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[Caroline] De Beauvoir's work
is steeped in patriarchal values.
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It asks how we can be better emancipated
living within a man's world
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rather than calling
for what women actually need,
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which is a complete withdrawal
from that mode of being.
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What are you suggesting?
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For women to go and live on some commune?
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No, darling. The men.
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[laughing]
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- Have you got everything you need?
- [Jean] Mum.
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♪ Rolling me down the highway ♪
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♪ Moving ahead so life won't pass me by... ♪
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[Caroline] Come on. I want you
to try the salmon terrine.
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♪ Like the north wind
Whistling down the sky... ♪
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You're not supposed to be up.
Give me that.
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- Turtle, it's a party.
- Stop calling me Turtle. I hate it.
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But look at your cute little turtley nose.
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Just give it to me.
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Now look what you've done.
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You're going to get me in trouble.
I'm supposed to be watching you.
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Go and get some salt.
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♪ And I sing it loud... ♪
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[Caroline] I think we have read somewhere,
managers that are compromised
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by, you know, metaphorical
and psychological instinct.
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♪ Moving me down the highway ♪
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♪ Rolling me down the highway ♪
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♪ Moving ahead so life won't pass me by... ♪
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[Caroline laughs]
Right, how about we play a game?
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[breathing shakily]
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Did you find the salt?
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[Pierre] I was just getting some glasses.
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♪ Like a fool I am and I'll always be ♪
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♪ I've got a dream ♪
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♪ I've got a dream... ♪
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[Joanna] Don't be jealous.
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♪ They can change their minds
But they can't change me ♪
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♪ I've got a dream ♪
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♪ I've got a dream ♪
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♪ Oh, I know I could share... ♪
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[Joanna] Morning, Turtle.
Has Otis not come back yet?
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No. He's been at Maeve's all weekend.
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Oh.
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He's got a mock exam today.
I feel like he's shutting me out.
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Maybe he's just embarrassed
to have Maeve stay over.
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Why would he be embarrassed?
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Perhaps you need
to be a little bit less intense.
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You know, like one
of those laid-back, cool, friend mums.
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I'm laid-back.
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Anyway, I've decided
to give you the money.
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Oh my God. Thank you.
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What's this?
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It's a "sister contract"
so that we both understand the conditions.
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It's very, um... long.
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Yeah.
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Mull it over. Take your time.
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There's no rush. And when you sign it,
I'll transfer the money.
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You are not laid-back.
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[clears throat] I might come in
and register at college today.
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Really?
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Mm-hmm.
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[phone ringing]
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Oh, um, my mum.
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[Jean] Um, can you chat for a minute?
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Uh, if this is about O, then no.
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[Jean] It's not.
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The show's on hiatus
until that stuff about, you know,
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her being deleted gets worked out.
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Canceled, Mum.
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[Jean] That's not actually why
I called at all.
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I was just wondering if you and Maeve
wanted to come over for dinner tonight.
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It would be very relaxed.
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Um, you know, laid-back.
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Not intense at all.
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Okay, let me ask.
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Mum's wondering
if you wanna come for dinner.
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No, I don't think that's a good idea.
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I just... I thought, Maeve and I
got off on the wrong foot,
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and... well, I'd like
to get to know her better.
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She wants to get to know you better.
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- Fine.
- Yeah?
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- That sounds really nice.
- Oh.
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- [Otis] We'll come over later.
- Good.
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[Otis] Okay, bye.
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Sorry, she put me on the spot.
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[pensive music playing]
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- Hmm. Oh.
- [knocking at door]
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I'll get it.
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- Come in.
- [Celia] Oh, you're not Jean. Stranger.
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Hi, Jean. Got you a skimmed latte,
if I remembered correctly?
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- Thanks.
- Nice house!
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Except for that tree house out the front.
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That's creepy.
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My ex built it.
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I'm going to take it down.
I just haven't had the chance.
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Um, sorry. Have I forgotten something?
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I just wanna chat.
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I'm... I'm gonna go.
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Let's go in here.
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["Push" playing]
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♪ Pushin' ♪
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♪ Pushin'... ♪
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My dysphoria is at an all-time high.
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I'm trying to look after myself
and push through,
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but I'm just waiting for the next thing
to come and knock me down.
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I can't get away from that feeling.
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It's there when I wake up,
when I go to sleep.
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I wish I could just go back
to being a kid.
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I think it was the last time
I felt like me.
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♪ Get on your journey ♪
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♪ Yeah ♪
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- ♪ Keep on ♪
- ♪ Pushin' ♪
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♪ Yeah ♪
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- ♪ Pushin' ♪
- ♪ Yeah, yeah, yeah ♪
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♪ Pushin' ♪
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- ♪ Pushin'... ♪
- [phone chimes]
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[phone clicks]
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- [Jackson] What the fuck?
- [knock]
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Here you go. Your mother's finest.
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How are you feeling about your exam?
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I just got an email saying
that there's no record of my sperm donor.
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I thought we agreed you were going to wait
until after your exams.
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I know you guys
are hiding something from me.
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Jackson, we just want you to do well.
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It's your final year at college.
You need to stay focused.
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- Mum, can you tell me what's going on?
- There's nothing going on.
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It's just a mix-up.
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[mysterious music playing]
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Stop staring at me.
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You silly, silly Jesus.
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[Beatrice] Eric!
Your toast is getting burnt!
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[Joy fussing]
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Should I have bought Joy a "babyccino"?
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Look, I wanted to come over
to update you.
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Things got a little fruity
down at the station.
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And "Terry" is not happy with me at all,
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but I still have a lot of faith
that we can make this show work.
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We just have to come up
with a plan of action and regroup.
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Well, the thing is, Celia, um,
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I don't think
I'm the right person for the show.
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Oh.
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[jean] I thought I'd be able
to juggle everything,
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and it turns out
that it's a lot harder than I realized.
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But the last show was a lot better.
You were finding your groove.
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I just need to be a mum right now.
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[upbeat music playing]
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[Abbi] Uh, hi. Hey, everyone.
The fundraiser's coming up,
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and we're still looking for people
to help with ticketing and catering,
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so shoot me a message if... Ooh.
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you fancy helping out.
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You're so brave for outing O.
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Yeah, and I accidentally pissed
in my wardrobe when I was drunk once,
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so you shouldn't feel embarrassed.
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So it's down there for enrollment.
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- [Maeve] Okay.
- [Otis] Good luck.
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- See you later.
- [Otis] Mm-hmm.
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[indistinct chatter]
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Ruby. Hi. Um...
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That stuff I said about us and Maeve,
I'm really sorry.
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It was pigheaded of me,
and I was panicking,
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and that sometimes
makes me say stupid things.
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But I... I really think we still have
a chance of winning this thing
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if we can move past it.
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I'm working for someone new now, Otis.
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{\an8}- [Connor] Take a badge.
- [O] Stick it in your eye.
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Oh, come on. Be reasonable.
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- Who put you up to this?
- Nobody. I'm an independent.
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You?
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No. No, you can't just join the race.
That's against the rules.
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[Ruby] There are no rules, Otis.
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And Connor is no less worthy
than either of you two.
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- But I have had my channel for years.
- No, okay...
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- I've been around therapy my entire life.
- Actually, my dad's also a therapist.
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And I have my own video channel,
mostly about gaming.
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- But Ruby's helping me rebrand.
- [mouths] Rebrand. Yes.
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She took me shopping.
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Connor, no one's gonna vote for you.
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Sorry. We're more likely to vote for him
than either of you two.
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You're both super problematic.
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- [Otis] Excuse me.
- [O] I am not problematic.
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And we have free beanies!
Free beanies for everyone!
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- [Connor] Vote Connor! Vote Connor!
- Ah, Jesus.
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Vote Connor! Vote Connor!
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- Enough.
- Oh yeah!
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I've figured it out.
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The meaning of life?
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No, what I wanna take photos of.
I've taken my first ones. Can I show you?
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- Aren't we not supposed to be talking?
- No, Maeve says we can be friends.
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Yeah.
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Let's go!
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[woman]
♪ Hush, little planty, don't say a word ♪
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♪ Mama's gonna buy you a mockingbird ♪
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[Aimee laughs]
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[indistinct chatter]
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[door closes]
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[phone ringing]
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- Hello.
- [Mo] Hey, Maeve? It's, uh, Mo.
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Uh, the dodgy one.
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Yeah, hi.
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Sean asked me to tell you
you need to pick your mum up.
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Why, where is he?
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He's left, took all his stuff. Um...
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All right. Peace out.
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Oh.
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[phone beeps]
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[pensive music playing]
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Oh. Hi, Maeve.
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Hi.
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I'm sorry about your mum.
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Oh, do cock biters get a free pass
when they've got a dead mum?
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How gracious.
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So,
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these are the jeans
I was wearing on that day
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when I was assaulted on the bus.
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I keep meaning to throw them away,
but for some reason, I can't.
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Every day I feel more like myself,
and, like, that's great,
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but sometimes, it feels like
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even when I'm doing something I love,
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like eating ice cream...
