1 00:00:08,677 --> 00:00:09,636 Hello, Lillian. 2 00:00:09,636 --> 00:00:12,097 I just got your house listing, 3 00:00:12,097 --> 00:00:13,432 and I'd love to see you. 4 00:00:13,432 --> 00:00:15,100 Will you please call me back? 5 00:00:15,100 --> 00:00:17,019 Tim is in love with another woman. 6 00:00:17,019 --> 00:00:18,312 What can we do to help? 7 00:00:18,312 --> 00:00:19,396 Pray for us. 8 00:00:19,396 --> 00:00:22,274 And try not to hate him. 9 00:00:22,274 --> 00:00:24,151 Tim, our first baby was a girl and... 10 00:00:24,151 --> 00:00:25,944 Then God's blessing us again 11 00:00:25,944 --> 00:00:27,112 with a different life. 12 00:00:27,112 --> 00:00:29,072 Kari, God wants us to celebrate. 13 00:00:29,072 --> 00:00:31,116 And that's what our baby needs, too. 14 00:00:31,116 --> 00:00:32,451 Whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa. 15 00:00:32,451 --> 00:00:34,244 The Ashford Dash, Luke? 16 00:00:34,244 --> 00:00:36,079 Why did you even come? 17 00:00:36,079 --> 00:00:37,372 I really don't know. 18 00:00:41,585 --> 00:00:47,049 ♪ 'Cause life has a way Of pulling us under ♪ 19 00:00:47,049 --> 00:00:50,219 ♪ But we'll stick it out ♪ 20 00:00:50,219 --> 00:00:53,180 {\an8}♪ If we got each other ♪ 21 00:00:53,180 --> 00:00:55,724 {\an8}♪ When it all feels too much ♪ 22 00:00:55,724 --> 00:01:00,562 {\an8}♪ I know you'll come running For me ♪ 23 00:01:00,562 --> 00:01:04,900 {\an8}♪ Through the highs and lows We'll find our way home ♪ 24 00:01:04,900 --> 00:01:05,901 {\an8}♪ Family ♪ 25 00:01:08,320 --> 00:01:10,405 {\an8}♪ Oh, oh, oh ♪ 26 00:01:10,405 --> 00:01:12,199 {\an8}♪ Family ♪ 27 00:01:30,884 --> 00:01:32,886 {\an8}- Dad? - In the kitchen. 28 00:01:33,679 --> 00:01:35,681 {\an8}Hey, Maddie! 29 00:01:35,681 --> 00:01:37,099 {\an8}Come here, you. 30 00:01:37,099 --> 00:01:39,184 {\an8}Hey, guess what? Guess what? 31 00:01:39,184 --> 00:01:41,937 {\an8}The toy room is all set up for you upstairs. 32 00:01:41,937 --> 00:01:44,189 {\an8}So you guys better get up there, okay? 33 00:01:44,189 --> 00:01:46,149 {\an8}Come on. Go. 34 00:01:46,149 --> 00:01:47,693 {\an8}Come on, girls, let's go. 35 00:01:47,693 --> 00:01:49,444 {\an8}Peter, no promises, I'll try to save you some turkey. 36 00:01:49,444 --> 00:01:50,779 {\an8}Happy Thanksgiving, Dad. 37 00:01:50,779 --> 00:01:52,030 {\an8}- Ah, hon. - Hi. 38 00:01:52,030 --> 00:01:52,990 Thank you. 39 00:01:52,990 --> 00:01:55,033 {\an8}Hmm, something smells good. 40 00:01:55,033 --> 00:01:57,119 {\an8}Oh, yeah, that would be my turkey. 41 00:01:57,119 --> 00:01:59,371 {\an8}I think, it might be Mom's pies. 42 00:02:00,205 --> 00:02:02,040 {\an8}Ouch. 43 00:02:02,040 --> 00:02:03,208 {\an8}Where is everyone? 44 00:02:03,208 --> 00:02:04,459 {\an8}Ah, they're at church. 45 00:02:04,459 --> 00:02:06,461 {\an8}The supermarket donated more turkeys 46 00:02:06,461 --> 00:02:08,338 {\an8}than ever before. 47 00:02:08,338 --> 00:02:10,549 {\an8}Thank you so much for helping me 48 00:02:10,549 --> 00:02:11,466 {\an8}with the turkey drive. 49 00:02:11,466 --> 00:02:12,926 {\an8}Well, thank you. 50 00:02:12,926 --> 00:02:14,511 {\an8}I heard so many wonderful things 51 00:02:14,511 --> 00:02:16,013 {\an8}about this community. 52 00:02:16,013 --> 00:02:18,515 {\an8}I didn't hesitate when Pastor Mark offered me the position. 53 00:02:18,515 --> 00:02:21,643 {\an8}I'll probably miss the California sunshine come February. 54 00:02:21,643 --> 00:02:23,812 {\an8}But I think it is important 55 00:02:23,812 --> 00:02:25,397 {\an8}to challenge yourself. 56 00:02:25,397 --> 00:02:26,982 {\an8}Change is good. 57 00:02:26,982 --> 00:02:29,359 {\an8}Even when it's uncomfortable. 58 00:02:29,359 --> 00:02:32,279 {\an8}Especially when it's uncomfortable. 