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MASHA: Namaste.
Welcome to Tranquillum House.

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I'm Masha.

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[Frances sobbing]

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‐ Are you saying
they don't want the book?

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TONY:
It's not normal to be screaming,

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"Dead to the fucking world"
at the top of your lungs.

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JESSICA: We're going
'cause we have issues, Benjamin.

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With us.
[engine revving]

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TONY:
What are you in for?

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‐ Weight loss, esteem building,
mind and body transformation.

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‐ I mean, I already feel better.
I really do.

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Is this not fantastic?

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‐ What's that?

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DELILAH:
Blood draw. Standard practice.

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‐ Did she give you any idea
what to expect?

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FRANCES: Suffering.

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♪ dramatic music playing ♪

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♪ This Strange Effect playing ♪

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‐ ♪ You've got this
strange effect on me ♪

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♪ And I like it ♪

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♪ You've got this
strange effect on me ♪

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♪ And I like it ♪

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♪ You make my world seem right ♪

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♪ You make my darkness bright,
oh, yes ♪

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♪ You've got this strange
effect on me ♪

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♪ And I like it ♪

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♪ And I like it ♪

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♪ And I like it ♪

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[Zoe panting]

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[breathes sharply]

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[breathes heavily]

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[sobs]

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[inhales, exhales deeply]

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FRANCES: Hey, there.

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‐ Hey! [cries and sniffles]
‐ Are you okay?

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‐ Yeah. Yeah. No, I'm fine.
I just, um...

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just a little panic attack.

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They come and go.
And sometimes

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I just feel like I'm gonna
freak out so I didn't want to,

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you know,
disrupt the session or anything.

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‐ Oh, well, that session is
officially disrupted, anyway.

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Your dad's back there
holding your mom back,

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I think she wants to, uh...
[Zoe chuckles]

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...claw Masha's eyes out.

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Something about death,
or something,

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I didn't quite catch it.

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‐ Yeah, yeah, um,

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it's‐‐ it's my brother Zach.

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He‐‐ he stopped living
three years ago.

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Kind of why we're here.
Um... [sniffles]

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It would've been
his 21st birthday this week.

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Or our 21st.
We were‐‐ we were twins.

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But, uh, he...

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stopped living the day before
our 18th birthday. So...

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‐ Oh, God.

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‐ There you have it,
the Marconi family baggage,

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which was also searched,
by the way. [slight chuckle]

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Yes. Oh.

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‐ I'm sorry, honey.

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‐ It's okay.
We really weren't close.

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So... [slight chuckle]

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‐ Are you all right?
‐ Yeah, I'm fine.

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Just needed some air.

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‐ Hello.
‐ Hello.

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‐ Could I talk to my daughter...
‐ Yes.

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‐ ...please?
‐ Mom, Mom, it's fine.

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I'm fine. Frances, I'm fine.

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I was actually
just gonna go for a run.

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We're runners. [chuckles]
Um, I'll... see you.

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‐ She was telling me
about your son.

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‐ Oh.

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‐ I'm so sorry.

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‐ Thank you.

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TONY:
Yeah, I didn't read anything about

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getting my fucking bags gone through.

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Anybody else read
anything about that?

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'Cause I didn't read anything...
‐ Hey.

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‐ ...about that.
‐ Maybe you could take a breath.

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TONY: The fuck?

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I am not taking a breath.

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It's a fucking crime is what it is.

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Tossing our cells for contraband?

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Not giving our shit back,
that's a violation

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of our human rights, lady.

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Now, I've got prescription
medication in my wash bag

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and I'm gonna need it back,
like right‐fucking‐now.

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You feel me?

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‐ Yao. Would you go and retrieve
Tony's medicine?

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‐ Yeah, very good, thank you.

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MASHA: Would you like
your vodka as well?

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Or do you take it separately?

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‐ Fuck you.
‐ Hey, now.

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Let's just take it easy.
‐ Fuck you, too.

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JESSICA: Yeah, this is not
what I signed up for.

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Just like, FYI.
MASHA: We're okay.

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Part of the healing
is finding the wound.

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‐ That's why you picked us, right?

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‐ What do you mean, she “picked" us?

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‐ She accepts less than ten percent
of her applicants.

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We're just an equation.

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We complement
each other's demons.

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‐ What a fuckin' crock.

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‐ What is it
you look for in your guests?

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‐ Damage.
‐ Potential.

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FRANCES: Tomato, to‐mah‐toe.

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‐ Is that how
you're feeling about yourself,

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Frances? Is it?

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About things? About your life?
Tomato, to‐mah‐toe, whatever.

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‐ I know women like you.

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‐ You don't.
FRANCES: You're so driven.

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And you're so committed...

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to perfection that
you're not even human anymore.

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And you whittle
away everybody else

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so you don't have to see
your own bumps and bruises.

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Maybe some of these...
guests did come for struggle.

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But I get enough of
that in my day‐to‐day life.

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I didn't come here to open a vein.

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I came here to have
a little bit of fucking fun.

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‐ I'd like to talk to you in private,
if I may.

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[lights match]

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Look, obviously,
you're a very smart person...

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building this whole...

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thing. [breathes]

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But uh,
it just doesn't make any sense.

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There's not a qualified
professional in the world

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who would confiscate
somebody's medication.

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‐ You're a drug addict, Tony.

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There's many places you could go
to detox or rehab.

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But you came here.

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Maybe to fix what caused

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you to become a drug addict.
‐ I know.

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I know what caused it, okay?

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Three spinal surgeries,
a blown knee.

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‐ That's just a story.

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One that's keeping you numb
and checked out of your entire life.

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‐ Okay. Yeah, day one
and you know all this, right?

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[chuckles, sniffs]

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‐ You're divorced, yes?

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‐ Yeah.

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‐ You have, two children?

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[exhales]

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How's your relationship with them?

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[Tony chuckles]

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‐ This is it, right?
This is what you do?

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You get people to talk
about their shit,

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and then you use it against them.

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Huh? You gonna plug me
into an ATM machine now?

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‐ Are you happy with your life?

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‐ Am I happy with my life?

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‐ Mm‐hmm.

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‐ Who the fuck is happy
with their life?

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[breathes heavily]

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Just give me my medicine, please. [sighs]

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MASHA: Have it.
[lid thuds on table]

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Right now!

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And another one, in the morning.

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Every day.

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I don't want you sick, Tony.

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Hmm? I just want you...

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safe, healed.

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Whole.

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And I think
that's what you want.

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[breathes heavily]

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I never wanted
to take your pills, Tony.

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Just your secret.

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♪ ominous music playing ♪

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[sighs in relief]

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♪ ominous music continues ♪

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[sighs]

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[crickets chirping]

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‐ [gasps] Oh, shit!
‐ I'm sorry. I'm sorry.

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‐ Jesus!
‐ I'm sorry.

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‐ [sighs] Oh, you scared me to death.
‐ I'm so sorry.

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‐ You shouldn't sneak up on people
in the dark like that.

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‐ I wasn't sneaking.
I just‐‐ You know, I read in the...

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in the... the pamphlet, uh, to be mindful

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of others that they might
be meditating and try not to...

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to disturb. So that's...
that's what that...

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Yeah.
‐ Well. I'm not meditating,

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just despondently staring
into the gaping void.

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‐ Hey, um... the... the... like,
welcoming thing, that was...

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‐ It was bat shit.
‐ Yeah.

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‐ Yeah.
‐ Okay, cool.

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'Cause I thought I was just
like losing my mind‐‐ okay.

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[Frances chuckles]
Hey, um,

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you probably don't want
to hear this.

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Uhm, you know, people come
to retreats to get away

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from it all and I have to say...

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I am such a huge fan.
‐ Oh.

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JESSICA: I've read
Nathaniel's Kiss like, three times.

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I think it's
the most romantic book...

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in the world.

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‐ Thank you for that.

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‐ So, what's, uh,
what's your crisis?

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‐ What's my what?

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‐ The British dude, he said that, uh,

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Masha like picked us all
for a particular crisis.

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With all your success, I just...
was wondering, I‐‐

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Now I'm realizing that...
I am kinda crossing a line.

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So, I'm gonna...
just gonna take it back.

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‐ It's okay, I... I'm just
here for a little R&R.

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Maybe, my crisis is
I don't have a crisis.

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[chuckles]
‐ Mm‐hmm [chuckling] Oh.

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‐ So are you writing anything new‐‐
‐ What's your crisis?

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‐ Oh, uh. Marriage counseling.
Yeah. Well, Ben and I just...

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a little bit of a bumpy patch.
[chuckles]

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‐ I know that road.
JESSICA: Oh, you're married?

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‐ [inhales] Not currently.
Have been. Twice. Uh,

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optimist‐masochist. Fine line.
[inhales]

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‐ “He saw her." [chuckles]
That's my favorite part of, um,

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Nathaniel's Kiss.
You wrote, um, “He saw her.

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"And until then, she never knew.

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"She'd never been seen before.

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It was like coming home."

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‐ [chuckles]
It's a little clunky.

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‐ No. No, it's not.

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It's the most wonderful feeling
in the world.

