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Previously on
Generation Q...
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Dad. What the hell's going on?
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Everything's gonna be okay.
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-No. What?
- Call my lawyer.
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Do you want to go out
for dinner tonight?
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-[Finley] Yeah.
- Can I get a rain check?
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Carrie is the fucking worst.
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It's like, everything
is a fucking joke to her.
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I think, you know, you guys
should start, so it'd be easier
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for Angie.
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Yeah, easier for Angie
or easier for you?
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My donor's dying.
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Ange, that's a lot.
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[Angie] You think Mama B
would let me see a therapist?
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[Shane] She'd be more than
willing to give that to you.
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What'd you do, you sleep
at a hotel or something?
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No, I stayed
with my friend Bette.
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[Tom] She still dating
your ex's ex-wife?
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[Gigi] So yesterday
I was your girlfriend,
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and today I'm no one?
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I can't deconstruct
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-your feelings right now.
- I've never asked you
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-to deconstruct anything.
-[Tess] Oh, my God, I'm sorry.
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-I'm-I'm seeing someone.
- Yeah. Don't need to explain.
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-I'm sorry.
- Okay.
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Thank you for dinner.
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Please.
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Don't touch me like this
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unless you're coming
home with me.
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pulsing, dramatic music
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The fuck are you doing here?
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I drove 70 miles to make
sure that you were alive.
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Well, I am.
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How was dinner with Sophie?
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Uh, she's in Ojai.
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I'm really relieved
that she told you.
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I mean, when Dani told me
that she just showed up,
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I wondered if she'd come clean.
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Yeah, no, for sure.
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atmospheric music
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Hey.
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Uh, hey.
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Um...
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We're out of O.J.
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Oh, I'll just...
I'll grab some later.
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Are you all right?
You're looking paler than usual.
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No, I'm, uh, I'm good.
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Yeah. Thanks.
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You been hiding out?
Feel like I haven't...
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haven't seen you
in a couple days.
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Yeah. Something like that.
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Okay. Well, um...
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All right. I-I wasn't fully
honest with you about Ojai.
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I know.
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How was Dani?
Is she... She's good?
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She was in the middle
of a crisis.
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-I know.
- And her dad is in jail,
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-and I just, I just thought--
- I know. So crazy.
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I just didn't want her thinking
that she was alone. That's all.
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Cool.
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Well, thank you.
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Thanks for understanding.
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You're just-- You're always
such a good friend.
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Sure. Uh...
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We're not back together, uh,
if-if that's what you think.
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Uh, I don't think anything.
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-Okay.
- Okay.
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You been drinking,
you been drinking
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You been drinking again
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You been drinking,
you been drinking
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You been drinking again
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I keep thinking,
I keep thinking
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That you'd keep it kosher
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You been drinking,
you been drinking
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You been drinking again
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Good morning.
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Mm.
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So I'm guessing
Tina's back from Toronto?
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-Sorry?
- I figured Angie's with Tina,
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which is why you could
stay over.
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Ah. Right.
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Yes, she's back.
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Bette?
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Do you want to talk about
what happened the other day?
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Not unless you need to.
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You're more than welcome
to stay as long as you want,
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but I have plans
to meet someone, so...
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That was fast.
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No, not like that.
I'm seeing Dani.
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Oh.
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I didn't know
you two were friends.
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Is that a problem for you?
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No, not at all.
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'Cause you can tell me
how you really feel.
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I just did.
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I found her, by the way.
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Found who?
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-Pippa Pascal.
- The artist?
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She's beyond anything
I ever imagined.
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I would fucking cut out my heart
to work with that woman.
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Sup.
- Hey, how you doing?
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Oh, my God, that is
an impossible question. See--
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It's just rhetorical.
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Oh. Copy that. Yeah.
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-Hey.
- Hey.
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-Hey.
Hi.
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So, I told you I met someone.
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Yeah.
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We met this past weekend
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at this, like, bougie
Hollywood Hills party--
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Did you see any celebs?
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Was there, like, a sick pool?
Do you have any, um--
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No. Um, so...
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She wanted to go out
with me tonight,
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but I told her that I couldn't
because we have our poker game,
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so she's coming here to take me
out for coffee instead.
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Like, right now.
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Is-is that cool?
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Well, yeah.
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Why wouldn't it be?
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Just... because the...
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-Yeah, never mind.
- What? No.
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Yeah, okay. Yeah. Great.
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Yeah.
I'd like to meet her, actually.
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G-Good. Great. Okay.
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-Is that okay?
- Yes.
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-Is she on her way now?
- Yes. Yeah. Now.
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-Oh. That's quick.
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Hi.
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Guess who's back
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So, Cherie, this is Shane.
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Shane, this is Cherie.
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Cherie.
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We've actually met before.
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Of course you have.
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Guess who's back
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Finley.
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Guess who's back
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[Alice] I kept trying
to tell you on the phone
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that ghosts aren't real.
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First of all,
I was joking about that.
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But, on the off chance
that they are real,
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you should speak kinder of them.
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No, I was up last night
rereading the last chapter
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-you gave me.
- Yeah?
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I got to tell you,
it's really, really good.
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-Really?
- Yeah. I came down here
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to congratulate you in person.
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-I really hope they like it.
- They will.
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Congratulations on your first book.
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Come on.
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Did you get me a diamond
tennis bracel-- Oh.
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-It's a pen.
- Yeah. 'Cause you're a writer.
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Right.
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I love it. Thank you.
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I actually
have something for you, too.
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Come here.
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Okay.
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This is what I'm gonna say
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in the "Thank you to my editor"
part of my book.
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Okay.
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"Dear Tom, this book may be
your best trick yet.
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With love, Alice."
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I love it.
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-You do?
- I do. I do.
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Thank you. It means a lot to me.
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Okay, good. Well, I meant it.
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-So this is it?
- Yeah.
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As far as the book goes,
it's done, so...
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Does it always feel this weird?
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'Cause I'm so used to spending
so much time with you,
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and now I'm not gonna
see you tomorrow,
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and it's... I don't know.
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I can't put words to it.
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Mm. We're done professionally,
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but we're definitely
friends, right?
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-Like, we feel like friends.
- You think?
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I mean, I wept
in front of you, so y-yeah.
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Right. And I pretty much had,
like, a full mental breakdown.
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But who's keeping score?
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Yeah, okay.
I'd say we're friends.
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Me, too.
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In the bin, please.
In here.
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Thanks.
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Right this way.
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Follow me.
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It's good to see you.
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I'm sorry you have
to see me like this.
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I-I never imagined
I'd be in this position.
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A high-priced legal team
can give anyone
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a false sense of security.
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You have every right
to be upset.
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Who says I'm upset?
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I need you.
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I need you now more than ever.
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So it's all about you, huh?
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You're the only person I trust.
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Am I here as your daughter
or your spin doctor?
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Okay, you're angry. I-I--
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Answer the question.
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Daniela, you are my daughter
first, always.
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But we cannot separate family
from our company.
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I don't work for the company.
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Actually, you are the interim
CEO of your family's company.
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You slipped these in
while I was signing
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on the house the other day?
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Yeah.
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Have you ever been
honest with me?
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I'm sorry.
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No, you're not.
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I refuse to be your puppet.
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All of your family's assets
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are tied into this company.
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You walk away from this job,
you walk away from everything.
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Then I need to know the truth.
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-Dani--
- As your daughter,
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I need to know what you knew
and when you knew it.
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Unfortunately,
due to liability, he won't--
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Don't give me that bullshit.
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You tell me the truth,
and I'll run your company.
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But if I find out
you lied to me,
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I'll light that place on fire
and watch it burn.
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Am I clear?
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What do you want to know?
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"The Kids Are Not Fine"
by Marieme
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Why are we
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So blind to see
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That the ones we hurt
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Are you and me
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Thanks for waiting.
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Anytime. What happened?
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I, um, I somehow just became
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the CEO of my family's company.
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Oh, shit.
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That the ones...
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Well, boss lady, where to?
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I just want to go home.
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Home it is.
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Sealed lips sink ships
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No tip, no drip
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Got no money
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You're, uh,
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-you're all here early.
- Bette's gonna be here
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-any minute.
- Okay.
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Yeah. Yeah. I can,
I can check back in.
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Yeah.
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-My stomach hurts.
Oh, honey,
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you know what?
I have Tums in your mom's purse.
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It's okay. I'm just gonna
grab water, I think.
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Okay.
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-Okay.
- Okay.
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-Should we make a break for it?
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I mean, come on, honey. We could
be in Mexico in a couple hours.
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-Right?
- Stop it.
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I got that blue light
from my friend, the cop.
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I can throw that on the top.
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-Right.
- We could be Thelma and Louise
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-all the way to Mexico.
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Now, she's gonna behave, right?
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You promise me
she's gonna behave?
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Yes, I promise.
She's gonna be fine.
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-Okay?
- Okay.
263
00:13:54,418 --> 00:13:58,046
Look, I-I know that you think
that she can be difficult.
264
00:13:58,088 --> 00:13:59,882
Yes, and I'd be very surprised
to find out
265
00:13:59,923 --> 00:14:01,383
that's an unpopular opinion.
266
00:14:01,425 --> 00:14:04,845
Look, she and Angie have
a very special relationship.
267
00:14:04,887 --> 00:14:06,179
I know that. I do.
268
00:14:06,221 --> 00:14:07,764
-Right? Good.
269
00:14:07,806 --> 00:14:09,349
Maybe I shouldn't have come.
270
00:14:10,726 --> 00:14:12,978
What do you mean? You're the one
that wants to get married.
271
00:14:13,020 --> 00:14:14,730
Well, what do you mean by that?
272
00:14:14,771 --> 00:14:18,859
I... This is the family
that you're marrying into.
273
00:14:18,901 --> 00:14:21,695
-All of us.
- Right. No, you're right.
274
00:14:21,737 --> 00:14:23,322
That's totally true.
275
00:14:23,363 --> 00:14:25,908
I mean, what I have to do
is I just have to start
276
00:14:25,949 --> 00:14:29,077
feeling sorry for her and not
get as pissed off, you know?
277
00:14:29,119 --> 00:14:31,413
-Okay. All right.
- That's-that's the trick.
278
00:14:31,455 --> 00:14:33,415
-Whatever it takes.
- It's gonna work,
279
00:14:33,457 --> 00:14:35,083
because I already
feel sorry for her.
280
00:14:35,125 --> 00:14:37,085
-Why is that?
