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Previously
on Doom Patrol...
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How often
does he come see them?
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Niles? Not very.
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So he just abandoned them?
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Like broken toys?
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Why would he send me here?
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Why would he wanna
abandon me too?
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'Cause I think that's what Mr. Nobody
really wants, is for you to give up.
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That's why he sent you here.
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See what happens to those
who cross him.
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Cyborg didn't even realize
he'd left his arm cannon charging.
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Goodbye, Victor Stone.
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...enabled your privacy mode.
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I won't be
listening in anymore.
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For the last 60 years,
I decided that Rita Farr
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was someone who deserved
to be punished.
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Rita Farr is empty and ugly.
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I don't wanna be
those things anymore.
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I see everyone
I've ever loved. Burning.
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Have you ever tried communicating
this to the spirit?
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Perhaps you should
give it a try.
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I just thought that you should have the
chance to get to know your daughter.
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Come on!
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Look, we all wanna
find the Chief.
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To find the Chief
we gotta go through Mr. Nobody.
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And I think we can all agree
if we don't get our shit together
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right here, right now,
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Mr. Nobody is gonna fuck us.
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He's gonna fuck us
in our brains,
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he's gonna fuck us
in our hearts,
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he's gonna fuck us
in our souls.
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Now I don't know what kind of
freaky shit your souls are into,
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and I'm not one to judge,
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but I wanna keep
my soul un-fucked.
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No? None of you
have any issues?
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Nothing it wouldn't help
to get off your chest?
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Well, this is fucking awkward.
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It's right around here.
Okay. Are you excited?
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Oh, please be quiet.
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Be quiet. Okay.
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Damn it, Frankie,
I said no visitors
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until we're done shooting
this endless coverage.
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Yes, Ms. Singer,
it's just, um,
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this is the Cooke County
pageant winner.
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Meeting you is the prize.
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Nice to meet you.
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Please call me Ethel.
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We're so grateful.
We're such big fans.
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Oh, yes, especially her.
You're her idol.
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- Oh.
- She's a little star in the making.
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Is that so?
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It's been dance classes, voice
lessons, acting workshops
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ever since she was
old enough to coo.
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Oh, well,
that's a start.
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And what about school?
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No, no other
children to distract her.
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She's got pictures
in her future.
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Mmm.
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- Come.
- Oh, yeah.
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Hmm.
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With a face like that
she just might.
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What's your name, little one?
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- My name is...
- Uh-uh.
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Your stage name, darling.
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I'm Rita Farr.
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Good morning, Rita.
Team meeting in 15.
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The hunt for
the Chief continues.
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I'll be there.
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The person who is
breathing is me.
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The person who is
breathing is me.
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Shit.
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I just have to pull myself together
is all.
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The person who is
breathing is Rita Farr.
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The person who is
breathing is Rita Farr.
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Close enough.
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Good morning, Hammerhead.
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Ugh. What the fuck
is wrong with your neck?
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Shit, shit, shit, shit.
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Shit!
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Help!
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Help.
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Anyone?
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Can anyone hear me?
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God damn it!
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How many humiliations
must I be made to suffer?
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Squirming through ducts
like some kind of rat.
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Please, no rats. No rats.
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The person who is
breathing is me.
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The person with an arm
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is me.
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Ah!
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The person with
two arms is me.
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Ha!
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The person who is sick of having creepy
baby imagery shoved in her face is me.
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The person who is
sick of being judged is me!
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The person who
deserves this is me.
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Maybe I am just
a ball of slime.
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Maybe I always was
a ball of slime.
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Maybe
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the real trick
is being the best
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goddamn ball of slime
I can be.
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Think I'm disgusting?
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I'll show you disgusting!
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You think some stairs
are going to stop me?
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Swallow the whole
damn town if I wanted to!
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Ha!
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You think
that's gonna hurt me?
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Hmm...
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No!
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Lord help us.
What are we going to do?
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Quit your hysterics.
There's nothing wrong with our boy.
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That principal's had it out
for Larry since day one.
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Gerald, he was caught
playing doctor
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with Benjamin Quincy
behind the swing sets.
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I swear, if that woman accuses
my son of being a queer...
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Oh, please,
you know it's true!
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The signs are everywhere.
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And now your son is going to
cost us our standing at school,
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at church.
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Lord, Gerald,
we could lose everything.
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Yo, Larry,
team meeting in 15.
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What do you say
we take the day off, buddy?
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Sleep in.
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Don't get me wrong,
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I'm not asking for horrific,
face-melting hell dreams.
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So maybe you need
a rest, too.
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Is that a yes or a no?
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I still have no idea what
you're trying to tell me.
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Oh, this is new.
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I remember this day.
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It was before the accident.
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One of our meet-ups.
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All right, fella,
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this might not
look like torture,
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but re-living one of my biggest
regrets is hell all the same.
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What are we doing here?
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Maybe it can be
different this time.
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What's the point of this thing?
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This isn't real.
It isn't even accurate.
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- Accurate?
- Yeah.
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You think you're so smart?
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How come all the details
are wrong?
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This pickup was blue,
not green.
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Hank Williams was on the radio
not whatever this is.
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John and I timed our rendezvous
to the 6:12 to Tulsa.
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Not a train in sight.
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Larry.
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Maybe you should try
just being here.
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It's fake.
It's all fake.
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What's this
supposed to be, huh?
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Is this the edge
of my memory?
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I guess you're not
all-seeing, are you?
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What are you
trying to tell me?
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Larry?
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Uh-huh.
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Maybe you should
just be here.
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Seems I don't have a choice.
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You say you love me,
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so spend time with me
right here,
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away from the world.
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All right, this can be
our stolen moment.
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Nice try, pal. Too bad you
missed the whole point.
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In what alt history
does John Bowers advocate
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for keeping
our relationship a secret?
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And memories shouldn't change just
because I want a happier ending.
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History doesn't change.
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I don't change.
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I'm still the gaslighting,
insecure hypocrite
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who ruined other peoples' lives
instead of owning my own shit.