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To be seen. [chuckles]

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‐ You want
a little grown‐ass lady advice?

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You can take it or leave it?
‐ I'll take it.

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‐ I wouldn't look to novels,
or music, or movies,

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to tell you the truth about love.

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They lie.

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And we're just a pack of dirty liars.

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‐ Right? [chuckles]
I mean, yeah.

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‐ Hustlers of the heart.

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‐ Did you just make that up?

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‐ I‐‐ Yeah, I guess I did.

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‐ God! You're good.
‐ [chuckles]

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Oh... [sighs]

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‐ I'm gonna... get back to‐‐

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Ye‐‐ um, thanks.

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[clears throat]
I'll see you tomorrow, I guess?

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Maybe it won't be as...
‐ Weird?

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‐ Yeah. [chuckling]
‐ Yeah. Let's hope.

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‐ [chuckling] Good night.

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‐ Good night.

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[Jessica clears throat]
[footsteps receding]

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[crickets and birds chirping]

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[goat bleating]

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[bird tweeting]

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‐ Hi, baby.
Let's have a quiet day today.
[goat bleats]

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♪ suspenseful music playing ♪

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[Masha panting]

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[panting continues]

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[breathes]
[mobile notification rings]

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♪ eerie music playing ♪

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♪ eerie music continues ♪

249
00:12:35,464 --> 00:12:37,174
[birds chirping]

250
00:12:37,174 --> 00:12:39,134
NAPOLEON:
Oh, what shower pressure.

251
00:12:39,134 --> 00:12:40,802
Fantastic.
[squirts lotion]

252
00:12:40,802 --> 00:12:42,638
I had a spectacular sleep.

253
00:12:43,514 --> 00:12:44,598
[claps hands together]

254
00:12:45,265 --> 00:12:47,559
It's going to be
a fantastic day, I can feel it.

255
00:12:49,311 --> 00:12:51,313
You should shower if you're
going to do so before breakfast.

256
00:12:51,313 --> 00:12:53,398
They want us promptly
there at seven.

257
00:12:54,775 --> 00:12:58,695
I am absolutely famished,
by the way.

258
00:12:58,695 --> 00:13:02,199
Which I take as a good sign.
My metabolism is engaged

259
00:13:02,199 --> 00:13:03,242
and firing.

260
00:13:03,242 --> 00:13:07,162
‐ I think I might skip breakfast
and go for a run... instead.

261
00:13:07,162 --> 00:13:09,289
‐ Uh, I think brekkie is mandatory.

262
00:13:11,041 --> 00:13:14,461
It's a very precise regimen here.

263
00:13:14,461 --> 00:13:17,172
I suggest we surrender to it, pumpkin.

264
00:13:17,172 --> 00:13:20,592
‐ There's only so much
surrendering I can do, Leon.

265
00:13:21,593 --> 00:13:23,762
You go. Don't be late for breakfast.

266
00:13:25,347 --> 00:13:27,975
You certainly wouldn't want
to break a rule.

267
00:13:27,975 --> 00:13:29,434
‐ What's that supposed to mean?

268
00:13:30,811 --> 00:13:33,856
‐ Look, it means rules
are meant to be followed.

269
00:13:33,856 --> 00:13:35,774
How else to ensure

270
00:13:35,774 --> 00:13:38,277
the survival of a civilized society?

271
00:13:39,319 --> 00:13:41,572
‐ You have to seek out
the wonderful, Heather,

272
00:13:41,572 --> 00:13:43,448
because it doesn't
just come knocking.

273
00:13:43,448 --> 00:13:45,242
Maybe life will surprise you.

274
00:13:48,412 --> 00:13:51,623
‐ You know what you said to me?
Right after. Do you remember?

275
00:13:52,374 --> 00:13:55,210
You said, “Things happen for a reason."

276
00:13:58,213 --> 00:14:00,090
[chuckles ironically]
What...

277
00:14:00,924 --> 00:14:02,092
What reason?

278
00:14:03,844 --> 00:14:07,931
As much
as I love you, and I do, I do...

279
00:14:08,932 --> 00:14:11,351
‐ Finish it.
‐ I'm angry.

280
00:14:11,351 --> 00:14:13,020
NAPOLEON: At me?
‐ Yeah.

281
00:14:13,020 --> 00:14:15,189
For being so constantly upbeat.

282
00:14:16,231 --> 00:14:19,902
For trying to make sense of
of the most incomprehensible.

283
00:14:21,195 --> 00:14:23,780
But mostly,
for making me feel so alone.

284
00:14:24,823 --> 00:14:26,700
You make me feel so fucking alone.

285
00:14:28,744 --> 00:14:30,454
You ask, "Why are we here?"

286
00:14:31,288 --> 00:14:33,332
I'm here because I miss liking you.

287
00:14:38,170 --> 00:14:39,880
[Napoleon exhales]

288
00:14:47,971 --> 00:14:50,933
I know,
you didn't deserve that.

289
00:14:50,933 --> 00:14:55,521
‐ Hmm.
But I got it just the same.

290
00:14:58,315 --> 00:15:00,567
[birds chirping]

291
00:15:00,567 --> 00:15:03,946
♪ You Are My Sunshine
by Jimmie Davis playing ♪

292
00:15:10,577 --> 00:15:12,829
‐ ♪ The other night, dear ♪

293
00:15:12,829 --> 00:15:15,457
♪ As I lay sleeping ♪

294
00:15:15,457 --> 00:15:20,254
♪ I dreamed I held you in my arms ♪

295
00:15:20,254 --> 00:15:25,551
♪ But when I woke, dear,
I was mistaken ♪

296
00:15:25,551 --> 00:15:30,180
♪ And I hung my head and cried ♪

297
00:15:30,180 --> 00:15:32,808
♪ You are my sunshine ♪

298
00:15:32,808 --> 00:15:35,394
♪ My only sunshine ♪

299
00:15:35,394 --> 00:15:38,730
♪ You make me happy
when skies are grey ♪

300
00:15:39,773 --> 00:15:44,278
♪ You'll never know, dear,
how much I love you ♪

301
00:15:45,988 --> 00:15:47,698
‐ [inhales] Yes!

302
00:15:49,700 --> 00:15:52,786
♪ guitar solo ♪

303
00:15:52,786 --> 00:15:53,745
[sniffs]

304
00:15:58,333 --> 00:16:00,752
‐ [chuckles]
Hi, there, handsome.

305
00:16:00,752 --> 00:16:05,257
Hey, honey. I am unfortunately
gonna have to postpone my trip.

306
00:16:05,257 --> 00:16:07,342
I'm so sorry.

307
00:16:07,342 --> 00:16:09,845
‐ Oh, no. What happened?
‐ It's Ari.

308
00:16:09,845 --> 00:16:11,180
He was in a car accident.

309
00:16:11,180 --> 00:16:12,681
‐ Oh, my God. Is he okay?

310
00:16:12,681 --> 00:16:15,475
‐ [sighs] They put him into
an induced coma

311
00:16:15,475 --> 00:16:16,977
to help with his healing.

312
00:16:16,977 --> 00:16:18,937
I'm trying to get him
transferred to a better hospital...

313
00:16:18,937 --> 00:16:20,814
FRANCES: Here, you go detective,
you can keep it.

314
00:16:23,734 --> 00:16:26,236
I told him I loved him.
[scoffs]

315
00:16:27,654 --> 00:16:32,784
He's an imaginary person
and I... I told him I loved him.

316
00:16:33,285 --> 00:16:36,830
MAN: This happens to a lot of women
of your age and circumstance.

317
00:16:39,374 --> 00:16:40,459
[exhales]

318
00:16:44,213 --> 00:16:45,380
NAPOLEON: Good morning.

319
00:16:45,380 --> 00:16:47,466
‐ This should be on Instagram.

320
00:16:47,466 --> 00:16:48,884
BEN: Woo!

321
00:16:48,884 --> 00:16:53,013
‐ Oh, this is so adorable.
So healthy.

322
00:16:53,013 --> 00:16:55,849
‐ It... It's like a dream.
The perfect breakfast.

323
00:16:55,849 --> 00:16:59,061
‐ Yes, if you can't have substance,
style will do,

324
00:16:59,061 --> 00:17:00,312
I suppose.

325
00:17:00,312 --> 00:17:01,522
‐ How we doing, everybody?

326
00:17:01,522 --> 00:17:03,398
‐ I lost weight!

327
00:17:04,066 --> 00:17:05,776
‐ Y'know, I was meaning to say.

328
00:17:06,610 --> 00:17:09,363
BEN: Why you trying to lose weight?
You're not fat.

329
00:17:09,363 --> 00:17:11,740
‐ Thank you. But I'd...
I'd still like to be thinner.

330
00:17:11,740 --> 00:17:13,617
‐ But why? I don't get it.

331
00:17:14,660 --> 00:17:17,412
Why is everybody so obsessed
with that kind of thing?

332
00:17:17,412 --> 00:17:20,290
‐ I don't think we are, Ben.
And... If you're looking for

333
00:17:20,290 --> 00:17:22,668
commonality, I think we're
all obsessed with being a little

334
00:17:22,668 --> 00:17:25,796
better than we were yesterday.
A little less lousy,

335
00:17:25,796 --> 00:17:27,256
a little less in the toilet.