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it feels like I'm still wearing them.
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Like it never goes away.
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So, yeah, this is my idea.
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These are brilliant.
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Well, you've helped so much.
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You're gonna be such a great teacher.
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Thank you, but this is all you.
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[chime over PA]
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[Lakhani] Can students who are taking
the history or geography mock exams
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make their way to the first floor?
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[curious music playing]
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[phone chimes]
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[indistinct chatter]
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- [woman] Vote Connor.
- [woman 2] Connor.
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Talk to me because I don't get it.
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[laughs] You're so in love.
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[indistinct chatter]
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[dramatic music playing]
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This way.
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[electronic voice] Doors closing.
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- [doors close]
- [elevator dings]
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[electronic voice] Lift going up.
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[elevator rising]
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[beeping]
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[elevator stops moving]
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Hello?
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[man] Sarajevo, Belgrade, Sofia.
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- Uh, what's the capital of Montenegro?
- Podgorica.
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- Are you sure?
- Yes.
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It was called Titograd between
1946 to 1992, but we're splitting hairs.
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- You got this.
- Thanks.
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Viv.
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Hey.
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Why were you talking to that guy?
252
00:13:49,200 --> 00:13:52,200
What guy? Oh, he was just
asking me questions about the exam.
253
00:13:52,280 --> 00:13:55,920
Oh, because it looked like you were
coming onto him. That's why.
254
00:13:56,000 --> 00:13:57,200
Uh, I wasn't. Trust me.
255
00:13:57,800 --> 00:13:59,776
- Don't lie to me.
- [man] Geography mock this way.
256
00:13:59,800 --> 00:14:01,880
Oh, I think they're going in, so...
257
00:14:01,960 --> 00:14:03,280
[tense music playing]
258
00:14:03,360 --> 00:14:05,600
Don't walk away from me.
259
00:14:06,880 --> 00:14:08,640
You're hurting me, Beau.
260
00:14:08,720 --> 00:14:11,320
[winces] Ow, s-stop.
261
00:14:12,680 --> 00:14:14,360
What are you doing?
262
00:14:14,440 --> 00:14:17,000
Don't be nervous. You'll smash it.
263
00:14:17,520 --> 00:14:19,080
[mysterious music playing]
264
00:14:26,440 --> 00:14:27,440
[O] Hello?
265
00:14:29,080 --> 00:14:30,280
Phone's dead.
266
00:14:31,720 --> 00:14:32,760
[Otis] Are you sure?
267
00:14:33,280 --> 00:14:37,480
No, I, uh, just fancied staying in here
with you for a wee bit longer, Otis.
268
00:14:37,560 --> 00:14:38,560
[Otis] Hello?
269
00:14:39,040 --> 00:14:40,040
Hello?
270
00:14:40,800 --> 00:14:41,840
Oh God.
271
00:14:42,360 --> 00:14:43,360
Oh God.
272
00:14:44,000 --> 00:14:48,120
Oh, we're stuck. We are stuck in here.
We're gonna run out of air, O.
273
00:14:48,200 --> 00:14:49,760
[sucking air]
274
00:14:53,160 --> 00:14:55,680
We're gonna run out of air and oxygen,
and we might die.
275
00:14:57,040 --> 00:14:59,840
- What are you doing?
- Trying to pretend that you're not here.
276
00:15:00,920 --> 00:15:03,400
[panting]
277
00:15:04,160 --> 00:15:06,600
AC/DC. AC/DC. Adam and the Ants.
278
00:15:07,320 --> 00:15:09,200
Bowie, David. Carpenters.
279
00:15:10,640 --> 00:15:12,960
Ugh. It was working this morning.
280
00:15:13,040 --> 00:15:15,640
Well, it's not working now.
It's stuck again!
281
00:15:17,040 --> 00:15:20,120
Look, you're gonna be late,
so if you just take the stairs...
282
00:15:20,200 --> 00:15:22,040
No, I'm waiting with you.
283
00:15:23,640 --> 00:15:26,160
Excuse me. Siobhan, hi.
284
00:15:26,240 --> 00:15:29,440
I've got an exam
in exactly ten minutes' time. Upstairs.
285
00:15:29,520 --> 00:15:31,640
And the shitty lift is broken again.
286
00:15:31,720 --> 00:15:32,920
Right.
287
00:15:33,920 --> 00:15:36,040
- I'll get Principal Lakhani.
- Yeah.
288
00:15:37,200 --> 00:15:38,920
I've had enough of this.
289
00:15:39,000 --> 00:15:41,000
[suspenseful music playing]
290
00:15:42,840 --> 00:15:44,680
- There's mischief in your eyes.
- Hmm.
291
00:15:46,560 --> 00:15:48,560
[Michael] You are now
under exam conditions.
292
00:15:48,640 --> 00:15:50,640
If you have unauthorized items...
293
00:15:50,760 --> 00:15:52,320
I have not revised.
294
00:15:52,400 --> 00:15:55,440
[Michael]...electronic device,
you must hand them in now.
295
00:15:55,520 --> 00:15:59,200
If you do not hand them in,
your results may be canceled.
296
00:15:59,280 --> 00:16:01,080
You should have a question paper
on your desk.
297
00:16:01,160 --> 00:16:04,360
Do not open the question paper
until I instruct you to do so.
298
00:16:06,520 --> 00:16:08,880
You'll have 60 minutes
to complete this exam.
299
00:16:12,160 --> 00:16:13,520
Your time starts now.
300
00:16:20,480 --> 00:16:22,040
- [alarm blaring]
- [screams]
301
00:16:22,120 --> 00:16:24,400
All right. Stay calm, everyone.
302
00:16:24,480 --> 00:16:28,560
Please make your way to the exit,
and leave your exam papers where they are.
303
00:16:30,320 --> 00:16:33,360
- [woman] Oh my God, like, I hate fire.
- [Michael] Single file. Don't run.
304
00:16:35,600 --> 00:16:37,520
Everybody, please remain calm.
305
00:16:37,600 --> 00:16:40,440
Form two very distinctive lines behind me.
306
00:16:40,520 --> 00:16:44,680
We'll descend the stairs, exit outside,
and gather at the muster point.
307
00:16:44,760 --> 00:16:47,440
- Nothing to worry about.
- [man] Is this gonna be all tough?
308
00:16:47,520 --> 00:16:49,080
- Uh...
- [alarm continues]
309
00:16:49,160 --> 00:16:51,120
Right. Uh, that's fine.
310
00:16:51,200 --> 00:16:53,960
Um, we may need to find
an alternative way...
311
00:16:54,040 --> 00:16:55,080
[woman] How do we get out?
312
00:16:55,120 --> 00:16:58,400
- We're going to die.
- No one's gonna... We're not gonna die.
313
00:16:58,480 --> 00:16:59,680
It's annoying, isn't it?
314
00:16:59,760 --> 00:17:00,960
[overlapping chatter]
315
00:17:01,040 --> 00:17:03,560
Not being able
to get where you need to go.
316
00:17:03,640 --> 00:17:06,120
What's... What's happening?
This is very disruptive.
317
00:17:06,200 --> 00:17:08,320
- Ros, can you please sort out the alarm?
- On my way.
318
00:17:08,400 --> 00:17:11,680
I've asked nicely multiple times
for the lift to be replaced,
319
00:17:11,760 --> 00:17:13,160
and nothing has changed.
320
00:17:13,240 --> 00:17:16,480
So, yeah, I'm gonna be
a little bit disruptive,
321
00:17:16,560 --> 00:17:20,000
because, quite frankly, I'm fucked off.
322
00:17:20,080 --> 00:17:22,480
I've got other things
I need to be worried about.
323
00:17:22,560 --> 00:17:24,760
Whether I'm gonna
get a good result on my exam.
324
00:17:24,840 --> 00:17:27,320
- What I'm gonna have for dinner tonight.
- [alarm stops]
325
00:17:27,400 --> 00:17:29,120
Normal everyday shit.
326
00:17:30,120 --> 00:17:34,240
But instead, I'm here wasting my time
327
00:17:34,320 --> 00:17:38,720
explaining why accessibility is a big deal
when it should be a given.
328
00:17:38,800 --> 00:17:40,280
I thought you fixed it.
329
00:17:41,400 --> 00:17:43,080
Yeah, it's just fucked.
330
00:17:44,120 --> 00:17:46,680
I'm not blaming
any one person specifically.
331
00:17:47,600 --> 00:17:48,760
It's everyone's fault.
332
00:17:48,840 --> 00:17:51,176
- What's happening?
- [Isaac] It's everyone's responsibility.
333
00:17:51,200 --> 00:17:52,800
The lift isn't working. Again.
334
00:17:52,880 --> 00:17:57,160
If this college can afford sound baths,
communal harmony bees...
335
00:17:57,240 --> 00:17:59,000
- [woman] Save the bees!
- [woman 2] Sh!
336
00:17:59,080 --> 00:18:02,160
...they can definitely
afford a working lift.
