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<i>You okay?</i>

2
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<i>- Lauren!
Hi.</i>

3
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<i>Hi.
Good morning.</i>

4
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<i>Check this out.</i>

5
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<i>It's a play on
an egg-white Croque Madame</i>

6
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<i>with farm fresh ingredients</i>

7
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<i>and twenty seed
ancient grain bread...</i>

8
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<i>So it's a sandwich?</i>

9
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<i>No.
No, ma'am.</i>

10
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<i>Because this has
"Granny Smith agave compote"</i>

11
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<i>spread all over it.</i>

12
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<i>Applesauce.</i>

13
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<i>Okay, yeah.
Fine. You got me.</i>

14
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<i>It's an applesauce sandwich,
all right?</i>

15
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<i>Maybe I spiraled during the
sourdough-banana-bread phase</i>

16
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<i>of the pandemic.</i>

17
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<i>- Are you gonna eat that
in the meeting?</i>

18
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<i>- In what meeting?</i>

19
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<i>- Hospital-wide.
Max just called it.</i>

20
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<i>- He did? Yes.
- Mm-hmm.</i>

21
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<i>- Today just keeps
getting better, doesn't it?</i>

22
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<i>- You're incredibly upbeat</i>

23
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<i>for someone who's
living on seeds.</i>

24
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<i>- Oh, come on.</i>

25
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<i>Everyone loves
a Goodwin townhall.</i>

26
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<i>Max gets all hopped up
and fires an entire department?</i>

27
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<i>Boom!</i>

28
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<i>Max threatens doctors
with jail time?</i>

29
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<i>Boom!
Let's get a good seat.</i>

30
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<i>- What the hell
is wrong with you?</i>

31
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<i>- Plantain truffle scone?
- No.</i>

32
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<i>- Of all the gin joints
in New York.</i>

33
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<i>- Uh, I owe you call or 12.</i>

34
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<i>- No worries.
I got the hint.</i>

35
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<i>- My silence wasn't a hint.
- True.</i>

36
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<i>After a few months,
it definitely became</i>

37
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<i>more of a statement.</i>

38
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<i>- My silence was me
hunkering down,</i>

39
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<i>battening the hatches,
focusing on my patients.</i>

40
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<i>- Okay.</i>

41
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<i>And now?</i>

42
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<i>I've got no idea.</i>

43
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<i>I haven't even thought
about now.</i>

44
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<i>- Well, once you lift
your stay-at-home order,</i>

45
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<i>just, um, let me know.</i>

46
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<i>- How about tonight?</i>

47
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<i>- Wow.
It wasn't even planned.</i>

48
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<i>Good morning, everyone.</i>

49
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<i>- Max, what are the chances</i>

50
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<i>you can just give me
the highlights</i>

51
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<i>and skip the razzle-dazzle
and get back to work?</i>

52
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<i>- Yeah, it'll be quick.
Promise.</i>

53
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<i>- See ya, Dermatology.
- No.</i>

54
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<i>No one is getting sacked today.
- Aww.</i>

55
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<i>- Yeah, so... no, Iggy.</i>

56
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<i>I just wanted to tell everyone
how proud I am</i>

57
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<i>of this whole hospital,</i>

58
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<i>of everything that
we survived together.</i>

59
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<i>We've been through hell.</i>

60
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<i>We're tired.
We're hurting.</i>

61
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<i>But our sacrifices are
starting to turn the tide.</i>

62
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<i>- This doesn't sound quick.</i>

63
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<i>- So today, things are
finally turning around.</i>

64
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<i>Today, Dr. Kapoor gets off
his ventilator.</i>

65
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<i>-
- Yes.</i>

66
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<i>- Yeah.
It's great news.</i>

67
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<i>And listen...
I want everyone to know.</i>

68
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<i>I am committed to fixing
the cracks around here, okay?</i>

69
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<i>The system abandoned us
when we needed it most.</i>

70
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<i>And I... I vow... uh...</i>

71
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<i>I vow to fix the system</i>

72
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<i>that left us overburdened</i>

73
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<i>and unprotected that, uh...</i>

74
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<i>The system that left
our most vulnerable patients</i>

75
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<i>behind, and then hopefully,</i>

76
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<i>New Amsterdam can finally
get back to nor...</i>

77
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<i>- Prep the ED for triage.
- On it.</i>

78
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<i>- We're gonna be overrun.
Warn the blood bank.</i>

79
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<i>- Copy.</i>

80
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<i>- We're gonna need to call in...</i>

81
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<i>- The rest of the trauma team.</i>

82
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<i>- Yeah.</i>

83
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<i>- 28-year-old flight attendant,</i>

84
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<i>unrestrained,
thrown against the wall.</i>

85
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<i>- Any fatalities yet?
- Ah, my chest!</i>

86
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<i>- Not yet.
- Let's keep it that way.</i>

87
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<i>- Ma'am, we're gonna take
good care of you, okay?</i>

88
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<i>Let's get her to Trauma One.</i>

89
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<i>Hey, I need an EKG,
a portable chest,</i>

90
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<i>and full blood panel
including coags.</i>

91
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<i>- Oh, my chest!</i>

92
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<i>- It's on me.
Ready?</i>

93
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<i>One, two, three.</i>

94
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<i>- Okay, deep breaths for me,
Shenaz, okay?</i>

95
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<i>- Let's go.
Monitor cardiac input.</i>

96
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<i>- It hurts.
- 90 over palp.</i>

97
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<i>- Neck veins distended
with muffled heart sounds.</i>

98
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<i>- Tamponade from
blunt force trauma.</i>

99
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<i>Okay, Shenaz,
there is fluid building up</i>

100
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<i>in the sack around your heart.</i>

101
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<i>It's squeezing your heart,
making it hard to pump blood.</i>

102
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<i>We're going to do our best
to fix it.</i>

103
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<i>Walsh, start a morphine drip.</i>

104
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<i>Reyes, I need
a Pericardiocentesis.</i>

105
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<i>And grab me if you see blood.</i>

106
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<i>What you got?
- Nothing.</i>

107
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<i>- A 747 goes down,
and you got nothing?</i>

108
00:09:15,642 --> 00:09:16,686
<i>What about this one?</i>

109
00:09:16,730 --> 00:09:17,794
<i>- Well, seeing as
I'm a trauma surgeon</i>

110
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<i>and he doesn't need surgery...</i>

111
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<i>- I encourage you to harken
back to just a few months ago</i>

112
00:09:21,691 --> 00:09:23,301
<i>when we all chipped in
to save lives</i>

113
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<i>no matter our job title.</i>

114
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<i>- I'd prefer not to harken back
to a time</i>

115
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<i>when thousands of people
died every day,</i>

116
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<i>but maybe that's just me.</i>

117
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<i>- Walsh?</i>

118
00:09:30,308 --> 00:09:31,614
<i>- Mariel Rabkin,</i>

119
00:09:31,658 --> 00:09:33,442
<i>a 34-year-old
hit by a flying iPhone.</i>

120
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<i>- Okay, let's get her over to...</i>

121
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<i>- Page me if she needs surgery.</i>

122
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<i>- Copilot with deep abdominal
blood lac and blood loss.</i>

123
00:09:39,840 --> 00:09:42,016
<i>Heart rate up to 118.
BP down to 108/40.</i>

124
00:09:42,059 --> 00:09:44,235
<i>- See, good things come
to those who wait.</i>

125
00:09:44,279 --> 00:09:45,759
<i>- Hawaii.</i>

126
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<i>- Ma'am, you're in New York
at New Amsterdam Hospital.</i>

127
00:09:47,674 --> 00:09:48,762
<i>- Hawaii.</i>

128
00:09:50,328 --> 00:09:51,634
<i>- Oh.</i>

129
00:09:51,678 --> 00:09:53,003
<i>- Got a stat request
from the ambulance.</i>

130
00:09:53,027 --> 00:09:54,376
<i>The copilot needs O-neg blood.</i>

131
00:09:54,419 --> 00:09:55,638
<i>- Okay, then you're with me.</i>

132
00:09:55,682 --> 00:09:57,050
<i>Let's get her into Trauma One.
- Occupied.</i>

133
00:09:57,074 --> 00:09:58,946
<i>- Trauma Two.
- Occupied.</i>

134
00:09:58,989 --> 00:10:00,401
<i>- All right, we're going
straight into the OR.</i>

135
00:10:00,425 --> 00:10:02,427
<i>Grab a side.</i>

136
00:10:04,691 --> 00:10:07,650
<i>- Excuse me, Dr. Goodwin?
Nelson Peña.</i>

137
00:10:07,694 --> 00:10:09,652
<i>I'm the lead investigator
with the NTSB.</i>

138
00:10:09,696 --> 00:10:10,760
<i>- Welcome to our little bubble.</i>

139
00:10:10,784 --> 00:10:12,065
<i>I assume everybody
tested negative?</i>

140
00:10:12,089 --> 00:10:13,830
<i>- My Go Team is fully intact</i>

141
00:10:13,874 --> 00:10:15,025
<i>and ready to begin
the investigation.</i>

142
00:10:15,049 --> 00:10:16,485
<i>- Uh, well, that's good to hear,</i>

143
00:10:16,528 --> 00:10:18,332
<i>but isn't the plane still
floating in the East River?</i>

144
00:10:18,356 --> 00:10:19,575
<i>- Well, this Go Team deals</i>

145
00:10:19,619 --> 00:10:21,118
<i>with the human element
of these incidents.</i>

146
00:10:21,142 --> 00:10:22,293
<i>- Sounds like
we're on the same side.</i>

147
00:10:22,317 --> 00:10:23,623
<i>- No doubt.</i>

148
00:10:23,666 --> 00:10:25,209
<i>We'll do our best
to stay out of your way.</i>

149
00:10:25,233 --> 00:10:27,627
<i>We just need to interview every
crew member and passenger</i>

