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[Poppy]Family. The word is a forecast.
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The family you're born intoforecasts who you'll be, where you go,
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but membership comes with an obligation.
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Your successbecomes your family's success,
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as do your failures.
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But what do we owe thosethat share our blood?
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Is it more than what we owea stranger on the street?
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Is there a pointwhere a line can be drawn?
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A point at which we're clear to protectourselves at the expense of our families?
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Did Owen Cave find himselfon the other side of that line?
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Hey. How you doing, Uncle Bug?
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Here you go.
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-Ahh.-[Poppy chuckles]
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[sniffs]
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-Smell like they got lots to say.-[chuckles]
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-You get all the ones on my list?-Yeah.
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Thank you.
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[sniffs]
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This one smell different.
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I ran over to Walden Pond.
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Had to buy it used.It was checked out at the library.
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You always been slick, Pop-Tart.
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This one smells like commerce.Take it back.
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What you listening to?
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You.
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You got a voice make people pay attention.
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Like your mama.
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I was thinking about going up tothe cemetery to see her.
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-Wanna come with me?-Nope.
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We could get some flowers, ride up therebefore they even close the gates.
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You used to do that when you was little.
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What?
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Run to your mama every timeyou crossed swords with Shreve.
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You heard about that already?
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Bush telegram.More reliable than the government.
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-So what you gonna do about it?-Me?
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What's he gonna do?
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Nothing.
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When Shreve look at you, he don't seeyour pretty smile, your big, pretty eyes.
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Can't see his daughter.All he sees is... his mistakes.
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He doesn't think about all that.It's been 30 years.
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Man went to prisonthe week after your mama died.
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Left you swinging in the wind.
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He ain't forgot. Trust me. It eats at him.
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[inmates clamoring]
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Took a chance I'd find you here.
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You gotta stop, Lanie.
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You cannot keep ambushing me like this.
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Were you really just gonna slip in and outwithout saying anything?
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I'm not here for you.
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Do you not understand that?Did you really need me to say it?
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Wait. Wait. Why do you thinkthat she made you executor?
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I think we both knowthe answer to that question.
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Because I think that she did itto make sure that you would come home.
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At least once.
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I just don't wanna fight, Lanie.God, I don't want any of this.
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Well, too bad.
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I loved her as much as you did,and she loved me.
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-I know that.-Do you?
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Do you know that I wasin the car with her when she died?
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I don't wanna hear this.
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We were hanging there upside down,and they were trying to get us out.
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It felt like hours and hours,but they said it was only 18 minutes.
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-Knock it off.-And I watched her fade,
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and then she just...
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died.
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The lights went out right in front of me.
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I do this for a living.
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I help people transition,and I'm known for my touch,
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so how cruel is itthat I was trapped there by my seat belt,
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and she's hanging, dying?
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I'm close, so close I can feel the heatcoming off of her body,
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but I cannot make contact with her,no matter what I try--
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-Jesus, Lanie.-She was trying to say something,
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but her mouth was filling up with blood,
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so I have no ideawhat she was trying to say.
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Do I not deserve to say goodbye to her?
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Don't I deserve to be...part of the arrangements?
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I'm the one who stayed here, not you.
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[both grunting]
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[gasping, panting]
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[grunting continues]
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Lanie, get off of her!
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[both breathing heavily]
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I'm sorry.
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This is who we are together.
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This is who we've always been together.
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When we're done with Susan,I am gone, Lanie.
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When a woman cheats on her husbandand her lover is found murdered,
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naturally the first person you wouldlook at is the woman's husband.
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In this story, that woman is Melanie Cave,and the husband is Owen Cave.
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He had motive in its purest form.
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But motive alone doesn't make a murderer.
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As strong as his motive was,his alibi was even stronger.
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Or so we thought.
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Owen Cave, a police officer, detective,was on duty that night.
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The question of whether he could'vedone it should've started and ended there.
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According to police logs,
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Owen Cave respondedto a noise complaint at 3:30 a.m.
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After leaving the noise complaint,
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Owen was unaccounted foruntil the next entry on the police log,
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a domestic violence call at 4:44 a.m.
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In those 74 minutes,
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Owen Cave could've left his patroland doubled back to the Buhrman house.
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Perhaps wanting to confront Chuck Buhrman,a man he once called "friend."
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A man he knewhad been sleeping with his wife.
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Did Owen Cave kill Chuck Buhrman?
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Only two men knew the answer.
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Owen's partner, George Hutner,was one of them,
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and he took his knowledge to the grave.
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Owen is the only other personprivy to the truth.
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And I believe his son Warrendeserves to hear it.
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[inmate] Come on. Get up. Jax, get up.
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Come on, you lazy shit.
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Hey, hey, hey. Watch your tone with him.
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Hey. Miss me? Huh?
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Come on, Jax. Sit. Sit.
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Welcome back, homes.Nice to see you not dead.
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Yeah. Nice to not be dead.
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They put me in charge after you left.Ain't so bad at the top.
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Don't get attached...
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to the dogs.
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They come and go. They're not ours.
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Come on, Jax. Sit. Sit.
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We're straight, right?
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Who tried to take me out?
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You hear anything?
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Nah.
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But I'll keep my ears up.
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All right.
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Not for free though.
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Ain't easy to listen and not be seen.
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I'll take care of you.
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[Poppy] I need to talk to the twowitnesses who made those 911 calls.
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See if they noticed anything offabout Owen.
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He had more than enough time to get tothe Buhrman house between calls.
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-You need to slow it down, Poppy.-You don't think he's hiding something?
