1 00:00:02,754 --> 00:00:04,839 Previously on The L Word: Generation Q... 2 00:00:04,881 --> 00:00:07,550 After, we're gonna go to your family's house in Ojai. 3 00:00:07,592 --> 00:00:08,843 -Ugh... -Oh... 4 00:00:08,885 --> 00:00:10,887 -[Finley] Hello? -[Dani] I never 5 00:00:10,928 --> 00:00:12,555 want to see you again. 6 00:00:12,597 --> 00:00:14,682 I'm going to the Frogtown Art Walk. 7 00:00:14,724 --> 00:00:15,808 This is the work of Pippa Pascal. 8 00:00:15,850 --> 00:00:17,477 She disappeared, until now. 9 00:00:17,518 --> 00:00:18,561 [Finley] I made a mistake. 10 00:00:18,603 --> 00:00:19,645 Will you just forgive me? 11 00:00:19,687 --> 00:00:21,105 I don't know how. 12 00:00:21,147 --> 00:00:22,774 Just one more thing. I need these signed. 13 00:00:22,815 --> 00:00:25,234 Your will? "Power of attorney." What's going on? 14 00:00:25,276 --> 00:00:26,235 -So beautiful, huh? -It's amazing. We should 15 00:00:26,277 --> 00:00:27,737 do this again sometime. 16 00:00:27,779 --> 00:00:29,447 [Bette] Mama T and I specifically told you 17 00:00:29,489 --> 00:00:32,033 -not to do the DNA website. -But I have a half sister. 18 00:00:32,075 --> 00:00:33,409 -You don't. -And I'm supposed to meet her. 19 00:00:33,451 --> 00:00:35,286 -You're Kayla, right? -[Kayla] Yeah. 20 00:00:35,328 --> 00:00:36,913 -I'm Angie. -Wow. 21 00:00:36,954 --> 00:00:38,414 You're kind of sweet, huh? 22 00:00:38,456 --> 00:00:40,041 -You're totally blushing. -I'm not blushing. 23 00:00:40,083 --> 00:00:41,375 [Gigi] Why don't you let me show you around 24 00:00:41,417 --> 00:00:42,460 your new neighborhood? 25 00:00:42,502 --> 00:00:43,878 [both laugh] 26 00:00:43,920 --> 00:00:45,588 Nat's here with her date. I didn't think 27 00:00:45,630 --> 00:00:48,257 seeing them was gonna hurt this bad. 28 00:00:48,299 --> 00:00:49,592 You deserve someone who can do this with you. 29 00:00:49,634 --> 00:00:50,468 No, Alice... 30 00:00:50,510 --> 00:00:52,553 I'm gonna go. 31 00:00:52,595 --> 00:00:53,596 I had the best time tonight. 32 00:00:53,638 --> 00:00:55,598 The pleasure was all mine. 33 00:00:55,640 --> 00:00:57,266 [siren wailing] 34 00:00:59,185 --> 00:01:01,104 The fuck is going on? 35 00:01:01,145 --> 00:01:03,106 Trouble, yeah, trouble finds me 36 00:01:03,147 --> 00:01:05,108 -[siren chirps] -[indistinct conversations] 37 00:01:05,149 --> 00:01:07,151 -[indistinct radio chatter] -[helicopter blades whirring] 38 00:01:16,953 --> 00:01:18,913 [Caldwell] Rodolfo Nùñez, you are under arrest 39 00:01:18,955 --> 00:01:21,207 for criminal conspiracy and fraud. 40 00:01:21,249 --> 00:01:22,792 [Dani] Dad? 41 00:01:22,834 --> 00:01:25,128 -Dad. Dad. Dad. -Ma'am, please back up. 42 00:01:25,169 --> 00:01:27,088 -Move, I live here. -You have the right to remain 43 00:01:27,130 --> 00:01:28,631 -Dad, what the hell's going on? -silent. Anything you say... 44 00:01:28,673 --> 00:01:31,092 Everything's gonna be okay, huh? Call my lawyer. 45 00:01:31,134 --> 00:01:32,635 -No. What? -Call my lawyer. 46 00:01:32,677 --> 00:01:34,762 Excuse me, could you tell us what's going on? 47 00:01:34,804 --> 00:01:36,013 Hi. Could you tell us what's going on right now? 48 00:01:36,055 --> 00:01:37,431 No, I can't right now. I actually 49 00:01:37,473 --> 00:01:38,683 -need you to just step back. -Dad... 50 00:01:38,724 --> 00:01:41,102 -Back up. -Dad. 51 00:01:41,144 --> 00:01:42,687 Dad! 52 00:01:42,728 --> 00:01:44,313 And I don't really 53 00:01:44,355 --> 00:01:46,816 Know where to go from here 54 00:01:48,860 --> 00:01:52,780 'Cause all I can feel is vertigo 55 00:01:59,036 --> 00:02:02,665 All I can feel is vertigo 56 00:02:02,707 --> 00:02:04,125 [Micah] Of course, your horse 57 00:02:04,167 --> 00:02:06,002 took a massive fucking dump. 58 00:02:06,043 --> 00:02:08,087 Yeah, and yours walked right through it. 59 00:02:08,129 --> 00:02:09,839 -Right, okay. -[both laugh] 60 00:02:09,881 --> 00:02:11,757 Hey, do you want to do something tonight? 61 00:02:11,799 --> 00:02:13,176 No horse talk, I promise. 62 00:02:13,217 --> 00:02:14,844 [sighs] I would, but I have a date 63 00:02:14,886 --> 00:02:17,638 with this man-child I am way too good for. 64 00:02:17,680 --> 00:02:20,349 -Got it. -You want to come? 65 00:02:20,391 --> 00:02:22,101 No, no, I do not want to ruin your perfect night. 66 00:02:22,143 --> 00:02:23,519 No, no, no. I want to set you up 67 00:02:23,561 --> 00:02:25,313 with this guy I work with. Harry. 68 00:02:25,354 --> 00:02:28,357 It'll be perfect. He's 27, a lawyer. 69 00:02:28,399 --> 00:02:29,817 Not a great sense of humor 70 00:02:29,859 --> 00:02:31,485 but a body that would make that okay. 71 00:02:31,527 --> 00:02:33,029 I don't know. 72 00:02:33,070 --> 00:02:35,781 It would make my life so much easier. 