Previously on "Love After Lockup"...
You lyin'!
Does she know what jail talk is?
She does not have my vote.
They never even met each other in real life.
When Zay comes home, the goal is wifey status.
"My parole plan got denied.
I'm sorry, babe."
He got three disciplinaries.
He want me to send him $300
in order to make these disciplinaries disappear.
I feel like it's a scam.
If Zay was trying to scam me,
I'm sure he would have done that a long time ago.
Are you guys getting excited about Cyrus coming?
Yeah.
I've never met Cyrus in person,
but I used to date his ex-cellmate, Jaden.
I'm just afraid that we're gonna
have to pick up the pieces again,
and then it's gonna be devastating.
You got to give him a chance.
He's not Jaden.
I'm feeling nervous.
He does say that he's, like, 5'11".
I mean, men typically lie about their height all the time.
A little bit.
It's finally nice to put a body to a voice.
I was married at first, but I got divorced.
The things I find out about my friends.
Did you catch that? Did he not get divorced?
I love this girl.
Well, do you want to marry her?
Those are the hopes.
What you gonna be doing tonight?
We're just gonna go on our date,
but it's like-- I want the facts.
Like, I need him to give me the paperwork he got divorced.
I feel like he's lying.
My man's finally home.
I want to be with both
Bonita and GG in a poly relationship.
I'm going to go back to the jail
and get released all over again to Bonita.
Damn!
I got my hands full, but I think I got it under control.
What the [bleep] are you doing all day?
Welcome home!
Hello?
Hey. When did you part ways from-- with Moo Moo?
Like, when was--
Oh. Okay. And you dropped him off?
I don't really be trippin' off this [bleep],
so I don't know how I'm processing this.
I just know that, um, he's not here
and I can't get in contact with him.
It was supposed to be me and Damond's first day together,
but Damond has been gone all day.
He had to go see his P.O. this morning.
I'm just wondering what he's doing.
When he get here,
I'm gonna figure out where he was at.
Welcome home!
- I'm happy to be here. - For real.
Alright. I need you to take my shoes off.
Free the dogs.
Welcome home.
So she know...
Oh. Word.
My main priority to getting released this second time,
besides spending time with Bonita, is to see my children.
Look. She put a little... on there.
Yeah, I love that.
I am a father of four,
and they all have different mothers,
and they can say Papa was a rollin' stone.
Oh, hold up. We got a nice little selection.
Mm-hmm.
But if GG found out that I was over here,
she'd probably just say...
...and go about her business.
I mean, she just need to sit back.
I didn't put it on her,
so she should still be hypnotized until I get back.
Yo-ho! Hey, y'all! It smells so good in here!
I made me and my man dinner.
You can have some.
What y'all up to?
I'm waiting for my man,
but I don't know how to get in contact with him.
And what time was the last time you talked to him?
Six hours ago.
That's crazy. He's supposed to be in here eating right now.
Where he at?
I don't know.
But when he come in here, I am pressing him.
'Cause [bleep] is you doing? Why is your phone not situated?
You got to let him know, like, you got some expectations.
If you want to ask some questions,
he got to have the answers.
Simple.
Oh, maybe about 8:30.
Where the key? I need to grab [bleep] out the car, too.
Your call has been forwarded
to an automatic voice message system.
Bonita actually don't know nothing about GG.
Like, as of right now, she haven't gave me a hint
that she actually know.
But she is a very smart woman.
And I gotta really be able to sit and decipher
how I'm gonna go about, like, introducing to each other.
Ooh!
Hello.
Bae.
Where you at?
I'm right here with my mother.
I got a surprise for you.
What time you think you gonna be home?
Um, more than likely, I'm gonna come see you
first thing in the morning.
Hey, Damond, stop [bleep] playing with me.
Babe, I would never play with you.
Like, come on, now.
You big GG. I never play with you.
Like, I'm sitting right here getting this stuff
out of the car for the tea party, like...
FaceTime me. Let me see you.
What, you trying to FaceTime?
Yeah.
Bae, you know I love you, right?
[bleep] not coming through. Oh, my God. It's raining.
Bae, listen, I love you. Alright?
I'm gonna call you-- Listen. I'm gonna call you right back.
It's raining.
I'm not playing with you. Bye. Don't call back. Bye.
I love you. I love you. Don't call back.
Oh, she hung up.
What games is he playing?
I don't know what games he playing.
You don't need to deal with that [bleep].
He's a liar.
I do know that he got family to go see,
especially his children.
But I'm not dumb at all.
I do think about the possibility of Damond cheating.
Oh [bleep]. I'm [bleep].
I think Damond has unfinished business with Bonita.
The baby mama-- she know that you're in a relationship?
And he gonna regret lying if he is lying.
That [bleep] good, ain't it?
[bleep] Mm-hmm.
God damn. God damn.
He on [bleep] tonight.
♪ Lovin' livin' life ♪
♪ Sweet as apple pie ♪
Are you sure that's my leg?
Oh. Or is that your [bleep]?
