1 00:00:08,634 --> 00:00:09,593 [Elizabeth] Hello, Lillian. 2 00:00:09,677 --> 00:00:12,054 I just got your house listing, 3 00:00:12,138 --> 00:00:13,389 and I'd love to see you. 4 00:00:13,472 --> 00:00:15,057 Will you please call me back? 5 00:00:15,141 --> 00:00:16,976 [Kari] Tim is in love with another woman. 6 00:00:17,059 --> 00:00:18,269 What can we do to help? 7 00:00:18,352 --> 00:00:19,353 Pray for us. 8 00:00:19,437 --> 00:00:22,231 And try not to hate him. 9 00:00:22,314 --> 00:00:24,108 Tim, our first baby was a girl and... 10 00:00:24,191 --> 00:00:25,901 Then God's blessing us again 11 00:00:25,985 --> 00:00:27,069 with a different life. 12 00:00:27,153 --> 00:00:29,029 Kari, God wants us to celebrate. 13 00:00:29,113 --> 00:00:31,073 And that's what our baby needs, too. 14 00:00:31,157 --> 00:00:32,408 Whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa. 15 00:00:32,491 --> 00:00:34,201 The Ashford Dash, Luke? 16 00:00:34,285 --> 00:00:36,036 Why did you even come? 17 00:00:36,120 --> 00:00:37,329 I really don't know. 18 00:00:41,542 --> 00:00:47,006 ♪ 'Cause life has a way Of pulling us under ♪ 19 00:00:47,089 --> 00:00:50,176 ♪ But we'll stick it out ♪ 20 00:00:50,259 --> 00:00:53,137 {\an8} ♪ If we got each other ♪ 21 00:00:53,220 --> 00:00:55,681 {\an8} ♪ When it all feels too much ♪ 22 00:00:55,765 --> 00:01:00,519 {\an8} ♪ I know you'll come running For me ♪ 23 00:01:00,603 --> 00:01:04,857 {\an8} ♪ Through the highs and lows We'll find our way home ♪ 24 00:01:04,940 --> 00:01:05,858 {\an8} ♪ Family ♪ 25 00:01:08,277 --> 00:01:10,362 {\an8} ♪ Oh, oh, oh ♪ 26 00:01:10,446 --> 00:01:12,156 {\an8} ♪ Family ♪ 27 00:01:25,419 --> 00:01:26,754 {\an8}[John grunts] 28 00:01:30,841 --> 00:01:32,843 {\an8}-Dad? -In the kitchen. 29 00:01:33,636 --> 00:01:35,638 {\an8}Hey, Maddie! 30 00:01:35,721 --> 00:01:37,056 {\an8}Come here, you. 31 00:01:37,139 --> 00:01:39,141 {\an8}Hey, guess what? Guess what? 32 00:01:39,225 --> 00:01:41,894 {\an8}The toy room is all set up for you upstairs. 33 00:01:41,977 --> 00:01:44,146 {\an8}So you guys better get up there, okay? 34 00:01:44,230 --> 00:01:46,106 {\an8}Come on. Go. [grunts] 35 00:01:46,190 --> 00:01:47,650 {\an8}Come on, girls, let's go. 36 00:01:47,733 --> 00:01:49,401 {\an8}Peter, no promises, I'll try to save you some turkey. 37 00:01:49,485 --> 00:01:50,736 {\an8}Happy Thanksgiving, Dad. 38 00:01:50,820 --> 00:01:51,987 {\an8}-Ah, hon. -Hi. 39 00:01:52,071 --> 00:01:52,947 {\an8}[kisses] Thank you. 40 00:01:53,030 --> 00:01:54,990 {\an8}Hmm, something smells good. 41 00:01:55,074 --> 00:01:57,076 {\an8}Oh, yeah, that would be my turkey. 42 00:01:57,159 --> 00:01:59,328 {\an8}I think, it might be Mom's pies. 43 00:02:00,162 --> 00:02:01,997 {\an8}-[laughs] -Ouch. 44 00:02:02,081 --> 00:02:03,165 {\an8}Where is everyone? 45 00:02:03,249 --> 00:02:04,416 {\an8}Ah, they're at church. 46 00:02:04,500 --> 00:02:06,418 {\an8}The supermarket donated more turkeys 47 00:02:06,502 --> 00:02:08,295 {\an8}than ever before. 48 00:02:08,379 --> 00:02:10,506 {\an8}Thank you so much for helping me 49 00:02:10,589 --> 00:02:11,423 {\an8}with the turkey drive. 50 00:02:11,507 --> 00:02:12,883 {\an8}Well, thank you. 51 00:02:12,967 --> 00:02:14,468 {\an8}I heard so many wonderful things 52 00:02:14,552 --> 00:02:15,970 {\an8}about this community. 53 00:02:16,053 --> 00:02:18,472 {\an8}I didn't hesitate when Pastor Mark offered me the position. 54 00:02:18,556 --> 00:02:21,600 {\an8}I'll probably miss the California sunshine come February. 55 00:02:21,684 --> 00:02:23,769 {\an8}-[laughs] -But I think it is important 56 00:02:23,853 --> 00:02:25,354 {\an8}to challenge yourself. 57 00:02:25,437 --> 00:02:26,939 {\an8}Change is good. 58 00:02:27,022 --> 00:02:29,316 {\an8}Even when it's uncomfortable. 59 00:02:29,400 --> 00:02:32,236 {\an8}Especially when it's uncomfortable. 60 00:02:32,319 --> 00:02:34,947 {\an8}Oh, Pastor Mariana, this is my son, Luke. 61 00:02:35,030 --> 00:02:35,906 {\an8}-Hi. -Nice to meet you. 62 00:02:35,990 --> 00:02:36,949 And his girlfriend, Reagan. 