1 00:00:02,761 --> 00:00:04,553 [MCKENNA] Previously on Light As A Feather... 2 00:00:04,554 --> 00:00:06,388 Olivia Richmond had everything. 3 00:00:06,389 --> 00:00:08,933 Perfect smile, perfect friends. 4 00:00:08,934 --> 00:00:10,935 But it all disappeared in an instant that night. 5 00:00:10,936 --> 00:00:12,895 [VIOLET] Olivia, wait. Where are you going? 6 00:00:12,896 --> 00:00:14,313 [OLIVIA] Anywhere but here. 7 00:00:14,314 --> 00:00:16,023 [DEB] Say your goodbyes. We're going. 8 00:00:16,024 --> 00:00:17,566 Mom, you are humiliating me. 9 00:00:17,567 --> 00:00:18,692 Maybe you deserve it. 10 00:00:18,693 --> 00:00:20,903 - [HORN HONKING] - Aaah! 11 00:00:20,904 --> 00:00:22,196 Bam. 12 00:00:22,197 --> 00:00:23,406 Police confirm a teenage girl 13 00:00:23,407 --> 00:00:24,865 was killed in the crash. 14 00:00:24,866 --> 00:00:27,326 McKenna, is everything okay? 15 00:00:27,327 --> 00:00:29,203 [OLIVIA] Severed arm on the freeway. 16 00:00:29,204 --> 00:00:31,330 - Pretty twisted. - [VIOLET] Thanks. 17 00:00:31,331 --> 00:00:32,724 So who wants to go next? 18 00:00:34,084 --> 00:00:37,169 Candace Preston loved family, friends, 19 00:00:37,170 --> 00:00:40,548 flea markets, scary movies. 20 00:00:40,549 --> 00:00:44,468 Really, there was only one thing that Candace never liked. 21 00:00:44,469 --> 00:00:49,056 Ever since she was little, she hated the ocean. 22 00:00:49,057 --> 00:00:52,810 The brine, the waves, the murkiness, 23 00:00:52,811 --> 00:00:56,272 the foreboding sense that once you go under, 24 00:00:56,273 --> 00:00:59,233 you might never find your way back to the surface. 25 00:00:59,234 --> 00:01:00,901 - And then one day... - [CANDACE SCREAMS] 26 00:01:00,902 --> 00:01:02,444 ...she went under. 27 00:01:02,445 --> 00:01:05,573 No one saw the panic, the flailing. 28 00:01:05,574 --> 00:01:08,868 Flailing is a very bad idea, by the way, 29 00:01:08,869 --> 00:01:11,078 since it uses up all your oxygen and, 30 00:01:11,079 --> 00:01:13,348 after that, runs out. Well... 31 00:01:14,624 --> 00:01:16,792 No one heard her screams. 32 00:01:16,793 --> 00:01:18,502 -[MUFFLED SCREAM] - The water flooded into her lungs, 33 00:01:18,503 --> 00:01:20,713 throat spasmed, 34 00:01:20,714 --> 00:01:22,673 and right when her heart gave out, 35 00:01:22,674 --> 00:01:25,426 Candace's very last thought was, 36 00:01:25,427 --> 00:01:27,803 "I never should have gone anywhere 37 00:01:27,804 --> 00:01:30,139 near that deep, blue ocean." 38 00:01:30,140 --> 00:01:33,017 [CHURCH BELL TOLLING] 39 00:01:33,018 --> 00:01:34,310 [ALEX] We should head in. 40 00:01:34,311 --> 00:01:37,688 This is really happening. 41 00:01:37,689 --> 00:01:38,789 I know. 42 00:01:39,774 --> 00:01:42,234 She knew I hated the ocean. 43 00:01:42,235 --> 00:01:44,653 [ALEX] What? Who? 44 00:01:44,654 --> 00:01:46,238 Violet. 45 00:01:46,239 --> 00:01:49,074 Halloween night when she predicted our deaths. 46 00:01:49,075 --> 00:01:50,659 Are you serious right now? 47 00:01:50,660 --> 00:01:52,536 Alex, she knew exactly how Olivia was gonna die. 48 00:01:52,537 --> 00:01:54,622 Yeah, and now she's dead. 49 00:01:54,623 --> 00:01:56,665 That's what matters. 50 00:01:56,666 --> 00:01:59,543 So, what, you want to go to the cops or something? 51 00:01:59,544 --> 00:02:01,462 I don't know. Maybe. 52 00:02:01,463 --> 00:02:03,756 Candace, you know how crazy you sound right now? 53 00:02:03,757 --> 00:02:04,965 You need to snap out of it. 54 00:02:04,966 --> 00:02:06,066 [MCKENNA] Hey. 55 00:02:07,552 --> 00:02:09,303 What's goin' on? 56 00:02:09,304 --> 00:02:11,555 [ALEX] Candace thinks we should go to the police because, 57 00:02:11,556 --> 00:02:14,141 I don't know, Violet's a witch and hexed Olivia? 