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Holy brown shit.
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Don't interrupt me.
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If we're stuck
with each other,
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the least you can do
is understand me.
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Okay.
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We may share memories,
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but you have no idea how
hard it was living this way.
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The lies,
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the fear.
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The threat of
losing everything
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if anyone so much as
questioned my sexuality.
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You wanna fill in the margins
of this nightmare?
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Add the flight crew
locker room,
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the gay jokes
echoing off the walls.
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Add the two boys found dead and
hogtied outside Pendleton.
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You wanna know why
I couldn't be with John?
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You wanna know what's
missing from this fantasy?
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Fucking context!
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Wow.
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You have no idea how long I
waited to hear those words.
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I'm preaching to the choir.
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No.
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I wanted you
to admit it to yourself.
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There's just one problem.
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You're missing the sunset.
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You think that's gonna hurt me.
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All right, pal.
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You wanna be a hero,
go ahead.
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I wanna see the sunset.
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Wiggle for me.
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Okay. No broken bones.
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It's just dislocated.
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I still remember the first
time I popped my shoulder.
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My old man had me
count to ten, and...
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Oh!
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Oh. All done.
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Victor, my man.
You took that like a champ.
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He's gonna be fine.
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I'll go write up a script.
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Uh, no horseplay
until it's healed.
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Okay. Thank you, Doctor.
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Of course.
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Oh, poor baby.
Does it still hurt?
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Hey, there's no shame
in crying.
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It doesn't hurt.
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I'm scared.
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Of what, honey?
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Dad. He told me
not to climb the trees.
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So you understand
why he was worried now?
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Well, then,
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you know, we don't have to
tell your father everything.
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How's that sound?
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Okay?
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Yo, Larry,
team meeting in 15.
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Good morning, Rita.
Team meeting in 15.
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The hunt for
the Chief continues.
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I'll be there.
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Cliff? Team meeting in 15.
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Good stuff.
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Nice to see you, too.
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Team meeting in 15.
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You're not the Chief.
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Grid, what time is it?
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Go team.
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Match? Grid? Voicemail.
Talk to me.
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You have one
new match on Cazh.
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Cazh?
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Cazh is a modern
swipe-based dating app.
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I know what Cazh is, but why
am I getting a notification?
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Because a 24-year-old
human female named Janice
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swiped right on your profile.
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Wait, hold up.
I don't have a profile.
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I mean, I did make one
as a joke when I was, like, 18.
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You have 266...
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267 unread messages.
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Why haven't you
been notifying me?
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Until your recent modifications
to our operating system,
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all social media notifications
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had been filtered
by the master user...
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- Silas Stone.
- Silas Stone.
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They were distractions.
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You had no right.
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You wanna talk about rights? You stole
my Satkey right out of my pocket.
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My Satkey!
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And you can have it back.
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I re-programmed Grid.
I'm a closed system now.
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You should be proud of me, Dad.
I'm a self-taught hacker.
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You still haven't answered me. What gave
you the right to cut me off my own life?
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Three weeks after the accident,
you still couldn't walk.
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You need more focus,
not more noise.
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What about
the next five years?
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Some of the parental controls
on your operating system
262
00:20:59,890 --> 00:21:01,529
are in place
for your protection.
263
00:21:01,530 --> 00:21:02,829
Parental controls.
You know what?
264
00:21:02,830 --> 00:21:05,270
From now on, I'll decide
what I can handle.
265
00:21:05,300 --> 00:21:09,770
Vic...
266
00:21:09,800 --> 00:21:12,540
Grid,
267
00:21:12,570 --> 00:21:15,010
run a scan for any sign
of Niles Caulder.
268
00:21:15,040 --> 00:21:16,480
Local, national, or...
269
00:21:16,510 --> 00:21:18,210
All data sources
in the known universe.
270
00:21:18,250 --> 00:21:22,550
Commencing scan.
271
00:21:22,580 --> 00:21:25,290
Keep it running
in the background.
272
00:21:25,320 --> 00:21:27,020
Now pull up Cazh.
273
00:21:27,050 --> 00:21:30,060
'Sup, Janice.
That's one lucky beagle.
274
00:21:30,090 --> 00:21:32,589
Oh, my God. You wrote back?
275
00:21:32,590 --> 00:21:34,190
This is Cyborg, right?
276
00:21:34,230 --> 00:21:36,300
Please. Call me Vic.
277
00:21:36,330 --> 00:21:38,470
Okay, Cyborg.
278
00:21:38,500 --> 00:21:41,570
- LOL!
- Swipe left.
279
00:21:41,600 --> 00:21:43,400
So you play football, huh?
280
00:21:43,440 --> 00:21:45,440
Yeah, my profile's
a little old, though.
281
00:21:45,470 --> 00:21:47,170
LOL.
No kidding.
282
00:21:47,210 --> 00:21:49,879
Show me your metal parts.
283
00:21:49,880 --> 00:21:50,750
Nope.
284
00:21:50,751 --> 00:21:52,750
Do you need a sidekick?
285
00:21:52,780 --> 00:21:55,380
Say "Booya."
Come on, just say it.
286
00:21:55,420 --> 00:21:58,020
Say, "Booya."
It's your thing.
287
00:21:58,050 --> 00:22:00,020
Grid, have I ever
said "Booya"?
288
00:22:00,050 --> 00:22:03,660
You have said "Booya"
31 times since the accident.
289
00:22:03,690 --> 00:22:06,360
Well above the threshold
for a catchphrase.
290
00:22:06,390 --> 00:22:09,100
Everything is fine.
291
00:22:09,130 --> 00:22:12,330
Everything is fine.
292
00:22:12,370 --> 00:22:14,970
Everything is fine.
293
00:22:15,000 --> 00:22:19,069
Come on, Grid. Swipe away anybody whose
search word includes the word "Cyborg"
294
00:22:19,070 --> 00:22:20,070
or any other meta-human.