73 00:02:36,741 --> 00:02:37,992 Okay. 74 00:02:38,034 --> 00:02:39,577 -[phone ringing] -Okay. 75 00:02:41,537 --> 00:02:44,081 [automated voice] This is a call from Rodolfo Nùñez, 76 00:02:44,123 --> 00:02:46,542 an inmate at the East Los Angeles Jail. 77 00:02:46,584 --> 00:02:49,003 To accept charges, press star now. 78 00:02:49,045 --> 00:02:51,047 -Holy shit. -[beep] 79 00:02:56,260 --> 00:02:57,595 [exhales] 80 00:02:59,555 --> 00:03:01,682 -[Finley] Oh, hey. -Hey. 81 00:03:01,724 --> 00:03:03,142 Late night at the bar? 82 00:03:03,184 --> 00:03:05,144 Uh, no. I got up early and went for a run 83 00:03:05,186 --> 00:03:07,188 and then, uh, decided to kick the ball around. 84 00:03:07,230 --> 00:03:09,148 -Really? -Yeah. 85 00:03:09,190 --> 00:03:11,400 Alice said they needed refs at the community center. 86 00:03:11,442 --> 00:03:13,361 Nat's kids play soccer there, 87 00:03:13,402 --> 00:03:15,529 and, uh, I always wanted to coach kids' sports. 88 00:03:15,571 --> 00:03:16,906 It's kind of my career ambition. 89 00:03:16,948 --> 00:03:18,574 -Oh. -Either way, 90 00:03:18,616 --> 00:03:21,577 I'll have a great sock tan by August, so be jealous. 91 00:03:21,619 --> 00:03:23,204 What are you up to? 92 00:03:23,246 --> 00:03:26,374 Uh, I'm just working on this segment pitch for Alice. 93 00:03:26,415 --> 00:03:29,001 Oh, yeah, I heard you pacing really late. 94 00:03:29,043 --> 00:03:30,920 Ooh, I couldn't sleep. 95 00:03:30,962 --> 00:03:32,546 I feel like I'm close to cracking it 96 00:03:32,588 --> 00:03:34,840 -but I'm not quite there. -Mm, you'll figure it out. 97 00:03:34,882 --> 00:03:36,717 Plus, Alice loves you, dude. 98 00:03:36,759 --> 00:03:39,262 She'll love whatever you bring her as long as it's yours. 99 00:03:39,303 --> 00:03:41,722 Or hers. She loves her own ideas most of all. 100 00:03:41,764 --> 00:03:42,974 -[chuckles] -But somewhere 101 00:03:43,015 --> 00:03:46,435 -in that sweet spot. -Thanks. 102 00:03:46,477 --> 00:03:48,771 You want a waffle? Ooh. 103 00:03:48,813 --> 00:03:50,439 There's one. We can go halfsies. 104 00:03:50,481 --> 00:03:52,441 Or, uh, or you could just have it. 105 00:03:52,483 --> 00:03:54,068 -I can, um... -Nah, you go ahead. 106 00:03:54,110 --> 00:03:56,654 You sure? There's... ice cream. 107 00:03:56,696 --> 00:03:59,282 It's pretty much just like a dairy smoothie. 108 00:03:59,323 --> 00:04:01,450 Do you want to go out for dinner tonight? 109 00:04:03,494 --> 00:04:06,622 I could, uh, I could use something to look forward to 110 00:04:06,664 --> 00:04:09,959 after a day of banging my head against the wall. [chuckles] 111 00:04:11,627 --> 00:04:13,129 Yeah. Um... 112 00:04:15,089 --> 00:04:17,883 For sure. 113 00:04:17,925 --> 00:04:21,304 You want to go to, um, that sushi place on Hyperion? 114 00:04:21,345 --> 00:04:23,139 -We can eat on the curb. -Yeah, sure. 115 00:04:23,180 --> 00:04:26,475 Or I can pick it up and I will take a Lyft this time 116 00:04:26,517 --> 00:04:28,144 so it doesn't get warm like last time. 117 00:04:28,185 --> 00:04:31,647 No, let's just, uh, let's just meet there at 7:00. 118 00:04:32,606 --> 00:04:35,443 7:00. Okay. Great. 119 00:04:35,484 --> 00:04:37,486 soft, hopeful music 120 00:04:39,530 --> 00:04:41,407 [Shane] Did you sleep okay? 121 00:04:41,449 --> 00:04:45,161 No. I lost hours of my life scrolling through videos 122 00:04:45,202 --> 00:04:47,621 of soldiers being reunited with their families-- 123 00:04:47,663 --> 00:04:49,999 thank you-- which, you know, started the crying. 124 00:04:50,041 --> 00:04:51,834 -As it does. -And then, you know, 125 00:04:51,876 --> 00:04:53,169 that led to more videos of soldiers 126 00:04:53,210 --> 00:04:54,837 being reunited with pets. 127 00:04:54,879 --> 00:04:57,048 -Oh, those will kill you. -Oh, they're the greatest. 128 00:04:57,089 --> 00:04:58,507 -Yeah. -Yeah. 129 00:04:58,549 --> 00:05:00,176 Oh, then, like, three hours later 130 00:05:00,217 --> 00:05:02,261 I took something that I think was a Xanax 131 00:05:02,303 --> 00:05:03,888 in your medicine cabinet? 132 00:05:03,929 --> 00:05:05,389 Probably just a vitamin D supplement. 133 00:05:05,431 --> 00:05:06,974 -Oh. -But I'm happy it worked. 134 00:05:07,016 --> 00:05:08,768 -I guess it worked. -I'm sorry, Al. 135 00:05:08,809 --> 00:05:12,188 It's okay. I mean, I think I got all my crying out. 136 00:05:12,229 --> 00:05:13,606 And now I have to go tell my mother 137 00:05:13,647 --> 00:05:15,608 to get out of my house, 138 00:05:15,649 --> 00:05:17,193 and she's not gonna take that well. 139 00:05:17,234 --> 00:05:19,445 Well, I can talk to Lenore for you if you like. 140 00:05:19,487 --> 00:05:20,946 -That's very generous of you. -We're very aware of that. 141 00:05:20,988 --> 00:05:22,490 -Thank you, Shane. -Uh, pancake or waffle? 