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[Elizabeth] Hello, Lillian.
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I just got your house listing,
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and I'd love to see you.
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Will you please call me back?
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[Kari] Tim is in love
with another woman.
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What can we do to help?
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Pray for us.
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And try not to hate him.
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Tim, our first baby
was a girl and...
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Then God's blessing us again
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with a different life.
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Kari, God wants us
to celebrate.
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And that's what
our baby needs, too.
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Whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa.
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The Ashford Dash, Luke?
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Why did you even come?
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I really don't know.
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♪ 'Cause life has a way
Of pulling us under ♪
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♪ But we'll stick it out ♪
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{\an8}♪ If we got each other ♪
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{\an8}♪ When it all feels too much ♪
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{\an8}♪ I know you'll come running
For me ♪
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{\an8}♪ Through the highs and lows
We'll find our way home ♪
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{\an8}♪ Family ♪
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{\an8}♪ Oh, oh, oh ♪
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{\an8}♪ Family ♪
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{\an8}[John grunts]
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{\an8}- Dad?
- In the kitchen.
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{\an8}Hey, Maddie!
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{\an8}Come here, you.
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{\an8}Hey, guess what? Guess what?
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{\an8}The toy room is all set up
for you upstairs.
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{\an8}So you guys
better get up there, okay?
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{\an8}Come on. Go.
[grunts]
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{\an8}Come on, girls, let's go.
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{\an8}Peter, no promises,
I'll try to save you
some turkey.
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{\an8}Happy Thanksgiving, Dad.
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{\an8}- Ah, hon.
- Hi.
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{\an8}[kisses] Thank you.
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{\an8}Hmm, something smells good.
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{\an8}Oh, yeah, that would be
my turkey.
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{\an8}I think, it might be
Mom's pies.
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{\an8}- [laughs]
- Ouch.
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{\an8}Where is everyone?
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{\an8}Ah, they're at church.
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{\an8}The supermarket
donated more turkeys
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{\an8}than ever before.
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{\an8}Thank you so much
for helping me
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{\an8}with the turkey drive.
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{\an8}Well, thank you.
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{\an8}I heard
so many wonderful things
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{\an8}about this community.
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{\an8}I didn't hesitate
when Pastor Mark
offered me the position.
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{\an8}I'll probably miss
the California sunshine
come February.
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{\an8}- [laughs]
- But I think it is important
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{\an8}to challenge yourself.
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{\an8}Change is good.
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{\an8}Even when it's uncomfortable.
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{\an8}Especially
when it's uncomfortable.
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{\an8}Oh, Pastor Mariana,
this is my son, Luke.
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{\an8}- Hi.
- Nice to meet you.
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And his girlfriend, Reagan.
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- Hi.
- Hi.
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Thank you
for helping out today.
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Oh, it's our pleasure.
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Pastor Mariana,
I just moved here
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about a year ago,
so I can assure you
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that you'll have
an easy adjustment.
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All right.
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I shall take this one
out to the car.
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Are you sure?
It's pretty heavy.
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You think your mom is weak?
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[laughs]
Kind of, yeah.
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All right. Well, I officially
stand corrected.
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Yeah, they won't be making
that mistake again.
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[Erin] We're here.
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- Hey.
- Hey.
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Hey.
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Hi.
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- Happy Thanksgiving.
- Happy Thanksgiving.
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It smells so good.
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Hello.
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Your husband
drives like a madman.
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You think everyone drives
like a madman.
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She can't help it.
It's the teacher in her.
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[Erin] Okay, prepare
and prevent,
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don't repair and repent.
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That's my motto.
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That's adorable.
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Are you sure
we're even related?
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Well, I am 99...
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Well, I...
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I think... I'm pretty positive
we are.
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You hesitated.
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Elizabeth.
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Wow.
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This is a great space.
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What is it used for?
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[Elizabeth] It's just an
oversized closet.
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[Pastor Mariana]
It has so much potential.
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You're right.
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[Luke] This one is off
to the Pearson family.
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Thank you.
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Hey, I have
an embarrassing confession.
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Try me.
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I'm nervous to be
with the rest of your family.
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What?
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Why? You've already met
most of them.
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Oh, no. Not Erin and Brooke.
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What if they don't like me?
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Not possible.
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Sisters are very protective
of their brothers.
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Okay, it's normal for me
to be nervous.
