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[phone chimes]

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‐ Yao mentioned that you've been
getting threats.

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Is that another one?

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‐ Get yourself a vibrator
and let off some steam.

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[Carmel screams]

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‐ Picture your son Zach.

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‐ You're Smiley Hogburn, right?
‐ You're right.

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That's Smiley Hogburn!
What happened, man?

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‐ I won the lottery. $22 million.

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Didn't plan on telling you all that.

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‐ It's Ari.
They put them into an induced coma.

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FRANCES: Do you mind not saying
anything to the others

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about my little internet scam‐dom thing?

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[screams]

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‐ You did this?

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[gasps]

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‐ Something's up with Mom, Dad.

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‐ She's turning a corner.

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‐ Have you been medicating us?

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♪ This Strange Effect playing ♪

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‐ ♪ You've got
This strange effect on me ♪

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♪ And I like it ♪

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♪ You've got
This strange effect on me ♪

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♪ And I like it ♪

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♪ You make my world seem right ♪

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♪ You make my darkness bright ♪

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♪ Oh, yes ♪

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♪ You've got
This strange effect on me ♪

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♪ And I like it ♪

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♪ And I like it ♪

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♪ And I like it ♪

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MASHA: I'm driving out
of the city right now.

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I wake up at the beach house.

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5:00 am, I want this in my inbox,

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so show me that you have a future, Todd.

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[sighs]

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Hey, baby.

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I'll be there. Couple hours.

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Pour me a martini,
I'm gonna fuck your lights out.

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[car lock beeps]

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[gun clicks]

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HEATHER [echoing]:
Have you been medicating us?

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[screams]

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HEATHER: Did you not hear my question?

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I would appreciate a response.

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I‐‐ I've been feeling unlike myself

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for the better part of today.

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Carmel says she isn't herself.

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And my husband is definitely not himself.

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So I ask you again.

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Are you drugging us?

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‐ It's called microdosing,
and it's perfectly safe.

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[all murmur in disbelief]
‐ My God!

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FRANCES: Shit!
TONY: Microdosing?

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What are you microdosing us with?

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‐ Psilocybin.

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‐ Magic mushrooms.
‐ Oh, my God.

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‐ You're giving us illegal drugs.

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MASHA: This is all part
of a very well‐planned,

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well‐executed protocol
that we've been working on here

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at Tranquillum for a long time.

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TONY: That's not the fucking point, okay?

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The point is,
you can't give illegal drugs out

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to people without consent.

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‐ But you arrived here on drugs, Tony.

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You're still on drugs,
you're just not on oxycontin,

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you're on‐‐ you're on psilocybin.

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We've been swapping it out
for two days now.

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‐ I was feeling‐‐

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I was feeling oxy withdrawals
this morning.

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‐ Mm‐hmm. Some, but less.

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And how do you feel... right now?

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Because you're not on oxy.

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‐ That doesn't make it right.
You can't just lie to us.

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‐ We haven't been dosing you or Ben.

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‐ But the rest of us, yes, right?

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God, you got some balls
shaming me about some wine

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and a couple of Kit Kats.

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All the while, you're dosing us
with psychedelics?

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I mean, look, I'm no angel, you know,

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I had a few "cocaine nights"
in the '90s, but who didn't?

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‐ I didn't!
‐ I believe that.

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‐ You know, you could go to jail for this.

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‐ I could, but I'm not going to,

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because you're gonna be thanking me.

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We live in unprecedented times.

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‐ Wow, you're going with that old

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"unprecedented times" defense?

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‐ Okay. Um, I gotta say. Girl, you‐‐

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you're a real kick in the pants,
I didn't see it coming.

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I'm gonna go to my car
and get the bottle of Tito's

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that I hid in my trunk.

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MASHA: Mm‐hmm.
FRANCES: And the best part,

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you're not gonna say anything about it.

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MASHA: Mm‐hmm.
‐ Not a word, right?

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What the fuck would she say? Nothin'.

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TONY: This is not good.

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Some of us came here with drug histories

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and genetic predispositions‐‐

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‐ We did your blood work
when you checked in,

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we know your medical history.

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‐ I don't care, Yao!

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You can't just keep a secret
like that from us!

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‐ But we all have secrets, Tony.

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None of us are exactly
how we appear, are we?

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You wanna come out with yours?

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Lars?

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Carmel?

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For all I know,
somebody here could be a killer.

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Has anybody here ever killed anyone?

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No?

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Good.

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This is good.

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This is a load off.

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Mmm. So you came here as desperate people.

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You are free to go.

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Or stay.

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It's your call.

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And if you choose to stay
and not be dosed,

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that's your call, too.

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‐ Why didn't you let it be
our call to begin with?

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‐ Because you would've
declined out of fear,

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but there's nothing to fear...

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because this, this protocol,

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cures addiction,
it can treat mental illness,

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it can treat PTSD,
schizophrenia, dementia.

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It can make you eat better,
sleep better, fuck better.

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And it has the capacity
to change the world.

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‐ And it can make you
gobs and gobs of money

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in the process.

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MASHA: Maybe that can be your story, Lars.

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Did anybody know that Lars here

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is an investigative journalist?

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‐ Yeah, I knew that.

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‐ No, you didn't.
‐ Okay.

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‐ And yet, you did,
and you didn't say anything.

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‐ Of course not, because
I welcome your exposé, Lars.

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Write the story, please,
because once this gets out,

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once it gets out in the world,

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oh, it's gonna change everything.

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And, yes, yes,

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it may make me gobs and gobs of money,

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but it may win you a Pulitzer.

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‐ Exactly how crazy are you?

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‐ [inhales]
Just the right amount.

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[chuckles]

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‐ Why isn't she drugging us?

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‐ Maybe she realized we're not
as fucked up as the rest of 'em.

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‐ Yeah, but we're paying
customers, you know?

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‐ Mmm.

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‐ Aren't you even curious,
like a little bit?

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She said it would open our minds up.

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‐ My mind's open enough.

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I saw what drugs did to my sister.

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‐ She wasn't on psychedelics.

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You know, some drugs...

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are, are good, you know.

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Like, in the right environment,
they can really help‐‐ help people.

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[Ben breathes deeply]

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‐ Just trying to think.
Did I break the law today?

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Psilocybin, cocaine,

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oxycontin, it's like the‐‐

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like the Betty Ford clinic in reverse.

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This woman's playing with fire.

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I don't wanna seem ungrateful
for the discount,

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but no thank you. Right?

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HEATHER: Mmm.

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Oh, these sheets feel so good.

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‐ What?

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‐ They're really cool on my skin.

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[inhales, sighs]

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‐ Hey, hey...

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are you okay?

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‐ I'm not sick.

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‐ So, uh, how do you feel?
‐ Good.

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Actually, really good.

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‐ Hmm...

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So, you wanna stay? Hmm?

