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‎NETFLIX 原創影集

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‎克勞蒂亞和悲傷的道別

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‎有些人對咖啡很著魔

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‎他們非用愛樂壓
‎或要求1.27公分高的泡沫

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‎要不就是事先被動物消化過的豆子

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‎比方豹貓什麼的

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‎但在我家，美美只關心茶

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‎這是她最喜愛的事物之一

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‎她也可以說是我在這世上最喜愛的人

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‎所以我要學習遵循日本古法
‎替她泡茶

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‎但許多遵循古法的事物

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‎都看似簡單，實則複雜

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‎就像美美本人

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‎再做一次

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‎什麼？很完美啊

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‎妳沒有先溫杯

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‎摸起來是冷的嗎？

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‎摸起來是什麼不要緊，重點是去做

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‎務必讓客人感受到敬意

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‎溫暖、新鮮

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‎味道根本一樣

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‎好喝，完美

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‎味道完美不是重點，克勞蒂亞

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‎重點是要做得正確

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‎咪咪去年嚴重中風

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‎她說話不連貫
‎有時頭腦還有點不清楚

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‎但她絕對不會忘了溫杯

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‎不過，她絕對是我家裡
‎最不愛亂批評的人

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‎研討會…

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‎最愛批評的人來了

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‎當作學習擴增實境
‎整合開發環境的研習課程

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‎美美，克勞蒂亞

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‎我姊老愛打斷我跟美美相處

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‎反常的是

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‎最酷的艾希莉惠斯竟然還跟她在一起

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‎我們要上樓專心研究蟒蛇了

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‎是編碼，不是蛇

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‎好，上樓

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‎克勞蒂亞等一下會端好茶給妳們

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‎太好了，謝謝

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‎沒問題

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‎我要端茶給珍妮喝？

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‎我是她的女傭嗎？

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‎她怎麼不學著自己泡？

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‎因為妳在學泡給全家喝

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‎別忘了先溫杯

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‎美美，沒事吧？

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‎對，很好

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‎繼續，繼續畫

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‎我走了

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‎我不想擾亂妳的靈感

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‎好喔，晚安，美美

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‎再見了，克勞蒂亞

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‎我在畫畫、珍妮很煩
‎美美上來道晚安

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‎這一晚很尋常

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‎後來出事了

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‎人生就是這樣

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‎世事難料

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‎媽？

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‎克勞蒂亞，妳起來了

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‎好

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‎我們不想吵醒妳

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‎怎麼回事？

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‎也許我們應該叫珍妮？
‎一起告訴她們？

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‎告訴我們什麼？

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‎女兒們

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‎美美昨晚在睡夢中過世了

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‎可是…我昨天才在跟她泡茶

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‎她好好的

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‎-她都85歲了
‎-所以呢？

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‎-她之前連續中風
‎-只有一次

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‎-有後遺症
‎-女兒們

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‎拜託

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‎她有健康問題

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‎但她壽終正寢

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‎她的時間到了

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‎我們不能奢求了

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‎我們運氣好，有她陪我們走了這麼久

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‎我爸媽說了一堆有人過世時的老掉牙

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‎她很長壽…

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‎這些話說得好聽，但沒人相信

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‎一生幸福

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‎這是搪塞的話，而你想尖叫

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‎但我想到一件事

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‎我猜她都安排好了

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‎聽說她幾個月前就從日本訂骨灰罈

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‎她想遵循傳統

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‎過幾天才能辦喪事

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‎在這之間家裡不接待訪客

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‎以尊重佛教傳統

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‎女兒們，好嗎？

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‎後來媽開始跟爸
‎說起死亡證明和訃聞的事

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‎但我滿腦子都是在這裡度過餘生

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‎孤孤單單

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‎家裡不再有美美

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‎這點我目前還做不到

