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Hi. Is Professor Jacobs home?

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- He's on his way.
- Then I'll wait.

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[gasps]

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[Elizabeth] <i>There's this room
here at the church</i>

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<i>that we've turned
into a nursery,</i>

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and I can't think of anyone

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who would be better
helping me to get it
up and going than you.

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[Lillian] Aw.
Well, I'm honored.

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The last time she ran away,
it was to Paris.

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You're forgetting the time
when I was sick.

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Mom? Dad?

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- [Ryan] Something's wrong.
- Pregnancy hormones.

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- He hurt you?
- No.

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- Is he here?
- No, Ryan.

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Tim. Whoa!

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[theme song playing]

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<i>♪ 'Cause life has a way
Of pulling us under ♪</i>

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<i>♪ But we'll stick it out ♪</i>

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{\an8}<i>♪ If we got each other ♪</i>

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{\an8}<i>♪ When it all feels too much ♪</i>

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{\an8}<i>♪ I know you'll come running
For me ♪</i>

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{\an8}<i>♪ Through the highs and lows
We'll find our way home ♪</i>

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{\an8}<i>♪ Family ♪</i>

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{\an8}<i>♪ Oh, oh, oh ♪</i>

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{\an8}<i>♪ Family ♪</i>

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It's my fault he's dead.

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If I hadn't offered
to drive him home that night...

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What happened that night
wasn't your fault, Ashley.

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[sniffles]

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{\an8}They brought us in
at the same time.

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{\an8}They wheeled us both
into surgery,

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{\an8}and you were
the only doctor on call.

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{\an8}You had to choose.

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{\an8}No.

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{\an8}There was no choice to be made.

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{\an8}If I wasn't your daughter--

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{\an8}You were
six months pregnant,

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{\an8}and in critical condition.

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If I hadn't been
the one on that gurney.

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It wouldn't have mattered.

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I made the same call
any doctor would have made.

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He deserved to live.

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[John] You both
deserved to live.

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All three of you
deserved to live.

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[sobbing]

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He's a better person than me.

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{\an8}The accident happened
a month after I got home
from Paris.

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{\an8}I was alone,
and I was pregnant.

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{\an8}I wouldn't have even
been there to drive him

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{\an8}if I hadn't made
such terrible choices.

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{\an8}You've been through
so much, Ashley,

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{\an8}and, yes,
you've made mistakes,

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{\an8}but your heart is pure.

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You don't know that, Mom.

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You don't know
everything I've done.

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I don't need to know.

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[sighs]

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{\an8}Honey, guilt feels terrible.

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It is a heavy burden
to bear.

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It's numbing,
it's consuming.

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And it protects us

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{\an8}from the even more
overwhelming feeling of...

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Of helplessness.

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You didn't survive that night
because of me,

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and he didn't die that night
because of you.

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The longer you allow yourself
to wallow in the guilt,

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the longer you avoid
dealing with what's real,

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grief and sadness.

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Ashley, you cannot
move beyond this

70
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until you find the courage
to allow yourself to just...

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feel.

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[sobbing]

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We love you.

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Love you, honey.

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{\an8}- Can I ask you a question?
- I guess.

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{\an8}You a man of faith?

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{\an8}I'm a man of action.

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{\an8}Jesus was a man of action.

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{\an8}His actions
were like earthquakes,

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{\an8}shaking and rumbling
through cities.

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{\an8}He was a guy who knew
how to get his message across.

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{\an8}But it was difficult

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{\an8}'cause not everybody
believed in him.

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{\an8}A lot of people thought
he was crazy.

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I always related to that.

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A guy who wants something
so desperately, so badly,

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and yet, life just keeps
getting in the way.

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That's why you have to take
the things you want.

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[Ryan] Taking's easy.

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Earning,

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earning what you want,
that's what will make
people respect you.

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That's what
makes people love you.

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He's right. If you want
Angela to love you,

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then you have to earn
that love.

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You have to show her
that you're not the man
that Tim was to her.