150
00:10:27,670 --> 00:10:28,952
<i>who may have
pertinent information.</i>

151
00:10:28,976 --> 00:10:30,978
<i>- Well, roger that.
Or... sorry.</i>

152
00:10:31,021 --> 00:10:32,912
<i>As long as it doesn't interfere
with patient care,</i>

153
00:10:32,936 --> 00:10:34,285
<i>I will help in any way I can.</i>

154
00:10:34,329 --> 00:10:35,678
<i>- Understood.</i>

155
00:10:35,722 --> 00:10:37,941
<i>We wanna start with the pilots.
Captain Starks?</i>

156
00:10:37,985 --> 00:10:39,639
<i>- I'll find him for you.</i>

157
00:10:41,641 --> 00:10:43,643
<i>Hey, have you seen the pilot?</i>

158
00:10:43,686 --> 00:10:45,340
<i>- Uh, yes, actually.
Right here.</i>

159
00:10:45,383 --> 00:10:46,297
<i>- What am I looking at?</i>

160
00:10:46,341 --> 00:10:47,472
<i>- Captain Dane Starks.</i>

161
00:10:47,516 --> 00:10:50,127
<i>He has been catatonic
since he arrived.</i>

162
00:10:50,171 --> 00:10:51,694
<i>- There's no masses.
There's no bleeds.</i>

163
00:10:51,738 --> 00:10:53,304
<i>Ventricles look normal.
This looks fine.</i>

164
00:10:53,348 --> 00:10:54,697
<i>- No, no, no.
That's the problem.</i>

165
00:10:54,741 --> 00:10:56,917
<i>It's not that he can't talk.
It's that he won't.</i>

166
00:11:12,584 --> 00:11:14,586
<i>- Dr. Mandle.
- Morning, Dr. Goodwin.</i>

167
00:11:14,630 --> 00:11:15,694
<i>- Yeah, it was supposed to be.</i>

168
00:11:15,718 --> 00:11:17,111
<i>Why is Dr. Kapoor
still on a vent</i>

169
00:11:17,154 --> 00:11:19,287
<i>when you told me
he was getting off today?</i>

170
00:11:19,330 --> 00:11:21,289
<i>- I told you I was hoping
to take him off today,</i>

171
00:11:21,332 --> 00:11:23,093
<i>but we ran out of propofol
and had to switch to fentanyl.</i>

172
00:11:23,117 --> 00:11:24,335
<i>- Sorry.</i>

173
00:11:24,379 --> 00:11:25,748
<i>- Which takes longer
to wean the patient off.</i>

174
00:11:25,772 --> 00:11:26,923
<i>- I understand that,
but it sounds like you said</i>

175
00:11:26,947 --> 00:11:28,775
<i>we're out of propofol.
How is that possible?</i>

176
00:11:28,818 --> 00:11:30,013
<i>- Because we've had patients
on vents</i>

177
00:11:30,037 --> 00:11:31,734
<i>for the last 12 months straight,</i>

178
00:11:31,778 --> 00:11:33,649
<i>as has every hospital
in the country.</i>

179
00:11:33,693 --> 00:11:34,955
<i>Look, the stockpiles are empty,</i>

180
00:11:34,998 --> 00:11:36,957
<i>and the factories
can't meet demand.</i>

181
00:11:37,000 --> 00:11:38,785
<i>- If I get you propofol,
can you get Kapoor</i>

182
00:11:38,828 --> 00:11:40,110
<i>and the other patients
off the vents?</i>

183
00:11:40,134 --> 00:11:42,179
<i>- Yes, but...
- That is all I needed to hear.</i>

184
00:11:47,794 --> 00:11:49,012
<i>- Dr. Goodwin.</i>

185
00:11:49,056 --> 00:11:50,642
<i>- You guys always
walk together like that?</i>

186
00:11:50,666 --> 00:11:52,973
<i>- We have rehearsals at noon.
You're welcome to join.</i>

187
00:11:53,016 --> 00:11:54,167
<i>-
- Any update on the pilot?</i>

188
00:11:54,191 --> 00:11:55,410
<i>- Right, the pilot.
Sorry.</i>

189
00:11:55,453 --> 00:11:56,866
<i>- Some of the passengers
reported seeing him</i>

190
00:11:56,890 --> 00:11:58,935
<i>acting strangely
before the flight.</i>

191
00:11:58,979 --> 00:12:01,546
<i>If Captain Starks knew
he was impaired before duty,</i>

192
00:12:01,590 --> 00:12:02,910
<i>then this becomes
a criminal case.</i>

193
00:12:02,939 --> 00:12:04,114
<i>- Right, well, Captain Starks</i>

194
00:12:04,158 --> 00:12:05,309
<i>is currently with his physician,</i>

195
00:12:05,333 --> 00:12:06,614
<i>but once we're done,
I'll let you know.</i>

196
00:12:06,638 --> 00:12:08,312
<i>- We'd like to test
his blood alcohol level...</i>

197
00:12:08,336 --> 00:12:09,772
<i>- Unfortunately,
you can't interrupt</i>

198
00:12:09,816 --> 00:12:12,340
<i>a patient's evaluation...
- Evaluation?</i>

199
00:12:12,383 --> 00:12:14,124
<i>So then the pilot's
not actually injured?</i>

200
00:12:14,168 --> 00:12:15,822
<i>- Look, Agent...
- Investigator.</i>

201
00:12:15,865 --> 00:12:18,061
<i>- See, that makes sense because
it's your job to investigate,</i>

202
00:12:18,085 --> 00:12:20,783
<i>and it's our job to heal.</i>

203
00:12:20,827 --> 00:12:22,785
<i>So once we're done...
- Dr. Goodwin.</i>

204
00:12:22,829 --> 00:12:24,395
<i>To clarify,</i>

205
00:12:24,439 --> 00:12:27,877
<i>you're blocking access
to a key witness.</i>

206
00:12:27,921 --> 00:12:30,184
<i>- I'm helping a patient.</i>

207
00:12:48,071 --> 00:12:50,334
<i>You know, sometimes
when people are having</i>

208
00:12:50,378 --> 00:12:51,901
<i>a hard time talking,</i>

209
00:12:51,945 --> 00:12:54,208
<i>it's not because
they are scared.</i>

210
00:12:54,251 --> 00:12:56,036
<i>It's because they're distracted.</i>

211
00:12:56,079 --> 00:12:57,361
<i>You know, their brain
keeps wandering off</i>

212
00:12:57,385 --> 00:12:59,735
<i>into the most random
pockets of life.</i>

213
00:12:59,779 --> 00:13:02,825
<i>They try to focus,
but they can't.</i>

214
00:13:02,869 --> 00:13:05,088
<i>You ever feel like that?</i>

215
00:13:06,611 --> 00:13:08,831
<i>Yeah.
We all do.</i>

216
00:13:08,875 --> 00:13:10,485
<i>But that's...
That's only part of it.</i>

217
00:13:10,528 --> 00:13:13,227
<i>The other part is that</i>

218
00:13:13,270 --> 00:13:15,446
<i>right when your brain
gets into a groove...</i>

219
00:13:15,490 --> 00:13:16,621
<i>Bam!</i>

220
00:13:16,665 --> 00:13:18,058
<i>It... it's right back there.</i>

221
00:13:18,101 --> 00:13:19,973
<i>It's in Indiana.
It's in the crash.</i>

222
00:13:20,016 --> 00:13:21,713
<i>All over again.</i>

223
00:13:21,757 --> 00:13:23,150
<i>But then those
memories disappear.</i>

224
00:13:23,193 --> 00:13:25,979
<i>And you...
You try to go back to them,</i>

225
00:13:26,022 --> 00:13:27,545
<i>but your brain
wanders off again,</i>

226
00:13:27,589 --> 00:13:30,244
<i>and you can't focus,
and round and round you go.</i>

227
00:13:30,287 --> 00:13:33,247
<i>And you start to wonder
if this is what it's like</i>

228
00:13:33,290 --> 00:13:35,162
<i>to go insane.</i>

229
00:13:40,907 --> 00:13:42,865
<i>But it's not.</i>

230
00:13:42,909 --> 00:13:44,562
<i>It's trauma.</i>

231
00:13:44,606 --> 00:13:48,349
<i>And trauma is a beast.</i>

232
00:13:48,392 --> 00:13:49,741
<i>It's invisible.</i>

233
00:13:49,785 --> 00:13:52,483
<i>It's not gonna show up
on your CT, but it's real.</i>

234
00:13:52,527 --> 00:13:55,095
<i>It's as real as cancer.</i>

235
00:13:55,138 --> 00:13:57,619
<i>And just like cancer,
if it goes untreated,</i>

236
00:13:57,662 --> 00:13:59,926
<i>it'll get worse.</i>

237
00:13:59,969 --> 00:14:01,797
<i>That is a fact.</i>

238
00:14:04,147 --> 00:14:05,366
<i>But you know, Dane,</i>

239
00:14:05,409 --> 00:14:08,064
<i>all of these things
that you're feeling,</i>

240
00:14:08,108 --> 00:14:10,240
<i>I can help them go away,</i>

241
00:14:10,284 --> 00:14:13,548
<i>but you have to start
talking to me.</i>

242
00:14:13,591 --> 00:14:15,811
<i>That's where we start.</i>

243
00:14:22,862 --> 00:14:25,603
<i>- I don't...</i>

244
00:14:25,647 --> 00:14:27,214
<i>I don't remember any of it.</i>

245
00:14:27,257 --> 00:14:28,824
<i>- Yeah, okay.
Yeah.</i>

246
00:14:28,868 --> 00:14:30,347
<i>That's perfectly normal,
actually.</i>

247
00:14:30,391 --> 00:14:33,263
<i>- No, I was...</i>

248
00:14:33,307 --> 00:14:36,005
<i>I was having a manic episode.</i>

249
00:14:39,052 --> 00:14:41,097
<i>Nobody knows.</i>

250
00:14:43,708 --> 00:14:46,320
<i>I'm bipolar.</i>

251
00:14:53,893 --> 00:14:55,329
<i>-BP's down to 90 systolic.</i>

252
00:14:55,372 --> 00:14:56,784
<i>- We've got to get
this bleeding under control.</i>