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‎我媽說妳要住多久都行

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‎妳不用拘束

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‎放輕鬆、看電影，愛幹嘛都行

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‎謝謝，我很高興能離開家裡

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‎這樣對我爸媽也好
‎省得我惹他們心煩

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‎要處理的事情太多了，所以…

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‎我不敢相信

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‎我曾祖父過世時，大家很難過

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‎但他住在紐約上州的安養院

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‎整天盯著牆壁喝無糖汽水

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‎美美非常有活力

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‎這都是暫時的

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‎克勞蒂亞，妳好嗎，親愛的？

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‎我沒事

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‎我很遺憾

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‎妳想在這裡待多久都行

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‎-我已經告訴她了
‎-很好

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‎我們還能做什麼？
‎要我送吃的過來嗎？

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‎我想吃紐約美食市集的美食

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‎我們要等到葬禮過後才能吃美食

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‎媽，她跟妳說過了
‎一切都要等到辦完喪事

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‎現在是沉澱時期

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‎-我們去購物中心如何？
‎-購物中心？

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‎去斯坦福嗎？

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‎我知道聽起來很誇張
‎但我只想忘掉一切

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‎妳知道嗎？我也是

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‎有一家百貨有新的美妝快閃店

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‎之後可以去
‎另一家百貨公司的餐廳吃霜凍優格

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‎說不定我可以去穿刺店穿耳孔

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‎趁大家心煩意亂不注意？

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‎絕對不行

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‎想得美

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‎我試著以符合道德生產的美容產品

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‎及天價霜淇淋埋沒情緒，那又怎樣？

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‎我有80年的人生可以哀悼美美

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‎這時，我只想盡可能讓一切感覺正常

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‎妳要主持支持團體嗎？

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‎克勞蒂亞要等到葬禮過後
‎才能讓客人過去

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‎所以我們要在這裡開會

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‎我想盡量營造她房間的氣氛

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‎她平常會到處藏糖果

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‎來，交給我

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‎最顯眼的地方就是藏東西的好地方
‎沒人會想到要去看

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‎保姆俱樂部，代理部長潼恩雪佛來了

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‎進來吧

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‎大家坐

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‎軟糖耶

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‎最顯眼的地方嗎？

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‎有時候，我覺得妳忘了我才八歲

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‎對

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‎-妳們覺得有人會打來嗎？
‎-客戶有我的號碼

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‎克勞說她想要這樣

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‎要我們正常開會，要一切感覺正常

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‎我不敢相信美美走了

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‎我甚至沒機會說再見

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‎沒關係，發洩出來吧

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‎這樣比較健康
‎把毒素排掉，腦內啡就會上升

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‎怎麼回事？有人死了嗎？

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‎我應該要安慰妳才對

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‎沒關係
‎妳拿出平常的樣子就是安慰我

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‎可是美美她…

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‎假裝這是正常開會就好

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‎克莉絲緹，可以宣布開會嗎？拜託

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‎好

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‎我在此宣布開會

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‎好

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‎史黛西，財務狀況如何？

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‎好好的

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‎好

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‎我們有新生意上門嗎？

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‎上次開會後就沒有

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‎誰有話要說嗎？

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‎我本來要開始刮腿毛
‎但後來我媽說，如果我太早開始刮

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‎毛會長得更快更粗

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‎所以我沒刮

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‎這真的很有幫助，謝謝

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‎我昨晚夢到美美

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‎凱倫，現在不是時候

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‎她穿著白色禮服

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‎不是像鬼，是像新娘

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‎她說她見到我曾祖父班布魯爾的鬼魂

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‎他們現在很相愛，準備結婚

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‎說不定他們兩個的鬼魂
‎會一起出現在閣樓

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‎妳就可以去看她了

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‎-我跟史黛西要走了
‎-是喔？

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‎反正也沒人打來，而我…

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‎我不想談這件事

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‎我不喜歡大家一直看我可憐的樣子

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‎我也得趕快
‎把這星期缺課的功課補一補

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‎克勞，等等

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‎讓她去吧

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‎她還沒準備好接受靈界的真相

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‎妳想玩桌遊嗎？

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‎我們也可以去地下室
‎拿妳媽1990年代的《時尚》雜誌上來

