1 00:00:11,428 --> 00:00:14,681 So, you just heat it up at 300 and leave it in for 35 minutes. 2 00:00:14,764 --> 00:00:17,308 Thanks, Karen. But you really don't have to keep-- 3 00:00:17,392 --> 00:00:19,310 It's my take on Mexican lasagna. 4 00:00:19,394 --> 00:00:20,311 Great. 5 00:00:20,395 --> 00:00:22,939 It's nothing. We just don't want you to think you're alone. 6 00:00:23,314 --> 00:00:25,316 -Mmm. -Jeff and I are here for you, 7 00:00:25,400 --> 00:00:26,735 if you ever wanna talk. 8 00:00:27,110 --> 00:00:27,944 Thanks. 9 00:00:28,028 --> 00:00:30,447 Just can't imagine what you're going through. 10 00:00:31,197 --> 00:00:35,827 Well, it's like if Jeff got hit by a car and died suddenly and violently. 11 00:00:36,036 --> 00:00:36,953 Like that. 12 00:00:37,787 --> 00:00:38,747 [gulps] 13 00:00:39,289 --> 00:00:40,665 Right. [clears throat] 14 00:00:41,082 --> 00:00:43,168 Well, you get that dish back to me whenever you can-- 15 00:00:43,251 --> 00:00:44,294 Yup. Gonna get right on it. 16 00:00:44,377 --> 00:00:45,628 ["Get Happy" playing] 17 00:00:49,382 --> 00:00:51,843 ♪ Forget your troubles Come on, get happy ♪ 18 00:00:52,218 --> 00:00:54,763 ♪ You better chase all your cares away ♪ 19 00:00:54,846 --> 00:00:57,390 ♪ Shout hallelujah Come on, get happy ♪ 20 00:00:57,849 --> 00:01:00,226 ♪ Get ready for the judgment day ♪ 21 00:01:00,643 --> 00:01:03,229 ♪ The sun is shining Come on, get happy ♪ 22 00:01:03,480 --> 00:01:05,940 ♪ The Lord is waiting to take your hand ♪ 23 00:01:06,107 --> 00:01:08,818 ♪ Shout hallelujah, come on, get happy ♪ 24 00:01:09,152 --> 00:01:11,404 ♪ Get ready for the judgment day ♪ 25 00:01:11,488 --> 00:01:14,866 ♪ Forget your troubles Come on, get happy ♪ 26 00:01:15,492 --> 00:01:17,452 ♪ Chase your cares away ♪ 27 00:01:18,661 --> 00:01:19,496 ♪ Shout... ♪ 28 00:01:21,081 --> 00:01:22,373 [birds chirping] 29 00:01:27,712 --> 00:01:29,130 [indistinct conversations] 30 00:01:30,924 --> 00:01:31,883 [sighs] 31 00:01:46,397 --> 00:01:47,315 [gagging] 32 00:01:50,151 --> 00:01:50,985 Oh. 33 00:01:51,236 --> 00:01:52,237 Fuck. 34 00:01:53,154 --> 00:01:54,030 God. 35 00:01:54,489 --> 00:01:55,532 [sighs] 36 00:01:57,742 --> 00:01:59,369 I'd skip the coffee. It's terrible. 37 00:02:00,954 --> 00:02:01,788 I made it. 38 00:02:02,163 --> 00:02:03,498 Hmm? Oh. 39 00:02:04,124 --> 00:02:05,083 I'm sorry. 40 00:02:06,209 --> 00:02:07,919 -No. I'm just kidding. -Hmm? 41 00:02:08,002 --> 00:02:09,838 -I'm just kidding. -Oh. [laughs sarcastically] 42 00:02:10,213 --> 00:02:11,131 I'm Judy. 43 00:02:11,673 --> 00:02:13,091 -Hi. Jen. -Hi. 44 00:02:16,344 --> 00:02:17,220 Hi. 45 00:02:18,138 --> 00:02:19,764 You come to this group often? 46 00:02:20,348 --> 00:02:22,642 Uh... No. This is my first time here. 47 00:02:22,809 --> 00:02:24,185 -Me, too. -Oh. 48 00:02:27,647 --> 00:02:30,191 Sorry. I hope this isn't weird. 49 00:02:32,360 --> 00:02:33,236 Do you do real estate? 50 00:02:34,154 --> 00:02:37,532 I feel like I've seen your face on, like, a... a bus bench? 51 00:02:37,615 --> 00:02:38,825 You and a cute gay guy? 52 00:02:38,908 --> 00:02:40,034 -Yeah. -What? 53 00:02:40,118 --> 00:02:42,036 Yeah, that's me. [chuckles] 54 00:02:42,495 --> 00:02:45,707 With Christopher, who does not think he looks gay in that picture. 55 00:02:46,124 --> 00:02:49,169 I didn't mean that in a bad way. I think gay is beautiful. 56 00:02:49,586 --> 00:02:50,670 Which bench did you see? 57 00:02:51,212 --> 00:02:53,506 Oh, I think it's the one where you're like... 58 00:02:55,758 --> 00:02:56,843 Oh, no. 59 00:02:57,552 --> 00:02:58,803 No? And he's like... 60 00:02:58,887 --> 00:03:01,556 No, no, no. I guess I just mean where do you live? 61 00:03:01,931 --> 00:03:03,391 [laughing] Oh, my gosh. 62 00:03:04,225 --> 00:03:06,436 Sorry. Newport Beach. 63 00:03:06,519 --> 00:03:07,353 -Oh, really? -Yeah. 64 00:03:07,437 --> 00:03:08,938 -You live-- You live in Newport? -Yeah. 65 00:03:09,189 --> 00:03:10,023 Okay. 66 00:03:10,648 --> 00:03:13,318 Yeah. I don't think I belong there either. 67 00:03:13,693 --> 00:03:16,404 -Not a bad thing to not belong there. -Right. 68 00:03:16,738 --> 00:03:20,200 But if you ever need a real estate agent, just... 69 00:03:20,450 --> 00:03:22,160 -Oh, wow. Thank you. -Uh-huh. 70 00:03:22,243 --> 00:03:23,745 -I might. -Okay. 71 00:03:27,749 --> 00:03:28,750 Sorry. 72 00:03:29,250 --> 00:03:30,418 I hope this isn't weird. 73 00:03:31,669 --> 00:03:33,046 Can I give you a hug? 74 00:03:34,964 --> 00:03:35,965 No. 75 00:03:37,800 --> 00:03:38,718 Okay. 76 00:03:38,801 --> 00:03:41,054 Well, looks like we have some new people here today. 77 00:03:41,888 --> 00:03:42,889 Hi. I'm Judy. 78 00:03:42,972 --> 00:03:44,807 -[group leader] Hi, Judy. -Hey, Judy. 79 00:03:47,018 --> 00:03:49,938 -Uh-uh. That's okay. -All right. 80 00:03:50,396 --> 00:03:53,024 Well, welcome to Friends of Heaven. I'm Pastor Wayne. 