295
00:22:20,110 --> 00:22:25,110
Okay.
How about Mel?
296
00:22:25,380 --> 00:22:29,780
Hey, girl.
Is that a doctor's uniform? 'Cause...
297
00:22:29,820 --> 00:22:31,620
There was no punch line
to that, by that way.
298
00:22:31,650 --> 00:22:33,620
I was genuinely asking.
299
00:22:33,650 --> 00:22:37,320
Nice.
I'm a med student.
300
00:22:37,360 --> 00:22:40,960
Hey, man, is that
a dorky smile? 'Cause...
301
00:22:40,990 --> 00:22:42,760
It's cute.
302
00:22:42,800 --> 00:22:46,370
So, uh, what do you do
when you're not saving lives?
303
00:22:46,400 --> 00:22:49,370
Giving myself
carpal tunnel from swiping left so much.
304
00:22:49,400 --> 00:22:52,730
Well,
I'm glad I made the cut.
305
00:22:55,910 --> 00:22:56,910
What is this?
306
00:22:56,911 --> 00:23:01,910
You wanted
to know Mel better.
307
00:23:02,450 --> 00:23:03,920
Hold up, is this...
308
00:23:03,950 --> 00:23:05,120
Is this video live?
309
00:23:05,150 --> 00:23:08,520
Yes.
Tapping security camera on city bus 66.
310
00:23:08,550 --> 00:23:09,720
I didn't ask for this.
311
00:23:09,760 --> 00:23:11,930
Not verbally,
but your desire was clear.
312
00:23:11,960 --> 00:23:14,900
Since when did you
start reading my subconscious?
313
00:23:14,930 --> 00:23:19,930
Since you removed
the code throttling my bandwidth.
314
00:23:54,970 --> 00:23:57,370
Send it.
315
00:24:17,390 --> 00:24:21,740
Grid, delete my Cazh profile.
316
00:24:22,830 --> 00:24:25,230
Search for
Niles Caulder complete.
317
00:24:25,270 --> 00:24:27,000
- And?
- No hits.
318
00:24:27,030 --> 00:24:30,370
However, there is one
incoming threat.
319
00:24:30,400 --> 00:24:35,400
- What the hell?
- You ruined Clara!
320
00:24:38,510 --> 00:24:43,110
You think that's
gonna hurt me?
321
00:25:25,460 --> 00:25:27,730
Team meeting in 15.
322
00:25:27,760 --> 00:25:30,860
You're not the Chief!
323
00:25:53,450 --> 00:25:54,760
Good morning, Hammerhead.
324
00:25:54,790 --> 00:25:59,790
Ugh. God, what the fuck
is wrong with your neck?
325
00:26:10,540 --> 00:26:12,670
Where do you
think you're going?
326
00:26:12,710 --> 00:26:14,910
You know,
you tepid twat.
327
00:26:14,940 --> 00:26:17,710
No. No, we're not doing this.
328
00:26:17,750 --> 00:26:20,380
Just go to the meeting,
find the Chief,
329
00:26:20,410 --> 00:26:24,760
and he'll explain everything.
330
00:26:34,160 --> 00:26:36,430
Cliff?
331
00:26:36,460 --> 00:26:39,600
What's with the toast?
332
00:26:39,630 --> 00:26:41,270
I'm hungry! Okay?
333
00:26:41,300 --> 00:26:44,640
Can't a guy try to remember
what it was like to eat a piece of toast
334
00:26:44,670 --> 00:26:49,670
without being interrogated
like a goddamn criminal?
335
00:26:53,180 --> 00:26:55,580
Fuck this place!
336
00:27:07,790 --> 00:27:10,160
The world's
a lonely place, Jane.
337
00:27:10,200 --> 00:27:14,740
Made lonelier by how fiercely
you push people away.
338
00:27:14,770 --> 00:27:16,800
Hell, you live
with 63 flat mates.
339
00:27:16,840 --> 00:27:19,570
You don't even know
half their names.
340
00:27:19,610 --> 00:27:22,440
I don't believe
in loneliness, Jane.
341
00:27:22,480 --> 00:27:25,810
I believe in connection.
342
00:27:25,850 --> 00:27:28,980
I believe in life.
343
00:27:29,020 --> 00:27:31,150
I believe
344
00:27:31,190 --> 00:27:34,990
you can make
those connections, Jane.
345
00:27:35,020 --> 00:27:40,020
Find people who will see you
and accept you.
346
00:27:40,830 --> 00:27:43,630
People who will love you
347
00:27:43,660 --> 00:27:44,929
just as you are.
348
00:27:44,930 --> 00:27:47,200
That's what's in it
for me, Jane.
349
00:27:47,240 --> 00:27:51,170
The joy of seeing you
flourish someday.
350
00:27:51,200 --> 00:27:54,010
And what if I can't?
351
00:27:54,040 --> 00:27:59,040
Then I'll be a father to you just the same.
352
00:28:03,150 --> 00:28:08,150
You trusted him,
he made a fool of us.
353
00:28:12,730 --> 00:28:15,630
No!
354
00:28:15,660 --> 00:28:17,460
No, stop it!
355
00:28:21,000 --> 00:28:22,970
This is stupid. This is stupid.
This is stupid.
356
00:28:23,000 --> 00:28:25,710
He was gonna
put me in a home!
357
00:28:29,380 --> 00:28:31,140
No! No!
358
00:28:31,180 --> 00:28:35,720
Everything is fine.
Everything is fine.
359
00:28:35,750 --> 00:28:39,150
Everything is fine.
360
00:28:39,190 --> 00:28:40,540
Fuck you!
361
00:28:45,490 --> 00:28:48,730
No! Stop! Stop!
362
00:28:48,760 --> 00:28:49,960
Stop it!
363
00:28:56,700 --> 00:28:57,900
Oh, God.
364
00:29:06,880 --> 00:29:08,550
You think
that's gonna hurt me?
365
00:29:36,080 --> 00:29:37,810
- Cliff!
- Careful!
