1 00:00:00,626 --> 00:00:02,992 ♪ woke up this morning ♪ 2 00:00:03,045 --> 00:00:06,287 ♪ same old thing ♪ 3 00:00:06,340 --> 00:00:09,332 ♪ nothing to do ♪ 4 00:00:09,384 --> 00:00:12,547 ♪ Wait for that horn to ring ♪ 5 00:00:12,596 --> 00:00:16,180 ♪ ring, ring, ring ♪ 6 00:00:16,225 --> 00:00:18,181 let me tell you something about fame. 7 00:00:19,853 --> 00:00:21,434 There is a moment with fame, 8 00:00:23,190 --> 00:00:24,190 recognition, 9 00:00:25,484 --> 00:00:26,484 and then it's over. 10 00:00:28,529 --> 00:00:32,067 Then you chase it, trying to stay on that high. 11 00:00:34,785 --> 00:00:37,013 When you get successful, it's something and you're young, 12 00:00:37,037 --> 00:00:38,527 it's easy to lose perspective. 13 00:00:39,915 --> 00:00:41,267 It's easy to forget what you were doing 14 00:00:41,291 --> 00:00:42,622 that got you successful, 15 00:00:43,877 --> 00:00:45,708 what inspired you to become successful, 16 00:00:48,257 --> 00:00:52,045 and that happened to me. 17 00:00:52,094 --> 00:00:56,133 My inspiration was always the thought of being free. 18 00:00:58,350 --> 00:00:59,350 Free of doubt. 19 00:01:00,686 --> 00:01:04,270 Free of fear 20 00:01:04,314 --> 00:01:06,680 writing songs made life a little more livable. 21 00:01:09,319 --> 00:01:10,319 Then I lost it. 22 00:01:12,072 --> 00:01:15,439 I lost my voice. 23 00:01:16,994 --> 00:01:17,994 My name is sunny. 24 00:01:19,580 --> 00:01:20,820 And I'm an addict. 25 00:01:27,504 --> 00:01:29,244 Boom, boom, boom, yeanh. 26 00:01:29,298 --> 00:01:30,413 Tyes to me, go. 27 00:01:31,425 --> 00:01:32,380 Go, go, go, spread out. 28 00:01:32,426 --> 00:01:33,882 Lacrosse players go all the time. 29 00:01:33,927 --> 00:01:35,071 You got push and start playing lacross. 30 00:01:35,095 --> 00:01:36,095 Go. 31 00:01:36,138 --> 00:01:37,423 Go. 32 00:01:37,472 --> 00:01:39,133 Eyes up, get home. 33 00:01:39,182 --> 00:01:41,514 Concentration, there you go. 34 00:01:41,560 --> 00:01:42,766 There you go! 35 00:01:42,811 --> 00:01:45,097 No walking man, we don't walk on the field! 36 00:01:46,398 --> 00:01:47,763 What's wrong? 37 00:01:47,816 --> 00:01:49,101 What do you want from this game? 38 00:01:50,444 --> 00:01:51,183 - Hard work. - Look at me, look at me. 39 00:01:51,236 --> 00:01:52,146 What do you want really? 40 00:01:52,195 --> 00:01:53,105 You doing it for you, though. 41 00:01:53,155 --> 00:01:54,235 You wanna get an education? 42 00:01:54,281 --> 00:01:55,191 Yeah. 43 00:01:55,240 --> 00:01:55,945 You wanna buy mama a house? 44 00:01:55,991 --> 00:01:56,991 - Yeah. - Okay. 45 00:01:57,034 --> 00:01:58,615 So we buy mama a house. - Okay. 46 00:01:58,660 --> 00:01:59,524 Buy mama a house. 47 00:01:59,578 --> 00:02:01,819 Say it to the world! 48 00:02:01,872 --> 00:02:03,237 Buy mama a house! 49 00:02:03,290 --> 00:02:04,780 Looking good Sean. 50 00:02:04,833 --> 00:02:06,539 All that time and effort, hard work. 51 00:02:06,585 --> 00:02:08,121 Just like your daddy says. 52 00:02:08,170 --> 00:02:09,250 Hard work pays off. 53 00:02:09,296 --> 00:02:11,537 And soft feet don't eat. 54 00:02:11,590 --> 00:02:12,921 - You know what's up. - Oh really? 55 00:02:12,966 --> 00:02:14,251 You know what's up. 56 00:02:14,301 --> 00:02:15,837 How's school? 57 00:02:15,886 --> 00:02:16,966 Pretty great. 58 00:02:17,012 --> 00:02:19,344 Pretty good. Pretty good, great? 59 00:02:19,389 --> 00:02:20,629 Yeah. 60 00:02:20,682 --> 00:02:22,118 You know what your dad says about that, too? 61 00:02:22,142 --> 00:02:23,348 Right. 62 00:02:23,393 --> 00:02:25,054 I'm hear it in my mind every single day. 63 00:02:25,103 --> 00:02:26,889 Take care of business, Sean. 64 00:02:28,482 --> 00:02:29,482 Yep. 65 00:02:30,400 --> 00:02:31,606 So how've you been? 66 00:02:31,652 --> 00:02:32,652 I'm good. 67 00:02:33,737 --> 00:02:36,649 You happy? 68 00:02:43,080 --> 00:02:44,098 Happiness is a state of mind. 69 00:02:44,122 --> 00:02:45,237 There he is! 70 00:02:45,290 --> 00:02:46,996 Sunny chase! 71 00:02:47,042 --> 00:02:48,953 You choose to be happy. 72 00:02:49,002 --> 00:02:50,538 What's up my man? 73 00:02:50,587 --> 00:02:51,918 Ah, pretty good. 74 00:02:51,963 --> 00:02:53,232 - How's the family? - How you doing man? 75 00:02:53,256 --> 00:02:54,256 Go. 76 00:02:55,133 --> 00:02:56,748 - Boo. - Oh, hey. 77 00:02:56,802 --> 00:02:57,712 What's up? - My brother. 78 00:02:57,761 --> 00:02:59,843 How are ya, how you doing man? 79 00:02:59,888 --> 00:03:01,003 What's going on, sorry. 80 00:03:01,056 --> 00:03:02,421 - You tired? - I'm in a zone. 81 00:03:02,474 --> 00:03:03,930 Long day, you got me a arink? 82 00:03:03,975 --> 00:03:05,306 Yeah, I diq, salut. 83 00:03:05,352 --> 00:03:06,467 Welcome man. - Thank you. 84 00:03:06,520 --> 00:03:09,227 Been a long day, a fucking long ass day. 85 00:03:09,272 --> 00:03:10,432 I am sick of this grind bro. 86 00:03:10,482 --> 00:03:12,347 The smog and traffic, the people, 87 00:03:12,401 --> 00:03:14,016 it's a job not to let them get us down 88 00:03:14,069 --> 00:03:15,354 but you know what, I'm not, 89 00:03:15,404 --> 00:03:16,506 I'm not gonna let them get us down. 90 00:03:16,530 --> 00:03:18,145 It's cause you are Buddha, my friend. 91 00:03:18,198 --> 00:03:19,404 To Buddha - to Buddha. 92 00:03:19,449 --> 00:03:22,737 ♪ give a little bit, don't take anything ♪ 93 00:03:22,786 --> 00:03:24,196 we still doing it? 94 00:03:24,246 --> 00:03:25,361 Yeah, I am. 95 00:03:25,414 --> 00:03:26,494 Change is good right? 96 00:03:26,540 --> 00:03:28,155 I need to cleanse my temple. 97 00:03:29,209 --> 00:03:30,164 You know me. 98 00:03:30,210 --> 00:03:31,825 Robby, I need to change man. 99 00:03:31,878 --> 00:03:33,493 You know what you need, man? 100 00:03:33,547 --> 00:03:34,707 What do I need? 101 00:03:34,756 --> 00:03:37,088 You need to fucking get it back. 102 00:03:37,134 --> 00:03:37,873 Get it back, get what back? 103 00:03:37,926 --> 00:03:39,336 Get you back, Sunny. 104 00:03:39,386 --> 00:03:40,501 Yeah, you, you the man. 105 00:03:40,554 --> 00:03:42,169 The guy, the kid with the plan. 106 00:03:42,222 --> 00:03:44,213 Okay, you, get it back, the man in there. 107 00:03:44,266 --> 00:03:46,348 The man that I know, the man that I love. 108 00:03:48,603 --> 00:03:49,638 - Okay. - Sunny. 109 00:03:51,606 --> 00:03:52,606 Here's to me and youl. 110 00:03:52,649 --> 00:03:53,980 - Next year. - Next year. 111 00:03:55,110 --> 00:03:56,110 I love you dude. 112 00:03:56,153 --> 00:03:56,892 I love you too, bro. 113 00:03:56,945 --> 00:03:57,855 For real, I really do. 114 00:03:57,904 --> 00:03:59,110 I fucking love you too, man. 115 00:03:59,156 --> 00:04:00,341 No, but I really, really love you. 116 00:04:00,365 --> 00:04:01,229 But I will always love you more. 117 00:04:01,283 --> 00:04:03,399 In a good way. 118 00:04:03,452 --> 00:04:04,452 Hey pal. 119 00:04:06,413 --> 00:04:07,277 Please just take it. 120 00:04:07,330 --> 00:04:08,285 I know you need it, okay. 121 00:04:08,331 --> 00:04:09,491 You can just take it. 122 00:04:09,541 --> 00:04:11,532 You can pay me back when you got it, okay man? 123 00:04:12,502 --> 00:04:13,742 Seriously, just take it. 124 00:04:15,088 --> 00:04:16,088 Hey. 125 00:04:16,923 --> 00:04:18,208 What's up? 126 00:04:18,258 --> 00:04:19,998 Whoa, it's been a long day, buddy? 127 00:04:20,051 --> 00:04:22,167 Yeah, I'm dying, I am aying. 128 00:04:22,220 --> 00:04:23,380 Oh youre dying. 129 00:04:23,430 --> 00:04:24,294 Hey, can you order a vodka soda? 130 00:04:24,347 --> 00:04:25,507 Can I get a vodka soda? 131 00:04:25,557 --> 00:04:27,422 - Yeah. - How about a double? 132 00:04:27,476 --> 00:04:28,619 - Can I have one too? - Yeah, yeah. 133 00:04:28,643 --> 00:04:30,163 - Knew that was coming. - No, no, good. 134 00:04:30,187 --> 00:04:31,472 - Got it. - Thanks. 135 00:04:31,521 --> 00:04:33,307 Um, I gotta pee. 136 00:04:33,356 --> 00:04:34,641 - Oh wow. - You gotta pee? 137 00:04:34,691 --> 00:04:36,085 - I gotta pee baa. - I really gotta pee. 138 00:04:36,109 --> 00:04:36,973 - Oh yeah, I gotta... - So, I'm gonna go. 139 00:04:37,027 --> 00:04:37,766 Okay. 140 00:04:37,819 --> 00:04:39,025 Okay. - Cool. 141 00:04:39,070 --> 00:04:40,590 Be in there in a minute to pee with ya. 142 00:04:42,908 --> 00:04:43,943 I'm gonna take this. 143 00:04:43,992 --> 00:04:45,448 Hello? 144 00:04:45,494 --> 00:04:46,825 - Hey. - Hey. 145 00:04:46,870 --> 00:04:48,139 I thought you were coming back soon. 146 00:04:48,163 --> 00:04:49,474 Yeah, I'm coming home real soon. 147 00:04:49,498 --> 00:04:51,363 I mean, not real soon but in a little while. 148 00:04:51,416 --> 00:04:52,622 Like a bit. 149 00:04:52,667 --> 00:04:53,531 You have to take the kids 150 00:04:53,585 --> 00:04:55,121 to school tomorrow remember? 151 00:04:55,170 --> 00:04:56,355 Yes, I remember that Valentina, I'll be there. 152 00:04:56,379 --> 00:04:57,869 Also, you have angel 153 00:04:57,923 --> 00:04:58,941 because I have to work tomorrow night. 154 00:04:58,965 --> 00:04:59,875 It know. 155 00:04:59,925 --> 00:05:01,256 Honey, I'm gonna be there. 156 00:05:01,301 --> 00:05:02,381 Yeah, sure. 157 00:05:04,429 --> 00:05:05,760 I love you. 158 00:05:09,392 --> 00:05:11,007 Sunny, where the hell is Mel? 159 00:05:12,103 --> 00:05:13,468 Um, I don't know, where... 160 00:05:13,522 --> 00:05:15,103 Where is he? 161 00:05:15,148 --> 00:05:16,388 Don't fuck with me. 162 00:05:16,441 --> 00:05:18,352 It don't know. 163 00:05:19,486 --> 00:05:20,350 Don't fuck with me. 164 00:05:20,403 --> 00:05:21,358 What do you think he went? 165 00:05:21,404 --> 00:05:22,894 I have no, how, why... 166 00:05:22,948 --> 00:05:25,051 Where, what, where, you're with him all the fucking time! 167 00:05:25,075 --> 00:05:26,906 Where the hell is my husband? 168 00:05:26,952 --> 00:05:30,319 I don't know. Light rock 169 00:05:31,957 --> 00:05:33,072 open. 170 00:05:33,124 --> 00:05:34,455 - What, who is it? - Open up. 171 00:05:34,501 --> 00:05:35,770 Open the door, open the fucking door. 172 00:05:35,794 --> 00:05:37,250 - Who is it? - Open the fucking door! 173 00:05:37,295 --> 00:05:38,295 Hurry up! 174 00:05:38,880 --> 00:05:40,495 Ow, fucker, Jesus. 175 00:05:44,636 --> 00:05:45,375 She's looking for you. 176 00:05:45,428 --> 00:05:46,713 Who? 177 00:05:46,763 --> 00:05:48,799 Who? - Your wife. 178 00:05:48,849 --> 00:05:49,588 Glve me some, give me some. 179 00:05:49,641 --> 00:05:50,881 Hurry up, I gotta go. 180 00:05:50,934 --> 00:05:52,534 Feel free to use my hand buddy. 181 00:05:53,520 --> 00:05:55,681 Jesus Christ. 182 00:05:56,606 --> 00:05:57,937 Put your foot on this door. 183 00:05:57,983 --> 00:05:59,252 Put your foot on that door. Yeah, yeah. 184 00:05:59,276 --> 00:06:00,419 Check it again, is she out there? 185 00:06:00,443 --> 00:06:01,462 Your fucking mustache looks terrible. 186 00:06:01,486 --> 00:06:02,646 Yeah, 70's porn called, 187 00:06:02,696 --> 00:06:03,965 they want their mustache back. 188 00:06:03,989 --> 00:06:06,446 Oh, the mustache is awesome, fuckers. 189 00:06:06,491 --> 00:06:07,355 - Here, here, here. - I gotta go. 190 00:06:07,409 --> 00:06:08,615 - It's awesome. - Am I good? 191 00:06:08,660 --> 00:06:10,137 - Yeah, hold on. - My mustache, look at mine. 192 00:06:10,161 --> 00:06:10,900 Good? - Hold on, hold on. 193 00:06:10,954 --> 00:06:11,693 Am I good? 194 00:06:11,746 --> 00:06:12,986 Suzy, Suzy, Suzy, su 195 00:06:14,374 --> 00:06:16,239 Now we're good, now we're good. 196 00:06:16,293 --> 00:06:17,328 Okay. 197 00:06:17,377 --> 00:06:18,604 Just hold your fucking nose, all right. 198 00:06:18,628 --> 00:06:19,856 Hey, here, here, here, bring this back. 199 00:06:19,880 --> 00:06:21,245 Bring this back, okay? 200 00:06:21,298 --> 00:06:24,381 I left some on the counter. 201 00:06:29,556 --> 00:06:32,047 ♪ you lost in the light that you found & ♪ 202 00:06:39,524 --> 00:06:40,639 - Hi. - Hey. 203 00:06:42,694 --> 00:06:43,694 Sorry, I'm late. 204 00:06:46,114 --> 00:06:47,479 Can I come in? 205 00:06:47,532 --> 00:06:48,567 Yes. 206 00:06:56,458 --> 00:06:58,574 You're fucking wasted. 207 00:06:58,627 --> 00:06:59,958 I'm not wasted, at all. 208 00:07:00,003 --> 00:07:01,038 Really? 209 00:07:01,087 --> 00:07:02,418 How many drinks did you have? 210 00:07:03,798 --> 00:07:07,461 Just a few. 211 00:07:07,510 --> 00:07:10,047 This is getting old, sunny. 212 00:07:14,476 --> 00:07:16,078 You don't really appreciate the things 213 00:07:16,102 --> 00:07:17,742 or the people you have until they're gone. 214 00:07:18,730 --> 00:07:21,096 - Straight to the hole. - Oh. 215 00:07:21,149 --> 00:07:23,060 3 Mississippi, 4 Mississippi. 216 00:07:23,109 --> 00:07:24,599 Oh he's gonna go! 217 00:07:24,653 --> 00:07:25,517 Lifelong friends are there 218 00:07:25,570 --> 00:07:26,355 from the beginning to the end. 219 00:07:26,404 --> 00:07:27,268 You go down there? 220 00:07:27,322 --> 00:07:28,778 Mickey, was my best friend. 221 00:07:29,991 --> 00:07:32,152 Mickey always saw the best in me. 222 00:07:32,202 --> 00:07:34,158 Even thought he knew t was in trouble. 223 00:07:34,204 --> 00:07:35,284 He kept me on track. 224 00:07:36,164 --> 00:07:38,075 I love you guys. 225 00:07:38,124 --> 00:07:39,159 That's what friends do. 226 00:07:39,209 --> 00:07:40,369 - I love you guys. - Hey. 227 00:07:40,418 --> 00:07:41,646 - You guys are awesome. - Good job. 228 00:07:41,670 --> 00:07:42,730 Hey, families till the end, right? 229 00:07:42,754 --> 00:07:44,619 If you can tell anyone, you can tell me. 230 00:07:50,679 --> 00:07:51,679 Cancer. 231 00:07:52,847 --> 00:07:53,847 Where? 232 00:07:58,561 --> 00:07:59,561 Hodgkin lymphoma. 233 00:08:04,693 --> 00:08:06,399 But it's early, it's all good. 234 00:08:06,444 --> 00:08:07,444 Sunny. 235 00:08:09,447 --> 00:08:10,447 Hey sunny. 236 00:08:11,199 --> 00:08:12,199 Wake up man. 237 00:08:14,953 --> 00:08:15,953 Sunny. 238 00:08:17,622 --> 00:08:18,862 Mickey? 239 00:08:18,915 --> 00:08:20,246 Yeah, yeah, it's me. 240 00:08:21,668 --> 00:08:22,532 Hi. 241 00:08:22,585 --> 00:08:23,290 What are you doing man? 242 00:08:23,336 --> 00:08:24,451 What are you doing? 