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Things don't always go
the way you want them to.
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- I hate you.
- Angela!
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- Are you okay?
- Leave me alone!
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What did he do to you?
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Why did you come back?
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Because I realized
I made a mistake.
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You have to start trying
to listen to
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what your own heart
is telling you.
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I know that you'll figure out
what's best for you,
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and for your baby.
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- Do you have a--
- No.
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No, I'm single.
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You are my husband
and we are having a baby.
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We have to find a way
to forgive each other.
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[theme song playing]
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♪ 'Cause life has a way
Of pulling us under ♪
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♪ But we'll stick it out ♪
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{\an8}♪ If we got each other ♪
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{\an8}♪ When it all feels too much ♪
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{\an8}♪ I know you'll come running
For me ♪
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{\an8}♪ Through the highs and lows
We'll find our way home ♪
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{\an8}♪ Family ♪
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♪ Oh, oh, oh ♪
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♪ Family ♪
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{\an8}- [groans]
- Come on.
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[Tim sighs]
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{\an8}Let me get you water.
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{\an8}[sighs] Yeah, okay.
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{\an8}[sighing deeply]
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[Tim vomiting]
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[Tim coughing]
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Let's get you to bed.
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[Tim groans]
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{\an8}[Kari] Come on.
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{\an8}- [Tim gasps]
- Careful.
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{\an8}I'm sorry.
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[Tim] Hey.
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{\an8}How are you feeling?
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{\an8}Horrible.
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{\an8}Ashamed.
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Sorry.
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I would've cleaned this up.
You didn't have to.
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[sighs]
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I miss you.
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I miss us.
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Fixing our marriage
is the most important thing
in the world to me.
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It's all I want. It's...
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You're all I want.
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How long
have you been drinking?
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Or is this just another thing
you were doing behind my back?
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I didn't drink
when we were together,
and you...
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I didn't need to.
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I was happy.
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Then how did you
have an affair?
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This was never
about being happy or unhappy.
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What happened
between her and me
was the result of my...
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My own...
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Insecurities.
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- [scoffs]
- Insecurities that...
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Insecurities that I'm still
trying to make sense of.
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Tim, I cannot wait around
while you are trying
to make sense of yourself.
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I need to know
that you are here
in this with me.
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With us.
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Through thick, through thin.
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Everything.
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- We're gonna work on it.
- On what?
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On us.
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I'm gonna give it
everything I have.
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I'll go to AA meetings.
I'll go to marriage counseling.
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I'll go anywhere.
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I will find my way back.
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Back to you.
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Back to God.
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Prove it.
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[cell phone ringing]
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- Hello?
- Hi, I'm calling
for Ryan Taylor.
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- Yeah, this is him.
- Hey, Ryan. It's Coach Grant
with the Giants.
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- Got a minute to chat?
- Yeah, how can
I help you, Coach?
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[Ashley] Goodbye, Mom.
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Oh, hi. Ashley, right?
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I'm Reagan, I work for Kari.
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Just picking up some papers
that she left.
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You're Luke's
girlfriend, right?
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Yeah, I don't really
know anything, so... [chuckles]
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[chuckles] Sounds about right.
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What part?
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Oh, just Luke plus not knowing.
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Oh.
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No, it was really nice
to meet you, though.
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Yeah, you, too.
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Hey, um...
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Good luck.
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Thanks.
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[Kari] So, all of these chairs,
we can interchange the colors.
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Chairs are getting
a little overwhelming,
let's take you back to couches.
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This is our latest model.
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But the blue your eye
was originally drawn to is...
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It's just so classic.
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I know.
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It's making me want
a whole second living room
so I can have them both.
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Just kidding.
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Which do you prefer?
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The blue.
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But the blue feels more formal.
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[male shopper] Then the white.
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Though, will that make
our house feel too sterile?
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It always helps to describe
how you wanna use your space,
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and how you wanna feel inside
when you're in the room.
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We want a space
that's great for everything
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from hosting parties
to cuddling on the couch.
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Sounds amazing.
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So, then if it was your house,
with your husband,
what would you pick?
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Good question.
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[Tim] All right, everyone,
that's it for today.
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Don't forget, your profiles
are due next Friday.
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I'll see you then.
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Hey, Professor Jacobs,
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do you have a second?
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Sure.
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Um, I was just wondering
about the portfolio
due next Friday.
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- [Tim] Mmm-hmm.
- [girl] About how many sources
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- do you want us
to have for that?
- [cell phone chiming]
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- [Tim] The number of sources
don't matter.
- [girl] Okay.
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What's important is you get
your facts straight,
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- and tell the story truthfully.
- [girl] Okay.
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- [Tim] Okay?
- [girl] Yeah.
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[Tim] Okay.
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Is everything okay?
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Yeah.
