit, you know,

308
00:19:26,959 --> 00:19:29,962
like a cumulus cloud,
pretty with a chance of rain.

309
00:19:31,380 --> 00:19:32,506
[Frances chuckles]

310
00:19:35,133 --> 00:19:37,469
‐ Anyway, you shouldn't
really go off like that

311
00:19:37,469 --> 00:19:38,804
and stuff, you know.

312
00:19:39,763 --> 00:19:41,598
FRANCES: Oh, right.
Because of the buddy system.

313
00:19:41,598 --> 00:19:44,518
‐ Yeah.
‐ We're buddies.

314
00:19:44,518 --> 00:19:46,061
♪ Love On The Brain by Rihanna playing ♪

315
00:19:46,061 --> 00:19:47,396
Right? You and me?

316
00:19:48,730 --> 00:19:49,690
‐ Yeah.

317
00:19:51,400 --> 00:19:53,485
‐ ♪ What you want from me ♪

318
00:19:55,070 --> 00:19:56,613
‐ Oh, my God, he's going in.

319
00:19:57,447 --> 00:19:58,907
‐ What?
‐ What?

320
00:19:58,907 --> 00:20:00,659
‐ What'd you say?
‐ I didn't say anything.

321
00:20:00,659 --> 00:20:02,411
‐ You did, you just said,
"Oh my God. He's going in."

322
00:20:03,287 --> 00:20:05,497
‐ Did I say that out loud?
‐ Yeah.

323
00:20:06,623 --> 00:20:08,333
‐ [stammering] I thought it.

324
00:20:08,333 --> 00:20:11,670
I didn't think I said it out loud.

325
00:20:11,670 --> 00:20:14,006
These‐‐ oh, these mushrooms
are like a doozy‐‐

326
00:20:14,006 --> 00:20:15,465
‐ What does that even mean though?

327
00:20:15,465 --> 00:20:17,259
"Oh my God. He's going in."
What does that mean?

328
00:20:17,968 --> 00:20:19,303
‐ You had a‐‐

329
00:20:21,054 --> 00:20:25,184
a look on your face
like you were gonna kiss me.

330
00:20:25,184 --> 00:20:26,101
So...

331
00:20:28,061 --> 00:20:29,396
Were you thinking that?

332
00:20:30,147 --> 00:20:32,065
‐ Yeah, I mean, I was thinking it.

333
00:20:34,026 --> 00:20:34,943
‐ And?

334
00:20:36,069 --> 00:20:37,905
‐ I remembered that
everything I ever touch

335
00:20:37,905 --> 00:20:38,864
I hurt.

336
00:20:40,073 --> 00:20:41,783
Especially the people I love.

337
00:20:44,203 --> 00:20:45,704
I don't wanna do that to you, Frances.

338
00:20:45,704 --> 00:20:46,830
I don't wanna hurt you.

339
00:20:46,830 --> 00:20:48,582
‐ Is that why you didn't kiss me?

340
00:20:48,582 --> 00:20:50,000
‐ That and it would involve leaning

341
00:20:50,000 --> 00:20:51,335
and I don't think
I could do that right now.

342
00:20:51,335 --> 00:20:52,794
I'm pretty dizzy.
I'm afraid I'm gonna fall.

343
00:20:52,794 --> 00:20:54,796
‐ I'll catch you.

344
00:20:54,796 --> 00:20:56,590
God, I've written this scene

345
00:20:56,590 --> 00:20:58,926
like a million times,
I'm sure Paul would say like

346
00:20:58,926 --> 00:21:00,719
it's a very gimmicky scene, but‐‐

347
00:21:00,719 --> 00:21:02,262
‐ Can w just forget
about Paul for a second?

348
00:21:02,262 --> 00:21:03,639
‐ Yup.

349
00:21:03,639 --> 00:21:06,058
‐ Okay.
Full disclosure, I'm a terrible kisser.

350
00:21:06,058 --> 00:21:09,770
‐ So when it is awful‐‐

351
00:21:09,770 --> 00:21:10,938
‐ Just lay it on me.

352
00:21:11,688 --> 00:21:13,232
‐ I'm not gonna make the first move.

353
00:21:13,232 --> 00:21:15,025
‐ I'm gonna make the move.

354
00:21:15,025 --> 00:21:17,152
‐ Are you?
‐ Yeah. Here it comes.

355
00:21:17,778 --> 00:21:20,405
‐ It's kind of funny
you're this big football,

356
00:21:20,405 --> 00:21:22,574
you know, guy.

357
00:21:22,574 --> 00:21:24,368
I mean, he‐‐ like cute‐‐

358
00:21:24,368 --> 00:21:27,871
‐ ♪ Must be love on the brain ♪

359
00:21:29,873 --> 00:21:32,793
♪ That's got me feeling this way ♪

360
00:21:32,793 --> 00:21:34,545
♪ Feeling this way ♪

361
00:21:34,545 --> 00:21:36,547
♪ It beats me black and blue ♪

362
00:21:36,547 --> 00:21:38,632
♪ But it fucks me so good ♪

363
00:21:38,632 --> 00:21:41,260
♪ And I can't get enough ♪

364
00:21:41,260 --> 00:21:44,888
♪ Must be love on the brain yeah ♪

365
00:21:46,557 --> 00:21:49,601
♪ And it keeps cursing my name ♪

366
00:21:49,601 --> 00:21:51,019
♪ Cursing my name ♪

367
00:21:51,395 --> 00:21:53,313
♪ No matter what I do ♪

368
00:21:53,313 --> 00:21:55,148
‐ You weren't kidding. That was terrible.

369
00:21:55,148 --> 00:21:56,942
‐ Thanks.
[both chuckle]

370
00:21:58,193 --> 00:22:00,028
‐ If that was terrible,
I can't even imagine

371
00:22:00,028 --> 00:22:02,281
what the good one is like.
‐ Oh my God, I'm going in.

372
00:22:02,281 --> 00:22:04,199
[moans]
[Frances grunts]

373
00:22:04,741 --> 00:22:06,326
[laughs] What are you doing?

374
00:22:06,326 --> 00:22:07,828
You said you were gonna catch me.

375
00:22:07,828 --> 00:22:09,997
‐ I can't catch you,
I have no upper body strength.

376
00:22:09,997 --> 00:22:11,582
[laughter]

377
00:22:12,249 --> 00:22:13,792
‐ How you doing? You feeling okay?

378
00:22:13,792 --> 00:22:15,961
‐ I feel nothing. I can't feel my legs.

379
00:22:15,961 --> 00:22:18,547
[laughter]

380
00:22:18,547 --> 00:22:19,840
Help. [squeaks]

381
00:22:20,048 --> 00:22:23,719
♪ Leather and Lace by Stevie Nicks
and Don Henley playing ♪

382
00:22:23,719 --> 00:22:26,263
[sighs deeply]

383
00:22:31,602 --> 00:22:32,644
HEATHER: Sweetheart.