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‐ I just‐‐ I just‐‐

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I just I wanna feel your skin.

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NAPOLEON: Really?
HEATHER: Yeah.

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NAPOLEON: Oh, okay.
HEATHER: Mmm.

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NAPOLEON: Oh, man. [grunts]

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‐ [laughs] God...
‐ Hey.

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‐ Hi.

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[moaning, kissing]

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MASHA: Yao...

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[sighs]

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[moaning]

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[phone vibrates]

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[breathes heavily]

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That was them.

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Whoever is threatening me.

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‐ [sighs] How do you know?

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‐ I just do.

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And I feel like they're here
at Tranquillum.

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Like they're watching us.

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‐ Who's watching us?
MASHA: I don't know.

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Maybe I brought this into our life,

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this person, this darkness.

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Maybe I brought it in for a reason.

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‐ Are you saying it's one of the guests?

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‐ I can't rule it out.

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Maybe it's you.

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‐ [chuckles]
Never.

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But, you know, you telling
that they're being dosed,

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I think it's a huge risk and I‐‐
‐ I didn't tell them everything.

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YAO: You told them enough.

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All it takes is for one of them,
one, to go to the police‐‐

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MASHA: Dozens of wellness institutes

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are doing this, you know that.

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‐ With consent.
‐ Yes, and we have it.

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I told them.

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They chose to stay.

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It's constructive consent.

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[crickets chirping]

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‐ Where did you go?

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‐ Went out for a walk.

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‐ You run into Masha?

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[slurps]

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How is she?

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‐ She's actually a bit shaken up...

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between the goat and...

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DELILAH: The goat and what?

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‐ And the threats.

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‐ Huh.

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‐ They wouldn't be coming
from you, would they?

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‐ Why would I wanna threaten Masha?

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She's the fucking greatest.

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I don't have to tell you that, do I?

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‐ [sighs] All right. Okay. Um...

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Just relax.

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‐ You can sleep on the couch tonight.

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♪ ominous music playing ♪

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[birds chirping]

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HEATHER: Hey.
‐ Oh, hey.

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‐ I didn't hear you get up.

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NAPOLEON:
Yeah. Well, you know...

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[inhales deeply]
I slept without my CPAP

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for the first time in six years
last night.

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I didn't even know that was possible.

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‐ That's wonderful.
‐ Yeah.

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[exhales heavily] Interesting evening.

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‐ Sure was.

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‐ I came a little outside myself.

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‐ Mm‐hmm.

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It was nice.

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‐ You emerged a little yourself...

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saying grace.
‐ Hmm...

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It was the drugs.

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[breathes heavily]

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‐ Honey.
‐ What?

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‐ There was nothing you could've done.

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[sobs]

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[groans]

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♪ cheerful music playing ♪

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[blender whirring]

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[beeping]

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♪

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[indistinct chatter]

261
00:15:00,526 --> 00:15:02,945
‐ Hey, hi. Um...

262
00:15:02,945 --> 00:15:05,072
Are there drugs in here?
Because I want them.

263
00:15:06,281 --> 00:15:08,784
‐ Masha's currently evaluating
your protocol.

264
00:15:09,618 --> 00:15:11,703
BEN: So is that a no?
‐ Can I, uh...

265
00:15:11,703 --> 00:15:13,956
Can I say something for the record?

266
00:15:15,332 --> 00:15:18,293
I have zero tolerance for drugs.

267
00:15:18,293 --> 00:15:19,711
I'm a high‐school teacher,

268
00:15:19,711 --> 00:15:22,798
I've seen the ravages,
I can tell you. But, uh...

269
00:15:24,716 --> 00:15:26,093
I'm open to this.

270
00:15:27,553 --> 00:15:30,222
Uh, last night, I, uh...

271
00:15:31,223 --> 00:15:35,519
I'm‐‐ I'm‐‐ I'm‐‐ I'm not at all
happy about slaughtering a goat,

272
00:15:35,519 --> 00:15:37,229
don't get me wrong, but, um,

273
00:15:39,022 --> 00:15:42,234
for the last three years,
I've been feeling...

274
00:15:43,569 --> 00:15:47,322
emotionally constipated
in a way, and‐‐ and last night,

275
00:15:47,322 --> 00:15:50,242
I‐‐ I came uncorked a little.

276
00:15:53,036 --> 00:15:54,538
So, whatever this is,

277
00:15:55,622 --> 00:15:58,959
count the Marconi adults in.

278
00:15:58,959 --> 00:16:01,086
FRANCES:
Here's to the new Timothy Leary.

279
00:16:01,086 --> 00:16:03,589
DELILAH: All right.
Let's go through today's schedule.

280
00:16:03,589 --> 00:16:07,176
Carmel, you have your day
with Masha, your one‐on‐one.

281
00:16:08,510 --> 00:16:09,887
‐ [exhales heavily] Okay.

282
00:16:09,887 --> 00:16:12,139
DELILAH: For everyone else,
Glory will be leading

283
00:16:12,139 --> 00:16:14,600
the temazcal for anyone who thinks...

284
00:16:19,313 --> 00:16:22,149
TONY: Hi.
‐ [gasps] Oh...

285
00:16:24,067 --> 00:16:25,527
‐ Wow.
FRANCES: Yeah.

286
00:16:25,527 --> 00:16:28,405
‐ You‐‐ you okay?
‐ Verdict's still out.

287
00:16:28,989 --> 00:16:32,117
Not exactly sure how I thought
I was gonna teach Masha a lesson

288
00:16:32,117 --> 00:16:34,786
by drinking
most of my trunk Tito's, but...

289
00:16:34,786 --> 00:16:37,247
In the heat of the moment,
it seemed like a fine idea.

290
00:16:37,956 --> 00:16:41,210
‐ Hey. So, you're okay with this, right?

291
00:16:41,210 --> 00:16:43,170
This‐‐ this drugging?
[Frances sighs]

292
00:16:43,170 --> 00:16:46,131
‐ I certainly don't agree
with the lack of consent.

293
00:16:46,131 --> 00:16:48,759
But, I mean, most of us came here

294
00:16:48,759 --> 00:16:50,552
searching for desperate measures.

295
00:16:50,552 --> 00:16:51,720
And I mean, look at you.

296
00:16:53,222 --> 00:16:55,349
‐ What me? Me what? What about me?

297
00:16:56,058 --> 00:16:57,226
‐ Oh, boy.

298
00:16:57,851 --> 00:16:59,311
[groans]

299
00:16:59,311 --> 00:17:01,271
When you arrived, you were...

300
00:17:02,439 --> 00:17:04,149
kind of a complete jackass.

301
00:17:04,149 --> 00:17:05,275
No offense.
‐ Oh.

302
00:17:05,275 --> 00:17:07,277
FRANCES: And I have
witnessed you becoming...

