1 00:00:31,465 --> 00:00:36,638 ♪ Yeah, throw me a bone I wanna be on a stand ♪ 2 00:00:37,739 --> 00:00:39,473 ♪ But I'm a dog in a room ♪ 3 00:00:39,607 --> 00:00:42,476 ♪ I'm a cat in a cage I'm a man ♪ 4 00:00:44,344 --> 00:00:46,213 ♪ Cannot answer the phone ♪ 5 00:00:46,346 --> 00:00:48,716 ♪ Talk to me like a snow avalanche ♪ 6 00:02:14,569 --> 00:02:19,406 "Are of a most select and generous chief in that. 7 00:02:19,540 --> 00:02:22,644 Neither a borrower nor a lender be. 8 00:02:22,777 --> 00:02:26,279 For loan oft loses both itself and friend, 9 00:02:26,413 --> 00:02:30,217 and borrowing dulls the edge of husbandry. 10 00:02:30,952 --> 00:02:32,252 This above all..." 11 00:02:54,008 --> 00:02:55,442 Come on. 12 00:02:59,514 --> 00:03:01,949 Let's vote for President Trump. 13 00:03:02,083 --> 00:03:03,885 Let's vote for President Trump. 14 00:03:04,018 --> 00:03:06,319 All I can do what's best. 15 00:03:07,287 --> 00:03:09,389 Get down and do it together. 16 00:03:12,225 --> 00:03:14,128 You can't handle the truth. 17 00:03:14,595 --> 00:03:16,664 You can't handle the truth. 18 00:03:17,031 --> 00:03:18,900 He's telling the truth. 19 00:04:15,623 --> 00:04:17,158 Ian. 20 00:04:36,778 --> 00:04:39,080 Ian, what the fuck is going on in that brain of yours? 21 00:04:39,213 --> 00:04:41,182 I'm confused. If you're trying to fuck me, 22 00:04:41,314 --> 00:04:43,050 at least try to kiss me before you fuck me. 23 00:04:43,184 --> 00:04:45,352 You know Aria wants to get you that rehab deal... 24 00:04:45,485 --> 00:04:47,955 Ian, this is your doctor calling. Where the hell are you? 25 00:04:48,089 --> 00:04:50,124 You're not leaving me any options. 26 00:04:50,258 --> 00:04:51,692 Ian, this is Dr. Weiss again. 27 00:04:51,826 --> 00:04:54,028 You left me no choice. I hope you're okay. 28 00:05:56,557 --> 00:05:58,125 -Hi. -Hi. 29 00:05:58,526 --> 00:06:00,460 Oh, my God, you're Ian fucking Ford. 30 00:06:00,595 --> 00:06:01,996 I know it's you, it's you. 31 00:06:02,129 --> 00:06:04,397 -Can we take a pic? -Yeah, that would be so awesome. 32 00:06:09,637 --> 00:06:12,607 Thank you so much. You're gorgeous. 33 00:06:13,741 --> 00:06:16,476 Oh, my God. 34 00:06:56,250 --> 00:06:57,551 Promise me. 35 00:06:58,753 --> 00:07:00,420 What do you mean? 36 00:07:02,890 --> 00:07:04,992 Promise me that we're gonna be fine. 37 00:07:06,227 --> 00:07:07,460 I promise. 38 00:07:08,229 --> 00:07:09,864 With all my heart. 39 00:07:12,366 --> 00:07:13,466 I promise. 40 00:07:39,560 --> 00:07:42,495 ♪ I don't wanna ♪ 41 00:07:43,030 --> 00:07:45,032 ♪ Who'd have thought you'd ever need ♪ 42 00:07:45,166 --> 00:07:49,103 ♪ Who'd find me where a lady need this on a wall ♪ 43 00:07:50,037 --> 00:07:52,707 ♪ You know I don't think of you ♪ 44 00:07:53,140 --> 00:07:55,543 ♪ Okay, we know that isn't true ♪ 45 00:07:55,676 --> 00:07:58,212 ♪ Otherwise, I wouldn't be sitting in this room ♪ 46 00:07:58,346 --> 00:08:01,582 ♪ Talking to Reminiscing you ♪ 47 00:08:03,818 --> 00:08:07,088 ♪ So shine a spotlight on my soul ♪ 48 00:08:07,621 --> 00:08:08,789 No. 49 00:08:10,024 --> 00:08:14,128 ♪ Shine a spotlight on my soul, it's-- ♪ 50 00:08:16,430 --> 00:08:18,699 ♪ Shine a spotlight... ♪ 51 00:08:28,042 --> 00:08:30,044 What are you looking for, man? 52 00:08:48,996 --> 00:08:51,832 What are you trying to do, kill yourself or something? 53 00:08:59,540 --> 00:09:01,275 Ian, I got everything. 54 00:09:01,742 --> 00:09:03,512 We can get on the road, okay? 55 00:09:03,911 --> 00:09:05,346 We get on the road? 56 00:09:07,848 --> 00:09:09,784 You wanna get out of this room? 57 00:09:10,519 --> 00:09:11,886 Yeah. 58 00:09:13,320 --> 00:09:14,321 Let's go. 59 00:10:56,090 --> 00:10:57,391 Beat me to it again. 60 00:10:59,927 --> 00:11:02,429 Oh. Yeah, no, I just, uh... 61 00:11:02,930 --> 00:11:05,366 Yeah. No, I keep waking up early, that's all. 62 00:11:05,499 --> 00:11:06,867 Mm-hmm. 63 00:11:07,001 --> 00:11:10,070 And what are you thinking about, Mr. Music Teacher? 64 00:11:12,206 --> 00:11:14,808 I'm just saying I don't mind waking up early, so, you know, 65 00:11:15,809 --> 00:11:17,811 you don't need to worry about me. 66 00:11:19,648 --> 00:11:21,081 Who says I'm worried? 67 00:11:25,886 --> 00:11:27,188 You know, maybe today will be the day 68 00:11:27,321 --> 00:11:29,456 that these kids try to learn something new. 69 00:11:31,358 --> 00:11:33,460 Hush. You know those kids love you. 70 00:11:34,428 --> 00:11:36,263 Go show them how it's done, rock star. 71 00:11:38,165 --> 00:11:40,000 Yeah. I'll see you later. 72 00:11:41,402 --> 00:11:42,870 -Bye. -Bye. 73 00:11:56,483 --> 00:11:58,419 He broke out of rehab. Can you believe that? 74 00:11:58,553 --> 00:12:01,590 Two weeks left on his mandate and he just bails? Two weeks! 75 00:12:01,722 --> 00:12:03,724 Now, listen, I love Ian Ford. 76 00:12:03,857 --> 00:12:06,493 I'm not one to preach about healthy lifestyle or anything like that, 77 00:12:06,994 --> 00:12:09,363 but I feel like this guy has a death wish. 78 00:12:09,496 --> 00:12:10,864 Fuck. Shit. 79 00:12:14,536 --> 00:12:15,637 -Ian, wake up. -Huh? 80 00:12:15,769 --> 00:12:17,871 Hey. Stay awake. 81 00:12:18,573 --> 00:12:19,773 Fuck you, mother. 82 00:12:20,575 --> 00:12:23,744 Hey, stay awake, okay? We're almost there. 83 00:12:25,379 --> 00:12:26,747 Come on. 84 00:12:42,863 --> 00:12:44,064 Turn that shit off! 85 00:12:44,198 --> 00:12:45,734 -Stop it! -Turn it off! Ah, f-- 86 00:12:45,866 --> 00:12:47,234 Stop it. 87 00:12:47,636 --> 00:12:48,536 Stop it. 88 00:12:49,303 --> 00:12:50,237 Just... 89 00:12:51,071 --> 00:12:52,540 Let the quiet play. 90 00:12:58,680 --> 00:13:00,281 Always the poet. 91 00:13:43,525 --> 00:13:44,626 Is this the house? 92 00:13:49,396 --> 00:13:50,331 Yeah. 93 00:13:52,600 --> 00:13:53,568 That's it. 94 00:13:54,868 --> 00:13:56,504 I thought it'd be bigger. 95 00:14:15,956 --> 00:14:17,925 Hi. Mm... 96 00:14:19,093 --> 00:14:22,530 You're, um, not Josh. 97 00:14:23,765 --> 00:14:25,366 Uh, I'm his wife. 98 00:14:26,601 --> 00:14:28,035 I know who you are. 99 00:14:28,168 --> 00:14:29,470 You're the... 100 00:14:30,304 --> 00:14:31,205 wife? 101 00:14:32,640 --> 00:14:35,577 Ma'am, can we come in? We've been driving all day. 102 00:14:47,254 --> 00:14:48,389 Oh... 103 00:14:50,257 --> 00:14:51,425 Wife? 104 00:15:19,019 --> 00:15:20,688 I came as soon as I could. 105 00:15:22,857 --> 00:15:24,425 We've been driving all day. He was really anxious 106 00:15:24,559 --> 00:15:25,894 - to see you. You-- - Oh... 107 00:15:26,026 --> 00:15:27,127 Wait, who are you? 108 00:15:27,762 --> 00:15:30,030 Me? I'm Bolt. I'm his manager. 