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I don't know. He probably is.That doesn't mean he murdered old boy.
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Cops do all kind of shit on patrol.
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Is that a confession?
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I'm just saying, Chuck had a lot of fans.Quite a few of them on the crazy side.
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Sounds thin.
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And then there's your boy, Warren.
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I know it doesn't fit the script for you,but he still looks good to me.
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All right.
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If I concede some of your what-ifs...
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will you concedethat those 74 minutes are sketchy?
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-Yes.-That simple?
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Hey, I'm not a complicated cat.
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Oh, then I guess you won't mindriding along to talk to these witnesses.
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It would be helpfulto have a former policeman there.
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All right then. I'll pick you up tonight.
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[man singing hip-hop]
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What? Y'all beefing?
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-Keep your eyes on the road.-[chuckles]
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Classic Poppy.If you don't wanna see it, it ain't there.
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But Desiree's as bad as you.
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You don't know what you're talking about.
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Please.I see your people more than you do.
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You know how she acted when we broke up?
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You skipped town. I had to stay hereand deal with the heat.
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Is that why you got married a year later?
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[Markus laughs]
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Hey, when I jump, I jump.
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But we both seehow that turned out, right?
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[Poppy] Hmm.
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How old is your daughter now?
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Trini's 15. Smartest person I know.
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Besides you.
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She wants to take this road tripto go look at colleges.
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And I'm telling you, Pop, she has plannedthis thing out to the letter.
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She worked out driving times.Flights. Even where we're staying.
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But, uh...
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-What?-Her moms.
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She won't okay the trip.
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It's messing with me, you know?
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And... I just don't feel like fightingwith her anymore.
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You should always feel like fighting.For your daughter.
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[door closes]
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[Poppy] Kara Rios?
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Yes?
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My name is Poppy Parnell.I'm a journalist. This is my associate.
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Markus Killebrew.
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This gonna take long?
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Oh, we'll be quick.
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We're just trying to find outeverything we can about this man.
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We think he answereda 911 call at your apartment.
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Halloween night. 1999.
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[Kara] He wasn't wearing a uniform.
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-Owen Cave?-I don't remember his name.
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-I do remember he ditched me though.-He ditched you?
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He wasn't there for more than two minutes,and then he got a phone call.
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-He took off once his phone rang?-Yeah.
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Seemed pissed about it too.
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He grabbed his partner and left.
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Forgot all about me.
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Thank you so much.
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Appreciate it. Thank you.
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[woman]Susan Carver will be dearly missed.
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She was the heart of our little school.
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Ella. Stay where I can see you.
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Such a warm spirit.
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And a special talentfor making everyone feel heard and seen.
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When I arrived at Crown Academy,
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Susan had already been herefor about seven years,
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but she immediately brought meinto the fold.
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I'm grateful that I got the chanceto know her.
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I'm grateful that you all got the chanceto spend time with her.
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I know it will be hardto go throughout each day without her.
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You brought your daughter?
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-This little spot can be a place where...-Whatever it takes.
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...we can all go in those momentswhen we're missing her the most.
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There's two of you.
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Who are you?
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I am Josie. I'm your mommy's sister.
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Who are you?
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I'm Ella Josephine.
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Hi. So nice to meet you, Ella Josephine.
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Can you say,"Nice to meet you, Aunt Josie"?
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Nice to meet you, Aunt Josie.
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You're married?
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-No.-[woman] It was a life well lived.
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-[woman] May we all follow your example.-Any kids?
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[woman] You will never be forgotten.
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No.
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[woman] Ms. Carver's classwould like to sing a song in her honor
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before we plant the tree.
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I'd like to ask Susan's family tostep forward so that we can get started.
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You coming?
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Mom's been calling.
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♪ She's got the whole world in her hands ♪
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-♪ She's got the whole world... ♪-[woman] Girls! Time to come in.
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No, Lanie, you can't leave!
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Warren! Let me go!
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[grunts]
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[grunts]
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[Ella] Josie? Aunt Josie?
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-♪ She's got the wind and the rain ♪-[Ella] Aunt Josie?
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♪ In her hands ♪
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Can you come to dinner at our house?
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♪ She's got the wind and the rainIn her hands ♪
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We'd love to have you.
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♪ She's got the whole world in her hands ♪
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Did you and Owen have a fightthe night Chuck died?
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No.
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Are you sure?
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Owen got a phone call that upset him.I'm trying to figure out who it was.
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Owen didn't kill Chuck, Poppy.
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He's wrong, but he genuinely believesthat Warren did it.
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He wouldn't have destroyed our family.
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Otherwise, he would--
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[retching]
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I'm taking you to the hospital.
254
00:17:15,077 --> 00:17:18,204
[man on radio, indistinct]
255
00:17:21,208 --> 00:17:22,209
[guard] Hold on.
256
00:17:24,962 --> 00:17:26,964
[sighs] In here.
257
00:17:33,971 --> 00:17:34,972
Don't move.
258
00:17:36,682 --> 00:17:39,017
[man on radio, indistinct]
259
00:17:39,685 --> 00:17:40,978
[door closes]
260
00:17:41,061 --> 00:17:42,646
[sighs]
261
00:17:48,360 --> 00:17:49,361
Brother.
262
00:17:52,906 --> 00:17:54,116
Everything good?
263
00:17:54,700 --> 00:17:55,868
You tell me.
264
00:17:58,036 --> 00:18:00,372
I was just putting out a couple feelers.
265
00:18:02,332 --> 00:18:04,084
And who gave you sanction?