58 00:02:14,142 --> 00:02:15,476 That certified freak knew exactly 59 00:02:15,477 --> 00:02:16,644 how our friend was gonna die, 60 00:02:16,645 --> 00:02:18,395 but I'm the crazy one? 61 00:02:18,396 --> 00:02:19,939 So you think she cut Olivia's brakes or something? 62 00:02:19,940 --> 00:02:21,774 I don't know, okay? 63 00:02:21,775 --> 00:02:23,400 I don't know how she did it, 64 00:02:23,401 --> 00:02:24,693 but I'm telling you, something's not right. 65 00:02:24,694 --> 00:02:27,154 Look, I know that we're all 66 00:02:27,155 --> 00:02:28,489 really freaked out right now, 67 00:02:28,490 --> 00:02:30,366 but this is not the time. 68 00:02:30,367 --> 00:02:31,992 Olivia's gone. 69 00:02:31,993 --> 00:02:34,870 Can we please focus on that right now? 70 00:02:34,871 --> 00:02:36,872 Please. 71 00:02:36,873 --> 00:02:39,851 [CHURCH BELL TOLLING] 72 00:02:43,213 --> 00:02:46,191 [ORGAN PLAYING] 73 00:03:03,608 --> 00:03:06,002 What the hell is she doing? 74 00:03:12,450 --> 00:03:15,077 It's so good to see you guys. 75 00:03:15,078 --> 00:03:17,746 I can't believe this is real. 76 00:03:17,747 --> 00:03:19,099 [SNIFFLES] 77 00:03:22,210 --> 00:03:23,794 [PASTOR] We are gathered here today 78 00:03:23,795 --> 00:03:25,129 to celebrate the life 79 00:03:25,130 --> 00:03:27,047 of our beloved friend and daughter, 80 00:03:27,048 --> 00:03:28,757 Olivia Richmond. 81 00:03:28,758 --> 00:03:30,467 Before we begin the service, 82 00:03:30,468 --> 00:03:32,469 Olivia's brother Henry 83 00:03:32,470 --> 00:03:34,197 will share some words. 84 00:03:42,647 --> 00:03:46,859 [HENRY] My sister was more than just a sister. 85 00:03:46,860 --> 00:03:49,111 You know, she was my best friend. 86 00:03:49,112 --> 00:03:51,071 [CRYING] You know, Olivia was... 87 00:03:51,072 --> 00:03:54,325 Um, she was an amazing soul, 88 00:03:54,326 --> 00:03:57,244 who always, uh, saw the best in people, 89 00:03:57,245 --> 00:04:00,289 even if they couldn't see it in themselves. 90 00:04:00,290 --> 00:04:01,999 I'll always wonder 91 00:04:02,000 --> 00:04:03,584 what kind of life she would have led. 92 00:04:03,585 --> 00:04:05,753 What kind of career she would have chosen. 93 00:04:05,754 --> 00:04:08,648 - [HEARTBEAT] - [HENRY'S VOICE FADES] 94 00:04:11,301 --> 00:04:14,279 [BREATHING HARD] 95 00:04:15,680 --> 00:04:17,514 [GASPING] 96 00:04:17,515 --> 00:04:19,868 [PANICKED BREATHING] 97 00:04:21,770 --> 00:04:24,063 McKenna, what's wrong? 98 00:04:24,064 --> 00:04:25,481 It's okay. I'm here. 99 00:04:25,482 --> 00:04:27,041 I'm right here. 100 00:04:32,197 --> 00:04:34,424 [THEME MUSIC PLAYING] 101 00:04:34,789 --> 00:04:39,789 _ _ 102 00:04:42,123 --> 00:04:43,391 [DOG BARKING] 103 00:04:46,044 --> 00:04:47,628 Hey. 104 00:04:47,629 --> 00:04:51,090 If you're not feeling up for school, 105 00:04:51,091 --> 00:04:52,966 you should just stay home. 106 00:04:52,967 --> 00:04:54,510 Um, it's fine. 107 00:04:54,511 --> 00:04:56,988 We all have counseling sessions today. 108 00:04:59,265 --> 00:05:01,100 We could call Dr. Schwartz. 109 00:05:01,101 --> 00:05:02,434 I mean, I know you haven't seen her in a while, but... 110 00:05:02,435 --> 00:05:03,535 I said it's fine. 111 00:05:06,648 --> 00:05:08,315 Listen, Mack? 112 00:05:08,316 --> 00:05:10,693 I have been trying to give you space, 113 00:05:10,694 --> 00:05:13,028 but you've just been shutting me down for days now. 114 00:05:13,029 --> 00:05:15,406 [MCKENNA] Yeah, after you humiliated me at the party. 