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["She Used to Wanna
Be a Ballerina" playing]
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- [girl 1] Hey!
- [girl 2 squeals]
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[girl 1] I haven't seen you in ages!
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[girl 3] Oh my God!
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Do I have to go?
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Camp's only for a couple of nights.
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And you're with all your schoolmates.
It'll be fun.
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You sure you don't want
to bring the special pants?
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Sh. No. It hasn't happened for ages, okay.
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I'm going now.
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[dad] Have fun, Rubes!
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Love you.
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- What is she wearing?
- "Love you!"
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She stinks.
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Been to the charity shop again, Ruby?
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- [laughter]
- Ew!
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Ruby, this is Sarah. She's new.
I want you to look after her, please.
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Hi.
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- Hi.
- Come on.
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[girls laughing]
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- Which bunk do you want?
- This one looks good.
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Ew. Can anyone smell something bad?
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- It's just Ruby Matthews.
- Yeah.
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Poor people always stink.
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[laughing]
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Who was that?
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That's Darla.
She doesn't let anyone into her group.
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She seems unpleasant.
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Hey. Do you wanna have
a burpin' competition?
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♪ To see where she's at... ♪
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- [burps]
- [both laugh]
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- [burps loudly]
- ♪ La dat dat dat ♪
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- ♪ Oh ♪
- ♪ Oh ♪
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♪ Look in your heart ♪
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♪ Why don't you see where she's at? ♪
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♪ She used to wanna be a ballerina ♪
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[song fades]
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[gasps]
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[whimpers]
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Oh no.
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Oh God.
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- Did you wet the bed?
- [gasps]
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No. I spilled some water.
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I've got some spare pajamas.
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Please don't tell anyone.
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I won't.
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♪ All you gotta do is
Tick the box beside my name ♪
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["Way I Walk" by The Cramps playing]
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♪ The way I walk is just the way I walk ♪
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♪ The way I talk is just the way I talk... ♪
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Maybe.
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♪ The way I smile
Is just the way I smile ♪
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- ♪ Touch me, baby, and I'll go hog wild! ♪
- ♪ Whoo! ♪
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{\an8}- Did you clean, Mum?
- [Joy fussing]
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{\an8}- No, I think Joanna did.
- Oh.
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Um...
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Have you seen
my bright green dress, darling?
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No.
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Um... I've gotta go.
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- I'm not gonna be back till late tonight.
- All right. Well, have fun.
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- Thanks.
- [sighs] Ah!
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[sighs]
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- See ya.
- Where are you off to looking all fancy?
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[laughs]
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I'm going to a queer night later
with a friend.
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- I'm his wingman.
- Hmm!
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- What do you think?
- [laughs]
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Come here.
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[clears throat]
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Oh...
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- I don't--
- A bit of eyeliner.
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- Okay. Uh... [groans]
- Lovely. And now the other side.
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- Ah! Oh! Yeah, that's in my eye.
- There we are.
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- Now you're perfect.
- Really?
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Great. Thank you.
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- You're welcome.
- See you later.
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[Joanna chuckles]
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Oh,
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- Can I have my dress, please?
- What dress?
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- The one you're wearing.
- It was on the drying rack. [sighs]
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There was a scarf on the drying rack too.
White with flowers.
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Are you gonna thank me
for, uh... the cleaning?
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Thank you for cleaning.
And for stealing my clothes.
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Oh, I've got this baby group thing.
Do you want to come with me?
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Um... No. I'm good.
I think I'm just gonna hang out here.
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What's that creepy tree house all about?
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My ex built it. Never really liked it.
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The ex that's not Joy's father?
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You can do your own washing later
if you want.
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[phone rings]
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- Hey.
- [Eric] Are you on your way?
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- I need help.
- With what?
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Decidin' what to wear.
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I've got too many options.
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I've confused myself,
and I'm in fashion hell.
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But, dude, it's... it's only two o'clock.
What's the big rush?
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Otis, this is my first
proper gay night out.
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It is a big deal, and I must prepare!
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I know it's a big deal.
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I just have to go to Ruby's first.
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Does Maeve know you're hangin' out?
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We're not hangin' out.
She's helping with my campaign.
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And, no, Maeve doesn't know.
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- I told you we had a fight.
- Is she still not talkin' to you?
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Uh... We...
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I don't know if she's not talking to me,
but I'm not talking to her.
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- We're not even officially together, so...
- What time are you gonna get here?
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I don't know, like...
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- Seven-ish.
- [yells] Seven?
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Otis, I can't glam myself alone
for five hours.
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- Well, I'll be there as soon as I can.
- [Eric splutters]
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- You--
- [beeping]
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No!
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No...
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- [girl shrieks]
- [boy] Go, go that way!
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- [Tyrone] Molloy hasn't read your chapter?
- [Maeve] No, I haven't heard anything.
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[Tyrone] I'd ask him what he thinks.
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No. I don't wanna seem desperate.
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You've gotta stop
being so meek and British.
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You're in America now.
You can ask for what you want.
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Mm-hmm. Really?
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Guys, I got the internship.
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- [gasps]
- Molloy just called me to his office.
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I'm going with him
to this book launch next week,
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where he's gonna introduce me
to his publisher.
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- Can you believe it?
- Wow.
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Congratulations.
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Yeah. Congrats, that's amazing.
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I gotta go call my mom.
She's gonna lose her shit! [squeals]
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[somber music playing]
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Are you okay?
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Yeah. How about you?
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It's stupid. I convinced myself
I might actually get it.
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I kinda knew she was gonna get it.
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Her brother went to Wallace, and, um...
her dad donated a building or somethin'.
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Her chapter was about
how hard it is to go to boarding school.
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[snickers] Yeah.
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I mean, I... I love Ellen,
but she's never gonna get
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why an opportunity like this
is such a big deal for us.
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Don't worry about it.
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You're an amazing writer,
and there will be other things.
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[phone chimes]
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Hello.
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- Hiya. I brought cakes.
- Hi.
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- What's on them?
- Oh, my squirrels. I miss them so much.
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It's Sadie, Simon, Selina, and Bruce,
'cause he looks like my stepdad.
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Right. Who are you?
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Oh, I'm Aimee. Is Isaac in?
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[Isaac] I said it's for me.
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- Aimee.
- [Aimee] Hi.
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This is my brother, Joe.
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- Who is leaving.
- Am I?
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Yes. I said
I needed the caravan today, remember?
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- Without you playing video games in it.
- [Joe] Fine.
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I'm goin' out.
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Cool. Which one's Sadie?
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Bye, Isaac.
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Goodbye.
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[mysterious music playing]
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Rubes!
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The person who I'm not allowed
to mention by name is here.
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How have you been?
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If you make my daughter cry again,
it will not be good for you.
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- [footsteps]
- [sighs]
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- Why do you look like a French pirate?
- I'm going to a--
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No, I don't have all day.
I'm meeting Anwar and Olivia.
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You'll just have to lose the eyeliner
and borrow some of Dad's clothes, okay?
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He's helping us with the video.
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What video?
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[suspenseful music playing]
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[sighs]
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[phone rings]
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Ah, yes!
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- [Abbi] Hey, Savior.
- [Roman and Aisha] Hi!
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Hi!
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What are you doing? We're at Roman's.
Do you wanna come over?
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I'm gettin' ready
to go to a queer night later.
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Emerald City?
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- Yeah.
- We were thinkin' of goin'.
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- Let's all go together.
- Oh my God!
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- Please!
- [Roman] Come.
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- Uh, yeah.
- [all] Please!
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- [Aisha] Please!
- Yeah, let's do it.
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Do you wanna get ready together?
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Well, I'm... I'm waitin'
for Otis to, uh... finish a thing.
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- Fine. Tell him he can swing by later.
- Yeah.
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Come. It'd be fun.
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- [Abbi] You know you want to.
- [Roman] We'll have a ball.
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Yes.
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- [Abbi] Yes!
- [laughs]
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Hmm...
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[Otis] Don't you think
I should wear something a bit more hip?
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No. This outfit is great.
You could be anyone.
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Which means people
can project what they want onto you.
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- Mmm.
- [phone chimes]
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[sighs]
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Oh, whoa. I don't need that, do I?
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He does need it.
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- Your skin looks like an onion, Otis.
- Um...
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- Uh...
- Thank you.
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[Otis whimpers]
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- Smile.
- [groans]
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Ugh... [shudders]
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[Ruby] Okay!
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Here?
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[Ruby] Yes.
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[sighs]
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- [Roland] Okay.
- [clears throat]
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And we're rolling.
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[camera whirring]
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Should I start?
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Yes.
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Sorry, I thought you'd say "action."
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Oh my God. Dad, please say "action."
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And... action.
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♪ I am Otis Milburn, and I'm here to say
I'm the best therapist you'll hear today ♪
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[Ruby] Cut!
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What the hell are you doing?
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I'm responding to O's video.
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O is dynamic, interesting, and mysterious.
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She can rap.
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You are none of those things.
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So, you need a clean message,
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which is why I've made you a script.
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Just relax and be normal.
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And... action.
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Hello there.
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I'm the original sex therapist,
formerly practicing at Moordale Secondary.
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I'm compassionate and honest.
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- I will meet you where you're at.
- This is bad.
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- Before starting my clinic...
- Why does he look so startled?
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- I don't know.
- ...the students were lost and uned---
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This isn't working. This is ridiculous.
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O is better at this than I am.
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She's better at being cool.
She's probably a better therapist.
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- Otis. Otis!
- I'm hot.
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- Otis.
- [sighs]
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Listen to me.
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You know you are good
at talking to people.
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You make them feel heard.
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Now, forget the camera. Forget the script.
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Pretend I'm a client,
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and you're telling me
why I should listen to you.
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Okay?
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[sighs]
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[Otis exhales]
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[exhales]
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Hi, I'm Otis Milburn,
and I'm running for student counselor.
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And I am also a bit of a mess.
