1 00:00:08,385 --> 00:00:11,180 Things don't always go the way you want them to. 2 00:00:11,180 --> 00:00:12,681 - I hate you. - Angela! 3 00:00:12,681 --> 00:00:15,100 - Are you okay? - Leave me alone! 4 00:00:15,100 --> 00:00:16,351 What did he do to you? 5 00:00:16,351 --> 00:00:17,895 Why did you come back? 6 00:00:17,895 --> 00:00:20,230 Because I realized I made a mistake. 7 00:00:20,230 --> 00:00:22,900 You have to start trying to listen to 8 00:00:22,900 --> 00:00:24,860 what your own heart is telling you. 9 00:00:24,860 --> 00:00:27,362 I know that you'll figure out what's best for you, 10 00:00:27,362 --> 00:00:28,530 and for your baby. 11 00:00:28,530 --> 00:00:30,199 - Do you have a-- - No. 12 00:00:30,199 --> 00:00:31,366 No, I'm single. 13 00:00:31,366 --> 00:00:34,328 You are my husband and we are having a baby. 14 00:00:34,328 --> 00:00:36,872 We have to find a way to forgive each other. 15 00:00:41,752 --> 00:00:45,756 ♪ 'Cause life has a way Of pulling us under ♪ 16 00:00:45,756 --> 00:00:49,009 ♪ But we'll stick it out ♪ 17 00:00:49,009 --> 00:00:52,054 {\an8}♪ If we got each other ♪ 18 00:00:52,054 --> 00:00:55,182 {\an8}♪ When it all feels too much ♪ 19 00:00:55,182 --> 00:00:59,061 {\an8}♪ I know you'll come running For me ♪ 20 00:00:59,061 --> 00:01:02,898 {\an8}♪ Through the highs and lows We'll find our way home ♪ 21 00:01:03,774 --> 00:01:05,192 {\an8}♪ Family ♪ 22 00:01:07,444 --> 00:01:09,112 ♪ Oh, oh, oh ♪ 23 00:01:09,112 --> 00:01:10,322 ♪ Family ♪ 24 00:01:43,689 --> 00:01:45,274 {\an8}Come on. 25 00:01:51,029 --> 00:01:52,698 {\an8}Let me get you water. 26 00:01:53,949 --> 00:01:55,534 Yeah, okay. 27 00:02:24,479 --> 00:02:25,564 Let's get you to bed. 28 00:02:28,734 --> 00:02:29,860 Come on. 29 00:02:31,028 --> 00:02:32,654 {\an8}Careful. 30 00:02:32,654 --> 00:02:33,822 {\an8}I'm sorry. 31 00:03:28,752 --> 00:03:30,045 Hey. 32 00:03:47,312 --> 00:03:48,480 {\an8}How are you feeling? 33 00:03:50,732 --> 00:03:51,775 {\an8}Horrible. 34 00:03:53,902 --> 00:03:54,987 {\an8}Ashamed. 35 00:03:56,947 --> 00:03:57,864 Sorry. 36 00:04:01,159 --> 00:04:03,245 I would've cleaned this up. You didn't have to. 37 00:04:08,625 --> 00:04:09,584 I miss you. 38 00:04:11,003 --> 00:04:12,212 I miss us. 39 00:04:14,631 --> 00:04:19,177 Fixing our marriage is the most important thing in the world to me. 40 00:04:21,471 --> 00:04:22,889 It's all I want. It's... 41 00:04:24,307 --> 00:04:26,059 You're all I want. 42 00:04:29,479 --> 00:04:30,814 How long have you been drinking? 43 00:04:33,734 --> 00:04:36,069 Or is this just another thing you were doing behind my back? 44 00:04:38,864 --> 00:04:40,866 I didn't drink when we were together, and you... 45 00:04:42,034 --> 00:04:43,035 I didn't need to. 46 00:04:43,702 --> 00:04:44,828 I was happy. 47 00:04:44,828 --> 00:04:48,165 Then how did you have an affair? 48 00:04:48,165 --> 00:04:53,170 This was never about being happy or unhappy. 49 00:04:53,170 --> 00:04:57,549 What happened between her and me was the result of my... 50 00:04:57,549 --> 00:04:58,633 My own... 51 00:05:00,135 --> 00:05:01,595 Insecurities. 52 00:05:01,595 --> 00:05:04,681 Insecurities that... 53 00:05:04,681 --> 00:05:07,934 Insecurities that I'm still trying to make sense of. 54 00:05:07,934 --> 00:05:13,940 Tim, I cannot wait around while you are trying to make sense of yourself. 