337
00:18:02,240 --> 00:18:04,480
And I know that that's not glamorous,
338
00:18:04,560 --> 00:18:06,560
but it's really important
339
00:18:06,640 --> 00:18:11,000
that when people ask for something
that they need, you listen.
340
00:18:11,080 --> 00:18:16,440
Look, I think this is just
one big misunderstanding.
341
00:18:16,520 --> 00:18:19,640
- "Big misunderstanding."
- [Lakhani] We can fix this.
342
00:18:19,720 --> 00:18:22,680
- You come to us with your problems...
- It's not a misunderstanding.
343
00:18:22,760 --> 00:18:24,280
It's an afterthought.
344
00:18:24,360 --> 00:18:27,640
None of you realized
you'd left me behind just now
345
00:18:27,720 --> 00:18:30,040
when college could have burned down.
346
00:18:30,640 --> 00:18:33,160
I used to sign BSL as a kid,
347
00:18:33,240 --> 00:18:37,120
but when I went to secondary school,
the access just wasn't there.
348
00:18:37,200 --> 00:18:40,160
And I was so embarrassed to ask for it.
349
00:18:40,240 --> 00:18:43,640
So I pretend I'm coping
as well as everyone else.
350
00:18:44,480 --> 00:18:46,280
It's so much work.
351
00:18:46,360 --> 00:18:49,480
Lip-reading, having people speak for me,
352
00:18:49,560 --> 00:18:51,120
no notetaker in class.
353
00:18:51,200 --> 00:18:53,040
It's so draining.
354
00:18:53,120 --> 00:18:55,200
I wish people understood
355
00:18:55,280 --> 00:18:59,320
that our problems come
from barriers in society,
356
00:18:59,400 --> 00:19:01,360
not from our disabilities.
357
00:19:02,200 --> 00:19:05,000
- Who is that?
- I'm not sure. I've never seen him before.
358
00:19:05,080 --> 00:19:06,680
I don't think he goes here.
359
00:19:06,760 --> 00:19:08,400
I'm just very passionate.
360
00:19:08,480 --> 00:19:13,080
Look, I'm going to call an engineer,
and we're gonna sort all of this out.
361
00:19:13,160 --> 00:19:17,000
But in the meantime,
please just get back to your exams.
362
00:19:17,080 --> 00:19:19,520
No. Not good enough.
363
00:19:20,040 --> 00:19:23,840
If Isaac can't do his exam,
I won't do my exam.
364
00:19:24,440 --> 00:19:28,160
Yeah. You know what?
We're not moving until it gets fixed.
365
00:19:28,240 --> 00:19:30,240
["Youth Against Fascism" playing]
366
00:19:30,760 --> 00:19:32,920
♪ And yeah, the president sucks ♪
367
00:19:34,320 --> 00:19:36,240
♪ He's a war pig fuck ♪
368
00:19:37,280 --> 00:19:39,400
♪ His shit is out of luck... ♪
369
00:19:39,480 --> 00:19:41,160
[clapping accelerates]
370
00:19:41,240 --> 00:19:43,720
[Aimee] Oh my God.
Are we doing one of those protest things?
371
00:19:43,800 --> 00:19:47,440
Like the famous naked people in the '60s
with the funny little bums?
372
00:19:47,520 --> 00:19:49,440
♪ We're banging pots and pans ♪
373
00:19:50,480 --> 00:19:52,800
♪ To make you understand ♪
374
00:19:53,320 --> 00:19:54,320
♪ We gotta... ♪
375
00:19:54,720 --> 00:19:55,760
[inhaling]
376
00:19:55,840 --> 00:19:57,840
[water bubbling]
377
00:20:03,680 --> 00:20:05,680
[chair squeaks]
378
00:20:08,520 --> 00:20:10,800
So how do they fit your mum
in there, then?
379
00:20:15,000 --> 00:20:16,040
That's her ashes.
380
00:20:16,120 --> 00:20:17,120
Ah.
381
00:20:18,760 --> 00:20:20,880
Sean and I were supposed to
scatter them together.
382
00:20:21,680 --> 00:20:23,440
Did he...
Did he say anything before he left?
383
00:20:24,040 --> 00:20:27,160
Just that he wanted to try and get clean.
384
00:20:28,120 --> 00:20:31,200
And, uh, if he was gonna stay here,
he wouldn't be able to do that.
385
00:20:31,840 --> 00:20:32,840
Right, yeah.
386
00:20:37,480 --> 00:20:39,800
[chair squeaks]
387
00:20:45,280 --> 00:20:46,800
What's with the plastic?
388
00:20:46,880 --> 00:20:49,680
- Oh, I've got allergies, you know?
- [mouths] Oh.
389
00:20:50,560 --> 00:20:51,720
[inhales]
390
00:20:53,640 --> 00:20:55,720
Do you wanna play Temple of Zoltan?
391
00:20:56,600 --> 00:20:58,560
Yeah. Yeah.
392
00:20:59,960 --> 00:21:01,000
[chair squeaks]
393
00:21:02,000 --> 00:21:03,360
- So...
- [chair squeaks]
394
00:21:03,440 --> 00:21:06,000
[Mo] You're the pink slug.
I call her Sluggy.
395
00:21:06,080 --> 00:21:07,280
[Maeve] Why am I the slug?
396
00:21:07,880 --> 00:21:09,080
[Mo] 'Cause it's pink.
397
00:21:09,760 --> 00:21:11,760
[sheep bleating]
398
00:21:16,920 --> 00:21:18,320
[Adam] Hmm.
399
00:21:18,400 --> 00:21:20,000
[horse neighs]
400
00:21:20,680 --> 00:21:21,800
Wow.
401
00:21:23,440 --> 00:21:24,840
[sniffs]
402
00:21:24,920 --> 00:21:26,080
- [man clears throat]
- Oh.
403
00:21:26,160 --> 00:21:29,440
Hey, mate. Got your hay delivery,
but your tractor's in the way.
404
00:21:30,040 --> 00:21:31,240
- Can you move it?
- Uh...
405
00:21:32,000 --> 00:21:34,000
Tell you what.
I'll be out there in a minute.
406
00:21:38,880 --> 00:21:39,880
Tractor.
407
00:21:45,120 --> 00:21:47,120
[curious music playing]
408
00:21:54,080 --> 00:21:55,160
Okay.
409
00:22:02,320 --> 00:22:03,400
Put that in there.
410
00:22:05,000 --> 00:22:07,000
[engine starts]
411
00:22:10,600 --> 00:22:12,880
[gears grinding]
412
00:22:20,360 --> 00:22:21,480
[brakes squeak]
413
00:22:22,000 --> 00:22:23,040
Okay.
414
00:22:25,680 --> 00:22:27,600
[gears grinding]
415
00:22:30,880 --> 00:22:31,920
Whoa!
416
00:22:32,320 --> 00:22:33,400
[brakes squeak]
417
00:22:37,600 --> 00:22:39,080
What are you doing?
418
00:22:39,160 --> 00:22:41,560
- [Jem] What's going on?
- Are you totally incompetent?
419
00:22:41,640 --> 00:22:44,840
[Jem] Adam, what the hell?
Get down now! Come on, quickly.
420
00:22:45,520 --> 00:22:46,600
What the fuck?
421
00:22:46,680 --> 00:22:47,880
[Adam] I'm sorry.
422
00:22:48,440 --> 00:22:50,800
[Jem] I leave you alone for 15 minutes!
423
00:22:50,880 --> 00:22:53,280
[somber music playing]
424
00:22:53,360 --> 00:22:57,320
"You must keep your promises
and stay true to your core values."
425
00:22:58,480 --> 00:23:00,800
Oh my God, are you kidding me?
426
00:23:04,160 --> 00:23:05,480
[phone chimes]
427
00:23:06,960 --> 00:23:08,960
[curious music playing]
428
00:23:18,000 --> 00:23:19,520
[hammering]
429
00:23:29,360 --> 00:23:30,960
[hammering continues]
430
00:23:31,040 --> 00:23:34,080
[Joy chattering]
431
00:23:42,560 --> 00:23:45,920
- [Joanna] What are you doing?
- I'm taking down the tree house.
432
00:23:47,320 --> 00:23:50,440
Yes, I can see that,
but why are you doing it right now?
433
00:23:50,520 --> 00:23:54,640
Because it's ugly and annoying,
and I don't wanna look at it anymore.
434
00:23:55,680 --> 00:23:57,120
[Joy cooing]
435
00:23:57,200 --> 00:24:00,880
[Joanna] Auntie Jo-Jo will go and help.
Auntie Jo-Jo will go and help. Come on.
436
00:24:02,080 --> 00:24:03,280
[sighs]
437
00:24:13,320 --> 00:24:15,760
- [Jean] What are you doing?
- I'm helping.
438
00:24:15,840 --> 00:24:17,360
You ever used a hammer before?
439
00:24:17,440 --> 00:24:18,920
I know how to use a hammer.
440
00:24:19,000 --> 00:24:20,320
Just turn it around.
441
00:24:20,400 --> 00:24:23,920
- There's a hook on the other side.
- It's a hammer. I know what I'm doing...