109 00:15:30,431 --> 00:15:33,967 - Yeah, get a new job. - And I'm his friend. 110 00:15:36,437 --> 00:15:37,906 - To us. - To us. 111 00:15:49,483 --> 00:15:51,586 Six years I haven't seen this guy. 112 00:15:54,021 --> 00:15:56,190 It's exactly why we'd all left him. 113 00:16:00,127 --> 00:16:02,296 It's like time never happened. 114 00:16:03,631 --> 00:16:05,466 Josh, he needs our help! Look at him! 115 00:16:05,600 --> 00:16:07,902 What do you mean "look at him"? You look at him. You seen him? 116 00:16:08,035 --> 00:16:10,237 She has been. She gave me a cold compress, made us tea. 117 00:16:10,370 --> 00:16:12,607 Look, he needs to get to a hospital, okay? That's what he needs. 118 00:16:12,740 --> 00:16:15,375 -Trust me. -No, no. Please, please, don't, um... 119 00:16:15,510 --> 00:16:17,377 Yeah, yeah, he, he broke out of rehab, 120 00:16:17,512 --> 00:16:20,582 and if you do that, they'll just send him to jail. 121 00:16:21,114 --> 00:16:22,717 He drove all this way to see you. 122 00:16:22,851 --> 00:16:26,353 - Technically, I drove. - Thank you. 123 00:16:26,987 --> 00:16:28,590 Look, we can put him up in the guest bedroom. 124 00:16:28,723 --> 00:16:30,491 It's not a big deal. It's the least he deserves. 125 00:16:30,625 --> 00:16:33,193 What do you mean, what he deserves? I don't owe him anything. 126 00:16:33,327 --> 00:16:35,462 I remember you two were inseparable in high school. 127 00:16:35,964 --> 00:16:38,232 -You might not remember me, but I remember you two. -Honey, don't do this. 128 00:16:38,365 --> 00:16:41,301 No, I remember every time you got into one of your fights, he was there. 129 00:16:41,769 --> 00:16:44,506 Skinny punk who could barely throw a punch, but he was there beside you 130 00:16:44,639 --> 00:16:46,574 getting his ass kicked every time. 131 00:16:46,708 --> 00:16:49,544 And every time he hurt himself, you were by his side, too. 132 00:16:50,512 --> 00:16:52,246 Think the whole school didn't know that he was sleeping 133 00:16:52,379 --> 00:16:54,348 in your basement because he couldn't go back home? 134 00:16:55,382 --> 00:16:57,785 For God's sakes, you to run away together. 135 00:16:58,520 --> 00:17:00,688 What's wrong with you? It's Ian! 136 00:17:06,026 --> 00:17:07,461 He's shaky. 137 00:17:12,834 --> 00:17:13,868 Please. 138 00:17:14,002 --> 00:17:15,670 You, you help me get him upstairs. 139 00:17:22,342 --> 00:17:23,811 Come on, man. 140 00:17:43,598 --> 00:17:45,934 Best Kept Secrets. Someone? 141 00:17:46,066 --> 00:17:48,468 Anyone! Best Kept Secret. 142 00:17:49,737 --> 00:17:51,138 Come see us tonight. 143 00:17:53,307 --> 00:17:55,208 Best Kept Secret, people. Come on. 144 00:17:55,342 --> 00:17:57,344 - Hey! Best Kept Secret. - Thanks. 145 00:17:57,477 --> 00:18:00,080 Best band on Sunset, under the sun. 146 00:18:00,748 --> 00:18:01,749 Anyone? 147 00:18:03,818 --> 00:18:06,453 Man, I'm not getting any luck on this side of the street. 148 00:18:06,588 --> 00:18:07,956 Maybe it's your hair, man. 149 00:18:08,088 --> 00:18:09,524 Your mom didn't mind. 150 00:18:12,760 --> 00:18:15,663 -Best Kept Secret. -Best Kept Secret. Come on. 151 00:18:16,196 --> 00:18:17,331 Best-- 152 00:18:19,901 --> 00:18:21,335 Hey. Best Kept Secret. 153 00:18:21,468 --> 00:18:23,605 -Oh. -Yeah, we're the new band in town. 154 00:18:23,738 --> 00:18:25,740 -Okay, cool. -This is really interesting. 155 00:18:25,873 --> 00:18:27,775 -Definitely catch up. -Yeah, think I'll give you two. 156 00:18:27,909 --> 00:18:29,276 -All right. -Give it to your friends. 157 00:18:29,409 --> 00:18:31,079 Hey, Best Kept Secret. 158 00:18:31,445 --> 00:18:34,082 Best Kept Secret, best band under the sun on Sunset. 159 00:18:34,782 --> 00:18:37,351 Man, none of these people are gonna come see us. 160 00:18:41,823 --> 00:18:44,491 Bro, I really need you to stop worrying 161 00:18:44,626 --> 00:18:46,159 about what's going to happen, okay? 162 00:18:46,293 --> 00:18:49,998 Doesn't it bother you that no one cares, no one sees us? 163 00:18:50,130 --> 00:18:52,399 We have no money, no real gigs. 164 00:18:52,533 --> 00:18:53,701 We have nowhere to stay. 165 00:18:53,835 --> 00:18:55,435 Hey, Best Kept Secret, 166 00:18:55,570 --> 00:18:57,170 tonight in Hollywood. 167 00:18:58,271 --> 00:19:01,308 Hello! Are you all gonna come see our show? 168 00:19:02,877 --> 00:19:05,046 - How are you pulling this off, man? -Yo, my friend here thinks 169 00:19:05,178 --> 00:19:07,115 none of you are gonna come see our show tonight. 170 00:19:07,247 --> 00:19:09,083 Are you gonna come see our show? 171 00:19:09,817 --> 00:19:11,586 See? This is what I'm telling you, man. 172 00:19:11,719 --> 00:19:13,453 Bro, you got to practice equanimity. 173 00:19:13,588 --> 00:19:15,422 You don't even know what "equanimity" means. 174 00:19:15,556 --> 00:19:16,791 It's like love and shit. 175 00:19:16,924 --> 00:19:18,960 Oh, dude, you're a hippie. Get out of here! 176 00:19:19,093 --> 00:19:20,895 Are you fucking bumming me out? 177 00:19:21,029 --> 00:19:22,229 Hey, girl. 178 00:19:22,730 --> 00:19:24,364 You've got to stop doubting yourself, man. 179 00:19:24,498 --> 00:19:26,333 You're gonna miss your own show. 180 00:19:27,902 --> 00:19:29,302 Speaking of show, 181 00:19:29,436 --> 00:19:30,772 you know where Josh is? 182 00:19:30,905 --> 00:19:33,041 -Best Kept Secret. -I don't know, man. 183 00:19:33,908 --> 00:19:36,476 I tried calling him earlier, he didn't answer. 184 00:19:36,611 --> 00:19:38,046 Come on, great show. 185 00:19:39,681 --> 00:19:42,884 Bro, I don't know what you want me to say, man. I don't know where he's at. 186 00:19:43,751 --> 00:19:46,219 You know, you're not a very good liar, Skate. 187 00:20:35,503 --> 00:20:37,839 What the fuck? 188 00:22:35,388 --> 00:22:36,657 Hey! 189 00:22:42,930 --> 00:22:43,831 Hey. 190 00:22:45,266 --> 00:22:46,868 You can't smoke in here. 191 00:22:48,502 --> 00:22:50,304 I'm-- Look, I'm sorry, man. I-- 192 00:22:50,437 --> 00:22:53,007 What the fuck you doing, man? Come on. 193 00:22:53,140 --> 00:22:54,575 It's okay. 194 00:22:56,611 --> 00:22:58,212 Josh gets lost in his thoughts too. 195 00:22:58,346 --> 00:22:59,981 What? 196 00:23:00,581 --> 00:23:02,382 He gets lost in his thoughts too. 197 00:23:02,516 --> 00:23:04,285 -Please have a seat. -Who does? 198 00:23:04,417 --> 00:23:05,485 Josh does. 199 00:23:06,053 --> 00:23:08,388 - He does? - Yeah, he does. 200 00:23:08,522 --> 00:23:12,026 In the morning sometimes, he lays there and stare into space 201 00:23:12,159 --> 00:23:14,929 like he's trying to solve one of the great questions of life. 202 00:23:17,198 --> 00:23:19,233 He doesn't know that I know. 203 00:23:20,835 --> 00:23:23,738 I'm sorry, I'm afraid I haven't had the pleasure of meeting you. 204 00:23:23,871 --> 00:23:26,607 -Oh. -It's my wife, Ian. 205 00:23:27,041 --> 00:23:31,746 Tell me, why haven't I met your hypnotizingly beautiful wife before? 