1 00:00:09,218 --> 00:00:10,302 Watch your step. 2 00:00:19,478 --> 00:00:20,562 What happened? 3 00:00:20,646 --> 00:00:23,857 Oh, the lady died in there.One of the officers said suicide. 4 00:01:58,994 --> 00:02:00,579 Suicide my ass. 5 00:02:00,913 --> 00:02:02,539 I think she killed her mother. 6 00:02:02,956 --> 00:02:05,834 You should've seenthat self-satisfied look she gave me. 7 00:02:05,918 --> 00:02:08,711 Yeah, well,this is Erin's preliminary tox report. 8 00:02:09,213 --> 00:02:10,214 Fentanyl. 9 00:02:10,672 --> 00:02:13,300 And ODs like thisusually show high levels of it. 10 00:02:13,383 --> 00:02:14,843 People popping a lot of pills. 11 00:02:14,927 --> 00:02:17,179 And this one seems likeit was a perfectly measured dose. 12 00:02:17,262 --> 00:02:20,891 Which someone who works inthe death business would know how to do. 13 00:02:20,974 --> 00:02:22,351 Like your friend Lanie. 14 00:02:23,769 --> 00:02:27,356 Same woman who broke into my houselooking for her diary. 15 00:02:27,439 --> 00:02:30,192 Took my mother's church fanand gave it to her kid to play with. 16 00:02:30,275 --> 00:02:32,945 Yeah, but Erin hasa long history of pill popping. 17 00:02:33,028 --> 00:02:37,115 And she's been locked up a bunch of times,so an OD makes sense to the cops. 18 00:02:37,533 --> 00:02:38,617 This case is done. 19 00:02:40,410 --> 00:02:45,165 But Erin was gonna come on the podcastand tell me what happened that night. 20 00:02:45,249 --> 00:02:46,291 Really? 21 00:02:46,375 --> 00:02:50,712 All right, so Lanie makes it seemlike Erin is freaking out 22 00:02:50,796 --> 00:02:53,799 because you're about to dredge upa whole bunch of shit. 23 00:02:53,882 --> 00:02:55,843 So, what does she do? 24 00:02:55,926 --> 00:02:58,804 She pops some pills to take the edge offand she winds up OD'ing. 25 00:02:58,887 --> 00:03:00,806 And the only reason Lanie would do that 26 00:03:00,889 --> 00:03:03,809 is if she killed her fatherand needed her mother to be quiet. 27 00:03:05,102 --> 00:03:06,645 Yeah, I can see that. 28 00:03:08,814 --> 00:03:11,066 You agree with me for once. Finally. 29 00:03:11,149 --> 00:03:12,526 I agree with you on this one. 30 00:03:12,860 --> 00:03:14,611 You've come to see my brilliance. 31 00:03:15,112 --> 00:03:16,738 I wouldn't say all that. 32 00:03:19,449 --> 00:03:20,576 -Hello?-Hello. 33 00:03:20,659 --> 00:03:23,161 This is a prepaid collect call from... 34 00:03:23,245 --> 00:03:24,580 California State Penitentiary. 35 00:03:24,663 --> 00:03:26,456 To accept charges-- 36 00:03:27,791 --> 00:03:28,792 I don't have long. 37 00:03:28,876 --> 00:03:31,420 -The guards released me back into gen pop.-Oh, shit. 38 00:03:31,503 --> 00:03:33,839 I'll be luckyif I make it to the end of day. 39 00:03:34,256 --> 00:03:37,885 Well, can we get your lawyerto request protective custody? 40 00:03:37,968 --> 00:03:39,219 No, it's too late. 41 00:03:39,678 --> 00:03:42,806 Listen, if I die before my mother does, 42 00:03:42,890 --> 00:03:45,434 you have to promise methat you keep this from her. 43 00:03:45,517 --> 00:03:47,644 Don't talk like that.I'm gonna get you out. 44 00:03:47,728 --> 00:03:50,981 You camp at her house,you steal her phone if you-- 45 00:03:51,064 --> 00:03:52,608 -I'm calling the warden.-Poppy. 46 00:03:54,151 --> 00:03:55,652 This one's for Kuvney. 47 00:03:56,361 --> 00:03:59,072 -Warren. Warren.-Piece of shit! 48 00:03:59,156 --> 00:04:00,490 Warren. 49 00:04:07,039 --> 00:04:08,498 She called me, 50 00:04:09,208 --> 00:04:12,503 slurring her words,ranting about Poppy Parnell. 51 00:04:12,586 --> 00:04:15,339 So I went over thereto try to calm her down, 52 00:04:15,422 --> 00:04:17,798 but by the time I got thereshe was already... 53 00:04:19,843 --> 00:04:21,345 Still doesn't make any sense. 54 00:04:21,428 --> 00:04:24,806 But how could we knowwhat was going on in Mom's head? 55 00:04:25,224 --> 00:04:26,767 She barely even knew herself. 56 00:04:26,850 --> 00:04:29,853 No way. You don't understand. 57 00:04:30,687 --> 00:04:32,814 We were gonna start over. 58 00:04:32,898 --> 00:04:35,067 Both of us, here, together. 59 00:04:36,401 --> 00:04:37,945 Why were you there? 