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[MAXINE SULLIVAN: "BLUE SKIES"]
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♪ ♪
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♪ Blue skies smiling at me ♪
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♪ Nothing but blue skies ♪
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♪ Do I see ♪
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♪ Blue birds singing a song ♪
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♪ Singing a song, singing a song ♪
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♪ Singing a song, singing a song... ♪
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[INTENSE MUSIC]
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♪ ♪
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You can't just do this. You
can't just give up on me.
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- Like hell I can't.
- Let me try again.
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Let me fix it. He was so close.
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I just... I... I don't
know why I stopped him.
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It was, like, this stupid
crisis of conscience.
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I had one of those myself recently,
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but now I'm over it, and
I've never felt better.
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Please!
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Please just...
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just let me try again.
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Do you think this is the kind of place
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that hands out second chances?
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And cut the hysterics 'cause
I'm not falling for them again.
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You really aren't any
different, are you?
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You're just as cruel and as
sick as everybody else here.
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Well, shit.
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- I guess so.
- Do you even have a daughter?
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Or was that photo you showed me
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just some cheap internet stock photo?
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Hush your mouth and keep walking.
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[YOUNG] You brought this
on yourself, you know?
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Came up with a plan and didn't
even bother asking yourself
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if you can go through with it.
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And speaking of half-baked schemes,
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we found your little weapon,
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the knife you hid in the toilet tank.
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Did you honestly think
we weren't doing sweeps?
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I had you thinking I was nice,
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and you had me thinking you were smart.
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I guess we really did play each other.
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[TENSE MUSIC]
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♪ ♪
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[TOILET FLUSHES]
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[FABER] Our next interview's in place...
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... but it can wait
if you need a moment.
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I hate the beach.
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Well, some people say
the ocean brings peace.
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Yeah, well, having
been out here an hour,
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I'd like to report they're full of shit.
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Okay, talk to me.
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Talk.
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I'll bill you later.
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I'm a scientist, you
know? A strict materialist.
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I don't subscribe to any
kind of mystical thinking,
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except when it comes to failure.
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For me, failure's always had
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a sort of black magic to it.
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Like, you got to ward it
off with crosses and garlic
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and everything in your power,
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because if you let it in,
even just the thought of it,
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it becomes inevitable.
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And then I woke up this morning,
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there it was, the prospect of failure
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just sort of sitting on my chest,
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waiting for me to acknowledge it.
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All because these fucking
boys won't fucking talk.
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Well, we'll cycle through
a few more of them today.
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We'll press them harder.
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We'll get more surgical
with our questions.
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Yes, there is a hole in our research,
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but we will fill it.
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Look, you can't lose sight
of the endgame here, Gretchen.
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You got to remember
what you're doing here.
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I swear to Christ, Dan,
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I swear to the actual biblical Christ,
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if he ruined this, if he did
something to taint this...
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He.
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Good. So you're ready
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to have this conversation.
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You're ready to admit
that the problem...
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our real problem here was
your choice of operative.
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[DRAMATIC MUSIC]
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Look, um, I don't mean to
sound the alarm or anything,
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but I'm starting to worry about Josh.
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All the meds that he takes
for stress or depression,
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I don't know what.
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And the poor kid, he
drinks... he drinks so much.
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And, like, gets really sloppy.
I found him wandering all alone
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last night, uh, just totally out of it.
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And then this morning we were
collecting salt water for, um,
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so we could boil it down
and preserve the jag meat...
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[SUSAN] Preserving sustenance.
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That's a pretty impressive
milestone for them to hit.
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[SETH] Josh, he was so
hungover he tried to drink
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the water straight from the ocean.
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I don't know what's going on with him.
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Maybe his dosages are off something.
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I do wonder why Gretchen
picked someone like Josh
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with all of his health issues.
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Okay, first off, most of his illnesses
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are obviously psychosomatic.
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And second, his family is
one of the few that paid.
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World-altering studies don't
just fund themselves, Susan.
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The kid is absurdly fragile, Thom.
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- That's all I'm saying.
- That's why he's there,
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to grow some thicker skin.
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Look, if I had someone helping me
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the way Gretchen's helping Josh, I,
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you know, might've come
into my own a little sooner.
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But anyway, he's got support. Look.
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I'm doing my best to look out for him.
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I just hope it'll be enough.
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I mean, if he hurts himself
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or like, someone else, then...
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I don't know.
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I had to put this on your radar though.
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I'll memo this and CC her.
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[SUSAN] You know, it might be time
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to admit what's happening here.
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The guys are building community
even faster than the girls did.
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I don't think it's time to admit that.
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They've killed an apex predator,
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they're working as a team,
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and they've already
cracked food preservation.
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The girls are how
many days ahead of them
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and they still haven't
figured that one out.
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[DOT] All right, eat up.
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- This shit won't keep.
- [TONI] No, I can't.
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- I'm way too full over here.
- [DOT] Come on, guys.
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We'll feel like dicks if we
just throw away food today
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and then, you know, we
don't have anything tomorrow.
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- Yummy.
- No.
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Mm-mm. I'm engorged,
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and not in a hot way.
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Wow, I am so over this
feast to famine bullshit.
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[LEAH] I know, they're sort
of awful in their own way.
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[MARTHA] I don't know.
I still like feast.
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- Look at my food baby.
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Absolutely not, Martha.
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No one has said "food baby"
since 2017 for a reason.
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We decided to leave it there.
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Food baby? I think it's kind of cute.
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Nope, Shelby, we are
not reinforcing this.
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Martha, I love you,
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but I'm not letting you
resurrect "food baby."
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My thing is, like, if
you extend the metaphor,
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when you do take a shit, are you
supposed to love it like a child?
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It's all very confusing.
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I'm sorry, baby.
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I didn't know you'd be so controversial.
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Yeah, Jesus. Come on.
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Let her have her food baby.
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Ah, nails on a chalkboard.
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Can we just stop saying it?
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Come on, Fatin, let her have her baby.
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[LAUGHTER]
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Just let her have her little food baby.
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- [HUFFS]
- [FATIN] This isn't funny.
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- Now you're...
- [DOT] You want a little kiss?
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Fuck!
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- [SHELBY] Oh, my God.
- Oh.
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Oh, shit!
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I'm so sorry. I'm so, so sorry.
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Yeah, it's fine, it's fine, it's fine.
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It's fine. Honestly, something needed
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to interrupt that conversation, so...
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[DOT] Yeah, that was pretty
low for us in terms of banter.
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I wanna know if you're okay.
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I am.
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And then I'm not.
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And then I am, and then I'm really not.
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But the prayer thing is working.
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Uh, I guess I just
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want more.
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More?
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Like, I don't know, more God, I guess.
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I don't mean to make
this heavy, I just...
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I just want some of what you got.
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Well...
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... finding God is about faith really.
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You can't just get it or learn it.
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You know, you...
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you sort of have to trust it.
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Yeah, but you know me.
I've got control issues.
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Like, I need steps. Like...
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like a program or some
rituals or something.
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Okay. Uh, well...
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... um, maybe you could start
with, like, a baptism or...
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I've been in water my whole life.
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It's kind of played out for me.
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Then there's marriage,
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though not everybody's allowed that.
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Not in my church anyway.
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Uh, I don't know.
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Uh, maybe the Catholics do more.
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We just kind of hit the
high notes, you know,
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babies, matrimony, death.
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Rachel, I didn't mean to bring that up.
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- I'm... I'm so sorry.
- [RACHEL] Don't be.
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Maybe, like, that's
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what I need.
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A funeral, you know?
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Maybe I need to...
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Maybe I need to bury her.
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We're here to help.
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Whatever you need.
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I'll be here for you.
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[TENDER MUSIC]
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♪ ♪
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Thank you.
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Um, I'll get some of her stuff together.
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You okay?
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Of course.
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Shelby, you gave her your cross.
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I'm just... I'm just
trying to be a good friend.
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[BO] When you're
brought up a certain way,
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you just do stuff and believe stuff,
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'cause it's what your
parents taught you.
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Like...
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Like you've got to make your
bed with the tight corners
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and put the milk in the fridge
with the spout facing out.
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How everything is always better
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when it's straight and neat and clean.
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And you don't question it really...
