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     Previously on   Back to Life...   

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             Hi. I'm...             

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         -"My-rie" or Miri?         
             -It's Miri.            

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   [receptionist]   Your last visit   
          was September 2000.        

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               [Miri]               
     I was in prison for 18 years.   

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       -[slamming door echoes]      
     -[Nathan]   Everyone deserves    

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            a second chance.         

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            Even murderers.          

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              [Janice]              
     Lara Boback. Here's a tip.     

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    If you're gonna kill someone,   
   don't kill a copper's daughter. 

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            -Thank you...           
                -Mmm.               

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     for making me feel normal.     

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             Thank you.             

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      It's not that easy dating     
        when everyone thinks        

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        -you're a psychopath.       
              -I don't.             

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       Why did my dad give you      
            a black eye?            

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                Miri?               

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            Sweetheart...           

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             You and Lara,           

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      you were such good friends.    

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               [Miri]               
         But I did not have sex      

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          with Mr. Boback,          
    which I was accused of today.   

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      Um, I think it was Mandy      
       that was shagging him.       

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   Mandy! Did you lie and tell her 
    I was sleeping with her dad?    

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              [crying]              
    I didn't want her to hate me.   

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          Get out of there,         
     and I'll fucking kill you!     

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     It was a long time ago, and... 

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           and I'm ready,           
        I'm ready to move on.       

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           [sighs deeply]           

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          [chuckles softly]         

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         I found my crimper.        

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      [chuckles] You look like      
        one of them animals.        

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     -Um, what are they called?     
             -I love it.            

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              -Janice.              
               -Uh...               

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         Yeah, right. Um...         

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              [sniffs]              
        Okay, six weeks out.        

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           [Janice sighs]           

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    How are you coping with life    
        outside the facility?       

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              All good.             
    I am on it like a car bonnet.   

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 Well, I ain't writing that down. 

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     -Then just say "all good."     
               -Right.              

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 Are you currently in employment? 

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     Well, you got me that trial    
    at the supermarket tomorrow.    

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         Yes, I know, Miri.         
        This is a form, yeah?       

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              -Christ.              
             -Calm down.            

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     I have not had any protein     
         this morning, so...        

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               -Yeah?               
               -Okay.               

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           [clears throat]          
     Current living arrangement?    

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    I won't be there much longer.   

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      What, the palace too big      
              for you?              

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         Too much hot water         
           and gold leaf?           

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          The queen fucked          
          my ex-boyfriend.          

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              Oh, yeah.             

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                Um...               

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         do you have a good         
 support network? No, not really. 

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    Yes. Yeah, well, I've got...    
          I've got friends.         

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      Well, I've got   a   friend.      
             I've got...            

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           -There's Billy.          
      -Billy? What, boyfriend?      

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      No. Well, not... not yet.     

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       So you haven't even...?      

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             No. Please.            

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     And what about that girl...    
          what's her name?          

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               Mandy?               

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           What about her?          

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         Have you seen her?         

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              Since...?             

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      No, and I don't intend to     
             ever again.            

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        Do you know the story       
         about that hamster         

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         -under the carpet?         
            -Oh, my God,            

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           if this is one           
       of your dirty jokes...       

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                 No!                

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        Guy puts his hamster        
         under the carpet...        

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        Why would he do that?       

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            I don't know!           

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     Anyway, he can't handle it,    

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        so he puts it there,        
           trips up, dies.          

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           You're hangry.           

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             Yes, I am.             
   I need a sausage or something.   

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    And I have not put a hamster    
          under the carpet.         

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       -That's what you think.      
            -Oh, my God.            

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        Can you just get back       
            to the form?            

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            Deal with it,           
 or you're gonna fall over, yeah? 

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      I am dealing with myself      
          right now, okay?          

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 Things are good. I am moving on. 

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        Excellent. Moving on.       

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               -Yeah.               
        -With no best friend.       

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       A guy you like, but you      
 haven't even seen his cocky yet. 

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     No real job. You don't want    
   to live at the palace anymore,   

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      but you still live there.     

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         Bom. Anything else?        

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       No, that's everything.       
             Thank you.             

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     And things could get worse.    

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     -Or they could get better.     
       -No, in my experience,       

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       they usually get worse.      

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          Much, much worse.         

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            ominous music          

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          [car door closes]         

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         [car driving away]         

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              [Janice]              
          I'm so sorry, Miri.        

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         I've just got this...       

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       deep sense of foreboding.     

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    It's probably just me period.   
             [chuckles]             

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     -You need to eat something.    
      -Yes, you're right, I do.     

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       But what-what is there?      
          What have I got?          

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         Something in here?         
       Please let something...      

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     Well, this is not strictly     
             a protein,             

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      -but I do love me some...     
               -Don't.              

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              Newdles.              

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            tranquil music         

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         [seabird squawking]        

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          [birds chirping]          

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             [mumbling]             

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                Geri.               

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         [takes deep breath]        

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              Go away.              

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     [man speaking indistinctly     
              over TV]              

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           You look nice.           

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       Have you got a new job?      

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         Answer your mother.        

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    [Miri] [over cassette player]   
                  No.                

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    This is getting silly, Miri.    

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       [over cassette player]       
          You slept with Dom.        

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              -[sighs]              
      -[cassette fast-forwards]     

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       Your wife slept with Dom.     

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    Oh, we can't live like this.    

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      You haven't spoken to me      
           in three weeks.          

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         This is ridiculous.        

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        We are out of detergent.     

