1 00:00:04,172 --> 00:00:06,549 Previously on Generation Q... 2 00:00:06,591 --> 00:00:08,384 Dad. What the hell's going on? 3 00:00:08,426 --> 00:00:10,219 Everything's gonna be okay. 4 00:00:10,261 --> 00:00:11,679 -No. What? - Call my lawyer. 5 00:00:11,721 --> 00:00:13,347 Do you want to go out for dinner tonight? 6 00:00:13,389 --> 00:00:15,558 -[Finley] Yeah. - Can I get a rain check? 7 00:00:15,600 --> 00:00:17,727 Carrie is the fucking worst. 8 00:00:17,769 --> 00:00:20,521 It's like, everything is a fucking joke to her. 9 00:00:20,563 --> 00:00:22,565 I think, you know, you guys should start, so it'd be easier 10 00:00:22,607 --> 00:00:23,858 for Angie. 11 00:00:23,900 --> 00:00:26,778 Yeah, easier for Angie or easier for you? 12 00:00:26,819 --> 00:00:28,029 My donor's dying. 13 00:00:28,071 --> 00:00:29,906 Ange, that's a lot. 14 00:00:29,947 --> 00:00:31,908 [Angie] You think Mama B would let me see a therapist? 15 00:00:31,949 --> 00:00:34,410 [Shane] She'd be more than willing to give that to you. 16 00:00:34,452 --> 00:00:35,578 What'd you do, you sleep at a hotel or something? 17 00:00:35,620 --> 00:00:37,246 No, I stayed with my friend Bette. 18 00:00:37,288 --> 00:00:38,748 [Tom] She still dating your ex's ex-wife? 19 00:00:38,790 --> 00:00:39,957 [Gigi] So yesterday I was your girlfriend, 20 00:00:39,999 --> 00:00:41,209 and today I'm no one? 21 00:00:41,250 --> 00:00:42,752 I can't deconstruct 22 00:00:42,794 --> 00:00:44,587 -your feelings right now. - I've never asked you 23 00:00:44,629 --> 00:00:47,757 -to deconstruct anything. -[Tess] Oh, my God, I'm sorry. 24 00:00:47,799 --> 00:00:48,758 -I'm-I'm seeing someone. - Yeah. Don't need to explain. 25 00:00:48,800 --> 00:00:50,593 -I'm sorry. - Okay. 26 00:00:50,635 --> 00:00:51,969 Thank you for dinner. 27 00:00:52,011 --> 00:00:53,262 Please. 28 00:00:53,304 --> 00:00:54,597 Don't touch me like this 29 00:00:54,639 --> 00:00:56,641 unless you're coming home with me. 30 00:00:56,682 --> 00:00:59,185 pulsing, dramatic music 31 00:00:59,227 --> 00:01:00,686 The fuck are you doing here? 32 00:01:00,728 --> 00:01:02,438 I drove 70 miles to make sure that you were alive. 33 00:01:02,480 --> 00:01:04,440 Well, I am. 34 00:01:05,817 --> 00:01:07,110 How was dinner with Sophie? 35 00:01:07,151 --> 00:01:08,611 Uh, she's in Ojai. 36 00:01:08,653 --> 00:01:10,279 I'm really relieved that she told you. 37 00:01:10,321 --> 00:01:12,031 I mean, when Dani told me that she just showed up, 38 00:01:12,073 --> 00:01:13,950 I wondered if she'd come clean. 39 00:01:13,991 --> 00:01:15,618 Yeah, no, for sure. 40 00:01:52,029 --> 00:01:53,823 atmospheric music 41 00:02:13,676 --> 00:02:16,095 Hey. 42 00:02:17,513 --> 00:02:19,515 Uh, hey. 43 00:02:19,557 --> 00:02:21,350 Um... 44 00:02:21,392 --> 00:02:23,477 We're out of O.J. 45 00:02:23,519 --> 00:02:26,939 Oh, I'll just... I'll grab some later. 46 00:02:26,981 --> 00:02:29,483 Are you all right? You're looking paler than usual. 47 00:02:29,525 --> 00:02:31,944 No, I'm, uh, I'm good. 48 00:02:31,986 --> 00:02:33,696 Yeah. Thanks. 49 00:02:33,738 --> 00:02:36,032 You been hiding out? Feel like I haven't... 50 00:02:36,073 --> 00:02:37,909 haven't seen you in a couple days. 51 00:02:37,950 --> 00:02:40,703 Yeah. Something like that. 52 00:02:40,745 --> 00:02:44,332 Okay. Well, um... 53 00:02:44,373 --> 00:02:47,168 All right. I-I wasn't fully honest with you about Ojai. 54 00:02:47,210 --> 00:02:48,544 I know. 55 00:02:48,586 --> 00:02:52,256 How was Dani? Is she... She's good? 56 00:02:53,591 --> 00:02:55,259 She was in the middle of a crisis. 57 00:02:55,301 --> 00:02:57,553 -I know. - And her dad is in jail, 58 00:02:57,595 --> 00:03:00,014 -and I just, I just thought-- - I know. So crazy. 59 00:03:00,056 --> 00:03:02,099 I just didn't want her thinking that she was alone. That's all. 60 00:03:02,141 --> 00:03:03,893 Cool. 61 00:03:05,186 --> 00:03:07,188 Well, thank you. 62 00:03:07,230 --> 00:03:08,731 Thanks for understanding. 63 00:03:08,773 --> 00:03:11,400 You're just-- You're always such a good friend. 64 00:03:13,110 --> 00:03:15,905 Sure. Uh... 65 00:03:20,034 --> 00:03:24,538 We're not back together, uh, if-if that's what you think. 66 00:03:24,580 --> 00:03:28,918 Uh, I don't think anything. 67 00:03:30,294 --> 00:03:33,422 -Okay. - Okay. 68 00:03:35,424 --> 00:03:37,260 You been drinking, you been drinking 69 00:03:37,301 --> 00:03:38,886 You been drinking again 70 00:03:38,928 --> 00:03:41,097 You been drinking, you been drinking 71 00:03:41,138 --> 00:03:42,807 You been drinking again 72 00:03:42,848 --> 00:03:45,559 I keep thinking, I keep thinking 73 00:03:45,601 --> 00:03:47,103 That you'd keep it kosher 74 00:03:47,144 --> 00:03:48,604 You been drinking, you been drinking 75 00:03:48,646 --> 00:03:50,481 You been drinking again 76 00:03:55,486 --> 00:03:57,154 Good morning. 77 00:03:57,196 --> 00:03:58,990 Mm. 78 00:04:03,494 --> 00:04:07,957 So I'm guessing Tina's back from Toronto? 79 00:04:07,999 --> 00:04:10,501 -Sorry? - I figured Angie's with Tina, 80 00:04:10,543 --> 00:04:14,130 which is why you could stay over. 81 00:04:14,171 --> 00:04:15,756 Ah. Right. 82 00:04:15,798 --> 00:04:17,842 Yes, she's back. 83 00:04:20,970 --> 00:04:23,097 Bette? 84 00:04:23,139 --> 00:04:26,309 Do you want to talk about what happened the other day? 85 00:04:27,101 --> 00:04:28,853 Not unless you need to. 86 00:04:38,029 --> 00:04:41,282 You're more than welcome to stay as long as you want, 87 00:04:41,324 --> 00:04:43,075 but I have plans to meet someone, so... 88 00:04:43,117 --> 00:04:45,286 That was fast. 89 00:04:45,328 --> 00:04:48,372 No, not like that. I'm seeing Dani. 90 00:04:49,749 --> 00:04:51,625 Oh. 91 00:04:51,667 --> 00:04:53,878 I didn't know you two were friends. 92 00:04:54,712 --> 00:04:56,047 Is that a problem for you? 93 00:04:56,088 --> 00:04:58,382 No, not at all. 94 00:05:07,892 --> 00:05:10,311 'Cause you can tell me how you really feel. 95 00:05:11,979 --> 00:05:14,357 I just did. 96 00:05:23,574 --> 00:05:26,035 I found her, by the way. 97 00:05:26,077 --> 00:05:27,286 Found who? 98 00:05:27,328 --> 00:05:29,538 -Pippa Pascal. - The artist? 99 00:05:29,580 --> 00:05:33,376 She's beyond anything I ever imagined. 100 00:05:33,417 --> 00:05:36,379 I would fucking cut out my heart to work with that woman. 101 00:05:42,676 --> 00:05:44,887 Sup. - Hey, how you doing? 102 00:05:44,929 --> 00:05:48,641 Oh, my God, that is an impossible question. See-- 103 00:05:48,682 --> 00:05:50,309 It's just rhetorical. 104 00:05:50,351 --> 00:05:53,854 Oh. Copy that. Yeah. 105 00:05:53,896 --> 00:05:56,357 -Hey. - Hey. 106 00:05:56,399 --> 00:05:58,901 -Hey. Hi. 107 00:05:58,943 --> 00:06:01,570 So, I told you I met someone. 108 00:06:01,612 --> 00:06:03,030 Yeah. 109 00:06:03,072 --> 00:06:04,907 We met this past weekend 110 00:06:04,949 --> 00:06:07,493 at this, like, bougie Hollywood Hills party-- 111 00:06:07,535 --> 00:06:09,120 Did you see any celebs? 112 00:06:09,161 --> 00:06:12,164 Was there, like, a sick pool? Do you have any, um-- 113 00:06:12,206 --> 00:06:14,667 No. Um, so... 114 00:06:14,708 --> 00:06:16,585 She wanted to go out with me tonight, 115 00:06:16,627 --> 00:06:19,130 but I told her that I couldn't because we have our poker game, 116 00:06:19,171 --> 00:06:24,093 so she's coming here to take me out for coffee instead. 117 00:06:24,135 --> 00:06:25,803 Like, right now. 118 00:06:25,845 --> 00:06:27,763 Is-is that cool? 119 00:06:27,805 --> 00:06:30,349 Well, yeah. 120 00:06:30,391 --> 00:06:32,059 Why wouldn't it be? 121 00:06:32,101 --> 00:06:34,270 Just... because the... 122 00:06:34,311 --> 00:06:36,272 -Yeah, never mind. - What? No. 123 00:06:36,313 --> 00:06:37,606 Yeah, okay. Yeah. Great. 124 00:06:37,648 --> 00:06:40,609 Yeah. I'd like to meet her, actually. 125 00:06:40,651 --> 00:06:43,070 G-Good. Great. Okay. 126 00:06:43,112 --> 00:06:45,448 -Is that okay? - Yes. 127 00:06:45,489 --> 00:06:47,950 -Is she on her way now? - Yes. Yeah. Now. 128 00:06:47,992 --> 00:06:50,369 -Oh. That's quick. 129 00:06:50,411 --> 00:06:55,124 Hi. 130 00:06:55,166 --> 00:06:56,709 Guess who's back 131 00:06:58,752 --> 00:07:00,629 So, Cherie, this is Shane. 132 00:07:00,671 --> 00:07:03,591 Shane, this is Cherie. 133 00:07:04,300 --> 00:07:06,594 Cherie. 134 00:07:06,635 --> 00:07:09,972 We've actually met before. 135 00:07:11,640 --> 00:07:14,018 Of course you have. 136 00:07:14,059 --> 00:07:15,352 Guess who's back 137 00:07:15,394 --> 00:07:17,480 Finley. 138 00:07:20,399 --> 00:07:22,026 Guess who's back 139 00:07:22,067 --> 00:07:23,235 [Alice] I kept trying to tell you on the phone 140 00:07:23,277 --> 00:07:24,528 that ghosts aren't real. 141 00:07:24,570 --> 00:07:26,572 First of all, I was joking about that. 142 00:07:26,614 --> 00:07:28,407 But, on the off chance that they are real, 143 00:07:28,449 --> 00:07:30,242 you should speak kinder of them. 144 00:07:30,284 --> 00:07:34,205 No, I was up last night rereading the last chapter 145 00:07:34,246 --> 00:07:35,706 -you gave me. - Yeah? 146 00:07:35,748 --> 00:07:38,000 I got to tell you, it's really, really good. 147 00:07:38,042 --> 00:07:40,252 -Really? - Yeah. I came down here 148 00:07:40,294 --> 00:07:42,004 to congratulate you in person. 