1 00:00:18,935 --> 00:00:20,770             [door opens]             2 00:00:28,153 --> 00:00:30,280            [deep inhale]             3 00:00:50,091 --> 00:00:51,468                [sigh]                4 00:01:31,841 --> 00:01:33,635              [sniffle]               5 00:01:43,144 --> 00:01:44,479                [sigh]                6 00:01:47,732 --> 00:01:50,985           [birds chirping]           7 00:01:54,906 --> 00:01:57,534        -Kevin, have you                     ever done this before?        8 00:01:57,575 --> 00:02:00,829        -Like...planned to                   hook up with somebody?        9 00:02:01,121 --> 00:02:02,789      Like, set a date? [laughs]      10 00:02:02,831 --> 00:02:03,873                -Yeah.                11 00:02:03,915 --> 00:02:06,167           -No. [chuckles]            12 00:02:06,876 --> 00:02:08,711       Can I ask you something?       13 00:02:09,254 --> 00:02:10,839                -What?                14 00:02:11,047 --> 00:02:13,133     -Why do you want to do this?     15 00:02:13,174 --> 00:02:15,844         -Do what? [giggles]          16 00:02:15,885 --> 00:02:16,511          -[Kevin] Come on.           17 00:02:16,553 --> 00:02:19,389      I mean, the timing of                the whole thing is just...      18 00:02:19,430 --> 00:02:20,140          The funeral was--           19 00:02:20,181 --> 00:02:24,060     -I just-- I find you really          attractive and you're a good     20 00:02:24,102 --> 00:02:25,562       actor, and you're smart.       21 00:02:25,603 --> 00:02:26,354          That's a turn-on.           22 00:02:26,396 --> 00:02:28,731    I mean, you said the other day       in class that 'The Old Man and    23 00:02:28,773 --> 00:02:31,484  the Sea' was your favorite book     and I just thought that was very  24 00:02:31,526 --> 00:02:33,528             wise of you.             25 00:02:35,029 --> 00:02:36,698  -Well, that's very nice of you.    26 00:02:36,739 --> 00:02:38,366              Thank you.              27 00:02:39,617 --> 00:02:41,828         -Now you have to say                 something about me.          28 00:02:41,870 --> 00:02:43,371           Something nice.            29 00:02:43,413 --> 00:02:45,248         -[laughs] I have to?         30 00:02:45,290 --> 00:02:46,416                -Yeah.                31 00:02:46,457 --> 00:02:48,376           -O-- okay, um...           32 00:02:48,918 --> 00:02:50,587                you...                33 00:02:50,628 --> 00:02:53,715         uh, you-- you                        have-- I like your,          34 00:02:53,756 --> 00:02:55,758        uh, sense of fashion.                -[laughs]                     35 00:02:55,800 --> 00:02:57,093        -[Kevin] Does                        that-- is that weird?         36 00:02:57,135 --> 00:02:58,344     Do you want something else?      37 00:02:58,386 --> 00:02:59,220              I have...               38 00:02:59,262 --> 00:03:01,222  -[Sophie] I don't know. [laughs]  39 00:03:02,557 --> 00:03:04,559        Um, you should                       take this off, right?         40 00:03:04,601 --> 00:03:06,436       Might get in the way...              -Uh, yeah, for sure.           41 00:03:06,477 --> 00:03:07,937            -Or something.            42 00:03:31,961 --> 00:03:34,380       [sighs] Do you think you             could give me a hickey?        43 00:03:34,422 --> 00:03:35,924               [laughs]               44 00:03:36,424 --> 00:03:37,091                -Why?                 45 00:03:37,091 --> 00:03:40,428     [laughs] I don't know,               I-- I think they're pretty.      46 00:03:40,553 --> 00:03:43,765     -Aren't they just,                   like, popped blood vessels?      47 00:03:43,848 --> 00:03:44,933           -Yeah. [laughs]            48 00:03:44,974 --> 00:03:46,434                 So?                  49 00:03:47,018 --> 00:03:48,269           -[meekly] Okay.            50 00:03:48,311 --> 00:03:49,604             [both laugh]             51 00:03:49,646 --> 00:03:51,439               -Just...               52 00:03:54,776 --> 00:03:59,781         soft ambient music         53 00:04:12,377 --> 00:04:14,504       Things have been weird.        54 00:04:14,545 --> 00:04:16,464       -[woman] Death is weird.       55 00:04:16,547 --> 00:04:18,466  -At least I've been coping well.  56 00:04:18,508 --> 00:04:21,636        I mean, I haven't been               cutting myself or...          57 00:04:21,928 --> 00:04:26,140      drinking or taking drugs,            so that's cool...I think.       58 00:04:28,726 --> 00:04:30,812      -[woman] And your family?       59 00:04:33,398 --> 00:04:36,859    -Uh, we haven't really talked        about it since the funeral...     60 00:04:38,361 --> 00:04:40,989     [scoffs] which was so weird.     61 00:04:41,155 --> 00:04:44,367      I mean, all these-- these            strangers were there and,       62 00:04:44,409 --> 00:04:46,202                um...                 63 00:04:46,452 --> 00:04:50,331      they all said they were my           mom's best friend but...        64 00:04:50,540 --> 00:04:54,877    I mean, how could they have          been if I had never met them,     65 00:04:54,919 --> 00:04:56,337              you know?               66 00:05:05,221 --> 00:05:06,723             -[giggling]              67 00:05:06,764 --> 00:05:08,057    -[Sophie] How does that feel?     68 00:05:08,099 --> 00:05:09,017              It's good?              69 00:05:09,058 --> 00:05:10,351          -Sophieee!                           -[Sophie] Whaaat?           70 00:05:10,393 --> 00:05:11,728        -Hi, baby, I love you.        71 00:05:11,769 --> 00:05:12,729              Mwah.                                -Oh, okay.              72 00:05:12,770 --> 00:05:13,896            Love you, too.            73 00:05:13,938 --> 00:05:15,398              The claws.              74 00:05:15,440 --> 00:05:16,566        [quietly] The claws...        75 00:05:16,607 --> 00:05:18,651       Hey, I'm sorry I'm late.       76 00:05:18,693 --> 00:05:19,402             -It's okay.              77 00:05:19,444 --> 00:05:20,320                Hello.                78 00:05:20,361 --> 00:05:22,030          Okay, so we can...          79 00:05:23,239 --> 00:05:25,366      -Hey.                                -[Riley] You're late, kid.      80 00:05:25,575 --> 00:05:27,160     -You like your ladder, boy?      81 00:05:27,201 --> 00:05:28,036                -I do.                82 00:05:28,077 --> 00:05:29,203    You should go check yours out.    83 00:05:29,245 --> 00:05:31,706          -Okay, I will.                       -[Riley] [laughs]           84 00:05:31,748 --> 00:05:33,249       -[multiple people] Whoa!       85 00:05:33,291 --> 00:05:36,711        [overlapping shouting]        86 00:05:37,045 --> 00:05:38,546       -[Ms. Baum] It's okay,               we're good, we're good!        87 00:05:38,588 --> 00:05:40,673         -[Sophie] Stop                       being a drama queen.         88 00:05:40,715 --> 00:05:43,885        [overlapping                         shouting and laughter]        89 00:05:44,594 --> 00:05:46,054              All right.              90 00:05:50,725 --> 00:05:52,226            -[Riley] Boo!             91 00:05:52,560 --> 00:05:53,436                 -Oh.                 92 00:05:53,478 --> 00:05:55,104          So scary. [laughs]          93 00:05:55,146 --> 00:05:55,855               -I know.               94 00:05:55,897 --> 00:05:58,941    I saw that you were jumpy            and I just saw an opportunity.    95 00:05:58,983 --> 00:06:00,401               [laughs]               96 00:06:00,443 --> 00:06:01,736            -I mean, I...             97 00:06:01,778 --> 00:06:04,238      I know this is stupid                but I am a little nervous.      98 00:06:04,280 --> 00:06:04,947                -Why?                 99 00:06:04,989 --> 00:06:05,948         It's just tech week.         100 00:06:05,990 --> 00:06:09,410  -I just-- I want to be perfect.    101 00:06:09,452 --> 00:06:11,579        Which sounds                         insane, but whatever.         102 00:06:12,080 --> 00:06:13,790              -I mean...              103 00:06:13,831 --> 00:06:15,750    you're gonna do great, Jones.     104 00:06:15,792 --> 00:06:17,794    Don't even worry about it.           -[Sophie] [sighs] Okay, Riley.    105 00:06:17,835 --> 00:06:19,420              Thank you.              106 00:06:19,712 --> 00:06:22,048       -[Riley] What is this?!        107 00:06:22,090 --> 00:06:24,300     -What?                               -What even-- did y-- what--      108 00:06:24,342 --> 00:06:25,802            -Don't touch!             109 00:06:25,843 --> 00:06:27,470           -Let me-- I just                     want to feel it!           110 00:06:27,512 --> 00:06:28,471              -Okay, no!              111 00:06:28,513 --> 00:06:29,931            Don't do that.                       -[laughs]                 112 00:06:30,223 --> 00:06:33,434        [overlapping chatter]         113 00:06:34,852 --> 00:06:38,147       -[Sophie] [laughs] Hey.        114 00:06:38,314 --> 00:06:40,233           -Hey, what's up?           115 00:06:40,274 --> 00:06:41,734                -Um...                116 00:06:41,776 --> 00:06:46,322       [laughs] I'm sorry,                  uh, about the...the hi--       117 00:06:46,364 --> 00:06:47,615       -Oh, no, no, it's cool.        118 00:06:47,657 --> 00:06:49,075  I-- it doesn't hurt or anything.  119 00:06:49,117 --> 00:06:50,618               -Really?               120 00:06:50,743 --> 00:06:52,161       -It hurts a little bit.        121 00:06:52,203 --> 00:06:53,496     [laughs] It's fine, though.      122 00:06:53,538 --> 00:06:54,747         -I'm sorry. [laugh]          123 00:06:54,789 --> 00:06:55,957       -Yeah, it's-- it's okay.             -Okay.                         124 00:06:55,998 --> 00:06:57,625          -Um, break a leg.           125 00:06:57,667 --> 00:06:59,460          -You too. [laughs]          126 00:07:00,211 --> 00:07:05,299        "Contact" by Beverly        127 00:07:13,850 --> 00:07:17,145           music bleeding                      through walls             128 00:07:17,520 --> 00:07:18,980               -[sighs]               129 00:07:33,077 --> 00:07:34,787     -How far have you guys gone?     130 00:07:34,829 --> 00:07:38,666    -Um, we've only                      dry-humped and-- [laughs] and,    131 00:07:38,708 --> 00:07:40,376      um, made out a little bit.      132 00:07:40,418 --> 00:07:41,335                 -Mm.                                 -Mm.                 133 00:07:41,377 --> 00:07:43,004                -Sexy.                134 00:07:43,212 --> 00:07:44,964       Works to your advantage.       135 00:07:45,006 --> 00:07:46,883          -What do you mean?          136 00:07:46,924 --> 00:07:48,217       -Don't you                           [shouting] MASTURBATE--        137 00:07:48,259 --> 00:07:49,302               -Okay--                138 00:07:49,343 --> 00:07:50,636          -[shouting] BY                       HUMPING A PILLOW?!          139 00:07:50,678 --> 00:07:52,847             [both laugh]             140 00:07:53,222 --> 00:07:54,557               You do!                141 00:07:54,599 --> 00:07:58,644  -Yes, I do...[laughs]               masturbate by humping a pillow.    142 00:07:58,686 --> 00:07:59,854            [both giggle]             143 00:07:59,896 --> 00:08:01,355                Okay?                 144 00:08:01,397 --> 00:08:04,984    Don't know how that happened,        I just...discovered it.           145 00:08:05,026 --> 00:08:06,360              -[laughs]               146 00:08:06,652 --> 00:08:07,904      What do you think is next?      147 00:08:07,945 --> 00:08:09,572               Like...                148 00:08:09,614 --> 00:08:11,824          are you gonna let                    him eat you out?            149 00:08:11,866 --> 00:08:13,201                 -No.                 150 00:08:13,576 --> 00:08:15,077                -Why?                 151 00:08:15,119 --> 00:08:16,704      -I mean, I just-- I                  feel like I'm gonna laugh!      152 00:08:16,746 --> 00:08:18,247         -That's, like,                       the way girls come.          153 00:08:18,289 --> 00:08:19,749         -I'm going to laugh.         154 00:08:19,790 --> 00:08:20,750        It's going to tickle.         155 00:08:20,791 --> 00:08:22,919           -It's not gonna                      tickle! [laughs]           156 00:08:22,960 --> 00:08:23,461          -How could it not?          157 00:08:23,461 --> 00:08:25,046          A person's, like,                    little tongue...            158 00:08:25,087 --> 00:08:26,380            [both giggle]             159 00:08:26,422 --> 00:08:27,840          licking my vagina?          160 00:08:27,882 --> 00:08:30,426          That's so...gross.          161 00:08:31,719 --> 00:08:33,387           -It's not gross.           162 00:08:33,679 --> 00:08:36,057  -I kinda wanna blow him, though.  163 00:08:37,308 --> 00:08:38,100               -Really?               164 00:08:38,142 --> 00:08:40,394                -Yeah.                               -Yeah?                165 00:08:40,603 --> 00:08:44,565     -I, uh-- [laughs] I feel             like it gives me the power.      