266
00:18:04,835 --> 00:18:07,045
It's natural to ask questions.
267
00:18:07,754 --> 00:18:09,339
Natural to want answers.
268
00:18:10,382 --> 00:18:13,218
But it is not natural to disobey orders.
269
00:18:13,635 --> 00:18:15,470
So what am I supposed to do?
270
00:18:15,554 --> 00:18:21,185
Walk around exposed,not knowing who tried to kill me?
271
00:18:22,394 --> 00:18:24,646
The man who moved on you will be DP'd.
272
00:18:26,231 --> 00:18:29,610
He will not jump outta line again. Ever.
273
00:18:32,070 --> 00:18:33,071
But neither will you.
274
00:18:35,782 --> 00:18:37,826
You understand why I'm tethering you?
275
00:18:41,163 --> 00:18:42,748
Trying to save my soul?
276
00:18:43,207 --> 00:18:46,543
Your soul can rot. I don't give a shit.
277
00:18:47,878 --> 00:18:50,881
But you get in a fight, lockdown happens.
278
00:18:51,381 --> 00:18:54,176
You get shanked, lockdown happens.
279
00:18:54,760 --> 00:18:57,221
And that shit affects my business.
280
00:18:58,472 --> 00:18:59,973
Can't happen.
281
00:19:00,974 --> 00:19:01,975
Understood?
282
00:19:15,697 --> 00:19:17,032
[sighs]
283
00:20:08,750 --> 00:20:09,960
[Poppy] You doing all right?
284
00:20:11,712 --> 00:20:13,255
-[nurse] Here.-[Melanie] I am now.
285
00:20:15,257 --> 00:20:17,134
[nurse]She'll be a little out of it for a bit.
286
00:20:18,218 --> 00:20:20,179
Gotcha. I'll stay with her.
287
00:20:28,729 --> 00:20:29,855
Melanie?
288
00:20:31,231 --> 00:20:35,110
You know it's okayif you were fighting that night.
289
00:20:35,444 --> 00:20:36,820
No one would blame you.
290
00:20:38,947 --> 00:20:44,369
If Owen was mad,and he did something because he was mad...
291
00:20:45,913 --> 00:20:48,457
what he did was just on him.
292
00:20:48,916 --> 00:20:50,876
It's not your fault for calling him.
293
00:20:51,585 --> 00:20:52,794
I know.
294
00:20:55,756 --> 00:20:57,466
What was the fight about?
295
00:20:58,675 --> 00:21:00,093
I called...
296
00:21:01,887 --> 00:21:04,389
I told him I was going to leave him.
297
00:21:05,140 --> 00:21:08,268
You told Owenthat you were going to leave him?
298
00:21:10,145 --> 00:21:13,565
Owen was so furious. He was so...
299
00:21:17,903 --> 00:21:18,779
He--
300
00:21:18,862 --> 00:21:20,280
I'm so tired.
301
00:21:21,281 --> 00:21:22,282
Okay.
302
00:21:25,410 --> 00:21:27,788
[Alex] And we're in the wrong parking lot.
303
00:21:27,871 --> 00:21:31,041
Sun's starting to set,and we didn't wanna go back to the park.
304
00:21:31,124 --> 00:21:33,794
Right.Yeah, I'd seen the sign about bears.
305
00:21:33,877 --> 00:21:35,337
-[Alex] Mm-hmm.-I was very freaked out.
306
00:21:35,420 --> 00:21:36,839
Bears are really fast.
307
00:21:36,922 --> 00:21:38,131
-They are.-Yeah.
308
00:21:38,215 --> 00:21:40,300
-Lightning fast.-[Alex] We decided to hitchhike.
309
00:21:40,384 --> 00:21:42,803
I think it took about an hourbefore someone picked us up?
310
00:21:42,886 --> 00:21:44,596
-A brave couple.-Yeah.
311
00:21:44,680 --> 00:21:46,932
And the wife was hitting onthis one the entire time.
312
00:21:47,015 --> 00:21:48,934
-You say that every time. She didn't.-She was.
313
00:21:49,017 --> 00:21:50,561
Mommy, I need to go to the bathroom.
314
00:21:50,853 --> 00:21:52,396
You don't need my help, do you?
315
00:21:52,479 --> 00:21:53,647
I want your company.
316
00:21:53,730 --> 00:21:56,817
Oh, well, in that case,we'll be right back.
317
00:21:56,900 --> 00:21:57,901
Yeah.
318
00:22:04,324 --> 00:22:06,785
Hey, sorry we're talking at you all night.
319
00:22:08,287 --> 00:22:11,331
No, it's fine. Really. It was nice.
320
00:22:12,040 --> 00:22:13,959
You know, takes a little pressure off.
321
00:22:15,002 --> 00:22:18,213
Yeah. This must be bizarre for you.
322
00:22:19,840 --> 00:22:21,175
Kind of.
323
00:22:21,258 --> 00:22:24,803
For what it's worth, Lanie's missed you.
324
00:22:26,763 --> 00:22:28,849
[grunting]
325
00:22:29,433 --> 00:22:30,934
Lanie, get off of her!
326
00:22:33,187 --> 00:22:36,857
Can you come back and hang out,Aunt Josie? I like looking at you.
327
00:22:36,940 --> 00:22:38,650
[both chuckle]
328
00:22:38,734 --> 00:22:40,360
I like looking at you too.
329
00:22:40,444 --> 00:22:42,863
I wish you were here when I was born.
330
00:22:47,451 --> 00:22:50,078
I should probably get going.
