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[Elizabeth] Previously on
The Baxters...
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We need to talk about
Kari's wedding dress.
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What if he shuts us both out?
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I'm terrified, Mom.
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Would you be comfortable
giving me Ashley's number?
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I'm always gonna be here
to make you feel better.
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Excuse me.
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Imagine how hard it is for her
to hear that she's
being replaced.
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Kari, are you having
second thoughts
about the wedding?
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Miss Baxter? Yeah, sickness
taking Adrian's life is SIDA
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or as you in America call...
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AIDS.
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[theme song playing]
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♪ 'Cause life has a way
Of pulling us under ♪
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♪ But we'll stick it out ♪
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{\an8} ♪ If we got each other ♪
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{\an8} ♪ When it all feels too much ♪
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{\an8} ♪ I know you'll come running
For me ♪
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{\an8} ♪ Through the highs and lows
We'll find our way home ♪
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{\an8} ♪ Family ♪
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{\an8} ♪ Oh, oh, oh ♪
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♪ Family ♪
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{\an8}Okay.
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{\an8}I feel like I'm
forgetting something.
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{\an8}Ash, you've double...
Triple checked.
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{\an8}-You're not...
-Cole's already with mom
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{\an8}Portfolio's been shipped.
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{\an8}Keys and car's almost here.
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{\an8}Hey, Ash.
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{\an8}I'm really proud of you.
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{\an8}Thanks.
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{\an8}Keep me posted
from LA, okay?
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{\an8}Okay. Bye.
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{\an8}Bye.
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[Ashley] Hey.
What are you doing here?
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Hey, Ash. Can we
talk for a few minutes?
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{\an8}Yeah, but can't it wait?
I'm on my way to the airport.
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{\an8}No, no, it really can't.
This is important.
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What?
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I overheard your phone call
at Mom and Dad's.
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Ashley, I know about Adrian.
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{\an8}Brooke, my ride's here,
I have to go.
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Ashley, listen to me.
This is serious.
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I really think that you should
stay home and get tested
as soon as possible.
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Yeah, I will,
when I get back.
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Ashley, if you test positive,
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you need to start
treatment immediately.
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I said I don't
have time for this.
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I am literally on
my way to the airport.
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Ashley, I love you,
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and I...
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I don't know what I would do
if something happened to you.
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Adrian didn't have it
when we were together.
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How can you be sure?
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I know that I don't
need to tell you this,
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but if you contracted
the virus,
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then Cole could have it too.
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Cole is perfectly healthy.
He's fine.
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I think it's important
that we rule it out.
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I have to go to
the gallery opening, okay.
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My future depends on it.
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{\an8}[peppy song playing]
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{\an8}When's your future fiancee
getting here?
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{\an8}Yo!
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{\an8}Landon.
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{\an8}What?
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{\an8}When does Ashley get in here?
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{\an8}She got in late last night.
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{\an8}Ah!
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{\an8}That's why you're tired.
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{\an8}No, I haven't seen her yet.
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{\an8}Her big show's tonight.
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{\an8}So I'm meeting her
at the gallery.
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{\an8}And I need to leave here by,
like, 4:30 maybe 4:00.
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I gotta go home, take a shower,
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change, get all the supplies.
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-And then I gotta...
-Deep breaths, buddy.
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{\an8}It's gonna be amazing.
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{\an8}Yeah.
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{\an8}You think you can cover
for me tonight while I'm gone?
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{\an8}It'd be my honor.
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{\an8}-Thanks, bro.
-No problem, dude.
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{\an8}Oh, help me finish
this truck, though.
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[man] So,
how was everybody's day?
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[music playing on earphones]
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It was...
It was pretty good.
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-Yeah?
-Yeah, mine was good, too.
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[girl 1] We had
that quiz again.
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I don't know
if it went the best.
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-[girl 2] Yeah.
-Believe in yourself.
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[laughter]
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Should we begin?
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[girls] Yes.
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Okay, so today
we're gonna talk about...
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♪ Can you help me out? ♪
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♪ Can you help me out? ♪
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-[Kari] Almost ready
with the next one.
-[Elizabeth] Okay.
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Say a little prayer.
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Mom, the wedding is so soon.
