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‐ So, I ask you again.
Are you drugging us?

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‐ It's called microdosing
and it's perfectly safe.

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‐ You could go to jail for this.

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‐ You know, some drugs,
they can really help‐‐

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help people.

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‐ They're watching us.
YAO: And the threats.

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They wouldn't be coming
from you, would they?

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‐ Why would I want to threaten Masha?

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She's the fucking greatest.
‐ You get violent.

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‐ Yeah. [laughs] You know.

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LARS:
Tomorrow's your 21st birthday.

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It's his 21st birthday.

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‐ We weren't close.
LARS: Oh, I don't believe that.

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‐ Many of us have actually been
damaged by other people.

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[Frances grunting]
‐ I'm a drug addict.

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I got two kids that don't talk to me.

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I got a career that ended
in a blink. Why am I here?

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♪ This Strange Effect playing ♪

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♪ You've got this
Strange effect on me ♪

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♪ And I like it ♪

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♪ You've got this
Strange effect on me ♪

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♪ And I like it ♪

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♪ You make my world seem right ♪

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♪ You make my darkness bright ♪

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♪ Oh, yes, you've got ♪

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♪ The strange effect on me ♪

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♪ And I like it ♪

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♪ And I like it ♪

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♪ And I like it ♪

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[exhales]

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[inaudible]

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[muffled indistinct chatter]

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WOMAN: No, no, no! No! No!

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[panting]

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[exhales heavily]

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[beeping, flatlining]

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[sighs]

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[gasps]

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ZACH:
Just two comments, one question.

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First, happy birthday.

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Second, not your fault.

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Okay, now for my question.

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Why do you keep telling people
we weren't close?

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‐ You're not real. You're not real.
You're not real. You're not real.

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ZACH: Uh... [scoffs]
I'm standing right here, Zoe.

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[Zoe gasps]

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See? You couldn't do that with a ghost.

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Hey. You can hug me now.

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‐ This is so fucked.
ZACH: Well, yeah,

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it could be so fucked.

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It could be a dream,
it could definitely be the...

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I don't know,
smoothie you had at dinner.

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The point is I'm here. Okay?
What did Dad always say?

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[imitating Napoleon]:
"Celebrate every moment, big or small,

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'cause the moment may not last."
[laughing]

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[normal voice]:
Now I do need you to listen
to me very, very closely, okay?

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‐ [sobs] Okay. What? What? What?

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‐ Don't tell people
we weren't close. Okay?

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You're my only legacy
other than... you know.

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‐ I miss you every single day.

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Every single day.
‐ I know.

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‐ I'm so lonely.

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I didn't know
what it felt like to be lonely

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because I always had you.

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‐ I know.

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[knock on door]

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‐ Zach?
HEATHER: Zoe?

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Oh, hey. Listen, I‐I heard a noise.

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And I heard you talking.

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‐ Yeah, I guess
I was just talking to myself.

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‐ What about?

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‐ I miss him.

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‐ Happy Birthday.

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‐ This is gonna be rough.

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‐ You think?

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We can do this.

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‐ The trauma that you've witnessed...

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I should have been more attentive to you.

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But you're so strong, I forget.

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I'm still a work in progress, you know.

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Forgive me, my loves.

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[whispers indistinctly]

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♪ Napoleon vocalizing ♪

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NAPOLEON:
♪ I got chills, they're multiplying ♪

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♪ And I'm losing control ♪

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♪ 'Cause the power you're supplying ♪

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♪ It's electrifying ♪

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Happy birthday.

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♪ You better wake up ♪
‐ Oh! [laughs]

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‐ ♪ Cause I need a man ♪

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♪ And my heart is set on you ♪
HEATHER: Whoo!

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‐ ♪ Better wake up ♪

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♪ You better understand... ♪

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♪ To my heart, I must be true ♪

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♪ Nothin' else for me to do ♪

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♪ You're the one that I want
You are the one I want ♪

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♪ Ooh, ooh, ooh, honey ♪

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♪ The one that I want
You are the one I want ♪

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♪ Ooh, ooh, ooh, honey ♪

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♪ The one that I want
You are the one I want ♪

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♪ Ooh, ooh, ooh, yes, indeed ♪

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♪ You're all I need ♪

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♪ You are the one I want ♪

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♪ You are the one I want
Ooh, ooh, ooh... Honey ♪

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♪ The one that I want,
you are the one I want ♪

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♪ Ooh, ooh, ooh... Honey ♪

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♪ The one that I want ♪

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♪ You are the one I want
Ooh, ooh, ooh... Honey ♪

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♪ The one I need, oh yes, indeed ♪

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LARS: Happy Birthday.
‐ Thank you.

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‐ Okay. Was it just me
or did anybody else dream

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a tad more vividly last night?

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NAPOLEON: [chuckles loudly] Oh yeah!
‐ Because mine were, uh...

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NAPOLEON: No, I had... I had...
I had an amazing dream.

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LARS: Yeah?
‐ I was a Beatle.

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HEATHER: Hmm.
ZOE: Hmm.

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‐ I kid you not, one of the Fab Four.

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I was playing at Shea Stadium
in front of the sold‐out 50,000 people.

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‐ Hold on, you were a Beatle?

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NAPOLEON: What? Yeah, I was.
I could feel what it was like

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to actually be a Beatle.
[crowd cheering]

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Whatever's in these, Dee,
keep them coming, all right?

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‐ Okay.
[laughter]

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TONY: Which Beatle?
‐ Thank you.

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NAPOLEON: I think I was John.
I mean, I never saw myself,

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but John wasn't there and I was
singing a ballad with Paul.

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Shall I sing a verse for you now?
‐ No!

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LARS: Hell no.
‐ Please, yes!

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‐ No, it was beautiful,

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I tell you. You know what we were singing?

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We were singing Something,
which is, uh...

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That's a George song, technically.

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I had dream logic, I suppose.

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But we‐‐ we found
these wonderful harmonies.

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♪ vocalizes melody ♪

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[Carmel grunts]

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‐ That was my wedding song.

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[gasps]

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[chuckles] I guess that triggered me.

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I don't know why.
It was a beautiful wedding,

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and it's... [exhales heavily]
...it's a lovely song.

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‐ Forks don't lie.

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DELILAH: Okay, let's get this out for you.

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And, uh... nope. Nope.

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Here we you go. That's all you need. Okay.

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‐ Spoon. For... cereal.

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‐ Morning.
TONY: Hey.

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FRANCES: Sorry I'm late, if I am late.

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You know, I still have a bit
of a morning head.

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Maybe‐‐ maybe I'm too well‐rested.

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Is this just, um... straight up
or is it laced with something?

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‐ It's just oatmeal.
‐ Just oatmeal.

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DELILAH: Yeah. Okay.

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Okay, team, listen up!

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Let's quickly go over today's schedule.

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‐ Wait, wait, I want to hear Lars's dream

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'cause it sounded good.
‐ Oh no.

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JESSICA: Come on,
you can't just waltz in here

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talking about your dream and...
‐ Come on.