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... because it's all you know.
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Until it's not,
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and you glimpse something
different for yourself.
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Yeah, like the morning after the hunt.
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We had all this dried
meat from the kill.
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We could look at it and
say that we did that.
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We provided for ourselves.
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I was eating it, you know,
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grease all over my hands,
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gristle under my nails.
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I've never been proud and
dirty at the same time.
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[BO] What?
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Why are you looking at
me like that all weird?
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[SCOTTY] Nothing, man.
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It's just a good day is all.
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It's just a damn good day.
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[KIRIN] Who wants some more?
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[RAF] This is unreal, dude.
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I can't believe you
got it to taste okay.
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[SCOTTY] Hey, it's not just okay, okay?
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This shit is fucking marketable.
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It... it's all-natural, gluten-free.
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It's exotic. I mean, when we get home,
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me and you are gonna talk.
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We gonna see if we
can't market this shit.
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[KIRIN] Yeah, I don't
know. I tried a few things.
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Took that bunker ketchup
and used it as a rub,
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and then I smoked the meat
for a punch of mesquite.
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Um, I'm sorry, what?
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00:12:34,713 --> 00:12:37,340
Uh, my coach used to be a pit master.
257
00:12:37,340 --> 00:12:39,342
Taught me all this cool shit.
258
00:12:40,927 --> 00:12:44,055
It's good, Kirin.
Compliments to the chef.
259
00:12:46,766 --> 00:12:49,603
Where's J-Bird, huh? He get any?
260
00:12:49,603 --> 00:12:51,062
[SETH] You know what, maybe
we should just let him chill.
261
00:12:51,062 --> 00:12:52,606
He's super hungover.
262
00:12:52,606 --> 00:12:54,399
Probably should just, like, walk it off.
263
00:12:54,399 --> 00:12:56,359
Besides the energy is good here.
264
00:12:56,359 --> 00:12:59,905
If Josh comes over, then it's
a whole spiel about alcohol
265
00:12:59,905 --> 00:13:02,115
and the effects on his microbiome.
266
00:13:02,115 --> 00:13:03,617
[LAUGHTER]
267
00:13:03,617 --> 00:13:05,160
He might not be drinking enough water.
268
00:13:05,160 --> 00:13:07,204
That's true... Raf, tell
them what he told you.
269
00:13:07,204 --> 00:13:09,748
Tell them why he doesn't wanna
drink from the water supply.
270
00:13:09,748 --> 00:13:12,542
He doesn't want to abuse
his white privilege.
271
00:13:12,542 --> 00:13:14,753
[IVAN] Oh, Lord. So what?
272
00:13:14,753 --> 00:13:16,838
Instead, he's gonna die
heroically of dehydration
273
00:13:16,838 --> 00:13:18,048
and make himself the
center of the narrative
274
00:13:18,048 --> 00:13:19,216
when we get back home?
275
00:13:19,216 --> 00:13:21,426
- Please.
- [SCOTTY] Nah, it's true.
276
00:13:21,426 --> 00:13:23,762
I mean, that boy's all
messed up with this shit.
277
00:13:23,762 --> 00:13:25,514
The other day, guess what he called me?
278
00:13:25,514 --> 00:13:27,599
Wait for it.
279
00:13:27,599 --> 00:13:28,642
Articulate.
280
00:13:28,642 --> 00:13:31,186
[LAUGHTER, WINCING]
281
00:13:33,605 --> 00:13:35,524
Josh!
282
00:13:35,524 --> 00:13:37,025
Come hang out.
283
00:13:37,025 --> 00:13:39,569
I feel like I just told you
to let him chill, but okay.
284
00:13:39,569 --> 00:13:42,113
Packs don't leave the weak on their own.
285
00:13:42,113 --> 00:13:44,407
It's against nature.
286
00:13:44,407 --> 00:13:45,951
[SETH] Hey.
287
00:13:47,118 --> 00:13:48,828
How are you feeling, man?
288
00:13:48,828 --> 00:13:50,830
- You holding up okay?
- [IVAN] Joshua,
289
00:13:50,830 --> 00:13:52,582
would you like some water?
290
00:13:52,582 --> 00:13:54,501
I really shouldn't.
291
00:13:54,501 --> 00:13:57,671
I want you to know that me and
my people would very much love
292
00:13:57,671 --> 00:14:00,257
for you to take some water and not die.
293
00:14:00,257 --> 00:14:01,675
[SETH] Yeah, dude. We
want you to rebound.
294
00:14:01,675 --> 00:14:04,135
We got a "good vibes
only" thing here and...
295
00:14:05,303 --> 00:14:07,138
... uh, we want you in on it.
296
00:14:07,138 --> 00:14:10,058
Here. Seriously.
297
00:14:11,351 --> 00:14:12,936
Are you sure you're okay, Josh?
298
00:14:15,689 --> 00:14:17,190
[SETH] Oh, shit.
299
00:14:17,190 --> 00:14:18,733
We blew through the
fucking water supply.
300
00:14:18,733 --> 00:14:20,360
[BO] Aw, man.
301
00:14:20,360 --> 00:14:21,778
[SETH] No, no, it's cool. It's cool.
302
00:14:21,778 --> 00:14:24,990
Between the alcohol and...
and the salt on the meat,
303
00:14:24,990 --> 00:14:26,199
we weren't not gonna get thirsty.
304
00:14:26,199 --> 00:14:28,868
We just... we just got to...
305
00:14:28,868 --> 00:14:30,912
We got to hit the woods,
find some fresh water.
306
00:14:30,912 --> 00:14:33,164
- Come on, come on.
- Spillz is right.
307
00:14:33,164 --> 00:14:35,166
- We can't really put this off.
- [SETH] Let's go, come on.
308
00:14:35,166 --> 00:14:36,418
[SCOTTY] Should we split
up, cover more ground?
309
00:14:36,418 --> 00:14:38,003
[SETH] Excellent idea
all the way around.
310
00:14:38,003 --> 00:14:40,338
I'll... I'll hang back
here with... with J.
311
00:14:40,338 --> 00:14:42,257
No, I, uh...
312
00:14:43,550 --> 00:14:45,719
No, I... I should move.
313
00:14:45,719 --> 00:14:47,596
I should keep it moving.
314
00:14:47,596 --> 00:14:49,764
[KIRIN] You can go with me, Snowflake.
315
00:14:49,764 --> 00:14:52,559
I'll push your sad ass up
the hill if it comes to that.
316
00:14:52,559 --> 00:14:53,685
Let's go.
317
00:14:53,685 --> 00:14:55,312
Great. Thanks... thanks, Kirin.
318
00:14:55,312 --> 00:14:56,688
[KIRIN] Show me those high knees.
319
00:14:56,688 --> 00:14:58,023
Let's do it.
320
00:14:58,023 --> 00:14:59,649
Up high. No charge.
321
00:14:59,649 --> 00:15:01,192
Let's go. Let's get it.
322
00:15:01,192 --> 00:15:03,778
[SETH] The first one to find water...
323
00:15:06,114 --> 00:15:07,949
... gets water.
324
00:15:09,367 --> 00:15:12,370
[DRAMATIC MUSIC]
325
00:15:12,370 --> 00:15:18,370
♪ ♪
326
00:15:25,450 --> 00:15:26,468
- Fuck!
- [LEAH] Hey.
327
00:15:26,468 --> 00:15:29,179
Oh, my God, you scared me.
328
00:15:29,179 --> 00:15:31,097
How long were you lurking over there?
329
00:15:31,097 --> 00:15:33,016
Long enough to marvel
at you doing laundry.
330
00:15:34,768 --> 00:15:36,978
Weird, right?
331
00:15:36,978 --> 00:15:38,647
- Is that Nora's?
- [FATIN] Mm-hmm.
332
00:15:38,647 --> 00:15:41,274
Rachel wants to bury it
as part of the funeral.
333
00:15:42,609 --> 00:15:43,943
If it's just gonna get dirt all over it,
334
00:15:43,943 --> 00:15:45,987
why are you cleaning it?
335
00:15:45,987 --> 00:15:47,822
I don't really know.
336
00:15:49,783 --> 00:15:52,327
Feels more respectful or something.