384
00:22:33,645 --> 00:22:35,147
You okay?

385
00:22:35,147 --> 00:22:37,191
‐ Yeah, I barely feel anything.

386
00:22:38,817 --> 00:22:41,612
‐ Well, it hits people at different times.

387
00:22:44,406 --> 00:22:46,033
‐ I'm absolutely bonkers.

388
00:22:47,701 --> 00:22:49,536
It's just really
just a matter of perspective.

389
00:22:49,536 --> 00:22:51,246
It's, you know, trick of the mind

390
00:22:51,246 --> 00:22:53,332
because everything
you think you are is a story

391
00:22:53,332 --> 00:22:55,584
you tell yourself about yourself, right?

392
00:22:56,960 --> 00:22:59,838
‐ The vomit was real.
NAPOLEON: Yeah, it was.

393
00:23:01,298 --> 00:23:02,674
‐ I'm gonna go for a walk.

394
00:23:03,675 --> 00:23:06,094
HEATHER: No, I think
we should stick together.

395
00:23:06,094 --> 00:23:08,472
I got high once at a Fleetwood Mac concert

396
00:23:08,472 --> 00:23:12,226
and‐‐ and I went wandering
and I got lost for hours.

397
00:23:13,477 --> 00:23:14,978
‐ I'm gonna be okay.

398
00:23:16,104 --> 00:23:19,983
‐ ♪ That you won't be
walkin' out the door ♪

399
00:23:21,902 --> 00:23:24,947
♪ Still I carry this feelin' ♪

400
00:23:24,947 --> 00:23:27,032
♪ When you walked... ♪
‐ Zoe.

401
00:23:29,076 --> 00:23:30,744
NAPOLEON: Oh, boy. Look at that.

402
00:23:32,913 --> 00:23:33,956
Oh, wow.

403
00:23:35,040 --> 00:23:38,293
‐ ♪ Lovers forever ♪

404
00:23:38,293 --> 00:23:40,337
♪ Face‐to‐face ♪

405
00:23:41,213 --> 00:23:44,258
♪ My city, your mountains ♪

406
00:23:44,258 --> 00:23:47,427
♪ Stay with me, stay ♪
[Heather laughs]

407
00:23:47,427 --> 00:23:49,638
♪ I need you to love me ♪

408
00:23:49,638 --> 00:23:52,891
♪ I need you today ♪

409
00:23:53,684 --> 00:23:56,061
♪ Give to me your leather ♪

410
00:23:56,061 --> 00:23:58,981
♪ Take from me my lace ♪

411
00:24:04,403 --> 00:24:06,989
♪ You in the moonlight ♪

412
00:24:07,990 --> 00:24:10,993
♪ With your sleepy eyes ♪

413
00:24:10,993 --> 00:24:13,829
♪ Could you ever love a man like me? ♪

414
00:24:13,829 --> 00:24:15,289
TONY: Can I ask you something?

415
00:24:15,914 --> 00:24:16,874
‐ Yeah.

416
00:24:20,169 --> 00:24:22,171
‐ Do you ever think about not going on?

417
00:24:24,965 --> 00:24:26,133
‐ What do you mean?

418
00:24:27,176 --> 00:24:28,218
‐ What do you mean, what I mean?

419
00:24:29,803 --> 00:24:32,556
What I said, do you ever think
about not going on?

420
00:24:33,765 --> 00:24:37,936
‐ Jesus, that's, um, a bit of a buzzkill.

421
00:24:40,606 --> 00:24:43,025
‐ I've thought about it a lot, of late.

422
00:24:43,942 --> 00:24:45,319
Before I came here.

423
00:24:46,153 --> 00:24:48,113
Just everything, you know, uh...

424
00:24:48,780 --> 00:24:51,283
my career ending, my marriage...

425
00:24:52,618 --> 00:24:53,869
my girls.

426
00:24:56,705 --> 00:24:59,583
It's kind of felt like the‐‐
the bottom‐bottom.

427
00:25:03,545 --> 00:25:07,007
And Lars said that thing about
her picking us.

428
00:25:08,258 --> 00:25:13,013
And Masha made that comment
about desperate people that‐‐

429
00:25:13,680 --> 00:25:16,725
I mean, Frances, she picked nine people

430
00:25:16,725 --> 00:25:18,560
who needed to be in a place

431
00:25:19,269 --> 00:25:21,355
where they would try anything she wanted.

432
00:25:23,482 --> 00:25:26,360
I mean, every one of us
drank the Kool‐Aid this morning.

433
00:25:26,360 --> 00:25:27,694
Every one of us.

434
00:25:29,071 --> 00:25:31,573
Except this morning,
I didn't drink out of despair.

435
00:25:31,573 --> 00:25:33,033
I drank out of hope.

436
00:25:34,493 --> 00:25:36,453
Because of what she's already given me.

437
00:25:38,497 --> 00:25:40,832
Because of what you've given me, Frances.

438
00:25:42,835 --> 00:25:44,545
When I woke up this morning,

439
00:25:44,545 --> 00:25:46,547
this morning,
you know what I thought about?

440
00:25:48,715 --> 00:25:49,967
Painting my house.

441
00:25:53,136 --> 00:25:54,680
Maybe getting a dog.

442
00:25:57,224 --> 00:25:59,226
Definitely taking you out to dinner.

443
00:26:02,437 --> 00:26:03,730
That was, um...

444
00:26:08,235 --> 00:26:10,404
If I ever do write romance again,

445
00:26:12,406 --> 00:26:13,949
I'm gonna steal that.

446
00:26:25,252 --> 00:26:29,506
‐ So you're basically stalking her?

447
00:26:29,756 --> 00:26:32,968
‐ Well, in a way.
I don't know, studying her.

448
00:26:33,677 --> 00:26:37,181
I mean, I just‐‐
I came with a lot of hate.

449
00:26:37,556 --> 00:26:40,058
Like she was the reason
that I lost my family

450
00:26:40,058 --> 00:26:42,102
or at least the precipitating
factor which...

451
00:26:43,353 --> 00:26:44,897
you know, it probably isn't true.

452
00:26:45,147 --> 00:26:47,065
I mean, in many ways, it's actually...

453
00:26:48,317 --> 00:26:50,986
just the opposite.
‐ What do you mean?

454
00:26:50,986 --> 00:26:52,654
CARMEL: I just feel like in many ways

455
00:26:52,654 --> 00:26:55,032
she's given us family.

456
00:26:55,032 --> 00:26:58,869
You know, you saw the way
we all were last night, dinner.

457
00:26:59,494 --> 00:27:02,247
We danced. [laughs]

458
00:27:02,539 --> 00:27:05,751
[inhales deeply] Listen. Um...

459
00:27:09,213 --> 00:27:12,090
full disclosure
'cause you're my buddy, right?

460
00:27:12,090 --> 00:27:13,008
‐ Right.