206 00:23:31,879 --> 00:23:34,849 - Oh, my God. No. - You have. 207 00:23:35,482 --> 00:23:36,918 Were you too whacked out? 208 00:23:38,451 --> 00:23:40,087 -I'm, I'm sorry I was... -It's okay. 209 00:23:40,221 --> 00:23:41,488 Baby. 210 00:23:41,989 --> 00:23:42,857 Yeah. 211 00:23:43,758 --> 00:23:45,092 Can you, uh... 212 00:23:45,693 --> 00:23:48,529 Can you go fix up some food or something? 213 00:23:50,463 --> 00:23:51,999 - Yeah, sure. - Yeah? 214 00:23:53,234 --> 00:23:54,535 Good talking to you. 215 00:24:12,920 --> 00:24:14,922 Aren't you supposed to be in rehab? 216 00:24:16,624 --> 00:24:18,559 How do you know that, man? 217 00:24:19,459 --> 00:24:21,162 How do I know that? 218 00:24:21,295 --> 00:24:23,664 Everyone knows that, man. 219 00:24:24,432 --> 00:24:28,336 I mean, your latest stunt is all TMZ can talk about. 220 00:24:28,869 --> 00:24:30,438 "Where is Ian Ford?" 221 00:24:30,571 --> 00:24:32,540 "Has Ian Ford gone too far?" 222 00:24:33,174 --> 00:24:34,842 Fuck rehab, man! 223 00:24:35,309 --> 00:24:38,546 That fucking place. They don't know what the fuck they're doing. Okay? 224 00:24:39,780 --> 00:24:40,982 - You know what I mean? - No. 225 00:24:41,115 --> 00:24:42,950 No, I don't know what you mean, Ian. 226 00:24:43,517 --> 00:24:46,821 That's why it's called rehab, and that's why you were there. 227 00:24:46,954 --> 00:24:48,456 And that's why you're supposed to be there, 228 00:24:48,589 --> 00:24:51,258 because you don't know what the fuck you're doing! Okay? 229 00:24:51,826 --> 00:24:53,461 You know what I mean? 230 00:24:53,594 --> 00:24:55,963 I didn't want to be there. 231 00:24:56,097 --> 00:24:58,299 -So I bounced. -Of course you didn't. 232 00:24:59,233 --> 00:25:01,302 They're trying to feed me with bullshit. 233 00:25:01,435 --> 00:25:02,870 That, that I need to be fixed, 234 00:25:03,004 --> 00:25:05,006 that I need to become a better version of myself. 235 00:25:05,840 --> 00:25:07,108 It's been what... 236 00:25:08,376 --> 00:25:09,643 four years? 237 00:25:10,711 --> 00:25:11,879 Six years. 238 00:25:12,913 --> 00:25:14,882 I left LA six years ago. 239 00:25:16,217 --> 00:25:17,184 Really? 240 00:25:17,852 --> 00:25:19,120 Six years, huh? 241 00:25:23,290 --> 00:25:24,225 Fuck. 242 00:25:26,660 --> 00:25:28,062 Why are you here? 243 00:25:31,165 --> 00:25:33,601 I send you checks, you get 'em? 244 00:25:34,735 --> 00:25:35,936 Yeah, I get 'em. 245 00:25:41,642 --> 00:25:43,177 I mean, I don't cash them. 246 00:25:43,310 --> 00:25:46,313 -You don't cash them? -No, I don't fucking cash 'em. 247 00:25:46,447 --> 00:25:47,882 I just said that. 248 00:25:48,549 --> 00:25:50,484 Why? 249 00:25:50,618 --> 00:25:52,019 I-It's half, you know. 250 00:25:52,153 --> 00:25:54,455 What, you think you can just buy my forgiveness? 251 00:25:54,588 --> 00:25:56,223 You just send some checks? 252 00:25:56,690 --> 00:25:59,493 You think that makes me think you care, that you're a good person? 253 00:25:59,627 --> 00:26:01,996 Because you're doing something that "a good person would do." 254 00:26:02,129 --> 00:26:03,230 No, fuck that! 255 00:26:03,864 --> 00:26:05,466 Maybe it's not enough. 256 00:26:06,000 --> 00:26:07,501 Sure. You know what? 257 00:26:07,635 --> 00:26:09,970 And maybe everything I touch breaks. 258 00:26:10,104 --> 00:26:10,971 O-Okay. 259 00:26:11,105 --> 00:26:12,541 Shine a spotlight on my soul. 260 00:26:12,673 --> 00:26:14,608 Plead me guilty, whatever. 261 00:26:15,276 --> 00:26:16,210 But... 262 00:26:16,610 --> 00:26:19,313 But don't think that I don't care. 263 00:26:19,747 --> 00:26:22,349 Okay? Do me that one fucking solid. 264 00:26:27,721 --> 00:26:29,723 Why the fuck did you come here? 265 00:26:30,925 --> 00:26:32,760 Come on, let's, let's, let's not pretend 266 00:26:32,893 --> 00:26:34,529 that you sending me checks 267 00:26:34,662 --> 00:26:36,430 that you don't even know are cashed or not 268 00:26:36,565 --> 00:26:39,834 is your way of communicating and staying in touch. 269 00:26:40,835 --> 00:26:43,070 Because I, I don't buy it, man. 270 00:26:44,205 --> 00:26:46,207 And I know you don't fucking buy it. 271 00:26:47,775 --> 00:26:49,643 So for once in your fucking life, 272 00:26:50,111 --> 00:26:53,147 just give me a straight answer, man. 273 00:26:57,184 --> 00:26:59,620 I never meant for it to go down like that. 274 00:26:59,753 --> 00:27:01,188 Shut the fuck up. 275 00:27:06,160 --> 00:27:08,129 You remember when we were kids... 276 00:27:08,762 --> 00:27:11,098 and, and we stole that guitar? 277 00:27:12,500 --> 00:27:15,202 We just saw that poor kid walking down the street, 278 00:27:15,336 --> 00:27:16,605 and we thought... 279 00:27:16,737 --> 00:27:18,105 We thought "Fuck it. 280 00:27:18,540 --> 00:27:20,074 Let's take that thing." 281 00:27:21,208 --> 00:27:23,512 And you and me, we threw a few punches for fun, 282 00:27:23,644 --> 00:27:26,347 and once we had it, we had no idea what to do with it. 283 00:27:27,582 --> 00:27:28,749 Fuck. 284 00:27:29,950 --> 00:27:31,418 Do you remember that? 285 00:27:32,554 --> 00:27:33,622 Yeah. 286 00:27:35,823 --> 00:27:37,958 That's a long fucking time ago, man. 287 00:27:38,092 --> 00:27:39,460 We stayed up 288 00:27:39,594 --> 00:27:41,695 all night... 289 00:27:43,297 --> 00:27:44,198 just... 290 00:27:44,932 --> 00:27:46,635 walking around with it. 291 00:27:47,368 --> 00:27:49,203 We had no idea what we were doing, 292 00:27:49,336 --> 00:27:51,672 but, but we were hooked. 293 00:27:52,673 --> 00:27:53,674 Couldn't stop. 294 00:27:54,808 --> 00:27:56,911 And then, the next day we had to give it back 295 00:27:57,044 --> 00:27:59,346 because that kid's mom came knocking. 296 00:28:01,382 --> 00:28:03,117 I remember, uh, your dad, 297 00:28:03,250 --> 00:28:05,753 he wanted to hang us by our necks. 298 00:28:08,455 --> 00:28:10,391 What was that kid's name? 299 00:28:13,562 --> 00:28:14,828 I don't remember. 300 00:28:17,798 --> 00:28:19,967 I still remember that guitar, though. 301 00:28:23,003 --> 00:28:24,738 It was a piece of crap. 302 00:28:28,577 --> 00:28:30,344 What happened, man? 303 00:28:31,879 --> 00:28:34,415 How did everything get so fucked? 304 00:28:34,549 --> 00:28:36,483 How did it get so fucked? 305 00:28:37,751 --> 00:28:39,086 You know how it got so fucked? 306 00:28:39,220 --> 00:28:41,422 Because you're the one who fucked it up! 307 00:29:18,660 --> 00:29:20,294 It's fucking real, dudes. 