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Hi. Hm.

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Hi. Hello.

3
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Hello, I'm Miri.

4
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R&B MUSIC PLAYS

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Hi, I'm Miri.

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Um... shit.

7
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Shit.

8
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Oh, no.

9
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Hi, I'm...

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My—rie or Miri?

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It's Miri.

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Good. Ha—ha...

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I once went bivouacking
with a Myrie and she was a lemon.

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Oh, so sorry.

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No, it's not your fault.
— Thank you.

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Supeh

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Have you ever bivouacked?

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Is that an interview question?

19
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So, your CV, it's quite gappy

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as in, there's a gap in it.

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It's mostly gap. In fact, it's all gap.

22
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I think that's a matter of perspective.

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It says you worked at FatFace in 2000.

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Critical role.

25
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And then nothing.
— Yes.

26
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l, um, I went... Oh, me? I went...

27
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Travelling.

28
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Travelling? Oh!

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SHE CHUCKLES
Yeah.

30
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NATHAN (v0): In 2000?
— MIRI (v0): Yes.

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NATHAN (VO): Until now?
— MIRI (VO): Mm—hm.

32
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Where did you go?

33
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Burma, which is now also called Myanmar.

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Was that before or after
they opened the borders there?

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Yeah.

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Which?
— Yes.

37
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Yes. Yes, it was, yes.

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CAROLINE: What did you wear that for?
— I like it, leave it.

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You look like Guy Richie.

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Fuck's sake, Caroline.
— Oh.

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CAROLINE:
Miri.

42
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Hi.

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Sweetheart.

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Hello.
— Hello.

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Hi.

46
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OSCAR: Hello, darling.
— Dad.

47
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Let me take your bags.
— Get you home, hm?

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OSCAR:
How about a selfie?

49
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Your head's not in.

50
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SHUTTER CLICKS

51
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SHUTTER CLICKS

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SHUTTER CLICKS
— Not now, Dad.

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Er, no, no, right.

54
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No. Ahem.

55
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We repainted the hall.

56
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The same colour.

57
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Yes.

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Oh.

59
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OSCAR:
Er, those came for you this morning.

60
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They're from Mandy.
She's very keen to reconnect.

61
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It's garden waste.

62
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Right, I'm gonna go and put this in my room.

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Last man standing.

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Thank God he's still with us.

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Make yourself at home.

66
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Well, I mean, of course, it is your home.

67
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SHE SIGHS

68
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Rest in peace.

69
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OSCAR (VO):
People won ’1‘ think she ’5 still a risk?

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People believe what they want.

71
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We need to give her space,
as she readjusts to life in our home

72
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and the wider community.

73
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Are you gonna keep on quoting
from the bloody pamphlet?

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Actually, it was on WikiHow.

75
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PHONE CHIMES

76
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Miri!

77
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Oh, yeah, the phone. Yeah.

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DOOR CLOSES

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DOM ON VOICEMAIL:
Hey, this is Dom, you know what to do.

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PHONE BEEPS
— Hello, hi. It's me.

81
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I'm just calling, er... you,
because I have got your, um...

82
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Hi.
— Shit!

83
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Shit. Not your shit, your Discman.

84
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So, er, anyway, I'm back.

85
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Um, bye. It's Miri.

86
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Oh, God, oh, I'm sorry. I didn't see the——
— No, it's fine.

87
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Hi, I'm... I'm Billy.

88
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Oh, hi. Er, I'm Miri.

89
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You... are you visiting?

90
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No, no, I'm... I'm staying.

91
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Oh, Airbnb?

92
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What?
— Are you Airbnb—ing?

93
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I don't know, are you?

94
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No, I, I... I live here.

95
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Well, I'm a carer. I care for a... a woman.

96
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Oh, that's a... that's a really nice job.

97
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HELAUGHS
Yeah.

98
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Your swing's broken,
I could try and fix it if you like——

99
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No! No, no, no, no, no, no!

100
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Oh, shit. No, she's, she's...
she's not been well, but she's, um...

101
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No, it's fine. It's fine.

102
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Get away from her!
— BILLY: Really nice to...

103
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I'd love to, but I've——
— ANNA: Get away from her!

104
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Oh, God. OK, nice to meet you.

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Nice to meet you.
SHE LAUGHS

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Hi.

107
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You little fucker.

108
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Sorry?

109
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Your neighbours are friendly.

110
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We haven't really met yet.