149 00:07:42,046 --> 00:07:44,840 -I really hope they like it. - They will. 150 00:07:44,882 --> 00:07:48,010 Congratulations on your first book. 151 00:07:48,052 --> 00:07:49,303 Come on. 152 00:07:49,345 --> 00:07:52,014 Did you get me a diamond tennis bracel-- Oh. 153 00:07:52,056 --> 00:07:55,184 -It's a pen. - Yeah. 'Cause you're a writer. 154 00:07:55,226 --> 00:07:57,019 Right. 155 00:07:57,061 --> 00:07:58,479 I love it. Thank you. 156 00:07:58,521 --> 00:08:00,022 I actually have something for you, too. 157 00:08:00,064 --> 00:08:01,982 Come here. 158 00:08:04,026 --> 00:08:06,237 Okay. 159 00:08:07,404 --> 00:08:09,782 This is what I'm gonna say 160 00:08:09,823 --> 00:08:11,951 in the "Thank you to my editor" part of my book. 161 00:08:11,992 --> 00:08:13,869 Okay. 162 00:08:15,454 --> 00:08:19,583 "Dear Tom, this book may be your best trick yet. 163 00:08:19,625 --> 00:08:21,585 With love, Alice." 164 00:08:22,628 --> 00:08:24,171 I love it. 165 00:08:24,213 --> 00:08:26,423 -You do? - I do. I do. 166 00:08:26,465 --> 00:08:27,633 Thank you. It means a lot to me. 167 00:08:27,675 --> 00:08:30,553 Okay, good. Well, I meant it. 168 00:08:32,513 --> 00:08:34,640 -So this is it? - Yeah. 169 00:08:34,682 --> 00:08:37,726 As far as the book goes, it's done, so... 170 00:08:39,061 --> 00:08:41,272 Does it always feel this weird? 171 00:08:41,313 --> 00:08:44,233 'Cause I'm so used to spending so much time with you, 172 00:08:44,275 --> 00:08:45,818 and now I'm not gonna see you tomorrow, 173 00:08:45,859 --> 00:08:47,653 and it's... I don't know. 174 00:08:47,695 --> 00:08:49,363 I can't put words to it. 175 00:08:49,405 --> 00:08:51,073 Mm. We're done professionally, 176 00:08:51,115 --> 00:08:53,867 but we're definitely friends, right? 177 00:08:53,909 --> 00:08:56,829 -Like, we feel like friends. - You think? 178 00:08:56,870 --> 00:08:59,248 I mean, I wept in front of you, so y-yeah. 179 00:08:59,290 --> 00:09:03,252 Right. And I pretty much had, like, a full mental breakdown. 180 00:09:03,294 --> 00:09:05,004 But who's keeping score? 181 00:09:05,963 --> 00:09:08,799 Yeah, okay. I'd say we're friends. 182 00:09:08,841 --> 00:09:10,050 Me, too. 183 00:09:19,893 --> 00:09:22,104 In the bin, please. In here. 184 00:09:23,063 --> 00:09:24,732 Thanks. 185 00:09:37,494 --> 00:09:38,996 Right this way. 186 00:09:39,038 --> 00:09:40,789 Follow me. 187 00:10:04,855 --> 00:10:07,900 It's good to see you. 188 00:10:13,697 --> 00:10:15,741 I'm sorry you have to see me like this. 189 00:10:15,783 --> 00:10:18,619 I-I never imagined I'd be in this position. 190 00:10:18,661 --> 00:10:20,329 A high-priced legal team can give anyone 191 00:10:20,371 --> 00:10:22,081 a false sense of security. 192 00:10:22,122 --> 00:10:23,666 You have every right to be upset. 193 00:10:23,707 --> 00:10:25,668 Who says I'm upset? 194 00:10:27,211 --> 00:10:28,712 I need you. 195 00:10:29,546 --> 00:10:31,131 I need you now more than ever. 196 00:10:31,173 --> 00:10:33,175 So it's all about you, huh? 197 00:10:35,010 --> 00:10:37,471 You're the only person I trust. 198 00:10:37,513 --> 00:10:40,015 Am I here as your daughter or your spin doctor? 199 00:10:40,057 --> 00:10:41,850 Okay, you're angry. I-I-- 200 00:10:41,892 --> 00:10:44,061 Answer the question. 201 00:10:44,103 --> 00:10:48,482 Daniela, you are my daughter first, always. 202 00:10:48,524 --> 00:10:51,485 But we cannot separate family from our company. 203 00:10:51,527 --> 00:10:53,278 I don't work for the company. 204 00:10:57,324 --> 00:11:02,204 Actually, you are the interim CEO of your family's company. 205 00:11:12,089 --> 00:11:13,632 You slipped these in while I was signing 206 00:11:13,674 --> 00:11:15,217 on the house the other day? 207 00:11:16,343 --> 00:11:17,845 Yeah. 208 00:11:17,886 --> 00:11:19,555 Have you ever been honest with me? 209 00:11:19,596 --> 00:11:21,557 I'm sorry. 210 00:11:21,598 --> 00:11:23,892 No, you're not. 211 00:11:29,189 --> 00:11:32,234 I refuse to be your puppet. 212 00:11:32,276 --> 00:11:34,194 All of your family's assets 213 00:11:34,236 --> 00:11:36,113 are tied into this company. 214 00:11:36,155 --> 00:11:39,408 You walk away from this job, you walk away from everything. 215 00:11:44,288 --> 00:11:46,415 Then I need to know the truth. 216 00:11:47,791 --> 00:11:50,586 -Dani-- - As your daughter, 217 00:11:50,627 --> 00:11:53,380 I need to know what you knew and when you knew it. 218 00:11:53,422 --> 00:11:55,883 Unfortunately, due to liability, he won't-- 219 00:11:55,924 --> 00:11:58,719 Don't give me that bullshit. 220 00:12:00,929 --> 00:12:04,600 You tell me the truth, and I'll run your company. 221 00:12:04,641 --> 00:12:06,351 But if I find out you lied to me, 222 00:12:06,393 --> 00:12:10,189 I'll light that place on fire and watch it burn. 223 00:12:10,230 --> 00:12:11,815 Am I clear? 224 00:12:16,987 --> 00:12:18,947 What do you want to know? 225 00:12:21,408 --> 00:12:24,244 "The Kids Are Not Fine" by Marieme 226 00:12:24,286 --> 00:12:27,456 Why are we 227 00:12:27,498 --> 00:12:31,585 So blind to see 228 00:12:31,627 --> 00:12:36,465 That the ones we hurt 229 00:12:36,507 --> 00:12:38,467 Are you and me 230 00:12:38,509 --> 00:12:39,468 Thanks for waiting. 231 00:12:39,510 --> 00:12:42,471 Anytime. What happened? 232 00:12:43,889 --> 00:12:46,809 I, um, I somehow just became 233 00:12:46,850 --> 00:12:49,186 the CEO of my family's company. 234 00:12:50,354 --> 00:12:52,439 Oh, shit. 235 00:12:52,481 --> 00:12:54,024 That the ones... 236 00:12:54,066 --> 00:12:57,486 Well, boss lady, where to? 237 00:12:57,528 --> 00:12:58,946 I just want to go home. 238 00:12:58,987 --> 00:13:01,782 Home it is. 239 00:13:03,659 --> 00:13:05,619 Sealed lips sink ships 240 00:13:05,661 --> 00:13:07,371 No tip, no drip 241 00:13:07,412 --> 00:13:08,580 Got no money 242 00:13:08,622 --> 00:13:10,332 You're, uh, 243 00:13:10,374 --> 00:13:12,417 -you're all here early. - Bette's gonna be here 244 00:13:12,459 --> 00:13:13,836 -any minute. - Okay. 245 00:13:13,877 --> 00:13:15,587 Yeah. Yeah. I can, I can check back in. 246 00:13:15,629 --> 00:13:17,172 Yeah. 247 00:13:17,214 --> 00:13:19,508 -My stomach hurts. Oh, honey, 248 00:13:19,550 --> 00:13:21,510 you know what? I have Tums in your mom's purse. 249 00:13:21,552 --> 00:13:23,595 It's okay. I'm just gonna grab water, I think. 250 00:13:23,637 --> 00:13:24,513 Okay. 251 00:13:24,555 --> 00:13:26,348 -Okay. - Okay. 252 00:13:31,562 --> 00:13:34,022 -Should we make a break for it? 253 00:13:34,064 --> 00:13:36,942 I mean, come on, honey. We could be in Mexico in a couple hours. 254 00:13:36,984 --> 00:13:38,443 -Right? - Stop it. 255 00:13:38,485 --> 00:13:40,529 I got that blue light from my friend, the cop. 256 00:13:40,571 --> 00:13:41,947 I can throw that on the top. 257 00:13:41,989 --> 00:13:43,323 -Right. - We could be Thelma and Louise 258 00:13:43,365 --> 00:13:45,868 -all the way to Mexico. 259 00:13:48,078 --> 00:13:49,246 Now, she's gonna behave, right? 260 00:13:49,288 --> 00:13:50,539 You promise me she's gonna behave? 261 00:13:50,581 --> 00:13:52,499 Yes, I promise. She's gonna be fine. 262 00:13:52,541 --> 00:13:54,376 -Okay? - Okay. 263 00:13:54,418 --> 00:13:58,046 Look, I-I know that you think that she can be difficult. 264 00:13:58,088 --> 00:13:59,882 Yes, and I'd be very surprised to find out 265 00:13:59,923 --> 00:14:01,383 that's an unpopular opinion. 266 00:14:01,425 --> 00:14:04,845 Look, she and Angie have a very special relationship. 267 00:14:04,887 --> 00:14:06,179 I know that. I do. 268 00:14:06,221 --> 00:14:07,764 -Right? Good. 269 00:14:07,806 --> 00:14:09,349 Maybe I shouldn't have come. 270 00:14:10,726 --> 00:14:12,978 What do you mean? You're the one that wants to get married. 271 00:14:13,020 --> 00:14:14,730 Well, what do you mean by that? 272 00:14:14,771 --> 00:14:18,859 I... This is the family that you're marrying into. 273 00:14:18,901 --> 00:14:21,695 -All of us. - Right. No, you're right. 274 00:14:21,737 --> 00:14:23,322 That's totally true. 275 00:14:23,363 --> 00:14:25,908 I mean, what I have to do is I just have to start 276 00:14:25,949 --> 00:14:29,077 feeling sorry for her and not get as pissed off, you know? 277 00:14:29,119 --> 00:14:31,413 -Okay. All right. - That's-that's the trick. 278 00:14:31,455 --> 00:14:33,415 -Whatever it takes. - It's gonna work, 279 00:14:33,457 --> 00:14:35,083 because I already feel sorry for her. 280 00:14:35,125 --> 00:14:37,085 -Why is that? - Because she doesn't have you. 281 00:14:37,127 --> 00:14:39,254 She doesn't want me. 282 00:14:39,296 --> 00:14:40,589 -I think she does. - You say this about everybody. 283 00:14:40,631 --> 00:14:42,758 -I do not. - She doesn't. I promise you. 284 00:14:42,799 --> 00:14:43,884 -Yes, she does. - No, she doesn't-- 285 00:14:43,926 --> 00:14:45,427 Honey, yes, she does. 286 00:14:45,469 --> 00:14:47,721 Look, it doesn't matter, honey. 287 00:14:47,763 --> 00:14:50,265 -Why not? - Because I love you. 288 00:14:50,307 --> 00:14:53,936 I want you here and Angie does, too. 289 00:14:53,977 --> 00:14:57,272 You belong here. Okay? 290 00:14:57,314 --> 00:14:58,649 You're the sweetest, you know that? 291 00:14:58,690 --> 00:15:00,233 And when we get home, 292 00:15:00,275 --> 00:15:01,693 you got to get that blue light out of the garage, 293 00:15:01,735 --> 00:15:04,363 because I just thought about when we order takeout, 294 00:15:04,404 --> 00:15:05,906 why should we have cold food? 295 00:15:05,948 --> 00:15:07,074 -I don't know. - I could put that thing on 296 00:15:07,115 --> 00:15:09,034 and get the food home in time. 297 00:15:09,076 --> 00:15:10,953 Okay. I'll remind you. 298 00:15:10,994 --> 00:15:12,537 Thank you, very much. 299 00:15:12,579 --> 00:15:14,706 You nervous? 