63 00:02:37,032 --> 00:02:37,908 -Hi. -Hi. 64 00:02:37,992 --> 00:02:39,076 Thank you for helping out today. 65 00:02:39,159 --> 00:02:40,286 Oh, it's our pleasure. 66 00:02:40,369 --> 00:02:41,871 Pastor Mariana, I just moved here 67 00:02:41,954 --> 00:02:43,414 about a year ago, so I can assure you 68 00:02:43,497 --> 00:02:44,915 that you'll have an easy adjustment. 69 00:02:46,250 --> 00:02:47,334 All right. 70 00:02:47,418 --> 00:02:49,670 I shall take this one out to the car. 71 00:02:49,753 --> 00:02:51,547 Are you sure? It's pretty heavy. 72 00:02:51,630 --> 00:02:52,756 You think your mom is weak? 73 00:02:52,840 --> 00:02:54,717 [laughs] Kind of, yeah. 74 00:02:54,800 --> 00:02:57,011 All right. Well, I officially stand corrected. 75 00:02:57,094 --> 00:02:59,221 Yeah, they won't be making that mistake again. 76 00:02:59,305 --> 00:03:00,264 [Erin] We're here. 77 00:03:00,347 --> 00:03:01,181 -Hey. -Hey. 78 00:03:01,265 --> 00:03:02,099 Hey. 79 00:03:02,641 --> 00:03:03,809 Hi. 80 00:03:03,893 --> 00:03:06,228 -Happy Thanksgiving. -Happy Thanksgiving. 81 00:03:07,021 --> 00:03:08,647 It smells so good. 82 00:03:08,731 --> 00:03:09,565 Hello. 83 00:03:11,358 --> 00:03:13,819 Your husband drives like a madman. 84 00:03:13,903 --> 00:03:15,821 You think everyone drives like a madman. 85 00:03:15,905 --> 00:03:17,615 She can't help it. It's the teacher in her. 86 00:03:17,698 --> 00:03:19,408 [Erin] Okay, prepare and prevent, 87 00:03:19,491 --> 00:03:20,659 don't repair and repent. 88 00:03:20,743 --> 00:03:21,619 That's my motto. 89 00:03:21,702 --> 00:03:23,287 That's adorable. 90 00:03:23,370 --> 00:03:24,705 Are you sure we're even related? 91 00:03:24,788 --> 00:03:26,498 Well, I am 99... 92 00:03:27,249 --> 00:03:28,334 Well, I... 93 00:03:28,417 --> 00:03:30,711 I think... I'm pretty positive we are. 94 00:03:31,587 --> 00:03:32,796 You hesitated. 95 00:03:35,841 --> 00:03:36,675 Elizabeth. 96 00:03:40,512 --> 00:03:41,347 Wow. 97 00:03:41,430 --> 00:03:43,474 This is a great space. 98 00:03:43,557 --> 00:03:45,267 What is it used for? 99 00:03:45,351 --> 00:03:47,394 [Elizabeth] It's just an oversized closet. 100 00:03:47,478 --> 00:03:49,521 [Pastor Mariana] It has so much potential. 101 00:03:49,605 --> 00:03:50,606 You're right. 102 00:03:54,276 --> 00:03:56,570 [Luke] This one is off to the Pearson family. 103 00:03:56,654 --> 00:03:57,571 Thank you. 104 00:03:59,490 --> 00:04:01,742 Hey, I have an embarrassing confession. 105 00:04:02,326 --> 00:04:03,535 Try me. 106 00:04:03,619 --> 00:04:05,663 I'm nervous to be with the rest of your family. 107 00:04:06,205 --> 00:04:07,331 What? 108 00:04:07,414 --> 00:04:08,332 Why? You've already met most of them. 109 00:04:08,415 --> 00:04:10,292 Oh, no. Not Erin and Brooke. 110 00:04:10,376 --> 00:04:11,335 What if they don't like me? 111 00:04:11,418 --> 00:04:12,586 Not possible. 112 00:04:12,670 --> 00:04:14,546 Sisters are very protective of their brothers. 113 00:04:14,630 --> 00:04:16,256 Okay, it's normal for me to be nervous. 114 00:04:16,340 --> 00:04:18,467 Especially considering, my boyfriend has four of them. 115 00:04:18,550 --> 00:04:19,635 Yeah. Well, look, 116 00:04:19,718 --> 00:04:21,470 Erin and Brooke are the easy ones. 117 00:04:21,553 --> 00:04:23,263 Thanks. Trust me, 118 00:04:23,347 --> 00:04:25,182 you have nothing to be nervous about. 119 00:04:25,265 --> 00:04:26,392 Once you've survived Ashley, 120 00:04:26,475 --> 00:04:28,060 it's pretty smooth sailing. 121 00:04:30,813 --> 00:04:32,147 [engine revving] 122 00:04:32,231 --> 00:04:33,482 [breathing heavily] 123 00:04:33,565 --> 00:04:34,733 [man] Whoa, whoa. Watch out! 124 00:04:34,817 --> 00:04:36,110 -[engine accelerating] -[screams] 125 00:04:36,193 --> 00:04:37,528 [crashing and clanking sound] 126 00:04:40,823 --> 00:04:43,701 [Cole] Mommy, are we going to Granny's soon? 127 00:04:43,784 --> 00:04:46,537 {\an8}In a little bit, baby. 128 00:04:46,620 --> 00:04:48,956 {\an8}Mommy's not quite ready to go to Grandma's yet. 129 00:05:01,051 --> 00:05:03,095 Hey, car's loaded. Almost ready? 