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I am incredibly awkward,
and I struggle with public speaking.
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I suffer from anxiety.
252
00:11:56,240 --> 00:11:57,360
[gentle music playing]
253
00:11:57,360 --> 00:12:00,680
And I often don't like
the way my body looks.
254
00:12:02,960 --> 00:12:04,840
I didn't kiss anyone until I was 16,
255
00:12:04,840 --> 00:12:07,520
and I've had problems
wanking and fingering.
256
00:12:08,120 --> 00:12:12,200
I've had my heart broken by people I like,
and I've hurt people who like me.
257
00:12:13,760 --> 00:12:15,960
And I feel misunderstood
a lot of the time.
258
00:12:17,120 --> 00:12:18,440
So...
259
00:12:19,600 --> 00:12:22,640
I am a mess,
but I think all teenagers are,
260
00:12:22,640 --> 00:12:26,360
and I think that's why it's so important
that we can talk.
261
00:12:30,200 --> 00:12:31,240
[sighs]
262
00:12:31,960 --> 00:12:32,800
Yeah?
263
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♪ Welcome, everyone ♪
264
00:12:35,040 --> 00:12:38,440
♪ How are you? How are you? ♪
265
00:12:38,440 --> 00:12:40,440
- ♪ How are you? ♪
- [baby babbling]
266
00:12:40,440 --> 00:12:42,280
♪ Welcome, everyone ♪
267
00:12:42,280 --> 00:12:43,920
♪ How are you? ♪
268
00:12:43,920 --> 00:12:48,320
♪ How are you today? ♪
269
00:12:48,320 --> 00:12:51,080
- [laughter]
- Welcome to Tickle Tots.
270
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Let's start by going around the room,
271
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saying you and your baby's names,
their age,
272
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and an interesting fact about yourself.
273
00:13:01,760 --> 00:13:03,000
[rainstick rattles]
274
00:13:06,240 --> 00:13:07,400
Hello.
275
00:13:08,000 --> 00:13:10,680
My name's Jean, and this is Joy.
276
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She's eight weeks old.
277
00:13:13,600 --> 00:13:14,560
And, um...
278
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Interesting fact, well... [chuckles]
279
00:13:17,920 --> 00:13:19,040
Aah...
280
00:13:20,120 --> 00:13:23,040
I almost died when giving birth.
281
00:13:23,640 --> 00:13:25,360
It happened very suddenly,
282
00:13:25,360 --> 00:13:27,640
and I thought for a very split second
283
00:13:27,640 --> 00:13:31,880
that maybe I wouldn't get to meet my baby
or see my son again.
284
00:13:32,400 --> 00:13:34,800
And, um... well, it was terrifying.
285
00:13:34,800 --> 00:13:37,840
But, um... but we're fine now.
286
00:13:37,840 --> 00:13:42,280
And, uh...
Well, except Joy cries quite a lot.
287
00:13:42,280 --> 00:13:47,440
And I'm a little bit worried
that it might be because of my stress
288
00:13:47,440 --> 00:13:48,600
because of the birth,
289
00:13:48,600 --> 00:13:51,080
and, well, my sister's staying with us,
290
00:13:51,080 --> 00:13:52,840
and I've gone back to work.
291
00:13:52,840 --> 00:13:54,120
Um...
292
00:13:54,120 --> 00:13:56,960
And also, my partner left because he is...
293
00:13:58,400 --> 00:13:59,600
he's not the father.
294
00:13:59,600 --> 00:14:00,800
[murmuring]
295
00:14:00,800 --> 00:14:03,720
Sorry, um... it's not very interesting.
296
00:14:06,240 --> 00:14:07,640
Worries, I guess.
297
00:14:09,560 --> 00:14:10,840
Welcome, Jean.
298
00:14:10,840 --> 00:14:12,360
- Mmm.
- [all] Hi, Jean.
299
00:14:12,360 --> 00:14:13,360
[woman] Hi, welcome.
300
00:14:14,400 --> 00:14:15,960
- [rattles]
- [chuckles]
301
00:14:16,880 --> 00:14:20,560
Ahem. I'm Geri. This is Marlow.
302
00:14:20,560 --> 00:14:22,000
She's ten weeks old,
303
00:14:22,000 --> 00:14:26,000
and I like to dip
the entire digestive in the mug
304
00:14:26,000 --> 00:14:29,320
and suck the tea through it
like a biscuity straw.
305
00:14:29,320 --> 00:14:31,400
- [laughter]
- [woman] I'm the same!
306
00:14:31,400 --> 00:14:33,160
[rattles]
307
00:14:39,120 --> 00:14:40,280
[Michael] Checks first.
308
00:14:43,200 --> 00:14:44,120
Okay.
309
00:14:44,760 --> 00:14:47,880
Now gently lift your left foot
off the clutch.
310
00:14:50,520 --> 00:14:52,680
Left foot. That's your right foot.
311
00:14:56,840 --> 00:14:58,600
[Adam] Yeah. Mm-hm.
312
00:15:05,640 --> 00:15:08,080
[Michael] Good. Now, stop.
313
00:15:09,560 --> 00:15:11,520
- Stop!
- You didn't teach me how to stop!
314
00:15:11,520 --> 00:15:12,960
[both scream]
315
00:15:14,000 --> 00:15:16,640
- Oh, Jesus Christ, Adam!
- You didn't tell me how to stop.
316
00:15:16,640 --> 00:15:18,200
This was a mistake.
317
00:15:18,200 --> 00:15:21,080
I am capable of patience.
I am trying to be a better me.
318
00:15:22,360 --> 00:15:25,160
Adam, you're right.
I didn't teach you how to stop.
319
00:15:25,160 --> 00:15:27,400
It's my fault. I am sorry I yelled.
320
00:15:29,280 --> 00:15:32,040
Why do you keep saying sorry?
It's freaking me out.
321
00:15:32,720 --> 00:15:35,680
I'm doing an online course.
It's called Being a Better Man.
322
00:15:36,440 --> 00:15:38,040
It's helping, I think.
323
00:15:38,880 --> 00:15:39,840
Please.
324
00:15:40,640 --> 00:15:41,760
Shall we try again?
325
00:15:42,600 --> 00:15:43,440
[sighs]
326
00:15:43,440 --> 00:15:45,400
[bright music playing]
327
00:15:47,000 --> 00:15:48,520
[brakes squeal]
328
00:15:50,400 --> 00:15:51,520
[knocks]
329
00:15:54,240 --> 00:15:55,960
Welcome to me humble abode!
330
00:15:55,960 --> 00:15:58,160
- [laughs]
- Hi! You look amazing!
331
00:15:58,160 --> 00:16:00,600
- Oh, thank you. So do you.
- Thank you.
332
00:16:00,600 --> 00:16:02,080
[Roman] Make yourself at home.
333
00:16:02,080 --> 00:16:04,560
I forgot to say to bring swimmin' shorts.
334
00:16:04,560 --> 00:16:07,880
But you can borrow some of mine
if you feel like a dip in the pool.
335
00:16:08,520 --> 00:16:10,560
- The pool?
- [laughter and chatter]
336
00:16:11,400 --> 00:16:12,520
[excited shouts]
337
00:16:14,240 --> 00:16:16,280
Stop it! Oi, oi! Hands up, Savior!
338
00:16:16,280 --> 00:16:18,400
Don't even dare! Don't even dare!
339
00:16:18,400 --> 00:16:20,320
No one's safe. Look.
340
00:16:20,320 --> 00:16:23,640
- I'll get you those shorts now.
- Um... Hold my flippin' glass.
341
00:16:24,720 --> 00:16:26,760
- Are you kiddin'?
- No, he's not.
342
00:16:26,760 --> 00:16:28,880
- [Eric] Yes, she is!
- [Abbi] No, he is not!
343
00:16:28,880 --> 00:16:30,720
Whoo! [laughs]
344
00:16:36,320 --> 00:16:38,120
[Isaac] So, you could do sculpture.
345
00:16:38,880 --> 00:16:41,320
Or there's printmaking as well, here.
346
00:16:42,120 --> 00:16:45,760
But it's about finding
what's the right expression for you.
347
00:16:45,760 --> 00:16:46,720
Yeah.
348
00:16:53,080 --> 00:16:54,520
I don't think I get art.
349
00:16:56,640 --> 00:16:59,080
What makes you decide
how to decorate your cakes?
350
00:17:00,800 --> 00:17:04,320
- Dunno, just what I feel on the day.
- Well, that's basically art.
351
00:17:07,760 --> 00:17:09,280
Is that someone's bed?
352
00:17:10,440 --> 00:17:11,280
Yeah.
353
00:17:11,960 --> 00:17:13,520
Yeah, that's Tracey Emin.
354
00:17:14,120 --> 00:17:17,120
It's what her bed looked like
after she'd had a depressive episode.
355
00:17:17,720 --> 00:17:21,120
And then she put it in a gallery.
How badass is that?
356
00:17:21,760 --> 00:17:24,560
And this over here is Ana Mendieta.
357
00:17:25,160 --> 00:17:26,960
She took loads of photographs of herself.
358
00:17:27,560 --> 00:17:30,640
A lot of female artists
like to use self-portraiture.
359
00:17:31,400 --> 00:17:34,440
Maybe it's because other people
don't see them how they really are.
360
00:17:36,160 --> 00:17:37,000
Yeah.
361
00:17:37,880 --> 00:17:39,120
Do you have a camera?
362
00:17:46,680 --> 00:17:50,760
Um... Do you have
any sort of regular income?
363
00:17:50,760 --> 00:17:56,240
Um, I work...
mainly in the wellness industry.
364
00:17:56,240 --> 00:18:00,720
I... I do Reiki,
and, um, I teach reflexology.
365
00:18:00,720 --> 00:18:03,480
And I sold cold press juicers for a bit.
366
00:18:03,480 --> 00:18:07,640
- Oh, okay.
- And these days, I am a nanny.