166 00:08:45,107 --> 00:08:46,442              You know?               167 00:08:46,484 --> 00:08:49,111     'Cause I could just bite             his dick off if I wanted to.     168 00:08:49,153 --> 00:08:50,571             [both laugh]             169 00:08:50,613 --> 00:08:53,282             You know?                            -Yeah, yeah.             170 00:08:53,324 --> 00:08:58,412        "Ad Nauseam" by MUTT        171 00:09:32,697 --> 00:09:34,824     -[Aaron] Girls, are we set?      172 00:09:34,865 --> 00:09:35,950                -Yeah.                173 00:09:35,992 --> 00:09:38,119       -We don't have napkins.        174 00:09:39,620 --> 00:09:41,956         -[Aaron] Okay, um...         175 00:09:44,000 --> 00:09:45,960          maybe paper towel.          176 00:09:54,343 --> 00:09:56,512     You excited about tomorrow?      177 00:09:59,348 --> 00:10:01,142               -Sophie?               178 00:10:01,183 --> 00:10:02,852                -What?                179 00:10:03,060 --> 00:10:05,146         -Are you excited                     about opening night?         180 00:10:05,187 --> 00:10:06,981         -[Sophie] Oh, um...          181 00:10:07,023 --> 00:10:08,316                yeah.                 182 00:10:08,357 --> 00:10:09,984                -Good.                183 00:10:11,235 --> 00:10:12,778          -Actually, Dad, I                    was gonna ask you.          184 00:10:12,820 --> 00:10:16,699  I know this is kind of a huge       favor but I was wondering if we    185 00:10:16,741 --> 00:10:20,995  could host one of the cast          parties at the end of the month.  186 00:10:21,120 --> 00:10:22,872              -Sophie...              187 00:10:22,913 --> 00:10:23,956            -[Aaron] Yeah!            188 00:10:23,998 --> 00:10:25,333          Yeah, what not?                      -[Sophie] Really?           189 00:10:25,374 --> 00:10:26,125            -Sure.                               -[Lucy] Dad...            190 00:10:26,125 --> 00:10:27,960  -[Sophie] That would be awesome.   -Yeah, I think that'd be good.     191 00:10:28,002 --> 00:10:29,879        -No, I don't                         think you understand.         192 00:10:29,920 --> 00:10:31,505                -What?                193 00:10:32,006 --> 00:10:36,302  -I mean, like, there's gonna be     drugs and alcohol and sex and...  194 00:10:36,344 --> 00:10:39,472  I just don't think you should be   promoting that kind of behavior.  195 00:10:39,513 --> 00:10:41,057    -Well, I didn't know that's          what happened at cast parties.    196 00:10:41,098 --> 00:10:43,559             -It doesn't.                         -It does.                197 00:10:43,601 --> 00:10:44,352              -[laughs]               198 00:10:44,352 --> 00:10:47,563    -I mean, we're not hosting a         party if-- if that's what-- if    199 00:10:47,605 --> 00:10:49,523  that's what happens, all right?    200 00:10:49,565 --> 00:10:51,233          Do you understand?          201 00:11:00,242 --> 00:11:01,911          -[Lucy] Hey, Soph?          202 00:11:01,952 --> 00:11:04,705       What are we gonna do                 with all these flowers?        203 00:11:40,783 --> 00:11:42,243            [camera snaps]            204 00:11:44,078 --> 00:11:45,246            [camera snaps]            205 00:11:54,505 --> 00:11:55,756            [camera snaps]            206 00:12:10,604 --> 00:12:12,106            [camera snaps]            207 00:12:14,358 --> 00:12:15,609            [camera snaps]            208 00:12:28,622 --> 00:12:33,627     "Glass (Remix)" by Kye Kye     209 00:13:11,540 --> 00:13:13,000            -[Kevin] Hey.                        -[Sophie] Hi.             210 00:13:13,042 --> 00:13:15,211      -Hey, [laughs] what's up?       211 00:13:24,595 --> 00:13:27,223      Hey, uh, Sophie, uh, do--            do you want to sit down?        212 00:13:27,264 --> 00:13:29,725        [both laugh]                         -[Sophie] Yeah, sure.         213 00:13:41,278 --> 00:13:46,367      "Damage" by James Meyers      214 00:13:52,540 --> 00:13:54,208        [whispering] Wait, no.        215 00:13:54,250 --> 00:13:56,252        I don't really want to               do that...right now.          216 00:13:56,293 --> 00:13:57,837           -Are you okay?                       -Yeah, I'm fine.           217 00:13:57,878 --> 00:14:00,381         -I'm not-- I'm                       not gonna bite you.          218 00:14:00,589 --> 00:14:01,423           -Wait. [laughs]            219 00:14:01,465 --> 00:14:02,925            I'd hope not.             220 00:14:02,967 --> 00:14:04,844           -I was-- I was                       joking. [laughs]           221 00:14:04,885 --> 00:14:06,554       -[whispering] Oh, okay.        222 00:14:12,101 --> 00:14:14,436          -But, um--                           -We don't have to.          223 00:14:14,478 --> 00:14:17,940          -I can-- I can do                    something for you.          224 00:14:20,734 --> 00:14:22,236         If you want, I mean.         225 00:14:22,278 --> 00:14:24,363             -Like what?              226 00:14:24,405 --> 00:14:28,409       -Um, you can switch with             me if you want. [laughs]       227 00:14:28,450 --> 00:14:29,952           -[laughs] Okay.                      -Okay?                     228 00:14:29,994 --> 00:14:31,745       -Yeah.                               -You wanna s-- sit down?       229 00:14:31,787 --> 00:14:33,247           -[Kevin] Yeah.                       -[Sophie] Okay.            230 00:14:33,747 --> 00:14:35,708                Um...                 231 00:14:35,749 --> 00:14:37,126          Maybe just-- just                    stand up first.             232 00:14:37,167 --> 00:14:39,211       -[Kevin] Okay. [laughs]        233 00:14:39,253 --> 00:14:40,421                -Um...                234 00:14:41,839 --> 00:14:46,927                                   235 00:14:49,847 --> 00:14:51,599        Can you...                           [laughs] do the rest?         236 00:14:51,640 --> 00:14:52,808         -Oh, yeah.                           -I'm sorry. [laughs]         237 00:14:52,850 --> 00:14:54,143         -Oh, shit. [laughs]          238 00:14:54,184 --> 00:14:57,062         Yeah, okay, just,                    like, take them...?          239 00:14:57,104 --> 00:14:58,480                -Yeah.                               -Okay.                240 00:14:58,522 --> 00:15:00,274                Um...                 241 00:15:00,566 --> 00:15:02,276      should I-- should I                  take my underwear off too?      242 00:15:02,318 --> 00:15:03,903        -Um, no, you                         should just sit down.         243 00:15:03,944 --> 00:15:05,779              [knocking]              244 00:15:05,863 --> 00:15:07,239            Just sit down.                       -Okay.                    245 00:15:07,281 --> 00:15:09,783      [knocking and chattering]       246 00:15:12,703 --> 00:15:14,163     -[Kevin] [laughs] Romantic.      247 00:15:14,204 --> 00:15:15,956       -Um, it's fine. [laughs]       248 00:15:15,998 --> 00:15:17,291              [knocking]              249 00:15:20,294 --> 00:15:21,587        -[Kevin] What's wrong?        250 00:15:21,629 --> 00:15:22,671         -Everything's fine.          251 00:15:22,713 --> 00:15:24,965           [loud knocking]            252 00:15:26,383 --> 00:15:28,469          Nothing, I'm fine.          253 00:15:28,510 --> 00:15:30,012          [noises intensify]          254 00:15:30,054 --> 00:15:31,513            electronic                          music blares             255 00:15:45,361 --> 00:15:46,695               [sighs]                256 00:16:02,419 --> 00:16:03,212                -Hey.                 257 00:16:03,253 --> 00:16:04,546                -Hey.                 258 00:16:05,255 --> 00:16:06,715            -Are you okay?            259 00:16:06,757 --> 00:16:08,217           -Yeah, I'm fine.           260 00:16:09,426 --> 00:16:11,845  -I tried texting you last night.  261 00:16:11,971 --> 00:16:14,181            -Yeah, I saw.             262 00:16:17,434 --> 00:16:20,854    -Uh, can you stay and...talk?        -No, I have to go.                263 00:16:20,980 --> 00:16:22,856      -[Kevin] Sophie, I just...      264 00:16:25,192 --> 00:16:27,695            [sighs] Okay.             265 00:16:35,786 --> 00:16:40,874     "Infinit" by Max Tartaglia     266 00:17:30,007 --> 00:17:32,259    So do you know a lot of              people that are gonna be here?    267 00:17:32,301 --> 00:17:33,052            -Um, kind of.             268 00:17:33,052 --> 00:17:35,471    Like, they're all in my-- I          mean, they're all in my grade.    269 00:17:35,512 --> 00:17:37,973        Like, I don't know if                we're "friends" but...        270 00:17:38,015 --> 00:17:39,141             I know them.             271 00:17:39,183 --> 00:17:40,893        You'll love them                     and they'll love you.         272 00:17:40,934 --> 00:17:41,602           -[Sophie] Okay.            273 00:17:41,643 --> 00:17:43,062         -I'm serious, Soph.          274 00:17:43,103 --> 00:17:44,730         -[Sophie] [chuckles]                 -I'm serious!                275 00:17:44,772 --> 00:17:46,065                Okay.                 276 00:17:46,106 --> 00:17:47,816          Do you need me to                    pluck that brow?            277 00:17:47,858 --> 00:17:49,985    -[Sophie] [laughs] It's like         that crazy one that makes you     278 00:17:50,027 --> 00:17:51,236        look like Frida Kahlo.        279 00:17:51,278 --> 00:17:52,654      -Can you blow on my face?       280 00:17:52,696 --> 00:17:53,614             [both laugh]             281 00:17:53,655 --> 00:17:55,115  Can you please blow on my face?    282 00:17:55,157 --> 00:17:56,950              -[blows]                             -[laughs]               283 00:17:57,451 --> 00:17:59,495        Okay, I haven't                      even plucked one yet,         284 00:17:59,536 --> 00:18:00,913                so...                 285 00:18:00,954 --> 00:18:01,955    I feel like these hairs just--    286 00:18:01,997 --> 00:18:03,082       -I feel like                         you're picking my nose.        287 00:18:03,123 --> 00:18:05,125              -[laughs]               288 00:18:05,793 --> 00:18:08,670  You can pick my-- Sophie,           isn't that what best friends do?  289 00:18:08,712 --> 00:18:10,005                 -Ow.                 290 00:18:10,881 --> 00:18:12,091     -Okay, do you want brow gel?     291 00:18:12,132 --> 00:18:14,301         -I just don't think                  I can walk in these.         292 00:18:14,426 --> 00:18:15,511  -[whispering] It's for fashion.    293 00:18:15,552 --> 00:18:16,762          -It's for fashion.          294 00:18:16,804 --> 00:18:18,180      Hey, do you have a razor?       295 00:18:18,430 --> 00:18:21,683          "Call Me By Name"                   by Valley Hush             296 00:18:21,725 --> 00:18:23,102      -[Claire] Do I look okay?       297 00:18:23,143 --> 00:18:25,104         -[Sophie] Yeah, you                  always look okay.            298 00:18:25,145 --> 00:18:26,647        -[Lucy] I don't know.         299 00:18:27,689 --> 00:18:29,817                                   300 00:18:43,497 --> 00:18:46,500         [indistinct chatter]         301 00:18:49,044 --> 00:18:51,547          Wait, do I do this                   or do this first?           302 00:18:51,588 --> 00:18:53,006              -[laughs]               303 00:18:57,261 --> 00:18:59,346       -So, are you guys                    going home together or,        304 00:18:59,388 --> 00:19:01,056               like...?               305 00:19:01,098 --> 00:19:03,475       -What the fuck, Sophie?!       306 00:19:03,517 --> 00:19:04,476      -[laughing] I don't know!       307 00:19:04,518 --> 00:19:05,394       -I mean, this is my ex.        308 00:19:05,435 --> 00:19:07,146              -Oh, yeah!              309 00:19:07,187 --> 00:19:08,564             I'm so dumb.             310 00:19:08,605 --> 00:19:10,858                                   311 00:19:44,057 --> 00:19:45,893           Hey. [chuckles]            312 00:19:45,976 --> 00:19:47,102            -Hey, Sophie.             313 00:19:47,144 --> 00:19:48,395            -[Sophie] Hi.             314 00:19:48,812 --> 00:19:52,733  Sorry, I just-- I don't know if     I'm supposed to be in here or...  315 00:19:52,774 --> 00:19:53,775            -That's okay.             316 00:19:53,817 --> 00:19:55,235               Come in.               317 00:19:55,319 --> 00:19:57,779    -You have a really nice house.    318 00:19:57,821 --> 00:19:58,614             -Thank you.              319 00:19:58,655 --> 00:20:00,407          -[Tony] Hey, Kate.                   -Hey.                       320 00:20:02,326 --> 00:20:05,913         -Um...who was that?          321 00:20:06,163 --> 00:20:07,623     -You don't know who that is?     322 00:20:07,664 --> 00:20:09,208                 -No.                 323 00:20:09,249 --> 00:20:10,209              -For real?              324 00:20:10,250 --> 00:20:11,627                -Yeah.                325 00:20:12,336 --> 00:20:14,254            -That's Tony.             326 00:20:14,463 --> 00:20:17,758       [laughs] He actually                 has a huge crush on you.       327 00:20:17,883 --> 00:20:18,926                 -No.                 328 00:20:18,967 --> 00:20:20,385        -[Kate] Yes, he does!         329 00:20:20,427 --> 00:20:23,805  Oh, my gosh, in math                class, he's always spacing out,    330 00:20:23,847 --> 00:20:25,307          and, like, when he                   wakes up, he says,          331 00:20:25,349 --> 00:20:28,477      "I had the most wonderful            dream about Sophie Jones."      