59 00:02:32,279 --> 00:02:34,990 {\an8}Oh, Pastor Mariana, this is my son, Luke. 60 00:02:34,990 --> 00:02:35,949 {\an8}- Hi. - Nice to meet you. 61 00:02:35,949 --> 00:02:36,992 And his girlfriend, Reagan. 62 00:02:36,992 --> 00:02:37,951 - Hi. - Hi. 63 00:02:37,951 --> 00:02:39,119 Thank you for helping out today. 64 00:02:39,119 --> 00:02:40,329 Oh, it's our pleasure. 65 00:02:40,329 --> 00:02:41,914 Pastor Mariana, I just moved here 66 00:02:41,914 --> 00:02:43,457 about a year ago, so I can assure you 67 00:02:43,457 --> 00:02:44,958 that you'll have an easy adjustment. 68 00:02:46,293 --> 00:02:47,377 All right. 69 00:02:47,377 --> 00:02:49,713 I shall take this one out to the car. 70 00:02:49,713 --> 00:02:51,590 Are you sure? It's pretty heavy. 71 00:02:51,590 --> 00:02:52,799 You think your mom is weak? 72 00:02:52,799 --> 00:02:54,760 Kind of, yeah. 73 00:02:54,760 --> 00:02:57,054 All right. Well, I officially stand corrected. 74 00:02:57,054 --> 00:02:59,264 Yeah, they won't be making that mistake again. 75 00:02:59,264 --> 00:03:00,307 We're here. 76 00:03:00,307 --> 00:03:01,224 - Hey. - Hey. 77 00:03:01,224 --> 00:03:02,142 Hey. 78 00:03:02,684 --> 00:03:03,852 Hi. 79 00:03:03,852 --> 00:03:06,271 - Happy Thanksgiving. - Happy Thanksgiving. 80 00:03:07,064 --> 00:03:08,690 It smells so good. 81 00:03:08,690 --> 00:03:09,608 Hello. 82 00:03:11,401 --> 00:03:13,862 Your husband drives like a madman. 83 00:03:13,862 --> 00:03:15,864 You think everyone drives like a madman. 84 00:03:15,864 --> 00:03:17,658 She can't help it. It's the teacher in her. 85 00:03:17,658 --> 00:03:19,451 Okay, prepare and prevent, 86 00:03:19,451 --> 00:03:20,702 don't repair and repent. 87 00:03:20,702 --> 00:03:21,662 That's my motto. 88 00:03:21,662 --> 00:03:23,330 That's adorable. 89 00:03:23,330 --> 00:03:24,748 Are you sure we're even related? 90 00:03:24,748 --> 00:03:26,541 Well, I am 99... 91 00:03:27,292 --> 00:03:28,377 Well, I... 92 00:03:28,377 --> 00:03:30,754 I think... I'm pretty positive we are. 93 00:03:31,630 --> 00:03:32,839 You hesitated. 94 00:03:35,884 --> 00:03:36,718 Elizabeth. 95 00:03:40,555 --> 00:03:41,390 Wow. 96 00:03:41,390 --> 00:03:43,517 This is a great space. 97 00:03:43,517 --> 00:03:45,310 What is it used for? 98 00:03:45,310 --> 00:03:47,437 It's just an oversized closet. 99 00:03:47,437 --> 00:03:49,564 It has so much potential. 100 00:03:49,564 --> 00:03:50,649 You're right. 101 00:03:54,319 --> 00:03:56,613 This one is off to the Pearson family. 102 00:03:56,613 --> 00:03:57,614 Thank you. 103 00:03:59,533 --> 00:04:01,785 Hey, I have an embarrassing confession. 104 00:04:02,369 --> 00:04:03,578 Try me. 105 00:04:03,578 --> 00:04:05,706 I'm nervous to be with the rest of your family. 106 00:04:06,248 --> 00:04:07,374 What? 107 00:04:07,374 --> 00:04:08,375 Why? You've already met most of them. 108 00:04:08,375 --> 00:04:10,335 Oh, no. Not Erin and Brooke. 109 00:04:10,335 --> 00:04:11,378 What if they don't like me? 110 00:04:11,378 --> 00:04:12,629 Not possible. 111 00:04:12,629 --> 00:04:14,589 Sisters are very protective of their brothers. 112 00:04:14,589 --> 00:04:16,299 Okay, it's normal for me to be nervous. 113 00:04:16,299 --> 00:04:18,510 Especially considering, my boyfriend has four of them. 114 00:04:18,510 --> 00:04:19,678 Yeah. Well, look, 115 00:04:19,678 --> 00:04:21,513 Erin and Brooke are the easy ones. 116 00:04:21,513 --> 00:04:23,306 Thanks. Trust me, 117 00:04:23,306 --> 00:04:25,225 you have nothing to be nervous about. 118 00:04:25,225 --> 00:04:26,435 Once you've survived Ashley, 119 00:04:26,435 --> 00:04:28,103 it's pretty smooth sailing. 