55 00:05:13,940 --> 00:05:17,986 I need to know that you are here in this with me. 56 00:05:19,404 --> 00:05:21,990 With us. 57 00:05:21,990 --> 00:05:25,118 Through thick, through thin. 58 00:05:25,952 --> 00:05:27,037 Everything. 59 00:05:28,747 --> 00:05:30,707 - We're gonna work on it. - On what? 60 00:05:33,418 --> 00:05:35,587 On us. 61 00:05:35,587 --> 00:05:37,547 I'm gonna give it everything I have. 62 00:05:37,547 --> 00:05:42,094 I'll go to AA meetings. I'll go to marriage counseling. 63 00:05:42,094 --> 00:05:43,345 I'll go anywhere. 64 00:05:43,345 --> 00:05:45,514 I will find my way back. 65 00:05:45,514 --> 00:05:47,557 Back to you. 66 00:05:48,892 --> 00:05:50,310 Back to God. 67 00:05:55,065 --> 00:05:56,650 Prove it. 68 00:06:08,036 --> 00:06:10,205 - Hello? - Hi, I'm calling for Ryan Taylor. 69 00:06:10,205 --> 00:06:12,707 - Yeah, this is him. - Hey, Ryan. It's Coach Grant with the Giants. 70 00:06:12,707 --> 00:06:14,709 - Got a minute to chat? - Yeah, how can I help you, Coach? 71 00:06:16,920 --> 00:06:18,171 Goodbye, Mom. 72 00:06:19,297 --> 00:06:21,800 Oh, hi. Ashley, right? 73 00:06:21,800 --> 00:06:23,260 I'm Reagan, I work for Kari. 74 00:06:23,260 --> 00:06:25,637 Just picking up some papers that she left. 75 00:06:25,637 --> 00:06:28,014 You're Luke's girlfriend, right? 76 00:06:28,014 --> 00:06:30,475 Yeah, I don't really know anything, so... 77 00:06:30,475 --> 00:06:32,477 Sounds about right. 78 00:06:32,477 --> 00:06:33,770 What part? 79 00:06:33,770 --> 00:06:36,356 Oh, just Luke plus not knowing. 80 00:06:36,356 --> 00:06:37,649 Oh. 81 00:06:37,649 --> 00:06:39,025 No, it was really nice to meet you, though. 82 00:06:39,025 --> 00:06:40,318 Yeah, you, too. 83 00:06:40,318 --> 00:06:41,236 Hey, um... 84 00:06:42,028 --> 00:06:42,988 Good luck. 85 00:06:43,947 --> 00:06:44,906 Thanks. 86 00:06:53,165 --> 00:06:58,044 So, all of these chairs, we can interchange the colors. 87 00:06:58,044 --> 00:07:02,674 Chairs are getting a little overwhelming, let's take you back to couches. 88 00:07:03,884 --> 00:07:07,304 This is our latest model. 89 00:07:07,304 --> 00:07:10,682 But the blue your eye was originally drawn to is... 90 00:07:10,682 --> 00:07:12,559 It's just so classic. 91 00:07:12,559 --> 00:07:14,477 I know. 92 00:07:14,477 --> 00:07:16,605 It's making me want a whole second living room so I can have them both. 93 00:07:18,732 --> 00:07:19,691 Just kidding. 94 00:07:20,984 --> 00:07:22,319 Which do you prefer? 95 00:07:24,362 --> 00:07:25,780 The blue. 96 00:07:25,780 --> 00:07:27,908 But the blue feels more formal. 97 00:07:27,908 --> 00:07:29,659 Then the white. 98 00:07:29,659 --> 00:07:32,746 Though, will that make our house feel too sterile? 99 00:07:32,746 --> 00:07:36,124 It always helps to describe how you wanna use your space, 100 00:07:36,124 --> 00:07:39,711 and how you wanna feel inside when you're in the room. 101 00:07:39,711 --> 00:07:43,089 We want a space that's great for everything 102 00:07:43,089 --> 00:07:47,135 from hosting parties to cuddling on the couch. 103 00:07:49,012 --> 00:07:50,972 Sounds amazing. 104 00:07:53,141 --> 00:07:56,311 So, then if it was your house, with your husband, what would you pick? 105 00:08:01,358 --> 00:08:03,360 Good question. 106 00:08:08,156 --> 00:08:10,033 All right, everyone, that's it for today. 107 00:08:10,033 --> 00:08:13,245 Don't forget, your profiles are due next Friday. 