332 00:20:28,518 --> 00:20:29,144           -You're joking.            333 00:20:29,186 --> 00:20:30,062              -I'm not!               334 00:20:30,103 --> 00:20:31,563     You should totally fuck him.     335 00:20:31,605 --> 00:20:33,607  He has this long list of            sophomore girls waiting to just    336 00:20:33,649 --> 00:20:35,150            suck his dick.            337 00:20:35,192 --> 00:20:36,568        He's kind of a legend.        338 00:20:36,610 --> 00:20:37,486                -Okay.                339 00:20:37,527 --> 00:20:38,904             [both laugh]             340 00:20:38,946 --> 00:20:40,405         -You know Savannah?          341 00:20:40,447 --> 00:20:41,323                -Yeah.                342 00:20:41,365 --> 00:20:43,825  -Okay, so she fucked him, right?  343 00:20:43,867 --> 00:20:46,453       And she told me that the             first time they had sex,       344 00:20:46,495 --> 00:20:48,497  he put on 'Reservoir Dogs' and      asked her to take a shower with    345 00:20:48,538 --> 00:20:49,581                 him.                 346 00:20:49,623 --> 00:20:51,833       His dad was                          upstairs the whole time.       347 00:20:51,875 --> 00:20:54,169       Seriously, it's so hot.        348 00:20:54,336 --> 00:20:56,171         -Yeah, that's crazy.         349 00:20:56,213 --> 00:20:58,465        -[laughs] You                        should totally do it.         350 00:21:03,053 --> 00:21:04,805              -So, um...              351 00:21:05,138 --> 00:21:07,808     you've had sex, then, right?     352 00:21:07,975 --> 00:21:09,518             -Of course.              353 00:21:10,018 --> 00:21:11,812             You haven't?             354 00:21:13,188 --> 00:21:15,148           -What's it like?           355 00:21:15,983 --> 00:21:17,859  -I can't even begin to explain.    356 00:21:17,901 --> 00:21:19,319               [laughs]               357 00:21:20,988 --> 00:21:22,447                -Okay.                358 00:21:22,489 --> 00:21:24,366          I think I'm gonna                    go talk to him.             359 00:21:24,408 --> 00:21:26,326             -Mm-mm, no.              360 00:21:26,410 --> 00:21:28,161     I will talk to him in class.     361 00:21:28,203 --> 00:21:29,496      I'll give him your number.      362 00:21:29,538 --> 00:21:30,205      It's the chase he's after.      363 00:21:30,247 --> 00:21:33,333     If you show you're into              him, he won't be interested.     364 00:21:33,375 --> 00:21:34,626             You get it?              365 00:21:34,668 --> 00:21:36,128               -Got it.               366 00:21:36,169 --> 00:21:37,212                Okay.                 367 00:21:37,254 --> 00:21:38,672              [chuckles]              368 00:21:39,006 --> 00:21:41,341       -Okay, do yo want some?        369 00:21:41,383 --> 00:21:42,509           -Um, no, thanks.           370 00:21:42,551 --> 00:21:43,844         I-- I don't do that.         371 00:21:43,885 --> 00:21:44,970        -Okay, suit yourself.         372 00:21:45,012 --> 00:21:48,015         -Oh my God, Riley,                   are-- are you okay?!         373 00:21:51,226 --> 00:21:53,520          [vomiting sounds]           374 00:21:54,563 --> 00:21:55,480                Okay.                 375 00:21:55,522 --> 00:21:57,524         [vomiting continues]         376 00:21:58,567 --> 00:22:01,403      -[Riley] [coughs] Fuck...       377 00:22:01,445 --> 00:22:02,654              -Oh, God.               378 00:22:02,696 --> 00:22:04,239               [sighs]                379 00:22:04,281 --> 00:22:06,033          -[Riley] [groans]           380 00:22:08,702 --> 00:22:10,704              -[laughs]               381 00:22:10,746 --> 00:22:13,373             [both laugh]             382 00:22:15,625 --> 00:22:16,877            -Jesus Christ.            383 00:22:16,918 --> 00:22:19,087       -Oh my God, I'm sorry,               I didn't mean to laugh.        384 00:22:19,129 --> 00:22:20,172            That was mean.            385 00:22:20,213 --> 00:22:22,007              -Not mean.              386 00:22:22,049 --> 00:22:23,550             You're fine.             387 00:22:25,135 --> 00:22:27,387    -You have a little something.     388 00:22:27,804 --> 00:22:29,222                 -Oh.                 389 00:22:32,976 --> 00:22:34,603           -No, that side.            390 00:22:34,644 --> 00:22:35,896                -What?                391 00:22:35,937 --> 00:22:38,440          [groans pitifully]          392 00:22:39,900 --> 00:22:41,109         -[whispering] Okay.          393 00:22:41,151 --> 00:22:43,070      Just put it in the toilet.      394 00:22:44,571 --> 00:22:46,531             [both laugh]             395 00:22:46,573 --> 00:22:48,283              -Fuck off.              396 00:22:49,326 --> 00:22:50,744               [sighs]                397 00:22:52,120 --> 00:22:55,582    Why won't you tell me                about what happened with Kev?     398 00:22:56,124 --> 00:22:59,753      -I don't really want to              talk about that right now.      399 00:22:59,795 --> 00:23:02,214       I mean, [laughs] ask him             if you're so concerned.        400 00:23:02,255 --> 00:23:03,757               -I did.                401 00:23:04,091 --> 00:23:06,968          He's-- he's pretty                   torn up about it.           402 00:23:07,010 --> 00:23:08,595                -Okay.                403 00:23:10,347 --> 00:23:11,056            -I'd really--             404 00:23:11,056 --> 00:23:15,477     I'd really love it if you            guys could be friends again.     405 00:23:16,937 --> 00:23:18,563             For my sake.             406 00:23:18,605 --> 00:23:20,148          Maybe just, like,                    all hang out and--          407 00:23:20,190 --> 00:23:21,566               -[sighs]               408 00:23:21,608 --> 00:23:23,443        -I-- I just miss you.         409 00:23:23,485 --> 00:23:24,986              -I just...              410 00:23:25,028 --> 00:23:26,571             I should go.             411 00:23:26,613 --> 00:23:27,447                -What?                412 00:23:27,489 --> 00:23:30,283     Where-- wait, I'm your ride.     413 00:23:30,325 --> 00:23:31,785             -I'll walk.              414 00:23:39,501 --> 00:23:40,961                 Hey!                 415 00:23:41,878 --> 00:23:46,967         soft ambient music         416 00:24:27,424 --> 00:24:29,676        -[Aaron] Okay, honey,                coffee is coming.             417 00:24:30,760 --> 00:24:33,138          -[Lucy] Morning!                     -[Sophie] Morning.          418 00:24:33,180 --> 00:24:34,556         -[Lucy] Thank you.                   -Do you want coffee?         419 00:24:34,598 --> 00:24:36,141      -Um, I'm okay, thank you.       420 00:24:36,183 --> 00:24:37,559         -[Aaron] All right.          421 00:24:39,186 --> 00:24:41,354          -[Sophie] So, you                    and Brian, huh?             422 00:24:41,396 --> 00:24:43,398         -[Lucy] How did                      you hear about that?         423 00:24:43,607 --> 00:24:46,193    There's nothing to talk about.    424 00:24:47,611 --> 00:24:51,198        -I heard that he was                 looking at your butt.         425 00:24:51,323 --> 00:24:53,241    -[Lucy] We went out to lunch.     426 00:24:53,283 --> 00:24:54,576            And that's it.            427 00:24:54,618 --> 00:24:57,537      -Do you think you're                 gonna...[whispering] bone?      428 00:24:57,787 --> 00:25:00,582       -[chokes and laughs] No!       429 00:25:00,624 --> 00:25:01,124               God, no.               430 00:25:01,124 --> 00:25:02,667         -[Aaron] I'm sorry,                  what was that?               431 00:25:02,709 --> 00:25:03,418           -[Lucy] Nothing!           432 00:25:03,460 --> 00:25:04,252               Nothing.               433 00:25:04,294 --> 00:25:06,213      Sophie's just being weird.      434 00:25:06,254 --> 00:25:08,215         [laughs] Oh, my God.         435 00:25:09,799 --> 00:25:11,426         -[Aaron] Brian, huh?         436 00:25:11,468 --> 00:25:13,053           -No, it's not...           437 00:25:14,971 --> 00:25:16,181  -She went on a date with Brian.    438 00:25:16,223 --> 00:25:18,433     -I did not, I went to lunch!     439 00:25:18,600 --> 00:25:19,601           I went to lunch.           440 00:25:19,643 --> 00:25:20,185              -You did?               441 00:25:20,227 --> 00:25:22,103         -And we-- we didn't                  even, like, go out,          442 00:25:22,145 --> 00:25:25,440     we just ate our own                  packed lunches in a hallway.     443 00:25:25,482 --> 00:25:27,067        It wasn't... [laughs]         444 00:25:27,275 --> 00:25:29,903      -You sat in the hallway              and ate your pack lunches?      445 00:25:31,071 --> 00:25:32,781        Sounds like a date                   to me, right, Sophie?         446 00:25:32,822 --> 00:25:33,907       -[Lucy] It's not a date!       447 00:25:33,949 --> 00:25:35,408         -It's okay, you                      don't have to be so,         448 00:25:35,450 --> 00:25:37,369         like, mmm about it.          449 00:25:37,410 --> 00:25:40,080    Like, it's fine, he's cute.          -I'm not being "mmm" about it.    450 00:25:40,121 --> 00:25:42,082           -I gotta run.                        -[Sophie] Okay.            451 00:25:42,123 --> 00:25:43,542     -[Lucy] All right, love you.     452 00:25:43,583 --> 00:25:44,459           -Love you guys.            453 00:25:44,501 --> 00:25:45,752           -It's your turn.           454 00:25:45,794 --> 00:25:47,629    -[Claire] Tony                       Robertson took you on a date?     455 00:25:47,671 --> 00:25:48,421          It's still crazy.           456 00:25:48,421 --> 00:25:51,383  -We had sushi and then we went      to his house afterwards and his    457 00:25:51,424 --> 00:25:52,884          dad was there and                    we all had tea--            458 00:25:52,926 --> 00:25:54,386              -His dad?!              459 00:25:54,427 --> 00:25:55,470          -Had tea together.          460 00:25:55,512 --> 00:25:56,721          -Like a tea party?          461 00:25:56,763 --> 00:25:58,139                -Yeah.                462 00:25:58,390 --> 00:25:59,474          -That's so weird.           463 00:25:59,516 --> 00:26:00,976       He must really like you.       464 00:26:01,017 --> 00:26:02,769         -I don't know, I-- I                 don't want all this,         465 00:26:02,811 --> 00:26:04,771          like, extra stuff.          466 00:26:04,980 --> 00:26:06,481     -So you don't want any tea?      467 00:26:06,523 --> 00:26:07,941             [both laugh]             468 00:26:07,983 --> 00:26:09,401         -No, I just--                        -No, seriously, why?         469 00:26:09,442 --> 00:26:13,280       -I-- you know, knowing               someone wants me, like,        470 00:26:13,321 --> 00:26:15,490          to meet their                        dad, that's weird.          471 00:26:15,532 --> 00:26:17,784       Like, that turns me off.       472 00:26:17,826 --> 00:26:18,952              You know?               473 00:26:19,536 --> 00:26:20,328             It's weird.              474 00:26:20,370 --> 00:26:22,122             -Not really.             475 00:26:22,247 --> 00:26:23,790              -I--                                 -So what?               476 00:26:23,999 --> 00:26:27,460       -I mean, I just-- I like             it being mindless more.        477 00:26:27,877 --> 00:26:31,006     -Sophie, you know you can            talk to me about...whatever,     478 00:26:31,047 --> 00:26:32,090                right?                479 00:26:32,132 --> 00:26:33,633            -I know that.             480 00:26:33,758 --> 00:26:37,470     -Okay, then maybe this Tony          Robertson thing isn't such a     481 00:26:37,512 --> 00:26:39,139              good idea.              482 00:26:39,472 --> 00:26:42,517    -Okay, well, what do you mean?    483 00:26:42,559 --> 00:26:44,144              -I mean...              484 00:26:44,686 --> 00:26:46,605      it just seems like                   ever since your mom died,       485 00:26:46,646 --> 00:26:48,857          you've turned into                   this crazy nympho.          486 00:26:48,898 --> 00:26:50,108              -[scoffs]               487 00:26:50,150 --> 00:26:52,485        I'm not crazy, Claire.        488 00:26:53,320 --> 00:26:55,655           -I know, Sophie.           489 00:26:55,947 --> 00:26:59,826    But how many guys have you           hooked up with since January?     490 00:26:59,993 --> 00:27:00,952             -Only a few.             491 00:27:00,994 --> 00:27:02,495                -Yeah.                492 00:27:02,704 --> 00:27:05,624      Only a few but, like,                it's from literally what,       493 00:27:05,665 --> 00:27:07,208               nothing?               494 00:27:07,459 --> 00:27:09,127      -I dated in middle school.      495 00:27:09,169 --> 00:27:11,171      -Come on, Soph, that's not           what we're talking about.       496 00:27:11,212 --> 00:27:13,214      -I touched Ethan                     Williams' dick, remember?       