♪ Ooh, yeah, baby, I'm made of magic ♪
♪ I'm feeling good ♪
Oh, my God, we're back in the city, babe.
Ohh. Here's Denver.
We do have a nice little hotel
up in, like, the mountains kind of.
And there'll be a hot tub, and I got you a bathing suit.
I'm gonna be all [bleep] chunky,
coming out of prison.
You and I both.
Chunky together, baby.
I'll be your little roly poly.
I just got out of prison this morning after six years.
I'm feeling mind-blown.
I can't wait to drink a margarita.
Oh, my lanta.
The way me and Dia's relationship has progressed,
I feel already so close to her.
This is the first time of us
being around each other in person.
She's beautiful. Exactly what I was expecting.
Oh, babe, I'm so glad I'm finally with you.
I feel like marrying her as soon as possible.
As far as an engagement ring goes,
my mother has already picked out something temporary,
and I'm gonna be planning on
popping the question pretty quickly.
No. This is your nephew.
I know.
Isn't it crazy?
Yeah, I'm on my way to parole right now.
Well, you got it. I'll pencil you in my schedule.
I'm gonna let you go. We're about here, so...
I love you.
Did you want me to go in with you or wait?
In a way, it could be good
because they could meet you and be like,
"Okay, this is where he's getting paroled to."
Mm-hmm.
Cyrus' plan was originally to go to his mom's house for parole,
but a couple months into mine and Cyrus' relationship,
we did decide for him to parole out to my house.
Do you think we're gonna have an issue with changing?
No, I don't.
It would be nice to know
if Cyrus can get his address changed
because that kind of plays a huge factor
in our relationship right now.
It's like three hours from... to Denver,
and it will be another long-distance relationship
if he doesn't get approved,
and I really don't want to do the whole phone thing again.
It's taking forever.
Dude, I'm a little irritated right now
because we literally have been sitting here
at his parole office for, like [bleep] ever, dude.
Yes, and I'm, like, freaking out
because I don't know what they're doing.
Shut up. Don't say that. 'Cause you always say that.
And I don't want that because if he gets that, dude,
he won't be able to come home.
Like, he'll have to stay here with his mom.
Oh! I don't want him to have that,
because then that means, like, I'm literally leaving him here.
You sent the money to a cash app?
Yeah.
Oh, my God! Girl!
I feel disgusted.
Now she got me [bleep] up.
Hold up, man! Don't be touching her!
Calling, calling, calling. Nothing. I don't do all that.
You was missing for like seven hours.
You knew where I was at. I don't know where you was at.
I will scoot my ass around this [bleep] city.
I will blow down the mother [bleep] building...
I'm just in limbo right now.
Zay is really, really telling me like,
"Hey, this is gonna work. You gotta trust me."
I want him home, so it's just like...
should I freaking send the money?
I just don't want to keep talking about it.
♪ I just need help ♪
♪ I pray for heaven, but I plan for hell ♪
I just sent Zay the $300,
and I want to know if it's gonna work.
Since his parole plan getting denied,
Zay did get three disciplinaries.
I don't know what the disciplinaries are,
and right now we don't know
if he's gonna be released from prison or not.
I do want to believe Zay, but it's like...
I don't know. I'm just confused.
We were almost at the finish line.
Like, we were there. You just had to come home.
The guy said he charges $100 per disciplinary.
So that's $300 I'll have to come off of
and the disciplinaries will disappear.
By the time he goes to court,
there's nothing he can be charged with
because there's nothing there.
$300 is a lot to me and my bank account.
I'm in school. I'm a full-time mom.
I don't have just $300 laying around
just to throw down the drain at all.
But Zay has never asked me for money,
so if it's to help him, then I'm willing to do that.
I don't know what's gonna happen when I get out of prison.
This is the least I can do.
Zay done did so much for me over time.
Like, so much-- Not only for me.
For me and my daughter. Never met my daughter.
Never met me in person.
Zay has done so, so much.
He has given his last to me and my daughter before.
So I'm like, "You know what? Just take this $300.
And hopefully the disciplinaries can disappear."
Right now I'm not in the loop about anything.
I don't know what's going on.
So I want to talk to Zay's sister Carli
to see if she's heard anything from Zay.
I am hoping that she has more information
about what Zay has been telling me
or if she knew anything.
Okay.
Oh, this is scary. Okay.
Oh, my God.
I'm kind of nervous because Zay's sisters and me,
we don't have the best relationship.
Okay.
So it is kind of nerve-racking
to go to somebody's house, meet them for the first time.
Let's lay it all on the table.
- Hello. - Hello.
I'm Karrington. How are you?
I'm good.
Okay.
Oh, no. Carli's not here.
You were supposed to be meeting her over here?
Yeah.
Ohh. No, she's not here.
Well, can I talk to you? Sure. Um...
Okay. This is nice. What's your name?
So what's up? You can sit down if you, um--
Okay.
If you want to. You can sit down at the bar.
Alright. Well, I'm Karrington.
I'm not sure if Zay told you about me.
And I'm, like, his future wife.
I say "future wife" because that's what we talked about.
But it's nice to meet his big sister.