- Because she doesn't have you.
281
00:14:37,127 --> 00:14:39,254
She doesn't want me.
282
00:14:39,296 --> 00:14:40,589
-I think she does.
- You say this about everybody.
283
00:14:40,631 --> 00:14:42,758
-I do not.
- She doesn't. I promise you.
284
00:14:42,799 --> 00:14:43,884
-Yes, she does.
- No, she doesn't--
285
00:14:43,926 --> 00:14:45,427
Honey, yes, she does.
286
00:14:45,469 --> 00:14:47,721
Look, it doesn't matter, honey.
287
00:14:47,763 --> 00:14:50,265
-Why not?
- Because I love you.
288
00:14:50,307 --> 00:14:53,936
I want you here
and Angie does, too.
289
00:14:53,977 --> 00:14:57,272
You belong here. Okay?
290
00:14:57,314 --> 00:14:58,649
You're the sweetest,
you know that?
291
00:14:58,690 --> 00:15:00,233
And when we get home,
292
00:15:00,275 --> 00:15:01,693
you got to get that blue light
out of the garage,
293
00:15:01,735 --> 00:15:04,363
because I just thought about
when we order takeout,
294
00:15:04,404 --> 00:15:05,906
why should we have cold food?
295
00:15:05,948 --> 00:15:07,074
-I don't know.
- I could put that thing on
296
00:15:07,115 --> 00:15:09,034
and get the food home in time.
297
00:15:09,076 --> 00:15:10,953
Okay. I'll remind you.
298
00:15:10,994 --> 00:15:12,537
Thank you, very much.
299
00:15:12,579 --> 00:15:14,706
You nervous?
300
00:15:14,748 --> 00:15:17,834
Well, I told Mama T that I had
to tell her something really big
301
00:15:17,876 --> 00:15:20,712
and that I just, like, really
needed her support in therapy.
302
00:15:20,754 --> 00:15:22,631
That's good. So real.
303
00:15:22,673 --> 00:15:24,132
Yeah.
304
00:15:24,174 --> 00:15:26,218
Ms. Porter definitely scares me.
305
00:15:26,259 --> 00:15:27,636
Jordi, you don't need
to call her Ms. Porter
306
00:15:27,678 --> 00:15:30,055
-when you're around me.
- Mm, can't risk it.
307
00:15:30,097 --> 00:15:31,306
She could pull up at any time.
308
00:15:33,850 --> 00:15:36,103
I just hope this isn't horrible.
309
00:15:36,144 --> 00:15:38,814
Ask the universe
to be on our side here.
310
00:15:38,855 --> 00:15:40,232
Pretty, pretty, please.
311
00:15:41,692 --> 00:15:42,901
Yes.
312
00:15:42,943 --> 00:15:45,654
But no matter what happens,
313
00:15:45,696 --> 00:15:49,574
at least I get to see you get
nominated onto prom court later.
314
00:15:49,616 --> 00:15:51,326
Bitch, are they gonna
call my name?
315
00:15:51,368 --> 00:15:53,829
Jordi,
there's no better prom queen.
316
00:15:53,870 --> 00:15:55,747
-You think?
- Duh.
317
00:15:55,789 --> 00:15:59,126
Ready when you are.
318
00:15:59,167 --> 00:16:00,711
Got to go.
I'll talk to you later.
319
00:16:00,752 --> 00:16:03,463
Okay. Love the blazer,
Ms. Porter.
320
00:16:03,505 --> 00:16:05,674
Thank you, Jordi.
321
00:16:05,716 --> 00:16:08,552
slow, somber music
322
00:16:12,472 --> 00:16:16,059
As you know, growing up,
we had no role models.
323
00:16:16,101 --> 00:16:18,729
No one who loved like us on TV.
324
00:16:18,770 --> 00:16:22,232
Except for Jo
from Facts of Life, but go on.
325
00:16:22,274 --> 00:16:24,943
But the longer I work here,
the more I realize
326
00:16:24,985 --> 00:16:26,319
that we're standing
on the shoulders
327
00:16:26,361 --> 00:16:29,239
of some incredible people.
328
00:16:29,281 --> 00:16:30,240
For sure.
329
00:16:30,282 --> 00:16:31,992
And you, oh, my God.
330
00:16:32,034 --> 00:16:33,952
You have done an amazing job
331
00:16:33,994 --> 00:16:35,162
of highlighting
queer celebrities.
332
00:16:35,203 --> 00:16:36,872
-Really.
- Thank you. Thank you.
333
00:16:36,913 --> 00:16:38,540
I mean, that's the whole reason
I wanted to do this show.
334
00:16:38,582 --> 00:16:41,877
Right. But there are just
so many other stories
335
00:16:41,918 --> 00:16:44,296
that haven't been told.
336
00:16:44,337 --> 00:16:46,673
What if we used this segment
337
00:16:46,715 --> 00:16:50,719
to bring to light
everyday queer stories?
338
00:16:50,761 --> 00:16:55,557
I want to highlight people that
are part of the quiet rebellion.
339
00:16:57,017 --> 00:16:58,226
The quiet rebellion.
340
00:16:58,268 --> 00:16:59,144
People who fought
for our rights,
341
00:16:59,186 --> 00:17:01,104
but in their own way.
342
00:17:01,146 --> 00:17:04,900
Teachers, nurses, doctors.
343
00:17:05,484 --> 00:17:10,113
It's a documentary-style segment
on everyday
344
00:17:10,155 --> 00:17:13,408
unsung queer heroes.
345
00:17:16,912 --> 00:17:18,288
I love it.
346
00:17:18,330 --> 00:17:20,415
-R-Really?
- You know what it reminds me of?
347
00:17:20,457 --> 00:17:22,793
My ninth grade English teacher,
Ms. McCauley.
348
00:17:22,834 --> 00:17:27,047
Big ole lesbo, and completely
the person who changed my life.
349
00:17:27,089 --> 00:17:28,965
-Right? You see?
- Yeah.
350
00:17:29,007 --> 00:17:32,260
It's always someone like that.
Not just a famous person.
351
00:17:32,302 --> 00:17:35,388
Right. This is really smart.
352
00:17:35,430 --> 00:17:37,808
-I'm totally in.
- Great.
353
00:17:37,849 --> 00:17:41,520
I mean, I-I have a couple coming
in later today for an interview.
354
00:17:41,561 --> 00:17:43,188
Really?
Like, a real-life couple?
355
00:17:43,230 --> 00:17:45,107
-Yep.
- Are they, like,
356
00:17:45,148 --> 00:17:46,108
disgustingly happy?
357
00:17:46,149 --> 00:17:48,485
Yes, and old.
358
00:17:49,277 --> 00:17:51,113
That's so depressing.
359
00:17:51,154 --> 00:17:52,864
Oh, wait. 'Cause they're old?
360
00:17:52,906 --> 00:17:54,741
No. 'Cause of Nat.
361
00:17:54,783 --> 00:17:57,619
-Oh.
- I know. She keeps texting me,
362
00:17:57,661 --> 00:17:59,246
saying she wants to get
back together, and I'm trying
363
00:17:59,287 --> 00:18:01,123
to pretend to not get,
like, a dopamine high
364
00:18:01,164 --> 00:18:02,958
every time my phone dings.
365
00:18:02,999 --> 00:18:04,376
That sounds healthy.
366
00:18:04,417 --> 00:18:07,129
Yeah. I'm, like,
the beacon of health.
367
00:18:09,131 --> 00:18:10,507
Okay, folks.
368
00:18:10,549 --> 00:18:12,425
So really, you know,
the hope for today
369
00:18:12,467 --> 00:18:15,428
is that we can move closer
to having an open dialogue.
370
00:18:15,470 --> 00:18:17,472
Angie and I thought
that a family session
371
00:18:17,514 --> 00:18:19,891
would be the best thing
for everyone.
372
00:18:19,933 --> 00:18:23,562
That being said, I do want Angie
to feel like she has the space
373
00:18:23,603 --> 00:18:26,439
to talk about
what's important to her.
374
00:18:26,481 --> 00:18:27,983
-Okay.
- That's great.
375
00:18:28,024 --> 00:18:30,152
We're here for you.
376
00:18:32,487 --> 00:18:34,781
Okay.
377
00:18:35,615 --> 00:18:37,534
So...
378
00:18:37,576 --> 00:18:39,953
first of all, I love you all.
379
00:18:39,995 --> 00:18:42,038
-That's so sweet.
- We love you, too, sweetheart.
380
00:18:42,080 --> 00:18:43,748
We love you, too, honey.
381
00:18:43,790 --> 00:18:45,709
So...
382
00:18:45,750 --> 00:18:48,962
you know I've been seeing Kayla,
which I'm really grateful for,
383
00:18:49,004 --> 00:18:50,172
so thank you.
384
00:18:50,213 --> 00:18:52,424
-Of course.
- Whatever you need.
385
00:18:56,303 --> 00:19:00,348
But, um...
386
00:19:01,850 --> 00:19:06,897
...yesterday she told me
that, um, her dad,
387
00:19:06,938 --> 00:19:10,525
Marcus, my, um, donor,
388
00:19:10,567 --> 00:19:14,154
he's sick.
389
00:19:14,863 --> 00:19:15,947
Sick how?
390
00:19:15,989 --> 00:19:18,617
He's, um...
391
00:19:20,535 --> 00:19:22,495
He's dying.
392
00:19:22,537 --> 00:19:24,331
Oh, no.
393
00:19:24,372 --> 00:19:26,416
Oh, baby. I'm so sorry.
394
00:19:26,458 --> 00:19:28,168
That's a lot. I mean,
395
00:19:28,210 --> 00:19:29,878
that's a lot.
396
00:19:32,464 --> 00:19:34,382
You're doing a great job.
397
00:19:36,051 --> 00:19:39,930
He's in kidney failure
and he-he needs a kidney.
398
00:19:39,971 --> 00:19:41,765
I want to see if I can help.
399
00:19:41,806 --> 00:19:45,727
Help how?
What are you thinking, sweetie?
400
00:19:45,769 --> 00:19:47,896
I think that, um...
401
00:19:47,938 --> 00:19:50,649
I think you're saying you want
to find out if you're a match.
402
00:19:50,690 --> 00:19:51,900
Is that what you're saying,
honey?
403
00:19:51,942 --> 00:19:54,194
Oh, oh...
- Yeah.
404
00:19:54,236 --> 00:19:55,737
-No. God. No.