81 00:03:53,316 --> 00:03:55,652 As some of you know, I like to start out our grief circle 82 00:03:55,735 --> 00:03:58,529 by talking about a loss I lived through that got me into this work. 83 00:04:00,156 --> 00:04:03,201 My aunt fell down a flight of stairs and cracked her head open and bled out 84 00:04:03,284 --> 00:04:05,203 as her five-year-old son watched, 85 00:04:05,286 --> 00:04:07,747 and I was the one that asked her to get me a soda from the basement. 86 00:04:08,957 --> 00:04:10,166 So, I live with that. 87 00:04:10,667 --> 00:04:12,669 And that's a little something about me. 88 00:04:13,211 --> 00:04:14,462 Oh, my God. 89 00:04:15,088 --> 00:04:16,506 [Wayne] I appreciate that. 90 00:04:16,589 --> 00:04:19,550 Is there a loss you've had that you'd like to share with us today? 91 00:04:20,301 --> 00:04:21,302 [Judy] Uh... 92 00:04:22,053 --> 00:04:25,431 Yeah. I lost my fiancé eight weeks ago. 93 00:04:26,766 --> 00:04:27,600 Um... 94 00:04:27,684 --> 00:04:28,977 It was really sudden. 95 00:04:29,060 --> 00:04:32,438 One minute, we were eating dinner and then the next, he was gone. 96 00:04:33,898 --> 00:04:35,191 [nurse] I'm so sorry. 97 00:04:35,692 --> 00:04:37,902 [sniffles] Thank you. 98 00:04:39,737 --> 00:04:42,949 -Heart attack? -Yeah. He was 44. 99 00:04:43,866 --> 00:04:46,202 Oh, that sucks. Sorry. 100 00:04:46,452 --> 00:04:47,287 Thank you. 101 00:04:48,788 --> 00:04:50,248 [Wayne] Thank you for sharing that. 102 00:04:50,790 --> 00:04:52,959 So, last week, we started talking about... 103 00:04:53,918 --> 00:04:54,836 the F-word. 104 00:04:57,630 --> 00:04:58,506 Forgiveness. 105 00:04:59,048 --> 00:05:02,927 Forgiveness can be very difficult, and it can take time, even a lifetime. 106 00:05:03,011 --> 00:05:06,973 But no matter what the circumstances, everyone is deserving of forgiveness. 107 00:05:07,557 --> 00:05:08,891 You really think that? 108 00:05:09,392 --> 00:05:10,810 Jesus thought that. 109 00:05:10,893 --> 00:05:12,020 [woman] Amen. 110 00:05:12,103 --> 00:05:13,646 Um, excuse me. Um... 111 00:05:14,188 --> 00:05:16,649 How do you forgive someone who hits your husband with their car, 112 00:05:16,733 --> 00:05:20,278 and then drives away, leaving him to bleed to death on the side of the road? 113 00:05:20,361 --> 00:05:21,362 How do you forgive that? 114 00:05:29,370 --> 00:05:30,371 No, that's it. 115 00:05:31,080 --> 00:05:33,624 Don't really wanna get into it, so someone else can go. 116 00:05:33,791 --> 00:05:35,960 -[inhales sharply] -[Wayne] At your own pace. 117 00:05:36,294 --> 00:05:39,839 It's okay to feel whatever you're feeling, sad, angry, defensive-- 118 00:05:39,922 --> 00:05:42,008 I'm not defensive. Okay? 119 00:05:45,345 --> 00:05:46,220 I'm tired. 120 00:05:46,512 --> 00:05:47,722 I'm tired, too. 121 00:05:50,099 --> 00:05:51,392 Can you tell us more about that? 122 00:05:51,851 --> 00:05:53,519 Oh, yeah. I just haven't been sleeping. 123 00:05:54,520 --> 00:05:58,316 You know, I've never been a very good sleeper, anyway, but... 124 00:05:59,484 --> 00:06:01,861 since Ted died, not at all. 125 00:06:02,362 --> 00:06:05,114 I mean, not naturally, anyway, but... 126 00:06:05,198 --> 00:06:06,240 [clears throat] 127 00:06:06,366 --> 00:06:07,575 And I'm not gonna take pills. 128 00:06:08,242 --> 00:06:12,789 I was not a pill person and I have two kids, two boys, who... 129 00:06:12,997 --> 00:06:16,667 who need me, and so, I'm not gonna be one of those, like, 130 00:06:17,335 --> 00:06:21,005 Xanax Ambien zombie moms, you know. 131 00:06:28,262 --> 00:06:30,139 Hey. Hey! 132 00:06:30,515 --> 00:06:31,474 Oh, hey. 133 00:06:32,975 --> 00:06:33,893 Uh... 134 00:06:34,185 --> 00:06:35,311 I'm up all night. 135 00:06:37,647 --> 00:06:40,942 Feel free to call me. We can... not sleep together. 136 00:06:48,825 --> 00:06:50,827 [Jen] It's supposed to be Mexican lasagna. 137 00:06:51,369 --> 00:06:52,829 Why are there raisins in this? 138 00:06:52,912 --> 00:06:55,331 -I honestly don't know. -I like it. 139 00:06:55,456 --> 00:06:58,918 -[sighs] I'm sick of other people's food. -Me, too. 140 00:07:02,004 --> 00:07:03,423 I miss Dad's cooking. 141 00:07:04,298 --> 00:07:05,299 Me, too. 142 00:07:06,759 --> 00:07:08,219 It's just so not fair. 143 00:07:08,594 --> 00:07:10,721 Like, why did our dad have to die? Why didn't... 144 00:07:10,930 --> 00:07:13,516 Tyler's dad die? Rick. That guy's a twatwaffle. 145 00:07:14,767 --> 00:07:15,726 I like Rick. 146 00:07:18,479 --> 00:07:20,440 -You have to wait till I'm asleep. -Mm-hmm. 147 00:07:20,523 --> 00:07:21,566 All the way asleep. 148 00:07:21,649 --> 00:07:23,192 I know, Boop. 149 00:07:25,820 --> 00:07:27,029 -Mommy? -Yup? 150 00:07:27,113 --> 00:07:29,657 -I don't wanna go to school tomorrow. -No kidding. 