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It's too late now.

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She's gone,

98
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and I'm never
gonna get her back

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because your husband
is a liar and a cheater.

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And you'll be a murderer.

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- I've already--
- [Ryan] Already what?

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Sat in the living room
with two people

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and talked about
God and love?

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[Kari] You haven't done
anything wrong.

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Not yet.

106
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You can still
walk out that door.

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[Ryan] Come on, man, you want
to be a man of action, right?

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Ask yourself
would you really be happy
if you were with Angela?

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Something tells me
you'd still feel

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the same resentment,
the same anger.

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'Cause you can't
be happy with somebody else

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if you haven't even
accepted yourself.

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I know you're in pain,

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but I see
strength in you, too.

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The kind of strength
it takes to look inward,

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ask yourself
the hard questions,

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kind of strength it takes
to be a real man of action.

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You can be that man.

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All you have to do
is walk out the door.

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[door opens]

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[door closes]

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- [sighs]
- You okay?

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You okay?

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[gunshots]

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Hold on.

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Wait, Kari.

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[Kari shrieks]

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[gasping]

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It's okay. I'm here.

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- Okay, what's up?
- Gunshot wound to the abdomen.

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- Victim was unresponsive
in the field.
- Okay.

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[Brooke] Tim,
we got you, man.

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Patient's tachycardiac.

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Call the blood bank.
Activate massive
transfusion protocol.

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O.R. prepped? Let's go.

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- [Kari grunts]
- Whoa, Kari. You okay?

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I'm gonna get a medic.
Hey. Hey, I need a doctor.

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Hey. Hey, she needs help.

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You'll be all right.

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[door opens]

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[man on TV]
<i>Better stay in your seat,
because coming up,</i>

142
00:09:06,673 --> 00:09:07,841
<i>we're gonna go through
all the highlights of
this week's biggest games.</i>

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- [TV switches off]
- Hey.

144
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Hey, Mom.

145
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Hey, Ash.

146
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- Hey.
- [cell phone ringing]

147
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Oh, it's Brooke.

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Hey. What's up?

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[Brooke] <i>Dad, listen.
Tim and Kari just came in
to the hospital.</i>

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<i>Tim was shot,
and Kari is in labor.</i>

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<i>He's in surgery,
and they're moving her
into a room.</i>

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<i>Can you come right now?</i>

153
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Okay. We're on our way.

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[doctor] One, two, three.

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[doctor] Charging. Set.

156
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[doctor] Charging. Set.

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[breathing heavily]

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[door opens]

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Kari.

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Oh, Kari.

161
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Good. Good, keep breathing.

162
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That's it. You're gonna
be fine, sweetheart.

163
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You are gonna be fine.

164
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I'm gonna go check on Tim.

165
00:10:21,706 --> 00:10:24,584
It's okay, honey.
I'm here now.

166
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It's okay.
It's gonna be okay.

167
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It's gonna be okay.

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[gunshot]

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[breathing heavily]

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[Kari shrieks]

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[Kari shuddering]

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00:11:08,086 --> 00:11:09,712
[Tim coughing]

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Yeah, someone's been shot.
We need an ambulance
right away.

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You're okay.

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- I'm sorry.
- [Kari] Stop.

176
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You're gonna be all right.

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You're the greatest gift
God ever gave me.

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Please hold on.

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- I love you, Kari.
- I love you, too.

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Please tell our baby
that I love her.

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- [breathing heavily]
- That's it, Kari.

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That's it, honey.

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Just breathe.

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That's it.

185
00:12:00,805 --> 00:12:01,890
No.

186
00:12:05,226 --> 00:12:06,895
[sobbing]

187
00:12:32,212 --> 00:12:34,380
- You okay, Kari?
- Yeah.

188
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- It's just a lot.
- I know.

189
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But they're easy
at this age, you know.

190
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I mean, either she's hungry

191
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or she needs
to be changed.

192
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Or she should be sleeping.

193
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You should be sleeping.