108 00:08:13,245 --> 00:08:14,412 I'll see you then. 109 00:08:15,288 --> 00:08:17,207 Hey, Professor Jacobs, 110 00:08:17,207 --> 00:08:18,375 do you have a second? 111 00:08:19,084 --> 00:08:20,669 Sure. 112 00:08:20,669 --> 00:08:23,171 Um, I was just wondering about the portfolio due next Friday. 113 00:08:23,171 --> 00:08:24,714 Mmm-hmm. About how many sources 114 00:08:24,714 --> 00:08:26,299 do you want us to have for that? 115 00:08:26,299 --> 00:08:28,093 The number of sources don't matter. Okay. 116 00:08:28,093 --> 00:08:29,386 What's important is you get your facts straight, 117 00:08:29,386 --> 00:08:30,929 and tell the story truthfully. Okay. 118 00:08:30,929 --> 00:08:32,138 Okay? Yeah. 119 00:08:32,138 --> 00:08:33,056 Okay. 120 00:08:34,599 --> 00:08:35,433 Is everything okay? 121 00:08:37,185 --> 00:08:38,061 Yeah. 122 00:08:44,025 --> 00:08:45,735 - Do you have a question? - No. 123 00:08:52,742 --> 00:08:54,619 Okay, now, what were you saying? 124 00:08:54,619 --> 00:08:56,413 Yeah, about the sources. We don't have to have a specific number... 125 00:08:57,747 --> 00:08:58,581 So, what time does the movie start? 126 00:08:58,581 --> 00:09:00,792 - I think we have like 15. - Wow. 127 00:09:00,792 --> 00:09:02,252 All right. 128 00:09:02,252 --> 00:09:05,380 So, I saw, um, Ashley at your parents' house today. 129 00:09:06,506 --> 00:09:08,049 I'm sorry about that. 130 00:09:08,049 --> 00:09:09,634 What's that supposed to mean? 131 00:09:09,634 --> 00:09:12,137 I don't know. Ashley's always been a bit of a mystery to me. 132 00:09:12,137 --> 00:09:13,596 Well, I love a good mystery. 133 00:09:13,596 --> 00:09:15,515 I thought you loved a good romcom. 134 00:09:15,515 --> 00:09:17,976 What? I can't love both? 135 00:09:17,976 --> 00:09:22,397 Trust me, Ashley is not a mystery that you wanna unravel. 136 00:09:23,940 --> 00:09:26,943 Because of everything that happened in Paris? 137 00:09:26,943 --> 00:09:29,154 Kari might have slipped and said something at work. 138 00:09:31,823 --> 00:09:33,992 It goes a little bit deeper than that, 139 00:09:33,992 --> 00:09:36,953 but it's not really my story to tell. 140 00:09:36,953 --> 00:09:38,747 I got it. 141 00:09:38,747 --> 00:09:41,958 So, best for me to get to know your other sisters a little better. 142 00:09:41,958 --> 00:09:43,126 Definitely easier. 143 00:09:43,793 --> 00:09:45,337 I'm sorry, just, 144 00:09:45,337 --> 00:09:47,339 it makes me kind of mad because... 145 00:09:47,339 --> 00:09:49,174 it's like different rules seem to apply to Ashley 146 00:09:49,174 --> 00:09:50,842 than anybody else in our family. 147 00:09:50,842 --> 00:09:53,303 She never has to go to church. She shows up to everything late, 148 00:09:53,303 --> 00:09:56,097 and my parents just love her all the same. 149 00:09:56,097 --> 00:09:57,724 Like, unconditionally loving? 150 00:09:57,724 --> 00:09:59,768 Like she's more fragile than the rest of us. 151 00:10:01,019 --> 00:10:02,354 Maybe she is right now. 152 00:10:06,024 --> 00:10:08,068 All right, where did you come from? 153 00:10:08,068 --> 00:10:10,737 69th and Columbus, actually. But why? You looking for a trade-in? 154 00:10:10,737 --> 00:10:12,822 Yeah, I don't know. I'm still weighing my options. 155 00:10:12,822 --> 00:10:14,574 Yeah, speaking of. 156 00:10:14,574 --> 00:10:17,035 Is this like a are-they-gonna do-it- 157 00:10:17,035 --> 00:10:18,411 are-they-not-gonna-do-it thing? 