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              [groans]              

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          Just talk to us!          

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           I will be leaving         
            this house soon.         

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               -What?               
      -[rapidly]   It has become      

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           increasingly clear        
     that we can no longer cohabit, 

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         so I shall be leaving       
         this house as soon...       

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               Well...              

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   I'm gonna be earning soon, so,   
 uh, yeah, I'll get my own place, 

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       and then we don't have       
         to do this anymore.        

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             What place?            
     She can't afford anywhere.     

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 She's gonna go to some god-awful 
       squat just to spite me.      

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      She's not going anywhere.     

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           We always knew           
         this was temporary.        

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   She's an adult, and we want her 
        to have her own life.       

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        Then we can have this       
   whole place to ourselves again. 

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         Just you and me...         

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   and a well-stacked dishwasher.   

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           plaintive music         

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               [John]               
           It's always there,        

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            gently thudding          
           in the background.        

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          You get used to it.        

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       I'm okay. I play golf.       

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                Sail.               

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     My wife and I go to church.    

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              We exist.             

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    And then suddenly you're hit.   

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                Winded.              

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         And you can't believe       
        that you were ever okay.     

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        It's a life sentence.       

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             It's the rage           
          I find the hardest.        

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 The fury that she gets to live,   

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              walk around,           

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                be free.             

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              Begin a life           

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      when she took my little girl   
                from me.             

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           A life I created,         
            she stole that.          

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       And I want to stop her.      

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              Halt her.             

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            Destroy her.            

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     You can't do that, can you?    

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    And you can't bring the dead    
            back to life.           

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    Thank you for sharing, um...    

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             [chuckles]             
 Oh. You don't have a name badge. 

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                [Amy]               
                Sir?                

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               [Phil]               
         Killed anyone yet?         

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                -Oh.                
        -Do you remember me?        

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   Oh, yeah! I am so, so, so happy 
       that it's you. [laughs]      

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             Angela says            
        I'm in charge of you.       

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      I'm your mentor/namaste.      

181
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       Do you mean "nemesis"?       

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                Yeah.               

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            I'm Angela's            
        eyes and ears, okay?        

184
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      So it's kind of up to me      
     if you get the job or not.     

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                Yay.                

186
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 Well done on... on the mustache, 

187
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      'cause they're quite hard     
        to grow, aren't they?       

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             Stack that.            

189
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              Aisle 13.             
        But before you start,       

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         could you just, um,        
         go to the stockroom        

191
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            and ask Geoff           
     if he's got a glass hammer?    

192
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          -A glass hammer?          
               -Yeah.               

193
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                Sure.               

194
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             [chuckles]             

195
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     [Caroline] He's always got     
     something to do, hasn't he?    

196
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           So purposeful.           

197
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      My only purpose is to be      
          the town pariah.          

198
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           Don't know why           
         I'm talking to you.        

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    You hate me more than anyone.   

200
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      I wonder if he'll notice      
   I didn't rinse the tomato tin.   

201
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              Caroline!             

202
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          [women laughing]          

203
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              [laughs]              
          Yeah, like this.          

204
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     I'm sorry, but do you know     
    where the washing powder is?    

205
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           -Oh, God... oh!          
       -[laughs] It's just me.      

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     It's me. I'm just, I'm just    
    pretending to be a customer.    

207
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                 Oh.                

208
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    But I do need washing powder,   
            so if you...            

209
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    Oh, I literally just started,   
     so I don't know where it...    

210
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          Oh, sorry, sorry.         
         I'm showing you up.        

211
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         I changed my mind.         
      I don't want it anymore.      

212
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    So, what-what's-what's this?    

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           [sighs heavily]          
             I panicked.            

214
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        I wanted to look like       
        a realistic shopper.        

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           -[laughs] Wow.           
               -Yeah.               

216
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        Thank you for coming.       

217
00:09:48,879 --> 00:09:52,359
 Yeah. Well, I just wanted to see 
     you in action, that's all.     

218
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          -Well, here I am.         
               -Yeah.               

219
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     Just stacking some shelves     
             in a shop.             

220
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           [both chuckle]           

221
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               [sighs]              
   Well, I just wanted to see you, 

222
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          your face, so...          

223
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            -Still here.            
            -Yes, it is.            

224
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 Ah. Yeah, no, no, no, it's fine. 

225
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       Um, right, so I should,      

226
00:10:08,639 --> 00:10:11,639
         -uh, let you work.         
         -Okay. Well, yeah.         

227
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       I need to impress them       
 so that they employ me properly. 

228
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            Right. Yeah.            

229
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               -Yeah.               
             -Good luck.            

230
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             -Thank you.            
             -All right.            

231
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       -Thanks for saying hi.       
            -Yeah, sure.            

232
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           -Well, goodbye.          
            -And see you.           

233
00:10:21,879 --> 00:10:23,159
           -See you soon.           
 -Yeah, yeah. I'll see you later. 

234
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              Sandwich!             

235
00:10:25,519 --> 00:10:27,159
        -Sandwiches. Sandw...       
               -What?               

236
00:10:27,159 --> 00:10:28,839
             I-I like...            
     I haven't had a sandwich...    

237
00:10:28,839 --> 00:10:30,079
   [stammering] And we could have   
         sandwich at lunch,         

238
00:10:30,079 --> 00:10:31,359
          -today at lunch?          
             -Oh, y-yes.            

239
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     Yeah, yeah, I'd love that.     
             Yeah, yeah.            