336
00:17:27,256 --> 00:17:30,092
I could be wrong, but isn't
that the essence of life?

337
00:17:30,968 --> 00:17:32,135
Identifying your hump

338
00:17:32,135 --> 00:17:34,763
and then hurling yourself over it.

339
00:17:35,556 --> 00:17:37,724
‐ Told you, she's, like, a gifted writer.

340
00:17:37,724 --> 00:17:39,434
‐ Good morning, good morning, everybody.

341
00:17:39,434 --> 00:17:42,020
What fell off the chuckwagon?
That's not me.

342
00:17:42,020 --> 00:17:44,731
Uh... hey, guys, look,
I know I came in a little rough

343
00:17:44,731 --> 00:17:47,693
to the dock yesterday
and I apologize, okay?

344
00:17:47,693 --> 00:17:49,194
And if I offended any of you

345
00:17:49,194 --> 00:17:53,657
and I probably offended most
of you, sorry. New day, huh?

346
00:17:53,657 --> 00:17:57,077
‐ Mm. Seems like someone
got his meds back.

347
00:17:57,077 --> 00:17:58,370
‐ You know what, Lars?

348
00:17:59,371 --> 00:18:00,497
I did.

349
00:18:01,623 --> 00:18:02,749
Thanks for caring.

350
00:18:05,836 --> 00:18:07,296
‐ Who are you, really?

351
00:18:08,297 --> 00:18:10,132
‐ You mean, like, deep down?

352
00:18:10,132 --> 00:18:13,260
‐ He does look familiar, right?
Like, I've seen your face.

353
00:18:13,260 --> 00:18:15,637
Probably on Dateline or something.

354
00:18:15,637 --> 00:18:16,847
DELILAH: People!

355
00:18:16,847 --> 00:18:19,766
All right!
Today's schedule.

356
00:18:19,766 --> 00:18:21,852
We will all begin
with a little dirt‐digging.

357
00:18:21,852 --> 00:18:22,853
In the afternoon‐‐

358
00:18:22,853 --> 00:18:24,021
‐ What do you mean, dirt‐digging?

359
00:18:24,021 --> 00:18:26,356
‐ Soil bacteria has special qualities.

360
00:18:26,356 --> 00:18:28,650
It can fight anxiety,
depression, maybe even cancer.

361
00:18:29,026 --> 00:18:33,155
‐ I'm not... I'm not that big
on dirt or bacteria.

362
00:18:33,155 --> 00:18:35,240
It's kind of a Protestant thing.
I don't wanna talk about it.

363
00:18:35,240 --> 00:18:37,242
TONY: You got an excuse for everything.
‐ Hmm?

364
00:18:37,242 --> 00:18:38,785
‐ I said, you got an excuse‐‐
‐ No! Still can't hear,

365
00:18:38,785 --> 00:18:39,745
your mouths is...
DELILAH: Okay.

366
00:18:39,745 --> 00:18:41,455
‐ I get it.
DELILAH: Team...

367
00:18:41,455 --> 00:18:43,582
‐ Yeah, this is definitely not a team.

368
00:18:43,582 --> 00:18:45,918
I mean, this is like
the opposite of a team.

369
00:18:46,793 --> 00:18:48,795
[water burbling]

370
00:18:48,795 --> 00:18:50,964
[birds chirping]

371
00:18:59,765 --> 00:19:03,185
♪ ominous music playing ♪

372
00:19:03,185 --> 00:19:04,561
[footsteps approaching]

373
00:19:04,561 --> 00:19:06,063
[gunshot fires]

374
00:19:06,063 --> 00:19:08,649
♪ ominous music continues ♪

375
00:19:10,275 --> 00:19:14,780
[gasping, panting]

376
00:19:16,865 --> 00:19:18,867
‐ [exhales] Something you need?

377
00:19:20,786 --> 00:19:23,080
‐ Tell me, you pool sit
when you're stressed.

378
00:19:23,080 --> 00:19:26,500
And you've been down here
every day of late. What's wrong?

379
00:19:27,251 --> 00:19:28,293
[sighs]

380
00:19:29,294 --> 00:19:31,547
‐ I received some disturbing messages.

381
00:19:32,965 --> 00:19:34,299
[sighs]

382
00:19:35,175 --> 00:19:37,302
Threats.
‐ Threats from who?

383
00:19:38,095 --> 00:19:39,388
‐ Anonymous.

384
00:19:40,389 --> 00:19:41,557
‐ Should we report it?

385
00:19:42,683 --> 00:19:45,310
‐ To who? The police?
What are they gonna do?

386
00:19:47,563 --> 00:19:48,772
It could be from anyone.

387
00:19:50,148 --> 00:19:53,235
I wasn't a very nice person
in my previous life.

388
00:19:54,278 --> 00:19:56,655
You would've shot me too
if you'd known me then.

389
00:19:56,655 --> 00:19:59,491
‐ No. No, I wouldn't have.

390
00:20:00,701 --> 00:20:02,786
‐ No. You wouldn't have.

391
00:20:06,957 --> 00:20:08,792
You and Delilah okay?

392
00:20:11,712 --> 00:20:13,297
‐ She still gets a little jealous.

393
00:20:13,964 --> 00:20:16,300
‐ She'll have to get over
that, won't she?

394
00:20:16,300 --> 00:20:17,176
Hmm?

395
00:20:18,218 --> 00:20:19,261
‐ It's difficult.

396
00:20:19,928 --> 00:20:22,598
‐ That's what life is more
than anything, difficult.

397
00:20:24,892 --> 00:20:26,185
Hmm.

398
00:20:26,852 --> 00:20:30,189
We are and we always will be

399
00:20:30,731 --> 00:20:34,151
profoundly and inextricably bound.

400
00:20:36,862 --> 00:20:37,988
Don't you agree?

401
00:20:39,364 --> 00:20:40,324
[Yao breathes]

402
00:20:44,119 --> 00:20:46,580
Love her.
And she will feel loved.

403
00:20:52,878 --> 00:20:56,089
[grunting, panting]

404
00:20:58,800 --> 00:21:02,221
‐ [grunts] Fuck!
That's it, I'm done.

405
00:21:02,221 --> 00:21:04,723
‐ Digging graves is not doing
my back any favors.

406
00:21:04,723 --> 00:21:07,267
‐ What are you talking about?
They dug half of it for us

407
00:21:07,267 --> 00:21:09,019
and you haven't
even stood up, yet.

408
00:21:09,019 --> 00:21:11,188
‐ I am still helping
and exerting myself.

409
00:21:11,188 --> 00:21:13,315
Not that I've asked for your opinion.

410
00:21:13,315 --> 00:21:14,650
[grunts]

411
00:21:14,650 --> 00:21:16,985
‐ It feels good, doesn't it?

412
00:21:16,985 --> 00:21:20,155
To exhaust the body
with hard, hard work.

413
00:21:21,281 --> 00:21:23,450
Pre‐industrial man,
he didn't get depressed

414
00:21:23,450 --> 00:21:26,203
because he
was too busy working.

415
00:21:26,203 --> 00:21:30,666
Would you please lie down
in your ditches?

416
00:21:30,666 --> 00:21:33,168
‐ Uh...
[shovel clanking]

417
00:21:33,168 --> 00:21:37,256
[Tony panting]

418
00:21:39,716 --> 00:21:43,846
♪ ominous music playing ♪

419
00:21:44,429 --> 00:21:47,349
‐ We spend our lives avoiding
the thought of

420
00:21:47,349 --> 00:21:50,143
the one true guarantee.

421
00:21:50,143 --> 00:21:54,147
That our time here is limited.

422
00:21:54,147 --> 00:21:56,149
We are terrified of death,

423
00:21:56,149 --> 00:21:59,444
not because it is unknown,
but because it forces us

424
00:21:59,444 --> 00:22:01,697
to confront
our deepest regrets.

425
00:22:02,990 --> 00:22:04,199
Be it...

426
00:22:05,951 --> 00:22:07,995
lies we have told...

427
00:22:09,997 --> 00:22:11,540
people we have hurt...

428
00:22:13,375 --> 00:22:15,627
professional failures or...

429
00:22:16,420 --> 00:22:17,462
or simply...

430
00:22:19,256 --> 00:22:21,258
an unfulfilled life.

431
00:22:22,384 --> 00:22:25,053
So, I want you all now
to close your eyes.

432
00:22:26,221 --> 00:22:28,265
Think of your life, past.

433
00:22:29,057 --> 00:22:30,851
[breathes]
[grunts]

434
00:22:30,851 --> 00:22:32,936
Imagine that your body,

435
00:22:32,936 --> 00:22:35,731
has returned to the Mother Earth,

436
00:22:35,731 --> 00:22:38,150
and that your soul
has been set free.

437
00:22:38,150 --> 00:22:40,068
And your loved ones...

438
00:22:41,945 --> 00:22:44,072
your loved ones
are gathered around you.

439
00:22:44,656 --> 00:22:46,366
‐ Marconis, we okay with this?