60 00:04:38,487 --> 00:04:39,530 What do you mean? 61 00:04:39,613 --> 00:04:41,865 Why did she call you and not me? 62 00:04:41,949 --> 00:04:45,369 She'd never made herself vulnerablelike that to you. 63 00:04:47,538 --> 00:04:48,705 I don't know. 64 00:04:50,541 --> 00:04:52,584 Maybe she was scared, you know, 65 00:04:52,668 --> 00:04:55,254 that she couldn't live up to everythingthat she promised you. 66 00:04:56,213 --> 00:04:57,840 Do you really think that? 67 00:05:00,551 --> 00:05:01,552 Oh, my God. 68 00:05:01,635 --> 00:05:03,178 Josie, I didn't mean it-- 69 00:05:06,306 --> 00:05:07,808 Don't tell Mom, okay? 70 00:05:14,147 --> 00:05:15,732 Hey, are you okay? 71 00:05:16,233 --> 00:05:17,901 Josie, are you okay? 72 00:05:21,572 --> 00:05:23,323 Get back to me by end of day. 73 00:05:25,200 --> 00:05:26,743 I need your help. 74 00:05:27,452 --> 00:05:29,288 -With?-Lanie Buhrman. 75 00:05:29,371 --> 00:05:34,042 She was institutionalized and I thinkher time inside holds some of the answers. 76 00:05:34,126 --> 00:05:36,378 Crapped out on that onewith my colleague's wife. 77 00:05:36,461 --> 00:05:39,214 I don't need her medical records,just the name of her doctor. 78 00:05:39,298 --> 00:05:43,552 When I saw you coming in, I thought,"Finally. She's here to talk about us." 79 00:05:44,595 --> 00:05:47,556 -What do you need from me?-The truth which I haven't been getting. 80 00:05:47,639 --> 00:05:49,516 -About?-Come on, Poppy. 81 00:05:50,726 --> 00:05:54,646 You know,Warren and I couldn't be further apart. 82 00:05:55,063 --> 00:05:57,649 But somehow I felt like we were linked. 83 00:05:57,733 --> 00:05:59,568 My destiny with his. 84 00:06:00,652 --> 00:06:04,114 It made me want to fight for himthe way I would fight for myself. 85 00:06:04,990 --> 00:06:07,659 The way I couldn't fightfor myself as a kid. 86 00:06:13,207 --> 00:06:14,958 When you were a kid. 87 00:06:16,835 --> 00:06:21,381 Well, I got some information aboutyour foster mother, Shirley Maxwell. 88 00:06:24,384 --> 00:06:28,013 It said that she drownedwhile you were in her care. 89 00:06:28,096 --> 00:06:29,389 I don't like to talk about it. 90 00:06:29,473 --> 00:06:31,308 Just trying to understand. 91 00:06:31,391 --> 00:06:33,644 She drowned in front of mewhen I was nine. 92 00:06:34,770 --> 00:06:38,315 Just a little under a yearafter my mother died. 93 00:06:39,399 --> 00:06:42,819 Now, I really don't like to think aboutanything from that time. 94 00:06:47,241 --> 00:06:48,992 I couldn't help my mother. 95 00:06:51,370 --> 00:06:52,871 I couldn't help Shirley. 96 00:06:52,955 --> 00:06:55,541 And that's why you've beenso crazed about this case. 97 00:06:55,624 --> 00:06:58,335 Warren is out of time. 98 00:06:59,127 --> 00:07:00,295 And so am I. 99 00:07:02,339 --> 00:07:04,258 I really need your help with Lanie. 100 00:07:07,094 --> 00:07:08,262 I'll see what I can do. 101 00:07:09,847 --> 00:07:10,848 Thank you. 102 00:07:12,558 --> 00:07:14,017 But there's a price. 103 00:07:14,852 --> 00:07:18,230 I got an offer to go backand head up my father's firm in New York. 104 00:07:18,313 --> 00:07:19,356 What? Ingram-- 105 00:07:19,439 --> 00:07:24,152 Poppy, I'm helping you on this oneso you can be done with this case, 106 00:07:24,236 --> 00:07:28,198 so you can get back to whatyou used to do, to how we used to be. 107 00:07:30,242 --> 00:07:33,203 That is how we get us back. 108 00:07:35,539 --> 00:07:37,416 You're going down, Warren! 109 00:07:41,003 --> 00:07:42,296 You're a dead man, Cave. 110 00:07:42,379 --> 00:07:43,714 Better watch your back. 111 00:07:44,506 --> 00:07:48,093 Imma watch you spit up, bro.Imma bleed you. 112 00:07:49,344 --> 00:07:51,180 Sleep tight, princess. 113 00:07:51,263 --> 00:07:52,890 You're fucking dead. 114 00:07:53,807 --> 00:07:55,726 I'm gonna fuck you up, Cave. 115 00:07:57,060 --> 00:07:58,812 I'm gonna get you. 116 00:08:07,154 --> 00:08:08,488 What have you got? 117 00:08:08,906 --> 00:08:12,618 Happy times,except it's missing one thing: Lanie. 118 00:08:12,701 --> 00:08:15,829 You see less and less of her in theseas the girls get older. 119 00:08:16,246 --> 00:08:18,248 There's plenty of Erin and Josie. 120 00:08:18,332 --> 00:08:19,791 Chuck and Josie. 121 00:08:19,875 --> 00:08:21,752 Does it take a picture?Why are you just holding it? 122 00:08:21,835 --> 00:08:23,754 I don't know. I have to...It's still videoing. 123 00:08:23,837 --> 00:08:25,422 She's become an outsider. 124 00:08:27,591 --> 00:08:29,009 Hold that thought. 125 00:08:31,261 --> 00:08:32,261 Hey, babe, any luck? 126 00:08:32,679 --> 00:08:34,181 Insurance company worked. 127 00:08:34,264 --> 00:08:37,183 Lanie's doctor still works at Redwood.Ian Poole. 