1 00:00:21,396 --> 00:00:24,190 [man] It's time. Time for you to get up. 2 00:00:24,607 --> 00:00:27,861 Look in the mirror and decide who you wanna be today. 3 00:00:28,611 --> 00:00:30,947 Winners aren't born, they're bred. 4 00:00:31,239 --> 00:00:33,616 And in order to succeed hard, you need... 5 00:00:33,908 --> 00:00:35,076 [Judy] What is that? 6 00:00:35,493 --> 00:00:38,705 That's my podcast alarm. The Winners' Strategy. 7 00:00:38,788 --> 00:00:40,915 -[alarm] ...strategy for... -Gets me pumped for the day. 8 00:00:41,249 --> 00:00:43,126 Oh! Are you doing self-help? 9 00:00:43,334 --> 00:00:44,169 No. 10 00:00:45,503 --> 00:00:46,463 I don't think so. 11 00:00:47,630 --> 00:00:48,465 Look at you. 12 00:00:48,548 --> 00:00:50,592 Yeah. But it's not like your weird mystical shit. 13 00:00:50,675 --> 00:00:52,677 This is about tools for maximum success. 14 00:00:53,303 --> 00:00:55,889 It'd be great for you, actually. It's discipline, it's planning, 15 00:00:56,389 --> 00:00:58,058 grabbing the life you want now. 16 00:00:59,768 --> 00:01:00,769 What are you doing? 17 00:01:00,852 --> 00:01:02,729 Shh! I'm grabbing what I want now. 18 00:01:07,901 --> 00:01:09,944 [moans softly] I missed you. 19 00:01:15,825 --> 00:01:17,118 But I can't be late for work. 20 00:01:18,536 --> 00:01:21,790 Plus, I got to hop on the trampoline to get my lymph nodes going. 21 00:01:22,040 --> 00:01:23,249 Can you give me a ride? 22 00:01:23,333 --> 00:01:25,502 I gave you a few last night, didn't I? 23 00:01:25,585 --> 00:01:27,087 I mean to Jen's. 24 00:01:28,922 --> 00:01:29,964 Baby... 25 00:01:30,965 --> 00:01:32,550 when are you gonna start driving again? 26 00:01:37,263 --> 00:01:38,473 -[screams] -[tires screech] 27 00:01:39,432 --> 00:01:40,266 Oh, my God! 28 00:01:41,768 --> 00:01:43,269 I'm never driving again. 29 00:01:44,020 --> 00:01:45,230 It's too triggering. 30 00:01:45,563 --> 00:01:48,066 Baby, how are you supposed to move past all of this 31 00:01:48,817 --> 00:01:51,194 when you're still living with his wife? 32 00:01:51,694 --> 00:01:53,988 -I don't know how you sleep over there. -I don't. 33 00:01:55,824 --> 00:01:57,367 I did last night, though. 34 00:01:58,034 --> 00:02:01,496 Oh, I missed this California King. 35 00:02:01,788 --> 00:02:02,872 Missed you in it. 36 00:02:03,164 --> 00:02:04,791 Seriously, though. I'm worried about you. 37 00:02:04,874 --> 00:02:06,751 Being around them is not good for your head. 38 00:02:07,460 --> 00:02:09,671 It's not bad for my head. 39 00:02:10,338 --> 00:02:12,215 Jen and I are becoming really close friends. 40 00:02:12,465 --> 00:02:13,341 Judy. 41 00:02:14,092 --> 00:02:14,926 What? 42 00:02:15,176 --> 00:02:16,970 What kind of friendship is based on lies? 43 00:02:17,637 --> 00:02:18,930 And manslaughter? 44 00:02:19,889 --> 00:02:21,015 A layered one? 45 00:02:21,641 --> 00:02:23,601 She doesn't even know who you really are. 46 00:02:24,894 --> 00:02:26,729 You know what? I'm helping her. 47 00:02:27,480 --> 00:02:28,481 You wanna help her? 48 00:02:30,567 --> 00:02:32,443 Move out, let her move on. 49 00:02:33,862 --> 00:02:36,781 I can't just not be friends with her anymore. She relies on me. 50 00:02:37,157 --> 00:02:39,826 What, just walk out on her? I wouldn't even know how to do that. 51 00:02:40,034 --> 00:02:42,495 It's not that hard. Just pick a fight with her. Push her away. 52 00:02:43,580 --> 00:02:45,165 That's your MO, not mine. 53 00:02:45,498 --> 00:02:47,167 -Ooh! -Ooh! 54 00:02:47,292 --> 00:02:48,877 You know I'm vehemently anti-conflict. 55 00:02:49,419 --> 00:02:51,838 And if I move out, where am I supposed to go? 56 00:02:53,214 --> 00:02:54,257 I don't know. 57 00:02:54,716 --> 00:02:55,800 How about... 58 00:02:56,426 --> 00:02:58,011 back to this California King? 59 00:02:58,094 --> 00:02:59,596 [laughing] 60 00:03:01,764 --> 00:03:03,141 I know you still love me. 61 00:03:04,851 --> 00:03:06,769 -Don't do that. -Come on. 62 00:03:07,395 --> 00:03:08,313 Don't. 63 00:03:10,648 --> 00:03:12,734 You got to admit, last night felt good, right? 64 00:03:16,237 --> 00:03:17,614 Like how it used to feel. 65 00:03:19,282 --> 00:03:20,200 It did. 66 00:03:21,826 --> 00:03:23,077 And you missed me. 67 00:03:25,788 --> 00:03:26,706 I did. 68 00:03:29,167 --> 00:03:31,294 Maybe we could go back to the way it was... 69 00:03:32,295 --> 00:03:33,671 before everything happened. 70 00:03:34,964 --> 00:03:36,549 That's such a nice dream. 