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‎可以吧

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‎我們可以做超酷的復古壁紙蝶古巴特

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‎貼在一面衣櫃上

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‎妳覺得她會讓我們剪嗎？

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‎不會吧
‎我媽從大學就在收集這些雜誌

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‎那我們要來烤東西嗎？烤餅乾？

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‎我的血糖今天怪怪的

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‎我們一定找得到事情做

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‎我們可以談談

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‎我就知道她會這麼說

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‎但有什麼好說的？

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‎美美走了
‎在她回來之前，我不想回家

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‎但她永遠不會回來了

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‎所以我再也不想進家門了

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‎克勞蒂亞，親愛的，妳爸剛打來

206
00:10:43,769 --> 00:10:45,270
‎葬禮是明天

207
00:10:45,979 --> 00:10:46,855
‎我知道

208
00:10:47,523 --> 00:10:49,191
‎妳媽替妳準備了一件洋裝

209
00:10:49,775 --> 00:10:54,196
‎我覺得她希望妳能回家，確定合穿

210
00:10:54,279 --> 00:10:55,406
‎會合穿的

211
00:10:56,532 --> 00:10:57,366
‎妳確定嗎？

212
00:10:58,075 --> 00:11:01,662
‎沒關係，反正也沒時間換了

213
00:11:01,745 --> 00:11:05,874
‎再給我一晚就好了
‎過一晚再面對現實

214
00:11:14,550 --> 00:11:15,676
‎過程好感人

215
00:11:16,385 --> 00:11:18,971
‎對啊，感覺她就在身邊

216
00:11:19,054 --> 00:11:22,808
‎我沒感覺，我很麻木

217
00:11:23,434 --> 00:11:27,980
‎那是香奠，日本親友寄來的奠儀

218
00:11:28,063 --> 00:11:29,815
‎這下我媽得寄卡片

219
00:11:29,898 --> 00:11:33,569
‎與回禮給寄來的人
‎隨著卡片與禮物往返

220
00:11:33,652 --> 00:11:36,655
‎美美離認識她的人又更遠了

221
00:11:36,739 --> 00:11:38,365
‎我要回史黛西家

222
00:11:38,449 --> 00:11:40,617
‎史黛西可以來了，親愛的

223
00:11:41,744 --> 00:11:42,870
‎如果妳想的話

224
00:11:44,788 --> 00:11:46,039
‎妳的朋友都可以來

225
00:11:46,123 --> 00:11:47,458
‎對，但我想…

226
00:11:48,208 --> 00:11:50,753
‎這些花害我過敏

227
00:11:50,836 --> 00:11:53,756
‎妳從沒出現過花粉性鼻炎

228
00:11:54,256 --> 00:11:55,632
‎-我有抗組織胺…
‎-沒關係

229
00:11:55,716 --> 00:11:58,552
‎我只是現在不想待在這裡

230
00:11:59,136 --> 00:12:00,596
‎因為花的關係嗎？

231
00:12:00,679 --> 00:12:01,930
‎因為我就是不想

232
00:12:04,850 --> 00:12:05,934
‎我可以走了嗎？

233
00:12:06,852 --> 00:12:07,811
‎拜託

234
00:12:08,520 --> 00:12:10,355
‎妳真的想走就去吧

235
00:12:10,439 --> 00:12:13,275
‎你知道做某件事是錯的

236
00:12:13,358 --> 00:12:16,111