142 00:05:22,531 --> 00:05:24,825 -Pancake. -You know, you can always 143 00:05:24,867 --> 00:05:25,868 stay here, for as long as you like, 144 00:05:25,910 --> 00:05:27,703 if you need a place to stay. 145 00:05:27,745 --> 00:05:29,372 I-I have to go hunt down a prospective client later today, 146 00:05:29,413 --> 00:05:31,374 but I can just leave you an extra key. 147 00:05:31,415 --> 00:05:32,708 Is that why you're all dressed like a... 148 00:05:32,750 --> 00:05:33,709 Like what? 149 00:05:33,751 --> 00:05:35,378 A million bucks? 150 00:05:35,419 --> 00:05:37,797 Oh, thanks. Just for work. 151 00:05:37,838 --> 00:05:39,048 Mm-hmm. 152 00:05:39,090 --> 00:05:41,550 gentle, atmospheric music 153 00:05:41,592 --> 00:05:42,885 Rodolfo said that his lawyers went to try and talk to her 154 00:05:42,927 --> 00:05:44,637 this morning but she didn't answer 155 00:05:44,678 --> 00:05:45,805 and she's not answering my calls. 156 00:05:45,846 --> 00:05:47,348 Okay, then she just needs space. 157 00:05:47,390 --> 00:05:48,849 No one's heard from her, though. Not one person. 158 00:05:48,891 --> 00:05:50,142 She's not home and her car's gone. 159 00:05:50,184 --> 00:05:51,352 Well, then she went for a drive. 160 00:05:51,394 --> 00:05:52,728 Her phone is off. 161 00:05:52,770 --> 00:05:54,063 Okay, then she doesn't want to be found. 162 00:05:54,105 --> 00:05:55,523 Don't blow this off. 163 00:05:55,564 --> 00:05:58,901 Micah, what do you want from me? 164 00:05:58,943 --> 00:06:00,945 -I want you to find her. -[sighs] 165 00:06:00,986 --> 00:06:03,155 I haven't heard from her in weeks, 166 00:06:03,197 --> 00:06:07,034 and... she wouldn't want me to find her. 167 00:06:07,076 --> 00:06:09,829 All right, maybe she doesn't want you to find her, but... 168 00:06:09,870 --> 00:06:11,914 she needs someone. 169 00:06:11,956 --> 00:06:13,624 How can you not see that? 170 00:06:13,666 --> 00:06:17,128 Just make sure she's okay, and have her call me. 171 00:06:17,169 --> 00:06:19,130 hopeful music 172 00:06:19,171 --> 00:06:21,382 [Angie] You know, my moms would always say 173 00:06:21,424 --> 00:06:25,094 I could be president or Supreme Court judge, but 174 00:06:25,136 --> 00:06:27,430 whenever anyone would ask me, like, "What do you want to be 175 00:06:27,471 --> 00:06:31,434 when you grow up?" I would say Snoopy. 176 00:06:31,475 --> 00:06:33,894 'Cause I was four, and it seemed doable. 177 00:06:33,936 --> 00:06:37,064 -That's amazing. -Yeah, it's, uh... 178 00:06:37,106 --> 00:06:38,441 What did you want to be? 179 00:06:38,482 --> 00:06:41,402 Oh, um, I wanted to be a dancer. Yeah. 180 00:06:41,444 --> 00:06:43,070 Well, you could still do it. 181 00:06:43,112 --> 00:06:45,030 -Maybe. -Yeah! 182 00:06:45,072 --> 00:06:47,283 You sound like my dad. 183 00:06:49,243 --> 00:06:52,621 Sorry. I didn't mean to bring him up. 184 00:06:52,663 --> 00:06:54,206 -Well, like... -Oh... 185 00:06:54,248 --> 00:06:55,875 I know we talked about him, like, a little bit 186 00:06:55,916 --> 00:06:57,793 the other day, but, like, is it weird if I talk about him? 187 00:06:57,835 --> 00:06:59,420 -No. -Oh. 188 00:06:59,462 --> 00:07:00,880 And I don't want you to think that, like, 189 00:07:00,921 --> 00:07:02,798 I'm only hanging out with you to, like... 190 00:07:02,840 --> 00:07:04,842 -No. No, no, no. No, no, no. -get to him in some way. 191 00:07:04,884 --> 00:07:08,220 Angie, I can tell you're not, like, using me or whatever. 192 00:07:08,262 --> 00:07:09,930 -Yeah. Yeah. -Okay, good. 193 00:07:09,972 --> 00:07:11,682 'Cause I'm, like, really happy to know you. 194 00:07:11,724 --> 00:07:13,267 -Dude, me, too. -[both laugh] 195 00:07:13,309 --> 00:07:14,602 -[exhales] -Good. 196 00:07:14,643 --> 00:07:15,936 Yeah. 197 00:07:17,897 --> 00:07:20,024 So, what's he like? 198 00:07:20,065 --> 00:07:23,360 Oh. Well... 199 00:07:23,402 --> 00:07:25,404 He's like... 200 00:07:25,446 --> 00:07:26,906 He's just, like, a big kid, you know? 201 00:07:26,947 --> 00:07:29,074 You know? And he's an artist, so he can, like, 202 00:07:29,116 --> 00:07:31,368 be serious and focused. 203 00:07:31,410 --> 00:07:33,287 -I knew he painted, so... -Yeah. Yeah, yeah. 204 00:07:33,329 --> 00:07:36,749 And he can play, like... like, literally any instrument. 