300 00:15:14,748 --> 00:15:17,834 Well, I told Mama T that I had to tell her something really big 301 00:15:17,876 --> 00:15:20,712 and that I just, like, really needed her support in therapy. 302 00:15:20,754 --> 00:15:22,631 That's good. So real. 303 00:15:22,673 --> 00:15:24,132 Yeah. 304 00:15:24,174 --> 00:15:26,218 Ms. Porter definitely scares me. 305 00:15:26,259 --> 00:15:27,636 Jordi, you don't need to call her Ms. Porter 306 00:15:27,678 --> 00:15:30,055 -when you're around me. - Mm, can't risk it. 307 00:15:30,097 --> 00:15:31,306 She could pull up at any time. 308 00:15:33,850 --> 00:15:36,103 I just hope this isn't horrible. 309 00:15:36,144 --> 00:15:38,814 Ask the universe to be on our side here. 310 00:15:38,855 --> 00:15:40,232 Pretty, pretty, please. 311 00:15:41,692 --> 00:15:42,901 Yes. 312 00:15:42,943 --> 00:15:45,654 But no matter what happens, 313 00:15:45,696 --> 00:15:49,574 at least I get to see you get nominated onto prom court later. 314 00:15:49,616 --> 00:15:51,326 Bitch, are they gonna call my name? 315 00:15:51,368 --> 00:15:53,829 Jordi, there's no better prom queen. 316 00:15:53,870 --> 00:15:55,747 -You think? - Duh. 317 00:15:55,789 --> 00:15:59,126 Ready when you are. 318 00:15:59,167 --> 00:16:00,711 Got to go. I'll talk to you later. 319 00:16:00,752 --> 00:16:03,463 Okay. Love the blazer, Ms. Porter. 320 00:16:03,505 --> 00:16:05,674 Thank you, Jordi. 321 00:16:05,716 --> 00:16:08,552 slow, somber music 322 00:16:12,472 --> 00:16:16,059 As you know, growing up, we had no role models. 323 00:16:16,101 --> 00:16:18,729 No one who loved like us on TV. 324 00:16:18,770 --> 00:16:22,232 Except for Jo from Facts of Life, but go on. 325 00:16:22,274 --> 00:16:24,943 But the longer I work here, the more I realize 326 00:16:24,985 --> 00:16:26,319 that we're standing on the shoulders 327 00:16:26,361 --> 00:16:29,239 of some incredible people. 328 00:16:29,281 --> 00:16:30,240 For sure. 329 00:16:30,282 --> 00:16:31,992 And you, oh, my God. 330 00:16:32,034 --> 00:16:33,952 You have done an amazing job 331 00:16:33,994 --> 00:16:35,162 of highlighting queer celebrities. 332 00:16:35,203 --> 00:16:36,872 -Really. - Thank you. Thank you. 333 00:16:36,913 --> 00:16:38,540 I mean, that's the whole reason I wanted to do this show. 334 00:16:38,582 --> 00:16:41,877 Right. But there are just so many other stories 335 00:16:41,918 --> 00:16:44,296 that haven't been told. 336 00:16:44,337 --> 00:16:46,673 What if we used this segment 337 00:16:46,715 --> 00:16:50,719 to bring to light everyday queer stories? 338 00:16:50,761 --> 00:16:55,557 I want to highlight people that are part of the quiet rebellion. 339 00:16:57,017 --> 00:16:58,226 The quiet rebellion. 340 00:16:58,268 --> 00:16:59,144 People who fought for our rights, 341 00:16:59,186 --> 00:17:01,104 but in their own way. 342 00:17:01,146 --> 00:17:04,900 Teachers, nurses, doctors. 343 00:17:05,484 --> 00:17:10,113 It's a documentary-style segment on everyday 344 00:17:10,155 --> 00:17:13,408 unsung queer heroes. 345 00:17:16,912 --> 00:17:18,288 I love it. 346 00:17:18,330 --> 00:17:20,415 -R-Really? - You know what it reminds me of? 347 00:17:20,457 --> 00:17:22,793 My ninth grade English teacher, Ms. McCauley. 348 00:17:22,834 --> 00:17:27,047 Big ole lesbo, and completely the person who changed my life. 349 00:17:27,089 --> 00:17:28,965 -Right? You see? - Yeah. 350 00:17:29,007 --> 00:17:32,260 It's always someone like that. Not just a famous person. 351 00:17:32,302 --> 00:17:35,388 Right. This is really smart. 352 00:17:35,430 --> 00:17:37,808 -I'm totally in. - Great. 353 00:17:37,849 --> 00:17:41,520 I mean, I-I have a couple coming in later today for an interview. 354 00:17:41,561 --> 00:17:43,188 Really? Like, a real-life couple? 355 00:17:43,230 --> 00:17:45,107 -Yep. - Are they, like, 356 00:17:45,148 --> 00:17:46,108 disgustingly happy? 357 00:17:46,149 --> 00:17:48,485 Yes, and old. 358 00:17:49,277 --> 00:17:51,113 That's so depressing. 359 00:17:51,154 --> 00:17:52,864 Oh, wait. 'Cause they're old? 360 00:17:52,906 --> 00:17:54,741 No. 'Cause of Nat. 361 00:17:54,783 --> 00:17:57,619 -Oh. - I know. She keeps texting me, 362 00:17:57,661 --> 00:17:59,246 saying she wants to get back together, and I'm trying 363 00:17:59,287 --> 00:18:01,123 to pretend to not get, like, a dopamine high 364 00:18:01,164 --> 00:18:02,958 every time my phone dings. 365 00:18:02,999 --> 00:18:04,376 That sounds healthy. 366 00:18:04,417 --> 00:18:07,129 Yeah. I'm, like, the beacon of health. 367 00:18:09,131 --> 00:18:10,507 Okay, folks. 368 00:18:10,549 --> 00:18:12,425 So really, you know, the hope for today 369 00:18:12,467 --> 00:18:15,428 is that we can move closer to having an open dialogue. 370 00:18:15,470 --> 00:18:17,472 Angie and I thought that a family session 371 00:18:17,514 --> 00:18:19,891 would be the best thing for everyone. 372 00:18:19,933 --> 00:18:23,562 That being said, I do want Angie to feel like she has the space 373 00:18:23,603 --> 00:18:26,439 to talk about what's important to her. 374 00:18:26,481 --> 00:18:27,983 -Okay. - That's great. 375 00:18:28,024 --> 00:18:30,152 We're here for you. 376 00:18:32,487 --> 00:18:34,781 Okay. 377 00:18:35,615 --> 00:18:37,534 So... 378 00:18:37,576 --> 00:18:39,953 first of all, I love you all. 379 00:18:39,995 --> 00:18:42,038 -That's so sweet. - We love you, too, sweetheart. 380 00:18:42,080 --> 00:18:43,748 We love you, too, honey. 381 00:18:43,790 --> 00:18:45,709 So... 382 00:18:45,750 --> 00:18:48,962 you know I've been seeing Kayla, which I'm really grateful for, 383 00:18:49,004 --> 00:18:50,172 so thank you. 384 00:18:50,213 --> 00:18:52,424 -Of course. - Whatever you need. 385 00:18:56,303 --> 00:19:00,348 But, um... 386 00:19:01,850 --> 00:19:06,897 ...yesterday she told me that, um, her dad, 387 00:19:06,938 --> 00:19:10,525 Marcus, my, um, donor, 388 00:19:10,567 --> 00:19:14,154 he's sick. 389 00:19:14,863 --> 00:19:15,947 Sick how? 390 00:19:15,989 --> 00:19:18,617 He's, um... 391 00:19:20,535 --> 00:19:22,495 He's dying. 392 00:19:22,537 --> 00:19:24,331 Oh, no. 393 00:19:24,372 --> 00:19:26,416 Oh, baby. I'm so sorry. 394 00:19:26,458 --> 00:19:28,168 That's a lot. I mean, 395 00:19:28,210 --> 00:19:29,878 that's a lot. 396 00:19:32,464 --> 00:19:34,382 You're doing a great job. 397 00:19:36,051 --> 00:19:39,930 He's in kidney failure and he-he needs a kidney. 398 00:19:39,971 --> 00:19:41,765 I want to see if I can help. 399 00:19:41,806 --> 00:19:45,727 Help how? What are you thinking, sweetie? 400 00:19:45,769 --> 00:19:47,896 I think that, um... 401 00:19:47,938 --> 00:19:50,649 I think you're saying you want to find out if you're a match. 402 00:19:50,690 --> 00:19:51,900 Is that what you're saying, honey? 403 00:19:51,942 --> 00:19:54,194 Oh, oh... - Yeah. 404 00:19:54,236 --> 00:19:55,737 -No. God. No. Ms. Porter, 405 00:19:55,779 --> 00:19:57,405 before we shut her down, why don't we just... 406 00:19:57,447 --> 00:19:58,573 Look, she can't donate a kidney. Is that clear? 407 00:19:58,615 --> 00:19:59,824 I mean, but shouldn't we hear her out? 408 00:19:59,866 --> 00:20:01,409 Look, you don't have a say in this. 409 00:20:01,451 --> 00:20:02,744 -Ms. Porter-- - No, I'm not trying to have 410 00:20:02,786 --> 00:20:04,079 -a say. - Well, good. Because you don't. 411 00:20:04,120 --> 00:20:05,664 I can relate to Angie 412 00:20:05,705 --> 00:20:07,165 -because I'm adopted, too-- - She's not adopted. 413 00:20:07,207 --> 00:20:08,375 -No, I-- - She is our child. 414 00:20:08,416 --> 00:20:09,584 Mine and Tina's. We're her parents. 415 00:20:09,626 --> 00:20:10,835 No one's questioning that, 416 00:20:10,877 --> 00:20:12,254 -Bette. - She did. She just did. 417 00:20:12,295 --> 00:20:13,713 -No, that's not what-- - Maybe-maybe 418 00:20:13,755 --> 00:20:15,215 -if we could just refocus? - Tina, how are we 419 00:20:15,257 --> 00:20:16,258 even having this fucking conversation? 420 00:20:16,299 --> 00:20:17,217 This is our daughter's body 421 00:20:17,259 --> 00:20:18,551 that we're talking about. 422 00:20:18,593 --> 00:20:19,844 -These are her organs. - I know, but we're 423 00:20:19,886 --> 00:20:21,096 -here to listen. - Oh, you want me to be 424 00:20:21,137 --> 00:20:22,555 -the bad guy. Okay, fine. - No. 425 00:20:22,597 --> 00:20:23,431 -The answer is no. - I just want to listen. 426 00:20:23,473 --> 00:20:25,517 Absolutely not. No. 427 00:20:25,558 --> 00:20:27,060 -Angie. Angie. - No, why don't-- Ms. Porter, 428 00:20:27,102 --> 00:20:29,062 why don't you let Tina go? 429 00:20:29,104 --> 00:20:31,064 Okay? You just... 430 00:20:31,106 --> 00:20:32,899 You don't want to crowd her. 431 00:20:48,164 --> 00:20:51,918 Could I just explain what I was trying to say earlier? 432 00:20:51,960 --> 00:20:53,461 I'd rather you didn't. 433 00:20:53,503 --> 00:20:55,588 Of course you can. 434 00:20:56,881 --> 00:21:00,010 Bette, I realize that Angie is not adopted. 