442
00:24:24,000 --> 00:24:25,520
[both scream]
443
00:24:25,600 --> 00:24:26,840
[both gasp]
444
00:24:26,920 --> 00:24:29,600
- What have you done?
- [Joanna] You are such a control freak!
445
00:24:29,680 --> 00:24:31,600
No, I'm not! Just get off me!
446
00:24:32,120 --> 00:24:34,280
You have to micromanage everything!
447
00:24:34,360 --> 00:24:40,080
I mean, what kind of person
handwrites a fucking sister contract?
448
00:24:40,160 --> 00:24:42,320
It is anally retentive!
449
00:24:42,880 --> 00:24:45,640
Why can't you just leave me
to use my own judgment?
450
00:24:45,720 --> 00:24:48,200
Because your judgment is famously bad!
451
00:24:48,280 --> 00:24:50,000
And what is that supposed to mean?
452
00:24:50,080 --> 00:24:54,760
Well, okay. How much
was that electric face mask thing?
453
00:24:54,840 --> 00:24:57,600
It was £250, which is actually quite cheap
454
00:24:57,680 --> 00:25:00,840
because it was meant to be £350,
and I got it in a sale.
455
00:25:00,920 --> 00:25:03,080
But you're in debt, Joanna!
456
00:25:05,160 --> 00:25:06,360
[gasps]
457
00:25:07,440 --> 00:25:12,640
I just think that you could... benefit
from some therapy.
458
00:25:12,720 --> 00:25:14,560
Oh my God! Really?
459
00:25:14,640 --> 00:25:15,760
Yes.
460
00:25:15,840 --> 00:25:18,920
I mean, our childhood was not that bad!
461
00:25:19,000 --> 00:25:22,320
Therapy has helped me profoundly,
462
00:25:22,400 --> 00:25:25,920
and I just think that you'd be able
to get some structure in your life.
463
00:25:26,000 --> 00:25:30,040
Yes, yeah, because you have
really got your shit together.
464
00:25:30,120 --> 00:25:34,480
When you're out here
fucking knocking down a tree house
465
00:25:34,560 --> 00:25:37,440
when you should be talking about
the guy who built it,
466
00:25:37,520 --> 00:25:40,120
who thought he was
the father of your child and he wasn't!
467
00:25:40,200 --> 00:25:43,280
How is that person not fucked up?
468
00:25:43,360 --> 00:25:49,280
All I'm saying is that you haven't
dealt with the years of abuse.
469
00:25:49,800 --> 00:25:54,200
And that is why all of this
is just self-sabotage.
470
00:25:54,280 --> 00:25:56,680
Your whole life would be different!
471
00:26:01,680 --> 00:26:02,680
Fuck.
472
00:26:09,400 --> 00:26:10,800
[sighs]
473
00:26:10,880 --> 00:26:11,880
[door opens]
474
00:26:13,240 --> 00:26:14,080
[door closes]
475
00:26:14,160 --> 00:26:16,360
{\an8}["Volunteers" playing]
476
00:26:25,320 --> 00:26:27,520
♪ Look what's happening
Out in the streets ♪
477
00:26:27,600 --> 00:26:29,880
- ♪ Got a revolution ♪
- ♪ Got to revolution ♪
478
00:26:29,960 --> 00:26:32,160
♪ Hey, I'm dancing down the streets ♪
479
00:26:32,240 --> 00:26:34,560
- ♪ Got a revolution ♪
- ♪ Got to revolution... ♪
480
00:26:34,640 --> 00:26:36,240
Hey. Are you okay?
481
00:26:36,320 --> 00:26:37,320
Yeah.
482
00:26:38,240 --> 00:26:40,000
Oh yeah.
483
00:26:41,080 --> 00:26:42,920
♪ One generation got soul... ♪
484
00:26:44,240 --> 00:26:45,440
Oh my God!
485
00:26:46,080 --> 00:26:47,400
♪ Pick up the cry ♪
486
00:26:47,480 --> 00:26:49,920
♪ Hey, now it's time for you and me... ♪
487
00:26:50,000 --> 00:26:54,800
[gasps] Isn't it wonderful
seeing young people be so passionate?
488
00:26:55,520 --> 00:26:56,800
♪ Got to revolution ♪
489
00:26:56,880 --> 00:27:00,000
♪ Who will take it from you?
We will, and who are we? ♪
490
00:27:00,080 --> 00:27:01,800
♪ Whoa, we are volunteers... ♪
491
00:27:01,880 --> 00:27:04,000
I'm sorry
we didn't realize you felt that way, Aish.
492
00:27:04,080 --> 00:27:06,200
It must be so frustrating.
493
00:27:06,280 --> 00:27:09,040
We're really gonna try a lot harder
to support you.
494
00:27:10,480 --> 00:27:11,480
Thanks.
495
00:27:12,520 --> 00:27:13,920
- Hey.
- Hi.
496
00:27:14,000 --> 00:27:17,600
Is anyone hungry? I'm gonna go see
if the canteen will give us any food.
497
00:27:17,680 --> 00:27:20,600
I'm starving. Yeah. I'll come with you.
I'll come with you.
498
00:27:21,160 --> 00:27:23,120
[gentle guitar strumming]
499
00:27:25,640 --> 00:27:27,400
[dramatic whooshing]
500
00:27:36,280 --> 00:27:39,400
[button clicking repeatedly]
501
00:27:43,000 --> 00:27:44,680
Can you not do that, please?
502
00:27:44,760 --> 00:27:46,560
I really need to get out of here.
503
00:27:46,640 --> 00:27:48,440
Oh, is there somewhere
you're desperate to be?
504
00:27:48,520 --> 00:27:50,360
- Yes, actually.
- Mm-hmm.
505
00:27:50,440 --> 00:27:52,840
My girlfriend's meeting
my mum properly tonight.
506
00:27:52,920 --> 00:27:54,160
Not that it's your business.
507
00:27:54,240 --> 00:27:55,240
[scoffs]
508
00:27:56,440 --> 00:27:57,920
[stomach gurgles]
509
00:28:06,640 --> 00:28:08,560
It's not poisoned. Don't worry.
510
00:28:14,400 --> 00:28:16,400
[unwrapping]
511
00:28:26,720 --> 00:28:27,720
Thanks.
512
00:28:31,200 --> 00:28:33,080
We shouldn't have got
something to put on it?
513
00:28:33,160 --> 00:28:35,280
Nah, everyone likes bread.
514
00:28:36,160 --> 00:28:38,320
I've been meaning to ask
if you're doing okay?
515
00:28:39,080 --> 00:28:42,640
Yeah, you know, up and down.
The T's definitely helping.
516
00:28:42,720 --> 00:28:45,040
- And things are better with my mum.
- Good.
517
00:28:45,120 --> 00:28:48,160
Yeah, I get these flashes
of how good things could be,
518
00:28:48,920 --> 00:28:51,040
but then I remember
it's all out of my control.
519
00:28:51,560 --> 00:28:54,040
And then, I don't know.
520
00:28:54,120 --> 00:28:57,800
I remember I can't get the care
that I actually need to live my life.
521
00:29:00,360 --> 00:29:02,240
[sighs] It's so painful.
522
00:29:02,320 --> 00:29:03,560
So shit.
523
00:29:04,200 --> 00:29:05,600
It is so shit.
524
00:29:06,680 --> 00:29:08,680
[pensive music playing]
525
00:29:10,040 --> 00:29:12,520
I've been thinking
I might just go private.
526
00:29:15,680 --> 00:29:18,480
But I've heard
a lot of different things though.
527
00:29:22,480 --> 00:29:24,120
How much did it cost you?
528
00:29:25,400 --> 00:29:29,120
Uh, mine was about £10,000.
My family paid.
529
00:29:29,640 --> 00:29:30,640
Fuck!
530
00:29:32,440 --> 00:29:34,040
There's no way we can afford that.
531
00:29:35,200 --> 00:29:37,640
- I'm starving. What did you get?
- We have bread.
532
00:29:37,720 --> 00:29:39,440
[students groan]
533
00:29:39,520 --> 00:29:40,920
[man] Is there any filling, or...
534
00:29:42,120 --> 00:29:42,960
Just bread?
535
00:29:43,040 --> 00:29:44,720
- Ooh.
- Thanks.
536
00:29:45,320 --> 00:29:46,760
- Just bread?
- Just bread.
537
00:29:46,840 --> 00:29:48,640
[calm guitar music playing]
538
00:29:48,720 --> 00:29:50,840
[Aimee] Mmm. Mmm.
539
00:29:51,520 --> 00:29:52,520
[sighs]
540
00:29:52,560 --> 00:29:54,480
[laughs] Oh.
541
00:29:55,080 --> 00:29:56,080
There you go.
542
00:29:58,400 --> 00:30:00,120
- Yo.
- Hey.
543
00:30:00,200 --> 00:30:01,920
Would you like some bread?
544
00:30:02,000 --> 00:30:04,000
[static crackling]
545
00:30:06,080 --> 00:30:10,040
[whirring]
546
00:30:10,720 --> 00:30:12,000
Are you okay?