303
00:17:07,945 --> 00:17:10,614
less complete in that area.

304
00:17:10,614 --> 00:17:13,116
‐ Hmm.
FRANCES: So my vote is,

305
00:17:14,076 --> 00:17:16,286
give this thing a shot, you know? And...

306
00:17:17,079 --> 00:17:18,205
open up a new door.

307
00:17:19,540 --> 00:17:22,084
[inhales very deeply]

308
00:17:22,084 --> 00:17:24,253
‐ Some doors are meant to stay closed.

309
00:17:24,253 --> 00:17:25,420
You know what I mean?

310
00:17:27,631 --> 00:17:29,633
‐ Yeah, it could be a real shitshow.

311
00:17:29,633 --> 00:17:31,385
What the hell do I know, right?

312
00:17:31,385 --> 00:17:34,346
♪ dramatic music playing ♪

313
00:17:35,973 --> 00:17:37,808
MASHA: Carmel.
CARMEL: Hello.

314
00:17:37,808 --> 00:17:39,184
MASHA: Please, sit.

315
00:17:39,184 --> 00:17:40,644
How's everybody doing today?

316
00:17:40,644 --> 00:17:43,647
CARMEL: Mmm.
Kind of a brave new world, I guess.

317
00:17:43,647 --> 00:17:47,025
You know, what, with all
the mushrooms and smoothies.

318
00:17:47,025 --> 00:17:48,652
[laughter]

319
00:17:48,652 --> 00:17:50,779
MASHA: Indeed.
‐ Yeah.

320
00:17:51,446 --> 00:17:53,365
‐ And you personally?

321
00:17:53,365 --> 00:17:55,367
‐ Oh, good, good.

322
00:17:56,285 --> 00:17:58,412
‐ Good.
‐ Yeah.

323
00:17:58,412 --> 00:18:01,081
‐ I hear you wanna punch
Jessica in the face.

324
00:18:01,081 --> 00:18:03,500
[Carmel laughs]

325
00:18:03,500 --> 00:18:05,002
Hmm?

326
00:18:05,002 --> 00:18:07,379
‐ Ah, well, figuratively I do.

327
00:18:07,379 --> 00:18:08,881
Not for real, I would...

328
00:18:09,715 --> 00:18:12,009
I would never really do that. [laughs]

329
00:18:12,009 --> 00:18:13,760
‐ You get violent?

330
00:18:13,760 --> 00:18:16,847
‐ Although I can get violent,
I'm not violent. There's a...

331
00:18:17,598 --> 00:18:19,808
big difference.
You know, it's not my being.

332
00:18:19,808 --> 00:18:21,602
It's more like, um...

333
00:18:23,604 --> 00:18:27,316
like an offshoot
outlier version of‐‐ of...

334
00:18:28,317 --> 00:18:30,152
of myself, I guess.

335
00:18:31,278 --> 00:18:33,947
My husband, he left me.

336
00:18:35,115 --> 00:18:36,450
Left me for...

337
00:18:37,951 --> 00:18:39,453
a younger, prettier thing.

338
00:18:40,662 --> 00:18:41,997
My kids love her.

339
00:18:41,997 --> 00:18:44,499
You know, they call her by her first name.

340
00:18:44,499 --> 00:18:46,251
Lillian.

341
00:18:48,003 --> 00:18:50,797
And she's a sweet woman with a sweet name.

342
00:18:54,593 --> 00:18:57,471
They're in Italy right now,
vacationing together.

343
00:19:00,432 --> 00:19:03,560
[sighs] She's sweet, but...

344
00:19:04,686 --> 00:19:08,023
I get urges, you know.

345
00:19:09,066 --> 00:19:11,109
‐ "Pow, right in the face."

346
00:19:11,109 --> 00:19:13,987
‐ Yup. [chuckles] You know.

347
00:19:13,987 --> 00:19:14,947
Yeah.

348
00:19:17,324 --> 00:19:18,951
You know, he...

349
00:19:22,079 --> 00:19:24,081
He had other affairs before her.

350
00:19:26,333 --> 00:19:29,461
[sighs] Sometimes,
even in the best marriages,

351
00:19:29,461 --> 00:19:31,088
people pretend.

352
00:19:31,088 --> 00:19:33,632
It takes a little denial on both sides.

353
00:19:33,632 --> 00:19:35,801
In the end, he...

354
00:19:38,846 --> 00:19:40,264
He couldn't pretend.

355
00:19:43,892 --> 00:19:45,686
Can I show you something?

356
00:19:45,686 --> 00:19:46,937
MASHA: Yes.

357
00:19:46,937 --> 00:19:48,438
[Carmel sniffles]

358
00:19:50,566 --> 00:19:52,776
‐ Can you see that?
MASHA: Oh.

359
00:19:54,278 --> 00:19:56,071
‐ It's a little scar.

360
00:19:57,364 --> 00:19:58,365
He bit me.

361
00:20:00,367 --> 00:20:04,162
But it was an act of passion,
back when he just‐‐

362
00:20:04,162 --> 00:20:06,498
he couldn't get enough of me.

363
00:20:06,498 --> 00:20:09,710
And I fondle this scar...

364
00:20:10,711 --> 00:20:12,754
almost every night...

365
00:20:14,214 --> 00:20:15,966
because it reminds me of...

366
00:20:18,010 --> 00:20:20,095
what we used to have.

367
00:20:22,931 --> 00:20:25,767
‐ Will you write down
some of the bad things?

368
00:20:25,767 --> 00:20:29,229
That he said to you? Can you do that?

369
00:20:29,229 --> 00:20:31,857
‐ There are a lot of them.
[chuckles nervously]

370
00:20:36,111 --> 00:20:38,113
[sizzling]

371
00:20:40,616 --> 00:20:43,619
[screams]

372
00:20:43,619 --> 00:20:45,162
[breathes heavily]

373
00:20:45,162 --> 00:20:46,413
[Zoe chuckles]

374
00:20:46,413 --> 00:20:47,998
GLORY:
Tradition says we should chant

375
00:20:47,998 --> 00:20:49,791
to distract ourselves from the heat.

376
00:20:50,501 --> 00:20:52,753
But I think a good old‐fashioned
scream works better.

377
00:20:53,754 --> 00:20:56,548
[screaming]

378
00:20:56,882 --> 00:20:59,843
[screaming]

379
00:21:00,427 --> 00:21:01,678
GLORY: There you go.

380
00:21:01,678 --> 00:21:04,515
LARS: Okay.
[Zoe laughs]

381
00:21:04,515 --> 00:21:06,350
Thanks, Glory.

382
00:21:06,350 --> 00:21:10,771
[panting]
[exhales]

383
00:21:11,939 --> 00:21:14,942
‐ I did know, by the way. [panting]

384
00:21:14,942 --> 00:21:16,860
Maybe not the reporter part,
but definitely

385
00:21:16,860 --> 00:21:18,153
that you weren't a real guest.