Ms. Porter,
405
00:19:55,779 --> 00:19:57,405
before we shut her down,
why don't we just...
406
00:19:57,447 --> 00:19:58,573
Look, she can't donate
a kidney. Is that clear?
407
00:19:58,615 --> 00:19:59,824
I mean, but shouldn't
we hear her out?
408
00:19:59,866 --> 00:20:01,409
Look, you don't have a say
in this.
409
00:20:01,451 --> 00:20:02,744
-Ms. Porter--
- No, I'm not trying to have
410
00:20:02,786 --> 00:20:04,079
-a say.
- Well, good. Because you don't.
411
00:20:04,120 --> 00:20:05,664
I can relate to Angie
412
00:20:05,705 --> 00:20:07,165
-because I'm adopted, too--
- She's not adopted.
413
00:20:07,207 --> 00:20:08,375
-No, I--
- She is our child.
414
00:20:08,416 --> 00:20:09,584
Mine and Tina's.
We're her parents.
415
00:20:09,626 --> 00:20:10,835
No one's questioning that,
416
00:20:10,877 --> 00:20:12,254
-Bette.
- She did. She just did.
417
00:20:12,295 --> 00:20:13,713
-No, that's not what--
- Maybe-maybe
418
00:20:13,755 --> 00:20:15,215
-if we could just refocus?
- Tina, how are we
419
00:20:15,257 --> 00:20:16,258
even having
this fucking conversation?
420
00:20:16,299 --> 00:20:17,217
This is our daughter's body
421
00:20:17,259 --> 00:20:18,551
that we're talking about.
422
00:20:18,593 --> 00:20:19,844
-These are her organs.
- I know, but we're
423
00:20:19,886 --> 00:20:21,096
-here to listen.
- Oh, you want me to be
424
00:20:21,137 --> 00:20:22,555
-the bad guy. Okay, fine.
- No.
425
00:20:22,597 --> 00:20:23,431
-The answer is no.
- I just want to listen.
426
00:20:23,473 --> 00:20:25,517
Absolutely not. No.
427
00:20:25,558 --> 00:20:27,060
-Angie. Angie.
- No, why don't-- Ms. Porter,
428
00:20:27,102 --> 00:20:29,062
why don't you let Tina go?
429
00:20:29,104 --> 00:20:31,064
Okay? You just...
430
00:20:31,106 --> 00:20:32,899
You don't want to crowd her.
431
00:20:48,164 --> 00:20:51,918
Could I just explain what
I was trying to say earlier?
432
00:20:51,960 --> 00:20:53,461
I'd rather you didn't.
433
00:20:53,503 --> 00:20:55,588
Of course you can.
434
00:20:56,881 --> 00:21:00,010
Bette, I realize
that Angie is not adopted.
435
00:21:00,051 --> 00:21:02,262
I do. We had
very different circumstances,
436
00:21:02,304 --> 00:21:03,763
different lives.
437
00:21:03,805 --> 00:21:07,142
But I grew up
without my biological mother,
438
00:21:07,183 --> 00:21:10,395
and it always made me feel
a little different
439
00:21:10,437 --> 00:21:12,731
and kind of lost.
440
00:21:12,772 --> 00:21:14,941
Then, when we connected,
you know,
441
00:21:14,983 --> 00:21:17,986
it answered
so many questions for me.
442
00:21:18,028 --> 00:21:22,282
And if she asked for anything
right now, I'd be there for her.
443
00:21:22,324 --> 00:21:24,492
Well, that's you.
That's not Angie.
444
00:21:24,534 --> 00:21:26,745
That's true.
You know, every family
445
00:21:26,786 --> 00:21:29,164
has its own dynamic,
and we should never presume
446
00:21:29,205 --> 00:21:32,167
that what worked for us
will work for someone else.
447
00:21:32,208 --> 00:21:34,002
Thank you.
448
00:21:34,044 --> 00:21:36,963
Right, I understand that.
I'm just...
449
00:21:37,005 --> 00:21:40,508
I was just meaning that
my connecting with my mother
450
00:21:40,550 --> 00:21:42,010
was very healing for me.
451
00:21:42,052 --> 00:21:45,680
Again, that is not the case
in every family.
452
00:21:45,722 --> 00:21:47,682
If you don't mind me asking,
453
00:21:47,724 --> 00:21:49,684
um, what's
your relationship like
454
00:21:49,726 --> 00:21:51,811
with your family, Ms. Porter?
455
00:21:55,357 --> 00:21:57,650
Um...
456
00:21:59,444 --> 00:22:04,532
Uh, my father died
years ago and, um...
457
00:22:07,911 --> 00:22:10,455
I haven't seen my mother
in 30 years.
458
00:22:10,497 --> 00:22:12,207
She barely raised me.
459
00:22:12,248 --> 00:22:16,878
I am who I am despite her,
not because of her.
460
00:22:16,920 --> 00:22:18,671
Is she still alive?
461
00:22:18,713 --> 00:22:21,800
I wouldn't know. She left me.
462
00:22:21,841 --> 00:22:25,428
Well, wouldn't it be amazing
if you could reconnect with her?
463
00:22:26,388 --> 00:22:28,723
No, it wouldn't be amazing.
464
00:22:28,765 --> 00:22:30,392
How do you know?
465
00:22:30,433 --> 00:22:32,018
The same way you know you don't
like fucking scallops, Carrie.
466
00:22:32,060 --> 00:22:34,729
I tried it once
and it wasn't for me.
467
00:22:40,276 --> 00:22:43,071
soft, dramatic music
468
00:22:43,113 --> 00:22:45,115
Hey, Ange.
469
00:22:50,954 --> 00:22:52,747
No one wants you
to feel hopeless
470
00:22:52,789 --> 00:22:55,625
or alone in all this, okay?
471
00:22:56,793 --> 00:22:58,753
We're here to listen,
472
00:22:58,795 --> 00:23:01,881
and help you try to make
the best decision.
473
00:23:01,923 --> 00:23:04,217
Well, B seemed pretty sure
about how she felt.
474
00:23:04,259 --> 00:23:06,511
Yeah. Isn't she always
like that?
475
00:23:06,553 --> 00:23:08,596
I mean, at first?
476
00:23:11,933 --> 00:23:14,102
What about you?
477
00:23:14,144 --> 00:23:15,770
Do you support me?
478
00:23:15,812 --> 00:23:17,730
I will always support you.
479
00:23:17,772 --> 00:23:20,108
That doesn't mean
I'm always gonna agree with you.
480
00:23:20,150 --> 00:23:22,777
I do understand
why you'd want to help
481
00:23:22,819 --> 00:23:25,947
save the life of the man
that helped create you.
482
00:23:25,989 --> 00:23:30,702
And I love that this
is who you are.
483
00:23:32,495 --> 00:23:34,956
Okay? That doesn't make it
any less terrifying for me
484
00:23:34,998 --> 00:23:36,791
and your mom
to watch you do something
485
00:23:36,833 --> 00:23:40,712
that might compromise
your health and your well-being.
486
00:23:45,925 --> 00:23:48,636
Come on.
Give us a second chance.
487
00:23:49,971 --> 00:23:51,514
Can you do that?
488
00:23:52,807 --> 00:23:54,350
Okay.
489
00:23:54,392 --> 00:23:56,769
All right.
490
00:23:56,811 --> 00:24:00,023
-Okay.
- All right.
491
00:24:02,525 --> 00:24:03,902
Let me know
if you need anything else.
492
00:24:03,943 --> 00:24:05,528
-Thank you.
- All right. I'm gonna get
493
00:24:05,570 --> 00:24:07,405
back to work. Enjoy yourself.
494
00:24:07,447 --> 00:24:10,033
Oh, no, no, no. Sit.
Have-have fun with your friends.
495
00:24:10,074 --> 00:24:12,160
No. We have that shipment
of booze. I got to go through--
496
00:24:12,202 --> 00:24:13,703
Oh, already taken
care of. I'll be behind the bar.
497
00:24:13,745 --> 00:24:15,538
I got it. Come on, sit down.
You're fine.
498
00:24:15,580 --> 00:24:18,666
Yeah, you know what?
Come, sit down.
499
00:24:18,708 --> 00:24:19,959
Come on.
500
00:24:21,544 --> 00:24:23,588
I'm impressed.
501
00:24:23,630 --> 00:24:25,173
Shane, you're all grown up.
502
00:24:25,215 --> 00:24:28,593
What can I say, Cherie?
That's what happens.
503
00:24:28,635 --> 00:24:33,348
So... when did you two...
h-how did you meet?
504
00:24:33,389 --> 00:24:35,350
She used to do my hair.
505
00:24:35,391 --> 00:24:37,185
Come on.
506
00:24:38,686 --> 00:24:40,688
We had an affair.
507
00:24:40,730 --> 00:24:44,275
An intense, destructive affair.
508
00:24:44,317 --> 00:24:46,110
She was married. It...
509
00:24:46,152 --> 00:24:47,654
did not end well, did it?
510
00:24:47,695 --> 00:24:51,115
She was a notorious,
irresistible home-wrecker.
511
00:24:52,033 --> 00:24:53,284
"Was."
512
00:24:53,326 --> 00:24:54,702
Operative word.
513
00:24:55,453 --> 00:24:56,704
That's a shame.
514
00:24:56,746 --> 00:24:58,748
I don't think so.
515
00:24:58,790 --> 00:25:02,085
Anyway,
I-I'm divorced now, and, uh,
516
00:25:02,126 --> 00:25:04,003
gloriously, aggressively
out of the closet.
517
00:25:04,045 --> 00:25:05,922
And I have you
to thank for that.
518
00:25:05,964 --> 00:25:07,882
Well, I'm happy for you,
Cherie. You deserve it.
519
00:25:07,924 --> 00:25:10,593
Now I don't have to sneak around
520
00:25:10,635 --> 00:25:13,471
when I see a hot woman.
521
00:25:13,513 --> 00:25:16,558
Like-like Tess.
522
00:25:19,978 --> 00:25:21,771
Did you...
523
00:25:21,813 --> 00:25:24,649
-Did you tell her?
- What?
524
00:25:24,691 --> 00:25:27,527
We have a game tonight.
There's an open spot.
525
00:25:27,569 --> 00:25:31,197
-Yeah.
- Tess runs the show.
526
00:25:31,239 --> 00:25:32,699
You're welcome to join
if you like.
527
00:25:32,740 --> 00:25:34,576
I love games.