71 00:03:37,884 --> 00:03:38,885 Or not. 72 00:03:41,471 --> 00:03:42,347 Come home. 73 00:03:48,519 --> 00:03:50,688 Wait. I thought you were selling the house. 74 00:03:52,065 --> 00:03:53,983 Well, sometimes your strategy changes. 75 00:04:00,031 --> 00:04:01,241 [Judy laughing] 76 00:04:01,699 --> 00:04:05,912 Oh, God, you are the California King! 77 00:04:21,135 --> 00:04:22,470 -Oh, hey, Judy. -Hey. 78 00:04:22,887 --> 00:04:25,265 You must really like that dress. You wore it yesterday. 79 00:04:25,640 --> 00:04:26,516 Uh... 80 00:04:26,891 --> 00:04:28,351 Yeah, it's my very favorite dress. 81 00:04:29,018 --> 00:04:30,520 -Nice. -Where's your mom? 82 00:04:30,812 --> 00:04:32,480 She's in her room. She hasn't come down yet. 83 00:04:32,730 --> 00:04:36,109 Yeah. I don't wanna shock you, but she's pissed about something. 84 00:04:39,112 --> 00:04:41,698 -[screen] All right, now, push... -[panting] 85 00:04:41,906 --> 00:04:44,242 ...down the road. Everything you want. 86 00:04:44,742 --> 00:04:46,369 -Everything you deserve! -[knocking] 87 00:04:47,412 --> 00:04:48,621 -Hey. -Hey. 88 00:04:48,871 --> 00:04:51,666 -Hey! Hey. -Are you okay? 89 00:04:52,000 --> 00:04:52,959 Are you okay? 90 00:04:53,209 --> 00:04:54,043 Yeah. 91 00:04:54,669 --> 00:04:56,838 I can't believe you went to jail for me. Why did you do that? 92 00:04:57,338 --> 00:04:59,090 That's what friends are for, right? 93 00:05:00,174 --> 00:05:01,009 No. 94 00:05:01,592 --> 00:05:02,468 It was fine. 95 00:05:03,136 --> 00:05:04,721 -Really? -Yeah. 96 00:05:05,013 --> 00:05:08,099 I'm so sorry. Steve didn't have to bail you out. I would've done that. 97 00:05:08,808 --> 00:05:11,060 So, what happened? Did you have to spend the night there? 98 00:05:11,144 --> 00:05:14,230 Uh, no. I spent the night with Steve. 99 00:05:16,274 --> 00:05:17,150 Okay. 100 00:05:17,233 --> 00:05:18,276 -We fucked. -Judy... 101 00:05:18,359 --> 00:05:19,360 Like, a bunch of times. 102 00:05:19,444 --> 00:05:20,903 -Judy! -I know. 103 00:05:20,987 --> 00:05:23,323 I have a weakness for him. It's like an addiction. 104 00:05:24,324 --> 00:05:26,534 But it was very transformative. 105 00:05:27,702 --> 00:05:29,579 And there is something that I have to tell you. 106 00:05:29,746 --> 00:05:30,788 Ted was fucking someone. 107 00:05:30,872 --> 00:05:32,749 -What? -Ted was fucking someone. 108 00:05:32,832 --> 00:05:33,666 Our Ted? 109 00:05:33,750 --> 00:05:35,335 Yeah. Our Ted. 110 00:05:35,793 --> 00:05:37,712 [breathing hard] 111 00:05:38,421 --> 00:05:40,298 [heavy breathing] 112 00:05:43,384 --> 00:05:45,345 I was up all night trying to figure out who she is. 113 00:05:45,428 --> 00:05:46,763 How many Bambis do you know? 114 00:05:46,971 --> 00:05:48,681 -Judy, it's a screen name. -Right. 115 00:05:48,806 --> 00:05:52,018 I hope it's not someone I know, you know, like our chiropractor. 116 00:05:52,393 --> 00:05:53,227 That would be a loss. 117 00:05:53,311 --> 00:05:55,563 -It's so hard to find a good one. -Or a mom at school. 118 00:05:55,646 --> 00:05:58,900 Oh, God, I would kill myself if it's Turid Kristansson. 119 00:05:59,734 --> 00:06:01,694 Wait. Her name's Turid? 120 00:06:01,778 --> 00:06:05,073 She's this Norwegian former supermodel who takes pictures of herself 121 00:06:05,156 --> 00:06:07,200 bathing with her kids and posts them on Instagram. 122 00:06:07,283 --> 00:06:11,871 Well, I don't think Bambi is Turid unless Turid is also a waitress. 123 00:06:12,497 --> 00:06:14,457 I'm chatting with her right now on the game. 124 00:06:14,540 --> 00:06:15,458 -[beeping] -You are? 125 00:06:15,541 --> 00:06:16,584 Yeah, she thinks I'm Ted. 126 00:06:17,085 --> 00:06:18,836 -Huh? -Don't. Don't look. 127 00:06:18,920 --> 00:06:21,422 She got a filthy mouth and she can... Wow! Really paint a picture. 128 00:06:21,672 --> 00:06:24,008 Talking about his cock? 'Cause evidently she misses it. 129 00:06:24,092 --> 00:06:25,635 She is and she does. 130 00:06:25,802 --> 00:06:28,554 Oh, God. A waitress. Jesus. That's disgusting. 131 00:06:28,763 --> 00:06:29,806 Hey, I was a waitress. 132 00:06:29,889 --> 00:06:32,100 -So was I, but I need to hate the bitch. -Okay. 133 00:06:32,183 --> 00:06:34,936 I get that you're upset, but don't be a woman who blames the woman. 134 00:06:35,019 --> 00:06:36,896 Well, who am I supposed to blame? The man is dead. 135 00:06:36,979 --> 00:06:39,899 -[beep] -Plus, he was married, so she's gross. 136 00:06:40,233 --> 00:06:42,485 She got a new job at some restaurant in Dana Point. 