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JESSICA: Say your dream!
TONY: Say your dream!

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Say your dream!
JESSICA: Say your dream!

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LARS: Okay, fine. Fine, Fine, fine, fine.

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If you must know...
TONY: That was easy.

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LARS: I gave birth.
JESSICA: Ah!

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BEN: What do you mean, you gave birth?

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‐ Just as I said.

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And you were all there.

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It was quite insane but,
hmm, it was kind of beautiful.

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[grunts]
TONY: Push! Push!

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[Lars screams]

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[all gasping]

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[baby cries]

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‐ You gave birth. Baby birth.

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‐ No epidural. I'm tougher than I look.

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‐ And we were all there?
‐ You especially, Tony.

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Seems that you were the father.
[Napoleon laughs]

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JESSICA: Aww!
‐ All right.

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‐ I can still see it, like vividly.

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[inhales deeply, exhales]

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Beautiful baby boy. [chuckles]

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And, um... you know what, Tony?
You cried like a baby yourself.

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You had a son. You kept saying
you never thought

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you'd see the day, and...

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you began to weep.

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‐ You're a fucking lunatic,
you know that, Lars?

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‐ Yeah, I know. It's always good
to get a second opinion though. I think.

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YAO: Hey, Frances.
‐ Hi, Yao!

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YAO: Hi, hi. Um... You have a visitor.

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‐ I do?
YAO: And they've...

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come all the way from Canada.

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‐ Did you say Canada?

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YAO: Yes. Yeah. Um...

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‐ Yeah.

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YAO: Should I take you to him?
‐ Yeah. Yeah.

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♪

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‐ How do I even begin to say I'm sorry?

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‐ You don't, Paul.

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‐ Frances.

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‐ Oh, Jesus. You said you were 6'1.

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You just started lying
right out of the gate.

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‐ Well, I didn't lie about my loving you.

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‐ What about Ari?
Did he really need surgery?

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Do you even have a son?

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Or is that just part
of the scam to get my money?

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‐ I thought you might say that,
so I brought a check here.

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Payment in full, plus interest.

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I've been trying to reach you for days.

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And when you wouldn't respond,
I hopped on a plane.

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Your agent said I could find you here.

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‐ Well, they confiscate our phones here,

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so I have no way of knowing
if you actually were trying

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to contact me.

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I don't understand why you just
went silent.

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I sent you the money,
and then it's just like...

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you just fell off the face of the Earth,

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which is why I assumed you were...

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were scamming me and were a fake.

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PAUL: Ironic.

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I became convinced that you were the fake.

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‐ Me, why?
[Paul clears throat]

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‐ Well, how do I say this? Um...

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I read your books. All of them.

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There's not a hint of truth
to be found in any of them.

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They're so gimmicky.

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‐ What?
‐ Yeah, I mean, you don't dig in.

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You just take a little bit of romance

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and a topical cocktail of your choice,

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sexism, ageism, racism, ableism.

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There's no story at all.
There's just "isms."

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‐ That's not what I do! That's not‐‐

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that's not what you do
when you write a whole st‐‐

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I don't have to explain this
to you, but it's not what I do.

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Are you saying that you ghosted me

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because you didn't like my books?

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‐ I couldn't stand your books.
I don't know how anyone

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could possibly stand your books.
And I panicked.

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I thought, "Oh my God, I've fallen in love

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with a total and utter hack."

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I came all the way here,

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at considerable expense
to myself, to prove otherwise,

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that you're worthy of my love.

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That you're a significant,
dimensional being,

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albeit someone who literally
just cannot write a lick.

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Frances, things could have been
so good between us.

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If only I hadn't have read your...

246
00:14:15,689 --> 00:14:17,065
‐ Kill him.
PAUL: ...dreadful books.

247
00:14:17,065 --> 00:14:19,067
‐ Do it. Now.

248
00:14:19,067 --> 00:14:22,029
[indistinct chatter]
TONY: I think she needs some water.

249
00:14:22,029 --> 00:14:23,906
JESSICA: Babe, wake up.

250
00:14:23,906 --> 00:14:26,241
[Frances coughs]
JESSICA: Oh!

251
00:14:26,241 --> 00:14:29,745
I think maybe you're giving her,
like, too much of that stuff

252
00:14:29,745 --> 00:14:31,246
or...
FRANCES: I'm okay.

253
00:14:31,246 --> 00:14:33,790
It's just‐‐ I suddenly got so sleepy.

254
00:14:33,790 --> 00:14:35,667
TONY: [sighs] Yeah.
FRANCES: Did you guys get sleepy?

255
00:14:35,667 --> 00:14:37,628
‐ Uh, maybe we start
to reduce your dose, yeah?

256
00:14:37,628 --> 00:14:39,755
‐ Oh, you think maybe, Yao?

257
00:14:39,755 --> 00:14:41,965
‐ Never mind.
‐ Fuck "never mind," man.

258
00:14:41,965 --> 00:14:43,509
She just passed out in her breakfast.

259
00:14:43,509 --> 00:14:45,802
FRANCES: I may not be feeling
a hundred percent.

260
00:14:45,802 --> 00:14:48,013
What is that on my... face?

261
00:14:48,013 --> 00:14:49,223
‐ It's oatmeal.
‐ Oatmeal.

262
00:14:49,223 --> 00:14:50,849
FRANCES: Why is there oatmeal on my face?

263
00:14:50,849 --> 00:14:52,518
‐ 'Cause you took a header
into your breakfast.

264
00:14:53,519 --> 00:14:57,648
‐ Oh, well I'm sure that I'm okay. Right?

265
00:14:57,648 --> 00:15:01,902
Did I have a visitor come see me?
Did that actually happen?

266
00:15:01,902 --> 00:15:04,404
‐ No, we don't allow visitors, Frances.

267
00:15:05,197 --> 00:15:09,660
‐ Okay. Well, then I must have
been hallucinating is all,

268
00:15:09,660 --> 00:15:12,829
'cause I also thought that
you had given birth to a baby.

269
00:15:12,829 --> 00:15:15,874
‐ No, that part did happen. In my dreams.

270
00:15:15,874 --> 00:15:17,501
‐ [chuckles] Tony was the father.

271
00:15:17,501 --> 00:15:18,794
‐ Enough already, okay?

272
00:15:19,336 --> 00:15:21,046
FRANCES: I don't think I'm feeling great

273
00:15:21,046 --> 00:15:23,048
'cause I'm finding this very confusing.

274
00:15:23,048 --> 00:15:24,591
TONY: Yeah, okay, come on,
I'll take you to your room.

275
00:15:24,591 --> 00:15:25,801
‐ No, I'll take her.
‐ No, it's okay.
You've done enough.

276
00:15:25,801 --> 00:15:27,302
‐ Oh, fuck off, Tony.

277
00:15:27,302 --> 00:15:28,428
TONY: Okay, well, uh,

278
00:15:28,428 --> 00:15:30,514
that's not exactly appropriate
therapist behavior,

279
00:15:30,514 --> 00:15:32,099
but we'll table it. Come on.

