1 00:00:08,008 --> 00:00:10,468 [Faber] Early this morning, we made contact with your parents. 2 00:00:11,470 --> 00:00:12,560 [Device beeps] 3 00:00:12,555 --> 00:00:13,555 We'll travel them here 4 00:00:13,556 --> 00:00:14,636 as quickly as possible. 5 00:00:17,059 --> 00:00:20,599 And the quarantine order will be lifted soon, 6 00:00:20,604 --> 00:00:23,774 not just for you but for all the victims, 7 00:00:23,774 --> 00:00:27,404 at which point, you'll be free to see each other. 8 00:00:27,403 --> 00:00:30,413 [Gentle vocal music] 9 00:00:30,406 --> 00:00:32,366 ♪ ♪ 10 00:00:32,366 --> 00:00:34,786 Just to be clear, 11 00:00:34,785 --> 00:00:37,245 our primary goal is to conduct an investigation. 12 00:00:39,290 --> 00:00:41,540 There's a lot of haze surrounding your circumstances 13 00:00:41,542 --> 00:00:43,882 that we just want to clarify. 14 00:00:43,878 --> 00:00:46,208 ♪ ♪ 15 00:00:46,213 --> 00:00:49,593 And I cannot stress this enough, but... 16 00:00:49,592 --> 00:00:52,642 This is just a conversation. 17 00:00:52,636 --> 00:00:54,096 That's all. 18 00:00:55,848 --> 00:00:58,678 This is my colleague, uh, agent young. 19 00:00:58,684 --> 00:01:00,774 He's gonna be running point on this. 20 00:01:00,770 --> 00:01:03,110 He's the investigator in charge. 21 00:01:03,105 --> 00:01:05,225 Brass tacks guy, if you will. 22 00:01:06,108 --> 00:01:09,738 But me, um... 23 00:01:09,737 --> 00:01:11,987 I'm here for you, Leah, 24 00:01:11,989 --> 00:01:14,199 to make sure you feel safe. 25 00:01:14,200 --> 00:01:15,450 As a trauma specialist, 26 00:01:15,451 --> 00:01:18,041 that is my sole and sacred duty. 27 00:01:18,871 --> 00:01:20,661 You thirsty? 28 00:01:20,664 --> 00:01:23,214 Would you like... 29 00:01:23,209 --> 00:01:24,499 Would you like something to drink? 30 00:01:24,502 --> 00:01:26,462 Uh, let's see. 31 00:01:27,713 --> 00:01:29,923 Didn't know what you'd like, 32 00:01:29,924 --> 00:01:34,094 so we got a bit of a grab bag here. 33 00:01:36,180 --> 00:01:38,430 Is anything calling your name? 34 00:01:38,432 --> 00:01:41,442 [Dramatic music] 35 00:01:41,435 --> 00:01:48,275 ♪ ♪ 36 00:01:51,070 --> 00:01:53,660 I used to drink these all the time. 37 00:01:53,656 --> 00:01:55,236 [Faber] Good, great. That's great. 38 00:01:55,241 --> 00:01:57,031 Don't hesitate to ask for seconds... 39 00:01:57,034 --> 00:02:01,294 Or thirds or... Anything at all, really. 40 00:02:01,288 --> 00:02:02,708 After all you've been through, we want you 41 00:02:02,706 --> 00:02:05,126 to feel as comfortable as possible. 42 00:02:05,125 --> 00:02:07,125 What have the others told you? 43 00:02:07,127 --> 00:02:08,457 Nothing, as of yet. 44 00:02:08,462 --> 00:02:10,672 You're the first one we've brought in. 45 00:02:10,673 --> 00:02:14,013 So then you don't know what I've been through, do you? 46 00:02:16,011 --> 00:02:17,811 You're just assuming trauma. 47 00:02:17,805 --> 00:02:19,715 You're just assuming it was a living hell. 48 00:02:19,723 --> 00:02:22,773 Okay, Leah, no one is assuming anything. 49 00:02:22,768 --> 00:02:24,308 Sorry, look, I don't... 50 00:02:26,647 --> 00:02:28,647 I don't mean to say that what happened 51 00:02:28,649 --> 00:02:31,239 wasn't traumatic. 52 00:02:31,235 --> 00:02:33,445 Obviously, it was traumatic. 53 00:02:34,613 --> 00:02:36,373 To end up where we did, 54 00:02:36,365 --> 00:02:38,655 in the middle of nowhere, 55 00:02:38,659 --> 00:02:41,409 completely cut off from the lives we left behind. 56 00:02:41,412 --> 00:02:43,832 ♪ ♪ 57 00:02:43,831 --> 00:02:46,711 That brings us to the real question, doesn't it? 58 00:02:50,838 --> 00:02:53,468 What was so fucking great 59 00:02:53,465 --> 00:02:56,045 about the lives we left behind? 60 00:02:56,051 --> 00:02:57,761 [♪ Charlotte Gainsbourg: "Deadly Valentine"] 61 00:02:57,761 --> 00:03:00,261 Because here's what I remember of all that. 62 00:03:00,264 --> 00:03:02,524 ♪ ♪ 63 00:03:02,516 --> 00:03:06,516 I remember not being enough. 64 00:03:06,520 --> 00:03:09,520 I remember wanting to be more. 65 00:03:09,523 --> 00:03:11,733 ♪ ♪ 66 00:03:11,734 --> 00:03:14,114 I remember the dark moods, 67 00:03:14,111 --> 00:03:17,701 the violent moods, 68 00:03:17,698 --> 00:03:20,578 moods that nobody had any Patience for. 69 00:03:22,202 --> 00:03:24,912 And then there was the brutal social scene, 70 00:03:24,914 --> 00:03:26,794 which some girls could just glide through 71 00:03:26,790 --> 00:03:29,500 like they belonged everywhere. 72 00:03:29,501 --> 00:03:32,211 ♪ ♪ 73 00:03:32,212 --> 00:03:35,302 And there you were, just trying to belong somewhere. 74 00:03:35,299 --> 00:03:41,639 ♪ ♪ 75 00:03:41,639 --> 00:03:44,769 I remember the ridiculous expectations 76 00:03:44,767 --> 00:03:46,387 they had for us. 77 00:03:46,393 --> 00:03:48,103 Like... 78 00:03:48,103 --> 00:03:52,403 We were supposed to be these golden gods 24-7. 79 00:03:52,399 --> 00:03:59,409 ♪ ♪ 80 00:04:06,497 --> 00:04:08,707 Locked. Locked. 81 00:04:08,707 --> 00:04:11,587 Fuck. Fuck. 82 00:04:11,585 --> 00:04:16,875 ♪ ♪ 83 00:04:16,882 --> 00:04:20,302 [Leah] I remember the responsibilities, 84 00:04:20,302 --> 00:04:24,522 heavy burdens meant for adults forced on us before our time. 85 00:04:24,515 --> 00:04:28,345 ♪ ♪ 86 00:04:28,352 --> 00:04:30,942 Responsibilities that made you think... 87 00:04:30,938 --> 00:04:33,568 "Yeah, this is definitely 88 00:04:33,565 --> 00:04:36,815 fucking with my healthy development right now." 89 00:04:36,819 --> 00:04:42,779 ♪ ♪ 90 00:04:44,535 --> 00:04:45,995 And don't get me started 91 00:04:45,995 --> 00:04:48,035 on the impossible problem of sex. 92 00:04:48,038 --> 00:04:52,038 ♪ ♪ 93 00:04:52,042 --> 00:04:53,842 If you were terrified of it, 94 00:04:53,836 --> 00:04:56,296 which you had every reason to be, 95 00:04:56,296 --> 00:04:58,666 you'd be deemed a frigid chastity bitch. 96 00:04:58,674 --> 00:05:02,804 ♪ ♪ 97 00:05:02,803 --> 00:05:04,683 But if you were somehow unafraid, 98 00:05:04,680 --> 00:05:08,180 like if it was just naturally your thing... 99 00:05:08,183 --> 00:05:11,353 ♪ ♪ 100 00:05:11,353 --> 00:05:13,023 Then god help you. 101 00:05:13,022 --> 00:05:15,232 ♪ ♪ 102 00:05:15,232 --> 00:05:19,242 The world is a dangerous place for a sexually evolved girl. 103 00:05:19,236 --> 00:05:23,656 ♪ ♪ 104 00:05:23,657 --> 00:05:26,657 And on top of all that, there was this new feeling, 105 00:05:26,660 --> 00:05:29,540 - this sick, ugly feeling... - [Cell phone chimes] 106 00:05:29,538 --> 00:05:32,878 ...of wanting to love and to be loved back... 107 00:05:32,875 --> 00:05:35,455 ♪ ♪ 108 00:05:35,461 --> 00:05:37,711 ...which never ends well. 109 00:05:37,713 --> 00:05:40,723 [Sobbing] 110 00:05:40,716 --> 00:05:46,966 ♪ ♪ 111 00:05:46,972 --> 00:05:50,522 So if we're talking about what happened out there... 112 00:05:52,686 --> 00:05:55,056 ...then yeah, there was trauma. 113 00:05:56,899 --> 00:06:00,939 But being a teenage girl in normal-ass america... 114 00:06:00,944 --> 00:06:03,954 [Unsettling music] 115 00:06:03,947 --> 00:06:05,907 ...that was the real living hell. 116 00:06:05,908 --> 00:06:09,368 ♪ ♪ 117 00:06:14,750 --> 00:06:16,460 Hello? 118 00:06:21,173 --> 00:06:23,383 Anybody! 119 00:06:24,426 --> 00:06:26,886 [Sobbing] 120 00:06:28,847 --> 00:06:31,847 [Cell phone ringtone playing] 121 00:06:31,850 --> 00:06:38,860 ♪ ♪ 122 00:06:39,858 --> 00:06:42,858 [Soft dramatic music] 123 00:06:42,861 --> 00:06:45,661 ♪ ♪ 124 00:06:45,656 --> 00:06:48,656 [Ringtone continues] 125 00:06:48,659 --> 00:06:55,669 ♪ ♪ 126 00:06:57,334 --> 00:07:00,344 [Soft dramatic music] 127 00:07:00,337 --> 00:07:07,337 ♪ ♪ 128 00:07:07,344 --> 00:07:09,184 [Young] Tell us what you know 129 00:07:09,179 --> 00:07:12,929 about the dawn of Eve. 130 00:07:12,933 --> 00:07:14,603 [Maryann] Dear, I mean, you just would not believe... 131 00:07:14,601 --> 00:07:16,771 [Leah] The retreat was my mother's idea. 132 00:07:16,770 --> 00:07:21,230 She thought it would be, like, therapeutic. 133 00:07:21,233 --> 00:07:23,823 Did you have a chance to look through the activities? 134 00:07:23,819 --> 00:07:27,529 [Leah] But maybe they were just scared of me. 135 00:07:27,531 --> 00:07:30,831 My dad had started looking at me like I was radioactive. 136 00:07:30,826 --> 00:07:33,576 Private plane, honey, direct to the big island. 137 00:07:33,579 --> 00:07:35,409 If that doesn't boost you out of your funk, 138 00:07:35,414 --> 00:07:37,044 I don't know what will. 139 00:07:37,040 --> 00:07:40,040 Please don't refer to my emotional devastation 140 00:07:40,043 --> 00:07:41,173 as a "funk." 141 00:07:43,213 --> 00:07:46,633 Leah, I know you're recovering from some kind of breakup, 142 00:07:46,633 --> 00:07:49,183 and I know you're not wild about this trip, 143 00:07:49,178 --> 00:07:50,758 but your father and I, 144 00:07:50,762 --> 00:07:53,062 we're kind of at a loss for how we can help. 145 00:07:53,056 --> 00:07:55,596 [Kurt] We're really trying here, Leah. 146 00:07:55,601 --> 00:08:02,611 ♪ ♪ 147 00:08:11,950 --> 00:08:13,740 Hey! Hey. 148 00:08:13,744 --> 00:08:15,504 Hey. 149 00:08:15,495 --> 00:08:16,905 Are you all right? 