243 00:08:24,504 --> 00:08:25,664 All right, you fucking it up 244 00:08:25,714 --> 00:08:26,857 'cause that's what it looks like you're doing. 245 00:08:26,881 --> 00:08:28,496 At least that's what it looks like to me 246 00:08:28,550 --> 00:08:31,007 put what do I know, I'm a dead mother fucker, right? 247 00:08:31,052 --> 00:08:31,916 Hmm hmm. 248 00:08:31,970 --> 00:08:33,585 Hey, you wanna die, sunny? 249 00:08:34,681 --> 00:08:36,137 Are you ready to die? 250 00:08:37,350 --> 00:08:38,089 Maybe. 251 00:08:38,143 --> 00:08:39,303 Nerd. 252 00:08:39,352 --> 00:08:40,592 Don't quit on me, man. 253 00:08:40,645 --> 00:08:42,351 Not yet, okay, not yet. 254 00:08:42,397 --> 00:08:43,728 You got things to do. 255 00:08:43,773 --> 00:08:46,560 And you promised to take care of my boy, remember? 256 00:08:46,609 --> 00:08:47,689 Yeah, I remember. 257 00:08:49,404 --> 00:08:50,814 It's me bro, wake up. 258 00:08:51,614 --> 00:08:53,570 I miss you Mickey. 259 00:08:53,616 --> 00:08:55,152 Come on, don't quit on me bro. 260 00:08:55,201 --> 00:08:56,156 Don't quit on me. 261 00:08:56,202 --> 00:08:57,442 Let me go back to sleep. 262 00:08:57,495 --> 00:08:59,611 Sunny, wake your fucking ass up! 263 00:08:59,664 --> 00:09:00,824 Now! 264 00:09:00,874 --> 00:09:03,490 Fight you mother fucker, fight right now! 265 00:09:03,543 --> 00:09:06,501 Wake up! 266 00:09:06,546 --> 00:09:07,546 Dad. 267 00:09:08,298 --> 00:09:09,629 Dad, wake up. 268 00:09:09,674 --> 00:09:11,630 Dad, wake up. 269 00:09:13,261 --> 00:09:14,171 Dad? 270 00:09:14,220 --> 00:09:15,050 Hmm. 271 00:09:15,096 --> 00:09:16,131 - Dad! - Hmm. 272 00:09:16,181 --> 00:09:17,671 Wake up. 273 00:09:17,724 --> 00:09:18,588 What? 274 00:09:18,641 --> 00:09:19,505 What the fuck are you doing? 275 00:09:19,559 --> 00:09:20,661 You slept with the lights on. 276 00:09:20,685 --> 00:09:21,845 Have you had enough to drink? 277 00:09:21,895 --> 00:09:24,136 And you fucking reek by the way. 278 00:09:25,982 --> 00:09:27,188 Uh, just give me a second. 279 00:09:27,233 --> 00:09:28,643 Can you get up and fucking shower? 280 00:09:28,693 --> 00:09:29,933 It don't need to shower. 281 00:09:29,986 --> 00:09:30,816 Yes, you fucking do. 282 00:09:30,862 --> 00:09:32,602 You reek. - Jesus, I'm up! 283 00:09:32,655 --> 00:09:33,655 I'm up! 284 00:09:33,698 --> 00:09:34,978 We're already 15 minutes, late. 285 00:09:35,658 --> 00:09:36,613 Come on. - I'm up. 286 00:09:36,659 --> 00:09:37,523 Hear that. 287 00:09:37,577 --> 00:09:39,113 I heard ya, go! 288 00:09:40,747 --> 00:09:42,612 - Be ready in 15 minutes. - Jesus Christ. 289 00:10:04,979 --> 00:10:07,220 - I don't have it. - You don't have it? 290 00:10:07,273 --> 00:10:09,559 Yeah, I don't have money. 291 00:10:10,652 --> 00:10:11,812 Take a shower. 292 00:10:30,255 --> 00:10:31,961 Whoa, there we go, you ready? 293 00:10:32,006 --> 00:10:33,006 - No, bye. 294 00:10:35,343 --> 00:10:36,487 - Be good, okay? - Okay, bye babe. 295 00:10:36,511 --> 00:10:37,591 Bye. 296 00:10:37,637 --> 00:10:38,843 - Supermarket. - All right. 297 00:10:38,888 --> 00:10:40,491 Yeah, let's go, we'll go to the supermarket. 298 00:10:40,515 --> 00:10:41,470 Hey, don't forget, yeah. 299 00:10:41,516 --> 00:10:42,426 The water. 300 00:10:42,475 --> 00:10:43,590 I got the water, thanks. 301 00:10:43,643 --> 00:10:46,385 Say bye, say bye mom. - Bye mom. 302 00:10:46,437 --> 00:10:47,677 - Say bye, look at mom. - Bye! 303 00:10:47,730 --> 00:10:48,765 - Say bye. - Bye mom. 304 00:10:48,815 --> 00:10:50,271 - Bye. - Say, see ya later. 305 00:10:52,777 --> 00:10:54,642 What you guys wanna get is sober. 306 00:10:54,696 --> 00:10:55,696 Yeah? 307 00:10:56,781 --> 00:10:57,842 - Um, sure. - Is that about right? 308 00:10:57,866 --> 00:10:58,651 - Sure, that's part of it. - Yeah. 309 00:10:58,700 --> 00:10:59,700 Right now? 310 00:11:00,785 --> 00:11:01,649 Why not? 311 00:11:01,703 --> 00:11:04,615 You, sunny, should come back. 312 00:11:06,291 --> 00:11:07,497 Huh? 313 00:11:07,542 --> 00:11:08,686 By come back, I don't know about that. 314 00:11:08,710 --> 00:11:09,710 I just uh. 315 00:11:12,172 --> 00:11:13,503 It's time. - I'll say. 316 00:11:13,548 --> 00:11:15,834 You'll say, what do you'll say? 317 00:11:15,884 --> 00:11:17,374 Hey man. 318 00:11:17,427 --> 00:11:18,696 Youre sitting right next to me partaking buddy. 319 00:11:18,720 --> 00:11:20,072 I'm a partaker and you know what? 320 00:11:20,096 --> 00:11:22,929 I'm partaking and resetting and getting clear, okay. 321 00:11:22,974 --> 00:11:24,089 And you should do the same 322 00:11:24,142 --> 00:11:25,473 'cause youre starting to worry me. 323 00:11:25,518 --> 00:11:27,759 - Really? - Yeah, really. 324 00:11:27,812 --> 00:11:29,677 - Wow. - You ready for your comeback? 325 00:11:31,065 --> 00:11:32,646 Is he ready? 326 00:11:32,692 --> 00:11:34,170 I'm telling ya, your comeback has just been sitting there 327 00:11:34,194 --> 00:11:35,194 waiting for you. 328 00:11:35,987 --> 00:11:37,318 - Really? - Yeah, really. 329 00:11:37,363 --> 00:11:38,603 How do you know that? 330 00:11:38,656 --> 00:11:41,113 Hey listen, out of anybody that we know, 331 00:11:41,159 --> 00:11:43,445 this guy whatever you think, it happens. 332 00:11:43,494 --> 00:11:44,700 That's why. 333 00:11:44,746 --> 00:11:46,236 I mean your thoughts or reality is, 334 00:11:46,289 --> 00:11:49,781 just fucking anything you want man, get it done, that's all. 335 00:11:49,834 --> 00:11:50,914 I mean, do you know that? 336 00:11:52,045 --> 00:11:52,784 Yeah, I know that. 337 00:11:52,837 --> 00:11:53,837 Does he know that? 338 00:11:55,131 --> 00:11:56,996 It's to roll. 339 00:11:57,050 --> 00:11:57,880 Time to roll. 340 00:11:57,926 --> 00:11:58,790 Give me five. 341 00:11:58,843 --> 00:11:59,843 Oh, give 'em five. 342 00:12:02,597 --> 00:12:04,053 Oh you cutey pie, come here. 343 00:12:04,098 --> 00:12:04,837 Oh I got you. 344 00:12:04,891 --> 00:12:05,891 Why'd you reach out? 345 00:12:08,102 --> 00:12:09,433 A. 346 00:12:11,314 --> 00:12:12,520 You're my friend right? 347 00:12:13,358 --> 00:12:14,643 Yeah. 348 00:12:14,692 --> 00:12:16,899 Gooq, I just thought I'd say hey. 349 00:12:16,945 --> 00:12:18,185 It's been a while. 350 00:12:18,238 --> 00:12:19,548 You get busy with the kids and stuff. 351 00:12:19,572 --> 00:12:20,883 Your real friends are there for you. 352 00:12:20,907 --> 00:12:22,772 Just taking over, life's busy man. 353 00:12:22,825 --> 00:12:23,905 They see right through you. 354 00:12:23,952 --> 00:12:24,952 Reach out. 355 00:12:25,912 --> 00:12:27,243 Touch someone. 356 00:12:27,288 --> 00:12:28,698 - Glad you did. - Yeah. 357 00:12:28,748 --> 00:12:29,908 Yeah, I really am. 358 00:12:29,958 --> 00:12:30,822 You wanna get together? 359 00:12:30,875 --> 00:12:31,910 - I do. - When? 360 00:12:31,960 --> 00:12:33,951 But why is it so hard to ask for help? 361 00:12:42,762 --> 00:12:43,781 You going to see Sam today? 362 00:12:43,805 --> 00:12:45,295 - Yeanh. - A. 363 00:12:45,348 --> 00:12:46,838 Actually I am going to see Sam today. 364 00:12:46,891 --> 00:12:47,891 - Yeah? - Yeah. 365 00:12:48,810 --> 00:12:49,828 I'm gonna sign my life away. 366 00:12:49,852 --> 00:12:50,967 - Dad. - Yeah. 367 00:12:51,020 --> 00:12:52,289 You re getting fucked by them buddy. 368 00:12:52,313 --> 00:12:53,223 You wanna try again... 369 00:12:53,273 --> 00:12:55,559 You're getting fucked! 370 00:12:55,608 --> 00:12:58,350 Okay. - In exactly 41 minutes. 371 00:12:59,654 --> 00:13:01,315 - Bye bye? - Bye bye house. 372 00:13:01,364 --> 00:13:02,900 Bye bye house. 373 00:13:02,949 --> 00:13:03,949 It's gone. 374 00:13:08,121 --> 00:13:09,723 And we're good. 375 00:13:09,747 --> 00:13:10,808 What are you drying? 376 00:13:10,832 --> 00:13:13,824 I'm making an ocean. 377 00:13:13,876 --> 00:13:14,876 Ocean! 378 00:13:14,919 --> 00:13:16,021 So can I get you any more coffee? 379 00:13:16,045 --> 00:13:17,455 What, is she coming? 380 00:13:18,840 --> 00:13:20,876 Who knows, no, I'm good. 381 00:13:20,925 --> 00:13:22,381 Hi. 382 00:13:22,427 --> 00:13:23,792 Sorry, I'm late. 383 00:13:23,845 --> 00:13:26,882 I had a lunch that went long and then I uh, 384 00:13:26,931 --> 00:13:28,137 valet couldn't find my car. 385 00:13:28,182 --> 00:13:30,218 And so, there was traffic and, 386 00:13:31,102 --> 00:13:32,888 and the valley here is just, 387 00:13:32,937 --> 00:13:34,723 I mean it wasn't. - Sit down. 388 00:13:35,982 --> 00:13:37,209 Sit down, come here, sit on daddy's lap? 389 00:13:37,233 --> 00:13:38,393 - Mmm. - I know. 390 00:13:39,319 --> 00:13:40,354 Say hi to Samantha? 391 00:13:40,403 --> 00:13:41,813 - Hi. - You say, hi Sam. 392 00:13:41,863 --> 00:13:43,694 Okay, well sunny has signed. 393 00:13:43,740 --> 00:13:45,134 I just need your signature right here 394 00:13:45,158 --> 00:13:47,695 and I think then we will be all done. 395 00:13:47,744 --> 00:13:48,744 Okay. 396 00:13:51,372 --> 00:13:52,111 Can I talk to you for a second? 397 00:13:52,165 --> 00:13:53,701 What you wanna know? 398 00:13:53,750 --> 00:13:54,750 I got no money. 399 00:13:56,294 --> 00:13:58,626 I have nothing left. 400 00:13:58,671 --> 00:13:59,671 So get a job. 401 00:14:02,258 --> 00:14:03,589 Let me ask you something. 402 00:14:05,094 --> 00:14:06,334 Hmm. 403 00:14:06,387 --> 00:14:07,823 What happens to our kids if I get sick? 404 00:14:07,847 --> 00:14:09,428 I guess you go to the hospital. 405 00:14:09,474 --> 00:14:11,840 - That's funny. - Yeah. 406 00:14:11,893 --> 00:14:13,599 Pretty good. I got to the hospital. 407 00:14:13,644 --> 00:14:14,644 But seriously? 408 00:14:15,980 --> 00:14:17,845 You ever think about that? 409 00:14:17,899 --> 00:14:19,389 Hmm? 410 00:14:19,442 --> 00:14:20,442 You should. 411 00:14:21,277 --> 00:14:22,463 Remember what you said earlier 412 00:14:22,487 --> 00:14:24,569 about how you didn't have a choice. 413 00:14:24,614 --> 00:14:25,353 Yeah, I remember it. 414 00:14:25,406 --> 00:14:26,942 I said it. 415 00:14:26,991 --> 00:14:27,991 Well, guess what? 416 00:14:28,868 --> 00:14:30,324 You had a choice. 417 00:14:30,370 --> 00:14:32,406 And you wanna blame everyone for where you're at. 418 00:14:32,455 --> 00:14:35,993 But, the choice was always yours. 419 00:14:37,001 --> 00:14:38,161 You chose to walk out. 420 00:14:38,211 --> 00:14:39,917 You chose to hang it up, right. 421 00:14:39,962 --> 00:14:41,122 You chose to remarry. 422 00:14:42,256 --> 00:14:44,793 I mean, who's choice was that? 423 00:14:47,136 --> 00:14:49,001 I'd lay down in traffic for you. 424 00:14:52,558 --> 00:14:53,558 You know that. 425 00:14:54,560 --> 00:14:56,892 That's the difference between you and me. 426 00:14:56,938 --> 00:15:00,931 You're you. - And you're you. 427 00:15:00,983 --> 00:15:03,019 - Over here daddy, now! - Time to go. 428 00:15:03,903 --> 00:15:06,144 - Come on dude. - Bye. 429 00:15:08,116 --> 00:15:10,698 Oh my gosh, anh. 430 00:15:10,743 --> 00:15:12,388 When making deals with yourself doesn't work, 431 00:15:12,412 --> 00:15:14,744 you start making deals with God. 432 00:15:14,789 --> 00:15:16,370 That's Jesus. 433 00:15:19,961 --> 00:15:22,077 That's God's son. 434 00:15:24,132 --> 00:15:25,838 Who's God? 435 00:15:25,883 --> 00:15:28,920 God is. 436 00:15:32,890 --> 00:15:34,596 God lives here. 437 00:15:34,642 --> 00:15:35,927 He lives everywhere. 438 00:15:36,978 --> 00:15:39,094 And He sits up in heaven, look at me. 439 00:15:39,147 --> 00:15:40,762 He sits up in heaven. 440 00:15:40,815 --> 00:15:42,931 And He watches over all of us. 441 00:15:45,236 --> 00:15:46,442 Wow. 442 00:15:48,448 --> 00:15:49,528 Wow. 443 00:15:55,121 --> 00:15:57,077 I pray to God from time to time. 444 00:15:58,708 --> 00:16:00,323 Asking Him to give me the strength. 445 00:16:02,670 --> 00:16:04,080 To get away from this shit. 446 00:16:07,133 --> 00:16:08,213 You wanna make God laugh? 447 00:16:09,260 --> 00:16:10,545 Tell Him your plans. 448 00:16:14,640 --> 00:16:15,971 All right, what do you guys want? 449 00:16:16,017 --> 00:16:17,757 - Oh I'll have a soda. - And sour patch. 450 00:16:17,810 --> 00:16:19,121 Nice try, how about some apple juice, 451 00:16:19,145 --> 00:16:20,145 orange juice or water? 452 00:16:20,188 --> 00:16:22,770 H20, what do you want? 453 00:16:22,815 --> 00:16:24,001 - Jules, come on. - What do you want? 454 00:16:24,025 --> 00:16:25,140 - Jules? - Hello? 455 00:16:25,193 --> 00:16:26,603 Listen. 456 00:16:26,652 --> 00:16:27,391 What do you want? 457 00:16:27,445 --> 00:16:28,480 Just an iced tea. 458 00:16:28,529 --> 00:16:30,065 - Just an iced tea? - Yeah. 459 00:16:30,114 --> 00:16:32,480 - Just an iced tea? - Yeah. 460 00:16:32,533 --> 00:16:36,367 What do you want, huh? 461 00:16:36,412 --> 00:16:37,993 Popsicle? 462 00:16:38,039 --> 00:16:39,950 No, I want a bubble gum. 463 00:16:39,999 --> 00:16:43,162 Gum, Popsicle, water, apple. 464 00:16:45,588 --> 00:16:47,148 It only takes a little crack in the door 465 00:16:47,173 --> 00:16:50,290 before you say let me in and let's do it again. 466 00:17:01,103 --> 00:17:01,842 What's up brother? 467 00:17:01,896 --> 00:17:03,181 Hello. 468 00:17:09,654 --> 00:17:10,654 Cool. 469 00:17:11,656 --> 00:17:12,771 $120. - Appreciate it. 470 00:17:12,823 --> 00:17:14,029 Doing all right? - Yeah. 471 00:17:14,075 --> 00:17:15,075 New years, man, I'm done. 472 00:17:15,117 --> 00:17:16,653 I am. 473 00:17:16,702 --> 00:17:18,138 It's the last time you're gonna see me is new years Eve. 474 00:17:18,162 --> 00:17:19,743 - Okay. - Learning a new living. 475 00:18:02,290 --> 00:18:03,780 For the nose right? 476 00:18:08,212 --> 00:18:09,076 Is there a phone here? 477 00:18:09,130 --> 00:18:09,915 There's no phone in here. 478 00:18:09,964 --> 00:18:11,170 - Are you sure? - Yeah. 479 00:18:11,215 --> 00:18:12,234 - Where's your phone? - What are you... 480 00:18:12,258 --> 00:18:13,338 What are you doing? 481 00:18:13,384 --> 00:18:14,824 Where's the phone, where's the phone? 482 00:18:18,681 --> 00:18:19,681 Sorry man. 483 00:18:23,519 --> 00:18:25,055 You happy? 484 00:18:25,104 --> 00:18:26,264 What, I take that long? 485 00:18:26,314 --> 00:18:27,645 - Yeah. - You took 20 minutes. 