280
00:15:32,099 --> 00:15:34,434
‐ Was it at least Quaker Oats?

281
00:15:34,434 --> 00:15:36,270
Because that's my favorite oatmeal.

282
00:15:36,270 --> 00:15:37,563
TONY: Yeah, come on.
FRANCES: You know,

283
00:15:37,563 --> 00:15:40,023
I lost my virginity to a Quaker.

284
00:15:40,023 --> 00:15:41,233
‐ Hey, inside voice. Come on.

285
00:15:41,233 --> 00:15:43,193
FRANCES: He was very tender and loving.

286
00:15:43,193 --> 00:15:45,529
‐ Oh. Yeah.
‐ You know, he was almost mushy.

287
00:15:45,529 --> 00:15:46,780
‐ Okay, come on. Come on.

288
00:15:46,780 --> 00:15:48,866
‐ Like his oatmeal.
TONY: Okay, come on,

289
00:15:48,866 --> 00:15:50,450
let's go to bed. I mean...
FRANCES: What?

290
00:15:50,450 --> 00:15:51,994
‐ ...let's go to your room.

291
00:15:51,994 --> 00:15:53,996
‐ How much are you giving her?
[Tony speaks indistinctly]

292
00:15:53,996 --> 00:15:57,082
Oh, wait. Don't tell me.
I should fuck off too, right?

293
00:15:57,082 --> 00:16:02,004
‐ Hm. I think I will share
a quote from Maya Angelou,

294
00:16:02,004 --> 00:16:03,005
if you don't mind.

295
00:16:03,547 --> 00:16:05,549
"Today is a wonderful day.

296
00:16:05,549 --> 00:16:08,010
I have never seen one like this before."

297
00:16:08,385 --> 00:16:11,972
‐ Ah. Fabulous quote, Dee. Fabulous.

298
00:16:11,972 --> 00:16:13,140
CARMEL: Bye, Delilah.

299
00:16:18,395 --> 00:16:21,315
TONY: Oh, it got back there. I got it.
[Frances chuckles]

300
00:16:21,315 --> 00:16:23,692
FRANCES: You know, I could do this myself.

301
00:16:23,692 --> 00:16:26,278
I mean, I like‐‐ I like you doing it,

302
00:16:26,278 --> 00:16:27,946
but for the record...
‐ Okay.

303
00:16:27,946 --> 00:16:29,615
FRANCES: I'm capable.
‐ I got you.

304
00:16:31,491 --> 00:16:36,330
‐ I... just can't believe
how real it seemed.

305
00:16:37,039 --> 00:16:38,624
You know, he was just there.

306
00:16:38,624 --> 00:16:41,585
Paul was standing there in front of me

307
00:16:41,585 --> 00:16:43,253
and brought me flowers.

308
00:16:47,174 --> 00:16:48,300
But, you know.

309
00:16:50,969 --> 00:16:52,054
‐ But‐‐ but what?

310
00:16:52,387 --> 00:16:56,016
‐ There was a lot of truth
in what he said about my books.

311
00:16:56,767 --> 00:16:58,894
Just shallow takes on,
you know,

312
00:16:58,894 --> 00:17:01,563
whatever the flavor
of the moment is and I...

313
00:17:02,189 --> 00:17:04,691
just shove some romance into it.

314
00:17:07,194 --> 00:17:08,237
They're hollow.

315
00:17:09,821 --> 00:17:11,031
Maybe I'm hollow.

316
00:17:12,824 --> 00:17:14,535
But he was right, I can't write.

317
00:17:14,535 --> 00:17:16,537
‐ Hey. Hey, look at me.

318
00:17:17,871 --> 00:17:18,956
You can write.

319
00:17:20,290 --> 00:17:23,001
Look at me, I know you can write. Okay?

320
00:17:23,544 --> 00:17:25,963
I mean, I‐‐ I've... I read a snippet.

321
00:17:26,421 --> 00:17:27,631
It was good shit.

322
00:17:30,884 --> 00:17:34,429
‐ You may not play football now,
but‐‐ but you could.

323
00:17:34,805 --> 00:17:36,849
I bet you were really something.

324
00:17:39,518 --> 00:17:41,645
But me, I never have been.

325
00:17:47,276 --> 00:17:49,695
I think I'm gonna vomit.

326
00:17:49,695 --> 00:17:51,071
‐ What?

327
00:17:52,823 --> 00:17:55,701
Oh. Oh, you're gonna vomit.
Oh, I'm gonna go.

328
00:17:55,701 --> 00:17:57,828
[Frances retches]
Oh sh...

329
00:18:00,789 --> 00:18:02,291
FRANCES: Thank you.

330
00:18:11,300 --> 00:18:12,384
‐ Hi, Dee.

331
00:18:12,384 --> 00:18:14,011
‐ You asked to see me?

332
00:18:14,386 --> 00:18:16,805
‐ Mm‐hmm. Sit, please.

333
00:18:21,518 --> 00:18:23,812
I hear you told Tony to fuck off.

334
00:18:24,521 --> 00:18:25,355
[sighs]

335
00:18:26,315 --> 00:18:27,774
‐ I'll apologize.

336
00:18:27,774 --> 00:18:29,943
‐ Apologies are good.

337
00:18:32,738 --> 00:18:34,948
And I think I owe you an apology.

338
00:18:36,742 --> 00:18:39,369
Recently, I've been meditating,
I've been, uh...

339
00:18:41,163 --> 00:18:42,956
seeing your face.

340
00:18:45,167 --> 00:18:47,169
What you went through with Connelly.

341
00:18:49,796 --> 00:18:53,217
I underestimated the trauma
that you have been through, Dee.

342
00:18:53,217 --> 00:18:56,011
I am sorry for that.
‐ I'm fine.

343
00:18:58,138 --> 00:19:00,015
MASHA: Are you back on your dosage?

344
00:19:00,682 --> 00:19:01,934
‐ Mm‐hmm.

345
00:19:03,769 --> 00:19:07,147
‐ Withdrawals from psilocybin,
they can render you dangerous.

346
00:19:07,147 --> 00:19:08,982
‐ [chuckles] Meaning what?

347
00:19:09,650 --> 00:19:12,152
You think I'm the one
sending you death threats?

348
00:19:15,531 --> 00:19:16,490
‐ Dee.

349
00:19:18,075 --> 00:19:22,162
We are on the precipice
of something great.

350
00:19:23,705 --> 00:19:26,750
Stay with me, stay together here, yeah?

351
00:19:28,252 --> 00:19:32,589
Mm. Tell me, what do you need?
‐ I'm fine.

352
00:19:32,589 --> 00:19:35,467
‐ You're fine? Hm. Mm‐mm.

353
00:19:35,467 --> 00:19:36,510
[Delilah exhales deeply]

354
00:19:37,052 --> 00:19:40,764
Talk to me.
‐ Okay.

355
00:19:40,764 --> 00:19:41,849
MASHA: Hm.

356
00:19:42,683 --> 00:19:44,977
‐ Actually... [exhales]

357
00:19:44,977 --> 00:19:46,728
I need you to stop fucking Yao.