461
00:27:14,676 --> 00:27:16,970
‐ I just‐‐ I‐‐ I'm just‐‐

462
00:27:16,970 --> 00:27:20,307
I'm a little freaked out that
Frances hallucinated her ex.

463
00:27:20,307 --> 00:27:22,935
'Cause should that happen to me,
I mean, that‐‐ that...

464
00:27:24,686 --> 00:27:27,981
I think that wouldn't be pretty.
I attacked my ex with a fork.

465
00:27:28,690 --> 00:27:30,692
What if suddenly, I mean, I don't know,

466
00:27:30,692 --> 00:27:32,528
you should look like him to me?

467
00:27:33,612 --> 00:27:35,280
‐ I‐‐ I don't think that would happen.

468
00:27:36,740 --> 00:27:37,741
‐ No?

469
00:27:39,284 --> 00:27:40,244
Okay.

470
00:27:41,870 --> 00:27:44,164
But what about you? I mean...

471
00:27:44,164 --> 00:27:47,125
you just broke up with, uh,
your partner, right?

472
00:27:47,125 --> 00:27:49,169
I mean, do you ever get
any visions of him,

473
00:27:49,169 --> 00:27:50,462
this Ray guy?

474
00:27:51,421 --> 00:27:52,381
‐ No.

475
00:27:54,800 --> 00:27:57,427
‐ Wow, you are...

476
00:27:58,554 --> 00:28:00,013
lucky, I guess.

477
00:28:01,181 --> 00:28:02,140
‐ Maybe.

478
00:28:03,892 --> 00:28:04,852
Maybe not.

479
00:28:09,773 --> 00:28:12,150
‐ [exclaims] I knocked your camera over.

480
00:28:12,150 --> 00:28:13,151
‐ That's all right, we're done.

481
00:28:13,151 --> 00:28:14,987
‐ How do I look? Look at the tape.

482
00:28:14,987 --> 00:28:16,572
LARS: Beautiful.
‐ Yeah?

483
00:28:16,572 --> 00:28:17,614
[Lars laughs]

484
00:28:18,782 --> 00:28:20,826
Let me see.
‐ Like a young Gloria Gaynor.

485
00:28:20,826 --> 00:28:23,328
‐ Oh! [chuckles] Oh, gee.
‐ You like that?

486
00:28:23,328 --> 00:28:24,371
‐ Yeah.

487
00:28:26,748 --> 00:28:29,001
♪ Enfant playing ♪

488
00:28:37,426 --> 00:28:39,428
‐ We're good. We're good.

489
00:28:40,345 --> 00:28:41,513
You look cute.

490
00:28:43,348 --> 00:28:44,349
[chuckles]

491
00:28:46,852 --> 00:28:47,978
Ew, what is‐‐

492
00:28:48,562 --> 00:28:49,646
What is that?

493
00:28:51,982 --> 00:28:55,027
♪ horror music plays ♪

494
00:28:57,863 --> 00:28:58,947
[grunts]

495
00:29:02,201 --> 00:29:03,327
[gasps]

496
00:29:05,996 --> 00:29:06,955
Oh my God.

497
00:29:07,539 --> 00:29:10,876
What? Wha‐‐? Why?

498
00:29:10,876 --> 00:29:13,837
Oh my God! [shuddering]

499
00:29:18,842 --> 00:29:20,219
[screaming]

500
00:29:20,219 --> 00:29:21,720
BEN: What? What? What?

501
00:29:21,720 --> 00:29:23,931
What? What? Jessica‐‐
[screams]

502
00:29:23,931 --> 00:29:27,309
‐ My nose! My nose is gone!
‐ What is wrong? What? Look!

503
00:29:27,309 --> 00:29:29,937
‐ My nose! [breathes heavily]

504
00:29:29,937 --> 00:29:31,647
‐ Your nose is literally‐‐
‐ Look at me!

505
00:29:31,647 --> 00:29:33,482
‐ I'm looking at you don't‐‐
‐ Look at me!

506
00:29:33,482 --> 00:29:36,151
‐ Goddamn it. Your nose
is on your face, okay? Shh...

507
00:29:36,151 --> 00:29:38,987
‐ My nose. My nose.
‐ Look, look in the mirror.

508
00:29:38,987 --> 00:29:41,782
You see that? You see your nose? Relax.

509
00:29:41,782 --> 00:29:43,534
You're gonna pass out.
Your nose is on your face.

510
00:29:43,534 --> 00:29:45,619
You see that? You see it?

511
00:29:45,619 --> 00:29:47,287
It's here. It's on your face.

512
00:29:47,287 --> 00:29:48,914
‐ It's okay.
‐ Of course, it was.

513
00:29:48,914 --> 00:29:50,916
Nobody's just gonna steal your nose.
‐ It's on my face.

514
00:29:50,916 --> 00:29:52,251
‐ And it's back, okay?

515
00:29:52,251 --> 00:29:53,919
If somebody took it, it'd still be gone.

516
00:29:53,919 --> 00:29:55,045
But it's here, right?

517
00:29:55,587 --> 00:29:57,339
‐ Now breathe.
‐ Do you have it?

518
00:29:57,673 --> 00:30:00,884
‐ It's on your face.
You have it. We have it.

519
00:30:00,884 --> 00:30:03,679
We good?
‐ Mm‐hmm. We're good. Okay.

520
00:30:03,679 --> 00:30:04,930
Okay.

521
00:30:05,848 --> 00:30:07,099
MASHA: Hey. Is something wrong?

522
00:30:07,099 --> 00:30:08,767
I heard screams.
‐ Oh, perfect.

523
00:30:08,767 --> 00:30:10,853
Hey, did you give us mushrooms?

524
00:30:10,853 --> 00:30:12,312
You was only supposed to give us E.

525
00:30:12,312 --> 00:30:14,982
‐ Yes, you specifically asked for it.

526
00:30:15,732 --> 00:30:18,777
‐ Well, not to make my nose
fall off of my face.

527
00:30:18,777 --> 00:30:20,821
‐ You have your nose.

528
00:30:20,821 --> 00:30:22,865
You're fine, look.

529
00:30:22,865 --> 00:30:25,075
BEN: Told you that.
‐ You're fine.

530
00:30:25,868 --> 00:30:28,537
[laughter]

531
00:30:29,872 --> 00:30:31,832
‐ I told her it was still on her face.

532
00:30:32,332 --> 00:30:33,709
Hey, where she come from?

533
00:30:33,709 --> 00:30:34,877
‐ I don't know.

534
00:30:36,044 --> 00:30:38,005
[breathing heavily]

535
00:30:56,064 --> 00:31:00,736
♪ dramatic music playing ♪

536
00:31:04,406 --> 00:31:05,365
‐ Hey.

537
00:31:11,663 --> 00:31:12,748
Hey!