Karrington. She's a sweet girl.
But she's a bit naive.
Like, to say that this is your future husband?
Like, you don't know him
to be in love and call him your future husband.
I'm here today just to speak with Carli
about, like, his parole and then, like,
if y'all know anything about the disciplinaries.
Oh, no, I don't know anything about a disciplinary.
But, um... Okay.
So you know what's going on with him right now?
You know the first parole plan had got denied or whatever.
Yeah.
So I had to end up calling down there,
and I'm just like, "Hey, what's the status of his parole plan?"
So they said that he had caught three disciplinaries.
So Zay was like, "You can pay $300 to get them removed."
So I'm like, "Okay."
So Zay sent me a guy's number, everything like that.
So I sent the money, and that's why I want to talk to Carli.
I want to see if she heard anything
or if you all heard anything, so...
Uh, no, I haven't heard anything.
But I'm gonna say this...
because you did say "future wife."
You gotta get to know who you're dealing with.
You sent the money to a cash app?
Yeah.
Oh, my God. Girl!
He got high off of that.
What?
That's how you get the drugs.
He's been on drugs the whole time.
Oh, my God. Zay, what the [bleep]?
Right now I'm juggling GG and Bonita.
Oh, my God.
I've been waiting a long time.
Is there something I can do to reassure you, babe?
Why don't you just lay all of it out
so we can just get this bull-[bleep] ass attitude out of the way?
You should be in the [bleep]-up Olympics!
What a [bleep] tool.
- I love y'all! - Have fun! Take care!
Of course!
Y'all be safe in New Orleans!
Alright!
♪ You can't hide ♪
I don't even want Rich to take her.
♪ The devil got a hold on us ♪
Let's get it.
Felicia got out of prison yesterday.
With everything going on right now, her family around...
Yeah.
...I'm trying to see if there's even
a physical connection between us, you know?
So, finally about to go out on our first date.
We're going out to Bourbon Street.
Wait.
What's up?
Hold on. I forgot something.
Listen. I really need you!
- What's wrong? - I need you to come with me.
Why?
Because.
I'm-- I'm overwhelmed,
and I need your support.
I've never had a normal relationship.
You don't have to say no more. Let's go.
So I haven't had the experience to really have a companion
and know how to interact with them,
communicate with them.
Love you. Bye. Bye.
Don't stay out too late. Okay.
I'm serious, Haley! Felicia! Alright.
- Love you! - Love you too.
If I'm on a compound with 600 women,
I may see two men, and they got badges on.
I can't interact with them.
So now every time I go around a man,
it's like I can't talk to them.
I don't think Rich understands that, though.
The understanding of how much nurturing and patience
and love I genuinely need.
Hey. What's going on?
What's going on? What are we doing? Oh, [bleep]
We're gonna double-date it, I guess.
So you need to call up DJ.
DJ?
- Oh, my God. - Alright.
Last time she was in the free world, she was 17.
Let's do this!
Last time I was on a double date, I think I was 17.
- Alright. - What's up, boss?
If this is what she wants,
you know, we might as well make it an event.
[bleep] it. We all-out tonight.
We outside.
This is so crazy.
Like, it's about to get hectic, y'all.
Yeah! Hey!
Hey! Let's go get our drinks!
Cheers. Cheers. Salud, salud.
Ooh, baby.
Give me that. Come on, now.
After being in a cage for nine years,
it feels so good to actually be free
and no one to tell me, like,
"Hey, you have to go here to get this drink."
I don't have to worry about the police stopping me
like, "Where's your ID?"
I need another daiquiri now.
- Where we going? - Nah, ain't nothing over there.
I do feel connected with Rich.
It's just my mind's all over the place
because I have unanswered questions.
Like, is he still married or is he divorced?
You're gonna pick three of these.
Are you looking for something in particular?
Yeah. What's the status of my journey gonna be?
Alright. So, your journey.
Which pile and which stone is speaking to you?
Okay.
This is a love stone.
Alright. So what I'm seeing...
You got some shakeups coming on.
Alright. There's some energy here
that's going a forward motion,
but you might be pulled between two different directions.
And there's something about truth,
that you're trying to get to the bottom of,
something from the past that's coming into play.
And you're gonna do something
that's got to do with getting more clarity...
Wow.
My mind is rackin', rackin', rackin',
racin', racin', racin'.
You have a blessed night.
You too. Thank you so much.
Oh, thank you.
Once again, it goes back to what he said with DJ
about the marriage and the divorce.
I was married at first, but I got divorced.
- Really? - Yeah. Yeah.
The things I find out about my friends. Every day.
This is wild.
- Um... - What's up?
I need proof, like, of your divorce.
What?
That's what I got from the cards.
If I want to move to the future,
I gotta have a valid reason to trust you,
so I'm not taking this leap of faith unless I have facts.
Hard facts.
Wow. Like, documentation? No, [bleep] I don't.
It's public records you should be able to get it from, right?
I'm saying, if you fishing for it, you can get it, too.
When you was talking about it,
when we was in the restaurant with my family,
when your friend said, "This is all new to me."