130 00:05:03,178 --> 00:05:04,596 I don't like the cake. 131 00:05:05,389 --> 00:05:06,724 What? Since when? 132 00:05:07,808 --> 00:05:09,018 What if we just tell them 133 00:05:09,101 --> 00:05:11,520 without all this hubbub? 134 00:05:11,603 --> 00:05:14,106 Oh, what hubbub? It's a cake. 135 00:05:14,189 --> 00:05:16,400 It just feels like this huge announcement. 136 00:05:17,276 --> 00:05:18,402 Isn't it? 137 00:05:18,485 --> 00:05:19,486 I just don't like the cake. 138 00:05:20,988 --> 00:05:22,656 [inhales] No cake. 139 00:05:23,657 --> 00:05:24,616 Got it. 140 00:05:28,078 --> 00:05:29,913 [John] Baxter Bowl cannot start 141 00:05:29,997 --> 00:05:33,042 without the official Baxter Bowl jersey. 142 00:05:33,125 --> 00:05:34,168 [all cheering] 143 00:05:34,251 --> 00:05:35,085 Now... 144 00:05:35,169 --> 00:05:37,254 [vocalizing] 145 00:05:37,337 --> 00:05:38,756 Erin Baxter. 146 00:05:38,839 --> 00:05:40,507 [all cheering] 147 00:05:40,591 --> 00:05:41,425 [John] There we go. 148 00:05:41,508 --> 00:05:42,885 Peter, where are ya? 149 00:05:44,636 --> 00:05:45,679 Here we go. Sam. 150 00:05:47,222 --> 00:05:48,307 Reagan, it's been a while 151 00:05:48,390 --> 00:05:49,850 since we've had a new player. 152 00:05:49,933 --> 00:05:51,810 I'm sorry, but we're a jersey short. 153 00:05:51,894 --> 00:05:53,270 Oh, no, it's no problem. 154 00:05:53,353 --> 00:05:55,731 I'll just, you know, have to earn mine for next year. 155 00:05:55,814 --> 00:05:57,107 Hey, why don't you take mine? 156 00:05:57,191 --> 00:05:58,859 No, I can never. It's... [laughs] 157 00:05:58,942 --> 00:06:00,486 Do you think I wanna play in this? 158 00:06:00,569 --> 00:06:01,779 -Are you sure? -Yes. 159 00:06:01,862 --> 00:06:03,614 -Absolutely. -Thank you. 160 00:06:03,697 --> 00:06:04,656 Let's see. 161 00:06:06,325 --> 00:06:07,201 Okay. 162 00:06:08,452 --> 00:06:09,286 Hey. 163 00:06:09,369 --> 00:06:11,121 [all exclaiming] 164 00:06:11,205 --> 00:06:12,790 All right. Nice. 165 00:06:12,873 --> 00:06:14,249 Thank you. 166 00:06:14,333 --> 00:06:15,542 Thank you, guys. 167 00:06:15,626 --> 00:06:16,543 All right, let's go, everybody in. Come on. 168 00:06:16,627 --> 00:06:17,544 -Bring it in. Bring it in. -Come on. 169 00:06:18,754 --> 00:06:20,631 Baxter on three. One, two, three... 170 00:06:20,714 --> 00:06:21,673 [all] Baxter! 171 00:06:25,010 --> 00:06:26,136 [screaming] 172 00:06:29,139 --> 00:06:30,182 Yes! 173 00:06:30,265 --> 00:06:31,100 Ha ha. 174 00:06:31,183 --> 00:06:34,728 [both] B-A-X-T-E-R! 175 00:06:34,812 --> 00:06:36,438 [cheering] 176 00:06:38,649 --> 00:06:40,859 [laughing and screaming] 177 00:06:47,950 --> 00:06:49,618 Whoo! Hit it, boy. 178 00:06:54,123 --> 00:06:55,332 [laughing and shouting] 179 00:06:58,460 --> 00:07:00,087 [John] Time-out, time-out, time-out. 180 00:07:05,175 --> 00:07:06,218 Happy Thanksgiving. 181 00:07:08,720 --> 00:07:11,473 I don't know how much longer we can wait for Ashley. 182 00:07:12,683 --> 00:07:14,393 -Have you called her? -Uh-huh. 183 00:07:14,476 --> 00:07:15,727 Called her twice. 184 00:07:15,811 --> 00:07:18,480 Both times she said she was on her way. 185 00:07:18,564 --> 00:07:20,190 And if she's not? 186 00:07:20,274 --> 00:07:21,733 Well, then, we'll start without her. 187 00:07:21,817 --> 00:07:23,193 I mean, she's grown up, 188 00:07:23,277 --> 00:07:24,945 and she knows what time we were eating. 189 00:07:27,990 --> 00:07:28,907 Need a hand? 190 00:07:30,492 --> 00:07:31,368 Oh. 191 00:07:31,451 --> 00:07:33,162 No, we got it. 192 00:07:33,245 --> 00:07:35,998 Yep. We're almost ready to bring the food out. 193 00:07:39,459 --> 00:07:40,961 [inhales] 194 00:07:41,044 --> 00:07:43,505 Before we sit down, uh, 195 00:07:43,589 --> 00:07:46,508 I just wanted to say how thankful I am 196 00:07:46,592 --> 00:07:48,719 that you both have accepted me back into your family. 