386
00:21:18,153 --> 00:21:20,906
‐ I am a real guest.
[Zoe pants]

387
00:21:20,906 --> 00:21:24,076
I'm just a reporter also.
[Zoe chuckles]

388
00:21:24,076 --> 00:21:27,329
And Masha did select me, remember? So...

389
00:21:28,580 --> 00:21:31,458
it must mean I'm as messed up
as the rest of you.

390
00:21:32,251 --> 00:21:33,961
At least in her mind.

391
00:21:33,961 --> 00:21:36,755
‐ [pants] What about your mind?

392
00:21:36,755 --> 00:21:39,299
‐ Oh. Well...

393
00:21:39,299 --> 00:21:44,221
I'm going through this break‐up
with Ray, you know.

394
00:21:44,221 --> 00:21:46,306
Who doesn't get messed up over that?

395
00:21:47,432 --> 00:21:51,436
And I'm gay, so according
to my Catholic upbringing...

396
00:21:52,104 --> 00:21:54,314
[screams]

397
00:21:54,314 --> 00:21:56,191
‐ Yeah! [laughs]

398
00:21:56,650 --> 00:21:58,694
Wait, did you know she was doing all this?

399
00:21:58,694 --> 00:21:59,862
Is that why you're here?

400
00:22:00,487 --> 00:22:03,031
‐ [exhales]
I'd heard the rumors.

401
00:22:04,241 --> 00:22:06,034
You know, this could be
really good for you.

402
00:22:06,827 --> 00:22:08,787
I mean, anxiety, depression.

403
00:22:08,787 --> 00:22:11,748
I mean, that's where psychedelics
show phenomenal promise.

404
00:22:11,748 --> 00:22:13,625
‐ I'm not depressed.

405
00:22:13,625 --> 00:22:15,043
LARS: Of course you're depressed,

406
00:22:15,043 --> 00:22:16,503
your brother killed himself.

407
00:22:17,004 --> 00:22:18,881
If you weren't depressed, you'd be...

408
00:22:18,881 --> 00:22:20,841
having some kind of psychosis,
and I'm sure

409
00:22:20,841 --> 00:22:22,342
she'd be dosing you for that.

410
00:22:22,342 --> 00:22:23,677
[both chuckle]

411
00:22:23,677 --> 00:22:25,762
And, uh, you're smiling.

412
00:22:25,762 --> 00:22:27,931
Depressed people smile, FYI.

413
00:22:27,931 --> 00:22:29,349
‐ I'm smiling 'cause you're funny.

414
00:22:29,349 --> 00:22:31,185
LARS:
Tomorrow's your 21st birthday.

415
00:22:31,810 --> 00:22:34,396
It's his 21st birthday.
‐ We weren't close.

416
00:22:34,396 --> 00:22:35,981
LARS: Oh, I don't believe that.

417
00:22:37,399 --> 00:22:39,401
‐ A lot of siblings aren't close.

418
00:22:39,401 --> 00:22:40,819
‐ Well, I believe that.

419
00:22:40,819 --> 00:22:42,821
I just‐‐ I just don't believe you

420
00:22:42,821 --> 00:22:44,531
when you say that you and Zach weren't.

421
00:22:44,531 --> 00:22:46,533
‐ What, do you have some sort
of crystal ball or something?

422
00:22:48,744 --> 00:22:51,038
‐ I just can't imagine.

423
00:22:58,712 --> 00:23:00,631
It's a good place to cry, you know.

424
00:23:02,466 --> 00:23:04,718
We can mistake the tears for sweat.

425
00:23:06,261 --> 00:23:08,055
‐ So what's your spin gonna be?

426
00:23:08,931 --> 00:23:11,600
You plan to take this place down?

427
00:23:12,601 --> 00:23:13,977
[chuckles]

428
00:23:14,686 --> 00:23:15,938
Honestly?

429
00:23:17,564 --> 00:23:19,191
I don't know yet.

430
00:23:22,903 --> 00:23:25,906
♪ dramatic music playing ♪

431
00:23:27,449 --> 00:23:29,493
DELILAH: Meet Mr. Kendo.

432
00:23:29,493 --> 00:23:33,372
Ordinarily, we would have
you project your self‐doubts,

433
00:23:33,372 --> 00:23:37,417
your insecurities,
your demons onto the dummy

434
00:23:37,417 --> 00:23:39,253
and then attack away.

435
00:23:39,253 --> 00:23:41,672
‐ So much self‐loathing, so little time.

436
00:23:42,422 --> 00:23:45,843
‐ It seems that many of us

437
00:23:45,843 --> 00:23:49,304
have actually been damaged
by other people.

438
00:23:52,766 --> 00:23:54,268
So...

439
00:23:54,268 --> 00:23:56,353
we're gonna try something different.

440
00:23:56,353 --> 00:23:57,980
Now, who would like to begin?

441
00:23:59,523 --> 00:24:01,275
MASHA: Frances.

442
00:24:03,151 --> 00:24:04,778
DELILAH: Frances, great.

443
00:24:05,696 --> 00:24:06,905
[clears throat]

444
00:24:06,905 --> 00:24:08,365
You can come get the sword.

445
00:24:08,365 --> 00:24:10,158
‐ That's okay. I don't need the sword.

446
00:24:10,158 --> 00:24:11,577
‐ Come on.

447
00:24:11,577 --> 00:24:13,203
Be brave.
NAPOLEON: Oh, come on.

448
00:24:13,203 --> 00:24:15,205
Someone's gotta be first. Come on.

449
00:24:15,205 --> 00:24:16,248
[applause]

450
00:24:18,333 --> 00:24:20,460
FRANCES: Thank you.
DELILAH: Mm‐hmm.

451
00:24:20,460 --> 00:24:25,048
So, Mr. Kendo is gonna take on
a few different forms today,

452
00:24:25,048 --> 00:24:28,010
but let's start with the universal he.

453
00:24:28,510 --> 00:24:30,762
Him by whom we are judged.

454
00:24:31,054 --> 00:24:34,558
Dismissed. Used. Abused. Abandoned.

455
00:24:34,558 --> 00:24:35,601
FRANCES: Wow.

456
00:24:35,601 --> 00:24:38,437
I have to admit that's
a terrible Tinder profile.

457
00:24:39,563 --> 00:24:41,440
‐ Anyone specific come to mind?

458
00:24:42,566 --> 00:24:44,151
‐ Not really, you know.

459
00:24:44,151 --> 00:24:45,569
It's hard to narrow it down.

460
00:24:46,153 --> 00:24:47,988
So many schmucks to choose from.

461
00:24:47,988 --> 00:24:50,616
‐ No jokes, Frances.
Come on. Stay in the pain.

