1 00:00:13,638 --> 00:00:16,683 (PANTING) 2 00:00:33,074 --> 00:00:35,827 (PANTING CONTINUES) 3 00:00:41,416 --> 00:00:44,043 (SOBBING) 4 00:01:15,033 --> 00:01:17,219 (DOG BARKING IN DISTANCE) 5 00:01:17,243 --> 00:01:19,138 (PANTING CONTINUES) 6 00:01:19,162 --> 00:01:21,498 (CREAKING) 7 00:01:25,376 --> 00:01:26,544 (PANTING STOPS) 8 00:02:39,701 --> 00:02:40,785 Bobby? 9 00:02:53,923 --> 00:02:55,258 (GLASS CLINKING) 10 00:02:58,720 --> 00:03:00,096 (GLASS CLINKING) 11 00:03:13,985 --> 00:03:16,863 Mom? Bobby? 12 00:03:46,226 --> 00:03:47,352 Mom? 13 00:03:49,604 --> 00:03:50,438 Bobby? 14 00:03:53,358 --> 00:03:54,400 MAN: Don't. 15 00:03:59,239 --> 00:04:00,240 Richard? 16 00:04:02,200 --> 00:04:05,536 Where are they? Don't open the door, Kristen. 17 00:04:07,580 --> 00:04:08,748 (GASPS) 18 00:04:09,582 --> 00:04:13,253 (SIGHS) I love them, like I love you. 19 00:04:19,342 --> 00:04:20,927 I really wish… 20 00:04:22,553 --> 00:04:24,365 (SIGHS) 21 00:04:24,389 --> 00:04:26,557 …That I could bring them back. 22 00:04:29,769 --> 00:04:31,396 I could have… 23 00:04:33,356 --> 00:04:35,108 but I couldn't… 24 00:04:36,484 --> 00:04:37,944 help myself. 25 00:04:40,238 --> 00:04:43,992 And I tried this time. I really did try. 26 00:04:47,203 --> 00:04:48,830 This doesn't work. 27 00:04:53,835 --> 00:04:57,046 And I wish that it did. Uh, no. 28 00:04:57,672 --> 00:05:00,508 You should go before it's too late. 29 00:05:01,217 --> 00:05:02,802 Go! (SCREAMS) 30 00:05:13,563 --> 00:05:15,773 (SCREAMS) 31 00:05:21,612 --> 00:05:22,864 I'm sorry. 32 00:05:45,887 --> 00:05:48,240 MAN: I've roared through my family, 33 00:05:48,264 --> 00:05:50,308 so they don't want me around no more. 34 00:05:51,601 --> 00:05:55,039 My friends, they don't want me around no more. 35 00:05:55,063 --> 00:05:59,942 (CHUCKLES) Shit, there are times when I don't want me around no more. 36 00:06:01,527 --> 00:06:03,738 I've lived in alleyways, 37 00:06:04,238 --> 00:06:06,657 under bridges, and then… 38 00:06:08,159 --> 00:06:11,079 I found this… this cool park… 39 00:06:12,330 --> 00:06:16,667 so big that I can get lost in it when I want to. 40 00:06:19,462 --> 00:06:20,880 Then one day, 41 00:06:21,464 --> 00:06:24,985 I saw these weirdos walking into the building across the street. 42 00:06:25,009 --> 00:06:28,072 (ALL CHUCKLING) 43 00:06:28,096 --> 00:06:30,056 I saw it through this tunnel, 44 00:06:30,807 --> 00:06:32,683 like it was magical and shit. 45 00:06:34,769 --> 00:06:36,955 I wanted to know what was going on in there, 46 00:06:36,979 --> 00:06:38,564 and if there was any food… 47 00:06:41,025 --> 00:06:42,401 or maybe drugs. 48 00:06:45,613 --> 00:06:47,990 So, here I am. 49 00:06:51,160 --> 00:06:53,579 I wasn't expecting any of this. 50 00:06:54,622 --> 00:06:58,501 But, um, maybe this is some of that “act of God” type shit, 51 00:06:59,085 --> 00:07:02,213 that I found this place and all of you people… 52 00:07:04,215 --> 00:07:05,984 and all that food over there. 53 00:07:06,008 --> 00:07:07,343 (ALL LAUGHING) 54 00:07:08,970 --> 00:07:10,888 My name is Eddie, and I'm an addict. 55 00:07:11,597 --> 00:07:12,849 Thank you. Thanks, Eddie. 56 00:07:21,732 --> 00:07:23,919 My name is Ellie, and I'm an addict. 57 00:07:23,943 --> 00:07:25,403 Welcome, Ellie. Hi, Ellie. 58 00:07:30,825 --> 00:07:32,326 Sorry, I've, um… 59 00:07:34,745 --> 00:07:39,000 It's hard doing this all over again in a new place. 60 00:07:39,750 --> 00:07:40,793 WOMAN: It's okay. 61 00:07:42,920 --> 00:07:45,089 It's just that I just moved here. 62 00:07:49,469 --> 00:07:51,137 So here goes. Um… 63 00:07:55,224 --> 00:07:56,851 It started with one drink. 64 00:07:58,227 --> 00:08:03,149 And then that one went into another, and then a whole hell of a lot more. 65 00:08:08,696 --> 00:08:11,884 I was an addict, but I thought, 66 00:08:11,908 --> 00:08:15,620 “It's no big deal. Everyone is, kind of.” 67 00:08:18,956 --> 00:08:19,916 But, um… 68 00:08:22,418 --> 00:08:23,669 I thought, “This is… 69 00:08:25,630 --> 00:08:27,507 I can handle this. This is easy.” 70 00:08:29,467 --> 00:08:30,468 (SIGHS) 71 00:08:31,761 --> 00:08:34,781 But then I… I hurt my back. 72 00:08:34,805 --> 00:08:38,226 And they gave me these pills, 73 00:08:39,018 --> 00:08:40,937 these goddamn pills. 74 00:08:42,104 --> 00:08:45,399 And they took the edge off like nothing else. 75 00:08:47,818 --> 00:08:52,031 Sorry, I know I'm not supposed to say what drug, sorry. 76 00:08:53,908 --> 00:08:59,205 But they took the life out of life, which was exactly what I wanted. 77 00:09:03,334 --> 00:09:04,168 And… 78 00:09:05,628 --> 00:09:07,004 my husband left me… 79 00:09:09,340 --> 00:09:12,486 which, to be honest, wasn't such a bad thing. 