128 00:08:37,267 --> 00:08:38,434 Yes. 129 00:08:38,519 --> 00:08:39,561 Thanks so much for this. 130 00:08:39,977 --> 00:08:43,106 Think about moving back to New York.Really think about it. 131 00:08:43,815 --> 00:08:45,734 We'll discuss it later. I promise. 132 00:08:45,817 --> 00:08:47,069 Are you kidding me? 133 00:08:47,152 --> 00:08:50,739 For now, can we just stay focusedon Lanie Buhrman? 134 00:08:51,740 --> 00:08:52,741 Okay. 135 00:08:53,867 --> 00:08:55,035 What next then? 136 00:09:34,199 --> 00:09:36,326 Josie, I'm sorry about your mom. 137 00:09:37,744 --> 00:09:39,580 Are you? Really? 138 00:09:40,706 --> 00:09:42,749 I lost my mother when I was nine. 139 00:09:44,126 --> 00:09:48,463 And I still think about her every day.And it still breaks my heart. 140 00:09:48,547 --> 00:09:51,008 My mom died of an overdose 141 00:09:51,091 --> 00:09:54,928 right around the time you were convincingthe world that she might be a murderer. 142 00:09:55,762 --> 00:09:57,639 What could be better for your podcast? 143 00:09:57,723 --> 00:09:59,016 Finding out the truth. 144 00:10:00,142 --> 00:10:03,145 I was going to see your motherwhen she died. 145 00:10:03,228 --> 00:10:04,396 Why? 146 00:10:05,397 --> 00:10:06,940 She was going to talk. 147 00:10:07,024 --> 00:10:09,526 When I arrived at your aunt Susan's, 148 00:10:09,610 --> 00:10:12,654 the paramedics were there and your sister. 149 00:10:13,447 --> 00:10:18,619 Your mother was on a rehab drugcalled Antabuse the night of the murder. 150 00:10:19,119 --> 00:10:21,330 She wasn't passed out drunkat the party, Josie, 151 00:10:21,413 --> 00:10:23,332 she wasn't even drinking that night. 152 00:10:26,126 --> 00:10:28,170 But you knew that, didn't you? 153 00:10:28,962 --> 00:10:31,340 She never got the chanceto tell me what she knew. 154 00:10:32,216 --> 00:10:34,635 -And I don't think it was an accident.-No. 155 00:10:34,718 --> 00:10:36,220 Your sister's the one who found the body. 156 00:10:36,303 --> 00:10:38,514 Your sister's the oneyour mother supposedly called. 157 00:10:38,597 --> 00:10:39,598 Stop. 158 00:10:39,681 --> 00:10:42,768 The level of drugs in her systemdoesn't fit your usual suicide. 159 00:10:42,851 --> 00:10:45,229 -It was calibrated perfectly to be---We're done. 160 00:10:45,312 --> 00:10:47,189 I think Lanie killed your father. 161 00:10:48,941 --> 00:10:52,528 And when she found out your mother wasgoing to come clean, she killed her too. 162 00:10:54,947 --> 00:10:57,658 You're the only one left, Josie. 163 00:10:58,534 --> 00:11:01,537 Seventeen years,you cut yourself off from her. 164 00:11:04,289 --> 00:11:07,167 Changed your name,made sure she couldn't reach you. 165 00:11:08,168 --> 00:11:09,211 Just let go. 166 00:11:09,294 --> 00:11:10,379 What are you doing? Lanie... 167 00:11:10,462 --> 00:11:14,299 If there is even a tiny part of youthat believes any of this could be true, 168 00:11:14,383 --> 00:11:15,801 then you've got to help me. 169 00:11:18,595 --> 00:11:20,347 What do you want me to do? 170 00:11:28,564 --> 00:11:30,023 -Can I help you?-Yes. 171 00:11:30,107 --> 00:11:32,985 I am here to pick up my juvenile records. 172 00:11:33,443 --> 00:11:35,279 The release was authorized by Dr. Poole. 173 00:11:35,362 --> 00:11:37,865 -And your name?-Lanie Buhrman. 174 00:11:41,118 --> 00:11:42,286 Dr. Poole. 175 00:11:42,369 --> 00:11:44,621 It's good to see you looking so well. 176 00:11:45,038 --> 00:11:46,456 How have you been? 177 00:11:46,540 --> 00:11:48,250 I've been great. 178 00:11:48,750 --> 00:11:51,628 I'm married.I have a four-year-old daughter. 179 00:11:51,712 --> 00:11:53,589 I understand you need your records? 180 00:11:53,672 --> 00:11:55,632 Yes. I'm applying for a job. 181 00:11:56,175 --> 00:11:57,259 Children services. 182 00:11:57,342 --> 00:12:01,180 So, naturally, they need to seeevery stitch of paper on me 183 00:12:01,263 --> 00:12:03,557 including records from my time here. 184 00:12:03,640 --> 00:12:04,892 Good for you. 185 00:12:04,975 --> 00:12:06,351 Michael can help you. 186 00:12:07,227 --> 00:12:09,396 I am thrilled to see you happy, Lanie. 187 00:12:11,106 --> 00:12:12,107 Thank you. 188 00:12:16,403 --> 00:12:18,447 Lanie, we need to talk. 189 00:12:18,947 --> 00:12:21,992 Sure, I'm just finishingMr. Carr's death certificate. 190 00:12:22,075 --> 00:12:24,244 Rosemary can finish that. 191 00:12:26,580 --> 00:12:31,960 So, a few troubling revelations have cometo light over the past few weeks. 192 00:12:32,044 --> 00:12:34,087 What revelations? 