331
00:22:51,205 --> 00:22:52,372
Long day tomorrow.
332
00:22:52,873 --> 00:22:57,544
So... I will see you at the service.Thank you.
333
00:23:00,005 --> 00:23:02,883
Josie. Josie, wait. Wait.
334
00:23:08,305 --> 00:23:12,476
You know what I've been thinking abouton a loop since I got here?
335
00:23:14,228 --> 00:23:15,354
Your face...
336
00:23:18,106 --> 00:23:19,858
and what it looked like when I woke up
337
00:23:19,942 --> 00:23:24,363
to find you pressing a pillow into mineso that I couldn't breathe.
338
00:23:24,780 --> 00:23:26,782
-You tried to kill me.-No.
339
00:23:26,865 --> 00:23:28,784
Aunt Susan had to pull you off of me.
340
00:23:29,201 --> 00:23:30,661
No, I know, but--
341
00:23:31,453 --> 00:23:35,082
I was an open wound back then. I was.
342
00:23:35,165 --> 00:23:38,752
Every part of me hurt all the time.I was angry at everything.
343
00:23:38,836 --> 00:23:40,754
I understandthat this doesn't make any sense,
344
00:23:40,838 --> 00:23:44,716
but I needed youto feel what I was feeling.
345
00:23:44,800 --> 00:23:48,470
Okay? I needed you to feel the rawnessand the panic.
346
00:23:48,554 --> 00:23:50,597
I was so wrapped up in it, and--
347
00:23:56,353 --> 00:23:59,106
I wasn't trying to kill you, Josie.
348
00:24:01,316 --> 00:24:02,985
I was trying to kill myself.
349
00:24:06,613 --> 00:24:08,532
[phone rings]
350
00:24:09,533 --> 00:24:12,244
But I'm in control of my life now.
351
00:24:12,744 --> 00:24:13,745
[Alex] Hello?
352
00:24:14,246 --> 00:24:15,789
No, I can see that.
353
00:24:16,373 --> 00:24:21,128
And that is why I think it would be bestif I left right after the funeral.
354
00:24:21,211 --> 00:24:23,630
We can have this time and then--
355
00:24:24,339 --> 00:24:25,174
What?
356
00:24:25,257 --> 00:24:28,886
Like you can't see it.Lanie, please, I know that you can.
357
00:24:29,386 --> 00:24:34,725
I know that you can feel the same thingjust creeping back in this family.
358
00:24:34,808 --> 00:24:36,018
It's just...
359
00:24:37,269 --> 00:24:38,979
-Hey.-Give us a second.
360
00:24:39,855 --> 00:24:41,565
Your mom was just arrested.
361
00:24:43,066 --> 00:24:45,152
-What?-For breaking and entering.
362
00:24:45,611 --> 00:24:46,653
That.
363
00:24:50,199 --> 00:24:52,284
-Your new spot?-[chuckles]
364
00:24:53,035 --> 00:24:57,164
I don't wanna waste an inchof this beautiful house.
365
00:24:59,541 --> 00:25:00,584
Yeah.
366
00:25:02,419 --> 00:25:03,295
You okay?
367
00:25:04,338 --> 00:25:05,339
Sure.
368
00:25:07,049 --> 00:25:09,718
You wanna talk aboutthe other night at the jail?
369
00:25:09,801 --> 00:25:11,053
Not yet.
370
00:25:11,637 --> 00:25:15,307
You don't tiptoe around much,except your father.
371
00:25:15,724 --> 00:25:16,934
I need time.
372
00:25:18,977 --> 00:25:22,981
Shreve drew a line in the sand, baby.
373
00:25:23,315 --> 00:25:25,817
I mean, there's not a person in my family
374
00:25:25,901 --> 00:25:28,445
who would ever assaultanother family member.
375
00:25:28,529 --> 00:25:31,240
-Assault is a strong word.-Yes, it is.
376
00:25:31,323 --> 00:25:33,992
That's the difference in how you grew upand how I grew up.
377
00:25:34,076 --> 00:25:37,621
Well, we can't just act likeit didn't happen. Who does that serve?
378
00:25:38,872 --> 00:25:42,167
Okay, okay, tell me your plan.
379
00:25:42,251 --> 00:25:44,127
It doesn't have to be complicated.
380
00:25:45,212 --> 00:25:46,672
[Poppy groans]
381
00:25:47,256 --> 00:25:51,260
Nothing is ever simple out here.
382
00:25:54,054 --> 00:25:56,181
My father is sick.
383
00:25:56,932 --> 00:26:00,853
He's not in his right mind.He didn't know what he was doing.
384
00:26:01,478 --> 00:26:06,108
Take him to a doctor then.Get him checked out. Get clarity.
385
00:26:07,025 --> 00:26:08,986
It's time. Something has to be done.
386
00:26:09,069 --> 00:26:11,446
I'm trying to get everyone hereon board with that.
387
00:26:11,530 --> 00:26:12,906
No. Don't wait.
388
00:26:13,407 --> 00:26:16,910
If he's so out of it that he gets physicalwith his own daughter
389
00:26:16,994 --> 00:26:18,203
in front of her husband...
390
00:26:18,579 --> 00:26:19,663
No.
391
00:26:19,746 --> 00:26:23,542
I'd like to see him get checked outby the end of the week.
392
00:26:23,625 --> 00:26:26,420
If not, I'm preparedto file a restraining order.
393
00:26:26,503 --> 00:26:30,132
I've already filled out all the forms.All I have to do is get them to a judge.