111
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I've got a job interview,
so I'm gonna go into town tomorrow.

112
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What job?

113
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You won't recognise the place.
Bloody gentrification.

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CAROLINE:
It's only one shop.

115
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Manze's was the centre of this community.

116
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And now some arsehole's turning it
into a trendy fish and chips.

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We don't know he's an arsehole.

118
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We presume.

119
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Everyone's terrified
we're gonna be the next Margate.

120
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What happened to Margate?
— Don't get him started.

121
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Hipsters.

122
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Oh.

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What's the job interview?

124
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Um, it's office cleaning firm.

125
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And they know about you and...
and your situation?

126
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I dunno about that.
They just said I should go in.

127
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And they pay, wait for it...

128
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£6.50 an hour, so... Milky Bars are on me.

129
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That's not even minimum wage.

130
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Oh, OK. Well, anyway, it's a start, isn't it?

131
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And then after that, I might go and see, er...

132
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Dom. Just, you know, catch up, say hi.

133
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Have you spoken?

134
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Er, well, no, I just left him a message,
so when he calls me back.

135
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Just... just, it's been a long time and you...
well, you don't know how he's gonna feel

136
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now that you're back,
or how you're gonna feel.

137
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Yeah, no, that's why I'm gonna wear
full wedding attire.

138
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I'm not gonna wear a wedding dress.

139
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Come on, guys. I'm not gonna...

140
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not gonna do that.
SHE SCOFFS

141
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But we were close and, you know,
he wrote to me occasionally

142
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and you said he always asks after me, so.

143
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Well, yes.
— Yeah.

144
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So I'm gonna go and say hi,
if that is something that people still do.

145
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OK?

146
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This is amazing. Thank you.

147
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AUTOMATED VOICE:
Welcome to Home Safe. Your call is important.

148
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I won't hold forever.

149
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Someone's going to have to give me
a straight answer.

150
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AUTOMATED VOICE:
Please continue to hold.

151
00:08:26,040 --> 00:08:27,439
Bastards!
— What's up?

152
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Bloody home insurance.

153
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Apparently, it's compromised because you——
— Oh, I see, because I'm so dangerous.

154
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Does that mean I can't set fire
to the house or do something terrible?

155
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Where are the knives?

156
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Er, I think your mother must have done
something with them.

157
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Oh right, cos I'm gonna stab you both
in your sleep?

158
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HE SIGHS

159
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She's probably... polishing them.

160
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PHONE RINGS
— Oh.

161
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Dom?
— WOMAN: Miri Matteson?

162
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Yes?

163
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This is regarding your interview
for the cleaner vacancy.

164
00:09:00,280 --> 00:09:03,238
Oh! Yes, uh, three... 3:15 today, yeah?

165
00:09:03,320 --> 00:09:05,117
No, my colleague was mistaken.

166
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This is a family firm.

167
00:09:06,760 --> 00:09:09,638
You can clean offices in hell,
you sick bitch.

168
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PHONE BEEPS
— Amazing. Um...

169
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excellent, well, I will, um...

170
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I'll see you... see you there.

171
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S... I can't wait.

172
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Bye!

173
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Right, I'm just gonna... just gonna pop out.

174
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Maybe you should check with your mother.

175
00:09:24,680 --> 00:09:26,432
Yeah, or maybe it's OK
cos I'm not a kid anymore.

176
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HE LAUGHS
You're absolutely right.

177
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You're an adult now.

178
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Yeah.

179
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SHE SIGHS

180
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PHONE CHIMES

181
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PHONE CHIMES

182
00:10:16,840 --> 00:10:18,273
DOORBELL RINGS

183
00:10:23,720 --> 00:10:24,835
Dom?
— Oh, shit.

184
00:10:28,400 --> 00:10:31,915
Sorry, I... I got a bit of a shock there.

185
00:10:32,120 --> 00:10:33,519
Hi. It's... it's me.

186
00:10:33,560 --> 00:10:35,516
It's, um, Miri.
— Yeah, yeah.

187
00:10:35,840 --> 00:10:37,831
Er, why, why... why are you here?

188
00:10:38,240 --> 00:10:40,196
Well, to see you.

189
00:10:41,280 --> 00:10:44,113
You look... you look so amazing.

190
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SHE LAUGHS

191
00:10:45,280 --> 00:10:46,429
HE LAUGHS AWKWARDLY

192
00:10:46,800 --> 00:10:47,676
Yes.