253
00:14:56,808 --> 00:14:57,984
<i>Lap pad.</i>

254
00:14:58,027 --> 00:14:59,387
<i>- Push an amp
of calcium gluconate.</i>

255
00:15:01,030 --> 00:15:02,640
<i>Let me see.</i>

256
00:15:04,904 --> 00:15:07,210
<i>- Do you smell that?</i>

257
00:15:07,254 --> 00:15:10,431
<i>Is someone chewing gum?
Mints, candy, anything?</i>

258
00:15:10,474 --> 00:15:12,128
<i>- It's the copilot.</i>

259
00:15:12,172 --> 00:15:15,262
<i>It smells like ethylene glycol.
- Antifreeze.</i>

260
00:15:15,305 --> 00:15:17,351
<i>- When the plane crashed,
maybe a hose snapped.</i>

261
00:15:17,394 --> 00:15:19,222
<i>Her open abdominal wound...
- Absorbed it.</i>

262
00:15:19,266 --> 00:15:20,460
<i>Which is why we can't get
the blood...</i>

263
00:15:20,484 --> 00:15:21,884
<i>both: To clot.
- So push Fomepizole.</i>

264
00:15:21,921 --> 00:15:23,835
<i>It should act as an antidote.</i>

265
00:15:23,879 --> 00:15:27,143
<i>- HB level 8 pH 7.6.</i>

266
00:15:27,187 --> 00:15:29,624
<i>- It's clotting.
Good save.</i>

267
00:15:29,667 --> 00:15:31,147
<i>- Not so fast.
Emergent lab is back.</i>

268
00:15:31,191 --> 00:15:33,889
<i>- Liver enzymes are elevated.
- How high?</i>

269
00:15:33,933 --> 00:15:35,412
<i>- 3 1/2 times normal.</i>

270
00:15:35,456 --> 00:15:38,415
<i>- That's not the antifreeze.
- We're missing something.</i>

271
00:15:38,459 --> 00:15:40,026
<i>- Now what?</i>

272
00:15:40,069 --> 00:15:41,723
<i>- BP falling.
- Temp's dropping.</i>

273
00:15:41,766 --> 00:15:42,854
<i>- She's septic.</i>

274
00:15:42,898 --> 00:15:44,093
<i>Start her on amp,
gent, and Flagyl.</i>

275
00:15:44,117 --> 00:15:45,572
<i>Hang a bag of dopamine
at 2 mcg a minute.</i>

276
00:15:45,596 --> 00:15:47,903
<i>- Coding 15 mils.</i>

277
00:15:50,775 --> 00:15:51,863
<i>- Brad Winton.</i>

278
00:15:51,907 --> 00:15:53,648
<i>- Sent up to neuro
for observation.</i>

279
00:15:53,691 --> 00:15:55,128
<i>- Because we couldn't
do that here?</i>

280
00:15:55,171 --> 00:15:56,738
<i>Brenda Nelson.</i>

281
00:15:56,781 --> 00:15:58,087
<i>- Admitted to OB for spotting.</i>

282
00:15:58,131 --> 00:16:00,481
<i>- And?
- OB took over.</i>

283
00:16:02,091 --> 00:16:04,050
<i>- Eva Schafer.
- Copilot's in surgery.</i>

284
00:16:04,093 --> 00:16:05,616
<i>- Prognosis.</i>

285
00:16:05,660 --> 00:16:08,228
<i>- Cassian doesn't exactly
give updates.</i>

286
00:16:08,271 --> 00:16:10,012
<i>- Yeah, well then,
go force one out of him.</i>

287
00:16:10,056 --> 00:16:11,405
<i>You know what?</i>

288
00:16:11,448 --> 00:16:13,581
<i>How does no one know
what happened to our patients?</i>

289
00:16:13,624 --> 00:16:16,038
<i>- 'Cause once we pass them on,
they're no longer our patients.</i>

290
00:16:16,062 --> 00:16:17,541
<i>- Wrong.</i>

291
00:16:17,585 --> 00:16:20,588
<i>This is an emergency room,
not a waiting room.</i>

292
00:16:20,631 --> 00:16:22,372
<i>You know what?
I want a full report</i>

293
00:16:22,416 --> 00:16:26,463
<i>by end of shift of everyone
who came through here today.</i>

294
00:16:26,507 --> 00:16:29,118
<i>Go.</i>

295
00:16:29,553 --> 00:16:31,294
<i>Go.</i>

296
00:16:32,948 --> 00:16:34,341
<i>What?</i>

297
00:16:34,384 --> 00:16:35,951
<i>It's a perfectly
reasonable request.</i>

298
00:16:37,300 --> 00:16:39,694
<i>- We've got a problem
with Shenaz.</i>

299
00:16:41,478 --> 00:16:43,263
<i>- Dissecting aortic aneurysm.</i>

300
00:16:43,306 --> 00:16:45,023
<i>Couldn't see it
till I drained out the fluid.</i>

301
00:16:45,047 --> 00:16:46,222
<i>- Yeah, but look.
See here?</i>

302
00:16:46,266 --> 00:16:47,666
<i>The tear's causing
the blood to pool</i>

303
00:16:47,702 --> 00:16:49,486
<i>in between the layers
of the arterial wall.</i>

304
00:16:49,530 --> 00:16:50,966
<i>And what does that mean,
Dr. Walsh?</i>

305
00:16:51,010 --> 00:16:52,054
<i>- The aorta could rupture.</i>

306
00:16:52,098 --> 00:16:54,100
<i>- Page cardio.</i>

307
00:16:59,235 --> 00:17:00,541
<i>- What are you doing?</i>

308
00:17:00,584 --> 00:17:01,977
<i>- We're not sending
another patient</i>

309
00:17:02,021 --> 00:17:03,239
<i>off into the great unknown</i>

310
00:17:03,283 --> 00:17:04,912
<i>when I can help them
right here, right now.</i>

311
00:17:04,936 --> 00:17:06,155
<i>- We just paged cardio.</i>

312
00:17:06,199 --> 00:17:07,263
<i>She's not your patient anymore.</i>

313
00:17:07,287 --> 00:17:08,810
<i>- They're all my patients.</i>

314
00:17:08,853 --> 00:17:11,465
<i>Iodine.</i>

315
00:17:11,508 --> 00:17:14,120
<i>- Bill, Max Goodwin here.
How's everything at University?</i>

316
00:17:14,163 --> 00:17:16,252
<i>- Well, we're losing over
$40 million a month,</i>

317
00:17:16,296 --> 00:17:17,688
<i>and I'm laying off my janitors</i>

318
00:17:17,732 --> 00:17:19,473
<i>just so I can find
enough cash to pay</i>

319
00:17:19,516 --> 00:17:22,084
<i>for the staff and supplies to
restart the elective procedures</i>

320
00:17:22,128 --> 00:17:23,781
<i>that will allow us
to generate enough cash</i>

321
00:17:23,825 --> 00:17:25,131
<i>to hire back those janitors.</i>

322
00:17:25,174 --> 00:17:26,523
<i>What do you want?
- Propofol.</i>

323
00:17:26,567 --> 00:17:28,240
<i>- Are you serious?
- Do I sound like I'm kidding?</i>

324
00:17:28,264 --> 00:17:29,831
<i>We're completely out,
and we need it.</i>

325
00:17:29,874 --> 00:17:31,026
<i>- Everyone's out and needs it.</i>

326
00:17:31,050 --> 00:17:32,225
<i>So even if we did have it,</i>

327
00:17:32,268 --> 00:17:33,332
<i>there's no way
I'd give any of it to you.</i>

328
00:17:33,356 --> 00:17:34,749
<i>- But you'd be helping patients.</i>

329
00:17:34,792 --> 00:17:36,794
<i>- Ugh, it wouldn't be helping
my patients.</i>

330
00:17:36,838 --> 00:17:37,969
<i>Look, we're in the middle</i>

331
00:17:38,013 --> 00:17:39,121
<i>of a massive drug shortage
of our own.</i>

332
00:17:39,145 --> 00:17:41,060
<i>Metronidazole,
Avonex, Revlimid...</i>

333
00:17:41,103 --> 00:17:43,366
<i>My 15-year-old son has more
access to drugs than I do.</i>

334
00:17:43,410 --> 00:17:46,065
<i>Welcome to the new normal.</i>

335
00:17:46,108 --> 00:17:47,631
<i>- I don't know
what authority you have.</i>

336
00:17:47,675 --> 00:17:50,547
<i>I am not telling you where
any of our patients are.</i>

337
00:17:50,591 --> 00:17:53,333
<i>- Ma'am, we are authorized
to speak to any individual</i>

338
00:17:53,376 --> 00:17:54,595
<i>who may have information.</i>

339
00:17:54,638 --> 00:17:56,249
<i>- Hey... whoa.
Whoa, whoa, whoa, enough.</i>

340
00:17:56,292 --> 00:17:58,140
<i>You don't have the right
to come into this hospital</i>

341
00:17:58,164 --> 00:18:00,166
<i>and rip a patient away
from their doctor,</i>

342
00:18:00,209 --> 00:18:01,558
<i>violating HIPAA rules and...</i>

343
00:18:01,602 --> 00:18:04,039
<i>- As a matter of fact, we do.</i>

344
00:18:06,563 --> 00:18:08,261
<i>- What is this?
- A federal order.</i>

345
00:18:08,304 --> 00:18:10,524
<i>Issued by the United States
Department of Justice,</i>