205 00:07:36,790 --> 00:07:38,834 -Really? So can I. -Mm-hmm. 206 00:07:38,876 --> 00:07:40,503 [both chuckle] 207 00:07:42,463 --> 00:07:44,590 I think you would like him. 208 00:07:44,632 --> 00:07:46,926 'Cause he's a lot like you. 209 00:07:50,888 --> 00:07:52,097 There is something that I want you 210 00:07:52,139 --> 00:07:54,016 to know about him, though, 211 00:07:54,058 --> 00:07:56,185 Mm-hmm? 212 00:07:56,227 --> 00:08:00,022 I just don't know how to tell you. 213 00:08:01,190 --> 00:08:04,610 Well, I mean, you can tell me anything. 214 00:08:05,653 --> 00:08:07,196 [Shane] All right, I'm thinking 215 00:08:07,238 --> 00:08:09,657 we can project this on the wall out back. 216 00:08:09,698 --> 00:08:12,117 [Tress] The red brick wall? 217 00:08:12,159 --> 00:08:13,536 -Yeah. -It has to be white. 218 00:08:13,577 --> 00:08:15,496 -It does? -Yep. 219 00:08:15,538 --> 00:08:18,123 And so I was thinking we start at maybe, like, 9:00? 220 00:08:18,165 --> 00:08:20,417 -I was thinking 10:00. -Even better. 221 00:08:20,459 --> 00:08:21,835 Um, and I've got all the chips and cards 222 00:08:21,877 --> 00:08:23,587 in line for tomorrow. 223 00:08:23,629 --> 00:08:25,839 Uh, the new shipment just showed up from the distributor, 224 00:08:25,881 --> 00:08:28,592 so I will have Finley take care of all of that. 225 00:08:28,634 --> 00:08:32,429 -And I think that's it. -That's a lot. 226 00:08:32,471 --> 00:08:34,974 -You do a lot. -Just my job. 227 00:08:35,015 --> 00:08:38,894 I know, but with movie night, karaoke, poker, 228 00:08:38,936 --> 00:08:40,896 it's just... 229 00:08:40,938 --> 00:08:43,524 I-I really could not do this without you. 230 00:08:43,566 --> 00:08:45,526 [phone ringing] 231 00:08:45,568 --> 00:08:47,528 [upbeat music playing on stereo] 232 00:08:50,114 --> 00:08:52,533 I, um, I got to, I got to take this. 233 00:08:52,575 --> 00:08:54,743 I'll be right back. 234 00:08:54,785 --> 00:08:56,161 Hello? 235 00:08:56,203 --> 00:08:58,247 Yes, this is she. 236 00:09:03,669 --> 00:09:05,588 Hey, um, so something just came up. 237 00:09:05,629 --> 00:09:07,298 I got to go, uh, but I promise 238 00:09:07,339 --> 00:09:10,384 I will be back before the rush tonight. 239 00:09:10,426 --> 00:09:12,886 You okay? Where you going? 240 00:09:12,928 --> 00:09:14,888 Vegas. 241 00:09:14,930 --> 00:09:18,726 You can't drive to Vegas and back in a day. That's insane. 242 00:09:18,767 --> 00:09:20,519 No, it's not. I do it all the time. 243 00:09:20,561 --> 00:09:23,063 All right, well, look, I mean, i-if you go, 244 00:09:23,105 --> 00:09:26,358 at least make a good time out of it, spend the night. 245 00:09:26,400 --> 00:09:27,651 I mean, what if I went with you? 246 00:09:27,693 --> 00:09:29,320 We could make it a business expense. 247 00:09:29,361 --> 00:09:32,573 [chuckles] Maybe next time, okay? 248 00:09:32,615 --> 00:09:35,659 But part of the fun of Vegas is the spontaneity, right? 249 00:09:38,746 --> 00:09:40,706 So, I'm not going for fun. 250 00:09:40,748 --> 00:09:43,125 My mom lives there. 251 00:09:44,209 --> 00:09:47,921 Oh. Um, I'm sorr-- Is-is she okay? 252 00:09:47,963 --> 00:09:50,257 I'll be back tonight. Okay? 253 00:09:50,299 --> 00:09:53,135 And don't try to put the projector together without me. 254 00:09:53,177 --> 00:09:55,971 -But I can do it. -Trust me, just don't do it. 255 00:09:56,013 --> 00:09:57,765 Okay? 256 00:09:57,806 --> 00:09:59,808 [exhales] 257 00:09:59,850 --> 00:10:02,645 soft, tranquil music 258 00:10:02,686 --> 00:10:04,647 [cackling] 259 00:10:04,688 --> 00:10:06,148 [doormat] See you soon! 260 00:10:06,190 --> 00:10:08,442 -I've got a gun! -Okay, Mom. 261 00:10:08,484 --> 00:10:12,154 Oh, Alice. You shouldn't just barge in here like that. 262 00:10:12,196 --> 00:10:14,323 It's my house. What's with the doormat? 263 00:10:14,365 --> 00:10:16,825 Oh, the alarm thingy kept beeping, 264 00:10:16,867 --> 00:10:19,995 so I had someone get rid of it and figured this mat 265 00:10:20,037 --> 00:10:22,039 would give me fair warning of an intruder. 266 00:10:22,081 --> 00:10:24,041 [laughs] And it did. 267 00:10:24,083 --> 00:10:26,001 Could have been the battery. 268 00:10:26,043 --> 00:10:27,670 Did you call the alarm company? 269 00:10:27,711 --> 00:10:31,048 God, no. They just want to make a quick buck. 270 00:10:31,090 --> 00:10:33,342 I'm sure you can relate. 271 00:10:33,384 --> 00:10:34,885 If you're referring to my small business... 272 00:10:34,927 --> 00:10:36,512 You mean your scam? 273 00:10:36,553 --> 00:10:39,348 [Lenore] It's a multi-level marketing company. 274 00:10:39,390 --> 00:10:40,808 Potato, potahto. 275 00:10:40,849 --> 00:10:42,559 You will be pleased to know 276 00:10:42,601 --> 00:10:45,187 that you are looking at Swan's Breath Cosmetics' 277 00:10:45,229 --> 00:10:47,815 platinum salesperson. 