308 00:29:22,530 --> 00:29:24,798 It's just like in the pictures, man. 309 00:29:25,299 --> 00:29:28,168 -Right? -No, you ain't seen nothing yet, bro. 310 00:29:37,044 --> 00:29:39,179 Fucking made it! We made it! 311 00:29:40,649 --> 00:29:42,016 Shouldn't we go in, dudes? 312 00:29:45,085 --> 00:29:46,086 -Yeah. -Fuck, yeah! 313 00:29:46,220 --> 00:29:48,389 - Let's go! - Yeah. 314 00:30:04,438 --> 00:30:06,840 Holy shit. 315 00:30:13,847 --> 00:30:15,082 You're still here? 316 00:30:17,151 --> 00:30:18,520 It's so serene. 317 00:30:20,888 --> 00:30:24,224 Fucking girl losers, we can stay as long as we like. 318 00:30:25,593 --> 00:30:27,595 - Are you sure, man? - Come on, man. 319 00:30:27,729 --> 00:30:29,029 Stop being such a fucking pussy. 320 00:30:29,163 --> 00:30:31,498 Four weeks ago, we were sitting at home 321 00:30:31,633 --> 00:30:34,134 and we were talking about how fucking sick and tired we were 322 00:30:34,268 --> 00:30:35,836 of that shitty hole. Okay? 323 00:30:35,969 --> 00:30:37,639 And what did I tell you, huh? 324 00:30:37,772 --> 00:30:39,273 What did I fucking tell you? 325 00:30:39,940 --> 00:30:41,442 You said we either gonna... 326 00:30:41,576 --> 00:30:44,044 We're either gonna get out now or stay here forever. 327 00:30:44,178 --> 00:30:46,548 So let's stop being pussies and get the fuck out! 328 00:30:46,681 --> 00:30:49,483 That's what I fucking said, man! We're fucking here! 329 00:30:49,617 --> 00:30:51,051 Look out that window. 330 00:30:51,185 --> 00:30:53,487 Look out the fucking window, boys! What do you see? 331 00:30:53,621 --> 00:30:56,290 Look at that sky, man! Holy fucking shit. 332 00:30:56,423 --> 00:30:57,858 Opportunities. 333 00:30:57,991 --> 00:30:59,393 Look at that. 334 00:31:02,196 --> 00:31:04,198 Look at opportunity. 335 00:31:05,600 --> 00:31:07,401 Dude, look at the fucking girls down there. 336 00:31:07,535 --> 00:31:09,537 Look, they're waiting for us to go talk to them. 337 00:31:11,639 --> 00:31:13,140 Ah, dude... 338 00:31:13,541 --> 00:31:14,441 We made it. 339 00:31:19,079 --> 00:31:20,981 We fucking made it, man. 340 00:31:25,119 --> 00:31:26,621 To never going back. 341 00:31:26,755 --> 00:31:28,122 No, man. 342 00:31:29,791 --> 00:31:31,925 -To us. -Mm. 343 00:31:33,360 --> 00:31:35,563 - To Best Kept Secret. - Best Kept Secret. 344 00:31:35,697 --> 00:31:38,031 -Best Kept Secret! -Best Kept Secret. 345 00:31:53,981 --> 00:31:55,517 ♪ Hey ♪ 346 00:31:55,650 --> 00:32:00,053 ♪ I'm a nasty man True love kinda guy ♪ 347 00:32:00,187 --> 00:32:01,422 ♪ No ♪ 348 00:32:01,556 --> 00:32:03,758 ♪ I got a dirty fucking ♪ 349 00:32:03,892 --> 00:32:07,361 ♪ A dirty fucking mind ♪ 350 00:32:10,164 --> 00:32:14,368 ♪ And I'm hiding four kids ♪ 351 00:32:16,069 --> 00:32:20,274 ♪ My whiskey is ♪ 352 00:32:20,842 --> 00:32:23,745 ♪ Hey ♪ 353 00:32:23,878 --> 00:32:26,980 ♪ Black tar smoking This drink is really helping ♪ 354 00:32:27,114 --> 00:32:30,217 ♪ Find us too late ♪ 355 00:32:34,522 --> 00:32:37,625 ♪ Inside my home ♪ 356 00:32:40,427 --> 00:32:43,798 ♪ Cause I'm so proud ♪ 357 00:32:43,932 --> 00:32:46,768 ♪ Crash her dreaming ♪ 358 00:32:46,901 --> 00:32:50,170 ♪ Sinking hole ♪ 359 00:32:53,073 --> 00:32:55,743 ♪ The story goes ♪ 360 00:32:55,877 --> 00:32:58,580 ♪ Come lift it, man Get off of me, I ♪ 361 00:32:58,713 --> 00:33:01,683 ♪ I ran ♪ 362 00:33:02,249 --> 00:33:05,520 ♪ Far away I'm a second soldier ♪ 363 00:33:05,653 --> 00:33:06,654 ♪ In ♪ 364 00:33:08,556 --> 00:33:14,127 ♪ Thirty years Hello to the other side ♪ 365 00:33:15,964 --> 00:33:20,300 ♪ Too much fire inside ♪ 366 00:33:20,835 --> 00:33:26,440 ♪ Get the fuck out and run to the darker skies ♪ 367 00:33:30,945 --> 00:33:33,948 ♪ No several, yeah ♪ 368 00:33:34,081 --> 00:33:36,751 ♪ Pretty little guy ♪ 369 00:33:53,935 --> 00:33:55,068 ♪ Whiskey neat ♪ 370 00:33:55,435 --> 00:33:57,237 ♪ Black tar smoking ♪ 371 00:33:57,371 --> 00:33:59,039 ♪ This is the bottom ♪ 372 00:33:59,941 --> 00:34:02,777 ♪ We ain't sinking I know you're thinking ♪ 373 00:34:02,911 --> 00:34:05,847 ♪ Lessons follow you to other places ♪ 374 00:34:05,980 --> 00:34:07,815 ♪ Whiskey neat ♪ 375 00:34:07,949 --> 00:34:09,483 ♪ Black tar smoking ♪ 376 00:34:12,020 --> 00:34:15,023 ♪ This is the bottom No, we ain't sinking ♪ 377 00:34:15,188 --> 00:34:18,191 ♪ Lessons follow you to other places ♪ 378 00:34:21,763 --> 00:34:23,130 ♪ Whiskey neat ♪ 379 00:34:23,263 --> 00:34:24,364 ♪ Black tar smoking ♪ 380 00:34:24,498 --> 00:34:26,000 ♪ This is the bottom ♪ 381 00:34:26,133 --> 00:34:27,602 ♪ And we ain't sinking ♪ 382 00:34:30,572 --> 00:34:33,841 ♪ Lessons follow you to other places ♪ 383 00:34:40,048 --> 00:34:41,683 ♪ We ain't sinking ♪ 384 00:34:42,884 --> 00:34:46,286 ♪ Lessons follow you to other places ♪ 385 00:34:49,189 --> 00:34:51,859 ♪ Inside my home ♪ 386 00:34:51,993 --> 00:34:55,063 ♪ You fucking man again and again ♪ 387 00:34:55,195 --> 00:34:58,066 ♪ 'Cause I found out ♪ 388 00:34:58,198 --> 00:35:01,368 ♪ You crash her dreaming ♪ 389 00:35:01,501 --> 00:35:05,272 ♪ Sinking hole ♪ 390 00:35:07,240 --> 00:35:10,044 ♪ The story goes ♪ 391 00:35:10,177 --> 00:35:14,816 ♪ Come lift it, man Get off of me, I ♪ 392 00:35:14,949 --> 00:35:16,183 ♪ Hey ♪ 393 00:35:24,826 --> 00:35:27,127 What happened between you two? 394 00:35:32,867 --> 00:35:33,768 Nothing. 395 00:35:35,870 --> 00:35:37,204 We just, uh... 396 00:35:38,673 --> 00:35:40,975 We just drifted apart, that's all. 397 00:35:43,343 --> 00:35:45,412 That's not what you told me. 398 00:35:47,749 --> 00:35:48,916 You said... 399 00:35:49,651 --> 00:35:51,786 the lifestyle was too much. 400 00:35:52,386 --> 00:35:54,656 That Ian got more famous than the band, 401 00:35:54,789 --> 00:35:57,725 and so no one actually cared about the music anymore. 402 00:35:58,693 --> 00:36:00,695 Isn't that what you told me? 403 00:36:03,296 --> 00:36:05,767 You said you didn't know who we were anymore. 404 00:36:10,237 --> 00:36:11,773 I'm not an idiot, Josh 405 00:36:17,712 --> 00:36:19,279 Look, Chris... 406 00:36:20,247 --> 00:36:21,616 I never lied to you. 407 00:36:21,749 --> 00:36:24,317 Keeping secrets from me is the same as lying. 408 00:36:27,454 --> 00:36:28,656 I'm your wife. 409 00:36:29,691 --> 00:36:30,758 Your wife. 410 00:36:31,726 --> 00:36:35,930 We've been married two years, and not once have I ever pried about your life in LA. 411 00:36:38,533 --> 00:36:39,967 Well, now I'm asking. 412 00:36:41,002 --> 00:36:42,302 What happened? 