346
00:18:10,567 --> 00:18:13,918
<i>which supersedes HIPAA
by 120 years.</i>

347
00:18:13,962 --> 00:18:16,617
<i>So I'll ask one more time.</i>

348
00:18:16,660 --> 00:18:18,140
<i>Where's the pilot?</i>

349
00:18:23,493 --> 00:18:25,408
<i>- So it's my understanding that</i>

350
00:18:25,452 --> 00:18:26,888
<i>pilots with bipolar
can still fly</i>

351
00:18:26,931 --> 00:18:28,300
<i>as long as they're
on the proper medication.</i>

352
00:18:28,324 --> 00:18:29,847
<i>- They can.</i>

353
00:18:29,891 --> 00:18:32,111
<i>They can also end up with
nothing but 3:00 a.m. flights,</i>

354
00:18:32,154 --> 00:18:34,765
<i>no raises,
and a nudge out the door.</i>

355
00:18:34,809 --> 00:18:37,899
<i>- Regulations exist to protect
you against retaliation.</i>

356
00:18:37,942 --> 00:18:40,119
<i>- You have kids?</i>

357
00:18:40,162 --> 00:18:41,772
<i>- Um...</i>

358
00:18:41,816 --> 00:18:43,122
<i>Do I have kids?</i>

359
00:18:43,165 --> 00:18:44,558
<i>Yeah.
I do.</i>

360
00:18:44,601 --> 00:18:46,212
<i>Like, a lot.</i>

361
00:18:46,255 --> 00:18:47,474
<i>- All right, so your oldest</i>

362
00:18:47,517 --> 00:18:49,084
<i>is taking her first solo flight.</i>

363
00:18:49,128 --> 00:18:50,477
<i>You find out
the pilot is bipolar.</i>

364
00:18:50,520 --> 00:18:52,305
<i>How good are you feeling?</i>

365
00:18:52,348 --> 00:18:54,350
<i>- I'd feel great about it.
- Excuse me?</i>

366
00:18:54,394 --> 00:18:56,439
<i>- Well, you asked me
how I'd feel if I found out</i>

367
00:18:56,483 --> 00:18:58,200
<i>the pilot on my kid's
first flight was bipolar.</i>

368
00:18:58,224 --> 00:18:59,486
<i>I'd feel great about it.</i>

369
00:18:59,529 --> 00:19:00,811
<i>Because I know that
you're no more likely</i>

370
00:19:00,835 --> 00:19:02,880
<i>to have an episode
than the next pilot is</i>

371
00:19:02,924 --> 00:19:04,360
<i>to have a heart attack.</i>

372
00:19:04,404 --> 00:19:07,711
<i>So I'd feel great about it.</i>

373
00:19:07,755 --> 00:19:10,323
<i>What's your current
treatment plan?</i>

374
00:19:10,366 --> 00:19:12,194
<i>- I see someone once a month.</i>

375
00:19:12,238 --> 00:19:16,067
<i>I take lithium.
300 milligrams daily.</i>

376
00:19:16,111 --> 00:19:17,504
<i>25 milligrams of antidepressant</i>

377
00:19:17,547 --> 00:19:19,332
<i>antipsychotic every other day.</i>

378
00:19:19,375 --> 00:19:20,439
<i>- What about your flight record?</i>

379
00:19:20,463 --> 00:19:21,725
<i>Any safety incidents?
- No.</i>

380
00:19:21,769 --> 00:19:24,293
<i>- Okay, so I'm gonna
mirror that back for you.</i>

381
00:19:24,337 --> 00:19:27,296
<i>Um, you're in treatment.
It's working.</i>

382
00:19:27,340 --> 00:19:28,950
<i>You know your dosage
to the milligram</i>

383
00:19:28,993 --> 00:19:30,014
<i>which indicates that you are</i>

384
00:19:30,038 --> 00:19:31,474
<i>a highly responsible individual.</i>

385
00:19:31,518 --> 00:19:32,910
<i>And I don't know about you,</i>

386
00:19:32,954 --> 00:19:36,566
<i>but that is something
I tend to like in my pilot.</i>

387
00:19:36,610 --> 00:19:39,134
<i>What about this morning?
Did you take your medication?</i>

388
00:19:39,178 --> 00:19:41,310
<i>- Yeah.</i>

389
00:19:41,354 --> 00:19:44,487
<i>- All right,
so what are we talking about?</i>

390
00:19:46,359 --> 00:19:49,840
<i>- Four years ago,
this cop buddy of mine...</i>

391
00:19:49,884 --> 00:19:52,408
<i>We were having a beer
down at the airfield.</i>

392
00:19:52,452 --> 00:19:55,019
<i>Talking shop, laughing.</i>

393
00:19:55,063 --> 00:19:57,196
<i>I...</i>

394
00:19:57,239 --> 00:19:58,632
<i>I realized that</i>

395
00:19:58,675 --> 00:20:02,070
<i>I was controlling the planes
with my mind.</i>

396
00:20:03,941 --> 00:20:06,683
<i>Landings.
Takeoffs.</i>

397
00:20:06,727 --> 00:20:08,903
<i>And in fact,</i>

398
00:20:08,946 --> 00:20:12,123
<i>I was controlling
the whole world with my mind.</i>

399
00:20:12,167 --> 00:20:15,039
<i>He took me to the hospital,
and that's how I was diagnosed.</i>

400
00:20:15,083 --> 00:20:16,519
<i>- Right.</i>

401
00:20:16,563 --> 00:20:19,305
<i>Well, I'm sorry.
That sounds awful.</i>

402
00:20:19,348 --> 00:20:22,133
<i>- No, but that's not the point.</i>

403
00:20:24,135 --> 00:20:25,789
<i>He didn't take me
to the hospital</i>

404
00:20:25,833 --> 00:20:28,052
<i>because I was having a delusion.</i>

405
00:20:28,096 --> 00:20:30,881
<i>It was because my response
to the delusion</i>

406
00:20:30,925 --> 00:20:33,319
<i>was to grab his gun.</i>

407
00:20:33,362 --> 00:20:36,365
<i>And to point it at my head.</i>

408
00:20:36,409 --> 00:20:38,672
<i>What if...</i>

409
00:20:38,715 --> 00:20:42,415
<i>What if that's what
I was doing again?</i>

410
00:20:44,939 --> 00:20:47,811
<i>Today?</i>

411
00:20:47,855 --> 00:20:50,553
<i>- You think
that this plane crash</i>

412
00:20:50,597 --> 00:20:52,773
<i>was you trying to kill yourself?</i>

413
00:21:01,521 --> 00:21:03,566
<i>- Be right back.
- Hey.</i>

414
00:21:03,610 --> 00:21:05,394
<i>- Hi, I need to...
I need some more time.</i>

415
00:21:05,438 --> 00:21:06,656
<i>- Uh, I need you to listen.</i>

416
00:21:06,700 --> 00:21:08,092
<i>- It never fails to amaze me</i>

417
00:21:08,136 --> 00:21:09,809
<i>how stigmatized mental health
is in this country.</i>

418
00:21:09,833 --> 00:21:11,289
<i>- Yeah, couldn't agree more...
- It's unbelievable.</i>

419
00:21:11,313 --> 00:21:13,160
<i>You know, at New Amsterdam,
we have dozens of doctors</i>

420
00:21:13,184 --> 00:21:15,448
<i>with a variety
of mental health care issues.</i>

421
00:21:15,491 --> 00:21:17,319
<i>And because
this hospital's policy</i>

422
00:21:17,363 --> 00:21:18,427
<i>is one of understanding
and respect,</i>

423
00:21:18,451 --> 00:21:19,626
<i>they manage their condition</i>

424
00:21:19,669 --> 00:21:20,951
<i>without it
ever affecting their work.</i>

425
00:21:20,975 --> 00:21:22,605
<i>- Which is exactly why...
- Right? Seems simple.</i>

426
00:21:22,629 --> 00:21:24,346
<i>But no, everywhere else
in the world, it's some flaw.</i>

427
00:21:24,370 --> 00:21:25,327
<i>It's some deficiency.
It's a detriment.</i>

428
00:21:25,371 --> 00:21:26,937
<i>It's their fault somehow.</i>

429
00:21:26,981 --> 00:21:28,437
<i>No wonder these people are
hiding it from their employers.</i>

430
00:21:28,461 --> 00:21:30,332
<i>You know...
Which compounds their shame,</i>

431
00:21:30,376 --> 00:21:31,812
<i>increases the public's mistrust,</i>

432
00:21:31,855 --> 00:21:34,075
<i>and contributes to inadequate
medical intervention.</i>

433
00:21:34,118 --> 00:21:36,773
<i>It's so simple.
I'm tired of it, Max.</i>

434
00:21:36,817 --> 00:21:39,472
<i>I want to bring mental health
care out into the open.</i>

435
00:21:39,515 --> 00:21:42,083
<i>No more shame.
No hiding.</i>

436
00:21:43,563 --> 00:21:45,304
<i>I'm sorry.
What do you need?</i>

437
00:21:45,347 --> 00:21:47,828
<i>- We need to hide your patient.</i>

438
00:21:49,351 --> 00:21:51,286
<i>- Enzymes are six times normal.</i>

439
00:21:51,310 --> 00:21:52,635
<i>Liver's not gonna last
much longer.</i>

440
00:21:52,659 --> 00:21:54,059
<i>- I need to expose
the entire organ.</i>

441
00:21:54,095 --> 00:21:55,638
<i>- You'd need to extend
the surgical field</i>