367
00:18:08,160 --> 00:18:10,640
Oh, I love babies. Babies are the best.
368
00:18:10,640 --> 00:18:12,240
- Oh.
- Uh...
369
00:18:12,920 --> 00:18:17,360
Cool. Okay. So, uh...
we will need to run a... a credit check.
370
00:18:17,360 --> 00:18:18,560
I...
371
00:18:18,560 --> 00:18:22,000
I don't have a... like, a credit... score.
372
00:18:22,000 --> 00:18:24,920
Yeah, I... I've recently just come back
from overseas, so...
373
00:18:24,920 --> 00:18:27,280
- Ah! Whereabouts?
- Oh, well, um... yeah, I...
374
00:18:27,280 --> 00:18:30,640
I've spent a lot of time
in Thailand and Malaysia.
375
00:18:30,640 --> 00:18:35,120
That's so cool. Uh, it's kind of my dream
to go to New Zealand, if I'm honest.
376
00:18:35,720 --> 00:18:38,120
I wanna see where they shot
Lord of the Rings. It's just...
377
00:18:38,120 --> 00:18:39,480
I know it's dumb, but...
378
00:18:39,480 --> 00:18:42,760
[as Gollum] "We wants it."
379
00:18:42,760 --> 00:18:44,520
"And we needs it."
380
00:18:44,520 --> 00:18:46,280
[as Gollum] "We must have the precious."
381
00:18:46,280 --> 00:18:48,880
- [laughing]
- It's such a... Ah, it's...
382
00:18:48,880 --> 00:18:53,200
Um. Ahem. Uh, anyway, where was I?
Sorry. Uh, do...
383
00:18:53,200 --> 00:18:55,440
- What sort of, um... assets do you own?
- Uh...
384
00:18:56,040 --> 00:18:59,720
None. In terms of material wealth.
385
00:19:00,840 --> 00:19:01,800
Oh.
386
00:19:02,880 --> 00:19:05,920
Okay, listen. I... Unfortunately,
I think it's pretty unlikely
387
00:19:05,920 --> 00:19:09,200
we're gonna be able to offer you
any kind of loan today, Joanna.
388
00:19:09,200 --> 00:19:12,400
- Can I just get a credit card?
- Absolutely not.
389
00:19:12,400 --> 00:19:13,480
- Right.
- No. But, um...
390
00:19:13,480 --> 00:19:17,480
What I did wonder was
whether or not it would be okay to...
391
00:19:17,480 --> 00:19:18,640
[taps desk]
392
00:19:19,240 --> 00:19:20,720
...ask for your number?
393
00:19:28,080 --> 00:19:30,400
Jo? I thought you were staying at home.
394
00:19:31,440 --> 00:19:35,000
Uh, yeah, the, uh...
the bank, uh... they blocked my card.
395
00:19:35,000 --> 00:19:38,000
Fell for one of those
bloody text scam things.
396
00:19:38,000 --> 00:19:39,040
Right.
397
00:19:39,560 --> 00:19:40,960
Are you gonna take me home?
398
00:19:42,360 --> 00:19:43,440
Nice belt.
399
00:19:44,400 --> 00:19:46,720
- I found it on your bedroom floor, so...
- Mm-hmm.
400
00:19:48,480 --> 00:19:53,680
♪ Que nul ne peut apprivoiser ♪
401
00:19:53,680 --> 00:19:56,560
♪ Et c'est bien en vain qu'on l'appelle... ♪
402
00:19:56,560 --> 00:19:58,240
[woman] Vivienne, your friend is here.
403
00:19:58,240 --> 00:20:01,960
- Thanks, Mum. [sighs]
- ♪ Si tu ne m'aimes pas, je t'aime... ♪
404
00:20:01,960 --> 00:20:03,240
[knocking at door]
405
00:20:03,240 --> 00:20:06,960
♪ Si je t'aime prends garde à toi ♪
406
00:20:06,960 --> 00:20:08,560
♪ Prends garde à toi!... ♪
407
00:20:08,560 --> 00:20:10,360
- Hey.
- Hey.
408
00:20:11,160 --> 00:20:13,080
Oh, uh, this is my mate. Dave.
409
00:20:15,280 --> 00:20:16,160
Dave.
410
00:20:19,680 --> 00:20:20,840
[latex glove snaps]
411
00:20:23,680 --> 00:20:26,160
[doctor] Do you take
any prescription medication?
412
00:20:26,640 --> 00:20:28,880
Cipralex. For anxiety.
413
00:20:28,880 --> 00:20:29,960
Are you a smoker?
414
00:20:29,960 --> 00:20:31,600
I had one. Once.
415
00:20:32,440 --> 00:20:34,200
I lost my voice. [chuckles]
416
00:20:34,200 --> 00:20:36,560
Do you have any health issues
in your family?
417
00:20:37,360 --> 00:20:40,520
Blood pressure problems,
heart disease, cancer?
418
00:20:40,520 --> 00:20:42,440
No. My mums are pretty healthy.
419
00:20:44,080 --> 00:20:47,560
I don't know my dad. He was a sperm donor.
420
00:20:47,560 --> 00:20:49,520
Okay, you're all done.
421
00:20:50,120 --> 00:20:53,360
- Was everything all right down there?
- Let's do some blood tests.
422
00:20:53,360 --> 00:20:55,640
And I'm going to refer you
for an ultrasound.
423
00:20:55,640 --> 00:20:57,200
Just to be on the safe side.
424
00:20:57,560 --> 00:20:59,560
- [trash lid clatters]
- [drops gloves]
425
00:21:00,120 --> 00:21:01,400
- Hmm.
- [belt buckle jangles]
426
00:21:03,120 --> 00:21:04,800
Why did you ask about my parents?
427
00:21:04,800 --> 00:21:09,160
Well, some illnesses can be hereditary.
428
00:21:12,640 --> 00:21:14,640
[birdsong]
429
00:21:20,560 --> 00:21:24,960
You know, I thought I was gay
for about a week when I was 15.
430
00:21:26,640 --> 00:21:28,640
I saw this film with Clint Eastwood.
431
00:21:29,800 --> 00:21:32,320
I couldn't stop thinking about him
carrying a gun.
432
00:21:33,400 --> 00:21:37,000
Then I realized I just wanted to be
Clint Eastwood, not have sex with him.
433
00:21:40,600 --> 00:21:43,840
Dad, this course you're doing
is making you really weird.
434
00:21:44,360 --> 00:21:45,320
[Michael laughs]
435
00:21:48,560 --> 00:21:49,920
I saw your friend...
436
00:21:51,800 --> 00:21:52,880
Eric at school.
437
00:21:54,840 --> 00:21:58,160
He said you weren't friends anymore.
438
00:21:59,400 --> 00:22:02,320
And I thought
maybe you'd want to talk about it.
439
00:22:02,320 --> 00:22:04,200
[gentle music playing]
440
00:22:04,200 --> 00:22:05,280
I'm okay.
441
00:22:09,640 --> 00:22:11,920
I mean, it was hard.
442
00:22:14,040 --> 00:22:15,160
But it doesn't...
443
00:22:16,760 --> 00:22:18,320
hurt as much as it did.
444
00:22:21,520 --> 00:22:23,440
Also, I'm not gay.
445
00:22:25,840 --> 00:22:26,920
I'm bisexual.
446
00:22:29,520 --> 00:22:32,000
They say Alexander the Great
may have been bisexual.
447
00:22:34,160 --> 00:22:35,480
[phone chimes]
448
00:22:41,240 --> 00:22:42,080
What is it?
449
00:22:42,080 --> 00:22:44,520
{\an8}It's a teacher from school
asking me out for dinner.
450
00:22:45,120 --> 00:22:48,600
- A date?
- No. No, just dinner, I think.
451
00:22:50,560 --> 00:22:53,360
She sent you a winky face.
She's asking you on a date.
452
00:22:56,160 --> 00:22:57,080
You should go.
453
00:22:58,840 --> 00:23:00,480
Is your mother seeing anyone?
454
00:23:01,400 --> 00:23:02,600
Um...
455
00:23:02,600 --> 00:23:03,720
[sighs]
456
00:23:03,720 --> 00:23:05,720
She's taking self-defense classes,
457
00:23:05,720 --> 00:23:09,760
and I think she might be...
dating her instructor.
458
00:23:09,760 --> 00:23:10,880
Is it serious?
459
00:23:12,520 --> 00:23:14,240
I think she's seeing a few people.
460
00:23:19,360 --> 00:23:21,960
This is, uh... really good.
461
00:23:24,160 --> 00:23:26,600
["Dance Across the Floor"
by Jimmy "Bo" Horne playing]
462
00:23:27,200 --> 00:23:29,360
I wanna wear this,
but I do want somethin' sparkly.
463
00:23:29,360 --> 00:23:31,880
- Mmm!
- [Abbi] Oh, look who it is! Hey!
464
00:23:32,400 --> 00:23:35,040
- No idea what to wear.
- You'll find something.
465
00:23:35,040 --> 00:23:37,960
What about this?
I reckon it's more you than me anyway.
466
00:23:37,960 --> 00:23:40,320
- [Abbi] Ooh, look at that.
- Ooh!
467
00:23:41,360 --> 00:23:42,800
This could be a vibe.
468
00:23:42,800 --> 00:23:44,800
- Do you want me to help?
- Yeah. Thank you.
469
00:23:44,800 --> 00:23:45,720
- [Abbi] Got it?
- Yeah.
470
00:23:45,720 --> 00:23:47,680
- Stunning.
- Yes!
471
00:23:47,680 --> 00:23:49,840
That was made for you!
472
00:23:49,840 --> 00:23:51,760
- Yes!
- I need a pic of this.
473
00:23:51,760 --> 00:23:52,760
- And pose.
- Oh!
474
00:23:52,760 --> 00:23:53,680
- Mmm!
- And pose.
475
00:23:53,680 --> 00:23:54,960
- Oh, you look amazing.