440
00:22:49,119 --> 00:22:50,412
‐ Yeah. You good, Mom?

441
00:22:51,330 --> 00:22:52,623
‐ I'm fine.

442
00:22:54,333 --> 00:22:57,753
‐ Now, think of all the things
that matter to you.

443
00:22:57,753 --> 00:22:59,796
The events that pre‐occupy you.

444
00:22:59,796 --> 00:23:03,509
Everything that you're obsessed about.
That you're worried about,

445
00:23:03,509 --> 00:23:06,261
that is stopping you from having a full

446
00:23:06,261 --> 00:23:09,556
and extraordinary, exceptional life.

447
00:23:11,642 --> 00:23:14,102
Think of the relationships
that matter to you.

448
00:23:15,145 --> 00:23:18,398
The people who will mourn you.

449
00:23:21,109 --> 00:23:23,237
What do you want them
to say about your life?

450
00:23:24,863 --> 00:23:27,324
Now... that it is over?

451
00:23:28,992 --> 00:23:31,662
‐ You know,
this exercise is ridiculous.

452
00:23:31,662 --> 00:23:34,414
‐ Just lie down, Frances.
Contemplate.

453
00:23:34,414 --> 00:23:36,625
‐ What is it gonna take?
What do I have to say

454
00:23:36,625 --> 00:23:38,001
to get out of the dirt hole?

455
00:23:38,001 --> 00:23:39,461
You wanna hear that if I die today,

456
00:23:39,461 --> 00:23:40,754
nobody would care? Fine.

457
00:23:40,754 --> 00:23:43,048
Because if I did die today,
nobody would care.

458
00:23:43,715 --> 00:23:46,051
Because I'm humiliated
and I am alone

459
00:23:46,051 --> 00:23:47,761
and it's only gonna get worse.

460
00:23:47,761 --> 00:23:50,222
And you'll love this.
I pre‐paid my own funeral.

461
00:23:50,222 --> 00:23:52,432
Because nobody else
is gonna do it, okay?

462
00:23:52,432 --> 00:23:55,143
Is that enough? Does that count?
Can we stop now?

463
00:23:55,644 --> 00:23:57,646
‐ Frances, this isn't just about you.

464
00:23:58,313 --> 00:24:00,816
[breathes angrily]

465
00:24:00,816 --> 00:24:02,568
You now have the chance...

466
00:24:04,236 --> 00:24:05,654
and you have the choice...

467
00:24:06,822 --> 00:24:09,157
to come back and reinvent yourself.

468
00:24:10,242 --> 00:24:12,369
When you hear
the sound of the chimes,

469
00:24:12,369 --> 00:24:13,912
I invite you...

470
00:24:15,038 --> 00:24:16,915
to rebirth yourself...

471
00:24:17,749 --> 00:24:21,128
out of the Earth
and into your new life.

472
00:24:24,089 --> 00:24:26,425
[bell chimes]

473
00:24:42,441 --> 00:24:45,235
‐ That was interesting.
‐ Could you just be open, please?

474
00:24:46,945 --> 00:24:48,030
‐ Okay.

475
00:24:48,697 --> 00:24:51,783
YAO: All right! Next up
is the hike this afternoon.

476
00:24:51,783 --> 00:24:53,827
‐ Yeah, I... I don't think
I'm up for a hike.

477
00:24:54,453 --> 00:24:56,914
‐ Of course. It's not mandatory,
though highly recommended.

478
00:24:56,914 --> 00:24:58,624
We can schedule you
for some acupuncture,

479
00:24:58,624 --> 00:25:00,959
maybe, it'll help with your back.
‐ Oh, that would be lovely.

480
00:25:00,959 --> 00:25:03,086
‐ Jessica, your session
with Masha is now.

481
00:25:03,086 --> 00:25:06,340
‐ Is that mandatory?
YAO: Yes. Yes, it is.

482
00:25:09,176 --> 00:25:10,385
[Frances sighs]

483
00:25:13,222 --> 00:25:14,348
[sighs]

484
00:25:15,307 --> 00:25:17,226
This is absolutely incredible.

485
00:25:17,226 --> 00:25:21,480
You know, I toured
the Acupuncture Houses, uh, in Beijing.

486
00:25:21,480 --> 00:25:23,607
I was doing some research
for one of my books.

487
00:25:23,607 --> 00:25:26,109
But have you been?
‐ Oh, Lulu's been everywhere.

488
00:25:26,109 --> 00:25:27,945
‐ Oh.
‐ I trained in Oregon.

489
00:25:27,945 --> 00:25:30,989
‐ Oh! La‐di‐dah‐di. [chuckles]

490
00:25:30,989 --> 00:25:32,115
[chuckles]

491
00:25:32,574 --> 00:25:34,284
[sighs] Oh.

492
00:25:35,202 --> 00:25:36,995
The Bai Hui point.

493
00:25:36,995 --> 00:25:38,413
It's where all energies converge.

494
00:25:38,413 --> 00:25:39,748
Is that right?
‐ That's right.

495
00:25:39,748 --> 00:25:41,959
[Frances chuckles]
Try to keep still, Frances.

496
00:25:43,669 --> 00:25:45,754
‐ Oh. I felt that.

497
00:25:45,754 --> 00:25:47,297
‐ Yeah, I'm just taking some blood.

498
00:25:47,297 --> 00:25:48,841
‐ Oh. Why?

499
00:25:48,841 --> 00:25:50,425
‐ For your blood sugar.

500
00:25:50,425 --> 00:25:51,969
‐ Ah. Okay.
Well, next time maybe

501
00:25:51,969 --> 00:25:54,054
give me a heads‐up
before you shiv my lipids.

502
00:25:54,054 --> 00:25:56,181
‐ Okay. [chuckling]
‐ Okay, good one. [chuckles]

503
00:25:56,181 --> 00:25:58,350
[chuckles] You're funny. I like you.

504
00:25:58,350 --> 00:26:00,936
‐ Well... that makes
one of us. [chuckles]

505
00:26:02,396 --> 00:26:04,273
Can I ask you two a question?

506
00:26:04,273 --> 00:26:05,816
GLORY: Mm‐hmm, of course.

507
00:26:05,816 --> 00:26:09,027
‐ I mean, is Masha crazy
or is she the real deal?

508
00:26:09,027 --> 00:26:10,946
GLORY: Masha?

509
00:26:13,407 --> 00:26:16,034
Masha is the realest of them all.
Hundred percent.

510
00:26:20,080 --> 00:26:21,498
‐ Why are you here?

511
00:26:21,498 --> 00:26:24,084
‐ Oh, I thought we had
our one‐on‐one, but I can come‐‐

512
00:26:24,084 --> 00:26:27,713
‐ Oh, no.
Why are you at Tranquillum?

513
00:26:27,713 --> 00:26:29,381
‐ Oh! [laughs nervously]

514
00:26:29,381 --> 00:26:30,674
‐ What are you hoping to gain?

515
00:26:31,633 --> 00:26:32,843
‐ Um...

516
00:26:34,595 --> 00:26:36,889
Transformation, for one thing.

517
00:26:38,140 --> 00:26:41,643
I'm really... interested
in fixing what's broken,

518
00:26:42,352 --> 00:26:44,354
you know?
‐ And what would that be?

519
00:26:46,231 --> 00:26:48,275
‐ [gulps] Uh...

520
00:26:51,195 --> 00:26:52,738
‐ You are very nervous.

521
00:26:52,738 --> 00:26:54,823
‐ [laughs nervously]
Yeah, I am.

522
00:26:55,407 --> 00:26:56,950
‐ There is no reason to be.

523
00:27:00,287 --> 00:27:01,496
Tell me.

524
00:27:03,415 --> 00:27:07,252
What is particularly making
you anxious right now?

525
00:27:07,252 --> 00:27:09,087
♪ ominous music playing ♪

526
00:27:09,087 --> 00:27:10,380
‐ You.

527
00:27:13,091 --> 00:27:14,927
You're, like, super smart

528
00:27:15,802 --> 00:27:16,845
and intuitive.

529
00:27:18,096 --> 00:27:19,640
And very fucking hot, by the way.

530
00:27:19,640 --> 00:27:21,266
I'm sorry, but you are, and I'm, uh...

531
00:27:23,060 --> 00:27:26,355
I'm okay. I'm fine. Um... [gulps]

532
00:27:27,564 --> 00:27:29,066
And I'm okay
with people looking at me

533
00:27:29,066 --> 00:27:31,193
on the outside,
you know, I've basically

534
00:27:31,193 --> 00:27:32,986
cultivated that but,

535
00:27:32,986 --> 00:27:35,656
being seen on the inside, which...

536
00:27:35,656 --> 00:27:38,784
you strike me as very...
capable of, um,

537
00:27:38,784 --> 00:27:40,452
it just makes me...
MASHA: You came here afraid.

538
00:27:42,704 --> 00:27:45,958
You were afraid before
you knew of my existence.

539
00:27:48,252 --> 00:27:50,337
[breathes shakily]

540
00:27:50,337 --> 00:27:51,964
‐ When I was, uh...