That's new? That's new news?
What was new to him was the fact that I was even married.
Don't nobody [bleep] know that. What are you talking about?
Okay, I didn't send a blast text message out when I was divorced.
He didn't even know I was married.
I've never been the type of dude to freely talk about myself.
And, you know, I keep everybody on the need-to-know.
Find me the proof! Give me the proof!
If we gotta do it together...
I'm supposed to look up proof while we chillin' outside?!
That's what you're gonna do! Stop [bleep] playin'.
No. Watch out. Don't be touching her!
Back the [bleep] up. No, no, no.
Hey, hey. We not about to go there.
- ...bro. - We're not about to go there.
She on some bull [bleep] right now. I'm just sayin'.
It don't even matter. Honestly, y'all can talk about it later.
- Come on. - Let's just go.
Let's just go out. I just want to go out.
Gotta bring up some bull [bleep] while we outside.
It feels like some real high-school [bleep]
going on right now.
What happened, sis?
Like, a little Haley voice inside of her head.
"Ask about the divorce. Ask about the divorce.
Where's the proof? Where's the proof?"
If this is gonna be a thing back and forth,
it's not gonna last 5 minutes, let alone [bleep] 50 years.
Come on. [bleep] him.
Damn!
♪ I'm fine ♪
♪ I just let the days have their way with me ♪
- Who are you messaging him? - Damond. Yeah.
I said, "I'm cool on you."
♪ The night, drown the memories ♪
I'm trying to see what that ass [bleep] like.
♪ I'm never changing ♪
♪ You can never save me ♪
I'm-a ball you up like a piece of paper.
Mnh-mnh-mnh. That's what I'm trying to do.
GG thinks that I'm at my mother's house
having a little tea party with my daughters.
She asking for too much. I can't send her no pictures.
I'm gonna be telling on myself. And I ain't trying to do that.
Damn.
What's up with this?
- Huh? - What's up with this?
I ain't putting no [bleep] on like this. Been so long.
'Cause I'm trying to see what's in there.
Damond does not know
I sold $150,000 worth of stuff for about 17K.
I have a headache saying that [bleep]
Sound crazy when you say it out loud.
But the last few months,
I've been working really hard replacing the clothes and stuff.
I do still need to replace a pair of his Burberry glasses.
So how much are these?
Can do $30 for them.
Okay. $30 is not bad.
So hopefully he won't notice anything right now.
What's up with these glasses, bae? Hm?
What's up with these glasses?
Um... I don't know.
They look familiar?
Yeah, they definitely do.
Bonita don't know that my mother actually went
and took the things out of the storage unit
that Bonita had in her name.
Like, I already went through a lot of things,
and I got clothes that's missing, shoes that's missing.
I'm on Bonita's ass.
Like, I'm gonna let her know, like, man, where my [bleep] at?
But Bonita got a quick temper. It's all about timing with her.
Like, I gotta have her full attention
without it going from zero to 100.
I can't wait to see the girls, though.
Dion and Dream.
They gonna just jump straight on me, like...
Get in position. Surprise the kids out here.
Seeing my girls, like,
that's something that I really want to do.
Like, they don't know that I was locked up.
They believe I was in school.
My oldest daughter, Dream, and Dior,
they are five months apart.
Hi, D! Hi, everyone.
Oh, come here, baby. You got something on your lip.
Bonita, when she found out
that I had a different woman pregnant,
she didn't like that.
Hi. You look so cute. Pretty in pink. Hi, Dreamy.
But me and Bonita, we was on a tipping scale.
Like, are we gonna work out? Are we not gonna work out?
So I didn't know what direction me and Bonita was going in.
Your hair looks so pretty, Dream.
Thank you.
Period. Mom homegirl hooked that up!
But she didn't blame it on Dream,
and I respect her for that.
We got a surprise for y'all. Come on.
Look. You see the backyard? Wow! Look!
How I set up the lights!
We're gonna have s'mores and marshmallows.
- Come down. Come down. - Yay!
- Aah! - Who is that?!
Daddy!
Oh, my baby crying. Ohh.
I missed you. I missed y'all.
I missed you, too, Daddy.
It was just overwhelming.
I already don't like my daughters hurting for nothing.
It's the worst feeling ever as a father.
- Y'all look so beautiful. - Thank you.
Like, when that cell door shut on me, I cried.
I couldn't be there to help when Dior was crying,
needed more milk.
Like, I just couldn't be there. I wasn't there.
Oh, my goodness. Who out here? Who out here?
Oh, my goodness.
Oh, my goodness!
That was my wrongdoing.
Like, yeah, I was doing things and living a lifestyle
that don't have no positive outcome.
Because when that door is shut and them lights off,
like, that cell don't show no love.
Look at you, baby.
Come upstairs.
Hold on one second. Show some love.
Oh, Lord. Look at that. Look.
I ain't the main attraction no more!
She almost made me cry.
It feels really, really good to see my son.
After two and a half, three years of being incarcerated,
I'm just so excited he's home.
So excited about him being involved with the kids.