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Especially considering,
my boyfriend has four of them.
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Yeah. Well, look,
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Erin and Brooke
are the easy ones.
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Thanks. Trust me,
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you have nothing
to be nervous about.
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Once you've survived Ashley,
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it's pretty smooth sailing.
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[engine revving]
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[breathing heavily]
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[man]
Whoa, whoa. Watch out!
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- [engine accelerating]
- [screams]
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[crashing and clanking sound]
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[Cole] Mommy, are we going
to Granny's soon?
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{\an8}In a little bit, baby.
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{\an8}Mommy's not quite ready
to go to Grandma's yet.
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Hey, car's loaded.
Almost ready?
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I don't like the cake.
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What? Since when?
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What if we just tell them
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without all this hubbub?
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Oh, what hubbub?
It's a cake.
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It just feels like
this huge announcement.
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Isn't it?
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I just don't like the cake.
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[inhales] No cake.
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Got it.
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[John] Baxter Bowl cannot start
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without the official
Baxter Bowl jersey.
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[all cheering]
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Now...
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[vocalizing]
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Erin Baxter.
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[all cheering]
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[John] There we go.
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Peter, where are ya?
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Here we go. Sam.
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Reagan, it's been a while
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since we've had a new player.
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I'm sorry,
but we're a jersey short.
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Oh, no, it's no problem.
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I'll just, you know,
have to earn mine
for next year.
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Hey, why don't you take mine?
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No, I can never. It's...
[laughs]
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Do you think
I wanna play in this?
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- Are you sure?
- Yes.
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- Absolutely.
- Thank you.
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Let's see.
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Okay.
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Hey.
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[all exclaiming]
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All right. Nice.
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Thank you.
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Thank you, guys.
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All right, let's go,
everybody in.
Come on.
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- Bring it in. Bring it in.
- Come on.
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Baxter on three.
One, two, three...
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[all] Baxter!
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[screaming]
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Yes!
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Ha ha.
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[both] B-A-X-T-E-R!
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[cheering]
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[laughing and screaming]
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Whoo! Hit it, boy.
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[laughing and shouting]
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[John] Time-out, time-out,
time-out.
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Happy Thanksgiving.
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I don't know how much longer
we can wait for Ashley.
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- Have you called her?
- Uh-huh.
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Called her twice.
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Both times she said
she was on her way.
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And if she's not?
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Well, then,
we'll start without her.
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I mean, she's grown up,
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and she knows
what time we were eating.
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Need a hand?
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Oh.
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No, we got it.
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Yep. We're almost ready
to bring the food out.
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[inhales]
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Before we sit down, uh,
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I just wanted to say
how thankful I am
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that you both have accepted me
back into your family.
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My actions hurt you, too,
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and that's something
I have to live with.
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You didn't have to accept
my apologies
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but you did.
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And every day, I make a promise
to myself
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to be worthy of them.
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It's important for me
that you know
how grateful I am.
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Without your support
there wouldn't have been
a second chance.
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Well, I...
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appreciate your courage, son.
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And your humility.
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[John] I know it can't be easy
coming over here
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and facing everyone.
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[smirks]
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[chuckles]
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Believe it or not,
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this is, actually,
the easy part.
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Face myself...
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That's been the real challenge.
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One day at a time.
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That's right.
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[John] Dear, God...
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Today we thank You
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for Your amazing power.
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[Kari] Go see Grandma.
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[John] And we thank You
for this Earth
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and our home.
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And we thank You
for your goodness
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and Your blessings.
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Perfect. All right, come on.
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[John] And we thank You
for Your love
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and Your care.
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And we thank You for...
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Sorry.
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Happy Thanksgiving.
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[all] Happy Thanksgiving!
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Hi, Cole.
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Hey, Brooke,
why don't you take
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all the kids
to the special table?
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Absolutely.
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[Brooke] Why don't you...
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[John laughing]
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Glad you could squeeze us in.
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[John] And Lord, we thank You
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for our children.
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All of them.
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And our family.
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And friends.
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Bless them with Your grace
and Your hope,
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and protect them with Your
truth and your strength.
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And on this day
of new beginnings,
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we celebrate You
with hearts filled with love.
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And thanks. In Jesus' name.
Amen.
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[all] Amen.
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Uh, speaking of being thankful
for children,
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we just found out
we're having a girl.