337
00:15:56,164 --> 00:15:57,499
You know, about today...
338
00:15:58,625 --> 00:16:01,628
... I really wanna be
there for Rachel but...
339
00:16:02,921 --> 00:16:04,839
... all things Nora are just
sort of triggering for me,
340
00:16:04,839 --> 00:16:06,466
and I think maybe I should
just sit this one out.
341
00:16:06,466 --> 00:16:09,302
And here we are again.
342
00:16:09,302 --> 00:16:10,720
- Here we are where?
- [FATIN] You're fixated
343
00:16:10,720 --> 00:16:12,806
on shit that's dead and gone.
344
00:16:12,806 --> 00:16:14,557
If it's not Nora, it's
your writer boyfie,
345
00:16:14,557 --> 00:16:16,976
and honestly, I don't
love any of it for you.
346
00:16:16,976 --> 00:16:19,396
I know I trash talk Jeff, right?
347
00:16:19,396 --> 00:16:21,481
I think it's just
because I'm bummed out.
348
00:16:21,481 --> 00:16:22,691
You give him so much real estate
349
00:16:22,691 --> 00:16:24,526
in your head and your heart.
350
00:16:24,526 --> 00:16:26,277
I don't think he deserves it.
351
00:16:26,277 --> 00:16:28,780
Well, if I give it up,
352
00:16:28,780 --> 00:16:31,574
like, I stop thinking
about him and Nora...
353
00:16:33,368 --> 00:16:35,078
... what then?
354
00:16:35,078 --> 00:16:38,915
Just dream bigger or
better or different.
355
00:16:40,875 --> 00:16:43,878
[ATMOSPHERIC MUSIC]
356
00:16:43,878 --> 00:16:48,007
♪ ♪
357
00:16:48,007 --> 00:16:49,884
Ben Folds.
358
00:16:49,884 --> 00:16:52,512
- What?
- [LEAH] I'll fantasize about Ben Folds.
359
00:16:52,512 --> 00:16:54,723
- Is that a human being?
- A human.
360
00:16:54,723 --> 00:16:57,434
A musician, a songwriter, a poet,
361
00:16:57,434 --> 00:17:00,895
a messy-haired wearer of great glasses.
362
00:17:00,895 --> 00:17:03,314
Wait, do you really not know
Ben Folds of Ben Folds Five?
363
00:17:03,314 --> 00:17:05,024
He was, like, huge in the early aughts.
364
00:17:05,024 --> 00:17:06,901
Bieber was huge. I've
never heard of this guy.
365
00:17:06,901 --> 00:17:08,194
Okay, he was, like, niche huge.
366
00:17:08,194 --> 00:17:09,946
But my cousin at Berkeley
was super into him
367
00:17:09,946 --> 00:17:13,074
and so I was super into
him and he just, like...
368
00:17:13,074 --> 00:17:14,784
he wrecked me.
369
00:17:14,784 --> 00:17:16,411
I was maybe 11.
370
00:17:16,411 --> 00:17:19,581
He was my first crush and I
knew every lyric to every song.
371
00:17:19,581 --> 00:17:21,583
I wrote them all over
my binders, my walls,
372
00:17:21,583 --> 00:17:23,251
sometimes my skin.
373
00:17:23,251 --> 00:17:25,128
Yeah, that sounds
really on brand for you.
374
00:17:27,380 --> 00:17:29,340
See, isn't this is more fun
375
00:17:29,340 --> 00:17:31,301
than getting hung up
on the same old shit?
376
00:17:34,012 --> 00:17:36,473
You know what else sounds fun?
377
00:17:39,142 --> 00:17:42,061
Oh...
378
00:17:42,061 --> 00:17:43,480
Whoo!
379
00:17:43,480 --> 00:17:44,856
Agh.
380
00:17:46,441 --> 00:17:49,652
[FATIN] Yeah, Leah!
381
00:17:49,652 --> 00:17:53,072
[LEAH] Oh, fuck me, it's so cold.
382
00:17:54,574 --> 00:17:57,160
[KIRIN] I'm so fucking hot.
383
00:17:57,160 --> 00:17:59,662
I'm fucking thirsty too.
384
00:17:59,662 --> 00:18:02,832
But I keep at it. I keep going.
385
00:18:02,832 --> 00:18:06,669
'Cause "pain is weakness
leaving the body."
386
00:18:06,669 --> 00:18:08,880
You ever heard that before?
387
00:18:08,880 --> 00:18:11,132
"Pain is weakness leaving the body?"
388
00:18:12,759 --> 00:18:14,177
Come on, dude. Keep going.
389
00:18:14,177 --> 00:18:16,179
Sweat it out. It'll be good for you.
390
00:18:16,179 --> 00:18:18,723
- I'm trying.
- Try harder.
391
00:18:18,723 --> 00:18:21,184
Redeem yourself for
getting so shit-faced.
392
00:18:25,396 --> 00:18:27,357
Shh, shh, shh.
393
00:18:27,357 --> 00:18:30,360
[WATER RUSHING]
394
00:18:32,487 --> 00:18:34,030
Oh, shit.
395
00:18:35,615 --> 00:18:37,742
H2O, baby!
396
00:18:37,742 --> 00:18:42,080
Yeow-y!
397
00:18:42,080 --> 00:18:45,083
[EXCITING MUSIC]
398
00:18:45,083 --> 00:18:47,043
♪ ♪
399
00:18:47,043 --> 00:18:49,045
Oh, yeah.
400
00:18:49,045 --> 00:18:53,466
♪ ♪
401
00:18:53,466 --> 00:18:55,385
Whoo!
402
00:18:55,385 --> 00:18:58,388
We fucking did it, bro!
403
00:18:58,388 --> 00:19:00,098
[INDISTINCT]
404
00:19:04,602 --> 00:19:07,856
Oh!
405
00:19:07,856 --> 00:19:09,148
Come on down.
406
00:19:09,148 --> 00:19:13,695
Sweet baby Jesus, it feels so good.
407
00:19:14,571 --> 00:19:16,322
Dude, let's go, let's go, let's go.
408
00:19:16,322 --> 00:19:18,324
Get in the water!
409
00:19:18,324 --> 00:19:21,703
Oh, yeah. Oh, yeah.
410
00:19:21,703 --> 00:19:23,830
What are you doing, man?
Get the hell in here.
411
00:19:28,042 --> 00:19:29,168
It's nice.
412
00:19:30,503 --> 00:19:32,422
What the hell was that?
413
00:19:32,422 --> 00:19:35,633
All the way in, man.
Feels fucking amazing.
414
00:19:36,885 --> 00:19:38,595
- Oh, you're getting in.
- [JOSH] No.
415
00:19:38,595 --> 00:19:39,637
Oh, yeah.
416
00:19:39,637 --> 00:19:43,391
- [JOSH] I'm really not up for it.
- [KIRIN] Oh, yeah! Oh, yeah!
417
00:19:43,391 --> 00:19:45,894
Come on, don't be such
a little bitch, Joshy.
418
00:19:45,894 --> 00:19:49,230
I'm telling you, you'll be reborn.
419
00:19:49,230 --> 00:19:50,273
- [JOSH] Get...
- [KIRIN] Come on.
420
00:19:50,273 --> 00:19:52,901
- [JOSH] Kirin, get off!
- Whoa!
421
00:19:52,901 --> 00:19:55,069
- What is that on your stomach?
- It's nothing.
422
00:19:55,069 --> 00:19:57,780
It just happens sometimes
when I drink, especially beer.
423
00:19:57,780 --> 00:20:00,116
It's just... it's gluten. It'll go away.
424
00:20:01,242 --> 00:20:04,329
Jesus, why are you like this?
425
00:20:04,329 --> 00:20:06,331
We literally can't get a single win
426
00:20:06,331 --> 00:20:08,666
without you bringing up
some of your sad shit.
427
00:20:08,666 --> 00:20:10,543
Whatever. Seth's right.
428
00:20:10,543 --> 00:20:12,587
We're all out here vibing,
trying to keep each other up...
429
00:20:12,587 --> 00:20:14,172
What did Seth say?
430
00:20:14,172 --> 00:20:15,632
That this is your thing.