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- Do you have a question?
- No.
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Okay, now,
what were you saying?
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[girl] Yeah, about the sources.
We don't have to have
a specific number...
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So, what time
does the movie start?
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- I think we have like 15.
- Wow.
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All right.
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So, I saw, um, Ashley
at your parents' house today.
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I'm sorry about that.
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What's that supposed to mean?
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I don't know. Ashley's always
been a bit of a mystery to me.
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Well, I love a good mystery.
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I thought you loved
a good romcom.
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[Reagan] What?
I can't love both?
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Trust me,
Ashley is not a mystery
that you wanna unravel.
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Because of everything
that happened in Paris?
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Kari might have slipped
and said something at work.
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It goes a little bit deeper
than that,
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but it's not really
my story to tell.
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I got it.
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So, best for me to get
to know your other sisters
a little better.
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Definitely easier.
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I'm sorry, just,
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it makes me kind
of mad because...
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it's like different rules
seem to apply to Ashley
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than anybody else
in our family.
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She never has to go to church.
She shows up to
everything late,
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and my parents just love her
all the same.
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Like, unconditionally loving?
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Like she's more fragile
than the rest of us.
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Maybe she is right now.
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[scoffs]
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All right,
where did you come from?
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69th and Columbus, actually.
But why? You looking
for a trade-in?
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Yeah, I don't know.
I'm still weighing my options.
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Yeah, speaking of.
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Is this like a are-they-gonna
do-it-
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are-they-not-gonna-do-it thing?
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Or is it a, you know,
a thing-thing?
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Do you wanna be a thing-thing?
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I just, I wanna be clear.
Whatever this is,
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I wanna be clear.
[chuckles nervously]
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- How's that for clear?
- Yeah, you could do that again.
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[both chuckle]
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[Reagan] Crystal.
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- [people chattering
indistinctly]
- [man] Let's go, let's go.
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Hustle, hustle.
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[whistle blows]
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Coaches.
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Varsity's looking good
this season.
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The special team's gonna need
a lot of work if we want
a shot a state.
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You all know we're throwing out
last year's playbook.
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Starting next week,
I need each one of you
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to come in
with some fresh ideas.
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Copy that, Taylor?
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Yeah, Coach.
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All right, good.
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All right, that's it,
we're done here. Thank you.
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Taylor?
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Sir?
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[coach] What's going on
with you today?
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Head's been somewhere else
ever since you stepped
on the field.
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Yeah, it's just been
a weird few days.
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Yeah, women will do that
to you.
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It's a little more complicated.
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They're all complicated, son.
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I got a call from the Giants.
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The Giants-Giants?
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Yeah, they wanna offer me
a coaching job.
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- [chuckling]
- [Ryan] Start right after
our season ends.
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How about that?
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Hey, that's good news, Taylor,
complicated or not.
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Yeah, I know. I just...
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I didn't expect
to be leaving again so soon.
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This is the chance
of a lifetime, boy.
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There ain't nothing keeping
you here, you hear me?
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Yes, sir.
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Congratulations again,
son. [chuckles]
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[Tim] Kari?
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Kari.
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I... I'm sorry.
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What was the question?
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[counselor] Would you like
a bottle of water
before we continue?
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Oh, no. I'm okay.
Thank you.
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[counselor] Okay.
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Tim, I'd like
to start with you.
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[sighs] Oh, boy.
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How did you feel
when you saw
Kari with Ryan?
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He is her ex.
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- It felt--
- [counselor] Not "it."
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You. How did you feel?
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Honestly, um...
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Not sure.
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You were angry.
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No, no, I wasn't.
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I, um...
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I was scared.
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[counselor] Why scared?
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I felt scared...
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I don't know, I...
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I guess I...
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I guess I've always
been afraid that...
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I wasn't good enough for her.
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That she deserves
someone better.
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Like, there's always
been this thing. This...
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insecurity.
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So, you had an affair
with your student to solve it?
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We agreed we wouldn't
bring her into this today.
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You know that it's over...
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She's confirmed she doesn't
want any more contact
and neither do I.
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We're here to move on, right?
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Right.
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Tim, I still think it's
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worth asking yourself
if cheating was a sort of
self-fulfilling prophecy.
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You proved to yourself
that, in fact, you weren't
worthy of Kari.
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I guess.
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And then I saw Ryan.
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And it just confirmed
everything.
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There she was, standing next
to the better guy.
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A guy who she would always love
more than me.
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That's not true.
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Are you sure?
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[counselor] What about
you, Kari?
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Do you think you have
any deep-seated fears
about Tim?
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Fears that perhaps led you
to take comfort in Ryan.
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I've never felt smart enough.
255
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I've always been afraid he was
gonna find someone smarter.
256
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I've always imagined him
meeting a professor.