80 00:09:12,510 --> 00:09:14,530 (ALL LAUGHING) 81 00:09:14,554 --> 00:09:16,055 (CHUCKLES) 82 00:09:17,807 --> 00:09:19,392 But I lost my kids. 83 00:09:25,565 --> 00:09:26,649 And, uh… 84 00:09:27,858 --> 00:09:30,045 at first, I didn't really care, 85 00:09:30,069 --> 00:09:33,197 because I wanted the pills more than I wanted them. 86 00:09:36,534 --> 00:09:38,703 I can't believe I'm saying that right now. 87 00:09:39,161 --> 00:09:40,705 (SIGHS) 88 00:09:43,666 --> 00:09:45,644 Anyway, I got my kids back. 89 00:09:45,668 --> 00:09:48,546 And we have a new home… 90 00:09:49,839 --> 00:09:53,360 and hopefully some new friends. (CHUCKLES) 91 00:09:53,384 --> 00:09:54,760 (ALL CHUCKLING) 92 00:10:22,705 --> 00:10:24,332 (RUSTLING) 93 00:10:38,304 --> 00:10:39,764 (MEOW) (GASPS) 94 00:10:47,021 --> 00:10:50,232 My Lola don't like the smell of smoke inside the house. 95 00:10:52,735 --> 00:10:55,363 We just moved here. I heard all the noise. 96 00:10:56,572 --> 00:10:58,342 There's been a lot around here lately. 97 00:10:58,366 --> 00:11:01,803 Screws, nails, sharp edges. 98 00:11:01,827 --> 00:11:04,848 And they say they're trying to make this neighborhood safer. 99 00:11:04,872 --> 00:11:07,750 Okay. I'm not leaving. 100 00:11:08,417 --> 00:11:09,794 You're not buying me out. 101 00:11:12,421 --> 00:11:13,589 We're just renting. 102 00:11:21,472 --> 00:11:25,643 We just moved into our new house. It's huge. 103 00:11:26,435 --> 00:11:27,269 Yeah. 104 00:11:28,020 --> 00:11:31,232 It's not in the best of neighborhoods. Little sketchy. 105 00:11:32,733 --> 00:11:37,047 Um, I just wanted to tell you thank you so much for this opportunity. 106 00:11:37,071 --> 00:11:40,008 I… I couldn't… No, I really couldn't have done it without you. 107 00:11:40,032 --> 00:11:41,700 I really appreciate it. 108 00:11:43,869 --> 00:11:45,454 Yeah, the kids are doing well. 109 00:11:53,212 --> 00:11:55,732 (ALARM BLARING) 110 00:11:55,756 --> 00:11:58,026 (BLARING CONTINUES) (CHATTERING) 111 00:11:58,050 --> 00:12:00,136 Up. Come on. Hurry. 112 00:12:05,766 --> 00:12:06,600 Amy. 113 00:12:08,102 --> 00:12:09,103 Amy. 114 00:12:11,021 --> 00:12:12,606 Come on. There could be a fire. 115 00:12:13,190 --> 00:12:15,335 There's no fire. It's just my stupid brother. 116 00:12:15,359 --> 00:12:17,546 (BLARING CONTINUES) 117 00:12:17,570 --> 00:12:20,406 (PEN CLICKING) 118 00:12:28,080 --> 00:12:31,041 (CLICKING CONTINUES) 119 00:12:32,668 --> 00:12:35,463 (PHONE RINGING) 120 00:12:37,923 --> 00:12:39,008 MAN: I called your mother. 121 00:12:40,718 --> 00:12:43,262 This has been a pretty eventful first few days, Kyle. 122 00:12:44,305 --> 00:12:45,181 You got into a fight… 123 00:12:46,557 --> 00:12:47,766 defaced school property, 124 00:12:48,559 --> 00:12:50,102 and then another fight. 125 00:12:52,313 --> 00:12:56,150 Do you have anything to say for yourself? I didn't tag the bulletin board. 126 00:12:57,109 --> 00:13:00,529 In order to stay here, you have to want to be here. 127 00:13:01,363 --> 00:13:03,908 I don't wanna be here. Well, you won't be. 128 00:13:04,575 --> 00:13:05,743 Not this week. 129 00:13:06,410 --> 00:13:07,953 Wait outside for your mother. 130 00:13:17,213 --> 00:13:19,215 MAN: Meegan, get in here. 131 00:13:23,719 --> 00:13:24,929 Meegan. 132 00:14:07,596 --> 00:14:08,889 You get suspended? 133 00:14:10,432 --> 00:14:12,059 Yeah. Yeah. 134 00:14:13,352 --> 00:14:15,747 He's an asshole. Yeah. 135 00:14:15,771 --> 00:14:17,147 He's a huge asshole. 136 00:14:17,773 --> 00:14:19,334 The second fight wasn't really a fight. 137 00:14:19,358 --> 00:14:22,361 It was just you getting the shit beat out of you type of thing. 138 00:14:23,195 --> 00:14:24,029 Yeah. 139 00:14:25,865 --> 00:14:27,199 What'd you do? 140 00:14:28,075 --> 00:14:29,660 Tagged a bulletin board. 141 00:14:32,830 --> 00:14:33,664 What? 142 00:14:35,499 --> 00:14:36,500 I like your work. 143 00:14:51,307 --> 00:14:52,224 Can I see? 144 00:14:53,726 --> 00:14:55,728 Ah, come on. You saw my work. 145 00:15:05,070 --> 00:15:05,946 Wow. 146 00:15:06,572 --> 00:15:09,491 “Wow” like they suck “wow,” or “wow” what? 147 00:15:10,701 --> 00:15:14,496 “Wow” like you might be a serial killer, Kyle. 148 00:15:18,542 --> 00:15:19,543 In a good way. 149 00:15:37,895 --> 00:15:39,063 (CREAKING) 150 00:15:49,073 --> 00:15:51,867 Mom? Kyle? 151 00:15:57,539 --> 00:15:58,582 Mom? 152 00:15:59,583 --> 00:16:00,501 Kyle? 153 00:16:09,176 --> 00:16:11,220 Mom? Kyle? 154 00:16:36,704 --> 00:16:38,414 (DOOR SQUEAKING, CLOSING) 155 00:16:39,415 --> 00:16:41,917 (STEREO: MAN RAPPING) 156 00:16:54,763 --> 00:16:56,223 (STEREO OFF) 157 00:17:03,731 --> 00:17:07,067 Have you talked to Dad yet? He's gonna be so pissed. 158 00:17:10,487 --> 00:17:13,299 I tried to call a few times since we've gotten here, 159 00:17:13,323 --> 00:17:15,176 but he hasn't answered. 160 00:17:15,200 --> 00:17:16,928 He's traveling. 161 00:17:16,952 --> 00:17:19,246 He's always traveling. For work. 162 00:17:20,414 --> 00:17:21,850 (SIGHS) 163 00:17:21,874 --> 00:17:22,750 Okay. 164 00:17:24,960 --> 00:17:26,503 Why haven't you unpacked yet? 165 00:17:28,756 --> 00:17:31,467 You know, you can at least try cheering up a bit. 166 00:17:32,926 --> 00:17:34,720 Kyle, you're being a child. 