120 00:04:33,525 --> 00:04:34,776 Whoa, whoa. Watch out! 121 00:04:40,866 --> 00:04:43,744 Mommy, are we going to Granny's soon? 122 00:04:43,744 --> 00:04:46,580 {\an8}In a little bit, baby. 123 00:04:46,580 --> 00:04:48,999 {\an8}Mommy's not quite ready to go to Grandma's yet. 124 00:05:01,094 --> 00:05:03,138 Hey, car's loaded. Almost ready? 125 00:05:03,138 --> 00:05:04,639 I don't like the cake. 126 00:05:05,432 --> 00:05:06,767 What? Since when? 127 00:05:07,851 --> 00:05:09,061 What if we just tell them 128 00:05:09,061 --> 00:05:11,563 without all this hubbub? 129 00:05:11,563 --> 00:05:14,149 Oh, what hubbub? It's a cake. 130 00:05:14,149 --> 00:05:16,443 It just feels like this huge announcement. 131 00:05:17,319 --> 00:05:18,445 Isn't it? 132 00:05:18,445 --> 00:05:19,529 I just don't like the cake. 133 00:05:21,031 --> 00:05:22,699 No cake. 134 00:05:23,700 --> 00:05:24,659 Got it. 135 00:05:28,121 --> 00:05:29,956 Baxter Bowl cannot start 136 00:05:29,956 --> 00:05:33,085 without the official Baxter Bowl jersey. 137 00:05:34,211 --> 00:05:35,128 Now... 138 00:05:37,297 --> 00:05:38,799 Erin Baxter. 139 00:05:40,550 --> 00:05:41,468 There we go. 140 00:05:41,468 --> 00:05:42,928 Peter, where are ya? 141 00:05:44,679 --> 00:05:45,722 Here we go. Sam. 142 00:05:47,265 --> 00:05:48,350 Reagan, it's been a while 143 00:05:48,350 --> 00:05:49,893 since we've had a new player. 144 00:05:49,893 --> 00:05:51,853 I'm sorry, but we're a jersey short. 145 00:05:51,853 --> 00:05:53,313 Oh, no, it's no problem. 146 00:05:53,313 --> 00:05:55,774 I'll just, you know, have to earn mine for next year. 147 00:05:55,774 --> 00:05:57,150 Hey, why don't you take mine? 148 00:05:57,150 --> 00:05:58,902 No, I can never. It's... 149 00:05:58,902 --> 00:06:00,529 Do you think I wanna play in this? 150 00:06:00,529 --> 00:06:01,822 - Are you sure? - Yes. 151 00:06:01,822 --> 00:06:03,657 - Absolutely. - Thank you. 152 00:06:03,657 --> 00:06:04,699 Let's see. 153 00:06:06,368 --> 00:06:07,244 Okay. 154 00:06:08,495 --> 00:06:09,329 Hey. 155 00:06:11,164 --> 00:06:12,833 All right. Nice. 156 00:06:12,833 --> 00:06:14,292 Thank you. 157 00:06:14,292 --> 00:06:15,585 Thank you, guys. 158 00:06:15,585 --> 00:06:16,586 All right, let's go, everybody in. Come on. 159 00:06:16,586 --> 00:06:17,587 - Bring it in. Bring it in. - Come on. 160 00:06:18,797 --> 00:06:20,674 Baxter on three. One, two, three... 161 00:06:20,674 --> 00:06:21,716 Baxter! 162 00:06:29,182 --> 00:06:30,225 Yes! 163 00:06:30,225 --> 00:06:31,143 Ha ha. 164 00:06:31,143 --> 00:06:34,771 B-A-X-T-E-R! 165 00:06:47,993 --> 00:06:49,661 Whoo! Hit it, boy. 166 00:06:58,503 --> 00:07:00,130 Time-out, time-out, time-out. 167 00:07:05,218 --> 00:07:06,261 Happy Thanksgiving. 168 00:07:08,763 --> 00:07:11,516 I don't know how much longer we can wait for Ashley. 169 00:07:12,726 --> 00:07:14,436 - Have you called her? - Uh-huh. 170 00:07:14,436 --> 00:07:15,770 Called her twice. 171 00:07:15,770 --> 00:07:18,523 Both times she said she was on her way. 172 00:07:18,523 --> 00:07:20,233 And if she's not? 173 00:07:20,233 --> 00:07:21,776 Well, then, we'll start without her. 174 00:07:21,776 --> 00:07:23,236 I mean, she's grown up, 175 00:07:23,236 --> 00:07:24,988 and she knows what time we were eating. 176 00:07:28,033 --> 00:07:28,950 Need a hand? 177 00:07:30,535 --> 00:07:31,411 Oh. 178 00:07:31,411 --> 00:07:33,205 No, we got it. 179 00:07:33,205 --> 00:07:36,041 Yep. We're almost ready to bring the food out. 180 00:07:41,004 --> 00:07:43,548 Before we sit down, uh, 181 00:07:43,548 --> 00:07:46,551 I just wanted to say how thankful I am 182 00:07:46,551 --> 00:07:48,762 that you both have accepted me back into your family. 