151 00:07:29,740 --> 00:07:31,117 I wanna go to work with you. 152 00:07:31,200 --> 00:07:35,538 Oh, sweetie, I know, but we just can't do that anymore, okay? 153 00:07:36,456 --> 00:07:38,166 I mean, it's been three months, and... 154 00:07:38,541 --> 00:07:40,918 I think it's just time for us to go back to normal. 155 00:07:41,627 --> 00:07:43,588 -But I wanna be with you. -I know. 156 00:07:44,338 --> 00:07:45,506 I know, baby. 157 00:07:47,758 --> 00:07:50,303 You know, what happened to your dad was an accident. 158 00:07:50,386 --> 00:07:52,346 -As far as we know. -Charlie, please. 159 00:07:54,223 --> 00:07:57,768 What happened to your dad was a freak accident. 160 00:07:58,102 --> 00:08:00,646 And nothing like that is gonna happen to me, okay? 161 00:08:00,938 --> 00:08:02,023 I promise you. 162 00:08:02,273 --> 00:08:03,566 No, it's not that. 163 00:08:04,025 --> 00:08:05,902 I'm not worried something's gonna happen to you. 164 00:08:05,985 --> 00:08:06,819 No? 165 00:08:07,278 --> 00:08:09,030 Well, then what are you worried about? 166 00:08:10,114 --> 00:08:12,074 I just don't want you to be alone. 167 00:08:13,701 --> 00:08:14,827 [sighs] 168 00:08:16,496 --> 00:08:18,498 [sobbing inconsolably] 169 00:08:22,168 --> 00:08:23,503 [gasps for air] 170 00:08:28,549 --> 00:08:29,842 [wailing] 171 00:08:33,638 --> 00:08:34,764 [panting] 172 00:08:50,988 --> 00:08:51,822 Okay. 173 00:08:54,367 --> 00:08:55,743 [ringing tone] 174 00:08:57,078 --> 00:08:59,080 -[TV playing in background] -[cell phone vibrates] 175 00:09:03,960 --> 00:09:05,002 Hello? 176 00:09:05,628 --> 00:09:06,629 [Jen] Uh... Judy? 177 00:09:07,797 --> 00:09:08,631 Yeah? 178 00:09:08,714 --> 00:09:10,758 It's... It's Jen from... 179 00:09:11,759 --> 00:09:13,427 from the grief group thing. 180 00:09:13,761 --> 00:09:14,595 Hi. 181 00:09:14,720 --> 00:09:17,765 I'm sorry. I don't-- I don't even know why I'm calling you. 182 00:09:17,848 --> 00:09:20,560 No, no. God, come on. I told you you could. 183 00:09:20,935 --> 00:09:23,104 -Is it too late? -No. 184 00:09:24,647 --> 00:09:26,816 -Are you in bed? -Uh, yeah. 185 00:09:29,151 --> 00:09:30,736 -What are you wearing? -Huh? 186 00:09:31,153 --> 00:09:32,280 What are you wearing? 187 00:09:34,490 --> 00:09:35,366 Um... 188 00:09:37,577 --> 00:09:39,453 A pair of my husband's sweatpants 189 00:09:39,537 --> 00:09:43,207 and a T-shirt he got for running a 5K for... 190 00:09:44,041 --> 00:09:45,293 psoriasis. 191 00:09:45,459 --> 00:09:46,335 Mm. 192 00:09:46,419 --> 00:09:47,378 Slower. 193 00:09:47,837 --> 00:09:49,547 You're a weird person, Judy. 194 00:09:49,630 --> 00:09:50,506 [chuckles] 195 00:09:50,631 --> 00:09:51,674 Thank you. 196 00:09:52,466 --> 00:09:56,429 Did your husband really like running? Or did he just hate psoriasis? 197 00:09:59,390 --> 00:10:02,351 I'm sorry. You don't have to talk about him if you don't want to. 198 00:10:02,768 --> 00:10:05,354 Uh, no, no. He... He liked running. 199 00:10:07,231 --> 00:10:09,817 Came to it later in life. He was 40. 200 00:10:10,901 --> 00:10:14,113 -What made him start? -He was gettin' doughy. 201 00:10:14,196 --> 00:10:15,656 -Oh, yeah. -Mm-hmm. 202 00:10:15,740 --> 00:10:17,867 Men get that middle-aged man puff. 203 00:10:18,200 --> 00:10:20,953 Yeah. I mean, he had a full-on beer belly. 204 00:10:21,329 --> 00:10:22,371 He was getting a beer neck. 205 00:10:22,455 --> 00:10:24,123 Beer neck? 206 00:10:24,206 --> 00:10:26,459 So, he started running. 207 00:10:26,876 --> 00:10:28,210 I was proud of him. 208 00:10:28,294 --> 00:10:30,421 He was in the best shape of his life, when... 209 00:10:32,089 --> 00:10:33,174 when the car hit him. 210 00:10:35,468 --> 00:10:36,469 [muffled] I'm so sorry. 211 00:10:37,762 --> 00:10:38,679 Yeah. 212 00:10:41,307 --> 00:10:43,017 [chewing noises] 213 00:10:45,019 --> 00:10:47,146 Are you... Are you eating something? 214 00:10:47,605 --> 00:10:48,481 Mm-hmm. 215 00:10:49,106 --> 00:10:52,610 It's an Entenmann's chocolate chip cookie. You know, the little one? 216 00:10:54,695 --> 00:10:56,447 Why, yes, I do. 217 00:10:57,073 --> 00:10:58,199 Oh, he was... 218 00:10:58,282 --> 00:11:01,744 He was always a really good musician, even then. 219 00:11:02,161 --> 00:11:04,664 He was the only guy I knew who liked Ani DiFranco. 220 00:11:04,747 --> 00:11:05,956 Oh, I love Ani. 221 00:11:06,040 --> 00:11:09,919 Well, I haven't talked about him much since he died. 222 00:11:10,670 --> 00:11:14,090 -Well, we can stop. I don't wanna pry. -No. It's... 223 00:11:15,049 --> 00:11:16,133 It's nice. 224 00:11:16,550 --> 00:11:17,927 -Did you get it? -[phone chimes] 225 00:11:19,220 --> 00:11:21,347 -Is that him? -No, that's my other husband. 226 00:11:21,430 --> 00:11:23,349 Oh, you have another one? Then you're fine. 227 00:11:23,432 --> 00:11:26,060 Yeah, but if something happens to him, then... [laughs] 228 00:11:26,686 --> 00:11:28,020 [both laugh] 229 00:11:28,854 --> 00:11:30,189 [yawns] Excuse me. 230 00:11:30,272 --> 00:11:32,024 I heard that. 231 00:11:32,274 --> 00:11:34,318 You should ride that wave and go to sleep. 