167 00:17:41,977 --> 00:17:43,854 Can you just get the hell out of my room? 168 00:18:25,854 --> 00:18:26,772 Kyle. 169 00:18:34,988 --> 00:18:35,823 Don't. 170 00:18:37,157 --> 00:18:38,367 (ELLIE GROANS) 171 00:18:41,662 --> 00:18:44,390 Look, I know you don't ever want to listen to me, 172 00:18:44,414 --> 00:18:46,518 and I know I don't deserve to say anything to you, 173 00:18:46,542 --> 00:18:50,295 but please don't screw up your life because you're mad at me. 174 00:18:50,879 --> 00:18:51,797 Please? 175 00:18:56,218 --> 00:18:58,637 I promise this time it'll be different. 176 00:19:01,515 --> 00:19:03,058 You say that every time. 177 00:19:52,733 --> 00:19:53,734 Hey. 178 00:19:55,319 --> 00:19:58,197 I'm going for a run. You don't have to call it that. 179 00:19:59,823 --> 00:20:00,741 I know. 180 00:20:08,957 --> 00:20:11,060 Why do you always go for a run so late? 181 00:20:11,084 --> 00:20:14,087 It's not that late. Kyle said it's a bad neighborhood. 182 00:20:16,924 --> 00:20:18,175 It's not bad. 183 00:20:19,843 --> 00:20:24,741 Maybe it once was, but it's being gentrified, which means… 184 00:20:24,765 --> 00:20:26,868 I know what it means. 185 00:20:26,892 --> 00:20:29,519 Rich white people move in and kick everyone else out. 186 00:20:33,023 --> 00:20:34,399 You're my little girl. 187 00:20:35,692 --> 00:20:39,339 Mom, I'm 13. I'm gonna be 14 in two months. 188 00:20:39,363 --> 00:20:41,949 I know, I know. Don't remind me. 189 00:20:44,618 --> 00:20:48,330 (STEREO: MAN RAPPING) 190 00:21:01,009 --> 00:21:03,238 So, first off, 191 00:21:03,262 --> 00:21:06,741 is there anyone who's at their first meeting 192 00:21:06,765 --> 00:21:09,285 or from out of town? 193 00:21:09,309 --> 00:21:10,519 MAN: Uh, yeah. 194 00:21:12,312 --> 00:21:16,191 I don't know whether to sit or stand, but they always stand in the movies, so… 195 00:21:16,692 --> 00:21:18,795 You can do whatever makes you feel comfortable. 196 00:21:18,819 --> 00:21:19,820 Thanks. Um… 197 00:21:22,406 --> 00:21:25,385 I'm Christopher, and I'm not sure what I am. 198 00:21:25,409 --> 00:21:27,494 Welcome, Christopher. Hello, Christopher. 199 00:21:28,370 --> 00:21:30,706 Thank you for being so welcoming. 200 00:21:33,500 --> 00:21:35,377 Yeah, I guess I am an addict. I just… 201 00:21:37,212 --> 00:21:38,672 I never thought about it that way. 202 00:21:41,133 --> 00:21:41,967 And I've… 203 00:21:43,802 --> 00:21:47,389 I've just torn through so many people… 204 00:21:49,474 --> 00:21:51,184 and I can't stop myself. 205 00:21:53,020 --> 00:21:54,855 So I guess that is an addiction. 206 00:21:57,899 --> 00:21:59,192 And I need help. 207 00:21:59,860 --> 00:22:01,528 I don't want to be alone anymore. 208 00:22:03,196 --> 00:22:05,615 Thanks, Christopher. Thanks, Christopher. 209 00:22:11,955 --> 00:22:15,208 My name is Ellie, and I'm an addict. Hi, Ellie. 210 00:22:18,837 --> 00:22:20,047 I got a new job. 211 00:22:20,881 --> 00:22:25,177 My friend, she's a tenured professor. 212 00:22:26,678 --> 00:22:28,638 She's my age, and she got me it. 213 00:22:30,140 --> 00:22:33,435 But sometimes it's a little hard, because… 214 00:22:34,770 --> 00:22:36,897 (CAR ALARM CHIRPS) I should be where she is right now. 215 00:22:39,608 --> 00:22:43,070 But anyway, I'm not supposed to be thinking about stuff like that, right? So… 216 00:22:44,029 --> 00:22:45,882 Uh… 217 00:22:45,906 --> 00:22:50,035 Shit, I'm really trying, but… I swear to God, I'm trying. 218 00:22:51,119 --> 00:22:52,746 My name's Ellie, and I'm an addict. 219 00:22:53,246 --> 00:22:54,623 Thanks, Ellie. Thanks, Ellie. 220 00:23:43,004 --> 00:23:43,839 Hey. 221 00:23:44,422 --> 00:23:46,716 Eddie. You weren't at the meeting. 222 00:23:47,217 --> 00:23:48,510 Are you okay? You need anything? 223 00:23:55,600 --> 00:23:56,726 Okay, well, uh… 224 00:23:59,146 --> 00:24:00,939 I'll see you at the next meeting, okay? 225 00:24:05,110 --> 00:24:08,280 You take care of yourself. Do you need anything? 226 00:24:09,322 --> 00:24:10,198 What? 227 00:24:11,449 --> 00:24:14,828 In there. You said that you do pills. 228 00:24:17,164 --> 00:24:17,998 I… 229 00:24:20,834 --> 00:24:22,061 I said I used to. 230 00:24:22,085 --> 00:24:23,211 (SCOFFS) 231 00:24:25,380 --> 00:24:26,214 Fuck you. 232 00:24:28,884 --> 00:24:31,636 This is better than your suburban housewife shit. 233 00:27:16,718 --> 00:27:17,844 (GASPS) 234 00:27:37,280 --> 00:27:38,239 Ohh! (BANGING) 235 00:27:43,411 --> 00:27:44,496 (CAR ALARM CHIRPS) 236 00:27:55,507 --> 00:27:58,510 (PANTING) 237 00:28:00,470 --> 00:28:01,846 (BODY THUDDING ON GROUND) 238 00:28:58,445 --> 00:29:00,405 (DRIPPING) 239 00:29:10,915 --> 00:29:12,041 (GASPS) 240 00:29:50,288 --> 00:29:52,248 (SOBBING) 241 00:30:00,006 --> 00:30:01,633 AMY: Come on, Mom. Time to go. 242 00:30:03,051 --> 00:30:04,844 Mom. (GROANS) 243 00:30:05,512 --> 00:30:09,533 I'm up. I'm up, baby. Just go get ready for school. 