183 00:07:50,305 --> 00:07:51,389 My actions hurt you, too, 184 00:07:51,389 --> 00:07:53,642 and that's something I have to live with. 185 00:07:53,642 --> 00:07:55,393 You didn't have to accept my apologies 186 00:07:55,393 --> 00:07:56,561 but you did. 187 00:07:56,561 --> 00:07:58,730 And every day, I make a promise to myself 188 00:07:58,730 --> 00:07:59,940 to be worthy of them. 189 00:08:01,733 --> 00:08:03,401 It's important for me that you know how grateful I am. 190 00:08:03,401 --> 00:08:05,737 Without your support there wouldn't have been a second chance. 191 00:08:07,656 --> 00:08:08,573 Well, I... 192 00:08:09,616 --> 00:08:11,534 appreciate your courage, son. 193 00:08:12,953 --> 00:08:15,413 And your humility. 194 00:08:15,413 --> 00:08:17,332 I know it can't be easy coming over here 195 00:08:17,332 --> 00:08:18,708 and facing everyone. 196 00:08:23,922 --> 00:08:24,839 Believe it or not, 197 00:08:24,839 --> 00:08:27,175 this is, actually, the easy part. 198 00:08:30,387 --> 00:08:31,346 Face myself... 199 00:08:32,430 --> 00:08:33,723 That's been the real challenge. 200 00:08:37,477 --> 00:08:38,561 One day at a time. 201 00:08:41,731 --> 00:08:43,024 That's right. 202 00:08:54,452 --> 00:08:55,745 Dear, God... 203 00:08:56,871 --> 00:08:58,039 Today we thank You 204 00:08:58,039 --> 00:09:01,584 for Your amazing power. 205 00:09:01,584 --> 00:09:04,587 Go see Grandma. 206 00:09:04,587 --> 00:09:06,798 And we thank You for this Earth 207 00:09:08,091 --> 00:09:09,009 and our home. 208 00:09:10,427 --> 00:09:12,095 And we thank You for your goodness 209 00:09:12,095 --> 00:09:13,263 and Your blessings. 210 00:09:15,432 --> 00:09:16,808 Perfect. All right, come on. 211 00:09:18,810 --> 00:09:20,312 And we thank You for Your love 212 00:09:20,312 --> 00:09:21,271 and Your care. 213 00:09:24,190 --> 00:09:25,567 And we thank You for... 214 00:09:27,610 --> 00:09:28,987 Sorry. 215 00:09:28,987 --> 00:09:30,697 Happy Thanksgiving. 216 00:09:32,032 --> 00:09:33,950 Happy Thanksgiving! 217 00:09:35,285 --> 00:09:36,661 Hi, Cole. 218 00:09:36,661 --> 00:09:38,038 Hey, Brooke, why don't you take 219 00:09:38,038 --> 00:09:40,081 all the kids to the special table? 220 00:09:40,081 --> 00:09:41,708 Absolutely. 221 00:09:41,708 --> 00:09:43,293 Why don't you... 222 00:09:47,922 --> 00:09:49,341 Glad you could squeeze us in. 223 00:09:57,974 --> 00:09:59,893 And Lord, we thank You 224 00:09:59,893 --> 00:10:01,561 for our children. 225 00:10:02,854 --> 00:10:03,855 All of them. 226 00:10:07,776 --> 00:10:08,818 And our family. 227 00:10:09,736 --> 00:10:11,363 And friends. 228 00:10:11,363 --> 00:10:14,866 Bless them with Your grace and Your hope, 229 00:10:14,866 --> 00:10:18,787 and protect them with Your truth and your strength. 230 00:10:18,787 --> 00:10:23,333 And on this day of new beginnings, 231 00:10:23,333 --> 00:10:27,796 we celebrate You with hearts filled with love. 232 00:10:27,796 --> 00:10:30,715 And thanks. In Jesus' name. Amen. 233 00:10:30,715 --> 00:10:31,966 Amen. 234 00:10:33,468 --> 00:10:36,763 Uh, speaking of being thankful for children, 235 00:10:36,763 --> 00:10:37,972 we just found out we're having a girl. 236 00:10:37,972 --> 00:10:39,766 It's wonderful. 237 00:10:39,766 --> 00:10:41,059 Yep. It's a little girl. 238 00:10:41,059 --> 00:10:41,976 Buckle up. 239 00:10:41,976 --> 00:10:43,144 Yeah. 240 00:10:43,144 --> 00:10:44,270 Well, that's terrific. 241 00:10:44,270 --> 00:10:45,980 Congratulations, honey. 242 00:10:45,980 --> 00:10:47,774 We have all the hand-me-downs you need. 243 00:10:47,774 --> 00:10:50,068 Oh, yeah. Please, come get them immediately. 244 00:10:50,068 --> 00:10:51,319 Okay, wait. Hang on. 245 00:10:51,319 --> 00:10:53,113 I think I have to make an amendment 246 00:10:53,113 --> 00:10:54,030 to the prayer. 247 00:10:56,074 --> 00:10:57,283 And Lord, 248 00:10:57,283 --> 00:11:00,203 thank You for our new baby granddaughter. 