232 00:11:34,402 --> 00:11:35,778 No, I want a picture of Steve. 233 00:11:35,986 --> 00:11:37,822 [sighs] I'd have to look. 234 00:11:38,531 --> 00:11:39,448 Found some. 235 00:11:39,532 --> 00:11:41,283 -[phone chimes repeatedly] -Jeez. Okay. 236 00:11:41,367 --> 00:11:42,326 [chuckles] 237 00:11:42,993 --> 00:11:43,953 Hold on. 238 00:11:46,747 --> 00:11:47,748 Oh, my God. 239 00:11:47,998 --> 00:11:50,084 -Is that your house? -Yeah. 240 00:11:50,376 --> 00:11:51,335 Harbor Ridge? 241 00:11:51,711 --> 00:11:54,088 -Yup. -It's a lovely home. 242 00:11:55,756 --> 00:11:58,217 He was very handsome. 243 00:11:58,884 --> 00:11:59,969 Thanks. 244 00:12:00,678 --> 00:12:04,265 Yeah, I always thought he had kind of a JFK Jr. vibe. 245 00:12:04,348 --> 00:12:05,182 God! 246 00:12:05,683 --> 00:12:07,810 JFK Jr. was so hot. 247 00:12:07,893 --> 00:12:10,688 -[Judy sighs] So hot. -And then just so sad. 248 00:12:10,771 --> 00:12:12,189 So sad. 249 00:12:13,232 --> 00:12:14,942 [yawning] So fucked up. 250 00:12:15,735 --> 00:12:17,820 -You're tired. -Oh, yeah. 251 00:12:18,237 --> 00:12:20,114 I think I am. You're not? 252 00:12:20,531 --> 00:12:23,659 No. But... I'll let you go. 253 00:12:23,743 --> 00:12:24,910 No, no, no. No. 254 00:12:29,123 --> 00:12:30,374 Would you... 255 00:12:34,170 --> 00:12:36,130 Would you mind waiting until I fall asleep? 256 00:12:38,048 --> 00:12:38,883 Uh... 257 00:12:39,592 --> 00:12:40,426 Okay. 258 00:12:40,634 --> 00:12:41,469 I mean, like... 259 00:12:42,762 --> 00:12:44,221 Like all the way asleep? 260 00:12:46,557 --> 00:12:48,350 Sure, of course. 261 00:12:49,018 --> 00:12:50,060 Thank you. 262 00:12:53,814 --> 00:12:54,648 All right. 263 00:13:00,571 --> 00:13:03,282 -Do you want me to keep talking? -No, 'cause then I can't fall asleep. 264 00:13:03,532 --> 00:13:06,494 Oh. Okay. Right. 265 00:13:06,577 --> 00:13:07,953 [chuckles] 266 00:13:09,580 --> 00:13:10,706 [sighs] 267 00:13:15,628 --> 00:13:17,630 ["Don't Worry Baby" playing] 268 00:13:24,261 --> 00:13:27,223 ♪ Well, it's been building up Inside of me ♪ 269 00:13:27,306 --> 00:13:30,935 ♪ For, oh, I don't know how long ♪ 270 00:13:31,435 --> 00:13:32,394 Okay? 271 00:13:32,478 --> 00:13:36,982 ♪ I don't know why, but I keep thinking Something's bound... ♪ 272 00:13:37,066 --> 00:13:37,983 Hey. 273 00:13:38,651 --> 00:13:40,027 Oh, Judy. 274 00:13:40,110 --> 00:13:42,947 ♪ But she looks in my eyes ♪ 275 00:13:43,572 --> 00:13:46,325 ♪ And makes me realize ♪ 276 00:13:46,408 --> 00:13:51,580 -♪ And she says, don't worry, baby ♪ -♪ Don't worry, baby ♪ 277 00:13:51,664 --> 00:13:56,627 -♪ Don't worry, baby ♪ -♪ Everything will turn out all right... ♪ 278 00:13:56,710 --> 00:13:57,795 [cooing] 279 00:13:57,878 --> 00:13:59,463 [growling playfully] 280 00:13:59,547 --> 00:14:01,674 ♪ Don't worry, baby ♪ 281 00:14:01,757 --> 00:14:02,716 Psst! 282 00:14:03,342 --> 00:14:06,637 ♪ She told me Baby, when you race today ♪ 283 00:14:06,720 --> 00:14:09,974 ♪ Just take along my love with you... ♪ 284 00:14:10,266 --> 00:14:13,561 [Jen] I mean, if I knew it was the end, I would start smoking immediately. 285 00:14:13,644 --> 00:14:14,979 Oh, my God. Yes. 286 00:14:15,229 --> 00:14:16,313 -Right? -Immediately. 287 00:14:16,397 --> 00:14:18,482 Smoking is the greatest thing that slowly kills you. 288 00:14:18,566 --> 00:14:19,900 It's the greatest. 289 00:14:20,276 --> 00:14:21,318 -[girl on TV] I would. -Ooh! 290 00:14:21,402 --> 00:14:23,153 -But I need something-- -Facts of Life is on. 291 00:14:23,237 --> 00:14:24,363 What? What channel? 292 00:14:24,446 --> 00:14:25,406 Three-ninety-one. 293 00:14:25,489 --> 00:14:26,866 Three-ninety-one. 294 00:14:27,324 --> 00:14:28,284 [laughter on TV] 295 00:14:28,367 --> 00:14:29,743 Now, promise me you won't tell. 296 00:14:29,827 --> 00:14:31,871 God, I used to love this show. 297 00:14:31,954 --> 00:14:34,415 -Loved it. -You're just jealous because I... 298 00:14:34,498 --> 00:14:36,709 [Jen] How did I not know this was on every night? 299 00:14:37,501 --> 00:14:42,715 More importantly, why are the other girls 15 and Tootie is, like, nine? 300 00:14:42,798 --> 00:14:44,091 [laughs] 301 00:14:44,216 --> 00:14:45,092 I don't know. 302 00:14:46,552 --> 00:14:49,096 Has anyone ever told you you're kind of a Blair? 303 00:14:49,179 --> 00:14:51,056 What? Fuck you. 304 00:14:51,348 --> 00:14:52,808 -Seriously, fuck you. -Why? 305 00:14:52,892 --> 00:14:53,809 I'm a Jo. 306 00:14:54,768 --> 00:14:55,728 How are you a Jo? 307 00:14:56,395 --> 00:15:00,566 I'm sitting in your outdoor living room, watching TV next to your hot tub. 308 00:15:01,025 --> 00:15:02,943 -Feeling a little Blair-y. -I'm a fucking Jo! 309 00:15:03,319 --> 00:15:04,904 -Okay! -Why? 310 00:15:05,362 --> 00:15:06,989 -Who are you? -I'm a Tootie. 