193 00:12:35,088 --> 00:12:36,840 Inappropriate behavior. 194 00:12:37,925 --> 00:12:42,012 An inappropriate sexual relationshipbetween you and Virginia Reed's grandson. 195 00:12:45,224 --> 00:12:48,644 This podcast about your familyhas people talking. 196 00:12:48,727 --> 00:12:51,230 Your profile has gone up. He talked. 197 00:12:51,313 --> 00:12:54,733 He told several people,and his father reported it to us. 198 00:12:54,816 --> 00:12:56,693 It's not like he was a kid. 199 00:12:57,027 --> 00:12:59,530 I'm afraid that I have tolet you go immediately. 200 00:13:00,239 --> 00:13:02,115 No. No! 201 00:13:02,199 --> 00:13:03,242 I need your key. 202 00:13:08,664 --> 00:13:10,624 Here, take your fucking key. 203 00:13:25,430 --> 00:13:26,515 What does it say? 204 00:13:26,598 --> 00:13:30,352 Signs of histrionic personality disorder. 205 00:13:31,270 --> 00:13:33,021 Overwhelming desire to be noticed. 206 00:13:34,273 --> 00:13:35,941 Psychosis. 207 00:13:40,404 --> 00:13:42,406 "At the same time, the patient displays 208 00:13:42,489 --> 00:13:46,034 an unhealthy obsession with twin sister,Josephine Buhrman. 209 00:13:46,535 --> 00:13:48,203 Borders on pathological. 210 00:13:48,287 --> 00:13:52,583 Often cannot distinguish her own actionsand those of her sibling. 211 00:13:52,666 --> 00:13:57,337 Described being separated from her twinas 'acute physical pain.'" 212 00:14:01,717 --> 00:14:02,718 What? 213 00:14:04,636 --> 00:14:06,388 Josie, what else does it say? 214 00:14:08,098 --> 00:14:12,269 They think that she was lyingabout my dad sexually abusing her. 215 00:14:14,980 --> 00:14:20,027 "The real goal of the accusationwas to sever the close emotional ties 216 00:14:20,110 --> 00:14:23,071 between father and twin sister,Josephine." 217 00:14:25,365 --> 00:14:26,742 Go away, Josie. 218 00:14:35,000 --> 00:14:39,213 Is there anything from that nightthat you can remember? 219 00:14:42,466 --> 00:14:45,135 Just these flashes.None of it makes sense. 220 00:14:45,219 --> 00:14:48,222 My dad's face, flapping wings, blood. 221 00:14:49,806 --> 00:14:51,350 I'd like to show you something. 222 00:14:58,106 --> 00:14:59,107 What's going on? 223 00:14:59,191 --> 00:15:01,235 I'm taking Ella up to Tahoe. 224 00:15:02,444 --> 00:15:03,987 Since when? 225 00:15:04,071 --> 00:15:07,824 Since the cops came to my workasking about your behavior with clients. 226 00:15:07,908 --> 00:15:11,161 Oh, my God. My bitch boss. 227 00:15:11,245 --> 00:15:13,163 They mentioned missing drugs from clients. 228 00:15:13,705 --> 00:15:14,706 What? 229 00:15:15,624 --> 00:15:18,335 Jesus Christ, Alex. I don't even-- 230 00:15:19,211 --> 00:15:22,506 My mom literally just died. 231 00:15:22,589 --> 00:15:23,882 I mean, can I-- 232 00:15:23,966 --> 00:15:25,592 -Jesus.-What are you doing? 233 00:15:27,094 --> 00:15:28,554 Alex! Stop! 234 00:15:29,513 --> 00:15:31,223 Your patient's pills. 235 00:15:31,306 --> 00:15:33,141 Obviously, I can explain that. 236 00:15:33,559 --> 00:15:36,770 I'd like to see you try.'Cause I couldn't. 237 00:15:41,483 --> 00:15:42,693 Did you do it? 238 00:15:44,444 --> 00:15:47,614 No, I never slept with any client. 239 00:15:47,698 --> 00:15:49,658 What? And honestly, you have no idea-- 240 00:15:49,741 --> 00:15:51,493 I'm not talking about your goddamn client! 241 00:15:53,120 --> 00:15:54,621 What are you talking about then? 242 00:15:57,332 --> 00:16:01,003 I made a habit out of not askingany questions this entire marriage. 243 00:16:02,588 --> 00:16:03,797 Why would I start now? 244 00:16:07,301 --> 00:16:09,011 Are you coming back? 245 00:16:10,470 --> 00:16:12,097 Are you bringing Ella back? 246 00:16:19,479 --> 00:16:21,481 You're really getting rid of these, huh? 247 00:16:23,108 --> 00:16:24,151 Yeah. 248 00:16:26,945 --> 00:16:29,907 I remember when I put these things on youback in the day. 249 00:16:29,990 --> 00:16:33,577 Thought to myself,"This boy ain't got no clue... 250 00:16:34,870 --> 00:16:36,622 what he's inking up for." 251 00:16:36,705 --> 00:16:40,417 Oh, I knew.Which is why I'm here right now. 252 00:16:43,670 --> 00:16:44,671 Done. 253 00:16:46,131 --> 00:16:47,466 You're good to go. 254 00:16:49,968 --> 00:16:51,136 Thanks. 255 00:16:53,931 --> 00:16:55,390 Removing those... 256 00:16:56,975 --> 00:16:58,936 You know that means death, right? 