115 00:05:15,407 --> 00:05:19,201 You know, Dad asked me to live with him 116 00:05:19,202 --> 00:05:22,246 after you guys split, and I told him no, 117 00:05:22,247 --> 00:05:24,373 because I wanted to make sure that you were okay, 118 00:05:24,374 --> 00:05:25,749 and now it's been two years, 119 00:05:25,750 --> 00:05:27,793 and I can't keep holding your hand. 120 00:05:27,794 --> 00:05:29,837 I have my own life, 121 00:05:29,838 --> 00:05:31,731 and I have friends who need me right now. 122 00:05:33,550 --> 00:05:35,193 I have to go. 123 00:05:37,554 --> 00:05:39,096 [DOOR OPENS AND CLOSES] 124 00:05:39,097 --> 00:05:40,806 [NOREEN] And then Olivia told me 125 00:05:40,807 --> 00:05:42,433 my shoes were really cute, 126 00:05:42,434 --> 00:05:43,809 and I feel like if she didn't die, 127 00:05:43,810 --> 00:05:45,602 we could have been really good friends. 128 00:05:45,603 --> 00:05:46,895 That's great, Noreen. 129 00:05:46,896 --> 00:05:48,355 Thank you for that story. 130 00:05:48,356 --> 00:05:51,275 Anyone else like to share? 131 00:05:51,276 --> 00:05:53,402 Okay. Keep in mind 132 00:05:53,403 --> 00:05:54,987 if you want to talk in a more anonymous setting, 133 00:05:54,988 --> 00:05:56,196 the peer counseling hotline 134 00:05:56,197 --> 00:05:58,115 will have extended hours this week. 135 00:05:58,116 --> 00:06:00,242 And for those of you who'd like to volunteer for the hotline, 136 00:06:00,243 --> 00:06:02,494 there will be an orientation after school today. 137 00:06:02,495 --> 00:06:05,497 We have a representative from the peer counseling team. 138 00:06:05,498 --> 00:06:06,724 Violet Simmons? 139 00:06:08,960 --> 00:06:10,586 I got certified as a peer counselor at my last school, 140 00:06:10,587 --> 00:06:12,087 so I'm happy to help. 141 00:06:12,088 --> 00:06:14,173 Peer counsel? Who would want to listen to her? 142 00:06:14,174 --> 00:06:17,151 So if any of you want to sign up or talk? 143 00:06:18,928 --> 00:06:20,387 Thank you, Violet. 144 00:06:20,388 --> 00:06:21,722 What a wonderful service you're providing. 145 00:06:21,723 --> 00:06:24,767 [CLASS BELL RINGS] 146 00:06:24,768 --> 00:06:26,769 Oh, and one more thing. 147 00:06:26,770 --> 00:06:29,188 McKenna Brady, can you please stop by the principal's office? 148 00:06:29,189 --> 00:06:31,875 Uh, okay. 149 00:06:38,364 --> 00:06:39,823 Trey, it's me, McKenna. 150 00:06:39,824 --> 00:06:41,742 I heard about you being in the accident, 151 00:06:41,743 --> 00:06:42,951 and I'm so sorry, 152 00:06:42,952 --> 00:06:44,286 but I really need to talk to you. 153 00:06:44,287 --> 00:06:45,871 Can you call me back? 154 00:06:45,872 --> 00:06:47,831 There you are. Everything okay? 155 00:06:47,832 --> 00:06:49,208 Yeah, what did Morris want? 156 00:06:49,209 --> 00:06:50,834 Nothing. He just wanted to check in. 157 00:06:50,835 --> 00:06:53,045 It's kind of pointless, but he means well. 158 00:06:53,046 --> 00:06:54,838 - [CANDACE] That's it? - [MCKENNA] Pretty much. 159 00:06:54,839 --> 00:06:57,299 And this, uh, student council thing, 160 00:06:57,300 --> 00:07:00,552 I guess they're trying to find someone to fill Olivia's spot. 161 00:07:00,553 --> 00:07:03,889 Hey, guys, you think Olivia's parents 162 00:07:03,890 --> 00:07:05,557 will be okay with the GoFundMe thing? 163 00:07:05,558 --> 00:07:07,267 I mean, I love the idea 164 00:07:07,268 --> 00:07:08,519 of planting the tree in the school in Olivia's name, 165 00:07:08,520 --> 00:07:11,188 but maybe it's too soon. 166 00:07:11,189 --> 00:07:12,898 We should ask. 167 00:07:12,899 --> 00:07:15,067 Maybe we should stop by their place after school? 168 00:07:15,068 --> 00:07:17,986 Yeah, and I'll bring this to them, too. 169 00:07:17,987 --> 00:07:19,738 [VIOLET] Hey. 170 00:07:19,739 --> 00:07:22,282 Did I hear you guys are stopping by the Richmonds'? 