311 00:15:07,072 --> 00:15:07,948 [snickers] 312 00:15:08,407 --> 00:15:09,366 It's layered. 313 00:15:10,743 --> 00:15:13,162 -How are you a Jo? -'Cause I'm tough. 314 00:15:14,955 --> 00:15:16,332 I'm from Brooklyn. 315 00:15:17,041 --> 00:15:18,375 -You're from Brooklyn? -Mm-hmm. 316 00:15:18,459 --> 00:15:21,462 How did I not know that? You don't sound like you're from Brooklyn. 317 00:15:21,795 --> 00:15:23,339 Oh, I used to have an accent. 318 00:15:24,131 --> 00:15:26,383 -What'd you sound like? -Like someone from Brooklyn. 319 00:15:27,468 --> 00:15:28,510 Like what? 320 00:15:29,762 --> 00:15:30,971 [Brooklyn accent] Like this. 321 00:15:31,430 --> 00:15:32,932 [chortles] 322 00:15:33,766 --> 00:15:35,726 -That is fantastic. -I hate you. 323 00:15:36,602 --> 00:15:38,854 -You are a Jo. -Yeah. 324 00:15:38,938 --> 00:15:41,440 -Such a Jo. -Yeah, man, I'm a piece of work. 325 00:15:42,566 --> 00:15:47,529 According to my business partner, Christopher, my anger is an "issue." 326 00:15:48,948 --> 00:15:49,823 Personally, 327 00:15:50,783 --> 00:15:52,952 I think that your anger is understandable. 328 00:15:53,035 --> 00:15:55,871 Well, you haven't been on the receiving end of it. 329 00:15:57,957 --> 00:16:01,752 I mean... there are healthier ways of channeling it. 330 00:16:02,419 --> 00:16:04,338 -Like meditation. -I meditate. 331 00:16:05,714 --> 00:16:06,632 In my own way. 332 00:16:07,007 --> 00:16:10,135 -[singing along to heavy metal] -♪ You fucking prick, drop dead ♪ 333 00:16:10,219 --> 00:16:11,512 ♪ You make me sick ♪ 334 00:16:11,595 --> 00:16:13,222 ♪ Get out of my head! ♪ 335 00:16:18,310 --> 00:16:19,895 ♪ You're the light ♪ 336 00:16:21,605 --> 00:16:24,900 ♪ I'm the ghost, you're the night ♪ 337 00:16:24,984 --> 00:16:27,778 ♪ I'm the shadow, you're the light ♪ 338 00:16:29,446 --> 00:16:30,948 Do you do this a lot? 339 00:16:31,782 --> 00:16:32,741 Oh... 340 00:16:33,242 --> 00:16:36,537 No, just every time I see a person-sized dent in the front bumper of a car. 341 00:16:38,247 --> 00:16:39,373 [Judy] Okay. 342 00:16:39,456 --> 00:16:42,710 The cops say that hit-and-runs are almost impossible to solve, so... 343 00:16:43,377 --> 00:16:46,714 But you feel like maybe you might find the person this way? 344 00:16:47,798 --> 00:16:48,632 Nope. 345 00:16:49,049 --> 00:16:50,509 But it makes you feel better? 346 00:16:51,343 --> 00:16:52,261 Not really. 347 00:16:54,763 --> 00:16:56,598 -[sighs] -I have an idea. 348 00:16:59,852 --> 00:17:01,145 [Jen] What are you doing? 349 00:17:01,228 --> 00:17:02,730 -It's legal. Relax. -Oh, right. 350 00:17:06,984 --> 00:17:08,068 Oh, no, thanks. 351 00:17:08,902 --> 00:17:10,821 I'm just not-- not really a drugs person. 352 00:17:10,904 --> 00:17:13,157 It's not drugs. It's a plant. 353 00:17:13,532 --> 00:17:14,867 And it will help you sleep. 354 00:17:17,244 --> 00:17:18,078 [Judy] Mm-hmm. 355 00:17:21,040 --> 00:17:23,667 Um... You totally smoke pot. 356 00:17:24,043 --> 00:17:25,627 [both chuckling] 357 00:17:27,296 --> 00:17:30,883 All right. I did with Ted, but it's... I mean, it's been years. 358 00:17:30,966 --> 00:17:32,593 Well, I'm happy to reacquaint you. 359 00:17:35,095 --> 00:17:36,221 Oh, yeah. 360 00:17:37,973 --> 00:17:39,433 You immediately feel nice. 361 00:17:39,516 --> 00:17:40,768 -[both giggling] -Yeah. 362 00:17:45,272 --> 00:17:46,523 Can I say something weird? 363 00:17:47,232 --> 00:17:48,108 Please. 364 00:17:49,568 --> 00:17:50,402 Thank you. 365 00:17:51,737 --> 00:17:52,571 For what? 366 00:17:52,654 --> 00:17:55,949 I don't know. Just for coming into my life, I guess, like... 367 00:17:57,326 --> 00:17:59,453 some weird little pot fairy. 368 00:18:00,746 --> 00:18:02,456 And also just for not... 369 00:18:03,165 --> 00:18:05,459 saying and doing the same stupid shit 370 00:18:05,542 --> 00:18:07,419 that everybody says and does that just... 371 00:18:08,545 --> 00:18:11,590 makes you feel more alone than you already are, you know? 372 00:18:13,008 --> 00:18:15,552 And for not being repulsed by my version of grief. 373 00:18:19,056 --> 00:18:20,057 Thank you. 374 00:18:21,517 --> 00:18:23,310 -For the same. -Mm-hmm. 375 00:18:24,061 --> 00:18:27,689 I know that it must be hard for you to be alone in that big house without Steve. 376 00:18:31,026 --> 00:18:31,985 It is. 377 00:18:33,112 --> 00:18:34,113 It's really hard. 378 00:18:35,114 --> 00:18:36,031 I miss him. 379 00:18:37,991 --> 00:18:38,867 I know. 380 00:18:39,201 --> 00:18:40,536 I know you know. 381 00:18:44,206 --> 00:18:46,291 -Light's out. -You probably shouldn't have anymore. 382 00:18:46,375 --> 00:18:47,876 -I don't think so, 'cause I... -Yeah. 383 00:18:48,085 --> 00:18:50,170 -...can't feel my tongue. -[laughs] 384 00:18:50,254 --> 00:18:51,505 You're so fucking high! 385 00:18:52,548 --> 00:18:53,507 Fuck. 386 00:18:53,715 --> 00:18:55,801 [giggling] Why did you give that to me? 387 00:19:01,098 --> 00:19:02,933 -I think I just peed! -[laughs] 388 00:19:03,016 --> 00:19:04,935 [both giggling helplessly] 389 00:19:05,018 --> 00:19:06,228 Wait, I have to check. 