497 00:27:13,256 --> 00:27:15,216       -Yeah, we all did that.        498 00:27:15,258 --> 00:27:17,344       We all touched his dick.       499 00:27:20,347 --> 00:27:23,725     Look, Sophie, I just                 don't want you getting hurt.     500 00:27:24,351 --> 00:27:26,061          Guys are assholes.          501 00:27:26,102 --> 00:27:28,355      They don't have feelings.       502 00:27:28,480 --> 00:27:31,358     They just see us as                  objects that they can fuck.      503 00:27:31,566 --> 00:27:33,902     When they come, they leave.      504 00:27:34,361 --> 00:27:36,738     Have any of the guys you've          hooked up with even made you     505 00:27:36,780 --> 00:27:37,822            come, Sophie?             506 00:27:37,864 --> 00:27:39,866         -What are you                        even talking about?          507 00:27:41,242 --> 00:27:44,162         -I mean, I'm                         talking about, like,         508 00:27:44,204 --> 00:27:44,913              pleasure.               509 00:27:44,954 --> 00:27:46,331        Do you feel pleasure?         510 00:27:46,373 --> 00:27:48,249          -Have any of the                     guys you've been,           511 00:27:48,291 --> 00:27:50,710    like, made you feel like that?    512 00:27:52,545 --> 00:27:53,046            [both chuckle]            513 00:27:53,088 --> 00:27:55,048               -Wh--?                               -Like...               514 00:27:55,256 --> 00:27:56,675             -Like what?              515 00:27:56,716 --> 00:27:57,884  Have they made me feel pleasure?  516 00:27:57,926 --> 00:28:00,053  -Yeah, they haven't, have they?    517 00:28:01,388 --> 00:28:03,556    -That's not the point, Sophie.    518 00:28:03,682 --> 00:28:05,767      All I'm saying is that               people have been talking.       519 00:28:05,809 --> 00:28:07,227         I'm just concerned.          520 00:28:07,268 --> 00:28:08,895            -What people?             521 00:28:09,187 --> 00:28:12,399       -People in my grade and              people in your grade.          522 00:28:12,482 --> 00:28:15,443    -[Sophie] You suddenly care          about what other people think?    523 00:28:15,485 --> 00:28:17,404    -[Claire] I mean, I care what        they say about my best friend,    524 00:28:17,445 --> 00:28:18,697                yeah!                 525 00:28:18,738 --> 00:28:20,740         Why wouldn't I care?         526 00:28:22,242 --> 00:28:25,745     -Well, I-- I just don't care         what people think about me.      527 00:28:26,162 --> 00:28:27,956               I don't.               528 00:28:27,997 --> 00:28:28,415               At all.                529 00:28:28,456 --> 00:28:31,793           So if you have a                     problem with me,           530 00:28:31,835 --> 00:28:34,254        you can just fuck off.        531 00:28:35,004 --> 00:28:37,257           -I can fuck off?           532 00:28:40,301 --> 00:28:42,595          Sophie, are you                      joking right now?!          533 00:28:43,847 --> 00:28:45,432               Sophie!                534 00:28:45,724 --> 00:28:48,268         Are you gonna get                    your fucking lunch?!         535 00:28:49,769 --> 00:28:54,774          moody rock music          536 00:29:04,701 --> 00:29:07,620         -I mean, I thought                   you didn't want to.          537 00:29:07,912 --> 00:29:10,665       -I mean, that's what I               thought initially but--        538 00:29:10,707 --> 00:29:12,333               -Uh-huh.                             -Um...                 539 00:29:12,542 --> 00:29:15,170           I have this                          theory, like...            540 00:29:15,211 --> 00:29:17,422     all these intense                    things happening in my life,     541 00:29:17,464 --> 00:29:20,925     it's a sign I should                 just lose my virginity too.      542 00:29:20,967 --> 00:29:25,764    I mean, I know it sounds crazy       but I just feel like if I do      543 00:29:25,805 --> 00:29:28,516       this, then everything                will balance itself out,       544 00:29:28,558 --> 00:29:30,143              you know?               545 00:29:30,435 --> 00:29:32,812      I just need to get                   everything out of the way,      546 00:29:32,854 --> 00:29:33,855              you know?               547 00:29:33,897 --> 00:29:35,356                -Yeah.                548 00:29:35,607 --> 00:29:38,109       So, uh, are you gonna                start smoking meth now?        549 00:29:38,151 --> 00:29:40,361            -[laughs] No.             550 00:29:40,403 --> 00:29:42,447         Look, I thought you                  wanted to have sex,          551 00:29:42,489 --> 00:29:43,323                okay?                 552 00:29:43,364 --> 00:29:44,991          It wasn't just me.          553 00:29:45,700 --> 00:29:47,160               -Listen.               554 00:29:47,702 --> 00:29:48,870                I do.                 555 00:29:48,912 --> 00:29:50,330              Of course.              556 00:29:50,371 --> 00:29:53,374     I just want to make sure             it's what you want as well.      557 00:29:53,541 --> 00:29:56,503      -That's what I want, so...      558 00:29:56,711 --> 00:29:58,213        -[Tony] Good. [laughs]               -[Sophie] So...               559 00:29:58,254 --> 00:30:00,048     -[Kevin] Well, that's good.      560 00:30:03,927 --> 00:30:06,054            -[groans] Ow.             561 00:30:06,095 --> 00:30:06,971                 Ow.                  562 00:30:07,013 --> 00:30:09,015      -Am I-- am I hurting you?       563 00:30:09,140 --> 00:30:11,184         -No, of course not.          564 00:30:12,852 --> 00:30:14,020                Fuck.                 565 00:30:14,229 --> 00:30:15,855                -Uh...                               -Um...                566 00:30:15,897 --> 00:30:18,316         -Maybe you're                        just not wet enough?         567 00:30:18,358 --> 00:30:20,735       -I don't know why,                   it's just not going in,        568 00:30:20,777 --> 00:30:22,195              you know?               569 00:30:22,612 --> 00:30:24,030                -Okay.                570 00:30:25,615 --> 00:30:27,075             [both grunt]             571 00:30:27,909 --> 00:30:28,576        Are-- are you nervous?        572 00:30:28,618 --> 00:30:31,079    I can just, like, eat you out.       -No, don't be stupid.             573 00:30:31,120 --> 00:30:32,664           Just push more.            574 00:30:32,705 --> 00:30:34,415      -All right, you've got it.      575 00:30:38,211 --> 00:30:39,921             [both grunt]             576 00:30:42,799 --> 00:30:44,050               [sighs]                577 00:30:45,468 --> 00:30:47,762           [moans] It's in.           578 00:30:47,804 --> 00:30:49,681         [moaning] Oh, yeah.          579 00:30:49,722 --> 00:30:51,015             Oh, it's in.             580 00:30:51,057 --> 00:30:52,267           -[Sophie] Wait--           581 00:30:52,308 --> 00:30:54,894     -Oh, yeah, we're having sex.     582 00:30:56,563 --> 00:30:58,106         [breathing heavily]          583 00:30:58,147 --> 00:31:00,441        -This is [grunts] sex?        584 00:31:00,483 --> 00:31:02,235         -[whispering] Yeah.          585 00:31:02,944 --> 00:31:05,113       -[grunting] This is it?        586 00:31:05,154 --> 00:31:06,573          -[grunting] Yeah.           587 00:31:06,614 --> 00:31:08,616               -Wait--                              -Shhh.                 588 00:31:08,658 --> 00:31:10,952          [heavy breathing]           589 00:31:10,994 --> 00:31:12,453           -[grunts] Wait.            590 00:31:12,495 --> 00:31:13,872           [muffled] Stop.            591 00:31:13,913 --> 00:31:15,123             -[grunting]              592 00:31:15,164 --> 00:31:17,208         Ow, what the fuck?!                  -[Sophie] Shit.              593 00:31:17,250 --> 00:31:19,043           -What the fuck?!           594 00:31:19,085 --> 00:31:20,044         -[Sophie] I'm sorry!                 -What the fuck?!             595 00:31:20,086 --> 00:31:21,296             Ow!                                  -I'm sorry!              596 00:31:21,337 --> 00:31:23,089         I just don't want to                 have sex right now,          597 00:31:23,131 --> 00:31:24,465                okay?                 598 00:31:24,507 --> 00:31:26,551  -[Tony] Fuck, that fucking hurt!  599 00:31:26,593 --> 00:31:27,635       What the fuck, Sophie?!        600 00:31:27,677 --> 00:31:29,387        Are you fucking crazy?        601 00:31:29,429 --> 00:31:31,306          Ow!                                  -I'm sorry, okay?           602 00:31:31,347 --> 00:31:33,099            -[Tony] Jesus.            603 00:31:33,141 --> 00:31:34,767               Fuck...                604 00:31:35,602 --> 00:31:37,812            What the fuck?            605 00:31:39,856 --> 00:31:44,944         soft ambient music         606 00:31:48,865 --> 00:31:50,241        -[Sophie] Hey, Claire.        607 00:31:50,283 --> 00:31:51,826               It's me.               608 00:31:51,868 --> 00:31:56,956     I know we haven't talked in          a while but I miss you and,      609 00:31:57,290 --> 00:32:01,961    uh, I'd love to talk                 soon, so just give me a call.     610 00:32:02,086 --> 00:32:03,838              Okay, bye.              611 00:32:08,217 --> 00:32:11,471            [soft crying]             612 00:32:17,185 --> 00:32:18,853               Hi, Mom.               613 00:32:25,485 --> 00:32:30,198      People keep saying                   that...you're still here.       614 00:32:30,239 --> 00:32:34,369    [sniffles] Like I can find           you in my heart or something.     615 00:32:35,912 --> 00:32:38,831         It's not healthy                     to think like that.          616 00:32:40,750 --> 00:32:43,336         People say I, um...          617 00:32:43,836 --> 00:32:47,882        [laughs] they say I                  have your eyes but...         618 00:32:49,550 --> 00:32:54,514  I don't know if that's-- that's     something people say to just be    619 00:32:54,555 --> 00:32:56,516              nice or...              620 00:32:56,766 --> 00:33:01,521      I don't know if I really             do have your-- your eyes.       621 00:33:06,442 --> 00:33:08,361               I, um...               622 00:33:10,530 --> 00:33:14,534    I really hope you're--               you're not disappointed in me.    623 00:33:21,416 --> 00:33:26,421  I mean, [laughs] all the            guys I've been hooking up with,    624 00:33:26,462 --> 00:33:28,756    they're-- they're hot, right?     625 00:33:28,798 --> 00:33:32,427      [laughs] So, there's--               there's something to that,      626 00:33:32,468 --> 00:33:33,886               I guess.               627 00:33:49,444 --> 00:33:52,071         -I'm so sorry, Soph.         628 00:33:54,240 --> 00:33:56,284         -[Sophie] It's                       whatever, you know?          629 00:33:56,492 --> 00:33:58,745          -It's not, it's...          630 00:33:58,786 --> 00:34:00,621            it's not okay.            631 00:34:00,872 --> 00:34:02,415  -I mean, at least he's a senior.  632 00:34:02,457 --> 00:34:04,584  He'll be gone next year, right?    633 00:34:05,460 --> 00:34:06,711            -[Riley] Yeah.            634 00:34:06,753 --> 00:34:08,087                Right.                635 00:34:12,425 --> 00:34:13,885             Wait, whoa.              636 00:34:13,926 --> 00:34:15,470             Sophie, no!              637 00:34:15,511 --> 00:34:17,430          -[Sophie] Why not?          638 00:34:18,014 --> 00:34:18,973            -You know why!            639 00:34:19,015 --> 00:34:21,976       This-- this is not you.        640 00:34:22,143 --> 00:34:23,644         -Okay, just, like--          641 00:34:23,686 --> 00:34:25,480               -No, I--                             -Wait.                 642 00:34:25,855 --> 00:34:28,649      Riley, I know you like me.      643 00:34:28,900 --> 00:34:31,486         -I can't do this                     with you right now.          644 00:34:31,527 --> 00:34:32,612             -Oh, my God.             645 00:34:32,653 --> 00:34:34,238           Fuck you, Riley.           646 00:34:34,280 --> 00:34:36,282        Like, for r-- really.                -[Riley] Nice, nice.          647 00:34:36,324 --> 00:34:37,825        -Really.                             -[Riley] Real mature.         648 00:34:37,867 --> 00:34:39,118         -Fuck, close the                     fucking door, okay?          649 00:34:39,160 --> 00:34:41,162     -[Riley] Oh, I will, I will.     650 00:34:41,204 --> 00:34:42,747        -[Sophie] Oh, my God.                -[Riley] Fuck.                651 00:34:42,789 --> 00:34:47,794     "No Means No" by Ezza Rose     652 00:36:01,617 --> 00:36:06,706         soft ambient music         653 00:37:10,311 --> 00:37:14,649  -[Lucy] I saw a hummingbird         today walking home from school.    654 00:37:15,024 --> 00:37:19,278      And it flew up                       really close to me and...       655 00:37:20,488 --> 00:37:24,450       I thought maybe it was               Mom looking out for me.        656 00:37:27,662 --> 00:37:29,956         -[Aaron] Sophie, you                 wanna say anything?          