193
00:10:49,040 --> 00:10:51,679
Of course. Like, sorry, it's just,
it's been such a long...

194
00:10:53,200 --> 00:10:54,076
Wow!

195
00:10:54,200 --> 00:10:55,428
THEY LAUGH

196
00:10:55,480 --> 00:10:56,356
Miri.

197
00:10:57,400 --> 00:10:59,038
My Miri Bee, like...

198
00:10:59,320 --> 00:11:01,276
all... you're all grown up.

199
00:11:01,560 --> 00:11:04,518
Oh, um, er, sorry, I... brought you this.

200
00:11:04,600 --> 00:11:06,431
Oh, shit.
HE LAUGHS

201
00:11:06,480 --> 00:11:09,040
I, er, borrowed it slightly longer
than we said, so...

202
00:11:09,080 --> 00:11:11,548
SHE LAUGHS
— Oh, yeah, well, I forgive you, you know.

203
00:11:11,760 --> 00:11:13,990
Only cos you've got nice tits.
HE LAUGHS

204
00:11:16,560 --> 00:11:17,675
SHE SIGHS

205
00:11:19,480 --> 00:11:20,390
Nice house.

206
00:11:21,920 --> 00:11:22,750
Yeah.

207
00:11:25,560 --> 00:11:27,312
Like, recruitment, management.

208
00:11:27,520 --> 00:11:29,351
Oh, so you're not a marine biologist?

209
00:11:29,400 --> 00:11:32,790
HE SCOFFS
No... never learned to swim in the end.

210
00:11:32,840 --> 00:11:33,670
Oh, well.

211
00:11:35,160 --> 00:11:36,559
I can't believe you're back.

212
00:11:36,960 --> 00:11:39,315
Look, I don't wanna, like, freak you out,
but, um...

213
00:11:39,360 --> 00:11:41,920
I thought about you and us a lot when I...

214
00:11:41,960 --> 00:11:43,439
you know, I had a lot of time.

215
00:11:43,480 --> 00:11:46,472
And, um, I know...
I know that we can't, like, go back——

216
00:11:46,520 --> 00:11:47,669
I don't have any money.

217
00:11:48,640 --> 00:11:50,471
I don't want money.
— Like, I already give to charity.

218
00:11:50,520 --> 00:11:52,317
Charity?
— Yeah, could you just fuck off?

219
00:11:52,440 --> 00:11:53,998
Dom! Language!

220
00:11:54,160 --> 00:11:56,754
DOM: No, she's, like, one of these,
um, like, like...

221
00:11:56,800 --> 00:11:58,597
charity bully type, that... they...

222
00:11:59,160 --> 00:12:00,354
No, no, no, no!

223
00:12:00,400 --> 00:12:01,913
DOM'S WIFE: Ignore my husband.
DOM: No, don't.

224
00:12:01,960 --> 00:12:02,949
DOM'S WIFE:
Here you go.

225
00:12:03,080 --> 00:12:04,035
Oh, no, it's, um...

226
00:12:04,240 --> 00:12:06,879
DOM'S WIFE:
No, honestly, have it. Please.

227
00:12:06,920 --> 00:12:07,750
Sorry.

228
00:12:10,960 --> 00:12:13,872
Fifty-three minutes, but I'm still here.

229
00:12:13,920 --> 00:12:16,514
AUTOMATED VOICE: Please continue to hold.
— I will endure.

230
00:12:16,560 --> 00:12:17,834
DOOR OPENS

231
00:12:18,360 --> 00:12:19,429
He's married!

232
00:12:19,640 --> 00:12:21,870
Caroline.
— With kids, with twins!

233
00:12:21,960 --> 00:12:22,790
Caroline!

234
00:12:22,840 --> 00:12:24,034
Why didn't you tell me?

235
00:12:24,080 --> 00:12:25,035
Caroline!

236
00:12:25,240 --> 00:12:26,150
What is it?

237
00:12:26,680 --> 00:12:27,590
You lied to me!

238
00:12:27,800 --> 00:12:30,189
It, it wasn't lying. We omitted--

239
00:12:30,240 --> 00:12:34,119
Big fucking omission.
You... you said that he asked after me.

240
00:12:34,240 --> 00:12:35,229
And he did.
— He did.

241
00:12:36,240 --> 00:12:37,275
At the beginning.

242
00:12:37,720 --> 00:12:41,679
You let me believe that he was thinking
about me for 18 years?