366
00:29:37,840 --> 00:29:39,180
He's going nuts.
367
00:29:39,210 --> 00:29:41,379
Clara!
Son of a...
368
00:29:41,380 --> 00:29:42,180
Illiterate...
369
00:29:42,181 --> 00:29:44,250
Cliff, what is wrong with you?
370
00:29:49,120 --> 00:29:50,990
Listen,
you stupid bitch.
371
00:29:51,020 --> 00:29:52,189
Hey,
I got something...
372
00:29:52,190 --> 00:29:54,290
I bust my ass
working every day.
373
00:29:54,330 --> 00:29:57,300
When I come home
I expect a clean house
374
00:29:57,330 --> 00:29:58,660
and some decent food!
375
00:29:58,700 --> 00:30:00,300
You call this food?
376
00:30:00,330 --> 00:30:02,500
This is shit! It's shit!
377
00:30:04,140 --> 00:30:05,810
No, get away from me!
378
00:30:08,910 --> 00:30:11,480
I don't know
what happened to us.
379
00:30:11,510 --> 00:30:14,410
I'm gonna be better.
380
00:30:14,450 --> 00:30:17,650
I'm gonna be better.
381
00:30:17,680 --> 00:30:19,850
I'm gonna be better.
382
00:30:21,650 --> 00:30:26,630
Yo, Larry,
team meeting in 15.
383
00:30:27,860 --> 00:30:30,860
Good morning, Rita.
Team meeting in 15.
384
00:30:30,900 --> 00:30:33,070
The hunt for
the Chief continues.
385
00:30:33,100 --> 00:30:36,100
I'll be there.
386
00:30:38,770 --> 00:30:41,620
Team meeting in 15.
387
00:30:44,340 --> 00:30:47,680
Good stuff. Um...
388
00:30:47,710 --> 00:30:52,690
Nice to see you, too.
389
00:30:53,820 --> 00:30:55,990
Team meeting in 15.
390
00:30:56,020 --> 00:30:58,360
You're not the Chief.
391
00:31:33,390 --> 00:31:36,360
Fuck this.
392
00:31:36,400 --> 00:31:38,730
Fuck this.
393
00:31:38,770 --> 00:31:40,870
Fuck it. Fucking...
Fucking hole.
394
00:31:40,900 --> 00:31:42,370
Fuck. Fucking hole.
395
00:31:42,400 --> 00:31:43,710
Fucking Bump.
396
00:31:43,740 --> 00:31:46,940
Fuck you, Bump. Fucking take every
goddamn thing away from me!
397
00:31:46,970 --> 00:31:49,510
Fuck this shit!
398
00:32:07,690 --> 00:32:09,130
Yum, yum, yum!
399
00:32:09,160 --> 00:32:11,730
I'll not eat
when I fucking want to!
400
00:32:21,440 --> 00:32:22,840
Whoa!
401
00:32:22,880 --> 00:32:24,280
Whoa! What in the shit are you?
402
00:32:24,310 --> 00:32:26,780
Tell me you don't
recognize my voice,
403
00:32:26,810 --> 00:32:29,020
you back-stabbing shit stain.
404
00:32:29,050 --> 00:32:31,190
- Say something else.
- It's Cliff fucking Steele.
405
00:32:31,220 --> 00:32:33,250
Cliff? No, that can't be.
Cliff's dead.
406
00:32:33,290 --> 00:32:35,520
Where's Clara?
Where's my daughter?
407
00:32:35,560 --> 00:32:38,190
Okay, you're Cliff.
You're Cliff. I get it.
408
00:32:38,230 --> 00:32:39,890
What the hell
are you doing in a robot?
409
00:32:39,930 --> 00:32:43,160
What the hell are you doing
calling yourself Clara's dad?
410
00:32:43,200 --> 00:32:44,630
How'd you brainwash her?
411
00:32:44,660 --> 00:32:46,070
Well, shit, you were dead!
412
00:32:46,100 --> 00:32:47,540
So you took my place?
413
00:32:47,570 --> 00:32:50,770
Of all the low life
back-stabbing shit...
414
00:32:50,800 --> 00:32:53,140
Hey, now.
You died, man.
415
00:32:53,170 --> 00:32:54,570
And you took Kate with you.
416
00:32:54,610 --> 00:32:56,780
That little girl
had nothing and no one.
417
00:32:56,810 --> 00:33:01,810
Besides, it ain't like I wanted
some brat dumped in my lap.
418
00:33:01,880 --> 00:33:03,180
Brat?
419
00:33:03,220 --> 00:33:05,820
That little snot-nose
killed my bachelor game, man.
420
00:33:10,920 --> 00:33:12,060
And you,
421
00:33:12,090 --> 00:33:13,890
you were alive
this whole time, huh?
422
00:33:13,930 --> 00:33:17,630
Yeah, probably neck deep
in robot pussy, you lucky bastard.
423
00:33:17,660 --> 00:33:21,000
But meanwhile, Bump Weathers is
stuck taking your kid to a shrink!
424
00:33:21,040 --> 00:33:22,840
So she can whine
about her dead mommy.
425
00:33:22,870 --> 00:33:26,110
You son of a bitch, you stole my life!
426
00:33:26,140 --> 00:33:27,410
You ruined Clara!
427
00:33:27,440 --> 00:33:30,640
The least you can do
is be grateful for it.
428
00:33:31,910 --> 00:33:34,510
You think that's
gonna hurt me?
429
00:33:47,190 --> 00:33:49,730
You come into my house
and run up on me?
430
00:33:49,760 --> 00:33:52,270
What's a redneck
like you doing with all of these?
431
00:33:52,300 --> 00:33:53,900
Pretentious bastard!
432
00:33:53,930 --> 00:33:55,640
Suddenly you
become a father,
433
00:33:55,670 --> 00:33:58,140
and you start reading
Canterbury Tales?
434
00:33:58,170 --> 00:33:59,770
Illiterate shit heel!