244 00:30:09,557 --> 00:30:11,184 I am ready to go to school. 245 00:30:13,686 --> 00:30:15,021 What happened to your head? 246 00:30:17,232 --> 00:30:18,525 I, uh… 247 00:30:28,243 --> 00:30:29,077 I… 248 00:30:30,161 --> 00:30:32,223 I tripped while walking to the car. 249 00:30:32,247 --> 00:30:33,331 Can I see? 250 00:30:36,000 --> 00:30:39,295 Okay, well, it's not as bad as it looks, right? 251 00:30:41,840 --> 00:30:44,092 I don't see anything. What? 252 00:30:49,013 --> 00:30:51,307 I guess I didn't hurt myself as bad as I thought. 253 00:30:54,018 --> 00:30:56,688 It was dark. Okay. 254 00:31:24,966 --> 00:31:26,926 (STEREO: MAN RAPPING) 255 00:31:30,889 --> 00:31:32,807 (RAPPING CONTINUES) 256 00:31:41,024 --> 00:31:42,901 (TV: LOW, INDISTINCT) 257 00:31:46,571 --> 00:31:48,573 I used to watch this with my mom. 258 00:32:14,432 --> 00:32:19,371 Admit to God, ourselves, and others our wrongs. 259 00:32:19,395 --> 00:32:22,440 Ready for God to remove defects of character. 260 00:32:23,483 --> 00:32:25,610 Ask him to remove our shortcomings. 261 00:32:26,152 --> 00:32:30,239 Made a list of harmed and willing to make amends. 262 00:32:31,366 --> 00:32:32,927 Then make amends. 263 00:32:32,951 --> 00:32:35,578 Be accountable and admit when wrong. 264 00:32:36,537 --> 00:32:39,874 Pray for the knowledge of his will and the power to carry it out. 265 00:32:42,293 --> 00:32:44,188 Then be awakened through these steps, 266 00:32:44,212 --> 00:32:47,632 and practice them throughout everything in our lives. 267 00:32:58,810 --> 00:33:00,871 My name is Ellie, and I'm an addict. 268 00:33:00,895 --> 00:33:02,480 Hello. Hi, Ellie. 269 00:33:06,442 --> 00:33:07,860 I don't deserve this. 270 00:33:14,701 --> 00:33:16,327 Careful. Mug's hot. 271 00:33:21,791 --> 00:33:22,625 Anything else? 272 00:33:26,546 --> 00:33:27,964 No, we're good. Thanks. 273 00:33:32,927 --> 00:33:34,780 Thanks for getting coffee with me. 274 00:33:34,804 --> 00:33:36,407 I… 275 00:33:36,431 --> 00:33:39,225 I don't think I'm the best person to talk to about this. 276 00:33:42,020 --> 00:33:44,188 You might be the only person to talk to about this. 277 00:33:45,273 --> 00:33:47,400 I don't know, I just needed somebody to talk to whose… 278 00:33:48,401 --> 00:33:51,237 life is only slightly less screwed up than mine. 279 00:33:55,033 --> 00:33:55,992 I'm sorry. 280 00:33:57,368 --> 00:34:01,348 No, that's okay. I mean, I don't know. 281 00:34:01,372 --> 00:34:03,666 I probably wouldn't have believed you otherwise. 282 00:34:10,590 --> 00:34:12,925 Well, the program works… 283 00:34:13,926 --> 00:34:15,762 and people fall. 284 00:34:17,930 --> 00:34:22,119 But you just keep getting up again. 285 00:34:22,143 --> 00:34:25,330 Sometimes you just wish that there was one thing in the world 286 00:34:25,354 --> 00:34:28,149 that you didn't have to put all of your effort into controlling. 287 00:34:29,067 --> 00:34:30,777 And that would make all the difference. 288 00:34:32,361 --> 00:34:34,072 Right? I hope you find it. 289 00:34:35,156 --> 00:34:36,157 That one thing. 290 00:34:37,575 --> 00:34:39,035 Cheers to that, right? 291 00:34:47,460 --> 00:34:48,294 You all right? 292 00:34:53,591 --> 00:34:56,094 Oh, my gosh. I'm so sorry. No, don't be sorry. 293 00:34:56,677 --> 00:34:59,263 Did I get you? No, I'm fine. 294 00:35:04,185 --> 00:35:06,354 (RETCHING) 295 00:35:23,579 --> 00:35:26,374 How many did you take? It's not the pills, baby. 296 00:35:39,804 --> 00:35:41,180 Did you find anything? 297 00:35:42,890 --> 00:35:44,559 Just go get ready for school. 298 00:36:40,448 --> 00:36:42,509 You know, you didn't find any pills. 299 00:36:42,533 --> 00:36:45,411 So maybe that means… She can get them from anywhere, Amy. 300 00:36:46,746 --> 00:36:49,665 So, what? You've just given up on her? 301 00:36:51,209 --> 00:36:55,463 (SIGHS) Look, Amy, I'm not going through this shit again. 302 00:36:59,258 --> 00:37:01,177 You know what I like about your sketches? 303 00:37:07,099 --> 00:37:08,601 They make me feel like I'm at home… 304 00:37:12,772 --> 00:37:14,357 no matter where we live. 305 00:37:31,666 --> 00:37:32,792 Ahh. 306 00:37:50,059 --> 00:37:53,854 (COUGHING) 307 00:40:30,761 --> 00:40:32,721 You didn't come to the meeting. I got worried. 308 00:40:43,357 --> 00:40:45,025 I know what you're going through. 309 00:40:50,698 --> 00:40:54,577 No, you don't understand. I know exactly what you're going through. 310 00:40:55,286 --> 00:40:59,331 When I saw you on that swing in the park, you looked so peaceful… 311 00:41:01,375 --> 00:41:02,376 but troubled. 