442
00:21:55,662 --> 00:21:57,794
<i>across the whole abdomen.</i>

443
00:21:57,838 --> 00:21:59,143
<i>- Scalpel.</i>

444
00:21:59,187 --> 00:22:00,449
<i>- Do you wanna call in Gastro?</i>

445
00:22:00,493 --> 00:22:01,581
<i>- No, there's no time.</i>

446
00:22:01,624 --> 00:22:03,104
<i>You mind getting
your hands dirty?</i>

447
00:22:03,147 --> 00:22:04,453
<i>- Of course not.
- Great.</i>

448
00:22:04,497 --> 00:22:06,368
<i>- But it's been a few years.</i>

449
00:22:06,412 --> 00:22:07,519
<i>- You have a steady hand?
- Well, yes.</i>

450
00:22:07,543 --> 00:22:09,415
<i>- Clear field of vision?
- Yes.</i>

451
00:22:09,458 --> 00:22:11,895
<i>- Still like that
Thai food place on 17th?</i>

452
00:22:11,939 --> 00:22:13,244
<i>- Yes.</i>

453
00:22:13,288 --> 00:22:15,334
<i>- Then what are you waiting for?</i>

454
00:22:21,514 --> 00:22:24,168
<i>- Endo linear stapler coming in.</i>

455
00:22:24,212 --> 00:22:26,823
<i>- One centimeter to the left.</i>

456
00:22:26,867 --> 00:22:28,434
<i>- BP's dropping.</i>

457
00:22:38,922 --> 00:22:40,141
<i>- Retractors.</i>

458
00:22:45,276 --> 00:22:47,409
<i>- Assessing surgical margins.</i>

459
00:22:47,453 --> 00:22:49,977
<i>- There.
Bile duct is scarred shut.</i>

460
00:22:50,020 --> 00:22:52,414
<i>- The antifreeze must have
caused a chemical burn.</i>

461
00:22:52,458 --> 00:22:54,024
<i>- Now bile's backing up
into the liver</i>

462
00:22:54,068 --> 00:22:56,113
<i>causing it to shut down.</i>

463
00:22:56,157 --> 00:22:57,898
<i>Okay.
Listen up.</i>

464
00:22:57,941 --> 00:22:59,821
<i>We're gonna resect
a large portion of this liver</i>

465
00:22:59,856 --> 00:23:01,075
<i>and reconstruct the bile duct.</i>

466
00:23:01,118 --> 00:23:02,400
<i>Otherwise, we're gonna lose
Ms. Schafer.</i>

467
00:23:02,424 --> 00:23:03,730
<i>I need a hemostat and lap pads.</i>

468
00:23:03,773 --> 00:23:05,209
<i>Will you stick around?</i>

469
00:23:05,253 --> 00:23:07,081
<i>- Yeah.
I'll stick around.</i>

470
00:23:10,650 --> 00:23:12,434
<i>- Advancing catheter.</i>

471
00:23:12,478 --> 00:23:14,218
<i>Okay.
I'm at the aorta.</i>

472
00:23:14,262 --> 00:23:15,611
<i>And...</i>

473
00:23:18,222 --> 00:23:20,268
<i>- BP's dropping.</i>

474
00:23:20,311 --> 00:23:21,791
<i>Dissection's extending.</i>

475
00:23:21,835 --> 00:23:23,402
<i>- Drainage greater than 200.</i>

476
00:23:23,445 --> 00:23:24,707
<i>- What the hell were you doing?</i>

477
00:23:24,751 --> 00:23:26,535
<i>- I was trying to stop
the dissection.</i>

478
00:23:26,579 --> 00:23:27,817
<i>- Well, you didn't.
You made it worse.</i>

479
00:23:27,841 --> 00:23:29,495
<i>- I'm trying to fix it.
- Not fast enough.</i>

480
00:23:29,538 --> 00:23:30,713
<i>Thanks to you going rogue,</i>

481
00:23:30,757 --> 00:23:31,951
<i>I've gotta crack her chest here.</i>

482
00:23:31,975 --> 00:23:33,150
<i>- Going rogue?</i>

483
00:23:33,194 --> 00:23:34,214
<i>In case you haven't noticed,</i>

484
00:23:34,238 --> 00:23:35,457
<i>I'm also wearing a white coat.</i>

485
00:23:35,501 --> 00:23:37,241
<i>- Your job is
to stabilize patients</i>

486
00:23:37,285 --> 00:23:38,939
<i>and then get out of the way.</i>

487
00:23:38,982 --> 00:23:40,636
<i>Out.</i>

488
00:23:41,855 --> 00:23:43,639
<i>- Thoracotomy kit coming in.</i>

489
00:23:43,683 --> 00:23:45,554
<i>- When we were knee deep
in the pandemic,</i>

490
00:23:45,598 --> 00:23:47,469
<i>you were thanking me
for taking your patients.</i>

491
00:23:47,513 --> 00:23:48,620
<i>Well, thank God
we're not there anymore.</i>

492
00:23:48,644 --> 00:23:49,906
<i>I need a rib spreader,</i>

493
00:23:49,950 --> 00:23:51,473
<i>Richardson retractor,
and some gauze.</i>

494
00:23:51,517 --> 00:23:54,041
<i>- On it.</i>

495
00:23:54,084 --> 00:23:56,260
<i>- Bloom, out.</i>

496
00:23:56,304 --> 00:23:59,263
<i>Get me some O-negative blood
on a rapid infuser!</i>

497
00:23:59,307 --> 00:24:01,483
<i>- Abduct and extend arms.</i>

498
00:24:09,535 --> 00:24:11,798
<i>- Hey.
Sorry about the new digs.</i>

499
00:24:11,841 --> 00:24:13,732
<i>I just thought maybe
a change of scenery would...</i>

500
00:24:13,756 --> 00:24:15,584
<i>- NTSB is looking for me,
aren't they?</i>

501
00:24:15,628 --> 00:24:18,413
<i>- Um, yeah.
They are.</i>

502
00:24:18,457 --> 00:24:19,521
<i>- Yeah... okay, look.</i>

503
00:24:19,545 --> 00:24:20,459
<i>So you should just hand me over.</i>

504
00:24:20,502 --> 00:24:22,765
<i>I mean, I put hundreds,</i>

505
00:24:22,809 --> 00:24:26,073
<i>I mean, if not
thousands of people at risk.</i>

506
00:24:26,116 --> 00:24:27,790
<i>And I don't deserve
special treatment or...</i>

507
00:24:27,814 --> 00:24:29,119
<i>- No, no, Dane.
Whoa, whoa, whoa.</i>

508
00:24:29,163 --> 00:24:30,425
<i>Slow down, Dane.</i>

509
00:24:30,469 --> 00:24:32,185
<i>I just... I need you
to help me with something.</i>

510
00:24:32,209 --> 00:24:35,169
<i>Why do jets dump fuel?</i>

511
00:24:35,212 --> 00:24:36,736
<i>- What?</i>

512
00:24:36,779 --> 00:24:39,608
<i>- Well, the ED just admitted
about a dozen or so patients</i>

513
00:24:39,652 --> 00:24:41,523
<i>that were all doused
in jet fuel.</i>

514
00:24:42,611 --> 00:24:45,745
<i>So more people hurt?</i>

515
00:24:45,788 --> 00:24:48,487
<i>- Dane.
Stay with me.</i>

516
00:24:48,530 --> 00:24:51,359
<i>Why... why do planes dump fuel?</i>

517
00:24:53,013 --> 00:24:56,451
<i>It... it's how you achieve
ideal landing weight.</i>

518
00:24:56,495 --> 00:24:58,061
<i>You can't land
if you're too heavy.</i>

519
00:24:58,105 --> 00:25:00,170
<i>- Okay... okay, so if you were
gonna land early... let's say...</i>

520
00:25:00,194 --> 00:25:03,197
<i>Or unexpectedly,
you would dump the fuel?</i>

521
00:25:03,240 --> 00:25:05,547
<i>You would, am I right?
- Yeah, yeah.</i>

522
00:25:05,591 --> 00:25:07,244
<i>- So why would you
dump that fuel</i>

523
00:25:07,288 --> 00:25:10,073
<i>if you weren't trying
to save the plane?</i>

524
00:25:10,117 --> 00:25:11,553
<i>Not crash it.</i>

525
00:25:11,597 --> 00:25:13,009
<i>You weren't trying
to crash the plane.</i>

526
00:25:13,033 --> 00:25:14,991
<i>You were trying
to save the plane.</i>

527
00:25:15,035 --> 00:25:17,080
<i>- Or I was just out of my mind</i>

528
00:25:17,124 --> 00:25:19,126
<i>and hitting random buttons
like a lunatic.</i>

529
00:25:19,169 --> 00:25:21,171
<i>I mean, I... look,
it doesn't mean anything!</i>

530
00:25:21,215 --> 00:25:24,218
<i>All we know is that
my plane crashed!</i>

531
00:25:34,271 --> 00:25:35,795
<i>- No.</i>

532
00:25:35,838 --> 00:25:37,797
<i>No.
That's not true actually.</i>

533
00:25:37,840 --> 00:25:41,061
<i>We know one other thing, Dane.</i>

534
00:25:41,104 --> 00:25:44,586
<i>We know where you crashed.
Right?</i>

535
00:25:44,630 --> 00:25:46,632
<i>I bet that river
looks pretty striking</i>

536
00:25:46,675 --> 00:25:48,024
<i>when you're flying
over Manhattan.</i>

537
00:25:48,068 --> 00:25:50,287
<i>That little streak of blue
right down the middle.</i>

538
00:25:51,593 --> 00:25:53,334
<i>- Yeah.
Sure.</i>

539
00:25:53,377 --> 00:25:54,553
<i>- Right?</i>

540
00:25:54,596 --> 00:25:57,077
<i>Kinda like
a landing strip maybe?</i>

541
00:25:59,079 --> 00:26:02,386
<i>Dane, you didn't...
You didn't hit a building.</i>

542
00:26:02,430 --> 00:26:03,910
<i>You didn't hit a street.</i>

543
00:26:03,953 --> 00:26:06,260
<i>You went right into the middle
of the river,</i>