486 00:18:27,690 --> 00:18:29,084 Guys shh, what do you guys wanna do? 487 00:18:29,108 --> 00:18:30,723 Damn it. 488 00:18:32,111 --> 00:18:34,693 Why are you so good at this? 489 00:18:37,283 --> 00:18:39,114 Family is everything. 490 00:18:41,495 --> 00:18:43,326 It's the only thing that matters to me. 491 00:18:45,374 --> 00:18:46,489 And I'm failing at it. 492 00:18:48,252 --> 00:18:49,207 Sean, your mom's here. 493 00:18:49,253 --> 00:18:50,663 Dad, can we finish this game? 494 00:18:50,713 --> 00:18:51,828 We gotta go, Sean. 495 00:18:51,881 --> 00:18:53,212 Come on, please? 496 00:18:54,091 --> 00:18:55,171 Please Annie? 497 00:18:55,217 --> 00:18:56,923 All right, yeah, I'll go talk to val. 498 00:18:56,969 --> 00:18:58,084 All right, kitchen. 499 00:18:58,137 --> 00:18:59,239 What you gotta do dishes again? 500 00:18:59,263 --> 00:19:00,799 Hmm hmm, you know it. 501 00:19:00,848 --> 00:19:03,134 No girl talk. 502 00:19:18,491 --> 00:19:19,901 There's love all around me. 503 00:19:21,952 --> 00:19:24,113 But if you don't love yourself. 504 00:19:24,163 --> 00:19:26,074 I moved here what, six years ago? 505 00:19:27,041 --> 00:19:29,373 With a dream, with a purpose. 506 00:19:30,795 --> 00:19:32,285 I don't know, I just feel like, 507 00:19:32,338 --> 00:19:34,078 I was so happy. 508 00:19:34,131 --> 00:19:35,541 Hmm. 509 00:19:35,591 --> 00:19:39,129 But then I feel like, 510 00:19:39,178 --> 00:19:41,089 sunny has changed. - Hmm. 511 00:19:41,931 --> 00:19:43,842 He doesn't talk anymore. 512 00:19:43,891 --> 00:19:47,258 I really wish I knew what he was going through. 513 00:19:49,730 --> 00:19:52,187 But again, we don't talk. 514 00:19:54,026 --> 00:19:56,438 And you know I love his kids. 515 00:19:56,487 --> 00:19:57,647 I love them. 516 00:19:59,281 --> 00:20:01,317 Ah, but damn it's just, 517 00:20:02,702 --> 00:20:04,067 I don't know, I feel like, 518 00:20:06,080 --> 00:20:08,366 I'm exhausted all the time. 519 00:20:08,416 --> 00:20:09,416 L 520 00:20:11,669 --> 00:20:12,669 I'm bitter 521 00:20:14,380 --> 00:20:15,380 I'm not happy. 522 00:20:17,216 --> 00:20:19,127 I'm not, Annie, I'm sorry. 523 00:20:20,094 --> 00:20:21,094 A. 524 00:20:22,054 --> 00:20:23,544 I just don't feel, 525 00:20:25,349 --> 00:20:26,805 oh my god, un. 526 00:20:28,185 --> 00:20:30,016 What's the word? 527 00:20:32,606 --> 00:20:33,641 Fulfilled? 528 00:20:36,026 --> 00:20:38,187 - Fulfilled. - I feel you. 529 00:20:38,237 --> 00:20:39,352 I don't feel that way. 530 00:20:39,405 --> 00:20:40,485 - Yeah. - I don't. 531 00:20:42,241 --> 00:20:44,277 Look, I'm living it too. 532 00:20:44,326 --> 00:20:45,326 We all live it. 533 00:20:46,620 --> 00:20:49,282 As women, as moms, we. 534 00:20:50,291 --> 00:20:52,282 We sacrifice. 535 00:20:52,334 --> 00:20:55,292 You know, it's part of the job description. 536 00:20:55,337 --> 00:20:57,373 At least that's what they think. 537 00:21:02,428 --> 00:21:03,428 Hey look. 538 00:21:04,388 --> 00:21:05,423 It's okay. 539 00:21:07,141 --> 00:21:09,427 I feel you, Valentina, I do. 540 00:21:09,477 --> 00:21:11,468 You're gonna get through this, okay. 541 00:21:11,520 --> 00:21:12,520 Okay. 542 00:21:13,522 --> 00:21:14,522 You got him. 543 00:21:15,608 --> 00:21:16,608 Some don't. 544 00:21:19,695 --> 00:21:20,695 Come here. 545 00:21:21,655 --> 00:21:22,770 I love you. 546 00:21:22,823 --> 00:21:25,906 Thank you. 547 00:21:25,951 --> 00:21:28,408 You're getting a little old for me to tuck you in huh? 548 00:21:29,288 --> 00:21:30,994 I'm never gonna be too old. 549 00:21:31,040 --> 00:21:33,406 You're gonna be tucking me in 'till I'm 30. 550 00:21:33,459 --> 00:21:34,915 Hey. 551 00:21:34,960 --> 00:21:36,291 You're a good boy. 552 00:21:36,337 --> 00:21:37,452 Give me a hug. - Thanks. 553 00:21:37,505 --> 00:21:40,292 - I love you. - I love you so much dad. 554 00:21:40,341 --> 00:21:42,081  Love you too kid. 555 00:21:42,134 --> 00:21:43,134 And 556 00:21:48,349 --> 00:21:50,431 Fyes opens, eyes closed. 557 00:21:51,310 --> 00:21:52,310 Good night, I love you. 558 00:21:52,353 --> 00:21:53,433 Night dad, love you. 559 00:21:53,479 --> 00:21:55,640 Okay. 560 00:21:55,689 --> 00:21:57,395 Glve me some room, come on. 561 00:21:57,441 --> 00:22:00,308 Not that much room, come on. 562 00:22:00,361 --> 00:22:02,101 Hey. - Hi. 563 00:22:02,154 --> 00:22:04,019 - Love you. - I love you. 564 00:22:04,073 --> 00:22:05,404 Good. 565 00:22:05,449 --> 00:22:06,529 How was your day? 566 00:22:07,535 --> 00:22:09,992 - Good. - School? 567 00:22:10,037 --> 00:22:11,447 Fh. 568 00:22:11,497 --> 00:22:12,907 You mean enh, good? 569 00:22:12,957 --> 00:22:13,957 - Yeanh. - Yeah. 570 00:22:15,209 --> 00:22:16,369 - Boys? - No. 571 00:22:18,337 --> 00:22:19,793 - You sure. - Hmm hmm. 572 00:22:21,674 --> 00:22:23,164 I'll kill them you know. 573 00:22:27,429 --> 00:22:29,010 Okay. 574 00:22:29,056 --> 00:22:30,546 I think I'm gonna go to sleep. 575 00:22:32,977 --> 00:22:33,841 - Dad? - Hmm? 576 00:22:33,894 --> 00:22:34,758 We have a game tomorrow. 577 00:22:34,812 --> 00:22:36,427 Hmm hmm. 578 00:22:36,480 --> 00:22:37,480 And cheering. 579 00:22:38,440 --> 00:22:39,440 Hmm. 580 00:22:39,483 --> 00:22:40,893 You're coming? 581 00:22:40,943 --> 00:22:41,943 Right? 582 00:22:44,405 --> 00:22:45,565 Of course I'm coming. 583 00:22:46,407 --> 00:22:47,647 I'm coming to cheer for you. 584 00:22:47,700 --> 00:22:49,236 Yes. 585 00:22:49,285 --> 00:22:51,526 ♪ Give me a, give me a ♪ . 586 00:22:51,579 --> 00:22:52,785 Give me a U. 587 00:22:52,830 --> 00:22:53,865 Give me an I. 588 00:22:53,914 --> 00:22:55,074 Give me an E. 589 00:22:55,124 --> 00:22:55,988 Give me an S. 590 00:22:56,041 --> 00:22:57,281 What's it spell? 591 00:22:57,334 --> 00:22:59,541 Jules, that didn't sound so good. 592 00:22:59,587 --> 00:23:00,587 I love you. 593 00:23:02,798 --> 00:23:04,334 I love you, too. 594 00:23:04,383 --> 00:23:05,663 You got something in your teeth. 595 00:23:18,314 --> 00:23:22,023 ♪ February 1st, Sunday morn ♪ 596 00:23:26,906 --> 00:23:29,522 ♪ picked up the phone to call & ♪ 597 00:23:32,077 --> 00:23:37,071 ♪ call my brother so we talk for a while ♪ 598 00:23:39,919 --> 00:23:41,375 ♪ but he's gone ♪ 599 00:23:45,633 --> 00:23:48,625 he wanted me to walk over here and 600 00:23:50,638 --> 00:23:53,425 specifically ask you to 601 00:23:53,474 --> 00:23:56,966 come over the house and spend some time with him. 602 00:23:57,019 --> 00:23:58,384 Before he dies. 603 00:23:58,437 --> 00:24:01,270 He literally told me 604 00:24:01,315 --> 00:24:02,315 to tell you 605 00:24:03,525 --> 00:24:06,892 toughen up. 606 00:24:07,738 --> 00:24:09,274 Come on sunny, you know him. 607 00:24:12,618 --> 00:24:14,950 He wants his best friend to decide. 608 00:24:18,832 --> 00:24:20,322 You. 609 00:24:20,376 --> 00:24:25,370 ♪ seems so close just like a day away ♪ 610 00:24:28,258 --> 00:24:30,590 ♪ little boy ♪ 611 00:24:30,636 --> 00:24:35,630 ♪ with an innocent face ♪ 612 00:24:36,642 --> 00:24:40,510 ♪ so close I just wanna walk away ♪ 613 00:24:40,562 --> 00:24:42,177 ♪ now I'm gone ♪ 614 00:24:44,692 --> 00:24:47,399 writing a song makes life a little less painful. 615 00:24:48,988 --> 00:24:50,649 It makes life a little more livable. 616 00:25:11,135 --> 00:25:13,501 Come on daddy, let's go! 617 00:25:18,976 --> 00:25:22,844 You are running out of fucking money, sunny. 618 00:25:26,442 --> 00:25:27,978 When are you signing the house away? 619 00:25:28,027 --> 00:25:29,027 I did. 620 00:25:32,823 --> 00:25:33,823 It's just a house. 621 00:25:37,077 --> 00:25:38,908 Yeah, fucker, it's just a house. 622 00:25:41,623 --> 00:25:42,908 That woman, I cant believe it. 623 00:25:42,958 --> 00:25:44,164 You can say her name. 624 00:25:44,209 --> 00:25:45,415 Come on, you can say it. 625 00:25:45,461 --> 00:25:46,325 I don't know what to say her name. 626 00:25:46,378 --> 00:25:47,584 Just say her name once. 627 00:25:47,629 --> 00:25:49,494 You needed to get more money. 628 00:25:49,548 --> 00:25:50,708 But I didn't. 629 00:25:50,758 --> 00:25:53,545 I know she's making a lot of money. 630 00:25:53,594 --> 00:25:54,834 Works hard, she's good. 631 00:25:54,887 --> 00:25:57,799 And you made a lot of money, too. 632 00:25:57,848 --> 00:25:58,928 Remember that. 633 00:26:00,434 --> 00:26:02,595 And you ve still got it, I know it. 634 00:26:04,438 --> 00:26:08,556 Sunny, there is nothing that you can't do. 635 00:26:15,324 --> 00:26:16,324 Sunny. 636 00:26:17,743 --> 00:26:19,825 - There he is. - What the fuck are you doing? 637 00:26:19,870 --> 00:26:21,056 - What's up? - Are you all right? 638 00:26:21,080 --> 00:26:22,365 - What's up? - What? 639 00:26:22,414 --> 00:26:24,496 You gonna give me a hug? 640 00:26:24,541 --> 00:26:25,496 What's up? 641 00:26:25,542 --> 00:26:26,406 Come here. - Oh yeah. 642 00:26:26,460 --> 00:26:27,666 Hey, you look like shit. 643 00:26:27,711 --> 00:26:28,746 What? 644 00:26:28,796 --> 00:26:30,332 I look fucking great. - I mean. 645 00:26:30,380 --> 00:26:31,540 You look, you've looked. 646 00:26:31,590 --> 00:26:32,901 - Duh! - You've looked better geez. 647 00:26:32,925 --> 00:26:35,507 - I'm good. - Can I get a beer? 648 00:26:35,552 --> 00:26:37,417 How much of that shit did you get? 649 00:26:37,471 --> 00:26:38,711 A lot. 650 00:26:38,764 --> 00:26:40,174 Okay. 651 00:26:40,224 --> 00:26:43,057 Like a lot, like, more than you should have by yourself? 652 00:26:43,102 --> 00:26:44,717 - Uh ha. - Or, hold on. 653 00:26:46,522 --> 00:26:48,262 Because I like slept like. 654 00:26:48,315 --> 00:26:49,179 Hold on. 655 00:26:49,233 --> 00:26:49,847 A good three hours last night. 656 00:26:49,900 --> 00:26:51,265 Hey. 657 00:26:51,318 --> 00:26:52,587 What are we dying? 658 00:26:52,611 --> 00:26:53,838 I don't wanna die. I don't wanna die. 659 00:26:53,862 --> 00:26:56,729 - I mean is this a joke? - You think it's a joke? 660 00:26:56,782 --> 00:26:58,022 I mean fill me in. 661 00:26:58,075 --> 00:26:59,360 I don't know why I texted you. 662 00:26:59,409 --> 00:27:00,762 I'm stupid actually. 663 00:27:00,786 --> 00:27:03,903 Texting my ex-wife's boyfriend, man. 664 00:27:03,956 --> 00:27:05,996 How long man, how long you been doing this? 665 00:27:06,041 --> 00:27:07,281 Too long. 666 00:27:07,334 --> 00:27:08,645 How did you you get into this situation 667 00:27:08,669 --> 00:27:10,705 when you had the world in the palm of your hand? 668 00:27:10,754 --> 00:27:12,290 And now you re calling me. 669 00:27:13,549 --> 00:27:15,756 Fill me in sunny, like... 670 00:27:15,801 --> 00:27:17,779 I don't know man, I really don't know what happened. 671 00:27:17,803 --> 00:27:19,839 I'm a fan of yours, man. 672 00:27:19,888 --> 00:27:22,755 And it kills me to see you suffering through life. 673 00:27:22,808 --> 00:27:24,423 Like how do you get here man? 674 00:27:24,476 --> 00:27:26,683 Please tell me you're not doing it around the kids? 675 00:27:30,858 --> 00:27:32,189 Yo, what's up? 676 00:27:32,234 --> 00:27:33,690 What you doing? 677 00:27:33,735 --> 00:27:34,440 You're killing my fucking atm machines, man. 678 00:27:34,486 --> 00:27:35,851 What are you doing? 679 00:27:35,904 --> 00:27:37,440 I was, I'm not anymore. 680 00:27:37,489 --> 00:27:39,696 Now I'm driving around because I needed some air. 681 00:27:39,741 --> 00:27:40,605 Are you fucking wacky right now? 682 00:27:40,659 --> 00:27:42,024 Huh? 683 00:27:42,077 --> 00:27:44,284 - Are you wacky right now? - What? 684 00:27:45,414 --> 00:27:46,724 Yeah, okay, I guess that answers it. 685 00:27:46,748 --> 00:27:47,868 Do you know what time it is? 686 00:27:47,916 --> 00:27:49,018 Seriously man, what the fuck are you doing? 687 00:27:49,042 --> 00:27:50,953 A lot of people hang out it the day. 688 00:27:51,003 --> 00:27:53,289 Dude, just fucking be careful, okay? 689 00:27:53,338 --> 00:27:54,623 Wait till I get there. 690 00:27:56,341 --> 00:27:59,458 When you're in it, you don't want to hear from anyone. 691 00:27:59,511 --> 00:28:01,342 You tell yourself, fuck that. 692 00:28:01,388 --> 00:28:02,468 I don't wanna stop. 693 00:28:02,514 --> 00:28:04,129 Okay, leave me alone. 694 00:28:04,183 --> 00:28:06,048 It's loyal to me, it doesn't judge me. 695 00:28:06,935 --> 00:28:08,015 I'm good at it. 696 00:28:24,953 --> 00:28:26,363 - How are you man? - Hey. 697 00:28:26,413 --> 00:28:27,515 Can we take a picture man? 698 00:28:27,539 --> 00:28:28,824 - My turn. - Come on, come on. 699 00:28:28,874 --> 00:28:30,580 Cool. 700 00:28:30,626 --> 00:28:31,866 I like the pressure! 701 00:28:31,919 --> 00:28:33,329 - Sunny? - Yo. 702 00:28:33,378 --> 00:28:34,117 You doing okay? 703 00:28:34,171 --> 00:28:35,752 Shit yeah, you? 704 00:28:35,797 --> 00:28:37,817 You look like you just beamed down from a spaceship. 705 00:28:37,841 --> 00:28:40,002 Hey, whoa. 706 00:28:40,052 --> 00:28:41,883 Relax man. 707 00:28:41,929 --> 00:28:43,698 A little action on your black sweater, there. 708 00:28:43,722 --> 00:28:45,303 Don't do fun stuff and wear black. 709 00:28:45,349 --> 00:28:46,213 That's a golden rule. 710 00:28:46,266 --> 00:28:47,597 It don't care. 711 00:28:47,643 --> 00:28:48,928 This is a judgment free zone. 712 00:28:48,977 --> 00:28:50,496 All right, you guys wanna turn this party up? 713 00:28:50,520 --> 00:28:52,226 Hey, I'm old. 714 00:28:52,272 --> 00:28:54,137 I'm gonna have one more beer. 715 00:28:54,191 --> 00:28:55,601 Maybe one more. 716 00:28:55,651 --> 00:28:56,878 I don't know, I'm fucking out of here. 717 00:28:56,902 --> 00:28:57,921 I'm going home, I'm gonna go to bed. 718 00:28:57,945 --> 00:28:59,185 Stop being a pussy, Rob. 719 00:28:59,238 --> 00:29:01,090 - All right guys, let's go. - It's boys day out. 720 00:29:01,114 --> 00:29:02,650 - Yeah, seriously. - All right? 721 00:29:02,699 --> 00:29:03,779 I need this. 722 00:29:03,825 --> 00:29:05,053 All right, what are you proposing? 723 00:29:05,077 --> 00:29:06,533 I gotta jet. 724 00:29:06,578 --> 00:29:08,910 My own, G5 fucking jet. G5 fucking jet. 725 00:29:08,956 --> 00:29:10,412 Right down the street. 