390 00:19:07,354 --> 00:19:08,730 -Oh, my God. -No, I didn't. 391 00:19:09,398 --> 00:19:10,315 Oh, my God. 392 00:19:10,816 --> 00:19:11,900 [Judy] Oh, my God. 393 00:19:11,984 --> 00:19:12,943 [both laugh] 394 00:19:13,026 --> 00:19:14,903 [Judy groans] 395 00:19:15,696 --> 00:19:16,864 [cell phone ringing] 396 00:19:20,617 --> 00:19:21,827 Good evening. 397 00:19:21,910 --> 00:19:23,328 [Jen] Good evening. 398 00:19:23,787 --> 00:19:26,915 -Shall I come over? -Nope, because I'm coming to you. 399 00:19:27,583 --> 00:19:28,458 What? 400 00:19:28,542 --> 00:19:30,502 Come on. You've been coming to me this whole time. 401 00:19:30,794 --> 00:19:32,212 You don't even know where I live. 402 00:19:32,296 --> 00:19:34,047 Oh, yes, I do. 403 00:19:34,548 --> 00:19:35,924 And I'm pulling up right now. 404 00:19:54,151 --> 00:19:54,985 [car alarm chirps] 405 00:20:01,575 --> 00:20:02,409 Judy! 406 00:20:03,869 --> 00:20:04,703 [door opening] 407 00:20:07,915 --> 00:20:08,999 [man] Can I help you? 408 00:20:12,002 --> 00:20:12,878 You're Steve. 409 00:20:14,129 --> 00:20:15,005 Yeah. 410 00:20:17,716 --> 00:20:18,675 You're alive. 411 00:20:19,843 --> 00:20:20,677 Yeah. 412 00:20:21,011 --> 00:20:22,638 I'm sorry. It's 11:30 at night. 413 00:20:22,721 --> 00:20:24,556 What's... What's happening? Do I know you? 414 00:20:25,849 --> 00:20:26,975 No. I, uh... 415 00:20:28,060 --> 00:20:29,478 -heard a lot... -[cell phone buzzing] 416 00:20:30,520 --> 00:20:31,521 ...about you. 417 00:20:32,814 --> 00:20:33,649 Is Judy here? 418 00:20:34,733 --> 00:20:36,151 Judy doesn't live here anymore. 419 00:20:36,401 --> 00:20:38,278 -She doesn't? -No. We broke up two months ago. 420 00:20:41,615 --> 00:20:42,449 Wow. 421 00:20:44,451 --> 00:20:45,577 This is, uh... 422 00:20:47,204 --> 00:20:48,038 Wow. 423 00:20:48,121 --> 00:20:51,458 Hey, Jen. Um, I can explain. Please call me back. 424 00:20:51,917 --> 00:20:55,420 I'm so sorry. Please. Please, please let me explain. 425 00:20:55,504 --> 00:20:56,964 [Steve] Wait. How do you know Judy? 426 00:20:58,840 --> 00:21:00,759 -I thought she was a friend. -Okay. 427 00:21:00,842 --> 00:21:03,845 If you see her, can you tell her to stop coming around here while I'm at work? 428 00:21:03,929 --> 00:21:04,846 I'm gonna change the locks. 429 00:21:05,931 --> 00:21:09,268 I'm-- I'm sorry. I'm... I'm so sorry to bother you. 430 00:21:09,601 --> 00:21:11,687 It's all right. I just gotta go. I'm running a bath. 431 00:21:11,770 --> 00:21:12,688 Okay. 432 00:21:13,772 --> 00:21:14,815 You know, um... 433 00:21:16,900 --> 00:21:19,194 maybe it's better if she doesn't know where you live. 434 00:21:20,195 --> 00:21:21,363 Seller's market. 435 00:21:22,614 --> 00:21:24,866 Again, I'm... I'm so sorry. 436 00:21:32,624 --> 00:21:34,626 What the fuck? Huh? 437 00:21:34,710 --> 00:21:36,211 -Jen, please. -What? 438 00:21:36,295 --> 00:21:37,587 -Please. I can explain. -Okay. Do. 439 00:21:37,671 --> 00:21:40,007 -What is going on? -Why don't you tell them what's going on? 440 00:21:40,090 --> 00:21:42,217 -No. I... -Guess Kate and Allie are having trouble. 441 00:21:42,301 --> 00:21:44,845 -It's very complicated. -No. It's not complicated. 442 00:21:44,928 --> 00:21:48,265 Her... fiancé is not dead, okay? 443 00:21:48,473 --> 00:21:51,226 I mean, unless that was his ghost who answered the door last night, 444 00:21:51,310 --> 00:21:53,770 because that... that would be fucking complicated. 445 00:21:53,854 --> 00:21:56,648 But it's not complicated, Judy, because he's not fucking dead! 446 00:21:56,732 --> 00:21:58,525 What the fuck? What, do you get off 447 00:21:58,608 --> 00:22:00,944 pretending you're going through the same thing I am? 448 00:22:01,028 --> 00:22:02,404 -No. Of course not. -No? 449 00:22:02,487 --> 00:22:05,365 Is this a game you're playing with me, with everybody else? 450 00:22:05,824 --> 00:22:07,868 Making up that whole fucking story? 451 00:22:08,535 --> 00:22:11,830 You don't belong here because he's not fucking dead, Judy. 452 00:22:11,913 --> 00:22:13,665 He broke up with you! 453 00:22:14,541 --> 00:22:17,544 Probably 'cause you're a fucking lunatic who lies about him fucking being dead. 454 00:22:17,627 --> 00:22:19,463 -[Wayne] Jen, please settle down. -Let her talk. 455 00:22:19,546 --> 00:22:21,214 I don't wanna let her talk, Kyle! 456 00:22:21,923 --> 00:22:25,802 Oh, now, see, this is getting real. Judy, you go ahead, honey. 457 00:22:28,972 --> 00:22:29,973 I don't know what to say. 458 00:22:30,182 --> 00:22:33,393 Oh, my God. That was so powerful. Right, guys? Right? 459 00:22:34,061 --> 00:22:35,479 Jen, I'm so sorry. 