171 00:07:22,283 --> 00:07:25,285 Uh... yeah, why? 172 00:07:25,286 --> 00:07:27,955 I just heard what you guys are doing for Olivia's family, 173 00:07:27,956 --> 00:07:29,248 and it sounds amazing. 174 00:07:29,249 --> 00:07:31,291 Thanks. We should go. 175 00:07:31,292 --> 00:07:33,168 [VIOLET] Do you mind if I tag along? 176 00:07:33,169 --> 00:07:35,462 I really want to give my condolences. 177 00:07:35,463 --> 00:07:37,381 I didn't get a chance at the funeral. 178 00:07:37,382 --> 00:07:39,883 Uh, sure. 179 00:07:39,884 --> 00:07:41,468 I guess. 180 00:07:41,469 --> 00:07:43,321 Okay. I'll see you guys there. 181 00:07:47,100 --> 00:07:49,142 What? What was I supposed to say? 182 00:07:49,143 --> 00:07:51,061 "Don't be nice to Olivia's parents"? 183 00:07:51,062 --> 00:07:54,940 So you thought it'd be better to invite that psychopath. 184 00:07:54,941 --> 00:07:56,041 Great idea, Alex. 185 00:07:58,278 --> 00:07:59,504 [ALEX SCOFFS] 186 00:08:04,325 --> 00:08:07,619 [CLASS BELL RINGS] 187 00:08:07,620 --> 00:08:09,413 [CANDACE] We just wanted to check in 188 00:08:09,414 --> 00:08:11,557 to see if there was anything we could do. 189 00:08:13,042 --> 00:08:14,686 [CHOKING UP] Thank you, um... 190 00:08:15,962 --> 00:08:17,063 this means a lot. 191 00:08:18,840 --> 00:08:20,882 We're still trying to figure out what happened. 192 00:08:20,883 --> 00:08:22,384 I know the police have talked to the boy 193 00:08:22,385 --> 00:08:24,094 who was driving the car, but I... 194 00:08:24,095 --> 00:08:26,388 But we don't need to talk about that right now. 195 00:08:26,389 --> 00:08:28,098 [FOOTSTEPS] 196 00:08:28,099 --> 00:08:31,935 This was a very kind gesture. 197 00:08:31,936 --> 00:08:33,979 Olivia was lucky to have such good friends. 198 00:08:33,980 --> 00:08:35,540 Excuse me. 199 00:08:36,941 --> 00:08:38,358 [MRS. RICHMOND] She loved you all so much. 200 00:08:38,359 --> 00:08:40,336 You were her girls. 201 00:09:04,677 --> 00:09:10,390 I wish there was something I could say or do 202 00:09:10,391 --> 00:09:12,577 to make this better, but... 203 00:09:15,146 --> 00:09:16,246 I can't. 204 00:09:23,863 --> 00:09:25,048 When Jennie died, 205 00:09:26,658 --> 00:09:28,593 people kept trying to help me. 206 00:09:30,203 --> 00:09:36,017 I remember them suggesting therapy, meditation. 207 00:09:38,211 --> 00:09:41,856 The only thing that really helped was time. 208 00:09:44,008 --> 00:09:46,468 One day, 209 00:09:46,469 --> 00:09:51,282 it was like this huge weight had been lifted. 210 00:09:54,477 --> 00:09:55,519 It was still there, 211 00:09:55,520 --> 00:09:59,123 but it got better. 212 00:10:01,275 --> 00:10:02,543 The next day, 213 00:10:03,903 --> 00:10:05,713 and the day after that... 214 00:10:11,995 --> 00:10:14,764 I just want you to know that you should take 215 00:10:16,374 --> 00:10:18,101 as much time as you need. 216 00:10:21,462 --> 00:10:22,980 I'll be here. 217 00:10:40,356 --> 00:10:42,166 [WHISPERING] It's gonna be okay. 218 00:10:53,536 --> 00:10:55,537 [CANDACE] Oh, and we also wanted to ask, 219 00:10:55,538 --> 00:10:59,750 we were talking about maybe planting a tree 220 00:10:59,751 --> 00:11:03,211 at the school in Olivia's name and doing a fundraiser. 221 00:11:03,212 --> 00:11:06,131 Like a, uh, GoFundMe campaign? 