358
00:19:48,605 --> 00:19:49,773
[Delilah sighs]

359
00:19:51,567 --> 00:19:54,069
‐ You think he's capable
of making that adjustment?

360
00:19:54,069 --> 00:19:56,071
‐ [scoffs] I don't know.

361
00:19:57,197 --> 00:19:59,616
That's why I need you
to make that adjustment for him.

362
00:20:01,702 --> 00:20:04,162
‐ And are you capable
of making that adjustment?

363
00:20:06,123 --> 00:20:07,416
‐ I am.

364
00:20:10,419 --> 00:20:11,378
MASHA: Hm.

365
00:20:12,462 --> 00:20:13,589
[Delilah exhales]

366
00:20:19,678 --> 00:20:21,805
‐ I think so. [chuckles]

367
00:20:26,727 --> 00:20:29,521
‐ I'm proud of you.
You came here, you were broken,

368
00:20:29,521 --> 00:20:33,025
and now, go ahead.
You know what you want.

369
00:20:33,025 --> 00:20:35,277
You say what you want.
‐ I had help.

370
00:20:37,738 --> 00:20:38,822
Hm.

371
00:20:47,206 --> 00:20:49,249
Masha, Yao can't ever know.

372
00:20:49,249 --> 00:20:50,959
‐ Well, he's never gonna know.

373
00:20:53,295 --> 00:20:54,922
He never did know.

374
00:20:54,922 --> 00:20:56,298
He never will know.

375
00:20:56,298 --> 00:20:59,676
♪

376
00:21:02,763 --> 00:21:03,847
[panting]

377
00:21:13,482 --> 00:21:14,525
ZACH: Mom!

378
00:21:18,028 --> 00:21:19,363
Mom!

379
00:21:19,363 --> 00:21:20,364
[gasps]

380
00:21:22,157 --> 00:21:23,200
[screams]

381
00:21:23,200 --> 00:21:26,370
[Zoe screams]

382
00:21:27,120 --> 00:21:30,666
LARS: Wow, that was good.
Straight from the diaphragm.

383
00:21:31,291 --> 00:21:32,292
[pants]

384
00:21:32,292 --> 00:21:37,339
[screams]

385
00:21:37,339 --> 00:21:41,260
‐ Oh, yeah. Even better.
Like you were giving birth.

386
00:21:41,260 --> 00:21:43,595
‐ Oh, shut up. Very funny.

387
00:21:43,595 --> 00:21:45,055
ZOE: You want to talk about that?

388
00:21:45,055 --> 00:21:46,431
‐ No, what's there to talk about?

389
00:21:46,431 --> 00:21:48,600
It was just a crazy, drug‐induced dream.

390
00:21:48,600 --> 00:21:50,018
‐ Oh, come on, Lars.

391
00:21:50,018 --> 00:21:52,062
You obviously have a thing about babies.

392
00:21:53,105 --> 00:21:55,274
‐ It's what broke up my relationship.

393
00:21:56,900 --> 00:21:58,652
Ray wants to have a child

394
00:21:58,652 --> 00:22:00,279
and his sister even volunteered

395
00:22:00,279 --> 00:22:02,114
to be the surrogate. I just...

396
00:22:03,282 --> 00:22:05,492
I don't go there.
‐ Why not?

397
00:22:05,492 --> 00:22:08,328
I mean, you know, besides overpopulation

398
00:22:08,328 --> 00:22:09,955
and imminent apocalypse.

399
00:22:09,955 --> 00:22:13,542
‐ I just think the world
is a tough place for a kid right now.

400
00:22:15,335 --> 00:22:17,838
‐ Was it a tough place for you as a child?

401
00:22:17,838 --> 00:22:18,922
[Lars sighs]

402
00:22:19,923 --> 00:22:20,883
Ah.

403
00:22:22,134 --> 00:22:23,677
‐ I was bullied, though.

404
00:22:23,677 --> 00:22:26,847
I knew very early on that I was gay.

405
00:22:26,847 --> 00:22:28,640
As did the other kids.

406
00:22:29,516 --> 00:22:33,187
As did my father. [inhales]

407
00:22:33,770 --> 00:22:35,898
He actually blamed my mother. [chuckles]

408
00:22:35,898 --> 00:22:37,983
Her genetic tide pool.

409
00:22:37,983 --> 00:22:40,736
It was not in his DNA
to have a homosexual child.

410
00:22:40,736 --> 00:22:42,279
Certainly not.

411
00:22:42,279 --> 00:22:43,238
‐ Jesus.

412
00:22:44,615 --> 00:22:47,576
‐ And then, in the end, he left her.

413
00:22:48,619 --> 00:22:52,623
Though I‐I suspect he was more fleeing me,

414
00:22:52,623 --> 00:22:55,626
his genetically flawed offspring.

415
00:22:57,044 --> 00:22:58,003
[sighs]

416
00:23:02,925 --> 00:23:04,009
[exhales]

417
00:23:10,807 --> 00:23:12,476
‐ Zach came to me last night.

418
00:23:13,310 --> 00:23:14,353
LARS: What?

419
00:23:15,687 --> 00:23:17,064
‐ Yeah. I was in my bathroom

420
00:23:17,064 --> 00:23:18,732
and he just appeared.

421
00:23:19,733 --> 00:23:22,611
And it wasn't a dream, he was there.

422
00:23:23,111 --> 00:23:27,032
He was as real as he ever was.
[chuckles]

423
00:23:28,075 --> 00:23:29,868
‐ Did you tell your parents about this?

424
00:23:29,868 --> 00:23:35,249
‐ No, I figured they couldn't
handle it, you know.

425
00:23:36,250 --> 00:23:38,794
Fragile day. So...

426
00:23:39,461 --> 00:23:42,130
‐ Yes, but you shouldn't be
alone with this.

427
00:23:43,215 --> 00:23:44,675
‐ I'm not alone.

428
00:23:54,268 --> 00:23:56,979
‐ Don't be ridiculous.
‐ Oh, yeah.

429
00:23:56,979 --> 00:23:58,897
YAO: [chuckles] It's very safe.

430
00:23:58,897 --> 00:24:00,607
‐ Doesn't look very safe, Yao.

431
00:24:00,607 --> 00:24:03,443
‐ Hey, it's gonna be‐‐
it's gonna be a rush.

432
00:24:03,443 --> 00:24:05,821
It'll be fabulous, honey.

433
00:24:05,821 --> 00:24:07,990
‐ I don't feel like doing fabulous today.

434
00:24:07,990 --> 00:24:09,992
‐ Oh, come on, please? We're here, right?

435
00:24:09,992 --> 00:24:11,326
What's the worst that can happen?

436
00:24:13,537 --> 00:24:15,789
‐ Team. I know this is a difficult day.

437
00:24:15,789 --> 00:24:19,001
Your son's 21st birthday.
‐ Don't speak of my son.

438
00:24:19,001 --> 00:24:22,629
‐ Stop it. Jesus Christ.
It's his birthday. It's happy!