278 00:10:47,856 --> 00:10:49,400 Aw, fuck me. 279 00:10:49,441 --> 00:10:52,069 Now, look, it's fairly new. I've invested 280 00:10:52,111 --> 00:10:54,071 -a lot of my own capital. -Beep, beep, beep, beep, beep. 281 00:10:54,113 --> 00:10:56,073 I don't-- This-- Yeah. 282 00:10:56,115 --> 00:10:58,701 Uh... [sighs] 283 00:11:00,119 --> 00:11:01,286 Nat and I broke up. 284 00:11:01,328 --> 00:11:03,706 -Oh, sweetie. -I know. 285 00:11:03,747 --> 00:11:05,833 We-- It-it ran its course, 286 00:11:05,874 --> 00:11:07,960 so it's probably better this way. 287 00:11:08,001 --> 00:11:10,045 Is that why you look so terrible? 288 00:11:10,087 --> 00:11:12,965 That feels unnecessary. 289 00:11:13,006 --> 00:11:15,884 Sweetheart, I'm so sorry. 290 00:11:15,926 --> 00:11:19,179 I know how much you loved her, and the kids. 291 00:11:19,221 --> 00:11:21,181 -Mm. -You know, as much as 292 00:11:21,223 --> 00:11:24,435 a person can love kids. [chuckles] 293 00:11:25,894 --> 00:11:27,521 Yeah. 294 00:11:27,563 --> 00:11:30,858 Anyway, uh, I'm moving home, so... 295 00:11:30,899 --> 00:11:32,234 Okay, well, great. 296 00:11:32,276 --> 00:11:35,112 I'm gonna need the place to myself. 297 00:11:35,154 --> 00:11:38,407 Oh. No. 298 00:11:38,449 --> 00:11:40,743 -What? -You need me. 299 00:11:40,784 --> 00:11:42,411 Oh, I really don't. 300 00:11:42,453 --> 00:11:45,289 You do not need to wallow in this house alone. 301 00:11:45,330 --> 00:11:48,125 You said numerous times Natalie filled a void 302 00:11:48,167 --> 00:11:50,043 in your heart you never thought you would fill. 303 00:11:50,085 --> 00:11:52,796 I know, I know, but I'm fine, and I just 304 00:11:52,838 --> 00:11:54,590 need my space back. 305 00:11:54,631 --> 00:11:58,802 And-- great news-- I found you an apartment in Brentwood. 306 00:11:58,844 --> 00:12:02,848 And thank God it has a second bedroom for your Swan's, um... 307 00:12:02,890 --> 00:12:04,933 -Breath. -Yeah, that. 308 00:12:04,975 --> 00:12:07,186 So it's next to the tea shop you love, too. 309 00:12:07,227 --> 00:12:08,937 And I'm gonna pay for everything, 310 00:12:08,979 --> 00:12:10,773 and it's gonna be just like this-- I'm gonna pay for it all. 311 00:12:10,814 --> 00:12:12,357 You're not going to tempt me 312 00:12:12,399 --> 00:12:14,610 with a fancy apartment and cheese. 313 00:12:14,651 --> 00:12:15,694 You need me. 314 00:12:15,736 --> 00:12:17,404 What are you doing? Ugh. 315 00:12:17,446 --> 00:12:21,033 It's a little Swan's Breath Calm to cool the nerves. 316 00:12:21,074 --> 00:12:23,911 Listen, Mom, I love you. I really do. 317 00:12:23,952 --> 00:12:25,287 But you got to be out by Monday. 318 00:12:25,329 --> 00:12:26,872 Okay? 319 00:12:29,917 --> 00:12:31,627 [Shane] I'm glad you called. 320 00:12:31,668 --> 00:12:33,837 You okay? 321 00:12:33,879 --> 00:12:35,839 [mid-tempo music playing on speakers] 322 00:12:41,220 --> 00:12:45,474 My... donor's dying. 323 00:12:45,516 --> 00:12:48,685 Aw, shit. 324 00:12:48,727 --> 00:12:50,771 Oh, Ange, that's a lot. 325 00:12:50,813 --> 00:12:52,147 What do I do? 326 00:12:52,189 --> 00:12:54,483 Should I meet him? 327 00:12:55,859 --> 00:12:57,444 I don't know. 328 00:12:59,029 --> 00:13:01,490 Adults aren't supposed to say that. 329 00:13:01,532 --> 00:13:04,618 All right. I mean... 330 00:13:04,660 --> 00:13:07,329 -do you want to meet him? -Shouldn't I? 331 00:13:07,371 --> 00:13:10,666 What would you do? 332 00:13:11,291 --> 00:13:15,587 That's-that's a... that's a hard one to answer. 333 00:13:15,629 --> 00:13:19,174 [sighs] That's 'cause you knew your dad. 334 00:13:19,216 --> 00:13:21,343 Barely. 335 00:13:23,053 --> 00:13:24,096 You know that. 336 00:13:24,137 --> 00:13:26,640 -Hmm. -Don't you? 337 00:13:26,682 --> 00:13:29,017 Yeah. 338 00:13:29,059 --> 00:13:31,186 He left, um... 339 00:13:32,855 --> 00:13:35,524 He left when I was very young. 340 00:13:37,526 --> 00:13:40,445 And then I was in and out of foster care. 341 00:13:42,573 --> 00:13:44,700 And, uh, when I felt like I was ready, 342 00:13:44,741 --> 00:13:47,077 I-I tracked him down. 343 00:13:49,204 --> 00:13:53,250 And I realized I didn't like the guy. 344 00:13:55,586 --> 00:13:57,045 Why? 345 00:13:57,087 --> 00:14:01,758 Well, he, uh... 346 00:14:01,800 --> 00:14:04,845 He reinforced the worst parts 347 00:14:04,887 --> 00:14:08,265 that were in me. 348 00:14:08,307 --> 00:14:13,186 And I made a very poor decision because of that. 349 00:14:13,228 --> 00:14:14,897 What did you do? 350 00:14:16,773 --> 00:14:20,444 I left someone that I loved very much at the altar. 351 00:14:22,446 --> 00:14:24,573 -Shit. -Yeah. 352 00:14:24,615 --> 00:14:27,868 Sometimes I think I would have been a lot better off 353 00:14:27,910 --> 00:14:30,704 -had I never met the guy. -Mm. 354 00:14:30,746 --> 00:14:33,040 All right, let me ask you something. 