435 00:21:00,051 --> 00:21:02,262 I do. We had very different circumstances, 436 00:21:02,304 --> 00:21:03,763 different lives. 437 00:21:03,805 --> 00:21:07,142 But I grew up without my biological mother, 438 00:21:07,183 --> 00:21:10,395 and it always made me feel a little different 439 00:21:10,437 --> 00:21:12,731 and kind of lost. 440 00:21:12,772 --> 00:21:14,941 Then, when we connected, you know, 441 00:21:14,983 --> 00:21:17,986 it answered so many questions for me. 442 00:21:18,028 --> 00:21:22,282 And if she asked for anything right now, I'd be there for her. 443 00:21:22,324 --> 00:21:24,492 Well, that's you. That's not Angie. 444 00:21:24,534 --> 00:21:26,745 That's true. You know, every family 445 00:21:26,786 --> 00:21:29,164 has its own dynamic, and we should never presume 446 00:21:29,205 --> 00:21:32,167 that what worked for us will work for someone else. 447 00:21:32,208 --> 00:21:34,002 Thank you. 448 00:21:34,044 --> 00:21:36,963 Right, I understand that. I'm just... 449 00:21:37,005 --> 00:21:40,508 I was just meaning that my connecting with my mother 450 00:21:40,550 --> 00:21:42,010 was very healing for me. 451 00:21:42,052 --> 00:21:45,680 Again, that is not the case in every family. 452 00:21:45,722 --> 00:21:47,682 If you don't mind me asking, 453 00:21:47,724 --> 00:21:49,684 um, what's your relationship like 454 00:21:49,726 --> 00:21:51,811 with your family, Ms. Porter? 455 00:21:55,357 --> 00:21:57,650 Um... 456 00:21:59,444 --> 00:22:04,532 Uh, my father died years ago and, um... 457 00:22:07,911 --> 00:22:10,455 I haven't seen my mother in 30 years. 458 00:22:10,497 --> 00:22:12,207 She barely raised me. 459 00:22:12,248 --> 00:22:16,878 I am who I am despite her, not because of her. 460 00:22:16,920 --> 00:22:18,671 Is she still alive? 461 00:22:18,713 --> 00:22:21,800 I wouldn't know. She left me. 462 00:22:21,841 --> 00:22:25,428 Well, wouldn't it be amazing if you could reconnect with her? 463 00:22:26,388 --> 00:22:28,723 No, it wouldn't be amazing. 464 00:22:28,765 --> 00:22:30,392 How do you know? 465 00:22:30,433 --> 00:22:32,018 The same way you know you don't like fucking scallops, Carrie. 466 00:22:32,060 --> 00:22:34,729 I tried it once and it wasn't for me. 467 00:22:40,276 --> 00:22:43,071 soft, dramatic music 468 00:22:43,113 --> 00:22:45,115 Hey, Ange. 469 00:22:50,954 --> 00:22:52,747 No one wants you to feel hopeless 470 00:22:52,789 --> 00:22:55,625 or alone in all this, okay? 471 00:22:56,793 --> 00:22:58,753 We're here to listen, 472 00:22:58,795 --> 00:23:01,881 and help you try to make the best decision. 473 00:23:01,923 --> 00:23:04,217 Well, B seemed pretty sure about how she felt. 474 00:23:04,259 --> 00:23:06,511 Yeah. Isn't she always like that? 475 00:23:06,553 --> 00:23:08,596 I mean, at first? 476 00:23:11,933 --> 00:23:14,102 What about you? 477 00:23:14,144 --> 00:23:15,770 Do you support me? 478 00:23:15,812 --> 00:23:17,730 I will always support you. 479 00:23:17,772 --> 00:23:20,108 That doesn't mean I'm always gonna agree with you. 480 00:23:20,150 --> 00:23:22,777 I do understand why you'd want to help 481 00:23:22,819 --> 00:23:25,947 save the life of the man that helped create you. 482 00:23:25,989 --> 00:23:30,702 And I love that this is who you are. 483 00:23:32,495 --> 00:23:34,956 Okay? That doesn't make it any less terrifying for me 484 00:23:34,998 --> 00:23:36,791 and your mom to watch you do something 485 00:23:36,833 --> 00:23:40,712 that might compromise your health and your well-being. 486 00:23:45,925 --> 00:23:48,636 Come on. Give us a second chance. 487 00:23:49,971 --> 00:23:51,514 Can you do that? 488 00:23:52,807 --> 00:23:54,350 Okay. 489 00:23:54,392 --> 00:23:56,769 All right. 490 00:23:56,811 --> 00:24:00,023 -Okay. - All right. 491 00:24:02,525 --> 00:24:03,902 Let me know if you need anything else. 492 00:24:03,943 --> 00:24:05,528 -Thank you. - All right. I'm gonna get 493 00:24:05,570 --> 00:24:07,405 back to work. Enjoy yourself. 494 00:24:07,447 --> 00:24:10,033 Oh, no, no, no. Sit. Have-have fun with your friends. 495 00:24:10,074 --> 00:24:12,160 No. We have that shipment of booze. I got to go through-- 496 00:24:12,202 --> 00:24:13,703 Oh, already taken care of. I'll be behind the bar. 497 00:24:13,745 --> 00:24:15,538 I got it. Come on, sit down. You're fine. 498 00:24:15,580 --> 00:24:18,666 Yeah, you know what? Come, sit down. 499 00:24:18,708 --> 00:24:19,959 Come on. 500 00:24:21,544 --> 00:24:23,588 I'm impressed. 501 00:24:23,630 --> 00:24:25,173 Shane, you're all grown up. 502 00:24:25,215 --> 00:24:28,593 What can I say, Cherie? That's what happens. 503 00:24:28,635 --> 00:24:33,348 So... when did you two... h-how did you meet? 504 00:24:33,389 --> 00:24:35,350 She used to do my hair. 505 00:24:35,391 --> 00:24:37,185 Come on. 506 00:24:38,686 --> 00:24:40,688 We had an affair. 507 00:24:40,730 --> 00:24:44,275 An intense, destructive affair. 508 00:24:44,317 --> 00:24:46,110 She was married. It... 509 00:24:46,152 --> 00:24:47,654 did not end well, did it? 510 00:24:47,695 --> 00:24:51,115 She was a notorious, irresistible home-wrecker. 511 00:24:52,033 --> 00:24:53,284 "Was." 512 00:24:53,326 --> 00:24:54,702 Operative word. 513 00:24:55,453 --> 00:24:56,704 That's a shame. 514 00:24:56,746 --> 00:24:58,748 I don't think so. 515 00:24:58,790 --> 00:25:02,085 Anyway, I-I'm divorced now, and, uh, 516 00:25:02,126 --> 00:25:04,003 gloriously, aggressively out of the closet. 517 00:25:04,045 --> 00:25:05,922 And I have you to thank for that. 518 00:25:05,964 --> 00:25:07,882 Well, I'm happy for you, Cherie. You deserve it. 519 00:25:07,924 --> 00:25:10,593 Now I don't have to sneak around 520 00:25:10,635 --> 00:25:13,471 when I see a hot woman. 521 00:25:13,513 --> 00:25:16,558 Like-like Tess. 522 00:25:19,978 --> 00:25:21,771 Did you... 523 00:25:21,813 --> 00:25:24,649 -Did you tell her? - What? 524 00:25:24,691 --> 00:25:27,527 We have a game tonight. There's an open spot. 525 00:25:27,569 --> 00:25:31,197 -Yeah. - Tess runs the show. 526 00:25:31,239 --> 00:25:32,699 You're welcome to join if you like. 527 00:25:32,740 --> 00:25:34,576 I love games. 528 00:25:38,121 --> 00:25:39,664 Okay. 529 00:25:39,706 --> 00:25:42,083 I'm gonna go check on our food. 530 00:25:55,388 --> 00:25:58,433 Fuck. Fuck. Fuck. Fuck. 531 00:25:58,474 --> 00:26:00,518 Fuck. Fuck. 532 00:26:00,560 --> 00:26:02,145 Uh, is that some sort of 533 00:26:02,186 --> 00:26:03,980 meditation mantra, or...? 534 00:26:04,772 --> 00:26:06,524 What do you need? 535 00:26:06,566 --> 00:26:08,192 Okay, uh, well... 536 00:26:08,234 --> 00:26:11,863 Sophie said she's not together with Dani anymore, right? 537 00:26:11,904 --> 00:26:13,531 But then she used the word "friends" 538 00:26:13,573 --> 00:26:15,617 to describe us, but I do think that could just mean 539 00:26:15,658 --> 00:26:17,744 friends for right now, and then eventually 540 00:26:17,785 --> 00:26:20,038 lead to something more, right? 541 00:26:20,079 --> 00:26:21,748 Look, you're gonna drive yourself crazy 542 00:26:21,789 --> 00:26:23,374 trying to figure out what's going on in her head. 543 00:26:23,416 --> 00:26:26,711 Okay? I think if she says she wants to be just friends, 544 00:26:26,753 --> 00:26:28,796 you should take her at her word. 545 00:26:30,548 --> 00:26:32,050 I know, but it's... 546 00:26:32,091 --> 00:26:34,135 Find someone who knows your worth. 547 00:26:36,763 --> 00:26:38,890 People can change, though. Right? 548 00:26:41,809 --> 00:26:45,730 They can. But they rarely do. 549 00:26:48,858 --> 00:26:49,817 Okay. 550 00:26:49,859 --> 00:26:53,655 Dynamite, dynamite, dynamite 551 00:27:03,039 --> 00:27:05,708 Angie, um, I think I speak for everyone 552 00:27:05,750 --> 00:27:08,461 when I say that I'm sorry you felt like 553 00:27:08,503 --> 00:27:09,962 you weren't being heard before. 554 00:27:10,004 --> 00:27:13,216 You, you have our full attention now. 555 00:27:18,888 --> 00:27:21,599 So, after everything that's happened 556 00:27:21,641 --> 00:27:26,062 with Black Lives Matter, the murders 557 00:27:26,104 --> 00:27:29,107 and the protests, 558 00:27:29,148 --> 00:27:33,069 I started to think about Marcus. 559 00:27:33,111 --> 00:27:34,487 You know? 560 00:27:34,529 --> 00:27:37,657 Like, what has he had to deal with as a Black man? 561 00:27:37,699 --> 00:27:40,660 I mean, I share his DNA, and... 562 00:27:40,702 --> 00:27:42,495 I don't know. 563 00:27:42,537 --> 00:27:46,457 Kayla's my half sister, so... 564 00:27:46,499 --> 00:27:49,127 I just started talking to her more and more about race stuff. 565 00:27:49,168 --> 00:27:52,880 And we talk about racial issues all the time. 566 00:27:52,922 --> 00:27:54,966 I know. And I love that we do. 567 00:27:55,007 --> 00:27:59,303 You got me to read Ta-Nehisi Coates, and... 568 00:27:59,345 --> 00:28:01,139 But also, you know 569 00:28:01,180 --> 00:28:04,142 that the two of us walk through this world differently, Mom. 570 00:28:07,186 --> 00:28:09,063 I know. 571 00:28:09,105 --> 00:28:13,025 I mean, just because some white people mistake me 572 00:28:13,067 --> 00:28:16,612 for... Italian or whatever, that doesn't mean 573 00:28:16,654 --> 00:28:18,698 that I don't know who I am. 574 00:28:18,740 --> 00:28:20,658 And you know who I am. 575 00:28:20,700 --> 00:28:22,285 I do. 576 00:28:23,536 --> 00:28:26,330 But it doesn't change the fact that you experience 577 00:28:26,372 --> 00:28:29,876 more privilege because of the way you look. 578 00:28:30,585 --> 00:28:31,836 I know that. 579 00:28:31,878 --> 00:28:34,255 Kit looked more like me. 580 00:28:36,090 --> 00:28:38,092 But I can't talk to her anymore. 