‎卻執意要做，只因為覺得爽？

237
00:12:16,195 --> 00:12:18,280
‎就像拔指甲旁的逆刺皮

238
00:12:23,076 --> 00:12:27,664
‎於是我那晚又回到史黛西家
‎吃起美式螞蟻上樹

239
00:12:28,832 --> 00:12:31,877
‎好，我改用黑巧克力片了

240
00:12:31,960 --> 00:12:33,462
‎主要是因為味道比較好

241
00:12:33,545 --> 00:12:36,507
‎但我後來得知黑巧克力的含糖量
‎比葡萄乾低

242
00:12:37,132 --> 00:12:40,177
‎黑巧克力療法
‎幾乎跟血拼洩恨一樣好

243
00:12:40,260 --> 00:12:41,762
‎或是真正的治療

244
00:12:41,845 --> 00:12:44,723
‎-你幾個小時前就該回家了
‎-我開會晚了

245
00:12:44,807 --> 00:12:45,974
‎別在現在吵

246
00:12:46,058 --> 00:12:47,851
‎-那要什麼時候吵？
‎-我不知道

247
00:12:49,102 --> 00:12:50,437
‎他們已經這樣一陣子了

248
00:12:51,563 --> 00:12:53,357
‎他工作上有個新客戶

249
00:12:53,857 --> 00:12:58,570
‎每次他回到家、我們睡覺前都這樣
‎而他不常回家

250
00:12:59,780 --> 00:13:02,407
‎看來妳今晚可能不適合又睡我家

251
00:13:02,908 --> 00:13:04,993
‎妳想談談嗎？

252
00:13:05,077 --> 00:13:06,787
‎有什麼好談的？

253
00:13:06,870 --> 00:13:07,830
‎我知道這種感覺

254
00:13:08,413 --> 00:13:12,209
‎我也知道我可能該回家
‎面對自己的家人了

255
00:13:12,292 --> 00:13:13,252
‎可能吧

256
00:13:13,752 --> 00:13:17,881
‎但我快到家時
‎我想像走進家門的情景

257
00:13:17,965 --> 00:13:19,883
‎安靜、空蕩蕩的

258
00:13:20,384 --> 00:13:24,263
‎沒有美美會問我一天過得如何
‎誇獎我的新藝術作品

259
00:13:24,346 --> 00:13:27,850
‎也不會在我泡茶方法錯誤時糾正我

260
00:13:28,350 --> 00:13:32,855
‎她最後一次說“再見了，克勞蒂亞”時
‎她是認真的

261
00:13:32,938 --> 00:13:34,398
‎珍妮，晚餐好了

262
00:13:34,481 --> 00:13:35,357
‎再見

263
00:13:36,149 --> 00:13:37,401
‎她準備好了

264
00:13:38,360 --> 00:13:39,903
‎但我還是沒有準備好

265
00:13:44,575 --> 00:13:46,827
‎妳爸說妳媽聽起來有點難過

266
00:13:47,327 --> 00:13:50,289
‎對，我們都很難過，妳也是吧？

267
00:13:52,249 --> 00:13:53,333
‎對

268
00:13:54,126 --> 00:13:56,795
‎所以還好我來了，我們可以互相打氣

269
00:13:56,879 --> 00:14:00,424
‎也許我可以待幾天
‎重新整理妳的房間

270
00:14:00,507 --> 00:14:03,552
‎我們甚至可以做個壁紙主題牆

271
00:14:03,635 --> 00:14:06,889
‎我也可以用模版偽造一個
‎我們可以弄成新藝術風格

272
00:14:06,972 --> 00:14:08,724
‎我喜歡我的房間

273
00:14:09,558 --> 00:14:12,185
‎好，那我們鬼混就好

274
00:14:12,269 --> 00:14:14,479
‎但這些靠墊的顏色順序不對

275
00:14:14,563 --> 00:14:17,316
‎-克勞蒂亞
‎-我們重排，弄原色

276
00:14:17,399 --> 00:14:19,359
‎等等，不，我們弄冷色調…不

277
00:14:19,860 --> 00:14:22,195
‎對比色，看起來會很酷

278
00:14:22,946 --> 00:14:23,780
‎嘿

279
00:14:23,864 --> 00:14:26,825
‎抱歉，我只是得引起妳的注意

280
00:14:26,909 --> 00:14:30,495
‎拜託妳聽我說
‎不要再阻止自己哀傷了

281
00:14:30,579 --> 00:14:33,832
‎我不想哀傷，我的哀傷感覺很可怕

282
00:14:33,916 --> 00:14:35,626
‎-我的哀傷就像…
‎-像什麼？

283
00:14:35,709 --> 00:14:38,086
‎就像我的胸口要炸開了

284
00:14:39,129 --> 00:14:40,881
‎我無法呼吸

285