197 00:07:50,262 --> 00:07:51,346 My actions hurt you, too, 198 00:07:51,430 --> 00:07:53,599 and that's something I have to live with. 199 00:07:53,682 --> 00:07:55,350 You didn't have to accept my apologies 200 00:07:55,434 --> 00:07:56,518 but you did. 201 00:07:56,602 --> 00:07:58,687 And every day, I make a promise to myself 202 00:07:58,770 --> 00:07:59,897 to be worthy of them. 203 00:08:01,690 --> 00:08:03,358 It's important for me that you know how grateful I am. 204 00:08:03,442 --> 00:08:05,694 Without your support there wouldn't have been a second chance. 205 00:08:07,613 --> 00:08:08,530 Well, I... 206 00:08:09,573 --> 00:08:11,491 appreciate your courage, son. 207 00:08:12,910 --> 00:08:15,370 And your humility. 208 00:08:15,454 --> 00:08:17,289 [John] I know it can't be easy coming over here 209 00:08:17,372 --> 00:08:18,665 and facing everyone. 210 00:08:20,918 --> 00:08:21,835 [smirks] 211 00:08:21,919 --> 00:08:22,753 [chuckles] 212 00:08:23,879 --> 00:08:24,796 Believe it or not, 213 00:08:24,880 --> 00:08:27,132 this is, actually, the easy part. 214 00:08:30,344 --> 00:08:31,303 Face myself... 215 00:08:32,387 --> 00:08:33,680 That's been the real challenge. 216 00:08:37,434 --> 00:08:38,518 One day at a time. 217 00:08:41,688 --> 00:08:42,981 That's right. 218 00:08:54,409 --> 00:08:55,702 [John] Dear, God... 219 00:08:56,828 --> 00:08:57,996 Today we thank You 220 00:08:58,080 --> 00:09:01,541 for Your amazing power. 221 00:09:01,625 --> 00:09:04,544 [Kari] Go see Grandma. 222 00:09:04,628 --> 00:09:06,755 [John] And we thank You for this Earth 223 00:09:08,048 --> 00:09:08,966 and our home. 224 00:09:10,384 --> 00:09:12,052 And we thank You for your goodness 225 00:09:12,135 --> 00:09:13,220 and Your blessings. 226 00:09:15,389 --> 00:09:16,765 Perfect. All right, come on. 227 00:09:18,767 --> 00:09:20,269 [John] And we thank You for Your love 228 00:09:20,352 --> 00:09:21,228 and Your care. 229 00:09:24,147 --> 00:09:25,524 And we thank You for... 230 00:09:27,567 --> 00:09:28,944 Sorry. 231 00:09:29,027 --> 00:09:30,654 Happy Thanksgiving. 232 00:09:31,989 --> 00:09:33,907 [all] Happy Thanksgiving! 233 00:09:35,242 --> 00:09:36,618 Hi, Cole. 234 00:09:36,702 --> 00:09:37,995 Hey, Brooke, why don't you take 235 00:09:38,078 --> 00:09:40,038 all the kids to the special table? 236 00:09:40,122 --> 00:09:41,665 Absolutely. 237 00:09:41,748 --> 00:09:43,250 [Brooke] Why don't you... 238 00:09:43,333 --> 00:09:44,334 [John laughing] 239 00:09:47,879 --> 00:09:49,298 Glad you could squeeze us in. 240 00:09:57,931 --> 00:09:59,850 [John] And Lord, we thank You 241 00:09:59,933 --> 00:10:01,518 for our children. 242 00:10:02,811 --> 00:10:03,812 All of them. 243 00:10:07,733 --> 00:10:08,775 And our family. 244 00:10:09,693 --> 00:10:11,320 And friends. 245 00:10:11,403 --> 00:10:14,823 Bless them with Your grace and Your hope, 246 00:10:14,906 --> 00:10:18,744 and protect them with Your truth and your strength. 247 00:10:18,827 --> 00:10:23,290 And on this day of new beginnings, 248 00:10:23,373 --> 00:10:27,753 we celebrate You with hearts filled with love. 249 00:10:27,836 --> 00:10:30,672 And thanks. In Jesus' name. Amen. 250 00:10:30,756 --> 00:10:31,923 [all] Amen. 251 00:10:33,425 --> 00:10:36,720 Uh, speaking of being thankful for children, 252 00:10:36,803 --> 00:10:37,929 we just found out we're having a girl. 253 00:10:38,013 --> 00:10:39,723 -[all gasp] -It's wonderful. 254 00:10:39,806 --> 00:10:41,016 [Kari] Yep. It's a little girl. 255 00:10:41,099 --> 00:10:41,933 [Brooke] Buckle up. 256 00:10:42,017 --> 00:10:43,101 -[all laughing] -Yeah. 257 00:10:43,185 --> 00:10:44,227 Well, that's terrific. 258 00:10:44,311 --> 00:10:45,937 Congratulations, honey. 259 00:10:46,021 --> 00:10:47,731 We have all the hand-me-downs you need. 260 00:10:47,814 --> 00:10:50,025 Oh, yeah. Please, come get them immediately. 261 00:10:50,108 --> 00:10:51,276 [John] Okay, wait. Hang on. 262 00:10:51,360 --> 00:10:53,070 I think I have to make an amendment 263 00:10:53,153 --> 00:10:53,987 to the prayer. 