158 00:10:18,411 --> 00:10:20,455 Or is it a, you know, a thing-thing? 159 00:10:22,624 --> 00:10:26,127 Do you wanna be a thing-thing? 160 00:10:26,127 --> 00:10:30,090 I just, I wanna be clear. Whatever this is, 161 00:10:30,090 --> 00:10:31,758 I wanna be clear. 162 00:10:38,515 --> 00:10:40,517 - How's that for clear? - Yeah, you could do that again. 163 00:10:45,480 --> 00:10:46,356 Crystal. 164 00:10:52,028 --> 00:10:54,030 Let's go, let's go. 165 00:10:54,030 --> 00:10:54,948 Hustle, hustle. 166 00:10:56,825 --> 00:10:58,243 Coaches. 167 00:11:00,912 --> 00:11:03,039 Varsity's looking good this season. 168 00:11:03,039 --> 00:11:05,834 The special team's gonna need a lot of work if we want a shot a state. 169 00:11:05,834 --> 00:11:08,461 You all know we're throwing out last year's playbook. 170 00:11:08,461 --> 00:11:10,422 Starting next week, I need each one of you 171 00:11:10,422 --> 00:11:12,465 to come in with some fresh ideas. 172 00:11:12,465 --> 00:11:13,591 Copy that, Taylor? 173 00:11:15,009 --> 00:11:15,927 Yeah, Coach. 174 00:11:16,761 --> 00:11:18,096 All right, good. 175 00:11:18,096 --> 00:11:20,348 All right, that's it, we're done here. Thank you. 176 00:11:21,266 --> 00:11:22,183 Taylor? 177 00:11:25,478 --> 00:11:27,313 Sir? 178 00:11:27,313 --> 00:11:29,190 What's going on with you today? 179 00:11:29,190 --> 00:11:31,192 Head's been somewhere else ever since you stepped on the field. 180 00:11:32,485 --> 00:11:34,028 Yeah, it's just been a weird few days. 181 00:11:34,028 --> 00:11:35,697 Yeah, women will do that to you. 182 00:11:37,031 --> 00:11:38,408 It's a little more complicated. 183 00:11:38,408 --> 00:11:40,743 They're all complicated, son. 184 00:11:40,743 --> 00:11:42,620 I got a call from the Giants. 185 00:11:43,413 --> 00:11:45,039 The Giants-Giants? 186 00:11:46,458 --> 00:11:48,376 Yeah, they wanna offer me a coaching job. 187 00:11:48,376 --> 00:11:51,087 Start right after our season ends. 188 00:11:51,087 --> 00:11:52,672 How about that? 189 00:11:52,672 --> 00:11:55,592 Hey, that's good news, Taylor, complicated or not. 190 00:11:55,592 --> 00:11:58,219 Yeah, I know. I just... 191 00:11:58,219 --> 00:12:00,305 I didn't expect to be leaving again so soon. 192 00:12:02,765 --> 00:12:04,642 This is the chance of a lifetime, boy. 193 00:12:04,642 --> 00:12:06,644 There ain't nothing keeping you here, you hear me? 194 00:12:08,438 --> 00:12:09,397 Yes, sir. 195 00:12:12,066 --> 00:12:14,486 Congratulations again, son. 196 00:12:21,117 --> 00:12:22,076 Kari? 197 00:12:23,369 --> 00:12:24,913 Kari. 198 00:12:24,913 --> 00:12:26,289 I... I'm sorry. 199 00:12:27,540 --> 00:12:29,209 What was the question? 200 00:12:29,209 --> 00:12:31,586 Would you like a bottle of water before we continue? 201 00:12:33,129 --> 00:12:34,923 Oh, no. I'm okay. Thank you. 202 00:12:36,090 --> 00:12:37,842 Okay. 203 00:12:37,842 --> 00:12:39,427 Tim, I'd like to start with you. 204 00:12:40,094 --> 00:12:42,764 Oh, boy. 205 00:12:42,764 --> 00:12:46,059 How did you feel when you saw Kari with Ryan? 206 00:12:47,268 --> 00:12:48,645 He is her ex. 207 00:12:50,271 --> 00:12:52,732 It felt-- Not "it." 208 00:12:52,732 --> 00:12:54,859 You. How did you feel? 209 00:12:58,279 --> 00:13:00,615 Honestly, um... 210 00:13:00,615 --> 00:13:02,075 Not sure. 211 00:13:02,075 --> 00:13:03,409 You were angry. 