657 00:37:41,050 --> 00:37:42,843               -[sighs]               658 00:37:42,885 --> 00:37:44,637              [sniffles]              659 00:37:47,890 --> 00:37:49,308               [laughs]               660 00:37:52,478 --> 00:37:57,483    "Planet Birthday" by Beverly    661 00:38:38,733 --> 00:38:41,152          I'm gonna miss you                   so much next year.          662 00:38:41,193 --> 00:38:42,403     -Sophie, it's just college.      663 00:38:42,445 --> 00:38:45,031           We're gonna talk                     every day, okay?           664 00:38:45,197 --> 00:38:46,657               -I know.               665 00:38:46,699 --> 00:38:47,450           It's just you--            666 00:38:47,450 --> 00:38:49,994  -You just have to look at school   next year like it's your job.      667 00:38:50,036 --> 00:38:52,246     When you go to school,               just pretend like it's work.     668 00:38:52,288 --> 00:38:53,706               Simple.                              -Great.                669 00:38:53,748 --> 00:38:54,749             [both laugh]             670 00:38:54,790 --> 00:38:55,499             -Hey, guys?              671 00:38:55,541 --> 00:38:56,751             -Hey!                                -Hey, Sammy.             672 00:38:56,792 --> 00:38:58,502         Do you want me to                    sign your yearbook?          673 00:38:58,544 --> 00:39:00,588          -[Sammy] [laughs]                    Um, maybe later.            674 00:39:00,629 --> 00:39:03,883     Uh, Sophie, would it be              cool if we talked for a sec?     675 00:39:03,924 --> 00:39:05,176              -[laughs]               676 00:39:05,217 --> 00:39:06,886              -Um, sure.              677 00:39:07,219 --> 00:39:09,221       -Maybe in-- in private?        678 00:39:09,263 --> 00:39:10,890           -[laughs] Okay.            679 00:39:14,477 --> 00:39:17,063           -Have fun!                           -Okay. [giggles]           680 00:39:17,730 --> 00:39:20,608           So...what's up?            681 00:39:20,649 --> 00:39:24,028         -[Sammy] Um, I heard                 about you and Riley.         682 00:39:24,070 --> 00:39:26,113      -What about me and Riley?       683 00:39:26,155 --> 00:39:29,617    -Just that, like, you kind of        went to his house and tried to    684 00:39:29,658 --> 00:39:30,785        throw yourself on him.        685 00:39:30,826 --> 00:39:32,036                -What?                686 00:39:32,078 --> 00:39:33,913        -That you tried to                   force yourself on him.        687 00:39:33,954 --> 00:39:36,457          -I'm sorry, what?           688 00:39:36,499 --> 00:39:38,459     -It's just that he has a             thing with my sister and I--     689 00:39:38,501 --> 00:39:39,460             -Kate, yeah.             690 00:39:39,502 --> 00:39:40,795          -Yeah, they've                       been dating for--           691 00:39:40,836 --> 00:39:42,880      -Did Riley tell you this?            -Yes, he did.                   692 00:39:42,922 --> 00:39:44,548  I just think it's kind of fucked   that you'd try to do that.         693 00:39:44,590 --> 00:39:45,758        -And you believe him?         694 00:39:45,800 --> 00:39:47,385       -I mean, I just don't                want Kate getting hurt.        695 00:39:47,426 --> 00:39:49,136            Is that okay?             696 00:39:49,178 --> 00:39:51,138           -Okay. [scoffs]            697 00:39:51,722 --> 00:39:55,643      Well, you can tell                   Riley to go fuck himself.       698 00:39:55,684 --> 00:39:57,395      -So it won't happen again?      699 00:39:57,436 --> 00:39:59,647        -You can bet on that.         700 00:40:10,032 --> 00:40:15,121         "Between the Day                    and Now" by Candace         701 00:40:55,911 --> 00:40:56,787                 Hey!                 702 00:40:56,829 --> 00:40:58,205                 Hey!                 703 00:40:59,248 --> 00:41:00,166             [both laugh]             704 00:41:00,207 --> 00:41:01,041                -Hey!                 705 00:41:01,083 --> 00:41:02,543                 -Hi.                 706 00:41:03,210 --> 00:41:04,837         -[Kevin] What's up?          707 00:41:04,879 --> 00:41:07,715         -[Sophie] Nothing,                   I just was writing.          708 00:41:08,007 --> 00:41:10,885      What's going on with you?       709 00:41:10,926 --> 00:41:14,847       -I'm just, uh,                       getting some biking in.        710 00:41:14,972 --> 00:41:17,725          -[Sophie] Cool, I                    see that. [laughs]          711 00:41:20,603 --> 00:41:23,564     -Um, actually, [laughs] I'm,         uh, headed to meet somebody,     712 00:41:23,606 --> 00:41:25,733         so I'm gonna, um...          713 00:41:25,774 --> 00:41:27,067                 -Oh.                 714 00:41:27,234 --> 00:41:29,403    Well, I'm meeting someone too.    715 00:41:29,445 --> 00:41:32,072        I'm waiting for                      them here, so...cool.         716 00:41:32,114 --> 00:41:33,532                 -Oh.                 717 00:41:34,450 --> 00:41:35,242                Cool.                 718 00:41:35,284 --> 00:41:36,535                Um...                                -Um...                719 00:41:36,577 --> 00:41:40,206  I just wanted to say I'm sorry.    720 00:41:40,789 --> 00:41:42,374              -For what?              721 00:41:42,416 --> 00:41:45,044        -Just how I                          freaked out, you know,        722 00:41:45,085 --> 00:41:48,088    a while ago in the bathroom          and you probably thought I was    723 00:41:48,130 --> 00:41:50,382         insane or                            something. [giggles]         724 00:41:50,674 --> 00:41:53,677        -No, I-- I mean,                     that was so long ago,         725 00:41:53,719 --> 00:41:54,386                so I--                726 00:41:54,428 --> 00:41:58,098    -I just wanted to say,               like, I-- I did want to do it.    727 00:41:59,308 --> 00:42:02,061       I mean, like-- [laughs]              ah, what am I saying?!         728 00:42:02,102 --> 00:42:04,396        I just, uh-- I mean,                 panic attacks happen,         729 00:42:04,438 --> 00:42:05,105                right?                730 00:42:05,147 --> 00:42:05,689              You know?               731 00:42:05,731 --> 00:42:10,444       And, um, I'd like it                 if we could be friends.        732 00:42:10,986 --> 00:42:12,071           If that's okay.            733 00:42:12,112 --> 00:42:13,113          -[Kevin] Of course                   we can be friends.          734 00:42:13,155 --> 00:42:14,573                -Okay.                735 00:42:14,782 --> 00:42:17,785          -I'd actually like                   that a lot, so...           736 00:42:18,410 --> 00:42:19,078                -Cool.                737 00:42:19,078 --> 00:42:24,458      -Yeah, just...text me and            we'll-- we'll hang out.         738 00:42:24,625 --> 00:42:27,127         Or we'll get                         coffee or something.         739 00:42:27,169 --> 00:42:28,420                -Cool.                740 00:42:28,629 --> 00:42:30,381    -[Kevin] Well, see you later.        -Okay.                            741 00:42:30,422 --> 00:42:31,757                 Bye.                 742 00:42:36,262 --> 00:42:37,304        -[Aaron] Good morning.        743 00:42:37,346 --> 00:42:38,138              -Morning.               744 00:42:38,180 --> 00:42:39,598            -How are you?             745 00:42:39,723 --> 00:42:41,475                -Fine.                746 00:42:41,642 --> 00:42:43,143         -Did you sleep okay?         747 00:42:43,185 --> 00:42:44,478          -[Lucy] Is my                        hairbrush in here?          748 00:42:44,520 --> 00:42:45,646                -Yeah.                749 00:42:45,896 --> 00:42:47,439          -[Lucy] Thank you.          750 00:42:47,481 --> 00:42:49,316  -We're almost out of toothpaste.  751 00:42:49,358 --> 00:42:50,609                -Okay.                752 00:42:50,651 --> 00:42:53,112         I'll pick some up on                 the way home today.          753 00:43:00,452 --> 00:43:02,162        -You got it all...wet.        754 00:43:02,204 --> 00:43:04,999     -Well, you don't put                 your bra on the towel rack.      755 00:43:05,040 --> 00:43:07,793    -[Lucy] Such a random person.        -[Sophie] I know, it's weird.     756 00:43:08,002 --> 00:43:09,628        Hey, I was                           actually wondering if,        757 00:43:09,670 --> 00:43:13,132      um, you could let me                 eat lunch with you today,       758 00:43:13,173 --> 00:43:14,967           just for today.            759 00:43:15,676 --> 00:43:16,427        -I don't know, Sophie.        760 00:43:16,468 --> 00:43:19,179  If I say yes today, you're just     gonna want to eat lunch with me    761 00:43:19,221 --> 00:43:20,764      and my friends every day.       762 00:43:20,806 --> 00:43:22,808  -Well, you know, Claire just        left and I really don't want to    763 00:43:22,850 --> 00:43:24,643        eat lunch alone, so...        764 00:43:24,685 --> 00:43:27,646       -Why can't you just make             a friend your own age?         765 00:43:27,771 --> 00:43:29,607          -I don't like the                    girls in my grade.          766 00:43:29,648 --> 00:43:31,817     We've gone over this before.         -What about Riley?               767 00:43:32,026 --> 00:43:33,193       -Things are weird still.       768 00:43:33,235 --> 00:43:34,695     He still hasn't apologized.      769 00:43:34,737 --> 00:43:37,281  -Um, look, I have bio now, so...  770 00:43:37,323 --> 00:43:38,198                -Okay.                771 00:43:38,240 --> 00:43:39,992            Please, Lucy?             772 00:43:40,117 --> 00:43:41,994             -No, Sophie.             773 00:44:48,102 --> 00:44:50,854     -[Kate] I think he's gonna,          you know, make the move.         774 00:44:50,896 --> 00:44:52,356           -[girl] Tonight?                     -[Kate] Tonight!           775 00:44:52,398 --> 00:44:54,566     -[girl] Wait, have you guys          not, like, fucked before?        776 00:44:54,608 --> 00:44:56,610     -Well, no, I told you, I             wanted to take things slow.      777 00:44:56,652 --> 00:44:57,611         -I thought you had.          778 00:44:57,653 --> 00:44:59,071    God, it's been, like, a while.    779 00:44:59,113 --> 00:44:59,780                -What?                780 00:44:59,822 --> 00:45:01,740         I'm taking it slow.          781 00:45:02,032 --> 00:45:04,284        -Hey, Kate. [chuckles]        782 00:45:04,326 --> 00:45:05,452           -[Kate] Oh, hey.           783 00:45:05,494 --> 00:45:07,913            Sophie, right?            784 00:45:07,955 --> 00:45:09,915           -Right. [laughs]           785 00:45:11,917 --> 00:45:16,130    So, are you guys gonna               do anything fun after school?     786 00:45:16,380 --> 00:45:20,968      -Uh, yeah, we're headed to           Andrew's to smoke a bowl.       787 00:45:21,009 --> 00:45:22,553                -Nice.                788 00:45:22,594 --> 00:45:23,971                -Yeah.                               -Cool.                789 00:45:24,388 --> 00:45:28,726      -Yeah.                               -I'll-- I'll see ya later.      790 00:45:28,767 --> 00:45:29,810           -[girl] See ya!            791 00:45:29,852 --> 00:45:30,811             -[Kate] Bye!             792 00:45:30,853 --> 00:45:31,895            [girls giggle]            793 00:45:31,937 --> 00:45:34,273          [muttering] So                       awkward. [laughs]           794 00:45:46,201 --> 00:45:48,662    -What-- what's going on here?     795 00:45:49,538 --> 00:45:50,330       -I don't know. [laughs]        796 00:45:50,372 --> 00:45:51,290            -What is that?            797 00:45:51,331 --> 00:45:52,124                What?                 798 00:45:52,166 --> 00:45:53,125            What is this?             799 00:45:53,167 --> 00:45:55,127     -I made it at camp. [laughs]     800 00:45:55,169 --> 00:45:57,087        -You made it at camp?                -Yeah.                        801 00:45:57,129 --> 00:45:59,131        -Do you wanna, like...        802 00:46:00,382 --> 00:46:01,675           -[laughs] What?            803 00:46:01,717 --> 00:46:02,301     -Move that hand back, yeah.      804 00:46:02,342 --> 00:46:05,637       Arch them more, and then             press more on this side.       805 00:46:05,971 --> 00:46:10,309      And then take that                   finger...and put it here.       806 00:46:11,185 --> 00:46:12,186           Move that there.           807 00:46:12,227 --> 00:46:13,270        Now press really hard.        808 00:46:13,312 --> 00:46:14,521        I like your necklace.         809 00:46:14,563 --> 00:46:16,023  -You haven't noticed it before?    810 00:46:16,064 --> 00:46:16,982             -No, I have.             811 00:46:17,024 --> 00:46:18,358     I just haven't said it yet.      812 00:46:18,400 --> 00:46:19,860                 -Oh.                 813 00:46:21,570 --> 00:46:23,197               -Sorry.                814 00:46:23,280 --> 00:46:26,200          strumming guitar          815 00:46:27,326 --> 00:46:29,453            -Hm, yeah, mm.            816 00:46:29,495 --> 00:46:31,371    -Okay, do you want to-- do you       want to talk or do you want me    817 00:46:31,413 --> 00:46:32,831          to sing something?          