528
00:25:38,121 --> 00:25:39,664
Okay.
529
00:25:39,706 --> 00:25:42,083
I'm gonna go check on our food.
530
00:25:55,388 --> 00:25:58,433
Fuck. Fuck. Fuck. Fuck.
531
00:25:58,474 --> 00:26:00,518
Fuck. Fuck.
532
00:26:00,560 --> 00:26:02,145
Uh, is that some sort of
533
00:26:02,186 --> 00:26:03,980
meditation mantra, or...?
534
00:26:04,772 --> 00:26:06,524
What do you need?
535
00:26:06,566 --> 00:26:08,192
Okay, uh, well...
536
00:26:08,234 --> 00:26:11,863
Sophie said she's not together
with Dani anymore, right?
537
00:26:11,904 --> 00:26:13,531
But then she used
the word "friends"
538
00:26:13,573 --> 00:26:15,617
to describe us, but I do think
that could just mean
539
00:26:15,658 --> 00:26:17,744
friends for right now,
and then eventually
540
00:26:17,785 --> 00:26:20,038
lead to something more, right?
541
00:26:20,079 --> 00:26:21,748
Look, you're gonna drive
yourself crazy
542
00:26:21,789 --> 00:26:23,374
trying to figure out
what's going on in her head.
543
00:26:23,416 --> 00:26:26,711
Okay? I think if she says
she wants to be just friends,
544
00:26:26,753 --> 00:26:28,796
you should take her at her word.
545
00:26:30,548 --> 00:26:32,050
I know, but it's...
546
00:26:32,091 --> 00:26:34,135
Find someone
who knows your worth.
547
00:26:36,763 --> 00:26:38,890
People can change, though.
Right?
548
00:26:41,809 --> 00:26:45,730
They can. But they rarely do.
549
00:26:48,858 --> 00:26:49,817
Okay.
550
00:26:49,859 --> 00:26:53,655
Dynamite, dynamite, dynamite
551
00:27:03,039 --> 00:27:05,708
Angie, um,
I think I speak for everyone
552
00:27:05,750 --> 00:27:08,461
when I say that
I'm sorry you felt like
553
00:27:08,503 --> 00:27:09,962
you weren't being heard before.
554
00:27:10,004 --> 00:27:13,216
You, you have our full
attention now.
555
00:27:18,888 --> 00:27:21,599
So, after everything
that's happened
556
00:27:21,641 --> 00:27:26,062
with Black Lives Matter,
the murders
557
00:27:26,104 --> 00:27:29,107
and the protests,
558
00:27:29,148 --> 00:27:33,069
I started to think about Marcus.
559
00:27:33,111 --> 00:27:34,487
You know?
560
00:27:34,529 --> 00:27:37,657
Like, what has he had to deal
with as a Black man?
561
00:27:37,699 --> 00:27:40,660
I mean, I share his DNA, and...
562
00:27:40,702 --> 00:27:42,495
I don't know.
563
00:27:42,537 --> 00:27:46,457
Kayla's my half sister, so...
564
00:27:46,499 --> 00:27:49,127
I just started talking to her
more and more about race stuff.
565
00:27:49,168 --> 00:27:52,880
And we talk about
racial issues all the time.
566
00:27:52,922 --> 00:27:54,966
I know. And I love that we do.
567
00:27:55,007 --> 00:27:59,303
You got me to read
Ta-Nehisi Coates, and...
568
00:27:59,345 --> 00:28:01,139
But also, you know
569
00:28:01,180 --> 00:28:04,142
that the two of us walk through
this world differently, Mom.
570
00:28:07,186 --> 00:28:09,063
I know.
571
00:28:09,105 --> 00:28:13,025
I mean, just because
some white people mistake me
572
00:28:13,067 --> 00:28:16,612
for... Italian or whatever,
that doesn't mean
573
00:28:16,654 --> 00:28:18,698
that I don't know who I am.
574
00:28:18,740 --> 00:28:20,658
And you know who I am.
575
00:28:20,700 --> 00:28:22,285
I do.
576
00:28:23,536 --> 00:28:26,330
But it doesn't change the fact
that you experience
577
00:28:26,372 --> 00:28:29,876
more privilege
because of the way you look.
578
00:28:30,585 --> 00:28:31,836
I know that.
579
00:28:31,878 --> 00:28:34,255
Kit looked more like me.
580
00:28:36,090 --> 00:28:38,092
But I can't talk to her anymore.
581
00:28:39,385 --> 00:28:41,554
So...
582
00:28:41,596 --> 00:28:46,684
I guess it's just really nice
to talk to Kayla, because...
583
00:28:46,726 --> 00:28:49,103
there's a kind of shorthand
with us.
584
00:28:50,813 --> 00:28:52,774
And, um...
585
00:28:57,111 --> 00:29:00,698
I guess I don't
want that to go away.
586
00:29:05,036 --> 00:29:07,205
That's-that's why,
if I'm a match,
587
00:29:07,246 --> 00:29:11,542
I am willing to give up
a-a part of me.
588
00:29:11,584 --> 00:29:14,337
Because I don't want to lose
589
00:29:14,378 --> 00:29:17,632
something bigger
that I am a part of.
590
00:29:23,971 --> 00:29:28,142
Thank you, for sharing
your truth, Angie.
591
00:29:29,852 --> 00:29:34,732
Um, you know, we-we don't need
to come to any decisions,
592
00:29:34,774 --> 00:29:39,028
right now;
we can all just process
593
00:29:39,070 --> 00:29:42,448
what Angie's told us
and-and discuss next steps.
594
00:29:45,076 --> 00:29:47,036
[Carrie] Oh, my God.
I have a headache, I'm starving,
595
00:29:47,078 --> 00:29:49,455
I need a hot tub,
I need a massage.
596
00:29:49,497 --> 00:29:52,500
I need that tea that you give me
to calm me down.
597
00:29:52,542 --> 00:29:55,336
-Yeah. It was an intense day.
- Totally intense.
598
00:29:55,378 --> 00:29:57,338
I mean, I should've worn
my night guard.
599
00:29:57,380 --> 00:29:59,799
You know, my jaw is killing me
from grinding the whole time.
600
00:29:59,841 --> 00:30:02,802
I mean, your daughter
is amazing, but that Bette,
601
00:30:02,844 --> 00:30:04,470
God, she's a tough one.
602
00:30:04,512 --> 00:30:06,639
Look, she'll come around.
She always does.
603
00:30:06,681 --> 00:30:08,015
It'll be okay.
604
00:30:08,057 --> 00:30:09,433
I don't know
how you ever married her.
605
00:30:09,475 --> 00:30:10,935
-What?
- What?
606
00:30:10,977 --> 00:30:12,937
Don't talk about her like that.
607
00:30:12,979 --> 00:30:14,814
-Like what?
- She's the mother
608
00:30:14,856 --> 00:30:18,860
of my daughter, and we have
to try to make this work.
609
00:30:18,901 --> 00:30:21,320
-Okay.
- Don't do that.
610
00:30:21,362 --> 00:30:23,781
-What am I doing now?
- Y-Your tone.
611
00:30:23,823 --> 00:30:25,992
-It's--
- My tone?
612
00:30:26,033 --> 00:30:27,952
Are you fucking kidding me,
Tina?
613
00:30:27,994 --> 00:30:30,329
I just got verbally beat up
by your ex-wife
614
00:30:30,371 --> 00:30:31,873
and you want to talk to me
about my tone?
615
00:30:31,914 --> 00:30:33,666
Look, it was my fault, okay?
616
00:30:33,708 --> 00:30:36,711
I brought you in too soon.
It was a mistake.
617
00:30:36,752 --> 00:30:38,337
-It was way too soon.
- Again with the "too soon."
618
00:30:38,379 --> 00:30:39,922
When is it gonna be
a good time for me?
619
00:30:39,964 --> 00:30:42,383
-You think we should ask Bette?
- Carrie.
620
00:30:42,425 --> 00:30:44,385
No, I'm serious.
When do you want to do it?
621
00:30:44,427 --> 00:30:46,095
I mean, before the wedding?
During the wedding?
622
00:30:46,137 --> 00:30:48,681
-After the wedding?
- Oh, God.
623
00:30:48,723 --> 00:30:50,683
-Stop it.
- Give me a ballpark.
624
00:30:50,725 --> 00:30:53,060
-Is it ten years?
- What do you want me to say?
625
00:30:54,812 --> 00:30:56,606
Am I always gonna be third?
626
00:30:56,647 --> 00:30:58,232
I have to put Angie first.
627
00:30:58,274 --> 00:31:01,068
I know that.
You know I know that.
628
00:31:01,110 --> 00:31:04,238
I love Angie.
And I'm fine with second.
629
00:31:04,280 --> 00:31:06,073
But third?
630
00:31:06,115 --> 00:31:08,743
Is this the way
it's always gonna be?
631
00:31:08,784 --> 00:31:10,244
Because, Tina,
I don't know if you realize it,
632
00:31:10,286 --> 00:31:12,580
but you're always my number one.
633
00:31:17,960 --> 00:31:19,587
Listen, I'm gonna get a Lyft.
634
00:31:19,629 --> 00:31:21,422
I'm gonna stop by the office.
635
00:31:21,464 --> 00:31:24,842
You know, I put a lot of things
off in order to be here today.
636
00:31:24,884 --> 00:31:26,928
I'll see you later.
637
00:31:26,969 --> 00:31:30,014
Look, I love you.
You belong here, okay?
638
00:31:30,056 --> 00:31:31,933
Yeah, you keep saying that.
639
00:31:31,974 --> 00:31:33,684
slow, somber music
640
00:31:35,144 --> 00:31:37,271
What was that?
641
00:31:38,773 --> 00:31:40,232
Okay, you guys.
642
00:31:40,274 --> 00:31:43,152
Let's just go back a little bit,
all right?
643
00:31:43,194 --> 00:31:45,988
I know that you've
been together for 43 years,
644
00:31:46,030 --> 00:31:48,658
but I don't know
how it all started.
645
00:31:49,659 --> 00:31:51,619
I was a mail carrier.
646
00:31:51,661 --> 00:31:53,955
And I had an apartment
on Gardner.
647
00:31:53,996 --> 00:31:55,998
6534.
648
00:31:56,040 --> 00:31:59,919
I would deliver mail to her
house and she would wait for me.
649
00:31:59,961 --> 00:32:01,295
On the porch.