581 00:28:39,385 --> 00:28:41,554 So... 582 00:28:41,596 --> 00:28:46,684 I guess it's just really nice to talk to Kayla, because... 583 00:28:46,726 --> 00:28:49,103 there's a kind of shorthand with us. 584 00:28:50,813 --> 00:28:52,774 And, um... 585 00:28:57,111 --> 00:29:00,698 I guess I don't want that to go away. 586 00:29:05,036 --> 00:29:07,205 That's-that's why, if I'm a match, 587 00:29:07,246 --> 00:29:11,542 I am willing to give up a-a part of me. 588 00:29:11,584 --> 00:29:14,337 Because I don't want to lose 589 00:29:14,378 --> 00:29:17,632 something bigger that I am a part of. 590 00:29:23,971 --> 00:29:28,142 Thank you, for sharing your truth, Angie. 591 00:29:29,852 --> 00:29:34,732 Um, you know, we-we don't need to come to any decisions, 592 00:29:34,774 --> 00:29:39,028 right now; we can all just process 593 00:29:39,070 --> 00:29:42,448 what Angie's told us and-and discuss next steps. 594 00:29:45,076 --> 00:29:47,036 [Carrie] Oh, my God. I have a headache, I'm starving, 595 00:29:47,078 --> 00:29:49,455 I need a hot tub, I need a massage. 596 00:29:49,497 --> 00:29:52,500 I need that tea that you give me to calm me down. 597 00:29:52,542 --> 00:29:55,336 -Yeah. It was an intense day. - Totally intense. 598 00:29:55,378 --> 00:29:57,338 I mean, I should've worn my night guard. 599 00:29:57,380 --> 00:29:59,799 You know, my jaw is killing me from grinding the whole time. 600 00:29:59,841 --> 00:30:02,802 I mean, your daughter is amazing, but that Bette, 601 00:30:02,844 --> 00:30:04,470 God, she's a tough one. 602 00:30:04,512 --> 00:30:06,639 Look, she'll come around. She always does. 603 00:30:06,681 --> 00:30:08,015 It'll be okay. 604 00:30:08,057 --> 00:30:09,433 I don't know how you ever married her. 605 00:30:09,475 --> 00:30:10,935 -What? - What? 606 00:30:10,977 --> 00:30:12,937 Don't talk about her like that. 607 00:30:12,979 --> 00:30:14,814 -Like what? - She's the mother 608 00:30:14,856 --> 00:30:18,860 of my daughter, and we have to try to make this work. 609 00:30:18,901 --> 00:30:21,320 -Okay. - Don't do that. 610 00:30:21,362 --> 00:30:23,781 -What am I doing now? - Y-Your tone. 611 00:30:23,823 --> 00:30:25,992 -It's-- - My tone? 612 00:30:26,033 --> 00:30:27,952 Are you fucking kidding me, Tina? 613 00:30:27,994 --> 00:30:30,329 I just got verbally beat up by your ex-wife 614 00:30:30,371 --> 00:30:31,873 and you want to talk to me about my tone? 615 00:30:31,914 --> 00:30:33,666 Look, it was my fault, okay? 616 00:30:33,708 --> 00:30:36,711 I brought you in too soon. It was a mistake. 617 00:30:36,752 --> 00:30:38,337 -It was way too soon. - Again with the "too soon." 618 00:30:38,379 --> 00:30:39,922 When is it gonna be a good time for me? 619 00:30:39,964 --> 00:30:42,383 -You think we should ask Bette? - Carrie. 620 00:30:42,425 --> 00:30:44,385 No, I'm serious. When do you want to do it? 621 00:30:44,427 --> 00:30:46,095 I mean, before the wedding? During the wedding? 622 00:30:46,137 --> 00:30:48,681 -After the wedding? - Oh, God. 623 00:30:48,723 --> 00:30:50,683 -Stop it. - Give me a ballpark. 624 00:30:50,725 --> 00:30:53,060 -Is it ten years? - What do you want me to say? 625 00:30:54,812 --> 00:30:56,606 Am I always gonna be third? 626 00:30:56,647 --> 00:30:58,232 I have to put Angie first. 627 00:30:58,274 --> 00:31:01,068 I know that. You know I know that. 628 00:31:01,110 --> 00:31:04,238 I love Angie. And I'm fine with second. 629 00:31:04,280 --> 00:31:06,073 But third? 630 00:31:06,115 --> 00:31:08,743 Is this the way it's always gonna be? 631 00:31:08,784 --> 00:31:10,244 Because, Tina, I don't know if you realize it, 632 00:31:10,286 --> 00:31:12,580 but you're always my number one. 633 00:31:17,960 --> 00:31:19,587 Listen, I'm gonna get a Lyft. 634 00:31:19,629 --> 00:31:21,422 I'm gonna stop by the office. 635 00:31:21,464 --> 00:31:24,842 You know, I put a lot of things off in order to be here today. 636 00:31:24,884 --> 00:31:26,928 I'll see you later. 637 00:31:26,969 --> 00:31:30,014 Look, I love you. You belong here, okay? 638 00:31:30,056 --> 00:31:31,933 Yeah, you keep saying that. 639 00:31:31,974 --> 00:31:33,684 slow, somber music 640 00:31:35,144 --> 00:31:37,271 What was that? 641 00:31:38,773 --> 00:31:40,232 Okay, you guys. 642 00:31:40,274 --> 00:31:43,152 Let's just go back a little bit, all right? 643 00:31:43,194 --> 00:31:45,988 I know that you've been together for 43 years, 644 00:31:46,030 --> 00:31:48,658 but I don't know how it all started. 645 00:31:49,659 --> 00:31:51,619 I was a mail carrier. 646 00:31:51,661 --> 00:31:53,955 And I had an apartment on Gardner. 647 00:31:53,996 --> 00:31:55,998 6534. 648 00:31:56,040 --> 00:31:59,919 I would deliver mail to her house and she would wait for me. 649 00:31:59,961 --> 00:32:01,295 On the porch. 650 00:32:01,337 --> 00:32:03,965 And I'd say, "You're looking lovely." 651 00:32:04,006 --> 00:32:06,342 She was always complimenting me. 652 00:32:06,384 --> 00:32:07,843 Well, back in those days, you just didn't walk up 653 00:32:07,885 --> 00:32:09,470 to someone and ask them out. 654 00:32:09,512 --> 00:32:12,598 Especially another girl. So you had to be slick. 655 00:32:12,640 --> 00:32:14,600 And she was slick. 656 00:32:14,642 --> 00:32:15,977 I wrote her a letter. 657 00:32:16,018 --> 00:32:17,395 Well, she worked at the post office. 658 00:32:17,436 --> 00:32:20,898 Well, it made sense to me to do it that way. 659 00:32:20,940 --> 00:32:21,983 And then I wrote her back. 660 00:32:22,024 --> 00:32:25,111 And we went on a date. 661 00:32:25,152 --> 00:32:26,988 Mm, but people talk, you know? 662 00:32:27,029 --> 00:32:28,155 -Mm-hmm. - And word got out 663 00:32:28,197 --> 00:32:29,824 we were seeing each other. 664 00:32:29,865 --> 00:32:33,494 Somebody left a pile of shit in my mail truck. 665 00:32:33,536 --> 00:32:35,162 -Right on the driver's seat. - Dog shit, we think. 666 00:32:35,204 --> 00:32:38,332 Mm-hmm. But who knows? 667 00:32:38,374 --> 00:32:40,292 I was working as a teacher at the time, 668 00:32:40,334 --> 00:32:43,004 and my principal called me into his office 669 00:32:43,045 --> 00:32:45,506 and he said he wanted to talk to me 670 00:32:45,548 --> 00:32:49,510 and transfer me out to a school in the Valley. 671 00:32:49,552 --> 00:32:51,178 He told her 672 00:32:51,220 --> 00:32:54,390 they didn't want a lesbian working around the kids. 673 00:32:56,225 --> 00:32:58,686 So what did you do? 674 00:32:58,728 --> 00:33:00,021 I quit. 675 00:33:00,062 --> 00:33:02,064 I worked as a tutor. 676 00:33:02,106 --> 00:33:05,109 I taught night classes. 677 00:33:05,151 --> 00:33:07,028 I lost my pension, though. 678 00:33:07,069 --> 00:33:09,488 I couldn't put her under my insurance. 679 00:33:09,530 --> 00:33:13,200 She had to pay for it out of her own pocket. 680 00:33:13,242 --> 00:33:14,702 It was worth it, though. 681 00:33:14,744 --> 00:33:17,538 -'Cause we made it through. - Yes, we did. 682 00:33:17,580 --> 00:33:20,041 'Cause the real deal, 683 00:33:20,082 --> 00:33:22,168 it doesn't come around that often. 684 00:33:22,209 --> 00:33:26,213 Mm, but when it does. 685 00:33:26,255 --> 00:33:27,882 You hold on to it. 686 00:33:27,923 --> 00:33:30,384 You fight for it. 687 00:33:30,426 --> 00:33:34,722 You do whatever you have to do to protect it. 688 00:33:37,349 --> 00:33:41,395 Thank you. That was just... amazing. 689 00:33:41,437 --> 00:33:44,690 I-I think that we're good 690 00:33:44,732 --> 00:33:46,650 for today. 691 00:33:46,692 --> 00:33:50,529 We'll pick the rest up on location, but thank you. 692 00:33:50,571 --> 00:33:53,616 -That was really special. We're clear. 693 00:33:53,657 --> 00:33:54,867 Thank you so much. 694 00:33:54,909 --> 00:33:56,285 -Aw. - Thank you. 695 00:33:56,327 --> 00:33:57,536 -That was beautiful. - Thank you so much. 696 00:33:57,578 --> 00:33:59,455 Thank you. 697 00:33:59,497 --> 00:34:01,373 soft, contemplative music 698 00:34:01,415 --> 00:34:03,334 -They're adorable. - I know. 699 00:34:03,375 --> 00:34:05,878 Oh... 700 00:34:05,920 --> 00:34:07,546 Do you think it's true? 701 00:34:07,588 --> 00:34:09,381 What? The whole dog shit thing? 702 00:34:09,423 --> 00:34:11,342 Oh, my God. I hope it was dog shit. 703 00:34:11,383 --> 00:34:14,261 Mm, no. About the real deal 704 00:34:14,303 --> 00:34:16,347 not coming around that often? 705 00:34:16,388 --> 00:34:20,434 -Oh. Um... 706 00:34:20,476 --> 00:34:21,602 Kind of, yeah. 707 00:34:21,644 --> 00:34:23,896 I mean, look, I can count on one hand 708 00:34:23,938 --> 00:34:26,273 the people I've loved. 709 00:34:26,315 --> 00:34:28,692 -Huh. - You like orange, right? 710 00:34:28,734 --> 00:34:31,612 Yeah. Thank you. 711 00:34:39,662 --> 00:34:41,455 He says he's innocent. 712 00:34:42,331 --> 00:34:43,874 But? 713 00:34:43,916 --> 00:34:46,877 My dad never dealt with the everyday stuff. 