547
00:30:19,240 --> 00:30:22,920
- [Abbi] Babe.
- I keep seeing things, Abbi.
548
00:30:23,000 --> 00:30:23,840
[laughs]
549
00:30:23,920 --> 00:30:28,240
Like, I am getting signs from God.
550
00:30:29,400 --> 00:30:33,000
God is telling me that
I shouldn't turn my back on my community.
551
00:30:33,080 --> 00:30:34,840
That I should get baptized.
552
00:30:36,320 --> 00:30:38,480
I just... I don't know what to do.
553
00:30:39,560 --> 00:30:41,000
Do you want to get baptized?
554
00:30:42,920 --> 00:30:44,840
Yes, but I feel guilty for that.
555
00:30:46,040 --> 00:30:50,520
Like, look at everyone out there
literally fighting for who they are.
556
00:30:52,280 --> 00:30:53,920
Why can't I be like that?
557
00:30:56,280 --> 00:31:00,440
Sometimes I would give anything
to go back to my church.
558
00:31:01,960 --> 00:31:04,560
It was my whole world,
and I miss it so much.
559
00:31:06,320 --> 00:31:09,240
Not everyone can fight, Eric,
and that's okay.
560
00:31:10,480 --> 00:31:12,720
Whatever you decide, I'll support you.
561
00:31:13,640 --> 00:31:15,200
Let's pray on it together.
562
00:31:18,080 --> 00:31:20,080
[inspirational music playing]
563
00:31:32,600 --> 00:31:34,040
I just wanted to say
564
00:31:35,320 --> 00:31:38,200
thank you for everything you've taught me
565
00:31:38,280 --> 00:31:39,800
before I go.
566
00:31:39,880 --> 00:31:40,880
[Jem] What?
567
00:31:41,520 --> 00:31:43,080
What are you talking about?
568
00:31:44,480 --> 00:31:48,280
Well, you know, I'm gonna be fired now,
and I just wanna say thank you.
569
00:31:48,360 --> 00:31:51,080
Fired? Adam. You're not fired.
570
00:31:51,160 --> 00:31:53,400
Look, I think
you're really good at this job.
571
00:31:53,480 --> 00:31:56,760
And today aside,
I think you show good instincts.
572
00:31:57,840 --> 00:31:59,040
So I'm not fired?
573
00:31:59,800 --> 00:32:01,000
No.
574
00:32:02,200 --> 00:32:06,080
But you will be if you keep standing there
wasting my time asking if you're fired.
575
00:32:07,480 --> 00:32:10,360
And don't ever get on that tractor again.
576
00:32:11,360 --> 00:32:12,840
Oh yeah, understood.
577
00:32:13,560 --> 00:32:15,960
[quirky music playing]
578
00:32:20,960 --> 00:32:22,680
[Joanna grunting]
579
00:32:24,200 --> 00:32:25,960
You are so dramatic!
580
00:32:26,040 --> 00:32:28,720
I don't know why
I thought I could ever live with you.
581
00:32:28,800 --> 00:32:32,040
Well, maybe because the alternative
is being homeless,
582
00:32:32,120 --> 00:32:34,240
and I was kind enough to take you in.
583
00:32:34,320 --> 00:32:35,920
- Take me in?
- Yes.
584
00:32:36,000 --> 00:32:38,640
Do you know that Otis,
he begged me to come here
585
00:32:38,720 --> 00:32:40,520
because you are all over the place?
586
00:32:40,600 --> 00:32:44,520
Ha! You have only ever shown up
when it suited you, Jo,
587
00:32:44,600 --> 00:32:46,880
because you are fundamentally selfish.
588
00:32:46,960 --> 00:32:49,280
- I'm selfish?
- Yes.
589
00:32:49,360 --> 00:32:50,840
Dan might be the one,
590
00:32:50,920 --> 00:32:53,800
and you are forbidding me from seeing him!
591
00:32:53,880 --> 00:32:59,320
Every guy you have ever dated has been
the one, Jo, until you run away.
592
00:32:59,400 --> 00:33:00,560
Oh, piss off!
593
00:33:00,640 --> 00:33:02,760
- You piss off!
- No, you piss off!
594
00:33:03,680 --> 00:33:04,800
Pissy knickers!
595
00:33:08,240 --> 00:33:09,240
Jo!
596
00:33:09,760 --> 00:33:13,760
Oh shit. Let's talk about it!
This is ridiculous!
597
00:33:13,840 --> 00:33:17,120
Jo, why won't you talk about it?
598
00:33:17,840 --> 00:33:21,400
Oh, Jo. If you leave now,
there's no coming back.
599
00:33:21,480 --> 00:33:24,080
Oh, don't worry! I'm not coming back!
600
00:33:24,160 --> 00:33:26,360
So much for helping your sister in need!
601
00:33:26,440 --> 00:33:30,320
Do you know you are pathologically
incapable of accepting help!
602
00:33:30,400 --> 00:33:31,400
That's so not true.
603
00:33:31,480 --> 00:33:35,760
And your sister contract can kiss my arse!
604
00:33:38,800 --> 00:33:40,360
- Hi.
- Hi.
605
00:33:46,280 --> 00:33:47,280
Come in.
606
00:33:56,000 --> 00:33:57,200
[fussing]
607
00:34:04,120 --> 00:34:05,960
[Jean] That's better, mud free.
608
00:34:06,520 --> 00:34:11,480
You caught my sister and I
in an unfortunate moment before.
609
00:34:13,560 --> 00:34:16,680
Siblings can really
push each other's buttons.
610
00:34:22,000 --> 00:34:24,200
Otis told me that you lost your mum.
611
00:34:24,280 --> 00:34:25,960
I'm so sorry.
612
00:34:26,920 --> 00:34:29,520
It's okay. She's not lost. She's dead.
613
00:34:29,600 --> 00:34:32,800
I wish people would stop saying sorry.
It's fucking annoying.
614
00:34:33,800 --> 00:34:34,640
Isn't it?
615
00:34:34,720 --> 00:34:35,920
[Joy cooing]
616
00:34:39,760 --> 00:34:41,880
I should go. This was a mistake, I think.
617
00:34:41,960 --> 00:34:45,600
No, I really want to get to know you,
618
00:34:45,680 --> 00:34:48,360
and... I said the wrong thing.
619
00:34:49,120 --> 00:34:51,200
I'm just not myself at the moment.
620
00:34:51,280 --> 00:34:52,520
Of course you aren't.
621
00:34:52,600 --> 00:34:56,200
I mean, when I lost my mum,
I felt so disjointed.
622
00:34:56,920 --> 00:34:59,600
It's like my center had completely gone.
623
00:35:01,280 --> 00:35:02,800
[sighs]
624
00:35:04,040 --> 00:35:06,400
We had a very difficult relationship.
625
00:35:07,320 --> 00:35:10,840
I still couldn't make sense of
the world without her.
626
00:35:11,600 --> 00:35:13,720
[Maeve] Did Otis tell you anything else
about my mum?
627
00:35:15,800 --> 00:35:16,640
No.
628
00:35:16,720 --> 00:35:18,480
She was a drug addict.
629
00:35:18,560 --> 00:35:20,520
Oh, that must've been so hard for you.
630
00:35:24,040 --> 00:35:25,160
I feel relieved
631
00:35:26,480 --> 00:35:27,600
that she's gone.
632
00:35:29,840 --> 00:35:32,400
It's not uncommon
for people to feel relief,
633
00:35:32,480 --> 00:35:34,960
particularly when there's
childhood trauma.
634
00:35:35,720 --> 00:35:38,720
- So I'm not a terrible person, then?
- [Jean] No.
635
00:35:39,760 --> 00:35:41,720
Try not to be hard on yourself.
636
00:35:43,760 --> 00:35:45,760
[Joy cooing]
637
00:35:46,360 --> 00:35:47,520
Can I help with anything?
638
00:35:48,040 --> 00:35:51,160
Yes. How are you at peeling?
639
00:35:51,240 --> 00:35:55,080
Um, yeah. Grade-A peeler. [chuckles]
640
00:35:59,000 --> 00:36:01,360
I thought your girlfriend lived
in America?
641
00:36:04,440 --> 00:36:06,680
Ah, come on. I'm only making conversation.
642
00:36:08,000 --> 00:36:09,000
[sighs]
643
00:36:09,040 --> 00:36:13,640
No, she's moving back to Moordale.
She's gonna start studying at Cavendish.
644
00:36:14,800 --> 00:36:17,160
I thought she was
doing that impressive course thing?
645
00:36:17,240 --> 00:36:18,560
What's your point?
646
00:36:18,640 --> 00:36:19,560
Mm-mm.
647
00:36:19,640 --> 00:36:21,320
Just seems a bit strange.
648
00:36:22,480 --> 00:36:26,240
She must really like spending time
with you to give all that up.
649
00:36:26,320 --> 00:36:30,240
Well, yeah, she does, actually.
We are pretty happy.
650
00:36:30,320 --> 00:36:32,920
Things are going mostly great between us.