726 00:29:10,457 --> 00:29:14,826 I say I take you guys on my jet to Vegas right now. 727 00:29:14,878 --> 00:29:16,243 - Fuck yeah. - Let's fucking go! 728 00:29:16,296 --> 00:29:17,786 - In Vegas baby. - Yeah. 729 00:29:17,839 --> 00:29:19,750 - Fuck yeah Vegas. - There we go. 730 00:29:19,800 --> 00:29:20,664  Robby I fuck yeah. 731 00:29:20,717 --> 00:29:21,736 You re gonna go to Vegas? 732 00:29:21,760 --> 00:29:23,921 - Fuck no. - Yeah, exactly. 733 00:29:23,971 --> 00:29:25,406 - Are you fucking kidding me? - You can't go to Vegas. 734 00:29:25,430 --> 00:29:26,491 - No way dude. - He knows this. 735 00:29:26,515 --> 00:29:27,659 You cant go to Vegas either. 736 00:29:27,683 --> 00:29:28,843 I'll go if you go. 737 00:29:28,892 --> 00:29:30,286 - Oh, challenge. - Here we go, oh come on. 738 00:29:30,310 --> 00:29:32,141 - Whoa that's... - Really? 739 00:29:32,187 --> 00:29:33,677 - This guys is my favorite. - Vegas? 740 00:29:33,730 --> 00:29:34,874 Come on boys, you only live once. 741 00:29:34,898 --> 00:29:37,514 - Fuck it, fuck it, Vegas. - There we go. 742 00:29:37,567 --> 00:29:39,728 Yes, Mel? 743 00:29:39,778 --> 00:29:41,860 - My wife hates me anyway. - Awesome. 744 00:29:41,905 --> 00:29:43,486 All right yeah, what do you say? 745 00:29:43,532 --> 00:29:44,772 What do you say? 746 00:29:44,825 --> 00:29:46,552 He can't go cause my ex-wife won't let him. 747 00:29:46,576 --> 00:29:48,862 Did they break up this week or was it this last week? 748 00:29:48,912 --> 00:29:50,493 - Both. - We're not together. 749 00:29:50,539 --> 00:29:51,824 - Are you sure? - Fuck off. 750 00:29:51,873 --> 00:29:53,613 You know I can do anything I wanna do. 751 00:29:53,667 --> 00:29:54,827 - Oh wow. - What you wanna do? 752 00:29:54,876 --> 00:29:56,116 - Big man. - Tell him Finn. 753 00:29:56,169 --> 00:29:57,659 Go go fucking Vegas, right now. 754 00:30:04,094 --> 00:30:05,094 I feel reckless. 755 00:30:06,221 --> 00:30:07,221 I just don't care. 756 00:30:08,682 --> 00:30:11,298 ♪ yeah, yeah ♪ 757 00:30:11,351 --> 00:30:13,512 ♪ I talk to me ♪ 758 00:30:13,562 --> 00:30:14,802 ♪ look here people ♪ 759 00:30:14,855 --> 00:30:15,957 here we go, let's start it, boom. 760 00:30:15,981 --> 00:30:17,096 Is that all you got? 761 00:30:17,149 --> 00:30:18,855 - No baby let's go. - Let's go. 762 00:30:19,943 --> 00:30:20,978 There we go! 763 00:30:25,824 --> 00:30:28,941 Could I do cocaine off of your body? 764 00:30:28,994 --> 00:30:31,155 Can I watch him? Yeah, you can watch. 765 00:30:33,832 --> 00:30:35,993 I fucking dare you Sunny to do that right there. 766 00:30:36,043 --> 00:30:37,883 - That one right there? - That one right there. 767 00:30:39,504 --> 00:30:41,620 That's a fucking canon ball. 768 00:30:43,925 --> 00:30:46,962 One feels good. 769 00:30:50,432 --> 00:30:51,592 Two feels better. 770 00:30:59,358 --> 00:31:00,939 - Need another drink? - Yeah. 771 00:31:00,984 --> 00:31:02,045 Give her another drink, it's kind of what I do, 772 00:31:02,069 --> 00:31:03,212 so, don't worry. 773 00:31:03,236 --> 00:31:04,976 - Here, don't move. - Yeah, yeah, thank you. 774 00:31:05,030 --> 00:31:05,985 $50 what do you do, what do you do? 775 00:31:06,031 --> 00:31:08,568 - Oh... - Hopefully me. 776 00:31:22,047 --> 00:31:27,041 Fuck. 777 00:31:48,824 --> 00:31:50,815 You okay man, you good? 778 00:31:50,867 --> 00:31:51,947 Yeah, I'm good man. 779 00:31:53,620 --> 00:31:54,985 Fuck. 780 00:31:55,038 --> 00:31:56,198 Wait, how do you... 781 00:31:56,248 --> 00:31:57,988 Fuck, she just fucking texted me, man. 782 00:31:58,041 --> 00:31:59,281 I fucking forgot. 783 00:31:59,334 --> 00:32:02,952 Let's fucking turn around. 784 00:32:03,004 --> 00:32:04,764 Turn the plane around, turn the plane around. 785 00:32:06,716 --> 00:32:08,798 I wanna fly! 786 00:32:08,844 --> 00:32:11,961 I wanna fucking fly! 787 00:32:12,013 --> 00:32:13,549 I'm never drinking again. 788 00:32:13,598 --> 00:32:15,535 Oh I can't believe I cheated on my wife, oh my god. 789 00:32:15,559 --> 00:32:17,220 Oh my god. - With a hooker 790 00:32:17,269 --> 00:32:18,349 - ah! - You had a hooker 791 00:32:18,395 --> 00:32:19,622 - oh yeah. - Prostitute, call girl. 792 00:32:19,646 --> 00:32:20,832 I already feel bad enough, all right, fuck. 793 00:32:20,856 --> 00:32:22,125 Somebody that touches you for money. 794 00:32:22,149 --> 00:32:23,459 She was not a hooker, that was not a hooker. 795 00:32:23,483 --> 00:32:25,294 We're getting on the freeway and we're driving 796 00:32:25,318 --> 00:32:27,730 without sunny, where the fuck is he? 797 00:32:27,779 --> 00:32:29,064 Call him again. 798 00:32:29,114 --> 00:32:29,978 No, I'm not going to fucking call him. 799 00:32:30,031 --> 00:32:31,271 I call him 50 times. 800 00:32:31,324 --> 00:32:33,189 Why is this my responsibility, Finn? 801 00:32:33,243 --> 00:32:34,779 You fucking call him. 802 00:32:34,828 --> 00:32:36,443 Uh, oh my god, I' m never... 803 00:32:36,496 --> 00:32:38,987 You know, maybe this will teach him a goddam lesson. 804 00:32:39,040 --> 00:32:40,371 It doubt it. 805 00:32:40,417 --> 00:32:41,417 Sunny. 806 00:32:43,044 --> 00:32:45,080 What the fuck are you doing man? 807 00:32:45,130 --> 00:32:47,963 You gotta go all the way to Vegas to kill yourself? 808 00:32:49,759 --> 00:32:50,839 - Huh? - Huh. 809 00:32:52,179 --> 00:32:53,179 What is huh? 810 00:32:54,222 --> 00:32:55,222 Hey listen man. 811 00:32:56,183 --> 00:32:58,515 Be a fucking man. 812 00:32:59,853 --> 00:33:02,185 You are running out of time. 813 00:33:02,230 --> 00:33:04,095 Sunny. 814 00:33:05,108 --> 00:33:05,972 Sunny! 815 00:33:06,026 --> 00:33:09,109 Wake up man. 816 00:33:12,407 --> 00:33:13,817 You all right? 817 00:33:22,209 --> 00:33:23,209 Yo, wake up. 818 00:33:25,545 --> 00:33:26,545 Home. 819 00:33:40,435 --> 00:33:41,435 Hey. 820 00:33:52,948 --> 00:33:54,313 I'm in the shower. 821 00:34:09,589 --> 00:34:13,173 Hey sunny, you have angel today, okay. 822 00:34:13,218 --> 00:34:14,218 Don't fuck it up. 823 00:34:15,387 --> 00:34:17,719 Don't just fuck it up. 824 00:34:25,647 --> 00:34:27,888 ♪ you had it all, it slipped away ♪ 825 00:34:27,941 --> 00:34:30,523  ♪ color of the wind ♪ 826 00:34:30,569 --> 00:34:31,569 really? 827 00:34:32,404 --> 00:34:34,565 ♪ fresh when you heard them say ♪ 828 00:34:34,614 --> 00:34:37,230 ♪ fresh when you heard them say ♪ 829 00:34:37,284 --> 00:34:38,194 sunny! 830 00:34:38,243 --> 00:34:40,029 ♪ i full of charm ♪ 831 00:34:40,078 --> 00:34:41,078 ♪ Made with magic ♪ 832 00:34:41,121 --> 00:34:43,203 don't stop, have a cup of coffee. 833 00:34:43,248 --> 00:34:45,034 Then decide to make a move. 834 00:34:45,083 --> 00:34:47,199 All right, you coming hard at me, coming hard at me. 835 00:34:47,252 --> 00:34:48,287 Boom! 836 00:34:49,879 --> 00:34:51,039 Look at me son, boom, boom. 837 00:34:52,424 --> 00:34:54,130 ♪ get up, get up, get on your way ♪ 838 00:34:54,175 --> 00:34:56,382 ♪ Don't throw away the day ♪ 839 00:34:56,428 --> 00:34:58,419 ♪ rise up rise up ♪ 840 00:34:58,471 --> 00:35:01,087 you can do anything you want, all right. 841 00:35:01,141 --> 00:35:02,176 Hard work. 842 00:35:04,519 --> 00:35:06,134 What? 843 00:35:06,187 --> 00:35:07,267 You look tired. 844 00:35:13,278 --> 00:35:14,393 Tired of listening to you. 845 00:35:15,614 --> 00:35:16,774 You don't look right. 846 00:35:17,782 --> 00:35:18,782 You just look weird. 847 00:35:28,251 --> 00:35:29,707 I can be here all night, 848 00:35:30,503 --> 00:35:31,503 if you want me to. 849 00:35:33,381 --> 00:35:36,339 I know you're stressed, okay, I am too. 850 00:35:37,552 --> 00:35:38,552 Where are you? 851 00:35:41,306 --> 00:35:42,921 It's like you're fucking lost. 852 00:35:45,977 --> 00:35:46,977 Look at me. 853 00:35:49,314 --> 00:35:50,394 Tell me how you feel. 854 00:35:52,359 --> 00:35:53,815 I can't even provide for you. 855 00:35:57,280 --> 00:35:59,111 You know what that feels like, huh? 856 00:36:00,283 --> 00:36:02,365 I can't provide for my kids. 857 00:36:07,082 --> 00:36:07,946 And you think... 858 00:36:07,999 --> 00:36:10,206 I can't provide for anyone! 859 00:36:11,002 --> 00:36:12,663 You understand that? 860 00:36:12,712 --> 00:36:15,078 No one, I am fucking nothing! 861 00:36:15,965 --> 00:36:16,965 I'm nothing. 862 00:36:24,933 --> 00:36:26,594 I think you're drinking too much. 863 00:36:29,229 --> 00:36:30,560 And I think that's a problem. 864 00:36:33,316 --> 00:36:34,476 You know, you re right. 865 00:36:35,652 --> 00:36:36,812 I'm sick of it. 866 00:36:41,241 --> 00:36:42,361 What, what are you saying? 867 00:36:44,619 --> 00:36:47,031 That I can't do this anymore. 868 00:36:47,080 --> 00:36:51,119 I can't be around you anymore, not like this. 869 00:36:52,335 --> 00:36:56,203 And I love you and I love you so fucking much. 870 00:36:58,299 --> 00:37:01,291 And you're special and not just to me, 871 00:37:01,344 --> 00:37:03,801 put everyone around you. 872 00:37:06,099 --> 00:37:07,635 I can't fucking do it. 873 00:37:09,853 --> 00:37:13,766 And, I'm going back to Mexico City. 874 00:37:15,859 --> 00:37:17,190 I'm taking angel with me. 875 00:37:20,447 --> 00:37:22,278 I'm losing everything. 876 00:37:23,450 --> 00:37:25,281 I'm watching it all slip away. 877 00:37:28,121 --> 00:37:29,611 You have any plans to come back? 878 00:37:32,250 --> 00:37:33,410 Yeah, I mean. 879 00:37:36,588 --> 00:37:38,954 I would never take angel away from you. 880 00:37:42,260 --> 00:37:43,295 L 881 00:37:45,180 --> 00:37:48,672 I just have to, you know, figure it out and, 882 00:37:50,935 --> 00:37:52,425 and feel good. 883 00:37:58,067 --> 00:37:59,067 Shit. 884 00:38:03,615 --> 00:38:05,071 Have a wing. 885 00:38:05,116 --> 00:38:07,027 I don't, I just feel. 886 00:38:07,076 --> 00:38:10,568 I feel sick, you know, I'm like sick to my stomach. 887 00:38:10,622 --> 00:38:12,328 You know how I am, I get. 888 00:38:12,373 --> 00:38:14,910 I get fucked up and I don't care, I don't. 889 00:38:14,959 --> 00:38:16,449 - You don't. - No, I know, I know. 890 00:38:18,755 --> 00:38:20,211 Nobody's gonna tell her, you know? 891 00:38:20,256 --> 00:38:22,338 And then. 892 00:38:23,426 --> 00:38:26,634 - And then what? - Then I sober up and I. 893 00:38:26,679 --> 00:38:27,885 I hate myself. 894 00:38:30,433 --> 00:38:34,346 - What are you gonna do? - I don't know. 895 00:38:34,395 --> 00:38:37,102 What am I gonna do sunny? 896 00:38:37,148 --> 00:38:38,809 What do you want? 897 00:38:38,858 --> 00:38:40,849 I want to be good. 898 00:38:40,902 --> 00:38:42,438 - So be good. - I wanna be good. 899 00:38:42,487 --> 00:38:44,381 I just keep fucking it up. So don't fuck it up. 900 00:38:44,405 --> 00:38:47,272 I can't control it, I don't know what to say. 901 00:38:47,325 --> 00:38:49,486 She doesn't even know, you know. 902 00:38:49,536 --> 00:38:50,763 - So tell her. - No, I, tell her. 903 00:38:50,787 --> 00:38:52,402 - Tell her. - Tell her. 904 00:38:52,455 --> 00:38:53,865 Why, tell her. 905 00:38:55,542 --> 00:38:56,406 No. 906 00:38:56,459 --> 00:38:59,041 - Why not? - No, no, come on. 907 00:38:59,087 --> 00:39:00,523 Tell her, are you fucking kidding me? 908 00:39:00,547 --> 00:39:02,708 My life would be over. 909 00:39:02,757 --> 00:39:04,497 She owns half the bar, sunny. 910 00:39:04,551 --> 00:39:06,695 This fucking bar, that we love and come to all the time. 911 00:39:06,719 --> 00:39:08,084 Gone, okay. 912 00:39:08,137 --> 00:39:10,594 I worked my ass off for this bar. 913 00:39:10,640 --> 00:39:11,504 It's a great bar. 914 00:39:11,558 --> 00:39:12,889 I love this fucking bar. 915 00:39:12,934 --> 00:39:14,140 No, no way. 916 00:39:15,520 --> 00:39:17,761 Ah, it's just, it's always one night. 917 00:39:19,691 --> 00:39:20,931 You know, one night. 918 00:39:23,319 --> 00:39:24,934 We make a decision, left or right. 919 00:39:26,364 --> 00:39:27,479 Your life is over. 920 00:39:29,242 --> 00:39:31,358 She went to Mexico with her mom. 921 00:39:31,411 --> 00:39:32,992 Why didn't she tell us, I mean. 922 00:39:33,037 --> 00:39:35,449 She just went, she wanted to go see her family. 923 00:39:35,498 --> 00:39:37,329 And wanted to get away for a minute. 924 00:39:40,503 --> 00:39:42,084 Hey fucking jackass. 925 00:39:42,130 --> 00:39:43,148 Watch where you're fucking going. 926 00:39:43,172 --> 00:39:44,537 You fucking moron! 927 00:39:45,800 --> 00:39:46,944 What are you looking at you little bitch? 928 00:39:46,968 --> 00:39:48,458 - What'd you say? - Shut up. 929 00:39:48,511 --> 00:39:49,421 What you d say... 930 00:39:49,470 --> 00:39:50,739 You don't fucking talk to her. 931 00:39:50,763 --> 00:39:52,299 Open your fucking ears you jackass. 932 00:39:52,348 --> 00:39:54,714 Bring it and you too, you little fucking honey. 933 00:39:54,767 --> 00:39:56,098 - Fuck youl! - Fuck off. 934 00:39:56,144 --> 00:39:57,538 Hey starsky, why don't you pull over? 935 00:39:57,562 --> 00:39:59,473 I'm coming, I'm coming, here I come. 936 00:39:59,522 --> 00:40:00,887 Don't move. - You. 937 00:40:00,940 --> 00:40:02,771 I'll take care of you after, you little bitch. 938 00:40:04,319 --> 00:40:06,480 - Come on buddy, get on them. - Dad, don't do this. 939 00:40:06,529 --> 00:40:07,882 Don't worry about, I'll get this motherfucker. 940 00:40:07,906 --> 00:40:10,443 Sunny, please just chill out. 941 00:40:10,491 --> 00:40:11,230 What the fuck? 942 00:40:11,284 --> 00:40:12,399 You want some”? 943 00:40:12,452 --> 00:40:13,762 Did you say something to my daughter? 944 00:40:13,786 --> 00:40:15,139 You know what, I'm gonna fuck your daughter, 945 00:40:15,163 --> 00:40:17,199 how's that buddy, how 'bout I fuck her 946 00:40:17,248 --> 00:40:18,488 and I'll let you watch. 947 00:40:18,541 --> 00:40:20,577 I will fuck you up motherfucker. 948 00:40:20,627 --> 00:40:21,687 Come on. 949 00:40:21,711 --> 00:40:22,575 Dad, don't get in this mode, come on. 950 00:40:22,629 --> 00:40:25,120 - Shut up. - You shut up. 951 00:40:25,173 --> 00:40:26,959 I'm coming. 952 00:40:27,008 --> 00:40:28,748 Dad, that's enough. 953 00:40:28,801 --> 00:40:30,883 Okay. 954 00:40:30,929 --> 00:40:32,590 - Where are you doing? - Dad no. 955 00:40:32,639 --> 00:40:33,657 What the fuck you think you're doing, huh? 956 00:40:33,681 --> 00:40:35,797 Dad. 957 00:40:35,850 --> 00:40:37,260 What, are you out of your mind? 958 00:40:37,310 --> 00:40:38,595 What are you gonna do man? 959 00:40:38,645 --> 00:40:40,005 Are you fucking crazy or something? 