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- [all gasp]
- It's wonderful.
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[Kari] Yep. It's a little girl.
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[Brooke] Buckle up.
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- [all laughing]
- Yeah.
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Well, that's terrific.
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Congratulations, honey.
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We have all the
hand-me-downs
you need.
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Oh, yeah. Please, come
get them immediately.
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[John] Okay, wait. Hang on.
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I think I have to
make an amendment
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to the prayer.
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[all chuckle]
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And Lord,
266
00:10:57,283 --> 00:11:00,203
thank You for
our new baby granddaughter.
267
00:11:00,203 --> 00:11:01,871
You are an amazing God.
Amen.
268
00:11:01,871 --> 00:11:03,373
[all agreeing]
269
00:11:04,749 --> 00:11:07,043
Let's eat. Come on.
270
00:11:07,043 --> 00:11:09,087
- Is that turkey?
- Mom, I love your stuffing.
271
00:11:17,053 --> 00:11:18,388
I said I was sorry.
272
00:11:19,764 --> 00:11:22,392
I'm not the one
you need to apologize to.
273
00:11:22,392 --> 00:11:24,978
Cole needs you
to be accountable
and responsible.
274
00:11:24,978 --> 00:11:27,772
And soon he's gonna
have to arrive at school.
275
00:11:27,772 --> 00:11:29,816
He's gonna have to be
picked up from play dates
276
00:11:29,816 --> 00:11:31,609
and all on time.
277
00:11:33,570 --> 00:11:35,780
Once again this becomes
about me being a bad mom.
278
00:11:36,531 --> 00:11:37,657
[sighs]
279
00:11:38,450 --> 00:11:39,742
Ashley.
280
00:11:39,742 --> 00:11:41,035
You're right. Okay.
281
00:11:42,078 --> 00:11:44,414
I'm criticizing, not helping.
282
00:11:45,748 --> 00:11:48,209
But I'm worried about you.
283
00:11:48,209 --> 00:11:50,545
I wanna see you
building your life,
284
00:11:50,545 --> 00:11:52,005
growing.
285
00:11:52,005 --> 00:11:53,423
Maybe it's time you got a job.
286
00:11:53,423 --> 00:11:55,341
This settlement money
won't last forever,
287
00:11:55,341 --> 00:11:58,678
and it would help you get
into a practice of a routine,
288
00:11:58,678 --> 00:11:59,721
What would I do with Cole?
289
00:12:00,763 --> 00:12:02,432
Well, if you were working,
290
00:12:02,432 --> 00:12:03,766
I would take care of Cole.
291
00:12:04,309 --> 00:12:05,185
Oh...
292
00:12:05,727 --> 00:12:06,728
Okay.
293
00:12:06,728 --> 00:12:08,229
So, now I have to get a job
294
00:12:08,229 --> 00:12:09,689
in order for you
to wanna watch Cole.
295
00:12:12,734 --> 00:12:14,861
Whatever this is,
leave me out of it.
296
00:12:14,861 --> 00:12:16,154
[Ashley] Mom's making me
get a job.
297
00:12:16,154 --> 00:12:17,572
- Finally.
- What?
298
00:12:17,572 --> 00:12:18,948
You didn't work for years.
299
00:12:18,948 --> 00:12:20,700
[Brooke] I was
in medical school, Ash.
300
00:12:20,700 --> 00:12:21,868
Okay. Well, I'm just saying
301
00:12:21,868 --> 00:12:23,203
there is a double standard
in this family.
302
00:12:23,203 --> 00:12:25,163
Like, no one nags you
about not going to church.
303
00:12:25,163 --> 00:12:26,748
I go to the hospital
every Sunday.
304
00:12:26,748 --> 00:12:28,750
And no one nags you, either.
305
00:12:29,584 --> 00:12:30,502
Right, not out loud,
306
00:12:30,502 --> 00:12:31,419
but I see judgement
in your eyes
307
00:12:31,419 --> 00:12:32,795
every single Sunday
I drop Cole off.
308
00:12:34,672 --> 00:12:35,632
Happy?
309
00:12:43,681 --> 00:12:46,309
I will never forget, uh,
coming downstairs
310
00:12:46,309 --> 00:12:48,895
and seeing her standing
in front of the refrigerator,
311
00:12:48,895 --> 00:12:50,396
eating sour cream
312
00:12:50,396 --> 00:12:51,898
right out of the
carton.