355 00:14:33,081 --> 00:14:35,834 What are you gonna get out of meeting him? 356 00:14:35,876 --> 00:14:39,504 He's half my DNA, so... 357 00:14:39,546 --> 00:14:41,548 it would be really nice to know 358 00:14:41,590 --> 00:14:44,259 which parts of me are from him, and... 359 00:14:44,301 --> 00:14:46,637 You talk to your moms about this? 360 00:14:46,678 --> 00:14:49,056 Well... [laughs] 361 00:14:49,097 --> 00:14:50,223 All right, that's a bad question. 362 00:14:50,265 --> 00:14:52,768 Um, all right, where's Jordi? 363 00:14:52,809 --> 00:14:55,771 She is running for prom queen. 364 00:14:55,812 --> 00:14:59,733 So we are on sort of different life pages at the moment. 365 00:14:59,775 --> 00:15:01,610 Okay. 366 00:15:01,652 --> 00:15:03,654 [sighs] 367 00:15:05,906 --> 00:15:08,241 You think Mama B would let me see a therapist? 368 00:15:08,283 --> 00:15:11,161 I think if that's something you need, 369 00:15:11,203 --> 00:15:15,540 she'd be more than willing to give that to you. 370 00:15:15,582 --> 00:15:17,668 Then why am I so scared to ask her? 371 00:15:17,709 --> 00:15:19,962 Because it's scary, Ange. 372 00:15:20,003 --> 00:15:24,800 It's scary, but it's impressive, and brave, 373 00:15:24,841 --> 00:15:27,803 asking for what you need. 374 00:15:27,844 --> 00:15:29,596 Not many people do that. 375 00:15:29,638 --> 00:15:32,933 "Devil I Know" by Suki Waterhouse 376 00:15:32,975 --> 00:15:34,393 Back in hell 377 00:15:34,434 --> 00:15:37,980 At least I'm comfortable 378 00:15:38,021 --> 00:15:39,982 Need your body 379 00:15:40,023 --> 00:15:43,402 When my fire's cold 380 00:15:43,443 --> 00:15:45,153 Hand to heart 381 00:15:45,195 --> 00:15:47,280 I'm gonna stay faithful 382 00:15:47,322 --> 00:15:50,409 To the devil I know 383 00:15:50,450 --> 00:15:54,162 The devil I know 384 00:15:54,204 --> 00:15:56,832 [doorbell rings] 385 00:16:08,176 --> 00:16:09,720 The fuck are you doing here? 386 00:16:09,761 --> 00:16:12,139 Oh. [short chuckle] Wow. 387 00:16:12,180 --> 00:16:14,099 You can't even give me space when I run away 388 00:16:14,141 --> 00:16:16,101 into the woods. It's unbelievable. 389 00:16:16,143 --> 00:16:18,270 Oh, God, you and your fucking space. 390 00:16:18,311 --> 00:16:20,272 It's all I ever asked you for, and you could never just-- 391 00:16:20,313 --> 00:16:23,066 But it's not called space if you don't ever come back. 392 00:16:23,108 --> 00:16:25,861 -It's called avoidance. -It's not, it's-- 393 00:16:25,902 --> 00:16:27,279 And did you ever think that maybe for a second 394 00:16:27,320 --> 00:16:29,114 that that was me trying to love you? 395 00:16:29,156 --> 00:16:32,367 Fuck, you make it impossible. 396 00:16:32,409 --> 00:16:34,202 Everyone's worried about you, Dani. 397 00:16:34,244 --> 00:16:37,706 I drove 70 miles on a hunch to make sure that you were alive. 398 00:16:37,748 --> 00:16:39,791 Well, I am. 399 00:16:39,833 --> 00:16:42,836 Great. 400 00:16:42,878 --> 00:16:45,464 Can I come in and take a piss, at least? 401 00:16:47,340 --> 00:16:48,884 Sure. 402 00:16:59,269 --> 00:17:01,521 It's the first door on the right, past the staircase. 403 00:17:01,563 --> 00:17:04,441 I know, I remember. 404 00:17:04,483 --> 00:17:07,360 Oh, it smells good in here. 405 00:17:07,402 --> 00:17:10,822 It's delivery from that Thai place 406 00:17:10,864 --> 00:17:12,282 you pass on the way out of town. 407 00:17:12,324 --> 00:17:13,533 You mean that place you never let us go 408 00:17:13,575 --> 00:17:15,160 'cause they got a kitchen cat? 409 00:17:15,202 --> 00:17:17,621 It's takeout. It's different. 410 00:17:17,662 --> 00:17:19,164 All right, well, 411 00:17:19,206 --> 00:17:21,625 that cat was all up in that pad see ew. Mm. 412 00:17:25,337 --> 00:17:29,341 Oh, and better call Micah. He's been worried about your ass. 413 00:17:29,382 --> 00:17:31,593 pensive music 414 00:17:33,470 --> 00:17:35,764 Oh, hey, look. I love these ones. 415 00:17:35,806 --> 00:17:37,766 You know, sometimes they also have these giant lilies, 416 00:17:37,808 --> 00:17:40,393 -and they're super-- -You think Soph'll like these? 417 00:17:40,435 --> 00:17:41,686 I thought these were for the house. 418 00:17:41,728 --> 00:17:44,106 No, no. I do like how these guys 419 00:17:44,147 --> 00:17:45,774 match my new blazer, though. 420 00:17:45,816 --> 00:17:47,776 -I like that. -Yeah. They-they do, but... 421 00:17:47,818 --> 00:17:49,361 What? 422 00:17:49,402 --> 00:17:51,113 Hey, did someone help you pick that out? 423 00:17:51,154 --> 00:17:52,948 'Cause it fits you perfectly. It's-it's nice. It's... 424 00:17:52,989 --> 00:17:55,617 Oh, yeah. A lady named Barbara at Men's Warehouse. 