312 00:41:03,669 --> 00:41:05,463 I just wanted to protect you. 313 00:41:08,716 --> 00:41:11,510 I made sure that no one can ever hurt you. 314 00:41:16,891 --> 00:41:17,993 How? 315 00:41:18,017 --> 00:41:21,020 Because I turned you into whatever it is that I am. 316 00:41:44,585 --> 00:41:47,171 It gets easier, but you don't want to do it alone. 317 00:41:54,887 --> 00:41:57,407 Do you want to invite me inside so we can talk about this? 318 00:41:57,431 --> 00:41:59,391 I want you to leave me alone. 319 00:42:18,077 --> 00:42:19,119 It's too late. 320 00:42:27,294 --> 00:42:28,522 (GRUNTS) 321 00:42:28,546 --> 00:42:30,923 (PANTING) 322 00:43:01,036 --> 00:43:03,956 (RINGING) 323 00:43:07,251 --> 00:43:10,212 (RINGING CONTINUES) 324 00:43:53,047 --> 00:43:55,257 (SIREN BLARING) 325 00:44:28,957 --> 00:44:32,544 (MUSIC PLAYING LOW) 326 00:44:34,963 --> 00:44:37,299 (MUSIC PLAYING LOW CONTINUES) 327 00:44:40,344 --> 00:44:41,637 (MUSIC PLAYING LOW ENDS) 328 00:44:42,221 --> 00:44:44,306 She's so screwed up she can't say anything about it. 329 00:44:45,516 --> 00:44:50,038 You ever thought that maybe it was something else other than drugs? 330 00:44:50,062 --> 00:44:51,146 Like what? 331 00:44:56,276 --> 00:44:59,839 I would take the El and come here with my mom. 332 00:44:59,863 --> 00:45:01,800 She was the art history teacher at the college, 333 00:45:01,824 --> 00:45:06,554 so whenever she got done with class, she'd come find me, and she'd get me out. 334 00:45:06,578 --> 00:45:12,501 And we'd sit here and look at it, try to figure it out. 335 00:45:13,919 --> 00:45:17,774 Well, you know it says right next to it, right? 336 00:45:17,798 --> 00:45:20,384 We never read it. It felt like cheating. 337 00:45:20,884 --> 00:45:23,554 Well, you know, a little help never hurts. 338 00:45:28,976 --> 00:45:31,103 She never told us she was sick. 339 00:45:32,563 --> 00:45:34,624 I guess she thought she could handle it on her own 340 00:45:34,648 --> 00:45:36,400 without worrying us about it. 341 00:45:36,984 --> 00:45:41,029 And I-I knew. I knew something was wrong. 342 00:45:43,198 --> 00:45:45,659 I would ask her if she wanted to talk about it. 343 00:45:50,873 --> 00:45:52,166 And we'd just sit here, 344 00:45:52,833 --> 00:45:54,877 talking about this instead. 345 00:45:57,171 --> 00:45:58,422 You know, and… 346 00:45:59,465 --> 00:46:02,551 I wish I pushed her till she told me what it was. 347 00:46:09,183 --> 00:46:10,893 And by the time she told us, 348 00:46:11,602 --> 00:46:13,270 it was too late. 349 00:46:19,026 --> 00:46:22,529 Just do yourself a favor and talk to her while you still can. 350 00:46:36,001 --> 00:46:38,813 You want me to tell you what it says? No. 351 00:46:38,837 --> 00:46:41,357 I want to keep guessing until you tell me I'm right, 352 00:46:41,381 --> 00:46:43,717 no matter how many times we have to come back here. 353 00:46:52,017 --> 00:46:54,454 God grant me the serenity 354 00:46:54,478 --> 00:46:57,189 to accept the things I cannot change, courage to change the things I can, 355 00:47:00,067 --> 00:47:02,795 and wisdom to tell the difference. 356 00:47:02,819 --> 00:47:06,633 Accepting hardships as the pathway to peace, 357 00:47:06,657 --> 00:47:08,968 living one day at a time, 358 00:47:08,992 --> 00:47:11,411 enjoying one moment at a time. 359 00:47:12,162 --> 00:47:12,996 Amen. (MEOW) 360 00:47:32,391 --> 00:47:33,267 (MEOW) 361 00:47:48,865 --> 00:47:49,825 (MEOW) 362 00:47:50,492 --> 00:47:51,577 (MEOW) 363 00:48:08,093 --> 00:48:10,637 (PANTING) 364 00:48:24,192 --> 00:48:26,445 (CRICKETS CHIRPING) 365 00:49:06,318 --> 00:49:08,403 (FLESH CRUNCHING) 366 00:49:11,990 --> 00:49:12,949 Mom? 367 00:49:51,238 --> 00:49:52,072 Mom? 368 00:50:06,962 --> 00:50:08,004 Uhh! 369 00:50:22,519 --> 00:50:23,562 (GROANS) 370 00:50:25,021 --> 00:50:26,314 (GROANS) 371 00:50:32,112 --> 00:50:33,029 Mom? 372 00:50:41,288 --> 00:50:42,456 (CLUNK) 373 00:51:04,352 --> 00:51:07,248 What's the matter? I heard something. 374 00:51:07,272 --> 00:51:08,857 Where's Mom? I don't know. 375 00:51:10,317 --> 00:51:11,359 Go to your room. 376 00:51:12,569 --> 00:51:13,570 Mom? 377 00:51:15,655 --> 00:51:16,591 Mom? 378 00:51:16,615 --> 00:51:18,742 (WIND WHISTLING) 379 00:51:23,789 --> 00:51:26,249 (SOBBING) 380 00:51:37,636 --> 00:51:38,512 Mom. 381 00:51:39,429 --> 00:51:41,765 Uh, wha… (PANTING) 382 00:51:42,641 --> 00:51:43,975 I'm fine. I just… 383 00:51:45,435 --> 00:51:47,479 I just need a moment to myself, okay? 384 00:51:48,563 --> 00:51:49,791 Let me help you. 385 00:51:49,815 --> 00:51:54,027 No, just, I'm fine, all right? Just-Just leave me alone for a bit. 386 00:51:55,612 --> 00:51:57,006 I don't need your help. 387 00:51:57,030 --> 00:52:00,092 Mom, I'm not going anywhere until you tell me what's wrong. 