394
00:26:30,215 --> 00:26:31,758
-Are you serious?-Dead.
395
00:26:31,842 --> 00:26:37,764
Look, baby,I am going to drag your country-ass family
396
00:26:37,848 --> 00:26:41,018
into this centuryif it's the last thing I do.
397
00:26:41,101 --> 00:26:42,853
[Poppy chuckles]
398
00:26:47,983 --> 00:26:52,779
Owen Cave's second 911 call,the 4:44 mystery woman?
399
00:26:52,863 --> 00:26:54,740
[Noa] Carmela Isaacs. Full ghost.
400
00:26:54,823 --> 00:26:56,158
[Poppy] She doesn't exist?
401
00:26:56,241 --> 00:27:00,871
I checked everything. DMV, police records,death certificates, mental institutions.
402
00:27:00,954 --> 00:27:03,749
Not just in California,but national databases.
403
00:27:03,832 --> 00:27:07,878
There's no record of hersince December of 1999.
404
00:27:08,295 --> 00:27:10,923
She called abouta domestic violence dispute.
405
00:27:12,382 --> 00:27:16,970
I did a series for the Times onceabout the domestic violence epidemic.
406
00:27:17,930 --> 00:27:21,391
Victims often change their namesto escape their abusers.
407
00:27:21,475 --> 00:27:23,644
Beat you to it.Name changes are public domain.
408
00:27:23,727 --> 00:27:26,355
Except when they're sealedat the victim's request.
409
00:27:26,438 --> 00:27:27,356
Mm-hmm.
410
00:27:27,439 --> 00:27:29,983
I'll see if Markus can pull a few strings.
411
00:27:30,067 --> 00:27:33,320
-Sounds good. Talk to you later.-[cell phone beeps]
412
00:27:34,446 --> 00:27:36,907
[Poppy] So, how'd you do it?
413
00:27:36,990 --> 00:27:38,617
[Markus chuckles]
414
00:27:38,700 --> 00:27:40,410
You know, that's what they all wanna know.
415
00:27:40,494 --> 00:27:43,413
No, seriously,how did you find our missing witness?
416
00:27:44,081 --> 00:27:47,626
File clerk I used to work withpulled a few strings for me.
417
00:27:47,709 --> 00:27:49,086
He still with the city?
418
00:27:49,920 --> 00:27:51,004
She.
419
00:27:51,088 --> 00:27:53,549
-[chuckles]-Mm-hmm.
420
00:27:53,632 --> 00:27:55,592
-I see.-[chuckles]
421
00:28:00,264 --> 00:28:01,932
You didn't have to let me stay overnight.
422
00:28:02,015 --> 00:28:03,517
I came when I could. Hey.
423
00:28:04,685 --> 00:28:07,396
Why'd you go to the old house?What were you doing there?
424
00:28:08,188 --> 00:28:09,815
Skipping down memory lane.
425
00:28:09,898 --> 00:28:13,902
I don't know what you're doing,but you need to stop. Okay?
426
00:28:13,986 --> 00:28:16,989
-Whatever it is. Stop.-You need to be more grateful.
427
00:28:17,072 --> 00:28:20,742
I was not there for me.I was there for you and for your sister.
428
00:28:21,326 --> 00:28:22,786
Jesus Christ.
429
00:28:26,957 --> 00:28:28,333
Have you found Josie yet?
430
00:28:29,084 --> 00:28:30,085
No.
431
00:28:33,463 --> 00:28:36,592
Try to stay out of jailbefore Susan's funeral, please.
432
00:28:37,801 --> 00:28:39,052
Fuck Susan.
433
00:28:40,637 --> 00:28:42,222
[door closes]
434
00:28:42,306 --> 00:28:44,808
[vehicle departs]
435
00:28:45,601 --> 00:28:50,689
Look, I am just trying to provethat I was framed.
436
00:28:51,857 --> 00:28:55,319
Well, what I don't get is why some darkiegives two shits about you.
437
00:28:55,736 --> 00:28:57,154
Something you're not telling us?
438
00:28:57,237 --> 00:28:59,823
She gonna say something on her showabout you getting shanked?
439
00:29:00,324 --> 00:29:03,202
Maybe people startsending you sympathy cakes.
440
00:29:03,285 --> 00:29:04,411
You know what?
441
00:29:04,828 --> 00:29:06,246
If you're nice to me, Dyson,
442
00:29:06,330 --> 00:29:10,250
I can get her to put youon her show next season,
443
00:29:10,334 --> 00:29:14,379
and then she can convinceeverybody in the world
444
00:29:14,463 --> 00:29:20,511
that it wasn't you on tapewho shot that old woman in the head.
445
00:29:21,345 --> 00:29:22,262
How about that?
446
00:29:29,019 --> 00:29:30,020
Boys.
447
00:29:35,651 --> 00:29:38,820
Couple Mexicans in front of mewere talking about you on the way in.
448
00:29:39,530 --> 00:29:43,325
Took Spanish in high school.I understood every word.
449
00:29:46,787 --> 00:29:50,207
So? Who was it?
450
00:29:54,127 --> 00:29:57,548
[woman] He said he was gonnaget a gun and come back and kill me.
451
00:29:57,840 --> 00:29:59,424
-[Poppy] Who?-My father.
452
00:29:59,842 --> 00:30:03,345
So I called the police.They came very fast.
453
00:30:03,679 --> 00:30:05,973
Only one man. A detective.
454
00:30:07,558 --> 00:30:08,767
Was it him?
455
00:30:09,226 --> 00:30:10,519
That looks like him.