249 00:11:00,203 --> 00:11:01,871 You are an amazing God. Amen. 250 00:11:04,749 --> 00:11:07,043 Let's eat. Come on. 251 00:11:07,043 --> 00:11:09,087 - Is that turkey? - Mom, I love your stuffing. 252 00:11:17,053 --> 00:11:18,388 I said I was sorry. 253 00:11:19,764 --> 00:11:22,392 I'm not the one you need to apologize to. 254 00:11:22,392 --> 00:11:24,978 Cole needs you to be accountable and responsible. 255 00:11:24,978 --> 00:11:27,772 And soon he's gonna have to arrive at school. 256 00:11:27,772 --> 00:11:29,816 He's gonna have to be picked up from play dates 257 00:11:29,816 --> 00:11:31,609 and all on time. 258 00:11:33,570 --> 00:11:35,780 Once again this becomes about me being a bad mom. 259 00:11:38,450 --> 00:11:39,742 Ashley. 260 00:11:39,742 --> 00:11:41,035 You're right. Okay. 261 00:11:42,078 --> 00:11:44,414 I'm criticizing, not helping. 262 00:11:45,748 --> 00:11:48,209 But I'm worried about you. 263 00:11:48,209 --> 00:11:50,545 I wanna see you building your life, 264 00:11:50,545 --> 00:11:52,005 growing. 265 00:11:52,005 --> 00:11:53,423 Maybe it's time you got a job. 266 00:11:53,423 --> 00:11:55,341 This settlement money won't last forever, 267 00:11:55,341 --> 00:11:58,678 and it would help you get into a practice of a routine, 268 00:11:58,678 --> 00:11:59,721 What would I do with Cole? 269 00:12:00,763 --> 00:12:02,432 Well, if you were working, 270 00:12:02,432 --> 00:12:03,766 I would take care of Cole. 271 00:12:04,309 --> 00:12:05,185 Oh... 272 00:12:05,727 --> 00:12:06,728 Okay. 273 00:12:06,728 --> 00:12:08,229 So, now I have to get a job 274 00:12:08,229 --> 00:12:09,689 in order for you to wanna watch Cole. 275 00:12:12,734 --> 00:12:14,861 Whatever this is, leave me out of it. 276 00:12:14,861 --> 00:12:16,154 Mom's making me get a job. 277 00:12:16,154 --> 00:12:17,572 - Finally. - What? 278 00:12:17,572 --> 00:12:18,948 You didn't work for years. 279 00:12:18,948 --> 00:12:20,700 I was in medical school, Ash. 280 00:12:20,700 --> 00:12:21,868 Okay. Well, I'm just saying 281 00:12:21,868 --> 00:12:23,203 there is a double standard in this family. 282 00:12:23,203 --> 00:12:25,163 Like, no one nags you about not going to church. 283 00:12:25,163 --> 00:12:26,748 I go to the hospital every Sunday. 284 00:12:26,748 --> 00:12:28,750 And no one nags you, either. 285 00:12:29,584 --> 00:12:30,502 Right, not out loud, 286 00:12:30,502 --> 00:12:31,419 but I see judgement in your eyes 287 00:12:31,419 --> 00:12:32,795 every single Sunday I drop Cole off. 288 00:12:34,672 --> 00:12:35,632 Happy? 289 00:12:43,681 --> 00:12:46,309 I will never forget, uh, coming downstairs 290 00:12:46,309 --> 00:12:48,895 and seeing her standing in front of the refrigerator, 291 00:12:48,895 --> 00:12:50,396 eating sour cream 292 00:12:50,396 --> 00:12:51,898 right out of the carton. 293 00:12:51,898 --> 00:12:54,192 That story again, really? 294 00:12:54,192 --> 00:12:56,152 Wow. Whatever the baby wants, 295 00:12:56,152 --> 00:12:57,070 the baby gets. 296 00:12:57,070 --> 00:12:58,112 Kari, what about you? 297 00:12:58,112 --> 00:12:59,989 Have you had any weird cravings? 298 00:12:59,989 --> 00:13:01,616 I don't know about anything weird, 299 00:13:01,616 --> 00:13:04,285 but I do wake up almost every night, 300 00:13:04,285 --> 00:13:07,038 craving that black garlic chocolate coconut cake 301 00:13:07,038 --> 00:13:08,122 from our honeymoon. 302 00:13:08,122 --> 00:13:09,040 Here we go again. 303 00:13:09,040 --> 00:13:10,625 It was the best dessert. 304 00:13:10,625 --> 00:13:11,709 We know. 305 00:13:11,709 --> 00:13:13,294 We all know. 306 00:13:13,294 --> 00:13:14,379 Tim has been saying 307 00:13:14,379 --> 00:13:16,548 he's gonna have it flown in for years. 308 00:13:16,548 --> 00:13:17,715 Trust me, buddy, do it now. 309 00:13:17,715 --> 00:13:19,759 Pregnancy cravings are terrifying. 