413 00:36:50,178 --> 00:36:51,378 Look, when we... 414 00:36:53,781 --> 00:36:55,850 we first moved out to LA... 415 00:36:57,585 --> 00:37:00,521 we lived in this apartment on Sunset. 416 00:37:01,354 --> 00:37:02,690 That was... 417 00:37:03,725 --> 00:37:04,959 before we met the producer, 418 00:37:05,093 --> 00:37:08,361 before we lived in his place on the hill... 419 00:37:10,430 --> 00:37:12,332 before the band blew up... 420 00:37:13,266 --> 00:37:14,401 we... 421 00:37:15,670 --> 00:37:16,604 We, uh... 422 00:37:17,337 --> 00:37:18,940 We lived with this girl. 423 00:37:21,441 --> 00:37:22,577 What girl? 424 00:37:25,913 --> 00:37:26,848 Sarah. 425 00:37:28,415 --> 00:37:29,751 Her name was Sarah. 426 00:37:31,719 --> 00:37:33,955 Oh, my God. 427 00:37:37,125 --> 00:37:38,926 Oh, my God. 428 00:37:39,060 --> 00:37:40,528 Oh! 429 00:37:40,661 --> 00:37:41,896 You all right? 430 00:37:42,029 --> 00:37:43,831 I told you not to drink so much, man. 431 00:37:43,965 --> 00:37:45,700 All right, he's fine. 432 00:37:45,833 --> 00:37:48,002 - Oh, no, I can stand. - You can't stand up. 433 00:37:48,136 --> 00:37:49,369 I can stand. 434 00:37:49,504 --> 00:37:50,972 I can stand. 435 00:37:51,706 --> 00:37:54,374 - Oh, you know, I'm just gonna... - Oh, fuck! 436 00:37:54,509 --> 00:37:57,612 Oh, shit. 437 00:38:00,081 --> 00:38:01,582 Come on, man, I'll help you. 438 00:38:01,716 --> 00:38:03,416 Come on, get up. 439 00:38:04,919 --> 00:38:07,320 I know exactly what he needs. 440 00:38:07,454 --> 00:38:10,625 - Some sleep? - -You can sleep when you're dead. 441 00:38:11,391 --> 00:38:12,425 Little boys, 442 00:38:12,560 --> 00:38:16,264 welcome to the City of Angels. 443 00:38:16,831 --> 00:38:21,301 I have medicine that cures all that ails you. 444 00:38:24,806 --> 00:38:25,773 Come on. 445 00:38:31,411 --> 00:38:32,580 Watch... 446 00:38:33,413 --> 00:38:35,049 and learn. 447 00:38:55,069 --> 00:38:57,370 Whoa! 448 00:38:58,371 --> 00:38:59,507 Ah! 449 00:39:06,314 --> 00:39:08,049 ♪ Stay up ♪ 450 00:40:04,238 --> 00:40:07,041 ♪ I wanna be alone ♪ 451 00:40:12,713 --> 00:40:14,849 ♪ Come on ♪ 452 00:40:15,415 --> 00:40:17,685 ♪ It's not a poem ♪ 453 00:40:18,619 --> 00:40:21,122 ♪ Don't wanna be alone ♪ 454 00:40:22,290 --> 00:40:24,558 ♪ This won't be long ♪ 455 00:40:27,028 --> 00:40:28,195 ♪ I ♪ 456 00:40:28,963 --> 00:40:31,332 ♪ Don't wanna be alone ♪ 457 00:40:32,066 --> 00:40:34,735 ♪ Guess mom is home ♪ 458 00:40:36,170 --> 00:40:38,205 ♪ On my throne ♪ 459 00:40:40,508 --> 00:40:42,143 ♪ Home ♪ 460 00:40:50,117 --> 00:40:51,085 Cheers. 461 00:40:54,789 --> 00:40:56,991 We're gonna bring the soul back into music. 462 00:40:57,124 --> 00:40:59,026 - What, my soul? - All souls. 463 00:40:59,160 --> 00:41:01,195 Spirit, energy. 464 00:41:01,329 --> 00:41:02,763 What I'm trying to say, uh... 465 00:41:02,897 --> 00:41:03,831 Are you listening to what I'm saying? 466 00:41:03,965 --> 00:41:05,166 Listen to what I'm saying. 467 00:41:05,299 --> 00:41:07,134 - I'm listening. - You know... 468 00:41:07,268 --> 00:41:08,602 Music means... 469 00:41:09,170 --> 00:41:10,838 a soul. 470 00:41:11,639 --> 00:41:12,807 And... 471 00:41:14,108 --> 00:41:15,242 Hey. 472 00:41:19,847 --> 00:41:22,984 You are straddling a great guy right there. 473 00:41:24,552 --> 00:41:26,187 I think it's, uh, 474 00:41:26,320 --> 00:41:27,688 pretty obvious to everyone, bro. 475 00:41:27,822 --> 00:41:30,224 Yeah, but that's not my point. 476 00:41:30,358 --> 00:41:32,827 -My point is that... -What, he's a great guy? 477 00:41:32,960 --> 00:41:36,597 Yes, yes, but what I'm trying to say is, 478 00:41:36,731 --> 00:41:39,533 if, if you break his heart, 479 00:41:39,667 --> 00:41:42,069 -then... -Then what? 480 00:41:44,305 --> 00:41:45,506 You'll kill me? 481 00:41:46,774 --> 00:41:48,342 What, you'll walk me to the nearest tower 482 00:41:48,476 --> 00:41:52,079 and you'll drop me and you'll watch as gravity 483 00:41:52,213 --> 00:41:53,347 sends me to my death, 484 00:41:53,481 --> 00:41:56,283 and my guts just splatter all over the sidewalk? 485 00:41:58,386 --> 00:42:00,588 That's just morbid. 486 00:42:01,155 --> 00:42:03,524 What do you think I am, a savage? 487 00:42:19,840 --> 00:42:22,743 I think you'd jump after me just for the hell of it. 488 00:42:33,421 --> 00:42:35,056 What the fuck? 489 00:42:36,257 --> 00:42:38,092 Come on, let's drink! 490 00:42:39,193 --> 00:42:40,561 Huh? 491 00:42:42,129 --> 00:42:44,432 Music. Let's dance. 492 00:42:44,565 --> 00:42:46,067 Music. 493 00:42:47,268 --> 00:42:48,202 Hey. 494 00:43:21,035 --> 00:43:23,304 Hey-oh, hey-oh! 495 00:44:10,619 --> 00:44:11,886 Hey. 496 00:44:12,621 --> 00:44:13,787 Mm. 497 00:44:16,357 --> 00:44:17,458 How did you sleep? 498 00:44:18,292 --> 00:44:21,262 As much as I don't mind the show, folks, 499 00:44:21,395 --> 00:44:23,831 my shit's kinda all fucked up right now. 500 00:44:25,666 --> 00:44:27,735 Allow a brother some peace. 501 00:44:28,903 --> 00:44:30,271 You're awake. 502 00:44:30,404 --> 00:44:32,039 I was meditating. 503 00:44:34,041 --> 00:44:38,547 Well, we've got that meeting with that record label guy in, like, two hours, okay? 504 00:44:38,679 --> 00:44:40,381 I think this is it. So... 505 00:44:40,848 --> 00:44:42,683 Come on. Let's not fuck this up. 506 00:44:42,816 --> 00:44:44,385 You don't want to fuck it up? 507 00:44:44,519 --> 00:44:45,819 Oh, well, shit. 508 00:44:45,953 --> 00:44:48,255 You should have said something sooner. 509 00:44:48,389 --> 00:44:49,591 I'll get on that ASAP. 510 00:44:53,562 --> 00:44:55,963 Uh, Sarah, dear... 511 00:44:56,096 --> 00:44:57,932 Afraid you did it all, babe. 512 00:44:58,065 --> 00:45:00,334 Oh, fuck me sideways. 513 00:45:00,834 --> 00:45:02,102 It's not good. 514 00:45:03,638 --> 00:45:05,206 You did all of it? 515 00:45:06,707 --> 00:45:07,908 All of it? 516 00:45:08,510 --> 00:45:09,810 What? 517 00:45:09,944 --> 00:45:12,746 Oh, come on, don't give me that face, bro. 518 00:45:14,481 --> 00:45:16,483 All of the '80s rockers... 519 00:45:16,951 --> 00:45:18,252 needed blow. 520 00:45:18,385 --> 00:45:21,422 They, they did a lot worse than blow, too. 521 00:45:23,090 --> 00:45:26,327 If you and me want to become legends, my friend, 522 00:45:26,860 --> 00:45:29,029 you must party like the legends. 523 00:45:29,163 --> 00:45:32,900 You and me are amateurs. 524 00:45:34,368 --> 00:45:35,436 The first degree. 525 00:45:44,912 --> 00:45:46,480 Here we go. 526 00:45:46,615 --> 00:45:48,782 No way. 527 00:45:50,851 --> 00:45:52,687 Don't you wanna be a legend? 528 00:45:52,820 --> 00:45:54,388 I wanna be a legend. 529 00:45:54,522 --> 00:45:55,590 Come on. 530 00:45:56,190 --> 00:45:57,925 Come join me in the deep end. 531 00:46:21,516 --> 00:46:22,416 Oh! 532 00:46:44,606 --> 00:46:46,006 Who's Sarah? 