456
00:30:11,019 --> 00:30:14,022
Can you tell me anything about him?
457
00:30:15,315 --> 00:30:19,111
He was very kind. Professional.Tried to be helpful.
458
00:30:19,528 --> 00:30:21,905
But he was... agitated?
459
00:30:22,322 --> 00:30:25,158
Sweating a lot even though it was October.It wasn't hot out.
460
00:30:25,701 --> 00:30:28,120
He said it had been a long, busy night.
461
00:30:28,954 --> 00:30:31,957
I didn't understand what that meantuntil the next day.
462
00:30:32,040 --> 00:30:33,166
What did it mean?
463
00:30:33,709 --> 00:30:36,920
The next morning I noticed red smudgesall over the carpet.
464
00:30:37,504 --> 00:30:40,174
I got down to clean them out,and I realized it was blood.
465
00:30:41,008 --> 00:30:46,847
Detective Cave showed up to your houseat 4:44 a.m. with blood on his shoes?
466
00:30:46,930 --> 00:30:48,599
-Yes.-Are you sure?
467
00:30:48,682 --> 00:30:52,102
Yes. We had to get the carpets replaced.
468
00:30:56,690 --> 00:30:57,524
Come on!
469
00:30:57,608 --> 00:30:59,693
[cell phone rings]
470
00:31:01,653 --> 00:31:04,031
Cave. When?
471
00:31:05,449 --> 00:31:06,658
Well, how?
472
00:31:10,162 --> 00:31:11,538
What I want you to do now?
473
00:31:12,539 --> 00:31:15,042
I want you to go back in timeand do it right.
474
00:31:15,792 --> 00:31:18,128
Owen. Who was that?
475
00:31:18,629 --> 00:31:19,880
It's nothing.
476
00:31:30,015 --> 00:31:33,477
Uh, this the only placeyou could find to hide?
477
00:31:34,186 --> 00:31:35,270
There's AC.
478
00:31:36,355 --> 00:31:37,356
So?
479
00:31:38,190 --> 00:31:39,274
So.
480
00:31:39,358 --> 00:31:44,988
Uh-uh, I need to hear you say it, loudlyand clearly, "Poppy, you were right."
481
00:31:45,447 --> 00:31:48,784
I'll say it when it's for real for real.But I will tell you this.
482
00:31:48,867 --> 00:31:51,411
The motherfuckeris looking guiltier by the minute.
483
00:31:51,495 --> 00:31:54,414
I mean, I don't think I ever came homewith blood on my shoes.
484
00:31:54,498 --> 00:31:56,124
And I was Oakland PD.
485
00:31:56,208 --> 00:31:59,545
-He's scared. I hope he's losing his shit.-[chuckles]
486
00:31:59,628 --> 00:32:03,215
See, that right there,that look on your face could win wars.
487
00:32:05,425 --> 00:32:07,219
So what's happening?We gonna celebrate or what?
488
00:32:07,302 --> 00:32:10,681
Bet. Where to? Not The Knock.
489
00:32:11,723 --> 00:32:13,308
How long you gonnashoot your sister to the left?
490
00:32:13,392 --> 00:32:16,687
-To hell with all of 'em.-Damn. What happened?
491
00:32:16,770 --> 00:32:19,314
-Leave it alone.-No, hell no. So tell me.
492
00:32:19,398 --> 00:32:20,399
-Let it go.-Why?
493
00:32:20,482 --> 00:32:21,775
Because I said so.
494
00:32:22,359 --> 00:32:25,195
You know, I remember that tone.You were famous for that.
495
00:32:25,279 --> 00:32:26,363
You brought it on yourself.
496
00:32:26,446 --> 00:32:29,616
But, you know, back when you and Iused to fool with each other,
497
00:32:29,700 --> 00:32:32,578
I was famous for not giving a shitabout that tone.
498
00:32:32,953 --> 00:32:34,162
So spit it out.
499
00:32:36,206 --> 00:32:37,291
[sighs]
500
00:32:38,208 --> 00:32:41,753
I feel like I'm under siegefrom all sides.
501
00:32:42,337 --> 00:32:44,381
You heard about the bargetting raided, right?
502
00:32:44,464 --> 00:32:45,674
Yeah, I heard about it.
503
00:32:45,757 --> 00:32:47,092
It's full circle.
504
00:32:47,176 --> 00:32:50,971
Owen sicced his goons on usand things spiraled.
505
00:32:51,388 --> 00:32:55,809
They arrested Cydie on a bullshit warrant.Humiliated her.
506
00:32:56,810 --> 00:32:58,520
Daddy was so furious.
507
00:33:00,022 --> 00:33:01,940
He grabbed me by my throat.
508
00:33:02,357 --> 00:33:03,358
What?
509
00:33:05,903 --> 00:33:10,741
I don't have the words.And I always have the words.
510
00:33:14,912 --> 00:33:16,330
The way he looked at me...
511
00:33:17,581 --> 00:33:18,749
[sighs]
512
00:33:20,334 --> 00:33:21,335
Listen to me.
513
00:33:21,960 --> 00:33:24,713
You cannot be scared of the lookin your father's eyes,
514
00:33:25,255 --> 00:33:28,008
and you damn surecan't let some crooked cop
515
00:33:28,091 --> 00:33:30,344
be the reason you don't end upwith your family.
516
00:33:31,220 --> 00:33:36,808
I mean, you may not be ableto fix everything, but you gotta try.
517
00:33:38,852 --> 00:33:40,187
Whatever that looks like.
518
00:33:43,857 --> 00:33:44,900
Hmm?