462
00:24:52,868 --> 00:24:54,536
PAUL: Come on, Frances.

463
00:24:55,579 --> 00:24:56,955
Pick somebody.

464
00:24:57,539 --> 00:24:58,916
How about me? I'm here.

465
00:24:59,541 --> 00:25:02,294
[echoing]:
Ari has been in a car accident.

466
00:25:02,294 --> 00:25:03,879
FRANCES:
How I can I help? What can I do?

467
00:25:04,671 --> 00:25:06,715
PAUL: I'm sorry, but I‐‐
I would never do this,

468
00:25:06,715 --> 00:25:09,843
but I could really use
a little help, financially.

469
00:25:10,761 --> 00:25:12,095
‐ I don't wanna see you.

470
00:25:14,640 --> 00:25:17,226
I don't wanna‐‐ I don't want him here.

471
00:25:17,851 --> 00:25:20,604
‐ Why not?
‐ 'Cause he hurt‐‐

472
00:25:21,480 --> 00:25:22,940
he really hurt me.

473
00:25:22,940 --> 00:25:24,149
MASHA: How?

474
00:25:24,650 --> 00:25:25,734
Hmm?

475
00:25:26,568 --> 00:25:27,903
Be specific.

476
00:25:27,903 --> 00:25:29,905
[cries]

477
00:25:32,074 --> 00:25:35,202
‐ Did you know I went
and checked out schools for Ari?

478
00:25:36,078 --> 00:25:37,412
Did you know all that?

479
00:25:37,412 --> 00:25:39,456
I went to PTA meetings

480
00:25:39,456 --> 00:25:41,875
and I‐I sat with all those parents.

481
00:25:41,875 --> 00:25:42,751
I...

482
00:25:44,127 --> 00:25:45,879
I talked about my family.

483
00:25:48,006 --> 00:25:50,300
I wanted it all set up when you arrived,

484
00:25:50,300 --> 00:25:51,426
but you never...

485
00:25:52,469 --> 00:25:55,556
never arrived,
and you're never gonna arrive.

486
00:25:55,556 --> 00:25:57,808
You‐‐ you said we'd raise Ari together.

487
00:25:57,808 --> 00:26:00,185
You kept saying to me
over and over I was gonna‐‐

488
00:26:03,522 --> 00:26:06,483
I was gonna‐‐ gonna be a mom.

489
00:26:06,483 --> 00:26:07,609
[sniffles]

490
00:26:08,944 --> 00:26:12,197
And you took that from me
and I can't get it back.

491
00:26:13,115 --> 00:26:14,533
You took my money.

492
00:26:14,533 --> 00:26:16,285
You took my confidence.

493
00:26:16,285 --> 00:26:17,786
Fuck you for lying.

494
00:26:17,786 --> 00:26:19,746
And fuck you for being garbage.

495
00:26:23,458 --> 00:26:25,252
Fuck you for not loving me.

496
00:26:26,461 --> 00:26:28,130
[cries]

497
00:26:37,055 --> 00:26:38,140
‐ Come on.

498
00:26:38,140 --> 00:26:41,351
♪ dramatic music playing ♪

499
00:26:44,897 --> 00:26:47,107
[grunting]

500
00:26:51,320 --> 00:26:54,239
♪

501
00:26:58,869 --> 00:27:02,122
[cheers and applause]

502
00:27:06,293 --> 00:27:08,879
MASHA: Okay. Who's next, huh?

503
00:27:08,879 --> 00:27:10,172
Carmel?

504
00:27:11,840 --> 00:27:14,051
‐ No, I‐‐ I can't top that.

505
00:27:14,051 --> 00:27:15,761
‐ Yes, I think you're ready.

506
00:27:15,761 --> 00:27:16,929
Come on, take the sword.

507
00:27:29,149 --> 00:27:30,484
Go ahead.

508
00:27:39,117 --> 00:27:41,036
Come on. No, no.

509
00:27:41,036 --> 00:27:42,955
You can do better than that.

510
00:27:46,250 --> 00:27:48,043
[inhales]

511
00:27:48,043 --> 00:27:50,587
‐ "Really? Is that what you're gonna wear?

512
00:27:55,092 --> 00:27:57,094
"Do any of your clothes fit?

513
00:28:01,515 --> 00:28:03,350
"Maybe I'd be more attracted to you

514
00:28:03,350 --> 00:28:05,143
"if you made more of an effort.

515
00:28:06,562 --> 00:28:08,689
We met at work. You don't know her."

516
00:28:08,689 --> 00:28:10,399
[Carmel breathing heavily]

517
00:28:10,399 --> 00:28:12,276
‐ "I'm not in love with you.

518
00:28:12,276 --> 00:28:14,903
"I'm not, I'm in love with her.

519
00:28:14,903 --> 00:28:17,906
"You should be happy for me.
Why can't you be happy for me?

520
00:28:17,906 --> 00:28:20,868
"And the kids love her.
They wanna live with us.

521
00:28:20,868 --> 00:28:23,829
"She's a better mother than you.

522
00:28:24,580 --> 00:28:26,373
You've let yourself go."

523
00:28:27,416 --> 00:28:28,625
Yeah!

524
00:28:28,625 --> 00:28:31,461
[screams]
Go.

525
00:28:31,461 --> 00:28:32,713
Yes.

526
00:28:33,714 --> 00:28:35,591
[Carmel screams]
Kill him.

527
00:28:35,591 --> 00:28:37,217
Hit him! Hurt him!

528
00:28:38,635 --> 00:28:41,054
[Carmel screams]

529
00:28:45,601 --> 00:28:47,811
Well done.
[Carmel exhales]

530
00:28:47,811 --> 00:28:49,771
‐ This place is fucked.

531
00:28:57,821 --> 00:29:00,949
‐ Hey, I think we should go, check out.

532
00:29:00,949 --> 00:29:03,035
‐ What? Why?
NAPOLEON: I, uh‐‐

533
00:29:03,035 --> 00:29:05,704
I don't deny there's something
therapeutic about it all,

534
00:29:05,704 --> 00:29:08,290
but it's feeling a little,
uh, volatile now, dangerous.

535
00:29:08,290 --> 00:29:09,791
[Heather scoffs]
I mean,

536
00:29:09,791 --> 00:29:11,543
that frightened me in there.

537
00:29:12,085 --> 00:29:13,545
Didn't it scare you?

538
00:29:14,379 --> 00:29:15,923
‐ A little.
‐ A little?

539
00:29:15,923 --> 00:29:17,716
Heather. She's drugging us.

540
00:29:17,716 --> 00:29:20,135
Getting people to act out in violence now.

541
00:29:20,135 --> 00:29:22,888
‐ I know. But...
‐ But? But what? Seriously?

542
00:29:22,888 --> 00:29:27,768
‐ Leo, for three years,
we've been so disconnected.

