1 00:00:00,367 --> 00:00:02,901 >> swizz beatz: I'm not scared to challenge the artist in the studio. 2 00:00:02,903 --> 00:00:03,902 To challenge the artist in the studio. I think as a producer, you 3 00:00:03,904 --> 00:00:05,070 studio. I think as a producer, you should challenge the artist in 4 00:00:05,072 --> 00:00:07,740 I think as a producer, you should challenge the artist in the studio because we both got 5 00:00:07,742 --> 00:00:08,407 should challenge the artist in the studio because we both got to look good, you know? 6 00:00:08,409 --> 00:00:12,845 The studio because we both got to look good, you know? We share this 50-50. 7 00:00:12,847 --> 00:00:14,013 To look good, you know? We share this 50-50. If it's your dream, you should 8 00:00:14,015 --> 00:00:15,080 we share this 50-50. If it's your dream, you should know everything about your 9 00:00:15,082 --> 00:00:15,447 if it's your dream, you should know everything about your dream. 10 00:00:15,449 --> 00:00:16,865 Know everything about your dream. You know, you should educate 11 00:00:16,867 --> 00:00:18,333 dream. You know, you should educate yourself on your dream so you 12 00:00:18,335 --> 00:00:19,885 you know, you should educate yourself on your dream so you can actually get to it and know 13 00:00:19,887 --> 00:00:21,387 yourself on your dream so you can actually get to it and know how to handle it when it comes 14 00:00:21,389 --> 00:00:21,920 can actually get to it and know how to handle it when it comes to you. 15 00:00:21,922 --> 00:00:23,122 How to handle it when it comes to you. You got to plan like you're 16 00:00:23,124 --> 00:00:23,822 to you. You got to plan like you're gonna get it. 17 00:00:23,824 --> 00:00:24,923 You got to plan like you're gonna get it. If I can think something, 18 00:00:24,925 --> 00:00:26,325 gonna get it. If I can think something, there's nothing you can tell me. 19 00:00:26,327 --> 00:00:27,593 If I can think something, there's nothing you can tell me. If I'm focused on something, 20 00:00:27,595 --> 00:00:28,827 there's nothing you can tell me. If I'm focused on something, like, "no, I'm getting that. 21 00:00:28,829 --> 00:00:30,029 If I'm focused on something, like, "no, I'm getting that. Yeah, that's gonna happen." 22 00:00:30,031 --> 00:00:31,930 like, "no, I'm getting that. Yeah, that's gonna happen." but I'm also equipping myself. 23 00:00:31,932 --> 00:00:33,932 Yeah, that's gonna happen." but I'm also equipping myself. It's not gonna fall out the sky. 24 00:00:33,934 --> 00:00:35,667 But I'm also equipping myself. It's not gonna fall out the sky. It's gonna happen from hard 25 00:00:35,669 --> 00:00:37,386 it's not gonna fall out the sky. It's gonna happen from hard work, research, dedication, 26 00:00:37,388 --> 00:00:39,138 it's gonna happen from hard work, research, dedication, listening, being a student, 27 00:00:39,140 --> 00:00:40,973 work, research, dedication, listening, being a student, putting your ego to the side, 28 00:00:40,975 --> 00:00:42,641 listening, being a student, putting your ego to the side, and asking questions that you 29 00:00:42,643 --> 00:00:44,226 putting your ego to the side, and asking questions that you don't know the answers to. 30 00:00:44,228 --> 00:00:45,978 And asking questions that you don't know the answers to. It's okay not to know [bleep] 31 00:00:45,980 --> 00:00:46,678 don't know the answers to. It's okay not to know [bleep] you know? 32 00:00:46,680 --> 00:00:48,447 It's okay not to know [bleep] you know? A lot of people just feel like 33 00:00:48,449 --> 00:00:50,082 you know? A lot of people just feel like they're stupid because they 34 00:00:50,084 --> 00:00:51,650 a lot of people just feel like they're stupid because they don't know certain things. 35 00:00:51,652 --> 00:00:53,986 They're stupid because they don't know certain things. No, like, the smartest people in 36 00:00:53,988 --> 00:00:54,536 don't know certain things. No, like, the smartest people in the world ask questions. 37 00:00:57,424 --> 00:01:06,065 ♪ 38 00:01:06,166 --> 00:01:14,840 ♪ 39 00:01:14,974 --> 00:01:23,482 ♪ 40 00:01:23,484 --> 00:01:26,552 -- captions by vitac -- www.Vitac.Com 41 00:01:26,753 --> 00:01:30,672 back then, I wasn't really thinking about where I was gonna end up. 42 00:01:30,674 --> 00:01:32,458 Thinking about where I was gonna end up. I was more enjoying what I was 43 00:01:32,460 --> 00:01:35,294 end up. I was more enjoying what I was around, you know, and living 44 00:01:35,296 --> 00:01:36,762 I was more enjoying what I was around, you know, and living life at that current moment. 45 00:01:36,764 --> 00:01:38,297 Around, you know, and living life at that current moment. I can't say that when I was 46 00:01:38,299 --> 00:01:39,965 life at that current moment. I can't say that when I was younger I was looking too much 47 00:01:39,967 --> 00:01:41,100 I can't say that when I was younger I was looking too much towards the future. 48 00:01:41,102 --> 00:01:42,701 Younger I was looking too much towards the future. Even though I was dreaming, I 49 00:01:42,703 --> 00:01:44,336 towards the future. Even though I was dreaming, I just was living in the moment 50 00:01:44,338 --> 00:01:46,338 even though I was dreaming, I just was living in the moment 'cause that's what we was 51 00:01:46,340 --> 00:01:48,273 just was living in the moment 'cause that's what we was exposed to at that point. 52 00:01:48,275 --> 00:01:49,792 'cause that's what we was exposed to at that point. I think it's important for us to 53 00:01:49,794 --> 00:01:50,542 exposed to at that point. I think it's important for us to dream, right? 54 00:01:50,544 --> 00:01:52,044 I think it's important for us to dream, right? Like, you know, especially when 55 00:01:52,046 --> 00:01:53,345 dream, right? Like, you know, especially when we're young because those 56 00:01:53,347 --> 00:01:55,180 like, you know, especially when we're young because those dreams -- when we get older, we 57 00:01:55,182 --> 00:01:57,015 we're young because those dreams -- when we get older, we try to manifest them as much as 58 00:01:57,017 --> 00:01:57,716 dreams -- when we get older, we try to manifest them as much as possible. 59 00:01:57,718 --> 00:02:00,135 Try to manifest them as much as possible. But going back to when I was 60 00:02:00,137 --> 00:02:02,821 possible. But going back to when I was young, I definitely was a super 61 00:02:02,823 --> 00:02:03,989 but going back to when I was young, I definitely was a super dreamer, you know? 62 00:02:03,991 --> 00:02:05,924 Young, I definitely was a super dreamer, you know? I never -- I never thought that 63 00:02:05,926 --> 00:02:07,793 dreamer, you know? I never -- I never thought that things weren't possible, even 64 00:02:07,795 --> 00:02:09,661 I never -- I never thought that things weren't possible, even though where my upbringing was 65 00:02:09,663 --> 00:02:11,463 things weren't possible, even though where my upbringing was in the bronx and things like 66 00:02:11,465 --> 00:02:11,997 though where my upbringing was in the bronx and things like that. 67 00:02:11,999 --> 00:02:14,082 In the bronx and things like that. You know, it just always felt 68 00:02:14,084 --> 00:02:16,535 that. You know, it just always felt like endless possibilities. 69 00:02:16,537 --> 00:02:19,371 You know, it just always felt like endless possibilities. ♪ 70 00:02:19,373 --> 00:02:20,756 like endless possibilities. ♪ growing up in the bronx, what I 71 00:02:20,758 --> 00:02:22,124 ♪ growing up in the bronx, what I was exposed to -- I was exposed 72 00:02:22,126 --> 00:02:24,226 growing up in the bronx, what I was exposed to -- I was exposed to many great things. 73 00:02:24,228 --> 00:02:25,561 Was exposed to -- I was exposed to many great things. You know, a lot of people, when 74 00:02:25,563 --> 00:02:26,845 to many great things. You know, a lot of people, when they hear I'm from the bronx, 75 00:02:26,847 --> 00:02:28,113 you know, a lot of people, when they hear I'm from the bronx, they start to have this, like, 76 00:02:28,115 --> 00:02:29,298 they hear I'm from the bronx, they start to have this, like, somber tone in their voice, 77 00:02:29,300 --> 00:02:30,666 they start to have this, like, somber tone in their voice, especially if I'm in a different 78 00:02:30,668 --> 00:02:32,000 somber tone in their voice, especially if I'm in a different country or something like that. 79 00:02:32,002 --> 00:02:33,085 Especially if I'm in a different country or something like that. You know, they're like, "oh, 80 00:02:33,087 --> 00:02:34,336 country or something like that. You know, they're like, "oh, you're from the bronx," and it's 81 00:02:34,338 --> 00:02:36,638 you know, they're like, "oh, you're from the bronx," and it's kind of like feeling sorry for 82 00:02:36,640 --> 00:02:37,923 you're from the bronx," and it's kind of like feeling sorry for this poor kid. 83 00:02:37,925 --> 00:02:39,892 Kind of like feeling sorry for this poor kid. When I was growing up in the 84 00:02:39,894 --> 00:02:42,060 this poor kid. When I was growing up in the bronx, I didn't even know that, 85 00:02:42,062 --> 00:02:43,996 when I was growing up in the bronx, I didn't even know that, you know, we were poor, you 86 00:02:43,998 --> 00:02:45,264 bronx, I didn't even know that, you know, we were poor, you know, or -- 'cause I never 87 00:02:45,266 --> 00:02:47,900 you know, we were poor, you know, or -- 'cause I never needed anything, you know? 88 00:02:47,902 --> 00:02:49,334 Know, or -- 'cause I never needed anything, you know? I was well taken care of, 89 00:02:49,336 --> 00:02:51,069 needed anything, you know? I was well taken care of, although it was -- you know, it 90 00:02:51,071 --> 00:02:52,171 I was well taken care of, although it was -- you know, it was little things. 91 00:02:52,173 --> 00:02:54,339 Although it was -- you know, it was little things. I never starved. 92 00:02:54,341 --> 00:02:55,908 Was little things. I never starved. I always had clothes on my back. 93 00:02:55,910 --> 00:02:57,242 I never starved. I always had clothes on my back. But then also the community 94 00:02:57,244 --> 00:02:58,777 I always had clothes on my back. But then also the community around me felt like family, you 95 00:02:58,779 --> 00:02:59,161 but then also the community around me felt like family, you know? 96 00:02:59,163 --> 00:03:00,529 Around me felt like family, you know? Like, it felt like we had a 97 00:03:00,531 --> 00:03:02,114 know? Like, it felt like we had a family around us with my friends 98 00:03:02,116 --> 00:03:03,282 like, it felt like we had a family around us with my friends that lived in different 99 00:03:03,284 --> 00:03:03,916 family around us with my friends that lived in different buildings. 100 00:03:03,918 --> 00:03:05,350 That lived in different buildings. And so, like, I had fun in the 101 00:03:05,352 --> 00:03:05,784 buildings. And so, like, I had fun in the bronx. 102 00:03:05,786 --> 00:03:08,020 And so, like, I had fun in the bronx. Like, I didn't have, like, you 103 00:03:08,022 --> 00:03:09,321 bronx. Like, I didn't have, like, you know, all these horror stories 104 00:03:09,323 --> 00:03:10,589 like, I didn't have, like, you know, all these horror stories like people think that you're 105 00:03:10,591 --> 00:03:11,957 know, all these horror stories like people think that you're supposed to have 'cause you grew 106 00:03:11,959 --> 00:03:15,377 like people think that you're supposed to have 'cause you grew up in the bronx. 107 00:03:15,379 --> 00:03:16,712 Supposed to have 'cause you grew up in the bronx. That was a part of being in the 108 00:03:16,714 --> 00:03:17,546 up in the bronx. That was a part of being in the jungle, you know? 109 00:03:17,548 --> 00:03:18,764 That was a part of being in the jungle, you know? I'm not gonna say the bronx 110 00:03:18,766 --> 00:03:19,631 jungle, you know? I'm not gonna say the bronx wasn't the jungle. 111 00:03:19,633 --> 00:03:21,183 I'm not gonna say the bronx wasn't the jungle. It was the jungle and still is 112 00:03:21,185 --> 00:03:21,884 wasn't the jungle. It was the jungle and still is the jungle. 113 00:03:21,886 --> 00:03:23,385 It was the jungle and still is the jungle. You know, every place in the 114 00:03:23,387 --> 00:03:24,469 the jungle. You know, every place in the world got a jungle. 115 00:03:24,471 --> 00:03:25,804 You know, every place in the world got a jungle. But when you grow up in the 116 00:03:25,806 --> 00:03:27,306 world got a jungle. But when you grow up in the jungle, you have to know how to 117 00:03:27,308 --> 00:03:28,640 but when you grow up in the jungle, you have to know how to maneuver in that jungle, you 118 00:03:28,642 --> 00:03:29,057 jungle, you have to know how to maneuver in that jungle, you know? 119 00:03:29,059 --> 00:03:30,692 Maneuver in that jungle, you know? You have to pick your path and 120 00:03:30,694 --> 00:03:32,227 know? You have to pick your path and different things like that. 121 00:03:32,229 --> 00:03:33,946 You have to pick your path and different things like that. And so me getting kicked out of 122 00:03:33,948 --> 00:03:35,647 different things like that. And so me getting kicked out of my school wasn't from academics. 123 00:03:35,649 --> 00:03:37,316 And so me getting kicked out of my school wasn't from academics. It was more from survival and, 124 00:03:37,318 --> 00:03:38,867 my school wasn't from academics. It was more from survival and, you know, wanting to make it 125 00:03:38,869 --> 00:03:40,285 it was more from survival and, you know, wanting to make it home to my family and not 126 00:03:40,287 --> 00:03:42,037 you know, wanting to make it home to my family and not letting people take advantage of 127 00:03:42,039 --> 00:03:43,538 home to my family and not letting people take advantage of my brothers and things like 128 00:03:43,540 --> 00:03:43,989 letting people take advantage of my brothers and things like that. 129 00:03:43,991 --> 00:03:45,824 My brothers and things like that. So, we had to go all out for 130 00:03:45,826 --> 00:03:49,494 that. So, we had to go all out for that. 131 00:03:49,496 --> 00:03:52,364 So, we had to go all out for that. I moved to atlanta maybe about 132 00:03:52,366 --> 00:03:54,233 that. I moved to atlanta maybe about '14 going into '15. 133 00:03:54,235 --> 00:03:55,567 I moved to atlanta maybe about '14 going into '15. I mean, you know, when I look 134 00:03:55,569 --> 00:03:57,002 '14 going into '15. I mean, you know, when I look back at it, it was a blessing, 135 00:03:57,004 --> 00:03:58,403 I mean, you know, when I look back at it, it was a blessing, to be honest, right? 136 00:03:58,405 --> 00:04:01,273 Back at it, it was a blessing, to be honest, right? Like, at the time when my 137 00:04:01,275 --> 00:04:04,243 to be honest, right? Like, at the time when my stepfather was, you know, 138 00:04:04,245 --> 00:04:05,661 like, at the time when my stepfather was, you know, getting a transfer from the post 139 00:04:05,663 --> 00:04:08,947 stepfather was, you know, getting a transfer from the post office, going to atlanta, it was 140 00:04:08,949 --> 00:04:10,148 getting a transfer from the post office, going to atlanta, it was actually -- I'm feeling like 141 00:04:10,150 --> 00:04:11,483 office, going to atlanta, it was actually -- I'm feeling like they were saving my life because 142 00:04:11,485 --> 00:04:12,651 actually -- I'm feeling like they were saving my life because I was getting into too many 143 00:04:12,653 --> 00:04:13,068 they were saving my life because I was getting into too many things. 144 00:04:13,070 --> 00:04:15,570 I was getting into too many things. It was coming too close to home. 145 00:04:15,572 --> 00:04:17,239 Things. It was coming too close to home. And a couple of incidents had 146 00:04:17,241 --> 00:04:18,874 it was coming too close to home. And a couple of incidents had occurred where it was just in 147 00:04:18,876 --> 00:04:20,626 and a couple of incidents had occurred where it was just in our backyard at this point, and 148 00:04:20,628 --> 00:04:22,210 occurred where it was just in our backyard at this point, and it was like, "you know what? 149 00:04:22,212 --> 00:04:23,862 Our backyard at this point, and it was like, "you know what? We got to go somewhere else." 150 00:04:23,864 --> 00:04:25,163 it was like, "you know what? We got to go somewhere else." but when I heard I was going to 151 00:04:25,165 --> 00:04:26,365 we got to go somewhere else." but when I heard I was going to atlanta, I thought I was going 152 00:04:26,367 --> 00:04:27,616 but when I heard I was going to atlanta, I thought I was going to, like, a farm or something, 153 00:04:27,618 --> 00:04:28,367 atlanta, I thought I was going to, like, a farm or something, right? 154 00:04:28,369 --> 00:04:30,702 To, like, a farm or something, right? Like, I'd never really been to 155 00:04:30,704 --> 00:04:32,371 right? Like, I'd never really been to atlanta at that point. 156 00:04:32,373 --> 00:04:33,455 Like, I'd never really been to atlanta at that point. And I just remember 157 00:04:33,457 --> 00:04:35,007 atlanta at that point. And I just remember south carolina, where we had 158 00:04:35,009 --> 00:04:35,791 and I just remember south carolina, where we had family there. 159 00:04:35,793 --> 00:04:37,376 South carolina, where we had family there. We would go visit, and I just 160 00:04:37,378 --> 00:04:38,677 family there. We would go visit, and I just know it's in the south. 161 00:04:38,679 --> 00:04:40,379 We would go visit, and I just know it's in the south. So I was just like, "man, we're 162 00:04:40,381 --> 00:04:41,813 know it's in the south. So I was just like, "man, we're moving to a damn farm and 163 00:04:41,815 --> 00:04:42,681 so I was just like, "man, we're moving to a damn farm and [bleep] man." 164 00:04:42,683 --> 00:04:45,550 moving to a damn farm and [bleep] man." you know, like, I'm coming from, 165 00:04:45,552 --> 00:04:47,052 [bleep] man." you know, like, I'm coming from, you know, the bronx where we're 166 00:04:47,054 --> 00:04:48,687 you know, like, I'm coming from, you know, the bronx where we're having fun and I know everybody. 167 00:04:48,689 --> 00:04:50,055 You know, the bronx where we're having fun and I know everybody. I'm going to this different 168 00:04:50,057 --> 00:04:50,522 having fun and I know everybody. I'm going to this different place. 169 00:04:50,524 --> 00:04:52,307 I'm going to this different place. And, you know, I went to atlanta 170 00:04:52,309 --> 00:04:53,942 place. And, you know, I went to atlanta with a little nasty attitude 171 00:04:53,944 --> 00:04:55,444 and, you know, I went to atlanta with a little nasty attitude 'cause I didn't want to be 172 00:04:55,446 --> 00:04:55,978 with a little nasty attitude 'cause I didn't want to be there. 173 00:04:55,980 --> 00:04:59,598 'cause I didn't want to be there. I can admit that. 174 00:04:59,600 --> 00:05:01,233 There. I can admit that. I mean, deejaying -- it was 175 00:05:01,235 --> 00:05:03,068 I can admit that. I mean, deejaying -- it was something that I was doing back 176 00:05:03,070 --> 00:05:04,353 I mean, deejaying -- it was something that I was doing back in new york already. 177 00:05:04,355 --> 00:05:05,971 Something that I was doing back in new york already. I was already known for my 178 00:05:05,973 --> 00:05:06,672 in new york already. I was already known for my mixtapes. 179 00:05:06,674 --> 00:05:08,407 I was already known for my mixtapes. I was selling my mixtapes and 180 00:05:08,409 --> 00:05:10,275 mixtapes. I was selling my mixtapes and giving out haircuts at the same 181 00:05:10,277 --> 00:05:10,776 I was selling my mixtapes and giving out haircuts at the same time. 182 00:05:10,778 --> 00:05:14,162 Giving out haircuts at the same time. And, you know, I started getting 183 00:05:14,164 --> 00:05:16,581 time. And, you know, I started getting this name, and I was having fun. 184 00:05:16,583 --> 00:05:17,582 And, you know, I started getting this name, and I was having fun. I was making a little bit of 185 00:05:17,584 --> 00:05:17,916 this name, and I was having fun. I was making a little bit of money. 186 00:05:17,918 --> 00:05:21,253 I was making a little bit of money. And then when I went to atlanta, 187 00:05:21,255 --> 00:05:22,888 money. And then when I went to atlanta, it got -- you know, that's when 188 00:05:22,890 --> 00:05:24,423 and then when I went to atlanta, it got -- you know, that's when I got introduced to, like, the 189 00:05:24,425 --> 00:05:26,091 it got -- you know, that's when I got introduced to, like, the gang culture -- 'cause we didn't 190 00:05:26,093 --> 00:05:28,310 I got introduced to, like, the gang culture -- 'cause we didn't have gangs in new york and the 191 00:05:28,312 --> 00:05:29,011 gang culture -- 'cause we didn't have gangs in new york and the bronx. 192 00:05:29,013 --> 00:05:30,512 Have gangs in new york and the bronx. It was more like crews or, you 193 00:05:30,514 --> 00:05:31,480 bronx. It was more like crews or, you know, your block. 194 00:05:31,482 --> 00:05:33,098 It was more like crews or, you know, your block. Like, that was like your family. 195 00:05:33,100 --> 00:05:34,683 Know, your block. Like, that was like your family. But we wasn't never like bloods, 196 00:05:34,685 --> 00:05:36,234 like, that was like your family. But we wasn't never like bloods, crips, and all these different 197 00:05:36,236 --> 00:05:36,768 but we wasn't never like bloods, crips, and all these different things. 