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If we don't pick
a dress today,
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Kari's gonna be walking
down the aisle in jeans.
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-Oh.
-Oh, wow.
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That's so pretty.
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You look beautiful, Kari.
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-Yeah?
-[Erin] Yeah.
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[Elizabeth] It's beautiful.
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-Honey, it's gorgeous.
-You look so pretty.
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Oh, and I love the cut.
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So pretty.
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-[Kari sighs]
-Oh, no.
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Wait, wait. We can't decide
without the finishing touch.
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-Oh, wow.
-That's really special.
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Gorgeous.
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It's pretty.
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I feel a "but" coming.
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But...
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It's just not the one.
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Plenty more to see.
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-Let me go pull some
from the racks.
-[sighs]
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I should go home.
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I left Jessie
with Diane hours ago.
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I'm sorry.
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Oh, honey. Don't worry.
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Ryan adores you.
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And he wouldn't care
if you walk down the aisle
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wearing one of
the pretty dresses
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-that are already
in your closet.
-Mm-hm.
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He asked me the other day
if I'm having second thoughts.
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I didn't know
how to answer him.
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Are you?
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Preparing for
this wedding with Diane here
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has been really hard.
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I feel like I can't let myself
picture the day,
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which is why
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I can't picture the dress.
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Well, why don't you try
to picture it right now?
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Just close your eyes.
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Come on, Kari, it'll be fun.
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[chuckles]
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Imagine this is
the morning of your wedding
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and you're about to walk
through the church doors,
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catch a glimpse
of yourself in a mirror.
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What does your dress look like?
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Okay, um...
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It has long sleeves.
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They're a delicate lace,
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and...
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the bodice is simple.
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Just white
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and...
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it has a full skirt,
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but not too full, you know.
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[sighs]
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Honestly, it's a dress
you don't see in stores
these days.
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Something with a history
as amazing as Ryan and mine.
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I have one last idea
up my sleeve.
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Really?
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[hip-hop music playing
on earphones]
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-[phone chimes]
-[music stops]
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[girl 1] ...in a while,
so, I think I've forgotten
a bit of it.
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[girl 2] Peter's Story
is one of my favorites.
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It's the one I go to
whenever I feel myself
questioning my faith.
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[man] Peter was considered
one of Jesus' most
devoted followers.
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But then I know that
he denied him three times.
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Jesus took a man who blatantly
denied him in one moment,
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and the next establishes him
as the rock of his church.
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That's the God
of new beginnings.
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[girl 2] How did Jesus
even trust Peter?
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It just doesn't make sense
when so many others were loyal.
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Feels like Peter
was just let back in
without consequences.
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Yeah, totally.
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I don't know.
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Proverbs 17:9, says,
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"Love prospers
when a fault is forgiven."
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So Peter found his way back.
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I like to think
he was never fully gone.
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Peter could have gone
far away from Jesus,
but he cared too much for that.
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He stayed among his community,
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even through his
anger and confusion.
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Maybe he knew that
he needed them to find
his way back to his faith.
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God knows we have doubts.
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Like Peter. Jesus gave room
for Peter's doubt.
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And Peter came home.
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Hello?
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[gasps]
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Landon.
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What are you...
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Ashley Baxter,
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I fell for you on the zoo trip
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in Mr. Garrett's
fifth grade class.
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And every single day since,
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I've loved you more.
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My heart belongs to you.
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For a very long time, I've...
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I've wanted to
ask you one question.
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Ashley,
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will you marry me?
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I, uh...
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Ash...
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it's a yes or no question.
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No.
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No?
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[woman] Hello?
Can I come in?
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Yeah, that's fine.
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Did you finish
whatever your surprise was
for our star on her big night?
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Yeah, we're done here.
Thanks for letting me in early.
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[woman] Sure,
hope it was a hit.
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Oh, why the long face?
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Tonight is the night
that's gonna change
your life forever.
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I need to see a smile.
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Okay. We'll work on that.
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I need to steal you for a sec.
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I just... I can't figure out
where to put our programs
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with your gorgeous face
on them.
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Yeah, sure.
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Yeah? Okay.
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[knocking on door]
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Hi, Luke.