313
00:12:51,898 --> 00:12:54,192
That story again, really?
314
00:12:54,192 --> 00:12:56,152
Wow. Whatever the baby wants,
315
00:12:56,152 --> 00:12:57,070
the baby gets.
316
00:12:57,070 --> 00:12:58,112
Kari, what about you?
317
00:12:58,112 --> 00:12:59,989
Have you had
any weird cravings?
318
00:12:59,989 --> 00:13:01,616
[Kari] I don't know about
anything weird,
319
00:13:01,616 --> 00:13:04,285
but I do wake up
almost every night,
320
00:13:04,285 --> 00:13:07,038
craving that
black garlic chocolate
coconut cake
321
00:13:07,038 --> 00:13:08,122
from our honeymoon.
322
00:13:08,122 --> 00:13:09,040
Here we go again.
323
00:13:09,040 --> 00:13:10,625
It was the best dessert.
324
00:13:10,625 --> 00:13:11,709
We know.
325
00:13:11,709 --> 00:13:13,294
We all know.
326
00:13:13,294 --> 00:13:14,379
Tim has been saying
327
00:13:14,379 --> 00:13:16,548
he's gonna have it flown in
for years.
328
00:13:16,548 --> 00:13:17,715
Trust me, buddy, do it now.
329
00:13:17,715 --> 00:13:19,759
Pregnancy cravings
are terrifying.
330
00:13:21,010 --> 00:13:23,721
Excuse me while
I go call Hawaii.
331
00:13:26,266 --> 00:13:28,851
Oh, hey. Did you guys
see the flyer
332
00:13:28,851 --> 00:13:30,937
about the Ashford house
being for sale?
333
00:13:30,937 --> 00:13:32,855
No. Mom, did you know?
334
00:13:33,648 --> 00:13:34,482
[Elizabeth] Umm...
335
00:13:34,899 --> 00:13:36,067
Yeah.
336
00:13:36,067 --> 00:13:38,278
I reached out to Lillian.
337
00:13:39,487 --> 00:13:40,321
Why?
338
00:13:41,864 --> 00:13:42,949
Uh...
339
00:13:42,949 --> 00:13:44,450
I had this idea
340
00:13:44,450 --> 00:13:47,829
that I thought
would help bring Lillian
some closure.
341
00:13:49,455 --> 00:13:52,166
Something that might bring
all of us some closure.
342
00:13:52,875 --> 00:13:54,002
[chuckles]
343
00:13:54,002 --> 00:13:55,878
And by all of us,
344
00:13:55,878 --> 00:13:56,838
you mean me?
345
00:13:58,590 --> 00:13:59,549
Oh.
346
00:13:59,549 --> 00:14:01,759
So, there's this
really large room
347
00:14:01,759 --> 00:14:03,428
down at the church,
348
00:14:03,428 --> 00:14:06,639
and it's being used
mostly for storage,
349
00:14:06,639 --> 00:14:08,766
but I want to turn it
into a nursery.
350
00:14:08,766 --> 00:14:10,893
- Remember Pastor Mark?
- Yeah.
351
00:14:10,893 --> 00:14:14,814
...Always said that
young couples
in the community
352
00:14:14,814 --> 00:14:17,150
wouldn't wanna walk in there
with crying babies.
353
00:14:17,150 --> 00:14:20,236
So, I thought if we had a room
that was safe
354
00:14:20,236 --> 00:14:21,237
and was fun,
355
00:14:21,237 --> 00:14:22,572
then the kids could stay there
356
00:14:22,572 --> 00:14:24,782
and the parents could come
into service together.
357
00:14:24,782 --> 00:14:26,492
- That's a great idea.
- Hmm.
358
00:14:26,492 --> 00:14:27,869
There were so many Sundays
359
00:14:27,869 --> 00:14:29,579
where either Peter or I
had to stay home
360
00:14:29,579 --> 00:14:31,414
because the kids
were just too little to sit.
361
00:14:31,414 --> 00:14:33,041
Oh, yeah.
When you guys were little,
362
00:14:33,041 --> 00:14:35,001
we used to drag you
right into the church,
363
00:14:35,001 --> 00:14:37,128
we tortured
the entire congregation.