- [chimes]
476
00:23:54,960 --> 00:23:56,400
- No, I love it!
- Oh!
477
00:23:56,400 --> 00:23:59,120
Your friend has put up a campaign video.
478
00:23:59,120 --> 00:24:01,800
- [Eric] Oh, okay!
- [Aisha] He's so cute.
479
00:24:02,600 --> 00:24:04,160
Oh! [chuckles]
480
00:24:04,160 --> 00:24:06,080
How long have you guys been friends?
481
00:24:06,080 --> 00:24:08,400
We've been best friends
since primary school.
482
00:24:09,440 --> 00:24:11,400
[Aisha] You seem really different.
483
00:24:11,400 --> 00:24:12,400
Yeah.
484
00:24:13,000 --> 00:24:15,520
Yeah. No, we are. Uh... [laughs]
485
00:24:15,520 --> 00:24:19,000
He's always been my person, though.
But I guess...
486
00:24:20,720 --> 00:24:22,080
I don't know. I guess, um...
487
00:24:22,800 --> 00:24:27,360
Sometimes, I feel
like he doesn't entirely get me.
488
00:24:27,360 --> 00:24:30,120
I think that's why
I don't have many straight friends.
489
00:24:30,120 --> 00:24:33,120
Me either. So much emotional labor!
490
00:24:33,120 --> 00:24:34,800
Aah! [laughs]
491
00:24:35,840 --> 00:24:39,640
I also think sometimes
straight people can just be a bit basic.
492
00:24:39,640 --> 00:24:42,360
Okay, Roman. Let's not be mean.
Otis is Eric's friend.
493
00:24:42,360 --> 00:24:44,080
I was only agreeing with Eric.
494
00:24:44,080 --> 00:24:46,880
Sometimes it's just hard to,
you know, bridge the gap.
495
00:24:47,400 --> 00:24:49,200
[Abbi] Okay, it's getting a bit heavy.
496
00:24:49,200 --> 00:24:51,800
Do you know what we need?
We need some of this.
497
00:24:51,800 --> 00:24:54,000
["Feels Like I'm in Love"
by Kelly Marie playing]
498
00:24:54,000 --> 00:24:57,440
♪ My head is in a spin
My feet don't touch the ground ♪
499
00:24:58,040 --> 00:25:01,280
♪ Because you're near to me
My head goes round and round ♪
500
00:25:01,880 --> 00:25:03,680
♪ My knees are shakin', baby ♪
501
00:25:03,680 --> 00:25:05,800
- ♪ My heart it beats like a drum ♪
- [door opens]
502
00:25:05,800 --> 00:25:08,320
- Hey, what are you up to?
- Just homework.
503
00:25:09,280 --> 00:25:12,240
- Do you want a snack?
- I'm good. Thanks.
504
00:25:12,880 --> 00:25:16,640
I was gonna do a face mask
and watch a film later. You fancy it?
505
00:25:17,160 --> 00:25:18,640
No, thanks. I'm good.
506
00:25:19,600 --> 00:25:20,440
Okay.
507
00:25:25,120 --> 00:25:26,360
[door closes]
508
00:25:26,840 --> 00:25:28,080
[tablet chimes]
509
00:25:37,080 --> 00:25:38,440
I can't see anything.
510
00:25:38,440 --> 00:25:39,720
The lens cap's still on.
511
00:25:40,720 --> 00:25:41,600
Oh.
512
00:25:43,960 --> 00:25:47,360
If you move that front dial to the left,
then it will focus.
513
00:25:48,000 --> 00:25:51,000
The numbers behind that are the aperture.
514
00:25:51,000 --> 00:25:53,040
The lower the number,
the more light you let in.
515
00:25:53,040 --> 00:25:55,800
And there's a self-timer
you can use as well.
516
00:25:55,800 --> 00:25:57,000
[shutter clicks]
517
00:26:01,400 --> 00:26:02,960
Oh, right. Okay. Um...
518
00:26:06,200 --> 00:26:07,120
[shutter clicks]
519
00:26:08,200 --> 00:26:10,160
- [gasps] Are these for your portfolio?
- Yeah.
520
00:26:10,160 --> 00:26:11,240
Can I?
521
00:26:12,880 --> 00:26:13,720
Yeah, sure.
522
00:26:18,320 --> 00:26:20,800
We moved around a lot
when we were younger.
523
00:26:20,800 --> 00:26:23,480
- Have you always lived with your brother?
- Yeah.
524
00:26:24,800 --> 00:26:27,160
- I wanna move out on my own soon, though.
- [Aimee] Oh.
525
00:26:27,160 --> 00:26:30,240
Maybe get a teaching degree
and earn a bit of money that way.
526
00:26:31,160 --> 00:26:34,680
But I just don't know
how to talk to him about it yet.
527
00:26:39,760 --> 00:26:42,920
I thought you did art
just 'cause you liked painting.
528
00:26:43,440 --> 00:26:46,240
- This looks very personal.
- Ah...
529
00:26:46,960 --> 00:26:48,160
Yeah, I... I suppose...
530
00:26:49,320 --> 00:26:51,800
I've had a lot of anger
growing up in care.
531
00:26:52,520 --> 00:26:56,000
And painting helped me feel less, um...
532
00:26:58,120 --> 00:26:59,120
sad.
533
00:26:59,840 --> 00:27:00,760
Yeah.
534
00:27:02,320 --> 00:27:04,680
When I got sad as a kid,
535
00:27:04,680 --> 00:27:07,880
I'd bury all my mum's jewelry
in the garden so she couldn't find it.
536
00:27:08,640 --> 00:27:12,000
- It's probably still there, actually.
- [laughs] You're a maverick.
537
00:27:12,000 --> 00:27:13,400
What does that mean?
538
00:27:14,400 --> 00:27:16,760
It means that you don't think
like other people.
539
00:27:16,760 --> 00:27:18,440
I thought that was being stupid.
540
00:27:18,440 --> 00:27:21,680
No, no, no.
It means that you're your own person.
541
00:27:21,680 --> 00:27:23,840
[tender music playing]
542
00:27:32,520 --> 00:27:34,040
- [door opens]
- [Joe] I'm home.
543
00:27:34,040 --> 00:27:35,000
Oh.
544
00:27:35,600 --> 00:27:36,960
Do you have any cakes left?
545
00:27:36,960 --> 00:27:39,800
Yeah, loads. Have 'em all.
Um... I've gotta go.
546
00:27:40,400 --> 00:27:41,880
So... right now. [chuckles]
547
00:27:42,560 --> 00:27:44,040
Have a nice evening!
548
00:27:44,840 --> 00:27:47,520
- Don't forget the camera.
- Oh, thank you.
549
00:27:48,960 --> 00:27:50,720
- Bye!
- [Isaac] Bye.
550
00:27:53,160 --> 00:27:55,080
[Joe] Bit of a strange fish, that one.
551
00:27:55,960 --> 00:27:59,160
I've had problems wanking and fingering.
I've had my heart broken...
552
00:27:59,160 --> 00:28:03,320
If I was 17 and still an idiot,
I'd vote for you.
553
00:28:03,320 --> 00:28:06,640
- [chuckles] Ah, thanks.
- ...I feel misunderstood a lot of the time.
554
00:28:06,640 --> 00:28:10,320
- Ooh. It's already got 40 views.
- So... I am a mess.
555
00:28:10,320 --> 00:28:12,680
- Forty views is shit, Otis.
- All teenagers are.
556
00:28:12,680 --> 00:28:16,120
- Yeah, well...
- That's why it's so important we can talk.
557
00:28:16,120 --> 00:28:18,680
Thanks for all the help today.
You guys were great.
558
00:28:19,280 --> 00:28:20,240
It's fine.
559
00:28:24,200 --> 00:28:27,000
Righty-ho. I'm gonna get the nachos ready.
560
00:28:27,960 --> 00:28:30,920
We're watching
Third Wives of Miami tonight.
561
00:28:33,600 --> 00:28:36,240
I thought you were seeing
Anwar and Olivia tonight?
562
00:28:36,240 --> 00:28:40,080
Oh, our plans changed.
Didn't you have somewhere to be tonight?
563
00:28:40,080 --> 00:28:43,040
Yeah, I need to find out where I'm going.
564
00:28:43,040 --> 00:28:44,560
["Respectable" by Mel & Kim playing]
565
00:28:44,560 --> 00:28:45,560
[phone ringing]
566
00:28:45,560 --> 00:28:47,240
- I love you guys so much.
- Cheers.
567
00:28:47,240 --> 00:28:49,640
Oh my goodness.
Two seconds. Sorry, sorry, sorry.
568
00:28:49,640 --> 00:28:52,360
- Oh my God. I love this so much.
- Hello?
569
00:28:52,360 --> 00:28:54,840
Hey. Uh, I am leaving now.
570
00:28:54,840 --> 00:28:57,200
Shall I come to yours
or meet you at Roman's?
571
00:28:58,320 --> 00:28:59,640
Okay.
572
00:28:59,640 --> 00:29:03,320
- ♪ Explanation are complications... ♪
- Uh... Maybe meet us at the club?
573
00:29:03,320 --> 00:29:05,720
- ♪ We don't need to know where or why... ♪
- Yeah.
574
00:29:05,720 --> 00:29:07,080
Yeah, yeah, can do.
575
00:29:07,080 --> 00:29:09,040
♪ Take, take, take, take... ♪
576
00:29:09,040 --> 00:29:11,160
- Are you sure you still want me to come?
- Yes.
577
00:29:11,160 --> 00:29:14,200
Yeah, you... you should still come.
♪ Takin' chances, bold advances... ♪
578
00:29:14,200 --> 00:29:16,880
Um... unless you don't want to.
579
00:29:16,880 --> 00:29:18,080
♪ We're out of line... ♪
580
00:29:18,080 --> 00:29:20,720
These guys are going to the club now,
so I wouldn't...
581
00:29:20,720 --> 00:29:22,600
I wouldn't be on my own.