257
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Kari, you've always been smart.
258
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Well, not smart enough,
I guess.
259
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That's not fair.
260
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I'm here.
I'm doing the work.
261
00:14:59,817 --> 00:15:03,821
Look, for this marriage
to succeed, we're gonna have to
set some ground rules
262
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around your fears,
263
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and everything that's happened.
264
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- Okay.
- Okay.
265
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Forgiveness happens once.
266
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Healing takes a lifetime.
267
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And there won't be any healing
if these wounds are reinjured.
268
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Does that make sense?
269
00:15:28,096 --> 00:15:29,764
Let me ask you
a simple question.
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Tim,
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do you love your wife?
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Yes.
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[counselor] And Kari,
do you love your husband?
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I do.
275
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[counselor] Then it's settled.
276
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Divorce is off the table,
277
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but your marriage,
278
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for it to survive and thrive,
you both have to be open
to the following.
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Complete forgiveness
to yourself, and to each other.
280
00:16:00,586 --> 00:16:04,966
And complete honesty
with yourself, and each other.
281
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The best things in life
are worth fighting for.
282
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Now, are you willing
to put in the work?
283
00:16:13,933 --> 00:16:15,184
One hundred percent.
284
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[sighs]
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I am.
286
00:16:29,282 --> 00:16:30,575
Great.
287
00:16:33,703 --> 00:16:35,663
[sighs deeply]
288
00:16:59,145 --> 00:17:00,188
Lily?
289
00:17:09,489 --> 00:17:10,573
[whistle blows]
290
00:17:10,573 --> 00:17:13,117
It's your footwork
and follow-through.
291
00:17:13,117 --> 00:17:14,994
Just those two things.
Keep going.
292
00:17:30,259 --> 00:17:31,344
So, you and Tim?
293
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Me and Tim.
294
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For better or worse.
295
00:17:38,935 --> 00:17:41,395
I think it can only go up
from here.
296
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I hope you're right.
297
00:17:49,362 --> 00:17:51,697
I never should have kissed you.
298
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I'm glad you did.
299
00:17:58,579 --> 00:18:02,041
Tim is a good man,
and he is going to be
a great father.
300
00:18:03,626 --> 00:18:05,795
Are you trying
to convince me
or yourself?
301
00:18:07,338 --> 00:18:09,215
I think we need to go back
to the things were.
302
00:18:10,675 --> 00:18:12,844
- You know--
- Before you knew I moved back.
303
00:18:14,387 --> 00:18:15,805
I love my husband.
304
00:18:17,390 --> 00:18:18,391
I believe you.
305
00:18:20,059 --> 00:18:21,269
That's why I came here today.
306
00:18:23,563 --> 00:18:25,356
So that you could tell me
that you love your husband?
307
00:18:25,356 --> 00:18:29,277
So I could tell you goodbye.
308
00:18:33,823 --> 00:18:36,075
I guess that means
"just friends"
is off the table.
309
00:18:37,577 --> 00:18:39,787
I think we both know
that isn't a good idea.
310
00:18:39,787 --> 00:18:43,291
Yeah, if it weren't
meant to be, I mean,
I think it'd be easier.
311
00:18:43,291 --> 00:18:46,335
What? What is that
supposed to mean?
312
00:18:46,335 --> 00:18:49,171
It means, this thing we have,
313
00:18:49,171 --> 00:18:51,382
whatever it is,
friends, more...
314
00:18:53,509 --> 00:18:55,219
it's always been effortless.
315
00:18:55,219 --> 00:18:56,137
That has to mean something.
316
00:18:57,346 --> 00:19:00,099
Doing what's easy,
and what's right
317
00:19:01,017 --> 00:19:02,143
aren't the same thing.
318
00:19:02,143 --> 00:19:03,936
Maybe sometimes they are.
319
00:19:07,940 --> 00:19:11,736
The best things in life
are worth fighting for.
320
00:19:11,736 --> 00:19:12,862
I couldn't agree more.
321
00:19:22,872 --> 00:19:23,873
I should go.
322
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Goodbye, Ryan.
323
00:19:53,027 --> 00:19:54,904
[line ringing]
324
00:19:54,904 --> 00:19:57,114
Hey, Coach, yeah,
it's Ryan Taylor.
325
00:19:59,450 --> 00:20:00,910
I think I'm ready
to accept that offer.
326
00:20:09,627 --> 00:20:12,797
[door opens and closes]
327
00:20:12,797 --> 00:20:15,216
[John sighs] I'm sorry.
328
00:20:15,216 --> 00:20:18,052
I'm sorry. [chuckles]
329
00:20:18,052 --> 00:20:21,389
I completely lost track of time
with a patient.
330
00:20:21,389 --> 00:20:22,556
I'm sorry.