243
00:12:41,840 --> 00:12:42,909
Well, he may have been.

244
00:12:42,960 --> 00:12:45,190
You were so depressed,
and we didn't know what to do

245
00:12:45,240 --> 00:12:46,195
and it made you happy.

246
00:12:46,240 --> 00:12:47,992
I just went to his house

247
00:12:48,320 --> 00:12:52,472
with his beautiful, very generous wife,
and I said

248
00:12:52,960 --> 00:12:55,349
"You look amazing." Amazing.

249
00:12:55,520 --> 00:12:58,557
Ugh, like a... twat!

250
00:13:02,920 --> 00:13:05,195
WOMAN ON PHONE: Hello, you’re through
to Bethany from Home Safe.

251
00:13:05,240 --> 00:13:06,070
Thank you--

252
00:13:07,720 --> 00:13:08,835
HE SIGHS

253
00:13:13,640 --> 00:13:15,198
HE MUTTERS

254
00:13:17,800 --> 00:13:18,630
Hey...

255
00:13:22,200 --> 00:13:23,030
Good.

256
00:13:34,400 --> 00:13:36,311
SHE SIGHS
That is lovely.

257
00:13:36,560 --> 00:13:37,709
SHE SNORTS

258
00:13:39,320 --> 00:13:40,958
Yeah, I've had the, er, sinusitis.

259
00:13:41,440 --> 00:13:43,112
First time I've had dairy all week.

260
00:13:43,440 --> 00:13:45,954
I know it ain't PC,
but I bloody love a bit of dairy.

261
00:13:46,280 --> 00:13:47,269
Do you want, um...?

262
00:13:47,680 --> 00:13:48,954
Ooh, I'd love one.

263
00:13:49,480 --> 00:13:51,869
But I've just finished
an enormous bowl of noodles.

264
00:13:52,480 --> 00:13:55,199
Right, um... how you finding being back?

265
00:13:55,680 --> 00:13:56,715
Great, yeah. All good.

266
00:13:57,760 --> 00:13:59,716
And, uh, how are the job interviews going?

267
00:14:00,160 --> 00:14:01,388
Oh, er, yeah, brilliant.

268
00:14:01,440 --> 00:14:04,477
Er, just, like, really, really
positive feedback, so it's great.

269
00:14:04,880 --> 00:14:06,871
Good. And how are you finding it?

270
00:14:08,040 --> 00:14:08,916
Being back?

271
00:14:09,600 --> 00:14:10,794
You just asked that.
— Did I?

272
00:14:10,840 --> 00:14:12,159
Yeah.
— Oh! Sorry.

273
00:14:12,480 --> 00:14:13,754
Er, did you answer?
— Yeah.

274
00:14:13,920 --> 00:14:16,070
Oh, my God, I am so sorry.

275
00:14:16,680 --> 00:14:19,148
I'm just so full of codeine right now.

276
00:14:19,400 --> 00:14:20,515
Yeah, I slipped a disc.

277
00:14:20,560 --> 00:14:23,518
That and the sinusitis, well,
the only thing that got me through it

278
00:14:23,560 --> 00:14:25,755
was Naked And Afraid.
SHE LAUGHS

279
00:14:25,800 --> 00:14:26,869
Have you seen that?

280
00:14:27,040 --> 00:14:29,156
How could I have?
— Yeah, of course you haven't.

281
00:14:29,640 --> 00:14:31,437
Well, something to look forward to I suppose.

282
00:14:31,480 --> 00:14:32,356
Google it.

283
00:14:32,960 --> 00:14:35,110
But do not Google yourself.

284
00:14:36,280 --> 00:14:37,395
And listen...

285
00:14:37,600 --> 00:14:41,878
if you are experiencing frustration,
depression

286
00:14:42,120 --> 00:14:46,398
or just a deep and consuming sense
of hopelessness...

287
00:14:50,080 --> 00:14:50,910
it's normal.

288
00:14:51,720 --> 00:14:52,630
Great, but I'm not.

289
00:14:52,680 --> 00:14:55,274
So, I mean, it's all super cool really, so...

290
00:14:55,680 --> 00:14:56,829
Ahem.
— OK.

291
00:14:58,880 --> 00:15:01,110
My ex—boyfriend has twins.

292
00:15:01,160 --> 00:15:04,914
SHE LAUGHS
With a really very beautiful woman.