519
00:33:45,567 --> 00:33:47,694
-[chattering]-[dogs barking]
520
00:33:49,238 --> 00:33:53,242
Quiroga, something's wrong with Jax.
521
00:33:54,368 --> 00:33:56,119
Who was looking after him when I was gone?
522
00:33:57,162 --> 00:33:58,455
We were all on rotation.
523
00:33:59,414 --> 00:34:02,334
Well, somebody gave him somethingthey shouldn't have.
524
00:34:03,377 --> 00:34:04,795
Come here. Take a look.
525
00:34:12,052 --> 00:34:13,219
[groaning]
526
00:34:13,303 --> 00:34:15,514
I know it was you who shanked me,you little bitch.
527
00:34:15,597 --> 00:34:16,806
No, man, I swear.
528
00:34:17,391 --> 00:34:18,725
I wanna know why.
529
00:34:18,809 --> 00:34:20,435
You got it wrong.
530
00:34:20,518 --> 00:34:21,937
[groaning continues]
531
00:34:23,522 --> 00:34:25,690
I got hired, all right? Please.
532
00:34:25,774 --> 00:34:27,775
-Bullshit.-I'm telling you.
533
00:34:27,860 --> 00:34:30,821
My girl got busted for possession.They were gonna take my son away.
534
00:34:30,904 --> 00:34:32,531
He made it go away.
535
00:34:33,824 --> 00:34:34,992
I want a name.
536
00:34:35,074 --> 00:34:37,202
The cop who came to visit you.
537
00:34:58,515 --> 00:35:01,768
Hey, hey! Get him off me!
538
00:35:15,073 --> 00:35:16,950
[shouting, clamoring]
539
00:35:24,249 --> 00:35:25,542
[speaking German] Aus, Jax, aus!
540
00:35:30,255 --> 00:35:31,298
Get him off!
541
00:35:37,971 --> 00:35:42,100
♪ So tired of trying to hold on ♪
542
00:35:42,184 --> 00:35:44,645
♪ It's looking crystal clear now ♪
543
00:35:44,728 --> 00:35:47,689
♪ Borderline is near now ♪
544
00:35:47,773 --> 00:35:53,779
♪ I can just breathe, yeah, yeah ♪
545
00:35:53,862 --> 00:35:57,366
[Herbie] I love that song.It is real sexy.
546
00:35:58,492 --> 00:36:01,370
She ain't never giving you none, Herbie,so stop.
547
00:36:01,453 --> 00:36:05,207
[laughing]
548
00:36:08,877 --> 00:36:10,462
-Hey.-Hey.
549
00:36:10,546 --> 00:36:14,341
Not now. Okay, why don't I cook,you come over, and the three of us can--
550
00:36:14,424 --> 00:36:15,425
Can we talk?
551
00:36:15,884 --> 00:36:17,094
You can.
552
00:36:17,761 --> 00:36:18,762
Okay.
553
00:36:21,390 --> 00:36:23,809
I'm sorry that you got swept up like that.
554
00:36:24,685 --> 00:36:26,979
I'm sorry that those officerstreated you that way.
555
00:36:27,062 --> 00:36:30,190
I'm sorry that they embarrassed you.
556
00:36:31,775 --> 00:36:35,112
I'm sorry that you have to livewith that memory. You shouldn't have to.
557
00:36:35,195 --> 00:36:37,656
You're sorry those officersdid what they did.
558
00:36:38,448 --> 00:36:40,701
-Where you in that?-Too soon for this.
559
00:36:40,784 --> 00:36:43,370
We don't call them officersin this family neither.
560
00:36:43,453 --> 00:36:46,456
Especially when they trying toshut my bar down because of you.
561
00:36:46,540 --> 00:36:48,417
I got it, Daddy. It's okay.
562
00:36:50,627 --> 00:36:54,339
So what you want me to say?"Everything's good"? "We good"?
563
00:36:55,424 --> 00:36:57,009
-You want me to lie?-I wanna fix it.
564
00:36:57,092 --> 00:37:00,846
They strip-searched me over someparking tickets. How you gonna fix that?
565
00:37:01,221 --> 00:37:03,140
You gonna make my mug shot disappear?
566
00:37:03,223 --> 00:37:06,351
Or explain to my jobwhy I missed my shift?
567
00:37:06,894 --> 00:37:08,604
You know they put me on probation?
568
00:37:08,687 --> 00:37:09,730
-Cydie---Save it.
569
00:37:10,314 --> 00:37:12,441
I did not come over here to fight.
570
00:37:13,150 --> 00:37:14,359
I promise you, baby sis.
571
00:37:17,946 --> 00:37:18,864
Okay.
572
00:37:20,657 --> 00:37:24,244
I know you're angry with me, Daddy,and you can have that.
573
00:37:24,870 --> 00:37:26,955
-But I am angry with you too.-You're angry?
574
00:37:27,039 --> 00:37:31,335
You know what, Daddy? I will give yousome grace because I know you need help.
575
00:37:31,793 --> 00:37:35,130
My father would have never done to mewhat you did the other day.
576
00:37:39,510 --> 00:37:43,305
Pickles, grilled onions, side of fries.Great. Thank you.
577
00:37:47,726 --> 00:37:49,853
Look, I know they're actinglike everything's normal
578
00:37:49,937 --> 00:37:51,188
when they're around me.
579
00:37:52,022 --> 00:37:53,190
[clears throat]
580
00:37:53,273 --> 00:37:55,609
But they're listeningto that podcast, right?