388 00:52:00,116 --> 00:52:01,535 You can't help me! 389 00:52:18,552 --> 00:52:19,636 (GRUNTS) 390 00:52:21,513 --> 00:52:22,430 (GRUNTS) 391 00:53:34,294 --> 00:53:36,338 Mom? Mom, where are you? 392 00:53:38,298 --> 00:53:39,299 Mom! 393 00:53:49,809 --> 00:53:51,019 (CAR ALARMS CHIRPS) (SOBS) 394 00:53:52,145 --> 00:53:53,247 KYLE: Get in the car. 395 00:53:53,271 --> 00:53:55,523 Where are we going? To Dad's. 396 00:54:24,594 --> 00:54:27,263 (DOORBELL RINGS) 397 00:54:30,016 --> 00:54:34,062 (DOORBELL RINGING) 398 00:54:43,488 --> 00:54:44,489 What do you want? 399 00:54:45,824 --> 00:54:47,343 Have you seen Lola? 400 00:54:47,367 --> 00:54:48,803 She hasn't come back all night. 401 00:54:48,827 --> 00:54:51,079 She always comes back. No, I haven't. 402 00:54:52,330 --> 00:54:54,541 (SIGHS) Can I check your basement? 403 00:54:57,252 --> 00:54:58,545 Lola. 404 00:55:06,761 --> 00:55:07,822 Lola. 405 00:55:07,846 --> 00:55:10,074 (CLICKING TONGUE) 406 00:55:10,098 --> 00:55:12,851 Lola. Lola, where are you? 407 00:55:16,187 --> 00:55:17,230 Lola. 408 00:55:18,523 --> 00:55:21,443 Come on, baby. Come on. Come on, sugar. 409 00:55:27,574 --> 00:55:28,783 Lola. 410 00:55:33,872 --> 00:55:34,873 Eleanor? 411 00:55:37,792 --> 00:55:39,252 What the hell's wrong with you? 412 00:55:41,337 --> 00:55:42,172 A lot. 413 00:55:43,089 --> 00:55:44,608 Are you feeling all right? 414 00:55:44,632 --> 00:55:46,527 (SCREAMING) 415 00:55:46,551 --> 00:55:48,261 (SCREAMING) (FLESH CRUNCHING) 416 00:55:57,937 --> 00:56:00,940 AMY: I told you he's not home. KYLE: He isn't traveling. 417 00:56:01,941 --> 00:56:04,754 He just says that because he doesn't want to deal with the shit. 418 00:56:04,778 --> 00:56:06,905 So we're part of “the shit”? 419 00:56:12,160 --> 00:56:14,579 She's never gonna get better, is she? 420 00:56:25,590 --> 00:56:26,633 AMY: It's Dad. 421 00:56:27,634 --> 00:56:28,468 Told you. 422 00:56:29,803 --> 00:56:31,304 At least Mom wants us. 423 00:56:38,019 --> 00:56:39,145 I'm going back. 424 00:56:41,898 --> 00:56:43,959 (DOOR OPENING) 425 00:56:43,983 --> 00:56:45,235 (DOOR CLOSING) 426 00:57:14,139 --> 00:57:15,056 Mom. 427 00:57:24,357 --> 00:57:25,275 Mom. 428 00:57:38,371 --> 00:57:40,266 (HISSING) 429 00:57:40,290 --> 00:57:42,768 Go upstairs. Mom? 430 00:57:42,792 --> 00:57:43,668 Now! 431 00:57:46,421 --> 00:57:49,674 (GROWLING) (FLESH CRUNCHING) 432 00:58:07,525 --> 00:58:08,568 ELLIE: Turn it off, Kyle. 433 00:58:12,280 --> 00:58:14,091 Please. I don't want you to see. 434 00:58:14,115 --> 00:58:16,117 See what? Just turn it off! 435 00:58:17,494 --> 00:58:19,287 (CLICKS) (SOBBING) 436 00:58:19,954 --> 00:58:22,207 Mom, why did you kill her? 437 00:58:24,667 --> 00:58:25,960 For her blood. 438 00:58:29,881 --> 00:58:31,966 Someone turned me into this. 439 00:58:32,967 --> 00:58:33,885 Who? 440 00:58:35,470 --> 00:58:37,222 I don't know what he was. 441 00:58:40,016 --> 00:58:41,601 You should leave right now. 442 00:58:42,352 --> 00:58:43,853 That knife's not gonna help you. 443 00:58:45,563 --> 00:58:49,025 Just call the police. Do whatever it is you need to do, but do it now. 444 00:58:50,777 --> 00:58:51,945 Go! 445 00:58:58,409 --> 00:58:59,869 (GROWLING) 446 00:59:13,800 --> 00:59:16,219 (GRUNTING, PANTING) 447 00:59:55,425 --> 00:59:57,010 (DOOR OPENING) 448 00:59:58,678 --> 00:59:59,721 (DOOR CLOSING) 449 01:00:09,981 --> 01:00:11,107 Did you kill anyone else? 450 01:00:12,942 --> 01:00:14,319 Did you call the police yet? 451 01:00:16,946 --> 01:00:18,114 Not yet. 452 01:00:22,910 --> 01:00:23,828 Maybe you should. 453 01:01:02,116 --> 01:01:04,160 (DOORBELL RINGS) 454 01:01:09,707 --> 01:01:10,875 (KNOCKING) 455 01:01:14,587 --> 01:01:15,922 (KNOCKING) 456 01:01:21,386 --> 01:01:24,138 Can I help you? Yeah. I'm a friend of your mother's… 457 01:01:25,682 --> 01:01:26,933 from her meetings. Christopher. 458 01:01:34,649 --> 01:01:36,234 Look, now's not really a good time. 459 01:01:36,901 --> 01:01:39,445 Why? Is everything all right? ELLIE: You can let him in. 460 01:01:41,447 --> 01:01:42,865 He's the one, Kyle. 461 01:01:45,493 --> 01:01:48,496 If you let me inside, we can talk about this. 462 01:01:49,080 --> 01:01:50,248 You're a… Shh. 463 01:01:50,790 --> 01:01:54,019 No. Don't say it. It's made up anyway. 464 01:01:54,043 --> 01:01:55,712 Are you gonna let me inside? 465 01:01:58,548 --> 01:02:01,676 You can only come in if I invite you in. No, I was just being polite. 466 01:02:05,012 --> 01:02:06,514 Easy. Let him go! 467 01:02:09,684 --> 01:02:11,161 Why would you do this to her? 468 01:02:11,185 --> 01:02:13,438 Because I care about her, Kyle. 469 01:02:14,230 --> 01:02:15,273 Is it curable? 470 01:02:17,608 --> 01:02:19,360 Is it? No. 471 01:02:22,113 --> 01:02:24,615 It's just like any other addiction. It's manageable. 472 01:02:26,325 --> 01:02:28,369 But this part will pass. 473 01:02:31,706 --> 01:02:32,874 God! Just go! 474 01:02:33,374 --> 01:02:35,185 Kyle… Leave! 475 01:02:35,209 --> 01:02:37,920 No, it's okay. It's all right. 476 01:02:45,386 --> 01:02:48,473 (DOOR OPENING, CLOSING) 477 01:03:09,786 --> 01:03:12,580 (DOOR OPENING, CLOSING) 478 01:03:37,146 --> 01:03:38,689 (CLATTERING) 479 01:03:52,703 --> 01:03:53,538 Hello? 