293
00:15:05,000 --> 00:15:07,560
But I am... I'm, like,
completely cool about all that.

294
00:15:07,800 --> 00:15:11,873
And you got this lovely house
and a lovely front garden.

295
00:15:12,600 --> 00:15:13,555
You're like the Queen.

296
00:15:13,680 --> 00:15:14,874
I feel like the Queen.

297
00:15:17,680 --> 00:15:20,956
Do you know, it's fine, isn't it?
It's just like... just riding a bike really.

298
00:15:21,000 --> 00:15:23,275
You've just gotta get back on it, peddle.

299
00:15:23,320 --> 00:15:24,150
No, Miri.

300
00:15:24,200 --> 00:15:26,873
You can't get back on your old bike,
because that's a tricycle.

301
00:15:26,920 --> 00:15:29,673
And what you doing
trying to ride a tricycle at your age?

302
00:15:30,040 --> 00:15:31,109
It's broke.

303
00:15:31,440 --> 00:15:35,638
Now listen, right here, right now,
it's a brand—new bike.

304
00:15:36,160 --> 00:15:37,434
No stabilisers.

305
00:15:38,360 --> 00:15:40,749
You've gotta learn to ride it for real
this time, do you get me?

306
00:15:41,680 --> 00:15:42,510
Yeah.

307
00:15:42,560 --> 00:15:43,959
No. What?

308
00:15:44,600 --> 00:15:46,079
Well, that went well.

309
00:15:46,640 --> 00:15:48,915
We got a lot done. Any questions?

310
00:15:48,960 --> 00:15:49,995
Got so many——
— Phew!

311
00:15:50,480 --> 00:15:52,596
I just wanna get home and lie down.

312
00:15:53,120 --> 00:15:57,159
Actually, there's a really good
support group in Eastbourne

313
00:15:59,520 --> 00:16:00,999
I don't drive, so...
— Oh.

314
00:16:01,160 --> 00:16:02,798
Well, it's not that great really.

315
00:16:03,000 --> 00:16:04,353
I'll see myself out. Bye.

316
00:16:07,720 --> 00:16:08,948
What's up, gangster?
— Oh.

317
00:16:09,000 --> 00:16:10,115
Oh, thank you. Oh.

318
00:16:11,960 --> 00:16:14,633
Oh, God!

319
00:16:15,280 --> 00:16:16,872
MIRI SOBS

320
00:16:20,000 --> 00:16:21,513
CAROLINE:
Oh, my God, what am I doing?

321
00:16:22,760 --> 00:16:23,875
This is all such a mess.

322
00:16:23,920 --> 00:16:25,353
Ooh, gentle!

323
00:16:27,600 --> 00:16:28,874
It's really hot down there.

324
00:16:30,600 --> 00:16:33,319
This is the last time, do you understand?
She's back, Dom.

325
00:16:34,480 --> 00:16:35,310
Yeah.

326
00:16:35,680 --> 00:16:38,399
I'm serious! We need to stop this.

327
00:16:39,040 --> 00:16:40,189
Oh, OK. If you're...

328
00:16:41,520 --> 00:16:42,509
Well, not now!

329
00:16:45,200 --> 00:16:46,315
SHE SIGHS

330
00:17:00,800 --> 00:17:02,074
MALE VOICE:
It is you, isn't it?

331
00:17:02,720 --> 00:17:04,438
Welcome back, Miri Matteson.

332
00:17:05,440 --> 00:17:07,112
Thank you. I'm so sorry, I...

333
00:17:07,800 --> 00:17:09,279
I don't remember you.

334
00:17:09,800 --> 00:17:11,153
Because we only just met.

335
00:17:22,000 --> 00:17:23,433
KNOCK ON DOOR
— Hello?

336
00:17:26,840 --> 00:17:27,829
Just checking in.

337
00:17:28,560 --> 00:17:30,869
Are... are you OK?

338
00:17:31,240 --> 00:17:34,073
No, not really.
I want a second chance, and...

339
00:17:34,960 --> 00:17:38,191
I just thought my life
would be different at this age.

340
00:17:38,280 --> 00:17:40,953
I thought I'd be retired
and living in the Lake District

341
00:17:41,000 --> 00:17:42,513
with six grandchildren by now.

342
00:17:42,640 --> 00:17:44,312
What, you thought I'd have six children?

343
00:17:44,560 --> 00:17:46,869
Well, on reflection, it is rather a lot.

344
00:17:46,920 --> 00:17:47,750
Mm.