650
00:32:01,337 --> 00:32:03,965
And I'd say,
"You're looking lovely."
651
00:32:04,006 --> 00:32:06,342
She was always complimenting me.
652
00:32:06,384 --> 00:32:07,843
Well, back in those
days, you just didn't walk up
653
00:32:07,885 --> 00:32:09,470
to someone and ask them out.
654
00:32:09,512 --> 00:32:12,598
Especially another girl.
So you had to be slick.
655
00:32:12,640 --> 00:32:14,600
And she was slick.
656
00:32:14,642 --> 00:32:15,977
I wrote her a letter.
657
00:32:16,018 --> 00:32:17,395
Well, she worked
at the post office.
658
00:32:17,436 --> 00:32:20,898
Well, it made sense to me
to do it that way.
659
00:32:20,940 --> 00:32:21,983
And then I wrote her back.
660
00:32:22,024 --> 00:32:25,111
And we went on a date.
661
00:32:25,152 --> 00:32:26,988
Mm, but people talk, you know?
662
00:32:27,029 --> 00:32:28,155
-Mm-hmm.
- And word got out
663
00:32:28,197 --> 00:32:29,824
we were seeing each other.
664
00:32:29,865 --> 00:32:33,494
Somebody left
a pile of shit in my mail truck.
665
00:32:33,536 --> 00:32:35,162
-Right on the driver's seat.
- Dog shit, we think.
666
00:32:35,204 --> 00:32:38,332
Mm-hmm. But who knows?
667
00:32:38,374 --> 00:32:40,292
I was working as a teacher
at the time,
668
00:32:40,334 --> 00:32:43,004
and my principal called me
into his office
669
00:32:43,045 --> 00:32:45,506
and he said he wanted
to talk to me
670
00:32:45,548 --> 00:32:49,510
and transfer me out
to a school in the Valley.
671
00:32:49,552 --> 00:32:51,178
He told her
672
00:32:51,220 --> 00:32:54,390
they didn't want a lesbian
working around the kids.
673
00:32:56,225 --> 00:32:58,686
So what did you do?
674
00:32:58,728 --> 00:33:00,021
I quit.
675
00:33:00,062 --> 00:33:02,064
I worked as a tutor.
676
00:33:02,106 --> 00:33:05,109
I taught night classes.
677
00:33:05,151 --> 00:33:07,028
I lost my pension, though.
678
00:33:07,069 --> 00:33:09,488
I couldn't put her
under my insurance.
679
00:33:09,530 --> 00:33:13,200
She had to pay for it
out of her own pocket.
680
00:33:13,242 --> 00:33:14,702
It was worth it, though.
681
00:33:14,744 --> 00:33:17,538
-'Cause we made it through.
- Yes, we did.
682
00:33:17,580 --> 00:33:20,041
'Cause the real deal,
683
00:33:20,082 --> 00:33:22,168
it doesn't come around
that often.
684
00:33:22,209 --> 00:33:26,213
Mm, but when it does.
685
00:33:26,255 --> 00:33:27,882
You hold on to it.
686
00:33:27,923 --> 00:33:30,384
You fight for it.
687
00:33:30,426 --> 00:33:34,722
You do whatever
you have to do to protect it.
688
00:33:37,349 --> 00:33:41,395
Thank you. That was just...
amazing.
689
00:33:41,437 --> 00:33:44,690
I-I think that we're good
690
00:33:44,732 --> 00:33:46,650
for today.
691
00:33:46,692 --> 00:33:50,529
We'll pick the rest up
on location, but thank you.
692
00:33:50,571 --> 00:33:53,616
-That was really special.
We're clear.
693
00:33:53,657 --> 00:33:54,867
Thank you so much.
694
00:33:54,909 --> 00:33:56,285
-Aw.
- Thank you.
695
00:33:56,327 --> 00:33:57,536
-That was beautiful.
- Thank you so much.
696
00:33:57,578 --> 00:33:59,455
Thank you.
697
00:33:59,497 --> 00:34:01,373
soft, contemplative music
698
00:34:01,415 --> 00:34:03,334
-They're adorable.
- I know.
699
00:34:03,375 --> 00:34:05,878
Oh...
700
00:34:05,920 --> 00:34:07,546
Do you think it's true?
701
00:34:07,588 --> 00:34:09,381
What? The whole dog shit thing?
702
00:34:09,423 --> 00:34:11,342
Oh, my God.
I hope it was dog shit.
703
00:34:11,383 --> 00:34:14,261
Mm, no. About the real deal
704
00:34:14,303 --> 00:34:16,347
not coming around that often?
705
00:34:16,388 --> 00:34:20,434
-Oh. Um...
706
00:34:20,476 --> 00:34:21,602
Kind of, yeah.
707
00:34:21,644 --> 00:34:23,896
I mean, look,
I can count on one hand
708
00:34:23,938 --> 00:34:26,273
the people I've loved.
709
00:34:26,315 --> 00:34:28,692
-Huh.
- You like orange, right?
710
00:34:28,734 --> 00:34:31,612
Yeah. Thank you.
711
00:34:39,662 --> 00:34:41,455
He says he's innocent.
712
00:34:42,331 --> 00:34:43,874
But?
713
00:34:43,916 --> 00:34:46,877
My dad never dealt
with the everyday stuff.
714
00:34:46,919 --> 00:34:49,046
He says his only crime
was that he trusted
715
00:34:49,088 --> 00:34:50,798
the board of directors too much.
716
00:34:50,840 --> 00:34:54,093
They're the ones who told him
to delegate to the COO and CFO.
717
00:34:54,135 --> 00:34:58,681
Claims the next thing he knew,
walls were closing in.
718
00:34:58,722 --> 00:35:00,307
Do you believe him?
719
00:35:00,349 --> 00:35:02,476
I have reasons
to believe him, yes.
720
00:35:04,979 --> 00:35:06,438
What?
721
00:35:07,815 --> 00:35:12,736
You can't turn off
that PR spin, can you?
722
00:35:14,613 --> 00:35:16,407
You should have
run for office, not Bette.
723
00:35:16,448 --> 00:35:18,159
I'm sorry.
I don't mean to, but I--
724
00:35:18,200 --> 00:35:19,743
Don't apologize to me.
725
00:35:19,785 --> 00:35:21,328
I'm fine with it.
726
00:35:21,370 --> 00:35:23,998
Uh, really. I...
It's fascinating.
727
00:35:24,039 --> 00:35:26,167
I mean, I think
it'd be exhausting
728
00:35:26,208 --> 00:35:29,753
to have to filter my opinions
like you do.
729
00:35:29,795 --> 00:35:31,589
It is.
730
00:35:31,630 --> 00:35:35,009
It's mentally taxing,
but if I don't--
731
00:35:35,050 --> 00:35:36,844
You can't protect yourself.
732
00:35:39,847 --> 00:35:43,934
I was gonna say,
if I don't, then I hurt people.
733
00:35:43,976 --> 00:35:45,519
Hmm.
734
00:35:47,229 --> 00:35:49,356
And I don't want
to be like that.
735
00:35:49,398 --> 00:35:52,818
You mean like him? Your dad?
736
00:35:52,860 --> 00:35:54,653
Yeah.
737
00:35:54,695 --> 00:35:56,530
Exactly.
738
00:35:58,490 --> 00:36:00,659
On one hand, I feel like
if I don't believe him,
739
00:36:00,701 --> 00:36:02,494
then my whole life
might be a lie.
740
00:36:02,536 --> 00:36:06,415
And I can't lose him
after I just lost Sophie.
741
00:36:06,457 --> 00:36:10,127
Losing my mom was hard enough.
742
00:36:10,169 --> 00:36:12,421
This would just be...
743
00:36:15,799 --> 00:36:18,344
Did I tell you
that Sophie came to Ojai?
744
00:36:18,385 --> 00:36:20,179
What was that like, seeing her?
745
00:36:20,221 --> 00:36:23,390
It was strange.
746
00:36:24,600 --> 00:36:26,852
And then fine.
Like nothing had happened.
747
00:36:26,894 --> 00:36:30,356
And when it was over,
748
00:36:30,397 --> 00:36:31,857
I was relieved.
749
00:36:31,899 --> 00:36:34,735
Hmm. Wow.
750
00:36:34,777 --> 00:36:37,696
It's hard to admit,
but I feel like part of me
751
00:36:37,738 --> 00:36:40,741
always knew that we weren't
right for one another.
752
00:36:40,783 --> 00:36:44,870
I just don't know how
I ignored that whole part of me.
753
00:36:44,912 --> 00:36:46,497
Yeah.
754
00:36:46,538 --> 00:36:49,500
I don't know why
we lie to ourselves like that.
755
00:36:49,541 --> 00:36:53,921
Self-preservation, I guess.
756
00:36:53,963 --> 00:36:56,090
Yeah. Maybe.
757
00:36:56,131 --> 00:36:58,217
I used to love like that.
758
00:36:58,259 --> 00:37:00,594
-Not anymore?
- Eh,
759
00:37:00,636 --> 00:37:03,806
now I'm more interested in
learning
760
00:37:03,847 --> 00:37:06,267
from whoever I'm with.
761
00:37:06,308 --> 00:37:09,395
I'm trying to give her enough
space to work her shit out
762
00:37:09,436 --> 00:37:12,898
and taking enough space
to work on mine.
763
00:37:12,940 --> 00:37:16,485
Letting things run
their course and just...
764
00:37:16,527 --> 00:37:18,279
being along for the ride.
765
00:37:18,320 --> 00:37:20,072
Sounds nice.
766
00:37:20,114 --> 00:37:21,907
It is. For a while.
767
00:37:21,949 --> 00:37:25,160
And then I usually get bored and
end up alone again.
768
00:37:30,582 --> 00:37:33,585
You will love like that again.
769
00:37:33,627 --> 00:37:35,212
When?
770
00:37:35,254 --> 00:37:37,631
Soon.
771
00:37:41,343 --> 00:37:43,304
You're so easy to talk to.
772
00:37:43,345 --> 00:37:47,141
Well, not everyone
agrees with you.
773
00:37:47,182 --> 00:37:49,810
Fuck 'em.
774
00:37:51,520 --> 00:37:54,815
"Shimmer" by Keziri & Koel
775
00:37:58,944 --> 00:38:01,488
You think you're
an average city girl...
776
00:38:01,530 --> 00:38:03,407
-Ah. Sorry.
- I just need to--
777
00:38:03,449 --> 00:38:05,242
-No, no, no. Go.