425 00:17:55,659 --> 00:17:57,619 It took her a minute, but once we established I was not 426 00:17:57,661 --> 00:18:00,038 a 14-year-old boy, she was actually pretty cool. 427 00:18:00,080 --> 00:18:02,499 Well, you look great. 428 00:18:02,541 --> 00:18:05,085 Thanks, man. That's nice. 429 00:18:05,127 --> 00:18:06,795 Look at you, giving compliments. 430 00:18:06,837 --> 00:18:09,881 Seriously, Fin, you look... you look happy, you know? 431 00:18:09,923 --> 00:18:12,050 -Like... -Thanks. 432 00:18:12,092 --> 00:18:14,010 Well, maybe that's because you're looking at the new 433 00:18:14,052 --> 00:18:16,304 volunteer referee at The Silver Lake Community Center 434 00:18:16,346 --> 00:18:18,014 -Pee Wee Soccer League, baby. -Shut up. 435 00:18:18,056 --> 00:18:19,641 -Yeah, swear to God. -Pee Wee. Oh, my God. 436 00:18:19,683 --> 00:18:21,643 -Yeah, I got it. -Wow. 437 00:18:21,685 --> 00:18:23,353 Yeah, they pay me in juice boxes. 438 00:18:23,395 --> 00:18:24,855 I love this for you. 439 00:18:24,896 --> 00:18:26,982 -Seriously, this is awesome. -Thanks, dude. 440 00:18:27,023 --> 00:18:29,526 Sophie's pumped, too, so... 441 00:18:30,944 --> 00:18:32,904 What are you doing? 442 00:18:32,946 --> 00:18:35,323 Me? I'm buying some flowers. 443 00:18:35,365 --> 00:18:38,660 She asked for time, Fin. 444 00:18:38,702 --> 00:18:40,162 She asked for sushi. 445 00:18:40,203 --> 00:18:42,289 She asked for time. 446 00:18:42,330 --> 00:18:45,792 It's just dinner. It's not, like, a thing, okay? 447 00:18:45,834 --> 00:18:49,296 Okay. No, I agree, it could be not a thing, but... 448 00:18:49,337 --> 00:18:51,756 you're clearly making it into a pretty big thing. 449 00:18:51,798 --> 00:18:54,759 I-- 450 00:18:54,801 --> 00:18:57,637 Okay, I get what you're saying. 451 00:18:57,679 --> 00:18:58,847 And I think you're looking out for me, 452 00:18:58,889 --> 00:19:00,265 which is actually really nice, 453 00:19:00,307 --> 00:19:01,308 'cause I know you're close with Dani. 454 00:19:01,349 --> 00:19:03,518 Yeah. 455 00:19:03,560 --> 00:19:06,438 But I know it's not perfect. 456 00:19:06,479 --> 00:19:08,732 I know it's, like, an uphill battle or whatever, 457 00:19:08,773 --> 00:19:12,444 but it's Sophie, dude. 458 00:19:12,485 --> 00:19:13,778 It's worth it. 459 00:19:13,820 --> 00:19:16,198 And when something's worth it, it's-- 460 00:19:16,239 --> 00:19:18,617 I'm not scared to make an ass of myself, I guess. 461 00:19:18,658 --> 00:19:20,243 Or I already made an ass of myself, 462 00:19:20,285 --> 00:19:21,703 so there's nothing to lose. [laughs] 463 00:19:21,745 --> 00:19:22,787 Kind of. Yeah. 464 00:19:22,829 --> 00:19:26,374 Here you go. Thank you. 465 00:19:26,416 --> 00:19:28,668 At 9:00 when the lights go off, oh 466 00:19:29,920 --> 00:19:32,756 Do you think about me? 467 00:19:32,797 --> 00:19:35,759 Do you think about me? 468 00:19:35,800 --> 00:19:39,846 When you need someone to break you, oh 469 00:19:39,888 --> 00:19:42,599 Do you think about me? 470 00:19:42,641 --> 00:19:46,186 Do you think about me? 471 00:19:46,228 --> 00:19:48,396 I know, I know, I know, I know 472 00:19:53,568 --> 00:19:56,488 Hi. [short chuckle] 473 00:19:56,529 --> 00:19:59,241 I'm Bette Porter. 474 00:19:59,282 --> 00:20:01,201 I know who you are. 475 00:20:01,243 --> 00:20:04,079 I am so glad to meet you. 476 00:20:04,120 --> 00:20:07,082 I... I am such an admirer of yours, 477 00:20:07,123 --> 00:20:09,834 -since I was in... -One might assume 478 00:20:09,876 --> 00:20:11,753 leaving my work unsigned, 479 00:20:11,795 --> 00:20:14,339 occupying a studio far from the art world 480 00:20:14,381 --> 00:20:17,175 would send a clear message I don't want to be found. 481 00:20:17,217 --> 00:20:19,594 I connected those dots and I came to 482 00:20:19,636 --> 00:20:21,096 the very same conclusion. 483 00:20:21,137 --> 00:20:22,764 Yet here you are. 484 00:20:22,806 --> 00:20:24,933 'Cause I also decided that if you slammed the door 485 00:20:24,975 --> 00:20:28,103 in my face it would be worth it if I got the chance to tell you 486 00:20:28,144 --> 00:20:32,524 the world wasn't ready for you when you got your first break. 487 00:20:37,946 --> 00:20:40,031 [sighs] 488 00:20:44,452 --> 00:20:46,663 Sure, Micah, I will. 489 00:20:46,705 --> 00:20:48,957 Love you, too. Bye. 490 00:20:53,211 --> 00:20:55,797 I didn't mean to worry anybody. I just... 491 00:20:55,839 --> 00:20:59,134 I'm not ready to be deposed by lawyers. 492 00:20:59,175 --> 00:21:00,635 What are the charges against your dad? 493 00:21:00,677 --> 00:21:01,970 Do you think that there's anything there? 