150 00:08:19,124 --> 00:08:20,834 - Hey. - [Muttering] 151 00:08:20,834 --> 00:08:22,594 What are you saying? 152 00:08:22,586 --> 00:08:25,586 ♪ If you are wrong... ♪ 153 00:08:25,589 --> 00:08:27,629 P! Nk, is that your ringtone? 154 00:08:27,633 --> 00:08:29,303 ♪ All my underdogs... ♪ 155 00:08:29,301 --> 00:08:31,091 Hey, hey, hey, stay... Stay with me. 156 00:08:31,094 --> 00:08:32,514 ♪ ♪ 157 00:08:32,512 --> 00:08:34,102 [Leah] Jeanette. 158 00:08:34,097 --> 00:08:37,767 That was her name, I found out later, 159 00:08:37,768 --> 00:08:40,848 and she was the only one who'd come alone. 160 00:08:40,854 --> 00:08:42,864 The rest of us came in pairs. 161 00:08:42,856 --> 00:08:45,436 There was Toni and Martha, 162 00:08:45,442 --> 00:08:47,492 best friends from Minnesota; 163 00:08:47,486 --> 00:08:51,776 The texans, dot and Shelby; 164 00:08:51,782 --> 00:08:53,122 There was Rachel from New York 165 00:08:53,116 --> 00:08:56,116 and her sister, Nora; 166 00:08:56,119 --> 00:08:59,619 And fatin, of all people, from my school. 167 00:08:59,623 --> 00:09:03,673 But like I said, none of this sunk in until later. 168 00:09:03,669 --> 00:09:06,759 Not faces, not names, 169 00:09:06,755 --> 00:09:08,915 not the ridiculous welcome video. 170 00:09:08,924 --> 00:09:12,224 [Woman] Right now, hundreds of girls just like yourselves 171 00:09:12,219 --> 00:09:14,179 aboard charters just like this one 172 00:09:14,179 --> 00:09:17,349 are en route to our retreat in kona, Hawaii, 173 00:09:17,349 --> 00:09:19,559 for a long weekend of female-centric 174 00:09:19,559 --> 00:09:21,269 learning and growth. 175 00:09:21,270 --> 00:09:24,730 The dawn of Eve literally waits for no man. 176 00:09:24,731 --> 00:09:27,691 [Leah] I was somewhere else, 177 00:09:27,693 --> 00:09:32,073 trying to disappear into those pages, 178 00:09:32,072 --> 00:09:34,622 where it all began. 179 00:09:34,616 --> 00:09:38,326 [Indistinct chatter] 180 00:09:38,328 --> 00:09:41,418 Do you know there is a vegan drum circle on the south lawn? 181 00:09:41,415 --> 00:09:42,995 I mean, seriously? 182 00:09:43,000 --> 00:09:45,710 Be a vegan, or be someone who does drum circles, 183 00:09:45,711 --> 00:09:48,131 not both. 184 00:09:48,130 --> 00:09:51,220 Everyone is just too fucking interesting around here. 185 00:09:51,216 --> 00:09:53,926 I've got, like, interesting fatigue. 186 00:09:53,927 --> 00:09:56,507 Is that why you hang out with me? 187 00:09:56,513 --> 00:10:00,103 I'm so bland, it gives you a chance to recharge? 188 00:10:00,100 --> 00:10:01,640 I get it. 189 00:10:01,643 --> 00:10:03,773 My hair is all one color. 190 00:10:03,770 --> 00:10:08,650 I'm a virgin that still drinks dairy milk. 191 00:10:08,650 --> 00:10:10,440 Shit, I really am boring. 192 00:10:10,444 --> 00:10:12,614 Actually, by being the most normcore person here, 193 00:10:12,612 --> 00:10:14,452 you've low-key turned the tables. 194 00:10:14,448 --> 00:10:17,618 You've become the freakiest freak of all. 195 00:10:17,617 --> 00:10:19,657 Well, either you or fatin, 196 00:10:19,661 --> 00:10:22,961 the true basic bitch. 197 00:10:22,956 --> 00:10:25,076 [Leah] Why does she even go here? 198 00:10:25,083 --> 00:10:26,343 [Ian] You seriously don't know? 199 00:10:26,335 --> 00:10:28,705 Fatin is a cello virtuoso. 200 00:10:28,712 --> 00:10:30,922 She's, like, a shoo-in at Juilliard. 201 00:10:32,674 --> 00:10:35,014 You don't have to read that book, you know. 202 00:10:35,010 --> 00:10:37,930 Ms. Wolfe only assigned it 'cause galanis used to go here. 203 00:10:37,929 --> 00:10:41,059 It's shameless alumni promotion. 204 00:10:41,058 --> 00:10:43,518 God, have you read chapter six yet? 205 00:10:43,518 --> 00:10:45,348 A 12-page description 206 00:10:45,354 --> 00:10:47,984 of the wallpaper in a waiting room. 207 00:10:47,981 --> 00:10:49,861 Yeah, but I... 208 00:10:49,858 --> 00:10:53,318 I think the waiting room was, like, a metaphor, though, 209 00:10:53,320 --> 00:10:55,070 for how stuck she felt. 210 00:10:57,199 --> 00:11:00,369 Tell him yourself. He's coming next week. 211 00:11:00,369 --> 00:11:03,789 Some kind of school-wide literary event. 212 00:11:03,789 --> 00:11:06,789 [Gentle music] 213 00:11:06,792 --> 00:11:12,132 ♪ ♪ 214 00:11:12,130 --> 00:11:14,590 So in the interest of bringing us all together, 215 00:11:14,591 --> 00:11:16,641 I'd like to propose a little icebreaker. 216 00:11:16,635 --> 00:11:17,965 Ooh, like never have I ever? 217 00:11:17,969 --> 00:11:19,469 Uh, that game's a little much. 218 00:11:19,471 --> 00:11:21,431 I know. So, here's how it works. 219 00:11:21,431 --> 00:11:23,521 One person says something they've never done, 220 00:11:23,517 --> 00:11:26,647 and if you have done it, you have to drink alcohol. 221 00:11:26,645 --> 00:11:29,015 Uh, that game's a little intense, 222 00:11:29,022 --> 00:11:30,862 like, for people who don't know each other real well, 223 00:11:30,857 --> 00:11:33,107 so how about we just pair off, 224 00:11:33,110 --> 00:11:35,320 powwow with your partner for a sec, and then afterwards, 225 00:11:35,320 --> 00:11:36,910 you can introduce her to the rest of us? 226 00:11:36,905 --> 00:11:38,655 - This white girl said "powwow." - So? 227 00:11:38,657 --> 00:11:40,487 So it's not her word. You should be triggered. 228 00:11:40,492 --> 00:11:42,332 Okay. I'm not, though. 229 00:11:42,327 --> 00:11:44,657 Why am I always fighting your battles for you? 230 00:11:44,663 --> 00:11:46,503 I don't know. Because you like fighting? 231 00:11:46,498 --> 00:11:48,168 [Shelby] [Clears throat] Okay, shh. 232 00:11:48,166 --> 00:11:49,626 Guess I'll have to play matchmaker. 233 00:11:49,626 --> 00:11:51,796 You can come with me. 234 00:11:54,464 --> 00:11:56,844 Right about here, okay. 235 00:11:56,842 --> 00:11:59,642 And it looks like we'll need one little group of three. 236 00:12:01,138 --> 00:12:04,218 Or you can just sit this one out. 237 00:12:04,224 --> 00:12:06,774 All right. Shelby. And you are? 238 00:12:06,768 --> 00:12:08,518 - Martha. - Martha, it's a pleasure. 239 00:12:08,520 --> 00:12:10,110 Okay, so let me tell you a bit about me. 240 00:12:10,105 --> 00:12:11,645 Okay, I do real, right? 241 00:12:11,648 --> 00:12:14,858 I do family. I do Jesus. I do pageants. 242 00:12:14,860 --> 00:12:17,320 And I'm doing this conference to offset the pageants. 243 00:12:17,320 --> 00:12:19,660 Some colleges might see them as retrograde 244 00:12:19,656 --> 00:12:22,326 when it comes to female empowerment. 245 00:12:22,325 --> 00:12:24,695 Has anyone ever told you you have the most drop-dead gorgeous eyes? 246 00:12:28,415 --> 00:12:30,535 Hey, I've got a question about your shirt. 247 00:12:30,542 --> 00:12:32,792 I've got a few questions about your cargo pants. 248 00:12:32,794 --> 00:12:34,424 Yeah, well, I'm not a lesbian. 249 00:12:34,421 --> 00:12:36,471 Sorry to disappoint. I just like storage. 250 00:12:36,465 --> 00:12:39,465 - Mm. - But I see shirts like yours everywhere. 251 00:12:39,468 --> 00:12:42,678 Shirts that have, like, a lot of attitude. 252 00:12:43,513 --> 00:12:45,223 So what's your question, then? 253 00:12:45,223 --> 00:12:47,433 I guess just, why are they a thing? 254 00:12:47,434 --> 00:12:49,354 Um, because they're super cute and super hilarious? 255 00:12:49,352 --> 00:12:51,272 [Dot] I just think it's kind of funny, 256 00:12:51,271 --> 00:12:53,361 you wearing that to a feminist retreat, 257 00:12:53,356 --> 00:12:55,776 because your shirt is literally telling women, 258 00:12:55,775 --> 00:12:57,145 get out of your face. 259 00:12:57,152 --> 00:12:58,862 Whatever. I don't even get feminism. 260 00:12:58,862 --> 00:13:01,992 I get called a girly girl like it's a bad thing? 261 00:13:01,990 --> 00:13:04,120 So I'm double the amount of girl, 262 00:13:04,117 --> 00:13:05,947 and somehow that's not feminist. 263 00:13:05,952 --> 00:13:07,952 It's ridiculous. 264 00:13:07,954 --> 00:13:09,294 Hello. 265 00:13:09,289 --> 00:13:12,129 Oh, thank you so much. 266 00:13:12,125 --> 00:13:13,875 This looks delicious. 267 00:13:13,877 --> 00:13:15,457 Thanks, dude. 268 00:13:16,713 --> 00:13:17,803 So you play basketball? 269 00:13:19,090 --> 00:13:20,970 Yeah, I used to. 270 00:13:20,967 --> 00:13:24,177 I got cut from the team for unsportsmanlike conduct. 271 00:13:24,179 --> 00:13:26,139 This bitch from another team kept fouling me, 272 00:13:26,139 --> 00:13:28,179 so I pissed in my hand and I threw it at her. 273 00:13:28,183 --> 00:13:31,023 - Were you good? [Toni] Hell yeah. 274 00:13:31,019 --> 00:13:33,099 I was a beast on the court. 275 00:13:33,104 --> 00:13:35,364 People who waste their talent get on my nerves. 276 00:13:35,357 --> 00:13:37,937 If I missed even one meet based off of some foolishness on my part, 277 00:13:37,943 --> 00:13:39,283 I'd never forgive myself. 278 00:13:40,862 --> 00:13:42,412 - What are you doing? [Rachel] I have an app 279 00:13:42,405 --> 00:13:43,695 that turns my phone into a digital scale. 280 00:13:49,037 --> 00:13:51,917 Also, I have two pugs, coco and Jax. 281 00:13:51,915 --> 00:13:53,245 They're from the same litter, 282 00:13:53,250 --> 00:13:54,830 but they're, like, so different. 