460 00:22:36,063 --> 00:22:37,647 You have no idea. 461 00:22:38,065 --> 00:22:39,191 I... [sighs] 462 00:22:39,733 --> 00:22:42,110 I'm sorry to all of you. I really am. I... 463 00:22:42,444 --> 00:22:46,323 I don't know why. I wasn't trying to pull anything or to hurt anyone. 464 00:22:46,406 --> 00:22:48,909 I never meant to hurt anyone. I swear to God. 465 00:22:49,409 --> 00:22:50,369 I just... 466 00:22:55,290 --> 00:22:56,249 [sighs] 467 00:22:56,416 --> 00:22:57,376 It's true. 468 00:22:58,251 --> 00:23:00,087 Steve... is alive. 469 00:23:00,170 --> 00:23:02,005 -Yeah, not dead. Alive. -Yeah. 470 00:23:03,465 --> 00:23:06,343 He didn't die two months ago. But I did lose him, 471 00:23:06,593 --> 00:23:07,719 because he broke up with me. 472 00:23:07,803 --> 00:23:10,514 -Oh, my God. That is not the same! -I know. 473 00:23:11,056 --> 00:23:11,890 I know. 474 00:23:16,520 --> 00:23:20,023 It's just, he broke up with me because I... 475 00:23:22,818 --> 00:23:25,862 He broke up with me because we really wanted to have kids. 476 00:23:27,155 --> 00:23:29,991 And we tried, and we tried for years, and... 477 00:23:31,660 --> 00:23:32,702 I couldn't. 478 00:23:35,205 --> 00:23:37,165 I just kept having miscarriages. 479 00:23:39,042 --> 00:23:40,377 [nurse] I'm so sorry. 480 00:23:40,919 --> 00:23:42,754 [sniffles] Thank you. 481 00:23:44,840 --> 00:23:45,674 [sobs] 482 00:23:46,258 --> 00:23:47,717 Let's get you to your room. 483 00:23:59,813 --> 00:24:01,398 That was my fifth one. 484 00:24:03,692 --> 00:24:07,404 I really thought that I was gonna have a baby and a family. 485 00:24:09,656 --> 00:24:13,368 And then to find out that there's just something that's broken inside of me... 486 00:24:15,745 --> 00:24:17,789 I think just going through all that, 487 00:24:18,623 --> 00:24:20,125 it messed me up a little bit. 488 00:24:22,919 --> 00:24:25,046 I swear, I'm not a bad person. 489 00:24:26,256 --> 00:24:27,674 I'm really not. I... [sighs] 490 00:24:29,301 --> 00:24:30,302 It doesn't matter. 491 00:24:31,470 --> 00:24:33,096 I should have never come here. 492 00:24:35,640 --> 00:24:37,851 Jen, I'm so sorry that I hurt you. 493 00:24:37,934 --> 00:24:39,728 It's the last thing that I wanted to do. 494 00:24:40,145 --> 00:24:41,980 I really cherish our friendship. 495 00:24:44,774 --> 00:24:45,859 No, I really do. 496 00:24:46,693 --> 00:24:47,652 [Jen murmurs] 497 00:24:48,028 --> 00:24:50,947 Shit! I'm sorry. I'm so sorry. 498 00:24:51,323 --> 00:24:52,824 Jesus Christ. 499 00:24:54,242 --> 00:24:55,827 That is a sad story. 500 00:24:55,911 --> 00:24:56,870 Yeah, if you believe it. 501 00:24:57,996 --> 00:24:59,122 What's wrong with you? 502 00:24:59,206 --> 00:25:00,248 Me? 503 00:25:00,749 --> 00:25:02,125 -What about her? -[woman] Yeah. 504 00:25:02,334 --> 00:25:03,710 Find a different group, Judy. 505 00:25:03,793 --> 00:25:05,003 Fuck, yeah, Linda. Thank you. 506 00:25:05,086 --> 00:25:08,089 Jen, Judy's in pain, and I know that you are, too, 507 00:25:08,423 --> 00:25:10,926 but that doesn't make it okay for you to attack someone like that. 508 00:25:11,343 --> 00:25:13,094 [Kyle] Don't y'all hang out all the time? 509 00:25:13,428 --> 00:25:15,096 How did you not know any of that? 510 00:25:16,806 --> 00:25:17,849 I don't know. 511 00:25:18,892 --> 00:25:22,562 Well, either way, Judy has every right to sit in this circle. 512 00:25:22,646 --> 00:25:26,441 Yeah. I mean, in a way, her life is sadder than all of ours. 513 00:25:26,525 --> 00:25:29,277 Oh, God. She lied, man. 514 00:25:29,486 --> 00:25:32,364 [Wayne] Jen, everyone's grief manifests in different ways. 515 00:25:32,447 --> 00:25:35,825 Judy lied. You flew into this terrifying rage. 516 00:25:36,826 --> 00:25:38,453 We are all doing our best, 517 00:25:38,537 --> 00:25:41,831 but you've got to start reconciling that anger inside of you. 518 00:25:42,958 --> 00:25:45,126 Don't let it cause you more grief than you already have. 519 00:25:51,091 --> 00:25:52,342 [heavy metal playing] ♪ Oh, God ♪ 520 00:25:52,425 --> 00:25:53,760 ♪ You make me sick ♪ 521 00:25:53,843 --> 00:25:54,761 [music stops] 522 00:25:54,844 --> 00:25:56,471 [sobbing inconsolably] 523 00:26:34,676 --> 00:26:35,635 [sighs] 524 00:26:43,685 --> 00:26:45,395 [laughter on TV] 525 00:26:45,979 --> 00:26:48,982 [girl on TV] The bad news is, I may have gone overboard. 526 00:26:49,232 --> 00:26:53,069 Like, on some of my stories, I might have exaggerated a little, 527 00:26:53,153 --> 00:26:55,196 especially about Mrs. Garrett being drunk. 528 00:26:55,280 --> 00:26:57,782 -Fuckin' Tootie. -She had her eyeballs diluted. 529 00:26:57,991 --> 00:26:59,075 [laughter on TV] 530 00:27:03,705 --> 00:27:05,624 -[man] Oh, she's right that way. -[Jen] Thank you. 531 00:27:14,549 --> 00:27:15,383 Hey. 532 00:27:16,259 --> 00:27:17,135 Hi. 533 00:27:22,307 --> 00:27:24,768 -You could have just told me. -I know. 534 00:27:25,477 --> 00:27:27,479 I just thought... But I didn't, so... 535 00:27:27,562 --> 00:27:29,648 I should have, but I didn't. I don't know why. 536 00:27:30,190 --> 00:27:32,275 Because you have issues. 