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[crying]

195
00:12:53,441 --> 00:12:54,901
It's okay.

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00:12:54,901 --> 00:12:55,860
[doorbell rings]

197
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I'll go get that.

198
00:12:59,155 --> 00:13:00,573
Here, go to Mommy.

199
00:13:02,909 --> 00:13:05,495
There. There you go.

200
00:13:14,963 --> 00:13:17,590
Aw. Okay.

201
00:13:17,590 --> 00:13:19,133
You're okay, Jessie.

202
00:13:22,011 --> 00:13:23,555
There you go.

203
00:13:24,389 --> 00:13:26,015
Just wanna lay down?

204
00:13:26,683 --> 00:13:27,767
It's a delivery.

205
00:13:48,496 --> 00:13:50,832
[Kari sighs]

206
00:13:50,832 --> 00:13:52,458
He found it.

207
00:13:55,545 --> 00:13:58,089
- He sent you a cake.
- [Kari] It's our
honeymoon cake.

208
00:14:00,133 --> 00:14:02,635
He must have
sent it before...

209
00:14:21,279 --> 00:14:24,198
<i>- How's Kari?</i>
- [Luke] She's good. Yeah.

210
00:14:24,198 --> 00:14:26,618
I mean, as good
as she can be, I guess.

211
00:14:26,618 --> 00:14:29,078
- Just one day at a time.
<i>- Yeah.</i>

212
00:14:30,955 --> 00:14:33,541
Uh-oh. Here, hold on,
check this out.

213
00:14:36,502 --> 00:14:40,298
<i>Luke? Uh, hello?</i>

214
00:14:41,132 --> 00:14:42,592
Ta-da!

215
00:14:42,592 --> 00:14:44,260
<i>- Oh.</i>
- What do you think?

216
00:14:44,260 --> 00:14:46,054
<i>It's so... So tacky.</i>

217
00:14:46,054 --> 00:14:47,472
Then you'll love this.
Hold on.

218
00:14:49,682 --> 00:14:51,309
[laughing] <i>Oh, my.</i>

219
00:14:51,309 --> 00:14:53,936
<i>Yeah, definitely...
Definitely suits you.</i>

220
00:14:56,606 --> 00:14:58,900
<i>- I really miss you, Luke.</i>
- What's wrong?

221
00:14:58,900 --> 00:15:00,401
Too cold in New York?

222
00:15:00,401 --> 00:15:04,155
<i>It's too cold,
it's too loud,
it's too lonely.</i>

223
00:15:05,782 --> 00:15:06,699
<i>You know, I'm already
at my grandparents'.</i>

224
00:15:06,699 --> 00:15:08,284
<i>I probably shouldn't
keep them waiting.</i>

225
00:15:08,284 --> 00:15:09,827
Yeah. Yeah, no,
it's all--

226
00:15:09,827 --> 00:15:12,288
Uh, it's all good.
I'll, um...

227
00:15:12,288 --> 00:15:13,998
I'll give you a call
after things settle down.

228
00:15:14,832 --> 00:15:16,209
<i>Okay.</i>

229
00:15:16,209 --> 00:15:18,836
<i>Hey, Luke, I, um...</i>

230
00:15:20,296 --> 00:15:21,464
[laughing]

231
00:15:22,548 --> 00:15:23,591
Yeah?

232
00:15:24,926 --> 00:15:26,594
<i>I...</i>

233
00:15:26,594 --> 00:15:27,929
<i>I love you.</i>

234
00:15:30,348 --> 00:15:31,557
I love you, too.

235
00:15:31,557 --> 00:15:34,227
<i>Yeah. Okay, bye.</i>

236
00:15:34,227 --> 00:15:36,813
Yeah, I love you.
Okay, bye. Love you.

237
00:15:36,813 --> 00:15:38,147
Bye.

238
00:15:43,945 --> 00:15:47,907
Oh, this place
has really come alive.

239
00:15:47,907 --> 00:15:49,409
We did a good job,
didn't we?

240
00:15:49,409 --> 00:15:50,660
Yeah.