345
00:17:48,480 --> 00:17:50,357
I thought this might help a bit.

346
00:17:51,640 --> 00:17:55,872
You deserve a good shot
at all of that life stuff.

347
00:17:56,920 --> 00:17:58,478
It's from the new fish and chip place.

348
00:17:59,080 --> 00:18:00,911
Run by the arsehole?
— Yes.

349
00:18:00,960 --> 00:18:02,075
HE CHUCKLES

350
00:18:02,280 --> 00:18:03,554
I will miss Manze's.

351
00:18:05,360 --> 00:18:11,390
But, like all species, we must adapt
to environmental change or die.

352
00:18:12,480 --> 00:18:13,674
Thank you. Thanks, Dad.

353
00:18:14,560 --> 00:18:15,390
OK.

354
00:18:23,720 --> 00:18:26,837
Our family is finally together.

355
00:18:28,280 --> 00:18:29,429
In one house.

356
00:18:30,800 --> 00:18:32,995
Yes. Wonderful.

357
00:18:34,880 --> 00:18:36,199
We've waited so long for this.

358
00:18:41,560 --> 00:18:45,075
WHALE SOUNDS PLAY

359
00:18:58,360 --> 00:18:59,873
SHE SIGHS
OK...

360
00:19:41,680 --> 00:19:42,510
OK.

361
00:19:54,320 --> 00:19:56,197
BRUSH SCRAPES

362
00:19:56,280 --> 00:19:57,838
WATER SLOSHES

363
00:20:11,320 --> 00:20:12,389
It... it's not coming off.

364
00:20:12,440 --> 00:20:13,589
Well, what are you using?

365
00:20:13,720 --> 00:20:15,631
Vinegar.
— Well, use white spirit.

366
00:20:15,680 --> 00:20:16,954
We don't have insurance!

367
00:20:17,120 --> 00:20:19,680
I'm not gonna douse the whole place
in lighter fuel!

368
00:20:25,600 --> 00:20:26,794
TAMAGOTCHI BEEPS

369
00:20:29,920 --> 00:20:32,388
R&B MUSIC PLAYS

370
00:20:34,400 --> 00:20:36,595
Hi, I'm Miri. Mm.

371
00:20:41,600 --> 00:20:43,636
MUFFLED R&B MUSIC PLAYS
— Oh, God.

372
00:20:44,320 --> 00:20:45,639
We cannot let her see.

373
00:20:45,960 --> 00:20:47,712
You keep cleaning. I'll distract her.

374
00:20:48,120 --> 00:20:49,075
MIRI, MUFFLED:
Hi.

375
00:20:49,160 --> 00:20:50,991
I'm Miri.
— What's she doing?

376
00:20:51,120 --> 00:20:52,394
MIRI, MUFFLED:
Hello, my name is Miri.

377
00:20:52,440 --> 00:20:54,556
Who's she talking to?
Why aren't you cleaning?

378
00:20:54,600 --> 00:20:55,919
Because you're talking to me.

379
00:20:58,280 --> 00:21:01,477
I, er, I love food and... tills

380
00:21:01,560 --> 00:21:02,709
if you've got a till.

381
00:21:03,880 --> 00:21:04,790
Do you like people?

382
00:21:04,960 --> 00:21:06,075
Mm, some people.

383
00:21:06,480 --> 00:21:07,390
Some?
— Well, I mean

384
00:21:07,440 --> 00:21:09,112
does anyone like everyone?
SHE LAUGHS

385
00:21:09,160 --> 00:21:11,913
Yes.
— Then I love...

386
00:21:12,320 --> 00:21:13,230
everybody.

387
00:21:13,400 --> 00:21:14,719
Well, very good.
— SHE LAUGHS

388
00:21:14,760 --> 00:21:16,159
Er, and you're available to start-—

389
00:21:16,200 --> 00:21:17,474
Now. Right now.

390
00:21:17,720 --> 00:21:20,632
OK. There's a whole process,
I'm speaking to some other people.

391
00:21:20,680 --> 00:21:22,477
Oh, my God, me too. Totally.

392
00:21:22,920 --> 00:21:24,592
You've got other interviews?
— Yeah.

393
00:21:24,680 --> 00:21:27,148
I've got Blockbuster
and then I have got Woolworths.