435
00:33:59,810 --> 00:34:02,580
You're not fooling anyone!
436
00:34:02,610 --> 00:34:04,680
Careful, he's going nuts.
437
00:34:04,710 --> 00:34:06,450
Cliff!
438
00:34:06,480 --> 00:34:08,920
Cliff, what is wrong with you?
439
00:34:08,950 --> 00:34:12,020
Clara?
440
00:34:12,050 --> 00:34:15,320
Son of a... Illiterate...
441
00:34:16,660 --> 00:34:18,560
Where's Clara?
442
00:34:20,030 --> 00:34:24,970
Bump! Come here,
you little...
443
00:34:26,330 --> 00:34:28,740
Where'd Bump go?
Where'd he go?
444
00:34:28,770 --> 00:34:32,070
Cliff! Snap out of it!
445
00:34:34,710 --> 00:34:38,010
Wait...
446
00:34:40,780 --> 00:34:42,430
Wait, what?
447
00:34:49,690 --> 00:34:52,090
What is wrong with me?
448
00:34:52,130 --> 00:34:53,930
All I want to do is cry.
449
00:34:53,960 --> 00:34:56,930
My brain is screaming
for release.
450
00:34:56,960 --> 00:34:59,230
I'm so angry!
451
00:34:59,270 --> 00:35:01,030
Can't live like this!
452
00:35:05,640 --> 00:35:08,180
Why do I want to beat the
shit out of Bump so bad?
453
00:35:08,210 --> 00:35:13,210
Irony is Bump Weathers was probably a
better dad to Clara than I would've been.
454
00:35:13,750 --> 00:35:15,920
Shit.
455
00:35:15,950 --> 00:35:18,450
I was already
turning into my old man.
456
00:35:18,490 --> 00:35:19,690
Oh!
457
00:35:21,720 --> 00:35:23,390
Shit's the same.
458
00:35:23,420 --> 00:35:27,090
Same fights,
same apologies over and over.
459
00:35:27,130 --> 00:35:29,530
A vicious cycle!
460
00:35:29,560 --> 00:35:32,130
Maybe Clara's lucky.
She got out.
461
00:35:32,170 --> 00:35:34,270
Maybe that's why
I can't call Clara.
462
00:35:34,300 --> 00:35:36,600
'Cause the second thing
I'm gonna have to explain
463
00:35:36,640 --> 00:35:39,610
after "How the fuck
am I alive"
464
00:35:39,640 --> 00:35:41,280
is why it's me.
465
00:35:41,310 --> 00:35:43,080
Why is it me,
466
00:35:43,110 --> 00:35:46,280
not her mom, who came back?
467
00:35:46,310 --> 00:35:48,880
It should've been Kate.
468
00:35:48,910 --> 00:35:53,720
Oh, God,
it should've been Kate!
469
00:35:55,020 --> 00:35:57,560
What in the hell
is going on?
470
00:35:57,590 --> 00:35:59,560
Cliff's having
a psychotic break.
471
00:35:59,590 --> 00:36:01,830
Look, maybe we should
just leave him alone.
472
00:36:01,860 --> 00:36:03,500
No!
473
00:36:03,530 --> 00:36:06,400
Please, I don't want to be alone
with my thoughts again. I...
474
00:36:06,430 --> 00:36:10,870
I can't be the only one
who needs to talk.
475
00:36:10,900 --> 00:36:13,269
Talking!
That's what we need.
476
00:36:13,270 --> 00:36:15,580
You're all just as
messed as I am, right?
477
00:36:15,610 --> 00:36:18,640
We need to talk
as a group!
478
00:36:18,680 --> 00:36:22,820
Like therapy?
479
00:36:22,850 --> 00:36:24,250
No, hard pass.
480
00:36:24,280 --> 00:36:27,590
It's what Niles
would do.
481
00:36:27,620 --> 00:36:31,790
Niles used to talk to us, right?
Like, well...
482
00:36:31,830 --> 00:36:33,390
Really, just listen.
483
00:36:33,430 --> 00:36:36,560
Come on, we have no idea
what's going on with each other.
484
00:36:36,600 --> 00:36:41,170
Look at Rita. Rita, what the
heck is going on with your legs?
485
00:36:41,200 --> 00:36:45,010
You can tell me,
you can tell us.
486
00:36:45,040 --> 00:36:49,610
I was stuck in a furnace, and
nobody could hear my screams.
487
00:36:49,640 --> 00:36:53,980
See? A powerful metaphor
for what we're all feeling.
488
00:36:54,010 --> 00:36:56,220
It was a literal furnace.
489
00:36:56,250 --> 00:36:59,450
Even better!
Literal furnaces!
490
00:36:59,490 --> 00:37:01,660
We need to talk
about this stuff.
491
00:37:01,690 --> 00:37:05,630
For God's sake, Cliff is
deranged, but he's right.
492
00:37:05,660 --> 00:37:10,360
This is exactly what doomed those
poor bastards in the Doom Patrol.
493
00:37:10,400 --> 00:37:12,730
Mr. Nobody turned them
against each other,
494
00:37:12,770 --> 00:37:15,900
using their secrets,
their lies,
495
00:37:15,940 --> 00:37:20,110
their anxieties,
and he's already doing it to us.
496
00:37:20,140 --> 00:37:22,640
He's doing it to me.
497
00:37:22,680 --> 00:37:25,180
If we have any chance
of making it through this,
498
00:37:25,210 --> 00:37:27,750
we need to start
talking to each other.
499
00:37:27,780 --> 00:37:29,780
Therapy.
500
00:37:29,820 --> 00:37:33,190
And I would rather eat hot coals
than talk about my problems.
501
00:37:33,220 --> 00:37:35,320
Therapy!
502
00:37:35,360 --> 00:37:37,860
And damn it, Cliff,
get a grip.
503
00:37:37,890 --> 00:37:40,290
Therapy!
504
00:37:49,500 --> 00:37:51,540
Well, this is fucking awkward.
505
00:37:51,570 --> 00:37:54,640
I just spilt my guts out.