257 00:17:00,437 --> 00:17:03,023 I am already dead. 258 00:17:03,524 --> 00:17:07,277 Not the waythey're gonna serve it to you for that. 259 00:17:10,196 --> 00:17:13,200 My body is already gone. 260 00:17:14,284 --> 00:17:17,412 Maybe this is the only wayI can save my soul. 261 00:17:58,287 --> 00:18:00,706 I remember everything about that day. 262 00:18:02,541 --> 00:18:03,792 Everything. 263 00:18:04,459 --> 00:18:06,086 But that night... 264 00:18:07,462 --> 00:18:09,923 Warren's life is in danger as we speak. 265 00:18:10,924 --> 00:18:14,720 He went to prison because of Lanie,but he could die because of you. 266 00:18:16,180 --> 00:18:18,807 I have a video from that night.Can I play it for you? 267 00:18:27,524 --> 00:18:28,525 Hi, Dad. 268 00:18:28,609 --> 00:18:30,277 I remember those costumes. 269 00:18:31,195 --> 00:18:33,363 We were obsessed with Anne Boleyn. 270 00:18:34,031 --> 00:18:36,491 That's disgusting. Off with your head. 271 00:18:40,078 --> 00:18:43,874 There's something I wanted to ask youabout that night. 272 00:18:47,085 --> 00:18:50,255 You see those statues thereon the hall table? The pheasants? 273 00:18:57,304 --> 00:18:58,430 Go away, Josie. 274 00:19:14,905 --> 00:19:15,989 Don't tell Mom, okay? 275 00:19:25,958 --> 00:19:28,502 One of them went missingthe night of the murder. 276 00:19:28,585 --> 00:19:30,546 We think it could be the murder weapon. 277 00:19:33,131 --> 00:19:34,800 Do you know where it is? 278 00:19:38,595 --> 00:19:39,805 I think so. 279 00:19:55,904 --> 00:19:57,823 Don't worry about him. He's harmless. 280 00:19:59,157 --> 00:20:00,826 That's your problem, boy. 281 00:20:01,326 --> 00:20:05,539 The people that thrive in heretend to be very harmful. 282 00:20:12,087 --> 00:20:16,133 Look, I'm sureyou've heard about my situation. 283 00:20:20,387 --> 00:20:21,972 I need help. 284 00:20:22,055 --> 00:20:24,183 I know you don't like the guyscoming after me, 285 00:20:24,266 --> 00:20:26,810 so I thought it could be a win-win. 286 00:20:28,145 --> 00:20:29,897 So this would be good for me? 287 00:20:30,397 --> 00:20:31,815 All I can say is... 288 00:20:32,900 --> 00:20:35,360 I will do whatever it takesto get protection from you. 289 00:20:35,777 --> 00:20:39,281 Right? Drugs, cell phones, cigarettes. 290 00:20:39,364 --> 00:20:40,407 You wanna live? 291 00:20:43,160 --> 00:20:44,453 I don't dislike you, 292 00:20:45,162 --> 00:20:47,372 because I dislike your people a lot more. 293 00:20:48,248 --> 00:20:49,541 Raines, it's not... 294 00:20:50,584 --> 00:20:52,211 They aren't my people anymore. 295 00:20:55,547 --> 00:20:57,257 So one black girl helps you see the light 296 00:20:57,341 --> 00:20:59,426 and suddenly the rest of us areall supposed to give a shit? 297 00:20:59,510 --> 00:21:03,764 Listen, I am out of options here. 298 00:21:03,847 --> 00:21:06,642 Still, shit's been quiet around here. 299 00:21:07,684 --> 00:21:11,647 Protecting you means going to war,maybe losing one of these assholes. 300 00:21:12,064 --> 00:21:13,357 For you? 301 00:21:15,400 --> 00:21:16,485 Can't make it work. 302 00:22:04,449 --> 00:22:05,993 Oh, my God. 303 00:22:20,257 --> 00:22:23,093 -Why did you write these things about Dad?-Because they're true. 304 00:22:26,388 --> 00:22:28,724 I know that you worship him, but he's... 305 00:22:36,732 --> 00:22:37,733 Josie. 306 00:22:40,194 --> 00:22:41,236 Josie. 307 00:22:44,907 --> 00:22:45,991 I don't want to. 308 00:22:46,074 --> 00:22:48,160 -This is not about what you want.-Dad, stop. 309 00:22:48,243 --> 00:22:50,204 Do what I say. Come on. 310 00:22:56,668 --> 00:22:58,253 -Get in there!-Dad, stop! 311 00:22:58,337 --> 00:22:59,963 -Step in my office now.-Dad, let me go! 312 00:23:00,047 --> 00:23:01,465 Stop! Let me go! 313 00:23:02,633 --> 00:23:03,634 Let her go! 314 00:23:04,843 --> 00:23:05,844 Josie... 315 00:23:18,065 --> 00:23:20,275 Josie, no. Josie, stop. 316 00:23:35,582 --> 00:23:37,501 -Oh, my God.-What is it, Josie? 317 00:23:39,086 --> 00:23:42,172 It... It was me. 318 00:23:45,759 --> 00:23:47,678 It was me. 319 00:23:59,106 --> 00:24:01,733 Well, you huffed and you puffedand you blew the house down. 320 00:24:01,817 --> 00:24:03,151 For what? For nothing. 321 00:24:03,235 --> 00:24:04,695 Warren will go free. 322 00:24:04,778 --> 00:24:08,615 Yeah, and sweet, innocent,good twin Josie'll take his place. 323 00:24:08,949 --> 00:24:12,578 Imagine what's gonna happen to herin there because of you. 324 00:24:13,036 --> 00:24:15,372 All because you couldn't mindyour own goddamn business. 325 00:24:15,455 --> 00:24:17,666 If I had to go, it might be okay. 326 00:24:17,749 --> 00:24:20,669 But Josie? She's gonna get eaten alive. 