- Okay.
778
00:38:05,284 --> 00:38:09,246
But a queen like you should
never drop her crown...
779
00:38:11,540 --> 00:38:13,125
Look, Cherie was a lifetime ago.
780
00:38:13,167 --> 00:38:15,044
I'm not trying to stand
in the way of anything.
781
00:38:15,085 --> 00:38:17,921
I just...
782
00:38:17,963 --> 00:38:20,424
You know what? It's fine.
783
00:38:20,466 --> 00:38:21,884
Is this about the other night?
784
00:38:21,925 --> 00:38:23,927
No. You know, I just,
I have a lot of stuff
785
00:38:23,969 --> 00:38:25,763
in my head right now.
We're good, okay?
786
00:38:25,804 --> 00:38:28,515
Hey. Check her out,
I'm moving on.
787
00:38:28,557 --> 00:38:31,101
Good. I'm happy for you.
788
00:38:31,143 --> 00:38:32,561
Right?
789
00:38:32,603 --> 00:38:34,688
Um, so, you mind
if I skip out on my shift?
790
00:38:34,730 --> 00:38:36,440
I just want to see
where this goes.
791
00:38:36,482 --> 00:38:38,192
Finley, come on.
792
00:38:38,233 --> 00:38:39,735
My baby...
793
00:38:39,777 --> 00:38:41,779
-Yeah. Go.
- Get the hell out of here. Go.
794
00:38:41,820 --> 00:38:44,698
Oh, you're the best. Thank you.
795
00:38:48,285 --> 00:38:49,787
Did you tell her to move on?
796
00:38:49,828 --> 00:38:51,663
Yeah.
797
00:38:51,705 --> 00:38:53,207
She can't keep pretending
to not see
798
00:38:53,248 --> 00:38:56,293
-what's right in front of her.
- That is true.
799
00:38:56,335 --> 00:38:58,796
You think I'm wrong?
800
00:38:58,837 --> 00:39:01,423
I didn't say that.
I just, I think...
801
00:39:02,841 --> 00:39:05,886
I think people are complicated.
I think timing is complicated.
802
00:39:05,928 --> 00:39:08,806
I think life can be complicated.
What do I know?
803
00:39:08,847 --> 00:39:11,600
True. But she can't
expect Sophie to change,
804
00:39:11,642 --> 00:39:15,396
and she's made herself
pretty clear, so...
805
00:39:17,064 --> 00:39:20,317
I-I'm sorry. What-what the hell
are we talking about?
806
00:39:20,359 --> 00:39:22,820
Finley.
807
00:39:23,987 --> 00:39:25,572
Right.
808
00:39:28,325 --> 00:39:30,702
I'm gonna go get gin.
809
00:39:57,604 --> 00:39:59,606
slow, somber music
810
00:40:32,556 --> 00:40:35,100
Yeah. Oh, that's cute.
811
00:40:35,142 --> 00:40:37,603
It's cute.
812
00:40:37,644 --> 00:40:39,646
Pretty. That's pretty.
813
00:40:39,688 --> 00:40:42,274
That's-- Oh, water.
814
00:40:42,316 --> 00:40:43,984
-Oh.
815
00:40:44,026 --> 00:40:46,069
Yeah!
816
00:40:48,822 --> 00:40:50,449
Hey!
817
00:40:51,366 --> 00:40:52,993
Yeah.
818
00:40:54,077 --> 00:40:56,038
You... Oh.
819
00:40:57,873 --> 00:41:00,626
Okay. Yeah.
820
00:41:00,667 --> 00:41:03,795
No problem. Mm-hmm.
821
00:41:03,837 --> 00:41:06,173
It's-- No, it totally happens.
Totally happens.
822
00:41:06,215 --> 00:41:09,510
I was, I was just gonna
ask you a question.
823
00:41:09,551 --> 00:41:13,639
Um... that vase,
my grandma's vase?
824
00:41:13,680 --> 00:41:15,182
The crystal one?
825
00:41:15,224 --> 00:41:16,975
So, if-if you had seen it?
826
00:41:17,017 --> 00:41:19,436
I might have left it
at the house?
827
00:41:20,395 --> 00:41:22,773
Uh-huh. Yeah. No.
828
00:41:22,814 --> 00:41:25,192
Oh, if you see it, or if it's,
you know, shows up,
829
00:41:25,234 --> 00:41:27,861
just let me know.
830
00:41:27,903 --> 00:41:31,198
Okay. You got it. Yeah.
831
00:41:32,199 --> 00:41:34,451
Damn it.
832
00:41:39,081 --> 00:41:41,333
Stupid flowers.
833
00:41:41,375 --> 00:41:44,253
Flowers are stupid.
Flowers are stupid.
834
00:41:44,294 --> 00:41:46,421
No!
835
00:41:46,463 --> 00:41:48,674
Oh, really?! Fuck.
836
00:41:48,715 --> 00:41:51,593
837
00:41:59,768 --> 00:42:01,562
That's really great.
838
00:42:06,400 --> 00:42:08,443
gentle music
839
00:42:11,530 --> 00:42:14,866
-What's wrong? What happened?
- No. No, I'm...
840
00:42:14,908 --> 00:42:16,243
Why do you look so nice?
841
00:42:16,285 --> 00:42:18,579
I was supposed to have a date.
842
00:42:18,620 --> 00:42:19,830
You cancelled your date?
843
00:42:19,871 --> 00:42:21,498
I thought something was wrong.
844
00:42:21,540 --> 00:42:23,375
Okay, but go. Now. It's not--
845
00:42:23,417 --> 00:42:25,752
It's fine. I'm here.
846
00:42:25,794 --> 00:42:28,088
Look, I'm sorry, but this-this
is bad. All right?
847
00:42:28,130 --> 00:42:31,091
-This isn't right. I just--
- Just tell me what happened.
848
00:42:31,133 --> 00:42:33,427
I had a shitty day
at work, all right?
849
00:42:33,468 --> 00:42:36,054
Everyone in a session
sort of lost their minds,
850
00:42:36,096 --> 00:42:38,724
and it-it made me feel
like I'm not any good at my job.
851
00:42:38,765 --> 00:42:40,434
And then I got home,
and it was empty,
852
00:42:40,475 --> 00:42:41,685
and I just, I needed...
853
00:42:41,727 --> 00:42:43,895
I needed you.
854
00:42:43,937 --> 00:42:46,440
Uh, I needed you
to talk about nothing with
855
00:42:46,481 --> 00:42:48,609
or eat spicy fruit
or vegan pizza or something.
856
00:42:48,650 --> 00:42:50,611
I don't know.
But just, I needed you.
857
00:42:50,652 --> 00:42:51,820
-Micah.
- Just you, and I just,
858
00:42:51,862 --> 00:42:53,947
I wanted...
859
00:42:53,989 --> 00:42:57,409
Tonight I wanna
break the bed
860
00:42:57,451 --> 00:43:00,287
Go harder
861
00:43:00,329 --> 00:43:05,375
Tonight you're gonna
pull my hair
862
00:43:05,417 --> 00:43:06,960
Scream louder
863
00:43:07,002 --> 00:43:10,213
And I don't see
nothing wrong...
864
00:43:10,255 --> 00:43:12,090
Don't act like you're gonna
break me, 'cause you can't.
865
00:43:12,132 --> 00:43:13,425
Okay.
866
00:43:13,467 --> 00:43:15,844
Well, maybe we can make
some type
867
00:43:15,886 --> 00:43:18,096
of cool mosaic with it.
868
00:43:18,138 --> 00:43:19,765
Mm, I'm not crafty.
869
00:43:21,350 --> 00:43:25,562
Oh, well, you look like you know
how to handle a glue gun.
870
00:43:26,313 --> 00:43:27,981
Really?
871
00:43:29,524 --> 00:43:32,110
-What?!
- They're lobsters.
872
00:43:32,152 --> 00:43:33,987
Yeah. I know what they are,
but what are they doing
873
00:43:34,029 --> 00:43:35,572
-in your sink?
-'Cause I was gonna surprise Nat
874
00:43:35,614 --> 00:43:37,741
-with a fancy dinner!
- Oh.
875
00:43:37,783 --> 00:43:39,409
She called and cancelled on me.
876
00:43:39,451 --> 00:43:41,828
She was leaving Brenda's house.
Who's Brenda, by the way?
877
00:43:41,870 --> 00:43:43,580
Oh, my God, it really is over.
878
00:43:43,622 --> 00:43:46,583
Anyway, I called you
879
00:43:46,625 --> 00:43:49,002
because I thought
maybe you and I could eat them.
880
00:43:50,504 --> 00:43:53,340
Alice, I'm deathly allergic
to shellfish.
881
00:43:53,382 --> 00:43:54,883
There's no way
I'm gonna eat these.
882
00:43:54,925 --> 00:43:57,678
-Come on!
- There's no way. I'm sorry.
883
00:43:57,719 --> 00:43:59,971
Especially after all they've
been through today with you.
884
00:44:00,013 --> 00:44:02,391
I feel like they're emotional
support animals.
885
00:44:02,432 --> 00:44:03,558
I'd feel weird eating them.
886
00:44:03,600 --> 00:44:04,643
Well, if we're
not gonna eat 'em,
887
00:44:04,685 --> 00:44:05,852
what are we gonna do with 'em?
888
00:44:10,315 --> 00:44:11,525
Tell me everything.
I want to know it all.
889
00:44:11,566 --> 00:44:12,526
All right. All right.
890
00:44:12,567 --> 00:44:14,152
So I was sitting there
891
00:44:14,194 --> 00:44:15,654
in the middle of the bleachers,
just full sweating,
892
00:44:15,696 --> 00:44:17,072
and they start calling names.
893
00:44:17,114 --> 00:44:21,618
"Your 2021 prom court is
Alexa Faggiano,
894
00:44:21,660 --> 00:44:24,037
Bethany Thompson, Jessie Yang."
895
00:44:24,079 --> 00:44:26,540
Oh, my God.
Were you just dying?
896
00:44:26,581 --> 00:44:27,999
Dying. There were so many names.
897
00:44:28,041 --> 00:44:29,835
And then, when they said
the last one, no joke,
898
00:44:29,876 --> 00:44:31,169
like, I didn't even hear them,
899
00:44:31,211 --> 00:44:32,879
and everyone was yelling,
"Jordi,
900
00:44:32,921 --> 00:44:34,172
they called you!
They called your name!"