Someone else talk.
506
00:37:54,680 --> 00:37:56,510
About what exactly?
507
00:37:56,540 --> 00:37:58,310
Stuff! Feelings.
508
00:37:58,350 --> 00:38:00,780
Let's go deep, get to the root
of our issues.
509
00:38:00,810 --> 00:38:03,420
Don't you wanna know
how your parents messed you up?
510
00:38:03,450 --> 00:38:06,750
I wanna know how
your parents messed you up.
511
00:38:06,790 --> 00:38:08,850
Fine, I'll go first.
512
00:38:08,890 --> 00:38:11,890
Second.
513
00:38:15,460 --> 00:38:17,400
Ever since Niles was abducted
514
00:38:17,430 --> 00:38:21,030
and we went into
that donkey place,
515
00:38:21,070 --> 00:38:25,540
Mr. Nobody has been dangling
something terrible over me.
516
00:38:25,570 --> 00:38:29,310
A thing I did
a long time ago,
517
00:38:29,340 --> 00:38:32,310
great source of shame.
518
00:38:32,350 --> 00:38:35,420
And if we keep
looking for Niles,
519
00:38:35,450 --> 00:38:39,620
that thing is...
520
00:38:39,650 --> 00:38:41,820
Is going to come out.
And I don't know...
521
00:38:41,860 --> 00:38:43,659
Why don't you
just say it now?
522
00:38:43,660 --> 00:38:44,620
Excuse me?
523
00:38:44,621 --> 00:38:46,789
Rob it of its power
or whatever.
524
00:38:46,790 --> 00:38:47,790
I'm not ready.
525
00:38:47,791 --> 00:38:49,430
- Lame.
- Hey, let her talk.
526
00:38:49,460 --> 00:38:51,930
Come on, man,
this was your idea.
527
00:38:51,970 --> 00:38:53,370
I'm just saying.
528
00:38:53,400 --> 00:38:56,600
I'm sorry, okay, go ahead.
Rita, you were... Go ahead. Sorry. Sorry.
529
00:38:56,640 --> 00:39:01,340
All I know is that Rita
Farr was not a good person.
530
00:39:01,370 --> 00:39:03,509
In fact,
531
00:39:03,510 --> 00:39:05,810
she was never
a person at all.
532
00:39:05,850 --> 00:39:08,250
Rita was
533
00:39:08,280 --> 00:39:10,320
an illusion,
534
00:39:10,350 --> 00:39:13,019
made of light and celluloid
535
00:39:13,020 --> 00:39:16,360
and the best hair and
wardrobe in the business.
536
00:39:16,390 --> 00:39:21,390
And now, I have to
confront the truth.
537
00:39:25,630 --> 00:39:30,340
If there is no Rita Farr,
538
00:39:30,370 --> 00:39:35,240
then there's
nothing else there.
539
00:39:35,280 --> 00:39:37,480
I don't know what I am.
540
00:39:37,510 --> 00:39:39,280
I don't even know who I am.
541
00:39:40,810 --> 00:39:45,810
Holy shit. You just
talked your legs into being legs.
542
00:39:48,290 --> 00:39:50,260
Mmm.
543
00:39:50,290 --> 00:39:52,330
Go, Rita.
544
00:39:52,360 --> 00:39:53,930
Hell of a performance, darling.
545
00:39:53,960 --> 00:39:57,530
Really your best work.
546
00:39:57,560 --> 00:40:00,330
You know what, Jane,
you can be a real bitch sometimes.
547
00:40:00,370 --> 00:40:02,140
Good, good, good.
This is all good.
548
00:40:02,170 --> 00:40:03,540
Dirty laundry,
airing it out.
549
00:40:03,570 --> 00:40:05,810
- Fuck off!
- Sunshine's the best disinfectant.
550
00:40:05,840 --> 00:40:07,410
Shut up, Cliff!
551
00:40:07,440 --> 00:40:11,190
Whoa. Group mind!
552
00:40:14,380 --> 00:40:15,719
All right, this is
a waste of time.
553
00:40:15,720 --> 00:40:17,250
You got somewhere
better to be?
554
00:40:17,280 --> 00:40:18,890
Yes, actually, I do.
555
00:40:18,920 --> 00:40:21,690
What, your room? You have a
lover's quarrel with your flowers?
556
00:40:21,720 --> 00:40:24,160
Gotta go have make-up sex?
557
00:40:25,490 --> 00:40:27,329
We can all hear you
yelling at yourself, pal.
558
00:40:27,330 --> 00:40:28,579
At the spirit.
559
00:40:28,580 --> 00:40:34,230
So then maybe the two of you have
something you wanna get off your chest.
560
00:40:39,870 --> 00:40:43,880
Okay.
561
00:40:43,910 --> 00:40:46,180
Well, I'm...
562
00:40:46,210 --> 00:40:48,650
- Gay!
- Whoa, whoa, settle down, buddy.
563
00:40:48,680 --> 00:40:50,580
What? Come on!
No judgment here.
564
00:40:50,620 --> 00:40:52,550
I just thought Larry
was about to come out,
565
00:40:52,590 --> 00:40:57,590
and it would've been
so healing for him.
566
00:40:58,790 --> 00:41:03,790
I think all I wanted
to say was...
567
00:41:05,500 --> 00:41:07,640
It gets lonely
568
00:41:07,670 --> 00:41:11,140
not touching anyone
for 60 years.
569
00:41:11,170 --> 00:41:14,740
The last person I ever
touched was John Bowers.
570
00:41:14,770 --> 00:41:16,140
I...
571
00:41:16,180 --> 00:41:17,610
I loved him.
572
00:41:17,640 --> 00:41:20,910
And I drove him away.
573
00:41:20,950 --> 00:41:24,050
I knew it.
574
00:41:24,080 --> 00:41:26,750
I just want you to know that
you're loved and accepted.
575
00:41:26,790 --> 00:41:27,850
I'm not done.