212 00:13:03,409 --> 00:13:04,869 No, no, I wasn't. 213 00:13:06,788 --> 00:13:08,164 I, um... 214 00:13:11,918 --> 00:13:13,670 I was scared. 215 00:13:13,670 --> 00:13:14,921 Why scared? 216 00:13:15,797 --> 00:13:17,173 I felt scared... 217 00:13:18,508 --> 00:13:19,842 I don't know, I... 218 00:13:21,219 --> 00:13:22,387 I guess I... 219 00:13:25,223 --> 00:13:27,100 I guess I've always been afraid that... 220 00:13:28,142 --> 00:13:29,769 I wasn't good enough for her. 221 00:13:29,769 --> 00:13:31,604 That she deserves someone better. 222 00:13:33,147 --> 00:13:34,816 Like, there's always been this thing. This... 223 00:13:37,360 --> 00:13:38,736 insecurity. 224 00:13:38,736 --> 00:13:42,574 So, you had an affair with your student to solve it? 225 00:13:42,574 --> 00:13:45,410 We agreed we wouldn't bring her into this today. 226 00:13:45,410 --> 00:13:47,370 You know that it's over... 227 00:13:47,370 --> 00:13:50,832 She's confirmed she doesn't want any more contact and neither do I. 228 00:13:52,083 --> 00:13:53,751 We're here to move on, right? 229 00:13:55,503 --> 00:13:56,462 Right. 230 00:13:57,589 --> 00:14:00,216 Tim, I still think it's 231 00:14:00,216 --> 00:14:06,264 worth asking yourself if cheating was a sort of self-fulfilling prophecy. 232 00:14:06,264 --> 00:14:10,059 You proved to yourself that, in fact, you weren't worthy of Kari. 233 00:14:13,146 --> 00:14:14,105 I guess. 234 00:14:15,607 --> 00:14:17,442 And then I saw Ryan. 235 00:14:17,442 --> 00:14:19,193 And it just confirmed everything. 236 00:14:19,193 --> 00:14:21,863 There she was, standing next to the better guy. 237 00:14:21,863 --> 00:14:24,198 A guy who she would always love more than me. 238 00:14:24,198 --> 00:14:25,283 That's not true. 239 00:14:26,576 --> 00:14:27,577 Are you sure? 240 00:14:28,995 --> 00:14:31,205 What about you, Kari? 241 00:14:31,205 --> 00:14:35,752 Do you think you have any deep-seated fears about Tim? 242 00:14:35,752 --> 00:14:39,505 Fears that perhaps led you to take comfort in Ryan. 243 00:14:39,505 --> 00:14:42,508 I've never felt smart enough. 244 00:14:42,508 --> 00:14:46,304 I've always been afraid he was gonna find someone smarter. 245 00:14:48,014 --> 00:14:50,808 I've always imagined him meeting a professor. 246 00:14:50,808 --> 00:14:52,226 Kari, you've always been smart. 247 00:14:52,226 --> 00:14:54,562 Well, not smart enough, I guess. 248 00:14:56,397 --> 00:14:57,732 That's not fair. 249 00:14:57,732 --> 00:14:59,817 I'm here. I'm doing the work. 250 00:14:59,817 --> 00:15:03,821 Look, for this marriage to succeed, we're gonna have to set some ground rules 251 00:15:03,821 --> 00:15:06,824 around your fears, 252 00:15:06,824 --> 00:15:08,451 and everything that's happened. 253 00:15:10,828 --> 00:15:12,038 - Okay. - Okay. 254 00:15:13,289 --> 00:15:16,084 Forgiveness happens once. 255 00:15:16,084 --> 00:15:18,169 Healing takes a lifetime. 256 00:15:18,169 --> 00:15:22,757 And there won't be any healing if these wounds are reinjured. 257 00:15:22,757 --> 00:15:23,925 Does that make sense? 258 00:15:28,096 --> 00:15:29,764 Let me ask you a simple question. 259 00:15:31,349 --> 00:15:32,558 Tim, 260 00:15:32,558 --> 00:15:33,726 do you love your wife? 261 00:15:36,396 --> 00:15:38,439 Yes. 262 00:15:38,439 --> 00:15:41,693 And Kari, do you love your husband? 