581
00:37:56,568 --> 00:37:59,738
Don't think it's affectedanyone's job performance, sir.
582
00:38:03,075 --> 00:38:08,789
I just want you to know what thatParnell woman is saying are speculations.
583
00:38:09,456 --> 00:38:10,666
It's bunk.
584
00:38:13,710 --> 00:38:14,837
I understand.
585
00:38:15,254 --> 00:38:16,797
[man] Cedros, your order's ready.
586
00:38:22,803 --> 00:38:25,222
I hate eulogies that aren't honest.
587
00:38:26,223 --> 00:38:30,978
You know the ones that paint the portraitsof the saintly people
588
00:38:31,061 --> 00:38:36,608
who donate all their money to charity,never whispered a bad word.
589
00:38:38,527 --> 00:38:39,945
So, um...
590
00:38:40,696 --> 00:38:44,199
it was very important to methat I not leave this podium
591
00:38:44,616 --> 00:38:50,497
before mentioning that my Aunt Susanreally loved bad words.
592
00:38:50,581 --> 00:38:52,165
[laughing]
593
00:38:52,249 --> 00:38:54,459
It was her favorite thing:A good bad word.
594
00:38:54,543 --> 00:38:56,753
[laughing]
595
00:38:58,088 --> 00:39:00,674
When I was younger, um...
596
00:39:02,593 --> 00:39:05,429
sometimes I felt likeI was trapped in my head.
597
00:39:06,221 --> 00:39:09,808
Like my brain was a mazeand there was no exit,
598
00:39:09,892 --> 00:39:14,104
and it was Susanwho helped me find my way out.
599
00:39:14,188 --> 00:39:18,317
And I know for a fact I would not bestanding here if it were not for her so...
600
00:39:19,985 --> 00:39:22,112
I just wanted to thank her for that.
601
00:39:29,953 --> 00:39:31,914
Now anyone with a memory to share...
602
00:39:31,997 --> 00:39:34,791
-That was perfect.-...or a final wish to impart.
603
00:39:34,875 --> 00:39:36,543
You should say something.
604
00:39:36,627 --> 00:39:38,378
You're welcome to come and do so now.
605
00:39:39,630 --> 00:39:42,591
I'm really happy you're here.Even if you don't stay.
606
00:39:56,396 --> 00:39:57,731
[Alex] Your mother's here.
607
00:39:58,899 --> 00:40:00,484
[Erin laughs]
608
00:40:03,195 --> 00:40:04,655
Jesus Christ, she's trashed.
609
00:40:04,738 --> 00:40:06,823
I thought you said that she wasn't coming.
610
00:40:07,324 --> 00:40:09,576
Alex. Please.
611
00:40:10,244 --> 00:40:12,955
-Erin---No. I get to grieve too!
612
00:40:21,004 --> 00:40:24,800
Two peas in a pod. Look at you.
613
00:40:25,551 --> 00:40:28,887
You are embarrassing yourself.You need to leave.
614
00:40:28,971 --> 00:40:30,013
Really?
615
00:40:30,514 --> 00:40:34,351
Am I embarrassing myself, Jojo?
616
00:40:40,023 --> 00:40:41,024
Sorry.
617
00:40:46,238 --> 00:40:51,201
Susan was my little sister,and we never got along.
618
00:40:52,286 --> 00:40:55,372
And she had bad taste. [laughs]
619
00:40:55,455 --> 00:40:57,082
I told her.
620
00:40:57,165 --> 00:41:01,420
With her run-overRoss Dress For Less heels,
621
00:41:01,503 --> 00:41:03,005
knitted sweaters...
622
00:41:04,298 --> 00:41:07,050
There was only one thingthat we agreed on: My daughters.
623
00:41:07,134 --> 00:41:08,427
I'll give her that.
624
00:41:08,510 --> 00:41:12,097
When they were babies, she used tocome over at night and help me.
625
00:41:12,723 --> 00:41:14,683
And she would hold one babyand I would hold the other.
626
00:41:14,766 --> 00:41:17,811
And we would rock themand we would sing to them.
627
00:41:22,566 --> 00:41:24,151
[murmuring]
628
00:41:34,119 --> 00:41:35,287
[sniffles]
629
00:41:37,289 --> 00:41:40,667
♪ Where are you going, I don't mind ♪
630
00:41:43,212 --> 00:41:48,967
♪ I've killed my worldAnd I've killed my time ♪
631
00:41:50,761 --> 00:41:56,225
♪ So where do I go? What do I see? ♪
632
00:41:58,602 --> 00:42:03,315
♪ I see many people coming after me ♪
633
00:42:03,398 --> 00:42:05,108
[typing]
634
00:42:05,192 --> 00:42:07,903
♪ So where are you going to... ♪
635
00:42:07,986 --> 00:42:09,530
[cell phone chimes]
636
00:42:09,613 --> 00:42:11,615
[Josie]♪ I don't mind ♪
637
00:42:14,409 --> 00:42:20,290
♪ If I live too long I'm afraid I'll die ♪
638
00:42:23,502 --> 00:42:27,714
♪ So I will follow you wherever you go ♪
639
00:42:29,091 --> 00:42:30,425
[sniffles]
640
00:42:30,509 --> 00:42:36,932
♪ If your offered handIs still open to me ♪
641
00:42:40,769 --> 00:42:44,940
♪ Strangers on this road we are on ♪
642
00:42:48,193 --> 00:42:50,904
♪ We are not two, we are one ♪
643
00:42:52,781 --> 00:42:56,368
["Strangers" playing]