240
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         On the beach bench.        
     We could share a sandwich.     

241
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         -I could make them.        
                -Yes?               

242
00:10:36,119 --> 00:10:38,439
      Yes, 'cause I... I-I can.     
    I've made them before, so...    

243
00:10:38,479 --> 00:10:40,439
             -Oh. Okay.             
         -Yeah. Yeah, yeah.         

244
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             Okay, good,            
       so I'll see you at one?      

245
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         -Yes, it's a date.         
       -Yeah, well, it's not,       

246
00:10:44,159 --> 00:10:45,399
           because I'm...           
         I'm newly widowed.         

247
00:10:45,439 --> 00:10:46,479
    Oh, God, no, I didn't mean it   

248
00:10:46,479 --> 00:10:47,759
              -in a...              
       -I was con... I was...       

249
00:10:47,759 --> 00:10:49,239
   -That was a j... that was a...   
               -Okay.               

250
00:10:49,239 --> 00:10:50,199
      -It could've been a joke.     
          -But it's not...          

251
00:10:50,199 --> 00:10:50,999
             -I know...             
           -I know, yeah.           

252
00:10:50,999 --> 00:10:52,719
           It's the truth.          

253
00:10:53,959 --> 00:10:55,599
         What did Geoff say?        

254
00:10:55,639 --> 00:10:56,679
           Oh, uh, Geoff.           

255
00:10:56,679 --> 00:10:58,399
       Geoff said that, um...       

256
00:10:58,399 --> 00:11:00,319
     glass hammers don't exist,     
      because they would break      

257
00:11:00,319 --> 00:11:02,279
     -if you tried to use them.     
             -[snickers]            

258
00:11:02,279 --> 00:11:04,719
                Yeah.               
              [giggles]             

259
00:11:05,639 --> 00:11:07,759
             You got me.            

260
00:11:11,119 --> 00:11:12,919
        tranquil ambient music     

261
00:11:12,919 --> 00:11:15,519
                                    

262
00:11:16,279 --> 00:11:17,599
        [seabirds squawking]        

263
00:11:17,639 --> 00:11:21,439
               [woman]              
     Now imagine a peaceful scene.   

264
00:11:25,719 --> 00:11:29,319
         -Somewhere beautiful.       
             -[beeping]             

265
00:11:30,359 --> 00:11:33,399
        Somewhere safe and warm.     

266
00:11:35,679 --> 00:11:40,679
             A place where           
       you feel relaxed and free.    

267
00:11:40,679 --> 00:11:42,639
          [breath shudders]         

268
00:11:47,239 --> 00:11:51,279
       Take your time to picture     
        the details of the scene     

269
00:11:51,279 --> 00:11:54,399
         using all your senses.      

270
00:11:59,319 --> 00:12:01,799
            Close your eyes          
           and take a moment         

271
00:12:01,799 --> 00:12:04,919
               to settle             
         into your environment.      

272
00:12:07,439 --> 00:12:10,039
            Into your body,          

273
00:12:10,079 --> 00:12:12,839
           into your breath.         

274
00:12:16,919 --> 00:12:19,079
 Can you hear the birds singing?   

275
00:12:19,079 --> 00:12:22,719
 [seabirds squawking in distance] 

276
00:12:22,719 --> 00:12:26,719
       The waves slapping gently     
             on the shore?           

277
00:12:32,799 --> 00:12:35,199
           -[Billy] Brr...          
           -[Miri laughs]           

278
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         [Miri] In my head,         
   it wasn't quite this freezing.   

279
00:12:37,519 --> 00:12:39,479
           -[Billy] Yeah.           
      -Lovely sandwich, though.     

280
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                -Mmm.               
             -Thank you.            

281
00:12:41,039 --> 00:12:43,639
   We didn't have many sandwiches   
             in prison.             

282
00:12:43,639 --> 00:12:44,839
               Really?              

283
00:12:44,839 --> 00:12:46,359
                 Oh.                

284
00:12:46,359 --> 00:12:48,319
          Well, you'd think         
        they'd be everywhere.       

285
00:12:48,359 --> 00:12:50,119
      -Yeah. No, I know, but...     
                -No?                

286
00:12:50,119 --> 00:12:52,959
             [chuckles]             
               No. No.              

287
00:12:53,919 --> 00:12:56,119
              Oh. Look.             

288
00:12:56,119 --> 00:12:58,479
              For you.              

289
00:12:58,479 --> 00:13:00,799
            -Oh, my God.            
     -Yeah, I found it packing.     

290
00:13:00,799 --> 00:13:02,959
             No. Billy!             

291
00:13:02,959 --> 00:13:04,359
   It's old, but it does the job.   

292
00:13:04,399 --> 00:13:06,799
   And it means that we can, um... 
           stay in touch,           

293
00:13:06,799 --> 00:13:08,599
            -if you like.           
            -Ah. [laughs]           

294
00:13:08,599 --> 00:13:09,959
             -Thank you.            
            -Yeah, yeah.            

295
00:13:09,999 --> 00:13:11,799
     -Does it have Snake on it?     
           -Yes, it does.           

296
00:13:11,799 --> 00:13:13,279
               [gasps]              
                 Oh!                

297
00:13:13,279 --> 00:13:15,439
      Mandy and I used to have      
         these competitions.        

298
00:13:15,439 --> 00:13:17,719
               -Yeah.               
         -And I'd always...         

299
00:13:17,719 --> 00:13:19,039
                Yeah.               