And also it's to be the man that God has called him to be.
I'm so excited to see you, so I can't really--
I don't have really an appetite, but this is really good.
It's my desire for him to be honest with his self,
to settle down at least with one,
because no man lives long enough
to be a successful liar.
Eventually, those lies always come back to destroy you.
They never come back to help you.
Yeah. I agree. I totally agree.
We'll see y'all another day. We're about to leave.
Thank you for bringing them over here, too.
You're welcome. I love y'all.
Alright. Love you. Love y'all.
- Good night. - Come on. Leave that alone.
Oh, my goodness! He's home!
- Daddy! - Come on.
You can get the girls into bed.
I'm-a be in the bed waiting for you.
Alright. That's a bet. Alright.
I'm on my way. Yeah.
Yay!
I would never want my daughters
being with a man like me.
- Mwah. I love you. - Love you, too.
I'm so happy I got to see y'all.
You sleepy already. I love y'all.
Like, I don't want them getting hurt.
Oh. Hey.
Champagne with the...
Oh.
But I'm a king,
and I got two beautiful boss queens.
What the bed say?
It say, "I love you."
Right.
Bonita is my heart.
She definitely got a bull [bleep] with her,
but she-- she ride-or-die for real.
GG's different.
She got a beautiful personality.
She's sweet. She kind-hearted.
I ain't gonna lie. I love this.
But all this gotta go. It's gotta go.
Okay.
Oh. Finally.
And I feel like with two powerhouse women in my kingdom,
like, we just gonna all be great.
I'm trying. Hurrying up.
They gonna make it sound like a freaking fairy tale.
I'm real upset right now.
He's in prison, sweetheart.
I don't know what to do at this point.
I'm really upset.
I'm stressed out because I need help.
You knew what you were marrying.
I just did all of this, and...
If Cyrus were to get picked up again
and sent off to prison again, I would be [bleep] crushed.
I'm a little irritated right now
because we literally have been sitting here
at his parole office for, like, [bleep] ever, dude.
I don't want him to have that because then that means, like,
I'm literally leaving him here.
Dude, he did. Never mind. He's right here.
I need to go in? Oh, I gotta go, sis.
I guess I gotta go talk to them.
Alright. Love you. Bye.
I'm not gonna be able to come home to her right away.
I don't understand why your stupid case manager,
like, didn't put in the paperwork correctly.
I feel like [bleep]
I mean, obviously I want to come home to Dia and the kids.
Her address was on there,
but they never-- they never did anything about it.
Until we get approved over there,
I'm gonna be staying with my mother.
And the kids are, like, so excited to bring you home.
And it's like-- it sucks because now
we're gonna have to break that news to them.
And it's like, I feel like we're just
constantly letting them down. Like...
I've been waiting a long time.
I've been waiting a year for him to come home
and be able to take him home,
and now I can't.
I don't want you to get in trouble.
Like, yes, I want you to come,
but I don't want you to get in trouble.
Like, I really don't.
I don't want you to finish out your time.
Cyrus has had in the past a substance problem.
His drug of choice was meth.
And he has such a huge criminal history.
That scares me the most.
If Cyrus were to get picked up again
and sent off to prison again,
I would be [bleep] crushed.
It's gonna be okay, baby.
You can have this.
Maybe I can pay back some of the debt that you gave me.
I gave him ample amount of time
to prove he could provide for me, but, no.
I need money.
Don't press me on nothing.
We don't need to be together.
Oh, wow.
Zay caught three disciplinaries,
so Zay was like,
"You can pay $300 to get them removed."
So I sent the money.
You sent the money to a cash app?
Yeah.
Oh, my God. Girl!
That's how you get the drugs.
Oh, my God. Dang. What the [bleep]?
♪ Step into darkness ♪
The cash app is to get the drugs.
You over here saying "future wife."
I mean, I'm happy you feel that way,
but you got to know who you're dealing with
before you, you know...
What?
He's been on drugs the whole time.
So you done sent $300 to [bleep] that man up.
Oh, my God.
But that's coming from his big sister, you know.
I know my brother.
Right now I feel so disgusted.
I feel very much blindsided.
And I feel like... how did I miss the signs?
I honestly believed he wasn't on anything.
That's crazy.
My brother and Zay are, like, besties,
and he never insinuated that Zay did drugs.
I'm just going back to, like, when Zay and I first met.
The letters. When he'd speak on the phone.
And now it raises a big question mark in my head
because it's like...
Zay has sent me over $7,000.
Zay may be doing something illegally to get the money.
You don't video-call him?
You would see it in his face.
Y'all must don't be on video calls.
We did that once through Carli's secure,
but that was a while ago.
We ain't did it since. And he looked normal.
Dang, girl. You talking about some future husband.
You done only video-call him one time!
Oh, my God.
And I don't even know how high is supposed to look.
Like...
When I video him and I see how he look in the face...
I'm his sister. I know how it looks.
And he was doing some stuff before he went in,
so it's not just like, you know, new.
Oh, my God.
He's prone to it at this point, so...