543
00:29:27,768 --> 00:29:29,353
Something's changing.

544
00:29:30,354 --> 00:29:33,440
We both feel it, you said so yourself.

545
00:29:33,440 --> 00:29:35,859
‐ You said we came here for an escape.

546
00:29:35,859 --> 00:29:38,195
And tomorrow is Zoe's birthday,
for God's sake.

547
00:29:38,195 --> 00:29:40,113
It should be a happy time.

548
00:29:40,113 --> 00:29:41,782
‐ It's not gonna be a happy time.

549
00:29:41,782 --> 00:29:43,200
‐ What?

550
00:29:43,200 --> 00:29:46,078
‐ Their 21st birthday.
‐ Well‐‐

551
00:29:46,078 --> 00:29:47,579
HEATHER: Hey.
ZOE: Hi.

552
00:29:47,579 --> 00:29:49,581
NAPOLEON: Hey, kiddo!
‐ What's going on?

553
00:29:49,581 --> 00:29:51,542
‐ We're just discussing,

554
00:29:51,542 --> 00:29:52,918
you know, what... [chuckles]

555
00:29:52,918 --> 00:29:54,336
It's getting a little crazy here

556
00:29:54,336 --> 00:29:55,754
and, uh, tomorrow is your birthday.

557
00:29:55,754 --> 00:29:57,214
We thought maybe we'd be better‐‐

558
00:29:57,214 --> 00:29:58,549
‐ No, I wanna be here.

559
00:29:59,591 --> 00:30:00,717
Yeah.

560
00:30:02,094 --> 00:30:05,138
NAPOLEON:
You, uh‐‐ you wanna be here?

561
00:30:05,138 --> 00:30:06,473
‐ She wants to be here.

562
00:30:06,473 --> 00:30:08,308
‐ Are you sure?
ZOE: Yeah.

563
00:30:09,518 --> 00:30:11,895
♪ ominous music playing ♪

564
00:30:38,255 --> 00:30:40,048
JESSICA:
[clears throat] Sorry.

565
00:30:40,048 --> 00:30:41,675
[chuckles] Hi.

566
00:30:41,675 --> 00:30:42,634
Sorry.

567
00:30:43,552 --> 00:30:46,805
Are you okay?
‐ Uh, yes, I...

568
00:30:46,805 --> 00:30:49,141
I love the trees out here.

569
00:30:49,141 --> 00:30:51,476
If you listen,
you can hear them breathing.

570
00:30:51,476 --> 00:30:52,769
‐ [chuckles] That's cool.

571
00:30:53,395 --> 00:30:56,523
Hey, uh, did you get a chance
to connect with Masha

572
00:30:56,523 --> 00:30:59,026
about the smoothie sitch?

573
00:30:59,026 --> 00:31:01,737
‐ Yes. Uh, she wants to give
you a different formula.

574
00:31:01,737 --> 00:31:03,405
‐ Okay.
‐ The research shows

575
00:31:03,405 --> 00:31:05,782
that for couples, relationship healing,

576
00:31:05,782 --> 00:31:07,784
MDMA is profoundly beneficial.

577
00:31:07,784 --> 00:31:08,994
‐ Molly.

578
00:31:09,578 --> 00:31:10,954
What...

579
00:31:10,954 --> 00:31:12,706
So, is that something that could happen?

580
00:31:13,665 --> 00:31:15,000
Like...

581
00:31:15,000 --> 00:31:16,877
Like, when...
‐ Uh, now‐‐

582
00:31:16,877 --> 00:31:18,420
‐ Right now?
‐ Maybe. Now.

583
00:31:18,420 --> 00:31:20,255
‐ [stammers] Great.
‐ Could be now.

584
00:31:20,255 --> 00:31:22,674
‐ Yeah, let's do it now.
‐ Okay, sure.

585
00:31:22,674 --> 00:31:24,468
‐ [laughs] That's awesome.

586
00:31:24,468 --> 00:31:27,095
‐ Yeah. Um, I'll get Glory
to meet you in the refectory.

587
00:31:27,095 --> 00:31:28,680
JESSICA: Ah. I'm sorry.

588
00:31:28,680 --> 00:31:29,890
I don't...

589
00:31:30,849 --> 00:31:32,476
It's just fucking...

590
00:31:32,935 --> 00:31:35,854
relationships, am I right? [chuckles]

591
00:31:35,854 --> 00:31:37,272
They're so...

592
00:31:37,272 --> 00:31:39,024
‐ Crazy. Insane.

593
00:31:39,983 --> 00:31:41,068
Brutal.

594
00:31:42,736 --> 00:31:43,612
‐ Yeah.

595
00:31:44,613 --> 00:31:45,572
‐ Yeah.

596
00:31:48,992 --> 00:31:51,370
[breathing heavily]

597
00:31:52,788 --> 00:31:54,373
MAN: Hey, Smiley.

598
00:31:55,749 --> 00:31:58,126
[breathing heavily]

599
00:31:58,752 --> 00:31:59,920
Hey, Smiley.

600
00:32:01,713 --> 00:32:02,881
Hey.

601
00:32:03,590 --> 00:32:04,967
Why don't you come over
and let us buy you a beer?

602
00:32:04,967 --> 00:32:06,927
‐ Hey, look, I get that all the time, pal.

603
00:32:06,927 --> 00:32:08,262
I'm not the guy.
‐ Come on.

604
00:32:09,096 --> 00:32:10,931
You can't be bothered to talk to me,

605
00:32:10,931 --> 00:32:12,933
that what you trying to say?
‐ I'm having a drink, okay?

606
00:32:12,933 --> 00:32:14,184
I'm having a rough few days.

607
00:32:14,184 --> 00:32:16,144
That's why I'm at the bar by myself.

608
00:32:16,144 --> 00:32:17,896
‐ You know, you should be grateful.

609
00:32:17,896 --> 00:32:20,232
The only reason I remember you at all

610
00:32:20,232 --> 00:32:21,942
is because your story is so pathetic.

611
00:32:21,942 --> 00:32:24,319
‐ Uh‐hmm. Yeah.
‐ Yeah, you overrated gimp.

612
00:32:24,319 --> 00:32:25,487
‐ Motherfucker.

613
00:32:25,487 --> 00:32:28,866
[gasps, breathes heavily]

614
00:32:28,866 --> 00:32:30,868
♪ suspenseful music playing ♪

615
00:32:44,423 --> 00:32:46,091
FRANCES: Hey, there you are.

616
00:32:46,800 --> 00:32:48,260
Are you okay?

617
00:32:50,512 --> 00:32:52,681
Are you‐‐ Tony, are you okay?

618
00:32:52,681 --> 00:32:54,391
[pants]

619
00:32:54,391 --> 00:32:56,101
‐ She's crazy, Frances.

620
00:32:58,270 --> 00:32:59,688
She's drugging us.