538
00:31:21,882 --> 00:31:24,218
ZACH: What are you doing?
[gasps]

539
00:31:31,183 --> 00:31:32,893
‐ What am I doing?

540
00:31:32,893 --> 00:31:35,562
‐ Yeah. Spinning around like that.

541
00:31:35,562 --> 00:31:36,855
What are you doing?

542
00:31:38,148 --> 00:31:39,816
‐ I thought I saw something.

543
00:31:40,692 --> 00:31:41,818
HEATHER: What?

544
00:31:43,362 --> 00:31:44,488
‐ I'm not really sure.

545
00:31:45,280 --> 00:31:46,698
‐ What do you think you saw?

546
00:31:48,116 --> 00:31:49,326
‐ I don't know.

547
00:31:51,286 --> 00:31:53,997
‐ What? What's going on? Huh?

548
00:31:55,123 --> 00:31:57,376
HEATHER: Did you see Zach?
‐ What?

549
00:31:58,126 --> 00:32:00,546
‐ Oh, my God. Did you? Honey?

550
00:32:00,546 --> 00:32:02,256
Did you see him? Here?

551
00:32:02,798 --> 00:32:05,801
You saw him here, right? Yeah? Zach, Zach.

552
00:32:06,218 --> 00:32:07,845
Zachary, Zachary, Zachary.

553
00:32:08,387 --> 00:32:10,138
Zach. Zach.

554
00:32:12,015 --> 00:32:13,016
Zachary?

555
00:32:18,438 --> 00:32:21,066
I see him! I see him! He's right there.

556
00:32:21,066 --> 00:32:22,025
ZOE: Where?
‐ I see‐‐

557
00:32:23,110 --> 00:32:24,319
he's right‐‐

558
00:32:24,319 --> 00:32:28,323
♪ dramatic music playing ♪

559
00:32:30,993 --> 00:32:33,370
I did. He's back.

560
00:32:35,205 --> 00:32:36,331
I saw him.

561
00:32:37,666 --> 00:32:40,752
I saw him. I did. I saw him.

562
00:32:41,753 --> 00:32:43,839
‐ Oh, Zach, Zach?

563
00:32:43,839 --> 00:32:46,800
‐ Hey, Mom. What is with the shrooms?

564
00:32:47,634 --> 00:32:50,554
I guess the zero tolerance policy
is out the window or‐‐

565
00:32:51,013 --> 00:32:53,390
I mean, you should've told me,
I might've stuck around.

566
00:32:53,390 --> 00:32:58,187
‐ [laughs] I missed you so much.

567
00:32:58,187 --> 00:33:01,398
Oh, my God. Oh, I‐‐

568
00:33:02,149 --> 00:33:03,525
look at your face.

569
00:33:05,903 --> 00:33:07,154
Oh, come here.

570
00:33:08,280 --> 00:33:09,198
Oh!

571
00:33:10,157 --> 00:33:12,075
Look at you.

572
00:33:12,075 --> 00:33:13,869
‐ Honey?
ZOE: Shh.

573
00:33:13,869 --> 00:33:16,496
‐ What?
‐ I think she's with him.

574
00:33:16,496 --> 00:33:20,209
HEATHER: My boy. Oh, hello, my boy.

575
00:33:21,043 --> 00:33:22,002
Oh.

576
00:33:24,129 --> 00:33:26,298
I wanna believe this is real.

577
00:33:26,298 --> 00:33:28,675
Oh, please, let this be real.

578
00:33:28,675 --> 00:33:29,885
‐ I know.

579
00:33:31,470 --> 00:33:32,763
‐ [whispers] I love you.

580
00:33:43,440 --> 00:33:45,651
But I want you to tell me why.

581
00:33:46,443 --> 00:33:48,654
‐ You know why, Mom.

582
00:33:48,654 --> 00:33:52,366
‐ Oh, no, I don't. How could I?

583
00:33:52,366 --> 00:33:53,617
‐ How could you?

584
00:33:54,701 --> 00:33:57,079
It's kind of your job, don't you think?

585
00:33:57,621 --> 00:33:58,830
‐ My job?

586
00:33:59,706 --> 00:34:01,333
I don't know what you mean.

587
00:34:03,961 --> 00:34:05,128
Your asthma?

588
00:34:06,797 --> 00:34:08,215
You hung yourself.

589
00:34:08,924 --> 00:34:10,133
‐ The medication.

590
00:34:10,801 --> 00:34:13,887
‐ No, I‐‐ honey, I'm not following.

591
00:34:13,887 --> 00:34:15,514
I don't understand.

592
00:34:16,640 --> 00:34:18,141
ZACH: It was all listed.

593
00:34:18,141 --> 00:34:20,394
The side effects, you read the pamphlet.

594
00:34:21,270 --> 00:34:23,939
Side effects: blurry vision,
shortness of breath,

595
00:34:23,939 --> 00:34:26,567
blah, blah, blah, blah, blah,
nausea, blah, blah, blah, blah.

596
00:34:27,818 --> 00:34:29,778
Suicidal ideation.

597
00:34:30,445 --> 00:34:33,031
Ding, ding, ding, winner.

598
00:34:34,491 --> 00:34:36,952
‐ What do you mean suicidal ideation?

599
00:34:36,952 --> 00:34:38,620
ZACH: Mom, come on.

600
00:34:41,623 --> 00:34:43,041
You underlined it.

601
00:34:44,751 --> 00:34:45,919
Right there.

602
00:34:46,545 --> 00:34:49,131
‐ Oh. I didn't‐‐ [stammers]

603
00:34:51,216 --> 00:34:52,926
What are you talking about?

604
00:34:52,926 --> 00:34:55,470
I‐‐ No. I didn't‐‐

605
00:34:56,889 --> 00:35:02,769
Oh, no! No, I‐‐ No, I didn't know! No!

606
00:35:02,769 --> 00:35:05,772
No! No, no! No! No!

607
00:35:05,772 --> 00:35:07,858
‐ Mom?
‐ [screams] No! No! No!

608
00:35:07,858 --> 00:35:10,110
‐ Mom.
HEATHER: No, no!

609
00:35:10,110 --> 00:35:12,070
NAPOLEON: Honey, Heather calm down.

610
00:35:12,070 --> 00:35:14,990
[screaming]

611
00:35:19,411 --> 00:35:23,207
♪ dramatic music playing ♪

612
00:35:23,207 --> 00:35:26,668
[muffled indistinct chatter]

613
00:35:30,255 --> 00:35:31,507
DELILAH: Okay.

614
00:35:32,591 --> 00:35:36,053
[inaudible]

615
00:35:37,221 --> 00:35:39,556
DELILAH: You wanna get up?
Come on, let's get you up.

616
00:35:39,556 --> 00:35:41,683
Let's get you up. Come on.

617
00:36:01,787 --> 00:36:03,539
‐ Dad?
NAPOLEON: Yeah?