364
00:14:37,128 --> 00:14:38,338
[all laugh]
365
00:14:39,088 --> 00:14:39,922
[Elizabeth] Exactly.
366
00:14:39,922 --> 00:14:42,008
Anyway, I have this dream
367
00:14:42,008 --> 00:14:45,386
that Lillian will help me
with the nursery.
368
00:14:45,386 --> 00:14:46,721
Mom, why're you doing this?
369
00:14:49,724 --> 00:14:51,434
Because I wanna help.
370
00:14:51,434 --> 00:14:53,102
Mom, she hasn't
answered your calls,
371
00:14:53,102 --> 00:14:54,520
so just leave her alone.
372
00:14:54,520 --> 00:14:55,647
Ash, relax.
373
00:14:55,647 --> 00:14:57,482
Kari, do not tell me to relax.
Okay?
374
00:14:57,482 --> 00:14:58,900
You know what Mom is doing.
375
00:14:58,900 --> 00:15:01,235
This isn't about Lillian,
it's about me.
376
00:15:01,235 --> 00:15:02,779
She's always telling me
to move on,
377
00:15:02,779 --> 00:15:04,447
get over it, get a job.
378
00:15:04,447 --> 00:15:05,990
Watch your tone, Ashley.
379
00:15:05,990 --> 00:15:07,617
[Luke] Yeah.
Ash, I think you're forgetting
380
00:15:07,617 --> 00:15:09,202
that Colton
was my best friend,
381
00:15:09,202 --> 00:15:10,953
and that
this isn't just about you.
382
00:15:10,953 --> 00:15:13,539
Okay. Well, I was the
only one driving the car
he died in, so...
383
00:15:25,468 --> 00:15:27,136
I'm sorry, everyone.
384
00:15:27,136 --> 00:15:28,137
It's not your fault.
385
00:15:29,430 --> 00:15:31,057
Why don't I
go get some ice cream
386
00:15:31,057 --> 00:15:33,351
- for the table?
- Uh, that's a great idea.
387
00:15:34,018 --> 00:15:35,228
Get a lot.
388
00:15:41,818 --> 00:15:42,902
[blowing air]
389
00:15:45,613 --> 00:15:46,447
You okay?
390
00:15:47,198 --> 00:15:48,783
Yeah.
391
00:15:48,783 --> 00:15:51,411
Not the first time
Ashley Baxter's
left the family meal.
392
00:15:51,411 --> 00:15:53,871
I didn't know
that she was driving the car.
393
00:15:53,871 --> 00:15:55,540
Colton had been
over here,
394
00:15:55,540 --> 00:15:56,958
just hanging out
with me all day,
395
00:15:56,958 --> 00:15:59,585
and Ashley actually offered him
a ride home.
396
00:15:59,585 --> 00:16:00,753
Apparently, at the same time
397
00:16:00,753 --> 00:16:03,047
some drunk guy
decided to leave the bar,
398
00:16:03,047 --> 00:16:05,007
and drive himself home.
399
00:16:05,007 --> 00:16:06,718
I'm sorry. We... we don't need
to talk about this.
400
00:16:06,718 --> 00:16:09,721
No, no. It's okay, really.
401
00:16:09,721 --> 00:16:11,764
But I've had a lot of time
to work through it
402
00:16:12,765 --> 00:16:14,267
and pray on it.
403
00:16:14,267 --> 00:16:16,686
Ashley has opted against that.
404
00:16:17,937 --> 00:16:18,938
Poor Ashley.
405
00:16:20,148 --> 00:16:21,190
"Poor Ashley"?
406
00:16:22,608 --> 00:16:23,609
The pain and the guilt
407
00:16:23,609 --> 00:16:25,695
that she's probably
harboring inside.
408
00:16:25,695 --> 00:16:27,864
Between that, and Paris,
the amount of stuff
409
00:16:27,864 --> 00:16:29,282
that she's been through.
410
00:16:29,282 --> 00:16:30,366
[sighs] It's...
411
00:16:30,366 --> 00:16:32,118
It's no wonder
she's so complicated.
412
00:16:52,388 --> 00:16:53,347
Ash.
413
00:16:55,308 --> 00:16:56,142
Hey.
414
00:16:57,268 --> 00:16:58,102
Let me guess...
415
00:17:00,563 --> 00:17:01,773
Taking a Baxter breather?