198 00:05:36,770 --> 00:05:38,236 Crips, and all these different things. And when I went to atlanta, 199 00:05:38,238 --> 00:05:39,771 things. And when I went to atlanta, that's the first time I seen 200 00:05:39,773 --> 00:05:41,440 and when I went to atlanta, that's the first time I seen gangs, you know, bloods, crips, 201 00:05:41,442 --> 00:05:43,325 that's the first time I seen gangs, you know, bloods, crips, folks, vice lords. 202 00:05:43,327 --> 00:05:44,693 Gangs, you know, bloods, crips, folks, vice lords. And I remember on my first day 203 00:05:44,695 --> 00:05:48,680 folks, vice lords. And I remember on my first day of school, you know, I was 204 00:05:48,682 --> 00:05:50,015 and I remember on my first day of school, you know, I was sitting, I guess, where I wasn't 205 00:05:50,017 --> 00:05:51,083 of school, you know, I was sitting, I guess, where I wasn't supposed to be sitting -- 206 00:05:51,085 --> 00:05:52,384 sitting, I guess, where I wasn't supposed to be sitting -- 'cause, you know, you're coming 207 00:05:52,386 --> 00:05:53,251 supposed to be sitting -- 'cause, you know, you're coming into a new setting. 208 00:05:53,253 --> 00:05:54,486 'cause, you know, you're coming into a new setting. They have it organized to -- you 209 00:05:54,488 --> 00:05:55,587 into a new setting. They have it organized to -- you know, everybody was standing 210 00:05:55,589 --> 00:05:56,671 they have it organized to -- you know, everybody was standing against the wall, and I was 211 00:05:56,673 --> 00:05:57,923 know, everybody was standing against the wall, and I was like -- I didn't know why people 212 00:05:57,925 --> 00:05:59,124 against the wall, and I was like -- I didn't know why people were standing against the wall. 213 00:05:59,126 --> 00:06:00,292 Like -- I didn't know why people were standing against the wall. But it was all the different 214 00:06:00,294 --> 00:06:01,626 were standing against the wall. But it was all the different gangs standing against the wall. 215 00:06:01,628 --> 00:06:03,128 But it was all the different gangs standing against the wall. I went to go sit down, and, 216 00:06:03,130 --> 00:06:04,880 gangs standing against the wall. I went to go sit down, and, like, these two guys come up to 217 00:06:04,882 --> 00:06:06,631 I went to go sit down, and, like, these two guys come up to me, tell me where I need to sit 218 00:06:06,633 --> 00:06:08,300 like, these two guys come up to me, tell me where I need to sit 'cause of the colors and things 219 00:06:08,302 --> 00:06:09,935 me, tell me where I need to sit 'cause of the colors and things I had on and everything like 220 00:06:09,937 --> 00:06:10,385 'cause of the colors and things I had on and everything like that. 221 00:06:10,387 --> 00:06:11,570 I had on and everything like that. So, that was all new to me 222 00:06:11,572 --> 00:06:12,320 that. So, that was all new to me at that point. 223 00:06:12,322 --> 00:06:14,289 So, that was all new to me at that point. And then, you know, the dude 224 00:06:14,291 --> 00:06:16,491 at that point. And then, you know, the dude felt like he was able to put his 225 00:06:16,493 --> 00:06:18,660 and then, you know, the dude felt like he was able to put his hands on me and I had to defend 226 00:06:18,662 --> 00:06:20,879 felt like he was able to put his hands on me and I had to defend myself and I got kicked out that 227 00:06:20,881 --> 00:06:21,747 hands on me and I had to defend myself and I got kicked out that first day. 228 00:06:21,749 --> 00:06:23,582 Myself and I got kicked out that first day. Couple people jumped in that was 229 00:06:23,584 --> 00:06:25,150 first day. Couple people jumped in that was from new york at that time. 230 00:06:25,152 --> 00:06:27,386 Couple people jumped in that was from new york at that time. Those are still my friends, 231 00:06:27,388 --> 00:06:29,304 from new york at that time. Those are still my friends, my friends to this day. 232 00:06:29,306 --> 00:06:31,690 Those are still my friends, my friends to this day. After we got all over, you know, 233 00:06:31,692 --> 00:06:33,725 my friends to this day. After we got all over, you know, all of this stuff here, the 234 00:06:33,727 --> 00:06:36,094 after we got all over, you know, all of this stuff here, the music started to kick in because 235 00:06:36,096 --> 00:06:37,996 all of this stuff here, the music started to kick in because the school knew I deejayed. 236 00:06:37,998 --> 00:06:40,399 Music started to kick in because the school knew I deejayed. You know, I became -- they had, 237 00:06:40,401 --> 00:06:41,733 the school knew I deejayed. You know, I became -- they had, like, the new york boys and all 238 00:06:41,735 --> 00:06:43,001 you know, I became -- they had, like, the new york boys and all these different things, but I 239 00:06:43,003 --> 00:06:43,985 like, the new york boys and all these different things, but I didn't really like the 240 00:06:43,987 --> 00:06:46,738 these different things, but I didn't really like the new york -- the new york people 241 00:06:46,740 --> 00:06:48,273 didn't really like the new york -- the new york people that was in my school because 242 00:06:48,275 --> 00:06:49,674 new york -- the new york people that was in my school because they just seemed like fake 243 00:06:49,676 --> 00:06:50,842 that was in my school because they just seemed like fake new york people to me. 244 00:06:50,844 --> 00:06:52,677 They just seemed like fake new york people to me. You know, like, no disrespect to 245 00:06:52,679 --> 00:06:54,179 new york people to me. You know, like, no disrespect to syracuse, no disrespect to 246 00:06:54,181 --> 00:06:55,847 you know, like, no disrespect to syracuse, no disrespect to buffalo and the catskills and 247 00:06:55,849 --> 00:06:57,549 syracuse, no disrespect to buffalo and the catskills and all this stuff, but these guys 248 00:06:57,551 --> 00:06:59,217 buffalo and the catskills and all this stuff, but these guys was coming from there and they 249 00:06:59,219 --> 00:07:00,886 all this stuff, but these guys was coming from there and they was representing new york and 250 00:07:00,888 --> 00:07:02,604 was coming from there and they was representing new york and the school, and it just wasn't 251 00:07:02,606 --> 00:07:04,106 was representing new york and the school, and it just wasn't authentic to me like that. 252 00:07:04,108 --> 00:07:06,224 The school, and it just wasn't authentic to me like that. So I couldn't really -- I wasn't 253 00:07:06,226 --> 00:07:08,226 authentic to me like that. So I couldn't really -- I wasn't really comfortable associating 254 00:07:08,228 --> 00:07:10,278 so I couldn't really -- I wasn't really comfortable associating myself with them, so I just had 255 00:07:10,280 --> 00:07:11,780 really comfortable associating myself with them, so I just had my own group of guys. 256 00:07:11,782 --> 00:07:13,565 Myself with them, so I just had my own group of guys. And we did music and things like 257 00:07:13,567 --> 00:07:14,032 my own group of guys. And we did music and things like that. 258 00:07:14,034 --> 00:07:17,102 And we did music and things like that. We had a group called aod. 259 00:07:17,104 --> 00:07:19,204 That. We had a group called aod. But then, to make a long story 260 00:07:19,206 --> 00:07:21,306 we had a group called aod. But then, to make a long story short, a deejay pulled out one 261 00:07:21,308 --> 00:07:23,275 but then, to make a long story short, a deejay pulled out one day from doing the prom, and 262 00:07:23,277 --> 00:07:24,443 short, a deejay pulled out one day from doing the prom, and they called me. 263 00:07:24,445 --> 00:07:25,777 Day from doing the prom, and they called me. And they was like, you know, 264 00:07:25,779 --> 00:07:26,912 they called me. And they was like, you know, "we know you do music. 265 00:07:26,914 --> 00:07:27,946 And they was like, you know, "we know you do music. We have an emergency. 266 00:07:27,948 --> 00:07:30,081 "we know you do music. We have an emergency. Can you deejay the prom?" 267 00:07:30,083 --> 00:07:32,334 we have an emergency. Can you deejay the prom?" and I was like, "yeah, but, you 268 00:07:32,336 --> 00:07:34,369 can you deejay the prom?" and I was like, "yeah, but, you know, y'all got to pay me." 269 00:07:34,371 --> 00:07:35,370 and I was like, "yeah, but, you know, y'all got to pay me." and they was like, "yeah, we 270 00:07:35,372 --> 00:07:35,754 know, y'all got to pay me." and they was like, "yeah, we know." 271 00:07:35,756 --> 00:07:36,755 and they was like, "yeah, we know." I said, "y'all got to pay me 272 00:07:36,757 --> 00:07:37,088 know." I said, "y'all got to pay me $800." 273 00:07:37,090 --> 00:07:38,957 I said, "y'all got to pay me $800." and I think the budget was like 274 00:07:38,959 --> 00:07:39,508 $800." and I think the budget was like $200. 275 00:07:39,510 --> 00:07:41,126 And I think the budget was like $200. But the reason why I said $800 276 00:07:41,128 --> 00:07:42,794 $200. But the reason why I said $800 was because, although I knew I 277 00:07:42,796 --> 00:07:44,463 but the reason why I said $800 was because, although I knew I could deejay the prom, I didn't 278 00:07:44,465 --> 00:07:46,214 was because, although I knew I could deejay the prom, I didn't have equipment, I didn't have -- 279 00:07:46,216 --> 00:07:47,966 could deejay the prom, I didn't have equipment, I didn't have -- my records and everything wasn't 280 00:07:47,968 --> 00:07:48,550 have equipment, I didn't have -- my records and everything wasn't updated. 281 00:07:48,552 --> 00:07:49,968 My records and everything wasn't updated. So I needed that money to, like, 282 00:07:49,970 --> 00:07:52,637 updated. So I needed that money to, like, really make this chance worth 283 00:07:52,639 --> 00:07:53,772 so I needed that money to, like, really make this chance worth the time. 284 00:07:53,774 --> 00:07:55,140 Really make this chance worth the time. And they ended up doing it. 285 00:07:55,142 --> 00:07:56,475 The time. And they ended up doing it. They ended up giving me the 286 00:07:56,477 --> 00:07:56,975 and they ended up doing it. They ended up giving me the money. 287 00:07:56,977 --> 00:07:58,810 They ended up giving me the money. And what I did was I played 288 00:07:58,812 --> 00:08:00,645 money. And what I did was I played music from everywhere that 289 00:08:00,647 --> 00:08:01,279 and what I did was I played music from everywhere that night. 290 00:08:01,281 --> 00:08:03,365 Music from everywhere that night. When the deejays would normally 291 00:08:03,367 --> 00:08:05,484 night. When the deejays would normally play, like, 69 boyz and all this 292 00:08:05,486 --> 00:08:07,369 when the deejays would normally play, like, 69 boyz and all this stuff there at that time -- 293 00:08:07,371 --> 00:08:09,404 play, like, 69 boyz and all this stuff there at that time -- which was cool, but our school 294 00:08:09,406 --> 00:08:11,456 stuff there at that time -- which was cool, but our school was already a melting pot from 295 00:08:11,458 --> 00:08:13,625 which was cool, but our school was already a melting pot from people from l.A., from new york, 296 00:08:13,627 --> 00:08:15,577 was already a melting pot from people from l.A., from new york, from jamaica, from, you know, 297 00:08:15,579 --> 00:08:16,995 people from l.A., from new york, from jamaica, from, you know, all over the place. 298 00:08:16,997 --> 00:08:19,080 From jamaica, from, you know, all over the place. And so I played music for all of 299 00:08:19,082 --> 00:08:21,066 all over the place. And so I played music for all of the audiences that was there, 300 00:08:21,068 --> 00:08:23,068 and so I played music for all of the audiences that was there, and then I became very popular 301 00:08:23,070 --> 00:08:24,202 the audiences that was there, and then I became very popular for doing that. 302 00:08:24,204 --> 00:08:26,204 And then I became very popular for doing that. And then I got an offer to go 303 00:08:26,206 --> 00:08:27,973 for doing that. And then I got an offer to go deejay at club flavors on 304 00:08:27,975 --> 00:08:29,140 and then I got an offer to go deejay at club flavors on memorial drive. 305 00:08:29,142 --> 00:08:30,408 Deejay at club flavors on memorial drive. And then I deejayed at the 306 00:08:30,410 --> 00:08:30,909 memorial drive. And then I deejayed at the atrium. 307 00:08:30,911 --> 00:08:33,745 And then I deejayed at the atrium. And, you know, it was a 308 00:08:33,747 --> 00:08:34,045 atrium. And, you know, it was a blessing. 309 00:08:38,000 --> 00:08:41,586 >> swizz beatz: Art was something that I grew up around in the bronx, you know? 310 00:08:41,588 --> 00:08:44,189 Something that I grew up around in the bronx, you know? I would see, you know, futura's 311 00:08:44,191 --> 00:08:46,992 in the bronx, you know? I would see, you know, futura's work, keith haring's work, 312 00:08:46,994 --> 00:08:50,929 I would see, you know, futura's work, keith haring's work, fab 5 freddy, doze, dondi. 313 00:08:50,931 --> 00:08:52,564 Work, keith haring's work, fab 5 freddy, doze, dondi. That was outside of my building. 314 00:08:52,566 --> 00:08:54,065 Fab 5 freddy, doze, dondi. That was outside of my building. Like, the trains used to come 315 00:08:54,067 --> 00:08:54,900 that was outside of my building. Like, the trains used to come past every day. 316 00:08:54,902 --> 00:08:56,284 Like, the trains used to come past every day. You know, I was with a 317 00:08:56,286 --> 00:08:58,019 past every day. You know, I was with a breakdancing crew called gtr, 318 00:08:58,021 --> 00:08:59,237 you know, I was with a breakdancing crew called gtr, guaranteed to rock. 319 00:08:59,239 --> 00:09:01,022 Breakdancing crew called gtr, guaranteed to rock. All we did was spray-paint and 320 00:09:01,024 --> 00:09:02,691 guaranteed to rock. All we did was spray-paint and do art and things like that. 321 00:09:02,693 --> 00:09:06,328 All we did was spray-paint and do art and things like that. So, art and music -- they ran 322 00:09:06,330 --> 00:09:07,445 do art and things like that. So, art and music -- they ran parallel in my life, and they 323 00:09:07,447 --> 00:09:08,613 so, art and music -- they ran parallel in my life, and they actually run parallel with each 324 00:09:08,615 --> 00:09:08,997 parallel in my life, and they actually run parallel with each other. 325 00:09:08,999 --> 00:09:10,115 Actually run parallel with each other. They're brothers and sisters, 326 00:09:10,117 --> 00:09:10,498 other. They're brothers and sisters, right? 327 00:09:10,500 --> 00:09:12,334 They're brothers and sisters, right? So, that's always been in my dna 328 00:09:12,336 --> 00:09:13,785 right? So, that's always been in my dna just from my upbringing. 329 00:09:13,787 --> 00:09:15,620 So, that's always been in my dna just from my upbringing. But as far as getting into what 330 00:09:15,622 --> 00:09:17,505 just from my upbringing. But as far as getting into what they would call fine art, I just 331 00:09:17,507 --> 00:09:18,957 but as far as getting into what they would call fine art, I just did it on my solo time. 332 00:09:18,959 --> 00:09:20,508 They would call fine art, I just did it on my solo time. Nobody would even go, man. 333 00:09:20,510 --> 00:09:21,042 Did it on my solo time. Nobody would even go, man. I used to go by myself. 334 00:09:26,649 --> 00:09:31,286 >> swizz beatz: Eve -- eve is my sister forever. Like, and not only is she my 335 00:09:31,288 --> 00:09:31,786 my sister forever. Like, and not only is she my sister. 336 00:09:31,788 --> 00:09:33,154 Like, and not only is she my sister. She's one of the most realest 337 00:09:33,156 --> 00:09:34,372 sister. She's one of the most realest people I know, you know? 338 00:09:34,374 --> 00:09:35,824 She's one of the most realest people I know, you know? She's never changed. 339 00:09:35,826 --> 00:09:37,025 People I know, you know? She's never changed. She's always stayed the same. 340 00:09:37,027 --> 00:09:38,293 She's never changed. She's always stayed the same. You know, eve used to live with 341 00:09:38,295 --> 00:09:41,363 she's always stayed the same. You know, eve used to live with me when she first started. 342 00:09:41,365 --> 00:09:42,764 You know, eve used to live with me when she first started. That was, like, a good thing and 343 00:09:42,766 --> 00:09:43,398 me when she first started. That was, like, a good thing and a bad thing. 344 00:09:43,400 --> 00:09:44,633 That was, like, a good thing and a bad thing. The bad thing was, like, she 345 00:09:44,635 --> 00:09:46,001 a bad thing. The bad thing was, like, she would have dudes pull up to the 346 00:09:46,003 --> 00:09:47,335 the bad thing was, like, she would have dudes pull up to the house, and I was being -- I was 347 00:09:47,337 --> 00:09:48,737 would have dudes pull up to the house, and I was being -- I was still a little paranoid from the 348 00:09:48,739 --> 00:09:51,072 house, and I was being -- I was still a little paranoid from the streets, like, "we got these 349 00:09:51,074 --> 00:09:52,240 still a little paranoid from the streets, like, "we got these people pulling up to the house 350 00:09:52,242 --> 00:09:53,992 streets, like, "we got these people pulling up to the house like --" you know? 351 00:09:53,994 --> 00:09:55,210 People pulling up to the house like --" you know? But that was the only thing that 352 00:09:55,212 --> 00:09:56,378 like --" you know? But that was the only thing that we used to get into with, like, 353 00:09:56,380 --> 00:09:57,545 but that was the only thing that we used to get into with, like, her bringing guys to the house. 354 00:09:57,547 --> 00:09:59,097 We used to get into with, like, her bringing guys to the house. And I just had to pull her to 355 00:09:59,099 --> 00:10:00,715 her bringing guys to the house. And I just had to pull her to the side at the time and say, 356 00:10:00,717 --> 00:10:02,434 and I just had to pull her to the side at the time and say, "listen, we got to keep where we 357 00:10:02,436 --> 00:10:03,885 the side at the time and say, "listen, we got to keep where we lay our head, like, a super 358 00:10:03,887 --> 00:10:04,469 "listen, we got to keep where we lay our head, like, a super secret. 359 00:10:04,471 --> 00:10:06,221 Lay our head, like, a super secret. Like, go out and do your thing, 360 00:10:06,223 --> 00:10:07,889 secret. Like, go out and do your thing, but don't bring no guys to the 361 00:10:07,891 --> 00:10:08,473 like, go out and do your thing, but don't bring no guys to the house." 362 00:10:08,475 --> 00:10:09,891 but don't bring no guys to the house." and she never did it again. 363 00:10:09,893 --> 00:10:11,559 House." and she never did it again. You know, I had to respect that. 364 00:10:11,561 --> 00:10:14,729 And she never did it again. You know, I had to respect that. But eve -- she's just different. 365 00:10:14,731 --> 00:10:16,364 You know, I had to respect that. But eve -- she's just different. She's stayed loyal the whole 366 00:10:16,366 --> 00:10:16,831 but eve -- she's just different. She's stayed loyal the whole time. 367 00:10:16,833 --> 00:10:18,667 She's stayed loyal the whole time. Anytime, you know, we would call 368 00:10:18,669 --> 00:10:20,335 time. Anytime, you know, we would call her for things -- even today, 369 00:10:20,337 --> 00:10:21,903 anytime, you know, we would call her for things -- even today, you know, she just finished 370 00:10:21,905 --> 00:10:22,804 her for things -- even today, you know, she just finished doing verzuz. 371 00:10:22,806 --> 00:10:24,973 You know, she just finished doing verzuz. She does, you know -- she's just 372 00:10:24,975 --> 00:10:26,274 doing verzuz. She does, you know -- she's just always available. 373 00:10:26,276 --> 00:10:28,443 She does, you know -- she's just always available. She's always been a true sister, 374 00:10:28,445 --> 00:10:30,495 always available. She's always been a true sister, a true ruff ryder, and a truly 375 00:10:30,497 --> 00:10:35,250 she's always been a true sister, a true ruff ryder, and a truly amazing human. 376 00:10:35,252 --> 00:10:37,419 A true ruff ryder, and a truly amazing human. Well, me and dmx come way before 377 00:10:37,421 --> 00:10:39,154 amazing human. Well, me and dmx come way before me making a beat for him. 378 00:10:39,156 --> 00:10:41,089 Well, me and dmx come way before me making a beat for him. That's been my brother way 379 00:10:41,091 --> 00:10:43,692 me making a beat for him. That's been my brother way before we got successful 380 00:10:43,694 --> 00:10:45,443 that's been my brother way before we got successful together with music. 381 00:10:45,445 --> 00:10:47,028 Before we got successful together with music. I got introduced to him from my 382 00:10:47,030 --> 00:10:47,779 together with music. I got introduced to him from my uncle waah. 383 00:10:47,781 --> 00:10:49,531 I got introduced to him from my uncle waah. He used to just always play his 384 00:10:49,533 --> 00:10:50,665 uncle waah. He used to just always play his mixtape in the car. 385 00:10:50,667 --> 00:10:53,935 He used to just always play his mixtape in the car. I remember he had a nissan z300. 386 00:10:53,937 --> 00:10:55,570 Mixtape in the car. I remember he had a nissan z300. It was burgundy. 