00:14:41,548 --> 00:14:44,259
‎就像一切都結束了，卻沒人…

286
00:14:46,261 --> 00:14:47,763
‎沒人能懂

287
00:14:52,267 --> 00:14:53,101
‎我懂

288
00:14:58,565 --> 00:15:00,776
‎妳媽過世時，妳還是嬰兒

289
00:15:00,859 --> 00:15:03,278
‎對，但我爸不是

290
00:15:04,571 --> 00:15:06,907
‎他壓抑悲傷好幾年

291
00:15:07,407 --> 00:15:10,744
‎然後他就停住不動了
‎他也差點害我人生停住

292
00:15:11,328 --> 00:15:13,747
‎-記得那些辮子嗎？
‎-我怎麼會忘記？

293
00:15:14,581 --> 00:15:17,876
‎沒錯，但最後，他全發洩出來了

294
00:15:18,877 --> 00:15:21,046
‎開始說起我媽

295
00:15:22,214 --> 00:15:23,298
‎往下走

296
00:15:24,007 --> 00:15:28,095
‎現在我想我終於可以說他沒事了

297
00:15:30,681 --> 00:15:31,640
‎好痛

298
00:15:33,433 --> 00:15:34,434
‎我知道

299
00:15:35,894 --> 00:15:38,647
‎但痛是免不了的

300
00:15:40,774 --> 00:15:44,403
‎記得三年級時
‎妳從攀登架摔落，導致手腕骨折嗎？

301
00:15:45,028 --> 00:15:47,197
‎我想我在那時候昏過去了

302
00:15:47,280 --> 00:15:48,240
‎我沒有

303
00:15:48,323 --> 00:15:52,077
‎我記得妳痛得又哭又叫

304
00:15:52,160 --> 00:15:54,579
‎大吼說害怕妳再也沒辦法畫畫了

305
00:15:55,580 --> 00:15:57,916
‎如果妳置之不理，可能就會成真

306
00:15:58,000 --> 00:16:01,336
‎但妳媽卻來直接帶妳去醫院

307
00:16:01,420 --> 00:16:04,381
‎他們馬上替妳接骨上石膏

308
00:16:04,881 --> 00:16:06,299
‎傷口也癒合了

309
00:16:07,092 --> 00:16:07,968
‎變得更有力

310
00:16:09,177 --> 00:16:11,304
‎現在妳可以談這件事了

311
00:16:11,388 --> 00:16:12,848
‎甚至一笑置之

312
00:16:14,099 --> 00:16:15,434
‎悲傷是一樣的

313
00:16:16,435 --> 00:16:18,812
‎妳必須面對，悲傷才會過去

314
00:16:19,730 --> 00:16:21,273
‎然後妳會變得更堅強

315
00:16:22,107 --> 00:16:26,486
‎一部分的我只想點頭微笑
‎逃往下一個地方

316
00:16:26,570 --> 00:16:29,448
‎但大老遠跑到克莉絲緹家有點晚了

317
00:16:29,948 --> 00:16:33,243
‎而在內心深處，我知道瑪麗安是對的

318
00:16:34,161 --> 00:16:35,495
‎我必須回去

319
00:16:36,163 --> 00:16:39,541
‎我得進家門，面對悲傷

320
00:16:42,252 --> 00:16:43,420
‎嘿，克勞

321
00:16:48,717 --> 00:16:49,926
‎妳在做什麼？

322
00:16:50,677 --> 00:16:52,095
‎看美美的珠寶

323
00:16:52,846 --> 00:16:53,847
‎別驚慌

324
00:16:53,930 --> 00:16:55,265
‎媽能接受

325
00:16:56,266 --> 00:16:58,810
‎美美留了幾樣東西給我們

326
00:17:00,062 --> 00:17:01,897
‎這是特地留給妳的，克勞蒂亞

327
00:17:02,689 --> 00:17:05,150
‎我進來是要哀悼、獨自面對我的情緒

328
00:17:05,233 --> 00:17:07,235
‎結果妳偷起她的東西來？

329
00:17:07,319 --> 00:17:08,779
‎沒人在偷東西

330
00:17:08,862 --> 00:17:11,406
‎-她也是我的奶奶
‎-那她在這裡做什麼？

331
00:17:12,657 --> 00:17:15,452
‎我上樓去讓妳們聊聊

332
00:17:20,207 --> 00:17:22,334
‎妳沒資格那樣對她說話

333
00:17:22,417 --> 00:17:25,712
‎她也沒資格動美美的東西
‎搞得像車庫拍買

334
00:17:25,796 --> 00:17:29,049
‎妳瘋了嗎？妳搞不清楚狀況

335
00:17:29,132 --> 00:17:31,635
‎面對爸媽是什麼情況，妳一走了之

336