537 00:27:33,234 --> 00:27:36,821 -You have no idea. -Yeah, well, I have them, too. 538 00:27:37,530 --> 00:27:40,450 -Well, you're allowed. -So are you, Judy. 539 00:27:40,867 --> 00:27:41,910 I mean... 540 00:27:42,786 --> 00:27:43,953 okay, it's weird... 541 00:27:44,245 --> 00:27:45,580 that you lied about Steve. 542 00:27:45,664 --> 00:27:48,083 I mean, it's-- it's fucked up, you know, but... 543 00:27:49,250 --> 00:27:51,961 maybe it's easier to lie about that than it is to... 544 00:27:52,045 --> 00:27:54,255 to just tell the truth about the other stuff. 545 00:27:55,799 --> 00:27:56,633 Maybe. 546 00:27:59,094 --> 00:28:01,429 I'm really sorry that I said you didn't belong. 547 00:28:02,764 --> 00:28:04,974 And you've... you've lost a lot, too. 548 00:28:05,433 --> 00:28:08,520 But they were just miscarriages. It wasn't like I have actually-- 549 00:28:08,603 --> 00:28:11,731 Well, I think it is an actual... thing. 550 00:28:11,815 --> 00:28:14,901 I mean, not if a Republican is asking. But... 551 00:28:15,610 --> 00:28:17,153 you heard a heartbeat. 552 00:28:18,363 --> 00:28:20,156 And you fell in love in that heartbeat. 553 00:28:22,367 --> 00:28:23,493 Yeah. 554 00:28:25,745 --> 00:28:26,663 [sighs] 555 00:28:26,746 --> 00:28:29,791 Come on. I have tissues and whiskey in my room. 556 00:28:30,583 --> 00:28:32,293 -[Jen] You live here? -[Judy] Yeah. 557 00:28:32,794 --> 00:28:33,712 [Jen] Here? 558 00:28:42,762 --> 00:28:44,514 -Thank you. -Yeah. 559 00:28:46,057 --> 00:28:50,353 So, this is where you were whenever we would talk on the phone, huh? 560 00:28:50,645 --> 00:28:51,646 Yeah. 561 00:28:52,188 --> 00:28:54,357 They're letting me stay here till I find a place. 562 00:28:54,441 --> 00:28:55,900 Rooms open up all the time. 563 00:28:55,984 --> 00:28:57,569 Oh, I'll bet. [chuckles] 564 00:29:00,071 --> 00:29:02,198 -God, the smell in here. -Yeah. 565 00:29:02,532 --> 00:29:03,450 Yeah. 566 00:29:04,200 --> 00:29:05,535 But you get used to it. 567 00:29:05,994 --> 00:29:07,328 Oh, okay. 568 00:29:08,705 --> 00:29:10,707 I didn't think you were ever gonna talk to me again. 569 00:29:11,291 --> 00:29:13,960 -You were so angry. -I told you you wouldn't like it. 570 00:29:14,043 --> 00:29:15,295 I did not. 571 00:29:15,670 --> 00:29:18,131 -It was a little scary. -I'm sorry. 572 00:29:18,882 --> 00:29:19,799 [Jen sighs] 573 00:29:20,925 --> 00:29:21,968 Look, um... 574 00:29:24,053 --> 00:29:25,889 my guesthouse is open. 575 00:29:26,055 --> 00:29:29,768 Um... It used to be Ted's music studio, but... 576 00:29:30,351 --> 00:29:32,896 but he's... he's not using it. Um... 577 00:29:34,564 --> 00:29:35,774 But you're welcome to. 578 00:29:36,232 --> 00:29:37,317 Welcome to what? 579 00:29:38,401 --> 00:29:39,486 To come and stay with us. 580 00:29:40,945 --> 00:29:42,739 Wow, that's very generous. 581 00:29:43,531 --> 00:29:45,241 But you don't have to take pity on me 582 00:29:45,325 --> 00:29:47,577 just because I'm a 41-year-old barren woman 583 00:29:47,660 --> 00:29:49,829 sleeping in an assisted living facility. 584 00:29:49,913 --> 00:29:51,289 Yes, I do. 585 00:29:52,499 --> 00:29:54,375 Seriously, come. 586 00:29:56,377 --> 00:29:57,587 It'd be nice having you there. 587 00:29:59,547 --> 00:30:00,632 Thank you. 588 00:30:02,342 --> 00:30:04,469 -Now can I give you a hug? -No. 589 00:30:05,887 --> 00:30:06,721 Come here. 590 00:30:12,727 --> 00:30:13,686 [Jen] That's good. 591 00:30:14,979 --> 00:30:16,606 -You're a good hugger. -Aww. 592 00:30:18,316 --> 00:30:19,442 All right. 593 00:30:19,526 --> 00:30:20,777 Here we go. 594 00:30:21,486 --> 00:30:23,071 [man laughs] 595 00:30:23,571 --> 00:30:24,572 [Jen] Told you. 596 00:31:12,120 --> 00:31:15,206 ♪ Forget your troubles Come on, get happy ♪ 597 00:31:15,290 --> 00:31:17,625 ♪ You better chase all your cares away ♪ 598 00:31:17,709 --> 00:31:20,461 ♪ Shout hallelujah Come on, get happy ♪ 599 00:31:20,545 --> 00:31:23,298 ♪ Get ready for the judgment day ♪ 600 00:31:23,381 --> 00:31:26,426 ♪ The sun is shining Come on, get happy ♪ 601 00:31:26,509 --> 00:31:28,845 ♪ The Lord is waiting to take your hand ♪ 602 00:31:28,928 --> 00:31:31,639 ♪ Shout hallelujah Come on, get happy ♪ 603 00:31:31,848 --> 00:31:34,309 ♪ We're going to the promised land ♪ 604 00:31:34,851 --> 00:31:37,520 ♪ We're heading 'cross the river ♪ 605 00:31:37,604 --> 00:31:40,315 ♪ Wash our sins away in the tide ♪ 606 00:31:40,398 --> 00:31:45,612 ♪ It's all so peaceful on the other side ♪ 607 00:31:45,987 --> 00:31:48,698 ♪ Forget your troubles Come on, get happy ♪ 608 00:31:48,781 --> 00:31:51,534 ♪ You better chase all your cares away ♪ 609 00:31:51,618 --> 00:31:54,245 ♪ Shout hallelujah Come on, get happy... ♪