960 00:40:43,149 --> 00:40:44,104 Talk to her now. 961 00:40:44,150 --> 00:40:45,060 Talk to her now. - Come on man. 962 00:40:45,109 --> 00:40:46,019 Come on, come on, come on. 963 00:40:46,069 --> 00:40:47,650 Come on, you fucking sissy. 964 00:40:49,614 --> 00:40:50,633 You fucking apologize to her. 965 00:40:50,657 --> 00:40:52,113 - All right man, sorry. - What? 966 00:40:52,158 --> 00:40:53,398 - I'm sorry. - Come here. 967 00:40:53,451 --> 00:40:55,533 Say youre sorry. - Fuck. 968 00:40:55,578 --> 00:40:56,847 - Say you're fucking sorry. - I'm sorry. 969 00:40:56,871 --> 00:40:58,098 You're talking to my fucking daughter? 970 00:40:58,122 --> 00:40:59,308 I said I'm sorry. 971 00:40:59,332 --> 00:41:00,434 Yeah, you're fucking sorry, be nice. 972 00:41:00,458 --> 00:41:01,618 Be fucking nice. 973 00:41:02,794 --> 00:41:03,794 I'm sorry. 974 00:41:05,171 --> 00:41:08,834 It's okay, dad, I forgive him. 975 00:41:08,883 --> 00:41:10,419 Tell him. 976 00:41:10,468 --> 00:41:11,628 I forgive you. 977 00:41:36,327 --> 00:41:38,989 You all right? 978 00:41:39,038 --> 00:41:42,826 Seatbelts, seatbelts. 979 00:41:44,460 --> 00:41:45,666 You all right? 980 00:41:45,712 --> 00:41:46,792 You okay? 981 00:41:46,838 --> 00:41:47,838 You sure' 982 00:41:49,674 --> 00:41:52,461 blood over there, wipe off the blood. 983 00:41:59,350 --> 00:42:00,681 - He lost it. - I know right? 984 00:42:00,727 --> 00:42:02,718 - Oh my god. - He almost killed a guy. 985 00:42:03,604 --> 00:42:04,559 Hi guys. 986 00:42:04,605 --> 00:42:06,311 - Oh hi Mrs. Samantha. - Hi. 987 00:42:07,525 --> 00:42:09,106 Sunny, you wanna come in? 988 00:42:09,152 --> 00:42:10,232 Yeah, sure. 989 00:42:11,446 --> 00:42:13,482 No, he's with me, I gotta get him home. 990 00:42:13,531 --> 00:42:15,146 - I don't need to go home. - Okay, dad. 991 00:42:15,199 --> 00:42:16,780 Love you, see you. 992 00:42:17,994 --> 00:42:19,221 - All right then. - Give me a hug. 993 00:42:19,245 --> 00:42:20,109 You all right? Later sunny boy. 994 00:42:20,163 --> 00:42:21,073 - Ah ha. - You sure? 995 00:42:21,122 --> 00:42:21,907 - By Julie. - See you buddy. 996 00:42:21,956 --> 00:42:22,956 Bye. 997 00:42:25,460 --> 00:42:27,451 - Hey mom. - So how was your day? 998 00:42:27,503 --> 00:42:29,039 Um, it was good. 999 00:42:30,381 --> 00:42:31,621 We chilled. 1000 00:42:31,674 --> 00:42:32,584 You think they're coming back? 1001 00:42:32,633 --> 00:42:33,793 Huh? 1002 00:42:33,843 --> 00:42:34,582 Valentina and angel, are they coming back? 1003 00:42:34,635 --> 00:42:36,000 It don't know man. 1004 00:42:36,054 --> 00:42:38,295 - Are you sure? - I just said I don't know. 1005 00:42:38,347 --> 00:42:40,338 Okay, grouch. 1006 00:42:47,148 --> 00:42:49,434 Today was pretty crazy. 1007 00:42:49,484 --> 00:42:50,940 What? 1008 00:42:50,985 --> 00:42:55,228 With all the, apologize to my daughter, you scared her. 1009 00:42:56,824 --> 00:42:58,405 Oh, I'm so sorry. 1010 00:42:58,451 --> 00:43:01,659 And then, are you like part of the government or something? 1011 00:43:01,704 --> 00:43:03,660 Green berg or something, 1012 00:43:03,706 --> 00:43:06,493 you're president assistant meaning you can go, 1013 00:43:06,542 --> 00:43:11,206 knock down doors, fight bad buys, where's the stuff? 1014 00:43:11,255 --> 00:43:12,665 What are you talking about? 1015 00:43:12,715 --> 00:43:13,795 I'm talking about you. 1016 00:43:13,841 --> 00:43:15,319 You re talking about like green beret? 1017 00:43:15,343 --> 00:43:18,301 - Yeah, that stuff, yeah. - No. 1018 00:43:18,346 --> 00:43:20,712 Oh, so since youre not a part of it, 1019 00:43:22,350 --> 00:43:23,931 I guess you're just a fighter then, huh? 1020 00:43:23,976 --> 00:43:27,093 Yeah, just a fighter. 1021 00:43:27,146 --> 00:43:28,146 Hmm. 1022 00:43:28,981 --> 00:43:30,767 Was my dad a fighter? - Yeah. 1023 00:43:31,859 --> 00:43:33,019 He was. 1024 00:43:33,069 --> 00:43:34,559 Was he a tough one? 1025 00:43:34,612 --> 00:43:36,728 He was tough, real tough. 1026 00:43:39,742 --> 00:43:40,742 Hmm. 1027 00:43:41,702 --> 00:43:42,702 Was he tougher than you? 1028 00:43:44,914 --> 00:43:45,949 Yeah, he was. 1029 00:43:49,794 --> 00:43:50,909 Yeah, he was. 1030 00:43:52,713 --> 00:43:56,080 So now I know where I got these muscles from. 1031 00:43:56,134 --> 00:43:58,216 Oh, hold on, oh! 1032 00:43:59,679 --> 00:44:01,965 Oh, pack and loaded, on! 1033 00:44:02,014 --> 00:44:03,299 Oh, look at that. - I see it. 1034 00:44:03,349 --> 00:44:04,993 I wanna see it walk all the way back to the car 1035 00:44:05,017 --> 00:44:06,632 so we can start it. 1036 00:44:06,686 --> 00:44:10,395 Hurry up. 1037 00:44:15,695 --> 00:44:16,755 Hi bro, how you doing? 1038 00:44:16,779 --> 00:44:17,734 - Hi. - Good to see you. 1039 00:44:17,780 --> 00:44:18,986 What's up? 1040 00:44:19,031 --> 00:44:19,770 How you doing? - I'm all right. 1041 00:44:19,824 --> 00:44:21,564 How you doing? 1042 00:44:21,617 --> 00:44:22,617 I'm good. 1043 00:44:23,828 --> 00:44:25,944 I don't know about that, just heard from Valentina. 1044 00:44:25,997 --> 00:44:27,453 Huh? 1045 00:44:27,498 --> 00:44:29,434 I heard that you and Valentina aren't together anymore. 1046 00:44:29,458 --> 00:44:30,458 She left. 1047 00:44:31,335 --> 00:44:32,620 But you all right? 1048 00:44:32,670 --> 00:44:33,785 Do I look all right? 1049 00:44:34,881 --> 00:44:35,881 You tell me. 1050 00:44:37,592 --> 00:44:40,755 Hey look, um, thanks for being there for Sean. 1051 00:44:41,888 --> 00:44:43,128 Sure. 1052 00:44:43,181 --> 00:44:45,342 He loves spending time with you and sunnyboy. 1053 00:44:45,391 --> 00:44:46,391 It's like him a lot. 1054 00:44:48,686 --> 00:44:49,686 Hmm. 1055 00:44:50,730 --> 00:44:54,222 You know Mickey, Mickey really loved you, sunny. 1056 00:44:56,152 --> 00:44:59,189 Yeah, I loved him too, a lot. 1057 00:44:59,238 --> 00:45:00,238 Still do. 1058 00:45:02,783 --> 00:45:05,650 But he always said that you were the best man. 1059 00:45:08,706 --> 00:45:09,706 Remember that. 1060 00:45:11,751 --> 00:45:12,911 Take it easy. - Bye. 1061 00:45:19,217 --> 00:45:22,505 - Sunny. - What's up? 1062 00:45:22,553 --> 00:45:24,293 - Hey Sunny. - Hey. 1063 00:45:25,264 --> 00:45:27,755 - Sunny. - Hey Sunny. 1064 00:45:27,808 --> 00:45:29,093 What's up? 1065 00:45:34,148 --> 00:45:36,264 What you doing all over there man? 1066 00:45:36,317 --> 00:45:38,933 You too cool to come sit down over here next to us? 1067 00:45:38,986 --> 00:45:40,522 No. 1068 00:45:40,571 --> 00:45:42,341 Well then, come on, bring your sexy ass over here. 1069 00:45:42,365 --> 00:45:44,697 Don't worry about it, I'm too weak to grab anything. 1070 00:45:44,742 --> 00:45:46,698 Come on. 1071 00:45:51,916 --> 00:45:52,951 What's up man? 1072 00:45:53,751 --> 00:45:54,957 How are you? 1073 00:45:55,962 --> 00:45:57,793 I'm good man, I'm good. 1074 00:45:59,924 --> 00:46:01,039 I wanna be part of this. 1075 00:46:01,884 --> 00:46:02,714 You guys need anything? 1076 00:46:02,760 --> 00:46:04,375 Yeah, you know what? 1077 00:46:04,428 --> 00:46:06,760 I would like a nice big kiss. 1078 00:46:08,474 --> 00:46:09,474 Hey Sunny. 1079 00:46:11,269 --> 00:46:12,884 Hey, you come on down to the man cave 1080 00:46:12,937 --> 00:46:14,143 where we'll have a beer, huh? 1081 00:46:14,188 --> 00:46:16,224 Just me and Sunny, all right Joe? 1082 00:46:17,858 --> 00:46:19,769 Uh, you know, I can bring the beers up. 1083 00:46:19,819 --> 00:46:21,434 You don't have to go downstairs. 1084 00:46:21,487 --> 00:46:22,727 No, no, not at all baby. 1085 00:46:22,780 --> 00:46:24,566 No, we're gonna go downstairs. 1086 00:46:24,615 --> 00:46:27,072 Sunny can take me down there, right? 1087 00:46:27,118 --> 00:46:28,324 I gotta go in my room first, 1088 00:46:28,369 --> 00:46:30,860 get a shirt I wanna wear? 1089 00:46:30,913 --> 00:46:32,198 Why? 1090 00:46:32,248 --> 00:46:33,863 This looks good. 1091 00:46:33,916 --> 00:46:35,497 Nah, nah, this special shirt. 1092 00:46:35,543 --> 00:46:37,312 Sweetie, I'll get the shirt for you, it's fine. 1093 00:46:37,336 --> 00:46:40,328 Nah, it's okay baby, we got it, we got it. 1094 00:46:41,549 --> 00:46:43,255 Just help me up man, come on, let's go now. 1095 00:46:43,301 --> 00:46:44,791 - Now? - Yeah. 1096 00:46:54,645 --> 00:46:56,931 Shit that was easy man, that was easy. 1097 00:46:56,981 --> 00:46:57,981 You wanna do it again? 1098 00:46:58,024 --> 00:46:59,024 Fuck no. 1099 00:47:00,276 --> 00:47:01,061 Let's go. 1100 00:47:01,110 --> 00:47:02,145 Go this way. 1101 00:47:06,866 --> 00:47:09,232 - Ah. - Sometimes I feel like... 1102 00:47:12,830 --> 00:47:14,786 Like I'm just in the way, you know. 1103 00:47:16,042 --> 00:47:19,205 That I'm just, I'm just this baggage 1104 00:47:19,253 --> 00:47:20,914 that's weighing everybody down 1105 00:47:20,963 --> 00:47:25,377 and everybody's embarrassed and... 1106 00:47:25,426 --> 00:47:27,007 What the fuck you talking about? 1107 00:47:27,053 --> 00:47:29,590 If you fucking went, your kids would be fucked up. 1108 00:47:29,638 --> 00:47:32,880 You need to be fucking concerned about this right now. 1109 00:47:37,980 --> 00:47:39,015 Probably. 1110 00:47:43,069 --> 00:47:46,402 We got however many days it is till the new year 1111 00:47:46,447 --> 00:47:48,028 and then we're doing this. 1112 00:47:57,875 --> 00:48:00,116 I just, I can't, I can't. 1113 00:48:00,961 --> 00:48:02,952 I just can't figure it out. 1114 00:48:03,005 --> 00:48:04,005 It's okay. 1115 00:48:04,048 --> 00:48:06,004 No, I don't know how I got here. 1116 00:48:06,050 --> 00:48:09,759 I don't know how I fucking got here man. 1117 00:48:10,971 --> 00:48:11,835 I'm sorry. 1118 00:48:11,889 --> 00:48:12,924 It's just. 1119 00:48:15,351 --> 00:48:16,932 It's okay man. 1120 00:48:16,977 --> 00:48:19,218 I just don't know how I fucking got here. 1121 00:48:21,732 --> 00:48:22,471 But you know what? 1122 00:48:22,525 --> 00:48:23,264 I love you. 1123 00:48:23,317 --> 00:48:24,317 I love, an. 1124 00:48:24,985 --> 00:48:27,067 Oh, aw, fucker. 1125 00:48:27,113 --> 00:48:28,853 Fucking ears are ringing. 1126 00:48:30,825 --> 00:48:33,237 Sunny! 1127 00:48:42,920 --> 00:48:45,161 - How hot is my wife? - Pretty. 1128 00:48:45,214 --> 00:48:49,674 No, no, no, no, no, I'm talking about fucking hot. 1129 00:48:49,718 --> 00:48:50,718 You can ... 1130 00:48:51,637 --> 00:48:53,173 Okay, one to 10. 1131 00:48:53,222 --> 00:48:54,086 - What? - One to 10. 1132 00:48:54,140 --> 00:48:55,471 You can tell me. - All right. 1133 00:48:55,516 --> 00:48:57,052 She's 10, right. 1134 00:48:57,101 --> 00:48:59,012 - She's a fucking 10. - Fucking 10. 1135 00:48:59,061 --> 00:49:01,347 - Hmm hmm. - Mick, you okay? 1136 00:49:03,149 --> 00:49:06,107 I'm not talking to you Annie, okay? 1137 00:49:07,903 --> 00:49:10,485 You, you, you tricked me, you lied. 1138 00:49:10,531 --> 00:49:12,943 Okay, nobody told me I was going to hospice. 1139 00:49:14,994 --> 00:49:19,283 Oh god, I, honey, I didn't lie to you, all right. 1140 00:49:19,331 --> 00:49:21,162 We talked about this just a few days ago. 1141 00:49:21,208 --> 00:49:24,200 No, if you don't tell me, that means that you lied. 1142 00:49:24,253 --> 00:49:26,995 So that's a lie, isn't that a fucking lie? 1143 00:49:27,047 --> 00:49:28,047 We told you. 1144 00:49:30,885 --> 00:49:33,171 Are you in on this sunny? 1145 00:49:35,055 --> 00:49:36,010 Of course not. 1146 00:49:36,056 --> 00:49:39,093 Of course not, man, don't do that. 1147 00:49:39,143 --> 00:49:41,099 - Are you in on this? - No. 1148 00:49:43,981 --> 00:49:47,144 - Don't, don't lie to me. - I'm here buddy. 1149 00:49:48,903 --> 00:49:51,360 Did you know I was going? 1150 00:49:51,405 --> 00:49:52,269 Did you know I was going? 1151 00:49:52,323 --> 00:49:53,550 Hey Sunny, is everything okay? 1152 00:49:53,574 --> 00:49:55,986 Yeah, Annie just give us a minute please. 1153 00:49:56,035 --> 00:49:57,241 Okay. 1154 00:49:57,286 --> 00:49:59,072 Okay, I believe you. 1155 00:50:10,841 --> 00:50:12,923 Oh, I forgot to tell you. 1156 00:50:13,802 --> 00:50:15,042 What? 1157 00:50:15,095 --> 00:50:17,211 I'm breaking out of this fucking house. 1158 00:50:17,264 --> 00:50:18,128 What are you talking about? 1159 00:50:18,182 --> 00:50:19,922 We're going to Doug's burgers. 1160 00:50:20,768 --> 00:50:21,632 When? 1161 00:50:21,685 --> 00:50:24,176 Sean is gonna distract them. 1162 00:50:24,230 --> 00:50:27,393 And then you and I are gonna get the fuck out of here. 1163 00:50:27,441 --> 00:50:29,022 We're gonna have burgers and fries. 1164 00:50:29,068 --> 00:50:32,060 She'll find. 1165 00:50:32,112 --> 00:50:33,727 Are you out there Annie? 1166 00:50:33,781 --> 00:50:34,781 Yeah. 1167 00:50:36,742 --> 00:50:40,451 Come on now, I'm just trying to talk to my friend, okay? 1168 00:50:40,496 --> 00:50:41,611 It's fine, it's fine, 1169 00:50:41,664 --> 00:50:43,279 you have that conversation, it's fine. 1170 00:50:43,332 --> 00:50:46,039 Can you just let me do that please? 1171 00:50:46,085 --> 00:50:49,498 Just let me talk to my friend. 1172 00:50:49,547 --> 00:50:51,458 Okay, okay, I'm gonna go downstairs. 1173 00:50:51,507 --> 00:50:53,748 Can't you just fucking come with me 1174 00:50:53,801 --> 00:50:56,383 to get a fucking burger, I mean look at me man. 1175 00:50:56,428 --> 00:50:57,167 What? 1176 00:50:57,221 --> 00:50:59,678 I really, I really, 1177 00:50:59,723 --> 00:51:01,679 really want a fucking burger right now. 1178 00:51:01,725 --> 00:51:03,886 - All right man. - Okay? 1179 00:51:03,936 --> 00:51:07,178 Okay? - I'll do it, we'll do it. 1180 00:51:21,120 --> 00:51:24,203 I fucked up okay, I messed up. 1181 00:51:24,248 --> 00:51:25,448 - You fucked up? - I fucked up! 1182 00:51:42,975 --> 00:51:45,682 I'm sorry, please, please, just, listen to me. 1183 00:51:45,728 --> 00:51:47,093 Let me talk okay? 1184 00:51:47,146 --> 00:51:49,387 Sunny, Sunny, no, get the fuck out of here please. 