263 00:15:43,027 --> 00:15:44,404 I do. 264 00:15:45,822 --> 00:15:47,532 Then it's settled. 265 00:15:47,532 --> 00:15:48,658 Divorce is off the table, 266 00:15:48,658 --> 00:15:50,993 but your marriage, 267 00:15:50,993 --> 00:15:55,707 for it to survive and thrive, you both have to be open to the following. 268 00:15:55,707 --> 00:16:00,586 Complete forgiveness to yourself, and to each other. 269 00:16:00,586 --> 00:16:04,966 And complete honesty with yourself, and each other. 270 00:16:04,966 --> 00:16:08,052 The best things in life are worth fighting for. 271 00:16:09,470 --> 00:16:12,473 Now, are you willing to put in the work? 272 00:16:13,933 --> 00:16:15,184 One hundred percent. 273 00:16:25,570 --> 00:16:26,571 I am. 274 00:16:29,282 --> 00:16:30,575 Great. 275 00:16:59,145 --> 00:17:00,188 Lily? 276 00:17:10,573 --> 00:17:13,117 It's your footwork and follow-through. 277 00:17:13,117 --> 00:17:14,994 Just those two things. Keep going. 278 00:17:30,259 --> 00:17:31,344 So, you and Tim? 279 00:17:33,304 --> 00:17:34,514 Me and Tim. 280 00:17:36,849 --> 00:17:37,683 For better or worse. 281 00:17:38,935 --> 00:17:41,395 I think it can only go up from here. 282 00:17:43,523 --> 00:17:44,440 I hope you're right. 283 00:17:49,362 --> 00:17:51,697 I never should have kissed you. 284 00:17:54,242 --> 00:17:55,284 I'm glad you did. 285 00:17:58,579 --> 00:18:02,041 Tim is a good man, and he is going to be a great father. 286 00:18:03,626 --> 00:18:05,795 Are you trying to convince me or yourself? 287 00:18:07,338 --> 00:18:09,215 I think we need to go back to the things were. 288 00:18:10,675 --> 00:18:12,844 - You know-- - Before you knew I moved back. 289 00:18:14,387 --> 00:18:15,805 I love my husband. 290 00:18:17,390 --> 00:18:18,391 I believe you. 291 00:18:20,059 --> 00:18:21,269 That's why I came here today. 292 00:18:23,563 --> 00:18:25,356 So that you could tell me that you love your husband? 293 00:18:25,356 --> 00:18:29,277 So I could tell you goodbye. 294 00:18:33,823 --> 00:18:36,075 I guess that means "just friends" is off the table. 295 00:18:37,577 --> 00:18:39,787 I think we both know that isn't a good idea. 296 00:18:39,787 --> 00:18:43,291 Yeah, if it weren't meant to be, I mean, I think it'd be easier. 297 00:18:43,291 --> 00:18:46,335 What? What is that supposed to mean? 298 00:18:46,335 --> 00:18:49,171 It means, this thing we have, 299 00:18:49,171 --> 00:18:51,382 whatever it is, friends, more... 300 00:18:53,509 --> 00:18:55,219 it's always been effortless. 301 00:18:55,219 --> 00:18:56,137 That has to mean something. 302 00:18:57,346 --> 00:19:00,099 Doing what's easy, and what's right 303 00:19:01,017 --> 00:19:02,143 aren't the same thing. 304 00:19:02,143 --> 00:19:03,936 Maybe sometimes they are. 305 00:19:07,940 --> 00:19:11,736 The best things in life are worth fighting for. 306 00:19:11,736 --> 00:19:12,862 I couldn't agree more. 307 00:19:22,872 --> 00:19:23,873 I should go. 308 00:19:24,707 --> 00:19:26,792 Goodbye, Ryan. 309 00:19:54,904 --> 00:19:57,114 Hey, Coach, yeah, it's Ryan Taylor. 310 00:19:59,450 --> 00:20:00,910 I think I'm ready to accept that offer. 311 00:20:12,797 --> 00:20:18,052 I'm sorry. 312 00:20:18,052 --> 00:20:21,389 I completely lost track of time with a patient. 313 00:20:21,389 --> 00:20:22,556 I'm sorry. 314 00:20:23,975 --> 00:20:25,017 It's okay. 315 00:20:28,229 --> 00:20:29,939 I saw Lillian today. 