327 00:24:21,128 --> 00:24:23,755 She's the weak twin. There's always one. 328 00:24:23,839 --> 00:24:26,008 And you get away with all your lies. 329 00:24:26,091 --> 00:24:28,719 You lied about your father abusing you.You lied about Warren. 330 00:24:28,802 --> 00:24:30,304 I was protecting my sister. 331 00:24:30,387 --> 00:24:31,722 Say it was you. 332 00:24:31,805 --> 00:24:33,015 You're out of your mind. 333 00:24:33,098 --> 00:24:36,476 Accept the blame or Josie's gonnapay the price for what you did. 334 00:24:37,019 --> 00:24:39,897 Look, your doctor said it.You love her too much. 335 00:24:40,522 --> 00:24:42,983 So prove it. Protect her. 336 00:24:44,735 --> 00:24:47,446 You're right. That is my problem. 337 00:24:47,529 --> 00:24:51,074 I've always loved hermore than she loves me. 338 00:24:52,492 --> 00:24:57,122 I realize that now,and I have to stop putting her first. 339 00:25:03,420 --> 00:25:05,839 So, you're the onewith the decision to make, Poppy. 340 00:25:06,924 --> 00:25:08,300 It all depends on you. 341 00:25:18,477 --> 00:25:22,105 You've been white-hot since day oneto prove Warren innocent. 342 00:25:22,189 --> 00:25:24,608 His father's dead... in your house. 343 00:25:24,691 --> 00:25:28,278 The bar got raided, Cydie got arrested,Ingram is sleeping in your guest room. 344 00:25:28,362 --> 00:25:30,322 Why are you takingyour foot off the gas now? 345 00:25:30,405 --> 00:25:33,784 Josie is a victim too, just like Warren,because of her sister. 346 00:25:33,867 --> 00:25:35,577 She won't make it in jail, Des. 347 00:25:35,994 --> 00:25:38,205 Your job is done.You did this to find the truth-- 348 00:25:38,288 --> 00:25:39,498 I did this... 349 00:25:41,667 --> 00:25:43,961 to be able to put my headon my pillow at night. 350 00:25:45,504 --> 00:25:49,633 Since I was nine, Mama diedand I went to live with Miss Shirley... 351 00:25:50,634 --> 00:25:52,219 that's all I have ever wanted, 352 00:25:52,302 --> 00:25:56,014 was to be able to put my head on my pillowat night and rest easy. 353 00:25:57,808 --> 00:25:59,810 Warren brought back the unrest. 354 00:25:59,893 --> 00:26:03,605 And it will be the same thingall over again if I send Josie to prison. 355 00:26:08,485 --> 00:26:11,488 I know you're hurting. I can see it. 356 00:26:12,114 --> 00:26:15,826 But you are the only onewho can decide what to do. 357 00:26:17,995 --> 00:26:19,454 And whatever that is... 358 00:26:20,831 --> 00:26:22,207 you better be certain. 359 00:27:07,711 --> 00:27:08,795 When I was growing up, 360 00:27:08,879 --> 00:27:13,300 my mother had a framed quoteon our kitchen counter. 361 00:27:13,759 --> 00:27:15,969 I took it with me when I left home. 362 00:27:16,845 --> 00:27:21,183 Subconsciously, it might have playeda role in my becoming a journalist. 363 00:27:21,266 --> 00:27:25,479 "I am for truth, no matter who tells it. 364 00:27:25,938 --> 00:27:30,776 I'm for justice,no matter who it's for or against." 365 00:27:32,110 --> 00:27:33,362 Malcolm X. 366 00:27:35,405 --> 00:27:38,116 Problem is brother Malcolm never saidwhat you're supposed to do 367 00:27:38,200 --> 00:27:41,537 when truth and justice don't line up. 368 00:27:41,620 --> 00:27:43,372 For a moment, imagine this: 369 00:27:43,455 --> 00:27:47,918 You toss a pebble withoutmuch thought or care into the ocean. 370 00:27:48,335 --> 00:27:52,506 You move on as the ripple effectfrom that tossed stone 371 00:27:52,923 --> 00:27:56,385 creates a tidal wave on another shore. 372 00:27:56,802 --> 00:28:00,097 This podcast was that wave. 373 00:28:00,556 --> 00:28:05,519 And it was feltin every corner of every life it touched. 374 00:28:06,562 --> 00:28:08,897 It upended... no... 375 00:28:09,439 --> 00:28:13,652 I upended everythingin the pursuit of justice. 376 00:28:14,194 --> 00:28:18,991 "Justice." A word more fluidthan I ever realized. 377 00:28:19,074 --> 00:28:21,243 I did what I had to do. 378 00:28:21,702 --> 00:28:23,412 And now I have to pay the price. 379 00:28:23,495 --> 00:28:28,959 Justice has meant something differentfor everyone involved with this case. 380 00:28:29,042 --> 00:28:31,003 Don't let my mother die alone. 381 00:28:31,086 --> 00:28:34,882 That was true in 1999 and it's true now. 382 00:28:37,009 --> 00:28:41,263 I set forth at the beginningof this series to find answers. 383 00:28:41,346 --> 00:28:42,764 I succeeded. 384 00:28:42,848 --> 00:28:47,895 But at what cost?To the Buhrmans, to the Caves, to myself. 