621
00:32:59,688 --> 00:33:01,815
She's giving us swords and shit.

622
00:33:01,815 --> 00:33:03,483
‐ What is going on?
‐ Nothing.

623
00:33:05,068 --> 00:33:07,404
[breathing heavily]

624
00:33:07,404 --> 00:33:09,448
‐ You know, I hate to point out
the obvious,

625
00:33:09,448 --> 00:33:11,575
but, you know, you did try
to kill me with a grape

626
00:33:11,575 --> 00:33:13,619
and almost drowned me with a cannonball.

627
00:33:13,619 --> 00:33:17,122
We have shared history here.
Okay, what‐‐ hey. Hey.

628
00:33:18,081 --> 00:33:20,250
I'm just saying you can talk to me.

629
00:33:20,250 --> 00:33:22,127
‐ It's nothing.
It's just the violence here, okay?

630
00:33:22,127 --> 00:33:24,505
It... I'm not comfortable with it.

631
00:33:25,506 --> 00:33:26,965
She's fucking with me.

632
00:33:28,800 --> 00:33:31,178
Asking if any of us are
capable of killing somebody.

633
00:33:31,178 --> 00:33:32,387
She knows.

634
00:33:33,180 --> 00:33:34,932
‐ Knows what That you're a killer?

635
00:33:37,935 --> 00:33:39,436
‐ I was just sitting in a bar.

636
00:33:40,187 --> 00:33:42,272
A year after I left the game.

637
00:33:42,940 --> 00:33:44,399
This drunk guy just...

638
00:33:45,067 --> 00:33:46,693
just comes up and starts fucking with me,

639
00:33:46,693 --> 00:33:48,362
you know, that's the thing.

640
00:33:48,362 --> 00:33:50,197
Drunk guys fucking with athletes in bars.

641
00:33:50,197 --> 00:33:52,449
They only wanna impress
their drunk buddies.

642
00:33:53,158 --> 00:33:54,618
We fought.

643
00:33:54,618 --> 00:33:57,704
He went down and he never got up.

644
00:33:58,914 --> 00:34:00,832
They took him to the hospital.

645
00:34:00,832 --> 00:34:02,376
Bleeding in the brain

646
00:34:02,376 --> 00:34:04,086
from hitting his head on the ground.

647
00:34:08,465 --> 00:34:10,300
Yeah, he died six days later.

648
00:34:14,096 --> 00:34:16,473
FRANCES:
I don't know what to say. Um...

649
00:34:17,683 --> 00:34:20,060
Did‐‐ did you get in trouble or did you‐‐

650
00:34:20,060 --> 00:34:21,812
I mean, do you get charged for that?

651
00:34:21,812 --> 00:34:24,690
‐ No, the witnesses there, they saw
that I didn't start it, you know.

652
00:34:25,607 --> 00:34:26,859
I didn't mean to.

653
00:34:26,859 --> 00:34:28,777
‐ I don't follow‐‐ I don't know what‐‐

654
00:34:28,777 --> 00:34:30,279
I don't follow sports or‐‐

655
00:34:30,279 --> 00:34:31,905
I just‐‐ I didn't know.

656
00:34:31,905 --> 00:34:34,575
TONY: No, they buried it
in the paper the day after.

657
00:34:34,575 --> 00:34:36,702
And then when he died
a week later, they...

658
00:34:38,620 --> 00:34:40,080
they barely mentioned it.

659
00:34:40,080 --> 00:34:41,665
Dribs and drabs, you know, but...

660
00:34:44,001 --> 00:34:47,588
I mean, before social media,
so thank God, huh?

661
00:34:50,632 --> 00:34:52,301
It doesn't matter at all.

662
00:34:52,968 --> 00:34:54,511
I killed him.

663
00:34:54,511 --> 00:34:56,930
[grunts, exhales]

664
00:35:00,267 --> 00:35:01,852
He had a mother, Frances.

665
00:35:01,852 --> 00:35:03,270
He had a father, you know.

666
00:35:04,521 --> 00:35:05,647
A wife.

667
00:35:07,191 --> 00:35:08,358
He had a little sister.

668
00:35:09,902 --> 00:35:11,153
I killed him.

669
00:35:12,529 --> 00:35:14,072
I made him dead.

670
00:35:15,574 --> 00:35:16,533
[sighs]

671
00:35:17,242 --> 00:35:19,244
Fuck.
‐ Is that why you're here?

672
00:35:19,244 --> 00:35:21,872
‐ I don't know
why the fuck I'm here, Frances.

673
00:35:21,872 --> 00:35:23,165
I'm an...

674
00:35:24,166 --> 00:35:25,459
I'm a drug addict.

675
00:35:27,169 --> 00:35:28,921
I got two kids that don't talk to me.

676
00:35:28,921 --> 00:35:30,923
I got a career that ended in a blink.

677
00:35:30,923 --> 00:35:32,341
Why am I here?

678
00:35:34,843 --> 00:35:36,345
I got nowhere else to go.

679
00:35:38,305 --> 00:35:39,264
Ah!

680
00:35:40,891 --> 00:35:41,850
[sobs]

681
00:35:42,726 --> 00:35:44,102
‐ Okay.
[Tony grunts]

682
00:35:44,102 --> 00:35:45,062
Okay.

683
00:35:46,188 --> 00:35:47,147
Okay.

684
00:35:48,941 --> 00:35:52,277
♪ dramatic music playing ♪

685
00:36:01,745 --> 00:36:03,288
[indistinct chatter]

686
00:36:03,872 --> 00:36:05,040
‐ This is not good.

687
00:36:06,083 --> 00:36:07,417
‐ Hey.
‐ Hey.

688
00:36:07,960 --> 00:36:09,127
Hi, you.

689
00:36:09,127 --> 00:36:11,296
Happy almost birthday.
‐ Yeah.

690
00:36:11,296 --> 00:36:12,881
If all goes well, I'll be celebrating

691
00:36:12,881 --> 00:36:14,675
by doing drugs with my parents.

692
00:36:15,259 --> 00:36:16,844
What'd you do for yours?

693
00:36:16,844 --> 00:36:19,930
‐ Uh, not that. I can assure you.

694
00:36:19,930 --> 00:36:21,265
‐ Yeah.
‐ Yeah.

695
00:36:21,265 --> 00:36:24,852
[indistinct chatter]

696
00:36:24,852 --> 00:36:26,728
MASHA: They're blossoming.

697
00:36:26,728 --> 00:36:30,315
‐ I know, but level two?
‐ Mm‐hmm. They're ready.

698
00:36:30,315 --> 00:36:33,193
‐ [inhales, sighs]
On the new protocol, Masha,

699
00:36:33,193 --> 00:36:34,736
I don't think so, this is too fast.

700
00:36:34,736 --> 00:36:35,863
‐ Yes, they are.