1185 00:51:49,440 --> 00:51:51,806 You fucker, you little shit. 1186 00:51:51,859 --> 00:51:53,520 You brought him there, you fucker! 1187 00:52:01,201 --> 00:52:05,160 Go die, go die, why don't you die you little shit? 1188 00:52:05,205 --> 00:52:06,536 I hate you! 1189 00:52:06,582 --> 00:52:08,538 You fucked up my fucking life. 1190 00:52:08,584 --> 00:52:09,869 Come on, come on. 1191 00:52:09,918 --> 00:52:12,910 Don't touch me, don't touch, I don't want you. 1192 00:52:53,087 --> 00:52:54,087 Sunny. 1193 00:52:57,216 --> 00:53:00,128 I'm sorry man, I don't mean to make you go through this. 1194 00:53:07,976 --> 00:53:10,592 I'm so. 1195 00:53:24,827 --> 00:53:26,363 Sunny, wake up! 1196 00:53:30,249 --> 00:53:31,830 You had a rough night? 1197 00:53:33,961 --> 00:53:35,201 It was a long night, okay? 1198 00:53:36,463 --> 00:53:37,953 Is it that obvious? 1199 00:53:38,006 --> 00:53:40,338 I don't know sunny, why don't you go look in the mirror. 1200 00:53:40,384 --> 00:53:42,249 No, I'm serious, come on, get up. 1201 00:53:42,302 --> 00:53:43,302 Wait, what? 1202 00:53:43,345 --> 00:53:44,300 We're gonna go look in the mirror. 1203 00:53:44,346 --> 00:53:44,960 - What? - I'm gonna show you. 1204 00:53:45,013 --> 00:53:45,627 What? 1205 00:53:45,681 --> 00:53:46,921 Look at you. 1206 00:53:46,974 --> 00:53:49,386 Look at that, right there. What? 1207 00:53:49,435 --> 00:53:51,221 You're still asleep, okay. 1208 00:53:53,689 --> 00:53:55,054 That! 1209 00:53:55,107 --> 00:53:55,846 I don't like seeing you this way. 1210 00:53:55,899 --> 00:53:56,809 What way? 1211 00:53:56,859 --> 00:53:57,439 What are you talking about? 1212 00:53:57,484 --> 00:53:58,484 That way! 1213 00:53:59,445 --> 00:54:01,356 You look like shit right now. 1214 00:54:01,405 --> 00:54:02,590 You don't have to train me if you don't want to. 1215 00:54:02,614 --> 00:54:04,294 I don't need to get trained by you anymore. 1216 00:54:04,324 --> 00:54:05,609 What are you talking about? 1217 00:54:05,659 --> 00:54:06,928 I know you feel obligated because of my dad and... 1218 00:54:06,952 --> 00:54:08,738 No, I don't feel obligated, okay? 1219 00:54:08,787 --> 00:54:10,493 Sean listen to me... Bullshit, bullshit! 1220 00:54:10,539 --> 00:54:12,404 I don't feel obligated man. 1221 00:54:12,458 --> 00:54:13,458 Fuck you. 1222 00:54:14,418 --> 00:54:15,603 I don't need to be around you anymore. 1223 00:54:15,627 --> 00:54:17,063 - Don't talk like that. - You're not yourself. 1224 00:54:17,087 --> 00:54:18,087 You're different. 1225 00:54:19,548 --> 00:54:21,584 Fuck you and fuck this, I'm outta here. 1226 00:54:21,633 --> 00:54:22,463 What are you talking about? 1227 00:54:22,509 --> 00:54:23,248 Where you going? - Back up! 1228 00:54:23,302 --> 00:54:24,792 Why you doing this? 1229 00:54:24,845 --> 00:54:26,823 You know why I'm doing this, 'cause I miss him, okay? 1230 00:54:26,847 --> 00:54:28,257 I miss my dad! 1231 00:54:29,558 --> 00:54:31,765 You weren't suppose to leave me. 1232 00:54:32,686 --> 00:54:34,472 I don't have anybody. 1233 00:54:35,606 --> 00:54:36,606 Except you. 1234 00:54:37,399 --> 00:54:38,809 - What... - You're not a man! 1235 00:54:42,529 --> 00:54:43,268 You don't know what I'm going through. 1236 00:54:43,322 --> 00:54:44,437 Fuck youl! 1237 00:54:46,366 --> 00:54:47,902 I'm done with itl 1238 00:54:59,046 --> 00:55:00,627 You don't know shit! 1239 00:55:24,947 --> 00:55:25,947 So, we good? 1240 00:55:27,991 --> 00:55:28,991 Yeah. 1241 00:55:30,702 --> 00:55:32,033 We're good now. 1242 00:55:32,996 --> 00:55:34,361 Are you? 1243 00:55:38,544 --> 00:55:40,785 The way to you, by babita hariani, 1244 00:55:40,838 --> 00:55:43,625 read by babita hariani. 1245 00:55:43,674 --> 00:55:47,633 The way to you, visualize your future. 1246 00:55:47,678 --> 00:55:50,340 You can achieve anything you set your mind to. 1247 00:55:51,181 --> 00:55:52,136 You. 1248 00:55:52,182 --> 00:55:53,467 You see it. 1249 00:55:53,517 --> 00:55:56,099 That you step towards it. 1250 00:55:56,144 --> 00:55:57,930 There are tools to use. 1251 00:55:57,980 --> 00:56:01,347 Steps to take and exercises to sharpen your skills. 1252 00:56:01,400 --> 00:56:03,140 If you... 1253 00:56:03,193 --> 00:56:04,933 Merry Christmas everybody. 1254 00:56:13,579 --> 00:56:16,366 Shit, shit. 1255 00:56:19,459 --> 00:56:21,059 You think you're gonna let her train you? 1256 00:56:22,629 --> 00:56:24,585 I don't know, maybe. 1257 00:56:25,507 --> 00:56:27,372 I meant like are you coachable? 1258 00:56:29,469 --> 00:56:30,879 Am I coachable? 1259 00:56:30,929 --> 00:56:32,635 You know what, actually, 1260 00:56:32,681 --> 00:56:35,423 I think you can be coachable. 1261 00:56:35,475 --> 00:56:37,386 I mean, just imagine it. 1262 00:56:37,436 --> 00:56:38,767 Hmm, yean. 1263 00:56:39,980 --> 00:56:41,891 You can be coachable sunny. 1264 00:56:41,940 --> 00:56:42,804 You know what? 1265 00:56:42,858 --> 00:56:44,348 Just find the way to you. 1266 00:56:45,611 --> 00:56:48,193 Just find the way to you, like the girl says in the tapes 1267 00:56:48,238 --> 00:56:49,603 and books or whatever. 1268 00:56:49,656 --> 00:56:51,192 How about you, how you doing? 1269 00:56:53,160 --> 00:56:55,617 Um, I'm good. 1270 00:56:57,164 --> 00:56:58,495 I'm kicking ass in school. 1271 00:56:58,540 --> 00:56:59,540 Go. 1272 00:57:00,918 --> 00:57:03,204 Get a lot of ladies. 1273 00:57:03,253 --> 00:57:04,413 Really? 1274 00:57:04,463 --> 00:57:05,873 - Yeah. - Really? 1275 00:57:05,923 --> 00:57:07,083 Hmm hmm. 1276 00:57:07,132 --> 00:57:08,132 How's your mom? 1277 00:57:09,301 --> 00:57:10,541 How's she doing? 1278 00:57:10,594 --> 00:57:12,505 Living. 1279 00:57:13,597 --> 00:57:15,462 Uh, just. 1280 00:57:16,558 --> 00:57:19,925 She's sad. 1281 00:57:21,271 --> 00:57:25,731 I don't know sunny, it just, it just hurts me. 1282 00:57:25,776 --> 00:57:28,939 It hurts me to see her just put a happy face on 1283 00:57:28,987 --> 00:57:31,023 everyday like nothing's wrong. 1284 00:57:32,491 --> 00:57:34,027 I know something's wrong. 1285 00:57:37,162 --> 00:57:38,527 How you doing inside? 1286 00:57:38,580 --> 00:57:40,195 - Right here. - No, yeah, right there. 1287 00:57:40,248 --> 00:57:40,987 In your heart. 1288 00:57:41,041 --> 00:57:42,041 Right there. 1289 00:57:43,251 --> 00:57:44,661 It's broken sunny, it's. 1290 00:57:47,714 --> 00:57:50,171 One half is telling me to cry out. 1291 00:57:50,217 --> 00:57:54,335 And be sad about my pops, that he's gone 1292 00:57:54,388 --> 00:57:58,472 and my mom and shit, but the other one, 1293 00:57:58,517 --> 00:58:02,055 is telling me, Sean you have to be fucking strong. 1294 00:58:03,438 --> 00:58:06,100 You have to be strong for your mom, your dad. 1295 00:58:10,696 --> 00:58:11,696 Right? 1296 00:58:14,449 --> 00:58:15,449 Yep. 1297 00:58:16,284 --> 00:58:17,284 You're right. 1298 00:58:21,248 --> 00:58:22,658 What am I gonna do sunny? 1299 00:58:24,001 --> 00:58:25,241 You're doing it. 1300 00:58:25,293 --> 00:58:26,908 I'm doing what? 1301 00:58:26,962 --> 00:58:28,168 Becoming a man. 1302 00:58:32,134 --> 00:58:33,715 That's the cards you've been dealt bro. 1303 00:58:50,318 --> 00:58:52,088 Let's go baby, go, go, let's go, go. 1304 00:58:52,112 --> 00:58:53,443 One, two, three, ah! 1305 00:58:53,488 --> 00:58:55,069 Let's go. 1306 00:58:57,117 --> 00:58:58,482 That's my boy! 1307 00:58:58,535 --> 00:59:00,526 Boy I Mark, set, go. 1308 00:59:14,551 --> 00:59:15,961 Oh goddamn it. 1309 00:59:16,011 --> 00:59:17,217 Hold on, hey. 1310 00:59:17,262 --> 00:59:20,345 Fuck, fuck, fuck, goddamn it, goddamn it. 1311 00:59:20,390 --> 00:59:21,254 Fucking football. 1312 00:59:21,308 --> 00:59:23,094 It's not his fault mom, relax. 1313 00:59:23,143 --> 00:59:24,679 Sunny boy, sunny, are you okay? 1314 00:59:24,728 --> 00:59:25,638 Does it hurt it a lot. 1315 00:59:25,687 --> 00:59:26,551 Mom! 1316 00:59:26,605 --> 00:59:28,186 It hurts, it fucking hurts! 1317 00:59:28,231 --> 00:59:29,459 I broke my fucking kneecap, what do you fucking think! 1318 00:59:29,483 --> 00:59:31,644 - Oh. - It's hurting bad, okay. 1319 00:59:31,693 --> 00:59:33,524 Dammit, there goes my fucking season. 1320 00:59:33,570 --> 00:59:34,797 - It's okay. - Sunny listen to me. 1321 00:59:34,821 --> 00:59:36,466 He drives right to children's hospital, okay 1322 00:59:36,490 --> 00:59:37,400 and I will meet you there. 1323 00:59:37,449 --> 00:59:39,280 He broke is fucking knee. 1324 00:59:39,326 --> 00:59:41,658 He just had major surgery. 1325 00:59:41,703 --> 00:59:43,659 - No shit, I know. - Wake up sunny. 1326 00:59:43,705 --> 00:59:44,911 What is wrong with you? 1327 00:59:44,956 --> 00:59:46,059 It's my fault, what, I injured him? 1328 00:59:46,083 --> 00:59:47,368 - Read my lips. - Stop. 1329 00:59:47,417 --> 00:59:49,373 Sunny boy is done with football. 1330 00:59:49,419 --> 00:59:51,064 Who the hell are you to take that away from him? 1331 00:59:51,088 --> 00:59:52,088 His mother 1332 00:59:52,881 --> 00:59:54,542 take what away from him? 1333 00:59:54,591 --> 00:59:56,422 He only plays it 'cause of you. 1334 00:59:56,468 --> 00:59:57,878 Thank god he plays this game. 1335 00:59:57,928 --> 00:59:59,572 It's the one thing in his life that makes him normal 1336 00:59:59,596 --> 01:00:01,086 in this crazy world that he lives in. 1337 01:00:01,139 --> 01:00:02,424 Is this about you? 1338 01:00:02,474 --> 01:00:03,785 Using your son to... Oh here you go. 1339 01:00:03,809 --> 01:00:06,300 To just succeed at something that you failed at. 1340 01:00:06,353 --> 01:00:07,058 I didn't fail. 1341 01:00:07,104 --> 01:00:08,104 Far fucking from it. 1342 01:00:09,439 --> 01:00:10,708 You know, it's one of the things that made me who I am. 1343 01:00:10,732 --> 01:00:13,018 What is that sunny, a youth football coach? 1344 01:00:13,068 --> 01:00:15,046 I'm just trying to teach the kid something about life. 1345 01:00:15,070 --> 01:00:16,276 On. 1346 01:00:16,321 --> 01:00:16,855 Why do you fucking hate me so much? 1347 01:00:16,905 --> 01:00:18,111 Oh poor sunny. 1348 01:00:18,156 --> 01:00:18,861 Listen to you, you fucking hate me. 1349 01:00:18,907 --> 01:00:20,067 I do everything. 1350 01:00:20,117 --> 01:00:21,385 I pay for every bill. Yeah, you do. 1351 01:00:21,409 --> 01:00:24,276 You screw up and I fix it every fucking time. 1352 01:00:24,329 --> 01:00:25,444 And now you hurt my child. 1353 01:00:25,497 --> 01:00:27,533 So, I'm like an unfit father? 1354 01:00:27,582 --> 01:00:29,789 Look at you. 1355 01:00:29,835 --> 01:00:32,042 Look at you. - Look at you. 1356 01:00:34,756 --> 01:00:36,621 I know you think I'm a piece of shit. 1357 01:00:36,675 --> 01:00:38,415 Okay, but I ain't dying alone. 1358 01:00:38,468 --> 01:00:40,208 Okay, look in the fucking mirror. 1359 01:00:40,262 --> 01:00:41,627 Who are you? 1360 01:00:41,680 --> 01:00:44,763 Fucking walk around like you own the fucking place. 1361 01:00:44,808 --> 01:00:45,808 It's a fucking joke. 1362 01:00:45,851 --> 01:00:46,806 No, you know what's a joke sunny. 1363 01:00:46,852 --> 01:00:48,388 You're the joke. - I'm the joke? 1364 01:00:48,436 --> 01:00:50,516 Well you should fucking know, you fucking married me. 1365 01:00:51,022 --> 01:00:52,978 You know what else I know? 1366 01:00:53,024 --> 01:00:54,024 Everything. 1367 01:00:54,943 --> 01:00:56,228 Don't think for a second, 1368 01:00:56,278 --> 01:00:57,984 I don't know exactly what you say about me. 1369 01:00:58,029 --> 01:00:59,360 Yeah, that's right. 1370 01:00:59,406 --> 01:01:00,771 He tells me everything. 1371 01:01:00,824 --> 01:01:02,439 Who? 1372 01:01:02,492 --> 01:01:03,803 My friend who happens to be your fucking boyfriend. 1373 01:01:03,827 --> 01:01:05,179 - Oh he's not boyfriend... - Finn, remember him? 1374 01:01:05,203 --> 01:01:06,283 He's not my boyfriend. 1375 01:01:06,329 --> 01:01:07,159 - Not this week but... - Fuck you. 1376 01:01:07,205 --> 01:01:08,285 Fuck me, fuck you! 1377 01:01:11,877 --> 01:01:13,617 I tell that guy in there, 1378 01:01:13,670 --> 01:01:15,661 all the amazing qualities about you. 1379 01:01:16,882 --> 01:01:17,900 I should just tell him the fucking truth, man. 1380 01:01:17,924 --> 01:01:19,209 Just to fucking run. 1381 01:01:21,344 --> 01:01:22,344 Hey. 1382 01:01:24,973 --> 01:01:26,463 Your kids don't respect you. 1383 01:01:27,350 --> 01:01:28,760 They're embarrassed by you. 1384 01:01:29,769 --> 01:01:31,009 'Cause you re nothing sunny. 1385 01:01:33,565 --> 01:01:34,771 You know what? 1386 01:01:36,818 --> 01:01:39,434 You did me the favor the day you walked out that door. 1387 01:01:41,740 --> 01:01:43,901 - What are you playing? - It's a game. 1388 01:01:46,369 --> 01:01:47,609 You care if I go? 1389 01:01:47,662 --> 01:01:49,778 - I want you sta... - T know but. 1390 01:01:50,707 --> 01:01:52,243 But we'll let her hang, okay? Okay. 1391 01:01:52,292 --> 01:01:54,499 She can sleep, I'm gonna go home. 1392 01:01:54,544 --> 01:01:55,624 Okay. 1393 01:01:55,670 --> 01:01:56,580 I love you dad. 1394 01:01:56,630 --> 01:01:57,648 I love you so much, okay. 1395 01:01:57,672 --> 01:01:58,691 See you in the morning. - Yeah. 1396 01:01:58,715 --> 01:02:00,455 Hey, I'll walk out with ya. 1397 01:02:00,508 --> 01:02:01,777 Hey, Finn, would you do me a favor? 1398 01:02:01,801 --> 01:02:03,086 Go by my house and feed the dog. 1399 01:02:03,136 --> 01:02:05,218 - No problem. - I can go. 1400 01:02:05,263 --> 01:02:06,628 No, it's okay sunny. 1401 01:02:06,681 --> 01:02:07,867 - It's on the way, I'll go. - Finn's got it. 1402 01:02:07,891 --> 01:02:09,882 It's no big deal, I can go. 1403 01:02:09,935 --> 01:02:11,846 Sunny, Finn's got it. 1404 01:02:13,063 --> 01:02:14,063 Thank you. 1405 01:02:17,859 --> 01:02:19,065 - I love you. - I love you dad. 1406 01:02:19,110 --> 01:02:20,771 Little girl, I'll see you too. 1407 01:02:20,820 --> 01:02:21,855 Okay. 1408 01:02:26,952 --> 01:02:27,691 - Hey. - What? 1409 01:02:27,744 --> 01:02:29,154 - Hey. - Fuck her man. 1410 01:02:29,204 --> 01:02:29,943 Where you going? 1411 01:02:29,996 --> 01:02:30,860 I'm going. 1412 01:02:30,914 --> 01:02:32,529 It's my dog Finn, okay. 1413 01:02:32,582 --> 01:02:33,742 I raised that dog. 1414 01:02:33,792 --> 01:02:36,784 I walked that dog, I take that dog on hikes. 