618
00:36:05,958 --> 00:36:08,252
‐ It's gonna be okay. She's gonna be okay.

619
00:36:08,252 --> 00:36:11,129
‐ Oh, yeah.
It's gonna be fine, sweetheart.

620
00:36:17,553 --> 00:36:20,973
YAO: Heather?
If you can follow the light

621
00:36:20,973 --> 00:36:22,182
with your eyes.

622
00:36:24,309 --> 00:36:26,103
All right, let's...

623
00:36:32,442 --> 00:36:35,487
‐ Where... Where has he gone?

624
00:36:35,487 --> 00:36:37,739
MASHA: It's okay.
‐ Where is my son?

625
00:36:39,825 --> 00:36:41,952
Where's my‐‐
‐ It's okay.

626
00:36:43,120 --> 00:36:44,288
Honey...

627
00:36:47,457 --> 00:36:48,542
‐ Where's my...

628
00:36:49,585 --> 00:36:52,296
MASHA: It's okay. It's okay.
‐ [Heather cries] No.

629
00:36:53,505 --> 00:36:57,426
[cries]

630
00:36:58,427 --> 00:36:59,428
No.

631
00:37:00,262 --> 00:37:02,723
Oh, no.
[sobbing continues]

632
00:37:03,682 --> 00:37:06,185
[screams]
‐ It's all right. It's okay.

633
00:37:08,604 --> 00:37:10,272
It's okay.

634
00:37:11,648 --> 00:37:13,984
[Heather wailing]

635
00:37:15,903 --> 00:37:19,072
YAO: It's gonna be okay.
Just a pinch, okay? Okay.

636
00:37:19,072 --> 00:37:20,991
It's all right.
‐ Look at me.

637
00:37:20,991 --> 00:37:22,784
Look at me.

638
00:37:23,619 --> 00:37:24,995
Rest. It's all right.

639
00:37:25,787 --> 00:37:27,039
It's all right, darling.

640
00:37:27,706 --> 00:37:29,458
Darling, it's all right.

641
00:37:30,250 --> 00:37:31,335
All right.

642
00:37:32,753 --> 00:37:33,712
All right.

643
00:37:36,298 --> 00:37:38,258
Napoleon, Zoe, come.

644
00:37:38,926 --> 00:37:41,303
She, uh, had another panic attack,

645
00:37:41,303 --> 00:37:44,806
but she has, uh, had a sedative
and she's resting.

646
00:37:45,557 --> 00:37:47,226
YAO: She'll be out for a couple of hours.

647
00:37:47,226 --> 00:37:49,811
NAPOLEON: Yeah? She's okay, though?
‐ She's gonna be fine.

648
00:37:50,270 --> 00:37:53,732
Absolutely fine.
Delilah, can you go check
on the others for me?

649
00:37:56,318 --> 00:37:57,778
‐ Masha?
‐ Mm‐hmm?

650
00:37:57,778 --> 00:37:59,905
‐ I think we're a little out
of our depths here.

651
00:37:59,905 --> 00:38:02,824
‐ Please D, please do this, yes,
thank you.

652
00:38:02,824 --> 00:38:04,076
NAPOLEON: Hey.

653
00:38:08,288 --> 00:38:09,873
‐ She was seeing Zach.

654
00:38:10,624 --> 00:38:12,584
‐ Yeah. Yeah, we all did.
ZOE: Yeah.

655
00:38:14,378 --> 00:38:16,713
‐ You all saw him?

656
00:38:16,713 --> 00:38:17,714
NAPOLEON: Yeah.

657
00:38:18,924 --> 00:38:20,425
‐ Zoe, you‐‐
‐ Yeah.

658
00:38:20,425 --> 00:38:23,053
Saw stuff I really wish I hadn't.

659
00:38:24,763 --> 00:38:28,058
‐ And you saw him as well?
‐ Yeah. He's a‐‐

660
00:38:28,058 --> 00:38:30,018
he was, kind of, flickering in and out,

661
00:38:30,018 --> 00:38:31,520
all static‐y.

662
00:38:31,520 --> 00:38:33,355
Heather's the one who saw him the most,

663
00:38:33,355 --> 00:38:36,608
it was like they were together
having a conversation.

664
00:38:39,486 --> 00:38:42,865
‐ What was the conversation about?

665
00:38:42,865 --> 00:38:45,284
‐ Um, we heard her say asthma

666
00:38:45,284 --> 00:38:47,661
and then something about his medication.

667
00:38:47,661 --> 00:38:51,373
‐ Suicidal ideation.
She said suicidal ideation.

668
00:38:51,373 --> 00:38:55,335
Zach had just started
a new asthma medication.

669
00:38:55,335 --> 00:38:57,087
Perhaps that was one of the side effects,

670
00:38:57,087 --> 00:38:59,464
I don't know.
I‐‐ I never read the pamphlet,

671
00:38:59,464 --> 00:39:00,632
but...

672
00:39:02,050 --> 00:39:03,135
she would have.

673
00:39:09,850 --> 00:39:10,809
‐ Dad?

674
00:39:11,685 --> 00:39:13,145
‐ I am sorry for this.

675
00:39:13,812 --> 00:39:15,397
But this needed to happen.

676
00:39:16,106 --> 00:39:18,650
She had to have this memory come back.

677
00:39:19,735 --> 00:39:20,694
It...

678
00:39:21,695 --> 00:39:26,408
♪ dramatic music playing ♪

679
00:39:47,304 --> 00:39:50,474
‐ Oh. This feels so good.

680
00:39:51,683 --> 00:39:53,310
I'm usually a beach guy.

681
00:39:54,061 --> 00:39:55,646
It's Ray that loves the pool.

682
00:39:56,188 --> 00:39:59,858
‐ Oh. Is anybody else
still wearing their shoes?

683
00:39:59,858 --> 00:40:01,360
[laughter]

684
00:40:01,360 --> 00:40:03,237
I still have my shoes on.

685
00:40:04,363 --> 00:40:06,406
TONY: She said no water.
FRANCES: No, no, no.

686
00:40:06,406 --> 00:40:09,660
The water is so nice, you'll love it.
JESSICA: It's fine.

687
00:40:09,660 --> 00:40:11,828
‐ No. This is dangerous.
She said no water.

688
00:40:11,828 --> 00:40:13,288
She was very specific.

689
00:40:14,164 --> 00:40:17,292
It feels overwhelming, dangerous.

690
00:40:17,292 --> 00:40:19,503
[pants] Oh, fuck.

691
00:40:19,503 --> 00:40:21,755
‐ No, it's‐‐ it's amazing in here.

692
00:40:21,755 --> 00:40:23,090
You'll love‐‐ you love the water.

693
00:40:23,090 --> 00:40:25,008
‐ I can't get out of this throne.

694
00:40:25,008 --> 00:40:27,094
‐ Where's Zoe? She'd love this.

695
00:40:27,094 --> 00:40:29,429
‐ Fuck.
‐ Hey, come on in.