300
00:13:19,079 --> 00:13:21,519
            Ugh. Anyway.            
           [clears throat]          

301
00:13:21,519 --> 00:13:24,119
         [takes deep breath]        

302
00:13:24,119 --> 00:13:25,999
             -You okay?             
        -Yes. Yeah, I'm fine.       

303
00:13:26,039 --> 00:13:28,079
        Is it the sandwiches?       
         Too... too gloopy?         

304
00:13:28,079 --> 00:13:30,759
         No, they're lovely.        
     [stammers] It's all lovely.    

305
00:13:30,799 --> 00:13:33,239
        Everything's lovely.        

306
00:13:33,239 --> 00:13:35,239
                Hmm.                

307
00:13:35,239 --> 00:13:37,399
              You know,             
      Anna always used to say,      

308
00:13:37,399 --> 00:13:40,119
   "Never hold it in; let it out.   

309
00:13:40,119 --> 00:13:43,319
   Otherwise it turns to poison."   

310
00:13:43,319 --> 00:13:45,039
          She would just...         

311
00:13:45,039 --> 00:13:50,039
   fling open the bedroom windows   
    and roar it to the night sky.   

312
00:13:52,079 --> 00:13:53,599
          Miri, if there's          
     something bothering you...     

313
00:13:53,639 --> 00:13:55,199
      Nothing is bothering me.      
            It's just...            

314
00:13:55,239 --> 00:13:57,279
    Can you just drop it? Please.   

315
00:14:01,119 --> 00:14:03,079
             I'm sorry.             

316
00:14:03,079 --> 00:14:05,879
       No. No, I mean, it's...      

317
00:14:05,879 --> 00:14:07,399
             it's fine.             

318
00:14:07,439 --> 00:14:09,639
   I've got gardens to do, anyway. 

319
00:14:10,399 --> 00:14:11,759
          Catch you later.          

320
00:14:25,639 --> 00:14:28,039
               Mandy?               

321
00:14:28,079 --> 00:14:30,519
             -[knocking]            
               -Mandy!              

322
00:14:32,439 --> 00:14:35,079
           -I need Mandy.           
          -She's at school.         

323
00:14:35,079 --> 00:14:37,639
        No, I went to school.       
     They said she was at home.     

324
00:14:37,679 --> 00:14:39,559
         She went to school,        
   but they said you were at home! 

325
00:14:39,599 --> 00:14:40,839
               [Mandy]              
         Fuck's sake, Mark!         

326
00:14:40,879 --> 00:14:42,479
                Shit.               

327
00:14:42,479 --> 00:14:43,679
     I-I think she's at school.     

328
00:14:43,679 --> 00:14:46,639
               -Mandy!              
        -Tell her to go away!       

329
00:14:46,639 --> 00:14:47,679
              Go away.              

330
00:14:47,679 --> 00:14:50,119
           -I forgive you!          
           -I forgive you!          

331
00:14:50,159 --> 00:14:51,359
           No, you don't.           

332
00:14:51,359 --> 00:14:52,999
           -No, you don't.          
             -Yes, I do!            

333
00:14:53,039 --> 00:14:56,079
        Look, you have ruined       
    the last 18 years of my life,   

334
00:14:56,079 --> 00:14:58,239
      and I'm not gonna let you     
          fuck up the rest,         

335
00:14:58,239 --> 00:14:59,879
          so I forgive you!         

336
00:14:59,879 --> 00:15:01,439
       [Mandy] Look, of course      
   you don't! Shut the door, Mark! 

337
00:15:01,439 --> 00:15:02,759
            Don't you...            

338
00:15:02,759 --> 00:15:04,359
             Just... no.            

339
00:15:04,359 --> 00:15:05,679
            [Miri yells]            

340
00:15:05,719 --> 00:15:07,439
            How dare you!           
         I just forgave you!        

341
00:15:07,439 --> 00:15:10,239
          That is so rude,          

342
00:15:10,279 --> 00:15:11,559
           Mandy Munther!           

343
00:15:11,559 --> 00:15:13,999
     What a rude woman you are.     

344
00:15:13,999 --> 00:15:15,519
               Sorry.               

345
00:15:15,559 --> 00:15:17,039
            [phone rings]           

346
00:15:17,039 --> 00:15:18,639
                Yes?                

347
00:15:18,639 --> 00:15:19,719
      I dealt with the hamster.     

348
00:15:19,719 --> 00:15:21,679
               -What?               
         -I just forgave Mandy,      

349
00:15:21,679 --> 00:15:23,839
        and she had the balls       
          to not accept it.         

350
00:15:23,839 --> 00:15:25,319
              [laughs]              

351
00:15:25,319 --> 00:15:27,119
             An alpaca.             
      You look like an alpaca.      

352
00:15:27,119 --> 00:15:28,599
         Excuse me, but that is      
      pretty extraordinary of me.    

353
00:15:28,599 --> 00:15:30,479
       It shows great strength      

354
00:15:30,519 --> 00:15:31,799
             -of character.          
            -Oh, my God,            

355
00:15:31,839 --> 00:15:33,439
   why can't you get a therapist?   

356
00:15:33,479 --> 00:15:34,839
      I don't need a therapist.     

357
00:15:34,879 --> 00:15:37,199
                I do.               

358
00:15:37,199 --> 00:15:40,519
      Look, you didn't mean it,     
          and she smelt it.         