222 00:11:06,132 --> 00:11:08,717 Yeah, if it's okay with you guys. 223 00:11:08,718 --> 00:11:11,178 Actually, I made a mock-up of the campaign 224 00:11:11,179 --> 00:11:12,697 if you guys want to take a look. 225 00:11:16,642 --> 00:11:19,394 We all know how much Olivia loved our school, 226 00:11:19,395 --> 00:11:22,773 so we just wanted to memorialize her there in some way. 227 00:11:22,774 --> 00:11:26,318 I know I wasn't very close with Olivia, 228 00:11:26,319 --> 00:11:28,904 but she was such a wonderful friend to all of us, 229 00:11:28,905 --> 00:11:31,799 I just... I wanted to repay her in some way. 230 00:11:33,659 --> 00:11:35,410 I think it's a great idea. 231 00:11:35,411 --> 00:11:38,789 Yes. This is exactly what Olivia would have wanted. 232 00:11:38,790 --> 00:11:41,434 Thank you so much for organizing this, Violet. 233 00:11:50,802 --> 00:11:51,968 [DOOR CLOSES] 234 00:11:51,969 --> 00:11:53,637 What the hell was that? 235 00:11:53,638 --> 00:11:56,264 I'm sorry I didn't run it by you guys. 236 00:11:56,265 --> 00:11:57,808 I just heard you talking about it, 237 00:11:57,809 --> 00:11:59,142 and it sounded like such a good idea, 238 00:11:59,143 --> 00:12:00,894 I wanted to help out. 239 00:12:00,895 --> 00:12:03,772 We don't need your help, Violet. You barely knew Olivia. 240 00:12:03,773 --> 00:12:06,942 Well, obviously, I didn't know her as long as you guys did, 241 00:12:06,943 --> 00:12:09,069 but she was really nice to me, 242 00:12:09,070 --> 00:12:11,029 and I felt like we were becoming friends. 243 00:12:11,030 --> 00:12:12,697 Yeah, because she felt bad for you. 244 00:12:12,698 --> 00:12:13,782 You don't even know her. 245 00:12:13,783 --> 00:12:15,200 You don't know any of us! 246 00:12:15,201 --> 00:12:18,036 I was just trying to do something nice. 247 00:12:18,037 --> 00:12:20,705 If you guys are upset, I'll take the page down. 248 00:12:20,706 --> 00:12:22,624 Look, I know what you're doing, okay? 249 00:12:22,625 --> 00:12:25,377 You might be fooling everyone else with this "nice girl" bullshit, 250 00:12:25,378 --> 00:12:27,295 but I know a psychopath when I see one. 251 00:12:27,296 --> 00:12:29,232 So just stay the hell away from us. 252 00:12:32,260 --> 00:12:33,718 I'm sorry. 253 00:12:33,719 --> 00:12:35,821 I didn't mean to upset anyone. 254 00:12:38,474 --> 00:12:40,159 I have to go. 255 00:12:43,020 --> 00:12:44,455 McKenna. 256 00:12:52,321 --> 00:12:54,698 [MAN ON P. A.] Dr. Carmichael to the O. R. 257 00:12:54,699 --> 00:12:56,509 Dr. Carmichael to the O. R. 258 00:13:14,927 --> 00:13:17,446 [WOMAN ON P. A.] Radiology you have a call on line one. 259 00:13:20,474 --> 00:13:22,350 - Hey. - Hey. 260 00:13:22,351 --> 00:13:24,811 [MCKENNA] How you doin'? 261 00:13:24,812 --> 00:13:27,022 I guess that's kind of a stupid question. 262 00:13:27,023 --> 00:13:28,165 Um... 263 00:13:29,275 --> 00:13:30,775 Look, I know that 264 00:13:30,776 --> 00:13:32,694 we haven't really talked in a while, 265 00:13:32,695 --> 00:13:36,406 and this is kind of crazy, but... 266 00:13:36,407 --> 00:13:38,158 I really need to know. 267 00:13:38,159 --> 00:13:41,536 Did anything weird happen before the crash? 268 00:13:41,537 --> 00:13:43,830 Oh. So that's why you're here? 269 00:13:43,831 --> 00:13:45,832 You think I was high, too? 270 00:13:45,833 --> 00:13:47,542 No. No. 271 00:13:47,543 --> 00:13:49,252 I'm just trying to figure out what happened. 272 00:13:49,253 --> 00:13:51,153 I know what everybody's saying about me, okay? 273 00:13:52,590 --> 00:13:54,591 I sell off a little of my ADD prescription, 274 00:13:54,592 --> 00:13:56,301 and all of sudden, I'm the drug kingpin. 275 00:13:56,302 --> 00:13:59,346 And for the record, I wasn't high. 276 00:13:59,347 --> 00:14:01,514 I don't even get high. 277 00:14:01,515 --> 00:14:04,017 It's not too far of a stretch to assume that, is it? 278 00:14:04,018 --> 00:14:07,079 Christ, McKenna, I didn't kill your friend! 279 00:14:09,690 --> 00:14:11,149 And while we're at it, 280 00:14:11,150 --> 00:14:12,901 I didn't kill your sister, either. 