533 00:46:51,178 --> 00:46:53,113 Uh, Sarah, she, I don't... 534 00:46:54,982 --> 00:46:56,685 What do you mean? She was... 535 00:46:57,752 --> 00:47:00,454 She was close with the band. She was... 536 00:47:03,490 --> 00:47:05,025 Glorified groupie, 537 00:47:05,159 --> 00:47:07,729 it's probably the best way to describe Sarah. 538 00:47:07,861 --> 00:47:09,396 Glorified groupie? 539 00:47:11,566 --> 00:47:13,267 She was your girlfriend? 540 00:47:16,538 --> 00:47:17,605 Chris, would you-- 541 00:47:18,807 --> 00:47:21,810 Look, when you're in a rock band, you don't really have labels 542 00:47:21,942 --> 00:47:25,479 on girlfriend and boyfriend, okay? It was just how it was. 543 00:47:27,247 --> 00:47:29,016 Well, yes. If you want to say that, 544 00:47:29,149 --> 00:47:30,552 yes, she was my girlfriend. 545 00:47:30,685 --> 00:47:32,687 You know about all my other ex-boyfriends. 546 00:47:32,821 --> 00:47:34,421 You never told me about Sarah. 547 00:47:35,089 --> 00:47:37,358 Because it doesn't fucking matter, that's why. 548 00:47:37,858 --> 00:47:40,894 To be honest, I don't give a fuck about your ex-boyfriends, okay? 549 00:47:41,028 --> 00:47:43,230 It doesn't matter. What matters is us now. 550 00:47:43,364 --> 00:47:47,334 It matters because she was part of your life and you and Ian-- 551 00:47:47,468 --> 00:47:49,804 Emphasis on the "was part" of my life. 552 00:47:49,937 --> 00:47:51,405 Why is Ian here? 553 00:47:51,539 --> 00:47:54,274 I have no fucking idea why he's here. 554 00:47:55,109 --> 00:47:58,479 You have as much information as I do. I don't know why he turned up. 555 00:47:58,613 --> 00:48:00,648 I haven't seen the fucking guy in six years. 556 00:48:00,782 --> 00:48:02,717 You don't tell me anything. I'm in the dark. 557 00:48:02,851 --> 00:48:04,519 And he just suddenly shows up on my doorstep... 558 00:48:04,652 --> 00:48:06,186 What do you mean don't tell you anything? 559 00:48:06,320 --> 00:48:09,156 -I tell you everything. -Who is Sarah? 560 00:48:11,559 --> 00:48:13,894 I didn't even know anything about Ian. 561 00:48:18,432 --> 00:48:20,934 You don't want to know anything about Ian. 562 00:48:21,669 --> 00:48:23,203 He's not a good person. 563 00:48:24,238 --> 00:48:25,973 And I don't wanna tell you because 564 00:48:26,106 --> 00:48:28,175 I wanna protect you from that. 565 00:48:30,712 --> 00:48:33,013 Keeping secrets from me is not protecting me. 566 00:48:33,147 --> 00:48:34,982 You know I was in a band. 567 00:48:36,483 --> 00:48:37,384 Okay? 568 00:48:39,821 --> 00:48:42,624 -You never answered my question. -That's no secret. 569 00:48:43,490 --> 00:48:45,459 What kind of stuff did you guys do? 570 00:48:45,894 --> 00:48:47,161 Jesus Christ. 571 00:48:47,896 --> 00:48:49,697 -I want to know. -We played music. 572 00:48:51,666 --> 00:48:53,100 Don't be a smart-ass. 573 00:48:58,439 --> 00:48:59,406 Okay. 574 00:49:00,508 --> 00:49:03,778 We did everything a normal band does. 575 00:49:04,646 --> 00:49:06,980 Okay, you want to know? I'll fucking tell you. 576 00:49:07,114 --> 00:49:08,850 We drank, we partied. 577 00:49:08,982 --> 00:49:10,317 We fucked girls. 578 00:49:10,451 --> 00:49:11,753 We did drugs, we did everything. 579 00:49:11,886 --> 00:49:14,154 But it doesn't matter. I was fucking 19, Chris. 580 00:49:14,288 --> 00:49:16,356 -Come on. -Get your hands off me. 581 00:49:17,224 --> 00:49:19,493 Look, I'm not-- I'm sorry. Baby, I'm sorry. 582 00:49:19,627 --> 00:49:22,396 -Baby, baby, baby, come here. -Stop. 583 00:49:25,199 --> 00:49:26,601 Baby, I didn't mean this. 584 00:49:33,575 --> 00:49:35,543 Chris, it was, it was in the past. 585 00:49:35,677 --> 00:49:39,012 It was my old life. I was fucking what, 19? 586 00:49:40,247 --> 00:49:42,917 Does it matter, Chris? I mean-- Come on. 587 00:49:43,417 --> 00:49:44,953 I started a new life with you. 588 00:49:45,085 --> 00:49:46,754 That's, that's what fucking matters. 589 00:49:46,888 --> 00:49:48,590 Why did you come back? 590 00:49:48,723 --> 00:49:50,592 Jesus Christ. You knew I was in a band. 591 00:49:50,725 --> 00:49:52,627 What the fuck did you think was happening, huh? 592 00:49:52,760 --> 00:49:55,128 I don't know, Josh, up until five minutes ago, 593 00:49:55,262 --> 00:49:57,231 you never told me you've done cocaine! 594 00:49:58,098 --> 00:50:02,002 Or that Ian was spiraling out of control, that you're even a part of it. 595 00:50:02,369 --> 00:50:04,772 Chris, please, just, just come sit next to me, please. 596 00:50:04,906 --> 00:50:07,140 - Let's talk. Just talk this... - You haven't even told me anything! 597 00:50:07,274 --> 00:50:08,810 Just talk to me, please. 598 00:50:08,943 --> 00:50:10,712 How long did you live with her? 599 00:50:13,581 --> 00:50:15,683 - Why, why does it matter how... - I want to know 600 00:50:15,817 --> 00:50:18,252 how long did you fucking live with her? 601 00:50:25,225 --> 00:50:26,895 I, I don't remember, it-- 602 00:50:27,629 --> 00:50:29,296 I don't remember, Chris. It was, it was-- 603 00:50:29,429 --> 00:50:32,099 I don't know, two years on and off maybe. 604 00:50:33,701 --> 00:50:34,636 Two years? 605 00:50:43,410 --> 00:50:45,178 I'm gonna-- 606 00:50:45,312 --> 00:50:47,582 I'm gonna make dinner for you and... 607 00:50:48,081 --> 00:50:49,951 your best friend and his... 608 00:50:50,083 --> 00:50:51,218 whatever. 609 00:50:52,720 --> 00:50:53,888 And when I'm done... 610 00:50:54,454 --> 00:50:57,025 we're gonna sit down and you will tell me all of it. 611 00:50:59,159 --> 00:51:00,394 All of it. 612 00:51:18,846 --> 00:51:20,447 You gotta tell him, Ian. 613 00:51:22,382 --> 00:51:23,851 What if he's tripping? 614 00:51:24,786 --> 00:51:25,787 Yeah. 615 00:51:26,186 --> 00:51:27,822 Uh, I know. 616 00:51:31,025 --> 00:51:32,492 So go do it. 617 00:51:34,862 --> 00:51:35,763 Yeah. 618 00:51:36,731 --> 00:51:37,665 Yeah. 619 00:51:44,271 --> 00:51:45,405 Oh, my goodness. 620 00:51:45,540 --> 00:51:46,874 Come in. 621 00:51:49,276 --> 00:51:50,812 -This way. -I just walk? 622 00:51:50,945 --> 00:51:52,145 Mm-hmm. 623 00:51:54,048 --> 00:51:55,583 This way. 624 00:51:59,252 --> 00:52:00,922 Oh, oh. Oh... 625 00:52:01,055 --> 00:52:02,757 - What was that? - Sit down. 626 00:52:07,327 --> 00:52:08,997 Wait, can I take this thing off now? 627 00:52:09,129 --> 00:52:10,565 No, no, no, no, no. 628 00:52:10,698 --> 00:52:12,900 Ah, it's been on my face for like, half an hour. 629 00:52:13,034 --> 00:52:14,869 It's meant to be a surprise. 630 00:52:15,502 --> 00:52:17,905 Okay, but I don't want to keep it on much longer. 