137 00:06:42,652 --> 00:06:44,987 She thinks that Ted is meeting her at the end of her shift. 138 00:06:45,655 --> 00:06:47,615 -Oh, we are so going there. -We so are. 139 00:06:48,199 --> 00:06:49,450 But to do what, exactly? 140 00:06:49,659 --> 00:06:53,121 Well, what I wanna do is punch her 'cause she is a slutty little homewrecker. 141 00:06:53,204 --> 00:06:57,166 Okay. You wanna do that, but if I were you, I would think of maybe, like, 142 00:06:57,500 --> 00:06:59,919 a less violent strategy. 143 00:07:00,253 --> 00:07:03,089 Fine. Then I wanna know how the fuck this happened, 144 00:07:03,172 --> 00:07:05,299 when the fuck, why the fuck, and what the fucking fuck, 145 00:07:05,383 --> 00:07:08,219 -and then tell her that he's dead. -Okay. That sounds like a plan. 146 00:07:08,302 --> 00:07:09,929 And if I punch her, I fucking punch her. 147 00:07:14,434 --> 00:07:17,353 -Which one do you think is Bambi? -I'll know her when I see her. 148 00:07:19,272 --> 00:07:21,107 Oh, well, he'd like that ass. 149 00:07:21,732 --> 00:07:22,775 You think it's her? 150 00:07:25,403 --> 00:07:26,279 That's her. 151 00:07:26,863 --> 00:07:28,281 -That's fucking her. -Her? 152 00:07:28,573 --> 00:07:29,407 Yeah. 153 00:07:30,032 --> 00:07:31,868 -He'd like the blonde. -Are you sure? 154 00:07:32,452 --> 00:07:33,578 I know my husband. 155 00:07:33,744 --> 00:07:35,121 Sorry. Do you need a table? 156 00:07:35,413 --> 00:07:36,247 Yeah. 157 00:07:37,123 --> 00:07:38,332 ♪ I'm a naughty girl ♪ 158 00:07:38,458 --> 00:07:40,418 ♪ I'm a nice girl too I'm a naughty girl ♪ 159 00:07:40,793 --> 00:07:42,670 Oh, God. -♪ Anything for you ♪ 160 00:07:42,879 --> 00:07:48,426 ♪ Play with me Come on, rocksteady ♪ 161 00:07:49,927 --> 00:07:53,306 Should we get the Macho Nachos or should we get the Arab Spring Rolls? 162 00:07:54,474 --> 00:07:56,350 What is the theme of this restaurant? 163 00:07:57,643 --> 00:07:59,479 Of course she has perfect tits. 164 00:08:00,313 --> 00:08:01,981 -Yours are better. -Yeah, well... 165 00:08:03,191 --> 00:08:04,108 mine aren't mine. 166 00:08:05,860 --> 00:08:06,736 What do you mean? 167 00:08:08,154 --> 00:08:10,656 I had the, like, the double thing, you know? 168 00:08:11,866 --> 00:08:12,909 You had cancer? 169 00:08:13,075 --> 00:08:14,243 No. No, I... 170 00:08:15,036 --> 00:08:17,997 I have the gene, so I just got ahead of it. 171 00:08:18,581 --> 00:08:20,958 I didn't want my kids to lose their mom like I did. 172 00:08:22,126 --> 00:08:23,336 Oh, my God. I didn't realize. 173 00:08:24,045 --> 00:08:25,588 How old were you when your mom died? 174 00:08:26,214 --> 00:08:27,131 Nineteen. 175 00:08:27,798 --> 00:08:29,300 So, older than Bambi. 176 00:08:31,260 --> 00:08:32,512 I'm so sorry. 177 00:08:33,095 --> 00:08:34,055 About which part? 178 00:08:34,805 --> 00:08:35,640 All of it. 179 00:08:37,517 --> 00:08:39,602 Have you figured out what you're gonna say to her? 180 00:08:40,228 --> 00:08:41,646 I just wanna know how many times. 181 00:08:42,230 --> 00:08:45,233 It couldn't be that many times, right? To fly under the radar like that? 182 00:08:45,650 --> 00:08:49,195 I guess. But you gotta know a cock pretty well to miss it. 183 00:08:49,487 --> 00:08:50,738 -Hey. -Oh, hey. 184 00:08:50,821 --> 00:08:53,533 Welcome to Bliss Pointe. Can I get you girls started with some apps? 185 00:08:54,492 --> 00:08:57,411 Is your calamari fresh or is it made from pig assholes? 186 00:08:58,955 --> 00:08:59,830 It's squid. 187 00:09:00,206 --> 00:09:02,750 I just heard some places use pig assholes. 188 00:09:02,833 --> 00:09:05,378 -How is the Guacadilla? -Oh, amaze. 189 00:09:06,003 --> 00:09:06,921 We'll try that. 190 00:09:07,004 --> 00:09:10,383 Yeah. No, you know, I'll just have another Frojito. 191 00:09:10,466 --> 00:09:12,677 Um, people really love the Jerk Chicken Kabob. 192 00:09:13,052 --> 00:09:15,179 What is the cuisine in this place, Bambi? 193 00:09:15,555 --> 00:09:19,767 Is it Asian or Middle Eastern or, like, Mexican? 194 00:09:19,850 --> 00:09:21,435 Yeah, like, everything, I think. 195 00:09:21,727 --> 00:09:24,605 Um, the owner is, like, a globalist, I think. 196 00:09:24,981 --> 00:09:27,400 Or he just likes to appropriate other people's shit. 197 00:09:27,650 --> 00:09:28,818 Yep. She'll have the Kabob. 