651
00:36:33,440 --> 00:36:34,440
"Mostly"?
652
00:36:35,960 --> 00:36:36,960
[gasps]
653
00:36:37,440 --> 00:36:39,480
Are you still having
that sex phobia stuff?
654
00:36:39,560 --> 00:36:40,400
What?
655
00:36:40,480 --> 00:36:42,480
[O] I read that thing
your mum wrote about you.
656
00:36:42,560 --> 00:36:43,920
It's really fascinating.
657
00:36:44,000 --> 00:36:47,040
That is so unbelievably inappropriate.
658
00:36:47,120 --> 00:36:48,920
So I'll take that as a yes, then?
659
00:36:49,000 --> 00:36:53,360
[gasping] Yeah, sure.
We're having some issues.
660
00:36:53,440 --> 00:36:54,440
Sex issues?
661
00:36:55,320 --> 00:36:56,440
Yeah, I...
662
00:36:57,880 --> 00:36:58,920
Yeah, I have this thing.
663
00:36:59,000 --> 00:37:02,640
I had this thing where
I would just get very anxious around sex,
664
00:37:02,720 --> 00:37:03,960
but I dealt with it.
665
00:37:04,680 --> 00:37:07,120
But now it's back,
and I don't understand why.
666
00:37:07,200 --> 00:37:08,360
Mmm.
667
00:37:08,440 --> 00:37:10,440
No, I'm not... we're not doing this.
668
00:37:10,520 --> 00:37:14,040
I'm not. What am I doing, Otis?
I'm not doing anything.
669
00:37:14,120 --> 00:37:17,040
[clears throat]
Why don't we talk about you for a change?
670
00:37:18,040 --> 00:37:19,040
What about me?
671
00:37:19,480 --> 00:37:21,760
Well, I don't know
literally anything about you.
672
00:37:21,840 --> 00:37:23,320
Well, have you ever asked?
673
00:37:24,040 --> 00:37:24,880
No.
674
00:37:24,960 --> 00:37:27,280
Then, what happened with Ruby?
Why don't we start there?
675
00:37:27,360 --> 00:37:29,240
Do you have any idea how awful she felt?
676
00:37:29,320 --> 00:37:32,080
Oh please, Otis.
Don't pretend like you care about her.
677
00:37:32,160 --> 00:37:35,040
You're literally using her
'cause you want to win the election.
678
00:37:35,840 --> 00:37:38,120
How about everything you've said,
679
00:37:38,200 --> 00:37:41,320
making me out to be some kind of meninist.
680
00:37:41,400 --> 00:37:44,120
You got on my mum's radio show.
You literally don't stop.
681
00:37:44,200 --> 00:37:47,800
Like, are you asexual, or was that just
something else to make me look bad?
682
00:37:51,280 --> 00:37:54,560
That's a really, really fucked up thing
to say, Otis.
683
00:38:06,120 --> 00:38:08,600
Otis told me about
the course that you're on.
684
00:38:09,520 --> 00:38:11,160
Sounds prestigious.
685
00:38:11,760 --> 00:38:14,960
- When do you go back?
- [Maeve] Uh, I'm not going back, actually.
686
00:38:15,040 --> 00:38:17,480
I was gonna register at Cavendish today,
687
00:38:18,000 --> 00:38:20,760
but I don't know
if I'm gonna go back to college either.
688
00:38:20,840 --> 00:38:21,840
It's a big decision.
689
00:38:24,160 --> 00:38:28,440
Yeah. I actually might just get a job,
you know, something secure.
690
00:38:29,560 --> 00:38:30,560
Sounds sensible.
691
00:38:30,640 --> 00:38:31,640
[chuckles]
692
00:38:33,640 --> 00:38:35,680
What do you really want to do?
693
00:38:35,760 --> 00:38:37,320
I wanted to be a writer.
694
00:38:38,560 --> 00:38:41,160
Kind of realized it's just so competitive,
695
00:38:41,240 --> 00:38:43,480
and my tutor told me
I wasn't cut out for it.
696
00:38:43,560 --> 00:38:46,560
I'm not gonna waste my time on something
if I'm not good enough, you know?
697
00:38:46,640 --> 00:38:48,520
- Doesn't make any sense. Fuck!
- [knife clangs]
698
00:38:49,000 --> 00:38:50,120
Oh. Ooh.
699
00:38:50,200 --> 00:38:52,200
- Hold on. Hold it under there.
- It's fine.
700
00:38:52,800 --> 00:38:53,800
Let's have a look.
701
00:38:53,840 --> 00:38:54,760
[Maeve] Ah.
702
00:38:54,840 --> 00:38:56,080
[Jean] Sorry.
703
00:38:56,160 --> 00:38:58,720
- I don't think it's deep.
- It's fine.
704
00:39:00,120 --> 00:39:01,120
[sighs]
705
00:39:02,080 --> 00:39:03,480
I don't know why I'm crying.
706
00:39:04,440 --> 00:39:06,080
Such a baby. [chuckles]
707
00:39:06,160 --> 00:39:07,480
It's okay to cry.
708
00:39:08,320 --> 00:39:09,360
It really is.
709
00:39:11,080 --> 00:39:12,080
All right.
710
00:39:14,840 --> 00:39:16,840
- Sorry.
- No, don't be sorry.
711
00:39:17,360 --> 00:39:19,760
Why don't you sit there? We've got...
712
00:39:19,840 --> 00:39:21,320
[sighs]
713
00:39:21,400 --> 00:39:22,400
[Maeve sniffles]
714
00:39:22,800 --> 00:39:24,240
I just feel so stupid.
715
00:39:25,320 --> 00:39:28,200
I kind of convinced myself
that I was special or something,
716
00:39:28,280 --> 00:39:31,360
like I deserved to be there
with those people. I'm just an idiot.
717
00:39:34,480 --> 00:39:37,280
This might hurt a little bit.
718
00:39:38,480 --> 00:39:41,480
Now I don't know you very well, Maeve,
719
00:39:41,560 --> 00:39:44,320
but it seems to me
that you're the kind of person
720
00:39:44,400 --> 00:39:47,920
who has raised herself
from a very young age.
721
00:39:48,520 --> 00:39:50,320
And from what I can tell,
722
00:39:51,520 --> 00:39:53,440
you're doing a very good job.
723
00:39:53,520 --> 00:39:54,560
[tender music playing]
724
00:39:54,640 --> 00:39:57,360
But sometimes
when we haven't been parented securely,
725
00:39:57,440 --> 00:40:01,080
we can suffer from low self-esteem.
726
00:40:03,240 --> 00:40:06,040
Now, you've taken quite a knock,
727
00:40:06,120 --> 00:40:09,200
and that kind of rejection
can feel very painful.
728
00:40:09,280 --> 00:40:11,560
But I would say that
729
00:40:12,520 --> 00:40:15,960
you were good enough
to get into the course in the first place,
730
00:40:16,560 --> 00:40:22,520
and I reckon that you are just as worthy
of succeeding as anybody else there.
731
00:40:23,240 --> 00:40:24,560
[crying] Really?
732
00:40:27,520 --> 00:40:28,520
Thank you.
733
00:40:28,560 --> 00:40:30,000
Why don't you use this?
734
00:40:33,280 --> 00:40:36,560
I think that what you probably need
is someone in your corner,
735
00:40:37,240 --> 00:40:40,440
a parent to tell you
to pick yourself back up,
736
00:40:41,120 --> 00:40:42,840
to stay resilient,
737
00:40:43,680 --> 00:40:45,760
to keep believing in yourself.
738
00:40:47,880 --> 00:40:51,520
And not to let
one teacher dictate your future.
739
00:40:53,920 --> 00:40:55,360
Okay. [sniffles]
740
00:40:58,520 --> 00:41:00,600
[tender music continues]
741
00:41:03,160 --> 00:41:06,360
You know, I do feel awful
about what I did to Ruby.
742
00:41:07,200 --> 00:41:08,360
Why did you do it?
743
00:41:10,840 --> 00:41:15,120
I'd just moved from Belfast,
and I was the kid with the funny accent.
744
00:41:15,200 --> 00:41:18,040
I was one of
the only kids of color in my year,
745
00:41:18,120 --> 00:41:22,400
and I already started feeling
like something wasn't normal.
746
00:41:23,880 --> 00:41:27,920
The other girls were talking about boys
and kissing and crushes and...
747
00:41:29,960 --> 00:41:34,440
There was... There was so much pressure
to behave a particular way,
748
00:41:34,520 --> 00:41:36,680
and I decided that
749
00:41:37,400 --> 00:41:39,840
I needed to become best friends
with the popular girls
750
00:41:39,920 --> 00:41:42,160
so that people didn't notice
that I didn't fit in.
751
00:41:43,760 --> 00:41:48,440
Then I started learning everything I could
about sex and relationships
752
00:41:48,520 --> 00:41:52,200
so that I could pretend
to be like everyone else.
753
00:41:52,720 --> 00:41:53,800
[toilet flushes]
754
00:41:53,880 --> 00:41:56,880
I was quite surprised
that I found it quite fascinating, but
755
00:41:58,280 --> 00:42:01,400
you know, keeping up that facade
was really hard, and...