394
00:21:27,280 --> 00:21:29,350
HE LAUGHS

395
00:21:29,400 --> 00:21:30,879
SHE LAUGHS

396
00:21:31,480 --> 00:21:32,993
And then BHS!
— SHE LAUGHS

397
00:21:33,120 --> 00:21:34,189
That's very funny.

398
00:21:34,240 --> 00:21:35,434
Thank you.
— That's good.

399
00:21:35,600 --> 00:21:37,079
HE CHUCKLES
Woollies...

400
00:21:39,520 --> 00:21:41,192
Ah, Miri, you're there.

401
00:21:41,480 --> 00:21:42,708
Well, it's my room, so...

402
00:21:42,880 --> 00:21:44,438
Your hair!
— Yeah, it's, er...

403
00:21:45,040 --> 00:21:47,156
it's exactly how I wanted it to be.

404
00:21:47,360 --> 00:21:49,590
Mum, can I borrow some clothes, please?

405
00:21:50,040 --> 00:21:51,996
Why?
— Cos I've, I've got a job interview.

406
00:21:52,400 --> 00:21:53,515
Oh! Oh, lovely.

407
00:21:53,640 --> 00:21:56,552
Um, so I need to borrow something,
like, work—y, cos...

408
00:21:56,600 --> 00:21:57,999
Why?
— Mum.

409
00:22:00,440 --> 00:22:02,556
We don't actually
have a mobile number for you.

410
00:22:02,600 --> 00:22:06,559
Oh, er, yes, it's, er, 07700900738.

411
00:22:06,720 --> 00:22:07,835
Just one more time, sorry?

412
00:22:08,720 --> 00:22:11,518
07700900259.

413
00:22:13,960 --> 00:22:15,632
Am I being thick?
— Yes.

414
00:22:15,680 --> 00:22:18,956
It's 07700900931.

415
00:22:19,360 --> 00:22:21,271
That's not the same.
— Yes, it is. It is.

416
00:22:21,320 --> 00:22:22,719
It really isn't.
— Yeah, it really is.

417
00:22:22,760 --> 00:22:23,829
SHE LAUGHS
— It's not.

418
00:22:23,880 --> 00:22:25,359
It is.
SHE LAUGHS

419
00:22:25,400 --> 00:22:26,469
Are you OK?
— Yeah.

420
00:22:27,720 --> 00:22:28,675
This is all l have.

421
00:22:28,840 --> 00:22:29,716
Thank you.

422
00:22:34,200 --> 00:22:35,110
Christ.

423
00:22:37,400 --> 00:22:38,594
Great, that's...

424
00:22:39,560 --> 00:22:40,754
that's fantastic.

425
00:22:41,360 --> 00:22:42,349
ZIPPER SLIDES

426
00:22:43,800 --> 00:22:44,915
There's bleach, there.

427
00:22:47,040 --> 00:22:48,109
I'll keep her inside.

428
00:22:48,280 --> 00:22:51,113
OSCAR: Oh, for God's sake, Caroline,
we can't keep her locked up!

429
00:22:51,160 --> 00:22:52,912
CAROLINE:
Oh, she'll be fine. She's used to it.

430
00:22:52,960 --> 00:22:54,837
OSCAR:
| tidied this bloody cupboard last week.

431
00:22:54,880 --> 00:22:55,915
I need to borrow your bike.

432
00:22:56,560 --> 00:22:58,039
We haven't got one.
— Yes, you do.

433
00:22:58,160 --> 00:22:59,149
Oh, that bike, yeah.

434
00:22:59,640 --> 00:23:00,629
What's wrong with you?

435
00:23:00,680 --> 00:23:02,432
Erm...
— What's that on your hands?

436
00:23:02,480 --> 00:23:03,833
Er, old age.

437
00:23:04,080 --> 00:23:05,274
Right. I'll see you later.

438
00:23:05,440 --> 00:23:06,429
Would you like some eggs?

439
00:23:06,480 --> 00:23:08,072
Scrambled? Poached? Fried?

440
00:23:08,120 --> 00:23:09,553
You look different. What is it?

441
00:23:09,880 --> 00:23:10,710
Fine.

442
00:23:10,920 --> 00:23:13,275
What did you have to say that for?
— What else was I supposed to say?

443
00:23:13,560 --> 00:23:17,155
Focussing on the positives,
your look is... fantastic.

444
00:23:17,320 --> 00:23:18,435
Oh, thank you.

445
00:23:18,480 --> 00:23:20,994
But this is not going well.