387 00:10:55,572 --> 00:10:57,439 I remember he had a nissan z300. It was burgundy. And we used to always just ride 388 00:10:57,441 --> 00:10:58,940 it was burgundy. And we used to always just ride around to dmx/dj superior 389 00:10:58,942 --> 00:11:00,909 and we used to always just ride around to dmx/dj superior mixtapes. 390 00:11:00,911 --> 00:11:02,277 Around to dmx/dj superior mixtapes. And he was like, "man, you got 391 00:11:02,279 --> 00:11:02,994 mixtapes. And he was like, "man, you got to meet dmx. 392 00:11:02,996 --> 00:11:04,612 And he was like, "man, you got to meet dmx. You know, we're transitioning 393 00:11:04,614 --> 00:11:06,331 to meet dmx. You know, we're transitioning from the streets, and, you know, 394 00:11:06,333 --> 00:11:08,083 you know, we're transitioning from the streets, and, you know, we're gonna get into the music." 395 00:11:08,085 --> 00:11:11,586 from the streets, and, you know, we're gonna get into the music." and, you know, I was just into 396 00:11:11,588 --> 00:11:12,253 we're gonna get into the music." and, you know, I was just into it. 397 00:11:12,255 --> 00:11:13,371 And, you know, I was just into it. And then I remember one day we 398 00:11:13,373 --> 00:11:14,039 it. And then I remember one day we went to yonkers. 399 00:11:14,041 --> 00:11:15,256 And then I remember one day we went to yonkers. He was like, "yo, come ride with 400 00:11:15,258 --> 00:11:16,291 went to yonkers. He was like, "yo, come ride with me, and we'll go try to find 401 00:11:16,293 --> 00:11:16,624 he was like, "yo, come ride with me, and we'll go try to find him." 402 00:11:16,626 --> 00:11:18,293 me, and we'll go try to find him." but, you know, looking for dmx 403 00:11:18,295 --> 00:11:19,961 him." but, you know, looking for dmx in yonkers was like looking for 404 00:11:19,963 --> 00:11:21,629 but, you know, looking for dmx in yonkers was like looking for a ghost, so we couldn't find him 405 00:11:21,631 --> 00:11:23,181 in yonkers was like looking for a ghost, so we couldn't find him for about a couple of hours. 406 00:11:23,183 --> 00:11:24,466 A ghost, so we couldn't find him for about a couple of hours. And then we, like, turned the 407 00:11:24,468 --> 00:11:25,550 for about a couple of hours. And then we, like, turned the corner, and he was, like, 408 00:11:25,552 --> 00:11:27,686 and then we, like, turned the corner, and he was, like, walking down the block. 409 00:11:27,688 --> 00:11:29,721 Corner, and he was, like, walking down the block. And then we pulled up on him. 410 00:11:29,723 --> 00:11:33,692 Walking down the block. And then we pulled up on him. And -- and that was the start of 411 00:11:33,694 --> 00:11:34,943 and then we pulled up on him. And -- and that was the start of the journey. 412 00:11:34,945 --> 00:11:35,944 And -- and that was the start of the journey. >> well, I mean, it's the 413 00:11:35,946 --> 00:11:36,378 the journey. >> well, I mean, it's the feeling. 414 00:11:36,380 --> 00:11:37,645 >> well, I mean, it's the feeling. You know, you feel what I say if 415 00:11:37,647 --> 00:11:38,380 feeling. You know, you feel what I say if you're listening. 416 00:11:38,382 --> 00:11:39,581 You know, you feel what I say if you're listening. If not, you just feel the beat, 417 00:11:39,583 --> 00:11:40,048 you're listening. If not, you just feel the beat, you know? 418 00:11:40,050 --> 00:11:41,049 If not, you just feel the beat, you know? But it's there. 419 00:11:41,051 --> 00:11:42,384 You know? But it's there. It's strong, you know? 420 00:11:42,386 --> 00:11:43,752 But it's there. It's strong, you know? It's deep, every song. 421 00:11:43,754 --> 00:11:45,153 It's strong, you know? It's deep, every song. >> swizz beatz: I think what was 422 00:11:45,155 --> 00:11:46,588 it's deep, every song. >> swizz beatz: I think what was it about his sound and the music 423 00:11:46,590 --> 00:11:47,956 >> swizz beatz: I think what was it about his sound and the music we made together -- it was more 424 00:11:47,958 --> 00:11:49,057 it about his sound and the music we made together -- it was more about energy that we had 425 00:11:49,059 --> 00:11:49,591 we made together -- it was more about energy that we had together. 426 00:11:49,593 --> 00:11:51,559 About energy that we had together. You know, we didn't really look 427 00:11:51,561 --> 00:11:53,478 together. You know, we didn't really look at it, like, as transactional, 428 00:11:53,480 --> 00:11:54,229 you know, we didn't really look at it, like, as transactional, you know? 429 00:11:54,231 --> 00:11:56,197 At it, like, as transactional, you know? We looked at it as two brothers 430 00:11:56,199 --> 00:11:58,149 you know? We looked at it as two brothers doing -- having fun, doing what 431 00:11:58,151 --> 00:11:58,867 we looked at it as two brothers doing -- having fun, doing what we like. 432 00:11:58,869 --> 00:12:00,702 Doing -- having fun, doing what we like. And, you know, we was running 433 00:12:00,704 --> 00:12:02,537 we like. And, you know, we was running the streets for a little bit. 434 00:12:02,539 --> 00:12:04,656 And, you know, we was running the streets for a little bit. You know, I mean, he challenged 435 00:12:04,658 --> 00:12:06,741 the streets for a little bit. You know, I mean, he challenged me to take his radio off a bus 436 00:12:06,743 --> 00:12:08,376 you know, I mean, he challenged me to take his radio off a bus one time, and I did it. 437 00:12:08,378 --> 00:12:09,711 Me to take his radio off a bus one time, and I did it. And we've just been cool ever 438 00:12:09,713 --> 00:12:10,145 one time, and I did it. And we've just been cool ever since. 439 00:12:10,147 --> 00:12:13,415 And we've just been cool ever since. But the music was, you know -- 440 00:12:13,417 --> 00:12:15,100 since. But the music was, you know -- it came secondary. 441 00:12:15,102 --> 00:12:16,901 But the music was, you know -- it came secondary. Like, the music was secondary. 442 00:12:16,903 --> 00:12:20,405 It came secondary. Like, the music was secondary. X was hard on, like, producers 443 00:12:20,407 --> 00:12:21,406 like, the music was secondary. X was hard on, like, producers and things like that. 444 00:12:21,408 --> 00:12:22,657 X was hard on, like, producers and things like that. You know, like, it was just like 445 00:12:22,659 --> 00:12:23,775 and things like that. You know, like, it was just like he either felt something or he 446 00:12:23,777 --> 00:12:24,192 you know, like, it was just like he either felt something or he didn't. 447 00:12:24,194 --> 00:12:26,094 He either felt something or he didn't. It wasn't because he was my guy 448 00:12:26,096 --> 00:12:28,062 didn't. It wasn't because he was my guy he'd be like "nah, I need this," 449 00:12:28,064 --> 00:12:29,748 it wasn't because he was my guy he'd be like "nah, I need this," "I want to do this," or you 450 00:12:29,750 --> 00:12:30,281 he'd be like "nah, I need this," "I want to do this," or you know. 451 00:12:30,283 --> 00:12:33,468 "I want to do this," or you know. He was very selective on what he 452 00:12:33,470 --> 00:12:34,586 know. He was very selective on what he went with. 453 00:12:34,588 --> 00:12:39,474 He was very selective on what he went with. [ crowd cheering ] 454 00:12:39,476 --> 00:12:41,176 went with. [ crowd cheering ] x was hard on everybody when he 455 00:12:41,178 --> 00:12:42,577 [ crowd cheering ] x was hard on everybody when he didn't want to do things. 456 00:12:42,579 --> 00:12:43,678 X was hard on everybody when he didn't want to do things. It's just like anybody. 457 00:12:43,680 --> 00:12:45,130 Didn't want to do things. It's just like anybody. Like, you want to not feel like 458 00:12:45,132 --> 00:12:46,514 it's just like anybody. Like, you want to not feel like doing something today, you're 459 00:12:46,516 --> 00:12:48,016 like, you want to not feel like doing something today, you're gonna come up with an excuse not 460 00:12:48,018 --> 00:12:49,467 doing something today, you're gonna come up with an excuse not to do it, right? 461 00:12:49,469 --> 00:12:51,352 Gonna come up with an excuse not to do it, right? So, x was very witty, very 462 00:12:51,354 --> 00:12:53,021 to do it, right? So, x was very witty, very clever on how he moved. 463 00:12:53,023 --> 00:12:54,806 So, x was very witty, very clever on how he moved. But one thing about him -- if he 464 00:12:54,808 --> 00:12:56,558 clever on how he moved. But one thing about him -- if he knew that we was on a specific 465 00:12:56,560 --> 00:12:58,226 but one thing about him -- if he knew that we was on a specific mission to get something done, 466 00:12:58,228 --> 00:13:00,028 knew that we was on a specific mission to get something done, he would definitely be focused. 467 00:13:00,030 --> 00:13:01,396 Mission to get something done, he would definitely be focused. Like, when we worked on 468 00:13:01,398 --> 00:13:03,064 he would definitely be focused. Like, when we worked on "flesh of my flesh," like, we 469 00:13:03,066 --> 00:13:04,532 like, when we worked on "flesh of my flesh," like, we was in miami, and it was 470 00:13:04,534 --> 00:13:06,367 "flesh of my flesh," like, we was in miami, and it was zoom-lens-focused with us every 471 00:13:06,369 --> 00:13:08,203 was in miami, and it was zoom-lens-focused with us every day, having fun, but, you know, 472 00:13:08,205 --> 00:13:10,038 zoom-lens-focused with us every day, having fun, but, you know, he -- my job was always to make 473 00:13:10,040 --> 00:13:11,656 day, having fun, but, you know, he -- my job was always to make it easy for him 'cause, you 474 00:13:11,658 --> 00:13:13,491 he -- my job was always to make it easy for him 'cause, you know, I didn't want to have him 475 00:13:13,493 --> 00:13:14,876 it easy for him 'cause, you know, I didn't want to have him in the studio all day. 476 00:13:14,878 --> 00:13:15,994 Know, I didn't want to have him in the studio all day. He wanted to go play pool. 477 00:13:15,996 --> 00:13:16,911 In the studio all day. He wanted to go play pool. He wanted to go out. 478 00:13:16,913 --> 00:13:17,879 He wanted to go play pool. He wanted to go out. He liked to have fun. 479 00:13:17,881 --> 00:13:19,447 He wanted to go out. He liked to have fun. So, he would have his lyrics 480 00:13:19,449 --> 00:13:21,166 he liked to have fun. So, he would have his lyrics already done, so I would have to 481 00:13:21,168 --> 00:13:22,750 so, he would have his lyrics already done, so I would have to prepare for when he's coming, 482 00:13:22,752 --> 00:13:24,252 already done, so I would have to prepare for when he's coming, and then I would gauge the 483 00:13:24,254 --> 00:13:25,637 prepare for when he's coming, and then I would gauge the tracks based on his mood. 484 00:13:25,639 --> 00:13:27,255 And then I would gauge the tracks based on his mood. If he's a little down, okay, we 485 00:13:27,257 --> 00:13:28,506 tracks based on his mood. If he's a little down, okay, we can tell a good story. 486 00:13:28,508 --> 00:13:30,141 If he's a little down, okay, we can tell a good story. If he's hyped up, oh, we can do 487 00:13:30,143 --> 00:13:30,925 can tell a good story. If he's hyped up, oh, we can do a party song. 488 00:13:30,927 --> 00:13:32,310 If he's hyped up, oh, we can do a party song. Or if he's interested in someone 489 00:13:32,312 --> 00:13:33,678 a party song. Or if he's interested in someone or something, we could do a love 490 00:13:33,680 --> 00:13:34,062 or if he's interested in someone or something, we could do a love song. 491 00:13:34,064 --> 00:13:36,314 Or something, we could do a love song. You know, like, really curating 492 00:13:36,316 --> 00:13:38,483 song. You know, like, really curating the energy from him, you know, 493 00:13:38,485 --> 00:13:40,568 you know, like, really curating the energy from him, you know, as an artist and me using my 494 00:13:40,570 --> 00:13:42,770 the energy from him, you know, as an artist and me using my skills as a producer so you can 495 00:13:42,772 --> 00:13:45,073 as an artist and me using my skills as a producer so you can project the best from that day. 496 00:13:45,075 --> 00:13:46,207 Skills as a producer so you can project the best from that day. I wouldn't really call it 497 00:13:46,209 --> 00:13:47,575 project the best from that day. I wouldn't really call it psychology, but you can call it 498 00:13:47,577 --> 00:13:48,176 I wouldn't really call it psychology, but you can call it psychology. 499 00:13:48,178 --> 00:13:50,678 Psychology, but you can call it psychology. I would call it just knowing 500 00:13:50,680 --> 00:13:53,298 psychology. I would call it just knowing energies and just, you know -- 501 00:13:53,300 --> 00:13:55,500 I would call it just knowing energies and just, you know -- just reading the energy from the 502 00:13:55,502 --> 00:13:57,585 energies and just, you know -- just reading the energy from the artist and making the judgment 503 00:13:57,587 --> 00:13:59,587 just reading the energy from the artist and making the judgment based off of that, you know, 504 00:13:59,589 --> 00:14:00,672 artist and making the judgment based off of that, you know, because, like, my thing -- I 505 00:14:00,674 --> 00:14:01,756 based off of that, you know, because, like, my thing -- I didn't want to waste time, 506 00:14:01,758 --> 00:14:02,974 because, like, my thing -- I didn't want to waste time, either, so if I'm forcing him to 507 00:14:02,976 --> 00:14:04,092 didn't want to waste time, either, so if I'm forcing him to do something that he's not in 508 00:14:04,094 --> 00:14:05,343 either, so if I'm forcing him to do something that he's not in the mood with, we're gonna come 509 00:14:05,345 --> 00:14:06,561 do something that he's not in the mood with, we're gonna come back and do it tomorrow anyway. 510 00:14:06,563 --> 00:14:07,762 The mood with, we're gonna come back and do it tomorrow anyway. Like, so, if he's not in the 511 00:14:07,764 --> 00:14:09,063 back and do it tomorrow anyway. Like, so, if he's not in the mood, I'd rather just say, "you 512 00:14:09,065 --> 00:14:09,597 like, so, if he's not in the mood, I'd rather just say, "you know what? 513 00:14:09,599 --> 00:14:10,932 Mood, I'd rather just say, "you know what? Let me finish working with some 514 00:14:10,934 --> 00:14:11,566 know what? Let me finish working with some more things. 515 00:14:11,568 --> 00:14:12,433 Let me finish working with some more things. Come back tomorrow." 516 00:14:12,435 --> 00:14:14,102 more things. Come back tomorrow." and for me it's just basic 517 00:14:14,104 --> 00:14:16,154 come back tomorrow." and for me it's just basic common sense. 518 00:14:16,156 --> 00:14:21,075 And for me it's just basic common sense. ♪ 519 00:14:21,077 --> 00:14:22,477 common sense. ♪ I was in saudi arabia when it 520 00:14:22,479 --> 00:14:23,077 ♪ I was in saudi arabia when it happened. 521 00:14:23,079 --> 00:14:25,880 I was in saudi arabia when it happened. And I remember him calling me 522 00:14:25,882 --> 00:14:27,815 happened. And I remember him calling me right before I went on the trip. 523 00:14:27,817 --> 00:14:30,835 And I remember him calling me right before I went on the trip. He was being a little weird. 524 00:14:30,837 --> 00:14:32,337 Right before I went on the trip. He was being a little weird. You know, he was calling me and 525 00:14:32,339 --> 00:14:33,888 he was being a little weird. You know, he was calling me and told me that he wanted to be -- 526 00:14:33,890 --> 00:14:35,423 you know, he was calling me and told me that he wanted to be -- he was like, "yo." 527 00:14:35,425 --> 00:14:37,058 told me that he wanted to be -- he was like, "yo." I could tell he, like, stepped 528 00:14:37,060 --> 00:14:38,760 he was like, "yo." I could tell he, like, stepped out of a club or wherever he was 529 00:14:38,762 --> 00:14:39,143 I could tell he, like, stepped out of a club or wherever he was at. 530 00:14:39,145 --> 00:14:40,395 Out of a club or wherever he was at. It was a little loud. 531 00:14:40,397 --> 00:14:41,229 At. It was a little loud. And he was talking to me. 532 00:14:41,231 --> 00:14:42,263 It was a little loud. And he was talking to me. He was like, "yo, where you at?" 533 00:14:42,265 --> 00:14:43,181 and he was talking to me. He was like, "yo, where you at?" he's like, "I just want to be 534 00:14:43,183 --> 00:14:43,648 he was like, "yo, where you at?" he's like, "I just want to be next to you. 535 00:14:43,650 --> 00:14:44,599 He's like, "I just want to be next to you. I want to be where you're at, 536 00:14:44,601 --> 00:14:45,233 next to you. I want to be where you're at, blah, blah, blah." 537 00:14:45,235 --> 00:14:46,100 I want to be where you're at, blah, blah, blah." I'm like, "you want to be --" 538 00:14:46,102 --> 00:14:47,769 blah, blah, blah." I'm like, "you want to be --" I'm boring as hell to x. 539 00:14:47,771 --> 00:14:49,103 I'm like, "you want to be --" I'm boring as hell to x. And so I thought it was weird 540 00:14:49,105 --> 00:14:50,271 I'm boring as hell to x. And so I thought it was weird that he was saying that. 541 00:14:50,273 --> 00:14:52,941 And so I thought it was weird that he was saying that. And I told him -- I said, "yo, 542 00:14:52,943 --> 00:14:54,075 that he was saying that. And I told him -- I said, "yo, you know, like, I'm about to go 543 00:14:54,077 --> 00:14:54,525 and I told him -- I said, "yo, you know, like, I'm about to go on a trip. 544 00:14:54,527 --> 00:14:55,443 You know, like, I'm about to go on a trip. You should come with me. 545 00:14:55,445 --> 00:14:56,611 On a trip. You should come with me. You know, it'd be a good 546 00:14:56,613 --> 00:14:57,111 you should come with me. You know, it'd be a good getaway. 547 00:14:57,113 --> 00:14:58,446 You know, it'd be a good getaway. We just finished the album." 548 00:14:58,448 --> 00:15:00,248 getaway. We just finished the album." and he was like, "oh, that could 549 00:15:00,250 --> 00:15:00,832 we just finished the album." and he was like, "oh, that could be cool. 550 00:15:00,834 --> 00:15:02,283 And he was like, "oh, that could be cool. I like that. I like that. 551 00:15:02,285 --> 00:15:03,451 Be cool. I like that. I like that. That could be cool." 552 00:15:03,453 --> 00:15:04,535 I like that. I like that. That could be cool." and then I remember we were 553 00:15:04,537 --> 00:15:05,670 that could be cool." and then I remember we were talking and he said, "wait a 554 00:15:05,672 --> 00:15:06,087 and then I remember we were talking and he said, "wait a minute. 555 00:15:06,089 --> 00:15:08,122 Talking and he said, "wait a minute. How long is the flight?" 556 00:15:08,124 --> 00:15:10,124 minute. How long is the flight?" I said, "the flight is 17 557 00:15:10,126 --> 00:15:10,925 how long is the flight?" I said, "the flight is 17 hours." 558 00:15:10,927 --> 00:15:12,377 I said, "the flight is 17 hours." "I don't want to [bleep] be with 559 00:15:12,379 --> 00:15:13,461 hours." "I don't want to [bleep] be with you that [bleep] long." 560 00:15:13,463 --> 00:15:15,296 "I don't want to [bleep] be with you that [bleep] long." I'm gonna have to see you when 561 00:15:15,298 --> 00:15:16,297 you that [bleep] long." I'm gonna have to see you when you come back. 562 00:15:16,299 --> 00:15:17,515 I'm gonna have to see you when you come back. That's -- 17 hours? 563 00:15:17,517 --> 00:15:18,933 You come back. That's -- 17 hours? Who does that?" 564 00:15:18,935 --> 00:15:20,151 that's -- 17 hours? Who does that?" he never called me back on it. 565 00:15:20,153 --> 00:15:24,606 Who does that?" he never called me back on it. And then, like, when I landed -- 566 00:15:24,608 --> 00:15:27,358 he never called me back on it. And then, like, when I landed -- when I landed, I got a text from 567 00:15:27,360 --> 00:15:28,860 and then, like, when I landed -- when I landed, I got a text from him, and he was just like, "man, 568 00:15:28,862 --> 00:15:30,194 when I landed, I got a text from him, and he was just like, "man, I just want to tell you, you 569 00:15:30,196 --> 00:15:31,579 him, and he was just like, "man, I just want to tell you, you know, I appreciate everything 570 00:15:31,581 --> 00:15:32,747 I just want to tell you, you know, I appreciate everything you've ever done for me. 571 00:15:32,749 --> 00:15:33,915 Know, I appreciate everything you've ever done for me. I want you to know that I'm 572 00:15:33,917 --> 00:15:34,949 you've ever done for me. I want you to know that I'm super grateful for you. 573 00:15:34,951 --> 00:15:35,783 I want you to know that I'm super grateful for you. I love you, bro." 574 00:15:35,785 --> 00:15:36,951 super grateful for you. I love you, bro." and I was just like, "okay, 575 00:15:36,953 --> 00:15:37,335 I love you, bro." and I was just like, "okay, okay." 576 00:15:37,337 --> 00:15:38,670 and I was just like, "okay, okay." he would do that a lot, but it 577 00:15:38,672 --> 00:15:40,004 okay." he would do that a lot, but it just felt different this time. 578 00:15:40,006 --> 00:15:40,922 He would do that a lot, but it just felt different this time. I'm not gonna lie. 579 00:15:40,924 --> 00:15:41,923 Just felt different this time. I'm not gonna lie. And I wrote him back. 580 00:15:41,925 --> 00:15:43,291 I'm not gonna lie. And I wrote him back. I was like, "love you, dawg, for 581 00:15:43,293 --> 00:15:43,758 and I wrote him back. I was like, "love you, dawg, for life." 582 00:15:43,760 --> 00:15:46,094 I was like, "love you, dawg, for life." and then I sent him this link to 583 00:15:46,096 --> 00:15:48,046 life." and then I sent him this link to the mr. Magic "rap attack" 584 00:15:48,048 --> 00:15:50,164 and then I sent him this link to the mr. Magic "rap attack" 'cause I felt like he needed 585 00:15:50,166 --> 00:15:51,232 the mr. Magic "rap attack" 'cause I felt like he needed some energy. 