Zay started doing drugs
at the age of like 17, 18 years old.
I know he wants to do good,
but when you're institutionalized like that
and you've been doing a drug for so many years,
it's kind of hard to, like, go just cold turkey.
He always say he don't do drugs.
Zay, like-- I believed it.
I understand that,
but he's in prison, sweetheart.
Yeah. For God's sake.
Like, they gonna make it sound like a freaking fairy tale.
So he's basically an addict.
Um, I mean, if we're being honest...
I'm real upset right now.
I'm just upset.
You want a shot?
No, thank you.
I'm about to take me one.
All I can say is write him.
Let him know how you're feeling.
Let him know what you know, what you done found out,
who you done talked to because...
yeah, it's not looking like future husband anymore.
Just a month ago, I had, like,
all these high hopes for Zay and I, for our future family.
Just great things.
I just didn't know that I was dating a stranger.
Carli just texted me.
She said she's not gonna make it, so she's not coming.
But, um, it was nice meeting you.
I'm finna feed my kids so I can get ready for work.
Um, I wish you the best of luck.
I don't know if Zay love me for real.
I really don't know.
I don't know what to do at this point.
I'm really upset.
I get it. I should be used to things not going as planned.
You knew what you were marrying.
Are you really divorced?
I don't even know who he is.
He got me [bleep] up, for real!
♪ Is it too late to say I regret? ♪
♪ Is it too late to make you forget? ♪
It was a wild night last night, huh?
Did I, like-- What happened?
Rich, I almost got in a fight with you.
Oh, man.
Man, man. Oh! That's crazy.
♪ How could I be so blunt? ♪
♪ But I can't take it back now ♪
I slept good.
After that situation on Bourbon Street, it was a blur.
We were drinking.
I honestly don't even remember getting back to the damn room,
let alone how we all ended up in the [bleep] bed together.
You know where I'm at, Rich.
Right on the side of y'all. Okay?
Right there.
I know for sure me and Felicia didn't have sex.
I don't think we had sex.
Or with Haley or--
But there was no sex going on.
I-- Whatever.
Ain't going nowhere.
Okay.
Another reason I really wanted Haley
to come on this double date with me
is I needed her to [bleep] block a little bit.
I'm trying to get the answers I need,
like, you know, the truth.
Alright. I guess I need to get home and get dressed.
I'm gonna go do that.
Alright. I'll come walk you out.
Alright.
I want to talk to you when we get down here, too, in private.
What's wrong?
I just did nine years. You know what I'm saying?
The only thing-- people I let close to me is my family.
This the only thing outside that I let in,
and I need my facts straight.
You don't even know if he's lying.
I don't even know him.
I'm still learning him.
Like, I'm trying to put him through different tests.
Like, you know what I'm saying?
To see how he gonna act in a situation
or how are we gonna go from here.
I think Rich is hiding the fact that he's either still married
or never got married in the first place
to make Felicia feel more comfortable
giving him everything.
And there was a reason why Felicia came back and said,
"Hey, cugina, can you come with me?"
She don't feel safe enough. She don't feel comfortable.
You know, this is the first guy
that she's ever come in contact with
and met her family and everything.
And it's like this, so it's kind of...
Yeah. I think she's scared.
You the first man I'm introducing to my family.
I'm putting you really in that position.
My family. That's my life. That's my heart.
So just do what you want to do.
If your heart says, "Oh, I need to go hang out with my family,"
do that. He'll wait.
And if he don't, he needs to leave anyway.
If this was... I was secure about this
and this is, like, my soulmate...
I wouldn't be questioning this.
And I'm questioning it, like, really bad.
I can't make my mind up. I don't know what I want.
What if he's still married, dude?
I keep thinking about that. What if he's still married?
'Cause, I mean, yeah, he would have brought--
Like, he just got to give me the proof, though.
I don't think he's going to.
Like, 'cause I think-- Yeah, I don't think he's going to.
So do you think you can kind of...
investigate that for me? Yes.
When I have my mind set on something
and I really want to know,
I'm going to find out.
Sherlock Holmes and Watson.
Yes.
Sherlock Holmes and Watson. That's us.
I don't even know what to do.
I don't know where he is.
♪ Petty does what petty do ♪
♪ Oh, you petty bitch, I'm petty too ♪
I'm actually really irritated, honestly.
I got, um, Moo was complaining about teeth pain all night,
so I got him a lift to urgent care this morning.
Um, I took the girls to school,
came back, and the car was gone, so...
I don't know what's going on.
I tried to reach him,
so I'm really just not having the best morning,
and I gotta clean up all this [bleep] stuff.
And of course, if I had a better [bleep]
I'd have been in this bitch probably humming,
singing with the [bleep] birds outside.
Last night really went really good.
We went a few rounds and...
it was very exciting.
So I really don't understand why I can't contact him.
It feels like I am on a roller coaster, like...
But on the part when it drops,
it feels like my stomach keeps dropping.
Like, I'm not really...
I'm not really liking how I'm feeling, for real.
I done spent all my [bleep] time getting this room together,
and I can't find him.