431
00:20:15,632 --> 00:20:17,634
Killing the high, being the problem,
432
00:20:17,634 --> 00:20:20,094
I'm not the fucking problem. Seth is!
433
00:20:20,094 --> 00:20:22,722
Seth is the problem!
He's the fucking problem!
434
00:20:22,722 --> 00:20:24,349
It wasn't me! I'm not
the fucking problem!
435
00:20:24,349 --> 00:20:26,351
- Hey, hey, hey, hey, shh, shh.
- No!
436
00:20:26,351 --> 00:20:27,644
- No, it's okay.
- [JOSH] I just... I couldn't...
437
00:20:27,644 --> 00:20:29,479
- Okay.
- [JOSH] Seth...
438
00:20:31,230 --> 00:20:33,858
I am not the fucking problem, man.
439
00:20:34,859 --> 00:20:37,987
[MUTTERING] I'm not the fucking problem.
440
00:20:37,987 --> 00:20:39,113
[KIRIN] Josh...
441
00:20:40,490 --> 00:20:42,825
... what happened, man?
442
00:20:42,825 --> 00:20:45,453
[GRETCHEN] Is there anything
that you might share with us
443
00:20:45,453 --> 00:20:48,623
about what he told you that day?
444
00:20:48,623 --> 00:20:51,626
It changed us.
445
00:20:51,626 --> 00:20:53,211
It changed everything.
446
00:20:53,211 --> 00:20:56,798
How exactly did it change you?
447
00:20:57,924 --> 00:20:59,217
Not sure it's one of those things
448
00:20:59,217 --> 00:21:02,345
you can describe, just...
449
00:21:02,345 --> 00:21:07,558
... boom, and then nothing was the same.
450
00:21:07,558 --> 00:21:11,854
Well, for you to be so rattled
by this, that's saying a lot.
451
00:21:11,854 --> 00:21:14,232
You who'd been so strong, so steady,
452
00:21:14,232 --> 00:21:15,650
the one everyone counted on,
453
00:21:15,650 --> 00:21:17,860
or at least that's what
the others have said.
454
00:21:17,860 --> 00:21:19,988
Used to that, I guess.
455
00:21:19,988 --> 00:21:22,615
Sort of had to be an
adult back home, you know?
456
00:21:24,242 --> 00:21:26,411
Mom doesn't count. You figured that out
457
00:21:26,411 --> 00:21:27,996
if you talked to her.
458
00:21:27,996 --> 00:21:29,831
And my father...
459
00:21:29,831 --> 00:21:32,166
[MAKES WHOOSHING NOISE]
460
00:21:34,585 --> 00:21:37,964
[FABER] I wonder if this
adult quality that you have
461
00:21:37,964 --> 00:21:41,342
is why Josh felt so
comfortable opening up to you
462
00:21:41,342 --> 00:21:43,052
when he shared with you what he did.
463
00:21:43,052 --> 00:21:46,723
I actually figured out
where he lived, my dad.
464
00:21:46,723 --> 00:21:52,353
New house, new wife, new kid.
465
00:21:52,353 --> 00:21:56,691
I was in the third grade
I think and I went by.
466
00:22:01,821 --> 00:22:04,657
They were having pancakes for dinner.
467
00:22:12,623 --> 00:22:13,958
That feeling...
468
00:22:17,045 --> 00:22:19,547
... never really goes away.
469
00:22:19,547 --> 00:22:21,966
[SOFT DRAMATIC MUSIC]
470
00:22:21,966 --> 00:22:25,720
That shitty feeling of
not mattering to people...
471
00:22:25,720 --> 00:22:29,098
♪ ♪
472
00:22:29,098 --> 00:22:32,185
... not mattering to the people
you're supposed to matter to.
473
00:22:43,362 --> 00:22:45,448
It hits hard.
474
00:22:45,448 --> 00:22:46,949
It hits early.
475
00:22:47,992 --> 00:22:50,620
And it will fuck with your soul.
476
00:22:59,587 --> 00:23:02,006
That not mattering shit...
477
00:23:05,468 --> 00:23:07,178
... you can let it fuck you up.
478
00:23:09,055 --> 00:23:10,556
Or you can bury it.
479
00:23:24,278 --> 00:23:27,281
[S. RAEKWON: "DARLING"]
480
00:23:27,281 --> 00:23:30,827
♪ I wanna fall deep in your ways ♪
481
00:23:30,827 --> 00:23:34,288
♪ ♪
482
00:23:34,288 --> 00:23:38,751
♪ I wanna wash under your waves ♪
483
00:23:40,670 --> 00:23:44,423
♪ And if it all falls away ♪
484
00:23:47,510 --> 00:23:51,013
♪ I'll still be held in your shape ♪
485
00:23:53,850 --> 00:23:58,020
♪ Mm, mm, mm ♪
486
00:23:58,020 --> 00:24:00,565
'Cause she loved birds.
487
00:24:02,316 --> 00:24:04,569
My last cig.
488
00:24:04,569 --> 00:24:07,488
Martha suggested that I give it to her.
489
00:24:07,488 --> 00:24:11,701
My family burns tobacco
when we pray to our creator.
490
00:24:11,701 --> 00:24:14,620
The smoke sends our prayers to Manidoo.
491
00:24:14,620 --> 00:24:18,749
♪ I wanna be holed up with you ♪
492
00:24:21,335 --> 00:24:25,423
♪ I wanna be wrinkled as two ♪
493
00:24:28,092 --> 00:24:32,346
♪ And even if it's a phase ♪
494
00:24:34,724 --> 00:24:39,562
♪ I'll always be in your shape ♪
495
00:24:41,689 --> 00:24:46,319
♪ I wanna fall deep in your ways ♪
496
00:24:46,319 --> 00:24:50,114
♪ I wanna wash under your waves ♪
497
00:24:50,114 --> 00:24:56,037
You think I could have
a moment alone with her?
498
00:24:56,037 --> 00:25:00,416
Maybe say goodbye just the two of us?
499
00:25:02,793 --> 00:25:06,088
♪ I'll still be held in your shape ♪
500
00:25:09,467 --> 00:25:15,467
♪ Mm, mm, mm, mm, mm, mm ♪
501
00:25:18,184 --> 00:25:21,312
Do you guys think that,
502
00:25:21,312 --> 00:25:23,773
like, our families
have given us funerals?
503
00:25:26,150 --> 00:25:28,653
Jesus, I hadn't thought about that.
504
00:25:29,570 --> 00:25:30,988
Yeah.
505
00:25:32,990 --> 00:25:35,660
I mean, it's been so long
that we're probably...
506
00:25:35,660 --> 00:25:39,538
Gone to people back home?
507
00:25:42,416 --> 00:25:44,335
We are dead to the world.
508
00:25:47,255 --> 00:25:50,216
[LEAH CHUCKLING] Oh, my God, my parents.
509
00:25:50,216 --> 00:25:55,263
I love them but they definitely
got the funeral all wrong.
510
00:25:55,263 --> 00:25:57,431
Probably made a slide show
with all the pictures I hate,
511
00:25:57,431 --> 00:26:00,559
the baby ones when I had a cone head.
512
00:26:00,559 --> 00:26:03,145
And they definitely picked
some regrettably bad song
513
00:26:03,145 --> 00:26:04,939
like "I Hope You Dance."
514
00:26:04,939 --> 00:26:07,191
My parents probably cry a lot...
515
00:26:09,277 --> 00:26:12,488
... but are probably trying
to be strong for my sisters.
516
00:26:13,948 --> 00:26:16,117
I hope someone's
taking care of my bunny.
517
00:26:17,243 --> 00:26:18,619
If you don't love
them, bunnies get mean.
518
00:26:18,619 --> 00:26:22,373
Your mom's definitely taking
care of Mr. Bunniesworth.
519
00:26:22,373 --> 00:26:28,373
That fucking Dr. Gretchen Klein
with her whole greasy little
520
00:26:28,879 --> 00:26:32,633
"don't you deserve good
things" sales pitch.
521
00:26:32,633 --> 00:26:35,219
- Who are you talking about?
- Gretchen Klein,
522
00:26:35,219 --> 00:26:38,472
the retreat lady in the airplane video.