631 00:52:18,039 --> 00:52:19,807 Okay. Okay. 632 00:52:19,941 --> 00:52:21,542 The best thought. Mm. 633 00:52:21,676 --> 00:52:23,711 - Okay, okay, I'm taking it off now. 634 00:52:32,319 --> 00:52:34,622 Ian, what the fuck is this place? 635 00:52:37,391 --> 00:52:39,292 I think the better question is, 636 00:52:40,595 --> 00:52:42,697 "What's inside this box?" 637 00:52:45,867 --> 00:52:46,934 Ian... 638 00:52:51,405 --> 00:52:53,440 Uh, I mean... 639 00:53:00,213 --> 00:53:02,282 - Keys? - Yeah. 640 00:53:02,416 --> 00:53:04,284 One for you, one for me. 641 00:53:04,418 --> 00:53:05,687 To this place. 642 00:53:06,821 --> 00:53:08,188 I bought it. 643 00:53:11,425 --> 00:53:12,660 Can you afford this? 644 00:53:12,794 --> 00:53:14,862 Who cares? It's our home, babe. 645 00:53:16,097 --> 00:53:17,665 Yeah. 646 00:53:23,270 --> 00:53:24,438 No? 647 00:53:25,840 --> 00:53:27,141 You don't like it. 648 00:53:27,274 --> 00:53:28,743 Ah, fuck. You don't like it. 649 00:53:28,876 --> 00:53:31,311 -I mean, it's just... -I knew it. 650 00:53:31,746 --> 00:53:32,814 I knew it. 651 00:53:32,947 --> 00:53:33,948 You hate it. 652 00:53:35,183 --> 00:53:36,117 It's... 653 00:53:36,584 --> 00:53:38,152 I should have asked you first. 654 00:53:38,285 --> 00:53:39,854 ...big, I guess. 655 00:53:43,356 --> 00:53:44,959 Hey, hey. 656 00:53:48,963 --> 00:53:50,531 Shut up. I love it, okay? 657 00:53:50,665 --> 00:53:52,066 -You do? -Yeah, I do. 658 00:53:52,200 --> 00:53:53,634 -For real? -For real. 659 00:54:05,613 --> 00:54:08,015 Where's my fucking shit? 660 00:54:08,649 --> 00:54:10,317 Where have you put it? 661 00:54:10,450 --> 00:54:12,520 Where have you fucking put it? 662 00:54:12,653 --> 00:54:14,622 Goddammit, Sarah! Stop! 663 00:54:14,756 --> 00:54:16,524 Get the fuck away from me! 664 00:54:17,290 --> 00:54:19,426 -No. -Get the-- Give it back! 665 00:54:19,894 --> 00:54:22,597 You-- this is what you want? 666 00:54:24,766 --> 00:54:27,334 Goddamn it, Sarah! 667 00:54:28,435 --> 00:54:30,138 Stop! Stop this! 668 00:54:30,270 --> 00:54:32,039 Stop this insanity! 669 00:54:33,207 --> 00:54:34,742 You want insanity? 670 00:54:36,944 --> 00:54:38,513 I can give you insanity. 671 00:54:38,646 --> 00:54:40,648 You'd have to be here to take it, but... 672 00:54:41,149 --> 00:54:42,717 I can give you insanity. 673 00:54:43,316 --> 00:54:44,552 Stop. 674 00:54:45,285 --> 00:54:46,486 Stop this. 675 00:54:46,621 --> 00:54:48,388 What do you want me to stop? 676 00:54:48,523 --> 00:54:51,025 Waiting for you? Fucking waiting for you? 677 00:54:52,894 --> 00:54:56,463 I've been waiting for you every fucking day! 678 00:54:57,965 --> 00:54:58,966 Fucking... 679 00:55:00,268 --> 00:55:01,636 You know what? 680 00:55:02,603 --> 00:55:04,772 If you're so tired of sitting there... 681 00:55:05,472 --> 00:55:07,241 then leave. 682 00:55:07,374 --> 00:55:09,577 Get out. There's the door. 683 00:55:09,710 --> 00:55:10,477 Huh? 684 00:55:10,611 --> 00:55:13,147 There are no bars, no chains, 685 00:55:13,281 --> 00:55:18,019 no fucking locks that you don't have the fucking keys to, huh? 686 00:55:18,385 --> 00:55:21,354 You're so bored, get up and leave! 687 00:55:21,488 --> 00:55:24,659 Every day, I'm working! 688 00:55:24,792 --> 00:55:27,895 -Killing myself for you! -Right. 689 00:55:28,029 --> 00:55:29,030 For us! 690 00:55:29,429 --> 00:55:31,331 And what, what are you doing? 691 00:55:31,464 --> 00:55:35,670 -Sitting there, turning your veins black! -Get off me! 692 00:55:35,803 --> 00:55:39,674 Putting spots on your liver, holes in your nose! 693 00:55:40,975 --> 00:55:42,610 I'm disgusted! 694 00:55:51,919 --> 00:55:54,822 You wouldn't have any of this if it wasn't for me. 695 00:55:56,023 --> 00:55:57,124 None of it. 696 00:55:57,258 --> 00:55:58,726 No music. 697 00:55:58,860 --> 00:56:01,596 You wouldn't have your fucking big stage. None of it. 698 00:56:02,129 --> 00:56:03,030 None of it. 699 00:56:03,731 --> 00:56:05,833 And then you tell me to fucking leave? 700 00:56:07,201 --> 00:56:08,736 Right. Big move, babe. 701 00:56:08,870 --> 00:56:10,104 Big move. 702 00:56:10,972 --> 00:56:12,506 Big fucking move. 703 00:56:20,581 --> 00:56:23,017 Where's my shit? Where did you put my shit? 704 00:56:25,152 --> 00:56:26,220 Fuck. 705 00:56:29,657 --> 00:56:30,992 Sarah... 706 00:56:31,125 --> 00:56:33,060 I'm nothing! 707 00:56:33,194 --> 00:56:34,461 Sarah... 708 00:57:12,266 --> 00:57:13,567 All right. 709 00:57:17,405 --> 00:57:22,376 So, Chris, aside from your amazing domestic skills, 710 00:57:22,777 --> 00:57:25,813 um, what are you into? 711 00:57:28,549 --> 00:57:29,850 Uh... 712 00:57:30,651 --> 00:57:32,286 I'm a respiratory therapist. 713 00:57:32,420 --> 00:57:33,754 -Oh, awesome. -Mm-hmm. 714 00:57:33,888 --> 00:57:36,324 I learned CPR when I was a junior lifeguard. 715 00:57:36,456 --> 00:57:37,725 Good for you. 716 00:57:38,326 --> 00:57:41,228 What? Can you not fathom someone being interested 717 00:57:41,362 --> 00:57:42,697 in my boring career? 718 00:57:43,831 --> 00:57:45,866 I'm very interested in your career. 719 00:57:52,273 --> 00:57:55,109 What, what exactly does a respiratory therapist do? 720 00:57:55,543 --> 00:57:59,080 I, uh, think it's like Kundalini yoga or something. 721 00:57:59,213 --> 00:58:00,181 I don't know. 722 00:58:03,284 --> 00:58:04,484 I, uh... 723 00:58:04,618 --> 00:58:05,987 I love yoga. 724 00:58:09,457 --> 00:58:10,624 That's great. 725 00:58:22,870 --> 00:58:25,006 Can we do yoga sometime? 726 00:58:30,411 --> 00:58:31,746 Sorry, just... 727 00:58:36,550 --> 00:58:39,787 I have never had chicken this good. 728 00:58:42,189 --> 00:58:43,190 Cheers, guys. 729 00:58:44,225 --> 00:58:45,159 Ha-ha. 730 00:58:56,270 --> 00:58:57,238 Baby. 731 00:58:57,371 --> 00:58:59,140 Don't "baby" me. 732 00:59:06,714 --> 00:59:08,349 So she slept with him? 733 00:59:08,482 --> 00:59:09,717 What? 734 00:59:11,218 --> 00:59:12,186 Why don't we just... 735 00:59:12,686 --> 00:59:13,988 No. Stop. 736 00:59:15,623 --> 00:59:17,191 That's why you left LA. 737 00:59:17,324 --> 00:59:20,094 Because she cheated on you with your best friend. 738 00:59:24,665 --> 00:59:27,368 I don't get it. So you're mad because 739 00:59:27,501 --> 00:59:29,637 I left LA and met you again? 740 00:59:29,770 --> 00:59:31,272 Come on, that's ridiculous. 741 00:59:31,405 --> 00:59:33,174 No, you're ridiculous. 742 00:59:34,375 --> 00:59:35,743 What was I to you then? 743 00:59:35,876 --> 00:59:38,245 A rebound, a distraction? 744 00:59:39,113 --> 00:59:41,615 You asked me to marry you, and I said, yes. 745 00:59:42,383 --> 00:59:44,652 But you were never able to tell me that you left LA 746 00:59:44,785 --> 00:59:45,953 because someone you loved broke your heart. 