Feel like I wasted my time.
I'm gonna call this mother [bleep] again.
Texting, texting, texting. Nothing.
Calling, calling, calling. Nothing.
Like... I don't do all that.
When Damond calls,
I'm really not gonna have too much to say to him.
Because I don't like that [bleep]
that he pulled last night.
I don't have no words.
Last night I started getting suspicious.
I don't know why he can't FaceTime me
or answer the FaceTime call.
I don't know. That's the [bleep] that threw me off.
If I find out that any of his baby mothers
was there and he lied...
...I'm gonna be mad as [bleep]
'cause why would you lie about some [bleep] like that
unless you're trying to [bleep] your baby mother.
Hello.
And I need you to come pick me up.
You need me to come pick you up?
Yeah.
Okay, well, I don't feel like getting a ride
to come all the way there,
so I'll get you a ride and you just come here.
I got a bone to pick with you anyway,
so I'm gonna see you in a second.
I'm hurting.
I wanna, like, just shut down all and all.
But I can't because I'm juggling GG and Bonita.
So I actually got my mother and my stepfather
to get the car from Bonita,
because I can't have her follow me around
and being the detective that I know she is.
My perfect excuse for being able to get away from Bonita
was going to urgent care so I can have documentation, like,
"Listen, it's in black and white.
I actually was sitting inside of an urgent care
all morning waiting because I have a tooth pain
and I got a prescription to show for it."
I didn't pick with him as soon as he called
because I feel bad for him.
And I'd rather him be in my face so I can see his body language
and I know Damond, so I just need to see him in person.
I'm not nervous. I'm quick on my feet.
Let her know that I care about her
and she don't never got to question me, for real.
I don't want her thinking, like--
I want her to feel secure.
Whatever is gonna happen, it's gonna come to the light.
It's already coming to the light. It's already surfacing.
I'm telling you, I will blow down the mother [bleep] building
if you make me the butt of the joke.
I feel like the butt of the joke.
I don't know, because it's like
if you got an Uber to urgent care,
who the [bleep] got you from urgent care?
Something ain't adding up.
And how did you get the car?
You thought that taking the car was gonna immobilize me
so you could, like, maybe run around the city,
do what the [bleep] you want to do?
Boy, I will go get me a green scooter
and I will scoot my ass around this mother [bleep] city.
You're gonna run into me.
I'm not sitting in the house today.
If you're not going to accept him,
then there won't be a relationship, Mom.
At a point of time,
you do have to end up picking your partner over your parents.
You can have this.
Maybe I can pay back some of the debt that you gave me.
Enjoy prison when you go back, you [bleep]
♪ Clouded thoughts, they hide the light ♪
I'm sad.
♪ Colors faded, black and white ♪
I was looking forward to having a family with Zay.
But this is my only resort.
♪ Illuminate ♪
It just hurts because it seemed like everything
that we had planned is just shot down.
It's been about a week since my conversation with Shamerica,
and now that I sent Zay the money,
it kind of just feels like he's ghosted me.
I haven't heard anything from him.
I have not received any phone calls from Carli.
I have not received any e-mails.
It just feels like he just fell off Earth.
I'm annoyed about sending Zay the $300
because I was able to see that he, in fact,
was found guilty on the three disciplinaries
and they were under the influence,
unexcused absence and failure to obey order.
I do feel like he cared for me,
but it's just I feel like he played with my emotions.
The old mill is where people come to take family photos,
wedding photos, come here to think and just meditate.
Normally you see butterflies during the day
and butterflies was my thing with Zay and I
where it was just when he was coming home,
we said that it was like a new beginning in our lives,
a new chapter, a rebirth.
So being here, it just reminded me of that.
I've already came second in my relationship with my ex.
I love Zay, but I'm not willing to be second place with drugs.
I can't deal with somebody who's an addict,
and I'm just not willing to take my daughter
and I down that path.
When I see that bride,
I think that could have been something that, you know,
Zay and I could have experienced.
Alright.
"Dear Zay, I'm here in my favorite place,
where I come to think, where I dream.
After several days of deciding on
if I want our relationship to work,
I came to the conclusion that this should end
because of all the not knowing what's going to happen
and most importantly, the lies.
I'm wishing you nothing but the best.
Love, Karrington."
It's just emotional,
especially when you plan on something for two years.
I just hope I'm making the best decision right now.
My final words for Zay is that I don't judge you.
I don't hate you.
I just really hope that you find peace.
The caller has hung up.
Them balls is loose, nuts probably came out.
They droopy. They used.
You are irritating me.
Back up before I take this [bleep] mic off!
♪ Ain't no cap
♪ I didn't got no far, ain't no going back ♪
Hello?
No, dude, he has to [bleep] wait
a whole [bleep] week.
♪ Ain't no cap ♪
Yeah.
Yeah, that's what it sounded like.
We're gonna go back to the hotel
because his parole officer is being such a dick about it.
Like, we--
Like, he has to be at the hotel at a decent time.
But after that, then, uh, he--
he has to stay at his mom's.
I know. I was kind of worried about it.