582
00:29:23,200 --> 00:29:25,160
- ♪ Get out of here, we just... ♪
- Yeah.
583
00:29:25,160 --> 00:29:28,520
- Yeah, no. I mean, that's cool. I'll...
- ♪ Take, take, take, take... ♪
584
00:29:28,520 --> 00:29:30,240
You guys go. Yeah, you have fun.
585
00:29:30,240 --> 00:29:32,720
- Um... I'll see you soon. Bye.
- ♪ Take or leave us... ♪
586
00:29:32,720 --> 00:29:33,920
- [beeping]
- ♪ Believe us... ♪
587
00:29:33,920 --> 00:29:36,600
- ♪ We ain't never gonna be respectable ♪
- [Abbi] You are everything.
588
00:29:36,600 --> 00:29:37,520
Fuck.
589
00:29:38,280 --> 00:29:41,040
- ♪ Like us, hate us... ♪
- Hey, Savior. Come on. Drink up.
590
00:29:41,040 --> 00:29:44,080
Yes, bitch-uhhh!
♪ We ain't never gonna be... ♪
591
00:29:45,960 --> 00:29:47,120
[sighs]
592
00:29:48,560 --> 00:29:49,840
Did you get uninvited?
593
00:29:50,440 --> 00:29:52,000
No, I decided not to go.
594
00:29:55,480 --> 00:29:56,920
You so got uninvited.
595
00:29:57,600 --> 00:30:01,200
Eric's friends with the popular kids now,
and he doesn't want you tagging along.
596
00:30:02,840 --> 00:30:03,880
That's harsh.
597
00:30:05,160 --> 00:30:06,200
Even for you.
598
00:30:08,000 --> 00:30:10,320
Oh my God.
No, you're actually upset. Okay.
599
00:30:12,600 --> 00:30:15,280
Do you wanna stay
for nachos with me and my dad?
600
00:30:15,760 --> 00:30:16,680
Uh...
601
00:30:17,240 --> 00:30:20,560
I don't know, Ruby. I'm with Maeve now.
Kind of. It's a bit weird.
602
00:30:20,560 --> 00:30:23,480
- What are you trying to say?
- Nothing.
603
00:30:24,000 --> 00:30:26,680
Just that you're suddenly being
very nice to me.
604
00:30:26,680 --> 00:30:29,560
- And you're helping me with this campaign.
- Don't flatter yourself.
605
00:30:29,560 --> 00:30:32,160
If you must know,
I went to primary school with O.
606
00:30:33,600 --> 00:30:36,080
Except she was called Sarah Owen
back then.
607
00:30:36,640 --> 00:30:41,080
Never have I ever
kissed Henry Gold with tongues.
608
00:30:41,080 --> 00:30:42,760
[giggling]
609
00:30:44,120 --> 00:30:46,040
New girl. Your go.
610
00:30:47,600 --> 00:30:49,240
Can you not speak or something?
611
00:30:50,480 --> 00:30:51,960
[girls giggling]
612
00:30:54,080 --> 00:30:56,360
Never have I ever
613
00:30:57,760 --> 00:30:59,400
wet the bed on school camp.
614
00:30:59,400 --> 00:31:00,360
[laughter]
615
00:31:00,360 --> 00:31:01,360
Oh my God. No.
616
00:31:01,360 --> 00:31:03,200
Ruby, you need to drink.
617
00:31:03,200 --> 00:31:06,160
She put the stinky piss sheets
under her mattress.
618
00:31:06,160 --> 00:31:08,720
- Oh my God!
- I always knew she was a bed wetter!
619
00:31:08,720 --> 00:31:10,680
- That's why she stinks.
- Pisser!
620
00:31:10,680 --> 00:31:12,480
- [Ruby] Please stop!
- Bed wetter!
621
00:31:12,480 --> 00:31:13,840
- Bed wetter!
- Bed wetter!
622
00:31:13,840 --> 00:31:17,040
[chanting] Bed wetter! Bed wetter!
Bed wetter! Bed wetter!
623
00:31:17,040 --> 00:31:19,800
[Ruby] They put the video online,
so everyone found out.
624
00:31:19,800 --> 00:31:21,000
[Otis] Ruby, that's awful.
625
00:31:21,000 --> 00:31:23,160
- I'm sorry.
- [girls] Bed wetter! Bed wetter!
626
00:31:23,680 --> 00:31:25,800
You know, there's nothing
to be ashamed of.
627
00:31:26,320 --> 00:31:29,440
And being bullied can easily contribute
to nocturnal enuresis.
628
00:31:29,440 --> 00:31:31,280
- Ugh, I don't need you to go...
- It's a really...
629
00:31:31,280 --> 00:31:33,560
...into therapist mode right now, Otis.
630
00:31:33,560 --> 00:31:36,440
I saw a specialist. Got it under control.
631
00:31:36,440 --> 00:31:37,400
Obviously.
632
00:31:37,400 --> 00:31:39,440
Well, I'm glad you spoke with someone.
633
00:31:39,440 --> 00:31:40,520
[sighs]
634
00:31:42,280 --> 00:31:46,320
I mean, primary school was... hell, anyway.
635
00:31:46,840 --> 00:31:51,080
I was the weird girl with the weird
parents whose mum made her clothes,
636
00:31:51,080 --> 00:31:54,640
I didn't think it could get worse.
And then this happened.
637
00:31:55,840 --> 00:32:00,480
I ate lunch every day
in the toilets by myself till I left.
638
00:32:02,360 --> 00:32:04,440
Because nobody wants
to sit with the bed wetter.
639
00:32:04,440 --> 00:32:05,840
[somber music playing]
640
00:32:05,840 --> 00:32:07,240
Ruby. That's not fair.
641
00:32:07,240 --> 00:32:10,760
No, don't. Please don't look at me
like that with the pity eyes.
642
00:32:10,760 --> 00:32:12,200
- I will throw up.
- Okay.
643
00:32:13,720 --> 00:32:16,120
- Looking at you with normal eyes.
- [sighs]
644
00:32:18,680 --> 00:32:20,360
So this is about revenge.
645
00:32:22,560 --> 00:32:25,200
I just think it's rich
that she's walking around,
646
00:32:25,200 --> 00:32:28,760
preaching kindness,
and pretending she doesn't know who I am.
647
00:32:30,880 --> 00:32:32,360
[footsteps]
648
00:32:33,360 --> 00:32:37,120
Rubes, I feel a bit dizzy. Uh...
I think I'm gonna have to lie down.
649
00:32:37,120 --> 00:32:39,520
- Okay, Dad. Do you want some help?
- No. I'm okay.
650
00:32:39,520 --> 00:32:41,640
Uh, nachos are in the oven.
651
00:32:46,120 --> 00:32:49,760
Look, it's fine if you can't stay.
I get it's awkward with Maeve.
652
00:32:54,800 --> 00:32:56,320
No, I want to.
653
00:33:00,120 --> 00:33:03,040
- [bell rings]
- [Ellen] Yeah, I know. It's crazy.
654
00:33:03,040 --> 00:33:04,360
[laughs]
655
00:33:04,360 --> 00:33:06,000
My mom and dad are so happy.
656
00:33:06,000 --> 00:33:09,720
Writing's what I've always wanted to do
ever since I was a kid,
657
00:33:09,720 --> 00:33:11,560
and used to put on plays and stuff.
658
00:33:11,560 --> 00:33:13,920
- ["New Radio" by Bikini Kill on earbuds]
- Yeah.
659
00:33:15,280 --> 00:33:16,840
This is huge.
660
00:33:16,840 --> 00:33:20,120
He knows everyone. It will definitely
help me get into Wallace.
661
00:33:20,640 --> 00:33:24,920
I had a pretty good chance,
but now I probably will, you know?
662
00:33:25,520 --> 00:33:27,920
I'm so lucky. I am so lucky.
663
00:33:27,920 --> 00:33:30,920
- We just have the same style in writing...
- [turns volume up]
664
00:33:31,760 --> 00:33:35,080
♪ So what the fuck is written ♪
665
00:33:35,080 --> 00:33:38,360
♪ All over your pretty face? ♪
666
00:33:40,440 --> 00:33:41,920
- [burps]
- ♪ Come on! ♪
667
00:33:43,520 --> 00:33:45,400
Chain rule. Course.
668
00:33:45,400 --> 00:33:47,600
- I can't do it in my head...
- No shame in substitution.
669
00:33:47,600 --> 00:33:50,280
Did you see that proof of the chain rule
with cobwebbing?
670
00:33:50,280 --> 00:33:52,200
Yes! Yes, it was so interestin'.
671
00:33:52,800 --> 00:33:53,920
- Ye--
- [bowl rattles]
672
00:33:57,120 --> 00:34:00,480
Right. Um, I better make tracks.
Thanks for the grub, Viv.
673
00:34:01,560 --> 00:34:02,520
Uh...
674
00:34:03,560 --> 00:34:05,160
- See you later, yeah?
- Yeah, sure.
675
00:34:06,080 --> 00:34:07,560
- Bye, Dave.
- See ya.
676
00:34:14,000 --> 00:34:15,800
- And then t-here were two.
- [chuckles]
677
00:34:15,800 --> 00:34:17,040
[sighs]
678
00:34:17,040 --> 00:34:20,080
So I was thinking
we could get a head start on trigonometry?
679
00:34:20,080 --> 00:34:23,040
- Particularly cofunctioning identities.
- You're so smart.
680
00:34:24,320 --> 00:34:27,520
Sorry, I know that was cringe,
but I... thought I'd say it.
681
00:34:28,040 --> 00:34:31,000
You're really beautiful.
You love maths, and I love maths.
682
00:34:31,720 --> 00:34:33,640
You're like my dream girl, basically.
683
00:34:34,440 --> 00:34:36,960
Sorry, Um... I know that's a lot,
684
00:34:36,960 --> 00:34:41,360
but I was talking to my dad about you,
and he said I should say how I feel.