696
00:40:29,429 --> 00:40:31,306
Come on in, it's so nice.

697
00:40:32,808 --> 00:40:38,188
♪ dramatic music playing ♪

698
00:40:39,439 --> 00:40:40,566
TONY: Okay.

699
00:40:41,817 --> 00:40:42,985
[groans]

700
00:40:45,404 --> 00:40:46,405
Oh, yeah.

701
00:40:47,614 --> 00:40:50,075
Oh, yeah. Oh, you're right.

702
00:40:50,409 --> 00:40:51,368
It feels amazing.

703
00:40:51,368 --> 00:40:53,245
‐ See?

704
00:40:53,245 --> 00:40:54,746
[moans in contentedness]

705
00:40:54,746 --> 00:40:56,039
‐ Water.

706
00:40:56,039 --> 00:40:57,332
Who knew?

707
00:41:00,627 --> 00:41:02,379
‐ Okay. Everybody, out of the pool.

708
00:41:02,379 --> 00:41:03,672
‐ Fuck! I told you!

709
00:41:05,132 --> 00:41:06,300
DELILAH: It's okay.

710
00:41:07,301 --> 00:41:09,052
Are you all staying hydrated?

711
00:41:09,052 --> 00:41:10,679
‐ Yes.
DELILAH: No, no, no.

712
00:41:10,679 --> 00:41:11,847
Not‐‐ Not that water, Ben.

713
00:41:11,847 --> 00:41:15,184
That's filled with magnesium,
potassium, and Himalayan salt.

714
00:41:15,184 --> 00:41:18,187
LARS: We're all together.
The Marconis should be here.

715
00:41:18,187 --> 00:41:19,938
‐ Oh yeah.
LARS: Yeah, right?

716
00:41:19,938 --> 00:41:22,357
‐ Yes. We must summon them.

717
00:41:22,357 --> 00:41:24,109
Can you summon them for us, please?

718
00:41:24,109 --> 00:41:25,694
‐ Not just now. Heather's, um,

719
00:41:25,694 --> 00:41:26,778
Heather's having a rest.

720
00:41:26,778 --> 00:41:28,030
LARS: What sort of rest?

721
00:41:28,030 --> 00:41:31,033
‐ Okay. Please, let's get you all up
to your rooms, okay?

722
00:41:31,825 --> 00:41:34,786
‐ That's right.
‐ Is‐‐ Is Heather okay, first?

723
00:41:34,786 --> 00:41:37,331
‐ She's fine. She's with Yao and Masha.

724
00:41:37,331 --> 00:41:38,665
‐ Okay.

725
00:41:41,043 --> 00:41:42,211
‐ Everybody out.

726
00:41:53,013 --> 00:41:54,765
LARS: Hey.
[gasps]

727
00:41:54,765 --> 00:41:56,767
‐ I'm sorry, just don't‐‐ don't‐‐

728
00:41:56,767 --> 00:41:58,894
don't touch me, I just‐‐
I don't like that.

729
00:41:58,894 --> 00:42:00,270
LARS: It's okay, Carmel.

730
00:42:01,563 --> 00:42:02,731
Come on.

731
00:42:02,731 --> 00:42:04,399
Let me take you to your room.

732
00:42:05,067 --> 00:42:06,944
Come on. It's okay.

733
00:42:06,944 --> 00:42:08,403
‐ Everybody out!

734
00:42:09,446 --> 00:42:13,242
[birds chirping]
[breathing heavily]

735
00:42:17,496 --> 00:42:18,789
ZACH: Hey!

736
00:42:32,219 --> 00:42:33,637
‐ What did you say to Mom?

737
00:42:34,721 --> 00:42:36,223
‐ Have you ever known me to lie?

738
00:42:36,223 --> 00:42:37,766
‐ Just answer my question, shithead.

739
00:42:37,766 --> 00:42:39,017
What did you say to her?

740
00:42:39,601 --> 00:42:41,645
‐ I can only tell people
what they already know.

741
00:42:43,272 --> 00:42:45,566
Like, I can tell you,

742
00:42:45,566 --> 00:42:48,151
you hurt, that you'll be okay.

743
00:42:52,781 --> 00:42:56,034
♪ ominous music playing ♪

744
00:43:00,664 --> 00:43:01,456
‐ Zach?

745
00:43:13,927 --> 00:43:17,848
♪ ominous music playing ♪

746
00:43:21,894 --> 00:43:23,395
MASHA: She's awake now.

747
00:43:24,396 --> 00:43:25,939
You can talk to her.

748
00:43:29,401 --> 00:43:32,571
‐ Frankly, I don't really know
what I would say.

749
00:43:33,405 --> 00:43:34,573
[chuckles]

750
00:43:39,328 --> 00:43:40,579
You know...

751
00:43:41,705 --> 00:43:44,499
couples rarely survive these things.

752
00:43:45,209 --> 00:43:47,169
These kind of tragedies.

753
00:43:50,964 --> 00:43:52,841
People's lives go on, but...

754
00:43:54,051 --> 00:43:55,177
not together.

755
00:43:55,636 --> 00:43:58,347
I've read everything there is
to read on the matter.

756
00:43:59,973 --> 00:44:02,893
The little bud of malignancy...

757
00:44:04,061 --> 00:44:05,270
is blame.

758
00:44:07,773 --> 00:44:10,025
When a child dies...

759
00:44:11,401 --> 00:44:13,570
and there's blame to be had...

760
00:44:16,907 --> 00:44:19,034
That's why I thought when, uh...

761
00:44:22,496 --> 00:44:24,206
When I thought it was me...

762
00:44:26,333 --> 00:44:27,876
‐ Hmm.
‐ When I'd overslept

763
00:44:27,876 --> 00:44:31,213
and I thought maybe
I could've made a difference.

764
00:44:32,297 --> 00:44:34,216
I was so afraid...

765
00:44:35,384 --> 00:44:38,178
that Heather would blame me and leave me.

766
00:44:38,178 --> 00:44:41,139
And I was convinced of it
because if the shoe

767
00:44:41,139 --> 00:44:43,684
were on the other foot,
I'd probably leave her.

768
00:44:43,684 --> 00:44:44,935
Who wouldn't?

769
00:44:46,895 --> 00:44:49,523
Well, you know what,
now the shoe's on the other foot.

770
00:44:53,068 --> 00:44:56,613
She scours the label of every food product

771
00:44:56,613 --> 00:44:58,824
before she puts a morsel in her mouth.

772
00:45:00,367 --> 00:45:04,788
God forbid she come in contact
with a bit of sugar or gluten.

773
00:45:07,875 --> 00:45:10,961
Either she read about the side effects

774
00:45:10,961 --> 00:45:14,006
in that pamphlet or she didn't.

775
00:45:17,009 --> 00:45:18,635
But either way...