Getting the news that Cyrus can't come home
makes me very sad and frustrated
because I was not expecting that outcome.
We can at least FaceTime each other this time.
And I can call you whenever.
Yeah.
You kind of got to roll with the punches, I guess.
Like, it's out of my hands and it's out of Cyrus's hands.
Alright, Sis. I love you.
Alright. Bye.
I'm so excited for our cute little hotel.
He made this card for me when he was in prison.
It says, "You have already touched
my mind, my soul and my heart.
Soon I will be able to feel your warm, sweet lips touch mine.
And you will be able to feel my warm..."
I'm not gonna read the rest of that.
Are you excited to spend the night with me?
Mm-hmm. Are you?
Yeah.
You're nervous? Yeah.
You're not nervous about that?
You're not nervous about...
Hmm.
Not really.
No? It feels natural.
Okay.
Me and Dia,
we shared a lot of intimacy while I was in prison.
Phone sex and talking dirty to each other.
I haven't had sex in three years.
I wonder if tonight is gonna be as good
as I've played it over in my head a million times.
This is cute, huh?
Yeah, I like it.
Should we FaceTime the kids first?
Yeah.
Hello.
It's Cyrus. Can you say hi?
Hi, babies.
Hi, Fay.
Can you say hi to Cyrus?
Hi, baby.
"He-whoa."
Wow.
First off, I didn't even understand you, girl.
Oh, my goodness.
Well, girlfriend,
I'm gonna get going because we're gonna go into the hot tub
before it kind of closes down.
But I just wanted you to say hi to Cyrus.
I love you. Good night.
Mwah.
They're really excited to see you.
I know.
They've been waiting for the phone call.
I can tell. Yeah.
I've got a little family to come home to.
Yep.
Cyrus is equipped to be a father.
I'm the type that doesn't bring their kids, like,
around somebody right away.
It takes a lot for me to introduce you to my kids,
because those are my pride and precious joys.
I guess you want to head down to the hot tub?
Um, yeah.
But I do feel like Cyrus is my soulmate.
- Are you ready? - Yeah.
Yeah.
It's been about a year and a half
since I have been intimate with anybody.
Jaden did tell me that Cyrus was, you know,
talking to other girls and that he was just a man whore.
But I do trust Cyrus 100%.
Oh! That feels so nice.
Way better. Huh?
Yeah.
No.
If I give myself to Cyrus, it will definitely mean a lot.
It also means giving him not just my mind, body and soul,
but, you know, all of it and...
...he better take it.
Or... Or else.
♪ I cannot surrender, I just can't give up ♪
♪ It doesn't even matter if the days get tough ♪
♪ I feel like I am fueled by rage and I'm fueled by love ♪
I just hope we can have this conversation
and be adults about it
because that [bleep] he pulled last night,
I'm not-- I'm not feeling that [bleep]
♪ I cannot surrender, I cannot give up ♪
♪ Extraordinary is my faith ♪
♪ And I won't be stopped ♪
Come in.
What's up?
Why do you say it like that?
Yeah. Let's start with that.
Yeah. You got medicine?
Yeah, I feel better,
a lot better right now.
But I missed you.
I missed you, too.
I don't want no kiss.
What you mean?
I don't want no kiss.
Baby.
I don't want no kiss. Baby, stop.
For real. I really don't want no kiss.
Why?
I got a bone to pick with you.
Alright.
Yeah, 'cause I want to talk to you. Okay.
Yeah. We gotta make sure we keep it down
so we make sure she can't hear. You feel me?
Overall, with Bonita and GG, it's 50/50.
Come on, Gates.
I went M.I.A. on Bonita earlier.
As far as GG,
I do think she got, like, a little hint
that it could have been possibly something going on.
Can I get my kiss? No.
Bae. Unh-unh.
So I got to make sure I cover my tracks.
You feel me?
Like, I'm gonna spend some time with GG,
butter her up real good.
You feel me? I'm gonna keep playing my role.
Like, I want you to really trust me. You feel me?
Like, that's what we're here for. You feel me?
So where was you at?
I could have did better with communicating.
Where was you at? I told you I was with my mother
and seeing the girls.
Like, I really cried last night when I seen them.
Like, not seeing them for two and a half years,
like, that [bleep]--
that [bleep] did something to me for real.
I'm not trying to be insensitive,
but you still...
At the end of the day, it was weird.
You-- First of all,
you were supposed to go see your P.O.
and then call me after you was done.
Right. Right.
When you was incarcerated,
you was reassuring me,
like, you would go the extra mile to,
like, let me know that you've been honest.
Besides--
I feel like last night, you didn't do that.
I did slip up last night.
Like, I [bleep] up. I slipped up.
So... But I'm gonna take accountability for that.
You feel me?
I'm gonna take accountability for my actions.
You feel me? As a man, like, your man.
You feel me?
So who was at your mother's house?
Uh...
I'm looking at every couple,
making sure I don't see my man out here.
I need to keep my eye out, because at this point,
he could have tried to immobilize me
so he could be around town freely.
I need to make sure he's not out here hiding.