198 00:09:30,069 --> 00:09:30,903 Okay. 199 00:09:31,529 --> 00:09:32,697 Thanks so much. 200 00:09:33,281 --> 00:09:35,157 Obviously, whatever they had was just physical, 201 00:09:35,324 --> 00:09:37,827 because could you imagine having to converse with that? 202 00:09:37,910 --> 00:09:41,747 Okay. Look, if you wanna know what happened or how many times, 203 00:09:41,831 --> 00:09:44,417 I think open hostility is probs not the best way to do it. 204 00:09:44,500 --> 00:09:47,128 You realize that that is the tip of my hostility iceberg? 205 00:09:47,211 --> 00:09:48,045 Oh, I do. 206 00:09:48,129 --> 00:09:50,172 But I think that you should really befriend her, 207 00:09:50,339 --> 00:09:52,133 charm her, soften her up. 208 00:09:53,259 --> 00:09:55,678 I'm confronting her, Judy, I'm not grooming her. 209 00:09:56,596 --> 00:09:57,638 You know what I mean. 210 00:09:59,849 --> 00:10:01,976 Ted was just never a player. 211 00:10:02,476 --> 00:10:05,313 I mean, even when he was touring, he was, like, the anti-player. 212 00:10:06,272 --> 00:10:07,106 Maybe he wasn't. 213 00:10:07,565 --> 00:10:09,400 -[cell phone buzzes] -Maybe I didn't know him. 214 00:10:12,903 --> 00:10:14,864 -Fuck. Fuck! -What? 215 00:10:15,364 --> 00:10:17,033 Steve's pulling his house off the market. 216 00:10:17,783 --> 00:10:19,702 Like I need that shit right now! 217 00:10:20,161 --> 00:10:23,748 We had three fucking offers over asking. One in all cash. 218 00:10:24,040 --> 00:10:26,917 -God, talk about players. -Steve's not a player. 219 00:10:27,043 --> 00:10:29,503 He's too scared of disease, and he's very sensitive to condoms. 220 00:10:30,880 --> 00:10:32,506 He told Christopher he fell back in love. 221 00:10:33,799 --> 00:10:35,718 Chris always oversells clients their houses, 222 00:10:35,801 --> 00:10:37,762 like it's fucking Love It or List It or something. 223 00:10:37,845 --> 00:10:40,014 But, no, it's fucking just, "List It, Chris." 224 00:10:41,599 --> 00:10:43,726 I think that Steve might have been talking about me. 225 00:10:45,811 --> 00:10:48,105 Did you know that he was pulling the house? 226 00:10:50,816 --> 00:10:53,944 I didn't wanna upset you and we were on another topic. 227 00:10:54,028 --> 00:10:55,780 Yeah. We're on the topic of assholes, Judy. 228 00:10:55,863 --> 00:10:58,407 At least I didn't know that Ted was a fucking asshole, 229 00:10:58,491 --> 00:10:59,950 but you have all the information. 230 00:11:00,034 --> 00:11:02,161 I know things weren't good at the end with me and Steve, 231 00:11:02,244 --> 00:11:03,412 but you were the one who said 232 00:11:03,496 --> 00:11:06,457 that everything that we went through made us crazy. And you're totally right. 233 00:11:06,957 --> 00:11:10,169 I mean, you didn't really know the kind, nurturing Steve. 234 00:11:10,252 --> 00:11:13,214 Well, what about the Steve that left you after five miscarriages? 235 00:11:13,756 --> 00:11:17,176 -That's not fair. -No, it's really shitty. But it's true. 236 00:11:17,551 --> 00:11:19,387 He was hurting. I was hurting. 237 00:11:19,929 --> 00:11:21,806 And then he was hurting because I was hurting. 238 00:11:21,889 --> 00:11:23,891 He's really been working on himself, Jen. 239 00:11:25,267 --> 00:11:26,602 So what? I mean... 240 00:11:28,187 --> 00:11:30,398 is he pulling the house because you're... 241 00:11:31,148 --> 00:11:32,274 you're moving back in there? 242 00:11:33,067 --> 00:11:36,070 I really wanted to tell you this morning, but I didn't want... 243 00:11:37,071 --> 00:11:38,614 This whole thing with Bambi came up. 244 00:11:39,240 --> 00:11:40,991 You're not even in that house, Judy. 245 00:11:41,409 --> 00:11:42,910 I mean, I have been in every room. 246 00:11:42,993 --> 00:11:46,706 It is all Steve, as if you've never even lived there. 247 00:11:47,665 --> 00:11:49,959 Well, Steve has a very specific aesthetic. 248 00:11:50,126 --> 00:11:51,711 What? Modern douche? 249 00:11:52,545 --> 00:11:55,464 He let me put a Buddha in the guest bath. 250 00:11:55,548 --> 00:11:57,758 You know what? I can't live your life for you, 251 00:11:57,842 --> 00:12:00,428 but, fuck, would I be making better choices than that. 252 00:12:00,511 --> 00:12:02,430 Well, too bad we can't live each other's lives. 253 00:12:02,513 --> 00:12:04,223 It's too bad because mine's so fucking great. 254 00:12:04,306 --> 00:12:06,267 [Bambi] Guacadilla and two Frosés. 255 00:12:06,350 --> 00:12:07,852 I wanted a Frojito, Bambi. 256 00:12:08,269 --> 00:12:10,146 Oh, dang. Sorry. 257 00:12:10,271 --> 00:12:12,356 -It's fine. -I'll drink sewer water at this point. 