480 01:04:09,262 --> 01:04:10,096 Hello? 481 01:04:12,640 --> 01:04:14,392 (CLANGING) (GASPS) 482 01:04:17,770 --> 01:04:19,021 (KNOCKING) 483 01:04:53,097 --> 01:04:54,157 (GASPING) 484 01:04:54,181 --> 01:04:55,683 (MUFFLED SCREAMING) 485 01:05:41,228 --> 01:05:42,229 Sit down, Kyle. 486 01:05:43,439 --> 01:05:44,607 (SCOFFS) 487 01:05:48,569 --> 01:05:49,445 Okay. 488 01:05:58,913 --> 01:06:00,915 “Ten Ways to Kill a Vampire.” That's cute. 489 01:06:01,791 --> 01:06:03,876 No. No. 490 01:06:04,877 --> 01:06:08,005 Yes, but no. No. 491 01:06:14,804 --> 01:06:17,890 Your mother wants me to stay. 492 01:06:21,686 --> 01:06:23,270 That was on the list, by the way. 493 01:06:37,743 --> 01:06:39,161 It's all gonna be okay. 494 01:07:15,364 --> 01:07:16,490 You stayed. 495 01:07:58,324 --> 01:08:00,135 She's sleeping, Kyle. 496 01:08:00,159 --> 01:08:01,327 She's tired. 497 01:08:02,661 --> 01:08:03,662 We all are. 498 01:08:05,206 --> 01:08:07,041 The daylight is just another myth. 499 01:08:08,042 --> 01:08:09,335 Just give her some time. 500 01:08:10,753 --> 01:08:12,129 She'll seem more normal… 501 01:08:14,215 --> 01:08:15,883 maybe even better than before. 502 01:08:21,764 --> 01:08:23,015 You know those pills… 503 01:08:24,350 --> 01:08:26,268 that tore apart your family? 504 01:08:27,812 --> 01:08:29,605 She'll never use them again. 505 01:08:31,440 --> 01:08:32,399 She can't. 506 01:08:40,282 --> 01:08:41,826 (SIGHS) 507 01:08:45,955 --> 01:08:48,833 You know, I saw that gargoyle in your sketchbook. 508 01:08:49,708 --> 01:08:51,394 Did you know that people 509 01:08:51,418 --> 01:08:54,672 put gargoyles above their entrances to keep out the evil? 510 01:08:57,007 --> 01:08:59,301 What first appears as a monster… 511 01:09:01,929 --> 01:09:03,722 is only there to keep you safe. 512 01:09:16,402 --> 01:09:18,404 There's a lot of bad in the world. 513 01:09:22,867 --> 01:09:25,286 I'm talking about real evil. 514 01:09:37,882 --> 01:09:38,757 ELLIE: Kyle? 515 01:09:43,929 --> 01:09:46,891 For future reference, Kyle, the knife… 516 01:09:49,143 --> 01:09:50,227 doesn't work. 517 01:10:12,208 --> 01:10:13,209 Kyle. 518 01:10:14,627 --> 01:10:17,546 Kyle, where are you going? I don't have time to talk right now. 519 01:10:18,255 --> 01:10:20,609 What happened? What happened? Don't worry about me. 520 01:10:20,633 --> 01:10:22,777 Is this because you talked to her? I have to go. 521 01:10:22,801 --> 01:10:24,863 I'm sorry, okay? It was bad advice. 522 01:10:24,887 --> 01:10:25,888 I have to go. 523 01:10:46,659 --> 01:10:47,493 Mom? 524 01:11:22,444 --> 01:11:23,362 Mama? 525 01:11:24,905 --> 01:11:26,031 Hey, baby. 526 01:11:26,865 --> 01:11:28,367 What are you doing here? I've come to take you home. 527 01:11:35,541 --> 01:11:37,126 Does Dad know you're here? 528 01:11:55,769 --> 01:11:59,666 (DOOR OPENING, CLOSING) 529 01:11:59,690 --> 01:12:00,733 Amy? 530 01:12:09,867 --> 01:12:11,076 (SNIFFING) 531 01:12:13,996 --> 01:12:14,913 Garlic. 532 01:12:32,181 --> 01:12:33,807 I'm gonna be right outside the door. 533 01:12:53,702 --> 01:12:56,139 (LINE RINGING) 534 01:12:56,163 --> 01:12:58,933 Hi, you've reached Tom. We can't come to the phone right now. 535 01:12:58,957 --> 01:13:00,751 Leave a message. I'll call you back. 536 01:13:08,967 --> 01:13:11,220 (WIND WHISTLING) 537 01:13:21,438 --> 01:13:22,314 Amy. 538 01:13:24,274 --> 01:13:26,693 Don't open this door, no matter what you hear, okay? 539 01:13:29,488 --> 01:13:30,364 Amy. AMY: Okay. 540 01:13:38,497 --> 01:13:39,915 (SIGHS) 541 01:14:34,761 --> 01:14:36,346 Stay away from my son. 542 01:14:37,556 --> 01:14:38,932 (GROANS) 543 01:14:46,773 --> 01:14:48,984 ELLIE: Kyle, leave us alone. 544 01:14:50,944 --> 01:14:51,778 Kyle. 545 01:14:53,322 --> 01:14:56,074 Christopher and I need to talk. Please leave us alone. 546 01:15:01,413 --> 01:15:02,414 Close the door. 547 01:15:11,757 --> 01:15:13,217 It doesn't get easier. 548 01:15:20,849 --> 01:15:21,850 No. It doesn't. 549 01:15:26,021 --> 01:15:27,397 But at least we're together. 550 01:15:33,445 --> 01:15:35,697 (FLESHING CRUNCHING) (GROWLING) 551 01:15:36,907 --> 01:15:38,760 (GROWLING) 552 01:15:38,784 --> 01:15:40,536 (CRASHING, BANGING) 553 01:15:41,954 --> 01:15:45,541 (GROWLING) (ELLIE SCREAMING) 554 01:16:01,014 --> 01:16:02,558 (BODY THUDDING ON GROUND) (SCREAMS) 555 01:16:03,392 --> 01:16:04,560 (GASPING) 556 01:16:13,485 --> 01:16:15,404 (GAGGING) 557 01:16:16,280 --> 01:16:18,240 (WHEEZING, COUGHING) 558 01:16:22,995 --> 01:16:24,246 (AMY SCREAMS) 559 01:16:26,665 --> 01:16:27,833 A stake works. 