283 00:13:54,834 --> 00:13:56,634 So what kind of music do you listen to? 284 00:13:56,628 --> 00:13:59,378 I don't really know. Everything, I guess. 285 00:13:59,381 --> 00:14:00,801 [Jeanette] You know what's funny? 286 00:14:00,799 --> 00:14:02,679 I always say I'm into rap and hip-hop, 287 00:14:02,676 --> 00:14:04,966 but the other day, I was going through my spotify history, 288 00:14:04,970 --> 00:14:08,140 and guess who I listen to most. 289 00:14:08,139 --> 00:14:09,639 P! Nk. 290 00:14:09,641 --> 00:14:11,811 It was like a wake-up call for me. 291 00:14:11,810 --> 00:14:14,400 Honestly, we should all be checking our play count. 292 00:14:14,396 --> 00:14:15,856 You can't hide from your play count, 293 00:14:15,855 --> 00:14:18,975 and my play count says I like p! Nk. 294 00:14:18,984 --> 00:14:20,494 [Chuckles] 295 00:14:22,195 --> 00:14:25,815 - Who do you keep looking at? - My sister. 296 00:14:25,824 --> 00:14:28,164 So have you been listening to me at all? 297 00:14:28,159 --> 00:14:30,869 You're from San Francisco, you hate being homeschooled, 298 00:14:30,870 --> 00:14:32,710 you work at your family's restaurant, 299 00:14:32,706 --> 00:14:34,206 you collect erasers, 300 00:14:34,207 --> 00:14:36,497 you have two pugs named coco and Jax, 301 00:14:36,501 --> 00:14:38,801 and you're existentially prepared to admit 302 00:14:38,795 --> 00:14:40,085 that you like p! Nk. 303 00:14:40,922 --> 00:14:42,262 [Chuckles awkwardly] 304 00:14:42,257 --> 00:14:45,387 No, boys aren't really into me. 305 00:14:45,385 --> 00:14:47,005 At least none that you know of. 306 00:14:47,012 --> 00:14:49,642 Oh, I've got a pretty good lay of the land. 307 00:14:49,639 --> 00:14:52,059 It's just none, period. 308 00:14:52,058 --> 00:14:54,388 Well, all you need is one good one. 309 00:14:54,394 --> 00:14:57,064 Andrew, oh, he is such a keeper. 310 00:14:57,063 --> 00:14:59,733 For our anniversary, he bought me an actual star. 311 00:14:59,733 --> 00:15:02,363 Like, in the sky. And he named it after me. 312 00:15:02,360 --> 00:15:05,490 Uh, Shelby, sorry, I... I think you have cake in your teeth. 313 00:15:06,906 --> 00:15:08,406 Oh. 314 00:15:08,408 --> 00:15:09,778 Would you excuse me? 315 00:15:09,784 --> 00:15:11,664 Thanks. 316 00:15:11,661 --> 00:15:14,661 [Soft dramatic music] 317 00:15:14,664 --> 00:15:21,674 ♪ ♪ 318 00:15:33,516 --> 00:15:38,476 [Intercom dinging] 319 00:15:39,689 --> 00:15:42,029 It's hard to talk about this part. 320 00:15:42,025 --> 00:15:45,855 Of course. That must have been terrifying. 321 00:15:45,862 --> 00:15:47,202 No. 322 00:15:50,408 --> 00:15:52,158 It was embarrassing. 323 00:15:54,537 --> 00:15:56,617 The thought did cross my mind, you know, 324 00:15:56,623 --> 00:15:59,883 this could be my final moment alive. 325 00:16:02,462 --> 00:16:04,802 How do you think I spent it? 326 00:16:05,799 --> 00:16:08,179 I didn't reach out for comfort. 327 00:16:10,261 --> 00:16:13,141 I didn't cry. 328 00:16:13,139 --> 00:16:15,979 I didn't shut everything out. 329 00:16:15,975 --> 00:16:21,055 I didn't, like, carpe diem or anything. 330 00:16:21,064 --> 00:16:23,944 I didn't indulge. 331 00:16:23,942 --> 00:16:27,072 I took no measures to protect myself. 332 00:16:27,070 --> 00:16:30,410 I didn't pray for my mortal soul. 333 00:16:32,283 --> 00:16:35,083 Here's what I did: 334 00:16:35,078 --> 00:16:39,618 I sat in my fucking love puddle... 335 00:16:41,751 --> 00:16:43,091 ...and thought about a guy. 336 00:16:43,086 --> 00:16:44,586 [Wolfe] The world knows him 337 00:16:44,587 --> 00:16:46,797 as the 2013 national book award winner, 338 00:16:46,798 --> 00:16:49,298 but to me, he'll only ever be the little shit 339 00:16:49,300 --> 00:16:52,050 who sat at the back of my class making paper clip chains 340 00:16:52,053 --> 00:16:54,563 and ignoring every word I said. 341 00:16:54,556 --> 00:16:58,306 [Laughter] - Please welcome Jeffrey galanis. 342 00:16:58,309 --> 00:17:01,189 [Applause] 343 00:17:04,107 --> 00:17:05,477 [Jeffrey] I should say, uh, in hindsight 344 00:17:05,483 --> 00:17:07,493 that the... The paper clip chains 345 00:17:07,485 --> 00:17:09,525 that she's referring to probably had more artistic merit 346 00:17:09,529 --> 00:17:12,409 than, uh, anything else I was turning in in her class. 347 00:17:12,407 --> 00:17:13,907 [Laughter] 348 00:17:13,908 --> 00:17:15,408 Anyway, I thought that, uh, 349 00:17:15,410 --> 00:17:17,580 we would start with a reading. 350 00:17:18,496 --> 00:17:21,746 "Carrie's wish was simple: 351 00:17:21,750 --> 00:17:25,460 For something to finally happen to her, 352 00:17:25,462 --> 00:17:27,342 something that would add color 353 00:17:27,338 --> 00:17:30,508 to the bland desert of her life. 354 00:17:30,508 --> 00:17:31,588 "And that's what it was." 355 00:17:31,593 --> 00:17:33,223 Hey, Ian. 356 00:17:33,219 --> 00:17:35,259 I'm supposed to take Jeff back to his hotel after, 357 00:17:35,263 --> 00:17:37,603 but I am up to my goddamn eyeballs in ap prep. 358 00:17:37,599 --> 00:17:38,889 Can you give him a lift? 359 00:17:38,892 --> 00:17:40,482 Wait, like, Jeffrey, Jeff? 360 00:17:40,477 --> 00:17:41,807 [Wolfe] Yeah, yeah, yeah. 361 00:17:41,811 --> 00:17:43,151 [Ian] I would, but my brother... 362 00:17:43,146 --> 00:17:44,476 I'll do it. 363 00:17:44,481 --> 00:17:48,111 Oh, god, thanks. You're a lifesaver. 364 00:17:48,109 --> 00:17:51,109 [Soft music] 365 00:17:51,112 --> 00:17:57,292 ♪ ♪ 366 00:17:58,077 --> 00:18:01,747 [Groaning] 367 00:18:03,208 --> 00:18:04,748 [Leah] Oh... um... 368 00:18:07,712 --> 00:18:09,052 If you were bleeding internally, 369 00:18:09,047 --> 00:18:10,467 your heart rate would be, like, shot. 370 00:18:10,465 --> 00:18:12,715 I think you're just a little roughed up. 371 00:18:12,717 --> 00:18:14,927 ♪ ♪ 372 00:18:14,928 --> 00:18:17,928 [Muttering] 373 00:18:17,931 --> 00:18:24,401 ♪ ♪ 374 00:18:24,395 --> 00:18:27,395 [Laughs] 375 00:18:29,484 --> 00:18:33,534 Hey, hey, look. 376 00:18:33,530 --> 00:18:35,410 We're gonna be okay. 377 00:18:35,406 --> 00:18:37,526 We're gonna be okay. 378 00:18:37,534 --> 00:18:39,454 [Young] All right, help me out with the timeline here. 379 00:18:39,452 --> 00:18:42,752 Um, about how long had you been out there at that point? 380 00:18:42,747 --> 00:18:45,627 - I don't know. [Young] Two, three hours? 381 00:18:45,625 --> 00:18:47,875 I'm just trying to pin down when the crash occurred. 382 00:18:47,877 --> 00:18:49,417 I honestly don't know. 383 00:18:51,506 --> 00:18:53,716 From the crash till when you spotted the shoreline, 384 00:18:53,716 --> 00:18:56,006 you can't give me a ballpark estimate? 385 00:18:56,010 --> 00:18:59,310 Look, I don't mean to be difficult. 386 00:18:59,305 --> 00:19:03,345 Just, that part at the beginning... 387 00:19:03,351 --> 00:19:05,351 It's all a blur. 388 00:19:06,312 --> 00:19:08,732 And not just for me. 389 00:19:08,731 --> 00:19:11,361 After the plane went down, 390 00:19:11,359 --> 00:19:13,699 we all had this blank in our memories. 391 00:19:13,695 --> 00:19:15,735 [Eerie music] 392 00:19:15,738 --> 00:19:18,318 Even the ones that came to on the island. 393 00:19:18,324 --> 00:19:20,294 Martha! 394 00:19:20,285 --> 00:19:22,155 Marty! 395 00:19:22,161 --> 00:19:29,171 ♪ ♪ 396 00:19:37,468 --> 00:19:39,758 Marty! 397 00:19:40,889 --> 00:19:42,349 You gotta get up and move around, all right? 398 00:19:42,348 --> 00:19:43,978 You're in shock. 399 00:19:43,975 --> 00:19:46,895 They made me come. I'm not supposed to be here. 400 00:19:46,895 --> 00:19:49,895 Who, like, your parents? 401 00:19:49,898 --> 00:19:51,898 Well, if it makes you feel any better, 402 00:19:51,900 --> 00:19:54,900 they're probably feeling pretty shitty right now. 403 00:19:54,903 --> 00:19:56,993 Like, crushing guilt. 404 00:19:58,281 --> 00:20:00,121 Hey, you win. 405 00:20:00,116 --> 00:20:01,986 Well, kind of. Not really. 406 00:20:01,993 --> 00:20:05,003 [Dramatic music] 407 00:20:04,996 --> 00:20:07,616 ♪ ♪ 408 00:20:07,624 --> 00:20:10,674 You got a little bit of... 409 00:20:10,668 --> 00:20:15,758 ♪ ♪ 410 00:20:15,757 --> 00:20:16,967 [Nora] Rachel. 411 00:20:16,966 --> 00:20:19,636 - [Coughs] - Are you okay? 412 00:20:21,220 --> 00:20:23,310 Is this helping? 413 00:20:23,306 --> 00:20:26,346 Because if it is, I... I won't stop you. 414 00:20:28,186 --> 00:20:29,936 Ow. 415 00:20:33,524 --> 00:20:35,194 You think I'm doing this shit on purpose? 416 00:20:35,193 --> 00:20:37,863 - No. - Because it could be motion sickness. 417 00:20:37,862 --> 00:20:40,452 Or the fact that we just woke up in a fucking nightmare, right, Nora? 418 00:20:40,448 --> 00:20:42,828 - I was just asking, Rachel. - No, you weren't. 419 00:20:42,825 --> 00:20:44,405 You were treating me like a child like you always do. 420 00:20:44,410 --> 00:20:46,160 I mean, that's why we're here, right? 421 00:20:46,162 --> 00:20:48,252 - That's not true. That's not true. - Yes, it is! 422 00:20:48,247 --> 00:20:51,077 You got it in your head that you need to protect me, and now we're here! 423 00:20:51,084 --> 00:20:52,424 When you ran your mouth off to mom and dad, 424 00:20:52,418 --> 00:20:54,838 what did you tell them, Nora? 425 00:20:54,837 --> 00:20:56,207 Nora, what did you say? 426 00:20:56,214 --> 00:20:57,304 Just that I was worried about you 427 00:20:57,298 --> 00:20:58,628 and maybe you needed a break. 