331
00:20:23,975 --> 00:20:25,017
It's okay.
332
00:20:28,229 --> 00:20:29,939
I saw Lillian today.
333
00:20:31,357 --> 00:20:32,775
Lillian Ashford?
334
00:20:33,776 --> 00:20:35,736
Where?
335
00:20:35,736 --> 00:20:39,156
I was down at the church,
dropping off book donations.
336
00:20:40,574 --> 00:20:41,575
Did you talk to her?
337
00:20:42,493 --> 00:20:43,953
I wanted to.
338
00:20:45,329 --> 00:20:46,455
But...
339
00:20:49,208 --> 00:20:52,503
[sighs] What kind
of person am I?
340
00:20:54,922 --> 00:20:55,923
Human.
341
00:20:57,425 --> 00:20:59,260
You didn't know
what to say because...
342
00:21:01,012 --> 00:21:02,179
it's hard.
343
00:21:04,265 --> 00:21:05,349
Maybe she didn't see you.
344
00:21:06,225 --> 00:21:08,227
Maybe she didn't want to.
345
00:21:08,728 --> 00:21:10,730
Hmm.
346
00:21:10,730 --> 00:21:14,108
You know, I keep thinking
about what if things
had been different that night.
347
00:21:14,108 --> 00:21:15,901
What if Ashely had...
348
00:21:17,570 --> 00:21:18,612
I know.
349
00:21:21,949 --> 00:21:24,618
Or perhaps, I should reach out
to her in a couple of days.
350
00:21:26,203 --> 00:21:27,830
I think that'd be a great idea.
351
00:21:35,129 --> 00:21:36,213
[door opens]
352
00:21:38,049 --> 00:21:39,592
[door closes]
353
00:21:39,592 --> 00:21:40,843
[door opens]
354
00:21:56,776 --> 00:21:58,736
I was beginning to wonder
if I should be worried.
355
00:22:00,738 --> 00:22:03,908
I went to my first AA meeting.
356
00:22:05,284 --> 00:22:06,327
How was it?
357
00:22:07,995 --> 00:22:08,996
Eye-opening.
358
00:22:11,540 --> 00:22:14,376
And incredibly humbling.
359
00:22:15,878 --> 00:22:19,131
I learned that the first step
is to admit...
360
00:22:20,549 --> 00:22:22,760
that my life
has become unmanageable,
361
00:22:24,011 --> 00:22:25,846
and that I need help
to move forward.
362
00:22:35,147 --> 00:22:38,442
I know this is
my journey, Kari,
363
00:22:38,442 --> 00:22:41,862
but I want
and I need your help.
364
00:22:54,458 --> 00:22:56,544
I hope you're hungry.
[chuckles]
365
00:22:57,336 --> 00:22:58,671
I bought steaks.
366
00:23:00,631 --> 00:23:01,674
Starving.
367
00:23:03,592 --> 00:23:06,220
And after dinner,
we'll make that chair
look like new again.
368
00:23:07,555 --> 00:23:09,974
I don't know.
It's in pretty bad shape.
369
00:23:11,267 --> 00:23:15,020
Oh, it just needs some love,
and time.
370
00:23:23,946 --> 00:23:26,657
Next time on The Baxters...
371
00:23:26,657 --> 00:23:30,077
[counselor] Five months,
that is quite
an accomplishment.
372
00:23:30,077 --> 00:23:31,370
We're taking it day by day.
373
00:23:31,370 --> 00:23:33,038
I wanted it to be a girl
374
00:23:33,038 --> 00:23:36,584
so she can grow up to be
as strong and beautiful
as her mother.
375
00:23:36,584 --> 00:23:38,627
[Luke] It makes me sad
that Lily has never seen those.
376
00:23:38,627 --> 00:23:41,714
I think that she'd really love
what we've done to honor
her son's memory.
377
00:23:41,714 --> 00:23:42,882
[Reagan] Why is it Ashford?
378
00:23:42,882 --> 00:23:45,259
Uh, it's a dedication
to my best friend.
379
00:23:45,259 --> 00:23:46,844
He died in a car accident
a few years ago.
380
00:23:46,844 --> 00:23:48,304
I'm so sorry.
381
00:23:48,304 --> 00:23:50,055
[woman] Slight change of plans.
382
00:23:50,055 --> 00:23:51,348
What?
383
00:23:51,348 --> 00:23:53,184
You two have fun.
384
00:23:53,184 --> 00:23:55,102
- Can I help you with something?
- Where is she?
385
00:23:55,102 --> 00:23:57,021
- Who?
- Angela Manning!
386
00:23:57,021 --> 00:23:59,106
I know you had
an affair with her.
387
00:23:59,106 --> 00:24:01,942
You ruined her life. And mine.
388
00:24:05,321 --> 00:24:07,281
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