359
00:15:40,519 --> 00:15:42,039
                -Ugh!               
     -If you're gonna forgive her,   

360
00:15:42,039 --> 00:15:43,959
      then you've got to do it...    
               you've got            

361
00:15:43,959 --> 00:15:46,399
        to Michelle Obama her       
          good and proper.          

362
00:15:46,399 --> 00:15:48,039
             Rise above.            

363
00:15:48,039 --> 00:15:50,479
       Or stay angry forever.       
           It's your bed.           

364
00:15:50,479 --> 00:15:52,519
        Her lie has fucked up       
           my entire life,          

365
00:15:52,519 --> 00:15:54,559
            so I'm sorry            
   if I can't Michelle Obama her.   

366
00:15:54,559 --> 00:15:56,439
      Where was Michelle Obama      
        when I wanted someone       

367
00:15:56,439 --> 00:15:58,399
        to Michelle Obama me?       
        Probably in America.        

368
00:15:58,439 --> 00:15:59,599
             And anyway,            
     it's none of your business.    

369
00:15:59,599 --> 00:16:02,239
    It literally is my business.    

370
00:16:02,239 --> 00:16:03,919
            Think about it.          

371
00:16:03,959 --> 00:16:06,679
    Your mate got manipulated by    
   a bent copper when she was 17.   

372
00:16:06,679 --> 00:16:08,679
        Now, 90% of the women       
          that I deal with          

373
00:16:08,679 --> 00:16:10,359
     have been fucked up by men.    

374
00:16:10,399 --> 00:16:12,439
             And these men,          
         they get away with it.      

375
00:16:12,439 --> 00:16:13,959
             Honest to God,          

376
00:16:13,999 --> 00:16:15,759
   if I didn't love cocky so much, 

377
00:16:15,799 --> 00:16:19,279
   I would not have sex with men,   
        just to punish them.        

378
00:16:19,279 --> 00:16:20,479
               Janice!              

379
00:16:20,479 --> 00:16:21,559
          This is a quality         
          poom poom, Miri.          

380
00:16:21,599 --> 00:16:23,399
            Fucking hell.           

381
00:16:26,679 --> 00:16:28,279
            Uh, sit down.           

382
00:16:28,839 --> 00:16:29,919
                Sit.                

383
00:16:29,919 --> 00:16:32,399
    [slams cassette player down]    

384
00:16:33,399 --> 00:16:34,959
     When you load a dishwasher,    

385
00:16:34,999 --> 00:16:36,919
     it is of utmost importance     

386
00:16:36,919 --> 00:16:38,879
   that you maximize the capacity. 

387
00:16:38,879 --> 00:16:41,279
     A plate at an angle uses up    

388
00:16:41,319 --> 00:16:42,839
            three places.           

389
00:16:42,879 --> 00:16:44,839
       -Not now, Dad, please.       
     -Whilst you're still living    

390
00:16:44,879 --> 00:16:47,199
           in this house,           
   you need to live by our rules.   

391
00:16:47,199 --> 00:16:51,239
    And it is our responsibility    
            to the planet           

392
00:16:51,239 --> 00:16:53,039
        -to load it properly.       
          -Oh, man in Hythe         

393
00:16:53,039 --> 00:16:54,759
             is stacking            
      his dishwasher correctly.     

394
00:16:54,799 --> 00:16:56,359
        It's going to un-melt       
             the Arctic.            

395
00:16:56,359 --> 00:16:58,919
         Oh, Miri Matteson,         
    you're worse than a teenager.   

396
00:16:58,959 --> 00:17:00,959
     -You're the terrible twos!     
               -Oscar.              

397
00:17:00,959 --> 00:17:02,959
        Oh, I've had enough!        

398
00:17:02,959 --> 00:17:04,839
 We understand that you're angry, 
          but it's been...          

399
00:17:04,839 --> 00:17:06,079
       I'm not like you, Dad.       

400
00:17:06,079 --> 00:17:07,599
        I can't just pretend        
          nothing happened.         

401
00:17:07,599 --> 00:17:08,799
       What is wrong with you?      

402
00:17:08,839 --> 00:17:10,599
         I'm not pretending.        

403
00:17:10,599 --> 00:17:12,159
         I'm moving forward.        

404
00:17:12,159 --> 00:17:14,199
      -Well, it's really weird.     
         -Your mother and I         

405
00:17:14,199 --> 00:17:17,599
       cannot continue to live      
   in such a hostile environment.   

406
00:17:17,599 --> 00:17:18,679
            -Me, neither.           
               -Good.               

407
00:17:18,679 --> 00:17:20,639
               -Good.               
               -Good.               

408
00:17:20,639 --> 00:17:22,879
 Hey, you spoke of second chances 
    and everyone making mistakes.   

409
00:17:22,879 --> 00:17:24,879
    Well, maybe you should listen   
             to yourself            

410
00:17:24,879 --> 00:17:28,199
           and stop being           
         such a sulky twat!         

411
00:17:32,719 --> 00:17:34,799
                Twat?               

412
00:17:34,839 --> 00:17:36,799
         Wh-What is a twat?         

413
00:17:36,799 --> 00:17:39,039
         contemplative music       

414
00:17:39,039 --> 00:17:41,719
                                    

415
00:17:53,279 --> 00:17:56,759
       [Billy]   Hi, it's Billy.      
        Please leave a message.      

416
00:17:57,559 --> 00:17:59,799
        [electronic chiming]        

417
00:18:10,599 --> 00:18:12,719
              [exhales]             

418
00:18:19,479 --> 00:18:21,719
        [seabirds squawking]        

419
00:18:30,199 --> 00:18:32,439
   I thought it was a trendy word   
            for "idiot."            