776
00:45:18,635 --> 00:45:19,678
Hmm.

777
00:45:22,598 --> 00:45:25,100
I'm a pretty forgiving man. I've...

778
00:45:26,310 --> 00:45:29,188
I've had to learn to be, but, uh...

779
00:45:31,523 --> 00:45:34,026
Yeah. I don't think I can forgive that.

780
00:45:37,029 --> 00:45:38,947
‐ She's the love of your life.

781
00:45:39,573 --> 00:45:41,241
‐ It doesn't matter.

782
00:45:42,910 --> 00:45:44,328
It's not enough.

783
00:45:49,041 --> 00:45:52,669
‐ What do you want, Napoleon?

784
00:45:55,214 --> 00:45:56,798
What do you want...

785
00:45:57,382 --> 00:45:58,550
most?

786
00:46:01,178 --> 00:46:02,262
[sighs]

787
00:46:03,847 --> 00:46:05,891
‐ I just want my son back.

788
00:46:11,438 --> 00:46:16,026
‐ Suppose I can arrange that.

789
00:46:19,988 --> 00:46:22,199
I'm not saying I can bring him
back for real,

790
00:46:22,199 --> 00:46:25,035
but I am saying
that reality is a perspective.

791
00:46:25,035 --> 00:46:27,371
‐ "Reality is a perspective."
MASHA: Mmm.

792
00:46:27,371 --> 00:46:29,122
‐ What does that even mean?

793
00:46:35,921 --> 00:46:37,840
I killed my son.

794
00:46:38,799 --> 00:46:41,343
‐ Oh, Heather. Heather...

795
00:46:41,343 --> 00:46:42,845
‐ I killed him.

796
00:46:42,845 --> 00:46:47,641
♪ dramatic music playing ♪

797
00:46:48,767 --> 00:46:51,395
‐ And I am talking

798
00:46:51,395 --> 00:46:54,314
about bringing him back for you.

799
00:46:54,898 --> 00:46:56,817
‐ As a fucking hallucination.

800
00:46:56,817 --> 00:47:00,988
‐ Psychedelics can be used
to achieve an alternate reality.

801
00:47:00,988 --> 00:47:02,781
The science is here.

802
00:47:02,781 --> 00:47:06,410
And in that alternate reality,
Zachary can exist

803
00:47:07,244 --> 00:47:11,123
because what happened today
was incredible.

804
00:47:11,123 --> 00:47:13,750
All three of you saw Zachary.

805
00:47:13,750 --> 00:47:16,336
It's called shared psychosis
hallucination.

806
00:47:16,336 --> 00:47:20,132
It's‐‐ It's very rare. It's very powerful.

807
00:47:20,132 --> 00:47:22,259
There's usually a dominant player,

808
00:47:22,259 --> 00:47:23,760
a primary inducer.

809
00:47:23,760 --> 00:47:26,388
And there was, it was Zoe.

810
00:47:26,388 --> 00:47:28,056
‐ I don't know what you're saying.

811
00:47:29,099 --> 00:47:32,436
‐ If you let me guide you, help you...

812
00:47:34,313 --> 00:47:36,231
you can see Zachary

813
00:47:36,231 --> 00:47:40,903
and you can interact with him,
talk to him, you can.

814
00:47:40,903 --> 00:47:42,321
‐ Via psychedelics?

815
00:47:42,321 --> 00:47:44,031
MASHA: Yes.
‐ Right. Yeah.

816
00:47:44,031 --> 00:47:45,616
I'm sorry. That just sounds like madness.

817
00:47:45,616 --> 00:47:46,700
‐ But it's not madness.

818
00:47:46,700 --> 00:47:48,827
It's dangerous if it's not
managed correctly,

819
00:47:48,827 --> 00:47:51,038
but it is not madness.

820
00:47:51,038 --> 00:47:52,706
‐ This is why we're here.

821
00:47:54,166 --> 00:47:55,876
This is why you chose us.

822
00:47:57,377 --> 00:47:59,171
‐ Because I wanna help you.

823
00:48:01,715 --> 00:48:03,884
I don't want you to have this pain.

824
00:48:04,968 --> 00:48:07,554
Think of all the people that are living

825
00:48:07,554 --> 00:48:12,226
with this unbearable grief and pain.

826
00:48:12,226 --> 00:48:13,810
Think of it.

827
00:48:13,810 --> 00:48:15,395
If this works...

828
00:48:17,064 --> 00:48:19,024
imagine what we can offer them.

829
00:48:19,566 --> 00:48:21,652
Because what we can do
is we can offer them

830
00:48:21,652 --> 00:48:23,695
the chance to relieve past trauma.

831
00:48:23,695 --> 00:48:27,074
We can offer them the chance
to come to terms with it,

832
00:48:27,533 --> 00:48:29,576
to share those terms...

833
00:48:33,455 --> 00:48:35,832
with the object of their grief.

834
00:48:36,416 --> 00:48:38,502
Like Zachary for you.

835
00:48:39,253 --> 00:48:42,381
‐ Mm‐mm.
No. I go back to madness.

836
00:48:46,426 --> 00:48:47,761
‐ Heather.

837
00:48:47,761 --> 00:48:49,555
I know pain.

838
00:48:49,555 --> 00:48:50,764
I know it.

839
00:48:52,140 --> 00:48:54,184
And I also know healing.

840
00:48:54,893 --> 00:48:59,606
Put yourself in my hands
and under my care, my control.

841
00:49:00,190 --> 00:49:03,443
I will try to give you your son back.

842
00:49:11,743 --> 00:49:12,953
[exhales sharply]

843
00:49:17,833 --> 00:49:22,421
♪ dramatic music playing ♪

844
00:49:25,716 --> 00:49:28,594
CARMEL: Well... you found my spot.

845
00:49:29,344 --> 00:49:32,139
‐ Guess that makes two of us
that had a wildly original idea.

846
00:49:32,139 --> 00:49:33,140
CARMEL: Yeah. [laughs]

847
00:49:34,683 --> 00:49:36,268
[sighs] Wow.

848
00:49:37,811 --> 00:49:39,396
A crazy day, huh?

849
00:49:39,897 --> 00:49:41,356
‐ Definitely strange.

850
00:49:41,356 --> 00:49:42,357
CARMEL: Yeah.

851
00:49:44,484 --> 00:49:45,736
How you doing?

852
00:49:46,820 --> 00:49:48,906
‐ Oh, you know.

853
00:49:50,365 --> 00:49:51,700
‐ I actually do.

854
00:49:58,582 --> 00:50:02,169
I think‐‐ I think we're a little alike.

855
00:50:03,712 --> 00:50:05,130
Yeah.

856
00:50:05,130 --> 00:50:09,426
Like when you had your vision
of your‐‐ your mini‐man.

857
00:50:12,471 --> 00:50:14,014
Like Masha said,

858
00:50:14,681 --> 00:50:18,644
the heart hurts, but our heads,

859
00:50:18,644 --> 00:50:20,229
you know, getting...