586 00:15:51,234 --> 00:15:52,400 'cause I felt like he needed some energy. And when I was calling him, he 587 00:15:52,402 --> 00:15:53,151 some energy. And when I was calling him, he wasn't picking up. 588 00:15:53,153 --> 00:15:54,319 And when I was calling him, he wasn't picking up. So I was like, "you know what? 589 00:15:54,321 --> 00:15:55,269 Wasn't picking up. So I was like, "you know what? I'm gonna send him some 590 00:15:55,271 --> 00:15:56,521 so I was like, "you know what? I'm gonna send him some playlists, and, like, you'll hit 591 00:15:56,523 --> 00:15:57,605 I'm gonna send him some playlists, and, like, you'll hit all your old-school joints." 592 00:15:57,607 --> 00:15:59,073 playlists, and, like, you'll hit all your old-school joints." you know? 593 00:15:59,075 --> 00:15:59,941 All your old-school joints." you know? That was the last time I spoke 594 00:15:59,943 --> 00:16:02,677 you know? That was the last time I spoke to him, was on the text. 595 00:16:02,679 --> 00:16:08,416 That was the last time I spoke to him, was on the text. ♪ 596 00:16:08,418 --> 00:16:09,817 to him, was on the text. ♪ actually, more than a sound, he 597 00:16:09,819 --> 00:16:10,618 ♪ actually, more than a sound, he was a movement. 598 00:16:10,620 --> 00:16:11,219 Actually, more than a sound, he was a movement. You see? 599 00:16:11,221 --> 00:16:12,654 Was a movement. You see? And that's the difference. 600 00:16:12,656 --> 00:16:13,921 You see? And that's the difference. Like, a lot of people got 601 00:16:13,923 --> 00:16:14,455 and that's the difference. Like, a lot of people got sounds. 602 00:16:14,457 --> 00:16:15,690 Like, a lot of people got sounds. A lot of people can rap. 603 00:16:15,692 --> 00:16:17,392 Sounds. A lot of people can rap. You know, x was a movement. 604 00:16:17,394 --> 00:16:18,559 A lot of people can rap. You know, x was a movement. Like, you know, he was a 605 00:16:18,561 --> 00:16:19,661 you know, x was a movement. Like, you know, he was a philanthropic movement. 606 00:16:19,663 --> 00:16:20,995 Like, you know, he was a philanthropic movement. He was a spiritual movement. 607 00:16:20,997 --> 00:16:23,998 Philanthropic movement. He was a spiritual movement. You know, he was a father 608 00:16:24,000 --> 00:16:25,166 he was a spiritual movement. You know, he was a father movement. 609 00:16:25,168 --> 00:16:27,268 You know, he was a father movement. He was like -- he was one of the 610 00:16:27,270 --> 00:16:29,237 movement. He was like -- he was one of the most giving people I know, you 611 00:16:29,239 --> 00:16:29,804 he was like -- he was one of the most giving people I know, you know? 612 00:16:29,806 --> 00:16:31,406 Most giving people I know, you know? I watched that man give the 613 00:16:31,408 --> 00:16:33,141 know? I watched that man give the clothes off his back to people 614 00:16:33,143 --> 00:16:34,142 I watched that man give the clothes off his back to people in the streets. 615 00:16:34,144 --> 00:16:36,310 Clothes off his back to people in the streets. You know, I watched him clothe 616 00:16:36,312 --> 00:16:38,896 in the streets. You know, I watched him clothe and feed who he felt was hungry, 617 00:16:38,898 --> 00:16:39,897 you know, I watched him clothe and feed who he felt was hungry, you know? 618 00:16:39,899 --> 00:16:41,949 And feed who he felt was hungry, you know? X's passion for music started 619 00:16:41,951 --> 00:16:42,834 you know? X's passion for music started from love. 620 00:16:42,836 --> 00:16:45,036 X's passion for music started from love. Like, he really -- he really was 621 00:16:45,038 --> 00:16:46,838 from love. Like, he really -- he really was a serious poet, you know? 622 00:16:46,840 --> 00:16:48,623 Like, he really -- he really was a serious poet, you know? Like, he really cared about what 623 00:16:48,625 --> 00:16:49,290 a serious poet, you know? Like, he really cared about what he said. 624 00:16:49,292 --> 00:16:51,125 Like, he really cared about what he said. He really cared about his craft. 625 00:16:51,127 --> 00:16:52,760 He said. He really cared about his craft. He would have all these books 626 00:16:52,762 --> 00:16:54,462 he really cared about his craft. He would have all these books and really took it as a study, 627 00:16:54,464 --> 00:16:55,346 he would have all these books and really took it as a study, as a science. 628 00:16:55,348 --> 00:16:59,133 And really took it as a study, as a science. And he was one of the most 629 00:16:59,135 --> 00:17:00,351 as a science. And he was one of the most intelligent people I've known. 630 00:17:00,353 --> 00:17:02,437 And he was one of the most intelligent people I've known. Like, he can recite pages out of 631 00:17:02,439 --> 00:17:04,272 intelligent people I've known. Like, he can recite pages out of books that you wouldn't have 632 00:17:04,274 --> 00:17:06,140 like, he can recite pages out of books that you wouldn't have even known that he read, but, 633 00:17:06,142 --> 00:17:08,192 books that you wouldn't have even known that he read, but, you know, if you go back to his 634 00:17:08,194 --> 00:17:10,111 even known that he read, but, you know, if you go back to his album, he was putting in, you 635 00:17:10,113 --> 00:17:12,046 you know, if you go back to his album, he was putting in, you know, scriptures in there, you 636 00:17:12,048 --> 00:17:14,015 album, he was putting in, you know, scriptures in there, you know, not only from the bible, 637 00:17:14,017 --> 00:17:15,083 know, scriptures in there, you know, not only from the bible, but from life. 638 00:17:15,085 --> 00:17:16,617 Know, not only from the bible, but from life. You know, like, he was putting, 639 00:17:16,619 --> 00:17:17,985 but from life. You know, like, he was putting, like, life scriptures in his 640 00:17:17,987 --> 00:17:18,486 you know, like, he was putting, like, life scriptures in his music. 641 00:17:18,488 --> 00:17:20,872 Like, life scriptures in his music. He never gave people an empty 642 00:17:20,874 --> 00:17:21,489 music. He never gave people an empty cup. 643 00:17:21,491 --> 00:17:24,092 He never gave people an empty cup. He always gave everybody a full 644 00:17:24,094 --> 00:17:26,327 cup. He always gave everybody a full cup of wisdom, of music, of 645 00:17:26,329 --> 00:17:28,329 he always gave everybody a full cup of wisdom, of music, of pain, of joy, you know? 646 00:17:28,331 --> 00:17:29,881 Cup of wisdom, of music, of pain, of joy, you know? And that's what made him 647 00:17:29,883 --> 00:17:31,666 pain, of joy, you know? And that's what made him different than anybody in the 648 00:17:31,668 --> 00:17:33,668 and that's what made him different than anybody in the world to me, was his approach to 649 00:17:33,670 --> 00:17:35,636 different than anybody in the world to me, was his approach to his process and his respect for 650 00:17:35,638 --> 00:17:35,970 world to me, was his approach to his process and his respect for his process. 651 00:17:41,577 --> 00:17:44,729 >> swizz beatz: The dynamic of me and my wife coming together as creatives? 652 00:17:44,731 --> 00:17:46,347 Me and my wife coming together as creatives? I never looked at it like that. 653 00:17:46,349 --> 00:17:47,965 As creatives? I never looked at it like that. I looked at it like us coming 654 00:17:47,967 --> 00:17:52,470 I never looked at it like that. I looked at it like us coming together as two spirits. 655 00:17:52,472 --> 00:17:54,505 I looked at it like us coming together as two spirits. Most people start off wrong with 656 00:17:54,507 --> 00:17:56,307 together as two spirits. Most people start off wrong with marriages and relationships 657 00:17:56,309 --> 00:17:58,342 most people start off wrong with marriages and relationships because they think that it's the 658 00:17:58,344 --> 00:18:00,711 marriages and relationships because they think that it's the gateway to ownership, right? 659 00:18:00,713 --> 00:18:01,979 Because they think that it's the gateway to ownership, right? Just because we're married, 660 00:18:01,981 --> 00:18:03,347 gateway to ownership, right? Just because we're married, like, we don't own each other, 661 00:18:03,349 --> 00:18:03,881 just because we're married, like, we don't own each other, you know? 662 00:18:03,883 --> 00:18:05,249 Like, we don't own each other, you know? You're your own boss. 663 00:18:05,251 --> 00:18:06,350 You know? You're your own boss. I'm my own boss. 664 00:18:06,352 --> 00:18:07,435 You're your own boss. I'm my own boss. I don't own you. 665 00:18:07,437 --> 00:18:08,603 I'm my own boss. I don't own you. You don't own me. 666 00:18:08,605 --> 00:18:10,104 I don't own you. You don't own me. But together we come together 667 00:18:10,106 --> 00:18:11,055 you don't own me. But together we come together and making magic. 668 00:18:11,057 --> 00:18:12,523 But together we come together and making magic. And I think that, you know, 669 00:18:12,525 --> 00:18:14,225 and making magic. And I think that, you know, women should have that freedom 670 00:18:14,227 --> 00:18:15,810 and I think that, you know, women should have that freedom of not feeling like they're 671 00:18:15,812 --> 00:18:17,528 women should have that freedom of not feeling like they're owned, but loved, because when 672 00:18:17,530 --> 00:18:19,280 of not feeling like they're owned, but loved, because when you take the ownership out, you 673 00:18:19,282 --> 00:18:20,948 owned, but loved, because when you take the ownership out, you take a lot of the ego out, as 674 00:18:20,950 --> 00:18:21,449 you take the ownership out, you take a lot of the ego out, as well. 675 00:18:21,451 --> 00:18:22,567 Take a lot of the ego out, as well. You know, when people ask me 676 00:18:22,569 --> 00:18:23,701 well. You know, when people ask me something, I'm like, "I don't 677 00:18:23,703 --> 00:18:24,068 you know, when people ask me something, I'm like, "I don't know. 678 00:18:24,070 --> 00:18:25,153 Something, I'm like, "I don't know. Ask her. She's her own boss. 679 00:18:25,155 --> 00:18:26,404 Know. Ask her. She's her own boss. I can't make her own decisions." 680 00:18:26,406 --> 00:18:28,122 ask her. She's her own boss. I can't make her own decisions." you know, she was her own boss 681 00:18:28,124 --> 00:18:29,740 I can't make her own decisions." you know, she was her own boss before we even got together. 682 00:18:29,742 --> 00:18:31,576 You know, she was her own boss before we even got together. So, how can I all of a sudden be 683 00:18:31,578 --> 00:18:32,293 before we even got together. So, how can I all of a sudden be her boss? 684 00:18:32,295 --> 00:18:35,246 So, how can I all of a sudden be her boss? It's impossible. 685 00:18:35,248 --> 00:18:36,664 Her boss? It's impossible. Well, you know, I think the 686 00:18:36,666 --> 00:18:38,249 it's impossible. Well, you know, I think the biggest thing is knowing how to 687 00:18:38,251 --> 00:18:39,784 well, you know, I think the biggest thing is knowing how to communicate with your partner. 688 00:18:39,786 --> 00:18:41,252 Biggest thing is knowing how to communicate with your partner. You know, you could live with 689 00:18:41,254 --> 00:18:42,670 communicate with your partner. You know, you could live with somebody for many years and 690 00:18:42,672 --> 00:18:44,172 you know, you could live with somebody for many years and still don't know them because 691 00:18:44,174 --> 00:18:45,590 somebody for many years and still don't know them because y'all are not communicating. 692 00:18:45,592 --> 00:18:46,557 Still don't know them because y'all are not communicating. You're arguing. 693 00:18:46,559 --> 00:18:47,975 Y'all are not communicating. You're arguing. You're doing all the other 694 00:18:47,977 --> 00:18:48,509 you're arguing. You're doing all the other things. 695 00:18:48,511 --> 00:18:50,061 You're doing all the other things. But are y'all really sitting 696 00:18:50,063 --> 00:18:51,529 things. But are y'all really sitting down and talking about real 697 00:18:51,531 --> 00:18:53,064 but are y'all really sitting down and talking about real things and life and what you 698 00:18:53,066 --> 00:18:54,532 down and talking about real things and life and what you don't feel comfortable with 699 00:18:54,534 --> 00:18:56,134 things and life and what you don't feel comfortable with before it becomes an argument? 700 00:18:56,136 --> 00:18:57,652 Don't feel comfortable with before it becomes an argument? When it becomes an argument, 701 00:18:57,654 --> 00:18:59,203 before it becomes an argument? When it becomes an argument, everybody's flying over each 702 00:18:59,205 --> 00:19:00,905 when it becomes an argument, everybody's flying over each other's head, and you think that 703 00:19:00,907 --> 00:19:02,490 everybody's flying over each other's head, and you think that because you're not bringing it 704 00:19:02,492 --> 00:19:04,158 other's head, and you think that because you're not bringing it up the next day that it's gone, 705 00:19:04,160 --> 00:19:05,827 because you're not bringing it up the next day that it's gone, but it's still in the book bag. 706 00:19:05,829 --> 00:19:07,578 Up the next day that it's gone, but it's still in the book bag. But if you communicate, you can 707 00:19:07,580 --> 00:19:09,413 but it's still in the book bag. But if you communicate, you can actually start taking things out 708 00:19:09,415 --> 00:19:11,215 but if you communicate, you can actually start taking things out the book bag slowly and not even 709 00:19:11,217 --> 00:19:12,750 actually start taking things out the book bag slowly and not even making the book bag heavy. 710 00:19:12,752 --> 00:19:15,219 The book bag slowly and not even making the book bag heavy. ♪ 711 00:19:15,221 --> 00:19:16,854 making the book bag heavy. ♪ >> one more right here! 712 00:19:16,856 --> 00:19:18,623 ♪ >> one more right here! >> swizz beatz: I've known her 713 00:19:18,625 --> 00:19:21,592 >> one more right here! >> swizz beatz: I've known her since I was about 15. 714 00:19:21,594 --> 00:19:24,462 >> swizz beatz: I've known her since I was about 15. I was in truman high school, and 715 00:19:24,464 --> 00:19:26,831 since I was about 15. I was in truman high school, and her best friend at the time -- 716 00:19:26,833 --> 00:19:28,833 I was in truman high school, and her best friend at the time -- she used to rap, and she was in 717 00:19:28,835 --> 00:19:29,584 her best friend at the time -- she used to rap, and she was in my class. 718 00:19:29,586 --> 00:19:30,835 She used to rap, and she was in my class. And she used to always tell me, 719 00:19:30,837 --> 00:19:32,053 my class. And she used to always tell me, like, "yo, you got to meet my 720 00:19:32,055 --> 00:19:32,670 and she used to always tell me, like, "yo, you got to meet my friend ali. 721 00:19:32,672 --> 00:19:33,921 Like, "yo, you got to meet my friend ali. You got to meet my friend ali." 722 00:19:33,923 --> 00:19:35,239 friend ali. You got to meet my friend ali." she's like, "with you doing your 723 00:19:35,241 --> 00:19:36,290 you got to meet my friend ali." she's like, "with you doing your deejaying thing and she's 724 00:19:36,292 --> 00:19:37,542 she's like, "with you doing your deejaying thing and she's playing her piano thing, like, 725 00:19:37,544 --> 00:19:38,743 deejaying thing and she's playing her piano thing, like, maybe y'all can come together 726 00:19:38,745 --> 00:19:39,577 playing her piano thing, like, maybe y'all can come together and do something." 727 00:19:39,579 --> 00:19:41,245 maybe y'all can come together and do something." and I was just like, "alright, 728 00:19:41,247 --> 00:19:42,046 and do something." and I was just like, "alright, cool, cool. 729 00:19:42,048 --> 00:19:43,381 And I was just like, "alright, cool, cool. You know, let's do it." 730 00:19:43,383 --> 00:19:45,082 cool, cool. You know, let's do it." and, like, months passed by, and 731 00:19:45,084 --> 00:19:46,667 you know, let's do it." and, like, months passed by, and then I came out of school one 732 00:19:46,669 --> 00:19:47,084 and, like, months passed by, and then I came out of school one day. 733 00:19:47,086 --> 00:19:48,419 Then I came out of school one day. And they was, like -- while I 734 00:19:48,421 --> 00:19:49,754 day. And they was, like -- while I would go for the bus, they was, 735 00:19:49,756 --> 00:19:50,755 and they was, like -- while I would go for the bus, they was, like, standing there. 736 00:19:50,757 --> 00:19:52,423 Would go for the bus, they was, like, standing there. And they was like, "yo, this is 737 00:19:52,425 --> 00:19:54,091 like, standing there. And they was like, "yo, this is my friend ali I was telling you 738 00:19:54,093 --> 00:19:55,760 and they was like, "yo, this is my friend ali I was telling you about, blah, blah, blah, bing, 739 00:19:55,762 --> 00:19:56,561 my friend ali I was telling you about, blah, blah, blah, bing, bing, bing." 740 00:19:56,563 --> 00:19:59,847 about, blah, blah, blah, bing, bing, bing." and she was like -- she was 741 00:19:59,849 --> 00:20:00,982 bing, bing." and she was like -- she was harder than me. 742 00:20:00,984 --> 00:20:01,983 And she was like -- she was harder than me. [ chuckles ] 743 00:20:01,985 --> 00:20:04,969 harder than me. [ chuckles ] she had on a purple northface. 744 00:20:04,971 --> 00:20:06,971 [ chuckles ] she had on a purple northface. She had on tims. 745 00:20:06,973 --> 00:20:08,523 She had on a purple northface. She had on tims. She had a skully on. 746 00:20:08,525 --> 00:20:09,807 She had on tims. She had a skully on. Like, she looked like -- 747 00:20:09,809 --> 00:20:11,025 she had a skully on. Like, she looked like -- she looked hard. 748 00:20:11,027 --> 00:20:11,776 Like, she looked like -- she looked hard. You know what I'm saying? 749 00:20:11,778 --> 00:20:13,311 She looked hard. You know what I'm saying? Like, it wasn't like -- she 750 00:20:13,313 --> 00:20:14,979 you know what I'm saying? Like, it wasn't like -- she wasn't trying to come off like 751 00:20:14,981 --> 00:20:16,948 like, it wasn't like -- she wasn't trying to come off like the prissy -- trying to look 752 00:20:16,950 --> 00:20:17,648 wasn't trying to come off like the prissy -- trying to look pretty. 753 00:20:17,650 --> 00:20:18,816 The prissy -- trying to look pretty. She was trying to be gritty, 754 00:20:18,818 --> 00:20:19,317 pretty. She was trying to be gritty, you know? 755 00:20:19,319 --> 00:20:21,485 She was trying to be gritty, you know? And it was kind of a little 756 00:20:21,487 --> 00:20:23,321 you know? And it was kind of a little standoffish, you know? 757 00:20:23,323 --> 00:20:24,655 And it was kind of a little standoffish, you know? And we greeted each other, but 758 00:20:24,657 --> 00:20:25,957 standoffish, you know? And we greeted each other, but it was later I asked for her 759 00:20:25,959 --> 00:20:26,407 and we greeted each other, but it was later I asked for her number. 760 00:20:26,409 --> 00:20:27,708 It was later I asked for her number. I didn't get it at that time. 761 00:20:27,710 --> 00:20:32,897 Number. I didn't get it at that time. But I think I came back strong. 762 00:20:32,899 --> 00:20:34,265 I didn't get it at that time. But I think I came back strong. The heat was definitely hot 763 00:20:34,267 --> 00:20:35,833 but I think I came back strong. The heat was definitely hot because a lot of people like to 764 00:20:35,835 --> 00:20:37,201 the heat was definitely hot because a lot of people like to gravity towards negativity. 765 00:20:37,203 --> 00:20:38,836 Because a lot of people like to gravity towards negativity. So, anytime that people feel 766 00:20:38,838 --> 00:20:40,438 gravity towards negativity. So, anytime that people feel that they can get away from 767 00:20:40,440 --> 00:20:42,106 so, anytime that people feel that they can get away from their pain and make it -- and 768 00:20:42,108 --> 00:20:43,824 that they can get away from their pain and make it -- and make fun of what they feel is 769 00:20:43,826 --> 00:20:45,576 their pain and make it -- and make fun of what they feel is your pain, that's gonna always 770 00:20:45,578 --> 00:20:47,161 make fun of what they feel is your pain, that's gonna always be a hell of a celebration, 771 00:20:47,163 --> 00:20:47,828 your pain, that's gonna always be a hell of a celebration, right? 772 00:20:47,830 --> 00:20:49,947 Be a hell of a celebration, right? But, you know, even if you 773 00:20:49,949 --> 00:20:52,116 right? But, you know, even if you fast-forward, you know, my 774 00:20:52,118 --> 00:20:54,585 but, you know, even if you fast-forward, you know, my ex-wife and myself and my wife 775 00:20:54,587 --> 00:20:57,021 fast-forward, you know, my ex-wife and myself and my wife today, you know, we did a book 776 00:20:57,023 --> 00:20:59,090 ex-wife and myself and my wife today, you know, we did a book on co-parenting together. 777 00:20:59,092 --> 00:21:00,925 Today, you know, we did a book on co-parenting together. Where was that party at, right? 