541
00:27:52,798 --> 00:27:53,924
lying in that ditch,

542
00:27:54,675 --> 00:27:55,843
you know, um,

543
00:27:56,802 --> 00:27:58,220
imagining my own death,

544
00:27:59,096 --> 00:28:00,722
I thought about comments.

545
00:28:03,600 --> 00:28:04,810
Not my family.

546
00:28:06,645 --> 00:28:07,688
Comments.

547
00:28:09,022 --> 00:28:11,567
Saying how tragic it was
that someone so...

548
00:28:13,068 --> 00:28:14,361
young and...

549
00:28:16,613 --> 00:28:17,614
pretty...

550
00:28:18,323 --> 00:28:19,408
died like that.

551
00:28:20,492 --> 00:28:22,828
And for a second,
it made me feel better.

552
00:28:23,871 --> 00:28:24,913
For a second.

553
00:28:24,913 --> 00:28:26,248
Then I realized

554
00:28:26,832 --> 00:28:29,376
my Instagram account
would be deleted a week later

555
00:28:29,376 --> 00:28:34,506
and everyone would move on,
forget about me.

556
00:28:34,506 --> 00:28:38,343
‐ You want your life...
to be important,

557
00:28:38,343 --> 00:28:39,636
to mean something.

558
00:28:39,636 --> 00:28:41,013
‐ Yeah.

559
00:28:42,764 --> 00:28:44,558
‐ But that's not
what you really came here for.

560
00:28:45,767 --> 00:28:46,977
‐ Um, it's not?

561
00:28:50,898 --> 00:28:52,691
‐ Why doesn't he love you anymore?

562
00:28:57,196 --> 00:28:58,655
‐ [whispers] I don't know.

563
00:29:00,949 --> 00:29:02,201
‐ It's unfair.

564
00:29:04,620 --> 00:29:05,704
‐ [sobbing] Mm‐hmm.

565
00:29:09,416 --> 00:29:15,047
♪ ominous music playing ♪

566
00:29:21,053 --> 00:29:24,473
♪ acoustic guitar playing ♪

567
00:29:35,192 --> 00:29:36,401
TONY: Attractive.

568
00:29:37,236 --> 00:29:38,403
[Frances coughs]

569
00:29:38,403 --> 00:29:41,698
‐ If you don't mind,
I'm social distancing.

570
00:29:41,698 --> 00:29:43,200
‐ Actually, I do mind.

571
00:29:43,200 --> 00:29:46,328
‐ Well, then fine.
I have my cramps.

572
00:29:46,328 --> 00:29:48,497
‐ You can't have both cramps
and hot flashes...

573
00:29:48,497 --> 00:29:50,040
I don't think.

574
00:29:50,541 --> 00:29:52,835
‐ For you, I can. So bye‐bye.

575
00:29:54,545 --> 00:29:56,713
‐ You know what, lady?
‐ [sighs] Here we go.

576
00:29:56,713 --> 00:29:58,674
‐ One of the reasons I came
to this funny farm,

577
00:29:59,842 --> 00:30:01,510
my entire adult life
people have been telling me

578
00:30:01,510 --> 00:30:03,011
to fuck off.

579
00:30:03,011 --> 00:30:04,638
‐ Well...
TONY: And in the very short time

580
00:30:04,638 --> 00:30:06,098
that we've known each other,

581
00:30:06,098 --> 00:30:07,766
you've practically medaled at it.

582
00:30:08,684 --> 00:30:10,769
You know what,
I'm not fucking off.

583
00:30:10,769 --> 00:30:13,230
All right?
This place practically screams,

584
00:30:13,230 --> 00:30:14,773
"welcome mat."

585
00:30:14,773 --> 00:30:16,400
I'm going to enjoy the nature.

586
00:30:17,317 --> 00:30:20,946
I'm going to enjoy the food.
I'm gonna enjoy the... pool.

587
00:30:20,946 --> 00:30:21,989
I'm even gonna enjoy you

588
00:30:21,989 --> 00:30:23,907
bobbing up and down
like a cork in the pool.

589
00:30:23,907 --> 00:30:26,159
You know why?
Because every day is a gift.

590
00:30:27,160 --> 00:30:29,997
This whole place
is my fucking gift, lady.

591
00:30:30,998 --> 00:30:33,542
‐ Did I hear something?
I could have... I...

592
00:30:34,126 --> 00:30:36,336
I just thought...
Did anyone say something?

593
00:30:36,336 --> 00:30:40,757
I don't see anybody. No. Nobody.

594
00:30:40,757 --> 00:30:43,051
Nobody. Nobody.

595
00:30:44,344 --> 00:30:45,804
[laughs]

596
00:30:49,600 --> 00:30:51,018
Son of a...

597
00:30:54,396 --> 00:30:56,773
[gasps, coughs]
You bastard! [coughs]

598
00:30:57,566 --> 00:31:00,736
‐ I'm sorry, what did you say?
‐ [coughs] Ugh!

599
00:31:01,445 --> 00:31:04,156
‐ Okay, let's take this to
a higher plane, shall we?

600
00:31:04,156 --> 00:31:05,741
You're gonna start
with your hands out

601
00:31:05,741 --> 00:31:08,368
in front or behind you.
Eyes on the ground.

602
00:31:08,368 --> 00:31:10,746
Six to eight feet in front of you.

603
00:31:10,746 --> 00:31:13,415
We're gonna start with your right foot,
move it forward one step.

604
00:31:14,499 --> 00:31:17,836
Think right step, left step...

605
00:31:17,836 --> 00:31:20,714
‐ Right. Left. Right.

606
00:31:21,757 --> 00:31:22,966
‐ So how did it go?

607
00:31:22,966 --> 00:31:26,053
‐ Yeah, oh, uh...
‐ Wait, was she amazing?

608
00:31:26,053 --> 00:31:27,346
I bet she was. [laughs]

609
00:31:27,346 --> 00:31:29,139
‐ I think both of
y'all are a little star‐struck.

610
00:31:29,139 --> 00:31:33,143
‐ Oh, no. I'm... I'm actually,
not a star‐struck person.

611
00:31:33,143 --> 00:31:35,437
[sighs] I used to work on Broadway,
so I've met stars,

612
00:31:35,437 --> 00:31:36,897
real stars.

613
00:31:36,897 --> 00:31:38,941
I met Alan Cumming.
[chuckles]

614
00:31:38,941 --> 00:31:40,776
So, I'm not star‐struck.

615
00:31:40,776 --> 00:31:43,529
‐ Wow, Broadway.
What'd you do on Broadway?

616
00:31:43,529 --> 00:31:46,281
‐ Oh, I did, um... wardrobe, um,

617
00:31:46,281 --> 00:31:48,242
hair and make‐up, props.
I kinda actually...

618
00:31:48,242 --> 00:31:49,243
I did it all.

619
00:31:49,952 --> 00:31:51,370
Yeah, till I had my girls.

620
00:31:51,370 --> 00:31:52,496
And my husband,
he didn't want me to

621
00:31:52,496 --> 00:31:54,581
work anymore.
He made enough money...

622
00:31:55,582 --> 00:31:57,709
so, you know, he just...
he didn't like the idea

623
00:31:57,709 --> 00:31:59,002
of a nanny raising our kids.

624
00:31:59,962 --> 00:32:02,464
‐ That's nice. At least you had
that time with your kids.

625
00:32:04,091 --> 00:32:05,300
‐ What did you say?

626
00:32:06,093 --> 00:32:07,094
‐ Huh?

627
00:32:07,094 --> 00:32:09,096
CARMEL: Well, they're still my kids.

628
00:32:09,096 --> 00:32:12,015
Just because they're off
with someone else, they're still...

629
00:32:12,015 --> 00:32:13,267
they're still my kids.

630
00:32:14,810 --> 00:32:15,936
BEN: What did I say?

631
00:32:15,936 --> 00:32:20,065
‐ You... you said, had,
past tense. But...

632
00:32:21,066 --> 00:32:25,487
‐ Seems like she... had a past
and now it's tense. [laughs]

633
00:32:25,946 --> 00:32:28,073
‐ Is that really something
to be proud of?

634
00:32:28,949 --> 00:32:30,200
These bloody breeders.

635
00:32:31,535 --> 00:32:34,121
Biggest threat to the planet
is overpopulation and they keep

636
00:32:34,121 --> 00:32:35,622
pumping them out without an apology.

637
00:32:36,748 --> 00:32:38,458
‐ It's incredible you're still single.

638
00:32:39,710 --> 00:32:41,170
Crazy.

639
00:32:41,170 --> 00:32:42,379
‐ [sighs] Whatever.