756
00:42:03,400 --> 00:42:04,840
it is exhausting...
757
00:42:07,320 --> 00:42:09,200
not being able to be yourself.
758
00:42:15,400 --> 00:42:17,600
What are you looking at, bed-wetter?
759
00:42:23,600 --> 00:42:26,720
And when I got into college,
I set up my clinic, and
760
00:42:27,480 --> 00:42:31,000
I still didn't feel like
I could tell people that I was ace.
761
00:42:33,920 --> 00:42:37,560
I mean, who wants to have sex advice
from someone who doesn't have sex?
762
00:42:41,480 --> 00:42:43,440
Sounds like it'd be quite lonely.
763
00:42:43,520 --> 00:42:44,520
[O] Yeah.
764
00:42:45,960 --> 00:42:47,960
I did try to make friends.
765
00:42:49,200 --> 00:42:52,080
But I couldn't let people in
without giving myself away.
766
00:42:53,600 --> 00:42:55,840
So I decided
that I was just better off alone.
767
00:42:55,920 --> 00:42:58,640
I mean, I didn't need anything
except my clinic.
768
00:42:59,560 --> 00:43:02,080
That was my passion. It was my safe place.
769
00:43:03,400 --> 00:43:06,600
Then you just came in
and took everything away from me.
770
00:43:07,600 --> 00:43:09,080
[elevator moving]
771
00:43:10,600 --> 00:43:11,920
[electronic voice] Doors opening.
772
00:43:14,480 --> 00:43:17,840
Fucking Nora. We didn't know
there was anybody in here.
773
00:43:23,680 --> 00:43:24,720
Thank you.
774
00:43:27,480 --> 00:43:30,360
The lift is fixed.
775
00:43:30,960 --> 00:43:33,920
[all cheering, whooping]
776
00:43:40,920 --> 00:43:43,320
Does that mean
we don't have to do our exam anymore?
777
00:43:43,400 --> 00:43:46,320
Well, the exam,
that's been rescheduled to tomorrow.
778
00:43:46,400 --> 00:43:47,680
Aw, what?
779
00:43:47,760 --> 00:43:50,040
We're putting some funding
into replacing the lift.
780
00:43:50,120 --> 00:43:51,120
About time.
781
00:43:52,320 --> 00:43:54,360
[upbeat music playing]
782
00:43:54,960 --> 00:43:56,960
- We did it.
- Yeah.
783
00:43:57,040 --> 00:43:58,200
That was thrilling.
784
00:43:59,800 --> 00:44:00,800
[Aisha] Um,
785
00:44:01,480 --> 00:44:02,800
do you wanna hang out?
786
00:44:06,000 --> 00:44:10,320
Sorry, uh, I thought I was feeling better,
but I'm a bit all over the place,
787
00:44:11,080 --> 00:44:15,400
so maybe I just need
to sleep it off or something.
788
00:44:15,480 --> 00:44:19,000
Okay, um, I'm here if you need me.
789
00:44:19,520 --> 00:44:20,360
Yeah.
790
00:44:20,440 --> 00:44:22,440
[indistinct chatter]
791
00:44:23,880 --> 00:44:24,880
Thanks.
792
00:44:25,600 --> 00:44:27,600
[curious music playing]
793
00:44:41,400 --> 00:44:45,040
Hey, um, I've been thinking
about your penis problem.
794
00:44:45,560 --> 00:44:48,040
Okay. I don't really need
your input for that.
795
00:44:48,120 --> 00:44:51,120
Right, but your mum said
that your dad left when you were younger.
796
00:44:51,200 --> 00:44:53,520
- And that she really struggled.
- Yeah, she did.
797
00:44:53,600 --> 00:44:57,440
She had a breakdown, basically.
It was terrible. What's your point?
798
00:44:57,520 --> 00:45:00,800
Well, I don't think
that you're afraid of having sex, Otis.
799
00:45:01,320 --> 00:45:04,680
I think you're afraid you're gonna
get your heart broken like your mum did.
800
00:45:06,280 --> 00:45:08,760
And I know that you don't really
want advice from me,
801
00:45:08,840 --> 00:45:11,200
but I think you should just
let that fear go,
802
00:45:11,280 --> 00:45:13,480
'cause you can't love anyone without risk.
803
00:45:14,320 --> 00:45:15,840
Stop getting in the way of yourself.
804
00:45:17,480 --> 00:45:18,880
[Conor] Ruby, help! Make them stop.
805
00:45:18,960 --> 00:45:22,400
It's okay. One at a time.
Okay, right. We will get to all of you.
806
00:45:22,480 --> 00:45:24,520
I can't believe
he's actually gonna win this thing.
807
00:45:24,600 --> 00:45:26,600
Yep. Guess that's my karma.
808
00:45:28,960 --> 00:45:30,360
I know you made a mistake.
809
00:45:31,080 --> 00:45:34,320
But no one's better off alone.
You should just apologize.
810
00:45:35,800 --> 00:45:38,120
Yeah, well, see you around, Otis.
811
00:45:48,840 --> 00:45:49,840
Adam.
812
00:45:53,520 --> 00:45:55,240
I've been trying to call you.
813
00:46:01,960 --> 00:46:03,360
[blows raspberry]
814
00:46:03,440 --> 00:46:05,120
- [Michael] Are you all right?
- [Adam] No!
815
00:46:07,120 --> 00:46:08,200
No, I'm not.
816
00:46:11,840 --> 00:46:15,880
I messed up at work today,
and the first thing that I thought
817
00:46:15,960 --> 00:46:17,560
is I'm going to disappoint my dad.
818
00:46:19,120 --> 00:46:24,320
You have made me feel like
I'm shit at everything since I was born.
819
00:46:24,400 --> 00:46:27,520
I don't wanna feel like a failure anymore
because I'm not a failure.
820
00:46:27,600 --> 00:46:28,800
You're a failure.
821
00:46:28,880 --> 00:46:32,720
You are just a sad man
who does a job that he hates
822
00:46:32,800 --> 00:46:34,960
because he's too afraid
to do anything else.
823
00:46:36,080 --> 00:46:38,080
[emotional music playing]
824
00:46:39,440 --> 00:46:41,840
I thought you were interested in me,
but you weren't.
825
00:46:41,920 --> 00:46:45,040
It was all just about
getting back together with Mum.
826
00:46:45,120 --> 00:46:47,360
- Adam, that's not true.
- [Adam] It is true.
827
00:46:49,680 --> 00:46:53,160
You don't like me,
so just stop pretending.
828
00:46:59,040 --> 00:47:00,120
[door opens]
829
00:47:00,640 --> 00:47:01,640
[door closes]
830
00:47:08,360 --> 00:47:09,360
Anyone home?
831
00:47:15,720 --> 00:47:16,720
Mum?
832
00:47:21,880 --> 00:47:23,880
[curious music playing]
833
00:47:35,840 --> 00:47:37,080
Whoa.
834
00:48:00,560 --> 00:48:01,560
Jerome?
835
00:48:02,960 --> 00:48:04,280
[door opens]
836
00:48:06,200 --> 00:48:07,560
I'm home!
837
00:48:08,200 --> 00:48:09,616
- [Jean] Hello, darling.
- [Maeve] Hi.
838
00:48:09,640 --> 00:48:13,080
Hi. Sorry. I'm so late.
839
00:48:13,160 --> 00:48:14,160
[Jean chuckles]
840
00:48:14,920 --> 00:48:15,760
It's all right.
841
00:48:15,840 --> 00:48:18,360
Hi. Uh, I got stuck in a lift.
842
00:48:18,440 --> 00:48:21,000
Oh. Maeve and I
have been having a nice time.
843
00:48:21,080 --> 00:48:22,320
[Maeve] Mm-hmm.
844
00:48:22,400 --> 00:48:24,200
- [Otis] Yeah?
- Yeah.
845
00:48:25,800 --> 00:48:28,760
- Shall we eat?
- [Otis] Please. I'm starving.
846
00:48:28,840 --> 00:48:30,880
[ballad playing]
847
00:48:43,880 --> 00:48:46,400
♪ Love was a battlefield ♪
848
00:48:46,480 --> 00:48:51,400
♪ Where soldiers get hurt for real ♪
849
00:48:52,640 --> 00:48:57,800
♪ I was only 14 years old ♪
850
00:49:01,240 --> 00:49:05,040
♪ You know what old scars can do, babe ♪
851
00:49:05,800 --> 00:49:08,880
♪ Open and bleed like new... ♪
852
00:49:09,920 --> 00:49:10,920
[knocking at door]
853
00:49:10,960 --> 00:49:14,360
I think my parents have been lying to me,
and I might know who my dad is...
854
00:49:15,240 --> 00:49:16,240
- Viv?
- [sniffles]
855
00:49:17,320 --> 00:49:18,760
Shit. What's happened?
856
00:49:18,840 --> 00:49:20,840
[sobbing]
857
00:49:21,680 --> 00:49:23,240
You were right about Beau.