1415 01:02:36,836 --> 01:02:37,575 Me and him. 1416 01:02:37,629 --> 01:02:39,085 Fred and me. 1417 01:02:39,130 --> 01:02:40,650 So you know what, I think it's worth it, okay. 1418 01:02:40,674 --> 01:02:41,943 You know what else I fucking do? 1419 01:02:41,967 --> 01:02:44,583 I pick up every one of his shits too. 1420 01:02:44,636 --> 01:02:47,048 $50, I think I deserve to go to half of my house 1421 01:02:47,097 --> 01:02:48,303 and feed my dog. 1422 01:02:48,348 --> 01:02:49,929 Come on man, sunny! 1423 01:02:51,893 --> 01:02:52,928 What? 1424 01:02:52,978 --> 01:02:54,343 Yeah man, slow down, take a beat. 1425 01:02:55,897 --> 01:02:58,229 Do you really wanna go to war with her? 1426 01:02:58,275 --> 01:03:00,061 I mean, it ain't your fight man. 1427 01:03:00,110 --> 01:03:01,600 Listen to me. - What? 1428 01:03:01,653 --> 01:03:02,984 Think about yourself man. 1429 01:03:03,029 --> 01:03:04,565 Think about getting this head right. 1430 01:03:04,614 --> 01:03:05,979 Getting back on top. 1431 01:03:06,032 --> 01:03:07,272 It's time. 1432 01:03:07,325 --> 01:03:08,815 What the fuck do you care, Finn? 1433 01:03:08,868 --> 01:03:10,278 - What do I care? - Yeah? 1434 01:03:10,328 --> 01:03:13,035 I got a fucking phone call from your ex-wife and you. 1435 01:03:13,081 --> 01:03:14,321 You think I wanted this? 1436 01:03:14,374 --> 01:03:15,784 I just wanted to date your ex-wife. 1437 01:03:15,834 --> 01:03:18,541 Now, I'm in the middle like I'm some shrink. 1438 01:03:18,586 --> 01:03:19,586 Okay man. 1439 01:03:24,801 --> 01:03:25,836 You're right. 1440 01:03:27,304 --> 01:03:28,965 I don't care. 1441 01:03:29,014 --> 01:03:30,014 Go feed the dog. 1442 01:03:39,983 --> 01:03:41,939 I couldn't get out of that hospital fast enough. 1443 01:03:41,985 --> 01:03:43,896 Mmm mmm mmm muanh. 1444 01:03:43,945 --> 01:03:45,310 Now here I am. 1445 01:03:45,363 --> 01:03:48,526 Hi Fred. 1446 01:03:48,575 --> 01:03:49,575 Hi, hi Fred. 1447 01:03:51,244 --> 01:03:52,825 What are you doing? 1448 01:04:05,425 --> 01:04:06,961 My fucking house. 1449 01:04:08,511 --> 01:04:10,467 Fucking my tree. 1450 01:04:10,513 --> 01:04:12,049 My fucking tree. 1451 01:04:13,933 --> 01:04:14,933 My other tree. 1452 01:04:20,690 --> 01:04:22,271 I missed you freaay. 1453 01:04:22,317 --> 01:04:25,730 I missed my Freddy, woof, woof, who let the, woof, woof. 1454 01:04:46,007 --> 01:04:47,292 You hear something Fred? 1455 01:05:01,564 --> 01:05:02,895 ♪ I'm at home ♪ 1456 01:05:11,032 --> 01:05:13,398 ♪ coming home ♪ 1457 01:05:15,036 --> 01:05:16,036 I can't face the truth. 1458 01:05:17,997 --> 01:05:19,282 I can't face reality. 1459 01:05:20,166 --> 01:05:23,078 ♪ I figure I'll say something ♪ 1460 01:05:23,128 --> 01:05:24,208 life's a funny thing. 1461 01:05:26,256 --> 01:05:27,416 No matter where you go. 1462 01:05:28,508 --> 01:05:29,793 There you are. 1463 01:05:29,843 --> 01:05:32,050 ♪ a fire inside ♪ 1464 01:05:32,095 --> 01:05:34,632 ♪ I'm picking up the pie ♪ 1465 01:05:34,681 --> 01:05:38,094 ♪ and that's okay, hey ♪ 1466 01:05:38,143 --> 01:05:40,099 I can't even bear to be present in my life. 1467 01:05:42,230 --> 01:05:45,893 Too much time by myself is toxic, I know that. 1468 01:05:49,195 --> 01:05:51,436 It wants to sound good, it wants to sound good. 1469 01:05:51,489 --> 01:05:53,445 It wants to sound good. 1470 01:05:55,493 --> 01:05:58,451 Come on baby, come on, we go, come on, we go. 1471 01:05:58,496 --> 01:06:00,032 We're coming aown. 1472 01:06:10,383 --> 01:06:11,383 Goddamn it. 1473 01:06:13,928 --> 01:06:16,761 Oh shit. 1474 01:06:33,656 --> 01:06:36,989 ♪ mister guitar, won't you make me a star ♪ 1475 01:06:37,035 --> 01:06:42,029 ♪ and I want you ♪ 1476 01:06:42,749 --> 01:06:43,659 ♪ show me the way ♪ 1477 01:06:43,708 --> 01:06:45,915 ♪ to another day ♪ 1478 01:06:45,960 --> 01:06:47,666 ♪ and I'll owe you ♪  1479 01:06:58,973 --> 01:07:02,591 ♪ playing these bars, earning my scars ♪ 1480 01:07:02,644 --> 01:07:04,726 ♪ and I want you ♪ 1481 01:07:04,771 --> 01:07:06,511 I'm at the point now where I don't feel 1482 01:07:06,564 --> 01:07:07,849 as if I can stop. 1483 01:07:07,899 --> 01:07:09,890 ♪ show me the way to another day ♪ 1484 01:07:09,943 --> 01:07:11,183 I can't stop. 1485 01:07:11,236 --> 01:07:15,980 ♪ and I'll owe you ♪ 1486 01:07:16,032 --> 01:07:17,897 ♪ and I'll wait ♪ 1487 01:07:17,951 --> 01:07:19,816 I know I'm slowly killing myself. 1488 01:07:19,869 --> 01:07:22,906 ♪ find some goals ♪ 1489 01:07:22,956 --> 01:07:24,366 it's that little voice. 1490 01:07:24,415 --> 01:07:26,076 ♪ and I'm stuck outside ♪ 1491 01:07:26,125 --> 01:07:28,081 telling me just one more ti. 1492 01:07:28,127 --> 01:07:33,121 ♪ That I'm in the cold ♪ 1493 01:07:34,217 --> 01:07:37,505 ♪ dancing all night, under these lights & ♪ 1494 01:07:37,554 --> 01:07:39,419 ♪ in my old shoes ♪ 1495 01:07:39,472 --> 01:07:42,930 I feel like I'm walking around with a gun in my mouth. 1496 01:07:42,976 --> 01:07:46,514 ♪ end of the show, got no place to go & ♪ 1497 01:07:46,563 --> 01:07:49,521 ♪ except home with you ♪ 1498 01:08:10,545 --> 01:08:11,545 Hey. 1499 01:08:13,131 --> 01:08:15,087 Come here. 1500 01:08:15,133 --> 01:08:16,133 Just relax. 1501 01:08:26,728 --> 01:08:28,719 Close your eyes. 1502 01:08:28,771 --> 01:08:29,771 Bring on. 1503 01:08:41,618 --> 01:08:42,448 - What's up? - Good to see you. 1504 01:08:42,493 --> 01:08:43,778 Thanks for coming. 1505 01:08:43,828 --> 01:08:45,268 It's good to see you, hello, hello. 1506 01:08:47,582 --> 01:08:48,582 Hmm. 1507 01:08:53,755 --> 01:08:54,870 They feeding you okay? 1508 01:08:56,049 --> 01:08:57,539 Where you goi ® you going? 1509 01:08:57,592 --> 01:08:58,297 I'm gonna get something to drink. 1510 01:08:58,343 --> 01:08:59,343 Hang on. 1511 01:09:00,887 --> 01:09:03,378 All right buday, I'll talk to you in a little bit all right? 1512 01:09:03,431 --> 01:09:04,511 What's up? 1513 01:09:04,557 --> 01:09:05,557 Hey. 1514 01:09:08,686 --> 01:09:09,846 You okay? 1515 01:09:09,896 --> 01:09:11,306 Yeah. 1516 01:09:11,356 --> 01:09:12,766 Stressed a little bit. 1517 01:09:15,902 --> 01:09:17,267 What? 1518 01:09:17,320 --> 01:09:18,320 You look tired. 1519 01:09:24,577 --> 01:09:27,660 I bet, I'm a little stressed, I was up all night. 1520 01:09:27,705 --> 01:09:29,696 That's understandable. 1521 01:09:31,250 --> 01:09:32,250 What? 1522 01:09:34,504 --> 01:09:36,210 Hang out with your kid, all right? 1523 01:09:53,523 --> 01:09:54,523 Hey. 1524 01:10:23,219 --> 01:10:24,379 Where you going? 1525 01:10:24,429 --> 01:10:25,339 I'm gonna get some coffee. 1526 01:10:25,388 --> 01:10:26,343 - Coffee? - Yeah. 1527 01:10:26,389 --> 01:10:27,549 You okay? 1528 01:10:27,598 --> 01:10:28,992 - Yeah, I'm okay, why? - You sure you're okay? 1529 01:10:29,016 --> 01:10:31,758 I don't know, just that guy had surgery this morning 1530 01:10:31,811 --> 01:10:33,221 and I didn't see you here. 1531 01:10:33,271 --> 01:10:34,289 'Cause you know, I gotta be honest with you, 1532 01:10:34,313 --> 01:10:35,849 vou look fucking awful. 1533 01:10:38,443 --> 01:10:40,354 When he got out of surgery, 1534 01:10:40,403 --> 01:10:42,234 he was wondering where his father was. 1535 01:10:43,906 --> 01:10:46,272 So, if you're okay, you're okay. 1536 01:10:46,325 --> 01:10:47,815 Yeah, I'm okay. 1537 01:10:50,329 --> 01:10:51,329 Hey. - Yo, get in. 1538 01:10:54,375 --> 01:10:57,333 - What's up? - What's up, what's up? 1539 01:10:57,378 --> 01:10:58,538 Doing all right? 1540 01:10:58,588 --> 01:11:00,920 Yeah, I'll take three. 1541 01:11:06,053 --> 01:11:07,053 $200. 1542 01:11:07,805 --> 01:11:08,840 Sounds good. 1543 01:11:08,890 --> 01:11:10,346 That's it, I' m done. 1544 01:11:10,391 --> 01:11:12,006 What do you mean you re done? 1545 01:11:12,059 --> 01:11:13,595 I'm done. 1546 01:11:13,644 --> 01:11:15,384 This is the last time you're gonna see me. 1547 01:11:15,438 --> 01:11:16,473 Nothing personal. 1548 01:11:18,065 --> 01:11:19,065 It's either I die. 1549 01:11:21,986 --> 01:11:23,271 Or I get on with my life. 1550 01:11:24,572 --> 01:11:26,312 - That's pretty fucked up. - Yeah. 1551 01:11:28,201 --> 01:11:29,201 Good luck. 1552 01:11:30,286 --> 01:11:31,646 Okay sunny. See you around brother. 1553 01:11:56,771 --> 01:11:58,602 What the fuck am I doing? 1554 01:12:00,107 --> 01:12:01,543 This is the same song I'm living over and over. 1555 01:12:01,567 --> 01:12:03,023 It's like a merry-go-round. 1556 01:12:04,028 --> 01:12:05,768 I can't get off. 1557 01:12:09,659 --> 01:12:11,512 Hola, it's Valentina, leave a message 1558 01:12:11,536 --> 01:12:13,026 and I'll call you back. 1559 01:12:13,079 --> 01:12:14,515 There's a voice in my mind 1560 01:12:14,539 --> 01:12:16,746 that supersedes all reason and that voice wants me dead. 1561 01:12:18,125 --> 01:12:19,706 - Visualize your future. - It says... 1562 01:12:19,752 --> 01:12:21,037 One more session with darkness. 1563 01:12:21,087 --> 01:12:22,247 One more chat with the devil. 1564 01:12:22,296 --> 01:12:24,912 It's the aarkest feeling in the world. 1565 01:12:24,966 --> 01:12:26,081 I'm disgusted with myself. 1566 01:12:26,133 --> 01:12:28,340 My skin is crawling with shame. 1567 01:12:28,386 --> 01:12:30,798 I am so sick of who I've become. 1568 01:12:30,847 --> 01:12:32,241 Don't you think you've had enough? 1569 01:12:32,265 --> 01:12:34,347 I fucking hate myself. 1570 01:12:34,392 --> 01:12:36,303 Help you find your way to you. 1571 01:12:45,403 --> 01:12:46,563 What the fuck are you saying? 1572 01:12:48,072 --> 01:12:50,063 Shut up, shut up, shut up. 1573 01:12:50,116 --> 01:12:51,481 Shut the fuck up, shut up. 1574 01:12:51,534 --> 01:12:53,365 I can't be around you. 1575 01:12:58,416 --> 01:12:59,371 I miss my dad. 1576 01:12:59,417 --> 01:13:00,748 I don't have anybody. 1577 01:13:00,793 --> 01:13:01,793 Wake up. 1578 01:13:01,836 --> 01:13:02,700 You're fucking wasted. 1579 01:13:02,753 --> 01:13:03,959 You fucking it up, 1580 01:13:04,005 --> 01:13:05,232 'cause that's what it looks like. 1581 01:13:05,256 --> 01:13:07,292 You are running out of fucking money. 1582 01:13:07,341 --> 01:13:09,548 Can't you die you little shit? 1583 01:13:09,594 --> 01:13:10,714 Your kids don't respect you. 1584 01:13:13,472 --> 01:13:14,912 Dad, don't get in this mode, come on. 1585 01:13:19,145 --> 01:13:21,978 Sunny, wake your fucking ass up now! 1586 01:13:26,402 --> 01:13:28,438 Fuck it. 1587 01:13:28,487 --> 01:13:29,487 Oh fuck it. 1588 01:13:39,749 --> 01:13:40,749 Fuck it. 1589 01:14:09,737 --> 01:14:13,446 When I stare at myself in the mirror, I don't see myself. 1590 01:14:17,536 --> 01:14:18,571 Who are you? 1591 01:14:42,687 --> 01:14:44,018 You re not here. 1592 01:14:44,063 --> 01:14:44,927 What you doing sunny? 1593 01:14:44,981 --> 01:14:45,720 What are you doing? 1594 01:14:45,773 --> 01:14:47,388 You're not here. 1595 01:14:47,441 --> 01:14:48,919 I know I'm fucked up right now, but you're not here. 1596 01:14:48,943 --> 01:14:50,604 What the fuck are you doing man? 1597 01:14:50,653 --> 01:14:51,438 I don't have to listen to you. 1598 01:14:51,487 --> 01:14:52,487 Put the belt down. 1599 01:14:54,073 --> 01:14:56,189 You're gonna do this to your family sunny? 1600 01:14:57,660 --> 01:14:58,660 The family you love? 1601 01:15:00,037 --> 01:15:01,277 You re not here. 1602 01:15:01,330 --> 01:15:03,286 Don't look at me like that. 1603 01:15:03,332 --> 01:15:04,447 Mickey. 1604 01:15:04,500 --> 01:15:06,365 - Sunny. - You don't know man. 1605 01:15:06,419 --> 01:15:07,625 You're fucking giving up! 1606 01:15:07,670 --> 01:15:09,080 You don't know man! 1607 01:15:10,715 --> 01:15:12,546 Mickey, youre not here, just go. 1608 01:15:14,593 --> 01:15:16,196 What you gonna, youre gonna hang yourself? 1609 01:15:16,220 --> 01:15:17,460 Yeah. 1610 01:15:17,513 --> 01:15:19,629 In angel's room, you're gonna hang yourself? 1611 01:15:19,682 --> 01:15:22,549 You're gonna have her come in and find you dead? 1612 01:15:22,601 --> 01:15:23,636 That's what you want? 1613 01:15:23,686 --> 01:15:26,177 No, I don't want, I have to. 1614 01:15:26,230 --> 01:15:27,470 Well do it all the way, man. 1615 01:15:27,523 --> 01:15:28,888 One belt, what if it doesn't work? 1616 01:15:28,941 --> 01:15:30,351 Why don't you get fucking two belts? 1617 01:15:30,401 --> 01:15:31,686 - I will. - Huh, get two belts. 1618 01:15:31,736 --> 01:15:33,021 I fucking will. 1619 01:15:33,070 --> 01:15:34,685 Don't be a pussy, do it all the way. 1620 01:15:34,739 --> 01:15:35,478 - I'll do... - Do it all the way! 1621 01:15:35,531 --> 01:15:36,566 Get two belts then. 1622 01:15:36,615 --> 01:15:38,606 I'll fucking get two fucking belts. 1623 01:15:38,659 --> 01:15:40,570 I'll get. 1624 01:15:40,619 --> 01:15:41,950 Here. 1625 01:15:41,996 --> 01:15:43,782 There it is, it's two belts. 1626 01:15:44,832 --> 01:15:46,038 Get out of my way. 1627 01:15:46,083 --> 01:15:47,323 No. 1628 01:15:47,376 --> 01:15:50,163 Mickey, you're not even fucking here! 1629 01:15:50,212 --> 01:15:51,702 Get the fuck out of my way! 1630 01:15:57,762 --> 01:15:58,626 You re giving up? 1631 01:15:58,679 --> 01:15:59,679 Yeah. 1632 01:16:02,767 --> 01:16:03,927 Get out of my way. 1633 01:16:03,976 --> 01:16:05,432 You're not my friend. 1634 01:16:05,478 --> 01:16:06,217 Don't say that. 1635 01:16:06,270 --> 01:16:08,181 You're not my friend. 1636 01:16:09,732 --> 01:16:11,142 Knock yourself out. 1637 01:16:22,578 --> 01:16:24,694 Come on. - Leave me alone. 1638 01:16:24,747 --> 01:16:27,534 You said you were going to do it, do it. 1639 01:16:27,583 --> 01:16:29,619 Leave me alone, please. 1640 01:16:29,668 --> 01:16:33,377 Please, Mickey, I'm sorry, I'm sorry. 1641 01:16:33,422 --> 01:16:34,787 What the fuck are you doing? 1642 01:16:36,675 --> 01:16:38,586 You have a wife, you have kids. 1643 01:16:39,637 --> 01:16:40,843 People that love you. 1644 01:16:41,680 --> 01:16:43,591 What are you doing? 1645 01:16:49,105 --> 01:16:50,390 What are you doing sunny? 1646 01:16:51,690 --> 01:16:54,181 Take that fucking belt off. No. 1647 01:16:55,194 --> 01:16:58,061 Take it off, take it off. 1648 01:16:58,114 --> 01:16:59,479 Leave, please, leave. 