446
00:23:21,160 --> 00:23:22,639
Really?
— No, it's, um...

447
00:23:22,840 --> 00:23:24,353
quite a weird atmosphere.

448
00:23:24,400 --> 00:23:25,355
Oh, come on.

449
00:23:25,400 --> 00:23:27,675
Look, why should I employ you?

450
00:23:32,080 --> 00:23:34,275
Do you know what? Maybe you shouldn't.

451
00:23:34,320 --> 00:23:36,038
What?
— No, you're right, you're right.

452
00:23:36,080 --> 00:23:37,149
I've got nothing to offer.

453
00:23:37,320 --> 00:23:40,517
I live with my parents,
the man I loved is married with two kids

454
00:23:40,720 --> 00:23:43,757
everybody in this town hates me

455
00:23:43,920 --> 00:23:46,559
but I am exceptional worker

456
00:23:46,720 --> 00:23:50,269
and I can clean a toilet
till it shines like the sun.

457
00:23:57,400 --> 00:23:58,389
Matteson.

458
00:23:59,000 --> 00:24:00,513
Miri Matteson...

459
00:24:05,880 --> 00:24:06,756
Are you...

460
00:24:07,560 --> 00:24:09,152
Miranda Matteson?

461
00:24:09,760 --> 00:24:12,797
The Miranda Matteson?

462
00:24:13,160 --> 00:24:13,990
Yes, I am.

463
00:24:15,160 --> 00:24:16,957
Oh, shit.

464
00:24:17,840 --> 00:24:20,479
Fucking Chri...

465
00:24:22,160 --> 00:24:23,434
No, darling, just wait!

466
00:24:23,800 --> 00:24:27,031
The—the—the saddle's too high, you can't——
— You can't wear that, you look peculiar.

467
00:24:27,080 --> 00:24:28,433
It's a gentleman's bike.
— Come inside

468
00:24:28,480 --> 00:24:30,596
and we'll find you something more suitable——
— Can you just stop Fritzling me?

469
00:24:30,640 --> 00:24:32,073
Just let me out!

470
00:24:32,400 --> 00:24:33,355
Urgh!

471
00:24:39,680 --> 00:24:40,999
I can't... just...

472
00:24:43,720 --> 00:24:47,633
I once ran over a badger
on my way to the airport.

473
00:24:48,880 --> 00:24:49,835
It broke my heart.

474
00:24:50,720 --> 00:24:51,596
They're running low.

475
00:24:51,640 --> 00:24:52,516
Don't.
— Sorry.

476
00:24:55,000 --> 00:24:56,035
CAROLINE:
Oh, darling!

477
00:24:57,640 --> 00:24:58,516
Oh, she's...

478
00:24:58,960 --> 00:25:00,439
OSCAR: Miri, please.
— CAROLINE: Miri, please!

479
00:25:00,480 --> 00:25:01,629
OSCAR: Please don't go out there.
— CAROLINE: Don't go out there!

480
00:25:01,680 --> 00:25:03,238
OSCAR: Miri, Miri, come back.
— CAROLINE: Oh!

481
00:25:03,360 --> 00:25:04,236
Oh, no.

482
00:25:08,360 --> 00:25:10,032
SEAGULLS CRY

483
00:25:13,360 --> 00:25:14,793
OSCAR:
They don't know you.

484
00:25:16,120 --> 00:25:17,075
Oh, lord...

485
00:25:29,800 --> 00:25:31,028
Are you happy to start now?

486
00:25:33,520 --> 00:25:35,033
Yes. Really?

487
00:25:35,160 --> 00:25:35,990
Yes.

488
00:25:38,080 --> 00:25:39,718
Everyone deserves a second chance.

489
00:25:40,560 --> 00:25:41,549
Even murderers.

490
00:25:41,720 --> 00:25:42,709
It wasn't like that.

491
00:25:43,600 --> 00:25:44,510
What was it like?

492
00:25:44,880 --> 00:25:46,199
It was a long time ago, and...

493
00:25:47,120 --> 00:25:48,917
and I'm ready... I'm ready to move on.

494
00:25:50,080 --> 00:25:52,389
# I am a terrible woman #

495
00:25:52,600 --> 00:25:55,876
MUSIC: "Terrible Woman" by Siobhan Wilson

496
00:25:56,680 --> 00:26:01,196
# Have a happy heart, a simple life... #

497
00:26:04,120 --> 00:26:06,714
MUSIC CONTINUES