860
00:50:21,813 --> 00:50:23,815
played for fools.

861
00:50:26,777 --> 00:50:28,695
It‐‐ It‐‐ It's not so much

862
00:50:29,154 --> 00:50:31,740
that‐‐ that they stopped feeling...

863
00:50:32,950 --> 00:50:36,954
for us or‐‐ or that
they never felt that much

864
00:50:36,954 --> 00:50:38,205
to begin with.

865
00:50:39,122 --> 00:50:42,084
It is how they made us feel...

866
00:50:43,210 --> 00:50:44,586
about ourselves.

867
00:50:46,171 --> 00:50:48,131
‐ Have you noticed that...

868
00:50:49,633 --> 00:50:52,219
the other people are starting
to feel better,

869
00:50:53,136 --> 00:50:54,429
you know, in their own way.

870
00:50:55,472 --> 00:50:58,600
I mean, I think I'm even
somewhat improving,

871
00:50:58,600 --> 00:51:00,561
although incrementally.

872
00:51:00,561 --> 00:51:04,189
♪ ominous music playing ♪

873
00:51:05,440 --> 00:51:09,194
I just‐‐ I just worry that

874
00:51:09,611 --> 00:51:12,531
it seems like you may be getting worse.

875
00:51:17,703 --> 00:51:20,497
DELILAH: She is gonna try again
with the Marconis.

876
00:51:21,039 --> 00:51:22,374
YAO: How do you know?

877
00:51:22,374 --> 00:51:24,251
‐ I overheard them talking about it.

878
00:51:26,003 --> 00:51:28,881
Heather just had
a fully psychotic episode.

879
00:51:28,881 --> 00:51:33,010
They‐‐ They are in no position
to make that kind of decision.

880
00:51:33,802 --> 00:51:36,763
Set aside the legal exposure,
you saw what happened last time.

881
00:51:36,763 --> 00:51:38,307
It won't work.

882
00:51:38,307 --> 00:51:40,893
‐ It might. It almost did last time.

883
00:51:40,893 --> 00:51:41,935
‐ But it didn't.

884
00:51:43,312 --> 00:51:45,105
The Connollys are still stalking Masha.

885
00:51:45,105 --> 00:51:46,398
They're still threatening her.

886
00:51:46,398 --> 00:51:48,233
‐ We don't know that it's them.

887
00:51:48,233 --> 00:51:49,735
‐ Then who is threatening her?

888
00:51:55,449 --> 00:51:57,367
It is a huge risk.

889
00:51:57,367 --> 00:51:59,620
‐ It's the risk that we take.

890
00:52:00,245 --> 00:52:03,040
Look, I believe in what
we're building here.

891
00:52:03,040 --> 00:52:05,751
And you did once too, all right?

892
00:52:05,751 --> 00:52:07,252
The protocol got you well,

893
00:52:07,252 --> 00:52:08,921
it'll be the same for the Marconis.

894
00:52:08,921 --> 00:52:11,840
‐ This is not mindfulness or yoga or‐‐

895
00:52:11,840 --> 00:52:14,009
or even microdosing.

896
00:52:14,009 --> 00:52:15,260
I don't care.

897
00:52:16,345 --> 00:52:17,888
I don't want to be complicit in this.

898
00:52:17,888 --> 00:52:20,015
And I don't want you
to be complicit in this.

899
00:52:22,100 --> 00:52:23,810
We need to get out of here.

900
00:52:29,650 --> 00:52:34,238
‐ ♪ Round like a circle in a spiral ♪

901
00:52:34,238 --> 00:52:37,282
♪ Like a wheel within a wheel ♪

902
00:52:37,282 --> 00:52:39,993
♪ Never ending or beginning ♪

903
00:52:39,993 --> 00:52:42,329
♪ On an ever spinning reel ♪

904
00:52:42,329 --> 00:52:43,497
[heavy breathing]

905
00:52:43,497 --> 00:52:46,375
♪ Like a snowball down a mountain ♪

906
00:52:46,375 --> 00:52:49,378
♪ Or a carnival balloon ♪

907
00:52:49,378 --> 00:52:51,755
♪ Like a carousel that's turning ♪

908
00:52:51,755 --> 00:52:54,049
♪ Running rings round the moon ♪

909
00:52:55,008 --> 00:52:57,761
♪ Like a clock whose hands are sweeping ♪

910
00:52:57,761 --> 00:53:01,431
♪ Past the minutes of its face ♪

911
00:53:01,431 --> 00:53:03,934
♪ And the world Is like an apple ♪

912
00:53:03,934 --> 00:53:08,021
♪ Whirling silently in space ♪

913
00:53:08,397 --> 00:53:12,901
♪ Like the circles that you find ♪

914
00:53:12,901 --> 00:53:18,031
♪ In the windmills of your... ♪

915
00:53:18,031 --> 00:53:21,201
[panting]

916
00:53:21,201 --> 00:53:24,663
♪ Mind ♪

917
00:53:27,207 --> 00:53:30,544
♪ Like a tunnel that you follow ♪

918
00:53:30,544 --> 00:53:34,047
♪ To a tunnel of its own ♪

919
00:53:35,591 --> 00:53:38,760
♪ Down a hollow to a cavern ♪

920
00:53:38,760 --> 00:53:43,307
♪ Where the sun has never shone ♪

921
00:53:43,307 --> 00:53:47,019
♪ Like a door that keeps revolving ♪

922
00:53:47,019 --> 00:53:51,857
♪ In a half‐forgotten dream ♪

923
00:53:51,857 --> 00:53:55,027
♪ Or the ripples from a pebble ♪

924
00:53:55,027 --> 00:53:59,865
♪ Someone tosses in a stream ♪

925
00:53:59,865 --> 00:54:03,327
♪ Like a clock whose hands are sweeping ♪

926
00:54:03,327 --> 00:54:07,831
♪ Past the minutes of its face ♪

927
00:54:07,831 --> 00:54:11,168
♪ And the world Is like an apple ♪

928
00:54:11,168 --> 00:54:15,797
♪ Whirling silently in space ♪

929
00:54:15,797 --> 00:54:19,176
♪ Like the circles that you find ♪

930
00:54:19,176 --> 00:54:25,098
♪ In the windmills of your mind ♪

931
00:54:27,643 --> 00:54:30,354
♪ Keys that jingle in your pocket ♪

932
00:54:30,354 --> 00:54:34,900
♪ Words that jangle in your head ♪

933
00:54:34,900 --> 00:54:38,320
♪ Why did summer go so quickly ♪

934
00:54:38,320 --> 00:54:42,658
♪ Was it something that you said ♪

935
00:54:42,658 --> 00:54:45,994
♪ Lovers walk along the shore ♪

936
00:54:45,994 --> 00:54:49,831
♪ And leave their footprints in the sand ♪