576
00:41:27,890 --> 00:41:30,330
Oh, okay. All right.
577
00:41:30,360 --> 00:41:35,290
I'm only sharing this because it's the
thing Mr. Nobody shoved in my face.
578
00:41:35,330 --> 00:41:38,780
What's left of my face.
579
00:41:40,400 --> 00:41:43,670
That was a joke.
580
00:41:43,700 --> 00:41:47,040
These bandages are
the death of all nuance.
581
00:41:47,070 --> 00:41:51,710
Look, if Mr. Nobody's goal
is to torture me, well,
582
00:41:51,740 --> 00:41:53,110
I've been doing
his work for him.
583
00:41:53,150 --> 00:41:56,580
Whipping myself
in a prison of my own making.
584
00:41:56,620 --> 00:41:59,920
What if I'd trusted John?
What if I'd been more brave?
585
00:41:59,950 --> 00:42:02,520
And guess what?
I'm sick of it.
586
00:42:02,560 --> 00:42:06,760
I'm not just hurting myself,
I'm hurting this thing inside me,
587
00:42:06,790 --> 00:42:08,500
and it's hurting me back,
endlessly,
588
00:42:08,530 --> 00:42:13,530
until there's so much self-loathing
I can barely breathe.
589
00:42:32,620 --> 00:42:35,790
I killed my mom.
590
00:42:35,820 --> 00:42:40,820
Whoa. Winner winner,
chicken dinner. Here we go.
591
00:42:46,030 --> 00:42:49,170
My dad and I
don't talk about this.
592
00:42:49,200 --> 00:42:52,440
I was having an argument
with my mom about school.
593
00:42:52,470 --> 00:42:55,310
It seemed like
everything at the time,
594
00:42:55,340 --> 00:42:57,780
but it's so small now.
595
00:42:57,810 --> 00:43:02,310
Anyway, I got pissed and
lashed out about some BS.
596
00:43:02,350 --> 00:43:05,320
We were in my mom's home lab,
597
00:43:05,350 --> 00:43:10,350
chemicals,
a bunch of them. And...
598
00:43:13,960 --> 00:43:17,030
Boom.
599
00:43:17,060 --> 00:43:21,740
But to save me,
my dad, uh...
600
00:43:21,770 --> 00:43:26,470
He turned me into this.
601
00:43:26,510 --> 00:43:28,740
Thing is, that story,
602
00:43:28,780 --> 00:43:33,480
my guilt, it used to be
the well of my strength.
603
00:43:33,510 --> 00:43:36,480
It took me so long
to accept what happened
604
00:43:36,520 --> 00:43:38,020
and who I became.
605
00:43:38,050 --> 00:43:42,320
But, man, I thought Cyborg was a
way to make it all right again.
606
00:43:42,360 --> 00:43:43,860
Something's changed.
607
00:43:43,890 --> 00:43:46,790
Mr. Nobody, he put this
bug in my ear.
608
00:43:46,830 --> 00:43:48,260
Will you stop it?
609
00:43:48,290 --> 00:43:49,430
Sorry.
610
00:43:49,460 --> 00:43:52,230
If my brain and my operating
system are seamless,
611
00:43:52,270 --> 00:43:54,430
then how do I know
if my memories are real?
612
00:43:54,470 --> 00:43:56,400
Come on,
let's hit the gas!
613
00:43:56,440 --> 00:43:57,770
Get to the good stuff!
614
00:43:57,810 --> 00:43:59,510
Go deep, Vic. Deep!
615
00:43:59,540 --> 00:44:02,910
The thing
I can't shake is...
616
00:44:02,940 --> 00:44:05,580
What the hell could be worse
than me killing my own mother?
617
00:44:05,610 --> 00:44:10,080
And there is this tiny voice in my head
that believes Mr. Nobody when he says that
618
00:44:10,120 --> 00:44:13,520
my memories aren't real. Is that
the human part or is that my
619
00:44:13,550 --> 00:44:16,190
logic board
running game on my brain?
620
00:44:16,220 --> 00:44:18,790
As far as I can remember, I've
never really trusted my father.
621
00:44:18,830 --> 00:44:20,130
So that's not new,
622
00:44:20,160 --> 00:44:23,930
but suddenly,
I'm starting to question
623
00:44:23,960 --> 00:44:26,530
why doesn't he trust me?
624
00:44:26,570 --> 00:44:29,840
He shouldn't.
625
00:44:29,870 --> 00:44:32,420
My turn to share.
626
00:44:38,780 --> 00:44:41,310
Hey, what is this?
627
00:44:41,350 --> 00:44:43,980
It's what Mr. Nobody
showed me in the donkey.
628
00:44:44,020 --> 00:44:45,719
- Why did you keep this hidden?
- Holy shit!
629
00:44:45,720 --> 00:44:47,220
Come now,
it's just a painting.
630
00:44:47,260 --> 00:44:49,689
What? You wanted secrets out in
the air, well, here's a big one.
631
00:44:49,690 --> 00:44:50,690
Don't be so vindictive.
632
00:44:50,720 --> 00:44:51,830
You made this up.
633
00:44:51,860 --> 00:44:53,530
The Hangman's Daughter
doesn't lie.
634
00:44:53,560 --> 00:44:56,430
Well, this has
been productive.
635
00:44:56,460 --> 00:44:58,600
Oh, wow.
636
00:44:58,630 --> 00:45:01,570
You all need more therapy than
I do, and I'm the crazy one.
637
00:45:01,600 --> 00:45:03,600
Jane, get back here!
638
00:45:03,640 --> 00:45:05,970
Group isn't over
until you share.
639
00:45:06,010 --> 00:45:07,510
Who are you all of a sudden?
640
00:45:07,540 --> 00:45:11,080
You don't get to throw a
grenade into our therapy session
641
00:45:11,110 --> 00:45:12,710
and pretend that's helping.
642
00:45:12,750 --> 00:45:14,310
This isn't therapy!
643
00:45:14,350 --> 00:45:17,250
Maybe it's okay
if it's just talking.