241
00:15:50,660 --> 00:15:53,162
Oh, this church
is so blessed to have you.

242
00:15:53,162 --> 00:15:54,580
Mmm.

243
00:15:56,874 --> 00:16:00,461
I wish you would stay.
Help me get the place
up and running.

244
00:16:00,461 --> 00:16:03,798
It's been a joy
working with you.
It always is.

245
00:16:03,798 --> 00:16:05,091
But I gotta move on.

246
00:16:05,091 --> 00:16:06,467
It's time now,
and I'm ready.

247
00:16:06,467 --> 00:16:07,885
That's the good news.

248
00:16:07,885 --> 00:16:10,012
I got a great offer
on the house
right off the bat,

249
00:16:10,012 --> 00:16:12,557
so I just, sort of,
took that as a sign,
you know.

250
00:16:13,641 --> 00:16:15,560
I understand.

251
00:16:15,560 --> 00:16:18,896
But I do want Colton's spirit
to live on here.

252
00:16:18,896 --> 00:16:21,733
He was such
a happy little guy, remember?

253
00:16:21,733 --> 00:16:23,025
I remember.

254
00:16:23,025 --> 00:16:24,902
So, I was up in the attic
cleaning stuff up,

255
00:16:24,902 --> 00:16:26,612
and look what I found.

256
00:16:26,612 --> 00:16:27,989
His favorites.

257
00:16:27,989 --> 00:16:31,033
- [laughing]
- Thank you.

258
00:16:31,033 --> 00:16:33,995
- The kids
are gonna love these.
- Oh, yeah.

259
00:16:33,995 --> 00:16:35,621
But you know what,
Elizabeth,

260
00:16:35,621 --> 00:16:38,082
just a few months ago,

261
00:16:38,082 --> 00:16:40,460
I couldn't get away
from this town fast enough,

262
00:16:40,460 --> 00:16:42,545
and never look back.

263
00:16:42,545 --> 00:16:45,715
But then, when we prayed
together, remember,

264
00:16:45,715 --> 00:16:47,175
I had such a healing.

265
00:16:48,634 --> 00:16:49,886
I really did.

266
00:16:49,886 --> 00:16:51,637
And now, looking back
doesn't seem like

267
00:16:51,637 --> 00:16:53,639
such a scary thing anymore.

268
00:16:53,639 --> 00:16:57,351
Well, I hope
you'll come visit us.

269
00:16:57,351 --> 00:17:00,646
And maybe Ashley
will be ready
to reconnect then.

270
00:17:00,646 --> 00:17:04,609
She can introduce you
to her little boy, Cole.

271
00:17:06,611 --> 00:17:09,322
- Cole?
- Yes.

272
00:17:09,322 --> 00:17:11,407
She named him after Colton.

273
00:17:13,618 --> 00:17:15,077
Oh.

274
00:17:18,498 --> 00:17:20,124
This was Colton's favorite.

275
00:17:20,124 --> 00:17:21,751
[laughing] Isn't he sweet?

276
00:17:24,420 --> 00:17:26,547
Don't you think
Cole should have him?

277
00:17:28,591 --> 00:17:30,134
Thank you.

278
00:17:30,134 --> 00:17:32,261
No. I'm gonna
kiss him goodbye first.

279
00:17:34,096 --> 00:17:35,306
Okay.

280
00:17:35,932 --> 00:17:37,183
Thank you.

281
00:17:37,183 --> 00:17:38,893
No, thank you.

282
00:17:40,853 --> 00:17:43,189
Oh, Elizabeth Baxter.

283
00:17:43,189 --> 00:17:44,941
You're the dearest.

284
00:17:53,157 --> 00:17:55,326
Erin. Hi.

285
00:17:56,786 --> 00:17:58,538
I barely heard you knock.

286
00:17:58,538 --> 00:18:00,915
I didn't wanna wake Jessie.

287
00:18:00,915 --> 00:18:04,043
I did just get her down
for a nap, finally.