385 00:28:50,564 --> 00:28:53,859 How far would I go to right a wrong? 386 00:28:53,942 --> 00:28:55,777 What would I be willing to lose? 387 00:28:55,861 --> 00:29:01,408 And who am Iif I don't risk it all to make amends? 388 00:29:02,784 --> 00:29:06,246 Friday, May 10th, 4:06 p.m.,Menlo Police Department. 389 00:29:06,663 --> 00:29:09,541 This is the recorded statementof Josephine Buhrman. 390 00:29:10,250 --> 00:29:11,418 Josie. 391 00:29:13,212 --> 00:29:14,838 Could you repeat that louder? 392 00:29:14,922 --> 00:29:16,256 Who killed your father? 393 00:29:19,676 --> 00:29:20,761 My mother. 394 00:29:22,387 --> 00:29:24,139 Your mother, Erin Buhrman? 395 00:29:24,681 --> 00:29:25,682 Yes. 396 00:29:26,725 --> 00:29:28,977 Why did your mother kill your father? 397 00:29:29,061 --> 00:29:30,854 To protect me. 398 00:29:32,648 --> 00:29:34,316 My father... 399 00:29:36,109 --> 00:29:37,277 had been... 400 00:29:38,237 --> 00:29:41,156 sexually abusing me for years. 401 00:29:43,825 --> 00:29:46,203 My mother... She found my diary. 402 00:29:48,956 --> 00:29:50,499 She read about it and... 403 00:29:51,208 --> 00:29:53,961 she just wanted to protect me. 404 00:29:55,587 --> 00:29:56,964 What did you do? 405 00:29:57,464 --> 00:30:02,386 There was this old oak tree,it's a very special place for us. 406 00:30:02,469 --> 00:30:06,348 Lanie and I went to go dig up thistime capsule from when we were little kids 407 00:30:06,431 --> 00:30:10,269 and instead we found that. 408 00:30:11,353 --> 00:30:15,524 We found her standing over his body. 409 00:30:15,607 --> 00:30:17,109 And she said... 410 00:30:17,609 --> 00:30:19,528 She swore us to secrecy. 411 00:30:20,320 --> 00:30:23,782 We were just scared kids. 412 00:30:23,866 --> 00:30:26,493 We were just little kids. 413 00:30:28,954 --> 00:30:32,541 I thought I told you twoto go back to bed. Hurry. 414 00:30:39,089 --> 00:30:41,133 Why didn't you tell the police this20 years ago? 415 00:30:42,217 --> 00:30:43,844 Because I didn't remember. 416 00:30:43,927 --> 00:30:47,598 Detective, my client has beendiagnosed with recovered memories. 417 00:30:47,681 --> 00:30:49,808 These are memories unconsciously blocked 418 00:30:49,892 --> 00:30:52,519 due to the high level of stressof the event in question. 419 00:30:53,270 --> 00:30:57,107 Recent events around her familyappear to have reactivated them. 420 00:30:59,985 --> 00:31:01,945 And your testimony to the police? 421 00:31:03,947 --> 00:31:05,490 My mother coached me. 422 00:31:06,283 --> 00:31:07,576 Go ahead. 423 00:31:10,954 --> 00:31:11,997 Say it. 424 00:31:12,789 --> 00:31:14,917 Yes, it was Warren. 425 00:31:15,000 --> 00:31:16,001 Warren Cave? 426 00:31:17,544 --> 00:31:18,545 Lanie. 427 00:31:21,924 --> 00:31:23,675 To be perfectly clear, 428 00:31:24,259 --> 00:31:26,845 you did not see Warren Cavego over the fence? 429 00:31:29,389 --> 00:31:30,516 No. 430 00:31:31,266 --> 00:31:35,562 So your testimony about Warren Cave20 years ago was false? 431 00:31:38,315 --> 00:31:39,316 Yes. 432 00:31:48,075 --> 00:31:49,326 Open 32. 433 00:31:50,452 --> 00:31:52,204 Let's go, Cave. You're free. 434 00:32:10,806 --> 00:32:15,269 Nineteen years ago,I wrote about Warren Cave. 435 00:32:16,270 --> 00:32:18,689 Nineteen years ago,I saw nothing but race. 436 00:32:18,772 --> 00:32:20,274 Mine and his. 437 00:32:29,992 --> 00:32:32,411 His life, my life, 438 00:32:32,828 --> 00:32:35,581 viewed solely through the prism of race. 439 00:32:38,125 --> 00:32:39,334 How do you go on 440 00:32:39,418 --> 00:32:42,963 when the truth that catches you... 441 00:32:44,256 --> 00:32:46,466 irrevocably scars your soul? 442 00:32:49,761 --> 00:32:53,348 How do you rekindle that spark for life 443 00:32:53,432 --> 00:32:57,227 when fate extinguished it years ago? 444 00:33:31,553 --> 00:33:35,682 How do you find the will to press forward 445 00:33:35,766 --> 00:33:38,519 when you don't even knowwhat you're pressing towards? 446 00:34:10,967 --> 00:34:12,219 Hi, Mom. 447 00:34:13,929 --> 00:34:14,929 It's me. 448 00:34:42,331 --> 00:34:43,375 I... 449 00:34:45,627 --> 00:34:48,255 love you too. 450 00:35:13,488 --> 00:35:15,574 If I'm for justice, 451 00:35:15,991 --> 00:35:19,578 no matter who it's for or against, 452 00:35:20,454 --> 00:35:25,250 has justice, in this case,truly been served? 453 00:35:36,428 --> 00:35:38,138 So, are you still planning on staying? 