685
00:34:41,360 --> 00:34:44,000
- You spoke to your dad about me?
- I tell him everything.
686
00:34:44,000 --> 00:34:46,440
We're close,
but he's not been well recently, um...
687
00:34:47,800 --> 00:34:51,600
He had a stroke,
so he can't speak very well.
688
00:34:56,400 --> 00:34:58,000
Can I... can I kiss you?
689
00:34:59,480 --> 00:35:00,400
Um...
690
00:35:01,120 --> 00:35:01,960
Yeah.
691
00:35:10,040 --> 00:35:11,440
[both laugh]
692
00:35:11,440 --> 00:35:14,640
- [Eric] Oh my God! Oh, it's gorgeous!
- [Abbi] Yes, bitch!
693
00:35:14,640 --> 00:35:16,640
["Love Vibration" by ESSEL playing]
694
00:35:16,640 --> 00:35:20,560
This is amazing! I'll catch you up.
I'll catch you in a bit.
695
00:35:20,560 --> 00:35:22,800
This actually looks so insane.
696
00:35:22,800 --> 00:35:25,120
[Abbi] You are gonna love it. Hi!
697
00:35:25,120 --> 00:35:27,560
- No!
- I'm obsessed.
698
00:35:27,560 --> 00:35:31,680
I am obsessed! [laughs]
699
00:35:31,680 --> 00:35:34,600
♪ Tired of holdin' back my tears ♪
700
00:35:41,880 --> 00:35:43,760
♪ It's funny how you finally feel ♪
701
00:35:43,760 --> 00:35:45,560
- ♪ Feel like yourself... ♪
- Cal?
702
00:35:46,840 --> 00:35:47,960
Are you comin' in?
703
00:35:49,440 --> 00:35:53,240
Yeah. I was going to,
but I didn't think I would know anyone.
704
00:35:54,680 --> 00:35:55,800
You know me.
705
00:35:56,360 --> 00:35:58,480
And I will look after you. Yeah?
706
00:35:58,960 --> 00:36:00,880
♪ Yeah ♪
707
00:36:01,400 --> 00:36:02,240
♪ Let's go ♪
708
00:36:02,240 --> 00:36:04,640
♪ Yeah ♪
709
00:36:04,640 --> 00:36:06,680
♪ Can you feel the beat? ♪
710
00:36:06,680 --> 00:36:08,640
♪ Yeah, yeah ♪
711
00:36:08,640 --> 00:36:10,680
♪ We're gonna celebrate ♪
712
00:36:11,280 --> 00:36:12,400
♪ I was feeling alone... ♪
713
00:36:12,400 --> 00:36:14,160
- [Roman] Do you want some?
- Thanks.
714
00:36:15,680 --> 00:36:18,200
Um, I'm not sure. [laughs]
715
00:36:18,200 --> 00:36:20,680
I'm kind of supposed
to go to church tomorrow.
716
00:36:20,680 --> 00:36:22,560
It's totally cool if you don't want to.
717
00:36:22,560 --> 00:36:25,000
- I don't do it.
- It's just I've never done it before.
718
00:36:25,000 --> 00:36:28,920
Well, I'm not doing any tonight.
I'm here to keep you safe if you want to.
719
00:36:28,920 --> 00:36:29,880
You do you.
720
00:36:30,480 --> 00:36:32,440
Oh...
721
00:36:32,440 --> 00:36:33,640
- I want to!
- [Abbi] All right!
722
00:36:33,640 --> 00:36:35,400
I want to, I want to,
I want to, I want to!
723
00:36:36,160 --> 00:36:37,800
Oh my gosh. Okay.
724
00:36:38,360 --> 00:36:40,880
- Cal, hold my hand.
- ♪ We're gonna celebrate ♪
725
00:36:43,640 --> 00:36:45,920
- ♪ We're gonna celebrate ♪
- ♪ Yeah, yeah...
726
00:36:45,920 --> 00:36:49,240
- When will I feel something?
- In about half an hour. It depends.
727
00:36:49,240 --> 00:36:51,240
- Okay.
- Come on. Can we go dance now?
728
00:36:51,240 --> 00:36:52,480
Yes!
729
00:36:53,240 --> 00:36:55,320
♪ Whoo, ooh-ooh! ♪
730
00:36:56,520 --> 00:36:59,560
[Adam] Magdalena is so much happier
now that she's left her husband.
731
00:36:59,560 --> 00:37:01,480
Mmm. I agree.
732
00:37:02,520 --> 00:37:04,080
- She's glowing.
- Mmm.
733
00:37:04,080 --> 00:37:07,440
[woman on TV] ...so intense,
just putting out fires all day...
734
00:37:07,440 --> 00:37:10,560
Did you know that Dad thought he was gay
for a week when he was 15?
735
00:37:11,120 --> 00:37:14,120
No, no! I didn't know that.
736
00:37:16,880 --> 00:37:19,000
But I think I did, too, though.
737
00:37:19,000 --> 00:37:21,480
There was this girl I sat behind in maths.
738
00:37:21,480 --> 00:37:23,480
She had a really beautiful neck.
739
00:37:26,920 --> 00:37:27,840
[chuckles]
740
00:37:29,280 --> 00:37:31,360
A teacher at school asked Dad on a date.
741
00:37:31,360 --> 00:37:32,920
- [woman on TV] Oh!
- Oh.
742
00:37:34,280 --> 00:37:35,360
Is he gonna go?
743
00:37:36,560 --> 00:37:38,560
- Dunno.
- [woman on TV] He came out of your vagina!
744
00:37:38,560 --> 00:37:41,800
- There's no way he likes Margerita more.
- [woman 2 on TV] He asks for Margerita...
745
00:37:41,800 --> 00:37:43,000
Well, I...
746
00:37:43,000 --> 00:37:46,160
- [woman 2] He said, "I want Margerita!"
- I'm glad he's moving on.
747
00:37:54,280 --> 00:37:56,920
He's busy training,
and I'm really busy with...
748
00:37:56,920 --> 00:38:00,440
So, Magdalena has just filed for divorce,
749
00:38:00,440 --> 00:38:04,240
and she's gotten highlights,
which have been very controversial.
750
00:38:04,240 --> 00:38:06,600
But I've had a few people
looking through the window.
751
00:38:06,600 --> 00:38:09,040
I think I'm gonna do a launch party.
752
00:38:09,040 --> 00:38:11,880
You know, if... if people found out
what O did to you,
753
00:38:11,880 --> 00:38:13,520
I don't think they'd vote for her.
754
00:38:14,160 --> 00:38:15,280
You cannot tell anyone.
755
00:38:15,280 --> 00:38:17,840
- I just thought you wanted to win.
- Not like this.
756
00:38:19,000 --> 00:38:20,640
I'm a different person now.
757
00:38:21,240 --> 00:38:23,680
Yeah, you are. What happened?
758
00:38:25,360 --> 00:38:26,600
Nothing happened.
759
00:38:27,200 --> 00:38:30,760
Just learned to protect myself
and stop letting my mum dress me.
760
00:38:34,360 --> 00:38:37,240
...husband was born again,
and already being humiliated.
761
00:38:37,240 --> 00:38:38,440
Hey!
762
00:38:41,080 --> 00:38:42,760
[sighs] Ahem.
763
00:38:44,440 --> 00:38:47,000
So, what's happened with you and Maeve?
764
00:38:47,000 --> 00:38:47,920
[Otis] Nothing.
765
00:38:49,440 --> 00:38:52,760
She's just over there
doing all these new things,
766
00:38:52,760 --> 00:38:54,840
and meeting all these new people, and...
767
00:38:56,080 --> 00:38:58,160
I sometimes feel
like I'm getting left behind.
768
00:39:01,440 --> 00:39:03,520
Well, if it makes you feel any better,
769
00:39:03,520 --> 00:39:06,400
I wasn't going to hang out
with Anwar and Olivia this evening.
770
00:39:07,440 --> 00:39:09,880
They have made loads of new friends,
771
00:39:10,960 --> 00:39:13,040
and they don't have time to see me.
772
00:39:17,840 --> 00:39:19,080
I'm glad we're hanging out.
773
00:39:19,880 --> 00:39:23,520
Stop talking, Otis.
You're ruining the episode.
774
00:39:23,520 --> 00:39:24,560
[gentle music playing]
775
00:39:24,560 --> 00:39:25,720
[chuckles]
776
00:39:35,840 --> 00:39:37,760
- [knocking at door]
- Come in.
777
00:39:40,560 --> 00:39:42,240
- Hi.
- Hi, Maeve.
778
00:39:42,240 --> 00:39:44,720
- [door closes]
- Can I help you with something?
779
00:39:45,760 --> 00:39:49,520
Yeah, um... I was wondering if you've had
a chance to read my new chapter yet.
780
00:39:50,680 --> 00:39:52,640
Yeah, I have.
781
00:39:53,240 --> 00:39:55,360
Okay, great. Um, what did you think?
782
00:39:57,640 --> 00:40:01,160
I thought it was a little soapy.
I could see what you were doing.
783
00:40:01,160 --> 00:40:04,840
It was like a Victorian novel
set in a modern-day trailer park,
784
00:40:04,840 --> 00:40:09,320
but it was underdeveloped,
and the characters weren't fully realized.
785
00:40:09,840 --> 00:40:10,800
Oh, okay.
786
00:40:11,440 --> 00:40:13,360
I thought I'd taken on your feedback.
787
00:40:13,360 --> 00:40:16,120
- Trying to write from a more honest place.
- [clears throat]
788
00:40:25,000 --> 00:40:26,040
[sighs]
789
00:40:26,680 --> 00:40:28,480
What did Ellen do differently?
790
00:40:29,720 --> 00:40:32,080
She... she just told us
she got the internship.
791
00:40:34,120 --> 00:40:35,960
I think she showed great potential.
792
00:40:36,600 --> 00:40:39,680
Why? Do you disagree with my choice?