420
00:18:32,439 --> 00:18:35,119
            I had no idea           
        it was gynecological.       

421
00:18:37,839 --> 00:18:39,759
            Are we okay?            

422
00:18:39,799 --> 00:18:41,719
      Yeah. Why wouldn't we be?     

423
00:18:41,719 --> 00:18:43,679
             Well, I...             

424
00:18:43,719 --> 00:18:45,119
          We're marvelous.          

425
00:18:45,119 --> 00:18:47,079
      Everything is marvelous.      

426
00:18:49,039 --> 00:18:51,079
     Talking of gynecological...    

427
00:18:51,079 --> 00:18:53,079
        Uh, but Miri's right.       

428
00:18:53,079 --> 00:18:56,279
     One man and his dishwasher     
      does not a movement make.     

429
00:18:56,279 --> 00:18:58,559
     -We need community action.     
               -What?               

430
00:18:58,559 --> 00:19:01,039
 There are no local environmental 
        groups in this town.        

431
00:19:01,039 --> 00:19:01,879
              Not one.              

432
00:19:01,919 --> 00:19:03,439
           It's pathetic.           

433
00:19:04,399 --> 00:19:08,319
     Social media, here I come.     

434
00:19:09,759 --> 00:19:12,279
             upbeat music          

435
00:19:12,279 --> 00:19:14,839
                                    

436
00:19:35,719 --> 00:19:37,399
   Right, I'm gonna have a shower, 

437
00:19:37,399 --> 00:19:41,839
   then I'm gonna design my logo,   
         "Make Hythe Clean."        

438
00:19:41,839 --> 00:19:42,879
       What are you gonna do?       

439
00:19:42,879 --> 00:19:46,079
           Oh, busy. Busy.          

440
00:19:51,919 --> 00:19:53,519
          [shower running]          

441
00:19:53,519 --> 00:19:55,279
             lighthearted,          
           percussive music         

442
00:19:55,279 --> 00:19:57,839
                                    

443
00:20:08,319 --> 00:20:10,399
            -[Oscar] Aah!           
             -Oh, sorry.            

444
00:20:10,399 --> 00:20:12,599
    -Didn't mean to frighten you.   
   -Caroline, what are you doing?   

445
00:20:12,599 --> 00:20:14,439
             [Caroline]             
   We have the house to ourselves. 

446
00:20:14,439 --> 00:20:16,959
    -We can do whatever we want.    
     -But there's soap on my...     

447
00:20:16,999 --> 00:20:19,239
     -[Caroline] Doesn't matter.    
               -Oh...               

448
00:20:19,239 --> 00:20:21,559
     [chuckles] How do we do it?    
         I-I'm standing up.         

449
00:20:21,559 --> 00:20:23,039
             [Caroline]             
             Like this.             

450
00:20:23,039 --> 00:20:24,839
                -Ow!                
          -Caroline, what?          

451
00:20:24,839 --> 00:20:26,639
             [Caroline]             
             My vagina!             

452
00:20:26,639 --> 00:20:29,239
         [Phil] [over P.A.]         
      Miri Matteson to aisle four.   

453
00:20:29,239 --> 00:20:31,319
     -Miri Matteson to aisle four.   
          -Oh, fuck's sake.         

454
00:20:31,359 --> 00:20:32,599
               [gasps]              

455
00:20:34,559 --> 00:20:36,679
         [breath trembling]         

456
00:20:37,919 --> 00:20:40,039
    I need to ask you something.    

457
00:20:40,039 --> 00:20:41,919
             [stammers]             

458
00:20:41,919 --> 00:20:44,439
          Was my husband...         

459
00:20:44,439 --> 00:20:46,319
             with Mandy?            

460
00:20:48,959 --> 00:20:50,399
           I think that...          

461
00:20:50,439 --> 00:20:51,519
               Was he?              

462
00:20:52,399 --> 00:20:54,599
                Yes.                

463
00:20:54,639 --> 00:20:56,799
                Okay.               

464
00:20:56,799 --> 00:20:58,679
      He had me put on Valium.      

465
00:20:58,679 --> 00:21:00,599
       I was mad, apparently.       

466
00:21:00,639 --> 00:21:02,959
              [quietly]             
               Christ.              

467
00:21:04,439 --> 00:21:08,119
    Please don't think that me...   

468
00:21:08,119 --> 00:21:11,679
    existing is me forgetting...    

469
00:21:11,679 --> 00:21:13,479
             what I did.            

470
00:21:13,479 --> 00:21:15,039
    I have hated you for so long.   

471
00:21:15,079 --> 00:21:16,639
            Despised you.           

472
00:21:16,639 --> 00:21:18,159
              [quietly]             
             Of course.             

473
00:21:18,159 --> 00:21:20,719
    But I can't do that anymore.    

474
00:21:21,679 --> 00:21:23,719
        We all owe it to Lara       

475
00:21:23,759 --> 00:21:26,159
     to finally live our lives.     

476
00:21:26,919 --> 00:21:29,199
           I've left him.           

477
00:21:29,239 --> 00:21:31,639
          I was never here.         
         Do you understand?         

478
00:21:31,639 --> 00:21:34,079
                Yes.                

479
00:21:35,519 --> 00:21:37,719
               [sighs]              

480
00:21:46,919 --> 00:21:49,519
        Whoa. You're leaving        
       before your shift's up?      