818 00:46:32,873 --> 00:46:36,502     -[giggles] No, you can play.     819 00:46:36,543 --> 00:46:37,795                -Okay.                820 00:46:37,836 --> 00:46:42,841           picking guitar           821 00:46:48,096 --> 00:46:53,185       I'd follow you to war        822 00:46:56,355 --> 00:47:00,192         No matter what                      you're fighting for         823 00:47:05,614 --> 00:47:10,702    And she would tear her seams    824 00:47:13,872 --> 00:47:18,377       Broken hearts                       can't find their sleep        825 00:47:22,256 --> 00:47:27,261       Broken hearts                       can't find their sleep        826 00:47:29,596 --> 00:47:32,099         I'm yours to keep          827 00:47:41,984 --> 00:47:47,072  As I shuffle through the notes  828 00:47:49,992 --> 00:47:55,080    You promised me                     lonesome when I'm on the road    829 00:47:57,916 --> 00:48:00,419        And I'm coming close        830 00:48:03,755 --> 00:48:08,760         To believing each                   word that you spoke         831 00:48:11,138 --> 00:48:15,976         To believing each                   word that you wrote         832 00:48:18,020 --> 00:48:23,108       The few that you hold        833 00:48:24,610 --> 00:48:27,779       The few that you hold        834 00:48:45,714 --> 00:48:50,302    [heavy breathing and moaning]     835 00:49:01,897 --> 00:49:03,857  -You're on birth control, right?   -Yeah.                             836 00:49:03,899 --> 00:49:05,525             I am, yeah.              837 00:49:07,235 --> 00:49:10,656              [moaning]               838 00:49:10,697 --> 00:49:15,160          [heavy breathing]           839 00:49:21,750 --> 00:49:23,669       -[whispering] Oh, shit.        840 00:49:23,877 --> 00:49:26,046              Oh, shit.               841 00:49:28,382 --> 00:49:30,008             -Did, um...              842 00:49:30,300 --> 00:49:32,803  did you just come inside of me?    843 00:49:32,844 --> 00:49:34,513             -I'm sorry.              844 00:49:35,263 --> 00:49:36,556                -Okay.                845 00:49:36,598 --> 00:49:37,975              Oh, fuck.               846 00:49:38,016 --> 00:49:39,559                Okay.                 847 00:49:48,110 --> 00:49:50,070           -It's okay, I...           848 00:49:50,362 --> 00:49:52,197        you're on-- you're on                birth control, right?         849 00:49:52,239 --> 00:49:53,490           I asked you if--           850 00:49:53,532 --> 00:49:55,867     -Right.                              -You were on birth control.      851 00:50:01,081 --> 00:50:03,583         You're not on birth                  control, are you?            852 00:50:04,459 --> 00:50:06,044                -Um...                853 00:50:06,086 --> 00:50:09,506     it's fine, you know, I'll--          [laughs] I'll take a Plan--      854 00:50:09,548 --> 00:50:11,091      I'll take a Plan B, so...       855 00:50:11,133 --> 00:50:12,551             -All right.              856 00:50:14,803 --> 00:50:16,388            -I should go.             857 00:50:16,430 --> 00:50:17,097                -Why?                 858 00:50:17,139 --> 00:50:18,765            It's so early.            859 00:50:18,807 --> 00:50:20,892     -Well, what do you wanna do?     860 00:50:21,643 --> 00:50:23,895       -I don't know, anything.       861 00:50:24,104 --> 00:50:26,690       See, this is what I was              talking about earlier.         862 00:50:26,732 --> 00:50:27,774     -What are you talking about?     863 00:50:27,816 --> 00:50:30,068         -You just wanna fuck                 me and then leave.           864 00:50:30,110 --> 00:50:32,195         -Look, you wanted to                 have sex this time.          865 00:50:32,237 --> 00:50:34,573     It wasn't me that                    initiated it, so it's not--      866 00:50:34,614 --> 00:50:36,450       -No, no, I know, but...        867 00:50:36,491 --> 00:50:39,077  [laughs] but for once, it would     be nice if we could just do        868 00:50:39,119 --> 00:50:40,954        something else after.         869 00:50:40,996 --> 00:50:42,914  It feels like we're always          having sex and then you're going  870 00:50:42,956 --> 00:50:44,458                home.                 871 00:50:44,708 --> 00:50:47,544    -Plan B is, um, it's most            effective if you take it right    872 00:50:47,586 --> 00:50:48,211                away.                 873 00:50:48,211 --> 00:50:49,796      I mean, you wouldn't                 want me getting pregnant,       874 00:50:49,838 --> 00:50:51,256                right?                875 00:50:51,840 --> 00:50:53,592               [sighs]                876 00:51:03,643 --> 00:51:05,270         -[grunts] Ow, fuck.          877 00:51:08,982 --> 00:51:10,442                 Hey.                 878 00:51:11,985 --> 00:51:13,945            Are you okay?             879 00:51:14,613 --> 00:51:16,948        -I'm fine, I'm just...        880 00:51:17,616 --> 00:51:18,825              thinking.               881 00:51:18,867 --> 00:51:20,619             -About what?             882 00:51:25,665 --> 00:51:27,459                -Um...                883 00:51:28,335 --> 00:51:31,004           what's your most                     terrible memory?           884 00:51:32,130 --> 00:51:33,507            -I don't know.            885 00:51:33,548 --> 00:51:35,008       Why are you doing this?        886 00:51:35,050 --> 00:51:38,512  -[laughs] Haven't you read that     New York Times article going       887 00:51:38,553 --> 00:51:42,140    around, "The 36                      Questions That Lead to Love?"     888 00:51:42,182 --> 00:51:43,642                -Yeah.                889 00:51:45,852 --> 00:51:48,480    -Well, can I ask you a               couple of questions from that?    890 00:51:48,522 --> 00:51:50,524  -I thought you were going home.    891 00:51:50,982 --> 00:51:53,860         -It's just, like,                    you're my boyfriend,         892 00:51:53,902 --> 00:51:55,821           I should, um...            893 00:51:57,197 --> 00:51:58,365        I should know                        everything about you,         894 00:51:58,406 --> 00:52:00,158                right?                895 00:52:01,827 --> 00:52:05,038      -Yeah, but I don't                   think this is about that.       896 00:52:07,082 --> 00:52:09,709        -I mean, you know my                 most terrible memory.         897 00:52:09,751 --> 00:52:12,003       It's-- it's only                     fair that I know yours,        898 00:52:12,045 --> 00:52:12,879                right?                899 00:52:12,921 --> 00:52:14,506              -I don't.               900 00:52:15,090 --> 00:52:16,883             Not really.              901 00:52:20,011 --> 00:52:21,888         Look, I know that                    your mom died, okay?         902 00:52:21,930 --> 00:52:24,182     But I don't know much else.      903 00:52:24,599 --> 00:52:27,853     You haven't really                   opened up to me about that.      904 00:52:28,145 --> 00:52:30,021          And hey, I really                    wish you would,             905 00:52:30,063 --> 00:52:30,814              you know?               906 00:52:30,814 --> 00:52:34,234    I want you to feel comfortable       opening up to me and stuff.       907 00:52:34,401 --> 00:52:38,155          -You don't open up                   much either, so...          908 00:52:38,196 --> 00:52:40,407  -Well, there's not much to say.    909 00:52:51,293 --> 00:52:53,211              -I, um...               910 00:52:54,629 --> 00:52:57,090         I went to school...          911 00:52:58,091 --> 00:53:00,552         the day my mom died.         912 00:53:02,888 --> 00:53:07,893    I skipped all my classes and I       just...sat in the auditorium      913 00:53:07,976 --> 00:53:09,728            like all day.             914 00:53:13,273 --> 00:53:15,901    And then I went to rehearsal.     915 00:53:18,320 --> 00:53:23,241    During break, I went to get my       phone and my dad had texted me    916 00:53:23,283 --> 00:53:25,911         "Where are                           you?" like 30 times.         917 00:53:26,745 --> 00:53:29,122       He just kept calling me.       918 00:53:31,291 --> 00:53:33,418               So I...                919 00:53:33,710 --> 00:53:36,588       I knew it was happening.       920 00:53:38,173 --> 00:53:42,219  So I ran home in the rain and I     pounded on the door and my aunt    921 00:53:42,260 --> 00:53:45,805  let me in, and I raced upstairs.  922 00:53:48,308 --> 00:53:50,977       She breathed a                       couple of seconds more,        923 00:53:51,019 --> 00:53:53,605          like she had been                    waiting for me.             924 00:53:57,150 --> 00:53:59,653            My dad cried.             925 00:54:01,154 --> 00:54:04,616        It was the first time                I had seen him cry.           926 00:54:05,116 --> 00:54:10,455         And my sister and I,                 we went downstairs.          927 00:54:13,208 --> 00:54:18,004    And I took a picture of a            vase...with a white rose in it    928 00:54:18,046 --> 00:54:23,134    and some red wine in a glass.     929 00:54:26,054 --> 00:54:29,641       Then I went                          upstairs to say goodbye.       930 00:54:31,476 --> 00:54:34,646     My aunt had washed her body.     931 00:54:36,147 --> 00:54:39,317           And I kissed her                     on the forehead.           932 00:54:41,528 --> 00:54:44,030         Her body was yellow.         933 00:54:48,660 --> 00:54:53,665       And then the people                  came to...take her away.       934 00:54:57,752 --> 00:55:02,841  My dad told me to go downstairs     but...I didn't listen,             935 00:55:02,924 --> 00:55:07,637     so I ran upstairs into my            parents' bedroom again and I     936 00:55:07,679 --> 00:55:09,889        looked out the window.        937 00:55:11,599 --> 00:55:16,688       And I saw my mom being               pushed into a black van.       938 00:55:20,400 --> 00:55:23,528     And then it just went away.      939 00:55:26,865 --> 00:55:28,408                So...                 940 00:55:47,469 --> 00:55:49,721            -I'm so sorry.            941 00:55:53,725 --> 00:55:55,727              -Don't be.              942 00:56:01,149 --> 00:56:04,444    -Hey, so when am I gonna             meet my daughters' boyfriends?    943 00:56:04,486 --> 00:56:07,280          -[Lucy] Oh my God,                   you have met them.          944 00:56:07,322 --> 00:56:10,241  -No, I mean formally meet them.    945 00:56:10,658 --> 00:56:14,454    You know, they're-- they're          always avoiding my questions.     946 00:56:14,496 --> 00:56:16,915        -That's why we                       don't bring them over.        947 00:56:17,082 --> 00:56:18,625         Why are we even                      talking about this?          948 00:56:18,666 --> 00:56:23,755     -Um, I-- I signed up for             a-- a dating site last week.     949 00:56:28,760 --> 00:56:31,304         And I'm gonna go on                  a date this week.            950 00:56:34,682 --> 00:56:37,435         -Don't you think                     it's a little soon?          951 00:56:37,477 --> 00:56:38,561              -Sophie...              952 00:56:38,603 --> 00:56:41,481     -[Aaron] No, I really don't.     953 00:56:42,315 --> 00:56:43,983               I don't.               954 00:56:44,025 --> 00:56:47,112      I think this is what your            mother would want for me.       955 00:56:51,324 --> 00:56:53,493      -We're happy for you, Dad.      956 00:56:53,535 --> 00:56:54,327               Really.                957 00:56:54,369 --> 00:56:56,121          -Thanks, Sweetie.           958 00:57:03,378 --> 00:57:07,465     -Can you-- can you just              try and be more supportive?      959 00:57:09,342 --> 00:57:13,346     -I mean, how does a                  person even move on so fast?     960 00:57:13,847 --> 00:57:14,973              You know?               961 00:57:16,724 --> 00:57:19,811  -[sighs] It's been a year, Soph.  962 00:57:22,730 --> 00:57:25,817  -It doesn't feel that way to me.  963 00:57:27,527 --> 00:57:29,195             -Me neither.             964 00:58:07,442 --> 00:58:09,194           -You're serious?           965 00:58:10,111 --> 00:58:12,238      -[Sophie] Yes, absolutely.      966 00:58:13,364 --> 00:58:16,534       Like, I feel like                    this is a mutual thing.        967 00:58:16,576 --> 00:58:18,036       -[Kevin] You think that?       968 00:58:18,077 --> 00:58:19,704                -Yeah.                969 00:58:22,373 --> 00:58:27,253    I just-- [sighs] I feel like         I've become dependent on you.     970 00:58:27,420 --> 00:58:32,050        I just think it's good               to be alone sometimes.        971 00:58:34,594 --> 00:58:38,723     -So it's just a break, like          for a short period of time?      972 00:58:40,099 --> 00:58:43,394      -I mean, it's just a short           period of time and we most      973 00:58:43,436 --> 00:58:46,731         likely will get                      back together, so...         974 00:58:48,399 --> 00:58:50,109           -[sighs] Great.            