901
00:44:34,214 --> 00:44:35,882
I'm-- Jordi,
I'm so happy for you.
902
00:44:35,924 --> 00:44:37,718
Yeah, and I'm so sorry
I couldn't be there.
903
00:44:37,759 --> 00:44:39,720
It's all right.
It's not a big deal.
904
00:44:39,761 --> 00:44:44,015
I-I wanted to be there so badly,
but, um...
905
00:44:44,057 --> 00:44:45,392
I don't know.
I just couldn't do it.
906
00:44:45,434 --> 00:44:48,520
Sorry. I didn't want
to cry at your big...
907
00:44:48,562 --> 00:44:50,981
People would've just thought
that you were so happy for me
908
00:44:51,022 --> 00:44:52,232
that you couldn't
contain yourself.
909
00:44:52,274 --> 00:44:57,320
Yeah. You know,
I'm just so pissed.
910
00:44:57,362 --> 00:44:59,906
Like, they always make
everything about them.
911
00:44:59,948 --> 00:45:02,534
They're just
so fucking selfish, you know?
912
00:45:02,576 --> 00:45:04,870
I bet they're still downstairs
bitching about it right now.
913
00:45:04,911 --> 00:45:06,288
-Um...
- I'm sorry.
914
00:45:06,329 --> 00:45:08,665
But, like,
at least now it's kind of
915
00:45:08,707 --> 00:45:10,500
out there
and out of the way, right?
916
00:45:10,542 --> 00:45:12,252
Well, Carrie's the only one
who was actually on my side.
917
00:45:12,294 --> 00:45:14,254
'Cause she's the only one
that sees me
918
00:45:14,296 --> 00:45:16,506
like a person
and not just some kid.
919
00:45:16,548 --> 00:45:18,884
And I think
Mama B just hates her so much
920
00:45:18,925 --> 00:45:21,094
that she doesn't care
about anything else.
921
00:45:21,136 --> 00:45:24,055
You know, and she wouldn't even
listen to me.
922
00:45:24,097 --> 00:45:26,099
It's kind of great, though,
because Mama--
923
00:45:26,141 --> 00:45:29,728
Sorry. Our English teacher
just liked my post.
924
00:45:31,855 --> 00:45:36,610
Oh. Um... never mind. Um--
925
00:45:36,651 --> 00:45:39,196
Cool. Hey, you got through it.
926
00:45:39,237 --> 00:45:41,782
Now we can focus
on more fun stuff.
927
00:45:43,450 --> 00:45:45,952
slow, somber music
928
00:45:45,994 --> 00:45:48,622
Hey, what kind
of lobsters are these?
929
00:45:48,663 --> 00:45:50,207
What does it matter?
930
00:45:50,248 --> 00:45:51,541
Well, if they're Australian,
931
00:45:51,583 --> 00:45:53,293
they're not gonna know anybody
out there.
932
00:45:53,335 --> 00:45:56,046
And if they're
the Pacific spiny kind, well,
933
00:45:56,087 --> 00:45:59,466
all the other lobsters can stop
looking for their lost friends.
934
00:45:59,508 --> 00:46:02,302
-Why are you such a dork?
935
00:46:03,595 --> 00:46:05,889
-This looks good.
- Okay.
936
00:46:07,849 --> 00:46:10,101
All right!
937
00:46:10,143 --> 00:46:12,687
-All right, guys.
- Okay.
938
00:46:13,480 --> 00:46:17,317
Come on. You are free!
939
00:46:17,359 --> 00:46:18,610
Oh, God.
940
00:46:18,652 --> 00:46:20,070
Did they die?
941
00:46:20,111 --> 00:46:22,322
No, no, no. No. They're shy.
942
00:46:22,364 --> 00:46:24,866
Maybe they just need
to come out of their shells.
943
00:46:26,660 --> 00:46:28,537
How about
we bring 'em down there
944
00:46:28,578 --> 00:46:29,663
and let the water take 'em?
945
00:46:29,704 --> 00:46:31,206
-Okay.
- Okay. Come on.
946
00:46:31,248 --> 00:46:32,833
I feel kind of attached
947
00:46:32,874 --> 00:46:35,168
-to this little guy, you know?
- Huh.
948
00:46:35,210 --> 00:46:39,130
We've been through a lot
together today.
949
00:46:39,172 --> 00:46:41,007
Hi.
950
00:46:41,049 --> 00:46:44,511
Have a great adventure.
Don't ever change.
951
00:46:51,142 --> 00:46:53,645
-Be free!
- Feels good!
952
00:46:53,687 --> 00:46:55,522
You want to, uh--
953
00:46:55,564 --> 00:46:57,858
-Yeah.
- Okay.
954
00:47:02,487 --> 00:47:03,947
Hey, bup, bup. Yeah.
955
00:47:03,989 --> 00:47:07,200
-Whoo.
- Yeah.
956
00:47:17,544 --> 00:47:19,588
You okay?
957
00:47:19,629 --> 00:47:22,090
I'm fine.
958
00:47:27,721 --> 00:47:30,265
I'm not a lesbian,
959
00:47:30,307 --> 00:47:34,477
and I've never tried
a poly relationship,
960
00:47:34,519 --> 00:47:36,938
but I wish I would've
experienced one of the two
961
00:47:36,980 --> 00:47:39,232
-so I could be more helpful.
- Mm.
962
00:47:40,567 --> 00:47:42,819
I can offer an ear.
963
00:47:42,861 --> 00:47:46,531
It's really good for listening
if you want to talk.
964
00:47:48,408 --> 00:47:51,578
I just don't know
when it went off the rails.
965
00:47:53,622 --> 00:47:55,582
Like, we're so good.
966
00:47:55,624 --> 00:47:58,919
Nat and I-- we're so good.
967
00:47:58,960 --> 00:48:00,670
I'm sorry.
968
00:48:00,712 --> 00:48:02,005
Me, too.
969
00:48:02,047 --> 00:48:04,007
For what it's worth,
970
00:48:04,049 --> 00:48:06,176
I think she's nuts
971
00:48:06,217 --> 00:48:08,845
for not trying
to work things out with you.
972
00:48:10,263 --> 00:48:12,515
You're not so bad yourself.
973
00:48:13,516 --> 00:48:15,018
Thank you.
974
00:48:15,060 --> 00:48:17,562
And I never told you,
but the Dana chapter?
975
00:48:17,604 --> 00:48:19,272
It ended up being my favorite.
976
00:48:21,274 --> 00:48:24,277
Yeah, I went from dreading it
to loving it.
977
00:48:25,654 --> 00:48:27,405
It's like you cracked me open.
978
00:48:27,447 --> 00:48:30,158
-Sorry about that.
- No, in a good way.
979
00:48:30,200 --> 00:48:32,786
It's like you took her chapter,
980
00:48:32,827 --> 00:48:37,624
and you took it somewhere
I couldn't, so, thank you.
981
00:48:38,959 --> 00:48:41,294
It's part of my job.
982
00:48:47,676 --> 00:48:52,681
Did you take the rubber band
thingies off their, um...?
983
00:48:52,722 --> 00:48:54,099
No. Did you?
984
00:48:54,140 --> 00:48:55,308
They're gonna die.
They're gonna die.
985
00:48:55,350 --> 00:48:56,434
Oh, my God,
we have to find them!
986
00:48:56,476 --> 00:48:58,186
They're gonna die!
987
00:48:59,187 --> 00:49:01,731
Okay. Are they gonna be,
like, in this area,
988
00:49:01,773 --> 00:49:03,233
-or...
989
00:49:03,274 --> 00:49:05,276
Whoa!
It's too cold!
990
00:49:05,318 --> 00:49:07,696
Can you imagine having your life
dependent on the strength
991
00:49:07,737 --> 00:49:09,823
-of some piece of rubber?
Isn't that,
992
00:49:09,864 --> 00:49:11,366
like, the whole idea
with condoms?
993
00:49:11,408 --> 00:49:12,826
Oh, yeah. I-I guess so.
994
00:49:14,327 --> 00:49:16,329
I think it's the one
on the right.
995
00:49:21,084 --> 00:49:23,586
Let me know
if you have trouble finding it.
996
00:49:40,020 --> 00:49:42,147
You and Micah been friends
a long time?
997
00:49:42,188 --> 00:49:46,651
Since undergrad, yeah. But...
998
00:49:46,693 --> 00:49:48,820
-What?
- I don't know.
999
00:49:48,862 --> 00:49:52,365
Things are, um,
different lately.
1000
00:49:52,407 --> 00:49:54,117
They all still live together.
1001
00:49:54,159 --> 00:49:56,036
I'm pretty much the odd man out.
1002
00:49:56,077 --> 00:50:00,457
I didn't want him to have
to pick sides, but I miss him.
1003
00:50:00,498 --> 00:50:02,959
Mm. Have you told him that?
1004
00:50:03,001 --> 00:50:05,045
Oh, my God, you're starting
to sound like Sophie.
1005
00:50:05,086 --> 00:50:06,880
No, I'm not.
1006
00:50:06,921 --> 00:50:10,467
You just don't have
anything else to compare me to.
1007
00:50:10,508 --> 00:50:14,554
There's more
than just Sophie or not.
1008
00:50:16,431 --> 00:50:18,391
You'll see.
1009
00:50:18,433 --> 00:50:20,560
I promise.
1010
00:50:21,895 --> 00:50:23,730
Are you hitting on me?
1011
00:50:23,772 --> 00:50:27,734
Uh, no.
1012
00:50:29,027 --> 00:50:31,488
I mean, I don't think... so.
1013
00:50:31,529 --> 00:50:35,116
-Okay, but you're not sure.
1014
00:50:35,950 --> 00:50:38,536
I like your energy.
1015
00:50:40,455 --> 00:50:42,707
I don't know what that means.
1016
00:50:42,749 --> 00:50:44,584
Sure you do.
1017
00:50:44,626 --> 00:50:47,128
It's what
you're feeling right now.
1018
00:50:49,089 --> 00:50:51,633
Oh.
1019
00:50:54,427 --> 00:50:56,262
But...
1020
00:50:56,304 --> 00:50:59,599
if my feelings change,
1021
00:50:59,641 --> 00:51:01,392
I will let you know.
1022
00:51:02,977 --> 00:51:05,396
I'm good at that.
1023
00:51:05,438 --> 00:51:07,273
That makes one of us.
1024
00:51:26,751 --> 00:51:28,962
Everything okay?