288
00:18:05,336 --> 00:18:06,712
Sorry. Did you come
to see her?

289
00:18:06,712 --> 00:18:09,131
No, I came to see you.

290
00:18:09,131 --> 00:18:10,508
I brought you
some of the cookies

291
00:18:10,508 --> 00:18:12,176
that we made at Mom's
the other day.

292
00:18:13,052 --> 00:18:13,970
Thanks.

293
00:18:14,971 --> 00:18:16,264
We missed you.

294
00:18:16,264 --> 00:18:19,058
I know. I wanted to come.
I just...

295
00:18:21,018 --> 00:18:22,270
Can we sit for a second, Kari?

296
00:18:35,074 --> 00:18:36,659
I wanna be honest.

297
00:18:36,659 --> 00:18:39,120
I am here because Mom said

298
00:18:39,120 --> 00:18:42,123
that you aren't coming
to the Christmas tree
lighting tomorrow.

299
00:18:42,123 --> 00:18:45,877
[sighs] I'm sorry, I can't.

300
00:18:45,877 --> 00:18:49,088
I can't imagine how hard
this holiday season must be
without Tim.

301
00:18:50,631 --> 00:18:52,800
The thought of being
with everyone,

302
00:18:52,800 --> 00:18:55,720
trying to put on
a happy face,

303
00:18:55,720 --> 00:18:59,807
while still figuring out
how to manage alone
with Jessie,

304
00:18:59,807 --> 00:19:02,101
it's too much.

305
00:19:02,101 --> 00:19:04,854
But you're not alone.

306
00:19:04,854 --> 00:19:09,525
If you need to cry,
or if you need someone
to take Jessie,

307
00:19:09,525 --> 00:19:13,654
or even if you can
only manage being
around us for a little while,

308
00:19:13,654 --> 00:19:16,407
you and Jessie
are not alone.

309
00:19:16,407 --> 00:19:19,869
I don't want my sadness
to ruin everyone's holiday.

310
00:19:19,869 --> 00:19:22,580
We're your family, Kari.

311
00:19:22,580 --> 00:19:24,665
We love you unconditionally.

312
00:19:24,665 --> 00:19:28,294
And it fills our hearts
to know that we can be
here for you

313
00:19:28,294 --> 00:19:30,713
in your time
of pain and need.

314
00:19:30,713 --> 00:19:33,132
I know you'd do
the same for me.

315
00:19:39,972 --> 00:19:41,641
Please just think about it.

316
00:19:55,488 --> 00:19:56,864
These smell great.

317
00:19:56,864 --> 00:19:58,240
But, you know,
if you pulled
those out too late,

318
00:19:58,240 --> 00:20:00,451
they might lose
their chewy center.

319
00:20:00,451 --> 00:20:04,205
I don't give you pointers
for teaching kindergarten.

320
00:20:04,205 --> 00:20:06,123
Am I too late
for the tree lighting?

321
00:20:06,123 --> 00:20:08,417
No, you're exactly on time.

322
00:20:08,417 --> 00:20:11,087
I will go make sure
everyone's ready.

323
00:20:11,087 --> 00:20:12,672
Hey, thanks, honey.

324
00:20:13,464 --> 00:20:14,465
Mmm.

325
00:20:16,300 --> 00:20:18,552
You look nice.

326
00:20:18,552 --> 00:20:21,931
I'm glad to have
a few moments alone with you.

327
00:20:21,931 --> 00:20:26,936
I know there are some things
that have been very difficult
for you to talk about.

328
00:20:29,522 --> 00:20:30,898
I know.

329
00:20:32,358 --> 00:20:34,318
But I wanna try.

330
00:20:36,862 --> 00:20:40,366
Lillian came by
to the church today
to see the nursery,

331
00:20:40,366 --> 00:20:43,411
and she brought
some of Colton's old toys,

332
00:20:43,411 --> 00:20:46,288
so we have for the kids
when it's finished.

333
00:20:49,041 --> 00:20:50,918
She wanted Cole
to have this one.