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[Elizabeth] This has been in
my family for generations.
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Oh, Mom. Grandma's dress.
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Mm-hm. Yes.
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I wore it.
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And now maybe you'll
continue the tradition.
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I've only ever seen it
in pictures. It's...
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It's in perfect shape.
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-It's beautiful, right?
-Yeah.
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Lace sleeves,
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simple bodice,
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full, but not
obnoxiously full skirt.
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I guess we've
had similar visions.
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You want to try it on?
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I love it.
But if it doesn't fit,
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we don't have time
to get it altered.
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I just have a feeling
about it, you know?
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Take it home. Right?
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When you're in
the right heart space,
you can try it on.
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[phone chimes]
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Everything okay?
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Yeah.
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Um, Diane wants to talk to me
and Ryan about something.
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Okay. Well,
maybe it's a good thing.
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I don't know.
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She's been pretty quiet
since we were here
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the other day
for Maddie's party.
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She's a lovely,
intelligent woman, Kari.
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And she loves and cares
about you very much.
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A lot has happened
since you left.
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Yeah, for me, too.
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I mean, we obviously
have so much to talk about.
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But after my dad died,
I freaked out.
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I couldn't face it.
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Any of it.
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Then nine months later,
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this little miracle
came into my life.
256
00:13:27,849 --> 00:13:29,184
-Is he...
-Yours?
257
00:13:30,268 --> 00:13:31,186
Yes.
258
00:13:32,229 --> 00:13:33,605
His name is Thomas Luke.
259
00:13:36,733 --> 00:13:37,776
After my dad and...
260
00:13:38,276 --> 00:13:39,194
his dad.
261
00:13:40,695 --> 00:13:41,905
I call him Tommy.
262
00:13:44,074 --> 00:13:45,408
[chuckles] Tommy.
263
00:13:46,284 --> 00:13:47,327
Hey, Tommy.
264
00:13:54,834 --> 00:13:55,961
[inaudible conversation]
265
00:13:56,044 --> 00:13:57,379
♪ My feet are frozen ♪
266
00:13:57,462 --> 00:14:00,215
♪ Wanna run but I can't move ♪
267
00:14:02,133 --> 00:14:04,094
♪ Cannot disappear ♪
268
00:14:05,303 --> 00:14:07,430
♪ I know I have to choose ♪
269
00:14:09,599 --> 00:14:12,644
♪ Where is the me I imagined ♪
270
00:14:12,727 --> 00:14:14,938
♪ Feel my dreams
Slipping away ♪
271
00:14:16,523 --> 00:14:19,901
♪ So I close my eyes ♪
272
00:14:20,902 --> 00:14:24,197
♪ And try not to fade away ♪
273
00:14:24,281 --> 00:14:29,202
♪ If I could rewind time
Would I regret it? ♪
274
00:14:31,705 --> 00:14:36,710
♪ Is it worth all the time
For me to forget it? ♪
275
00:14:43,883 --> 00:14:45,885
[breathing heavily]
276
00:14:47,220 --> 00:14:50,974
You're okay.
You're okay.
You're okay.
277
00:14:52,726 --> 00:14:54,519
Oh, there you are.
278
00:14:54,603 --> 00:14:56,605
I have been looking
everywhere for you.
279
00:14:56,688 --> 00:14:58,231
A buyer is asking
to meet you.
280
00:15:00,275 --> 00:15:01,901
Well, Ashley, they won't
wait around forever.
281
00:15:01,985 --> 00:15:03,111
This is your moment.
282
00:15:03,194 --> 00:15:04,362
Come. Come. Come.
283
00:15:06,448 --> 00:15:07,616
[exhales]
284
00:15:15,957 --> 00:15:16,791
It's perfect.
285
00:15:17,751 --> 00:15:18,668
Hi.
286
00:15:18,752 --> 00:15:20,003
-Hi.
-Hi.
287
00:15:21,379 --> 00:15:23,048
You're already here?
Sorry, I was gone for so long.
288
00:15:23,131 --> 00:15:24,591
Oh, honey, no problem.
289
00:15:24,674 --> 00:15:26,843
Jessie and I had
a fabulous time.