793
00:40:39,680 --> 00:40:42,840
Do you somehow feel
like you are more deserving?
794
00:40:42,840 --> 00:40:45,920
No! No. I just...
795
00:40:46,560 --> 00:40:49,680
I'd like to know what I can do
to be better and get ahead.
796
00:40:51,480 --> 00:40:54,440
Well, after reading that,
and your Brontë piece,
797
00:40:55,680 --> 00:40:58,200
I'm not sure
you're cut out to be a writer.
798
00:40:59,560 --> 00:41:01,960
We have very high standards here.
799
00:41:01,960 --> 00:41:04,720
And like I said in our first class,
800
00:41:05,320 --> 00:41:07,360
writing is a very tough business,
801
00:41:07,360 --> 00:41:11,720
so I wouldn't want you
to... get your hopes up.
802
00:41:13,440 --> 00:41:15,560
[tense music playing]
803
00:41:16,440 --> 00:41:17,360
Okay.
804
00:41:19,600 --> 00:41:20,800
Thanks for reading it.
805
00:41:22,480 --> 00:41:23,480
Okay.
806
00:41:25,440 --> 00:41:26,400
[gasps]
807
00:41:35,920 --> 00:41:37,920
- [Ellen] Maeve?
- Yeah?
808
00:41:37,920 --> 00:41:41,280
They wanna see you at the front office.
Someone from the UK is on the phone.
809
00:41:41,280 --> 00:41:44,240
- I think they said it's your brother.
- Okay. Thanks.
810
00:41:48,040 --> 00:41:50,040
♪ Lights, camera, action ♪
811
00:41:50,040 --> 00:41:53,080
- ♪ Too loose with the satisfaction... ♪
- Wow! Yes, baby.
812
00:41:53,920 --> 00:41:55,480
- You look amazing.
- Thanks!
813
00:41:55,480 --> 00:41:57,560
♪ Take a picture
I know you're watching ♪
814
00:41:57,560 --> 00:41:58,600
♪ Front row seats... ♪
815
00:41:58,600 --> 00:42:01,360
You go, you go! You go! Yes, bitch!
816
00:42:01,360 --> 00:42:03,200
- Call me, baby!
- ♪ We can make a movie, baby ♪
817
00:42:03,200 --> 00:42:05,200
♪ I can be your main star ♪
818
00:42:06,160 --> 00:42:08,480
- Are yer havin' a good time?
- Yes!
819
00:42:08,480 --> 00:42:12,520
Oh my God! Roman, I love you.
820
00:42:12,520 --> 00:42:13,640
I love you too!
821
00:42:13,640 --> 00:42:15,280
- So much!
- Aww!
822
00:42:19,200 --> 00:42:21,720
Why is that man starin' at us?
823
00:42:21,720 --> 00:42:22,880
Are we naked?
824
00:42:22,880 --> 00:42:24,160
♪ Movie star ♪
825
00:42:26,120 --> 00:42:27,120
♪ Call me Cleo... ♪
826
00:42:27,120 --> 00:42:30,360
I know him! He goes to my church!
827
00:42:30,360 --> 00:42:32,280
- ♪ Call me Cleo... ♪
- Hot Church Man!
828
00:42:32,280 --> 00:42:34,360
- He's coming over here.
- No. Oh no!
829
00:42:34,360 --> 00:42:36,160
No! He's gonna know that I'm high!
830
00:42:36,160 --> 00:42:39,960
And then he's gonna tell my pastor,
and God will know that I've done drugs.
831
00:42:39,960 --> 00:42:41,080
[Roman] He's here.
832
00:42:42,280 --> 00:42:43,840
I'm not naked!
833
00:42:45,880 --> 00:42:46,960
I can see that.
834
00:42:47,880 --> 00:42:48,920
[Roman] Okay.
835
00:42:49,520 --> 00:42:50,520
I'm leavin'.
836
00:42:52,840 --> 00:42:53,880
Want some?
837
00:42:54,760 --> 00:42:55,600
Yeah.
838
00:43:01,960 --> 00:43:03,960
["Strut" by Big Freedia and Elohim
playing]
839
00:43:14,240 --> 00:43:15,840
Uh-huh...
840
00:43:15,840 --> 00:43:17,760
Jesus is...
841
00:43:17,760 --> 00:43:19,280
[echoing] Oh!
842
00:43:20,000 --> 00:43:21,560
♪ Bam bam ♪
843
00:43:21,560 --> 00:43:22,920
♪ Fuck the sidewalk ♪
844
00:43:23,760 --> 00:43:25,000
♪ It's a runway ♪
845
00:43:25,600 --> 00:43:27,000
♪ Strut, strut ♪
846
00:43:27,600 --> 00:43:28,960
♪ Strut, strut ♪
847
00:43:29,480 --> 00:43:30,880
♪ Strut, strut ♪
848
00:43:31,400 --> 00:43:32,560
♪ Strut, strut ♪
849
00:43:41,200 --> 00:43:42,680
♪ Take the Uber ♪
850
00:43:42,680 --> 00:43:44,280
♪ Fuck the Uber ♪
851
00:43:44,880 --> 00:43:46,280
♪ Take the airplane ♪
852
00:43:46,800 --> 00:43:48,240
♪ Fuck the airplane ♪
853
00:43:48,240 --> 00:43:50,000
♪ Strut, strut ♪
854
00:43:50,520 --> 00:43:51,920
♪ Strut, strut ♪
855
00:43:52,440 --> 00:43:53,920
♪ Strut, strut ♪
856
00:43:54,440 --> 00:43:55,920
♪ Strut, strut ♪
857
00:43:56,400 --> 00:43:57,520
♪ Fuck a Seiko... ♪
858
00:43:57,520 --> 00:43:58,920
I like your necklace.
859
00:43:58,920 --> 00:44:01,320
Thanks, I'm an Aries.
860
00:44:02,560 --> 00:44:05,240
Let me see. You're also an Aries?
861
00:44:05,240 --> 00:44:06,320
How did you guess?
862
00:44:06,320 --> 00:44:08,200
Oh, it's my thing.
863
00:44:09,720 --> 00:44:12,400
Are Aries supposed to be
compatible together?
864
00:44:12,400 --> 00:44:17,960
Hmm. Big fights,
but very good make-up sex.
865
00:44:17,960 --> 00:44:19,000
[Cal] Whoa!
866
00:44:19,000 --> 00:44:22,400
I don't know much about star signs.
My mum reads them, but I--
867
00:44:23,000 --> 00:44:25,720
♪ Ain't polite about it
I'm like, "Ho, be nice" ♪
868
00:44:25,720 --> 00:44:27,760
♪ For what? I make it look easy ♪
869
00:44:27,760 --> 00:44:29,840
[muffled] ♪ Make a hater feel queasy ♪
870
00:44:29,840 --> 00:44:31,880
♪ Leave 'em sick, I leave 'em shook... ♪
871
00:44:31,880 --> 00:44:34,720
I'm sorry. I have to see your lips.
872
00:44:34,720 --> 00:44:36,040
It's so dark in here.
873
00:44:37,240 --> 00:44:38,920
I thought you wanted to kiss me.
874
00:44:40,560 --> 00:44:44,240
- Hey, babe. Ooh! Okay, you look good.
- Ooh!
875
00:44:47,120 --> 00:44:48,520
Wanna come bar with me?
876
00:44:49,320 --> 00:44:52,000
Oh, have you met my partner PK?
877
00:44:52,520 --> 00:44:53,560
[laughing] Hi.
878
00:44:54,760 --> 00:44:57,480
I'm feeling hot. I need some air.
879
00:44:59,360 --> 00:45:01,200
- Oh.
- ♪ Fuck the Waldorf... ♪
880
00:45:01,200 --> 00:45:02,200
Bye.
881
00:45:03,080 --> 00:45:05,280
You're gonna feel rough
at church tomorrow.
882
00:45:05,280 --> 00:45:07,080
Ah, I don't think I'm gonna go.
883
00:45:07,080 --> 00:45:08,360
How come?
884
00:45:08,360 --> 00:45:10,040
Well... [sighs]
885
00:45:10,040 --> 00:45:11,600
Pastor Samuel...
886
00:45:11,600 --> 00:45:12,760
Mmm?
887
00:45:12,760 --> 00:45:15,680
He basically said
that I need to stay in the closet.
888
00:45:17,520 --> 00:45:18,520
- Ah.
- Ah.
889
00:45:18,520 --> 00:45:19,520
- Yeah.
- Mmm.
890
00:45:19,520 --> 00:45:20,920
That doesn't surprise me.
891
00:45:22,200 --> 00:45:24,200
Do you ever just wanna say fuck this?
892
00:45:24,920 --> 00:45:26,160
And not go anymore?
893
00:45:28,520 --> 00:45:29,640
Sometimes.
894
00:45:32,040 --> 00:45:34,440
But it's my community.
895
00:45:36,480 --> 00:45:37,600
My family.
896
00:45:38,840 --> 00:45:40,840
[sighs] It's...
897
00:45:42,640 --> 00:45:44,000
[sighs] ...my heart.
898
00:45:44,000 --> 00:45:45,600
I can't cut it out.
899
00:45:48,680 --> 00:45:49,520
[banging]
900
00:45:49,520 --> 00:45:53,320
[boy] Can you hurry up?
Some people actually need to take a shit!
901
00:45:55,280 --> 00:45:56,960
[laughing]
902
00:45:58,240 --> 00:45:59,400
♪ When the bass line hits ♪
903
00:45:59,400 --> 00:46:01,280
♪ Don't need the bunny
Just drums and shit ♪
904
00:46:01,280 --> 00:46:03,400
♪ Let's bang to the bang
Put it on repeat ♪
905
00:46:03,400 --> 00:46:04,880
♪ Good girl... ♪
906
00:46:04,880 --> 00:46:06,320
- All right?
- Mm-hmm.