640
00:32:43,046 --> 00:32:45,340
[muffled chattering]

641
00:32:51,180 --> 00:32:54,808
♪ Let's Live by Aaron Neville playing ♪

642
00:32:54,808 --> 00:32:57,060
[bird chirping]

643
00:32:57,853 --> 00:32:59,980
‐ ♪ Why torture yourself? ♪

644
00:33:01,899 --> 00:33:03,483
♪ When you know ♪
[Frances snoring]

645
00:33:03,483 --> 00:33:07,237
♪ You're in love ♪

646
00:33:07,237 --> 00:33:09,114
♪ Throw your pride in the ocean ♪

647
00:33:09,114 --> 00:33:14,286
♪ And be happy
beneath the stars above ♪

648
00:33:14,286 --> 00:33:18,790
[snoring continues]
♪ Confess your feelings ♪

649
00:33:18,790 --> 00:33:22,836
♪ To the one you love ♪

650
00:33:22,836 --> 00:33:23,837
[snoring, gags]

651
00:33:23,837 --> 00:33:25,255
♪ And let's live ♪

652
00:33:25,255 --> 00:33:27,674
[chokes]
♪ Before it's too late ♪

653
00:33:27,674 --> 00:33:30,427
[Frances coughs]
‐ Are you fucking kidding me? Are you‐‐

654
00:33:30,719 --> 00:33:33,597
‐ ♪ Why deprive yourself? ♪

655
00:33:33,597 --> 00:33:36,183
‐ Hey, hey, hey.
No, no, no. Come here.

656
00:33:36,183 --> 00:33:41,021
Hey!
[Frances continues choking]

657
00:33:41,021 --> 00:33:43,565
[coughs]
You all right? Hey?

658
00:33:43,565 --> 00:33:46,527
You okay?
‐ I don't know I... [coughs]

659
00:33:46,527 --> 00:33:50,906
‐ Just take deep breaths.
Deep breaths. In and...

660
00:33:50,906 --> 00:33:52,866
[exhales] Oh, good.
‐ [coughs] Oh God!

661
00:33:52,866 --> 00:33:55,160
‐ Oh.
‐ What happened?

662
00:33:55,160 --> 00:33:58,622
‐ I don't know. Ah... you... you
were sleeping, you were snoring

663
00:33:58,622 --> 00:34:00,916
and then all of a sudden, you...
you were choking. It was...

664
00:34:00,916 --> 00:34:02,042
so weird.

665
00:34:03,043 --> 00:34:04,795
‐ [clears throat] I don't
understand how you just...

666
00:34:04,795 --> 00:34:07,506
...just start choking.
[coughs]

667
00:34:07,506 --> 00:34:09,007
‐ I don't know.
Do you have a medical condition?

668
00:34:09,007 --> 00:34:10,467
‐ No.

669
00:34:10,467 --> 00:34:12,094
Not that I know of, I don't...

670
00:34:13,178 --> 00:34:16,014
‐ Oh, that was scary.
‐ [exhales] Oh, what is that?

671
00:34:16,807 --> 00:34:18,267
‐ What?

672
00:34:18,267 --> 00:34:20,853
‐ Is that a grape?
‐ No. No, I don't...

673
00:34:20,853 --> 00:34:22,104
‐ Is that...

674
00:34:22,104 --> 00:34:23,814
Don't! What are you doing?
‐ I don't... I don't think so.

675
00:34:23,814 --> 00:34:25,607
FRANCES: Keep... Damn it.

676
00:34:27,609 --> 00:34:29,361
It is a grape.
‐ Huh.

677
00:34:30,070 --> 00:34:31,864
‐ Ah... [sighs]

678
00:34:31,864 --> 00:34:33,574
How did it a grape get in my...

679
00:34:33,574 --> 00:34:35,492
‐ I don't know. Yeah.

680
00:34:38,912 --> 00:34:44,084
‐ [exhales] Oh. Did you put
a grape into my mouth?

681
00:34:44,084 --> 00:34:45,335
‐ No. What are you...
‐ Oh, my God!

682
00:34:45,335 --> 00:34:47,087
‐ I... No...

683
00:34:47,087 --> 00:34:48,297
‐ Did you throw a grape into mouth?

684
00:34:48,297 --> 00:34:50,132
‐ I know, I tossed the grape
in your mouth

685
00:34:50,132 --> 00:34:52,509
but it was an accident, okay?
You were snoring and I just...

686
00:34:52,509 --> 00:34:53,802
you know, I just wanted
to wake you up.

687
00:34:53,802 --> 00:34:55,762
And...
[coughs]

688
00:34:55,762 --> 00:34:57,639
I'm sorry.
‐ You could've killed me.

689
00:34:57,639 --> 00:34:59,308
‐ I could take that shot all day long

690
00:34:59,308 --> 00:35:01,518
and the odds of it going in are like...

691
00:35:02,853 --> 00:35:05,105
Do you want a grape?
‐ What?

692
00:35:08,442 --> 00:35:10,694
I do not want a grape.
I'm not gonna...

693
00:35:11,570 --> 00:35:12,988
Don't you...

694
00:35:18,535 --> 00:35:20,162
How do you like it?

695
00:35:24,833 --> 00:35:25,959
TONY: Who's Paul?

696
00:35:26,919 --> 00:35:28,504
FRANCES: Who's what?

697
00:35:28,504 --> 00:35:33,717
‐ Paul. You were...
You were saying his name, Paul,

698
00:35:33,717 --> 00:35:35,761
when you were sleeping.
‐ No, I wasn't.

699
00:35:37,054 --> 00:35:39,890
‐ Yes, you were.
‐ No, I wasn't.

700
00:35:41,683 --> 00:35:45,062
‐ [chuckles, breathes deeply]
Got it.

701
00:35:45,646 --> 00:35:46,897
[groans, exhales]

702
00:35:48,440 --> 00:35:49,525
So who is he?

703
00:35:49,858 --> 00:35:51,443
[Frances exhales heavily]

704
00:35:53,904 --> 00:35:55,989
‐ I don't know.
I can honestly say,

705
00:35:55,989 --> 00:35:58,867
I don't know who Paul is,
but I do know

706
00:35:58,867 --> 00:36:00,577
that it's none of your business.

707
00:36:02,120 --> 00:36:03,705
‐ Well, which is it?

708
00:36:07,459 --> 00:36:09,461
[sighs, inhales deeply]

709
00:36:11,171 --> 00:36:12,798
‐ Paul Drabble. Uh...

710
00:36:13,507 --> 00:36:14,508
Is a man I met...

711
00:36:15,300 --> 00:36:17,803
online, a man I fell in love with online.

712
00:36:19,429 --> 00:36:22,724
A man who did not fall in love
with me,

713
00:36:22,724 --> 00:36:24,560
either online or offline.

714
00:36:25,435 --> 00:36:26,770
Allegedly from...

715
00:36:28,272 --> 00:36:31,525
Canada, who had a fake child,

716
00:36:32,359 --> 00:36:34,278
that got a fake illness...

717
00:36:35,571 --> 00:36:37,114
and then he convinced me to...

718
00:36:37,948 --> 00:36:40,742
send him...
quite a bit of real money.

719
00:36:41,827 --> 00:36:43,370
‐ [groans] Oh, I'm sorry.

720
00:36:43,370 --> 00:36:45,122
‐ I mean, you know, it's not like

721
00:36:45,122 --> 00:36:47,791
I had to date online.
I get asked out by men...

722
00:36:48,417 --> 00:36:51,086
all the time.
There's multiple sources that say

723
00:36:51,086 --> 00:36:53,839
I'm‐‐ I'm very good in bed,
even enthusiastic.

724
00:36:53,839 --> 00:36:55,215
‐ Well, you don't have
to talk about this

725
00:36:55,215 --> 00:36:56,800
if it makes you
feel uncomfortable.

726
00:36:56,800 --> 00:36:58,385
‐ Doesn't make me uncomfortable.
Does it make you uncomfortable?

727
00:36:58,385 --> 00:36:59,428
‐ Yeah, a little.

728
00:36:59,428 --> 00:37:00,637
[Frances chuckles]

729
00:37:03,348 --> 00:37:06,059
‐ There's a part of me
that thinks it was worth it.

730
00:37:07,561 --> 00:37:11,023
You know, six months of love
and... companionship.

731
00:37:11,732 --> 00:37:14,067
I don't know, half a year of
that, feeling like that...

732
00:37:16,320 --> 00:37:17,696
Not a bad deal. Right?

733
00:37:22,075 --> 00:37:23,702
‐ Maybe you could put
it in one of your books.

734
00:37:24,745 --> 00:37:26,496
It'll make a good story, no?

735
00:37:26,496 --> 00:37:27,956
‐ Yeah, maybe.
[chuckles]

736
00:37:29,833 --> 00:37:31,210
I take it you've never read me.

737
00:37:32,336 --> 00:37:34,254
‐ Well, uh, yeah. You know what?

738
00:37:34,254 --> 00:37:35,547
I read a snippet.

739
00:37:35,547 --> 00:37:37,132
‐ [scoffs] Snippet.
‐ Yesterday.

740
00:37:38,342 --> 00:37:40,761
When I was taking
a piss on this massive tree,

741
00:37:40,761 --> 00:37:43,430
found an article
all about your Beating Heart.

742
00:37:44,264 --> 00:37:45,474
‐ Wait, what?

743
00:37:46,141 --> 00:37:47,601
‐ Isn't that what it's called?
The Beating...

744
00:37:47,601 --> 00:37:48,685
The Beating Heart?
‐ No!

745
00:37:49,436 --> 00:37:50,812
‐ It was.
‐ No.