714 00:34:46,919 --> 00:34:49,046 He says his only crime was that he trusted 715 00:34:49,088 --> 00:34:50,798 the board of directors too much. 716 00:34:50,840 --> 00:34:54,093 They're the ones who told him to delegate to the COO and CFO. 717 00:34:54,135 --> 00:34:58,681 Claims the next thing he knew, walls were closing in. 718 00:34:58,722 --> 00:35:00,307 Do you believe him? 719 00:35:00,349 --> 00:35:02,476 I have reasons to believe him, yes. 720 00:35:04,979 --> 00:35:06,438 What? 721 00:35:07,815 --> 00:35:12,736 You can't turn off that PR spin, can you? 722 00:35:14,613 --> 00:35:16,407 You should have run for office, not Bette. 723 00:35:16,448 --> 00:35:18,159 I'm sorry. I don't mean to, but I-- 724 00:35:18,200 --> 00:35:19,743 Don't apologize to me. 725 00:35:19,785 --> 00:35:21,328 I'm fine with it. 726 00:35:21,370 --> 00:35:23,998 Uh, really. I... It's fascinating. 727 00:35:24,039 --> 00:35:26,167 I mean, I think it'd be exhausting 728 00:35:26,208 --> 00:35:29,753 to have to filter my opinions like you do. 729 00:35:29,795 --> 00:35:31,589 It is. 730 00:35:31,630 --> 00:35:35,009 It's mentally taxing, but if I don't-- 731 00:35:35,050 --> 00:35:36,844 You can't protect yourself. 732 00:35:39,847 --> 00:35:43,934 I was gonna say, if I don't, then I hurt people. 733 00:35:43,976 --> 00:35:45,519 Hmm. 734 00:35:47,229 --> 00:35:49,356 And I don't want to be like that. 735 00:35:49,398 --> 00:35:52,818 You mean like him? Your dad? 736 00:35:52,860 --> 00:35:54,653 Yeah. 737 00:35:54,695 --> 00:35:56,530 Exactly. 738 00:35:58,490 --> 00:36:00,659 On one hand, I feel like if I don't believe him, 739 00:36:00,701 --> 00:36:02,494 then my whole life might be a lie. 740 00:36:02,536 --> 00:36:06,415 And I can't lose him after I just lost Sophie. 741 00:36:06,457 --> 00:36:10,127 Losing my mom was hard enough. 742 00:36:10,169 --> 00:36:12,421 This would just be... 743 00:36:15,799 --> 00:36:18,344 Did I tell you that Sophie came to Ojai? 744 00:36:18,385 --> 00:36:20,179 What was that like, seeing her? 745 00:36:20,221 --> 00:36:23,390 It was strange. 746 00:36:24,600 --> 00:36:26,852 And then fine. Like nothing had happened. 747 00:36:26,894 --> 00:36:30,356 And when it was over, 748 00:36:30,397 --> 00:36:31,857 I was relieved. 749 00:36:31,899 --> 00:36:34,735 Hmm. Wow. 750 00:36:34,777 --> 00:36:37,696 It's hard to admit, but I feel like part of me 751 00:36:37,738 --> 00:36:40,741 always knew that we weren't right for one another. 752 00:36:40,783 --> 00:36:44,870 I just don't know how I ignored that whole part of me. 753 00:36:44,912 --> 00:36:46,497 Yeah. 754 00:36:46,538 --> 00:36:49,500 I don't know why we lie to ourselves like that. 755 00:36:49,541 --> 00:36:53,921 Self-preservation, I guess. 756 00:36:53,963 --> 00:36:56,090 Yeah. Maybe. 757 00:36:56,131 --> 00:36:58,217 I used to love like that. 758 00:36:58,259 --> 00:37:00,594 -Not anymore? - Eh, 759 00:37:00,636 --> 00:37:03,806 now I'm more interested in learning 760 00:37:03,847 --> 00:37:06,267 from whoever I'm with. 761 00:37:06,308 --> 00:37:09,395 I'm trying to give her enough space to work her shit out 762 00:37:09,436 --> 00:37:12,898 and taking enough space to work on mine. 763 00:37:12,940 --> 00:37:16,485 Letting things run their course and just... 764 00:37:16,527 --> 00:37:18,279 being along for the ride. 765 00:37:18,320 --> 00:37:20,072 Sounds nice. 766 00:37:20,114 --> 00:37:21,907 It is. For a while. 767 00:37:21,949 --> 00:37:25,160 And then I usually get bored and end up alone again. 768 00:37:30,582 --> 00:37:33,585 You will love like that again. 769 00:37:33,627 --> 00:37:35,212 When? 770 00:37:35,254 --> 00:37:37,631 Soon. 771 00:37:41,343 --> 00:37:43,304 You're so easy to talk to. 772 00:37:43,345 --> 00:37:47,141 Well, not everyone agrees with you. 773 00:37:47,182 --> 00:37:49,810 Fuck 'em. 774 00:37:51,520 --> 00:37:54,815 "Shimmer" by Keziri & Koel 775 00:37:58,944 --> 00:38:01,488 You think you're an average city girl... 776 00:38:01,530 --> 00:38:03,407 -Ah. Sorry. - I just need to-- 777 00:38:03,449 --> 00:38:05,242 -No, no, no. Go. - Okay. 778 00:38:05,284 --> 00:38:09,246 But a queen like you should never drop her crown... 779 00:38:11,540 --> 00:38:13,125 Look, Cherie was a lifetime ago. 780 00:38:13,167 --> 00:38:15,044 I'm not trying to stand in the way of anything. 781 00:38:15,085 --> 00:38:17,921 I just... 782 00:38:17,963 --> 00:38:20,424 You know what? It's fine. 783 00:38:20,466 --> 00:38:21,884 Is this about the other night? 784 00:38:21,925 --> 00:38:23,927 No. You know, I just, I have a lot of stuff 785 00:38:23,969 --> 00:38:25,763 in my head right now. We're good, okay? 786 00:38:25,804 --> 00:38:28,515 Hey. Check her out, I'm moving on. 787 00:38:28,557 --> 00:38:31,101 Good. I'm happy for you. 788 00:38:31,143 --> 00:38:32,561 Right? 789 00:38:32,603 --> 00:38:34,688 Um, so, you mind if I skip out on my shift? 790 00:38:34,730 --> 00:38:36,440 I just want to see where this goes. 791 00:38:36,482 --> 00:38:38,192 Finley, come on. 792 00:38:38,233 --> 00:38:39,735 My baby... 793 00:38:39,777 --> 00:38:41,779 -Yeah. Go. - Get the hell out of here. Go. 794 00:38:41,820 --> 00:38:44,698 Oh, you're the best. Thank you. 795 00:38:48,285 --> 00:38:49,787 Did you tell her to move on? 796 00:38:49,828 --> 00:38:51,663 Yeah. 797 00:38:51,705 --> 00:38:53,207 She can't keep pretending to not see 798 00:38:53,248 --> 00:38:56,293 -what's right in front of her. - That is true. 799 00:38:56,335 --> 00:38:58,796 You think I'm wrong? 800 00:38:58,837 --> 00:39:01,423 I didn't say that. I just, I think... 801 00:39:02,841 --> 00:39:05,886 I think people are complicated. I think timing is complicated. 802 00:39:05,928 --> 00:39:08,806 I think life can be complicated. What do I know? 803 00:39:08,847 --> 00:39:11,600 True. But she can't expect Sophie to change, 804 00:39:11,642 --> 00:39:15,396 and she's made herself pretty clear, so... 805 00:39:17,064 --> 00:39:20,317 I-I'm sorry. What-what the hell are we talking about? 806 00:39:20,359 --> 00:39:22,820 Finley. 807 00:39:23,987 --> 00:39:25,572 Right. 808 00:39:28,325 --> 00:39:30,702 I'm gonna go get gin. 809 00:39:57,604 --> 00:39:59,606 slow, somber music 810 00:40:32,556 --> 00:40:35,100 Yeah. Oh, that's cute. 811 00:40:35,142 --> 00:40:37,603 It's cute. 812 00:40:37,644 --> 00:40:39,646 Pretty. That's pretty. 813 00:40:39,688 --> 00:40:42,274 That's-- Oh, water. 814 00:40:42,316 --> 00:40:43,984 -Oh. 815 00:40:44,026 --> 00:40:46,069 Yeah! 816 00:40:48,822 --> 00:40:50,449 Hey! 817 00:40:51,366 --> 00:40:52,993 Yeah. 818 00:40:54,077 --> 00:40:56,038 You... Oh. 819 00:40:57,873 --> 00:41:00,626 Okay. Yeah. 820 00:41:00,667 --> 00:41:03,795 No problem. Mm-hmm. 821 00:41:03,837 --> 00:41:06,173 It's-- No, it totally happens. Totally happens. 822 00:41:06,215 --> 00:41:09,510 I was, I was just gonna ask you a question. 823 00:41:09,551 --> 00:41:13,639 Um... that vase, my grandma's vase? 824 00:41:13,680 --> 00:41:15,182 The crystal one? 825 00:41:15,224 --> 00:41:16,975 So, if-if you had seen it? 826 00:41:17,017 --> 00:41:19,436 I might have left it at the house? 827 00:41:20,395 --> 00:41:22,773 Uh-huh. Yeah. No. 828 00:41:22,814 --> 00:41:25,192 Oh, if you see it, or if it's, you know, shows up, 829 00:41:25,234 --> 00:41:27,861 just let me know. 830 00:41:27,903 --> 00:41:31,198 Okay. You got it. Yeah. 831 00:41:32,199 --> 00:41:34,451 Damn it. 832 00:41:39,081 --> 00:41:41,333 Stupid flowers. 833 00:41:41,375 --> 00:41:44,253 Flowers are stupid. Flowers are stupid. 834 00:41:44,294 --> 00:41:46,421 No! 835 00:41:46,463 --> 00:41:48,674 Oh, really?! Fuck. 836 00:41:48,715 --> 00:41:51,593 837 00:41:59,768 --> 00:42:01,562 That's really great. 838 00:42:06,400 --> 00:42:08,443 gentle music 839 00:42:11,530 --> 00:42:14,866 -What's wrong? What happened? - No. No, I'm... 840 00:42:14,908 --> 00:42:16,243 Why do you look so nice? 841 00:42:16,285 --> 00:42:18,579 I was supposed to have a date. 842 00:42:18,620 --> 00:42:19,830 You cancelled your date? 843 00:42:19,871 --> 00:42:21,498 I thought something was wrong. 844 00:42:21,540 --> 00:42:23,375 Okay, but go. Now. It's not-- 845 00:42:23,417 --> 00:42:25,752 It's fine. I'm here. 846 00:42:25,794 --> 00:42:28,088 Look, I'm sorry, but this-this is bad. All right? 847 00:42:28,130 --> 00:42:31,091 -This isn't right. I just-- - Just tell me what happened. 848 00:42:31,133 --> 00:42:33,427 I had a shitty day at work, all right? 849 00:42:33,468 --> 00:42:36,054 Everyone in a session sort of lost their minds, 850 00:42:36,096 --> 00:42:38,724 and it-it made me feel like I'm not any good at my job. 851 00:42:38,765 --> 00:42:40,434 And then I got home, and it was empty, 852 00:42:40,475 --> 00:42:41,685 and I just, I needed... 853 00:42:41,727 --> 00:42:43,895 I needed you. 854 00:42:43,937 --> 00:42:46,440 Uh, I needed you to talk about nothing with 855 00:42:46,481 --> 00:42:48,609 or eat spicy fruit or vegan pizza or something. 856 00:42:48,650 --> 00:42:50,611 I don't know. But just, I needed you. 857 00:42:50,652 --> 00:42:51,820 -Micah. - Just you, and I just, 858 00:42:51,862 --> 00:42:53,947 I wanted... 859 00:42:53,989 --> 00:42:57,409 Tonight I wanna break the bed 860 00:42:57,451 --> 00:43:00,287 Go harder 861 00:43:00,329 --> 00:43:05,375 Tonight you're gonna pull my hair 862 00:43:05,417 --> 00:43:06,960 Scream louder 863 00:43:07,002 --> 00:43:10,213 And I don't see nothing wrong... 