00:17:31,718 --> 00:17:33,720
‎我只能獨自面對爸媽

337
00:17:33,804 --> 00:17:37,265
‎替他們打氣，但這實在很難

338
00:17:37,349 --> 00:17:41,853
‎媽失魂落魄，爸把情緒都往她身上倒

339
00:17:42,562 --> 00:17:44,898
‎只有艾希莉陪著我

340
00:17:44,981 --> 00:17:47,776
‎所以妳為了感激
‎就把美美的珠寶給她？

341
00:17:47,859 --> 00:17:50,403
‎我不是感激她，我是愛她

342
00:17:53,615 --> 00:17:55,367
‎她是我的女朋友，克勞蒂亞

343
00:17:59,371 --> 00:18:00,288
‎我…

344
00:18:01,456 --> 00:18:02,833
‎我不知道

345
00:18:15,387 --> 00:18:16,596
‎我們才剛開始

346
00:18:17,514 --> 00:18:21,184
‎美美幾週前發現了，因為她用心觀察

347
00:18:24,688 --> 00:18:27,566
‎她問我，於是我跟她說了實情

348
00:18:29,359 --> 00:18:30,735
‎這讓她很開心

349
00:18:33,155 --> 00:18:35,657
‎她馬上就想送禮物給她

350
00:18:36,616 --> 00:18:38,118
‎她一直…

351
00:18:39,411 --> 00:18:40,996
‎很浪漫

352
00:18:41,621 --> 00:18:43,582
‎對，她是

353
00:18:45,458 --> 00:18:47,878
‎我一直打算告訴爸媽

354
00:18:49,421 --> 00:18:52,591
‎但我似乎找不到合適的時機

355
00:18:54,968 --> 00:18:57,095
‎然後，美美…

356
00:18:57,971 --> 00:18:58,972
‎過世了

357
00:19:02,267 --> 00:19:03,351
‎美美死了

358
00:19:12,652 --> 00:19:15,488
‎這是吉吉在他們剛交往時送給她的

359
00:19:16,198 --> 00:19:18,700
‎我想這是他在某個嘉年華贏來的

360
00:19:19,868 --> 00:19:21,953
‎她就是想給艾希莉這個嗎？

361
00:19:25,123 --> 00:19:28,418
‎但我不會給她，除非妳同意

362
00:19:30,587 --> 00:19:32,297
‎我當然同意

363
00:19:33,798 --> 00:19:37,510
‎吉吉愛美美，而妳愛艾希莉

364
00:19:38,720 --> 00:19:40,138
‎就像回禮一樣

365
00:19:40,931 --> 00:19:44,517
‎就像香奠，但本著愛

366
00:19:51,233 --> 00:19:52,901
‎我已經好想她了

367
00:19:54,986 --> 00:19:56,279
‎我也是，珍妮

368
00:19:57,656 --> 00:19:58,573
‎我也是

369
00:19:59,115 --> 00:20:02,244
‎美美一直是讓我們凝聚的人

370
00:20:02,827 --> 00:20:05,956
‎我們屬於美美，美美也屬於我們

371
00:20:06,915 --> 00:20:09,668
‎但現在，我們必須互相依靠

372
00:20:14,005 --> 00:20:16,508
‎讓家人再次凝聚是我的工作

373
00:20:17,300 --> 00:20:18,468
‎用繩子

374
00:20:19,219 --> 00:20:20,303
‎傳統

375
00:20:21,096 --> 00:20:21,972
‎還有愛

376
00:20:56,673 --> 00:20:57,757
‎我習慣了，抱歉

377
00:20:58,633 --> 00:21:00,260
‎對，這不是俱樂部開會

378
00:21:00,343 --> 00:21:02,387
‎對，到五點就不用講規則了

379
00:21:02,470 --> 00:21:03,430
‎克莉絲緹，拜託

380
00:21:07,726 --> 00:21:08,601
‎抱歉

381
00:21:09,644 --> 00:21:12,897
‎抱歉打擾，但我們收到邀請函

382
00:21:12,981 --> 00:21:14,232
‎對，請進吧

383
00:21:15,525 --> 00:21:17,485
‎我們也收到了

384
00:21:17,569 --> 00:21:18,820
‎歡迎來我的房間

385
00:21:19,904 --> 00:21:22,657
‎我們沒跟妳的朋友一起進來過

386
00:21:22,741 --> 00:21:25,618
‎隨時歡迎，只要先敲門

387
00:21:25,702 --> 00:21:27,412
‎你們都收到邀請函了

388
00:21:27,495 --> 00:21:30,540
‎所以你們知道我邀請大家來談美美