746
00:37:50,812 --> 00:37:52,814
‐ The... That's what they said.
‐ No, it's not.

747
00:37:53,649 --> 00:37:55,734
It can't...
No, because it can't be

748
00:37:55,734 --> 00:37:56,902
because it's not...

749
00:37:58,028 --> 00:37:59,196
It's not published yet.

750
00:37:59,196 --> 00:38:00,864
And so it's still
in manuscript format.

751
00:38:00,864 --> 00:38:02,324
‐ [hesitates]
I don't know what to tell you.

752
00:38:02,324 --> 00:38:04,785
Maybe the guy got
a leaked copy or something.

753
00:38:06,370 --> 00:38:07,621
I'd be stoked, actually.

754
00:38:07,621 --> 00:38:08,997
It means he really wanted
to read it, right?

755
00:38:08,997 --> 00:38:10,499
You're in demand.

756
00:38:10,499 --> 00:38:11,750
I would take it as a compliment.

757
00:38:11,750 --> 00:38:14,086
‐ What did it say?
‐ I don't... I don't remember.

758
00:38:14,086 --> 00:38:15,838
‐ Just what‐‐ You‐‐
I know you're lying.

759
00:38:15,838 --> 00:38:17,005
What did it say?

760
00:38:19,299 --> 00:38:20,634
‐ He didn't like it very much.

761
00:38:22,135 --> 00:38:23,887
‐ He‐‐ He didn't like‐‐
Did he hate it?

762
00:38:23,887 --> 00:38:25,430
‐ What do critics know anyway, huh?

763
00:38:26,139 --> 00:38:27,391
Look at poor Stallone.

764
00:38:27,391 --> 00:38:29,768
Ah, the fucking critics
treat him like garbage

765
00:38:29,768 --> 00:38:31,603
and Rocky is the greatest movie
ever made.

766
00:38:37,526 --> 00:38:39,152
‐ So they hated it.
[Tony scoffs]

767
00:38:43,198 --> 00:38:44,908
Well. That's that.

768
00:38:45,534 --> 00:38:48,203
[footsteps receding]

769
00:38:50,205 --> 00:38:51,623
‐ Where are you going?

770
00:38:54,918 --> 00:38:57,296
[laughing and screaming]

771
00:38:57,296 --> 00:38:59,548
GLORY: Implicitly,
it may seem like a kids' game.

772
00:38:59,548 --> 00:39:02,009
But when it comes to trusting,

773
00:39:02,009 --> 00:39:03,510
when it comes
to being ourselves,

774
00:39:03,510 --> 00:39:04,803
when it comes to letting go,

775
00:39:06,388 --> 00:39:07,931
kids have a lot to teach us.

776
00:39:08,390 --> 00:39:09,308
NAPOLEON: That's right.

777
00:39:10,017 --> 00:39:10,934
GLORY: Let's give it a go.

778
00:39:11,685 --> 00:39:13,353
[Napoleon chuckles]

779
00:39:14,479 --> 00:39:15,606
NAPOLEON:
Okay, come on, Carmel.

780
00:39:15,606 --> 00:39:17,482
Come on! [indistinct]

781
00:39:18,692 --> 00:39:21,069
Okay, you ready? Here we go...
[indistinct chatter]

782
00:39:21,069 --> 00:39:22,738
All right.
Come on, Carmel.

783
00:39:22,738 --> 00:39:25,240
‐ [screams] Oh, my God!

784
00:39:25,240 --> 00:39:28,619
NAPOLEON: Oh, wow, you got me.
[Carmel laughs]

785
00:39:29,453 --> 00:39:31,371
CARMEL: Got you!

786
00:39:32,456 --> 00:39:34,333
[cheering]

787
00:39:40,506 --> 00:39:44,384
[waves crashing]

788
00:39:56,396 --> 00:39:58,690
‐ All right,
I wanna do him next.

789
00:39:58,690 --> 00:40:00,192
♪ suspenseful music playing ♪

790
00:40:00,192 --> 00:40:01,151
‐ Mom.

791
00:40:03,111 --> 00:40:04,905
Mom!
‐ Honey!

792
00:40:04,905 --> 00:40:05,906
Honey!

793
00:40:07,950 --> 00:40:09,368
[Heather gasps]
[waves roar]

794
00:40:09,368 --> 00:40:10,661
HEATHER:
Take your hands off me.

795
00:40:11,620 --> 00:40:13,121
Just take
your fucking hands off me!

796
00:40:13,121 --> 00:40:14,790
NAPOLEON: Please, honey. Please.

797
00:40:14,790 --> 00:40:18,460
‐ Napoleon, please step back.
It's okay.

798
00:40:20,629 --> 00:40:21,922
It's okay!

799
00:40:29,054 --> 00:40:31,056
Heather, what's going on?

800
00:40:31,056 --> 00:40:32,850
‐ I just want you to step away.

801
00:40:32,850 --> 00:40:36,311
‐ I'm not gonna do that.
But what I am gonna do,

802
00:40:36,311 --> 00:40:38,313
is hold your hand.

803
00:40:38,730 --> 00:40:43,944
[Heather gasps, breathes]

804
00:40:51,118 --> 00:40:53,078
Do you know what
they say about holding hands?

805
00:40:53,078 --> 00:40:56,164
[inhales] It's intimate.

806
00:40:56,164 --> 00:40:59,001
It can be more intimate
than lovemaking even.

807
00:40:59,001 --> 00:41:00,627
Do you know why?

808
00:41:01,503 --> 00:41:03,380
There's something intuitive about it,

809
00:41:03,380 --> 00:41:05,924
something knowing about it.

810
00:41:07,342 --> 00:41:10,220
Perhaps, it's... it's
the nerve endings in the

811
00:41:10,220 --> 00:41:13,265
fingertips or the sensory
systems in the hands,

812
00:41:13,265 --> 00:41:15,726
but people feel each other.

813
00:41:15,726 --> 00:41:17,019
They know each other,

814
00:41:17,019 --> 00:41:18,979
even people they've never
even met before.

815
00:41:23,817 --> 00:41:26,904
What do you feel
in my hands, Heather?

816
00:41:28,447 --> 00:41:31,658
Somebody who's been where...
where you are, maybe?

817
00:41:33,493 --> 00:41:36,246
Somebody who has stood
where you stand?

818
00:41:39,625 --> 00:41:40,751
[ragged breathing]

819
00:41:41,960 --> 00:41:44,171
‐ You have never stood where I stand.

820
00:41:47,883 --> 00:41:51,011
♪ somber piano music playing ♪

821
00:41:56,975 --> 00:41:58,060
[Zoe sighs]

822
00:42:05,734 --> 00:42:07,236
YAO: Do you think she
was really going to jump?

823
00:42:07,236 --> 00:42:09,488
DELILAH: I don't know.
Maybe not today,

824
00:42:09,488 --> 00:42:11,532
but she's certainly ideating.

825
00:42:11,532 --> 00:42:13,534
This group is
a powder keg, Masha.

826
00:42:13,534 --> 00:42:14,868
I mean... [clears throat]

827
00:42:14,868 --> 00:42:17,829
Lars is... Honestly,
I... I don't know what Lars is,

828
00:42:17,829 --> 00:42:20,290
but I know, he's not just
a guest. [inhales]

829
00:42:20,290 --> 00:42:22,835
He‐he's... got some agenda.
I can smell it.

830
00:42:22,835 --> 00:42:24,878
‐ You swept his room?

831
00:42:24,878 --> 00:42:26,672
DELILAH: Top to bottom.

832
00:42:26,672 --> 00:42:29,716
♪ ominous music playing ♪

833
00:42:29,716 --> 00:42:31,760
‐ Yao, would you sweep
it again for me?

834
00:42:31,760 --> 00:42:33,011
YAO: No problem.

835
00:42:34,263 --> 00:42:36,306
‐ Oh. I'm sorry.
I didn't realize you were

836
00:42:36,306 --> 00:42:37,641
in a meeting. [chuckles]

837
00:42:38,475 --> 00:42:41,353
‐ No. It's quite all right.
Please.

838
00:42:45,148 --> 00:42:46,191
Come on in.

839
00:42:50,237 --> 00:42:51,613
How can I help you?

840
00:42:51,613 --> 00:42:55,492
‐ Um... [exhales] I think...
I think I have to go.

841
00:42:57,369 --> 00:42:58,453
I don't...

842
00:42:58,453 --> 00:43:00,664
want to find myself.
I don't...

843
00:43:00,664 --> 00:43:03,166
think I'm equipped for
the discovery.

844
00:43:03,166 --> 00:43:05,836
I just had kind of
a near‐death experience myself,

845
00:43:05,836 --> 00:43:08,297
so... guess that's one thing
we have in common, huh?

846
00:43:09,047 --> 00:43:11,300
Mine wasn't as exotic as yours, but...

847
00:43:12,092 --> 00:43:14,303
First, because I almost
choked on a grape.

848
00:43:14,845 --> 00:43:17,472
And, uh... second,
I didn't... I didn't...

849
00:43:18,348 --> 00:43:22,436
I didn't see the little girl,
joyously riding her bike.