778 00:21:00,927 --> 00:21:02,293 On co-parenting together. Where was that party at, right? But everybody want to throw a 779 00:21:02,295 --> 00:21:03,794 where was that party at, right? But everybody want to throw a party when they're thinking that 780 00:21:03,796 --> 00:21:05,296 but everybody want to throw a party when they're thinking that they want to kill each other and 781 00:21:05,298 --> 00:21:06,714 party when they're thinking that they want to kill each other and we want to be all negative and 782 00:21:06,716 --> 00:21:07,265 they want to kill each other and we want to be all negative and violent. 783 00:21:07,267 --> 00:21:09,016 We want to be all negative and violent. No, we got kids involved in 784 00:21:09,018 --> 00:21:10,801 violent. No, we got kids involved in this, and we had to take the 785 00:21:10,803 --> 00:21:12,637 no, we got kids involved in this, and we had to take the time out and go back to that 786 00:21:12,639 --> 00:21:14,138 this, and we had to take the time out and go back to that word "communicate" and 787 00:21:14,140 --> 00:21:15,640 time out and go back to that word "communicate" and understand that, "okay, 788 00:21:15,642 --> 00:21:17,892 word "communicate" and understand that, "okay, everybody has their right to 789 00:21:17,894 --> 00:21:18,726 understand that, "okay, everybody has their right to react." 790 00:21:18,728 --> 00:21:20,378 everybody has their right to react." everybody have their right to 791 00:21:20,380 --> 00:21:22,013 react." everybody have their right to their emotions, and everybody 792 00:21:22,015 --> 00:21:23,681 everybody have their right to their emotions, and everybody have their right to figure out 793 00:21:23,683 --> 00:21:25,299 their emotions, and everybody have their right to figure out how to move forward as adults 794 00:21:25,301 --> 00:21:26,968 have their right to figure out how to move forward as adults and as parents and as grownups 795 00:21:26,970 --> 00:21:28,469 how to move forward as adults and as parents and as grownups and don't be a part of the 796 00:21:28,471 --> 00:21:29,353 and as parents and as grownups and don't be a part of the [bleep] show. 797 00:21:29,355 --> 00:21:31,255 And don't be a part of the [bleep] show. It's not easy because, you know, 798 00:21:31,257 --> 00:21:33,224 [bleep] show. It's not easy because, you know, at the end of the day, it's soft 799 00:21:33,226 --> 00:21:34,692 it's not easy because, you know, at the end of the day, it's soft spots with all of these 800 00:21:34,694 --> 00:21:35,810 at the end of the day, it's soft spots with all of these different things. 801 00:21:35,812 --> 00:21:37,778 Spots with all of these different things. Like, although we've moven on to 802 00:21:37,780 --> 00:21:39,730 different things. Like, although we've moven on to the different level, I think the 803 00:21:39,732 --> 00:21:41,482 like, although we've moven on to the different level, I think the way that we made it easy was 804 00:21:41,484 --> 00:21:43,234 the different level, I think the way that we made it easy was just saying, "you know what? 805 00:21:43,236 --> 00:21:44,952 Way that we made it easy was just saying, "you know what? It's about the kid involved." 806 00:21:44,954 --> 00:21:46,787 just saying, "you know what? It's about the kid involved." and I see all of these dads not 807 00:21:46,789 --> 00:21:48,406 it's about the kid involved." and I see all of these dads not being able to see their kids 808 00:21:48,408 --> 00:21:49,957 and I see all of these dads not being able to see their kids because of how the mom is 809 00:21:49,959 --> 00:21:51,575 being able to see their kids because of how the mom is feeling and using that as a 810 00:21:51,577 --> 00:21:52,176 because of how the mom is feeling and using that as a weapon. 811 00:21:52,178 --> 00:21:53,377 Feeling and using that as a weapon. Like, we got to stop that 812 00:21:53,379 --> 00:21:54,612 weapon. Like, we got to stop that because that's temporarily 813 00:21:54,614 --> 00:21:56,013 like, we got to stop that because that's temporarily making you feel good, but it's 814 00:21:56,015 --> 00:21:57,281 because that's temporarily making you feel good, but it's hurting your daughter, it's 815 00:21:57,283 --> 00:21:58,149 making you feel good, but it's hurting your daughter, it's hurting your son. 816 00:21:58,151 --> 00:21:59,650 Hurting your daughter, it's hurting your son. And it's like -- it's 817 00:21:59,652 --> 00:22:01,819 hurting your son. And it's like -- it's unnecessary, when, at this whole 818 00:22:01,821 --> 00:22:03,521 and it's like -- it's unnecessary, when, at this whole time, we could have been 819 00:22:03,523 --> 00:22:05,306 unnecessary, when, at this whole time, we could have been nourishing an ecosystem of 820 00:22:05,308 --> 00:22:07,358 time, we could have been nourishing an ecosystem of greatness and understanding so 821 00:22:07,360 --> 00:22:09,276 nourishing an ecosystem of greatness and understanding so by the time the child is 18, 822 00:22:09,278 --> 00:22:11,278 greatness and understanding so by the time the child is 18, they can go off with their head 823 00:22:11,280 --> 00:22:13,230 by the time the child is 18, they can go off with their head held high and feel the spirits 824 00:22:13,232 --> 00:22:14,899 they can go off with their head held high and feel the spirits and feel the energy, that 825 00:22:14,901 --> 00:22:16,951 held high and feel the spirits and feel the energy, that support that we gave them, which 826 00:22:16,953 --> 00:22:18,903 and feel the energy, that support that we gave them, which is -- 'cause they didn ask to 827 00:22:18,905 --> 00:22:19,654 support that we gave them, which is -- 'cause they didn ask to be here. 828 00:22:19,656 --> 00:22:20,905 Is -- 'cause they didn ask to be here. You know, the kids didn't ask to 829 00:22:20,907 --> 00:22:21,405 be here. You know, the kids didn't ask to be here. 830 00:22:21,407 --> 00:22:26,577 You know, the kids didn't ask to be here. So, how can be it about us? 831 00:22:26,579 --> 00:22:30,047 Be here. So, how can be it about us? You know, she's super mom. 832 00:22:30,049 --> 00:22:30,948 So, how can be it about us? You know, she's super mom. [ chuckles ] 833 00:22:30,950 --> 00:22:32,817 you know, she's super mom. [ chuckles ] nah, nah, honestly, like, I 834 00:22:32,819 --> 00:22:34,852 [ chuckles ] nah, nah, honestly, like, I commend her because, you know, 835 00:22:34,854 --> 00:22:36,921 nah, nah, honestly, like, I commend her because, you know, it's not only -- she's not only 836 00:22:36,923 --> 00:22:38,622 commend her because, you know, it's not only -- she's not only a super mom to egypt and 837 00:22:38,624 --> 00:22:39,357 it's not only -- she's not only a super mom to egypt and genesis. 838 00:22:39,359 --> 00:22:41,375 A super mom to egypt and genesis. She's a super mom to all of my 839 00:22:41,377 --> 00:22:43,177 genesis. She's a super mom to all of my kids, which, to be honest, 840 00:22:43,179 --> 00:22:44,295 she's a super mom to all of my kids, which, to be honest, that's what really made me, 841 00:22:44,297 --> 00:22:45,513 kids, which, to be honest, that's what really made me, like, extra fall in love with 842 00:22:45,515 --> 00:22:47,698 that's what really made me, like, extra fall in love with her, was the patience that she 843 00:22:47,700 --> 00:22:49,967 like, extra fall in love with her, was the patience that she had and that she have, you know, 844 00:22:49,969 --> 00:22:51,852 her, was the patience that she had and that she have, you know, for my children -- and not even 845 00:22:51,854 --> 00:22:53,521 had and that she have, you know, for my children -- and not even saying "your children," but 846 00:22:53,523 --> 00:22:55,439 for my children -- and not even saying "your children," but always saying "our children" and 847 00:22:55,441 --> 00:22:57,108 saying "your children," but always saying "our children" and genuinely meaning that, you 848 00:22:57,110 --> 00:22:59,143 always saying "our children" and genuinely meaning that, you know, whether it's, you know, 849 00:22:59,145 --> 00:23:01,195 genuinely meaning that, you know, whether it's, you know, being on the phone with nasir 850 00:23:01,197 --> 00:23:03,314 know, whether it's, you know, being on the phone with nasir for two hours while he dealing 851 00:23:03,316 --> 00:23:05,316 being on the phone with nasir for two hours while he dealing with his teenage vibe, going 852 00:23:05,318 --> 00:23:07,568 for two hours while he dealing with his teenage vibe, going over homework with kj, you know, 853 00:23:07,570 --> 00:23:09,737 with his teenage vibe, going over homework with kj, you know, doing all the different things. 854 00:23:09,739 --> 00:23:11,322 Over homework with kj, you know, doing all the different things. And not to take away from their 855 00:23:11,324 --> 00:23:12,857 doing all the different things. And not to take away from their mothers because their mothers 856 00:23:12,859 --> 00:23:13,924 and not to take away from their mothers because their mothers are great, as well. 857 00:23:13,926 --> 00:23:15,760 Mothers because their mothers are great, as well. You know, my kids -- they have 858 00:23:15,762 --> 00:23:17,678 are great, as well. You know, my kids -- they have great parents around them, and I 859 00:23:17,680 --> 00:23:19,463 you know, my kids -- they have great parents around them, and I commend all of them, as well. 860 00:23:19,465 --> 00:23:21,348 Great parents around them, and I commend all of them, as well. But, you know, what my wife 861 00:23:21,350 --> 00:23:23,517 commend all of them, as well. But, you know, what my wife does -- she lifts a pretty heavy 862 00:23:23,519 --> 00:23:25,469 but, you know, what my wife does -- she lifts a pretty heavy book bag with grace and with 863 00:23:25,471 --> 00:23:26,053 does -- she lifts a pretty heavy book bag with grace and with love. 864 00:23:26,055 --> 00:23:27,972 Book bag with grace and with love. And, you know, I give her the 865 00:23:27,974 --> 00:23:29,840 love. And, you know, I give her the whole garden just for doing 866 00:23:29,842 --> 00:23:30,408 and, you know, I give her the whole garden just for doing that. 867 00:23:30,410 --> 00:23:31,442 Whole garden just for doing that. But they have their own 868 00:23:31,444 --> 00:23:32,176 that. But they have their own relationships. 869 00:23:32,178 --> 00:23:33,444 But they have their own relationships. They got better relationships 870 00:23:33,446 --> 00:23:34,745 relationships. They got better relationships with her than they do with me. 871 00:23:34,747 --> 00:23:35,813 They got better relationships with her than they do with me. You know, I get a little 872 00:23:35,815 --> 00:23:37,181 with her than they do with me. You know, I get a little jealous, but I just got to step 873 00:23:37,183 --> 00:23:38,149 you know, I get a little jealous, but I just got to step my game up, you know? 874 00:23:38,151 --> 00:23:39,283 Jealous, but I just got to step my game up, you know? Like I told you, women are 875 00:23:39,285 --> 00:23:40,084 my game up, you know? Like I told you, women are better than men. 876 00:23:40,086 --> 00:23:41,702 Like I told you, women are better than men. So, zone, zone. 877 00:23:41,704 --> 00:23:42,036 Better than men. So, zone, zone. [ chuckles ] 878 00:23:44,689 --> 00:23:53,647 ♪ >> swizz beatz: Verzuz started as an idea from a long time ago. 879 00:23:53,649 --> 00:23:55,616 >> swizz beatz: Verzuz started as an idea from a long time ago. You can go back and see me and 880 00:23:55,618 --> 00:23:57,568 as an idea from a long time ago. You can go back and see me and kanye onstage at summer jam, I 881 00:23:57,570 --> 00:23:58,736 you can go back and see me and kanye onstage at summer jam, I think, in 2006. 882 00:23:58,738 --> 00:24:01,572 Kanye onstage at summer jam, I think, in 2006. That was the first verzuz. 883 00:24:01,574 --> 00:24:03,073 Think, in 2006. That was the first verzuz. But I always knew that two 884 00:24:03,075 --> 00:24:04,542 that was the first verzuz. But I always knew that two creatives celebrating in a 885 00:24:04,544 --> 00:24:05,943 but I always knew that two creatives celebrating in a competitive way would -- 886 00:24:05,945 --> 00:24:07,745 creatives celebrating in a competitive way would -- people would have fun with it 887 00:24:07,747 --> 00:24:09,480 competitive way would -- people would have fun with it because, as artists, we feel 888 00:24:09,482 --> 00:24:11,115 people would have fun with it because, as artists, we feel that with egos so big, that 889 00:24:11,117 --> 00:24:12,750 because, as artists, we feel that with egos so big, that these things can't happen, 890 00:24:12,752 --> 00:24:13,300 that with egos so big, that these things can't happen, right? 891 00:24:13,302 --> 00:24:15,119 These things can't happen, right? And so seeing me and kanye 892 00:24:15,121 --> 00:24:17,288 right? And so seeing me and kanye onstage at summer jam -- it just 893 00:24:17,290 --> 00:24:19,256 and so seeing me and kanye onstage at summer jam -- it just blew the roof off in front of 894 00:24:19,258 --> 00:24:20,357 onstage at summer jam -- it just blew the roof off in front of 50,000 people. 895 00:24:20,359 --> 00:24:22,660 Blew the roof off in front of 50,000 people. But just seeing, like, the 896 00:24:22,662 --> 00:24:25,262 50,000 people. But just seeing, like, the competitive sport of music and 897 00:24:25,264 --> 00:24:27,898 but just seeing, like, the competitive sport of music and producers and writers, it just 898 00:24:27,900 --> 00:24:29,517 competitive sport of music and producers and writers, it just always felt good. 899 00:24:29,519 --> 00:24:31,485 Producers and writers, it just always felt good. But me and tim actually came up 900 00:24:31,487 --> 00:24:33,537 always felt good. But me and tim actually came up with, like, a different concept. 901 00:24:33,539 --> 00:24:35,105 But me and tim actually came up with, like, a different concept. Although that's where it 902 00:24:35,107 --> 00:24:36,974 with, like, a different concept. Although that's where it started, we actually sat down 903 00:24:36,976 --> 00:24:38,976 although that's where it started, we actually sat down and planned out, "okay, let's do 904 00:24:38,978 --> 00:24:40,244 started, we actually sat down and planned out, "okay, let's do an album together. 905 00:24:40,246 --> 00:24:41,812 And planned out, "okay, let's do an album together. You do your album. 906 00:24:41,814 --> 00:24:43,147 An album together. You do your album. I do my album. 907 00:24:43,149 --> 00:24:44,615 You do your album. I do my album. But we go against each other 908 00:24:44,617 --> 00:24:45,533 I do my album. But we go against each other with that album. 909 00:24:45,535 --> 00:24:47,151 But we go against each other with that album. Then we do a tour, and then when 910 00:24:47,153 --> 00:24:48,652 with that album. Then we do a tour, and then when we go to different states, we 911 00:24:48,654 --> 00:24:50,237 then we do a tour, and then when we go to different states, we pull different artists onstage 912 00:24:50,239 --> 00:24:51,822 we go to different states, we pull different artists onstage that you don't know who I have, 913 00:24:51,824 --> 00:24:53,240 pull different artists onstage that you don't know who I have, I don't know who you have." 914 00:24:53,242 --> 00:24:55,543 that you don't know who I have, I don't know who you have." so, that was the verzuz tour. 915 00:24:55,545 --> 00:24:57,962 I don't know who you have." so, that was the verzuz tour. And then we both got busy. 916 00:24:57,964 --> 00:24:59,330 So, that was the verzuz tour. And then we both got busy. I started traveling and doing 917 00:24:59,332 --> 00:25:00,798 and then we both got busy. I started traveling and doing different things, and he started 918 00:25:00,800 --> 00:25:02,166 I started traveling and doing different things, and he started traveling and doing different 919 00:25:02,168 --> 00:25:02,633 different things, and he started traveling and doing different things. 920 00:25:02,635 --> 00:25:06,086 Traveling and doing different things. And then the pandemic hit. 921 00:25:06,088 --> 00:25:07,471 Things. And then the pandemic hit. And then I was thinking of 922 00:25:07,473 --> 00:25:08,806 and then the pandemic hit. And then I was thinking of doing like a comedy show. 923 00:25:08,808 --> 00:25:10,424 And then I was thinking of doing like a comedy show. I wanted to do something called 924 00:25:10,426 --> 00:25:11,976 doing like a comedy show. I wanted to do something called "snaps" where two people would 925 00:25:11,978 --> 00:25:13,644 I wanted to do something called "snaps" where two people would start making jokes and all these 926 00:25:13,646 --> 00:25:14,595 "snaps" where two people would start making jokes and all these different things. 927 00:25:14,597 --> 00:25:16,480 Start making jokes and all these different things. And I just loved what d-nice 928 00:25:16,482 --> 00:25:17,348 different things. And I just loved what d-nice had, right? 929 00:25:17,350 --> 00:25:19,450 And I just loved what d-nice had, right? Like, d-nice had that particular 930 00:25:19,452 --> 00:25:21,385 had, right? Like, d-nice had that particular deejay area in a great space. 931 00:25:21,387 --> 00:25:23,287 Like, d-nice had that particular deejay area in a great space. So I didn't want to interrupt 932 00:25:23,289 --> 00:25:25,322 deejay area in a great space. So I didn't want to interrupt anything that d-nice was doing. 933 00:25:25,324 --> 00:25:26,457 So I didn't want to interrupt anything that d-nice was doing. So I was just thinking of 934 00:25:26,459 --> 00:25:27,391 anything that d-nice was doing. So I was just thinking of something different. 935 00:25:27,393 --> 00:25:31,145 So I was just thinking of something different. And then timbaland went on his 936 00:25:31,147 --> 00:25:32,563 something different. And then timbaland went on his ig and was making beats and kept 937 00:25:32,565 --> 00:25:33,931 and then timbaland went on his ig and was making beats and kept calling me out every time he was 938 00:25:33,933 --> 00:25:35,349 ig and was making beats and kept calling me out every time he was making a beat -- "swizz, what we 939 00:25:35,351 --> 00:25:35,766 calling me out every time he was making a beat -- "swizz, what we doing? 940 00:25:35,768 --> 00:25:36,517 Making a beat -- "swizz, what we doing? What we doing?" 941 00:25:36,519 --> 00:25:37,735 doing? What we doing?" he was, like, sending the 942 00:25:37,737 --> 00:25:38,352 what we doing?" he was, like, sending the bat-signal. 943 00:25:38,354 --> 00:25:39,403 He was, like, sending the bat-signal. And so I called him. 944 00:25:39,405 --> 00:25:40,938 Bat-signal. And so I called him. I said, "oh, you really -- like, 945 00:25:40,940 --> 00:25:42,273 and so I called him. I said, "oh, you really -- like, you want to get it started?" 946 00:25:42,275 --> 00:25:43,741 I said, "oh, you really -- like, you want to get it started?" he was like, "yeah, like, why 947 00:25:43,743 --> 00:25:44,108 you want to get it started?" he was like, "yeah, like, why not?" 948 00:25:44,110 --> 00:25:45,826 he was like, "yeah, like, why not?" and so I started answering him 949 00:25:45,828 --> 00:25:48,078 not?" and so I started answering him back with some more beats, going 950 00:25:48,080 --> 00:25:49,346 and so I started answering him back with some more beats, going back and forth. 951 00:25:49,348 --> 00:25:50,481 Back with some more beats, going back and forth. And then I was like, "yo, we 952 00:25:50,483 --> 00:25:51,448 back and forth. And then I was like, "yo, we might as well just go." 953 00:25:51,450 --> 00:25:54,285 and then I was like, "yo, we might as well just go." and he was like, "you ready?" 954 00:25:54,287 --> 00:25:55,319 might as well just go." and he was like, "you ready?" I'm like, "let's just go. 955 00:25:55,321 --> 00:25:56,654 And he was like, "you ready?" I'm like, "let's just go. Like, you know, it don't feel 956 00:25:56,656 --> 00:25:57,955 I'm like, "let's just go. Like, you know, it don't feel like we're ever coming back 957 00:25:57,957 --> 00:25:59,073 like, you know, it don't feel like we're ever coming back outside for a long time. 958 00:25:59,075 --> 00:26:00,491 Like we're ever coming back outside for a long time. You know, let's just go and have 959 00:26:00,493 --> 00:26:00,908 outside for a long time. You know, let's just go and have fun." 960 00:26:00,910 --> 00:26:03,160 you know, let's just go and have fun." and so, you know, he's in his 961 00:26:03,162 --> 00:26:04,061 fun." and so, you know, he's in his basement. 962 00:26:04,063 --> 00:26:05,996 And so, you know, he's in his basement. And we just thought we had a 963 00:26:05,998 --> 00:26:08,165 basement. And we just thought we had a good time celebrating each other 964 00:26:08,167 --> 00:26:09,099 and we just thought we had a good time celebrating each other that night. 965 00:26:09,101 --> 00:26:10,534 Good time celebrating each other that night. But then our phones was going 966 00:26:10,536 --> 00:26:11,035 that night. But then our phones was going crazy. 