264 00:10:54,071 --> 00:10:55,113 [all chuckle] 265 00:10:56,031 --> 00:10:57,240 And Lord, 266 00:10:57,324 --> 00:11:00,160 thank You for our new baby granddaughter. 267 00:11:00,243 --> 00:11:01,828 You are an amazing God. Amen. 268 00:11:01,912 --> 00:11:03,330 [all agreeing] 269 00:11:04,706 --> 00:11:07,000 Let's eat. Come on. 270 00:11:07,084 --> 00:11:09,044 -Is that turkey? -Mom, I love your stuffing. 271 00:11:17,010 --> 00:11:18,345 I said I was sorry. 272 00:11:19,721 --> 00:11:22,349 I'm not the one you need to apologize to. 273 00:11:22,432 --> 00:11:24,935 Cole needs you to be accountable and responsible. 274 00:11:25,018 --> 00:11:27,729 And soon he's gonna have to arrive at school. 275 00:11:27,813 --> 00:11:29,773 He's gonna have to be picked up from play dates 276 00:11:29,856 --> 00:11:31,566 and all on time. 277 00:11:33,527 --> 00:11:35,737 Once again this becomes about me being a bad mom. 278 00:11:36,488 --> 00:11:37,614 [sighs] 279 00:11:38,407 --> 00:11:39,699 Ashley. 280 00:11:39,783 --> 00:11:40,992 You're right. Okay. 281 00:11:42,035 --> 00:11:44,371 I'm criticizing, not helping. 282 00:11:45,705 --> 00:11:48,166 But I'm worried about you. 283 00:11:48,250 --> 00:11:50,502 I wanna see you building your life, 284 00:11:50,585 --> 00:11:51,962 growing. 285 00:11:52,045 --> 00:11:53,380 Maybe it's time you got a job. 286 00:11:53,463 --> 00:11:55,298 This settlement money won't last forever, 287 00:11:55,382 --> 00:11:58,635 and it would help you get into a practice of a routine, 288 00:11:58,718 --> 00:11:59,678 What would I do with Cole? 289 00:12:00,720 --> 00:12:02,389 Well, if you were working, 290 00:12:02,472 --> 00:12:03,723 I would take care of Cole. 291 00:12:04,266 --> 00:12:05,142 Oh... 292 00:12:05,684 --> 00:12:06,685 Okay. 293 00:12:06,768 --> 00:12:08,186 So, now I have to get a job 294 00:12:08,270 --> 00:12:09,646 in order for you to wanna watch Cole. 295 00:12:12,691 --> 00:12:14,818 Whatever this is, leave me out of it. 296 00:12:14,901 --> 00:12:16,111 [Ashley] Mom's making me get a job. 297 00:12:16,194 --> 00:12:17,529 -Finally. -What? 298 00:12:17,612 --> 00:12:18,905 You didn't work for years. 299 00:12:18,989 --> 00:12:20,657 [Brooke] I was in medical school, Ash. 300 00:12:20,740 --> 00:12:21,825 Okay. Well, I'm just saying 301 00:12:21,908 --> 00:12:23,160 there is a double standard in this family. 302 00:12:23,243 --> 00:12:25,120 Like, no one nags you about not going to church. 303 00:12:25,203 --> 00:12:26,705 I go to the hospital every Sunday. 304 00:12:26,788 --> 00:12:28,707 And no one nags you, either. 305 00:12:29,541 --> 00:12:30,459 Right, not out loud, 306 00:12:30,542 --> 00:12:31,376 but I see judgement in your eyes 307 00:12:31,460 --> 00:12:32,752 every single Sunday I drop Cole off. 308 00:12:34,629 --> 00:12:35,589 Happy? 309 00:12:43,638 --> 00:12:46,266 I will never forget, uh, coming downstairs 310 00:12:46,349 --> 00:12:48,852 and seeing her standing in front of the refrigerator, 311 00:12:48,935 --> 00:12:50,353 eating sour cream 312 00:12:50,437 --> 00:12:51,855 right out of the carton. 313 00:12:51,938 --> 00:12:54,149 That story again, really? 314 00:12:54,232 --> 00:12:56,109 Wow. Whatever the baby wants, 315 00:12:56,193 --> 00:12:57,027 the baby gets. 316 00:12:57,110 --> 00:12:58,069 Kari, what about you? 317 00:12:58,153 --> 00:12:59,946 Have you had any weird cravings? 318 00:13:00,030 --> 00:13:01,573 [Kari] I don't know about anything weird, 319 00:13:01,656 --> 00:13:04,242 but I do wake up almost every night, 320 00:13:04,326 --> 00:13:06,995 craving that black garlic chocolate coconut cake 321 00:13:07,078 --> 00:13:08,079 from our honeymoon. 322 00:13:08,163 --> 00:13:08,997 Here we go again. 323 00:13:09,080 --> 00:13:10,582 It was the best dessert. 324 00:13:10,665 --> 00:13:11,666 We know. 325 00:13:11,750 --> 00:13:13,251 We all know. 326 00:13:13,335 --> 00:13:14,336 Tim has been saying 327 00:13:14,419 --> 00:13:16,505 he's gonna have it flown in for years. 