416
00:17:02,607 --> 00:17:03,900
[chuckles] Yeah.
417
00:17:05,568 --> 00:17:06,778
Something like that.
418
00:17:07,987 --> 00:17:09,113
You?
419
00:17:09,113 --> 00:17:11,824
Well, my family
eats at 3:00 every year.
420
00:17:11,824 --> 00:17:13,201
So, by the time
the sun goes down,
421
00:17:13,201 --> 00:17:14,535
everybody's in a food coma.
422
00:17:16,537 --> 00:17:18,414
And you decided to take a jog
423
00:17:18,414 --> 00:17:20,249
through your ex-girlfriend's
neighborhood?
424
00:17:21,334 --> 00:17:22,168
[inaudible]
425
00:17:23,503 --> 00:17:25,546
Does it sound less bad
426
00:17:25,546 --> 00:17:27,882
if I say
it happened subconsciously?
427
00:17:27,882 --> 00:17:29,300
[Ashley chuckles]
428
00:17:37,433 --> 00:17:39,727
Ashley's been gone for a while.
429
00:17:39,727 --> 00:17:40,645
You think she's okay?
430
00:17:40,645 --> 00:17:42,146
[Kari] She'll be fine.
431
00:17:42,146 --> 00:17:44,607
I just wish she didn't do this
when we were all together.
432
00:17:44,607 --> 00:17:46,734
She needs to learn
some self-control.
433
00:17:46,734 --> 00:17:47,652
I know.
434
00:17:49,946 --> 00:17:50,947
Aren't you freezing?
435
00:17:51,697 --> 00:17:53,199
It's not too bad.
436
00:17:53,199 --> 00:17:55,034
[Brooke] Your baby girl
might feel differently.
437
00:17:59,413 --> 00:18:00,331
So?
438
00:18:02,166 --> 00:18:03,459
So?
439
00:18:03,459 --> 00:18:05,837
Kari, I've known you
my whole life.
440
00:18:05,837 --> 00:18:07,255
Something's bothering you.
441
00:18:10,758 --> 00:18:11,884
Off the record?
442
00:18:15,179 --> 00:18:16,597
It's the fact
that we're pregnant
443
00:18:16,597 --> 00:18:17,640
with a baby girl.
444
00:18:18,516 --> 00:18:19,684
Again.
445
00:18:19,684 --> 00:18:21,978
Kari, this pregnancy's
totally different.
446
00:18:21,978 --> 00:18:23,062
Every pregnancy is.
447
00:18:23,062 --> 00:18:24,188
I know, but...
448
00:18:26,232 --> 00:18:27,066
It's...
449
00:18:27,733 --> 00:18:29,902
I'm still scared.
450
00:18:29,902 --> 00:18:32,655
I don't think I could survive
losing another baby.
451
00:18:32,655 --> 00:18:34,073
Is Tim feeling the same way?
452
00:18:35,533 --> 00:18:37,243
Tim is trying to be optimistic.
453
00:18:38,202 --> 00:18:39,537
I think for me.
454
00:18:39,537 --> 00:18:40,955
Probably for himself, too.
455
00:18:41,831 --> 00:18:43,165
He's been praying a lot.
456
00:18:43,833 --> 00:18:45,459
But I...
457
00:18:48,838 --> 00:18:50,673
You can tell me anything, Kari.
458
00:18:52,717 --> 00:18:54,010
I have been struggling
459
00:18:54,969 --> 00:18:56,929
to talk to God about this.
460
00:18:56,929 --> 00:18:58,264
To ask for His strength.
461
00:18:58,890 --> 00:18:59,724
Why?
462
00:18:59,724 --> 00:19:00,975
Because it feels like
463
00:19:00,975 --> 00:19:02,685
if I say it out loud,
464
00:19:02,685 --> 00:19:03,853
that I'm terrified,
465
00:19:05,438 --> 00:19:07,523
it just makes it
that more real.
466
00:19:08,608 --> 00:19:10,359
I know, it's horrible.
467
00:19:10,359 --> 00:19:11,402
No, it's not.
468
00:19:12,111 --> 00:19:14,071
It's honest.
469
00:19:14,071 --> 00:19:15,573
Which is what
God has been asking from us
470
00:19:15,573 --> 00:19:16,657
this whole time.
471
00:19:19,410 --> 00:19:21,120
Will you let me pray for you
and the baby?