544
00:26:06,303 --> 00:26:07,740
<i>the one place, by the way,</i>

545
00:26:07,783 --> 00:26:11,221
<i>with the lowest risk of injury
for civilians for miles.</i>

546
00:26:11,265 --> 00:26:12,832
<i>Miles.</i>

547
00:26:12,875 --> 00:26:15,574
<i>And you're gonna tell me that
that's an accident?</i>

548
00:26:26,236 --> 00:26:28,891
<i>-Leland, it is so nice
to hear a friendly voice.</i>

549
00:26:28,935 --> 00:26:30,806
<i>And yeah... I need a favor.</i>

550
00:26:30,850 --> 00:26:32,895
<i>- Yep, sounds like
you reached out to Bill first.</i>

551
00:26:32,939 --> 00:26:35,115
<i>- Yeah, well,
VJ is still on a vent</i>

552
00:26:35,158 --> 00:26:36,440
<i>along with
a dozen other patients,</i>

553
00:26:36,464 --> 00:26:38,684
<i>and they are in desperate need
of propofol.</i>

554
00:26:38,727 --> 00:26:39,902
<i>- I'm sorry, Max.</i>

555
00:26:39,946 --> 00:26:41,600
<i>We ran out of propofol
over a month ago.</i>

556
00:26:41,643 --> 00:26:43,079
<i>Wish we had some to share.</i>

557
00:26:43,123 --> 00:26:45,125
<i>- People thought toilet paper
was hard to find.</i>

558
00:26:45,168 --> 00:26:46,885
<i>- Don't get me started
on my theory about that.</i>

559
00:26:46,909 --> 00:26:48,408
<i>- Not sure I wanna know
your theory about that.</i>

560
00:26:48,432 --> 00:26:50,434
<i>- Is there a chance you guys
need Acyclovir?</i>

561
00:26:50,478 --> 00:26:52,741
<i>That's one of the few things
we're good on, thanks.</i>

562
00:26:52,785 --> 00:26:53,936
<i>- Well, let me know
when you're not</i>

563
00:26:53,960 --> 00:26:55,657
<i>because we have a crap-ton.</i>

564
00:26:55,701 --> 00:26:58,965
<i>I understand why HCC sends us
all the same resources,</i>

565
00:26:59,008 --> 00:27:02,185
<i>but we serve a predominately
geriatric population.</i>

566
00:27:02,229 --> 00:27:03,249
<i>What the hell
are we supposed to do</i>

567
00:27:03,273 --> 00:27:04,666
<i>with this much
herpes medication?</i>

568
00:27:04,710 --> 00:27:06,712
<i>- Welcome to the new normal,
my friend.</i>

569
00:27:06,755 --> 00:27:08,757
<i>- Dr. Goodwin.</i>

570
00:27:08,801 --> 00:27:10,890
<i>- Uh, so sorry, Leland.
Gotta call you back.</i>

571
00:27:10,933 --> 00:27:12,041
<i>Think I'm about to be arrested.</i>

572
00:27:12,065 --> 00:27:13,327
<i>- Arrested?
- Hi.</i>

573
00:27:13,370 --> 00:27:15,329
<i>Before we do the cuffs thing,
can I just say...</i>

574
00:27:15,372 --> 00:27:17,723
<i>- We're not arresting you.
- Okay.</i>

575
00:27:17,766 --> 00:27:19,420
<i>- We think you'll hand over
Captain Starks</i>

576
00:27:19,463 --> 00:27:20,856
<i>willingly and without incident.</i>

577
00:27:20,900 --> 00:27:22,075
<i>- Why would I do that?</i>

578
00:27:22,118 --> 00:27:24,643
<i>- We've recovered the black box.</i>

579
00:27:29,778 --> 00:27:31,911
<i>- Miriam,
thanks for taking the call.</i>

580
00:27:31,954 --> 00:27:33,279
<i>I know how crazy things are
at Baptist,</i>

581
00:27:33,303 --> 00:27:34,629
<i>and I know that the answer
is probably no.</i>

582
00:27:34,653 --> 00:27:36,437
<i>But is there any chance
that your hospital</i>

583
00:27:36,480 --> 00:27:38,569
<i>has a surplus of propofol?</i>

584
00:27:38,613 --> 00:27:40,180
<i>- Of course.
How much do you need?</i>

585
00:27:40,223 --> 00:27:42,922
<i>- That's amazing.
Thank you.</i>

586
00:27:42,965 --> 00:27:45,838
<i>The only thing that is gonna
help my friend is propofol.</i>

587
00:27:45,881 --> 00:27:46,969
<i>You know Dr. Kapoor...</i>

588
00:27:47,013 --> 00:27:48,362
<i>- Oh.
Max, I'm so sorry.</i>

589
00:27:48,405 --> 00:27:49,711
<i>I thought you said prostodin.</i>

590
00:27:49,755 --> 00:27:51,452
<i>We haven't had propofol
for months.</i>

591
00:27:51,495 --> 00:27:53,454
<i>I'd be surprised
if anybody in the city has.</i>

592
00:27:53,497 --> 00:27:55,499
<i>Uh, while I have you,</i>

593
00:27:55,543 --> 00:27:57,806
<i>is there any chance you have
any extra ventilator tubing?</i>

594
00:27:57,850 --> 00:27:59,939
<i>We've been buying ours
from Home Depot,</i>

595
00:27:59,982 --> 00:28:01,636
<i>and they just ran out.</i>

596
00:28:01,680 --> 00:28:04,117
<i>- We've been buying ours
from Home Depot too.</i>

597
00:28:07,163 --> 00:28:08,425
<i>How are we gonna fix this?</i>

598
00:28:08,469 --> 00:28:11,211
<i>- I don't know.</i>

599
00:28:11,254 --> 00:28:13,561
<i>- Hey.
I gotta call you back.</i>

600
00:28:13,604 --> 00:28:16,346
<i>Ready?
- Yeah, I guess.</i>

601
00:28:16,390 --> 00:28:18,784
<i>No. Is it bad?
- I don't know.</i>

602
00:28:18,827 --> 00:28:20,022
<i>I don't think they'd
be playing it for us</i>

603
00:28:20,046 --> 00:28:21,656
<i>if it was good.</i>

604
00:28:24,398 --> 00:28:26,835
<i>- How is she?</i>

605
00:28:26,879 --> 00:28:28,881
<i>- She's stable.</i>

606
00:28:33,450 --> 00:28:36,540
<i>What's going on with you today?</i>

607
00:28:38,673 --> 00:28:40,196
<i>- I miss it.</i>

608
00:28:40,240 --> 00:28:42,329
<i>- Miss what?</i>

609
00:28:44,853 --> 00:28:47,508
<i>- I miss the pandemic.</i>

610
00:28:47,551 --> 00:28:51,207
<i>I mean, the worst of it.</i>

611
00:28:51,251 --> 00:28:53,166
<i>You know,
I feel like a sociopath</i>

612
00:28:53,209 --> 00:28:55,472
<i>even saying this.</i>

613
00:28:55,516 --> 00:28:57,997
<i>But when we were hit
the hardest?</i>

614
00:28:58,040 --> 00:29:01,217
<i>When the ED was above capacity?</i>

615
00:29:02,828 --> 00:29:06,701
<i>I felt like
I'd spent my whole life</i>

616
00:29:06,745 --> 00:29:09,704
<i>training for a moment
that finally came.</i>

617
00:29:11,271 --> 00:29:14,187
<i>I helped people.</i>

618
00:29:14,230 --> 00:29:17,407
<i>I saved them.</i>

619
00:29:17,451 --> 00:29:20,541
<i>And even when
I couldn't save them,</i>

620
00:29:20,584 --> 00:29:23,936
<i>I was doing exactly
what I was meant to do.</i>

621
00:29:28,418 --> 00:29:32,074
<i>I held patients hands
as they died.</i>

622
00:29:32,118 --> 00:29:34,424
<i>I sang songs to them.</i>

623
00:29:34,468 --> 00:29:35,512
<i>And now what?</i>

624
00:29:35,556 --> 00:29:37,558
<i>I'm just supposed
to pass them off</i>

625
00:29:37,601 --> 00:29:40,082
<i>as if they don't matter to me?</i>

626
00:29:41,910 --> 00:29:44,783
<i>They matter.</i>

627
00:29:44,826 --> 00:29:46,523
<i>- Um...</i>

628
00:29:49,135 --> 00:29:51,964
<i>I never told anyone this,</i>

629
00:29:52,007 --> 00:29:55,402
<i>but when my deployment ended,</i>

630
00:29:55,445 --> 00:29:58,840
<i>I missed it, you know?</i>

631
00:29:58,884 --> 00:30:02,539
<i>I missed knowing what I had
to do and doing it.</i>

632
00:30:02,583 --> 00:30:04,628
<i>I missed the fight.</i>

633
00:30:07,066 --> 00:30:09,503
<i>We were at war, Lauren.</i>

634
00:30:13,986 --> 00:30:16,989
<i>It's okay to miss the fight.</i>

635
00:30:22,429 --> 00:30:24,823
<i>Oh, and by the way,</i>

636
00:30:24,866 --> 00:30:27,608
<i>you haven't stopped
saving people.</i>

637
00:30:27,651 --> 00:30:30,611
<i>The doctors, nurses...</i>

638
00:30:33,266 --> 00:30:36,095
<i>Me.</i>

639
00:30:36,138 --> 00:30:39,098
<i>You saved us too.</i>

640
00:30:39,141 --> 00:30:42,101
<i>You're still saving us.</i>

641
00:30:55,636 --> 00:30:57,048
<i>- The way you sliced
through that abdomen,</i>

642
00:30:57,072 --> 00:30:58,987
<i>I'm gonna start calling you
Zorro from now on.</i>