290
00:15:26,926 --> 00:15:30,221
We even danced to a little
Miles Davis in the living room.
291
00:15:30,305 --> 00:15:31,681
Oh, I love that.
292
00:15:32,307 --> 00:15:34,351
Um, thank you both
293
00:15:34,434 --> 00:15:36,936
for making the time
this evening, um...
294
00:15:37,020 --> 00:15:39,606
There's a few things I need
to say to the two of you.
295
00:15:40,523 --> 00:15:41,524
Come, sit.
296
00:15:48,031 --> 00:15:48,990
[sighs]
297
00:15:50,283 --> 00:15:53,161
I think you both know
that I wish Tim was here.
298
00:15:54,996 --> 00:15:58,291
I wish I could see
my sweet granddaughter
299
00:15:58,375 --> 00:15:59,793
in my own baby's arms.
300
00:16:00,794 --> 00:16:04,255
And yes, it has
been really hard
301
00:16:04,339 --> 00:16:07,550
to be among all this talk
about your wedding
302
00:16:08,385 --> 00:16:09,511
and your future.
303
00:16:10,261 --> 00:16:12,222
But...
304
00:16:12,305 --> 00:16:14,349
I don't wish away
what you two have now.
305
00:16:15,100 --> 00:16:16,976
Ryan...
306
00:16:17,060 --> 00:16:19,771
I walked away from you
at Maddie's welcome home party
307
00:16:19,854 --> 00:16:21,856
because my heart was torn.
308
00:16:24,150 --> 00:16:26,444
I can understand that.
309
00:16:26,528 --> 00:16:30,615
I saw what a loving
and strong father figure
you're gonna be for Jessie.
310
00:16:31,783 --> 00:16:34,327
And it made me realize
it is time for me
311
00:16:34,411 --> 00:16:36,162
to start letting go of the idea
312
00:16:36,246 --> 00:16:39,332
that my granddaughter
can only be raised by Tim.
313
00:16:42,502 --> 00:16:43,545
Thank you.
314
00:16:45,588 --> 00:16:46,881
And Kari,
315
00:16:48,133 --> 00:16:51,219
thank you for choosing
such a loving partner.
316
00:16:51,302 --> 00:16:53,972
It's gonna be a beautiful home.
317
00:16:54,055 --> 00:16:58,810
Now, I'm not gonna lie and say
that this isn't hard,
318
00:16:58,893 --> 00:17:00,478
but when it gets hard,
I think of Tim.
319
00:17:00,562 --> 00:17:03,523
And I know Tim
would want you and Jessie
320
00:17:03,606 --> 00:17:05,442
to be loved and cared for.
321
00:17:06,776 --> 00:17:09,779
And I know he would believe,
like, I believe
322
00:17:09,863 --> 00:17:13,742
you are following a path
that God has so clearly
laid out for you.
323
00:17:15,285 --> 00:17:16,411
Thank you.
324
00:17:18,747 --> 00:17:21,583
I didn't know how much
I needed to hear that.
325
00:17:22,751 --> 00:17:23,752
I know.
326
00:17:25,587 --> 00:17:28,798
Um, I bought this...
327
00:17:28,882 --> 00:17:31,509
when Tim called me to tell me
that you were pregnant.
328
00:17:32,302 --> 00:17:33,928
And I want you to have it.
329
00:17:38,308 --> 00:17:40,310
Only keeping this
if you promise
330
00:17:41,352 --> 00:17:42,771
to come back
and read it to her.
331
00:17:43,563 --> 00:17:44,522
I promise.
332
00:17:46,483 --> 00:17:48,777
Okay. Um...
333
00:17:48,860 --> 00:17:51,196
I think it's time for me
to go kiss my grandbaby
334
00:17:51,279 --> 00:17:52,906
one more time
before I head out.
335
00:17:54,991 --> 00:17:55,909
Okay.
336
00:18:12,717 --> 00:18:13,635
Wow.
337
00:18:17,096 --> 00:18:18,598
I did not expect that.
338
00:18:19,432 --> 00:18:20,683
Me neither.
339
00:18:27,357 --> 00:18:28,483
Ryan...
340
00:18:30,860 --> 00:18:32,987
I am ready to marry you now.