472
00:19:24,332 --> 00:19:26,208
I don't have to say
anything out loud.
473
00:19:34,091 --> 00:19:35,134
[exhales]
474
00:19:35,134 --> 00:19:36,886
[Ashley] I don't know.
475
00:19:36,886 --> 00:19:39,347
Sometimes I feel
like I'm on Planet Ashley.
476
00:19:40,723 --> 00:19:41,807
Population: One.
477
00:19:44,226 --> 00:19:45,603
I think, my parents
have officially
478
00:19:45,603 --> 00:19:46,938
given up on me.
479
00:19:46,938 --> 00:19:49,231
Are you forgetting
that I know your parents?
480
00:19:50,900 --> 00:19:52,360
And they'd never give up
on you.
481
00:19:54,195 --> 00:19:55,029
Yeah.
482
00:19:55,988 --> 00:19:57,406
Sometimes I wish they would.
483
00:19:59,492 --> 00:20:02,662
It'd save me from constantly
having to explain myself.
484
00:20:06,248 --> 00:20:07,333
Look...
485
00:20:09,001 --> 00:20:11,295
I don't know everything
that you're going through.
486
00:20:13,214 --> 00:20:14,924
But I know the world
is full of people
487
00:20:14,924 --> 00:20:16,384
that don't fit in.
488
00:20:16,384 --> 00:20:17,551
And if you ask me...
489
00:20:18,928 --> 00:20:20,096
They're usually
the most interesting.
490
00:20:26,310 --> 00:20:28,187
Doesn't make it
any less lonely.
491
00:20:30,106 --> 00:20:30,940
Hey.
492
00:20:32,984 --> 00:20:34,860
If you ever need anybody
to talk to...
493
00:20:36,737 --> 00:20:38,030
I'm only a phone call away.
494
00:20:56,215 --> 00:20:57,091
I'm...
495
00:20:57,091 --> 00:20:58,009
I'm sorry.
496
00:21:01,095 --> 00:21:02,179
No, I'm... I'm sorry.
497
00:21:06,475 --> 00:21:08,227
I, I ju...
I don't know why...
I...
498
00:21:08,936 --> 00:21:09,770
I should go.
499
00:21:11,272 --> 00:21:13,274
I'll see you around. Okay, Ash?
500
00:21:29,331 --> 00:21:30,291
[sighs]
501
00:21:33,085 --> 00:21:35,087
[Elizabeth] Next time on
The Baxters...
502
00:21:35,087 --> 00:21:37,465
[Tim] With God on my side,
I stand before you today
503
00:21:37,465 --> 00:21:38,758
six months sober.
504
00:21:38,758 --> 00:21:40,009
But it wasn't just God
next to me
505
00:21:40,009 --> 00:21:41,010
giving me strength,
506
00:21:41,010 --> 00:21:42,553
it was the woman
on the other side.
507
00:21:42,553 --> 00:21:43,637
[Elizabeth] I have this friend,
508
00:21:43,637 --> 00:21:45,806
her son was killed
in a car accident.
509
00:21:45,806 --> 00:21:48,976
I know that her heart
needs some closure.
510
00:21:48,976 --> 00:21:52,354
But Lillian hasn't returned
my calls for years.
511
00:21:53,773 --> 00:21:54,607
Lillian.
512
00:21:55,066 --> 00:21:55,900
Hi.
513
00:21:55,900 --> 00:21:56,901
[Luke] Come on, Ash,
talk to me.
514
00:21:56,901 --> 00:21:58,569
You're here
trying to fix this,
515
00:21:58,569 --> 00:22:00,071
like you can't look me
in the eye.
516
00:22:00,071 --> 00:22:02,448
Ever since your
best friend died,
and I did it.
517
00:22:02,448 --> 00:22:03,616
[Elizabeth] Where's your mommy?
518
00:22:03,616 --> 00:22:06,410
Ashley's, uh, run away, again.
519
00:22:06,410 --> 00:22:08,079
Is Professor Jacobs home?
520
00:22:08,079 --> 00:22:09,121
He's on his way.
521
00:22:09,121 --> 00:22:10,164
- Then I'll wait.
- [gun clicks]
522
00:22:10,164 --> 00:22:11,749
[screams and gasps]
523
00:22:15,211 --> 00:22:17,171
[theme music playing]