975 00:58:51,819 --> 00:58:53,947     You sure this has                    nothing to do with your mom?     976 00:58:53,988 --> 00:58:56,616     -[Sophie] It doesn't have            anything to do with my mom.      977 00:58:56,658 --> 00:58:59,702       The anniversary has                  nothing to do with this.       978 00:58:59,744 --> 00:59:04,749         soft ambient music         979 00:59:40,785 --> 00:59:42,453     -[Ms. Baum] Eyes are closed.     980 00:59:42,495 --> 00:59:46,124        Let's all take one                   deep inhale together.         981 00:59:46,165 --> 00:59:51,170       Fill your bellies and                let out an audible sigh.       982 00:59:51,421 --> 00:59:53,339         -[multiple] [sighs]          983 00:59:53,381 --> 00:59:55,174          -[Ms. Baum] Yeah.           984 00:59:55,216 --> 00:59:55,758             Hey, Sophie?             985 00:59:55,800 --> 00:59:58,094        Lily here is gonna                   give you a ride home.         986 00:59:58,136 --> 00:59:59,512                -What?                987 00:59:59,554 --> 01:00:01,347                -Um...                988 01:00:01,389 --> 01:00:03,016         my sister is about                   to pick me up, so--          989 01:00:03,057 --> 01:00:05,602    -I really think it's for the         best that she gives you a ride    990 01:00:05,643 --> 01:00:07,145                home.                 991 01:00:07,353 --> 01:00:09,314                -Um...                               -Oh.                  992 01:00:09,355 --> 01:00:11,357           -Okay. [laughs]            993 01:00:11,399 --> 01:00:13,359            -Okay, great.             994 01:00:13,401 --> 01:00:17,864      -So, why did Ms. Baum                ask you to give me a ride?      995 01:00:18,531 --> 01:00:22,201  -[Lily] Um, she said that           you'd, um-- you-- she said that    996 01:00:22,243 --> 01:00:24,162          you'd understand.           997 01:00:24,454 --> 01:00:26,497          -Understand what?           998 01:00:27,248 --> 01:00:28,458               -[sighs]               999 01:00:28,499 --> 01:00:30,001            -Are you okay?            1000 01:00:30,043 --> 01:00:32,003       -[tearing up] I don't                know anything right now.       1001 01:00:32,045 --> 01:00:34,339     -Okay, can you                       please-- can you pull over,      1002 01:00:34,380 --> 01:00:35,632               please?                1003 01:00:35,673 --> 01:00:37,675        -[Lily] [sighs] Okay.         1004 01:00:44,265 --> 01:00:46,351         -Why are you crying?         1005 01:00:47,101 --> 01:00:49,020         -[Lily] My mom died.         1006 01:00:51,606 --> 01:00:54,567      -I'm-- I'm so sorry, Lily.      1007 01:00:54,609 --> 01:00:57,362          I'm really sorry.           1008 01:00:59,113 --> 01:01:00,823         -[softly] It's okay.         1009 01:01:00,865 --> 01:01:02,867       -[Sophie] That's a lot.        1010 01:01:04,410 --> 01:01:06,913      -What did you do? [laughs]      1011 01:01:07,622 --> 01:01:09,749       I don't know what to do.       1012 01:01:09,791 --> 01:01:11,501       I don't know what to do.       1013 01:01:11,542 --> 01:01:12,877      -I don't know what I did.       1014 01:01:12,919 --> 01:01:14,921      I mean, you would-- you              would think I would know,       1015 01:01:14,962 --> 01:01:15,588                right?                1016 01:01:15,630 --> 01:01:16,673             [both laugh]             1017 01:01:16,714 --> 01:01:18,007          Like, you would...          1018 01:01:18,049 --> 01:01:19,550                 I...                 1019 01:01:19,592 --> 01:01:21,594            I don't know.             1020 01:01:21,636 --> 01:01:23,054               [laughs]               1021 01:01:30,311 --> 01:01:33,398       -Do you ever feel                    like she's still around?       1022 01:01:37,985 --> 01:01:39,570                -Um...                1023 01:01:41,322 --> 01:01:45,702        my sister--                          [chuckles] she thinks,        1024 01:01:45,743 --> 01:01:47,745                um...                 1025 01:01:47,954 --> 01:01:52,583        our mom communicates                 with us in her dreams.        1026 01:01:56,921 --> 01:01:59,757    Sometimes I think that's true.    1027 01:02:12,019 --> 01:02:13,146             -Hey, there.             1028 01:02:13,187 --> 01:02:14,731           -Hey. [giggles]            1029 01:02:14,772 --> 01:02:15,982         -What ya working on?         1030 01:02:16,023 --> 01:02:18,818          -Um, chem project.          1031 01:02:18,860 --> 01:02:19,485              -Oh, yeah?              1032 01:02:19,527 --> 01:02:20,611                Good.                 1033 01:02:20,653 --> 01:02:22,905          Okay, well, lunch                    is almost ready.            1034 01:02:22,947 --> 01:02:24,323                -Dad?                 1035 01:02:25,116 --> 01:02:26,743            -Yeah, honey.             1036 01:02:26,784 --> 01:02:28,411     -What's your favorite color?     1037 01:02:28,453 --> 01:02:29,662              [giggles]               1038 01:02:29,704 --> 01:02:32,790     -[Aaron] Um...I don't know.      1039 01:02:32,999 --> 01:02:34,917        You know, maybe, uh...        1040 01:02:34,959 --> 01:02:37,003          you know, maybe                      it's forest green.          1041 01:02:37,044 --> 01:02:38,004              -[laughs]               1042 01:02:38,045 --> 01:02:39,630                -Why?                 1043 01:02:40,047 --> 01:02:45,178    -I-- I didn't know Mom's             favorite color and I-- I think    1044 01:02:45,219 --> 01:02:47,972          it's important                       that I know yours.          1045 01:02:49,849 --> 01:02:51,350         -[Aaron] [chuckles]          1046 01:02:53,019 --> 01:02:54,687                Yeah.                 1047 01:03:05,573 --> 01:03:10,203     "SCTM Sundial" by Cheaters     1048 01:03:10,244 --> 01:03:12,330             -Fuck me up!             1049 01:03:14,832 --> 01:03:19,170                                   1050 01:03:32,099 --> 01:03:34,185      -Wait, Lucy, please don't.      1051 01:03:34,227 --> 01:03:36,687           -Oh, hell yeah!            1052 01:03:37,939 --> 01:03:41,692                                   1053 01:04:16,477 --> 01:04:18,062      -[girl] All of it, all of            it, all of it, all of it!       1054 01:04:18,104 --> 01:04:21,566  -I read a book a while ago about   how male gorillas leave fruit      1055 01:04:21,607 --> 01:04:23,693          out in the rain                      for, like, months.          1056 01:04:23,734 --> 01:04:27,113  And then they lure the women        into drinking the stuff and then  1057 01:04:27,154 --> 01:04:28,406           they rape them.            1058 01:04:28,447 --> 01:04:30,575        -Okay, Sophie, lighten               the fuck up. [laughs]         1059 01:04:30,616 --> 01:04:32,201             Oh, my God.              1060 01:04:32,243 --> 01:04:33,578  Jesus!                              -[Sophie] It's true, it's true.    1061 01:04:33,619 --> 01:04:35,246          -[Claire] I-- I'm                    sure it's true,             1062 01:04:35,288 --> 01:04:36,747  but we're not fucking gorillas.    1063 01:04:36,789 --> 01:04:39,458        We've evolved a lot                  since then, my friend.        1064 01:04:39,500 --> 01:04:41,919      Sophie, I love you, like,            more than time can tell,        1065 01:04:41,961 --> 01:04:44,046     but I'm not gonna kiss you           for the third year in a row.     1066 01:04:44,088 --> 01:04:45,423  I'm gonna go fucking find a guy.  1067 01:04:45,464 --> 01:04:47,383         -[Sophie] I didn't                   ask, but you do you.         1068 01:04:47,425 --> 01:04:49,427     -[Claire] Okay, I love you!          -[Sophie] Okay.                  1069 01:04:51,137 --> 01:04:52,555             Oh, my God.              1070 01:04:52,597 --> 01:04:56,267                                   1071 01:04:57,768 --> 01:04:59,103       [giggling] It was cute.        1072 01:04:59,145 --> 01:05:00,479            -Wait, Sophie.            1073 01:05:00,521 --> 01:05:02,315       What-- what's going on?        1074 01:05:02,356 --> 01:05:03,482            -Um, nothing.             1075 01:05:03,524 --> 01:05:04,483               -Sophie!               1076 01:05:04,525 --> 01:05:05,067         Aren't you together?         1077 01:05:05,067 --> 01:05:07,737         -We're fine, we're                   just taking a break.         1078 01:05:07,778 --> 01:05:09,280     -Okay, whatever that means.      1079 01:05:09,322 --> 01:05:11,782  -It's fine, he's his own            person, he can do as he pleases,  1080 01:05:11,824 --> 01:05:12,742              you know?               1081 01:05:12,783 --> 01:05:14,076        Like, he's his own...         1082 01:05:14,118 --> 01:05:14,827           -You're staring.           1083 01:05:14,869 --> 01:05:17,663    -I'm not staring, I'm only           staring because you brought it    1084 01:05:17,705 --> 01:05:18,831             up, so--                             -Okay, okay.             1085 01:05:18,873 --> 01:05:20,333      -Okay.                               -Keep-- keep saying that.       1086 01:05:20,374 --> 01:05:21,500                -Yeah.                1087 01:05:21,542 --> 01:05:22,585              It's fine.              1088 01:05:22,627 --> 01:05:23,669             Oh, my God.              1089 01:05:23,711 --> 01:05:24,295           -[Lily] Sophie?            1090 01:05:24,337 --> 01:05:25,504               Sophie!                1091 01:05:25,546 --> 01:05:28,674                                   1092 01:05:36,557 --> 01:05:37,850            -Hey, Sophie!             1093 01:05:38,392 --> 01:05:39,685               Sophie.                1094 01:05:45,399 --> 01:05:47,193                Um...                 1095 01:05:48,235 --> 01:05:49,487         what are you doing?          1096 01:05:49,528 --> 01:05:50,029           -I'm going home.           1097 01:05:50,029 --> 01:05:52,490          What does it look                    like I'm doing?             1098 01:05:53,240 --> 01:05:55,159                -Um...                1099 01:05:56,369 --> 01:05:58,037            are you okay?             1100 01:05:58,079 --> 01:05:59,497         -[scoffs] I'm fine!          1101 01:05:59,538 --> 01:06:01,540      I'm just-- I'm going home.      1102 01:06:01,582 --> 01:06:03,542  Like, why are you following me?    1103 01:06:03,584 --> 01:06:04,794       -I'm not following you.        1104 01:06:04,835 --> 01:06:07,672         I mean, you just                     looked upset so I...         1105 01:06:09,548 --> 01:06:12,051          I-- I'm not dating                   Kate, if that's...          1106 01:06:12,093 --> 01:06:13,219         -I didn't even care.         1107 01:06:13,260 --> 01:06:14,887        I didn't even see you.        1108 01:06:14,929 --> 01:06:16,555              -Oh, okay.              1109 01:06:16,931 --> 01:06:18,724               [laughs]               1110 01:06:19,100 --> 01:06:20,851                -Okay?                1111 01:06:21,936 --> 01:06:23,854                -Okay.                1112 01:06:24,313 --> 01:06:26,232        -I just really want                  to go home right now,         1113 01:06:26,273 --> 01:06:27,858                so--                                 -Why?                 1114 01:06:28,943 --> 01:06:30,903        -'Cause I just                       don't want to be here.        1115 01:06:30,945 --> 01:06:33,364    I don't want to be doing this.    1116 01:06:33,739 --> 01:06:34,490               [sighs]                1117 01:06:34,532 --> 01:06:35,908             -Doing what?             1118 01:06:35,950 --> 01:06:37,535      I haven't d-- I haven't--       1119 01:06:37,576 --> 01:06:41,080     -I'm not-- it's not about--          I'm not talking about you.       1120 01:06:41,163 --> 01:06:42,748         I just really want                   to get out of here,          1121 01:06:42,790 --> 01:06:44,375                so...                 1122 01:06:46,961 --> 01:06:47,670       What, do you think I'm--       1123 01:06:47,712 --> 01:06:50,006     -Do you-- do you need me to          drive you home or anything?      1124 01:06:50,047 --> 01:06:52,717        Do you need a ride?                  -You think I'm drunk?         1125 01:06:53,551 --> 01:06:55,219           I'm fine, okay?            1126 01:06:55,261 --> 01:06:57,346          I'm not gonna get                    into my car and,            1127 01:06:57,388 --> 01:06:59,265          like, crash into a                   pole or something.          1128 01:06:59,306 --> 01:07:00,349         -I didn't say that.          1129 01:07:00,391 --> 01:07:01,892                -Okay.                1130 01:07:01,976 --> 01:07:04,520    Well, I'm great, so you              don't have to worry about me.     1131 01:07:04,562 --> 01:07:06,022              -Clearly.               1132 01:07:06,063 --> 01:07:07,940          You're fantastic.           1133 01:07:16,949 --> 01:07:18,409              All right.              1134 01:07:19,577 --> 01:07:20,745                Okay.                 1135 01:07:20,786 --> 01:07:23,956         I'll see you back at                 school or whatever.          1136 01:07:25,458 --> 01:07:26,792          -[Sophie] Yeah,                      happy New Year's.           1137 01:07:26,834 --> 01:07:28,461       -[Kevin] Yeah, you too.        1138 01:07:32,298 --> 01:07:33,257     -[Aaron] This is delicious.      