310 00:13:21,010 --> 00:13:23,721 Excuse me while I go call Hawaii. 311 00:13:26,266 --> 00:13:28,851 Oh, hey. Did you guys see the flyer 312 00:13:28,851 --> 00:13:30,937 about the Ashford house being for sale? 313 00:13:30,937 --> 00:13:32,855 No. Mom, did you know? 314 00:13:33,648 --> 00:13:34,482 Umm... 315 00:13:34,899 --> 00:13:36,067 Yeah. 316 00:13:36,067 --> 00:13:38,278 I reached out to Lillian. 317 00:13:39,487 --> 00:13:40,321 Why? 318 00:13:41,864 --> 00:13:42,949 Uh... 319 00:13:42,949 --> 00:13:44,450 I had this idea 320 00:13:44,450 --> 00:13:47,829 that I thought would help bring Lillian some closure. 321 00:13:49,455 --> 00:13:52,166 Something that might bring all of us some closure. 322 00:13:54,002 --> 00:13:55,878 And by all of us, 323 00:13:55,878 --> 00:13:56,838 you mean me? 324 00:13:58,590 --> 00:13:59,549 Oh. 325 00:13:59,549 --> 00:14:01,759 So, there's this really large room 326 00:14:01,759 --> 00:14:03,428 down at the church, 327 00:14:03,428 --> 00:14:06,639 and it's being used mostly for storage, 328 00:14:06,639 --> 00:14:08,766 but I want to turn it into a nursery. 329 00:14:08,766 --> 00:14:10,893 - Remember Pastor Mark? - Yeah. 330 00:14:10,893 --> 00:14:14,814 ...Always said that young couples in the community 331 00:14:14,814 --> 00:14:17,150 wouldn't wanna walk in there with crying babies. 332 00:14:17,150 --> 00:14:20,236 So, I thought if we had a room that was safe 333 00:14:20,236 --> 00:14:21,237 and was fun, 334 00:14:21,237 --> 00:14:22,572 then the kids could stay there 335 00:14:22,572 --> 00:14:24,782 and the parents could come into service together. 336 00:14:24,782 --> 00:14:26,492 - That's a great idea. - Hmm. 337 00:14:26,492 --> 00:14:27,869 There were so many Sundays 338 00:14:27,869 --> 00:14:29,579 where either Peter or I had to stay home 339 00:14:29,579 --> 00:14:31,414 because the kids were just too little to sit. 340 00:14:31,414 --> 00:14:33,041 Oh, yeah. When you guys were little, 341 00:14:33,041 --> 00:14:35,001 we used to drag you right into the church, 342 00:14:35,001 --> 00:14:37,128 we tortured the entire congregation. 343 00:14:39,088 --> 00:14:39,922 Exactly. 344 00:14:39,922 --> 00:14:42,008 Anyway, I have this dream 345 00:14:42,008 --> 00:14:45,386 that Lillian will help me with the nursery. 346 00:14:45,386 --> 00:14:46,721 Mom, why're you doing this? 347 00:14:49,724 --> 00:14:51,434 Because I wanna help. 348 00:14:51,434 --> 00:14:53,102 Mom, she hasn't answered your calls, 349 00:14:53,102 --> 00:14:54,520 so just leave her alone. 350 00:14:54,520 --> 00:14:55,647 Ash, relax. 351 00:14:55,647 --> 00:14:57,482 Kari, do not tell me to relax. Okay? 352 00:14:57,482 --> 00:14:58,900 You know what Mom is doing. 353 00:14:58,900 --> 00:15:01,235 This isn't about Lillian, it's about me. 354 00:15:01,235 --> 00:15:02,779 She's always telling me to move on, 355 00:15:02,779 --> 00:15:04,447 get over it, get a job. 356 00:15:04,447 --> 00:15:05,990 Watch your tone, Ashley. 357 00:15:05,990 --> 00:15:07,617 Yeah. Ash, I think you're forgetting 358 00:15:07,617 --> 00:15:09,202 that Colton was my best friend, 359 00:15:09,202 --> 00:15:10,953 and that this isn't just about you. 360 00:15:10,953 --> 00:15:13,539 Okay. Well, I was the only one driving the car he died in, so... 361 00:15:25,468 --> 00:15:27,136 I'm sorry, everyone. 362 00:15:27,136 --> 00:15:28,137 It's not your fault. 