907
00:46:06,840 --> 00:46:08,640
♪ A good beat that makes her body dance ♪
908
00:46:08,640 --> 00:46:09,720
♪ Everything's taller... ♪
909
00:46:09,720 --> 00:46:12,360
I've noticed that you've had top surgery.
910
00:46:13,360 --> 00:46:15,800
Oh, sorry. I'm just a bit high right now.
911
00:46:15,800 --> 00:46:18,400
It's just I don't know
that many other trans people,
912
00:46:18,400 --> 00:46:21,600
and I wanna get mine done,
and I don't know what to expect, so...
913
00:46:21,600 --> 00:46:22,920
[laughs]
914
00:46:22,920 --> 00:46:24,720
It looks great on you, by the way.
915
00:46:25,680 --> 00:46:27,160
- Thanks.
- Mmm.
916
00:46:27,160 --> 00:46:29,120
I had it done last year.
917
00:46:29,120 --> 00:46:32,000
Honestly, it was
the best decision I've ever made.
918
00:46:32,600 --> 00:46:34,880
I finally just feel like myself.
919
00:46:35,760 --> 00:46:39,080
I've been on the waiting list
for my GIC appointment
920
00:46:39,080 --> 00:46:41,840
for three years, almost.
921
00:46:41,840 --> 00:46:44,920
And, I dunno,
I'm hoping it's not much longer.
922
00:46:44,920 --> 00:46:48,640
I saw a private consultant
to get my T because I couldn't wait.
923
00:46:49,240 --> 00:46:50,920
Things are really bad right now.
924
00:46:50,920 --> 00:46:53,560
People wait up to five years
for their first appointment,
925
00:46:53,560 --> 00:46:57,800
and then it can be another few years
on top of that to get your surgery.
926
00:46:57,800 --> 00:47:00,520
I was lucky. I went private.
927
00:47:00,520 --> 00:47:03,400
Baby, you have to come in.
They're playing our song.
928
00:47:04,680 --> 00:47:06,240
- Come dance with us?
- ♪ In a heartbeat ♪
929
00:47:06,240 --> 00:47:08,120
- ♪ I bang all the way into Wall Street ♪
- Sure.
930
00:47:08,120 --> 00:47:10,120
♪ Tell 'em back down
Make way for the real freak ♪
931
00:47:21,440 --> 00:47:24,000
♪ Beat go hard with a bang
I just bang my way to... ♪
932
00:47:25,480 --> 00:47:28,440
- [Otis sighs]
- [birdsong]
933
00:47:44,400 --> 00:47:48,000
- Mmm...
- Sorry, I don't know how I fell asleep.
934
00:47:49,840 --> 00:47:52,680
- Yeah. No, I don't know how that happened.
- Yeah.
935
00:47:53,840 --> 00:47:54,960
Yeah, I'm sorry.
936
00:47:55,680 --> 00:47:56,600
Sorry.
937
00:47:57,160 --> 00:47:58,280
[sighs]
938
00:47:59,920 --> 00:48:02,800
Look, Otis, don't worry about it.
We just fell asleep.
939
00:48:03,680 --> 00:48:04,520
Yeah.
940
00:48:04,520 --> 00:48:06,240
[mischievous music playing]
941
00:48:08,000 --> 00:48:09,440
[sighs]
942
00:48:15,560 --> 00:48:19,480
My phone's out of battery,
and my mum's gonna be worried, so I...
943
00:48:19,480 --> 00:48:22,680
Charge it here,
and then I could give you a lift home?
944
00:48:23,760 --> 00:48:25,840
Uh... I'd really better go.
945
00:48:27,120 --> 00:48:31,320
Look, let's meet up tomorrow morning
and work out next steps.
946
00:48:33,400 --> 00:48:35,160
And I think you should talk to Maeve.
947
00:48:36,040 --> 00:48:38,720
Just let her know
that you're feeling left behind.
948
00:48:40,760 --> 00:48:41,680
I will.
949
00:48:44,080 --> 00:48:45,680
Thanks for everything.
950
00:48:45,680 --> 00:48:47,840
[gentle music playing]
951
00:48:59,520 --> 00:49:00,600
[snoring]
952
00:49:02,280 --> 00:49:03,440
[sighing]
953
00:49:07,880 --> 00:49:09,200
[groaning]
954
00:49:14,040 --> 00:49:15,760
[moans]
955
00:49:23,560 --> 00:49:25,440
- We are going to church now.
- Mmm!
956
00:49:25,440 --> 00:49:28,160
- I'd like it if you came with us.
- Um...
957
00:49:28,160 --> 00:49:32,320
- I don't think I'm gonna go today, Mum.
- But there's a lunch after the service.
958
00:49:32,920 --> 00:49:35,120
Auntie Oni has made puff-puff.
959
00:49:35,640 --> 00:49:37,640
[sister] Why do we have to go to church?
960
00:49:38,600 --> 00:49:40,440
[clears throat]
961
00:49:40,440 --> 00:49:43,400
Yeah, no. I do... I do love
Auntie Oni's puff-puff.
962
00:49:43,400 --> 00:49:46,320
I'm just... I'm just so tired today, Mum.
I'm so sorry.
963
00:49:47,040 --> 00:49:48,280
[sighs]
964
00:49:48,280 --> 00:49:49,640
Hmm.
965
00:49:50,240 --> 00:49:51,640
[sighs]
966
00:49:51,640 --> 00:49:52,680
[groans]
967
00:49:53,200 --> 00:49:54,600
Ow.
968
00:49:58,880 --> 00:50:01,160
["Our Lips Are Sealed"
by The Go-Go's playing]
969
00:50:04,440 --> 00:50:06,200
♪ There's a weapon ♪
970
00:50:06,720 --> 00:50:08,200
♪ That we must use... ♪
971
00:50:08,200 --> 00:50:09,760
- [camera clicking]
- ♪ In our defense ♪
972
00:50:10,360 --> 00:50:11,480
♪ Silence ♪
973
00:50:11,480 --> 00:50:13,360
♪ When you look at them ♪
974
00:50:13,360 --> 00:50:15,480
♪ Look right through them ♪
975
00:50:15,960 --> 00:50:17,960
♪ That's when they'll disappear ♪
976
00:50:17,960 --> 00:50:20,240
♪ That's when we'll be feared ♪
977
00:50:20,840 --> 00:50:23,040
♪ It doesn't matter what they say ♪
978
00:50:24,000 --> 00:50:28,240
- ♪ In the jealous games people play ♪
- [Joy crying]
979
00:50:29,800 --> 00:50:31,800
Sh, sh, sh, sh, sh, sh, shhh.
980
00:50:33,280 --> 00:50:34,280
[front door closes]
981
00:50:34,280 --> 00:50:35,520
Mum, I'm home.
982
00:50:35,520 --> 00:50:38,160
Hello, darling. Did you have fun?
983
00:50:38,760 --> 00:50:39,880
I didn't go.
984
00:50:40,520 --> 00:50:41,880
I need to charge my phone.
985
00:50:46,120 --> 00:50:47,080
Oh fuck!
986
00:50:47,920 --> 00:50:52,960
Stupid, long piece
of fucking piece of fabric. Shit!
987
00:50:52,960 --> 00:50:54,320
[sobbing]
988
00:50:54,320 --> 00:50:56,400
[somber music playing]
989
00:50:58,160 --> 00:51:00,160
[Joy continues crying]
990
00:51:08,000 --> 00:51:12,240
♪ I don't know what I was thinking... ♪
991
00:51:12,840 --> 00:51:14,080
[sighs]
992
00:51:14,920 --> 00:51:20,280
♪ Reachin' out beyond my grasp ♪
993
00:51:21,680 --> 00:51:27,320
♪ Liftin' up these wings
To try to take to the sky ♪
994
00:51:27,320 --> 00:51:29,840
- ♪ As if I wasn't tied... ♪
- [ringing tone]
995
00:51:29,840 --> 00:51:33,640
♪ To this 50-ton past ♪
996
00:51:33,640 --> 00:51:36,560
- [Maeve] Hello.
- Hey. Sorry, my phone was out of battery.
997
00:51:36,560 --> 00:51:38,560
Um, Maeve, I'm really sorry we fought.
998
00:51:38,560 --> 00:51:40,640
And I said some stupid things.
999
00:51:40,640 --> 00:51:44,280
And I should have been more supportive.
You were right. I... I was being--
1000
00:51:44,280 --> 00:51:47,840
Otis, it doesn't matter.
I'm going to the airport.
1001
00:51:49,320 --> 00:51:52,200
My mum's in hospital.
She's had an overdose. It's serious.
1002
00:51:52,200 --> 00:51:54,120
- ♪ I see so much open space... ♪
- What?
1003
00:51:54,120 --> 00:51:55,680
- ♪ In front of me... ♪
- I'm coming home.
1004
00:51:55,680 --> 00:52:00,960
- ♪ But I don't get too far because... ♪
- [line beeps]
1005
00:52:01,760 --> 00:52:02,840
[sighs]
1006
00:52:02,840 --> 00:52:08,760
♪ The tether pulls me back ♪
1007
00:52:10,320 --> 00:52:14,680
♪ The tether pulls me back ♪
1008
00:52:16,280 --> 00:52:23,280
♪ The tether pullin' me back ♪
1009
00:52:23,880 --> 00:52:28,360
♪ The tether always pulls me back ♪
1010
00:52:30,440 --> 00:52:35,040
♪ I thought I should let you know that ♪
1011
00:52:37,000 --> 00:52:42,040
♪ You'll be seein' me around ♪
1012
00:52:44,160 --> 00:52:47,560
♪ Tryin' to let go of anything ♪
1013
00:52:47,560 --> 00:52:51,160
♪ I might be draggin' with me ♪
1014
00:52:51,160 --> 00:52:55,200
♪ As I make my way back down ♪
1015
00:52:57,360 --> 00:53:03,880
♪ The tether pulls me back ♪
1016
00:53:05,440 --> 00:53:09,840
♪ The tether always pulls me back ♪