428 00:20:58,633 --> 00:21:01,473 Great! Great fucking break, right? 429 00:21:01,469 --> 00:21:07,429 ♪ ♪ 430 00:21:08,726 --> 00:21:10,306 Motherfucker! 431 00:21:10,311 --> 00:21:13,361 - God. [Martha] Shelby! 432 00:21:13,356 --> 00:21:14,816 ♪ ♪ 433 00:21:14,816 --> 00:21:16,936 Shelby! 434 00:21:16,943 --> 00:21:18,743 ♪ ♪ 435 00:21:18,736 --> 00:21:20,776 [Screaming] 436 00:21:20,780 --> 00:21:22,370 ♪ ♪ 437 00:21:22,365 --> 00:21:24,825 [Groans] 438 00:21:27,328 --> 00:21:29,458 My... my ankle. 439 00:21:29,455 --> 00:21:32,415 ♪ ♪ 440 00:21:32,417 --> 00:21:34,877 It's bad. It's bad, isn't it? 441 00:21:34,877 --> 00:21:36,377 Uh, no. 442 00:21:36,379 --> 00:21:38,799 It just needs a little tlc, okay? 443 00:21:38,798 --> 00:21:41,798 ♪ ♪ 444 00:21:41,801 --> 00:21:45,811 [Leah] Sometimes you collide with a person 445 00:21:45,805 --> 00:21:47,515 and you get this feeling 446 00:21:47,515 --> 00:21:49,225 that they might become important to you. 447 00:21:49,225 --> 00:21:52,145 Maybe it's from a look 448 00:21:52,145 --> 00:21:54,145 or an act of kindness. 449 00:21:54,147 --> 00:21:57,607 ♪ ♪ 450 00:21:57,608 --> 00:22:00,528 Or maybe you just like the way your world feels 451 00:22:00,528 --> 00:22:02,068 when they're in it. 452 00:22:02,071 --> 00:22:04,661 ♪ ♪ 453 00:22:04,657 --> 00:22:07,577 I'm really sorry, by the way, if, uh, this is way out of your way. 454 00:22:07,577 --> 00:22:10,367 I would have called an Uber or a Lyft or whatever. 455 00:22:10,371 --> 00:22:12,081 I just, um... 456 00:22:12,081 --> 00:22:14,921 I am a person who has chosen 457 00:22:14,917 --> 00:22:16,837 not to own a smartphone. 458 00:22:17,837 --> 00:22:20,087 That's, like, a whole thing? 459 00:22:20,840 --> 00:22:23,010 Okay, a couple... A few years ago, I... 460 00:22:23,009 --> 00:22:25,389 I lost my iPhone, and so I had to revert to this old flip phone, 461 00:22:25,386 --> 00:22:28,806 and then, I don't know, I started to kind of 462 00:22:28,806 --> 00:22:30,846 like the... The luddite image 463 00:22:30,850 --> 00:22:32,600 that I was projecting with it so much 464 00:22:32,602 --> 00:22:34,652 that I just kind of stuck with it, and, you know... 465 00:22:34,645 --> 00:22:39,065 Uh, yes, it is, admittedly, an affectation. 466 00:22:39,067 --> 00:22:40,067 [Chuckling] Um... 467 00:22:44,739 --> 00:22:46,409 So do you want to listen to music? 468 00:22:47,700 --> 00:22:49,450 Uh, yeah, you, uh... 469 00:22:49,452 --> 00:22:52,412 There's an aux cord in the... In the glove compartment. 470 00:22:52,413 --> 00:22:53,873 Oh, shit, cds. 471 00:22:53,873 --> 00:22:55,463 Oh, god, don't. 472 00:22:55,458 --> 00:22:57,998 Those are really old. I... 473 00:22:58,002 --> 00:23:00,842 There's no reflection of who I am. 474 00:23:00,838 --> 00:23:03,968 No, no, it's no... No judgment from me, trust me. 475 00:23:03,966 --> 00:23:07,636 And I'm dying to know what's on awesome summer mix. 476 00:23:08,596 --> 00:23:10,966 - I didn't name that. - [Jeffrey laughs] 477 00:23:10,973 --> 00:23:14,023 And p! Nk. Oh, my god, I love p! Nk. 478 00:23:14,018 --> 00:23:16,268 Like, I... I feel like she's got, like, 479 00:23:16,270 --> 00:23:19,940 this amazing anarchic quality to her. 480 00:23:21,567 --> 00:23:22,897 Yeah, she's kind of eternal. 481 00:23:24,695 --> 00:23:26,855 [Soft music] 482 00:23:26,864 --> 00:23:29,164 Your hotel's just right up here. 483 00:23:30,159 --> 00:23:32,119 Oh. 484 00:23:32,120 --> 00:23:33,250 Man, that was fast. 485 00:23:33,246 --> 00:23:38,326 ♪ ♪ 486 00:23:38,334 --> 00:23:41,464 Hey, I don't know if you're hungry, but, um... 487 00:23:41,462 --> 00:23:45,632 If you haven't eaten, we could get some food. 488 00:23:45,633 --> 00:23:48,643 [Tense music] 489 00:23:48,636 --> 00:23:55,636 ♪ ♪ 490 00:23:56,727 --> 00:23:59,357 Help! Hey! 491 00:23:59,355 --> 00:24:02,275 I see you! We see you! 492 00:24:02,275 --> 00:24:04,815 Hey! Hey! 493 00:24:06,320 --> 00:24:07,820 Hey! 494 00:24:08,739 --> 00:24:09,989 I got her. 495 00:24:11,826 --> 00:24:15,406 Is there anybody else out there? 496 00:24:15,413 --> 00:24:18,043 - Think, did you see anybody? - I didn't. 497 00:24:18,040 --> 00:24:20,840 - I didn't see anybody. - Toni! 498 00:24:20,835 --> 00:24:25,295 ♪ ♪ 499 00:24:25,298 --> 00:24:26,968 Martha! 500 00:24:26,966 --> 00:24:29,836 ♪ ♪ 501 00:24:29,844 --> 00:24:31,854 Toni! 502 00:24:31,846 --> 00:24:36,596 ♪ ♪ 503 00:24:36,601 --> 00:24:38,231 - That's the last time you ghost on me. - I'm okay. 504 00:24:38,227 --> 00:24:40,347 I'm fine, seriously. 505 00:24:40,354 --> 00:24:44,654 Shelby's been... Shelby's been amazing. 506 00:24:44,650 --> 00:24:46,820 What the fuck are you wearing? 507 00:24:46,819 --> 00:24:49,069 [Dot] She's not breathing! 508 00:24:49,071 --> 00:24:50,451 [Dot] She's not breathing. [Rachel] Those compressions are way too fast. 509 00:24:50,448 --> 00:24:52,158 You're pumping, like, double time. 510 00:24:52,158 --> 00:24:53,618 There's no such thing as too fast, only too slow. 511 00:24:53,618 --> 00:24:55,288 Actually, compressions can be too fast 512 00:24:55,286 --> 00:24:57,246 - if they're not deep enough. - Dude, slow down! 513 00:24:57,246 --> 00:24:59,166 Ease up, dottie. You're going way too fast. 514 00:24:59,165 --> 00:25:00,745 Okay, hell, if you're all such experts, 515 00:25:00,750 --> 00:25:02,130 somebody else tap in. 516 00:25:02,126 --> 00:25:03,496 Okay, yeah, you just have to go... 517 00:25:03,502 --> 00:25:05,842 Who knows cpr? 518 00:25:05,838 --> 00:25:08,968 ♪ ♪ 519 00:25:08,966 --> 00:25:11,796 [Young] So it turned out, everyone had a working knowledge 520 00:25:11,802 --> 00:25:14,182 of cpr? 521 00:25:16,557 --> 00:25:18,597 [Leah] It's weird, isn't it? 522 00:25:18,601 --> 00:25:20,851 That every single one of us knew how? 523 00:25:22,855 --> 00:25:25,145 Is that important for your, um... 524 00:25:25,149 --> 00:25:26,899 For your purposes or whatever? 525 00:25:26,901 --> 00:25:28,861 Honestly, it could be. 526 00:25:28,861 --> 00:25:30,861 Anything could be relevant at this point. 527 00:25:30,863 --> 00:25:32,323 Which is why it's crucial 528 00:25:32,323 --> 00:25:34,413 that you give us this full-picture account. 529 00:25:34,408 --> 00:25:37,038 Of the flight, of the others, 530 00:25:37,036 --> 00:25:40,366 and what you were doing on that plane to begin with. 531 00:25:40,373 --> 00:25:43,383 [Dramatic music] 532 00:25:43,376 --> 00:25:50,376 ♪ ♪ 533 00:25:52,510 --> 00:25:54,640 Well, I feel like I should be asking you about your book. 534 00:25:54,637 --> 00:25:58,267 - No. - I have to write an essay on it, so... 535 00:25:58,266 --> 00:26:00,136 - I'd love your help. - [Clears throat] 536 00:26:00,142 --> 00:26:01,522 Okay. 537 00:26:01,519 --> 00:26:04,809 Let me first ask you, uh, 538 00:26:04,814 --> 00:26:06,194 what... what'd you think of it? 539 00:26:07,358 --> 00:26:08,938 I loved it. 540 00:26:10,569 --> 00:26:11,949 I really did. 541 00:26:13,489 --> 00:26:15,779 But at the end, 542 00:26:15,783 --> 00:26:17,373 like, it got a little weird. 543 00:26:17,368 --> 00:26:19,538 Like, it got a little sentimental, I think. 544 00:26:19,537 --> 00:26:21,117 - I'm really sorry. - Yeah, sure. 545 00:26:21,122 --> 00:26:22,332 - No, that's... - I didn't mean to say that. 546 00:26:22,331 --> 00:26:25,581 Yeah, no, it's... That's okay. 547 00:26:25,584 --> 00:26:26,714 Um... 548 00:26:28,337 --> 00:26:30,667 ...the truth is, like, sometimes, 549 00:26:30,673 --> 00:26:32,973 at a certain point, it feels like it's, like, 550 00:26:32,967 --> 00:26:35,797 impossible to get honest feedback out of anybody, 551 00:26:35,803 --> 00:26:38,103 so, uh, I appreciate it; Thank you. 552 00:26:38,097 --> 00:26:39,967 It's very kind of you. 553 00:26:39,974 --> 00:26:43,064 This is fun. We should do this again sometime. 554 00:26:43,060 --> 00:26:46,440 If that's not, like, totally unwelcome or whatever. 555 00:26:46,439 --> 00:26:53,359 ♪ ♪ 556 00:26:54,238 --> 00:26:56,698 Can you even enter contacts into this thing, 557 00:26:56,699 --> 00:26:59,079 or is it just for selling drugs? 558 00:26:59,076 --> 00:27:01,196 - Oh, you're being funny! - Yeah, I don't... 559 00:27:01,203 --> 00:27:03,833 - Oh, sorry, it was a joke! - How do you even work this thing? 560 00:27:06,417 --> 00:27:08,837 I'm gonna let you behind the curtain a little bit. 561 00:27:12,840 --> 00:27:14,340 If a girl really likes someone, 562 00:27:14,342 --> 00:27:17,472 she won't put their name in her phone. 563 00:27:17,470 --> 00:27:20,850 - Your crush is, like, sacred. - [Cell phone buzzes] 564 00:27:20,848 --> 00:27:23,138 [Soft music] 565 00:27:23,142 --> 00:27:25,022 You can't just file him in your contacts 566 00:27:25,019 --> 00:27:28,519 between your cousin and your chem lab partner. 567 00:27:28,522 --> 00:27:31,232 That would make him common. 568 00:27:31,233 --> 00:27:33,443 - So you learn his number... - [Cell phone buzzes] 569 00:27:33,444 --> 00:27:36,914 ...every contour of every digit. 