967 00:26:11,037 --> 00:26:13,287 But then our phones was going crazy. [ imitates cellphone vibrating ] 968 00:26:13,289 --> 00:26:16,590 crazy. [ imitates cellphone vibrating ] and I was just like, "man, this 969 00:26:16,592 --> 00:26:17,791 [ imitates cellphone vibrating ] and I was just like, "man, this might be -- this might be the 970 00:26:17,793 --> 00:26:18,342 and I was just like, "man, this might be -- this might be the new zone." 971 00:26:18,344 --> 00:26:19,543 might be -- this might be the new zone." he was like, "I'm telling you. 972 00:26:19,545 --> 00:26:20,427 New zone." he was like, "I'm telling you. This one called me. 973 00:26:20,429 --> 00:26:21,679 He was like, "I'm telling you. This one called me. This one wanted to do it next. 974 00:26:21,681 --> 00:26:22,880 This one called me. This one wanted to do it next. That one wanted to do it next, 975 00:26:22,882 --> 00:26:23,430 this one wanted to do it next. That one wanted to do it next, this one." 976 00:26:23,432 --> 00:26:24,548 that one wanted to do it next, this one." I said, "alright, well, let's 977 00:26:24,550 --> 00:26:25,716 this one." I said, "alright, well, let's try it with some more people. 978 00:26:25,718 --> 00:26:26,917 I said, "alright, well, let's try it with some more people. Like, it don't only have to be 979 00:26:26,919 --> 00:26:27,651 try it with some more people. Like, it don't only have to be about me and you. 980 00:26:27,653 --> 00:26:28,786 Like, it don't only have to be about me and you. Let's try it with some other 981 00:26:28,788 --> 00:26:29,219 about me and you. Let's try it with some other people." 982 00:26:29,221 --> 00:26:32,156 let's try it with some other people." and it hasn't turned back since 983 00:26:32,158 --> 00:26:34,224 people." and it hasn't turned back since then. 984 00:26:34,226 --> 00:26:37,561 And it hasn't turned back since then. ♪ 985 00:26:37,563 --> 00:26:38,862 then. ♪ well, I can't say that it 986 00:26:38,864 --> 00:26:40,364 ♪ well, I can't say that it started with a business model. 987 00:26:40,366 --> 00:26:41,832 Well, I can't say that it started with a business model. It started as fun. 988 00:26:41,834 --> 00:26:44,268 Started with a business model. It started as fun. You know, we've turned down so 989 00:26:44,270 --> 00:26:46,670 it started as fun. You know, we've turned down so much capital in the beginning 990 00:26:46,672 --> 00:26:48,822 you know, we've turned down so much capital in the beginning because it just -- we just 991 00:26:48,824 --> 00:26:51,325 much capital in the beginning because it just -- we just didn't want to, like, mess with 992 00:26:51,327 --> 00:26:51,909 because it just -- we just didn't want to, like, mess with it. 993 00:26:51,911 --> 00:26:53,944 Didn't want to, like, mess with it. It just -- like, the people just 994 00:26:53,946 --> 00:26:55,496 it. It just -- like, the people just needed what they needed, 995 00:26:55,498 --> 00:26:57,114 it just -- like, the people just needed what they needed, especially at that time. 996 00:26:57,116 --> 00:26:58,782 Needed what they needed, especially at that time. So, millions and millions of 997 00:26:58,784 --> 00:27:00,751 especially at that time. So, millions and millions of dollars of sponsors we've turned 998 00:27:00,753 --> 00:27:02,536 so, millions and millions of dollars of sponsors we've turned down because the timing wasn't 999 00:27:02,538 --> 00:27:03,120 dollars of sponsors we've turned down because the timing wasn't right. 1000 00:27:03,122 --> 00:27:04,622 Down because the timing wasn't right. But me and tim sat down and 1001 00:27:04,624 --> 00:27:06,307 right. But me and tim sat down and said, "okay, there is gonna be a 1002 00:27:06,309 --> 00:27:07,942 but me and tim sat down and said, "okay, there is gonna be a time where we're gonna have to 1003 00:27:07,944 --> 00:27:08,642 said, "okay, there is gonna be a time where we're gonna have to graduate." 1004 00:27:08,644 --> 00:27:09,893 time where we're gonna have to graduate." you know, and the first 1005 00:27:09,895 --> 00:27:11,445 graduate." you know, and the first graduation was us doing it with 1006 00:27:11,447 --> 00:27:11,895 you know, and the first graduation was us doing it with apple. 1007 00:27:11,897 --> 00:27:13,230 Graduation was us doing it with apple. We wasn't thinking about 1008 00:27:13,232 --> 00:27:14,732 apple. We wasn't thinking about licenses and music and things 1009 00:27:14,734 --> 00:27:15,983 we wasn't thinking about licenses and music and things like that at that time. 1010 00:27:15,985 --> 00:27:17,034 Licenses and music and things like that at that time. We was just going. 1011 00:27:17,036 --> 00:27:18,402 Like that at that time. We was just going. But then every time, it's 1012 00:27:18,404 --> 00:27:19,370 we was just going. But then every time, it's getting bigger. 1013 00:27:19,372 --> 00:27:20,454 But then every time, it's getting bigger. Labels are calling. 1014 00:27:20,456 --> 00:27:21,588 Getting bigger. Labels are calling. People are calling. 1015 00:27:21,590 --> 00:27:23,207 Labels are calling. People are calling. They're trying to find out how 1016 00:27:23,209 --> 00:27:24,875 people are calling. They're trying to find out how we're handling the sync license 1017 00:27:24,877 --> 00:27:26,543 they're trying to find out how we're handling the sync license and all these different things. 1018 00:27:26,545 --> 00:27:29,964 We're handling the sync license and all these different things. So, we realized that apple had 1019 00:27:29,966 --> 00:27:31,598 and all these different things. So, we realized that apple had the license embedded because 1020 00:27:31,600 --> 00:27:32,850 so, we realized that apple had the license embedded because they're apple music. 1021 00:27:32,852 --> 00:27:34,585 The license embedded because they're apple music. I knew larry jackson over there, 1022 00:27:34,587 --> 00:27:36,303 they're apple music. I knew larry jackson over there, and larry was, like, wanting to 1023 00:27:36,305 --> 00:27:36,837 I knew larry jackson over there, and larry was, like, wanting to do it. 1024 00:27:36,839 --> 00:27:39,089 And larry was, like, wanting to do it. And then we also went over there 1025 00:27:39,091 --> 00:27:41,141 do it. And then we also went over there because of the quality -- we 1026 00:27:41,143 --> 00:27:43,310 and then we also went over there because of the quality -- we wanted to upgrade the quality. 1027 00:27:43,312 --> 00:27:45,679 Because of the quality -- we wanted to upgrade the quality. So now we got trucks outside, so 1028 00:27:45,681 --> 00:27:47,514 wanted to upgrade the quality. So now we got trucks outside, so the internet is not bad, 1029 00:27:47,516 --> 00:27:48,732 so now we got trucks outside, so the internet is not bad, all these different things. 1030 00:27:48,734 --> 00:27:50,651 The internet is not bad, all these different things. And that was that graduation. 1031 00:27:50,653 --> 00:27:52,302 All these different things. And that was that graduation. And so, like, anytime they're 1032 00:27:52,304 --> 00:27:54,054 and that was that graduation. And so, like, anytime they're hearing of black creatives doing 1033 00:27:54,056 --> 00:27:55,673 and so, like, anytime they're hearing of black creatives doing business, the immediate thing 1034 00:27:55,675 --> 00:27:57,257 hearing of black creatives doing business, the immediate thing they want to say is that you 1035 00:27:57,259 --> 00:27:58,842 business, the immediate thing they want to say is that you sold out, you know? 1036 00:27:58,844 --> 00:28:01,345 They want to say is that you sold out, you know? And so I felt that we sold in, 1037 00:28:01,347 --> 00:28:02,179 sold out, you know? And so I felt that we sold in, right? 1038 00:28:02,181 --> 00:28:03,814 And so I felt that we sold in, right? 'cause it's like the creatives 1039 00:28:03,816 --> 00:28:05,249 right? 'cause it's like the creatives can never really make the 1040 00:28:05,251 --> 00:28:06,784 'cause it's like the creatives can never really make the business move the right way. 1041 00:28:06,786 --> 00:28:08,385 Can never really make the business move the right way. You know, but the businesspeople 1042 00:28:08,387 --> 00:28:09,720 business move the right way. You know, but the businesspeople that take advantage of the 1043 00:28:09,722 --> 00:28:11,255 you know, but the businesspeople that take advantage of the creatives can make any move and 1044 00:28:11,257 --> 00:28:12,589 that take advantage of the creatives can make any move and it's the right way, right? 1045 00:28:12,591 --> 00:28:14,608 Creatives can make any move and it's the right way, right? And so I was just like, "there 1046 00:28:14,610 --> 00:28:16,560 it's the right way, right? And so I was just like, "there has to be a point where this 1047 00:28:16,562 --> 00:28:18,112 and so I was just like, "there has to be a point where this turns into a business, 1048 00:28:18,114 --> 00:28:19,730 has to be a point where this turns into a business, although it's for the love and 1049 00:28:19,732 --> 00:28:21,365 turns into a business, although it's for the love and although it's black-owned and 1050 00:28:21,367 --> 00:28:23,033 although it's for the love and although it's black-owned and although the company is sold to 1051 00:28:23,035 --> 00:28:24,651 although it's black-owned and although the company is sold to a company that might not sound 1052 00:28:24,653 --> 00:28:27,237 although the company is sold to a company that might not sound black-owned, but it's still 1053 00:28:27,239 --> 00:28:27,788 a company that might not sound black-owned, but it's still black-owned." 1054 00:28:27,790 --> 00:28:29,239 black-owned, but it's still black-owned." me and tim is as black as it 1055 00:28:29,241 --> 00:28:30,040 black-owned." me and tim is as black as it gets, right? 1056 00:28:30,042 --> 00:28:31,458 Me and tim is as black as it gets, right? By having that ownership and 1057 00:28:31,460 --> 00:28:32,910 gets, right? By having that ownership and maintaining it so much, we've 1058 00:28:32,912 --> 00:28:34,044 by having that ownership and maintaining it so much, we've built up the equity. 1059 00:28:34,046 --> 00:28:37,197 Maintaining it so much, we've built up the equity. We didn't have to raise capital. 1060 00:28:37,199 --> 00:28:38,282 Built up the equity. We didn't have to raise capital. Right? 1061 00:28:38,284 --> 00:28:40,784 We didn't have to raise capital. Right? So we didn't dilute the company, 1062 00:28:40,786 --> 00:28:42,703 right? So we didn't dilute the company, which means that we went into 1063 00:28:42,705 --> 00:28:44,538 so we didn't dilute the company, which means that we went into triller, you know, as a pure 1064 00:28:44,540 --> 00:28:46,590 which means that we went into triller, you know, as a pure asset, didn't have to answer to 1065 00:28:46,592 --> 00:28:48,459 triller, you know, as a pure asset, didn't have to answer to anyone else on our decisions. 1066 00:28:48,461 --> 00:28:50,878 Asset, didn't have to answer to anyone else on our decisions. But then we also had, you know, 1067 00:28:50,880 --> 00:28:53,097 anyone else on our decisions. But then we also had, you know, enough power in our brand to 1068 00:28:53,099 --> 00:28:55,182 but then we also had, you know, enough power in our brand to bring 43 artists with us. 1069 00:28:55,184 --> 00:28:56,817 Enough power in our brand to bring 43 artists with us. And me and tim, out of our own 1070 00:28:56,819 --> 00:28:58,318 bring 43 artists with us. And me and tim, out of our own personal shares and our own 1071 00:28:58,320 --> 00:28:59,686 and me and tim, out of our own personal shares and our own personal money, not from 1072 00:28:59,688 --> 00:29:01,105 personal shares and our own personal money, not from triller, but from our own 1073 00:29:01,107 --> 00:29:02,940 personal money, not from triller, but from our own personal money, said, "no. 1074 00:29:02,942 --> 00:29:04,525 Triller, but from our own personal money, said, "no. Let's give the artists a little 1075 00:29:04,527 --> 00:29:05,993 personal money, said, "no. Let's give the artists a little piece, a little taste of the 1076 00:29:05,995 --> 00:29:07,661 let's give the artists a little piece, a little taste of the action," because we always build 1077 00:29:07,663 --> 00:29:08,912 piece, a little taste of the action," because we always build up these apps and these 1078 00:29:08,914 --> 00:29:10,497 action," because we always build up these apps and these companies and we're never there 1079 00:29:10,499 --> 00:29:11,281 up these apps and these companies and we're never there for the ipos. 1080 00:29:11,283 --> 00:29:12,833 Companies and we're never there for the ipos. We're never there for none of 1081 00:29:12,835 --> 00:29:13,617 for the ipos. We're never there for none of those things. 1082 00:29:13,619 --> 00:29:15,586 We're never there for none of those things. You know, the list goes on, and 1083 00:29:15,588 --> 00:29:17,588 those things. You know, the list goes on, and I just felt like it was a great 1084 00:29:17,590 --> 00:29:19,306 you know, the list goes on, and I just felt like it was a great move because -- what are we 1085 00:29:19,308 --> 00:29:20,841 I just felt like it was a great move because -- what are we gonna do, own 100% of nothing? 1086 00:29:20,843 --> 00:29:22,392 Move because -- what are we gonna do, own 100% of nothing? Like, I'm tired of us owning 1087 00:29:22,394 --> 00:29:23,343 gonna do, own 100% of nothing? Like, I'm tired of us owning 100% of nothing. 1088 00:29:23,345 --> 00:29:24,094 Like, I'm tired of us owning 100% of nothing. "yeah, I'm cool!" 1089 00:29:24,096 --> 00:29:25,095 100% of nothing. "yeah, I'm cool!" okay, but your company's 1090 00:29:25,097 --> 00:29:25,896 "yeah, I'm cool!" okay, but your company's valuation is what? 1091 00:29:25,898 --> 00:29:26,930 Okay, but your company's valuation is what? Nothing. 1092 00:29:26,932 --> 00:29:28,816 Valuation is what? Nothing. And so, like, we can do 1093 00:29:28,818 --> 00:29:29,767 nothing. And so, like, we can do business. 1094 00:29:29,769 --> 00:29:32,603 And so, like, we can do business. You know, we can be creatives. 1095 00:29:32,605 --> 00:29:34,188 Business. You know, we can be creatives. We can be of color. 1096 00:29:34,190 --> 00:29:37,658 You know, we can be creatives. We can be of color. And we can do good business. 1097 00:29:37,660 --> 00:29:39,643 We can be of color. And we can do good business. I wasn't laughing at all at them 1098 00:29:39,645 --> 00:29:40,210 and we can do good business. I wasn't laughing at all at them times. 1099 00:29:40,212 --> 00:29:41,111 I wasn't laughing at all at them times. [ chuckles ] 1100 00:29:41,113 --> 00:29:42,913 times. [ chuckles ] that's just me being a virgo, 1101 00:29:42,915 --> 00:29:44,615 [ chuckles ] that's just me being a virgo, you know, just me being so, 1102 00:29:44,617 --> 00:29:46,583 that's just me being a virgo, you know, just me being so, like, zoomed in on wanting 1103 00:29:46,585 --> 00:29:48,068 you know, just me being so, like, zoomed in on wanting things to be great. 1104 00:29:48,070 --> 00:29:50,154 Like, zoomed in on wanting things to be great. And the teddy riley one and 1105 00:29:50,156 --> 00:29:52,189 things to be great. And the teddy riley one and babyface was definitely an 1106 00:29:52,191 --> 00:29:54,324 and the teddy riley one and babyface was definitely an eye-opener. 1107 00:29:54,326 --> 00:29:55,692 Babyface was definitely an eye-opener. But it helped us elevate 1108 00:29:55,694 --> 00:29:56,527 eye-opener. But it helped us elevate everything. 1109 00:29:56,529 --> 00:29:58,328 But it helped us elevate everything. It helps us take it very serious 1110 00:29:58,330 --> 00:30:00,781 everything. It helps us take it very serious because with that going wrong at 1111 00:30:00,783 --> 00:30:02,783 it helps us take it very serious because with that going wrong at that time, I actually had 1112 00:30:02,785 --> 00:30:05,169 because with that going wrong at that time, I actually had dr. Dre lined up, which is why 1113 00:30:05,171 --> 00:30:07,504 that time, I actually had dr. Dre lined up, which is why he was there with teddy riley. 1114 00:30:07,506 --> 00:30:08,372 Dr. Dre lined up, which is why he was there with teddy riley. He was gonna make his 1115 00:30:08,374 --> 00:30:09,590 he was there with teddy riley. He was gonna make his announcement there, but once he 1116 00:30:09,592 --> 00:30:10,741 he was gonna make his announcement there, but once he seen how the quality was, he 1117 00:30:10,743 --> 00:30:11,909 announcement there, but once he seen how the quality was, he called me and said, "swizz, I 1118 00:30:11,911 --> 00:30:13,177 seen how the quality was, he called me and said, "swizz, I can't be a part of this [bleep]" 1119 00:30:13,179 --> 00:30:14,444 called me and said, "swizz, I can't be a part of this [bleep]" I was like, "damn." 1120 00:30:14,446 --> 00:30:16,380 can't be a part of this [bleep]" I was like, "damn." he was like, "you know I made my 1121 00:30:16,382 --> 00:30:18,298 I was like, "damn." he was like, "you know I made my whole career off of quality and 1122 00:30:18,300 --> 00:30:18,882 he was like, "you know I made my whole career off of quality and sound. 1123 00:30:18,884 --> 00:30:20,350 Whole career off of quality and sound. And for verzuz, like, I just 1124 00:30:20,352 --> 00:30:21,885 sound. And for verzuz, like, I just don't want to put my brand on 1125 00:30:21,887 --> 00:30:22,886 and for verzuz, like, I just don't want to put my brand on that at the time." 1126 00:30:22,888 --> 00:30:23,687 don't want to put my brand on that at the time." and it killed me. 1127 00:30:23,689 --> 00:30:26,306 That at the time." and it killed me. I was like, "ohh, like, we just 1128 00:30:26,308 --> 00:30:26,890 and it killed me. I was like, "ohh, like, we just lost dre." 1129 00:30:26,892 --> 00:30:28,058 I was like, "ohh, like, we just lost dre." you know what I'm saying? 1130 00:30:28,060 --> 00:30:30,561 Lost dre." you know what I'm saying? And it just made me and tim just 1131 00:30:30,563 --> 00:30:32,729 you know what I'm saying? And it just made me and tim just go back and really take it 1132 00:30:32,731 --> 00:30:35,032 and it just made me and tim just go back and really take it serious and just level up as 1133 00:30:35,034 --> 00:30:36,533 go back and really take it serious and just level up as high as possible. 1134 00:30:36,535 --> 00:30:37,951 Serious and just level up as high as possible. But going back looking at it, 1135 00:30:37,953 --> 00:30:39,453 high as possible. But going back looking at it, you know, those moments helped 1136 00:30:39,455 --> 00:30:39,953 but going back looking at it, you know, those moments helped verzuz. 1137 00:30:39,955 --> 00:30:41,488 You know, those moments helped verzuz. And the reason why I like it is 1138 00:30:41,490 --> 00:30:43,040 verzuz. And the reason why I like it is because it shows that we're not 1139 00:30:43,042 --> 00:30:44,591 and the reason why I like it is because it shows that we're not perfect as creatives -- because 1140 00:30:44,593 --> 00:30:45,876 because it shows that we're not perfect as creatives -- because everybody thinks we're so 1141 00:30:45,878 --> 00:30:46,426 perfect as creatives -- because everybody thinks we're so perfect. 1142 00:30:46,428 --> 00:30:48,512 Everybody thinks we're so perfect. You're singing on verzuz in real 1143 00:30:48,514 --> 00:30:50,714 perfect. You're singing on verzuz in real time, this person having -- 1144 00:30:50,716 --> 00:30:52,382 you're singing on verzuz in real time, this person having -- being human, right? 1145 00:30:52,384 --> 00:30:53,550 Time, this person having -- being human, right? And that's all it is. 1146 00:30:53,552 --> 00:30:54,635 Being human, right? And that's all it is. You know, when people go do 1147 00:30:54,637 --> 00:30:55,769 and that's all it is. You know, when people go do something on verzuz, they're 1148 00:30:55,771 --> 00:30:56,220 you know, when people go do something on verzuz, they're just being human. 1149 00:31:00,358 --> 00:31:06,597 >> swizz beatz: Yeah, I've known jay since I was about 17. And I remember just walking into 1150 00:31:06,599 --> 00:31:09,233 jay since I was about 17. And I remember just walking into his office with my uncle dee and 1151 00:31:09,235 --> 00:31:10,684 and I remember just walking into his office with my uncle dee and him saying, you know -- he was 1152 00:31:10,686 --> 00:31:12,069 his office with my uncle dee and him saying, you know -- he was looking to work with grease, 1153 00:31:12,071 --> 00:31:13,520 him saying, you know -- he was looking to work with grease, another producer that was with 1154 00:31:13,522 --> 00:31:15,105 looking to work with grease, another producer that was with ruff ryders. 1155 00:31:15,107 --> 00:31:16,440 Another producer that was with ruff ryders. And then my uncle had a meeting 1156 00:31:16,442 --> 00:31:17,708 ruff ryders. And then my uncle had a meeting with him that day, and he just 1157 00:31:17,710 --> 00:31:18,642 and then my uncle had a meeting with him that day, and he just brought me with him. 1158 00:31:18,644 --> 00:31:19,826 With him that day, and he just brought me with him. He was like, "yo, this is my 1159 00:31:19,828 --> 00:31:20,277 brought me with him. He was like, "yo, this is my nephew. 1160 00:31:20,279 --> 00:31:21,361 He was like, "yo, this is my nephew. You two need to connect." 1161 00:31:21,363 --> 00:31:23,330 nephew. You two need to connect." and I just happened to have a 1162 00:31:23,332 --> 00:31:25,199 you two need to connect." and I just happened to have a cassette on me with like 60 1163 00:31:25,201 --> 00:31:27,000 and I just happened to have a cassette on me with like 60 tracks. 