258 00:12:12,440 --> 00:12:14,191 [Bambi] The Frosés are yummo. [giggles] 259 00:12:14,900 --> 00:12:15,776 Don't say "yummo." 260 00:12:16,068 --> 00:12:16,944 Okay. 261 00:12:17,528 --> 00:12:19,739 [Judy] You know, I hope this isn't weird for you, 262 00:12:19,822 --> 00:12:23,993 but I just wanted to say that mango uniform blouse looks awesome on you. 263 00:12:24,493 --> 00:12:26,579 The color just really brings out the gold in your skin. 264 00:12:26,662 --> 00:12:28,372 OMG, you're so nice! 265 00:12:28,456 --> 00:12:29,832 OMG, you are! 266 00:12:30,416 --> 00:12:32,042 I honestly am really happy you said that, 267 00:12:32,126 --> 00:12:34,837 because I just got a romper in this same color for gigging, 268 00:12:34,920 --> 00:12:37,006 and I was like, "Wait, is this too much?" 269 00:12:37,381 --> 00:12:40,134 -Gigging? -Yeah, I'm a singer-songwriter. 270 00:12:40,301 --> 00:12:42,178 I play guitar and, like, some piano. 271 00:12:43,095 --> 00:12:45,055 Would we have heard any of your music? 272 00:12:45,139 --> 00:12:47,850 Well, I was working on an album with my boyfriend, 273 00:12:47,933 --> 00:12:50,102 who's, like, crazy talented, but... 274 00:12:50,311 --> 00:12:52,021 -Your boyfriend? -Well, he was. 275 00:12:52,605 --> 00:12:54,356 He's been kind of hot and cold lately. 276 00:12:56,525 --> 00:12:57,693 Hot and cold how? 277 00:12:58,486 --> 00:13:01,947 Um... Like, he kind of ghosted me a couple of months ago, 278 00:13:02,031 --> 00:13:05,159 and then all of a sudden he was like, "Hey, girl, I'm back. 279 00:13:05,242 --> 00:13:08,579 I'll see you after your shift." And I was like, "Thanks, Ted." 280 00:13:11,957 --> 00:13:13,292 Ted. [clears throat] 281 00:13:13,959 --> 00:13:15,795 -Ted's your boyfriend? -He was. 282 00:13:16,003 --> 00:13:17,630 I don't really know what he is now. 283 00:13:20,883 --> 00:13:22,510 How long were you dating, Bambi? 284 00:13:23,260 --> 00:13:24,261 Not that long. 285 00:13:24,470 --> 00:13:25,888 Like a year and a half. 286 00:13:25,971 --> 00:13:26,931 -Holy shit. -I know! 287 00:13:27,389 --> 00:13:29,642 To then not talk to me for three months! 288 00:13:30,601 --> 00:13:31,936 He's lucky I love him. 289 00:13:35,231 --> 00:13:38,317 -A year and a half! -Oh, my God. I'm so sorry. 290 00:13:38,400 --> 00:13:39,902 -I'm such a fucking fool. -No. 291 00:13:40,152 --> 00:13:43,239 He was lying to my face for a year and a half. 292 00:13:44,698 --> 00:13:46,951 -How did I not see that? -[cell phone chimes] 293 00:13:48,619 --> 00:13:50,913 I don't know. I think sometimes in relationships, 294 00:13:50,996 --> 00:13:53,874 -people see whatever they wanna see. -Yeah. You would know. 295 00:13:55,167 --> 00:13:57,169 -It's not the same. -Please. 296 00:13:57,253 --> 00:13:59,088 You think Steve has really changed, Judy? 297 00:13:59,171 --> 00:14:01,382 The asshole that just gave you a restraining order? 298 00:14:01,465 --> 00:14:03,050 Okay. Our relationship is complicated. 299 00:14:03,133 --> 00:14:05,803 -It's not complicated, Judy. It's toxic! -I'm not perfect either. 300 00:14:05,886 --> 00:14:07,680 God! Stop making excuses for him! 301 00:14:07,763 --> 00:14:09,974 Stop projecting! Steve is not Ted. 302 00:14:10,349 --> 00:14:12,560 Before everything happened, Steve was really good to me. 303 00:14:12,643 --> 00:14:15,479 He was kind. He was loving. He never cheated on me. He was... 304 00:14:17,231 --> 00:14:18,065 Really? 305 00:14:19,191 --> 00:14:22,027 -I'm sorry. -Fuck you, Judy. 306 00:14:22,111 --> 00:14:24,572 -I didn't mean to say that. -You said it! What did you mean? 307 00:14:24,655 --> 00:14:27,867 I don't wanna fight! Okay? There's a lot of shit you don't know! 308 00:14:27,950 --> 00:14:30,828 Yeah. Well, you know what? Apparently, I don't fucking know anybody. 309 00:14:31,203 --> 00:14:33,873 Jen! Come on! Where are you going? 310 00:14:35,457 --> 00:14:37,209 -[Judy sighs] -Uh... 311 00:14:37,960 --> 00:14:39,837 Can I get you another round? 312 00:14:39,920 --> 00:14:41,881 No. I'm just gonna take the check. Thanks. 313 00:14:41,964 --> 00:14:43,883 But you haven't even touched your Guacadilla. 314 00:14:43,966 --> 00:14:45,718 -Yeah. It's fine. -Okay. 315 00:14:47,344 --> 00:14:48,762 Hey, is your friend okay? 316 00:14:49,138 --> 00:14:51,640 She seemed, like, kind of upset. 317 00:14:58,981 --> 00:14:59,982 Ted's dead. 318 00:15:02,568 --> 00:15:03,485 I'm sorry? 