281 00:14:12,902 --> 00:14:14,736 Jennie was my friend. 282 00:14:14,737 --> 00:14:16,696 I would have never given her the... 283 00:14:16,697 --> 00:14:18,007 You know what? 284 00:14:19,533 --> 00:14:21,534 I'm done. 285 00:14:21,535 --> 00:14:24,120 Think whatever you want. 286 00:14:24,121 --> 00:14:25,622 You should go. 287 00:14:25,623 --> 00:14:26,723 Yeah. 288 00:14:27,667 --> 00:14:28,934 Good call. 289 00:14:36,717 --> 00:14:38,694 [CLASS BELL RINGS] 290 00:14:40,763 --> 00:14:41,863 Shit! 291 00:14:42,515 --> 00:14:44,766 Do you want to jump in? 292 00:14:44,767 --> 00:14:46,351 Just because I'm a lesbian doesn't mean I know what I'm doing. 293 00:14:46,352 --> 00:14:48,812 That makes two of us. 294 00:14:48,813 --> 00:14:49,938 I mean, not the lesbian part. 295 00:14:49,939 --> 00:14:51,248 I've never taken Shop before. 296 00:14:53,776 --> 00:14:56,319 Look, I'm sorry about yesterday. 297 00:14:56,320 --> 00:14:58,279 I really liked Olivia, 298 00:14:58,280 --> 00:14:59,990 but you guys were her real friends, 299 00:14:59,991 --> 00:15:01,616 and I shouldn't have stepped in like that. 300 00:15:01,617 --> 00:15:04,494 Yeah, I'm not gonna lie, it was a little weird. 301 00:15:04,495 --> 00:15:07,455 I know you guys hate me after what happened. 302 00:15:07,456 --> 00:15:09,124 I was just trying to do something nice, 303 00:15:09,125 --> 00:15:11,251 but I feel like I made everything worse. 304 00:15:11,252 --> 00:15:12,352 We don't... 305 00:15:13,713 --> 00:15:16,339 Okay, Candace is not in love with you, 306 00:15:16,340 --> 00:15:19,801 but that accident was a coincidence. 307 00:15:19,802 --> 00:15:21,428 You can't blame yourself for that. 308 00:15:21,429 --> 00:15:23,697 Thank you for saying that, Alex. 309 00:15:25,766 --> 00:15:28,268 Look, I don't know if I should talk about this, 310 00:15:28,269 --> 00:15:30,103 but is McKenna okay? 311 00:15:30,104 --> 00:15:32,647 I was really worried about her at the funeral. 312 00:15:32,648 --> 00:15:34,899 It looked like she was having a panic attack. 313 00:15:34,900 --> 00:15:36,776 - Really? - Yeah, and I don't want to be pushy, 314 00:15:36,777 --> 00:15:38,903 but I know she lost her sister. 315 00:15:38,904 --> 00:15:41,114 Has anything like that ever happened before? 316 00:15:41,115 --> 00:15:43,450 Yeah, um, 317 00:15:43,451 --> 00:15:46,661 she had a rough time after Jennie died. 318 00:15:46,662 --> 00:15:49,431 We all did, but for McKenna... 319 00:15:51,375 --> 00:15:53,853 She was the one who found Jennie after... 320 00:15:55,087 --> 00:15:56,421 It... It really messed her up. 321 00:15:56,422 --> 00:15:58,548 She even dropped out of school for a bit. 322 00:15:58,549 --> 00:16:01,051 Wow, I had no idea. 323 00:16:01,052 --> 00:16:03,720 I'm really glad she had you guys, though. 324 00:16:03,721 --> 00:16:05,972 Well, we tried to be there for her. 325 00:16:05,973 --> 00:16:08,767 But after her dad bailed, it was tough. 326 00:16:08,768 --> 00:16:11,728 She mentioned her sister had a heart attack. 327 00:16:11,729 --> 00:16:14,606 How does that even happen to a 16-year-old? 328 00:16:14,607 --> 00:16:15,940 [ALEX] She... had a bad heart. 329 00:16:15,941 --> 00:16:17,192 It's... It's a genetic thing. 330 00:16:17,193 --> 00:16:18,902 McKenna has it, too. 331 00:16:18,903 --> 00:16:20,987 You know what, I shouldn't have brought it up. 332 00:16:20,988 --> 00:16:22,405 Just forget I said anything. 