570 00:27:36,906 --> 00:27:39,656 You carve those little hieroglyphs on your heart. 571 00:27:39,658 --> 00:27:41,868 [Giggles] 572 00:27:41,869 --> 00:27:44,539 ♪ ♪ 573 00:27:44,538 --> 00:27:46,498 - So you basically sleepwalk... - [Cell phone buzzes] 574 00:27:46,499 --> 00:27:48,209 ...through the rest of your life, 575 00:27:48,209 --> 00:27:51,749 waiting for dispatches from that magic number. 576 00:27:54,048 --> 00:27:56,508 And then there's the pivotal text. 577 00:27:56,509 --> 00:27:58,049 [Cell phone buzzes] 578 00:27:58,052 --> 00:28:02,682 It will probably come around midnight, 579 00:28:02,681 --> 00:28:04,851 and it will change everything. 580 00:28:04,850 --> 00:28:06,310 [Cell phone buzzes] 581 00:28:06,310 --> 00:28:10,270 ♪ ♪ 582 00:28:32,336 --> 00:28:33,916 Mm. 583 00:28:37,758 --> 00:28:38,968 [Text message whooshes] 584 00:28:47,309 --> 00:28:50,309 [Dramatic vocal music] 585 00:28:50,312 --> 00:28:55,572 ♪ ♪ 586 00:28:55,568 --> 00:28:57,528 - You're awake! - Yeah, hi. 587 00:28:59,530 --> 00:29:02,030 You're... you made it. 588 00:29:02,032 --> 00:29:03,832 Yeah, I did. 589 00:29:03,826 --> 00:29:10,286 ♪ ♪ 590 00:29:10,291 --> 00:29:12,631 I'm sorry. 591 00:29:12,626 --> 00:29:14,796 You have nothing to be sorry for. 592 00:29:14,795 --> 00:29:16,415 No, you don't understand. 593 00:29:16,422 --> 00:29:19,092 I'm so sorry. 594 00:29:19,091 --> 00:29:24,511 ♪ ♪ 595 00:29:24,513 --> 00:29:27,103 [Indistinct chatter] 596 00:29:27,099 --> 00:29:29,269 Hey, does anyone have a phone? 597 00:29:29,268 --> 00:29:30,438 Don't you think we would have said something if we did? 598 00:29:30,436 --> 00:29:31,396 I'm not even sure how many bars 599 00:29:31,395 --> 00:29:32,895 we'd get out here. 600 00:29:32,897 --> 00:29:34,517 I'm just trying to think of lifelines, all right? 601 00:29:34,523 --> 00:29:36,073 They're gonna find us, but we can't be stupid. 602 00:29:36,066 --> 00:29:38,146 We should make a big-ass help sign, 603 00:29:38,152 --> 00:29:40,362 like in that movie 28 days later... 604 00:29:40,362 --> 00:29:42,162 What do you think happened to the flight attendant guy? 605 00:29:42,156 --> 00:29:43,946 We should be looking through suitcases, finding phones. 606 00:29:43,949 --> 00:29:46,119 - We can't just... - Listen, listen, listen, y'all. 607 00:29:46,118 --> 00:29:47,578 It's the 21st century, okay? 608 00:29:47,578 --> 00:29:49,038 They will find us, but in the meantime, 609 00:29:49,038 --> 00:29:51,038 we gotta keep track of our resources. 610 00:29:53,042 --> 00:29:54,922 Eight cokes. 611 00:29:54,919 --> 00:29:57,379 Right now, that's all we got to drink, just eight of these. 612 00:29:57,379 --> 00:29:59,339 Okay, but don't worry, 613 00:29:59,340 --> 00:30:01,510 'cause if god brought us to it, god will bring us through it. 614 00:30:01,509 --> 00:30:03,469 You know, the whole "Jesus saves" thing isn't, like, literal. 615 00:30:03,469 --> 00:30:05,849 He's not gonna jetpack down and pull us out of here. 616 00:30:05,846 --> 00:30:07,466 No, Toni. 617 00:30:07,473 --> 00:30:09,063 Okay, the lord saves those who save themselves, 618 00:30:09,058 --> 00:30:11,888 which is why I'm gonna take a look in the woods, 619 00:30:11,894 --> 00:30:14,024 see if there's some fresh water. 620 00:30:14,021 --> 00:30:16,861 - Maybe you should come with. - Hard pass. 621 00:30:16,857 --> 00:30:19,357 Shelby, here. 622 00:30:19,360 --> 00:30:22,570 If you're really going, you gotta take these. 623 00:30:22,571 --> 00:30:24,201 You're so generous. 624 00:30:26,909 --> 00:30:29,159 You know what? Maybe I will go. 625 00:30:29,161 --> 00:30:30,541 Make sure Christ doesn't lead your ass 626 00:30:30,538 --> 00:30:32,248 into a fucking sinkhole. 627 00:30:32,248 --> 00:30:33,578 Guys. 628 00:30:33,582 --> 00:30:34,792 [Rachel] What the hell, dot? 629 00:30:34,792 --> 00:30:36,132 [Dot] I'm sorry. 630 00:30:36,126 --> 00:30:39,206 Look, I was saving her ass, okay? 631 00:30:39,213 --> 00:30:40,633 It got real wet. 632 00:30:40,631 --> 00:30:42,471 You honestly think sand will dry it out? 633 00:30:42,466 --> 00:30:44,546 [Nora] I read an article on the Internet 634 00:30:44,552 --> 00:30:46,602 about alternatives to rice in a bag. 635 00:30:46,595 --> 00:30:47,675 Sand was mentioned. 636 00:30:50,599 --> 00:30:52,389 Yeah, well, good enough for me. 637 00:30:57,606 --> 00:30:59,186 [Shelby] Keep your ears peeled. 638 00:30:59,191 --> 00:31:01,441 You'll hear moving water before you see it. 639 00:31:01,443 --> 00:31:02,863 [Toni] How come you know all this? 640 00:31:02,861 --> 00:31:04,611 [Shelby] This may surprise you, 641 00:31:04,613 --> 00:31:07,873 but I'm not just some delicate indoor Princess, okay? 642 00:31:07,866 --> 00:31:10,826 I go hunting with my dad all the time. 643 00:31:10,828 --> 00:31:12,618 So you do one hard-core thing? 644 00:31:12,621 --> 00:31:14,921 That doesn't mean you're not mostly an indoor Princess. 645 00:31:14,915 --> 00:31:17,165 How many pillows do you have on your bed? 646 00:31:17,167 --> 00:31:19,957 Bet you've got one of those mega beds with, like, 50 pillows. 647 00:31:19,962 --> 00:31:21,802 And your maid, lupe, 648 00:31:21,797 --> 00:31:24,047 she's gotta keep taking them off and putting them back on 649 00:31:24,049 --> 00:31:26,759 and it's making her want to off herself, am I right? You know I'm right. 650 00:31:26,760 --> 00:31:29,180 Yeah, well, I've also shot down a ten-point buck, 651 00:31:29,179 --> 00:31:30,809 snapped his neck to finish the job, 652 00:31:30,806 --> 00:31:33,596 and butchered him in the field all by myself. 653 00:31:33,601 --> 00:31:36,731 God built us to contain multitudes, Toni. 654 00:31:36,729 --> 00:31:37,939 Now can you turn around? 655 00:31:37,938 --> 00:31:40,518 'Cause I have to pee. 656 00:31:43,652 --> 00:31:45,742 Plug your ears. 657 00:31:45,738 --> 00:31:47,988 Plug your ears, or I'll have to sing. 658 00:31:52,578 --> 00:31:57,168 ♪ Thy word is a lamp unto my feet ♪ 659 00:31:57,166 --> 00:32:00,916 ♪ and a light unto my path ♪♪ 660 00:32:00,919 --> 00:32:02,379 Oh, you gotta be kidding me. 661 00:32:04,006 --> 00:32:07,006 [Dramatic music] 662 00:32:07,009 --> 00:32:09,389 [Leah] It didn't happen consciously, 663 00:32:09,386 --> 00:32:13,176 but I was finally starting to notice the others. 664 00:32:13,182 --> 00:32:14,812 Like Martha, 665 00:32:14,808 --> 00:32:18,848 how every creature meant something to her. 666 00:32:19,855 --> 00:32:22,775 Or Nora, 667 00:32:22,775 --> 00:32:25,315 how she always knew when you were looking at her 668 00:32:25,319 --> 00:32:30,069 and how her smile could mean a million different things. 669 00:32:30,074 --> 00:32:32,534 The veil of obsession was lifting. 670 00:32:32,534 --> 00:32:34,044 The world I had narrowed down to one 671 00:32:34,036 --> 00:32:36,366 was starting to repopulate. 672 00:32:36,372 --> 00:32:39,672 "There's no better place to grow into yourself." 673 00:32:40,876 --> 00:32:43,496 What does "grow into yourself" even mean? 674 00:32:43,504 --> 00:32:46,804 It sounds gross, like an ingrown hair. 675 00:32:46,799 --> 00:32:49,759 ♪ ♪ 676 00:32:49,760 --> 00:32:51,800 I didn't think it'd be so chilly. 677 00:32:51,804 --> 00:32:54,564 I know. 678 00:32:54,556 --> 00:32:57,556 I'm not sure we're anywhere near Hawaii. 679 00:32:57,559 --> 00:32:59,899 Hey, this is yours, right? 680 00:33:01,855 --> 00:33:05,815 [Leah] But just like that, the veil fell again. 681 00:33:05,818 --> 00:33:08,648 And he was all there was. 682 00:33:08,654 --> 00:33:15,664 ♪ ♪ 683 00:33:24,086 --> 00:33:25,836 - Hi. - Hi. 684 00:33:26,964 --> 00:33:29,134 - Hi. - Hi. 685 00:33:32,678 --> 00:33:37,018 - Can I come in? - Oh, yep, yeah. 686 00:33:37,015 --> 00:33:39,595 [Leah] This is so nice. 687 00:33:39,601 --> 00:33:40,981 Yeah, it's... It's not bad. 688 00:33:40,978 --> 00:33:42,648 You have three outlets over there. 689 00:33:42,646 --> 00:33:44,226 Yeah, I asked for one more, and they... 690 00:33:44,231 --> 00:33:45,941 - [Laughs] - ...They said no. 691 00:33:45,941 --> 00:33:47,691 Hey. 692 00:33:47,693 --> 00:33:49,323 Happy belated birthday. 693 00:33:50,654 --> 00:33:52,164 Thank you. 694 00:33:54,450 --> 00:34:00,660 [♪ The west coast pop art experimental band: "I won't hurt you"] 695 00:34:00,664 --> 00:34:03,044 [Singer] ♪ I've lost all of my pride... ♪ 696 00:34:03,041 --> 00:34:05,791 [Leah] Every girl has a vision for how she wants to lose it. 697 00:34:05,794 --> 00:34:07,304 [Singer] ♪ I've been to paradise ♪ 698 00:34:07,296 --> 00:34:11,466 ♪ and out the other side ♪ 699 00:34:11,467 --> 00:34:15,927 ♪ with no one to guide me ♪ 700 00:34:15,929 --> 00:34:18,019 ♪ torn apart... ♪ 701 00:34:18,015 --> 00:34:20,095 Will you sign one for me? 702 00:34:20,100 --> 00:34:22,230 Some dream about prom night. 703 00:34:22,227 --> 00:34:23,767 Oh, come on. 704 00:34:25,773 --> 00:34:28,613 I'll do you one better. 705 00:34:28,609 --> 00:34:30,529 I'll annotate it for you. 706 00:34:30,527 --> 00:34:32,237 [Leah] With a nice enough boyfriend, 707 00:34:32,237 --> 00:34:35,317 maybe a bed covered in Rose petals. 