523
00:26:38,472 --> 00:26:40,683
I don't think she's actually,
like, a doctor-doctor,
524
00:26:40,683 --> 00:26:42,977
but that's just, you know,
how she introduced herself.
525
00:26:42,977 --> 00:26:45,896
- Wait, you met her?
- Yeah.
526
00:26:45,896 --> 00:26:47,064
Didn't you?
527
00:26:47,064 --> 00:26:48,566
- [LEAH] No.
- [TONI] No.
528
00:26:48,566 --> 00:26:49,734
[DOT] Oh.
529
00:26:49,734 --> 00:26:52,320
I think she just gave me a donut,
530
00:26:52,320 --> 00:26:55,614
did her little song and dance
selling me on the retreat.
531
00:26:56,657 --> 00:26:59,869
Said that she'd sort out child services,
532
00:26:59,869 --> 00:27:02,663
so I fucking went for it.
533
00:27:04,290 --> 00:27:08,336
Doesn't that strike you as
weird that she met with Dot?
534
00:27:08,336 --> 00:27:09,962
Yes, I'm just not really interested
535
00:27:09,962 --> 00:27:11,672
in reopening some extremely closed doors
536
00:27:11,672 --> 00:27:14,258
that weren't good for
me in the first place.
537
00:27:14,258 --> 00:27:15,801
Said with love.
538
00:27:15,801 --> 00:27:18,804
[TENSE MUSIC]
539
00:27:18,804 --> 00:27:24,804
♪ ♪
540
00:27:33,569 --> 00:27:36,572
You know, I'm just
gonna keep asking this.
541
00:27:37,907 --> 00:27:39,658
I'm not really a quitter.
542
00:27:41,118 --> 00:27:42,286
Are you okay?
543
00:27:46,415 --> 00:27:48,542
You know what I thought
544
00:27:48,542 --> 00:27:50,628
when I realized I was dead to the world?
545
00:27:53,172 --> 00:27:55,091
Good.
546
00:27:56,967 --> 00:27:58,511
'Cause if they knew who I really was,
547
00:27:58,511 --> 00:28:00,638
I'd be dead to them anyway.
548
00:28:06,185 --> 00:28:08,479
- I'm gonna kill him.
- Kirin, no.
549
00:28:08,479 --> 00:28:10,147
You said you wouldn't, over and over.
550
00:28:10,147 --> 00:28:12,024
And I keep changing
my mind over and over.
551
00:28:12,024 --> 00:28:13,859
But you can't just sweep
this shit under the rug.
552
00:28:13,859 --> 00:28:14,985
Yeah, but it's my thing.
553
00:28:14,985 --> 00:28:16,404
Don't I get to decide what happens?
554
00:28:16,404 --> 00:28:18,239
There have to be consequences.
555
00:28:18,239 --> 00:28:19,865
Otherwise monsters
like this piece of shit
556
00:28:19,865 --> 00:28:22,701
start getting fucking confident
and then they take charge.
557
00:28:22,701 --> 00:28:24,578
No!
558
00:28:25,704 --> 00:28:29,333
I can't tell people. Like...
559
00:28:29,333 --> 00:28:32,002
I don't wanna be the kid who, like...
560
00:28:33,003 --> 00:28:35,631
Look, I'm not gonna be that.
561
00:28:35,631 --> 00:28:36,799
Then we don't tell them what happened
562
00:28:36,799 --> 00:28:38,217
and I beat the shit out of him anyway.
563
00:28:38,217 --> 00:28:40,803
Okay, no, but I was drunk
and I was all over the place,
564
00:28:40,803 --> 00:28:43,055
so who even knows and
who's gonna believe me?
565
00:28:43,055 --> 00:28:45,224
I believe you.
566
00:28:46,308 --> 00:28:48,602
Look, if you want me to chill,
567
00:28:48,602 --> 00:28:52,648
not say anything, not do anything, fine.
568
00:28:52,648 --> 00:28:55,818
But if he comes near you again...
569
00:28:58,154 --> 00:28:59,947
Come on.
570
00:29:12,251 --> 00:29:13,377
[SETH] Hey!
571
00:29:14,962 --> 00:29:16,547
What do we got?
572
00:29:17,631 --> 00:29:20,843
- Goal?
- Sorry.
573
00:29:20,843 --> 00:29:24,346
I found this. It's not water though.
574
00:29:24,346 --> 00:29:26,265
Sick consolation prize though.
575
00:29:26,265 --> 00:29:28,809
[SCOTTY] Hey, man. Somebody
better come through.
576
00:29:28,809 --> 00:29:30,728
My mouth is dry as hell.
577
00:29:30,728 --> 00:29:35,316
Got that white buildup shit in
the corners of my damn mouth.
578
00:29:35,316 --> 00:29:36,650
[SETH] I hate that. Here, take mine.
579
00:29:36,650 --> 00:29:38,319
[SCOTTY] Thanks, man.
580
00:29:38,319 --> 00:29:40,905
[SETH] Hey, how'd we go? Goal?
581
00:29:40,905 --> 00:29:43,866
- You don't even play soccer.
- My entire body is screaming.
582
00:29:43,866 --> 00:29:47,369
Okay, I'll take that as a... as a no.
583
00:29:47,369 --> 00:29:49,788
Uh, we're zero for two,
but it can turn around.
584
00:29:49,788 --> 00:29:53,250
I'm a man of... of... of faith.
585
00:29:53,250 --> 00:29:54,877
Mm-hmm. Ish.
586
00:29:56,504 --> 00:29:58,380
- Hey.
- [SETH] Hey!
587
00:29:59,298 --> 00:30:01,133
Goal?
588
00:30:03,010 --> 00:30:04,428
- [ALL CHEER]
- [SETH] Oh, shit, fuck yeah!
589
00:30:04,428 --> 00:30:07,598
- Goal!
- Whoo-hoo!
590
00:30:07,598 --> 00:30:11,268
Goal! Goal!
591
00:30:11,268 --> 00:30:13,103
Heads-up seven up!
592
00:30:14,813 --> 00:30:17,441
[SCOTTY] JK bringing it home, baby.
593
00:30:17,441 --> 00:30:20,611
Bottled at the source,
Crystal Geyser realness.
594
00:30:20,611 --> 00:30:22,154
[HENRY] Don't.
595
00:30:23,781 --> 00:30:25,699
It needs purifying.
596
00:30:27,284 --> 00:30:29,495
[RAF] Huge find. Thanks, guys.
597
00:30:29,495 --> 00:30:31,372
[JOSH] Yeah, of course.
598
00:30:31,372 --> 00:30:34,416
It's a really good
spot about an hour away.
599
00:30:34,416 --> 00:30:35,918
It's a waterfall, actually.
600
00:30:35,918 --> 00:30:38,587
It's a whole fall of water.
601
00:30:38,587 --> 00:30:40,589
- Pretty psyched about it.
- [SETH] Joshua!
602
00:30:40,589 --> 00:30:42,174
[TENSE MUSIC]
603
00:30:42,174 --> 00:30:44,134
You prince!
604
00:30:44,134 --> 00:30:45,886
Here I thought you were off your game,
605
00:30:45,886 --> 00:30:47,930
but you saved the fucking day.
606
00:30:47,930 --> 00:30:50,516
Get your fucking hands off him!
607
00:30:50,516 --> 00:30:52,434
[RAF] Kirin!
608
00:30:52,434 --> 00:30:53,936
Kirin! Kirin, Kirin!
609
00:30:53,936 --> 00:30:56,272
- Agh!
- [GROWLING]
610
00:30:56,272 --> 00:30:58,566
- Chill!
- Come on, dude!
611
00:30:58,566 --> 00:31:00,651
What the hell is your problem?
612
00:31:00,651 --> 00:31:03,112
Why don't you ask your sick fuck friend?
613
00:31:03,112 --> 00:31:06,115
♪ ♪
614
00:31:06,115 --> 00:31:07,741
[GRETCHEN] What caused Kirin
615
00:31:07,741 --> 00:31:10,869
to show such aggression towards Seth,
616
00:31:10,869 --> 00:31:12,621
especially when things
were going so well?
617
00:31:12,621 --> 00:31:16,041
You had food and then water.
618
00:31:18,502 --> 00:31:21,380
Oftentimes when the physical
needs of a group are met,
619
00:31:21,380 --> 00:31:24,300
emotional conflicts tend to bubble up.