643
00:31:00,684 --> 00:31:02,837
<i>Well, you're the one who made
the call about the bile duct.</i>

644
00:31:02,861 --> 00:31:05,951
<i>That pilot is in recovery
because of you.</i>

645
00:31:05,994 --> 00:31:08,214
<i>Very clutch.</i>

646
00:31:19,268 --> 00:31:22,750
<i>- Helen, I think they're clean.</i>

647
00:31:25,144 --> 00:31:26,667
<i>- Sorry.</i>

648
00:31:26,710 --> 00:31:28,887
<i>Sorry, I just, um...</i>

649
00:31:31,280 --> 00:31:33,761
<i>Sorry.
I can't do this.</i>

650
00:31:38,244 --> 00:31:41,943
<i>- Dane, what the hell
are you doing?</i>

651
00:31:41,987 --> 00:31:43,423
<i>- 660.</i>

652
00:31:43,466 --> 00:31:44,859
<i>- You're gonna kill us all!
Let go!</i>

653
00:31:44,903 --> 00:31:46,252
<i>- 660.</i>

654
00:31:46,295 --> 00:31:47,383
<i>- What is that?
660?</i>

655
00:31:47,427 --> 00:31:49,646
<i>- Starks is incoherent.</i>

656
00:31:49,690 --> 00:31:51,083
<i>- 660!
Air speed!</i>

657
00:31:51,126 --> 00:31:52,780
<i>- There's nothing wrong with...
It's...</i>

658
00:31:52,823 --> 00:31:54,869
<i>- The copilot is struggling
with Captain Starks</i>

659
00:31:54,913 --> 00:31:56,871
<i>for the throttle,
but it's too late.</i>

660
00:31:56,915 --> 00:31:58,960
<i>Starks has them in a nosedive.</i>

661
00:32:00,527 --> 00:32:02,224
<i>- 660!
- Stop! Let go!</i>

662
00:32:02,268 --> 00:32:03,617
<i>For God sake!</i>

663
00:32:09,014 --> 00:32:11,364
<i>- The copilot desperately
tried to save the plane,</i>

664
00:32:11,407 --> 00:32:13,192
<i>and she almost did.</i>

665
00:32:13,235 --> 00:32:15,759
<i>- I... I don't understand.</i>

666
00:32:15,803 --> 00:32:17,109
<i>What about the fuel dump?</i>

667
00:32:17,152 --> 00:32:18,390
<i>Why would Starks have done that
if he wasn't...</i>

668
00:32:18,414 --> 00:32:19,720
<i>- It wasn't Starks.</i>

669
00:32:19,763 --> 00:32:22,505
<i>- You think it was
the copilot as well?</i>

670
00:32:22,549 --> 00:32:25,030
<i>- Flight data recorder tells us
there was a last-ditch effort</i>

671
00:32:25,073 --> 00:32:26,988
<i>to pull the nose up
before they hit.</i>

672
00:32:27,032 --> 00:32:29,077
<i>Schaefer's a hero.</i>

673
00:32:29,121 --> 00:32:32,820
<i>She subverted what would've
been a wholesale massacre,</i>

674
00:32:32,863 --> 00:32:35,344
<i>while Starks was clearly
out of his mind.</i>

675
00:32:37,433 --> 00:32:39,218
<i>There's no fixing this.</i>

676
00:32:57,671 --> 00:32:59,934
<i>- I'm gonna walk him out.</i>

677
00:33:06,158 --> 00:33:07,463
<i>- Passengers who were admitted</i>

678
00:33:07,507 --> 00:33:09,378
<i>are either stable or discharged.</i>

679
00:33:09,422 --> 00:33:11,337
<i>Copilot's 02 sats
are finally good.</i>

680
00:33:11,380 --> 00:33:13,208
<i>Heart rate holding steady.</i>

681
00:33:13,252 --> 00:33:16,298
<i>Still some post-op delirium
from the anesthesia.</i>

682
00:33:16,342 --> 00:33:18,648
<i>- What kind of delirium?</i>

683
00:33:18,692 --> 00:33:22,087
<i>- Hawaii.
Six...</i>

684
00:33:22,130 --> 00:33:24,698
<i>660.</i>

685
00:33:24,741 --> 00:33:27,918
<i>- We keep telling her
she's in New York but...</i>

686
00:33:27,962 --> 00:33:31,009
<i>- 660.</i>

687
00:33:31,052 --> 00:33:33,924
<i>- What's 660?</i>

688
00:33:33,968 --> 00:33:35,317
<i>- Hawaii.</i>

689
00:33:35,361 --> 00:33:38,886
<i>660.
Hawaii.</i>

690
00:33:40,061 --> 00:33:42,281
<i>660.</i>

691
00:33:44,979 --> 00:33:46,763
<i>- Captain Starks!</i>

692
00:33:46,807 --> 00:33:48,069
<i>- Oh, boy.</i>

693
00:33:48,113 --> 00:33:51,159
<i>- What is Hawaii 660?</i>

694
00:33:51,203 --> 00:33:53,944
<i>- It's a flight number.</i>

695
00:33:53,988 --> 00:33:56,512
<i>A plane that went down
in the Pacific last year.</i>

696
00:33:56,556 --> 00:33:57,861
<i>- Why did it go down?</i>

697
00:33:57,905 --> 00:33:59,646
<i>- There was
an equipment problem.</i>

698
00:33:59,689 --> 00:34:02,040
<i>- Faulty air speed indicator.
It told the pilot...</i>

699
00:34:02,083 --> 00:34:03,234
<i>- What does this have
to do with...</i>

700
00:34:03,258 --> 00:34:06,740
<i>- Dane, help me understand.</i>

701
00:34:06,783 --> 00:34:08,220
<i>- The indicator told the pilot</i>

702
00:34:08,263 --> 00:34:10,352
<i>they were flying faster
than they actually were.</i>

703
00:34:10,396 --> 00:34:11,962
<i>So when they ran
into some weather</i>

704
00:34:12,006 --> 00:34:13,268
<i>and they slowed the plane down,</i>

705
00:34:13,312 --> 00:34:16,141
<i>they actually slowed it
to an unsafe speed.</i>

706
00:34:16,184 --> 00:34:18,621
<i>And so the engine stalled,</i>

707
00:34:18,665 --> 00:34:21,755
<i>and it went into the sea.</i>

708
00:34:21,798 --> 00:34:23,974
<i>- Okay, okay.
All right.</i>

709
00:34:24,018 --> 00:34:26,542
<i>So, on takeoff,
if a pilot discovers</i>

710
00:34:26,586 --> 00:34:27,717
<i>that his air speed indicator</i>

711
00:34:27,761 --> 00:34:29,161
<i>is giving him
an inaccurate reading,</i>

712
00:34:29,197 --> 00:34:31,460
<i>and he is flying too slow,
what would that pilot do?</i>

713
00:34:33,245 --> 00:34:34,724
<i>Would there ever be any reason</i>

714
00:34:34,768 --> 00:34:36,726
<i>to deliberately take your plane
into a dive?</i>

715
00:34:36,770 --> 00:34:38,400
<i>- That would depend
on a number of variables.</i>

716
00:34:38,424 --> 00:34:39,903
<i>- Yeah.</i>

717
00:34:39,947 --> 00:34:42,036
<i>- The plane is as heavy
as it's gonna be at takeoff,</i>

718
00:34:42,080 --> 00:34:45,735
<i>so the first thing you'd do is...</i>

719
00:34:45,779 --> 00:34:49,087
<i>- You'd dump your fuel.</i>

720
00:34:49,130 --> 00:34:51,350
<i>- Yeah.</i>

721
00:34:51,393 --> 00:34:54,701
<i>And then you'd...</i>

722
00:34:54,744 --> 00:34:58,139
<i>push the throttle forward.</i>

723
00:34:58,183 --> 00:34:59,836
<i>You'd...</i>

724
00:34:59,880 --> 00:35:02,926
<i>You'd get the nose down.</i>

725
00:35:02,970 --> 00:35:05,146
<i>You'd go into the dive
in order to gain speed.</i>

726
00:35:05,190 --> 00:35:09,107
<i>And then you'd...
You'd lift up at the very end.</i>

727
00:35:09,150 --> 00:35:11,239
<i>- Which is exactly what you did.</i>

728
00:35:11,283 --> 00:35:12,588
<i>Right?</i>

729
00:35:12,632 --> 00:35:15,504
<i>Which is what your copilot,
I think,</i>

730
00:35:15,548 --> 00:35:17,637
<i>was trying to say.</i>

731
00:35:21,467 --> 00:35:22,946
<i>- Copilot's conscious?</i>

732
00:35:22,990 --> 00:35:25,775
<i>- Yeah.
And anxious to talk.</i>

733
00:35:25,819 --> 00:35:27,734
<i>- You think that
Captain Starks jeopardized</i>

734
00:35:27,777 --> 00:35:29,736
<i>the lives of 150 people.</i>

735
00:35:29,779 --> 00:35:32,173
<i>We think he saved the lives
of 150 people.</i>

736
00:35:35,524 --> 00:35:36,830
<i>- Sorry.</i>

737
00:35:36,873 --> 00:35:39,006
<i>I'd love to relish
in this moment, but I...</i>

738
00:35:39,049 --> 00:35:40,679
<i>Florence, thank you
for getting back to me.</i>

739
00:35:40,703 --> 00:35:41,835
<i>- Of course.</i>

740
00:35:41,878 --> 00:35:43,793
<i>Except I had no idea you called.</i>

741
00:35:43,837 --> 00:35:46,318
<i>I'm desperately looking
for acyclovir.</i>

742
00:35:46,361 --> 00:35:49,147
<i>Is there any chance you guys
have some to spare?</i>