439
00:24:22,629 --> 00:24:25,215
Can't you just be‐‐ just be happy?

440
00:24:25,841 --> 00:24:26,884
Ever?

441
00:24:29,219 --> 00:24:30,971
‐ You want to jump, Napoleon?

442
00:24:32,681 --> 00:24:36,685
You jump. Fine.
Go ahead. Do it.

443
00:24:36,685 --> 00:24:37,686
[gasps]

444
00:24:42,441 --> 00:24:44,401
Oh my God!

445
00:24:48,197 --> 00:24:50,073
[laughs, cheers]

446
00:24:50,532 --> 00:24:52,201
[screams]

447
00:24:52,201 --> 00:24:54,870
YAO: You okay, Napoleon?
NAPOLEON: I'm good! I'm fine!

448
00:24:54,870 --> 00:24:57,372
I'm totally fine. [laughs]

449
00:24:57,372 --> 00:25:00,626
‐ Fucking hell.
NAPOLEON: Whoo! [laughs]

450
00:25:00,626 --> 00:25:04,588
♪ dramatic music playing ♪

451
00:25:16,558 --> 00:25:20,229
‐ Hey, yeah. Yeah, it's going. [exhales]

452
00:25:20,229 --> 00:25:22,940
Whether it's according to plan
or not, but it's going.

453
00:25:24,066 --> 00:25:27,528
Oh, she's dosing us. Yeah.

454
00:25:32,074 --> 00:25:33,909
HEATHER: Are you sure?
NAPOLEON: I promise you.

455
00:25:33,909 --> 00:25:36,161
HEATHER: Okay.
‐ I wouldn't steer you wrong.

456
00:25:36,870 --> 00:25:39,081
I mean, okay, I would, but‐‐ but on this,

457
00:25:39,081 --> 00:25:42,501
it is so exhilarating.
Such a shot of adrenaline.

458
00:25:42,501 --> 00:25:43,836
Of life!

459
00:25:44,711 --> 00:25:46,755
‐ I'm terrified.
‐ That's part of it, isn't it?

460
00:25:46,755 --> 00:25:49,007
You do something that scares you.

461
00:25:49,007 --> 00:25:51,218
It's like the John Burroughs quote:

462
00:25:51,218 --> 00:25:53,262
"Leap and the net shall appear."

463
00:25:53,262 --> 00:25:55,556
It means take that plunge, go for it.

464
00:25:55,556 --> 00:25:56,932
I remember this mountain climber‐‐

465
00:25:56,932 --> 00:25:59,601
‐ Napoleon, shut up!
I'm up here. It's happening.

466
00:26:00,227 --> 00:26:04,356
‐ It is.
‐ It is very safe.

467
00:26:04,356 --> 00:26:05,399
‐ Okay.

468
00:26:09,027 --> 00:26:13,699
‐ Oh, it‐‐ it helps to scream.
Don't forget to scream.

469
00:26:13,699 --> 00:26:15,284
‐ Hurry up.
NAPOLEON: On three.

470
00:26:15,284 --> 00:26:16,243
One.

471
00:26:17,160 --> 00:26:18,704
Two.
HEATHER: God!

472
00:26:19,329 --> 00:26:21,832
‐ Three!
[Heather screams]

473
00:26:32,092 --> 00:26:36,471
[gasps] Oh my God!
‐ See?

474
00:26:37,181 --> 00:26:40,017
‐ Fuck you.
‐ I told you.

475
00:26:40,017 --> 00:26:42,436
‐ Amazing.
‐ I told you. It was amazing.

476
00:26:43,228 --> 00:26:44,396
Do you wanna do it again?

477
00:26:44,396 --> 00:26:46,190
‐ No!
‐ No? Oh, come on.

478
00:26:46,899 --> 00:26:49,234
♪ "What Makes Me Think About You"
by Nicolas Godin plays ♪

479
00:26:50,068 --> 00:26:54,615
‐ ♪ What makes me think about you? ♪

480
00:26:55,908 --> 00:26:59,745
♪ What makes me think about your smile? ♪

481
00:27:01,580 --> 00:27:05,542
♪ What makes me think about you? ♪

482
00:27:06,460 --> 00:27:09,379
♪ The shape of a cloud ♪

483
00:27:09,379 --> 00:27:13,133
♪ The color of the sky ♪

484
00:27:13,133 --> 00:27:16,887
♪ What makes me think about you? ♪

485
00:27:18,222 --> 00:27:23,060
♪ What makes me think about your smile? ♪

486
00:27:24,269 --> 00:27:28,190
♪ What makes me think about you? ♪

487
00:27:29,274 --> 00:27:32,069
♪ A view from a hill ♪

488
00:27:32,069 --> 00:27:35,781
♪ Some pictures on a wall ♪

489
00:27:35,781 --> 00:27:38,700
♪ What makes me think about you? ♪

490
00:27:41,286 --> 00:27:43,789
♪ What makes me think of you? ♪

491
00:27:43,789 --> 00:27:47,417
♪

492
00:27:47,417 --> 00:27:49,002
[phone chimes]

493
00:28:03,058 --> 00:28:04,476
BEN:
Thank you for bringing me here.

494
00:28:04,476 --> 00:28:06,353
JESSICA: [chuckles] What?

495
00:28:06,353 --> 00:28:07,855
BEN: I love this place.

496
00:28:09,022 --> 00:28:11,441
‐ [laughs] You're on drugs.

497
00:28:11,441 --> 00:28:13,485
‐ Yeah, I love Masha too.

498
00:28:14,444 --> 00:28:16,613
There's just something
about her. You just...

499
00:28:17,155 --> 00:28:18,866
You know, you feel safe with her.

500
00:28:21,243 --> 00:28:23,245
‐ I know what you mean.

501
00:28:23,245 --> 00:28:24,830
‐ Just make you wanna surrender.

502
00:28:26,874 --> 00:28:29,501
‐ Sometimes I just wish we could
surrender all the money.

503
00:28:30,252 --> 00:28:31,920
I really hate that money.

504
00:28:33,755 --> 00:28:35,340
‐ There's just no going back, right?

505
00:28:35,340 --> 00:28:37,301
‐ Hmm.
‐ I mean, unless...

506
00:28:38,510 --> 00:28:42,055
‐ Unless what?
‐ [inhales] What do you say

507
00:28:42,055 --> 00:28:44,892
we go all "Two Bunch Palms” on each other.

508
00:28:45,642 --> 00:28:46,810
Like the old days.

509
00:28:48,645 --> 00:28:50,564
I still remember
the first time I asked you out.

510
00:28:51,356 --> 00:28:52,774
We were in high school.

511
00:28:53,901 --> 00:28:57,237
‐ I got goosebumps.
‐ I was so nervous.

512
00:28:57,237 --> 00:29:00,991
‐ I still get goosebumps.
‐ I do miss my old life.

513
00:29:00,991 --> 00:29:02,242
Our old life.

514
00:29:03,619 --> 00:29:05,162
‐ It's all there.