1025
00:51:29,003 --> 00:51:31,297
Better than okay.
1026
00:51:36,261 --> 00:51:37,971
You, you, you wanna know me
1027
00:51:38,012 --> 00:51:39,931
You wanna come see,
take it to the streets
1028
00:51:39,973 --> 00:51:41,850
Like win, lose,
I'm makin' a scene
1029
00:51:41,891 --> 00:51:43,810
Bust out the back seat,
I'm droppin' the heat
1030
00:51:43,852 --> 00:51:46,020
Like you don't even know
what I'm 'bout to do
1031
00:51:46,062 --> 00:51:48,022
Lookin' down from space
kinda point of view
1032
00:51:48,064 --> 00:51:51,109
Oh, I'm just built different,
never hit a limit...
1033
00:51:51,151 --> 00:51:52,986
You happy with that flop?
1034
00:51:53,027 --> 00:51:54,863
Light it, light it
1035
00:51:54,904 --> 00:51:57,323
Light it up like...
1036
00:51:57,365 --> 00:51:59,367
Got something to smile about?
1037
00:51:59,409 --> 00:52:01,995
Maybe.
- You're full of shit.
1038
00:52:02,036 --> 00:52:04,497
Light it up, light it up,
light it up like
1039
00:52:07,500 --> 00:52:09,377
Light it up like
1040
00:52:09,419 --> 00:52:11,629
Light it up, light it up,
light it up like
1041
00:52:11,671 --> 00:52:13,673
Go, go, I'm doin' my thing
1042
00:52:13,715 --> 00:52:15,675
I'm dodging the shade,
no time for mistakes
1043
00:52:15,717 --> 00:52:18,011
Like, oh, no,
no need for debate
1044
00:52:18,052 --> 00:52:20,138
It's never halfway,
let's go dominate
1045
00:52:20,180 --> 00:52:22,098
You don't even know
what I'm 'bout to do
1046
00:52:22,140 --> 00:52:24,809
Lookin' down from space
kinda point of view...
1047
00:52:24,851 --> 00:52:26,811
Where you off to?
1048
00:52:26,853 --> 00:52:30,523
I was just gonna head
home early.
1049
00:52:31,733 --> 00:52:33,318
Can I come?
1050
00:52:33,359 --> 00:52:36,863
No need to ditch the party
for me.
1051
00:52:36,905 --> 00:52:39,532
Hmm. It'd be my pleasure.
1052
00:52:40,992 --> 00:52:43,036
I don't think you should.
1053
00:52:43,077 --> 00:52:45,872
Why not?
1054
00:52:45,914 --> 00:52:50,251
Because I think you should be
exactly where you want to be.
1055
00:52:56,591 --> 00:52:58,384
Take your time, honey,
let it all out
1056
00:52:58,426 --> 00:52:59,886
Dig your feet
into the ground
1057
00:52:59,928 --> 00:53:02,013
Try to feel your way
around it
1058
00:53:02,055 --> 00:53:04,557
See the signs
circling in the sky
1059
00:53:04,599 --> 00:53:06,559
You've been trying to hide
1060
00:53:06,601 --> 00:53:08,186
Everything deep inside ya
1061
00:53:08,228 --> 00:53:10,688
Take a moment
to let it all out
1062
00:53:10,730 --> 00:53:12,065
What's inside of your head
1063
00:53:12,106 --> 00:53:13,816
Get it out of your mouth
1064
00:53:13,858 --> 00:53:16,444
And it's something you
never would say
1065
00:53:16,486 --> 00:53:20,198
Gotta give it away
1066
00:53:20,240 --> 00:53:22,992
You don't know it,
but you wanna hum along
1067
00:53:23,034 --> 00:53:27,080
When you do it, no,
you'll never get it wrong
1068
00:53:27,121 --> 00:53:31,668
You can do it however
you really want
1069
00:53:31,709 --> 00:53:33,336
- I love it when you
1070
00:53:33,378 --> 00:53:37,090
Take your time
1071
00:53:37,131 --> 00:53:38,925
I love it when you
1072
00:53:38,967 --> 00:53:42,428
Face the light
1073
00:53:42,470 --> 00:53:44,430
I love it when you
1074
00:53:44,472 --> 00:53:48,893
Make up your mind
1075
00:53:48,935 --> 00:53:51,771
I love it when you
get it right
1076
00:53:51,813 --> 00:53:55,942
I love it when you get it
right, right
1077
00:53:55,984 --> 00:53:57,610
Get it right
1078
00:53:57,652 --> 00:53:59,279
Take a moment,
you're watching it drown
1079
00:53:59,320 --> 00:54:00,822
Oh, it never stays down
1080
00:54:00,863 --> 00:54:03,574
She's coming back tomorrow
1081
00:54:03,616 --> 00:54:06,160
I will follow her
into the water
1082
00:54:06,202 --> 00:54:09,080
Will I float away?
1083
00:54:09,122 --> 00:54:12,250
You don't know it,
but you wanna hum along...
1084
00:54:12,292 --> 00:54:13,835
You're so pretty.
1085
00:54:13,876 --> 00:54:15,044
Don't make it weird.
1086
00:54:15,086 --> 00:54:16,254
Wrong
1087
00:54:16,296 --> 00:54:18,548
You can do it however
1088
00:54:18,589 --> 00:54:21,175
You really want
1089
00:54:21,217 --> 00:54:22,552
I love it when you
1090
00:54:22,593 --> 00:54:26,889
Take your time...
1091
00:54:26,931 --> 00:54:28,474
Can I?
1092
00:54:28,516 --> 00:54:30,393
You sure you remember how?
1093
00:54:30,435 --> 00:54:32,562
I think so.
1094
00:54:32,603 --> 00:54:34,981
I love it when you
1095
00:54:35,023 --> 00:54:38,568
Make up your mind
1096
00:54:38,609 --> 00:54:41,070
I love it when you
get it right
1097
00:54:41,112 --> 00:54:45,450
I love it when you get it
right, right
1098
00:54:50,955 --> 00:54:52,832
How's Jordi?
1099
00:54:52,874 --> 00:54:54,876
Uh, fine.
1100
00:54:55,835 --> 00:54:57,920
I was just gonna head upstairs.
1101
00:54:57,962 --> 00:55:00,006
Good night.
1102
00:55:01,299 --> 00:55:04,344
Um, why don't you come sit
with us?
1103
00:55:06,888 --> 00:55:09,891
I'm tired, and I don't want
to get into a whole thing.
1104
00:55:09,932 --> 00:55:14,437
I-I just wanted to say that...
I behaved so poorly.
1105
00:55:14,479 --> 00:55:17,315
I mean, I just acted so much
1106
00:55:17,357 --> 00:55:21,235
out of my own fears that
I wasn't even able to hear you.
1107
00:55:22,403 --> 00:55:24,739
And I feel really ashamed.
1108
00:55:27,158 --> 00:55:29,494
I'm so sorry.
1109
00:55:30,203 --> 00:55:33,581
And we... we love you.
1110
00:55:35,708 --> 00:55:40,755
And-and we're open
to you reaching out to Marcus.
1111
00:55:41,839 --> 00:55:44,050
You can meet him if you want to.
1112
00:55:44,092 --> 00:55:46,135
We know how important
this is to you.
1113
00:55:46,177 --> 00:55:47,970
Oh, my God.
1114
00:55:48,012 --> 00:55:49,514
I forgive you.
1115
00:55:49,555 --> 00:55:50,890
-I forgive you, and...
1116
00:55:50,932 --> 00:55:53,059
-thank you so much.
1117
00:55:53,101 --> 00:55:54,394
Oh, my God.
1118
00:55:54,435 --> 00:55:56,062
I love you, sweetheart.
1119
00:55:56,104 --> 00:55:57,480
Thank you.
1120
00:55:57,522 --> 00:55:59,148
-I love you.
- Thanks.
1121
00:55:59,190 --> 00:56:02,193
gentle music
1122
00:56:44,652 --> 00:56:47,947
Why we always actin'
stupid?
1123
00:56:47,989 --> 00:56:50,408
Why we always do this,
do this
1124
00:56:50,450 --> 00:56:51,784
Do this to ourselves?
1125
00:56:51,826 --> 00:56:55,121
Why we always actin'
stupid?
1126
00:56:55,163 --> 00:56:58,875
I wouldn't wanna do this shit
with anybody else
1127
00:56:58,916 --> 00:57:03,045
'Cause we kiss and fight
and we fuck all night
1128
00:57:03,087 --> 00:57:05,798
'Cause we kiss
and we fight all night
1129
00:57:05,840 --> 00:57:08,801
Why we always actin'
stupid?
1130
00:57:08,843 --> 00:57:11,679
I wouldn't wanna do this shit
with anybody else
1131
00:57:13,389 --> 00:57:17,810
We do it to ourselves,
we do it to ourselves...
1132
00:57:19,312 --> 00:57:22,231
Oh! God!
1133
00:57:22,273 --> 00:57:24,901
Ugh!
1134
00:57:26,319 --> 00:57:30,364
I better watch myself
when I'm with you
1135
00:57:30,406 --> 00:57:34,035
I better behave myself
when I'm without you
1136
00:57:34,076 --> 00:57:37,038
I better watch myself
when I'm with you
1137
00:57:37,079 --> 00:57:39,081
I better behave
1138
00:57:54,388 --> 00:57:55,598
Where's Tess?
1139
00:57:55,640 --> 00:57:57,975
I-I dropped her off.
1140
00:57:58,017 --> 00:58:00,061
You all right?
1141
00:58:01,062 --> 00:58:02,522
You gonna let me in?
1142
00:58:02,563 --> 00:58:05,066
Is that a good idea?
1143
00:58:05,107 --> 00:58:07,443
Don't make me beg.
1144
00:58:16,619 --> 00:58:18,454
Morphine candy
1145
00:58:18,496 --> 00:58:20,706
Baby, you're the one
1146
00:58:20,748 --> 00:58:24,418
Your sugar sweet,
my web is spun
1147
00:58:24,460 --> 00:58:27,630
My heart's on fire,
you're under my gun
1148
00:58:27,672 --> 00:58:30,925
I hope that you're ready
'cause it's already begun
1149
00:58:30,967 --> 00:58:35,680
Can you understand me,
speaking in tongues?
1150
00:58:35,721 --> 00:58:39,100
I know I'm a lot
but I promise I'm fun
1151
00:58:39,141 --> 00:59:24,811
Ooh, just let me
be your doctor