341
00:18:34,697 --> 00:18:35,782
Yeah?
342
00:18:55,051 --> 00:18:55,885
Landon.
343
00:18:57,136 --> 00:18:58,012
Listen...
344
00:18:59,472 --> 00:19:02,517
You don't have to talk to me
if you don't want to.
345
00:19:02,600 --> 00:19:05,353
But at least let me give you
a ride back to your hotel.
346
00:19:07,730 --> 00:19:08,648
Please.
347
00:19:25,832 --> 00:19:27,292
[sniffles]
348
00:19:28,877 --> 00:19:30,461
Can you just tell me
what I did wrong?
349
00:19:31,254 --> 00:19:33,047
It's nothing you did.
350
00:19:34,465 --> 00:19:36,009
You're amazing.
351
00:19:37,468 --> 00:19:39,262
You're the best guy
I've ever met.
352
00:19:39,345 --> 00:19:41,180
-Then why...
-It's me.
353
00:19:42,390 --> 00:19:44,976
Something happened
and it changed everything.
354
00:19:47,020 --> 00:19:49,314
Trust me, you don't
want to marry me.
355
00:19:49,397 --> 00:19:50,899
Nothing could change the fact
356
00:19:50,982 --> 00:19:52,609
that I want to spend the rest
of my life with you, Ash.
357
00:19:52,692 --> 00:19:53,526
You don't get it.
358
00:19:53,610 --> 00:19:54,861
So help me understand.
359
00:19:54,944 --> 00:19:56,279
I'm damaged goods.
360
00:19:58,114 --> 00:20:00,158
You deserve someone better.
361
00:20:00,241 --> 00:20:01,784
Don't talk about
yourself that way.
362
00:20:03,620 --> 00:20:04,746
You don't get it.
363
00:20:06,664 --> 00:20:07,582
Ash...
364
00:20:09,459 --> 00:20:11,794
whatever it is,
we'll work it out.
365
00:20:16,215 --> 00:20:18,468
The man that
I was with in Paris.
366
00:20:19,844 --> 00:20:21,638
I got a call from his lawyer.
367
00:20:24,557 --> 00:20:25,558
He's dying.
368
00:20:28,478 --> 00:20:30,438
I'm... I'm so sorry.
369
00:20:30,521 --> 00:20:32,231
Landon, he's dying of AIDS.
370
00:20:33,775 --> 00:20:35,693
Which means I could
have been infected.
371
00:20:41,824 --> 00:20:42,742
Oh.
372
00:20:47,246 --> 00:20:48,289
[sniffles]
373
00:20:59,217 --> 00:21:01,052
Ash, hey. Ash, Ash.
374
00:21:13,982 --> 00:21:15,274
He has your cheeks.
375
00:21:16,109 --> 00:21:17,235
And your cute little nose.
376
00:21:18,319 --> 00:21:20,071
Oh, he totally has your eyes.
377
00:21:24,158 --> 00:21:24,993
Reagan...
378
00:21:26,661 --> 00:21:28,246
why did you
keep this from me?
379
00:21:32,834 --> 00:21:34,293
I'm so, so sorry.
380
00:21:36,045 --> 00:21:37,547
I just didn't know
how to tell you.
381
00:21:39,048 --> 00:21:43,344
And I just, I felt so guilty.
And I feel so guilty.
382
00:21:43,428 --> 00:21:45,555
Pushed you away from
your faith and your family.
383
00:21:45,638 --> 00:21:46,514
No...
384
00:21:47,890 --> 00:21:49,350
None of that was your fault.
385
00:21:51,019 --> 00:21:53,354
I mean, you left
and then I was crushed.
386
00:21:54,772 --> 00:21:56,566
But I could have
been more persistent.
387
00:21:58,901 --> 00:21:59,986
I gave up.
388
00:22:01,362 --> 00:22:02,488
We both did.
389
00:22:08,119 --> 00:22:10,121
I don't want to
spend another day
390
00:22:10,204 --> 00:22:11,998
without you
or Tommy in my life.
391
00:22:12,081 --> 00:22:14,167
Neither do I, Luke.
392
00:22:14,250 --> 00:22:15,793
But we can't just
rush into this.