515
00:29:07,539 --> 00:29:10,417
We just got to dig it out.
[Ben chuckles]

516
00:29:11,960 --> 00:29:15,631
[exhales deeply]

517
00:29:17,841 --> 00:29:18,842
[grunts]

518
00:29:21,845 --> 00:29:22,888
[exhales deeply]

519
00:29:23,847 --> 00:29:25,224
[inaudible]

520
00:29:28,185 --> 00:29:29,478
FRANCES: Whatcha doing?

521
00:29:38,362 --> 00:29:39,863
Gonna throw it out there one more time.

522
00:29:39,863 --> 00:29:43,116
What are you doing?
‐ [inhales] Sorry, I was‐‐

523
00:29:44,284 --> 00:29:45,494
I was meditating.

524
00:29:46,203 --> 00:29:49,456
‐ I didn't think you, uh,
kinda went for that stuff.

525
00:29:49,456 --> 00:29:50,916
‐ Seem to be going for a lot of stuff

526
00:29:50,916 --> 00:29:54,586
that I never thought possible.
[inhales, exhales]

527
00:29:54,586 --> 00:29:59,091
‐ Okay, well. I'll bite. Like what?

528
00:29:59,091 --> 00:30:01,593
TONY: Well, like this place, for starters.

529
00:30:03,637 --> 00:30:05,556
I mean, what the fuck? [chuckles]

530
00:30:07,683 --> 00:30:09,852
But I am off the oxys.

531
00:30:12,354 --> 00:30:13,564
And more importantly,

532
00:30:14,606 --> 00:30:16,149
the oxys weren't just for my knee.

533
00:30:17,609 --> 00:30:20,362
I've been numbing a lot of shit
for a lot of years.

534
00:30:20,904 --> 00:30:23,031
And now here I am, facing it all, and...

535
00:30:24,324 --> 00:30:27,244
I'm doing it off the drugs.
I'm not having the best time.

536
00:30:28,412 --> 00:30:33,750
‐ Look I know I was fairly
out of it this morning, but...

537
00:30:34,877 --> 00:30:36,712
I still noticed that you got

538
00:30:37,546 --> 00:30:40,924
very upset about Lars's, you know,

539
00:30:40,924 --> 00:30:44,011
imaginary hallucination baby

540
00:30:44,011 --> 00:30:45,762
and that you had fathered it and...

541
00:30:46,889 --> 00:30:49,808
‐ I wasn't there when either
of my kids were born.

542
00:30:53,187 --> 00:30:55,189
With my older one, I was working.

543
00:30:55,189 --> 00:30:56,315
I had a game.

544
00:30:57,274 --> 00:31:00,903
But my younger one, um...

545
00:31:05,490 --> 00:31:07,951
I was high, that much I remember.

546
00:31:12,706 --> 00:31:15,000
I should've never come
to this place. [sighs]

547
00:31:16,210 --> 00:31:18,921
‐ I think maybe it's exactly
where you need to be.

548
00:31:21,256 --> 00:31:22,758
‐ You're a good person, Frances.

549
00:31:22,758 --> 00:31:24,384
I mean, I know I keep saying that,

550
00:31:24,384 --> 00:31:26,512
but it's‐‐
‐ You have never said that.

551
00:31:26,512 --> 00:31:28,263
‐ Really?
‐ I keep saying that,

552
00:31:28,263 --> 00:31:30,682
repeatedly, hoping it'll,
you know, catch on.

553
00:31:30,682 --> 00:31:32,309
‐ Well, I knew I heard it somewhere.

554
00:31:32,309 --> 00:31:33,477
[chuckles softly]

555
00:31:38,857 --> 00:31:42,319
Every time I close
my eyes here, I just‐‐ I just‐‐

556
00:31:42,319 --> 00:31:45,197
I keep on seeing those things
that I don't want to face.

557
00:31:45,822 --> 00:31:47,741
Every fucking mistake that I ever made.

558
00:31:50,494 --> 00:31:52,704
‐ Maybe you just shouldn't
close your eyes.

559
00:31:54,498 --> 00:31:57,376
‐ I'm not sure I want any
of this bad enough, Frances.

560
00:31:59,962 --> 00:32:01,213
I'm not gonna make it.

561
00:32:02,172 --> 00:32:04,299
‐ Well, what do you mean? You're not‐‐

562
00:32:04,299 --> 00:32:05,926
You're not gonna make it where?

563
00:32:05,926 --> 00:32:07,344
‐ To the end of the week.

564
00:32:07,344 --> 00:32:08,929
The end of the year. [sniffles]

565
00:32:08,929 --> 00:32:10,931
‐ What are you‐‐ What are you saying?

566
00:32:12,391 --> 00:32:14,059
What are you saying?
‐ Nothing.

567
00:32:14,059 --> 00:32:15,853
I'm not saying anything. I...

568
00:32:17,604 --> 00:32:20,232
Ah! I don't know
what I'm saying. Forget it.

569
00:32:20,232 --> 00:32:22,526
‐ I'm not gonna forget it. I'm...

570
00:32:23,443 --> 00:32:24,820
I'm worried about you.

571
00:32:24,820 --> 00:32:26,572
‐ No. You don't need
to be worried about me.

572
00:32:27,364 --> 00:32:29,283
‐ I know I don't need to. I...

573
00:32:30,659 --> 00:32:31,910
I want to.

574
00:32:34,913 --> 00:32:38,166
‐ Well, see, like I said.
You're a good person.

575
00:32:39,585 --> 00:32:42,087
‐ You're full of shit.
[Tony laughs]

576
00:32:47,384 --> 00:32:49,428
[Carmel humming, exhales]

577
00:32:50,137 --> 00:32:51,263
[sighs]

578
00:32:52,973 --> 00:32:53,974
‐ Yes.

579
00:32:53,974 --> 00:32:58,145
♪ dramatic music playing ♪

580
00:33:01,648 --> 00:33:03,442
[both grunting, moaning]

581
00:33:06,236 --> 00:33:09,406
JESSICA:
I fucking love this place! Oh my God.

582
00:33:09,406 --> 00:33:12,618
[Jessica continues moaning]

583
00:33:14,244 --> 00:33:17,581
‐ Fucking.
Why is everybody just fucking around here?

584
00:33:17,581 --> 00:33:20,209
I don't under‐‐ [inhales]
I don't understand.

585
00:33:21,043 --> 00:33:23,212
[crying] I'm so stupid sometimes.
Fucking...

586
00:33:23,212 --> 00:33:25,339
LARS: Hi.
‐ [inhales] Hi.

587
00:33:25,923 --> 00:33:27,716
‐ It's okay.
CARMEL: I'm sorry.

588
00:33:27,716 --> 00:33:29,343
‐ Are you okay?

589
00:33:29,343 --> 00:33:32,095
CARMEL: Uh, I'm fine.

590
00:33:32,721 --> 00:33:34,640
‐ What's all this I hear about fucking?

591
00:33:36,141 --> 00:33:37,851
‐ I'm just not in the mood, okay?