363 00:15:29,430 --> 00:15:31,057 Why don't I go get some ice cream 364 00:15:31,057 --> 00:15:33,351 - for the table? - Uh, that's a great idea. 365 00:15:34,018 --> 00:15:35,228 Get a lot. 366 00:15:45,613 --> 00:15:46,447 You okay? 367 00:15:47,198 --> 00:15:48,783 Yeah. 368 00:15:48,783 --> 00:15:51,411 Not the first time Ashley Baxter's left the family meal. 369 00:15:51,411 --> 00:15:53,871 I didn't know that she was driving the car. 370 00:15:53,871 --> 00:15:55,540 Colton had been over here, 371 00:15:55,540 --> 00:15:56,958 just hanging out with me all day, 372 00:15:56,958 --> 00:15:59,585 and Ashley actually offered him a ride home. 373 00:15:59,585 --> 00:16:00,753 Apparently, at the same time 374 00:16:00,753 --> 00:16:03,047 some drunk guy decided to leave the bar, 375 00:16:03,047 --> 00:16:05,007 and drive himself home. 376 00:16:05,007 --> 00:16:06,718 I'm sorry. We... we don't need to talk about this. 377 00:16:06,718 --> 00:16:09,721 No, no. It's okay, really. 378 00:16:09,721 --> 00:16:11,764 But I've had a lot of time to work through it 379 00:16:12,765 --> 00:16:14,267 and pray on it. 380 00:16:14,267 --> 00:16:16,686 Ashley has opted against that. 381 00:16:17,937 --> 00:16:18,938 Poor Ashley. 382 00:16:20,148 --> 00:16:21,190 "Poor Ashley"? 383 00:16:22,608 --> 00:16:23,609 The pain and the guilt 384 00:16:23,609 --> 00:16:25,695 that she's probably harboring inside. 385 00:16:25,695 --> 00:16:27,864 Between that, and Paris, the amount of stuff 386 00:16:27,864 --> 00:16:29,282 that she's been through. 387 00:16:29,282 --> 00:16:30,366 It's... 388 00:16:30,366 --> 00:16:32,118 It's no wonder she's so complicated. 389 00:16:52,388 --> 00:16:53,347 Ash. 390 00:16:55,308 --> 00:16:56,142 Hey. 391 00:16:57,268 --> 00:16:58,102 Let me guess... 392 00:17:00,563 --> 00:17:01,773 Taking a Baxter breather? 393 00:17:02,607 --> 00:17:03,900 Yeah. 394 00:17:05,568 --> 00:17:06,778 Something like that. 395 00:17:07,987 --> 00:17:09,113 You? 396 00:17:09,113 --> 00:17:11,824 Well, my family eats at 3:00 every year. 397 00:17:11,824 --> 00:17:13,201 So, by the time the sun goes down, 398 00:17:13,201 --> 00:17:14,535 everybody's in a food coma. 399 00:17:16,537 --> 00:17:18,414 And you decided to take a jog 400 00:17:18,414 --> 00:17:20,249 through your ex-girlfriend's neighborhood? 401 00:17:23,503 --> 00:17:25,546 Does it sound less bad 402 00:17:25,546 --> 00:17:27,882 if I say it happened subconsciously? 403 00:17:37,433 --> 00:17:39,727 Ashley's been gone for a while. 404 00:17:39,727 --> 00:17:40,645 You think she's okay? 405 00:17:40,645 --> 00:17:42,146 She'll be fine. 406 00:17:42,146 --> 00:17:44,607 I just wish she didn't do this when we were all together. 407 00:17:44,607 --> 00:17:46,734 She needs to learn some self-control. 408 00:17:46,734 --> 00:17:47,652 I know. 409 00:17:49,946 --> 00:17:50,947 Aren't you freezing? 410 00:17:51,697 --> 00:17:53,199 It's not too bad. 411 00:17:53,199 --> 00:17:55,034 Your baby girl might feel differently. 412 00:17:59,413 --> 00:18:00,331 So? 413 00:18:02,166 --> 00:18:03,459 So? 414 00:18:03,459 --> 00:18:05,837 Kari, I've known you my whole life. 415 00:18:05,837 --> 00:18:07,255 Something's bothering you. 416 00:18:10,758 --> 00:18:11,884 Off the record? 417 00:18:15,179 --> 00:18:16,597 It's the fact that we're pregnant 418 00:18:16,597 --> 00:18:17,640 with a baby girl. 419 00:18:18,516 --> 00:18:19,684 Again. 420 00:18:19,684 --> 00:18:21,978 Kari, this pregnancy's totally different. 421 00:18:21,978 --> 00:18:23,062 Every pregnancy is. 422 00:18:23,062 --> 00:18:24,188 I know, but... 423 00:18:26,232 --> 00:18:27,066 It's... 424 00:18:27,733 --> 00:18:29,902 I'm still scared. 425 00:18:29,902 --> 00:18:32,655 I don't think I could survive losing another baby. 426 00:18:32,655 --> 00:18:34,073 Is Tim feeling the same way? 427 00:18:35,533 --> 00:18:37,243 Tim is trying to be optimistic. 428 00:18:38,202 --> 00:18:39,537 I think for me. 429 00:18:39,537 --> 00:18:40,955 Probably for himself, too. 430 00:18:41,831 --> 00:18:43,165 He's been praying a lot. 431 00:18:43,833 --> 00:18:45,459 But I... 432 00:18:48,838 --> 00:18:50,673 You can tell me anything, Kari. 433 00:18:52,717 --> 00:18:54,010 I have been struggling 434 00:18:54,969 --> 00:18:56,929 to talk to God about this. 435 00:18:56,929 --> 00:18:58,264 To ask for His strength. 