389
00:21:31,082 --> 00:21:34,794
‎來緬懷她，不過我想先端茶點給大家

390
00:21:34,878 --> 00:21:35,795
‎巧克力奶油捲？

391
00:21:36,296 --> 00:21:37,255
‎是茶

392
00:22:17,504 --> 00:22:18,797
‎看起來很完美

393
00:22:21,299 --> 00:22:23,843
‎記得美美跑去重機吧那次嗎？

394
00:22:25,553 --> 00:22:27,138
‎等等，地獄天使嗎？

395
00:22:27,222 --> 00:22:28,139
‎那天是她生日

396
00:22:28,223 --> 00:22:30,308
‎她想去某家超級道地的

397
00:22:30,392 --> 00:22:32,394
‎新日本餐廳，車程約一小時

398
00:22:32,477 --> 00:22:35,271
‎但我們太晚出發，爸又迷路

399
00:22:35,355 --> 00:22:37,357
‎是導航迷路

400
00:22:38,858 --> 00:22:40,568
‎我們後來終於到了

401
00:22:40,652 --> 00:22:42,695
‎卻發現餐廳打烊了

402
00:22:42,779 --> 00:22:43,780
‎我們都餓扁了

403
00:22:43,863 --> 00:22:48,743
‎所以爸開到高速公路旁
‎一家說有賣披薩的破酒吧

404
00:22:48,827 --> 00:22:50,078
‎那不是闔家光臨的餐廳

405
00:22:50,161 --> 00:22:51,746
‎就別說是亞洲家庭了

406
00:22:51,830 --> 00:22:56,042
‎大家都盯著我們看
‎我們坐在那裡，感受大家的目光

407
00:22:56,126 --> 00:22:57,335
‎後來，披薩來了

408
00:22:57,419 --> 00:22:58,628
‎美美咬了一口

409
00:22:58,711 --> 00:22:59,921
‎然後站起來

410
00:23:00,004 --> 00:23:02,924
‎對整個酒吧大聲宣布

411
00:23:04,592 --> 00:23:06,928
‎“這是我吃過最棒的日本料理”

412
00:23:09,764 --> 00:23:12,183
‎我記得有一次我跟美美在車上

413
00:23:12,267 --> 00:23:14,561
‎我們開在一輛救護車後面

414
00:23:14,644 --> 00:23:16,688
‎她決定追著跑

415
00:23:16,771 --> 00:23:21,526
‎救護車超速、她也超速
‎我們竟然一路跟著回到我們家

416
00:23:21,609 --> 00:23:24,988
‎自己修屋頂就會這樣

417
00:23:27,115 --> 00:23:30,785
‎我很喜歡不管怎樣
‎美美總是抽空跟我說我媽的事

418
00:23:31,369 --> 00:23:33,079
‎說她們以前聊了什麼

419
00:23:33,830 --> 00:23:35,915
‎她還幫我取了名字

420
00:23:35,999 --> 00:23:38,042
‎我以為妳是以妳姑婆命名的

421
00:23:38,126 --> 00:23:41,546
‎我是，但她幫忙決定要取哪一個
‎不是這個，就是琳達

422
00:23:41,629 --> 00:23:43,756
‎-琳達？
‎-我覺得她不像琳達

423
00:23:43,840 --> 00:23:44,674
‎不行

424
00:23:44,757 --> 00:23:47,302
‎她總是熱情歡迎我

425
00:23:48,720 --> 00:23:49,762
‎我們確實歡迎妳

426
00:23:56,019 --> 00:23:56,978
‎我的繼妹凱倫

427
00:23:57,061 --> 00:23:59,898
‎覺得美美愛上她的曾祖父

428
00:23:59,981 --> 00:24:01,524
‎跟班布魯爾在天堂談戀愛

429
00:24:01,608 --> 00:24:02,442
‎美美好樣的

430
00:24:03,234 --> 00:24:06,613
‎我爸已經走很久了
‎她開心一下是應該的

431
00:24:07,322 --> 00:24:08,823
‎等等，吉吉不也在天堂嗎？

432
00:24:08,907 --> 00:24:11,367
‎天啊，三角戀喔

433
00:24:17,332 --> 00:24:20,793
‎真希望我能說
‎那一天讓我不再那麼想念美美了

434
00:24:21,377 --> 00:24:24,506
‎事實上，我想我會永遠想念她

435
00:24:25,048 --> 00:24:28,426
‎但那天讓我學到，想念沒關係

436
00:24:29,093 --> 00:24:33,014
‎因為只要我想她，她就依然在我身邊

437
00:25:24,816 --> 00:25:26,734
‎（根據安馬丁系列小說改編）

438
00:26:26,878 --> 00:26:28,796
‎字幕翻譯：張倩茜