1649 01:17:00,783 --> 01:17:01,783 Don't watch me. 1650 01:17:03,577 --> 01:17:06,819 Please don't watch me Mickey. 1651 01:17:06,872 --> 01:17:08,908 I'm not looking at you anymore. 1652 01:17:08,958 --> 01:17:09,958 I'm not leaving. 1653 01:17:11,627 --> 01:17:14,369 I'm not leaving, you wanna do it, go ahead and do it. 1654 01:17:14,421 --> 01:17:15,501 let me see, 1655 01:17:15,548 --> 01:17:16,663 come on, let me see! 1656 01:17:18,384 --> 01:17:19,248 You know what you're doing? 1657 01:17:19,301 --> 01:17:20,461 You know how to do it, huh? 1658 01:17:24,223 --> 01:17:25,258 Stupid man. 1659 01:17:26,767 --> 01:17:27,767 Little angel. 1660 01:17:31,814 --> 01:17:32,814 Sunnyboy. 1661 01:17:35,025 --> 01:17:36,390 Leave me alone. 1662 01:18:19,778 --> 01:18:21,439 You look like shit. 1663 01:18:22,531 --> 01:18:23,737 You didn't fucking hear me? 1664 01:18:28,037 --> 01:18:32,576 You didn't hear me calling, called 30 fucking times sunny. 1665 01:18:32,625 --> 01:18:34,661 And then when you didn't answer the phone, 1666 01:18:34,710 --> 01:18:37,918 I came over here as quick as I could. 1667 01:18:41,675 --> 01:18:42,790 Are you fucking okay? 1668 01:18:44,178 --> 01:18:45,293 Yeah, I'm all right. 1669 01:18:47,848 --> 01:18:48,883 You know. 1670 01:18:50,434 --> 01:18:51,799 If you don't straighten up, 1671 01:18:51,852 --> 01:18:53,888 you're gonna fucking kill yourself, okay, 1672 01:18:53,938 --> 01:18:54,938 it's getting obvious. 1673 01:18:56,482 --> 01:18:58,598 Okay, just listen to me for a second. 1674 01:18:58,651 --> 01:18:59,356 You listen to me. 1675 01:18:59,401 --> 01:19:00,937 Shut up, listen to Mel 1676 01:19:00,986 --> 01:19:02,726 okay, I'm done listening to you. 1677 01:19:02,780 --> 01:19:03,815 I'm fucking done. 1678 01:19:05,115 --> 01:19:06,115 Okay. 1679 01:19:07,368 --> 01:19:09,359 Everybody is worried about you. 1680 01:19:12,748 --> 01:19:14,864 I gotta call from Finn. 1681 01:19:14,917 --> 01:19:16,532 You know what he said? 1682 01:19:16,585 --> 01:19:17,896 He said that when you were at the hospital yesterday, 1683 01:19:17,920 --> 01:19:20,707 Damon said, you looked like you were wacked. 1684 01:19:20,756 --> 01:19:22,121 Were you wacked? 1685 01:19:22,174 --> 01:19:23,664 Wacked at the hospital? 1686 01:19:25,803 --> 01:19:26,918 I did not say that. 1687 01:19:26,971 --> 01:19:28,177 What I said is you look tired, 1688 01:19:28,222 --> 01:19:29,616 you looked distressed, you looked distraught, 1689 01:19:29,640 --> 01:19:30,971 you looked haggard, you do. 1690 01:19:32,935 --> 01:19:33,799 You look like shit. 1691 01:19:33,852 --> 01:19:35,467 Everyone's worried about you. 1692 01:19:35,521 --> 01:19:36,977 You don't look like you. 1693 01:19:41,944 --> 01:19:45,903 I love you like I wish I loved my actual brothers. 1694 01:19:48,659 --> 01:19:49,944 Okay? 1695 01:19:49,994 --> 01:19:51,325 L... 1696 01:19:51,370 --> 01:19:53,736 Guys, can I just, can I have like five more minutes? 1697 01:19:53,789 --> 01:19:54,653 Just with him please? 1698 01:19:54,707 --> 01:19:56,368 It's all right guys, I get it. 1699 01:19:56,417 --> 01:19:58,032 Bring it in, let's do this thing. 1700 01:20:05,592 --> 01:20:06,957 What's up buddy? 1701 01:20:07,011 --> 01:20:11,050 All right, full disclosure, it was a full-on addict. 1702 01:20:11,098 --> 01:20:13,965 You know, I was snorting coke, I was shooting up. 1703 01:20:14,018 --> 01:20:15,383 I was drunk all the time. 1704 01:20:16,895 --> 01:20:19,637 Spent the first year of my kids' life in rehab. 1705 01:20:19,690 --> 01:20:21,806 And I'm telling you this sunny, 'cause, 1706 01:20:24,528 --> 01:20:26,314 I feel like you need some help and, 1707 01:20:27,906 --> 01:20:29,021 I've been down that, 1708 01:20:29,825 --> 01:20:31,736 that long, dark, 1709 01:20:33,704 --> 01:20:36,946 shitty road and I'm not judging you, okay. 1710 01:20:36,999 --> 01:20:39,661 But buddy, drugs or no drugs, you are lost. 1711 01:20:40,878 --> 01:20:42,789 And you're sinking fast, man. 1712 01:20:42,838 --> 01:20:44,874 You're at the point where you're giving up. 1713 01:20:44,923 --> 01:20:46,459 And we all see this. 1714 01:20:46,508 --> 01:20:48,840 But you gotta make the decision, you gotta make the choice 1715 01:20:48,886 --> 01:20:50,422 and you gotta do it now. 1716 01:20:50,471 --> 01:20:52,007 'Cause you re either gonna die 1717 01:20:53,766 --> 01:20:56,599 or youre gonna reach out and start pulling yourself up 1718 01:20:56,643 --> 01:20:57,643 and let us help you. 1719 01:21:00,272 --> 01:21:01,833 I don't know, we just don't wanna see you 1720 01:21:01,857 --> 01:21:04,690 do anything you can't come back from, you know? 1721 01:21:04,735 --> 01:21:05,850 You know how I feel man. 1722 01:21:09,073 --> 01:21:09,858 I fucking love you brother. 1723 01:21:09,907 --> 01:21:10,987 I love you too. 1724 01:21:12,534 --> 01:21:15,401 Sunny, you still have it, I know that. 1725 01:21:20,250 --> 01:21:21,865 Fuck the house. 1726 01:21:24,713 --> 01:21:25,793 That's what I said. 1727 01:21:27,091 --> 01:21:30,174 New house, new life. 1728 01:21:30,219 --> 01:21:31,219 Okay? 1729 01:21:35,015 --> 01:21:36,015 Thank you. 1730 01:21:37,893 --> 01:21:38,893 Thank you all. 1731 01:21:44,566 --> 01:21:48,104 ♪ who was around when we had a dollar to our name ♪ 1732 01:21:48,153 --> 01:21:51,896 ♪ we didn't care much for the fortune or the fame ♪ 1733 01:21:51,949 --> 01:21:53,940 ♪ we were just keeping law ♪ 1734 01:21:53,992 --> 01:21:56,028 ♪ we knew the good Lora would get us through ♪ 1735 01:21:56,078 --> 01:21:58,364 when the emotions, the pain became too much, 1736 01:21:59,915 --> 01:22:01,997 the thoughts of death and dying found their home. 1737 01:22:03,335 --> 01:22:04,370 What I realized? 1738 01:22:05,504 --> 01:22:07,745 Death is not the greatest loss in life. 1739 01:22:09,007 --> 01:22:10,998 To me the greatest loss is what dies inside you 1740 01:22:11,051 --> 01:22:12,131 while you're still alive. 1741 01:22:13,637 --> 01:22:15,468 You don't like something? 1742 01:22:15,514 --> 01:22:16,514 Change it. 1743 01:22:17,349 --> 01:22:18,714 And if you can't change it, 1744 01:22:18,767 --> 01:22:20,382 change the way you think about it. 1745 01:22:23,981 --> 01:22:26,017 It's okay to ask for help. 1746 01:22:26,066 --> 01:22:28,773 Everybody needs help at some point in their life. 1747 01:22:28,819 --> 01:22:32,186 & cause we all live, we all die ♪ 1748 01:22:32,239 --> 01:22:35,402 ♪ but it hurts if we don't try ♪ 1749 01:22:35,451 --> 01:22:36,451 my epiphany? 1750 01:22:38,120 --> 01:22:39,155 Love. 1751 01:22:40,414 --> 01:22:42,621 It took someone yanking me out of my black cloud 1752 01:22:42,666 --> 01:22:44,657 and shaking me with love. 1753 01:22:44,710 --> 01:22:46,075 Letting me know they loved me. 1754 01:22:47,004 --> 01:22:48,289 Unconditionally. 1755 01:22:48,338 --> 01:22:51,956 ♪ I can't be what this world wants of me ♪ 1756 01:22:52,009 --> 01:22:53,840 I don't claim to have all the answers. 1757 01:22:55,262 --> 01:22:56,798 But I do know I have today. 1758 01:22:59,641 --> 01:23:01,051 Watch after my boy. 1759 01:23:03,520 --> 01:23:04,520 Be there for him. 1760 01:23:06,148 --> 01:23:07,183 See me soon. 1761 01:23:09,735 --> 01:23:12,693 ♪ So we keep marching strong and helping those we see ♪  1762 01:23:12,738 --> 01:23:14,478 I love you sunny. 1763 01:23:14,531 --> 01:23:18,149 You're a special dude, man, remember that. 1764 01:23:19,161 --> 01:23:21,322 I mean, man, live for me, have a good life. 1765 01:23:25,000 --> 01:23:26,000 Right? 1766 01:23:26,043 --> 01:23:27,078 Yeah. 1767 01:23:27,920 --> 01:23:29,000 That's what I want. 1768 01:23:30,881 --> 01:23:35,170 & cause we all live, we all die ♪ 1769 01:23:35,219 --> 01:23:36,834 ♪ but it hurts if we don't try ♪ 1770 01:23:36,887 --> 01:23:37,922 just lost, just lost. 1771 01:23:40,933 --> 01:23:41,933 But un. 1772 01:23:47,105 --> 01:23:48,561 Look, I know we. 1773 01:23:50,651 --> 01:23:51,982 We have our differences, we... 1774 01:23:52,027 --> 01:23:54,985 I want you to know something. 1775 01:23:55,030 --> 01:23:56,270 I would do anything for you. 1776 01:23:59,159 --> 01:24:02,242 Regardless of what I said to you or anybody else, 1777 01:24:03,956 --> 01:24:05,571 I am always there for you. 1778 01:24:10,254 --> 01:24:11,334 Look what we made in there. 1779 01:24:14,049 --> 01:24:15,755 Pretty special hun? 1780 01:24:15,801 --> 01:24:17,132 And that's forever 1781 01:24:21,557 --> 01:24:24,594 I love you. 1782 01:24:24,643 --> 01:24:26,008 I'm really glad you're okay. 1783 01:24:33,193 --> 01:24:35,104 Mmm, how you feeling? 1784 01:24:37,406 --> 01:24:38,771 - Good. - Yeah? 1785 01:24:40,284 --> 01:24:41,284 How you feeling? 1786 01:24:42,327 --> 01:24:43,327 I'm good. 1787 01:24:44,621 --> 01:24:45,701 You look different. 1788 01:24:47,291 --> 01:24:48,291 I bet. 1789 01:24:51,503 --> 01:24:53,209 I wanna read something to you. 1790 01:24:53,255 --> 01:24:54,119 Is that okay? 1791 01:24:54,172 --> 01:24:56,914 Yeah. 1792 01:24:56,967 --> 01:24:57,967 Better yet. 1793 01:25:02,180 --> 01:25:03,295 How about you read it? 1794 01:25:05,142 --> 01:25:06,142 - Okay. - Jules. 1795 01:25:07,352 --> 01:25:10,719 Come up here. 1796 01:25:14,151 --> 01:25:15,186 Now? 1797 01:25:16,320 --> 01:25:18,311 Whenever you're ready, go for it. 1798 01:25:20,574 --> 01:25:23,031 I don't even know where to start. 1799 01:25:23,076 --> 01:25:26,819 Sunny and sunnyboy I so I'll just in. 1800 01:25:26,872 --> 01:25:29,454 I'm bringing all the positive things back in my life. 1801 01:25:30,417 --> 01:25:31,532 Shedding all the fat. 1802 01:25:32,711 --> 01:25:35,123 I lost the fight that I once had 1803 01:25:35,172 --> 01:25:37,003 after a failed marriage and, 1804 01:25:39,092 --> 01:25:40,548 being away for so long, I just, 1805 01:25:44,389 --> 01:25:46,345 I just dian't want to chase the race anymore. 1806 01:25:47,309 --> 01:25:49,015 Fame, fortune, all that shit. 1807 01:25:51,146 --> 01:25:52,181 So I hung it up 1808 01:25:54,316 --> 01:25:55,431 to be with you guys. 1809 01:25:57,235 --> 01:25:59,396 10 raise you guys, to take you to school. 1810 01:26:00,280 --> 01:26:01,611 Coach your sports. 1811 01:26:03,200 --> 01:26:04,861 Watch all your great performances. 1812 01:26:08,246 --> 01:26:09,736 And I raised you two to be, 1813 01:26:12,292 --> 01:26:14,374 great people, special. 1814 01:26:16,296 --> 01:26:17,296 At least I think. 1815 01:26:20,509 --> 01:26:22,625 I lost a sense of myself. 1816 01:26:22,678 --> 01:26:26,170 I lost, a sense of who I was. 1817 01:26:28,392 --> 01:26:33,352 Oh man, I was just, I've been down on myself for so long. 1818 01:26:34,314 --> 01:26:37,431 Almost 10 years, I was circling the drain. 1819 01:26:41,196 --> 01:26:42,356 I almost gave up. 1820 01:26:44,908 --> 01:26:46,114 If there was an off switch, 1821 01:26:46,159 --> 01:26:47,559 I probably would have turned it off. 1822 01:26:50,288 --> 01:26:53,200 But somehow and someway, I didn't. 1823 01:26:55,377 --> 01:26:58,210 Now it's time to get back up. 1824 01:26:58,255 --> 01:26:59,836 It's time to get back in the world, 1825 01:26:59,881 --> 01:27:01,337 be present in my life. 1826 01:27:05,804 --> 01:27:08,216 I've always loved you guys so much. 1827 01:27:08,265 --> 01:27:09,550 You re everything to me. 1828 01:27:11,810 --> 01:27:13,095 Life is too short. 1829 01:27:18,984 --> 01:27:21,771 And you guys deserve to see me in my best. 1830 01:27:53,977 --> 01:27:55,888 How you doing buddy? 1831 01:27:55,937 --> 01:27:58,895 Uh, pretty, pretty good. 1832 01:28:00,233 --> 01:28:01,233 How are you doing? 1833 01:28:02,986 --> 01:28:03,986 I'm really good. 1834 01:28:04,696 --> 01:28:07,062 Yeah, I can see that. 1835 01:28:07,115 --> 01:28:08,525 Yeah? 1836 01:28:08,575 --> 01:28:09,575 Yeah. 1837 01:28:11,828 --> 01:28:13,318 Something's different about you. 1838 01:28:14,581 --> 01:28:17,243 It's in your eyes, I can see it all in your eyes. 1839 01:28:17,292 --> 01:28:18,782 You look like the old sunny. 1840 01:28:20,587 --> 01:28:21,587 Are you back? 1841 01:28:26,551 --> 01:28:28,917 Dad said you'd be back. 1842 01:28:28,970 --> 01:28:30,050 He did? 1843 01:28:30,096 --> 01:28:31,096 Yeah. 1844 01:28:33,391 --> 01:28:35,723 You know, I was waiting this entire time for you, right? 1845 01:28:39,356 --> 01:28:40,596 That's what friends do. 1846 01:28:44,402 --> 01:28:45,938 I gotta take a shower man. 1847 01:28:45,987 --> 01:28:47,272 Go do your homework. 1848 01:28:47,322 --> 01:28:48,482 It don't have homework. 1849 01:28:48,532 --> 01:28:50,614 Go write a synopsis or something. 1850 01:28:51,827 --> 01:28:55,240 Okay, I'll write a poem, how about that? 1851 01:28:55,288 --> 01:28:56,288 Write a poem. 1852 01:28:57,040 --> 01:28:58,780 2:30, I'll come here at 2:30. 1853 01:28:58,834 --> 01:29:00,665 - 2:30, tomorrow. - 2:30, tomorrow. 1854 01:29:03,296 --> 01:29:04,296 Hey Sean. 1855 01:29:06,007 --> 01:29:07,007 Yeah? 1856 01:29:07,843 --> 01:29:09,049 If you need anything. 1857 01:29:15,141 --> 01:29:17,427 If you need a friend. 1858 01:29:17,477 --> 01:29:18,512 Or a dad or. 1859 01:29:20,188 --> 01:29:21,188 Anything. 1860 01:29:22,816 --> 01:29:23,816 I'm here. 1861 01:29:26,611 --> 01:29:28,147 Go. 1862 01:29:31,783 --> 01:29:32,783 Thanks coach. 1863 01:29:34,786 --> 01:29:35,786 Thank you. 1864 01:29:38,748 --> 01:29:39,748 I appreciate you. 1865 01:29:45,505 --> 01:29:46,836 Get out of here. 1866 01:29:46,882 --> 01:29:49,464 All right, I'll see you tomorrow at 2:30, remember. 1867 01:29:49,509 --> 01:29:51,340 - 2:30. - Love ya. 1868 01:29:51,386 --> 01:29:52,501 I love you too, man. 1869 01:29:59,352 --> 01:30:01,764 It was all worth it, you know? 1870 01:30:01,813 --> 01:30:02,813 Everything. 1871 01:30:03,940 --> 01:30:05,396 I own it all. 1872 01:30:23,752 --> 01:30:25,617 How's everybody doing tonight? 1873 01:30:28,548 --> 01:30:29,708 It's really good to be back. 1874 01:30:32,218 --> 01:30:33,424 You ready to get down tonight? 1875 01:30:41,144 --> 01:30:42,975 Why don't we just do this thing?