319 00:15:05,195 --> 00:15:07,031 Ted, he's dead. 320 00:15:08,824 --> 00:15:10,117 What... what do you mean? 321 00:15:11,285 --> 00:15:13,120 Ted? Like, my Ted? 322 00:15:13,871 --> 00:15:14,705 No. 323 00:15:16,248 --> 00:15:17,166 My Ted. 324 00:15:19,251 --> 00:15:20,210 I'm his wife. 325 00:15:22,254 --> 00:15:23,881 What? No. That's impossible. 326 00:15:24,548 --> 00:15:27,676 Impossible that he's dead or impossible that I'm his wife? 327 00:15:28,052 --> 00:15:28,886 Both. 328 00:15:30,179 --> 00:15:31,555 He told me you died. 329 00:15:44,735 --> 00:15:46,028 [Jen] Hey. You okay? 330 00:15:46,111 --> 00:15:47,112 Hey. Yeah. 331 00:15:47,363 --> 00:15:48,864 You look like you saw a ghost. 332 00:15:49,990 --> 00:15:50,908 Thanks. 333 00:15:51,116 --> 00:15:52,660 I'm so sorry about what I said. 334 00:15:53,202 --> 00:15:54,036 It's all right. 335 00:15:54,870 --> 00:15:56,872 What do you need? Do you wanna go punch her? 336 00:15:57,206 --> 00:15:58,040 No. 337 00:15:58,582 --> 00:15:59,625 I keyed her car. 338 00:16:00,709 --> 00:16:03,087 You did? How did you know which one it was? 339 00:16:03,337 --> 00:16:04,797 I don't know. I just guessed. 340 00:16:05,464 --> 00:16:07,049 So, you keyed someone's car? 341 00:16:07,132 --> 00:16:10,427 Yup. And then I bought a pack of cigarettes. 342 00:16:11,845 --> 00:16:12,972 I fucking love you. 343 00:16:14,264 --> 00:16:17,518 -[lighter clicks] -Such a fucking joke! So basic. 344 00:16:18,060 --> 00:16:20,187 He just turned this marriage into a cliche. 345 00:16:20,521 --> 00:16:22,648 Fuck him! Basic bitch! 346 00:16:22,731 --> 00:16:23,816 Totally. You know what? 347 00:16:23,899 --> 00:16:26,485 Maybe we should just pull over and, you know, talk about it? 348 00:16:26,568 --> 00:16:27,695 No. I'm fine! 349 00:16:28,362 --> 00:16:29,196 [tires screech] 350 00:16:30,155 --> 00:16:32,157 Your driving is just a little erratic. 351 00:16:32,241 --> 00:16:33,867 Please, Judy. Will you please just relax? 352 00:16:33,951 --> 00:16:35,953 -I just need to vent. -Okay. 353 00:16:36,245 --> 00:16:37,997 -[tires screech] -[Judy] Oh, my God! 354 00:16:38,539 --> 00:16:40,124 -I'm fine. -Okay. But you're scaring me! 355 00:16:40,207 --> 00:16:41,750 You know what? You drive. 356 00:16:42,626 --> 00:16:44,003 I can light this fucking cigarette. 357 00:16:45,754 --> 00:16:47,131 -[car horn blares] -[tires screech] 358 00:16:50,384 --> 00:16:53,178 [lighter clicking] 359 00:17:03,772 --> 00:17:06,817 [heartbeat] 360 00:17:15,909 --> 00:17:17,077 I don't even want this. 361 00:17:17,828 --> 00:17:19,913 Hey, I'm sorry I scared you. Okay? 362 00:17:21,165 --> 00:17:22,750 -You're okay. -[engine starts] 363 00:17:22,833 --> 00:17:24,418 [inhales deeply] We're okay. 364 00:17:33,844 --> 00:17:35,471 The speed limit is 30 in Laguna. 365 00:17:36,388 --> 00:17:38,640 -I know. -Yeah. But you're going, like, 11. 366 00:17:39,266 --> 00:17:40,225 I'm being safe. 367 00:17:40,476 --> 00:17:43,729 You know that driving slow is just as dangerous as speeding? 368 00:17:44,146 --> 00:17:45,189 -That's not true. -[beep] 369 00:17:45,272 --> 00:17:46,607 Oh, car agrees with me. 370 00:17:48,942 --> 00:17:51,737 Did I tell you Laguna is his hometown, right? 371 00:17:52,404 --> 00:17:54,990 It's where he wanted to live, where he felt safe. 372 00:17:55,616 --> 00:17:57,701 It's, like, I just had to figure it out. 373 00:17:57,785 --> 00:18:00,704 How am I gonna make money and feed four mouths. 374 00:18:00,913 --> 00:18:03,540 But you did it. You made a beautiful life. 375 00:18:03,957 --> 00:18:06,085 What life? This isn't my life. 376 00:18:06,627 --> 00:18:07,503 This is his life. 377 00:18:08,212 --> 00:18:10,756 I worked to support him and his dreams. 378 00:18:11,548 --> 00:18:12,758 I had my own dreams. 379 00:18:16,428 --> 00:18:18,305 I'm really gonna need you to go faster. 380 00:18:19,723 --> 00:18:21,058 Your dreams, what were they? 381 00:18:22,017 --> 00:18:24,061 -They're stupid now. -No! 382 00:18:24,144 --> 00:18:27,022 -No. It's embarrassing. -Come on! 383 00:18:29,483 --> 00:18:30,651 I wanted to be a dancer. 384 00:18:31,652 --> 00:18:34,071 That is not stupid. That's amazing. 