481
00:21:49,519 --> 00:21:51,279
      Not good for trial week.      
      Angela's gonna hate that.     

482
00:21:51,279 --> 00:21:52,879
   -Okay, do you want to do this?   
               -What?               

483
00:21:52,879 --> 00:21:54,679
    Because I'm not doing it yet,   
          but I can start.          

484
00:21:54,719 --> 00:21:56,479
          Ooh. I'm scared.          

485
00:21:56,519 --> 00:21:59,239
     I am adept at dealing with     
    conflict in a confined space.   

486
00:21:59,239 --> 00:22:02,639
        I did it for 18 years       
 when I was in prison for murder. 

487
00:22:02,639 --> 00:22:04,999
       So if you want me to be      
             your enemy,            

488
00:22:04,999 --> 00:22:06,199
        then I can start now.       

489
00:22:06,239 --> 00:22:08,439
         -Do you want that?         
                -No.                

490
00:22:08,439 --> 00:22:11,039
   Okay, so what are you gonna say 
             to Angela?             

491
00:22:11,079 --> 00:22:12,559
     Just that you were focused     
            and punctual,           

492
00:22:12,599 --> 00:22:13,799
      and you never left early.     

493
00:22:13,839 --> 00:22:16,479
         Good. See you soon,        
       you stupid little cunt.      

494
00:22:16,479 --> 00:22:18,879
   Seen better 'taches in prison,   
             by the way.            

495
00:22:18,879 --> 00:22:20,719
           Women's prison.          

496
00:22:23,039 --> 00:22:25,039
        It's ovarian cancer.        

497
00:22:25,039 --> 00:22:26,959
             Or stomach.            

498
00:22:26,959 --> 00:22:28,839
         And I'm gonna die.         

499
00:22:28,839 --> 00:22:30,559
   Let's not jump to conclusions.   

500
00:22:30,599 --> 00:22:32,839
   At least chemotherapy will give 
   me somewhere to be once a week. 

501
00:22:32,879 --> 00:22:34,999
             -Caroline.             
      -[doctor] Mrs. Matteson?      

502
00:22:35,039 --> 00:22:36,719
 So, it looks like your chlamydia 

503
00:22:36,759 --> 00:22:38,239
 was left untreated for too long, 

504
00:22:38,239 --> 00:22:40,399
        and you've developed        
    pelvic inflammatory disease.    

505
00:22:41,159 --> 00:22:43,239
         So she's not dying?        

506
00:22:43,279 --> 00:22:45,079
         No. But you do need        
          to take it easy.          

507
00:22:45,079 --> 00:22:47,479
      -Especially at your age.      
               -Sorry?              

508
00:22:47,519 --> 00:22:50,279
    You need to take antibiotics    
    and refrain from intercourse.   

509
00:22:50,279 --> 00:22:52,679
      We will do that, Doctor.      
           Uh, thank you.           

510
00:22:53,919 --> 00:22:55,239
          [exhales sharply]         

511
00:22:55,239 --> 00:22:56,959
 Well, at least your twat's okay. 

512
00:22:56,959 --> 00:22:58,999
                -Oh.                
       -It just needs a rest.       

513
00:22:58,999 --> 00:23:01,639
            We can watch            
         more documentaries.        

514
00:23:01,679 --> 00:23:03,039
              [crying]              
                 No.                

515
00:23:03,079 --> 00:23:04,559
         Or something else.         

516
00:23:04,599 --> 00:23:06,639
   Caroline, you should be happy.   

517
00:23:06,639 --> 00:23:08,199
           That's it now.           

518
00:23:08,199 --> 00:23:09,999
      That's what we're doing.      

519
00:23:09,999 --> 00:23:11,919
           Waiting to die.          

520
00:23:11,919 --> 00:23:14,119
   No, we're not. We're together.   

521
00:23:14,119 --> 00:23:16,359
          What do you want?         

522
00:23:17,079 --> 00:23:19,759
            I don't know.           

523
00:23:19,799 --> 00:23:21,199
         Fuck you, Caroline!        

524
00:23:21,199 --> 00:23:22,399
       I gave you everything.       

525
00:23:22,399 --> 00:23:23,679
    And I forgave you everything.   

526
00:23:23,679 --> 00:23:26,279
           What, what more          
        do you want from me?        

527
00:23:33,999 --> 00:23:36,199
         Hi. Is Mandy here?         

528
00:23:36,199 --> 00:23:38,359
      Uh, n-no, no, she's not.      

529
00:23:38,359 --> 00:23:40,079
   You are a terrible liar, Mark.   

530
00:23:40,079 --> 00:23:43,119
        -Hey, hey, hey, hey!        
           -No! No! Mandy!          

531
00:23:43,119 --> 00:23:45,319
          I saw Lara's mum.         

532
00:23:45,999 --> 00:23:48,279
        She wasn't with him,        
         but she-she knows.         

533
00:23:48,279 --> 00:23:50,279
            -Oh, Christ.            
              -No. No.              

534
00:23:50,279 --> 00:23:51,439
         We are doing this.         

535
00:23:51,479 --> 00:23:53,279
         Okay, you're right.        

536
00:23:53,279 --> 00:23:55,039
        I don't forgive you.        

537
00:23:55,079 --> 00:23:56,799
          [voice trembling]         
              I can't.              

538
00:23:56,799 --> 00:23:58,519
    I probably can't, because...    

539
00:23:58,519 --> 00:24:00,319
    because I don't know how to.    