620
00:31:24,300 --> 00:31:25,884
Is that what was happening here?
621
00:31:27,761 --> 00:31:30,180
Maybe.
622
00:31:30,180 --> 00:31:32,349
Or maybe Seth deserved it.
623
00:31:32,349 --> 00:31:35,477
Why might he have deserved it?
624
00:31:35,477 --> 00:31:38,022
Well, his face is sort of punch-able.
625
00:31:38,022 --> 00:31:40,816
The Germans have a
marvelous word for that.
626
00:31:42,651 --> 00:31:45,279
Backpfeifengesicht.
627
00:31:45,279 --> 00:31:48,490
Sure. That.
628
00:31:48,490 --> 00:31:51,952
As Seth's step-brother, you must've had
629
00:31:51,952 --> 00:31:55,789
some complicated feelings
about Kirin's attack.
630
00:31:55,789 --> 00:31:59,835
Fear or anger, defensiveness.
631
00:32:03,839 --> 00:32:06,383
When I was a young boy...
632
00:32:07,551 --> 00:32:10,888
... my father took me into the city
633
00:32:10,888 --> 00:32:13,307
to see a marching band.
634
00:32:13,307 --> 00:32:14,308
Go on.
635
00:32:15,517 --> 00:32:18,646
He said, "Son, when you grow up..."
636
00:32:18,646 --> 00:32:23,233
♪ Will you be the savior of the broken ♪
637
00:32:23,233 --> 00:32:26,070
♪ The beaten, and the damned?" ♪
638
00:32:28,072 --> 00:32:31,617
♪ He said, "Will you defeat them? ♪
639
00:32:31,617 --> 00:32:33,327
♪ Your demons ♪
640
00:32:33,327 --> 00:32:36,455
♪ And all the non-believers?" ♪
641
00:32:36,455 --> 00:32:39,249
♪ To join the black parade ♪
642
00:32:39,249 --> 00:32:42,503
♪ ♪
643
00:32:42,503 --> 00:32:44,588
- Mm.
- No...
644
00:32:44,588 --> 00:32:46,590
I think we should talk.
645
00:32:52,763 --> 00:32:56,308
You remember when we
had that grudge match
646
00:32:56,308 --> 00:32:58,394
over who had the
shittiest life back home?
647
00:33:01,021 --> 00:33:04,566
Well, I'm... I'm not
conceding here, you know?
648
00:33:04,566 --> 00:33:06,610
I still got it locked up but...
649
00:33:09,071 --> 00:33:10,781
... I'll admit I...
650
00:33:10,781 --> 00:33:11,990
I don't know what it's
like to have the kind
651
00:33:11,990 --> 00:33:13,409
of parents you do.
652
00:33:15,786 --> 00:33:17,871
You know, who can't or won't...
653
00:33:17,871 --> 00:33:19,790
Accept me? Yeah.
654
00:33:19,790 --> 00:33:20,916
[TONI] That's got to hit deep, you know?
655
00:33:20,916 --> 00:33:23,001
There's no way that it doesn't, so...
656
00:33:25,003 --> 00:33:27,089
... I get it if...
657
00:33:28,799 --> 00:33:30,801
... this is hard.
658
00:33:32,720 --> 00:33:34,930
If being with me is hard.
659
00:33:37,433 --> 00:33:40,144
It's not though.
660
00:33:40,144 --> 00:33:43,397
I may be doubting everything else,
661
00:33:43,397 --> 00:33:44,982
but not this.
662
00:33:47,609 --> 00:33:50,779
With the church, it was all just...
663
00:33:52,072 --> 00:33:55,200
... lies and hiding.
664
00:33:56,326 --> 00:33:58,495
That's what I wanna be done with.
665
00:33:58,495 --> 00:34:01,790
That's the part that I wanna, like,
666
00:34:01,790 --> 00:34:06,462
burn or scrape out of
me until I'm just...
667
00:34:06,462 --> 00:34:09,381
until I'm just here, you know?
668
00:34:09,381 --> 00:34:12,259
And okay.
669
00:34:12,259 --> 00:34:14,636
And honest.
670
00:34:14,636 --> 00:34:16,472
You are.
671
00:34:16,472 --> 00:34:19,558
You're the most honest person I know.
672
00:34:19,558 --> 00:34:21,310
Except I'm not.
673
00:34:21,310 --> 00:34:24,313
[SOFT DRAMATIC MUSIC]
674
00:34:24,313 --> 00:34:28,317
I was on lookout a few nights ago and...
675
00:34:29,902 --> 00:34:31,945
... I saw a light on the horizon.
676
00:34:31,945 --> 00:34:35,324
Like... like the light of a boat.
677
00:34:36,408 --> 00:34:40,287
I went to go and get the
tinder to stoke the fire...
678
00:34:45,125 --> 00:34:47,503
... but then I just froze.
679
00:34:49,004 --> 00:34:53,300
Only for a second or two,
but when I came back the...
680
00:34:53,300 --> 00:34:56,053
the boat... the light
was... it was gone.
681
00:34:57,596 --> 00:35:00,682
I was so afraid of my
other life that I hesitated
682
00:35:00,682 --> 00:35:03,727
and I missed our chance of
being saved and I fucked up.
683
00:35:03,727 --> 00:35:05,979
- [TONI] Shh.
- I fucked up and I'm so sorry.
684
00:35:05,979 --> 00:35:07,356
- Shelby.
- [SHELBY] I'm sorry.
685
00:35:07,356 --> 00:35:09,399
- I'm sorry, I'm sorry.
- Shelby, Shelby.
686
00:35:09,399 --> 00:35:12,027
- I'm sorry.
- [TONI] Shh, shh.
687
00:35:13,737 --> 00:35:16,865
It probably wouldn't have
made a difference, okay?
688
00:35:16,865 --> 00:35:18,075
Okay, if the boat was that far out,
689
00:35:18,075 --> 00:35:20,577
the fire wouldn't
have helped, all right?
690
00:35:23,372 --> 00:35:24,706
It's okay.
691
00:35:28,669 --> 00:35:34,216
This is quite possibly the
sickest destiny I've ever beheld.
692
00:35:34,216 --> 00:35:37,761
You're gonna marry Shrek,
which sucks for Marcus,
693
00:35:37,761 --> 00:35:40,639
but Shrek is one hot piece.
694
00:35:40,639 --> 00:35:43,350
You're gonna be a powerful and sexy
695
00:35:43,350 --> 00:35:45,102
Veterinarian Without Borders.
696
00:35:45,102 --> 00:35:46,395
You're gonna live in a shack,
697
00:35:46,395 --> 00:35:47,896
which given the current circumstances,
698
00:35:47,896 --> 00:35:49,356
is a true upgrade.
699
00:35:49,356 --> 00:35:51,817
And you are going to have
18 beautiful children.
700
00:35:51,817 --> 00:35:56,488
Real ones. Not food ones.
701
00:35:56,488 --> 00:35:58,323
I'm on fire with jealousy.
702
00:35:58,323 --> 00:36:00,075
Really? Because 18 kids is a lot.
703
00:36:00,075 --> 00:36:03,662
Yeah, maybe not 18 with
global warming in play,
704
00:36:03,662 --> 00:36:06,623
but a brood sounds nice.
705
00:36:06,623 --> 00:36:08,750
Heading to signal fire duty.
706
00:36:08,750 --> 00:36:13,297
Oh, um, if you see Rachel,
can you tell her to come back?
707
00:36:13,297 --> 00:36:16,091
Funerals are draining and I
just sort of want her to crash.
708
00:36:20,012 --> 00:36:22,222
Okay. My turn.
709
00:36:23,473 --> 00:36:25,350
- Do my MASH.
- [FATIN] Sure.
710
00:36:25,350 --> 00:36:27,269
[DOT] Oh, but don't waste
your time filling in the jobs
711
00:36:27,269 --> 00:36:29,897
because A, I am retired and B,
712
00:36:29,897 --> 00:36:32,274
I'm gonna be living off
the settlement money.
713
00:36:32,274 --> 00:36:34,860
You know, Dr. Klein doesn't
have to pay for a funeral,
714
00:36:34,860 --> 00:36:39,615
but she will have to bankroll
my very luxurious lifestyle.