393
00:22:18,337 --> 00:22:20,131
Tell me what I can do.
394
00:22:20,214 --> 00:22:21,674
I just want to take this slow.
395
00:22:22,550 --> 00:22:23,593
Done.
396
00:22:23,676 --> 00:22:25,720
And another thing.
397
00:22:25,803 --> 00:22:27,430
I want you to work
on things with your family.
398
00:22:29,474 --> 00:22:30,808
Luke, listen,
399
00:22:30,892 --> 00:22:32,143
in order to work on us,
400
00:22:33,102 --> 00:22:34,437
you have to work on yourself.
401
00:22:34,520 --> 00:22:36,064
And you're not alone.
You have a family
402
00:22:36,147 --> 00:22:38,066
that loves you
and fights for you.
403
00:22:40,318 --> 00:22:41,319
Yeah.
404
00:22:43,071 --> 00:22:45,782
Reagan. I'm just...
I'm just scared.
405
00:22:47,784 --> 00:22:50,078
I mean, I've lived
my entire life
406
00:22:50,161 --> 00:22:51,871
anchored to a belief that...
407
00:22:51,954 --> 00:22:54,540
That I knew with
every fiber of my being
408
00:22:54,624 --> 00:22:56,084
I knew God.
409
00:22:56,167 --> 00:22:58,169
I knew the church.
410
00:22:58,252 --> 00:23:00,797
I had a Bible verse
for every single situation
411
00:23:00,880 --> 00:23:01,923
until the shooting.
412
00:23:03,591 --> 00:23:05,259
And then I realized
I don't know anything.
413
00:23:06,844 --> 00:23:08,387
I don't even know myself.
414
00:23:12,266 --> 00:23:13,684
And it's terrifying.
415
00:23:15,144 --> 00:23:16,646
I completely understand.
416
00:23:18,856 --> 00:23:20,358
But what good
is running gonna do?
417
00:23:22,276 --> 00:23:25,279
My running from you
didn't leave my grief
418
00:23:25,363 --> 00:23:26,280
or my guilt.
419
00:23:27,448 --> 00:23:29,325
You running from your God
420
00:23:29,408 --> 00:23:31,953
and your family isn't
bringing you any comfort.
421
00:23:33,996 --> 00:23:35,623
You're allowed
to wrestle, Luke.
422
00:23:37,291 --> 00:23:38,584
God wants that.
423
00:23:41,712 --> 00:23:42,797
Thank you.
424
00:23:44,632 --> 00:23:45,758
[chuckles]
425
00:23:47,051 --> 00:23:48,636
I've missed you so much.
426
00:24:07,321 --> 00:24:08,281
[Landon] Ashley.
427
00:24:16,664 --> 00:24:17,623
Don't leave.
428
00:24:19,500 --> 00:24:20,793
Not without me.
429
00:24:37,602 --> 00:24:39,979
[Elizabeth] Next time
on The Baxters...
430
00:24:43,149 --> 00:24:44,317
Hi.
431
00:24:44,400 --> 00:24:46,444
Sam, there's nothing
more transformative
432
00:24:46,527 --> 00:24:48,362
than the love that
you have for your child.
433
00:24:48,446 --> 00:24:49,822
I just got a text
from our venue.
434
00:24:50,698 --> 00:24:52,617
A septic tank burst.
435
00:24:52,700 --> 00:24:54,744
[Landon] Let's take it
one step at a time, Ash.
436
00:24:54,827 --> 00:24:56,454
First, a test.
437
00:24:56,537 --> 00:24:57,705
Was that the doctor?
438
00:24:57,788 --> 00:24:58,873
What did she say?
439
00:25:00,249 --> 00:25:01,083
[Luke] You don't have to
do this, Reagan.
440
00:25:01,918 --> 00:25:02,752
[Reagan] I want to.
No more secrets, okay?
441
00:25:04,045 --> 00:25:04,837
[Pastor Mariana] I would
like to welcome you
442
00:25:04,921 --> 00:25:06,422
to the wedding ceremony
443
00:25:06,505 --> 00:25:09,884
of Kari Baxter
and Ryan Taylor.
444
00:25:14,263 --> 00:25:16,265
[theme music playing]