328 00:13:16,588 --> 00:13:17,672 Trust me, buddy, do it now. 329 00:13:17,756 --> 00:13:19,716 Pregnancy cravings are terrifying. 330 00:13:20,967 --> 00:13:23,678 Excuse me while I go call Hawaii. 331 00:13:26,223 --> 00:13:28,808 Oh, hey. Did you guys see the flyer 332 00:13:28,892 --> 00:13:30,894 about the Ashford house being for sale? 333 00:13:30,977 --> 00:13:32,812 No. Mom, did you know? 334 00:13:33,605 --> 00:13:34,439 [Elizabeth] Umm... 335 00:13:34,856 --> 00:13:36,024 Yeah. 336 00:13:36,107 --> 00:13:38,235 I reached out to Lillian. 337 00:13:39,444 --> 00:13:40,278 Why? 338 00:13:41,821 --> 00:13:42,906 Uh... 339 00:13:42,989 --> 00:13:44,407 I had this idea 340 00:13:44,491 --> 00:13:47,786 that I thought would help bring Lillian some closure. 341 00:13:49,412 --> 00:13:52,123 Something that might bring all of us some closure. 342 00:13:52,832 --> 00:13:53,959 [chuckles] 343 00:13:54,042 --> 00:13:55,835 And by all of us, 344 00:13:55,919 --> 00:13:56,795 you mean me? 345 00:13:58,547 --> 00:13:59,506 Oh. 346 00:13:59,589 --> 00:14:01,716 So, there's this really large room 347 00:14:01,800 --> 00:14:03,385 down at the church, 348 00:14:03,468 --> 00:14:06,596 and it's being used mostly for storage, 349 00:14:06,680 --> 00:14:08,723 but I want to turn it into a nursery. 350 00:14:08,807 --> 00:14:10,850 -Remember Pastor Mark? -Yeah. 351 00:14:10,934 --> 00:14:14,771 ...Always said that young couples in the community 352 00:14:14,854 --> 00:14:17,107 wouldn't wanna walk in there with crying babies. 353 00:14:17,190 --> 00:14:20,193 So, I thought if we had a room that was safe 354 00:14:20,277 --> 00:14:21,194 and was fun, 355 00:14:21,278 --> 00:14:22,529 then the kids could stay there 356 00:14:22,612 --> 00:14:24,739 and the parents could come into service together. 357 00:14:24,823 --> 00:14:26,449 -That's a great idea. -Hmm. 358 00:14:26,533 --> 00:14:27,826 There were so many Sundays 359 00:14:27,909 --> 00:14:29,536 where either Peter or I had to stay home 360 00:14:29,619 --> 00:14:31,371 because the kids were just too little to sit. 361 00:14:31,454 --> 00:14:32,998 Oh, yeah. When you guys were little, 362 00:14:33,081 --> 00:14:34,958 we used to drag you right into the church, 363 00:14:35,041 --> 00:14:37,085 we tortured the entire congregation. 364 00:14:37,168 --> 00:14:38,295 [all laugh] 365 00:14:39,045 --> 00:14:39,879 [Elizabeth] Exactly. 366 00:14:39,963 --> 00:14:41,965 Anyway, I have this dream 367 00:14:42,048 --> 00:14:45,343 that Lillian will help me with the nursery. 368 00:14:45,427 --> 00:14:46,678 Mom, why're you doing this? 369 00:14:49,681 --> 00:14:51,391 Because I wanna help. 370 00:14:51,474 --> 00:14:53,059 Mom, she hasn't answered your calls, 371 00:14:53,143 --> 00:14:54,477 so just leave her alone. 372 00:14:54,561 --> 00:14:55,604 Ash, relax. 373 00:14:55,687 --> 00:14:57,439 Kari, do not tell me to relax. Okay? 374 00:14:57,522 --> 00:14:58,857 You know what Mom is doing. 375 00:14:58,940 --> 00:15:01,192 This isn't about Lillian, it's about me. 376 00:15:01,276 --> 00:15:02,736 She's always telling me to move on, 377 00:15:02,819 --> 00:15:04,404 get over it, get a job. 378 00:15:04,487 --> 00:15:05,947 Watch your tone, Ashley. 379 00:15:06,031 --> 00:15:07,574 [Luke] Yeah. Ash, I think you're forgetting 380 00:15:07,657 --> 00:15:09,159 that Colton was my best friend, 381 00:15:09,242 --> 00:15:10,910 and that this isn't just about you. 382 00:15:10,994 --> 00:15:13,496 Okay. Well, I was the only one driving the car he died in, so... 383 00:15:25,425 --> 00:15:27,093 I'm sorry, everyone. 384 00:15:27,177 --> 00:15:28,094 It's not your fault. 