701
00:36:36,530 --> 00:36:37,781
Listen to me.

702
00:36:42,703 --> 00:36:45,414
‐ I just saw Glory in the kitchen.

703
00:36:45,414 --> 00:36:46,915
She's increasing the dosage.

704
00:36:46,915 --> 00:36:49,084
‐ Mm‐hmm. Per my instructions.

705
00:36:49,084 --> 00:36:51,712
‐ Why am I finding out
about this in this way?

706
00:36:53,505 --> 00:36:55,215
[chuckles]

707
00:36:55,215 --> 00:36:57,301
‐ It's minuscule.

708
00:36:57,301 --> 00:36:59,052
‐ Jesus Christ, Masha.

709
00:37:02,347 --> 00:37:04,433
‐ Can we have a moment, please, Yao?

710
00:37:06,226 --> 00:37:07,436
‐ Of course.

711
00:37:07,436 --> 00:37:09,980
MASHA: Delilah, you need to calm down.

712
00:37:09,980 --> 00:37:12,274
‐ Oh, do I?
MASHA: Yes.

713
00:37:12,274 --> 00:37:15,152
‐ Well, you're increasing
the dosage too quickly.

714
00:37:15,152 --> 00:37:16,528
‐ That's what you think.

715
00:37:19,239 --> 00:37:21,241
But I wanna talk about yours.

716
00:37:24,828 --> 00:37:27,998
Yao's told me that you're not
drinking your smoothies.

717
00:37:27,998 --> 00:37:30,918
‐ [laughs] This is not about me.

718
00:37:30,918 --> 00:37:32,628
‐ I'm making it about you.

719
00:37:33,962 --> 00:37:35,797
I put my guests in your care.

720
00:37:36,715 --> 00:37:39,301
It is important that your bipolarity
is under control.

721
00:37:39,301 --> 00:37:41,678
‐ I'm fine.
‐ The protocol.

722
00:37:42,346 --> 00:37:44,139
It's a condition of your employment,

723
00:37:44,139 --> 00:37:45,265
you know that.

724
00:37:46,517 --> 00:37:48,727
‐ Got it. Anything else?

725
00:37:49,394 --> 00:37:51,772
‐ Yes. I think you should
lighten up on Yao.

726
00:37:52,481 --> 00:37:54,399
So he came to my room, big deal.

727
00:37:54,858 --> 00:37:56,443
It's been known to happen, hasn't it?

728
00:38:00,197 --> 00:38:02,699
‐ If you cut me out of important decisions

729
00:38:02,699 --> 00:38:04,451
involving our guests again,

730
00:38:05,911 --> 00:38:07,913
I promise you it will not end well.

731
00:38:14,211 --> 00:38:15,671
‐ Take your medicine.

732
00:38:16,922 --> 00:38:18,173
Please.

733
00:38:21,301 --> 00:38:24,012
Come on, have some fun.

734
00:38:25,597 --> 00:38:27,724
♪ Angel Baby playing ♪

735
00:38:27,724 --> 00:38:29,309
Everybody.

736
00:38:29,309 --> 00:38:30,769
[laughter]

737
00:38:30,769 --> 00:38:34,064
We have another delicious meal
awaiting you.

738
00:38:34,064 --> 00:38:37,192
And I think you all had a splendid day.

739
00:38:38,777 --> 00:38:40,237
Jessica.

740
00:38:40,237 --> 00:38:42,322
‐ It was really, really good. Thank you.

741
00:38:44,283 --> 00:38:47,286
‐ Oh, yes, Lars, very polite
of you to raise your hand.

742
00:38:47,286 --> 00:38:48,662
LARS: I'm just wondering.

743
00:38:48,662 --> 00:38:51,290
Might there be something
in my smoothie this evening?

744
00:38:51,290 --> 00:38:52,666
‐ You'll have to wait and see.

745
00:38:52,666 --> 00:38:54,376
‐ Might there be something in mine?

746
00:38:54,376 --> 00:38:55,711
[Masha laughs]

747
00:38:55,711 --> 00:38:58,338
‐ Zoe, tomorrow is your 21st birthday.

748
00:38:58,338 --> 00:39:01,508
‐ Gotcha.
‐ And a party shall be had.

749
00:39:01,508 --> 00:39:03,051
The Marconis,

750
00:39:03,927 --> 00:39:07,806
we come from a very long,
uh, line of, uh...

751
00:39:09,766 --> 00:39:11,810
FRANCES [echoing]:
[chuckles] You can do it.

752
00:39:13,270 --> 00:39:14,771
‐ Celebrators.
NAPOLEON: Yeah,

753
00:39:14,771 --> 00:39:16,273
celebrators, exactly.

754
00:39:16,273 --> 00:39:19,318
‐ Yes, let's have
a toast to Tranquillum...

755
00:39:20,527 --> 00:39:24,281
to healing and beyond.

756
00:39:24,281 --> 00:39:25,824
‐ I‐‐ I'll drink to that.

757
00:39:25,824 --> 00:39:27,868
‐ To all of you.

758
00:39:27,868 --> 00:39:29,661
‐ To us.
‐ To us.

759
00:39:29,661 --> 00:39:30,913
NAPOLEON: To us.

760
00:40:09,993 --> 00:40:12,454
♪ ominous music playing ♪

761
00:40:41,066 --> 00:40:43,485
♪ No More I Love You's
by Annie Lennox playing ♪

762
00:40:43,485 --> 00:40:44,736
♪ vocalizing ♪

763
00:40:53,245 --> 00:40:56,290
‐ ♪ I used to be a lunatic ♪

764
00:40:56,290 --> 00:41:00,836
♪ From the gracious days ♪

765
00:41:03,255 --> 00:41:07,301
♪ I used to feel woebegone ♪

766
00:41:08,468 --> 00:41:11,680
♪ And so restless nights ♪

767
00:41:14,141 --> 00:41:18,395
♪ My aching heart would bleed ♪

768
00:41:19,438 --> 00:41:22,274
♪ For you to see ♪

769
00:41:22,900 --> 00:41:26,612
♪ Oh, but now ♪

770
00:41:26,612 --> 00:41:29,448
♪ I don't find myself
Bouncing home ♪

771
00:41:29,448 --> 00:41:33,827
♪ Whistling buttonhole tunes
To make me cry ♪

772
00:41:33,827 --> 00:41:36,246
♪ No more I love yous ♪

773
00:41:38,457 --> 00:41:42,294
♪ The language is leaving me ♪

774
00:41:43,962 --> 00:41:47,299
♪ No more I love yous ♪

775
00:41:49,593 --> 00:41:52,012
♪ Changes are shifting ♪

776
00:41:52,012 --> 00:41:54,139
♪ Outside the words ♪

777
00:41:54,139 --> 00:41:56,141
♪ vocalizing ♪