333 00:16:22,406 --> 00:16:25,301 Yeah, I'm gonna, um, get some air. 334 00:16:49,725 --> 00:16:50,868 [BOY] Hey. 335 00:16:52,311 --> 00:16:54,646 - We need to talk. - Not now. 336 00:16:54,647 --> 00:16:55,814 Yes, now. 337 00:16:55,815 --> 00:16:58,233 I'm losin' my shit, okay? 338 00:16:58,234 --> 00:17:01,194 My best friend died hating my guts, 339 00:17:01,195 --> 00:17:02,654 and I have to live with that. 340 00:17:02,655 --> 00:17:03,923 You don't know that. 341 00:17:06,367 --> 00:17:09,410 [OLIVIA, ON VOICE-MAIL] I hope making out with my boyfriend was worth it, 342 00:17:09,411 --> 00:17:11,788 because, bitch, you are dead to me! 343 00:17:11,789 --> 00:17:14,165 - You and I are completely... - Jesus, Candace! 344 00:17:14,166 --> 00:17:17,919 [CRYING] Look, I know we messed up, okay? 345 00:17:17,920 --> 00:17:19,587 But you're my friend, Isaac, 346 00:17:19,588 --> 00:17:21,464 and I really need you right now. 347 00:17:21,465 --> 00:17:23,133 Isaac, I miss you. 348 00:17:23,134 --> 00:17:24,509 No, I can't. 349 00:17:24,510 --> 00:17:26,511 - Isaac... - Don't you get it? 350 00:17:26,512 --> 00:17:27,637 This is over. 351 00:17:27,638 --> 00:17:29,848 We can't be together. 352 00:17:29,849 --> 00:17:31,891 So... so what? I'm... 353 00:17:31,892 --> 00:17:33,685 I'm just nothing to you? 354 00:17:33,686 --> 00:17:35,788 Just leave me alone. 355 00:17:40,860 --> 00:17:42,711 [ENGINE STARTS] 356 00:17:55,875 --> 00:17:57,500 I'm sorry, sweetie. 357 00:17:57,501 --> 00:17:59,210 I was closing out the open house, 358 00:17:59,211 --> 00:18:00,503 and then this couple called, 359 00:18:00,504 --> 00:18:01,671 and they were begging me to stay longer. 360 00:18:01,672 --> 00:18:03,715 It's okay. Can we just go? 361 00:18:03,716 --> 00:18:07,236 Was it a rough day, being there without Olivia? 362 00:18:10,431 --> 00:18:12,432 You know, in eighth grade, 363 00:18:12,433 --> 00:18:15,727 people used to call me "the clearance rack Olivia Richmond." 364 00:18:15,728 --> 00:18:18,646 And when she found out, she made them stop. 365 00:18:18,647 --> 00:18:22,150 I used to hate being in her shadow, 366 00:18:22,151 --> 00:18:24,277 but the part that made me feel worse 367 00:18:24,278 --> 00:18:26,237 was that she was such a good friend to me, 368 00:18:26,238 --> 00:18:28,198 and she never tried to make me feel bad. 369 00:18:28,199 --> 00:18:29,800 And now she's dead. 370 00:18:32,411 --> 00:18:35,455 So why do I feel like I'm still competing with her? 371 00:18:35,456 --> 00:18:38,166 Honey, listen to me. 372 00:18:38,167 --> 00:18:40,668 Nothing you are feeling right now is wrong. 373 00:18:40,669 --> 00:18:42,587 It doesn't feel that way. 374 00:18:42,588 --> 00:18:44,565 You'll get through this. 375 00:18:46,300 --> 00:18:47,842 I know it's hard, 376 00:18:47,843 --> 00:18:50,512 but even though Olivia is gone, 377 00:18:50,513 --> 00:18:53,765 it's okay for you to think about who you want to be. 378 00:18:53,766 --> 00:18:55,433 Isn't that what your friend would want, 379 00:18:55,434 --> 00:18:57,494 for you to live your own life? 380 00:19:20,543 --> 00:19:21,960 [SIGHS] Thanks for the ride. 381 00:19:21,961 --> 00:19:23,395 Yeah. 382 00:19:24,964 --> 00:19:26,148 Hey, Mack? 383 00:19:27,174 --> 00:19:28,859 Is everything all right? 384 00:19:30,386 --> 00:19:32,845 Um, yeah. 385 00:19:32,846 --> 00:19:34,305 Why? 386 00:19:34,306 --> 00:19:36,808 I just thought with everything going on... 387 00:19:36,809 --> 00:19:38,685 How are you feeling? 388 00:19:38,686 --> 00:19:40,979 You're not having those panic attacks again? 389 00:19:40,980 --> 00:19:42,105 No. 390 00:19:42,106 --> 00:19:43,565 No, I'm fine. 391 00:19:43,566 --> 00:19:44,816 Can we just drop it? 392 00:19:44,817 --> 00:19:47,360 - Yeah. Yeah. - Thanks. 393 00:19:47,361 --> 00:19:51,531 You know you don't have to hide anything from us, right? 