858
00:49:25,720 --> 00:49:26,760
[sniffles]
859
00:49:28,160 --> 00:49:29,400
It's okay. It's okay.
860
00:49:32,600 --> 00:49:34,880
It's okay. It's okay.
861
00:49:35,640 --> 00:49:36,840
[ballad fades]
862
00:49:43,240 --> 00:49:44,400
Nice collection.
863
00:49:45,280 --> 00:49:46,960
- Nice T-shirt.
- Hmm.
864
00:49:48,440 --> 00:49:49,480
Dinner was fun.
865
00:49:50,920 --> 00:49:51,920
Yeah.
866
00:49:53,480 --> 00:49:54,480
You okay?
867
00:50:09,080 --> 00:50:10,720
I think I'm going back to America.
868
00:50:15,000 --> 00:50:16,000
Okay.
869
00:50:18,520 --> 00:50:20,240
I don't wanna lose you, Otis.
870
00:50:21,280 --> 00:50:22,600
You won't lose me.
871
00:50:24,200 --> 00:50:25,600
It's just a few weeks.
872
00:50:28,000 --> 00:50:30,760
We'll figure it out. We did it before.
873
00:50:34,600 --> 00:50:36,840
It was always my dream
to get out of Moordale.
874
00:50:39,960 --> 00:50:41,880
I love it so much out there.
875
00:50:44,160 --> 00:50:46,160
I feel so different. I feel like
876
00:50:47,680 --> 00:50:49,120
the best version of me.
877
00:51:01,520 --> 00:51:04,160
Are you saying you don't know
if you would come back?
878
00:51:06,480 --> 00:51:08,120
We can still make it work though.
879
00:51:14,960 --> 00:51:16,000
[sniffles]
880
00:51:17,720 --> 00:51:19,200
I don't know that we could.
881
00:51:20,280 --> 00:51:22,600
I would feel like I'm holding you back.
882
00:51:25,320 --> 00:51:26,800
I think we both know that
883
00:51:27,840 --> 00:51:28,960
it would be too hard.
884
00:51:29,040 --> 00:51:31,040
["Last Goodbye" playing]
885
00:51:31,600 --> 00:51:32,600
I love you.
886
00:51:37,440 --> 00:51:38,520
[Maeve cries]
887
00:51:45,720 --> 00:51:46,720
I love you.
888
00:51:47,680 --> 00:51:49,560
[song builds]
889
00:52:11,080 --> 00:52:14,680
♪ This is our last goodbye ♪
890
00:52:15,880 --> 00:52:20,640
♪ I hate to feel the love between us die ♪
891
00:52:21,320 --> 00:52:23,680
♪ But it's over ♪
892
00:52:24,200 --> 00:52:27,000
♪ Just hear this and then I'll go ♪
893
00:52:27,560 --> 00:52:30,240
♪ You gave me more to live for ♪
894
00:52:30,320 --> 00:52:34,120
♪ More than you'll ever know ♪
895
00:52:37,720 --> 00:52:43,120
♪ Well, this is our last embrace ♪
896
00:52:43,200 --> 00:52:48,760
♪ Must I dream and always see your face? ♪
897
00:52:49,400 --> 00:52:53,280
♪ Why can't we overcome this wall? ♪
898
00:52:54,280 --> 00:53:00,840
♪ Baby, maybe it's just because
I didn't know you at all ♪
899
00:53:05,960 --> 00:53:07,760
♪ Kiss me ♪
900
00:53:07,840 --> 00:53:10,600
♪ Please kiss me ♪
901
00:53:10,680 --> 00:53:13,560
♪ Kiss me out of desire ♪
902
00:53:13,640 --> 00:53:16,160
♪ Baby, not consolation ♪
903
00:53:16,240 --> 00:53:19,600
♪ Oh, you know it makes me so angry ♪
904
00:53:19,680 --> 00:53:21,360
♪ 'Cause I know that in... ♪
905
00:53:25,160 --> 00:53:27,160
[emotional music playing]
906
00:53:31,520 --> 00:53:32,520
[whispers] Otis.
907
00:53:34,920 --> 00:53:36,040
I have to go.
908
00:53:41,160 --> 00:53:42,160
Okay.
909
00:53:46,360 --> 00:53:47,880
I'm gonna close my eyes.
910
00:53:49,480 --> 00:53:51,440
I don't think I can watch you go.
911
00:54:06,440 --> 00:54:07,440
Bye, Otis.
912
00:54:09,280 --> 00:54:10,280
Bye.
913
00:54:40,840 --> 00:54:41,960
[sighs]
914
00:54:49,080 --> 00:54:50,080
[Maeve] Morning.
915
00:54:50,160 --> 00:54:52,680
Hi, love. What are we doing here, then?
916
00:54:54,760 --> 00:54:56,240
I'm going back to America.
917
00:54:57,840 --> 00:54:59,840
I have to put something right
before I leave.
918
00:55:06,400 --> 00:55:07,400
[sighs]
919
00:55:09,600 --> 00:55:11,160
I owe you both an apology.
920
00:55:12,280 --> 00:55:14,976
I've been acting like a tiny baby child
for the past couple of weeks,
921
00:55:15,000 --> 00:55:16,720
and I realize I wasn't upset
922
00:55:16,800 --> 00:55:18,880
at the thought
of you two being together at all.
923
00:55:19,400 --> 00:55:22,200
I was more upset
at the idea of losing you both.
924
00:55:23,440 --> 00:55:26,200
I kind of realized
that you're the only family I have left.
925
00:55:26,280 --> 00:55:28,760
Maeve, you could never lose us. Ever.
926
00:55:28,840 --> 00:55:29,840
No.
927
00:55:30,960 --> 00:55:31,960
Okay, good.
928
00:55:33,840 --> 00:55:36,920
I think you two
should definitely explore this.
929
00:55:37,440 --> 00:55:40,280
You don't need my permission,
but it makes a lot of sense.
930
00:55:44,120 --> 00:55:47,960
And also, um, would you mind helping me
scatter my mum's ashes today?
931
00:55:51,440 --> 00:55:52,680
- Right. Yeah.
- Of course.
932
00:55:53,760 --> 00:55:56,240
Thanks. Okay. We can stop being weird now.
933
00:55:57,440 --> 00:55:58,480
[Aimee clears throat]
934
00:55:59,440 --> 00:56:01,960
- [Isaac] Morning, by the way. Hello.
- Morning.
935
00:56:02,040 --> 00:56:04,040
[crows cawing]
936
00:56:04,960 --> 00:56:07,760
♪ When the fire inside
That burns so bright... ♪
937
00:56:07,840 --> 00:56:10,160
[Isaac] You didn't want
anything a bit more scenic?
938
00:56:10,240 --> 00:56:12,960
No. I've got great memories of Mum here.
939
00:56:13,040 --> 00:56:14,880
♪ It can be hard to see... ♪
940
00:56:14,960 --> 00:56:17,000
It'll give me an excuse to visit you two.
941
00:56:19,520 --> 00:56:20,400
[sighs] Okay.
942
00:56:20,480 --> 00:56:22,880
♪ So you may not be afraid ♪
943
00:56:23,680 --> 00:56:26,160
♪ Of walking in the darkness ♪
944
00:56:27,120 --> 00:56:31,440
♪ You will feel like
A stranger in this world ♪
945
00:56:33,840 --> 00:56:38,280
♪ You can try to carve
A faith out of your own ♪
946
00:56:40,960 --> 00:56:42,360
♪ But a broken spirit... ♪
947
00:56:42,440 --> 00:56:43,440
[Isaac] Bye, Erin.
948
00:56:47,080 --> 00:56:47,920
Bye, Erin.
949
00:56:48,000 --> 00:56:50,160
♪ And the edges of the night... ♪
950
00:56:50,240 --> 00:56:51,240
Bye, Mum.
951
00:56:54,440 --> 00:56:59,760
♪ You know I may not around
This time tomorrow ♪
952
00:57:01,360 --> 00:57:05,080
♪ But I'll always be with you ♪
953
00:57:18,160 --> 00:57:21,120
♪ When the hope that you hold tightly to ♪
954
00:57:21,200 --> 00:57:23,320
♪ Has all but vanished ♪
955
00:57:24,920 --> 00:57:30,760
♪ And there no words of comfort
To be found ♪
956
00:57:32,040 --> 00:57:34,560
♪ You will know what it means ♪
957
00:57:35,240 --> 00:57:38,360
♪ To be lost and without love ♪
958
00:57:39,040 --> 00:57:43,320
♪ May you fight to kill
Their deafening sound ♪
959
00:57:45,480 --> 00:57:50,360
♪ But our only dreams of yesterday
Are gone ♪
960
00:57:52,240 --> 00:57:57,240
♪ They still haunt us like
The ghost of Babylon ♪
961
00:57:59,320 --> 00:58:03,920
♪ And the breaking of the day
Might bring you sorrow ♪
962
00:58:05,920 --> 00:58:11,080
♪ You know I may not be around
This time tomorrow ♪