864 00:43:10,255 --> 00:43:12,090 Don't act like you're gonna break me, 'cause you can't. 865 00:43:12,132 --> 00:43:13,425 Okay. 866 00:43:13,467 --> 00:43:15,844 Well, maybe we can make some type 867 00:43:15,886 --> 00:43:18,096 of cool mosaic with it. 868 00:43:18,138 --> 00:43:19,765 Mm, I'm not crafty. 869 00:43:21,350 --> 00:43:25,562 Oh, well, you look like you know how to handle a glue gun. 870 00:43:26,313 --> 00:43:27,981 Really? 871 00:43:29,524 --> 00:43:32,110 -What?! - They're lobsters. 872 00:43:32,152 --> 00:43:33,987 Yeah. I know what they are, but what are they doing 873 00:43:34,029 --> 00:43:35,572 -in your sink? -'Cause I was gonna surprise Nat 874 00:43:35,614 --> 00:43:37,741 -with a fancy dinner! - Oh. 875 00:43:37,783 --> 00:43:39,409 She called and cancelled on me. 876 00:43:39,451 --> 00:43:41,828 She was leaving Brenda's house. Who's Brenda, by the way? 877 00:43:41,870 --> 00:43:43,580 Oh, my God, it really is over. 878 00:43:43,622 --> 00:43:46,583 Anyway, I called you 879 00:43:46,625 --> 00:43:49,002 because I thought maybe you and I could eat them. 880 00:43:50,504 --> 00:43:53,340 Alice, I'm deathly allergic to shellfish. 881 00:43:53,382 --> 00:43:54,883 There's no way I'm gonna eat these. 882 00:43:54,925 --> 00:43:57,678 -Come on! - There's no way. I'm sorry. 883 00:43:57,719 --> 00:43:59,971 Especially after all they've been through today with you. 884 00:44:00,013 --> 00:44:02,391 I feel like they're emotional support animals. 885 00:44:02,432 --> 00:44:03,558 I'd feel weird eating them. 886 00:44:03,600 --> 00:44:04,643 Well, if we're not gonna eat 'em, 887 00:44:04,685 --> 00:44:05,852 what are we gonna do with 'em? 888 00:44:10,315 --> 00:44:11,525 Tell me everything. I want to know it all. 889 00:44:11,566 --> 00:44:12,526 All right. All right. 890 00:44:12,567 --> 00:44:14,152 So I was sitting there 891 00:44:14,194 --> 00:44:15,654 in the middle of the bleachers, just full sweating, 892 00:44:15,696 --> 00:44:17,072 and they start calling names. 893 00:44:17,114 --> 00:44:21,618 "Your 2021 prom court is Alexa Faggiano, 894 00:44:21,660 --> 00:44:24,037 Bethany Thompson, Jessie Yang." 895 00:44:24,079 --> 00:44:26,540 Oh, my God. Were you just dying? 896 00:44:26,581 --> 00:44:27,999 Dying. There were so many names. 897 00:44:28,041 --> 00:44:29,835 And then, when they said the last one, no joke, 898 00:44:29,876 --> 00:44:31,169 like, I didn't even hear them, 899 00:44:31,211 --> 00:44:32,879 and everyone was yelling, "Jordi, 900 00:44:32,921 --> 00:44:34,172 they called you! They called your name!" 901 00:44:34,214 --> 00:44:35,882 I'm-- Jordi, I'm so happy for you. 902 00:44:35,924 --> 00:44:37,718 Yeah, and I'm so sorry I couldn't be there. 903 00:44:37,759 --> 00:44:39,720 It's all right. It's not a big deal. 904 00:44:39,761 --> 00:44:44,015 I-I wanted to be there so badly, but, um... 905 00:44:44,057 --> 00:44:45,392 I don't know. I just couldn't do it. 906 00:44:45,434 --> 00:44:48,520 Sorry. I didn't want to cry at your big... 907 00:44:48,562 --> 00:44:50,981 People would've just thought that you were so happy for me 908 00:44:51,022 --> 00:44:52,232 that you couldn't contain yourself. 909 00:44:52,274 --> 00:44:57,320 Yeah. You know, I'm just so pissed. 910 00:44:57,362 --> 00:44:59,906 Like, they always make everything about them. 911 00:44:59,948 --> 00:45:02,534 They're just so fucking selfish, you know? 912 00:45:02,576 --> 00:45:04,870 I bet they're still downstairs bitching about it right now. 913 00:45:04,911 --> 00:45:06,288 -Um... - I'm sorry. 914 00:45:06,329 --> 00:45:08,665 But, like, at least now it's kind of 915 00:45:08,707 --> 00:45:10,500 out there and out of the way, right? 916 00:45:10,542 --> 00:45:12,252 Well, Carrie's the only one who was actually on my side. 917 00:45:12,294 --> 00:45:14,254 'Cause she's the only one that sees me 918 00:45:14,296 --> 00:45:16,506 like a person and not just some kid. 919 00:45:16,548 --> 00:45:18,884 And I think Mama B just hates her so much 920 00:45:18,925 --> 00:45:21,094 that she doesn't care about anything else. 921 00:45:21,136 --> 00:45:24,055 You know, and she wouldn't even listen to me. 922 00:45:24,097 --> 00:45:26,099 It's kind of great, though, because Mama-- 923 00:45:26,141 --> 00:45:29,728 Sorry. Our English teacher just liked my post. 924 00:45:31,855 --> 00:45:36,610 Oh. Um... never mind. Um-- 925 00:45:36,651 --> 00:45:39,196 Cool. Hey, you got through it. 926 00:45:39,237 --> 00:45:41,782 Now we can focus on more fun stuff. 927 00:45:43,450 --> 00:45:45,952 slow, somber music 928 00:45:45,994 --> 00:45:48,622 Hey, what kind of lobsters are these? 929 00:45:48,663 --> 00:45:50,207 What does it matter? 930 00:45:50,248 --> 00:45:51,541 Well, if they're Australian, 931 00:45:51,583 --> 00:45:53,293 they're not gonna know anybody out there. 932 00:45:53,335 --> 00:45:56,046 And if they're the Pacific spiny kind, well, 933 00:45:56,087 --> 00:45:59,466 all the other lobsters can stop looking for their lost friends. 934 00:45:59,508 --> 00:46:02,302 -Why are you such a dork? 935 00:46:03,595 --> 00:46:05,889 -This looks good. - Okay. 936 00:46:07,849 --> 00:46:10,101 All right! 937 00:46:10,143 --> 00:46:12,687 -All right, guys. - Okay. 938 00:46:13,480 --> 00:46:17,317 Come on. You are free! 939 00:46:17,359 --> 00:46:18,610 Oh, God. 940 00:46:18,652 --> 00:46:20,070 Did they die? 941 00:46:20,111 --> 00:46:22,322 No, no, no. No. They're shy. 942 00:46:22,364 --> 00:46:24,866 Maybe they just need to come out of their shells. 943 00:46:26,660 --> 00:46:28,537 How about we bring 'em down there 944 00:46:28,578 --> 00:46:29,663 and let the water take 'em? 945 00:46:29,704 --> 00:46:31,206 -Okay. - Okay. Come on. 946 00:46:31,248 --> 00:46:32,833 I feel kind of attached 947 00:46:32,874 --> 00:46:35,168 -to this little guy, you know? - Huh. 948 00:46:35,210 --> 00:46:39,130 We've been through a lot together today. 949 00:46:39,172 --> 00:46:41,007 Hi. 950 00:46:41,049 --> 00:46:44,511 Have a great adventure. Don't ever change. 951 00:46:51,142 --> 00:46:53,645 -Be free! - Feels good! 952 00:46:53,687 --> 00:46:55,522 You want to, uh-- 953 00:46:55,564 --> 00:46:57,858 -Yeah. - Okay. 954 00:47:02,487 --> 00:47:03,947 Hey, bup, bup. Yeah. 955 00:47:03,989 --> 00:47:07,200 -Whoo. - Yeah. 956 00:47:17,544 --> 00:47:19,588 You okay? 957 00:47:19,629 --> 00:47:22,090 I'm fine. 958 00:47:27,721 --> 00:47:30,265 I'm not a lesbian, 959 00:47:30,307 --> 00:47:34,477 and I've never tried a poly relationship, 960 00:47:34,519 --> 00:47:36,938 but I wish I would've experienced one of the two 961 00:47:36,980 --> 00:47:39,232 -so I could be more helpful. - Mm. 962 00:47:40,567 --> 00:47:42,819 I can offer an ear. 963 00:47:42,861 --> 00:47:46,531 It's really good for listening if you want to talk. 964 00:47:48,408 --> 00:47:51,578 I just don't know when it went off the rails. 965 00:47:53,622 --> 00:47:55,582 Like, we're so good. 966 00:47:55,624 --> 00:47:58,919 Nat and I-- we're so good. 967 00:47:58,960 --> 00:48:00,670 I'm sorry. 968 00:48:00,712 --> 00:48:02,005 Me, too. 969 00:48:02,047 --> 00:48:04,007 For what it's worth, 970 00:48:04,049 --> 00:48:06,176 I think she's nuts 971 00:48:06,217 --> 00:48:08,845 for not trying to work things out with you. 972 00:48:10,263 --> 00:48:12,515 You're not so bad yourself. 973 00:48:13,516 --> 00:48:15,018 Thank you. 974 00:48:15,060 --> 00:48:17,562 And I never told you, but the Dana chapter? 975 00:48:17,604 --> 00:48:19,272 It ended up being my favorite. 976 00:48:21,274 --> 00:48:24,277 Yeah, I went from dreading it to loving it. 977 00:48:25,654 --> 00:48:27,405 It's like you cracked me open. 978 00:48:27,447 --> 00:48:30,158 -Sorry about that. - No, in a good way. 979 00:48:30,200 --> 00:48:32,786 It's like you took her chapter, 980 00:48:32,827 --> 00:48:37,624 and you took it somewhere I couldn't, so, thank you. 981 00:48:38,959 --> 00:48:41,294 It's part of my job. 982 00:48:47,676 --> 00:48:52,681 Did you take the rubber band thingies off their, um...? 983 00:48:52,722 --> 00:48:54,099 No. Did you? 984 00:48:54,140 --> 00:48:55,308 They're gonna die. They're gonna die. 985 00:48:55,350 --> 00:48:56,434 Oh, my God, we have to find them! 986 00:48:56,476 --> 00:48:58,186 They're gonna die! 987 00:48:59,187 --> 00:49:01,731 Okay. Are they gonna be, like, in this area, 988 00:49:01,773 --> 00:49:03,233 -or... 989 00:49:03,274 --> 00:49:05,276 Whoa! It's too cold! 990 00:49:05,318 --> 00:49:07,696 Can you imagine having your life dependent on the strength 991 00:49:07,737 --> 00:49:09,823 -of some piece of rubber? Isn't that, 992 00:49:09,864 --> 00:49:11,366 like, the whole idea with condoms? 993 00:49:11,408 --> 00:49:12,826 Oh, yeah. I-I guess so. 994 00:49:14,327 --> 00:49:16,329 I think it's the one on the right. 995 00:49:21,084 --> 00:49:23,586 Let me know if you have trouble finding it. 996 00:49:40,020 --> 00:49:42,147 You and Micah been friends a long time? 997 00:49:42,188 --> 00:49:46,651 Since undergrad, yeah. But... 998 00:49:46,693 --> 00:49:48,820 -What? - I don't know. 999 00:49:48,862 --> 00:49:52,365 Things are, um, different lately. 1000 00:49:52,407 --> 00:49:54,117 They all still live together. 