385 00:18:34,780 --> 00:18:36,031 I was really good too. 386 00:18:36,115 --> 00:18:37,241 I bet you were. 387 00:18:38,283 --> 00:18:43,497 But it just... seemed like his career was taking off and... 388 00:18:43,580 --> 00:18:45,707 Not to ruin it for you, it didn't. 389 00:18:46,917 --> 00:18:48,544 But, you know, I'm the one with the uterus, 390 00:18:48,627 --> 00:18:51,296 and I've gotta be the grown-up here, and for what? 391 00:18:51,839 --> 00:18:53,799 So, he just stopped fucking me 392 00:18:53,882 --> 00:18:58,053 and start fucking some 20-year-old with big, warm tits 393 00:18:58,137 --> 00:19:00,722 who makes him feel like a genius? Fuck him. 394 00:19:02,349 --> 00:19:03,684 You guys weren't sleeping together 395 00:19:03,767 --> 00:19:05,686 and you didn't think that maybe something was going on? 396 00:19:05,769 --> 00:19:06,728 No. I did. 397 00:19:07,146 --> 00:19:10,858 And I asked him about it, but he was just so convincing with his bad back 398 00:19:10,941 --> 00:19:14,111 and his depressed "I'm-Never-Gonna-Be-A-Rockstar" bullshit. 399 00:19:14,194 --> 00:19:16,196 -[scoffs] -[cell phone chimes] 400 00:19:17,447 --> 00:19:18,574 Oh, God. It's Steve. 401 00:19:19,116 --> 00:19:20,993 Of course it is. He's been texting you all night. 402 00:19:21,743 --> 00:19:23,287 He wants me to go over there. 403 00:19:24,872 --> 00:19:26,123 What do you want, Judy? 404 00:19:26,707 --> 00:19:27,666 Do you wanna go? 405 00:19:28,917 --> 00:19:30,669 Do you wanna move back in with him? 406 00:19:35,048 --> 00:19:37,509 I just want things to go back to before... 407 00:19:38,635 --> 00:19:40,137 before everything happened. 408 00:19:40,429 --> 00:19:42,681 What, you want it to be the way it was? 409 00:19:43,682 --> 00:19:46,560 [heartbeat] 410 00:19:47,019 --> 00:19:48,604 -[screams] -[tires screech] 411 00:19:49,396 --> 00:19:50,480 Holy shit! 412 00:19:53,317 --> 00:19:54,902 -What are you doing? -We have to go back. 413 00:19:54,985 --> 00:19:57,154 No! Don't be fucking stupid! You can't go back! 414 00:20:00,866 --> 00:20:02,618 I don't want things to be the way they were. 415 00:20:02,701 --> 00:20:05,537 -Good. -I just wish things were different. 416 00:20:05,871 --> 00:20:08,081 -You and me both, sister. -I wish I was different. 417 00:20:08,165 --> 00:20:11,043 No. No. Judy, you are great. 418 00:20:11,543 --> 00:20:12,878 You are fucking awesome. 419 00:20:13,545 --> 00:20:15,505 Your choices are a little questionable. 420 00:20:15,589 --> 00:20:16,924 Oh. You have no idea. 421 00:20:17,007 --> 00:20:19,551 You don't have to do what he wants anymore. 422 00:20:20,093 --> 00:20:21,553 Too much has happened. 423 00:20:22,054 --> 00:20:23,680 You know, love is just not enough. 424 00:20:23,764 --> 00:20:26,350 You need space so that you can be fully you... 425 00:20:27,226 --> 00:20:30,729 or, you know, you're just gonna end up like me. 426 00:20:35,484 --> 00:20:37,110 And what would you do if you were me? 427 00:20:40,280 --> 00:20:41,406 [knocking] 428 00:20:47,996 --> 00:20:49,039 Oh, hey. 429 00:20:50,165 --> 00:20:51,041 Hello, Steve. 430 00:20:52,209 --> 00:20:53,126 Hello, Jen. 431 00:20:53,961 --> 00:20:54,878 What's up? 432 00:20:55,295 --> 00:20:56,755 You should take the cash offer. 433 00:20:56,838 --> 00:21:00,342 It's 200 over asking. You would be stupid not to. 434 00:21:00,968 --> 00:21:02,052 [chuckles] 435 00:21:02,135 --> 00:21:03,428 She's always selling! 436 00:21:03,971 --> 00:21:08,016 Look, I get why you'd want me to do that. I do. And I'm sorry. 437 00:21:08,350 --> 00:21:10,852 But I am pulling the house. I don't wanna sell. 438 00:21:13,105 --> 00:21:15,440 It's just such a big house for one person. 439 00:21:17,359 --> 00:21:18,819 It's not just for one person. 440 00:21:21,280 --> 00:21:22,698 Judy is not coming back. 441 00:21:23,991 --> 00:21:26,743 I mean, it's not like you ever let her live in this house to begin with. 442 00:21:30,122 --> 00:21:32,332 You don't have a fucking clue what you're talking about. 443 00:21:33,917 --> 00:21:34,918 You barely know her. 444 00:21:36,295 --> 00:21:38,964 Maybe, but I get her. 445 00:21:42,134 --> 00:21:43,135 Take the offer. 446 00:21:55,605 --> 00:21:57,232 -[Jen sighs] -What happened? What'd he say? 447 00:21:57,316 --> 00:21:58,442 God! He's a dick. 448 00:21:58,525 --> 00:22:00,902 -I know. -But he's the worst kind of dick. 449 00:22:00,986 --> 00:22:03,739 He's a secret dick, because you don't know it at first. 450 00:22:03,822 --> 00:22:05,866 Because he's so good-looking and charming. 451 00:22:05,949 --> 00:22:08,577 Yeah, but he's so good-looking, that it, like, comes back around the other side. 452 00:22:08,660 --> 00:22:09,953 Oh, God. Thank you. 453 00:22:10,162 --> 00:22:12,289 -Hmm? -I could not have done that myself. 