436 00:18:58,890 --> 00:18:59,724 Why? 437 00:18:59,724 --> 00:19:00,975 Because it feels like 438 00:19:00,975 --> 00:19:02,685 if I say it out loud, 439 00:19:02,685 --> 00:19:03,853 that I'm terrified, 440 00:19:05,438 --> 00:19:07,523 it just makes it that more real. 441 00:19:08,608 --> 00:19:10,359 I know, it's horrible. 442 00:19:10,359 --> 00:19:11,402 No, it's not. 443 00:19:12,111 --> 00:19:14,071 It's honest. 444 00:19:14,071 --> 00:19:15,573 Which is what God has been asking from us 445 00:19:15,573 --> 00:19:16,657 this whole time. 446 00:19:19,410 --> 00:19:21,120 Will you let me pray for you and the baby? 447 00:19:24,332 --> 00:19:26,208 I don't have to say anything out loud. 448 00:19:35,134 --> 00:19:36,886 I don't know. 449 00:19:36,886 --> 00:19:39,347 Sometimes I feel like I'm on Planet Ashley. 450 00:19:40,723 --> 00:19:41,807 One. 451 00:19:44,226 --> 00:19:45,603 I think, my parents have officially 452 00:19:45,603 --> 00:19:46,938 given up on me. 453 00:19:46,938 --> 00:19:49,231 Are you forgetting that I know your parents? 454 00:19:50,900 --> 00:19:52,360 And they'd never give up on you. 455 00:19:54,195 --> 00:19:55,029 Yeah. 456 00:19:55,988 --> 00:19:57,406 Sometimes I wish they would. 457 00:19:59,492 --> 00:20:02,662 It'd save me from constantly having to explain myself. 458 00:20:06,248 --> 00:20:07,333 Look... 459 00:20:09,001 --> 00:20:11,295 I don't know everything that you're going through. 460 00:20:13,214 --> 00:20:14,924 But I know the world is full of people 461 00:20:14,924 --> 00:20:16,384 that don't fit in. 462 00:20:16,384 --> 00:20:17,551 And if you ask me... 463 00:20:18,928 --> 00:20:20,096 They're usually the most interesting. 464 00:20:26,310 --> 00:20:28,187 Doesn't make it any less lonely. 465 00:20:30,106 --> 00:20:30,940 Hey. 466 00:20:32,984 --> 00:20:34,860 If you ever need anybody to talk to... 467 00:20:36,737 --> 00:20:38,030 I'm only a phone call away. 468 00:20:56,215 --> 00:20:57,091 I'm... 469 00:20:57,091 --> 00:20:58,009 I'm sorry. 470 00:21:01,095 --> 00:21:02,179 No, I'm... I'm sorry. 471 00:21:06,475 --> 00:21:08,227 I, I ju... I don't know why... I... 472 00:21:08,936 --> 00:21:09,770 I should go. 473 00:21:11,272 --> 00:21:13,274 I'll see you around. Okay, Ash? 474 00:21:33,085 --> 00:21:35,087 Next time on The Baxters... 475 00:21:35,087 --> 00:21:37,465 With God on my side, I stand before you today 476 00:21:37,465 --> 00:21:38,758 six months sober. 477 00:21:38,758 --> 00:21:40,009 But it wasn't just God next to me 478 00:21:40,009 --> 00:21:41,010 giving me strength, 479 00:21:41,010 --> 00:21:42,553 it was the woman on the other side. 480 00:21:42,553 --> 00:21:43,637 I have this friend, 481 00:21:43,637 --> 00:21:45,806 her son was killed in a car accident. 482 00:21:45,806 --> 00:21:48,976 I know that her heart needs some closure. 483 00:21:48,976 --> 00:21:52,354 But Lillian hasn't returned my calls for years. 484 00:21:53,773 --> 00:21:54,607 Lillian. 485 00:21:55,066 --> 00:21:55,900 Hi. 486 00:21:55,900 --> 00:21:56,901 Come on, Ash, talk to me. 487 00:21:56,901 --> 00:21:58,569 You're here trying to fix this, 488 00:21:58,569 --> 00:22:00,071 like you can't look me in the eye. 489 00:22:00,071 --> 00:22:02,448 Ever since your best friend died, and I did it. 490 00:22:02,448 --> 00:22:03,616 Where's your mommy? 491 00:22:03,616 --> 00:22:06,410 Ashley's, uh, run away, again. 492 00:22:06,410 --> 00:22:08,079 Is Professor Jacobs home? 493 00:22:08,079 --> 00:22:09,121 He's on his way. 494 00:22:09,121 --> 00:22:10,164 Then I'll wait.