850
00:43:22,436 --> 00:43:23,478
I just...

851
00:43:24,563 --> 00:43:25,689
I just saw the truth.

852
00:43:26,231 --> 00:43:27,357
‐ Which is...

853
00:43:29,276 --> 00:43:31,695
‐ [exhales]
How much time do you got?

854
00:43:31,695 --> 00:43:33,655
‐ [chuckles softly] Sit.

855
00:43:35,365 --> 00:43:36,658
Frances.

856
00:43:44,541 --> 00:43:45,626
What?

857
00:43:45,626 --> 00:43:50,547
‐ The... truth is that I'm a...
twice‐divorced, middle‐aged...

858
00:43:51,840 --> 00:43:56,094
hot‐flashing, menopausal heap.
I've become a punchline.

859
00:43:57,513 --> 00:44:00,307
I have been down
in these dark holes before.

860
00:44:00,307 --> 00:44:03,560
And... the one way out was
that I could write my way out.

861
00:44:04,853 --> 00:44:07,606
Turns out... [laughs]
I'm a one‐trick pony

862
00:44:07,606 --> 00:44:09,942
that can no longer do her one trick.

863
00:44:11,860 --> 00:44:14,029
‐ You're a car, Frances.

864
00:44:14,029 --> 00:44:15,739
‐ Oh, okay. A... a car?

865
00:44:15,739 --> 00:44:18,450
‐ Hm. And your gas tank is empty.

866
00:44:18,450 --> 00:44:19,868
And you're smoking,

867
00:44:19,868 --> 00:44:21,954
you're churning,
you're wheezing.

868
00:44:22,871 --> 00:44:25,832
You can't get going. But...

869
00:44:26,416 --> 00:44:29,211
in a few days,
you're gonna refuel.

870
00:44:30,337 --> 00:44:32,965
And I promise you, you're gonna
feel a thousand times better.

871
00:44:34,174 --> 00:44:36,093
‐ I totally expected
a metaphor there.

872
00:44:36,093 --> 00:44:37,219
I just thought...

873
00:44:38,470 --> 00:44:40,556
maybe it would be
something a little more

874
00:44:40,556 --> 00:44:44,518
lyrical.
‐ Okay. Try this.

875
00:44:47,938 --> 00:44:49,314
Kintsugi.

876
00:44:49,314 --> 00:44:50,691
‐ A bowl? [laughs]

877
00:44:50,691 --> 00:44:54,695
‐ No. The Japanese art
of repairing broken pottery.

878
00:44:55,612 --> 00:44:58,657
The broken pieces are mended
with lacquer,

879
00:44:58,657 --> 00:45:01,201
powdered gold to make
something stronger.

880
00:45:02,870 --> 00:45:04,288
More beautiful.

881
00:45:05,914 --> 00:45:07,624
‐ Does beat a crappy car.

882
00:45:08,667 --> 00:45:09,877
‐ This will be you.

883
00:45:14,965 --> 00:45:19,636
‐ I just, uh...
I don't think I want it.

884
00:45:21,263 --> 00:45:22,681
‐ It's what you need.

885
00:45:26,560 --> 00:45:29,563
‐ [sniffles] I... I think
I may need a Four Seasons

886
00:45:29,563 --> 00:45:32,399
and a couple of bellinis,
is what I need. [sobs]

887
00:45:32,399 --> 00:45:34,693
‐ [whispers]
Frances, give me one more day.

888
00:45:34,693 --> 00:45:35,903
Please.

889
00:45:36,862 --> 00:45:37,821
One more day.

890
00:45:38,530 --> 00:45:42,075
If tomorrow you... you...
you don't wanna stay, fine.

891
00:45:42,075 --> 00:45:45,204
I'll respect your decision.
But give me one more day. Yes?

892
00:45:46,288 --> 00:45:48,290
‐ I don't think anything
is gonna change.

893
00:45:49,291 --> 00:45:51,168
‐ What have you got to lose?
You've come this far.

894
00:45:52,628 --> 00:45:53,587
[sniffles]

895
00:45:55,797 --> 00:45:57,132
‐ Okay.

896
00:45:58,884 --> 00:46:02,387
Just no more metaphors.
Like I can take it.

897
00:46:04,806 --> 00:46:07,267
♪ Loyalty by Gabriels playing ♪

898
00:46:10,771 --> 00:46:15,651
‐ ♪ We're in deep, me and you ♪

899
00:46:17,027 --> 00:46:21,782
♪ This thing of ours
through and through ♪

900
00:46:23,158 --> 00:46:27,204
♪ We all do things
we shouldn't do ♪

901
00:46:28,705 --> 00:46:32,167
♪ I ain't gonna stop loving you ♪

902
00:46:34,545 --> 00:46:39,341
‐ ♪ Aim is lit, hope is dry ♪

903
00:46:41,093 --> 00:46:44,680
♪ God himself can't deny ♪

904
00:46:46,265 --> 00:46:50,018
♪ We all do things
we shouldn't do ♪

905
00:46:50,018 --> 00:46:53,105
‐ [Napoleon panting]
Hey, honey.

906
00:46:55,232 --> 00:46:56,775
She wasn't gonna jump.

907
00:46:56,775 --> 00:47:00,571
‐ Stop... trying to shield me
from everything, Dad! I saw!

908
00:47:01,822 --> 00:47:02,990
I fucking saw it.

909
00:47:02,990 --> 00:47:05,701
‐ Honey...
You know, as well as I do,

910
00:47:05,701 --> 00:47:06,994
your mother would‐‐

911
00:47:06,994 --> 00:47:08,245
‐ You watch me like I'm the problem.

912
00:47:08,245 --> 00:47:11,123
Do you realize you guys
are the fucked up ones inside?

913
00:47:11,123 --> 00:47:14,168
And all you do
is hide it from me.

914
00:47:14,168 --> 00:47:16,086
[cries] And from each other,
from everybody.

915
00:47:23,385 --> 00:47:28,432
‐ ♪ Must admit I've done wrong ♪

916
00:47:29,349 --> 00:47:32,144
♪ Same old shit... ♪

917
00:47:32,144 --> 00:47:35,564
‐ [laughs]
One at a time.

918
00:47:36,440 --> 00:47:40,360
Oh, hey. Um, how's...
how's Frances?

919
00:47:40,360 --> 00:47:42,279
‐ She's hurting.

920
00:47:44,198 --> 00:47:46,325
You're right, Delilah, this is...

921
00:47:47,451 --> 00:47:50,621
a particularly volatile group.
But they're a brilliant one,

922
00:47:50,621 --> 00:47:52,331
and we need them all.

923
00:47:52,331 --> 00:47:54,374
Let's start the Protocol.
The new Protocol.

924
00:47:56,251 --> 00:47:59,254
‐ O... Okay, but it's, it's only day two.

925
00:47:59,254 --> 00:48:03,133
‐ Mm‐hmm. But we have to make it
to day three.

926
00:48:03,133 --> 00:48:04,593
We can't lose any of them.

927
00:48:04,593 --> 00:48:08,180
‐ They haven't fully detoxed.
It hasn't been tested.

928
00:48:08,180 --> 00:48:09,598
‐ They are begging to be saved.

929
00:48:09,598 --> 00:48:11,934
They're on their hands and knees.
You can both see that.

930
00:48:13,435 --> 00:48:15,395
I've made the decision.

931
00:48:16,313 --> 00:48:17,231
All right?

932
00:48:18,190 --> 00:48:19,483
Let's go, my loves.

933
00:48:20,442 --> 00:48:22,110
There is no time to waste.

934
00:48:25,489 --> 00:48:26,990
This is exciting.

935
00:48:26,990 --> 00:48:29,701
‐ ♪ I ain't gonna stop loving you ♪

936
00:48:32,663 --> 00:48:36,667
♪ I ain't gonna stop loving you ♪

937
00:48:38,460 --> 00:48:43,131
♪ They'll beat youse
same old smile ♪

938
00:48:44,091 --> 00:48:49,012
♪ Self‐respect's been gone a while ♪

939
00:48:49,763 --> 00:48:54,768
♪ We all do things
we shouldn't do ♪

940
00:48:55,769 --> 00:48:59,857
♪ I ain't gonna stop loving you ♪

941
00:49:00,148 --> 00:49:04,862
♪ vocalizing ♪

942
00:49:05,779 --> 00:49:10,242
♪ vocalizing ♪

943
00:49:10,742 --> 00:49:14,121
♪ Until ♪

944
00:49:14,496 --> 00:49:18,709
♪ Death do us apart ♪

945
00:49:24,673 --> 00:49:29,261
♪ Shallow grave, roses grew ♪

946
00:49:30,053 --> 00:49:34,850
♪ This thing of ours
we know is through ♪

947
00:49:36,143 --> 00:49:40,898
♪ We all do things
we shouldn't do ♪

948
00:49:41,815 --> 00:49:45,986
♪ I ain't gonna stop loving you ♪

949
00:49:47,362 --> 00:49:50,991
♪ I ain't gonna stop loving you ♪

950
00:49:53,243 --> 00:49:57,497
♪ I ain't gonna stop loving you ♪