708 00:34:37,409 --> 00:34:39,199 Hmm. 709 00:34:39,203 --> 00:34:43,083 "Dear Leah." 710 00:34:43,081 --> 00:34:45,461 [Leah] I'm not sure what I imagined before him. 711 00:34:47,211 --> 00:34:50,131 I guess I thought it would be just like the rest of my life, 712 00:34:50,130 --> 00:34:54,380 just sort of... 713 00:34:54,384 --> 00:34:56,144 Unremarkable. 714 00:34:57,805 --> 00:34:59,595 Maybe at a party 715 00:34:59,598 --> 00:35:03,438 or on an old couch in somebody's damp basement, 716 00:35:03,435 --> 00:35:05,725 lots of condom-fumbling 717 00:35:05,729 --> 00:35:07,439 and apologies. 718 00:35:07,439 --> 00:35:10,149 ♪ ♪ 719 00:35:10,150 --> 00:35:12,860 If you had told me it would happen the way it did... 720 00:35:12,861 --> 00:35:17,701 ♪ ♪ 721 00:35:17,699 --> 00:35:21,369 ...i would've told you to get the fuck out. 722 00:35:21,370 --> 00:35:25,710 [Singer] ♪ my pale blue star ♪ 723 00:35:25,707 --> 00:35:28,287 ♪ my rainbow, how good it is... ♪ 724 00:35:28,293 --> 00:35:31,803 I like watching you do ordinary things. 725 00:35:31,797 --> 00:35:33,627 Makes you seem more real. 726 00:35:33,632 --> 00:35:36,932 [Singer] ♪ strike me with your lightning ♪ 727 00:35:36,927 --> 00:35:43,227 ♪ bring me down and Bury me with ashes... ♪ 728 00:35:43,225 --> 00:35:45,135 You are, right? 729 00:35:45,143 --> 00:35:46,813 Like, not you. 730 00:35:48,647 --> 00:35:52,567 Like, this is... 731 00:35:52,568 --> 00:35:55,238 Real? 732 00:35:55,237 --> 00:35:57,697 [Singer] ♪ I won't hurt you... ♪ 733 00:35:57,698 --> 00:35:59,158 [Jeffrey] Are you... 734 00:36:00,826 --> 00:36:03,786 You're asking about my feelings? 735 00:36:03,787 --> 00:36:06,157 Or... 736 00:36:06,164 --> 00:36:10,884 ♪ ♪ 737 00:36:10,878 --> 00:36:11,918 Yes. 738 00:36:14,423 --> 00:36:17,223 Oh, my god, yes. 739 00:36:24,349 --> 00:36:26,479 That makes 16. 740 00:36:26,476 --> 00:36:28,766 Why do you think we're only finding diets? 741 00:36:28,770 --> 00:36:30,980 Anything with real sugar would sink, 742 00:36:30,981 --> 00:36:33,401 sugar being heavier than water. 743 00:36:33,400 --> 00:36:36,490 How long can the nine of us survive on 16 cokes? 744 00:36:36,486 --> 00:36:40,236 Depends on the weather, how hot it gets. 745 00:36:40,240 --> 00:36:42,030 A week and a half, maybe. 746 00:36:44,953 --> 00:36:47,793 - You're smart, huh? - I just read a lot. 747 00:36:47,789 --> 00:36:49,539 Books, man. Can't get into them. 748 00:36:49,541 --> 00:36:52,461 Try having an elite athlete as your sibling. 749 00:36:52,461 --> 00:36:53,961 You do a lot of sitting. 750 00:36:53,962 --> 00:36:56,552 On planes, in gyms, in the stands. 751 00:36:56,548 --> 00:36:58,258 Reading will happen. 752 00:36:58,258 --> 00:37:01,298 But, like, your phone's right there. 753 00:37:01,303 --> 00:37:04,313 And TV? TV's so good. 754 00:37:04,306 --> 00:37:06,846 You know what? They said, like, graphic novels would be, like, 755 00:37:06,850 --> 00:37:08,810 the gateway drug to books, 756 00:37:08,810 --> 00:37:10,850 and, like, I tried them. 757 00:37:10,854 --> 00:37:13,234 Apart from the pictures, they were pretty shit. 758 00:37:14,942 --> 00:37:16,532 Ah, shit! 759 00:37:16,526 --> 00:37:18,896 I stubbed my fucking toe! 760 00:37:21,239 --> 00:37:22,449 [Grunts] 761 00:37:22,449 --> 00:37:25,449 [Dramatic vocal music] 762 00:37:25,452 --> 00:37:27,002 ♪ ♪ 763 00:37:26,995 --> 00:37:31,915 Yeah, of course it's hers that would show up. 764 00:37:31,917 --> 00:37:35,167 ♪ ♪ 765 00:37:35,170 --> 00:37:36,340 It was heavy as shit. 766 00:37:36,338 --> 00:37:43,348 ♪ ♪ 767 00:37:56,984 --> 00:37:59,324 I bet we'll get rich once they find us. 768 00:37:59,319 --> 00:38:00,949 Suing for damages or whatever. 769 00:38:00,946 --> 00:38:02,736 Not that your ass needs the money. 770 00:38:02,739 --> 00:38:04,119 Shh. 771 00:38:04,116 --> 00:38:06,326 Keep listening for water. 772 00:38:08,412 --> 00:38:10,752 I'm so sick of looking at your fucking ponytail. 773 00:38:10,747 --> 00:38:12,417 I feel like it thinks it's better than me. 774 00:38:12,416 --> 00:38:15,036 [Sighs] Then how about you go in front? 775 00:38:15,043 --> 00:38:16,383 Fine. 776 00:38:19,715 --> 00:38:22,125 Lord, in your mercy, 777 00:38:22,134 --> 00:38:24,514 Grant us water so that we may drink. 778 00:38:24,511 --> 00:38:26,051 Lord, in your mercy... 779 00:38:26,054 --> 00:38:27,644 Weren't you just telling me to shut up and listen? 780 00:38:27,639 --> 00:38:29,059 It's different. 781 00:38:29,057 --> 00:38:31,437 When you pray, god opens your senses. 782 00:38:31,435 --> 00:38:32,845 God's such a joke. 783 00:38:32,853 --> 00:38:33,943 Don't you know he's just a brainwashing tool 784 00:38:33,937 --> 00:38:35,477 designed to enslave the masses? 785 00:38:35,480 --> 00:38:38,360 Even if he were just a brainwashing tool, 786 00:38:38,358 --> 00:38:42,108 don't you ever think maybe your brain could use a good... 787 00:38:42,112 --> 00:38:43,492 Scrub? 788 00:38:43,488 --> 00:38:44,568 Fuck off. 789 00:38:46,700 --> 00:38:48,580 Lord, in your mercy, 790 00:38:48,577 --> 00:38:51,367 Grant us water so that we may drink. 791 00:38:51,371 --> 00:38:53,711 Lord, in your mercy, Grant us... 792 00:38:53,707 --> 00:38:55,327 [Screams] 793 00:38:55,333 --> 00:38:57,343 Fuck, fuck, Shelby! 794 00:38:57,335 --> 00:39:00,335 [Dramatic music] 795 00:39:00,338 --> 00:39:02,588 ♪ ♪ 796 00:39:02,591 --> 00:39:05,721 Shit, I swear, I didn't mean to... 797 00:39:05,719 --> 00:39:07,549 It's all right. 798 00:39:07,554 --> 00:39:13,234 ♪ ♪ 799 00:39:13,226 --> 00:39:16,686 - Hey... - Go ahead and go on back. 800 00:39:16,688 --> 00:39:19,268 I will too, but you should get a head start. 801 00:39:19,274 --> 00:39:21,534 I'd really rather walk alone. 802 00:39:21,526 --> 00:39:28,526 ♪ ♪ 803 00:39:31,036 --> 00:39:34,786 Look, we found more diet coke, of course, 804 00:39:34,790 --> 00:39:37,170 because, you know, sugar sinks, 805 00:39:37,167 --> 00:39:39,667 and then pants for you so that your legs aren't cold. 806 00:39:39,669 --> 00:39:41,249 [Jeanette] Thank you. 807 00:39:41,254 --> 00:39:44,054 [Dot] Not a bad haul but not great either. 808 00:39:44,049 --> 00:39:48,139 But wait, there's more! 809 00:39:48,136 --> 00:39:49,966 Huh? 810 00:39:49,971 --> 00:39:52,771 You get a mini, and you get a mini, and you get a mini. 811 00:39:52,766 --> 00:39:54,346 Hey, you guys partying without me? 812 00:39:54,351 --> 00:39:55,941 [Martha] You're back. Find any water? 813 00:39:55,936 --> 00:39:57,146 No. 814 00:39:57,145 --> 00:39:59,855 [Martha] Where's Shelby? 815 00:39:59,856 --> 00:40:02,186 - [Toni] Uh, I... - Shelby. 816 00:40:02,192 --> 00:40:03,612 Yeah, she's right there. 817 00:40:05,403 --> 00:40:07,613 - Your head. - Oh, it's fine. 818 00:40:07,614 --> 00:40:10,124 Ran smack into a tree, if you can believe. 819 00:40:10,117 --> 00:40:12,077 Yeah. 820 00:40:12,077 --> 00:40:13,947 Very silly of me. 821 00:40:13,954 --> 00:40:15,374 [Rachel] Hey! 822 00:40:15,372 --> 00:40:17,252 Hey, the phone's working! 823 00:40:17,249 --> 00:40:20,039 It's working! Oh, my god. 824 00:40:20,043 --> 00:40:21,883 Listen, we have to be strategic. 825 00:40:21,878 --> 00:40:23,508 We only have one bar and almost zero battery life left. 826 00:40:23,505 --> 00:40:25,045 Every second counts. 827 00:40:25,048 --> 00:40:27,428 May I just say, I am ready to make the call, okay? 828 00:40:27,425 --> 00:40:29,045 My aunt is a 911 operator, and I... 829 00:40:29,052 --> 00:40:30,722 No, 911 is out. It doesn't work in every country, 830 00:40:30,720 --> 00:40:32,430 and we don't even know where we are, 831 00:40:32,430 --> 00:40:34,810 so if we're closer to, like, Japan, 911 is useless. 832 00:40:34,808 --> 00:40:36,518 Japan's emergency number is 119. 833 00:40:36,518 --> 00:40:39,398 Look, we only have to get in contact with one person, 834 00:40:39,396 --> 00:40:41,146 so I want you all to have someone in mind, 835 00:40:41,148 --> 00:40:42,518 make sure you know their number, 836 00:40:42,524 --> 00:40:44,114 and make sure they love you enough 837 00:40:44,109 --> 00:40:46,149 that they're waiting by the phone right now. 838 00:40:46,153 --> 00:40:48,203 Okay? 839 00:40:48,196 --> 00:40:52,026 [Leah] Of course, there's only one number I knew by heart. 840 00:40:52,033 --> 00:40:54,043 [Cell phone buzzes] 841 00:40:59,583 --> 00:41:01,543 Hey. 842 00:41:01,543 --> 00:41:04,003 I had to tell my parents you were an Uber. 843 00:41:06,006 --> 00:41:07,756 What are you doing here? 844 00:41:07,757 --> 00:41:11,007 I thought the San Jose reading didn't end UN... 845 00:41:11,011 --> 00:41:12,431 Are you okay? 846 00:41:12,429 --> 00:41:14,509 September 5th. 847 00:41:18,894 --> 00:41:20,944 September 5th is your... 848 00:41:20,937 --> 00:41:23,267 Is your birthday, 849 00:41:23,273 --> 00:41:25,863 when you turn 17... 850 00:41:28,695 --> 00:41:30,905 - How did... - Oh, fuck! 851 00:41:32,741 --> 00:41:34,661 Okay, somebody... 852 00:41:36,953 --> 00:41:40,793 ...somebody sent me a copy of your birth certificate 853 00:41:40,790 --> 00:41:42,330 via certified mail, 854 00:41:42,334 --> 00:41:44,004 and that means that somebody knows. 