1139 01:07:33,299 --> 01:07:34,633               -Mm.                                 -Mm-hm.                1140 01:07:34,675 --> 01:07:36,093          -[Denise] I'm glad                   you guys like it.           1141 01:07:36,135 --> 01:07:37,762     -[Aaron] It's wonderful.             -Thank you for bringing it.      1142 01:07:37,803 --> 01:07:39,597         -Oh, you're welcome.         1143 01:07:39,638 --> 01:07:42,975  I have to tell you the truth, I     really messed up the first time    1144 01:07:43,017 --> 01:07:44,894          around and had to                    throw one away.             1145 01:07:44,935 --> 01:07:46,562              [laughter]              1146 01:07:46,604 --> 01:07:48,314       -Well, it was worth it.        1147 01:07:48,355 --> 01:07:49,398         You did a great job.         1148 01:07:49,440 --> 01:07:51,275        -I'm glad you like it.               -Yeah.                        1149 01:07:53,861 --> 01:07:57,823  -Um, so Sophie, where are you       thinking about going to college?  1150 01:07:59,033 --> 01:08:01,118           -Well... [sighs]           1151 01:08:01,535 --> 01:08:05,790    I didn't really go to any            of my classes in high school.     1152 01:08:05,831 --> 01:08:09,585    Um, so I'll probably be going        to the one with the 89 percent    1153 01:08:09,627 --> 01:08:11,462           acceptance rate.           1154 01:08:11,670 --> 01:08:13,172         -Which one is that?          1155 01:08:13,214 --> 01:08:16,300  -It's called, um, City              Island College in New York City.  1156 01:08:16,342 --> 01:08:17,676     -[Denise] Oh, that's fancy.      1157 01:08:17,718 --> 01:08:19,428  You must really love big cities.  1158 01:08:19,470 --> 01:08:19,970               -Mm-hm.                1159 01:08:20,012 --> 01:08:22,348         -New York is way                     too crowded for me.          1160 01:08:22,389 --> 01:08:23,599         -Oh, I love crowds.          1161 01:08:23,641 --> 01:08:25,101  The bigger the better, you know?  1162 01:08:25,142 --> 01:08:27,144             [all laugh]              1163 01:08:27,228 --> 01:08:29,188      -[Denise] But what are you           thinking about studying?        1164 01:08:29,230 --> 01:08:32,149     -Well, um, I really                  would love to study acting,      1165 01:08:32,191 --> 01:08:36,028  but my father over here would       like me to study something more    1166 01:08:36,070 --> 01:08:38,823         practical like                       English or History.          1167 01:08:38,864 --> 01:08:39,615               -Mm-hm.                1168 01:08:39,615 --> 01:08:42,201    -I just-- I think it's a good        idea to have a backup plan.       1169 01:08:42,243 --> 01:08:42,785                -Yeah.                1170 01:08:42,785 --> 01:08:44,995         -Yeah, always good                   to have some plan B,         1171 01:08:45,037 --> 01:08:46,372              for sure.               1172 01:08:46,413 --> 01:08:47,873                -Yup.                 1173 01:08:50,084 --> 01:08:51,168       -What about you, Denise?       1174 01:08:51,210 --> 01:08:52,378           What do you do?            1175 01:08:52,419 --> 01:08:55,047        -Well, I teach                       kindergarten but, um,         1176 01:08:55,089 --> 01:08:58,509  I actually really love to garden   and that's one of my hobbies,      1177 01:08:58,551 --> 01:09:00,636         and I actually                       really like to sing,         1178 01:09:00,678 --> 01:09:02,054                 too.                 1179 01:09:02,096 --> 01:09:03,556           -Oh, how lovely!           1180 01:09:03,597 --> 01:09:04,473           -[Denise] Yeah.            1181 01:09:04,515 --> 01:09:05,724     -You should sing us a tune.      1182 01:09:05,766 --> 01:09:06,517             [all laugh]              1183 01:09:06,517 --> 01:09:09,311  -Uh, I think the quiche is the      only thing I'll be contributing    1184 01:09:09,353 --> 01:09:10,229                today.                1185 01:09:10,271 --> 01:09:11,814             [all laugh]              1186 01:09:11,856 --> 01:09:13,524                 -Mm.                 1187 01:09:13,816 --> 01:09:15,651      Well, maybe another time.       1188 01:09:15,693 --> 01:09:16,527                -Sure.                1189 01:09:16,569 --> 01:09:17,903  -She's actually a great singer.    1190 01:09:17,945 --> 01:09:19,822    -She sings for you a lot, Dad?    1191 01:09:19,864 --> 01:09:22,074     -[Aaron] No, not a lot but--         -[Denise] [giggles]              1192 01:09:22,116 --> 01:09:23,868          -[Aaron] A little                    bit of singing.             1193 01:09:23,909 --> 01:09:25,995     -[Denise] Oh, yeah,                  just-- I just do it for fun.     1194 01:09:26,036 --> 01:09:28,539              -Mm, nice.              1195 01:09:40,926 --> 01:09:42,261                 -So?                 1196 01:09:42,469 --> 01:09:44,597       What do you guys think?        1197 01:09:45,139 --> 01:09:46,056            -I liked her.             1198 01:09:46,098 --> 01:09:48,851  She was really pretty and nice.    1199 01:09:48,893 --> 01:09:50,269                -Good.                               -Yeah.                1200 01:09:50,311 --> 01:09:51,020                -Good.                1201 01:09:51,061 --> 01:09:52,229           What about you?            1202 01:09:52,271 --> 01:09:54,273       -There's literally                   nothing wrong with her,        1203 01:09:54,315 --> 01:09:55,900                so...                 1204 01:09:56,775 --> 01:09:58,027    -Well, I'm glad you liked her.    1205 01:09:58,068 --> 01:09:59,612                -Yeah.                               -Good.                1206 01:10:02,156 --> 01:10:05,075          -I'm glad she's                      nothing like Mom.           1207 01:10:05,367 --> 01:10:07,286          -What do you mean?          1208 01:10:07,494 --> 01:10:10,289  -She didn't make me laugh once.    1209 01:10:16,128 --> 01:10:18,255       -I'm gonna go clean up.        1210 01:10:19,256 --> 01:10:21,759     -Okay, do you want our help?     1211 01:10:22,593 --> 01:10:24,094        -[Aaron] I can do it.         1212 01:10:24,303 --> 01:10:26,472          -Okay, thank you.                    -[Aaron] Sure.              1213 01:10:32,186 --> 01:10:36,607           [birds chirping]           1214 01:10:42,029 --> 01:10:44,156         -Why did you do it?          1215 01:10:46,367 --> 01:10:48,118              -Do what?               1216 01:10:48,327 --> 01:10:52,456     -Tell everyone that I                tried to have sex with you.      1217 01:10:56,710 --> 01:10:58,796         -I don't know, I...          1218 01:11:01,465 --> 01:11:04,134        I just-- I've                        liked you since, like,        1219 01:11:04,176 --> 01:11:07,972       the third-- since, like,             the third grade and...         1220 01:11:08,264 --> 01:11:12,851     I guess [sighs] I just               wanted Kevin to know that...     1221 01:11:12,893 --> 01:11:15,646        -That I liked you too?        1222 01:11:17,731 --> 01:11:19,149                -Yeah.                1223 01:11:20,317 --> 01:11:22,486         I'm sorry, that's...         1224 01:11:22,695 --> 01:11:25,155       that's really fucked up.       1225 01:11:34,498 --> 01:11:38,544       -[giggles] Maybe we                  should do this. [laughs]       1226 01:11:38,585 --> 01:11:40,170                -What?                1227 01:11:40,921 --> 01:11:43,382      You want...me to kiss you?      1228 01:11:43,424 --> 01:11:45,175          -[giggling] Sure.           1229 01:11:45,509 --> 01:11:47,177                -Okay.                1230 01:11:49,847 --> 01:11:52,141           [both giggling]            1231 01:11:52,182 --> 01:11:53,517                -Okay.                1232 01:12:19,877 --> 01:12:21,086        -Can I have this one?         1233 01:12:21,128 --> 01:12:22,588          -[Sophie] Uh, no.           1234 01:12:22,629 --> 01:12:24,256      -[Lucy] Why?                         -That's my favorite shirt.      1235 01:12:24,298 --> 01:12:25,924    -[Lucy] But you never wear it.    1236 01:12:25,966 --> 01:12:29,887  -It's my favorite because I only   wear it on special occasions.      1237 01:12:29,970 --> 01:12:31,764       -That literally                      doesn't make any sense,        1238 01:12:31,805 --> 01:12:33,599              but okay.               1239 01:12:33,849 --> 01:12:34,933           -[Sophie] Stop.            1240 01:12:34,975 --> 01:12:36,101      You're not doing it right.      1241 01:12:36,143 --> 01:12:36,643         Just give it to me.          1242 01:12:36,685 --> 01:12:38,604       -I'm not folding                     clothes in a right way?        1243 01:12:38,645 --> 01:12:41,190        -[Sophie] No, you're--               you have to roll them.        1244 01:12:41,231 --> 01:12:44,109        I have to maximize the               space in my suitcase.         1245 01:12:44,151 --> 01:12:46,278          -[laughs] You have                   plenty of space.            1246 01:12:46,320 --> 01:12:47,613       -I'm going to New York.        1247 01:12:47,654 --> 01:12:50,199          I'm going across                     the country, okay?          1248 01:12:50,240 --> 01:12:51,909            It's far away.            1249 01:13:01,460 --> 01:13:03,295        -I'm gonna miss this.         1250 01:13:03,337 --> 01:13:05,255           -[Sophie] Miss                       what? [chuckles]           1251 01:13:05,756 --> 01:13:11,095      -Our fights, your                    [laughs] annoying voice...      1252 01:13:11,387 --> 01:13:12,971         -[Sophie] [nasally]                  My annoying voice?           1253 01:13:13,013 --> 01:13:14,431                -Yes!                 1254 01:13:19,603 --> 01:13:21,605          Will you miss me?           1255 01:13:23,023 --> 01:13:25,109      -Of course I'll miss you.       1256 01:13:26,318 --> 01:13:27,820           -[Lucy] Really?            1257 01:13:27,861 --> 01:13:29,405                -Yeah.                1258 01:13:29,446 --> 01:13:30,447            -[Lucy] Okay.             1259 01:13:30,489 --> 01:13:31,949         -[Sophie] Come here!         1260 01:13:35,702 --> 01:13:38,288       Of course I'll miss you.       1261 01:13:40,666 --> 01:13:43,001  -Promise you'll call every day.    1262 01:13:43,043 --> 01:13:44,503       -[Sophie] Yeah, I will.        1263 01:13:44,545 --> 01:13:45,754         I'll call every day.         1264 01:13:45,796 --> 01:13:47,464             Don't worry.             1265 01:13:50,467 --> 01:13:52,344        I'll harass ya, woman.        1266 01:13:52,386 --> 01:13:54,138            -[laughs] Hey!            1267 01:13:54,972 --> 01:13:56,974     Okay, show me how to do it.      1268 01:13:57,141 --> 01:13:59,143          -It's very simple.          1269 01:13:59,351 --> 01:14:00,853         -[Lucy] Spoken                       like a true master.          1270 01:14:00,894 --> 01:14:02,521         -[Sophie] Yeah, it's                 really quite simple.         1271 01:14:02,563 --> 01:14:05,023         You just roll it up.         1272 01:14:05,649 --> 01:14:07,526           [birds chirping]           1273 01:14:07,568 --> 01:14:09,111                Um...                 1274 01:14:09,153 --> 01:14:12,489          so you're going to                   ORU in the fall?            1275 01:14:12,573 --> 01:14:14,158                -Yeah.                1276 01:14:14,241 --> 01:14:16,869          A full ride, so...          1277 01:14:17,244 --> 01:14:19,204     -That's-- that's impressive.     1278 01:14:19,246 --> 01:14:20,664               -Thanks.               1279 01:14:32,050 --> 01:14:34,678     I heard about you and Riley.     1280 01:14:36,221 --> 01:14:38,348           That you guys...           1281 01:14:38,682 --> 01:14:41,351  that you guys kissed and stuff.    1282 01:14:42,102 --> 01:14:44,021             -Well, uh...             1283 01:14:44,188 --> 01:14:47,065    we're not together anymore so        I don't really know why that      1284 01:14:47,107 --> 01:14:48,692               matters.               1285 01:15:03,081 --> 01:15:04,875             -I miss you.             1286 01:15:07,711 --> 01:15:09,713               -Really?               1287 01:15:11,632 --> 01:15:13,675          -[chuckles] Yeah.           1288 01:15:13,717 --> 01:15:15,594             I really do.             1289 01:15:23,060 --> 01:15:25,062           -I miss you too.           1290 01:15:34,238 --> 01:15:36,073               I, uh...               1291 01:15:39,910 --> 01:15:42,412       I think about you a lot.       1292 01:15:44,665 --> 01:15:46,917      -What do you think about?       1293 01:15:52,339 --> 01:15:54,967     -How you were there for me.      1294 01:17:02,743 --> 01:17:07,831    "Ashes into the Sea" by Nate        Heller and Isis Makaela Brown    1295 01:18:47,139 --> 01:18:49,474              [laughter]              1296 01:18:52,018 --> 01:18:56,106                                   1297 01:19:34,352 --> 01:19:36,646              [giggling]              1298 01:19:50,869 --> 01:19:54,831           [water churning]           1299 01:21:54,367 --> 01:21:59,456           [water churning                      intensifies]               1300 01:22:06,713 --> 01:22:11,801           mellow acoustic                     guitar music