592
00:33:37,851 --> 00:33:39,686
Mm. Lars, not today.

593
00:33:42,147 --> 00:33:44,816
LARS: Why all the tears? What's wrong?

594
00:33:45,859 --> 00:33:48,737
‐ [inhales, exhales] I'm...

595
00:33:50,864 --> 00:33:52,199
I just...

596
00:33:52,199 --> 00:33:55,369
I get sick of it sometimes,
all right? I just...

597
00:33:56,203 --> 00:33:58,413
I just‐‐ I get sick of it.

598
00:33:58,413 --> 00:33:59,414
‐ Yeah, me too.

599
00:34:00,666 --> 00:34:01,625
Sick of what?

600
00:34:02,459 --> 00:34:03,836
‐ This pretending.

601
00:34:04,461 --> 00:34:06,797
Pretending to be okay, okay with me,

602
00:34:06,797 --> 00:34:09,258
okay with his happy life,

603
00:34:09,258 --> 00:34:13,053
pretending to be happy
for the sake of my kids, happy.

604
00:34:13,053 --> 00:34:17,391
Happy like it doesn't bother me
to see‐‐ see married couples,

605
00:34:17,391 --> 00:34:19,560
even unhappy ones,
doing what married couples do,

606
00:34:19,560 --> 00:34:22,020
like fucking in a fucking hot tub.

607
00:34:22,020 --> 00:34:24,106
Why should that trigger me?
Why does it take me over

608
00:34:24,106 --> 00:34:26,358
that my ex and his pretty young thing

609
00:34:26,358 --> 00:34:28,735
are fucking all over Florence,
that‐‐ that‐‐ [sobs]

610
00:34:28,735 --> 00:34:31,113
That she's probably flossing her teeth

611
00:34:31,113 --> 00:34:32,406
with his little pencil dick right now

612
00:34:32,406 --> 00:34:33,740
while my kids are in the next room,

613
00:34:33,740 --> 00:34:37,661
why does it‐‐ why does it‐‐
does it‐‐ fucking‐‐ [sobs]

614
00:34:37,661 --> 00:34:39,746
Can't I even hear a reference
to my wedding song

615
00:34:39,746 --> 00:34:41,248
without wanting to stab the table?

616
00:34:41,248 --> 00:34:44,376
I'm just‐‐ I'm sick of it!
I am‐‐ I'm sick of all of it.

617
00:34:44,376 --> 00:34:45,878
[breathes shakily]

618
00:34:46,879 --> 00:34:49,173
Don't you look at me like‐‐ like‐‐

619
00:34:49,173 --> 00:34:52,259
don't stare at me like
I'm a fucking psycho, all right?

620
00:34:52,259 --> 00:34:55,387
Which I... probably am.

621
00:34:55,387 --> 00:34:58,182
‐ Carmel.
[Carmel sniffles]

622
00:34:58,182 --> 00:34:59,266
Listen to me.

623
00:35:00,934 --> 00:35:04,521
I've spent most of my adult life
in psychotherapy.

624
00:35:05,397 --> 00:35:08,567
I could literally be the camp
counselor here, honestly.

625
00:35:09,902 --> 00:35:14,156
What you need to do
is dissociate from him.

626
00:35:14,740 --> 00:35:18,327
Hating him has its benefits,
stabbing him even better.

627
00:35:19,244 --> 00:35:22,831
But dissociation is the only lasting cure.

628
00:35:25,167 --> 00:35:27,961
‐ How do I do that?

629
00:35:27,961 --> 00:35:30,464
‐ Oh, you just do it
the old‐fashioned way.

630
00:35:31,215 --> 00:35:33,759
You meet someone new. And you will.

631
00:35:34,635 --> 00:35:38,096
Because you are a vibrant,
beautiful woman.

632
00:35:38,847 --> 00:35:40,098
‐ Don't give me that.

633
00:35:41,225 --> 00:35:44,186
‐ I am giving you that
because it's true. Okay?

634
00:35:44,937 --> 00:35:47,356
Not only that, but you're passionate.

635
00:35:47,940 --> 00:35:51,026
You're a passionate, vibrant,
beautiful woman.

636
00:35:51,026 --> 00:35:52,569
My God, Carmel.

637
00:35:52,569 --> 00:35:54,905
There's a whole world of men
waiting out there for you.

638
00:35:54,905 --> 00:35:56,114
[Lars chuckles]

639
00:36:01,328 --> 00:36:05,332
‐ [inhales] God, what is Masha
putting in your smoothies?

640
00:36:08,877 --> 00:36:10,712
‐ I know, right? [chuckles]

641
00:36:11,630 --> 00:36:15,384
Creeping myself out. [chuckles]

642
00:36:15,384 --> 00:36:17,386
‐ Yeah.
‐ Come here.

643
00:36:17,386 --> 00:36:21,765
♪ dramatic music playing ♪

644
00:36:23,642 --> 00:36:25,394
Come on. [sniffs]

645
00:36:25,394 --> 00:36:27,729
CARMEL: I thought you were
going to the hot springs.

646
00:36:27,729 --> 00:36:29,481
LARS: Not after what you told me.

647
00:36:29,481 --> 00:36:31,483
Absolutely not.
[Carmel laughs]

648
00:36:32,276 --> 00:36:34,027
Savages.
[Carmel laughs]

649
00:36:34,027 --> 00:36:38,407
NAPOLEON:
♪ Happy birthday, 21st ♪
[laughter]

650
00:36:38,407 --> 00:36:43,579
GROUP:
♪ Happy birthday to you ♪
[cheering]

651
00:36:43,579 --> 00:36:45,497
HEATHER: You have to make a wish first.

652
00:36:52,171 --> 00:36:54,423
[blows]
[cheering, chuckling]

653
00:36:54,423 --> 00:36:56,133
NAPOLEON: 21!

654
00:36:56,133 --> 00:36:57,801
ZOE: I'd like to make a toast.

655
00:36:57,801 --> 00:36:58,844
Um...

656
00:37:00,262 --> 00:37:01,889
First, to Zach,

657
00:37:02,389 --> 00:37:04,391
who I really wish was here right now.

658
00:37:05,100 --> 00:37:08,270
Um, and would be cringing
so hard at this speech.

659
00:37:08,270 --> 00:37:11,732
It was definitely, definitely his thing.

660
00:37:11,732 --> 00:37:12,816
Um...

661
00:37:14,109 --> 00:37:15,652
Yeah. Happy birthday, Zach.

662
00:37:15,652 --> 00:37:17,779
ALL: Happy birthday, Zach.

663
00:37:20,282 --> 00:37:23,702
‐ You know, yesterday my parents
said that we could leave

664
00:37:23,702 --> 00:37:25,954
if I didn't want
to be stuck here on my birthday,

665
00:37:25,954 --> 00:37:28,290
but the truth is

666
00:37:28,290 --> 00:37:30,792
I‐I really wouldn't want
to be anywhere else.