743
00:35:49,190 --> 00:35:50,844
<i>- No, we're in the middle</i>

744
00:35:50,887 --> 00:35:52,541
<i>of a serious drug shortage
ourselves.</i>

745
00:35:52,585 --> 00:35:55,240
<i>- Yeah, that checks out.
Well, thanks.</i>

746
00:35:55,283 --> 00:35:56,328
<i>- Yeah.
Hey!</i>

747
00:35:56,371 --> 00:36:00,201
<i>Um, hang on a second.</i>

748
00:36:01,420 --> 00:36:03,073
<i>- Max?
- Hey, Leland.</i>

749
00:36:03,117 --> 00:36:04,988
<i>You're on with Dr. Brighton
from Brookhaven.</i>

750
00:36:05,032 --> 00:36:07,600
<i>She's asking for acyclovir.
Do you still have extra?</i>

751
00:36:07,643 --> 00:36:09,123
<i>- Sure.
I can send it over now.</i>

752
00:36:09,167 --> 00:36:10,472
<i>- Seriously?</i>

753
00:36:10,516 --> 00:36:12,189
<i>- You're doing us a favor
taking it off our hands.</i>

754
00:36:12,213 --> 00:36:14,172
<i>Also, do either of you
need metronidazole?</i>

755
00:36:14,215 --> 00:36:15,651
<i>We're pretty stocked up
on that too.</i>

756
00:36:15,695 --> 00:36:17,479
<i>- No.
We're good on antibiotics.</i>

757
00:36:17,523 --> 00:36:20,308
<i>- Uh, Leland.
Hang on a second.</i>

758
00:36:23,398 --> 00:36:24,921
<i>- What do you need now, Max?</i>

759
00:36:24,965 --> 00:36:26,805
<i>- Bill, you're on
with Brookhaven and Memorial.</i>

760
00:36:26,836 --> 00:36:28,510
<i>You were talking
about metronidazole earlier...</i>

761
00:36:28,534 --> 00:36:29,578
<i>Do you still need it?</i>

762
00:36:29,622 --> 00:36:31,058
<i>- Yeah, I need everything.
Why?</i>

763
00:36:31,101 --> 00:36:33,582
<i>- Memorial has extra.
We'll send it over right now.</i>

764
00:36:37,717 --> 00:36:39,458
<i>Oh, my God.</i>

765
00:36:39,501 --> 00:36:41,242
<i>If we can help with anything...</i>

766
00:36:41,286 --> 00:36:43,244
<i>I mean, non-drug related...</i>

767
00:36:43,288 --> 00:36:44,637
<i>Please let me know.</i>

768
00:36:44,680 --> 00:36:47,335
<i>- You don't still have
extra vent tubing, do you?</i>

769
00:36:47,379 --> 00:36:48,771
<i>- Tons.</i>

770
00:36:48,815 --> 00:36:50,140
<i>Yeah, I had my guys
buy out Home Depot.</i>

771
00:36:50,164 --> 00:36:52,340
<i>- Yeah, great.
One second.</i>

772
00:36:53,602 --> 00:36:54,821
<i>- Hello?</i>

773
00:36:54,864 --> 00:36:56,214
<i>Miriam, you're on
with Brookhaven,</i>

774
00:36:56,257 --> 00:36:57,258
<i>Memorial, and University.</i>

775
00:36:57,302 --> 00:36:59,217
<i>Do you still need
that vent tubing?</i>

776
00:36:59,260 --> 00:37:00,566
<i>- Desperately.</i>

777
00:37:00,609 --> 00:37:03,438
<i>- University will send over
a bunch right now.</i>

778
00:37:03,482 --> 00:37:06,485
<i>- I don't know what to say.</i>

779
00:37:06,528 --> 00:37:08,443
<i>Can I give you some
pulse oximeters?</i>

780
00:37:08,487 --> 00:37:10,358
<i>- Memorial could
really use those.</i>

781
00:37:10,402 --> 00:37:12,273
<i>- I'm sending you a shipment.</i>

782
00:37:12,317 --> 00:37:15,407
<i>- Well, this worked out great
for everyone.</i>

783
00:37:15,450 --> 00:37:17,235
<i>Well, except for you, Max.</i>

784
00:37:17,278 --> 00:37:20,760
<i>- Didn't wanna kill the vibe,
but glad I could help.</i>

785
00:37:20,803 --> 00:37:22,849
<i>- Propofol's a tough one.</i>

786
00:37:22,892 --> 00:37:26,156
<i>- Max, you need propofol?
- Yeah.</i>

787
00:37:26,200 --> 00:37:28,246
<i>Apparently everyone does.
- Not us.</i>

788
00:37:28,289 --> 00:37:30,552
<i>We just found a ton of it
in storage.</i>

789
00:37:30,596 --> 00:37:32,554
<i>You'll have it by end of day.</i>

790
00:37:35,688 --> 00:37:37,777
<i>- Why weren't we all
doing this before?</i>

791
00:37:57,971 --> 00:38:00,147
<i>- You're in my spot.</i>

792
00:38:08,068 --> 00:38:10,853
<i>- Safest place in New York.</i>

793
00:38:10,897 --> 00:38:13,552
<i>- How's our Miss Luna?</i>

794
00:38:13,595 --> 00:38:14,901
<i>- I wouldn't know.</i>

795
00:38:14,944 --> 00:38:16,772
<i>She's still frolicking
in suburban splendor</i>

796
00:38:16,816 --> 00:38:19,732
<i>with Georgia's parents.</i>

797
00:38:19,775 --> 00:38:22,387
<i>- How often do you get
to see her?</i>

798
00:38:24,650 --> 00:38:26,913
<i>- Not enough.</i>

799
00:38:28,654 --> 00:38:30,525
<i>I miss her...</i>

800
00:38:30,569 --> 00:38:33,702
<i>Like crazy.</i>

801
00:38:33,746 --> 00:38:35,878
<i>- I know.</i>

802
00:38:35,922 --> 00:38:39,665
<i>- It's just not safe enough
to bring her home.</i>

803
00:38:43,408 --> 00:38:46,236
<i>- Nothing's safe
anymore though, is it?</i>

804
00:38:47,977 --> 00:38:50,545
<i>Everything that was normal...</i>

805
00:38:50,589 --> 00:38:53,156
<i>Friends,</i>

806
00:38:53,200 --> 00:38:54,636
<i>restaurants,</i>

807
00:38:54,680 --> 00:38:57,422
<i>intimacy...</i>

808
00:38:57,465 --> 00:38:59,511
<i>They all seem so strange now.</i>

809
00:38:59,554 --> 00:39:01,426
<i>-
- They feel...</i>

810
00:39:01,469 --> 00:39:04,472
<i>They feel wrong.</i>

811
00:39:06,692 --> 00:39:08,084
<i>I used to be scared
of the virus,</i>

812
00:39:08,128 --> 00:39:11,349
<i>but now I am scared of normal.</i>

813
00:39:14,308 --> 00:39:15,744
<i>Normal.</i>

814
00:39:15,788 --> 00:39:17,311
<i>I kept thinking,</i>

815
00:39:17,355 --> 00:39:19,835
<i>once everything
gets back to normal,</i>

816
00:39:19,879 --> 00:39:22,664
<i>then I would finally
fix this hospital,</i>

817
00:39:22,708 --> 00:39:24,971
<i>that I could fix it.</i>

818
00:39:25,014 --> 00:39:29,149
<i>But I don't want to fix
this hospital anymore...</i>

819
00:39:29,192 --> 00:39:33,240
<i>I mean, even if we could
go back to normal.</i>

820
00:39:36,243 --> 00:39:38,245
<i>I don't want to fix this system.</i>

821
00:39:40,203 --> 00:39:43,163
<i>I want to tear it down.</i>

822
00:39:43,206 --> 00:39:45,600
<i>You know,
I wanna tear it all down</i>

823
00:39:45,644 --> 00:39:47,950
<i>and build something better...</i>

824
00:39:47,994 --> 00:39:52,172
<i>Something better
for my daughter,</i>

825
00:39:52,215 --> 00:39:55,349
<i>something better for you,
better for all of us.</i>

826
00:39:58,265 --> 00:40:01,442
<i>- I mean, otherwise,
what the hell was this for?</i>

827
00:40:06,926 --> 00:40:08,667
<i>- Sorry.
Am I boring you?</i>

828
00:40:10,059 --> 00:40:11,713
<i>- No.
Not at all.</i>

829
00:40:11,757 --> 00:40:13,672
<i>In fact, I think there are</i>

830
00:40:13,715 --> 00:40:15,413
<i>a lot of people rooting for you.</i>

831
00:40:15,456 --> 00:40:17,893
<i>It's 7:00.</i>

832
00:40:51,536 --> 00:40:53,886
<i>- Hi, is he...</i>

833
00:40:53,929 --> 00:40:56,236
<i>He's awake.
He's awake.</i>

834
00:40:59,500 --> 00:41:02,198
<i>- Oh, thank God.</i>

835
00:41:03,896 --> 00:41:05,288
<i>- Hey, buddy.</i>

836
00:41:29,225 --> 00:41:31,924
<i>-The damage to his heart
was extensive.</i>

837
00:41:31,967 --> 00:41:35,623
<i>He's going to need
a new mitral valve.</i>

838
00:41:35,667 --> 00:41:38,670
<i>The virus also ravaged
the surrounding heart muscle.</i>

839
00:41:41,020 --> 00:41:42,978
<i>- How bad?</i>

840
00:41:43,022 --> 00:41:45,372
<i>- No way to sugarcoat it.</i>

841
00:41:45,415 --> 00:41:46,504
<i>Even if you found</i>

842
00:41:46,547 --> 00:41:50,203
<i>the best heart surgeon
in the world,</i>

843
00:41:50,246 --> 00:41:52,597
<i>I'm not sure it'd be enough.</i>

844
00:42:10,484 --> 00:42:13,531
<i>- How can I help?</i>