394 00:19:51,532 --> 00:19:53,133 We're here for you. 395 00:19:54,910 --> 00:19:57,096 And we don't want to lose you for two years again. 396 00:19:58,497 --> 00:19:59,872 I know. 397 00:19:59,873 --> 00:20:02,834 I don't want that, either. 398 00:20:02,835 --> 00:20:06,337 It's just... [SIGHS] 399 00:20:06,338 --> 00:20:08,131 I'm sorry 400 00:20:08,132 --> 00:20:11,217 I wasn't there for you when Jennie died. 401 00:20:11,218 --> 00:20:14,220 I know that you guys were hurting, too, 402 00:20:14,221 --> 00:20:17,932 but every time I saw you guys, 403 00:20:17,933 --> 00:20:19,934 I just... I saw Jennie's face. 404 00:20:19,935 --> 00:20:22,645 You know, like she was supposed to be there, too. 405 00:20:22,646 --> 00:20:24,772 Yeah. 406 00:20:24,773 --> 00:20:26,941 [MCKENNA] But that's not gonna happen this time. 407 00:20:26,942 --> 00:20:28,794 I'm gonna be there. 408 00:20:30,029 --> 00:20:31,255 I promise. 409 00:20:32,323 --> 00:20:33,423 Me, too. 410 00:20:38,370 --> 00:20:41,122 [PHONE LINE RINGING] 411 00:20:41,123 --> 00:20:43,875 Willow Falls High School peer counseling hotline. 412 00:20:43,876 --> 00:20:45,376 How can I help you? 413 00:20:45,377 --> 00:20:48,046 [BOY] Uh, hi. Is this thing private? 414 00:20:48,047 --> 00:20:49,297 Of course. 415 00:20:49,298 --> 00:20:51,591 Anything you say on this call 416 00:20:51,592 --> 00:20:54,218 is totally anonymous and confidential. 417 00:20:54,219 --> 00:20:55,928 What's going on? 418 00:20:55,929 --> 00:20:57,639 I'm... I'm freaking out, 419 00:20:57,640 --> 00:20:59,557 and I don't know what to do. 420 00:20:59,558 --> 00:21:01,309 I probably shouldn't even be talking about this. 421 00:21:01,310 --> 00:21:03,186 It's okay. 422 00:21:03,187 --> 00:21:05,647 You don't have to tell me if you don't want to. 423 00:21:05,648 --> 00:21:07,440 But if you do, I'm here to listen. 424 00:21:07,441 --> 00:21:09,233 I'm a piece of shit. 425 00:21:09,234 --> 00:21:11,194 I cheated on my girlfriend with her best friend. 426 00:21:11,195 --> 00:21:12,862 I know it's terrible, but 427 00:21:12,863 --> 00:21:14,489 I didn't mean it to end up like... 428 00:21:14,490 --> 00:21:16,175 Like what? 429 00:21:19,036 --> 00:21:21,079 She died. 430 00:21:21,080 --> 00:21:22,747 [VIOLET] Hey, it's okay. 431 00:21:22,748 --> 00:21:26,376 Just calm down 432 00:21:26,377 --> 00:21:27,895 and tell me all about it. 433 00:21:29,004 --> 00:21:32,451 I'm Violet, by the way. 434 00:21:32,590 --> 00:21:37,590 _ _ 435 00:21:37,641 --> 00:21:39,017 ["NOTHING'S GONNA SLOW ME DOWN" BY CRMNL] 436 00:21:39,014 --> 00:21:40,932 ♪ Oh-oh-oh oh-oh-oh ohh ♪ 437 00:21:40,933 --> 00:21:44,310 ♪ Nothing's gonna slow me down ♪ 438 00:21:44,311 --> 00:21:46,979 ♪ Oh-oh-oh oh-oh-oh ohh ♪ 439 00:21:46,980 --> 00:21:49,899 ♪ Oh-oh-oh oh-oh-oh ohh ♪ 440 00:21:49,900 --> 00:21:52,360 ♪ Oh-oh-oh oh-oh-oh ohh ♪ 441 00:21:52,361 --> 00:21:55,571 ♪ Nothing's gonna slow me down ♪ 442 00:21:55,572 --> 00:21:58,199 ♪ You tried, tried to hold me back ♪ 443 00:21:58,200 --> 00:22:01,160 ♪ But I'm, like, way too fast for that ♪ 444 00:22:01,161 --> 00:22:03,746 ♪ I guess I'll spell it out ♪ 445 00:22:03,747 --> 00:22:06,791 ♪ Nothing's gonna slow me down ♪ 446 00:22:06,792 --> 00:22:08,876 ♪ Oh-oh-oh oh-oh-oh ohh ♪ 447 00:22:08,877 --> 00:22:14,966 ♪ Yeah, I bet you'll never get your hands on me ♪ 448 00:22:14,967 --> 00:22:17,969 ♪ Nothing's gonna slow me down ♪ 449 00:22:17,970 --> 00:22:20,805 ♪ Oh-oh-oh oh-oh-oh ohh ♪ 450 00:22:20,806 --> 00:22:23,683 ♪ Oh-oh-oh oh-oh-oh ohh ♪ 451 00:22:23,684 --> 00:22:26,269 ♪ Oh-oh-oh oh-oh-oh ohh ♪ 452 00:22:26,270 --> 00:22:30,249 ♪ Nothing's gonna slow me down ♪