855 00:41:44,002 --> 00:41:45,552 - Wait, what? - Or somebody's watching, or... 856 00:41:45,545 --> 00:41:47,125 And that's, like, some other level of... 857 00:41:47,130 --> 00:41:48,720 You gotta... You have to get out of the car. 858 00:41:48,715 --> 00:41:50,295 Just give me a second. Just let me... 859 00:41:50,300 --> 00:41:52,300 Just get out of the car. Leah, you have to... 860 00:41:52,302 --> 00:41:54,892 - Just let me explain. - Leah, you gotta get out of the car. 861 00:42:03,271 --> 00:42:04,771 You lied to me. 862 00:42:04,773 --> 00:42:07,823 You're a child, and you lied to me. 863 00:42:07,817 --> 00:42:09,107 [Car door slams] 864 00:42:09,110 --> 00:42:16,120 ♪ ♪ 865 00:42:22,374 --> 00:42:23,834 [No audible dialogue] 866 00:42:27,337 --> 00:42:29,127 [Nora] You're not calling mom and dad? 867 00:42:29,130 --> 00:42:31,300 They're in Morocco. They probably don't even know yet. 868 00:42:33,051 --> 00:42:34,681 I'm calling coach. 869 00:42:34,678 --> 00:42:36,598 - No, not... Not her. - Nora, give me the phone! 870 00:42:36,596 --> 00:42:38,766 - I'm calling dad's cell. - Stop, they're not gonna answer. 871 00:42:38,765 --> 00:42:40,475 - They're out of the country, Nora! - You just can't call coach! 872 00:42:40,475 --> 00:42:41,845 - Give me the phone! Nor... - You can't call her! 873 00:42:41,851 --> 00:42:44,061 [Line beeping] 874 00:42:45,105 --> 00:42:46,765 Great job. 875 00:42:46,773 --> 00:42:48,323 - Did... did you dial it right? - Of course I did! 876 00:42:48,316 --> 00:42:50,356 Do you mind? If I know Dave and jobeth goodkind, 877 00:42:50,360 --> 00:42:53,610 they're pacing holes in the carpet right now. 878 00:42:53,613 --> 00:42:56,623 ♪ ♪ 879 00:42:56,616 --> 00:42:59,236 [Line beeping] 880 00:42:59,244 --> 00:43:00,704 Well, that's... That's just strange. 881 00:43:00,704 --> 00:43:02,964 Uh, let me real quick try my boyfriend. 882 00:43:02,956 --> 00:43:05,496 Don't bother. Andrew's probably dick deep in christa findlay by now. 883 00:43:05,500 --> 00:43:08,460 ♪ ♪ 884 00:43:08,461 --> 00:43:10,211 Go, Marty. 885 00:43:10,213 --> 00:43:13,223 [Touch-tones beeping] 886 00:43:15,176 --> 00:43:18,136 [Line beeping] 887 00:43:18,138 --> 00:43:19,678 It didn't work. 888 00:43:19,681 --> 00:43:21,811 You wanna try? It's your phone. 889 00:43:21,808 --> 00:43:23,768 - No, I'm good. - Here. 890 00:43:23,768 --> 00:43:26,768 As much as I hate the idea of calling those assholes... 891 00:43:26,771 --> 00:43:30,321 [Girls talking at once] 892 00:43:30,317 --> 00:43:31,777 Why didn't your mom pick up? 893 00:43:31,776 --> 00:43:33,186 Hey, are you all right? 894 00:43:34,487 --> 00:43:37,067 I'm sorry. 895 00:43:37,073 --> 00:43:39,743 [♪ Radiohead: "Reckoner"] 896 00:43:39,743 --> 00:43:46,753 [Singer] ♪ ripples on a blank ♪ 897 00:43:46,750 --> 00:43:47,830 ♪ shore... ♪ 898 00:43:47,834 --> 00:43:49,424 It's ringing. 899 00:43:49,419 --> 00:43:52,629 ♪ ♪ 900 00:43:52,630 --> 00:43:59,010 [Singer] ♪ reckoner ♪ 901 00:43:59,012 --> 00:44:02,312 [Line beeping] 902 00:44:02,307 --> 00:44:03,887 Guys! 903 00:44:03,892 --> 00:44:06,442 Fuck! It's dead. 904 00:44:07,687 --> 00:44:09,557 She's... she's dead. 905 00:44:09,564 --> 00:44:15,704 ♪ ♪ 906 00:44:15,695 --> 00:44:19,275 [Singer] ♪ dedicated ♪ 907 00:44:19,282 --> 00:44:22,202 ♪ to all ♪ 908 00:44:22,202 --> 00:44:24,332 ♪ human ♪ 909 00:44:24,329 --> 00:44:26,659 ♪ all ♪ 910 00:44:26,664 --> 00:44:29,004 ♪ human ♪ 911 00:44:29,000 --> 00:44:34,420 ♪ beings ♪♪ 912 00:44:41,429 --> 00:44:44,429 [Soft dramatic music] 913 00:44:44,432 --> 00:44:49,562 ♪ ♪ 914 00:44:49,562 --> 00:44:51,902 I don't get why we have to Bury her. 915 00:44:51,898 --> 00:44:53,398 They're gonna come for us soon. 916 00:44:53,400 --> 00:44:54,440 Then we'll have to dig her right back up. 917 00:44:54,442 --> 00:44:57,572 It's only temporary. 918 00:44:57,570 --> 00:44:59,410 Just to keep the animals away. 919 00:44:59,406 --> 00:45:04,486 ♪ ♪ 920 00:45:04,494 --> 00:45:06,414 Shouldn't somebody say a few words? 921 00:45:06,413 --> 00:45:09,083 Sounds like you're volunteering. 922 00:45:09,082 --> 00:45:12,462 Well, I am an ordained youth minister. 923 00:45:12,460 --> 00:45:17,220 ♪ ♪ 924 00:45:17,215 --> 00:45:19,795 Lord, 925 00:45:19,801 --> 00:45:23,761 thank you for the gift of Jeanette. 926 00:45:23,763 --> 00:45:25,273 We didn't know her real well, 927 00:45:25,265 --> 00:45:29,095 but she had a really bright spirit, 928 00:45:29,102 --> 00:45:31,692 and because she was made in your image, 929 00:45:31,688 --> 00:45:34,108 we can be sure that she was beautiful. 930 00:45:34,107 --> 00:45:36,937 ♪ ♪ 931 00:45:36,943 --> 00:45:40,363 - Amen. [All] Amen. 932 00:45:40,363 --> 00:45:45,413 ♪ ♪ 933 00:45:45,410 --> 00:45:47,040 ♪ right, right ♪ 934 00:45:47,036 --> 00:45:49,456 ♪ turn off the lights ♪ 935 00:45:49,456 --> 00:45:52,326 ♪ we're gonna lose our minds tonight ♪ 936 00:45:52,333 --> 00:45:55,673 ♪ what's the dealio? ♪ 937 00:45:58,047 --> 00:46:01,007 I think she liked p! Nk. 938 00:46:01,009 --> 00:46:03,049 Yeah, she did. 939 00:46:04,512 --> 00:46:06,642 ♪ Party crasher ♪ 940 00:46:06,639 --> 00:46:09,479 ♪ panty snatcher ♪ 941 00:46:09,476 --> 00:46:13,976 [All] ♪ call me up if you a gangsta ♪ 942 00:46:13,980 --> 00:46:16,150 ♪ don't get fancy ♪ 943 00:46:16,149 --> 00:46:18,229 ♪ just get dancy ♪ 944 00:46:18,234 --> 00:46:23,034 ♪ why so serious? ♪ 945 00:46:23,031 --> 00:46:26,911 ♪ So raise your glass if you are wrong ♪ 946 00:46:26,910 --> 00:46:29,540 ♪ in all the right ways ♪ 947 00:46:29,537 --> 00:46:32,577 ♪ all my underdogs ♪ 948 00:46:32,582 --> 00:46:34,672 ♪ we will never be, never be ♪ 949 00:46:34,667 --> 00:46:37,417 ♪ anything but loud ♪ 950 00:46:37,420 --> 00:46:39,550 ♪ and nitty-gritty ♪ 951 00:46:39,547 --> 00:46:43,007 ♪ dirty little freaks... ♪ 952 00:46:43,009 --> 00:46:46,009 [Soft dramatic music] 953 00:46:46,012 --> 00:46:53,022 ♪ ♪ 954 00:47:04,906 --> 00:47:07,866 I'm gonna swim out to the plane tomorrow. 955 00:47:07,867 --> 00:47:10,157 See if I can find anything. 956 00:47:10,161 --> 00:47:12,501 Might be a radio or callbox or something. 957 00:47:12,497 --> 00:47:14,117 I'll come with you. 958 00:47:19,045 --> 00:47:21,295 How's your stuff so dry? 959 00:47:22,715 --> 00:47:25,835 My parents bought me this... 960 00:47:25,843 --> 00:47:30,183 Watertight $1,000 suitcase for this trip. 961 00:47:30,181 --> 00:47:31,891 They thought it would, like, sweeten the deal. 962 00:47:33,226 --> 00:47:34,386 Fucktards. 963 00:47:37,522 --> 00:47:38,522 Sorry. 964 00:47:40,817 --> 00:47:41,897 Thank you. 965 00:47:41,901 --> 00:47:43,191 Hey, let me get one. 966 00:47:46,155 --> 00:47:47,985 Thanks. 967 00:47:53,997 --> 00:47:55,667 This is my rock bottom. 968 00:47:56,833 --> 00:47:59,963 So... 969 00:47:59,961 --> 00:48:03,801 Would it be crazy if I suggested a little... 970 00:48:03,798 --> 00:48:06,508 Icebreaker? 971 00:48:06,509 --> 00:48:08,889 Never have I ever. 972 00:48:08,886 --> 00:48:13,136 Feels... right. 973 00:48:13,141 --> 00:48:15,521 All right. 974 00:48:15,518 --> 00:48:18,148 Only if you go first. 975 00:48:18,146 --> 00:48:20,476 None of those bullshit lightweight answers. 976 00:48:20,481 --> 00:48:22,981 - Give us the real. - Fine. 977 00:48:22,984 --> 00:48:26,744 Never have I ever had vaginal penetrative intercourse. 978 00:48:26,738 --> 00:48:28,528 So that's why your boyfriend's a cheat? 979 00:48:28,531 --> 00:48:30,911 [Shelby] He's not a cheat. 980 00:48:35,330 --> 00:48:37,580 [Martha] Glad I'm not the only one. 981 00:48:37,582 --> 00:48:39,832 I would've felt so stupid. 982 00:48:39,834 --> 00:48:42,094 Get out of here. 983 00:48:42,086 --> 00:48:45,206 It takes guts to save yourself, you know that? 984 00:48:45,214 --> 00:48:47,304 [Dot] All right. 985 00:48:47,300 --> 00:48:49,470 Never have I ever... 986 00:48:49,469 --> 00:48:51,259 Had a threesome. 987 00:48:53,222 --> 00:48:55,432 With two guys, not two girls. 988 00:48:59,354 --> 00:49:00,524 On my period. 989 00:49:02,815 --> 00:49:05,815 - I mean, I'm not a freak. - [Laughter] 990 00:49:07,028 --> 00:49:10,028 [Rachel] All right, I got one. 991 00:49:10,031 --> 00:49:12,621 Never have I ever... 992 00:49:12,617 --> 00:49:14,907 Thrown my own piss at someone. 993 00:49:14,911 --> 00:49:17,161 Hmm? 994 00:49:17,163 --> 00:49:18,413 Drink up, Toni. 995 00:49:18,414 --> 00:49:20,004 [Light laughter] 996 00:49:19,999 --> 00:49:21,629 With pride, motherfuckers. 997 00:49:21,626 --> 00:49:24,626 [Laughter] 998 00:49:25,630 --> 00:49:32,640 ♪ ♪ 999 00:49:37,350 --> 00:49:39,560 So... 1000 00:49:39,560 --> 00:49:41,900 Who'd you fuck? 1001 00:49:41,896 --> 00:49:44,016 I mean, 1002 00:49:44,023 --> 00:49:47,323 I always thought you were some weird art prude, but... 1003 00:49:49,070 --> 00:49:51,570 ...i saw you drink. 1004 00:49:51,572 --> 00:49:53,322 I know you've had sex. 1005 00:49:53,324 --> 00:49:55,204 So who was it? 1006 00:49:55,201 --> 00:50:00,621 ♪ ♪ 1007 00:50:00,623 --> 00:50:03,133 - Him. - Damn. 1008 00:50:03,126 --> 00:50:05,956 I had no idea you were such a bad bitch! 1009 00:50:05,962 --> 00:50:07,262 Well, in your defense, 1010 00:50:07,255 --> 00:50:09,165 we've never really talked before, so... 1011 00:50:09,173 --> 00:50:11,183 True story. 