540
00:24:00,319 --> 00:24:02,079
           -I understand.           
      -Because what you did...      

541
00:24:02,119 --> 00:24:03,159
              [crying]              
           I know, I know.          

542
00:24:03,159 --> 00:24:05,599
     But we have to work it out.    

543
00:24:05,639 --> 00:24:07,119
              For Lara.             

544
00:24:07,159 --> 00:24:09,079
    We can't waste any more time.   

545
00:24:09,079 --> 00:24:12,199
         And I-I can't waste        
        any more of my life.        

546
00:24:13,239 --> 00:24:14,999
              And also,             
      I need somewhere to stay      

547
00:24:15,039 --> 00:24:16,719
            before I kill           
         my fucking parents.        

548
00:24:16,719 --> 00:24:19,639
       God, yeah, of c-course.      
         Whatever you need.         

549
00:24:19,639 --> 00:24:21,879
             [screaming]            

550
00:24:21,879 --> 00:24:23,239
              [panting]             
             Oh, right.             

551
00:24:23,239 --> 00:24:24,599
           Oh, God, sorry.          

552
00:24:24,599 --> 00:24:26,079
   Oh, I misjudged the situation.   

553
00:24:26,079 --> 00:24:28,199
           I thought that           
       she was going to, um...      

554
00:24:28,199 --> 00:24:29,879
                -No!                
        -Fucking hell, Mark.        

555
00:24:29,919 --> 00:24:33,519
         Can I just say that        
     you really took your time.     

556
00:24:33,519 --> 00:24:34,999
            -Yeah, yeah.            
    -'Cause if I had been coming    

557
00:24:34,999 --> 00:24:36,399
           -up here to...           
            -Yeah. Yeah.            

558
00:24:36,399 --> 00:24:38,519
        Sorry, yeah, I, uh...       
        I was a bit nervous,        

559
00:24:38,519 --> 00:24:39,959
      and it was my first time,     

560
00:24:39,959 --> 00:24:42,719
    and I didn't know what to use   
             as a, uh...            

561
00:24:42,719 --> 00:24:44,159
            as a weapon.            

562
00:24:44,159 --> 00:24:45,399
    So you chose a waffle maker?    

563
00:24:45,399 --> 00:24:46,679
            -I panicked.            
            -Right, Mark.           

564
00:24:46,679 --> 00:24:48,719
      -Make up the spare room.      
            -Oh? Who for?           

565
00:24:48,759 --> 00:24:49,799
              [panting]             

566
00:24:49,799 --> 00:24:51,079
      Her? Really? Fuck. Okay.      

567
00:24:51,119 --> 00:24:52,439
               Really?              

568
00:24:52,439 --> 00:24:55,359
               -Yeah.               
         -Okay, okay, okay.         

569
00:24:55,359 --> 00:24:58,279
               [sighs]              
             Yeah. Um...            

570
00:24:58,279 --> 00:25:00,879
           Like your hair.          

571
00:25:01,799 --> 00:25:02,879
               Thanks.              

572
00:25:02,879 --> 00:25:04,719
    You look just like a mermaid.   

573
00:25:05,639 --> 00:25:07,239
             [whispers]             
                Yes.                

574
00:25:07,279 --> 00:25:09,279
             [squawking]            

575
00:25:09,319 --> 00:25:11,119
        tranquil ambient music     

576
00:25:11,119 --> 00:25:13,599
                                    

577
00:25:19,799 --> 00:25:21,679
            [door creaks]           

578
00:25:24,519 --> 00:25:26,639
              [beeping]             

579
00:25:27,879 --> 00:25:29,959
      [female automated voice]      
       You have one new message.     

580
00:25:29,999 --> 00:25:31,679
        [Janice]   Apparently,        
         that little shit Phil       

581
00:25:31,679 --> 00:25:34,039
              told Angela            
     you were focused and punctual. 

582
00:25:34,079 --> 00:25:35,679
             [chuckles]             
         Gave you a real rave.       

583
00:25:35,679 --> 00:25:38,159
          So congratulations,        
           the job is yours.         

584
00:25:41,119 --> 00:25:43,479
               [sighs]              

585
00:25:45,359 --> 00:25:48,719
          [woman]   Lie back          
          and let all thoughts       

586
00:25:48,719 --> 00:25:52,759
          of the outside world       
              float away.            

587
00:25:54,479 --> 00:25:56,239
            Close your eyes          

588
00:25:56,239 --> 00:26:00,239
 and gently focus on your breath. 

589
00:26:01,039 --> 00:26:03,959
          And now breathe in.        

590
00:26:03,959 --> 00:26:05,999
             And then out.           

591
00:26:06,039 --> 00:26:08,399
             -[inhales]             
                  -In.               

592
00:26:08,399 --> 00:26:09,799
            And slowly out.          

593
00:26:09,839 --> 00:26:13,239
              [exhales]             

594
00:26:13,239 --> 00:26:15,359
              [inhales]             

595
00:26:15,359 --> 00:26:16,879
         With each out breath,       

596
00:26:16,879 --> 00:26:20,439
     let all your fears and worries 
               ebb away.             

597
00:26:21,119 --> 00:26:23,119
             You are warm.           

598
00:26:23,119 --> 00:26:26,519
             You are safe.           

599
00:26:26,519 --> 00:26:29,599
        This is your safe space.     

600
00:26:29,599 --> 00:26:31,599
        "Feeling" by Ben Cocks     

601
00:26:31,599 --> 00:26:33,919