316 00:20:31,357 --> 00:20:32,775 Lillian Ashford? 317 00:20:33,776 --> 00:20:35,736 Where? 318 00:20:35,736 --> 00:20:39,156 I was down at the church, dropping off book donations. 319 00:20:40,574 --> 00:20:41,575 Did you talk to her? 320 00:20:42,493 --> 00:20:43,953 I wanted to. 321 00:20:45,329 --> 00:20:46,455 But... 322 00:20:49,208 --> 00:20:52,503 What kind of person am I? 323 00:20:54,922 --> 00:20:55,923 Human. 324 00:20:57,425 --> 00:20:59,260 You didn't know what to say because... 325 00:21:01,012 --> 00:21:02,179 it's hard. 326 00:21:04,265 --> 00:21:05,349 Maybe she didn't see you. 327 00:21:06,225 --> 00:21:08,227 Maybe she didn't want to. 328 00:21:08,728 --> 00:21:10,730 Hmm. 329 00:21:10,730 --> 00:21:14,108 You know, I keep thinking about what if things had been different that night. 330 00:21:14,108 --> 00:21:15,901 What if Ashely had... 331 00:21:17,570 --> 00:21:18,612 I know. 332 00:21:21,949 --> 00:21:24,618 Or perhaps, I should reach out to her in a couple of days. 333 00:21:26,203 --> 00:21:27,830 I think that'd be a great idea. 334 00:21:56,776 --> 00:21:58,736 I was beginning to wonder if I should be worried. 335 00:22:00,738 --> 00:22:03,908 I went to my first AA meeting. 336 00:22:05,284 --> 00:22:06,327 How was it? 337 00:22:07,995 --> 00:22:08,996 Eye-opening. 338 00:22:11,540 --> 00:22:14,376 And incredibly humbling. 339 00:22:15,878 --> 00:22:19,131 I learned that the first step is to admit... 340 00:22:20,549 --> 00:22:22,760 that my life has become unmanageable, 341 00:22:24,011 --> 00:22:25,846 and that I need help to move forward. 342 00:22:35,147 --> 00:22:38,442 I know this is my journey, Kari, 343 00:22:38,442 --> 00:22:41,862 but I want and I need your help. 344 00:22:54,458 --> 00:22:56,544 I hope you're hungry. 345 00:22:57,336 --> 00:22:58,671 I bought steaks. 346 00:23:00,631 --> 00:23:01,674 Starving. 347 00:23:03,592 --> 00:23:06,220 And after dinner, we'll make that chair look like new again. 348 00:23:07,555 --> 00:23:09,974 I don't know. It's in pretty bad shape. 349 00:23:11,267 --> 00:23:15,020 Oh, it just needs some love, and time. 350 00:23:23,946 --> 00:23:26,657 Next time on The Baxters... 351 00:23:26,657 --> 00:23:30,077 Five months, that is quite an accomplishment. 352 00:23:30,077 --> 00:23:31,370 We're taking it day by day. 353 00:23:31,370 --> 00:23:33,038 I wanted it to be a girl 354 00:23:33,038 --> 00:23:36,584 so she can grow up to be as strong and beautiful as her mother. 355 00:23:36,584 --> 00:23:38,627 It makes me sad that Lily has never seen those. 356 00:23:38,627 --> 00:23:41,714 I think that she'd really love what we've done to honor her son's memory. 357 00:23:41,714 --> 00:23:42,882 Why is it Ashford? 358 00:23:42,882 --> 00:23:45,259 Uh, it's a dedication to my best friend. 359 00:23:45,259 --> 00:23:46,844 He died in a car accident a few years ago. 360 00:23:46,844 --> 00:23:48,304 I'm so sorry. 361 00:23:48,304 --> 00:23:50,055 Slight change of plans. 362 00:23:50,055 --> 00:23:51,348 What? 363 00:23:51,348 --> 00:23:53,184 You two have fun. 364 00:23:53,184 --> 00:23:55,102 - Can I help you with something? - Where is she? 365 00:23:55,102 --> 00:23:57,021 - Who? - Angela Manning! 366 00:23:57,021 --> 00:23:59,106 I know you had an affair with her. 367 00:23:59,106 --> 00:24:01,942 You ruined her life. And mine.