1012 00:50:11,175 --> 00:50:13,635 ♪ ♪ 1013 00:50:13,636 --> 00:50:16,556 So was it hot? 1014 00:50:16,556 --> 00:50:18,516 Yeah. 1015 00:50:18,516 --> 00:50:20,266 [Chuckles] 1016 00:50:20,268 --> 00:50:23,768 Yeah, but maybe in, like, a burning building kind of way. 1017 00:50:23,771 --> 00:50:26,691 Like, it's probably really good I got out. 1018 00:50:26,691 --> 00:50:28,611 Shit. 1019 00:50:28,609 --> 00:50:29,779 That's poetic. 1020 00:50:30,903 --> 00:50:32,663 Well, at least your first-time guy's 1021 00:50:32,655 --> 00:50:34,195 face is on the back of a book. 1022 00:50:34,198 --> 00:50:36,738 My first time was with a fucking grocery bagger 1023 00:50:36,743 --> 00:50:38,123 at smart & final. 1024 00:50:38,119 --> 00:50:40,539 ♪ ♪ 1025 00:50:40,538 --> 00:50:43,038 God, I loved him. 1026 00:50:43,040 --> 00:50:46,340 I loved him! 1027 00:50:46,335 --> 00:50:47,995 [Faber] You seem tired. 1028 00:50:48,004 --> 00:50:50,594 We can be done for the day. 1029 00:50:50,590 --> 00:50:52,930 The doctors really need you to rest. 1030 00:50:52,925 --> 00:50:55,545 ♪ ♪ 1031 00:50:55,553 --> 00:50:57,433 The burning building. 1032 00:51:00,099 --> 00:51:01,269 I'm sorry? 1033 00:51:01,267 --> 00:51:02,807 [Leah] The burning building. 1034 00:51:02,810 --> 00:51:05,690 I hadn't made it out. I wasn't even close. 1035 00:51:08,149 --> 00:51:09,729 There's, uh... 1036 00:51:13,154 --> 00:51:16,704 ...there's something I... 1037 00:51:16,699 --> 00:51:19,539 I haven't... 1038 00:51:19,535 --> 00:51:22,825 Told anyone this before. 1039 00:51:22,830 --> 00:51:27,290 That night, in the dark, 1040 00:51:27,293 --> 00:51:29,343 I was the only one who heard it. 1041 00:51:29,337 --> 00:51:32,337 [Cell phone ringing] 1042 00:51:38,346 --> 00:51:39,636 A ringing. 1043 00:51:39,639 --> 00:51:43,939 [Tense music] 1044 00:51:43,935 --> 00:51:46,555 Buried where no one had thought to look. 1045 00:51:46,562 --> 00:51:50,782 ♪ ♪ 1046 00:51:50,775 --> 00:51:53,105 I didn't know why she had kept it from us. 1047 00:51:53,110 --> 00:51:56,450 ♪ ♪ 1048 00:51:56,447 --> 00:51:59,447 [Ringing continues] 1049 00:51:59,450 --> 00:52:03,870 ♪ ♪ 1050 00:52:03,871 --> 00:52:07,001 I thought I had evolved, 1051 00:52:06,999 --> 00:52:09,089 that the day had somehow made me stronger, 1052 00:52:09,085 --> 00:52:11,545 just a little. 1053 00:52:11,546 --> 00:52:13,296 Just enough. 1054 00:52:13,297 --> 00:52:15,757 [Line ringing] 1055 00:52:15,758 --> 00:52:18,138 What a fucking delusion. 1056 00:52:18,135 --> 00:52:20,295 [Indistinct chatter] 1057 00:52:20,304 --> 00:52:23,314 [Cell phone ringing] 1058 00:52:29,397 --> 00:52:30,897 Hello? 1059 00:52:32,817 --> 00:52:34,487 Jeff. 1060 00:52:34,485 --> 00:52:35,645 Leah? 1061 00:52:37,572 --> 00:52:40,322 Are you calling me from an unknown number so that I'll pick up? 1062 00:52:40,324 --> 00:52:41,994 Because if you are, that's really fucked up. 1063 00:52:41,993 --> 00:52:44,623 That is really... That is really... 1064 00:52:44,620 --> 00:52:47,620 You have to stop calling me. Don't text me. 1065 00:52:47,623 --> 00:52:49,293 Do you understand that? 1066 00:52:49,292 --> 00:52:52,502 I don't want to talk to you anymore. 1067 00:52:52,503 --> 00:52:54,763 It's over. I'm sor... 1068 00:52:59,927 --> 00:53:01,597 [Young] So you never told the others 1069 00:53:01,596 --> 00:53:04,306 you made outside contact that night. 1070 00:53:04,307 --> 00:53:06,017 What would I have said? 1071 00:53:07,643 --> 00:53:10,483 That I was too strung out at the sound of his voice 1072 00:53:10,479 --> 00:53:12,189 to send up an sos? 1073 00:53:15,735 --> 00:53:17,355 Did he... 1074 00:53:19,238 --> 00:53:20,738 ...did he reach out? 1075 00:53:22,825 --> 00:53:24,985 After the news broke, did he... 1076 00:53:26,787 --> 00:53:29,077 ...did he call anyone 1077 00:53:29,081 --> 00:53:30,461 to say he'd heard from me? 1078 00:53:30,458 --> 00:53:32,788 The authorities fielded a lot of calls 1079 00:53:32,793 --> 00:53:34,303 from a lot of worried parties. 1080 00:53:34,295 --> 00:53:36,875 Did he care enough to do anything? 1081 00:53:36,881 --> 00:53:39,181 [Somber music] 1082 00:53:39,175 --> 00:53:41,175 Anything? Anything at all? 1083 00:53:41,177 --> 00:53:42,547 Leah, how about you take a deep breath? 1084 00:53:42,553 --> 00:53:43,853 Answer my question! 1085 00:53:43,846 --> 00:53:47,596 It is the only one I have! It is... 1086 00:53:47,600 --> 00:53:51,190 I just want to know if he tried for me. 1087 00:53:51,187 --> 00:53:57,567 ♪ ♪ 1088 00:54:03,199 --> 00:54:05,449 Pathetic, I know. 1089 00:54:05,451 --> 00:54:07,501 I expected more from me too. 1090 00:54:07,495 --> 00:54:13,285 ♪ ♪ 1091 00:54:13,292 --> 00:54:15,132 Remember this when you see the others. 1092 00:54:15,127 --> 00:54:17,547 ♪ ♪ 1093 00:54:17,546 --> 00:54:19,466 When you try to figure us out. 1094 00:54:19,465 --> 00:54:23,005 ♪ ♪ 1095 00:54:23,010 --> 00:54:26,350 There is no "crazy." 1096 00:54:26,347 --> 00:54:28,137 There's only "damage." 1097 00:54:28,140 --> 00:54:30,730 ♪ ♪ 1098 00:54:30,726 --> 00:54:32,476 And when you go looking for what caused it, 1099 00:54:32,478 --> 00:54:35,768 don't waste your time on that island. 1100 00:54:35,773 --> 00:54:39,153 ♪ ♪ 1101 00:54:39,151 --> 00:54:43,321 It'll get you fucking nowhere. 1102 00:54:43,322 --> 00:54:49,292 ♪ ♪ 1103 00:54:53,040 --> 00:54:54,500 I've been trying to reach you. 1104 00:54:56,168 --> 00:54:59,048 [Tense music] 1105 00:54:59,046 --> 00:55:00,296 ♪ ♪ 1106 00:55:00,297 --> 00:55:01,967 Which one? 1107 00:55:01,966 --> 00:55:03,006 Jeanette. 1108 00:55:03,009 --> 00:55:04,969 ♪ ♪ 1109 00:55:04,969 --> 00:55:06,509 Can we even proceed? 1110 00:55:06,512 --> 00:55:08,182 I mean, without her assistance on the ground... 1111 00:55:08,180 --> 00:55:09,770 We have another operative. Have you located her? 1112 00:55:09,765 --> 00:55:11,595 - Yeah. - She's still intact? 1113 00:55:11,600 --> 00:55:13,350 - Yeah, she's fine. - Tell me exactly what happened. 1114 00:55:13,352 --> 00:55:15,442 We're still piecing it together. 1115 00:55:15,438 --> 00:55:17,228 It looks like there was some mishandling by the transition team. 1116 00:55:17,231 --> 00:55:19,071 - And you cut her phone? - Of course. 1117 00:55:19,066 --> 00:55:21,686 And you're absolutely sure she's dead. 1118 00:55:21,694 --> 00:55:24,744 This was about three hours ago. 1119 00:55:24,739 --> 00:55:31,749 ♪ ♪ 1120 00:55:36,917 --> 00:55:38,837 [All] ♪ we will never be, never be ♪ 1121 00:55:38,836 --> 00:55:41,376 ♪ anything but loud ♪ 1122 00:55:41,380 --> 00:55:43,720 ♪ and nitty-gritty ♪ 1123 00:55:43,716 --> 00:55:46,176 ♪ dirty little freaks ♪ 1124 00:55:46,177 --> 00:55:47,967 ♪ won't you come on and, come on and ♪ 1125 00:55:47,970 --> 00:55:49,890 ♪ raise your glass ♪ 1126 00:55:49,889 --> 00:55:51,929 [Bones UK] ♪ what a waste of a pretty face ♪ 1127 00:55:51,932 --> 00:55:54,352 ♪ what a waste, that face, that face, what a waste ♪ 1128 00:55:54,351 --> 00:55:56,351 ♪ what a waste of a pretty face ♪ 1129 00:55:56,353 --> 00:55:59,073 ♪ that face, what a waste, that face, that face ♪ 1130 00:55:59,065 --> 00:56:01,435 ♪ what a waste of a pretty face ♪ 1131 00:56:01,442 --> 00:56:04,572 ♪ what a waste, that face, that face, what a waste ♪ 1132 00:56:04,570 --> 00:56:06,570 ♪ what a waste of a pretty face ♪ 1133 00:56:06,572 --> 00:56:09,872 ♪ that face, what a waste, that face, that face ♪ 1134 00:56:09,867 --> 00:56:15,867 ♪ will you want me when I'm old and dead? ♪ 1135 00:56:15,873 --> 00:56:22,883 ♪ ♪ 1136 00:56:25,091 --> 00:56:27,131 ♪ what a waste of a pretty face ♪ 1137 00:56:27,134 --> 00:56:30,144 ♪ what a waste, that face, that face, what a waste ♪ 1138 00:56:30,137 --> 00:56:32,137 ♪ what a waste of a pretty face ♪ 1139 00:56:32,139 --> 00:56:35,479 ♪ that face, what a waste, that face, that face ♪ 1140 00:56:35,476 --> 00:56:40,686 ♪ living like this is not easy ♪ 1141 00:56:40,689 --> 00:56:43,859 ♪ don't do what I should ♪ 1142 00:56:43,859 --> 00:56:45,779 ♪ ♪ 1143 00:56:45,778 --> 00:56:50,948 ♪ I'm too cheap for you to own me ♪ 1144 00:56:50,950 --> 00:56:53,990 ♪ no one ever could ♪ 1145 00:56:53,994 --> 00:56:56,374 ♪ ♪ 1146 00:56:56,372 --> 00:57:03,382 ♪ will you want me when I'm old and dead? ♪ 1147 00:57:03,379 --> 00:57:05,419 ♪ What a waste of a pretty face ♪ 1148 00:57:05,422 --> 00:57:08,432 ♪ what a waste, that face, that face, what a waste ♪ 1149 00:57:08,425 --> 00:57:10,425 ♪ what a waste of a pretty face ♪ 1150 00:57:10,427 --> 00:57:13,677 ♪ that face, what a waste, that face, that face ♪ 1151 00:57:13,681 --> 00:57:20,691 ♪ ♪ 1152 00:57:24,024 --> 00:57:29,244 ♪ all the clever ones are lonely ♪ 1153 00:57:29,238 --> 00:57:32,658 ♪ funny ones are dead ♪ 1154 00:57:32,658 --> 00:57:34,448 ♪ uh, uh ♪ 1155 00:57:34,451 --> 00:57:39,421 ♪ won't wear white and don't do dinner ♪ 1156 00:57:39,415 --> 00:57:43,085 ♪ try a bitch instead ♪ 1157 00:57:43,085 --> 00:57:44,875 ♪ woof ♪ 1158 00:57:44,879 --> 00:57:51,889 ♪ will you want me when I'm old and dead? ♪ 1159 00:57:51,886 --> 00:57:54,006 ♪ What a waste of a pretty face ♪ 1160 00:57:54,013 --> 00:57:56,973 ♪ what a waste, that face, that face, what a waste ♪♪