385 00:15:29,387 --> 00:15:31,014 Why don't I go get some ice cream 386 00:15:31,097 --> 00:15:33,308 -for the table? -Uh, that's a great idea. 387 00:15:33,975 --> 00:15:35,185 Get a lot. 388 00:15:41,775 --> 00:15:42,859 [blowing air] 389 00:15:45,570 --> 00:15:46,404 You okay? 390 00:15:47,155 --> 00:15:48,740 Yeah. 391 00:15:48,823 --> 00:15:51,368 Not the first time Ashley Baxter's left the family meal. 392 00:15:51,451 --> 00:15:53,828 I didn't know that she was driving the car. 393 00:15:53,912 --> 00:15:55,497 Colton had been over here, 394 00:15:55,580 --> 00:15:56,915 just hanging out with me all day, 395 00:15:56,998 --> 00:15:59,542 and Ashley actually offered him a ride home. 396 00:15:59,626 --> 00:16:00,710 Apparently, at the same time 397 00:16:00,794 --> 00:16:03,004 some drunk guy decided to leave the bar, 398 00:16:03,088 --> 00:16:04,964 and drive himself home. 399 00:16:05,048 --> 00:16:06,675 I'm sorry. We... we don't need to talk about this. 400 00:16:06,758 --> 00:16:09,678 No, no. It's okay, really. 401 00:16:09,761 --> 00:16:11,721 But I've had a lot of time to work through it 402 00:16:12,722 --> 00:16:14,224 and pray on it. 403 00:16:14,307 --> 00:16:16,643 Ashley has opted against that. 404 00:16:17,894 --> 00:16:18,895 Poor Ashley. 405 00:16:20,105 --> 00:16:21,147 "Poor Ashley"? 406 00:16:22,565 --> 00:16:23,566 The pain and the guilt 407 00:16:23,650 --> 00:16:25,652 that she's probably harboring inside. 408 00:16:25,735 --> 00:16:27,821 Between that, and Paris, the amount of stuff 409 00:16:27,904 --> 00:16:29,239 that she's been through. 410 00:16:29,322 --> 00:16:30,323 [sighs] It's... 411 00:16:30,407 --> 00:16:32,075 It's no wonder she's so complicated. 412 00:16:52,345 --> 00:16:53,304 Ash. 413 00:16:55,265 --> 00:16:56,099 Hey. 414 00:16:57,225 --> 00:16:58,059 Let me guess... 415 00:17:00,520 --> 00:17:01,730 Taking a Baxter breather? 416 00:17:02,564 --> 00:17:03,857 [chuckles] Yeah. 417 00:17:05,525 --> 00:17:06,735 Something like that. 418 00:17:07,944 --> 00:17:09,070 You? 419 00:17:09,154 --> 00:17:11,781 Well, my family eats at 3:00 every year. 420 00:17:11,865 --> 00:17:13,158 So, by the time the sun goes down, 421 00:17:13,241 --> 00:17:14,492 everybody's in a food coma. 422 00:17:16,494 --> 00:17:18,371 And you decided to take a jog 423 00:17:18,455 --> 00:17:20,206 through your ex-girlfriend's neighborhood? 424 00:17:21,291 --> 00:17:22,125 [inaudible] 425 00:17:23,460 --> 00:17:25,503 Does it sound less bad 426 00:17:25,587 --> 00:17:27,839 if I say it happened subconsciously? 427 00:17:27,922 --> 00:17:29,257 [Ashley chuckles] 428 00:17:37,390 --> 00:17:39,684 Ashley's been gone for a while. 429 00:17:39,768 --> 00:17:40,602 You think she's okay? 430 00:17:40,685 --> 00:17:42,103 [Kari] She'll be fine. 431 00:17:42,187 --> 00:17:44,564 I just wish she didn't do this when we were all together. 432 00:17:44,647 --> 00:17:46,691 She needs to learn some self-control. 433 00:17:46,775 --> 00:17:47,609 I know. 434 00:17:49,903 --> 00:17:50,904 Aren't you freezing? 435 00:17:51,654 --> 00:17:53,156 It's not too bad. 436 00:17:53,239 --> 00:17:54,991 [Brooke] Your baby girl might feel differently. 437 00:17:59,370 --> 00:18:00,288 So? 438 00:18:02,123 --> 00:18:03,416 So? 439 00:18:03,500 --> 00:18:05,794 Kari, I've known you my whole life. 440 00:18:05,877 --> 00:18:07,212 Something's bothering you. 441 00:18:10,715 --> 00:18:11,841 Off the record? 442 00:18:15,136 --> 00:18:16,554 It's the fact that we're pregnant 443 00:18:16,638 --> 00:18:17,597 with a baby girl. 444 00:18:18,473 --> 00:18:19,641 Again. 445 00:18:19,724 --> 00:18:21,935 Kari, this pregnancy's totally different. 446 00:18:22,018 --> 00:18:23,019 Every pregnancy is. 447 00:18:23,102 --> 00:18:24,145 I know, but... 448 00:18:26,189 --> 00:18:27,023 It's... 449 00:18:27,690 --> 00:18:29,859 I'm still scared. 450 00:18:29,943 --> 00:18:32,612 I don't think I could survive losing another baby. 451 00:18:32,695 --> 00:18:34,030 Is Tim feeling the same way? 452 00:18:35,490 --> 00:18:37,200 Tim is trying to be optimistic. 453 00:18:38,159 --> 00:18:39,494 I think for me. 454 00:18:39,577 --> 00:18:40,912 Probably for himself, too. 455 00:18:41,788 --> 00:18:43,122 He's been praying a lot. 456 00:18:43,790 --> 00:18:45,416 But I... 457 00:18:48,795 --> 00:18:50,630 You can tell me anything, Kari. 458 00:18:52,674 --> 00:18:53,967 I have been struggling 459 00:18:54,926 --> 00:18:56,886 to talk to God about this. 460 00:18:56,970 --> 00:18:58,221 To ask for His strength. 