454 00:22:12,873 --> 00:22:14,875 Well, I'm so... 455 00:22:15,625 --> 00:22:17,210 I don't know why I can't say no to him. 456 00:22:17,294 --> 00:22:20,339 Because you're an addict. You have to put down the pipe. 457 00:22:20,422 --> 00:22:21,840 By the pipe, you mean his penis? 458 00:22:21,923 --> 00:22:23,884 Yes. I mean his penis. Obviously, I mean his penis. 459 00:22:23,967 --> 00:22:26,261 -It's so hard for me to put that down. -Is it a big penis? 460 00:22:26,928 --> 00:22:28,597 -It's like... -Oh, shit. Really? 461 00:22:28,680 --> 00:22:30,057 It's a good version of big. 462 00:22:30,140 --> 00:22:33,101 -Good-looking and with a big dick? -What do you do? 463 00:22:33,185 --> 00:22:34,853 -How do you find that again? -You don't. 464 00:22:34,936 --> 00:22:35,771 I know. 465 00:22:36,355 --> 00:22:37,856 -You... -I should go back in there? 466 00:22:37,939 --> 00:22:41,985 No. You are beautiful, and you are a good person, 467 00:22:42,069 --> 00:22:43,528 and you have a great heart. 468 00:22:44,654 --> 00:22:46,239 And you would never hurt a fly. 469 00:22:48,116 --> 00:22:49,618 I don't think I deserve that. 470 00:22:49,701 --> 00:22:51,036 Oh, just take it. 471 00:22:53,080 --> 00:22:54,748 Oh, God. What is wrong with me? 472 00:22:54,831 --> 00:22:57,125 Why do I pick guys who treat me like shit? 473 00:22:57,626 --> 00:22:59,711 I don't know. I just spent 18 years with a liar. 474 00:22:59,795 --> 00:23:02,130 What does that say about me? That I wanna be lied to? 475 00:23:08,428 --> 00:23:09,888 I have to tell you something. 476 00:23:10,806 --> 00:23:11,640 What? 477 00:23:16,186 --> 00:23:17,104 He killed you. 478 00:23:20,232 --> 00:23:21,066 What? 479 00:23:21,900 --> 00:23:24,486 Ted. He told Bambi that you were dead. 480 00:23:26,696 --> 00:23:27,697 Breast cancer. 481 00:23:30,909 --> 00:23:31,785 No. 482 00:23:33,954 --> 00:23:37,916 He said that he was a widower and that he was raising the kids all alone. 483 00:23:40,419 --> 00:23:41,294 Uh... 484 00:23:44,631 --> 00:23:46,800 I didn't know if I should tell you or not. 485 00:23:48,760 --> 00:23:50,846 I don't know if you should've told me either. 486 00:23:52,681 --> 00:23:54,474 [sighs heavily] I'm sorry. 487 00:23:57,310 --> 00:23:58,895 I can't fucking believe him. 488 00:24:00,605 --> 00:24:01,648 Yeah. I know. 489 00:24:03,233 --> 00:24:05,193 What the fuck have I been doing here? 490 00:24:08,321 --> 00:24:11,199 I've spent months trying to... 491 00:24:12,701 --> 00:24:13,994 bring him justice, 492 00:24:14,619 --> 00:24:17,414 obsessed with trying to find the person that killed him, 493 00:24:17,497 --> 00:24:18,457 and for what? 494 00:24:20,625 --> 00:24:22,043 He fucking killed me. 495 00:24:24,421 --> 00:24:25,255 Yeah. 496 00:24:27,883 --> 00:24:28,758 Yeah. 497 00:24:32,220 --> 00:24:33,889 He's such a fucking asshole. 498 00:24:34,639 --> 00:24:36,933 Right. He's the asshole. 499 00:24:47,694 --> 00:24:48,945 I'm glad he's dead. 500 00:25:00,290 --> 00:25:01,416 Put on your seat belt. 501 00:25:01,500 --> 00:25:02,792 [engine starts] 502 00:25:02,876 --> 00:25:04,002 I'm taking us home. 503 00:25:05,545 --> 00:25:07,923 ♪ I'm a naughty girl I'm a nice girl too ♪ 504 00:25:08,006 --> 00:25:10,467 ♪ I'm a naughty girl Anything for you ♪ 505 00:25:10,550 --> 00:25:13,428 ♪ I'm a naughty girl I'm a nice girl too ♪ 506 00:25:13,512 --> 00:25:16,014 ♪ I'm a naughty girl Anything for you ♪ 507 00:25:16,431 --> 00:25:18,517 ♪ Play with me ♪ 508 00:25:18,892 --> 00:25:21,603 ♪ Come on, rocksteady ♪ 509 00:25:21,895 --> 00:25:23,855 ♪ Play with me ♪ 510 00:25:24,272 --> 00:25:27,108 ♪ Come on, rocksteady ♪ 511 00:25:27,359 --> 00:25:29,277 ♪ Play with me ♪ 512 00:25:29,694 --> 00:25:32,489 ♪ Come on, rocksteady ♪ 513 00:25:32,822 --> 00:25:34,908 ♪ Play with me ♪ 514 00:25:35,158 --> 00:25:37,911 ♪ Come on, rocksteady ♪ 515 00:26:09,359 --> 00:26:11,945 ♪ I'm a naughty girl I'm a nice girl too ♪ 516 00:26:12,028 --> 00:26:14,739 ♪ I'm a naughty girl Anything for you ♪ 517 00:26:14,823 --> 00:26:17,450 ♪ I'm a naughty girl I'm a nice girl too ♪ 518 00:26:17,534 --> 00:26:20,203 ♪ I'm a naughty girl Anything for you ♪ 519 00:26:20,537 --> 00:26:22,581 ♪ Play with me ♪ 520 00:26:22,956 --> 00:26:25,709 ♪ Come on, rocksteady ♪ 521 00:26:26,001 --> 00:26:28,003 ♪ Play with me ♪ 522 00:26:28,378 --> 00:26:31,256 ♪ Come on, rocksteady ♪ 523 00:26:31,464 --> 00:26:33,466 ♪ Play with me ♪ 524 00:26:33,842 --> 00:26:36,678 ♪ Come on, rocksteady ♪ 525 00:26:36,928 --> 00:26:39,014 ♪ Play with me ♪