667
00:37:31,585 --> 00:37:35,255
Believe it or not, maybe‐‐
maybe it's the smoothies,

668
00:37:35,255 --> 00:37:39,176
but, um, you guys
are all really starting to feel

669
00:37:39,176 --> 00:37:40,511
like family to me.

670
00:37:40,969 --> 00:37:43,305
I don't know how the fuck that's possible.

671
00:37:43,305 --> 00:37:45,724
[laughter]

672
00:37:45,724 --> 00:37:49,561
[chuckles] But I don't know, no‐‐

673
00:37:50,521 --> 00:37:52,648
nobody's really treated me like a person

674
00:37:52,648 --> 00:37:56,068
for the past three years. Um...

675
00:37:58,237 --> 00:37:59,905
They've treated me like a patient,

676
00:37:59,905 --> 00:38:04,326
and definitely a victim, but...

677
00:38:05,827 --> 00:38:08,121
not really as a person, so...

678
00:38:10,123 --> 00:38:11,500
Sorry. [chuckles]

679
00:38:11,500 --> 00:38:13,335
I'm just really grateful for you guys.

680
00:38:14,336 --> 00:38:15,921
And I've made friends here.

681
00:38:17,881 --> 00:38:22,386
Um, no one should be alone
on their birthday, and I'm not.

682
00:38:23,053 --> 00:38:24,555
I got you weirdos.

683
00:38:24,555 --> 00:38:26,098
[laughter]

684
00:38:26,098 --> 00:38:30,435
Um, but let's not forget,
no good deed goes unpunished.

685
00:38:31,019 --> 00:38:33,689
And as far as punishments go,

686
00:38:34,064 --> 00:38:37,025
there is a tradition on my birthday.

687
00:38:39,236 --> 00:38:42,114
And it pains me to say
that it is my father singing.

688
00:38:42,114 --> 00:38:44,658
[laughs]
‐ Oh yes, Napoleon!

689
00:38:44,658 --> 00:38:46,952
NAPOLEON: Well, thank you.
Thank you very much, Carmel.

690
00:38:46,952 --> 00:38:48,996
I've been singing this song to my kids

691
00:38:48,996 --> 00:38:50,289
since they were little.
‐ Torturing us with it.

692
00:38:50,289 --> 00:38:51,248
‐ What?
‐ What?

693
00:38:51,248 --> 00:38:52,833
[laughter]

694
00:38:52,833 --> 00:38:54,918
‐ And, um, never mind.

695
00:38:55,419 --> 00:38:58,672
And, um, it's become, as Zoe says, uh,

696
00:38:58,672 --> 00:39:01,967
sort of a birthday tradition,
one you can dance to

697
00:39:01,967 --> 00:39:03,844
if you're so inclined. So, uh...

698
00:39:03,844 --> 00:39:06,722
TONY: Ooh, we're all intrigued, Napoleon.

699
00:39:06,722 --> 00:39:09,433
‐ Yeah. Look at this.

700
00:39:09,433 --> 00:39:10,559
ZOE: Really?

701
00:39:10,559 --> 00:39:12,144
♪ jazz music playing ♪

702
00:39:12,144 --> 00:39:13,520
LARS: Look at this, huh?

703
00:39:14,646 --> 00:39:16,940
‐ Oh, yeah.
CARMEL: Whoo!

704
00:39:16,940 --> 00:39:18,525
TONY:
That's actually a good look on you.

705
00:39:18,525 --> 00:39:21,403
‐ Well, it's part of the tradition, too.
Yeah, I think so.
‐ Oh my god.

706
00:39:22,237 --> 00:39:26,825
‐ ♪ Happy, happy birthday, baby ♪

707
00:39:26,825 --> 00:39:28,785
CARMEL: Oh. Whoo!

708
00:39:29,703 --> 00:39:33,165
‐ ♪ Although you're with somebody new ♪

709
00:39:33,165 --> 00:39:34,791
‐ What the fuck, huh?

710
00:39:35,959 --> 00:39:37,628
‐ Well, when you ask like that...

711
00:39:38,253 --> 00:39:39,755
‐ I'm a really good dancer.

712
00:39:41,423 --> 00:39:43,217
NAPOLEON:
♪ That I wish this happy day ♪

713
00:39:43,217 --> 00:39:44,468
‐ Come on, baby.

714
00:39:45,260 --> 00:39:48,222
‐ Sorry. I don't "mercy dance."
‐ Yes, you do.

715
00:39:48,222 --> 00:39:51,016
You know you want it.
[Carmel chuckles]

716
00:39:51,892 --> 00:39:55,312
‐ Oh, secret's out on you, Lars.
‐ Hmm?

717
00:39:55,312 --> 00:39:59,358
‐ You're a kind human being.
‐ Well, still a secret.

718
00:39:59,358 --> 00:40:01,568
For you to keep.
[Carmel chuckles]

719
00:40:01,568 --> 00:40:03,987
‐ Check out Tony and Frances.

720
00:40:04,780 --> 00:40:07,407
Something going on there, I think.

721
00:40:08,158 --> 00:40:10,202
‐ I think something's going on here.

722
00:40:10,202 --> 00:40:12,162
‐ Oh. Oh.

723
00:40:12,162 --> 00:40:13,413
[chuckles]

724
00:40:14,122 --> 00:40:19,795
NAPOLEON: ♪ Because that's when
We fell in love ♪

725
00:40:21,547 --> 00:40:27,219
♪ Do you remember ♪

726
00:40:27,219 --> 00:40:29,596
MASHA: You and Yao okay?
‐ Better.

727
00:40:29,596 --> 00:40:31,265
[Napoleon continues singing in distance]

728
00:40:31,265 --> 00:40:33,183
I feel like we're moving into a new space.

729
00:40:33,183 --> 00:40:34,309
‐ Good.

730
00:40:35,310 --> 00:40:37,354
I can't do this without you.

731
00:40:38,564 --> 00:40:39,898
‐ Great party.

732
00:40:41,233 --> 00:40:43,944
‐ Dance with your lady.
YAO: I think I shall.

733
00:40:46,154 --> 00:40:51,285
NAPOLEON:
♪ How can we say goodbye ♪

734
00:40:51,285 --> 00:40:55,497
♪ Happy, happy, happy birthday ♪

735
00:40:56,999 --> 00:40:58,417
‐ [whispers] Happy birthday.

736
00:40:58,417 --> 00:41:01,795
NAPOLEON: Although I'm‐‐
I'm not acting like a lady.

737
00:41:05,799 --> 00:41:10,220
♪ So I close this note to you ♪

738
00:41:10,220 --> 00:41:13,307
♪ With good wishes and luck too ♪

739
00:41:23,692 --> 00:41:27,154
NAPOLEON:
♪ Happy, happy birthday ♪

740
00:41:27,154 --> 00:41:31,283
♪ Baby ♪

741
00:41:31,283 --> 00:41:33,035
‐ [mouths] Happy birthday.

742
00:41:33,035 --> 00:41:34,286
[applause]

743
00:41:34,995 --> 00:41:35,954
[blows]

744
00:41:38,081 --> 00:41:42,753
♪ mystical music playing ♪