454 00:35:39,348 --> 00:35:40,349 I'd like to. 455 00:35:42,601 --> 00:35:44,269 You're all I've got left. 456 00:35:47,773 --> 00:35:51,235 Do you remember these? These little rings. 457 00:35:51,318 --> 00:35:53,779 They made me feel close to youall these years. 458 00:36:03,372 --> 00:36:06,542 I thought after 20 yearsI finally understood Mom. 459 00:36:06,959 --> 00:36:10,504 That she was trying,trying to be a good mother... 460 00:36:12,714 --> 00:36:15,926 but she was going totell Poppy everything, wasn't she? 461 00:36:19,137 --> 00:36:20,848 The pressure just got to her. 462 00:36:22,599 --> 00:36:26,603 That's why you gave her the pills. For me. 463 00:36:32,192 --> 00:36:36,029 Yes, I mean, everything I do is for you. 464 00:36:37,239 --> 00:36:38,490 Always. 465 00:36:40,158 --> 00:36:43,036 I love you more than you love me,remember? 466 00:36:53,338 --> 00:36:55,799 You're right, but it's impossible, Lanie. 467 00:36:56,550 --> 00:36:57,843 You're too sick. 468 00:36:58,677 --> 00:36:59,970 Poppy was right. 469 00:37:01,138 --> 00:37:02,139 Lanie Dunn? 470 00:37:05,642 --> 00:37:06,643 Josie. 471 00:37:06,727 --> 00:37:08,687 You're under arrestfor the murder of Erin Buhrman. 472 00:37:08,770 --> 00:37:10,272 -Wait. Josie.-Hands behind your back. 473 00:37:10,355 --> 00:37:11,607 Josie. Josie. 474 00:37:12,608 --> 00:37:13,609 Josie! 475 00:37:14,401 --> 00:37:16,028 So, is this justice? 476 00:37:16,111 --> 00:37:20,282 Did I do more harm than goodwith this journey into the past? 477 00:37:20,824 --> 00:37:22,242 For that one... 478 00:37:23,869 --> 00:37:25,037 Well... 479 00:37:26,079 --> 00:37:29,499 the verdict on me will likely berendered by... 480 00:37:31,001 --> 00:37:32,461 the jury in heaven. 481 00:37:40,469 --> 00:37:42,679 Markus. What are you doing here? 482 00:37:43,931 --> 00:37:45,182 Can I come in? 483 00:37:45,641 --> 00:37:46,683 Yeah. 484 00:37:47,184 --> 00:37:51,522 So, your sister, Desiree, 485 00:37:51,605 --> 00:37:55,108 she told me you're moving to New York. 486 00:37:55,192 --> 00:37:56,401 Is that true? 487 00:37:56,485 --> 00:37:58,570 Yeah, it looks like it. But... 488 00:37:58,654 --> 00:38:00,989 Well, it's probablyfor the best anyway, huh? 489 00:38:01,073 --> 00:38:03,617 That's what Ingram wants,but I don't know. 490 00:38:05,577 --> 00:38:08,205 Well, you know,if it makes it any easier... 491 00:38:09,331 --> 00:38:10,999 I was gonna call this a wrap anyway. 492 00:38:11,625 --> 00:38:12,626 What? 493 00:38:13,710 --> 00:38:15,045 The investigating. 494 00:38:16,129 --> 00:38:19,800 You know,you and me doing our thing together. 495 00:38:21,343 --> 00:38:25,639 You know, when I saw you at the barat your father's party, 496 00:38:26,431 --> 00:38:29,142 standing there looking beautiful, 497 00:38:29,977 --> 00:38:32,187 dripping in all kindsof jewels and money... 498 00:38:34,690 --> 00:38:36,859 I rememberedhow much I used to love you... 499 00:38:38,694 --> 00:38:40,320 how much I still love you. 500 00:38:43,615 --> 00:38:45,075 -Markus.-No. 501 00:38:46,869 --> 00:38:48,871 And I was a knuckleheadwhen we were together. 502 00:38:48,954 --> 00:38:51,915 A young punkwho thought he knew everything. 503 00:38:52,916 --> 00:38:58,172 But I didn't know that a womanwho gives you all of her heart 504 00:38:58,672 --> 00:39:01,300 is a rare and elusive thing. 505 00:39:03,510 --> 00:39:04,887 Well, I know that now. 506 00:39:08,682 --> 00:39:10,058 But now it's too late. 507 00:39:12,102 --> 00:39:13,729 And, you know, Ingram, he a... 508 00:39:15,856 --> 00:39:17,107 he's a solid dude. 509 00:39:18,775 --> 00:39:23,155 And I would never ever do anythingto disrupt your life ever. 510 00:39:24,907 --> 00:39:30,120 So, this is me... out. 511 00:39:51,934 --> 00:39:56,855 On the first episode I told youthis show would be different. 512 00:39:56,939 --> 00:40:00,567 That this show would benot just about Warren Cave, 513 00:40:00,651 --> 00:40:03,237 but also about me. 514 00:40:04,738 --> 00:40:06,448 So the question becomes... 515 00:40:08,075 --> 00:40:11,119 Who am I on this side of the journey? 516 00:40:12,496 --> 00:40:17,042 Have I finally become the real me... 517 00:40:19,503 --> 00:40:22,923 or has the real Poppy Parnellburrowed deep down... 518 00:40:24,591 --> 00:40:26,468 even deeper inside? 519 00:40:29,179 --> 00:40:33,183 Only time, the next challenge,the next adversity, 520 00:40:33,267 --> 00:40:37,896 the next brush with fate will tell. 521 00:40:41,233 --> 00:40:42,860 I am Poppy Parnell.