715
00:36:39,615 --> 00:36:41,533
[TENSE MUSIC]
716
00:36:41,533 --> 00:36:42,993
Wow, you're really out for her blood.
717
00:36:42,993 --> 00:36:45,537
[DOT] Yeah. I mean, I don't know.
718
00:36:45,537 --> 00:36:48,624
It just feels nice to
have someone to blame.
719
00:36:50,584 --> 00:36:55,047
Look, can I... can I please
explain now that I'm...
720
00:36:56,381 --> 00:36:59,760
now I'm no longer getting
thrashed for no fucking reason.
721
00:36:59,760 --> 00:37:02,054
No reason, my ass.
722
00:37:02,054 --> 00:37:04,389
- He jacked off on him.
- Kirin, let him explain.
723
00:37:04,389 --> 00:37:06,350
There's not usually a
rationale for sexual assault.
724
00:37:06,350 --> 00:37:07,768
Come on, we... we don't
know that's what happened.
725
00:37:07,768 --> 00:37:09,144
[RAF] Let him talk!
726
00:37:09,144 --> 00:37:11,897
Look, Josh, he walked in on me
727
00:37:11,897 --> 00:37:14,191
when I was in the middle
of... when I was...
728
00:37:14,191 --> 00:37:16,109
I was... I was jerking off,
729
00:37:16,109 --> 00:37:17,736
and then he was just standing there,
730
00:37:17,736 --> 00:37:19,780
and he saw me and... and that's it.
731
00:37:19,780 --> 00:37:21,031
And now somehow, it's getting scrambled.
732
00:37:21,031 --> 00:37:22,783
Bullshit.
733
00:37:24,076 --> 00:37:25,911
Lift up your shirt.
734
00:37:25,911 --> 00:37:28,914
[TENSE MUSIC]
735
00:37:28,914 --> 00:37:31,041
Show 'em.
736
00:37:33,293 --> 00:37:37,381
He's got, like, red all over.
737
00:37:40,050 --> 00:37:41,426
[SUSAN] What the hell is going on?
738
00:37:41,426 --> 00:37:43,011
Why can't we hear anything?
739
00:37:43,011 --> 00:37:45,180
Microphones must be malfunctioning.
740
00:37:45,180 --> 00:37:46,473
Oh, what? Like that... like that's
741
00:37:46,473 --> 00:37:49,184
supposed to be some smoking gun?
742
00:37:49,184 --> 00:37:52,604
Look, I mean, no offense, Josh,
743
00:37:52,604 --> 00:37:55,357
you literally break out
in hives over everything.
744
00:37:55,357 --> 00:37:57,192
Why would Josh lie?
745
00:37:58,485 --> 00:38:00,529
[KIRIN] Huh, why?
746
00:38:00,529 --> 00:38:02,406
[IVAN] He's right.
747
00:38:02,406 --> 00:38:04,783
And if Kirin O'Connor is
believing the victim, then...
748
00:38:06,326 --> 00:38:08,578
... something obviously happened here.
749
00:38:08,578 --> 00:38:10,205
[SCOTTY] Okay. Wait, wait, wait, wait.
750
00:38:10,205 --> 00:38:12,207
Kirin, dude, I mean, you got,
751
00:38:12,207 --> 00:38:14,501
like, 99 reasons to fuck with Seth.
752
00:38:14,501 --> 00:38:16,837
You've been in a dick measuring
contest with him since day one.
753
00:38:16,837 --> 00:38:19,631
You think I'd make up
some sick lie about it?
754
00:38:21,550 --> 00:38:23,343
Josh, I believe you.
755
00:38:23,343 --> 00:38:24,970
[SETH] Okay, okay. Okay, this...
756
00:38:24,970 --> 00:38:26,471
this is getting out of hand.
757
00:38:26,471 --> 00:38:29,016
[BO] He's not okay!
758
00:38:29,016 --> 00:38:31,518
Somebody...
759
00:38:31,518 --> 00:38:33,770
somebody did something to him.
760
00:38:33,770 --> 00:38:35,731
You say that like you're sure.
761
00:38:35,731 --> 00:38:38,233
I know that kind of
scared when I see it.
762
00:38:39,401 --> 00:38:41,862
[SCOTTY] This is a whole mess.
763
00:38:41,862 --> 00:38:44,364
I'm not about to be on the
wrong side of history, man.
764
00:38:44,364 --> 00:38:47,993
Wait, come on. Sides of history?
765
00:38:47,993 --> 00:38:48,994
Looks like you've picked yours.
766
00:38:48,994 --> 00:38:50,495
[RAF] No. No, I'm... I'm not.
767
00:38:50,495 --> 00:38:52,205
I...
768
00:38:53,790 --> 00:38:55,959
Josh, I'm not saying
you're making it up...
769
00:38:57,335 --> 00:39:01,048
... but with the
drinking and everything.
770
00:39:04,176 --> 00:39:06,344
Henry,
771
00:39:06,344 --> 00:39:08,764
do you really think
that he could do this?
772
00:39:08,764 --> 00:39:10,682
He's your family. You know him.
773
00:39:12,267 --> 00:39:13,268
Talk.
774
00:39:13,268 --> 00:39:17,064
♪ ♪
775
00:39:17,064 --> 00:39:18,231
It's possible.
776
00:39:18,231 --> 00:39:19,483
What? Hen... Henry,
777
00:39:19,483 --> 00:39:22,694
Henry, what... what
the fuck? Wh... I mean.
778
00:39:22,694 --> 00:39:24,154
[KIRIN] His own brother said he did it.
779
00:39:24,154 --> 00:39:26,156
[HENRY] I didn't. I said it's possible.
780
00:39:26,156 --> 00:39:27,516
[KIRIN] He's out.
781
00:39:28,116 --> 00:39:29,701
We're kicking the
motherfucker out of camp.
782
00:39:29,701 --> 00:39:31,119
[RAF] Can we just take a second...
783
00:39:31,119 --> 00:39:33,914
[IVAN] No, I'm sorry, we're
not being passive about this.
784
00:39:33,914 --> 00:39:35,665
Okay, we'll vote.
785
00:39:35,665 --> 00:39:37,876
Okay, it's the... it's the
just and fair way to decide.
786
00:39:37,876 --> 00:39:38,919
[SETH] This is insane. This is...
787
00:39:38,919 --> 00:39:40,712
this is completely off the rails.
788
00:39:40,712 --> 00:39:41,838
Let's keep this as
civilized as possible, okay?
789
00:39:41,838 --> 00:39:43,173
All those in favor of protecting Josh
790
00:39:43,173 --> 00:39:46,885
and removing a toxic force...
791
00:39:46,885 --> 00:39:47,969
hands up.
792
00:39:57,854 --> 00:39:59,773
I can't get behind this.
793
00:39:59,773 --> 00:40:03,985
Josh, I'm sorry, I don't
think you would lie, but...
794
00:40:06,029 --> 00:40:07,989
... I don't think Seth would either.
795
00:40:07,989 --> 00:40:11,576
[JOSH] No. It's okay, I, uh...
796
00:40:11,576 --> 00:40:14,412
Well, I... I don't... I
don't wanna mess things up
797
00:40:14,412 --> 00:40:16,832
and, um, may... maybe
I was just confused
798
00:40:16,832 --> 00:40:19,000
and, you know, things
were really confusing
799
00:40:19,000 --> 00:40:23,421
and I just... you know, I
just wanna forget... forget it.
800
00:40:23,421 --> 00:40:25,132
He just wants to forget.
He just wants to...
801
00:40:25,132 --> 00:40:27,801
he just wants to forget this, so...
802
00:40:31,805 --> 00:40:33,849
Hey...
803
00:40:41,231 --> 00:40:45,485
Seth, you are hereby
expelled from this group.
804
00:40:45,485 --> 00:40:47,070
For the safety of
Josh and everyone else,
805
00:40:47,070 --> 00:40:51,241
remove yourself and keep your
distance until further notice.
806
00:40:51,241 --> 00:40:53,618
Pack your fucking bags.
807
00:41:02,002 --> 00:41:05,213
[THOM] Camp mics one
through six all out.