334
00:20:50,918 --> 00:20:52,628
It was his favorite.

335
00:21:03,264 --> 00:21:05,016
Thanks, Mom.

336
00:21:09,687 --> 00:21:10,855
It's okay, honey.

337
00:21:12,815 --> 00:21:14,358
Thank you.

338
00:21:17,903 --> 00:21:23,409
Five, four,
three, two, one!

339
00:21:24,201 --> 00:21:25,911
[all cheering]

340
00:21:29,665 --> 00:21:33,461
<i>♪ Deck the halls
with boughs of holly ♪</i>

341
00:21:33,461 --> 00:21:35,755
- [doorbell ringing]
- I'll get it.

342
00:21:38,716 --> 00:21:40,134
Scooch over, guys.

343
00:21:43,054 --> 00:21:44,722
Good. Make sure
you all smile.

344
00:21:44,722 --> 00:21:46,015
All right, big smiles,
big smiles.

345
00:21:46,015 --> 00:21:47,600
- One, two.
- Kari.

346
00:21:47,600 --> 00:21:49,810
Perfect.

347
00:21:49,810 --> 00:21:52,021
[indistinct chatter]

348
00:21:53,981 --> 00:21:55,357
Ryan's here.

349
00:22:13,375 --> 00:22:15,002
- Hey.
- Hey.

350
00:22:18,005 --> 00:22:20,216
- How's Jessie?
- She's good.

351
00:22:21,217 --> 00:22:22,635
I'm a little sleep deprived,

352
00:22:22,635 --> 00:22:25,763
but that seems to come
with the territory.

353
00:22:27,014 --> 00:22:28,766
- You don't look it.
- [chuckles]

354
00:22:31,060 --> 00:22:33,229
Will I see you
at church tonight?

355
00:22:33,229 --> 00:22:35,231
We're all heading over soon.

356
00:22:38,359 --> 00:22:39,527
My family's going tomorrow.

357
00:22:41,779 --> 00:22:43,114
I just wanted to come
and see you.

358
00:22:44,824 --> 00:22:46,492
Say goodbye
before I go to New York.

359
00:22:48,786 --> 00:22:51,747
- When's your flight?
- Tomorrow night.

360
00:22:53,082 --> 00:22:56,043
Celebrate Christmas
and then head out.

361
00:22:56,544 --> 00:22:57,378
Wow.

362
00:22:59,088 --> 00:23:01,799
- Yeah.
- It's good.

363
00:23:01,799 --> 00:23:03,843
You're chasing your dreams.

364
00:23:03,843 --> 00:23:05,594
I'm so proud of you.

365
00:23:10,015 --> 00:23:12,810
Thank you, Ryan.

366
00:23:12,810 --> 00:23:16,188
- For what?
- Being there for me
that night.

367
00:23:18,816 --> 00:23:20,359
You know, I realized
the other day

368
00:23:20,359 --> 00:23:23,696
I never asked what
you had come over for
in the first place.

369
00:23:23,696 --> 00:23:26,157
You said there was something
you wanted to talk about.

370
00:23:27,992 --> 00:23:30,202
New York.

371
00:23:30,202 --> 00:23:32,705
Yeah, I came by to tell you
I was definitely taking
the job.

372
00:23:36,000 --> 00:23:38,502
So then, this is goodbye.

373
00:23:43,883 --> 00:23:45,176
Kari...

374
00:23:46,719 --> 00:23:47,845
take care of yourself.

375
00:23:50,890 --> 00:23:54,268
I will. You too.

376
00:23:57,354 --> 00:23:58,522
Goodbye.

377
00:24:01,066 --> 00:24:02,109
Wait.

378
00:24:02,109 --> 00:24:03,194
Yeah?

379
00:24:14,205 --> 00:24:15,956
Merry Christmas, Ryan.

380
00:24:18,375 --> 00:24:19,877
Merry Christmas, Kari girl.

381
00:24:42,816 --> 00:24:44,777
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