1001 00:49:54,159 --> 00:49:56,036 I'm pretty much the odd man out. 1002 00:49:56,077 --> 00:50:00,457 I didn't want him to have to pick sides, but I miss him. 1003 00:50:00,498 --> 00:50:02,959 Mm. Have you told him that? 1004 00:50:03,001 --> 00:50:05,045 Oh, my God, you're starting to sound like Sophie. 1005 00:50:05,086 --> 00:50:06,880 No, I'm not. 1006 00:50:06,921 --> 00:50:10,467 You just don't have anything else to compare me to. 1007 00:50:10,508 --> 00:50:14,554 There's more than just Sophie or not. 1008 00:50:16,431 --> 00:50:18,391 You'll see. 1009 00:50:18,433 --> 00:50:20,560 I promise. 1010 00:50:21,895 --> 00:50:23,730 Are you hitting on me? 1011 00:50:23,772 --> 00:50:27,734 Uh, no. 1012 00:50:29,027 --> 00:50:31,488 I mean, I don't think... so. 1013 00:50:31,529 --> 00:50:35,116 -Okay, but you're not sure. 1014 00:50:35,950 --> 00:50:38,536 I like your energy. 1015 00:50:40,455 --> 00:50:42,707 I don't know what that means. 1016 00:50:42,749 --> 00:50:44,584 Sure you do. 1017 00:50:44,626 --> 00:50:47,128 It's what you're feeling right now. 1018 00:50:49,089 --> 00:50:51,633 Oh. 1019 00:50:54,427 --> 00:50:56,262 But... 1020 00:50:56,304 --> 00:50:59,599 if my feelings change, 1021 00:50:59,641 --> 00:51:01,392 I will let you know. 1022 00:51:02,977 --> 00:51:05,396 I'm good at that. 1023 00:51:05,438 --> 00:51:07,273 That makes one of us. 1024 00:51:26,751 --> 00:51:28,962 Everything okay? 1025 00:51:29,003 --> 00:51:31,297 Better than okay. 1026 00:51:36,261 --> 00:51:37,971 You, you, you wanna know me 1027 00:51:38,012 --> 00:51:39,931 You wanna come see, take it to the streets 1028 00:51:39,973 --> 00:51:41,850 Like win, lose, I'm makin' a scene 1029 00:51:41,891 --> 00:51:43,810 Bust out the back seat, I'm droppin' the heat 1030 00:51:43,852 --> 00:51:46,020 Like you don't even know what I'm 'bout to do 1031 00:51:46,062 --> 00:51:48,022 Lookin' down from space kinda point of view 1032 00:51:48,064 --> 00:51:51,109 Oh, I'm just built different, never hit a limit... 1033 00:51:51,151 --> 00:51:52,986 You happy with that flop? 1034 00:51:53,027 --> 00:51:54,863 Light it, light it 1035 00:51:54,904 --> 00:51:57,323 Light it up like... 1036 00:51:57,365 --> 00:51:59,367 Got something to smile about? 1037 00:51:59,409 --> 00:52:01,995 Maybe. - You're full of shit. 1038 00:52:02,036 --> 00:52:04,497 Light it up, light it up, light it up like 1039 00:52:07,500 --> 00:52:09,377 Light it up like 1040 00:52:09,419 --> 00:52:11,629 Light it up, light it up, light it up like 1041 00:52:11,671 --> 00:52:13,673 Go, go, I'm doin' my thing 1042 00:52:13,715 --> 00:52:15,675 I'm dodging the shade, no time for mistakes 1043 00:52:15,717 --> 00:52:18,011 Like, oh, no, no need for debate 1044 00:52:18,052 --> 00:52:20,138 It's never halfway, let's go dominate 1045 00:52:20,180 --> 00:52:22,098 You don't even know what I'm 'bout to do 1046 00:52:22,140 --> 00:52:24,809 Lookin' down from space kinda point of view... 1047 00:52:24,851 --> 00:52:26,811 Where you off to? 1048 00:52:26,853 --> 00:52:30,523 I was just gonna head home early. 1049 00:52:31,733 --> 00:52:33,318 Can I come? 1050 00:52:33,359 --> 00:52:36,863 No need to ditch the party for me. 1051 00:52:36,905 --> 00:52:39,532 Hmm. It'd be my pleasure. 1052 00:52:40,992 --> 00:52:43,036 I don't think you should. 1053 00:52:43,077 --> 00:52:45,872 Why not? 1054 00:52:45,914 --> 00:52:50,251 Because I think you should be exactly where you want to be. 1055 00:52:56,591 --> 00:52:58,384 Take your time, honey, let it all out 1056 00:52:58,426 --> 00:52:59,886 Dig your feet into the ground 1057 00:52:59,928 --> 00:53:02,013 Try to feel your way around it 1058 00:53:02,055 --> 00:53:04,557 See the signs circling in the sky 1059 00:53:04,599 --> 00:53:06,559 You've been trying to hide 1060 00:53:06,601 --> 00:53:08,186 Everything deep inside ya 1061 00:53:08,228 --> 00:53:10,688 Take a moment to let it all out 1062 00:53:10,730 --> 00:53:12,065 What's inside of your head 1063 00:53:12,106 --> 00:53:13,816 Get it out of your mouth 1064 00:53:13,858 --> 00:53:16,444 And it's something you never would say 1065 00:53:16,486 --> 00:53:20,198 Gotta give it away 1066 00:53:20,240 --> 00:53:22,992 You don't know it, but you wanna hum along 1067 00:53:23,034 --> 00:53:27,080 When you do it, no, you'll never get it wrong 1068 00:53:27,121 --> 00:53:31,668 You can do it however you really want 1069 00:53:31,709 --> 00:53:33,336 - I love it when you 1070 00:53:33,378 --> 00:53:37,090 Take your time 1071 00:53:37,131 --> 00:53:38,925 I love it when you 1072 00:53:38,967 --> 00:53:42,428 Face the light 1073 00:53:42,470 --> 00:53:44,430 I love it when you 1074 00:53:44,472 --> 00:53:48,893 Make up your mind 1075 00:53:48,935 --> 00:53:51,771 I love it when you get it right 1076 00:53:51,813 --> 00:53:55,942 I love it when you get it right, right 1077 00:53:55,984 --> 00:53:57,610 Get it right 1078 00:53:57,652 --> 00:53:59,279 Take a moment, you're watching it drown 1079 00:53:59,320 --> 00:54:00,822 Oh, it never stays down 1080 00:54:00,863 --> 00:54:03,574 She's coming back tomorrow 1081 00:54:03,616 --> 00:54:06,160 I will follow her into the water 1082 00:54:06,202 --> 00:54:09,080 Will I float away? 1083 00:54:09,122 --> 00:54:12,250 You don't know it, but you wanna hum along... 1084 00:54:12,292 --> 00:54:13,835 You're so pretty. 1085 00:54:13,876 --> 00:54:15,044 Don't make it weird. 1086 00:54:15,086 --> 00:54:16,254 Wrong 1087 00:54:16,296 --> 00:54:18,548 You can do it however 1088 00:54:18,589 --> 00:54:21,175 You really want 1089 00:54:21,217 --> 00:54:22,552 I love it when you 1090 00:54:22,593 --> 00:54:26,889 Take your time... 1091 00:54:26,931 --> 00:54:28,474 Can I? 1092 00:54:28,516 --> 00:54:30,393 You sure you remember how? 1093 00:54:30,435 --> 00:54:32,562 I think so. 1094 00:54:32,603 --> 00:54:34,981 I love it when you 1095 00:54:35,023 --> 00:54:38,568 Make up your mind 1096 00:54:38,609 --> 00:54:41,070 I love it when you get it right 1097 00:54:41,112 --> 00:54:45,450 I love it when you get it right, right 1098 00:54:50,955 --> 00:54:52,832 How's Jordi? 1099 00:54:52,874 --> 00:54:54,876 Uh, fine. 1100 00:54:55,835 --> 00:54:57,920 I was just gonna head upstairs. 1101 00:54:57,962 --> 00:55:00,006 Good night. 1102 00:55:01,299 --> 00:55:04,344 Um, why don't you come sit with us? 1103 00:55:06,888 --> 00:55:09,891 I'm tired, and I don't want to get into a whole thing. 1104 00:55:09,932 --> 00:55:14,437 I-I just wanted to say that... I behaved so poorly. 1105 00:55:14,479 --> 00:55:17,315 I mean, I just acted so much 1106 00:55:17,357 --> 00:55:21,235 out of my own fears that I wasn't even able to hear you. 1107 00:55:22,403 --> 00:55:24,739 And I feel really ashamed. 1108 00:55:27,158 --> 00:55:29,494 I'm so sorry. 1109 00:55:30,203 --> 00:55:33,581 And we... we love you. 1110 00:55:35,708 --> 00:55:40,755 And-and we're open to you reaching out to Marcus. 1111 00:55:41,839 --> 00:55:44,050 You can meet him if you want to. 1112 00:55:44,092 --> 00:55:46,135 We know how important this is to you. 1113 00:55:46,177 --> 00:55:47,970 Oh, my God. 1114 00:55:48,012 --> 00:55:49,514 I forgive you. 1115 00:55:49,555 --> 00:55:50,890 -I forgive you, and... 1116 00:55:50,932 --> 00:55:53,059 -thank you so much. 1117 00:55:53,101 --> 00:55:54,394 Oh, my God. 1118 00:55:54,435 --> 00:55:56,062 I love you, sweetheart. 1119 00:55:56,104 --> 00:55:57,480 Thank you. 1120 00:55:57,522 --> 00:55:59,148 -I love you. - Thanks. 1121 00:55:59,190 --> 00:56:02,193 gentle music 1122 00:56:44,652 --> 00:56:47,947 Why we always actin' stupid? 1123 00:56:47,989 --> 00:56:50,408 Why we always do this, do this 1124 00:56:50,450 --> 00:56:51,784 Do this to ourselves? 1125 00:56:51,826 --> 00:56:55,121 Why we always actin' stupid? 1126 00:56:55,163 --> 00:56:58,875 I wouldn't wanna do this shit with anybody else 1127 00:56:58,916 --> 00:57:03,045 'Cause we kiss and fight and we fuck all night 1128 00:57:03,087 --> 00:57:05,798 'Cause we kiss and we fight all night 1129 00:57:05,840 --> 00:57:08,801 Why we always actin' stupid? 1130 00:57:08,843 --> 00:57:11,679 I wouldn't wanna do this shit with anybody else 1131 00:57:13,389 --> 00:57:17,810 We do it to ourselves, we do it to ourselves... 1132 00:57:19,312 --> 00:57:22,231 Oh! God! 1133 00:57:22,273 --> 00:57:24,901 Ugh! 1134 00:57:26,319 --> 00:57:30,364 I better watch myself when I'm with you 1135 00:57:30,406 --> 00:57:34,035 I better behave myself when I'm without you 1136 00:57:34,076 --> 00:57:37,038 I better watch myself when I'm with you 1137 00:57:37,079 --> 00:57:39,081 I better behave 1138 00:57:54,388 --> 00:57:55,598 Where's Tess? 1139 00:57:55,640 --> 00:57:57,975 I-I dropped her off. 1140 00:57:58,017 --> 00:58:00,061 You all right? 1141 00:58:01,062 --> 00:58:02,522 You gonna let me in? 1142 00:58:02,563 --> 00:58:05,066 Is that a good idea? 1143 00:58:05,107 --> 00:58:07,443 Don't make me beg. 1144 00:58:16,619 --> 00:58:18,454 Morphine candy 1145 00:58:18,496 --> 00:58:20,706 Baby, you're the one 1146 00:58:20,748 --> 00:58:24,418 Your sugar sweet, my web is spun 1147 00:58:24,460 --> 00:58:27,630 My heart's on fire, you're under my gun 1148 00:58:27,672 --> 00:58:30,925 I hope that you're ready 'cause it's already begun 1149 00:58:30,967 --> 00:58:35,680 Can you understand me, speaking in tongues? 1150 00:58:35,721 --> 00:58:39,100 I know I'm a lot but I promise I'm fun 1151 00:58:39,141 --> 00:59:24,811 Ooh, just let me be your doctor