1164 00:31:27,002 --> 00:31:28,702 Cassette on me with like 60 tracks. And then jay was like, "oh, 1165 00:31:28,704 --> 00:31:30,420 tracks. And then jay was like, "oh, they're trying to throw the 1166 00:31:30,422 --> 00:31:32,172 and then jay was like, "oh, they're trying to throw the nephew on me," type of vibe. 1167 00:31:32,174 --> 00:31:33,040 They're trying to throw the nephew on me," type of vibe. You know, "I'm looking for 1168 00:31:33,042 --> 00:31:33,373 nephew on me," type of vibe. You know, "I'm looking for grease. 1169 00:31:33,375 --> 00:31:34,258 You know, "I'm looking for grease. I'm not looking for swizz." 1170 00:31:34,260 --> 00:31:35,592 grease. I'm not looking for swizz." which, respectfully, I mean, 1171 00:31:35,594 --> 00:31:36,960 I'm not looking for swizz." which, respectfully, I mean, grease was killing it at that 1172 00:31:36,962 --> 00:31:38,378 which, respectfully, I mean, grease was killing it at that time with -- you know, he had 1173 00:31:38,380 --> 00:31:39,846 grease was killing it at that time with -- you know, he had tracks that was out that people 1174 00:31:39,848 --> 00:31:41,181 time with -- you know, he had tracks that was out that people was loving. 1175 00:31:41,183 --> 00:31:43,000 Tracks that was out that people was loving. And then I put my cassette in. 1176 00:31:43,002 --> 00:31:44,885 Was loving. And then I put my cassette in. I gave him my cassette, and then 1177 00:31:44,887 --> 00:31:46,803 and then I put my cassette in. I gave him my cassette, and then later on dee was like, "alright, 1178 00:31:46,805 --> 00:31:48,188 I gave him my cassette, and then later on dee was like, "alright, we got to turn around. 1179 00:31:48,190 --> 00:31:49,940 Later on dee was like, "alright, we got to turn around. Jay wants to go in the studio 1180 00:31:49,942 --> 00:31:50,641 we got to turn around. Jay wants to go in the studio tonight." 1181 00:31:50,643 --> 00:31:52,359 jay wants to go in the studio tonight." and I was like, "damn." 1182 00:31:52,361 --> 00:31:54,411 tonight." and I was like, "damn." and he did, like, five that 1183 00:31:54,413 --> 00:31:56,680 and I was like, "damn." and he did, like, five that night, and we've been -- we've 1184 00:31:56,682 --> 00:31:58,715 and he did, like, five that night, and we've been -- we've been moving ever since that 1185 00:31:58,717 --> 00:31:58,949 night, and we've been -- we've been moving ever since that five. 1186 00:32:03,554 --> 00:32:10,010 >> swizz beatz: I think what I learned from past relationships and past businesses -- take 1187 00:32:10,012 --> 00:32:10,978 learned from past relationships and past businesses -- take ownership. 1188 00:32:10,980 --> 00:32:12,729 And past businesses -- take ownership. And, you know, the reason why I 1189 00:32:12,731 --> 00:32:14,481 ownership. And, you know, the reason why I went back to school was because 1190 00:32:14,483 --> 00:32:17,117 and, you know, the reason why I went back to school was because I was putting together a lot of 1191 00:32:17,119 --> 00:32:18,902 went back to school was because I was putting together a lot of these deals with a lot of big 1192 00:32:18,904 --> 00:32:20,704 I was putting together a lot of these deals with a lot of big companies, but when I would go 1193 00:32:20,706 --> 00:32:22,289 these deals with a lot of big companies, but when I would go into the rooms, they would 1194 00:32:22,291 --> 00:32:23,924 companies, but when I would go into the rooms, they would address me on musical terms 1195 00:32:23,926 --> 00:32:25,709 into the rooms, they would address me on musical terms instead of business terms when 1196 00:32:25,711 --> 00:32:27,511 address me on musical terms instead of business terms when there wasn't -- I didn't look 1197 00:32:27,513 --> 00:32:29,212 instead of business terms when there wasn't -- I didn't look anything like swizz beatz in 1198 00:32:29,214 --> 00:32:29,963 there wasn't -- I didn't look anything like swizz beatz in that room. 1199 00:32:29,965 --> 00:32:31,882 Anything like swizz beatz in that room. I'm suited. 1200 00:32:31,884 --> 00:32:33,684 That room. I'm suited. I'm coming on my business. 1201 00:32:33,686 --> 00:32:35,802 I'm suited. I'm coming on my business. And I remember getting 1202 00:32:35,804 --> 00:32:38,655 I'm coming on my business. And I remember getting offended -- getting offended by 1203 00:32:38,657 --> 00:32:39,389 and I remember getting offended -- getting offended by that. 1204 00:32:39,391 --> 00:32:40,857 Offended -- getting offended by that. And, you know, the first thing 1205 00:32:40,859 --> 00:32:42,392 that. And, you know, the first thing you want to go to is, you know, 1206 00:32:42,394 --> 00:32:43,894 and, you know, the first thing you want to go to is, you know, the race card and coming up with 1207 00:32:43,896 --> 00:32:45,479 you want to go to is, you know, the race card and coming up with all these different things which 1208 00:32:45,481 --> 00:32:46,897 the race card and coming up with all these different things which clouds our mind and block our 1209 00:32:46,899 --> 00:32:47,864 all these different things which clouds our mind and block our forward movement. 1210 00:32:47,866 --> 00:32:49,816 Clouds our mind and block our forward movement. And I just started asking some 1211 00:32:49,818 --> 00:32:51,902 forward movement. And I just started asking some different people about that, and 1212 00:32:51,904 --> 00:32:53,904 and I just started asking some different people about that, and they was like, "no, you know, I 1213 00:32:53,906 --> 00:32:55,238 different people about that, and they was like, "no, you know, I don't think they're 1214 00:32:55,240 --> 00:32:56,573 they was like, "no, you know, I don't think they're disrespecting you. 1215 00:32:56,575 --> 00:32:58,575 Don't think they're disrespecting you. I just think you don't know the 1216 00:32:58,577 --> 00:32:59,409 disrespecting you. I just think you don't know the language." 1217 00:32:59,411 --> 00:33:01,578 I just think you don't know the language." and when my friend told me that, 1218 00:33:01,580 --> 00:33:03,630 language." and when my friend told me that, I was like, "ah. 1219 00:33:03,632 --> 00:33:04,915 And when my friend told me that, I was like, "ah. That makes sense." 1220 00:33:04,917 --> 00:33:06,717 I was like, "ah. That makes sense." because imagine we're sitting in 1221 00:33:06,719 --> 00:33:08,468 that makes sense." because imagine we're sitting in a meeting and they're talking to 1222 00:33:08,470 --> 00:33:10,170 because imagine we're sitting in a meeting and they're talking to me about abetting a plan or an 1223 00:33:10,172 --> 00:33:11,922 a meeting and they're talking to me about abetting a plan or an ipo or this different language, 1224 00:33:11,924 --> 00:33:13,507 me about abetting a plan or an ipo or this different language, and I'm in the meeting stuck 1225 00:33:13,509 --> 00:33:14,975 ipo or this different language, and I'm in the meeting stuck when they're trying to be 1226 00:33:14,977 --> 00:33:16,510 and I'm in the meeting stuck when they're trying to be respectful of the deal that 1227 00:33:16,512 --> 00:33:17,978 when they're trying to be respectful of the deal that we're all doing together. 1228 00:33:17,980 --> 00:33:19,763 Respectful of the deal that we're all doing together. So, I was like, "man, I have to 1229 00:33:19,765 --> 00:33:21,431 we're all doing together. So, I was like, "man, I have to go learn the language if I'm 1230 00:33:21,433 --> 00:33:23,317 so, I was like, "man, I have to go learn the language if I'm gonna invest into what I have in 1231 00:33:23,319 --> 00:33:25,135 go learn the language if I'm gonna invest into what I have in my vision for the next 20 years 1232 00:33:25,137 --> 00:33:25,602 gonna invest into what I have in my vision for the next 20 years plus. 1233 00:33:25,604 --> 00:33:27,604 My vision for the next 20 years plus. I have to sharpen my pencil." 1234 00:33:27,606 --> 00:33:29,373 plus. I have to sharpen my pencil." but the thing about school this 1235 00:33:29,375 --> 00:33:31,208 I have to sharpen my pencil." but the thing about school this time is that I actually knew the 1236 00:33:31,210 --> 00:33:32,509 but the thing about school this time is that I actually knew the mission that I was on. 1237 00:33:32,511 --> 00:33:35,929 Time is that I actually knew the mission that I was on. And once I have a plan, I'm 1238 00:33:35,931 --> 00:33:38,015 mission that I was on. And once I have a plan, I'm gonna carry out that mission. 1239 00:33:38,017 --> 00:33:39,049 And once I have a plan, I'm gonna carry out that mission. Before going to school, you 1240 00:33:39,051 --> 00:33:40,267 gonna carry out that mission. Before going to school, you don't really know what a mission 1241 00:33:40,269 --> 00:33:40,550 before going to school, you don't really know what a mission is. 1242 00:33:40,552 --> 00:33:41,268 Don't really know what a mission is. You're just going. 1243 00:33:41,270 --> 00:33:42,519 Is. You're just going. You're not liking your teachers. 1244 00:33:42,521 --> 00:33:43,720 You're just going. You're not liking your teachers. My kids is going through it now. 1245 00:33:43,722 --> 00:33:45,188 You're not liking your teachers. My kids is going through it now. You know, you want to have fun 1246 00:33:45,190 --> 00:33:45,722 my kids is going through it now. You know, you want to have fun all day. 1247 00:33:45,724 --> 00:33:47,274 You know, you want to have fun all day. You want to be with your friends 1248 00:33:47,276 --> 00:33:47,858 all day. You want to be with your friends all day. 1249 00:33:47,860 --> 00:33:49,192 You want to be with your friends all day. Like, you don't really care 1250 00:33:49,194 --> 00:33:50,694 all day. Like, you don't really care about school because, one, it's 1251 00:33:50,696 --> 00:33:52,229 like, you don't really care about school because, one, it's not fun, you know, at that time. 1252 00:33:52,231 --> 00:33:53,647 About school because, one, it's not fun, you know, at that time. Two, you don't really know what 1253 00:33:53,649 --> 00:33:54,481 not fun, you know, at that time. Two, you don't really know what you're gonna do. 1254 00:33:54,483 --> 00:33:55,899 Two, you don't really know what you're gonna do. And then three, it can be a lot 1255 00:33:55,901 --> 00:33:57,134 you're gonna do. And then three, it can be a lot of pressure, too, you know, 1256 00:33:57,136 --> 00:33:58,552 and then three, it can be a lot of pressure, too, you know, depending on your household and 1257 00:33:58,554 --> 00:33:59,436 of pressure, too, you know, depending on your household and things like that. 1258 00:33:59,438 --> 00:34:01,438 Depending on your household and things like that. So, school is a little bit of 1259 00:34:01,440 --> 00:34:03,523 things like that. So, school is a little bit of pressure, but going, you know, 1260 00:34:03,525 --> 00:34:05,142 so, school is a little bit of pressure, but going, you know, in my late 30s, I had a 1261 00:34:05,144 --> 00:34:06,893 pressure, but going, you know, in my late 30s, I had a different understanding. 1262 00:34:06,895 --> 00:34:11,348 In my late 30s, I had a different understanding. And I remember telling my 1263 00:34:11,350 --> 00:34:13,266 different understanding. And I remember telling my assistant, mo -- you know, I was 1264 00:34:13,268 --> 00:34:15,736 and I remember telling my assistant, mo -- you know, I was like, "man, I want to go -- 1265 00:34:15,738 --> 00:34:16,820 assistant, mo -- you know, I was like, "man, I want to go -- I want to go back to school." 1266 00:34:16,822 --> 00:34:17,821 like, "man, I want to go -- I want to go back to school." and she was like, "what?" 1267 00:34:17,823 --> 00:34:19,022 I want to go back to school." and she was like, "what?" I was like, "yeah, I want to go 1268 00:34:19,024 --> 00:34:19,689 and she was like, "what?" I was like, "yeah, I want to go back to school." 1269 00:34:19,691 --> 00:34:21,191 I was like, "yeah, I want to go back to school." you know, harvard has this 1270 00:34:21,193 --> 00:34:22,159 back to school." you know, harvard has this program called 1271 00:34:22,161 --> 00:34:24,027 you know, harvard has this program called owner/president management. 1272 00:34:24,029 --> 00:34:26,696 Program called owner/president management. And I was just like, "huh." 1273 00:34:26,698 --> 00:34:28,165 owner/president management. And I was just like, "huh." and then I figured out that I 1274 00:34:28,167 --> 00:34:31,201 and I was just like, "huh." and then I figured out that I was -- I was able to get in the 1275 00:34:31,203 --> 00:34:33,170 and then I figured out that I was -- I was able to get in the class because at that time 1276 00:34:33,172 --> 00:34:35,038 was -- I was able to get in the class because at that time I was a big shareholder in 1277 00:34:35,040 --> 00:34:37,207 class because at that time I was a big shareholder in monster technology electronics. 1278 00:34:37,209 --> 00:34:39,543 I was a big shareholder in monster technology electronics. And so, you know, you had to be 1279 00:34:39,545 --> 00:34:41,878 monster technology electronics. And so, you know, you had to be a part of a company that had a 1280 00:34:41,880 --> 00:34:44,264 and so, you know, you had to be a part of a company that had a certain amount that they made to 1281 00:34:44,266 --> 00:34:45,916 a part of a company that had a certain amount that they made to get into that class. 1282 00:34:45,918 --> 00:34:47,467 Certain amount that they made to get into that class. And it just taught me, like, a 1283 00:34:47,469 --> 00:34:48,468 get into that class. And it just taught me, like, a lot of structure. 1284 00:34:48,470 --> 00:34:49,636 And it just taught me, like, a lot of structure. It taught me a lot of 1285 00:34:49,638 --> 00:34:50,337 lot of structure. It taught me a lot of discipline. 1286 00:34:50,339 --> 00:34:51,588 It taught me a lot of discipline. But it was also, like, 1287 00:34:51,590 --> 00:34:53,123 discipline. But it was also, like, nerve-racking going back to 1288 00:34:53,125 --> 00:34:54,541 but it was also, like, nerve-racking going back to school from not being in a 1289 00:34:54,543 --> 00:34:56,093 nerve-racking going back to school from not being in a classroom for so many years. 1290 00:34:56,095 --> 00:34:57,994 School from not being in a classroom for so many years. And I remember going to class, 1291 00:34:57,996 --> 00:34:59,763 classroom for so many years. And I remember going to class, and I was scared to raise my 1292 00:34:59,765 --> 00:35:00,297 and I remember going to class, and I was scared to raise my hand. 1293 00:35:00,299 --> 00:35:01,932 And I was scared to raise my hand. You know, I was scared to raise 1294 00:35:01,934 --> 00:35:03,266 hand. You know, I was scared to raise my hand and say the wrong 1295 00:35:03,268 --> 00:35:04,801 you know, I was scared to raise my hand and say the wrong answer because I'm in the room 1296 00:35:04,803 --> 00:35:06,303 my hand and say the wrong answer because I'm in the room with, like, serious, serious 1297 00:35:06,305 --> 00:35:07,854 answer because I'm in the room with, like, serious, serious people, like fortune 500, you 1298 00:35:07,856 --> 00:35:08,305 with, like, serious, serious people, like fortune 500, you know? 1299 00:35:08,307 --> 00:35:10,724 People, like fortune 500, you know? These are all big dogs. 1300 00:35:10,726 --> 00:35:12,025 Know? These are all big dogs. And then I remember just saying 1301 00:35:12,027 --> 00:35:13,310 these are all big dogs. And then I remember just saying to myself -- I'm like, "man, I 1302 00:35:13,312 --> 00:35:14,394 and then I remember just saying to myself -- I'm like, "man, I come from, like, nothing. 1303 00:35:14,396 --> 00:35:16,229 To myself -- I'm like, "man, I come from, like, nothing. Like [bleep] it, you know? 1304 00:35:16,231 --> 00:35:17,781 Come from, like, nothing. Like [bleep] it, you know? I'm gonna just raise my hand 1305 00:35:17,783 --> 00:35:19,516 like [bleep] it, you know? I'm gonna just raise my hand three times every class, even if 1306 00:35:19,518 --> 00:35:20,784 I'm gonna just raise my hand three times every class, even if it's the wrong answer. 1307 00:35:20,786 --> 00:35:22,619 Three times every class, even if it's the wrong answer. And then I was raising my hand, 1308 00:35:22,621 --> 00:35:24,221 it's the wrong answer. And then I was raising my hand, and most of my answers were 1309 00:35:24,223 --> 00:35:24,788 and then I was raising my hand, and most of my answers were right. 1310 00:35:24,790 --> 00:35:26,289 And most of my answers were right. And then I started realizing 1311 00:35:26,291 --> 00:35:27,824 right. And then I started realizing that, "shoot, these people in 1312 00:35:27,826 --> 00:35:29,493 and then I started realizing that, "shoot, these people in here -- I know more about their 1313 00:35:29,495 --> 00:35:31,128 that, "shoot, these people in here -- I know more about their companies than they know about 1314 00:35:31,130 --> 00:35:32,329 here -- I know more about their companies than they know about their own companies." 1315 00:35:32,331 --> 00:35:33,880 companies than they know about their own companies." and then my confidence started 1316 00:35:33,882 --> 00:35:35,298 their own companies." and then my confidence started building up because, like, 1317 00:35:35,300 --> 00:35:36,833 and then my confidence started building up because, like, although a lot of people could 1318 00:35:36,835 --> 00:35:38,502 building up because, like, although a lot of people could look smart or, you know, be in a 1319 00:35:38,504 --> 00:35:39,970 although a lot of people could look smart or, you know, be in a smart school, they're still 1320 00:35:39,972 --> 00:35:41,471 look smart or, you know, be in a smart school, they're still missing, you know, something 1321 00:35:41,473 --> 00:35:42,889 smart school, they're still missing, you know, something that's called common sense. 1322 00:35:42,891 --> 00:35:44,774 Missing, you know, something that's called common sense. But it just let me know that, 1323 00:35:44,776 --> 00:35:47,744 that's called common sense. But it just let me know that, you know, you're probably 1324 00:35:47,746 --> 00:35:49,179 but it just let me know that, you know, you're probably smarter than you think you are. 1325 00:35:49,181 --> 00:35:50,680 You know, you're probably smarter than you think you are. You know, but you just got to 1326 00:35:50,682 --> 00:35:52,349 smarter than you think you are. You know, but you just got to give yourself the chance to take 1327 00:35:52,351 --> 00:35:53,250 you know, but you just got to give yourself the chance to take the shot at it. 1328 00:35:53,252 --> 00:35:54,651 Give yourself the chance to take the shot at it. Like, most of us don't even 1329 00:35:54,653 --> 00:35:56,186 the shot at it. Like, most of us don't even welcome our blessings because 1330 00:35:56,188 --> 00:35:57,687 like, most of us don't even welcome our blessings because we're running from it, worried 1331 00:35:57,689 --> 00:35:59,356 welcome our blessings because we're running from it, worried about saying something wrong or 1332 00:35:59,358 --> 00:36:00,824 we're running from it, worried about saying something wrong or doing something wrong or not 1333 00:36:00,826 --> 00:36:01,658 about saying something wrong or doing something wrong or not being perfect. 1334 00:36:01,660 --> 00:36:03,243 Doing something wrong or not being perfect. You know, like, it's not a 1335 00:36:03,245 --> 00:36:05,028 being perfect. You know, like, it's not a mistake if you learn from it. 1336 00:36:05,030 --> 00:36:06,463 You know, like, it's not a mistake if you learn from it. >> swizz, don't go anywhere! 1337 00:36:06,465 --> 00:36:08,231 Mistake if you learn from it. >> swizz, don't go anywhere! >> swizz! Hey! 1338 00:36:08,233 --> 00:36:09,432 >> swizz, don't go anywhere! >> swizz! Hey! >> swizz beatz: I just learned 1339 00:36:09,434 --> 00:36:10,700 >> swizz! Hey! >> swizz beatz: I just learned something very simple, you know, 1340 00:36:10,702 --> 00:36:11,801 >> swizz beatz: I just learned something very simple, you know, with the relationship side. 1341 00:36:11,803 --> 00:36:13,770 Something very simple, you know, with the relationship side. You got to let the woman win. 1342 00:36:13,772 --> 00:36:15,038 With the relationship side. You got to let the woman win. That's it. 1343 00:36:15,040 --> 00:36:17,674 You got to let the woman win. That's it. Like, everything else is cool. 1344 00:36:17,676 --> 00:36:18,959 That's it. Like, everything else is cool. She got it. 1345 00:36:18,961 --> 00:36:20,293 Like, everything else is cool. She got it. You know what? She's right. 1346 00:36:20,295 --> 00:36:21,878 She got it. You know what? She's right. You know what? I agree with her. 1347 00:36:21,880 --> 00:36:23,129 You know what? She's right. You know what? I agree with her. That's the simple [bleep] 1348 00:36:23,131 --> 00:36:24,047 you know what? I agree with her. That's the simple [bleep] like, that's it. 1349 00:36:24,049 --> 00:36:25,432 That's the simple [bleep] like, that's it. Like, if you fighting with a 1350 00:36:25,434 --> 00:36:26,883 like, that's it. Like, if you fighting with a queen, you gonna always lose. 1351 00:36:26,885 --> 00:36:28,218 Like, if you fighting with a queen, you gonna always lose. Women are stronger than men 1352 00:36:28,220 --> 00:36:28,718 queen, you gonna always lose. Women are stronger than men anyway. 