747 00:59:46,087 --> 00:59:47,688 Because it was in the past, Chris. 748 00:59:47,822 --> 00:59:49,023 It was years ago, okay? 749 00:59:49,156 --> 00:59:50,791 Why does it matter why I left LA? 750 00:59:50,925 --> 00:59:52,359 It matters because there was someone in your past 751 00:59:52,493 --> 00:59:55,329 that you loved more than anything else in the world. 752 00:59:56,297 --> 00:59:58,699 -Probably more than me. -Come on. 753 00:59:59,934 --> 01:00:01,202 You never told me. 754 01:00:02,837 --> 01:00:05,806 Don't act like you don't understand, because I figured it out. 755 01:00:05,940 --> 01:00:07,441 Why you left your music career behind. 756 01:00:07,576 --> 01:00:08,609 Why you left your band behind 757 01:00:08,742 --> 01:00:09,944 and why you left Ian behind. 758 01:00:10,077 --> 01:00:11,979 Why you left your whole life behind. 759 01:00:12,813 --> 01:00:15,616 Not because he got more famous than you, because that would actually help your band, 760 01:00:15,749 --> 01:00:17,251 but it was because 761 01:00:17,384 --> 01:00:19,820 some slut Sarah 762 01:00:19,954 --> 01:00:22,256 slept with your best friend behind your back! 763 01:00:22,389 --> 01:00:23,424 Don't-- 764 01:00:23,824 --> 01:00:25,926 Don't call her a slut. 765 01:00:27,596 --> 01:00:28,696 What? 766 01:00:30,898 --> 01:00:32,199 Thank you, Ian, 767 01:00:32,333 --> 01:00:33,801 for coming and bringing the truth with you 768 01:00:33,934 --> 01:00:35,870 because this coward was never going to. 769 01:00:39,707 --> 01:00:41,308 So is that slut... 770 01:00:41,675 --> 01:00:43,043 going to be my next surprise visitor? 771 01:00:43,177 --> 01:00:45,646 I said don't call her a slut! 772 01:00:48,449 --> 01:00:51,218 We were never happy like you two were. 773 01:00:53,821 --> 01:00:57,592 I can still remember you guys' faces when you were together. 774 01:00:58,092 --> 01:01:00,595 You guys were happy 775 01:01:00,728 --> 01:01:02,263 in a way that I never was, 776 01:01:02,396 --> 01:01:03,797 in a way that me and Sarah never were. 777 01:01:03,931 --> 01:01:05,666 Get to the point, Ian. 778 01:01:06,066 --> 01:01:07,968 As time went on... 779 01:01:09,203 --> 01:01:10,171 she got... 780 01:01:10,639 --> 01:01:11,906 darker, heavier. 781 01:01:12,039 --> 01:01:14,074 It wasn't just the blow anymore! 782 01:01:15,042 --> 01:01:16,545 I would come home... 783 01:01:17,044 --> 01:01:19,780 from being on tour for days, sometimes weeks... 784 01:01:20,214 --> 01:01:22,449 and she wouldn't be there. 785 01:01:23,083 --> 01:01:25,920 And I would sit and I would wait for her. 786 01:01:26,555 --> 01:01:29,156 And sometimes she came home and sometimes she didn't. 787 01:01:29,290 --> 01:01:32,459 And I would leave as if everything was okay. 788 01:01:34,929 --> 01:01:36,830 I can still picture 789 01:01:36,964 --> 01:01:39,700 her laying on that floor every single day. 790 01:01:43,638 --> 01:01:44,805 I got home... 791 01:01:44,939 --> 01:01:47,041 they were both gone. 792 01:01:48,342 --> 01:01:49,276 Who? 793 01:01:49,777 --> 01:01:51,145 - I was on tour. - Who? 794 01:01:51,278 --> 01:01:53,214 It wasn't my fault. 795 01:01:53,747 --> 01:01:56,116 She was fucking pregnant, Josh. 796 01:01:56,717 --> 01:01:58,687 She was fucking pregnant 797 01:01:58,819 --> 01:02:00,821 and she was shooting dope! 798 01:02:02,056 --> 01:02:03,857 I was on tour. 799 01:02:04,291 --> 01:02:05,993 I didn't know! 800 01:02:06,561 --> 01:02:09,463 I came home, to the house... 801 01:02:13,167 --> 01:02:15,302 I'm so fucking sorry. 802 01:02:15,436 --> 01:02:17,071 What are you saying? 803 01:02:19,273 --> 01:02:21,543 I'm so fucking sorry, Josh. 804 01:02:21,676 --> 01:02:23,344 -What the fuck are you saying? -I'm sorry! 805 01:02:23,477 --> 01:02:24,878 Fuck. 806 01:02:27,948 --> 01:02:29,517 She's dead, man. 807 01:02:39,193 --> 01:02:40,761 - Stop! - Go away! 808 01:02:55,710 --> 01:02:57,244 You said you'd protect her! 809 01:03:09,156 --> 01:03:10,491 I'm sorry, man. 810 01:04:14,254 --> 01:04:16,857 You said she was your hourglass. 811 01:04:21,328 --> 01:04:23,931 You told me you had no guide without her. 812 01:04:31,338 --> 01:04:33,273 The glass broke, man. 813 01:04:37,812 --> 01:04:39,614 The glass fucking broke. 814 01:05:02,035 --> 01:05:04,506 You take care of yourself now, yeah? 815 01:05:30,532 --> 01:05:34,301 ♪ All these places ♪ 816 01:05:34,903 --> 01:05:38,972 ♪ You never knew He hoped inside ♪ 817 01:05:39,874 --> 01:05:42,209 ♪ I don't ♪ 818 01:05:42,744 --> 01:05:44,244 What can I get for you? 819 01:05:45,847 --> 01:05:47,214 Uh... 820 01:05:47,582 --> 01:05:48,949 Get me a water. 821 01:05:53,253 --> 01:05:55,690 The future's now. The future's right now. 822 01:05:55,824 --> 01:05:56,891 That's incredible... 823 01:05:57,024 --> 01:05:58,793 Did you know that, uh, 824 01:05:58,927 --> 01:06:00,260 Ian would be here? 825 01:06:00,394 --> 01:06:01,995 There's no way he's gonna be here. 826 01:06:02,129 --> 01:06:03,964 -Why not? -Why are you so negative? 827 01:06:04,097 --> 01:06:05,900 -Because he's not gonna be here. Look at this place. -I told, I told-- 828 01:06:43,638 --> 01:06:45,405 Here's a song I wrote. 829 01:06:48,075 --> 01:06:50,077 I really hope you all like it. 830 01:07:26,480 --> 01:07:29,283 ♪ Going up a restless road ♪ 831 01:07:29,416 --> 01:07:32,052 ♪ You're thankful ♪ 832 01:07:34,589 --> 01:07:40,093 ♪ Even though a kraken has erupted ♪ 833 01:07:43,297 --> 01:07:47,100 ♪ My contagious, yeah ♪ 834 01:07:47,234 --> 01:07:50,672 ♪ I keep seeing her ♪ 835 01:07:51,104 --> 01:07:56,644 ♪ Then I shine my eyes and run, yeah ♪ 836 01:08:15,797 --> 01:08:21,636 ♪ Can they rest in peace the stakes I own ♪ 837 01:08:23,771 --> 01:08:29,142 ♪ Never were to feel contention ♪ 838 01:08:31,813 --> 01:08:36,084 ♪ Are you the truth in me? ♪ 839 01:08:36,216 --> 01:08:39,554 ♪ Yes, some degree ♪ 840 01:08:40,088 --> 01:08:45,225 ♪ You were the cost of my past laughter ♪ 841 01:08:48,563 --> 01:08:53,601 ♪ So shine a spotlight on my soul ♪ 842 01:08:56,236 --> 01:09:01,408 ♪ Let desperate demons take control ♪ 843 01:09:04,746 --> 01:09:10,150 ♪ So shine a spotlight on my soul ♪ 844 01:09:12,587 --> 01:09:18,258 ♪ And let desperate demons take control ♪ 845 01:09:21,161 --> 01:09:26,433 ♪ Today I am loved ♪ 846 01:09:28,803 --> 01:09:34,207 ♪ I wanna stay awake forever ♪ 847 01:09:37,078 --> 01:09:40,581 ♪ As the angels do it ♪ 848 01:09:41,149 --> 01:09:44,819 ♪ Yeah, I'm so relieved ♪ 849 01:09:46,521 --> 01:09:51,726 ♪ Yeah, I'm so relieved ♪