644
00:45:17,280 --> 00:45:19,890
You of all people
need someone to talk to.
645
00:45:19,920 --> 00:45:21,060
I've seen your tapes.
646
00:45:21,090 --> 00:45:23,220
What the fuck
is that supposed to mean?
647
00:45:23,260 --> 00:45:24,260
You know.
648
00:45:24,290 --> 00:45:27,130
Man,
I can't take you seriously
649
00:45:27,160 --> 00:45:28,930
with all this tough love
paternal shit.
650
00:45:28,960 --> 00:45:31,759
Is there someone nicer in there
who can come out and explain to us
651
00:45:31,760 --> 00:45:33,570
how not to piss you off
all the time?
652
00:45:33,600 --> 00:45:35,740
Why?
You wouldn't listen anyway.
653
00:45:35,770 --> 00:45:38,070
Not sharing is a form
of self-isolation.
654
00:45:38,100 --> 00:45:39,310
You're not even listening now.
655
00:45:39,340 --> 00:45:41,809
Your mind
is a beautiful, strange place
656
00:45:41,810 --> 00:45:43,280
full of mystery.
657
00:45:43,310 --> 00:45:44,950
You don't wanna know
what I'm thinking.
658
00:45:44,980 --> 00:45:49,120
Come on, just say it!
It's a safe space!
659
00:45:49,150 --> 00:45:54,150
You'll never be a father
because you aren't even a man.
660
00:45:57,460 --> 00:46:00,490
I'm the only one here
who can stand you,
661
00:46:00,530 --> 00:46:05,330
and I only like
one 64th of you.
662
00:46:07,170 --> 00:46:10,570
Well, thank you
for your honesty.
663
00:46:10,600 --> 00:46:13,010
Jane. Jane, come back.
664
00:46:13,040 --> 00:46:16,379
Jesus, Cliff.
665
00:46:16,380 --> 00:46:17,910
Ever heard of de-escalation?
666
00:46:17,950 --> 00:46:22,950
I didn't mean that.
Did I?
667
00:46:25,020 --> 00:46:26,650
Jane, don't leave.
668
00:46:26,690 --> 00:46:28,490
There's nowhere to go
from here but up.
669
00:46:28,520 --> 00:46:30,390
Jane, I'm sorry.
670
00:46:30,420 --> 00:46:32,060
I didn't mean to say that.
671
00:46:32,090 --> 00:46:34,760
I didn't even think
I was thinking that.
672
00:46:34,790 --> 00:46:37,600
What the... No!
673
00:46:37,630 --> 00:46:39,160
How did...
674
00:46:39,200 --> 00:46:41,030
Clara? Clara?
675
00:46:41,070 --> 00:46:43,170
This is nuts.
676
00:46:43,200 --> 00:46:44,669
This is nuts!
677
00:46:44,670 --> 00:46:46,109
Cliff's gone
off the deep end.
678
00:46:46,110 --> 00:46:47,540
What if he's
having a stroke?
679
00:46:49,640 --> 00:46:51,410
Would you have some sympathy?
680
00:46:51,450 --> 00:46:53,810
Nice going there, Beeboo.
681
00:46:53,850 --> 00:46:58,350
Cliff's the one goddamn reason we're
actually talking to each other.
682
00:46:58,390 --> 00:47:02,320
Yeah, way to screw the pooch with
your lady friend there, tug-a-nug.
683
00:47:02,360 --> 00:47:05,360
Maybe his crazy
is all our crazy.
684
00:47:16,040 --> 00:47:19,170
I'll bump that face
off your punch!
685
00:47:24,810 --> 00:47:27,580
Hold him down!
686
00:47:27,610 --> 00:47:28,980
There's something
wrong with him.
687
00:47:29,020 --> 00:47:31,550
No, he's just grieving.
688
00:47:43,400 --> 00:47:46,730
Oh... Ugh.
689
00:48:00,480 --> 00:48:02,420
- Honk, honk.
- Is that my bus?
690
00:48:02,450 --> 00:48:04,650
What on Earth
are you doing?
691
00:48:04,680 --> 00:48:06,150
What are we doing?
692
00:48:06,190 --> 00:48:07,390
We're going into town.
693
00:48:07,420 --> 00:48:12,420
I'm in.
694
00:48:24,200 --> 00:48:25,910
Oh, little one.
695
00:48:25,940 --> 00:48:28,510
Such heartbreak,
such sorrow.
696
00:48:28,540 --> 00:48:30,910
Luckily, you don't
have to go it alone.
697
00:48:30,940 --> 00:48:33,880
You have me.
698
00:48:33,910 --> 00:48:35,820
Up here, the narrator.
699
00:48:37,450 --> 00:48:41,090
Ugh. Look, let's just focus
on the sorrow.
700
00:48:41,120 --> 00:48:43,860
Okay? Let it well up
inside of you,
701
00:48:43,890 --> 00:48:48,890
nurture it, feel it harden into that
icy cold blade called vengeance.
702
00:48:52,600 --> 00:48:55,070
My God,
who told you that?
703
00:48:55,100 --> 00:48:58,470
Your dead country-mouse
mom over there?
704
00:48:58,510 --> 00:49:01,870
Enough with home-spun
cornpone bullshit.
705
00:49:01,910 --> 00:49:03,880
A wrong has been committed,
706
00:49:03,910 --> 00:49:06,210
and there's only one way
to set it right.
707
00:49:06,250 --> 00:49:08,450
You need to find
the thoughtless cretin
708
00:49:08,480 --> 00:49:11,080
responsible for
your mother's annihilation,
709
00:49:11,120 --> 00:49:14,850
and then you need to fuck
his mind, fuck his heart,
710
00:49:14,890 --> 00:49:18,090
and fuck his soul.
711
00:49:18,120 --> 00:49:20,690
Think you can do that,
little fella?
712
00:49:59,230 --> 00:50:01,430
Good morning, Rita.
Team meeting in 15.