1353 00:36:28,720 --> 00:36:30,554 Women are stronger than men anyway. You know, like, I don't even 1354 00:36:30,556 --> 00:36:32,556 anyway. You know, like, I don't even know a true strong leader as a 1355 00:36:32,558 --> 00:36:34,558 you know, like, I don't even know a true strong leader as a man that doesn't have, like, a 1356 00:36:34,560 --> 00:36:36,276 know a true strong leader as a man that doesn't have, like, a stronger queen behind him. 1357 00:36:36,278 --> 00:36:37,394 Man that doesn't have, like, a stronger queen behind him. You understand? 1358 00:36:37,396 --> 00:36:39,396 Stronger queen behind him. You understand? So, you know, the women powers 1359 00:36:39,398 --> 00:36:41,531 you understand? So, you know, the women powers is very serious, and the quicker 1360 00:36:41,533 --> 00:36:43,400 so, you know, the women powers is very serious, and the quicker you know that, the better off 1361 00:36:43,402 --> 00:36:44,284 is very serious, and the quicker you know that, the better off you'll be. 1362 00:36:44,286 --> 00:36:45,735 You know that, the better off you'll be. Like, anything roll up, like, 1363 00:36:45,737 --> 00:36:46,736 you'll be. Like, anything roll up, like, "nah, she got that. 1364 00:36:46,738 --> 00:36:47,571 Like, anything roll up, like, "nah, she got that. She won. Nope." 1365 00:36:47,573 --> 00:36:49,239 "nah, she got that. She won. Nope." I might have thought I won the 1366 00:36:49,241 --> 00:36:50,957 she won. Nope." I might have thought I won the game, but I didn't win the game. 1367 00:36:50,959 --> 00:36:51,992 I might have thought I won the game, but I didn't win the game. She won the game. 1368 00:36:51,994 --> 00:36:53,276 Game, but I didn't win the game. She won the game. They brought life into this 1369 00:36:53,278 --> 00:36:53,693 she won the game. They brought life into this world. 1370 00:36:53,695 --> 00:36:55,145 They brought life into this world. That's something that me sitting 1371 00:36:55,147 --> 00:36:56,479 world. That's something that me sitting in this chair could never do. 1372 00:36:56,481 --> 00:36:58,565 That's something that me sitting in this chair could never do. You know, just the fact off of 1373 00:36:58,567 --> 00:37:00,650 in this chair could never do. You know, just the fact off of that, like, you know, holding 1374 00:37:00,652 --> 00:37:02,786 you know, just the fact off of that, like, you know, holding magic in their stomach for nine 1375 00:37:02,788 --> 00:37:04,754 that, like, you know, holding magic in their stomach for nine months and, you know, going 1376 00:37:04,756 --> 00:37:07,257 magic in their stomach for nine months and, you know, going through all of that pain, you 1377 00:37:07,259 --> 00:37:09,960 months and, you know, going through all of that pain, you know, for life -- that's like -- 1378 00:37:09,962 --> 00:37:12,295 through all of that pain, you know, for life -- that's like -- I commend all of the strong 1379 00:37:12,297 --> 00:37:12,762 know, for life -- that's like -- I commend all of the strong queens out there. 1380 00:37:15,132 --> 00:37:17,500 I 1381 00:37:17,718 --> 00:37:21,338 >> swizz beatz: I thought it was pretty unique because we got about 20 people in the book 1382 00:37:21,340 --> 00:37:24,174 pretty unique because we got about 20 people in the book club, black, white, asian, you 1383 00:37:24,176 --> 00:37:27,143 about 20 people in the book club, black, white, asian, you name it, hispanic, you name it. 1384 00:37:27,145 --> 00:37:28,745 Club, black, white, asian, you name it, hispanic, you name it. And it was based on, you know, 1385 00:37:28,747 --> 00:37:30,347 name it, hispanic, you name it. And it was based on, you know, being black in america because 1386 00:37:30,349 --> 00:37:31,631 and it was based on, you know, being black in america because all of this nonsense was 1387 00:37:31,633 --> 00:37:33,216 being black in america because all of this nonsense was happening with, you know, the 1388 00:37:33,218 --> 00:37:36,253 all of this nonsense was happening with, you know, the police and killing, you know, 1389 00:37:36,255 --> 00:37:37,754 happening with, you know, the police and killing, you know, children and things like that. 1390 00:37:37,756 --> 00:37:39,422 Police and killing, you know, children and things like that. So, these topics were getting -- 1391 00:37:39,424 --> 00:37:40,657 children and things like that. So, these topics were getting -- you know, the riots was 1392 00:37:40,659 --> 00:37:42,125 so, these topics were getting -- you know, the riots was happening, and the protesting 1393 00:37:42,127 --> 00:37:43,627 you know, the riots was happening, and the protesting was happening, but, you know, 1394 00:37:43,629 --> 00:37:45,161 happening, and the protesting was happening, but, you know, these kids got to go to school 1395 00:37:45,163 --> 00:37:47,213 was happening, but, you know, these kids got to go to school and be in the mix of all this 1396 00:37:47,215 --> 00:37:49,215 these kids got to go to school and be in the mix of all this and not really knowing how to 1397 00:37:49,217 --> 00:37:50,834 and be in the mix of all this and not really knowing how to act towards one of their friends 1398 00:37:50,836 --> 00:37:53,003 and not really knowing how to act towards one of their friends or act towards their teacher 1399 00:37:53,005 --> 00:37:54,671 act towards one of their friends or act towards their teacher that might -- you know, it was a 1400 00:37:54,673 --> 00:37:55,805 or act towards their teacher that might -- you know, it was a very sensitive time. 1401 00:37:55,807 --> 00:37:57,307 That might -- you know, it was a very sensitive time. So, it was like, "okay, let's 1402 00:37:57,309 --> 00:37:58,692 very sensitive time. So, it was like, "okay, let's not leave it up to cnn and 1403 00:37:58,694 --> 00:38:00,060 so, it was like, "okay, let's not leave it up to cnn and everywhere to educate our 1404 00:38:00,062 --> 00:38:01,361 not leave it up to cnn and everywhere to educate our children on what they're 1405 00:38:01,363 --> 00:38:02,562 everywhere to educate our children on what they're supposed to be doing." 1406 00:38:02,564 --> 00:38:04,314 children on what they're supposed to be doing." so we created this book club, 1407 00:38:04,316 --> 00:38:06,066 supposed to be doing." so we created this book club, and it was just so informative 1408 00:38:06,068 --> 00:38:08,451 so we created this book club, and it was just so informative because everybody got to hear, 1409 00:38:08,453 --> 00:38:10,820 and it was just so informative because everybody got to hear, like, a real side of the story 1410 00:38:10,822 --> 00:38:13,073 because everybody got to hear, like, a real side of the story that -- some was uneducated. 1411 00:38:13,075 --> 00:38:14,791 Like, a real side of the story that -- some was uneducated. Some was uninformed. 1412 00:38:14,793 --> 00:38:17,277 That -- some was uneducated. Some was uninformed. And it filled in so many gaps of 1413 00:38:17,279 --> 00:38:19,746 some was uninformed. And it filled in so many gaps of understanding and communication 1414 00:38:19,748 --> 00:38:22,032 and it filled in so many gaps of understanding and communication that helped my boys just feel 1415 00:38:22,034 --> 00:38:23,750 understanding and communication that helped my boys just feel strong and strength. 1416 00:38:23,752 --> 00:38:26,186 That helped my boys just feel strong and strength. It was getting so bad at one 1417 00:38:26,188 --> 00:38:28,938 strong and strength. It was getting so bad at one time I remember re-enacting if I 1418 00:38:28,940 --> 00:38:31,574 it was getting so bad at one time I remember re-enacting if I was a police officer to my son. 1419 00:38:31,576 --> 00:38:33,443 Time I remember re-enacting if I was a police officer to my son. You know, like, "if I'm a police 1420 00:38:33,445 --> 00:38:35,328 was a police officer to my son. You know, like, "if I'm a police officer and I'm asking you this, 1421 00:38:35,330 --> 00:38:36,946 you know, like, "if I'm a police officer and I'm asking you this, how do you handle yourself? 1422 00:38:36,948 --> 00:38:38,281 Officer and I'm asking you this, how do you handle yourself? If I do this, how do you handle 1423 00:38:38,283 --> 00:38:38,782 how do you handle yourself? If I do this, how do you handle yourself? 1424 00:38:38,784 --> 00:38:39,949 If I do this, how do you handle yourself? How do you handle yourself?" 1425 00:38:39,951 --> 00:38:41,501 yourself? How do you handle yourself?" because we're not even teaching 1426 00:38:41,503 --> 00:38:43,119 how do you handle yourself?" because we're not even teaching the kids how to handle theirself 1427 00:38:43,121 --> 00:38:44,704 because we're not even teaching the kids how to handle theirself when they're scared because what 1428 00:38:44,706 --> 00:38:46,172 the kids how to handle theirself when they're scared because what they're seeing on the news is 1429 00:38:46,174 --> 00:38:46,673 when they're scared because what they're seeing on the news is trauma. 1430 00:38:46,675 --> 00:38:47,707 They're seeing on the news is trauma. And so they're feeling like, 1431 00:38:47,709 --> 00:38:48,792 trauma. And so they're feeling like, "okay, I'm getting pulled over. 1432 00:38:48,794 --> 00:38:49,676 And so they're feeling like, "okay, I'm getting pulled over. I'm about to get shot." 1433 00:38:49,678 --> 00:38:51,294 "okay, I'm getting pulled over. I'm about to get shot." because everything that's being 1434 00:38:51,296 --> 00:38:52,729 I'm about to get shot." because everything that's being reported on the news is you 1435 00:38:52,731 --> 00:38:53,513 because everything that's being reported on the news is you getting shot. 1436 00:38:53,515 --> 00:38:55,015 Reported on the news is you getting shot. And it's not -- all cops are not 1437 00:38:55,017 --> 00:38:55,382 getting shot. And it's not -- all cops are not bad. 1438 00:38:55,384 --> 00:38:56,216 And it's not -- all cops are not bad. You understand? 1439 00:38:56,218 --> 00:38:57,434 Bad. You understand? The world consists of two 1440 00:38:57,436 --> 00:38:58,802 you understand? The world consists of two people -- good people and bad 1441 00:38:58,804 --> 00:39:00,470 the world consists of two people -- good people and bad people, you know, which is the 1442 00:39:00,472 --> 00:39:02,038 people -- good people and bad people, you know, which is the reason why, like, my son -- I 1443 00:39:02,040 --> 00:39:03,340 people, you know, which is the reason why, like, my son -- I take him to the range. 1444 00:39:03,342 --> 00:39:04,758 Reason why, like, my son -- I take him to the range. His first encounter with a 1445 00:39:04,760 --> 00:39:06,343 take him to the range. His first encounter with a weapon shouldn't be when it's 1446 00:39:06,345 --> 00:39:08,094 his first encounter with a weapon shouldn't be when it's pointed at him or he finds it by 1447 00:39:08,096 --> 00:39:09,846 weapon shouldn't be when it's pointed at him or he finds it by accident somewhere in the street 1448 00:39:09,848 --> 00:39:10,897 pointed at him or he finds it by accident somewhere in the street or somewhere -- 1449 00:39:10,899 --> 00:39:12,265 accident somewhere in the street or somewhere -- you know, I feel -- and this is 1450 00:39:12,267 --> 00:39:13,683 or somewhere -- you know, I feel -- and this is just me personally as a parent, 1451 00:39:13,685 --> 00:39:14,184 you know, I feel -- and this is just me personally as a parent, you know? 1452 00:39:14,186 --> 00:39:16,786 Just me personally as a parent, you know? I don't think that -- 1453 00:39:16,788 --> 00:39:17,954 you know? I don't think that -- let's be clear 'cause, you know, 1454 00:39:17,956 --> 00:39:19,005 I don't think that -- let's be clear 'cause, you know, people are, "oh, he's letting 1455 00:39:19,007 --> 00:39:19,823 let's be clear 'cause, you know, people are, "oh, he's letting him play with guns." 1456 00:39:19,825 --> 00:39:21,875 people are, "oh, he's letting him play with guns." no. It's all education. 1457 00:39:21,877 --> 00:39:23,877 Him play with guns." no. It's all education. Like, if my son know how to see 1458 00:39:23,879 --> 00:39:25,929 no. It's all education. Like, if my son know how to see a firearm and disarm it and save 1459 00:39:25,931 --> 00:39:27,797 like, if my son know how to see a firearm and disarm it and save some of his friends or -- you 1460 00:39:27,799 --> 00:39:29,182 a firearm and disarm it and save some of his friends or -- you know, he's gonna respect it 1461 00:39:29,184 --> 00:39:29,632 some of his friends or -- you know, he's gonna respect it more. 1462 00:39:29,634 --> 00:39:31,217 Know, he's gonna respect it more. Like, my son -- he's never gonna 1463 00:39:31,219 --> 00:39:32,719 more. Like, my son -- he's never gonna play around with a gun because 1464 00:39:32,721 --> 00:39:34,137 like, my son -- he's never gonna play around with a gun because he knows how deadly it is, he 1465 00:39:34,139 --> 00:39:35,638 play around with a gun because he knows how deadly it is, he knows how the wrong thing can 1466 00:39:35,640 --> 00:39:37,140 he knows how deadly it is, he knows how the wrong thing can happen, he's trained by one of 1467 00:39:37,142 --> 00:39:38,308 knows how the wrong thing can happen, he's trained by one of the best in the world. 1468 00:39:38,310 --> 00:39:40,226 Happen, he's trained by one of the best in the world. And, you know, that's what I 1469 00:39:40,228 --> 00:39:42,278 the best in the world. And, you know, that's what I chose to do because this world 1470 00:39:42,280 --> 00:39:43,780 and, you know, that's what I chose to do because this world is wild out here. 1471 00:39:43,782 --> 00:39:49,185 Chose to do because this world is wild out here. ♪ 1472 00:39:49,187 --> 00:39:50,053 is wild out here. ♪ I'm just dreaming. 1473 00:39:50,055 --> 00:39:51,755 ♪ I'm just dreaming. Like, I don't have no 1474 00:39:51,757 --> 00:39:54,474 I'm just dreaming. Like, I don't have no boundaries, and I don't even 1475 00:39:54,476 --> 00:39:55,809 like, I don't have no boundaries, and I don't even have goals anymore. 1476 00:39:55,811 --> 00:39:58,261 Boundaries, and I don't even have goals anymore. I realized that making goals is 1477 00:39:58,263 --> 00:40:00,680 have goals anymore. I realized that making goals is like making boundaries, right? 1478 00:40:00,682 --> 00:40:01,815 I realized that making goals is like making boundaries, right? Because it's like, "yo, I'm 1479 00:40:01,817 --> 00:40:03,066 like making boundaries, right? Because it's like, "yo, I'm gonna do this, this, this, and 1480 00:40:03,068 --> 00:40:03,433 because it's like, "yo, I'm gonna do this, this, this, and this." 1481 00:40:03,435 --> 00:40:07,437 gonna do this, this, this, and this." and although I do feel that you 1482 00:40:07,439 --> 00:40:09,272 this." and although I do feel that you should write down your ideas and 1483 00:40:09,274 --> 00:40:10,907 and although I do feel that you should write down your ideas and know what you love and still 1484 00:40:10,909 --> 00:40:12,409 should write down your ideas and know what you love and still dream, but I think that it 1485 00:40:12,411 --> 00:40:14,160 know what you love and still dream, but I think that it should be more of an open book. 1486 00:40:14,162 --> 00:40:15,912 Dream, but I think that it should be more of an open book. Like, I know the things I like, 1487 00:40:15,914 --> 00:40:17,363 should be more of an open book. Like, I know the things I like, which I'm gonna gravitate 1488 00:40:17,365 --> 00:40:18,982 like, I know the things I like, which I'm gonna gravitate towards, but I don't have, 1489 00:40:18,984 --> 00:40:20,450 which I'm gonna gravitate towards, but I don't have, like -- I'm not putting pressure 1490 00:40:20,452 --> 00:40:21,701 towards, but I don't have, like -- I'm not putting pressure no pressure on any of those 1491 00:40:21,703 --> 00:40:22,152 like -- I'm not putting pressure no pressure on any of those things. 1492 00:40:22,154 --> 00:40:23,403 No pressure on any of those things. I'm just letting them flow 1493 00:40:23,405 --> 00:40:24,704 things. I'm just letting them flow 'cause the universe is gonna 1494 00:40:24,706 --> 00:40:25,989 I'm just letting them flow 'cause the universe is gonna tell you when it's the right 1495 00:40:25,991 --> 00:40:27,323 'cause the universe is gonna tell you when it's the right time for it to happen, right? 1496 00:40:27,325 --> 00:40:28,825 Tell you when it's the right time for it to happen, right? Like, we can play all we want, 1497 00:40:28,827 --> 00:40:30,427 time for it to happen, right? Like, we can play all we want, but god is the best at planning, 1498 00:40:30,429 --> 00:40:31,711 like, we can play all we want, but god is the best at planning, so you just got to let the 1499 00:40:31,713 --> 00:40:33,296 but god is the best at planning, so you just got to let the universe flow and just have good 1500 00:40:33,298 --> 00:40:34,764 so you just got to let the universe flow and just have good intentions while you're doing 1501 00:40:34,766 --> 00:40:35,098 universe flow and just have good intentions while you're doing it. 1502 00:40:35,100 --> 00:40:36,800 Intentions while you're doing it. I'm coming to support everybody 1503 00:40:36,802 --> 00:40:38,368 it. I'm coming to support everybody 'cause, you know, this is an 1504 00:40:38,370 --> 00:40:40,036 I'm coming to support everybody 'cause, you know, this is an amazing industry that we're in 1505 00:40:40,038 --> 00:40:40,904 'cause, you know, this is an amazing industry that we're in called music. 1506 00:40:40,906 --> 00:40:41,905 Amazing industry that we're in called music. And I'm here to support 1507 00:40:41,907 --> 00:40:43,123 called music. And I'm here to support everybody that work hard and 1508 00:40:43,125 --> 00:40:44,457 and I'm here to support everybody that work hard and that deserve what they deserve. 1509 00:40:44,459 --> 00:40:45,959 Everybody that work hard and that deserve what they deserve. I don't want to do things that 1510 00:40:45,961 --> 00:40:47,210 that deserve what they deserve. I don't want to do things that don't speak to my heart. 1511 00:40:47,212 --> 00:40:48,595 I don't want to do things that don't speak to my heart. I just feel like it's a waste 1512 00:40:48,597 --> 00:40:49,129 don't speak to my heart. I just feel like it's a waste of time. 1513 00:40:49,131 --> 00:40:50,797 I just feel like it's a waste of time. I don't care how much money is 1514 00:40:50,799 --> 00:40:51,714 of time. I don't care how much money is involved in it. 1515 00:40:51,716 --> 00:40:53,433 I don't care how much money is involved in it. Like I said, I never really did 1516 00:40:53,435 --> 00:40:55,135 involved in it. Like I said, I never really did it for the money like that, you 1517 00:40:55,137 --> 00:40:55,602 like I said, I never really did it for the money like that, you know? 1518 00:40:55,604 --> 00:40:57,053 It for the money like that, you know? I turn down so many 1519 00:40:57,055 --> 00:40:59,105 know? I turn down so many opportunities that don't speak 1520 00:40:59,107 --> 00:41:00,356 I turn down so many opportunities that don't speak to me, you know? 1521 00:41:00,358 --> 00:41:02,025 Opportunities that don't speak to me, you know? And I just feel like, there's 1522 00:41:02,027 --> 00:41:03,393 to me, you know? And I just feel like, there's only 24 hours in a day. 1523 00:41:03,395 --> 00:41:04,894 And I just feel like, there's only 24 hours in a day. We're not getting younger. 1524 00:41:04,896 --> 00:41:06,146 Only 24 hours in a day. We're not getting younger. So, like, to put your time 1525 00:41:06,148 --> 00:41:07,647 we're not getting younger. So, like, to put your time towards some negative energy and 1526 00:41:07,649 --> 00:41:09,149 so, like, to put your time towards some negative energy and something that's not speaking to 1527 00:41:09,151 --> 00:41:10,400 towards some negative energy and something that's not speaking to you, you're just literally 1528 00:41:10,402 --> 00:41:11,534 something that's not speaking to you, you're just literally wasting your own time. 1529 00:41:11,536 --> 00:41:12,986 You, you're just literally wasting your own time. And I'm not saying not to 1530 00:41:12,988 --> 00:41:13,269 wasting your own time. And I'm not saying not to hustle. 1531 00:41:14,205 --> 00:41:15,655 I'm just saying where I'm at 1532 00:41:15,790 --> 00:41:17,490 with it, I think I've earned the 1533 00:41:17,625 --> 00:41:19,209 right to pick and choose how I 1534 00:41:19,326 --> 00:41:20,743 want to, you know, drive my 1535 00:41:20,911 --> 00:41:22,962 vehicle on the highway. 1536 00:41:23,080 --> 00:41:24,497 You know, sky's not the limit. 1537 00:41:24,615 --> 00:41:25,949 It's just the view. 1538 00:41:26,116 --> 00:41:27,617 You know, try different things. 1539 00:41:27,785 --> 00:41:29,285 Like, you know, they want to 1540 00:41:29,453 --> 00:41:31,120 tell you what you can't do, but 1541 00:41:31,288 --> 00:41:32,956 show them what you could do and 1542 00:41:33,123 --> 00:41:33,923 just go hard. 1543 00:41:34,041 --> 00:41:35,425 And, like, you know, don't 1544 00:41:35,543 --> 00:41:36,626 listen to the noise. 1545 00:41:36,760 --> 00:41:38,344 Don't listen to the negativity. 1546 00:41:38,479 --> 00:41:40,096 You know, if anything, just use 1547 00:41:40,231 --> 00:41:41,764 it as fuel in your jet to just 1548 00:41:41,932 --> 00:41:42,432 fly away into your greatness.