808
00:41:05,213 --> 00:41:06,298
[SUSAN] I'm calling Alex.
809
00:41:06,298 --> 00:41:07,674
If we can't get the audio repatched,
810
00:41:07,674 --> 00:41:10,468
we'll be completely in the dark.
811
00:41:10,468 --> 00:41:13,013
[INSECTS CHIRPING]
812
00:41:25,150 --> 00:41:27,569
[JOSH CLEARS THROAT]
813
00:41:27,569 --> 00:41:28,945
Guys.
814
00:41:30,864 --> 00:41:33,450
I'm fine.
815
00:41:33,450 --> 00:41:35,243
Really.
816
00:41:35,243 --> 00:41:37,245
You don't have to, like,
817
00:41:37,245 --> 00:41:40,040
put me on some kind
of watch or something.
818
00:41:40,040 --> 00:41:41,791
We know.
819
00:41:44,377 --> 00:41:47,255
I, uh...
820
00:41:47,255 --> 00:41:50,675
I should thank you, everybody,
821
00:41:50,675 --> 00:41:53,220
for having my back, you know?
822
00:41:53,220 --> 00:41:56,723
Even when I didn't have
my own, you know, back.
823
00:41:58,266 --> 00:42:00,769
I'm just...
824
00:42:00,769 --> 00:42:02,187
I'm sorry.
825
00:42:02,187 --> 00:42:05,106
Apology fiercely rejected.
826
00:42:06,358 --> 00:42:07,901
Oh.
827
00:42:09,402 --> 00:42:11,655
Okay.
828
00:42:11,655 --> 00:42:14,324
- I'm sorry.
- [IVAN] Josh,
829
00:42:14,324 --> 00:42:18,036
you are not the one who
needs to be apologizing.
830
00:42:18,036 --> 00:42:20,080
You're the victim here.
831
00:42:22,123 --> 00:42:23,625
Right.
832
00:42:24,793 --> 00:42:26,962
Yeah.
833
00:42:26,962 --> 00:42:28,630
That's great.
834
00:42:28,630 --> 00:42:30,382
No, honey, don't...
835
00:42:31,424 --> 00:42:33,426
There's no stigma.
836
00:42:34,261 --> 00:42:36,012
It's your truth,
837
00:42:36,012 --> 00:42:39,474
and now you need to own it...
838
00:42:39,474 --> 00:42:42,644
What I need is to never
fucking think about it again,
839
00:42:42,644 --> 00:42:46,439
and for everybody here to
shut up about it... forever!
840
00:42:46,439 --> 00:42:48,775
Whether we get out of this place or not.
841
00:42:48,775 --> 00:42:51,403
I have been called all of the things...
842
00:42:51,403 --> 00:42:53,613
pussy, chicken shit, little bitch...
843
00:42:53,613 --> 00:42:56,616
and I'm so sick of it
all that I could choke.
844
00:42:56,616 --> 00:42:59,202
And everyone is like,
own it, just own it,
845
00:42:59,202 --> 00:43:03,456
like if you own it you'll
be invincible or something.
846
00:43:05,208 --> 00:43:08,336
And that is just...
it's not how it works.
847
00:43:12,007 --> 00:43:16,261
Owning it just means that you are it.
848
00:43:19,931 --> 00:43:21,766
Okay, whatever you need, Josh.
849
00:43:21,766 --> 00:43:24,602
For you to just never tell anyone...
850
00:43:25,770 --> 00:43:27,355
... please.
851
00:43:27,355 --> 00:43:29,649
[SOFT DRAMATIC MUSIC]
852
00:43:30,650 --> 00:43:31,901
I promise.
853
00:43:33,403 --> 00:43:34,821
[IVAN] I promise.
854
00:43:34,821 --> 00:43:36,197
[HENRY] I promise.
855
00:43:36,197 --> 00:43:37,615
[BO] I promise.
856
00:43:37,615 --> 00:43:40,118
[SCOTTY] I promise.
857
00:43:40,118 --> 00:43:46,118
♪ ♪
858
00:43:46,958 --> 00:43:48,793
[RAF] I promise.
859
00:44:01,514 --> 00:44:06,311
"Boy who cried wolf,
unstable, problem case."
860
00:44:06,311 --> 00:44:08,229
Ugh, these are some of the monikers...
861
00:44:08,229 --> 00:44:11,358
[JOSH] Blah, blah, blah.
862
00:44:11,358 --> 00:44:14,778
Blah, blah, blah, blah.
863
00:44:14,778 --> 00:44:17,072
Those are just words.
864
00:44:17,072 --> 00:44:19,741
Right.
865
00:44:19,741 --> 00:44:23,495
So why didn't you tell us in your words
866
00:44:23,495 --> 00:44:25,830
what happened to you on that island?
867
00:44:27,707 --> 00:44:30,043
I learned a lot.
868
00:44:30,043 --> 00:44:33,671
[OMINOUS MUSIC]
869
00:44:33,671 --> 00:44:35,548
Like what, Josh?
870
00:44:37,425 --> 00:44:41,429
Silence can be very potent.
871
00:44:41,429 --> 00:44:47,429
♪ ♪
872
00:45:26,558 --> 00:45:29,227
R.I.P.
873
00:45:29,227 --> 00:45:31,312
What a load of shit.
874
00:45:32,856 --> 00:45:35,066
Rest in power?
875
00:45:35,066 --> 00:45:38,653
Rest in power, rest in peace,
876
00:45:38,653 --> 00:45:41,322
the "rest" of it all.
877
00:45:42,866 --> 00:45:45,326
I tried really hard today...
878
00:45:46,453 --> 00:45:51,249
... to walk the paces,
to get my goodbye right.
879
00:45:53,376 --> 00:45:55,879
Nope.
880
00:45:55,879 --> 00:45:57,839
There's no rest.
881
00:45:59,090 --> 00:46:01,301
Not for me at least.
882
00:46:03,136 --> 00:46:07,640
Oh, fuck. Fuck, fuck, fuck.
883
00:46:07,640 --> 00:46:09,142
You're probably really
sick of hearing this.
884
00:46:09,142 --> 00:46:10,977
You all must be.
885
00:46:10,977 --> 00:46:13,980
[SOFT DRAMATIC MUSIC]
886
00:46:13,980 --> 00:46:19,980
♪ ♪
887
00:46:20,278 --> 00:46:22,572
Not even a little.
888
00:46:27,660 --> 00:46:29,662
I just really miss her.
889
00:46:31,873 --> 00:46:33,458
Have faith, Rachel.
890
00:46:37,712 --> 00:46:40,131
Nora will find you.
891
00:46:43,259 --> 00:46:47,305
The people who have really
meant something to us,
892
00:46:47,305 --> 00:46:50,475
they never really go away.
893
00:46:53,061 --> 00:46:56,314
They stay by our sides,
894
00:46:56,314 --> 00:46:59,067
and they show up in the strangest ways.
895
00:46:59,067 --> 00:47:00,818
[PIANO MUSIC]
896
00:47:10,537 --> 00:47:12,914
They leave us signs...
897
00:47:16,834 --> 00:47:18,378
signals...
898
00:47:30,848 --> 00:47:32,934
to make sure we still feel them.
899
00:47:34,018 --> 00:47:36,938
Holy shit.
900
00:47:46,281 --> 00:47:49,284
[UPLIFTING MUSIC]
901
00:47:49,284 --> 00:47:52,787
If I could just see her one more time...
902
00:47:52,787 --> 00:47:58,787
♪ ♪
903
00:48:05,967 --> 00:48:08,386
Oh, my God.
904
00:48:10,555 --> 00:48:11,639
Martha.
905
00:48:17,270 --> 00:48:19,480
Martha. [BREATHES SHAKILY]
906
00:48:33,911 --> 00:48:35,163
She's here.
907
00:48:43,171 --> 00:48:45,173
Nora's here.
908
00:49:13,826 --> 00:49:15,703
[AUDREY] It's time.
909
00:49:27,298 --> 00:49:30,301
[SOMBER MUSIC]
910
00:49:30,301 --> 00:49:33,888
♪ ♪
911
00:49:35,000 --> 00:49:40,000
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912
00:51:20,036 --> 00:51:22,997
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