461 00:18:58,847 --> 00:18:59,681 Why? 462 00:18:59,764 --> 00:19:00,932 Because it feels like 463 00:19:01,015 --> 00:19:02,642 if I say it out loud, 464 00:19:02,725 --> 00:19:03,810 that I'm terrified, 465 00:19:05,395 --> 00:19:07,480 it just makes it that more real. 466 00:19:08,565 --> 00:19:10,316 I know, it's horrible. 467 00:19:10,400 --> 00:19:11,359 No, it's not. 468 00:19:12,068 --> 00:19:14,028 It's honest. 469 00:19:14,112 --> 00:19:15,530 Which is what God has been asking from us 470 00:19:15,613 --> 00:19:16,614 this whole time. 471 00:19:19,367 --> 00:19:21,077 Will you let me pray for you and the baby? 472 00:19:24,289 --> 00:19:26,165 I don't have to say anything out loud. 473 00:19:34,048 --> 00:19:35,091 [exhales] 474 00:19:35,174 --> 00:19:36,843 [Ashley] I don't know. 475 00:19:36,926 --> 00:19:39,304 Sometimes I feel like I'm on Planet Ashley. 476 00:19:40,680 --> 00:19:41,764 Population: One. 477 00:19:44,183 --> 00:19:45,560 I think, my parents have officially 478 00:19:45,643 --> 00:19:46,895 given up on me. 479 00:19:46,978 --> 00:19:49,188 Are you forgetting that I know your parents? 480 00:19:50,857 --> 00:19:52,317 And they'd never give up on you. 481 00:19:54,152 --> 00:19:54,986 Yeah. 482 00:19:55,945 --> 00:19:57,363 Sometimes I wish they would. 483 00:19:59,449 --> 00:20:02,619 It'd save me from constantly having to explain myself. 484 00:20:06,205 --> 00:20:07,290 Look... 485 00:20:08,958 --> 00:20:11,252 I don't know everything that you're going through. 486 00:20:13,171 --> 00:20:14,881 But I know the world is full of people 487 00:20:14,964 --> 00:20:16,341 that don't fit in. 488 00:20:16,424 --> 00:20:17,508 And if you ask me... 489 00:20:18,885 --> 00:20:20,053 They're usually the most interesting. 490 00:20:26,267 --> 00:20:28,144 Doesn't make it any less lonely. 491 00:20:30,063 --> 00:20:30,897 Hey. 492 00:20:32,941 --> 00:20:34,817 If you ever need anybody to talk to... 493 00:20:36,694 --> 00:20:37,987 I'm only a phone call away. 494 00:20:56,172 --> 00:20:57,048 I'm... 495 00:20:57,131 --> 00:20:57,966 I'm sorry. 496 00:21:01,052 --> 00:21:02,136 No, I'm... I'm sorry. 497 00:21:06,432 --> 00:21:08,184 I, I ju... I don't know why... I... 498 00:21:08,893 --> 00:21:09,727 I should go. 499 00:21:11,229 --> 00:21:13,231 I'll see you around. Okay, Ash? 500 00:21:29,288 --> 00:21:30,248 [sighs] 501 00:21:33,042 --> 00:21:35,044 [Elizabeth] Next time on The Baxters... 502 00:21:35,128 --> 00:21:37,422 [Tim] With God on my side, I stand before you today 503 00:21:37,505 --> 00:21:38,715 six months sober. 504 00:21:38,798 --> 00:21:39,966 But it wasn't just God next to me 505 00:21:40,049 --> 00:21:40,967 giving me strength, 506 00:21:41,050 --> 00:21:42,510 it was the woman on the other side. 507 00:21:42,593 --> 00:21:43,594 [Elizabeth] I have this friend, 508 00:21:43,678 --> 00:21:45,763 her son was killed in a car accident. 509 00:21:45,847 --> 00:21:48,933 I know that her heart needs some closure. 510 00:21:49,017 --> 00:21:52,311 But Lillian hasn't returned my calls for years. 511 00:21:53,730 --> 00:21:54,564 Lillian. 512 00:21:55,023 --> 00:21:55,857 Hi. 513 00:21:55,940 --> 00:21:56,858 [Luke] Come on, Ash, talk to me. 514 00:21:56,941 --> 00:21:58,526 You're here trying to fix this, 515 00:21:58,609 --> 00:22:00,028 like you can't look me in the eye. 516 00:22:00,111 --> 00:22:02,405 Ever since your best friend died, and I did it. 517 00:22:02,488 --> 00:22:03,573 [Elizabeth] Where's your mommy? 518 00:22:03,656 --> 00:22:06,367 Ashley's, uh, run away, again. 519 00:22:06,451 --> 00:22:08,036 Is Professor Jacobs home? 520 00:22:08,119 --> 00:22:09,078 He's on his way. 521 00:22:09,162 --> 00:22:10,121 -Then I'll wait. -[gun clicks] 522 00:22:10,204 --> 00:22:11,706 [screams and gasps] 523 00:22:15,168 --> 00:22:17,128 [theme music playing]