560 01:16:59,031 --> 01:17:02,969 (GAGGING) 561 01:17:02,993 --> 01:17:05,495 (GAGGING CONTINUES) 562 01:17:34,608 --> 01:17:37,235 (GAGGING) 563 01:17:40,155 --> 01:17:41,365 (GROANS) 564 01:17:46,536 --> 01:17:48,163 (BODY THUDDING) 565 01:17:52,334 --> 01:17:53,919 (THUDDING CONTINUES) 566 01:18:00,425 --> 01:18:02,344 (GRUNTS) (THUDDING) 567 01:18:25,951 --> 01:18:28,078 (DOORBELLS RINGS) 568 01:18:38,964 --> 01:18:40,173 Where's Kyle? 569 01:18:43,885 --> 01:18:44,761 Kyle! 570 01:18:51,810 --> 01:18:52,811 Mom. 571 01:18:54,020 --> 01:18:56,523 Kyle? You okay? 572 01:18:57,691 --> 01:18:59,901 Meegan, go. 573 01:19:01,069 --> 01:19:02,237 Kyle. 574 01:19:02,988 --> 01:19:04,448 Mom, please. 575 01:19:07,701 --> 01:19:08,702 Mom. 576 01:19:09,453 --> 01:19:11,621 Please don't hurt her. Please. Stop. 577 01:19:12,789 --> 01:19:14,124 Stop! 578 01:19:18,920 --> 01:19:21,089 Please. No! 579 01:19:22,174 --> 01:19:23,091 (GASPS) 580 01:19:47,282 --> 01:19:50,619 I can save her, but she'll, she'll be like me. 581 01:19:57,334 --> 01:19:58,376 What do you want me to do? 582 01:20:01,963 --> 01:20:04,758 (MEEGAN GASPING) 583 01:20:16,061 --> 01:20:17,354 No one should be like this. 584 01:20:22,442 --> 01:20:23,568 Mom? 585 01:20:24,444 --> 01:20:25,779 I called the police. 586 01:21:04,484 --> 01:21:06,736 Let's go. Let's go. Go. (SIREN BLARING IN DISTANCE) 587 01:21:10,615 --> 01:21:11,825 Go to the basement. 588 01:21:12,409 --> 01:21:13,928 Kyle, go! 589 01:21:13,952 --> 01:21:17,080 Go to the basement. I said go. Go. Go. Go. 590 01:21:21,042 --> 01:21:21,960 Please. 591 01:21:22,961 --> 01:21:23,962 Don't leave me. 592 01:21:27,173 --> 01:21:28,383 You're my little girl. 593 01:21:34,347 --> 01:21:35,515 Kyle. 594 01:21:36,558 --> 01:21:39,352 Please just get in the basement. Please. 595 01:21:39,936 --> 01:21:40,937 Get in the basement. 596 01:21:44,733 --> 01:21:45,609 Go. 597 01:21:53,783 --> 01:21:55,410 (RADIO CHATTER, INDISTINCT) 598 01:21:58,330 --> 01:21:59,331 We have blood. 599 01:22:03,501 --> 01:22:05,211 I'll check downstairs. Got it. 600 01:22:11,259 --> 01:22:13,011 Kyle. Go. Come on. 601 01:22:16,139 --> 01:22:18,200 I don't think I can fit. What do I do? 602 01:22:18,224 --> 01:22:20,143 Amy, push. I'm trying. 603 01:22:23,438 --> 01:22:24,689 Kyle. 604 01:22:29,861 --> 01:22:31,404 POLICEMAN: Hey, we got blood up here. 605 01:22:34,366 --> 01:22:36,910 No bodies. Shit. 606 01:22:40,121 --> 01:22:41,206 I'm gonna radio dispatch. 607 01:22:43,124 --> 01:22:44,810 (BODIES THUDDING ON GROUND) 608 01:22:44,834 --> 01:22:46,127 Amy, run. 609 01:22:49,839 --> 01:22:52,133 Kyle, I don't want to leave you. 610 01:22:54,177 --> 01:22:56,680 Go. Amy, run. 611 01:22:57,180 --> 01:22:58,348 Run, Amy! 612 01:23:40,140 --> 01:23:41,016 Where's Amy? 613 01:23:43,518 --> 01:23:44,519 She's gone. 614 01:23:48,023 --> 01:23:49,315 Maybe you should go too. 615 01:24:03,997 --> 01:24:04,831 No. 616 01:24:07,959 --> 01:24:08,835 No. 617 01:24:11,421 --> 01:24:13,548 I think I'm gonna… I think I'm gonna stay. 618 01:24:14,591 --> 01:24:15,759 Here, with you. 619 01:24:17,385 --> 01:24:19,095 (CLATTERS ON FLOOR) 620 01:24:21,973 --> 01:24:22,974 No matter what. I love you. 621 01:24:36,446 --> 01:24:39,365 I love you. I love you too. 622 01:24:47,791 --> 01:24:48,625 Mom. 623 01:24:50,376 --> 01:24:51,836 Please let go of me. 624 01:24:52,921 --> 01:24:54,964 Let… Mom? 625 01:25:00,595 --> 01:25:01,721 No. Amy. 626 01:25:03,014 --> 01:25:04,599 No, no, no, no. 627 01:25:05,934 --> 01:25:06,935 Oh, my God. 628 01:25:12,023 --> 01:25:14,109 (ELLIE GROANING) 629 01:25:24,369 --> 01:25:25,370 Do it, Kyle! 630 01:25:35,505 --> 01:25:37,340 Here. Here. Have it. 631 01:25:39,884 --> 01:25:41,553 No, no. Mom. 632 01:25:44,597 --> 01:25:45,431 Stop! 633 01:25:48,685 --> 01:25:50,228 (SOBBING) 634 01:25:50,812 --> 01:25:52,772 Oh, my God, Kyle. Kyle. 635 01:25:54,065 --> 01:25:55,984 Oh, my God. Oh, my God. 636 01:25:57,944 --> 01:26:01,239 No. Please. Don't go away too. 637 01:26:02,740 --> 01:26:03,825 Oh, my God. 638 01:26:08,705 --> 01:26:11,851 Let me help. No! Just go away! 639 01:26:11,875 --> 01:26:13,251 Just leave! 640 01:26:17,964 --> 01:26:22,218 Please don't leave me. Please. Kyle, I need you. 641 01:26:23,052 --> 01:26:23,970 Please stay. 642 01:26:33,146 --> 01:26:35,982 (SIRENS BLARING IN DISTANCE) 643 01:26:39,402 --> 01:26:40,236 No. 644 01:26:50,538 --> 01:26:51,581 (SIRENS FADE OUT) 645 01:26:58,254 --> 01:26:59,756 ELLIE: I hit rock bottom. 646 01:27:00,632 --> 01:27:02,717 I thought I hit it many times, but… 647 01:27:04,344 --> 01:27:06,179 then when I finally did, I knew. 'Cause all I had to do was look up… 648 01:27:10,892 --> 01:27:12,227 from the hole I dug. 649 01:27:14,979 --> 01:27:19,484 And I could barely see my kids from there. They were so small. 650 01:27:25,657 --> 01:27:28,910 And now with every day that goes by, they're getting bigger and bigger. 651 01:27:29,994 --> 01:27:30,995 And I just… 652 01:27:31,663 --> 01:27:34,415 I hope that one day I can bring our family back together again. 653 01:27:37,835 --> 01:27:39,629 My name is Christine, and I'm an addict.