494 00:21:02,012 --> 00:21:04,055 I don't know. 495 00:21:05,181 --> 00:21:07,225 I really don't want to talk about this. 496 00:21:08,184 --> 00:21:10,312 Okay. 497 00:21:11,354 --> 00:21:12,981 I don't think it's unreasonable 498 00:21:13,023 --> 00:21:14,316 that I don't want to talk about the fact 499 00:21:14,357 --> 00:21:15,650 that he probably did something horrible. 500 00:21:15,692 --> 00:21:17,235 Okay. 501 00:21:17,277 --> 00:21:19,112 And he obviously knew the arrest was coming. 502 00:21:19,154 --> 00:21:21,239 How did-how did he know that? 503 00:21:21,281 --> 00:21:23,533 He made me sign a bunch of documents. 504 00:21:25,702 --> 00:21:28,621 I thought he was dying, but he... 505 00:21:28,663 --> 00:21:31,291 he knew. 506 00:21:31,333 --> 00:21:32,959 [exhales] I'm sorry. 507 00:21:33,001 --> 00:21:34,502 [clears throat] 508 00:21:34,544 --> 00:21:35,962 Um... 509 00:21:36,004 --> 00:21:37,922 do you need anything? 510 00:21:39,424 --> 00:21:41,551 Yeah. 511 00:21:41,593 --> 00:21:44,888 Can you just undo the last couple months? 512 00:21:47,849 --> 00:21:49,893 No. 513 00:21:51,102 --> 00:21:54,022 But you're not alone in the world. 514 00:21:54,064 --> 00:21:57,067 I'm always gonna be here for you. 515 00:21:58,401 --> 00:22:00,945 Whether you want me or not. 516 00:22:00,987 --> 00:22:03,698 How do you always know what I need to hear? 517 00:22:03,740 --> 00:22:04,991 Because I know you. 518 00:22:05,033 --> 00:22:07,077 Do you? 519 00:22:08,995 --> 00:22:12,207 You meant a lot to me, Dani. 520 00:22:13,166 --> 00:22:15,210 You still do. 521 00:22:16,544 --> 00:22:18,588 I wish you believed that. 522 00:22:27,180 --> 00:22:29,599 I do. 523 00:22:39,234 --> 00:22:41,194 "Feelings" by Sarah West 524 00:22:50,120 --> 00:22:52,163 Yeah 525 00:22:54,958 --> 00:22:58,378 Baby, there's something about you I can tell 526 00:22:58,420 --> 00:23:02,549 'Cause you got me glowing like nobody else 527 00:23:02,590 --> 00:23:04,426 So much is changing 528 00:23:04,467 --> 00:23:06,261 Lately I'm thinking 529 00:23:06,302 --> 00:23:09,431 There's something special 'bout this babe 530 00:23:09,472 --> 00:23:11,599 So I'll take care of you when you need it 531 00:23:11,641 --> 00:23:13,935 Ride or die for you and I mean that 532 00:23:13,977 --> 00:23:17,188 Baby I'll do anything for you 533 00:23:17,230 --> 00:23:19,774 And you got me wanting so much more 534 00:23:19,816 --> 00:23:21,943 Oh, I can finally see it 535 00:23:21,985 --> 00:23:24,946 Can't believe it, but I got to say 536 00:23:24,988 --> 00:23:27,699 You got me in my feelings 537 00:23:27,740 --> 00:23:29,784 Feeling 538 00:23:29,826 --> 00:23:31,953 Like I never did before 539 00:23:31,995 --> 00:23:34,622 You got me in my feelings... 540 00:23:34,664 --> 00:23:36,875 -No, wait. -Huh? 541 00:23:36,916 --> 00:23:39,252 We can't. 542 00:23:39,294 --> 00:23:41,921 We can't. Hey. 543 00:23:41,963 --> 00:23:44,591 My emotions overload 544 00:23:44,632 --> 00:23:47,010 Until I lose all control... 545 00:23:47,051 --> 00:23:49,012 Here. 546 00:23:49,053 --> 00:23:51,264 Touch me. 547 00:23:51,306 --> 00:23:52,974 I'm feeling 548 00:23:53,016 --> 00:23:56,519 Like I never did before 549 00:23:56,561 --> 00:24:00,190 And, baby, my emotions overload 550 00:24:00,231 --> 00:24:04,110 Until I lose all control 551 00:24:04,152 --> 00:24:07,405 You got me in my feelings, feelings 552 00:24:07,447 --> 00:24:09,157 I'm feeling 553 00:24:09,199 --> 00:24:12,702 Like I never did before 554 00:24:27,217 --> 00:24:29,302 Uh, hi. 555 00:24:29,344 --> 00:24:31,930 I'm-I'm Micah, can I-can I help you with something? 556 00:24:31,971 --> 00:24:35,183 Yes, hi. Um, I'm A-Angie. 557 00:24:35,225 --> 00:24:36,976 Uh, we've actually met before. 558 00:24:37,018 --> 00:24:38,853 -I'm Bette Porter's daughter. -Yeah. 559 00:24:38,895 --> 00:24:40,313 -Yeah. -Yeah, I thought so. Sorry. 560 00:24:40,355 --> 00:24:41,814 It's, uh, it's nice to see you again. 561 00:24:41,856 --> 00:24:43,274 You, too. 562 00:24:43,316 --> 00:24:45,318 Um... 563 00:24:45,360 --> 00:24:47,028 I'm sort of going through things right now 564 00:24:47,070 --> 00:24:48,696 that I'm sort of confused about. 565 00:24:48,738 --> 00:24:51,533 Of course. We've got a great team here, actually, 566 00:24:51,574 --> 00:24:54,202 my-my colleague, Claudia, she's the head of the medical staff 567 00:24:54,244 --> 00:24:55,578 -if-if that's what you might-- -Oh, no. 568 00:24:55,620 --> 00:24:57,413 No. No, no. That's not it. 569 00:24:57,455 --> 00:24:59,082 Um... 570 00:24:59,123 --> 00:25:00,750 Uh... 571 00:25:00,792 --> 00:25:03,211 I just need to talk to someone. 572 00:25:03,253 --> 00:25:05,755 Sure. Uh, well, we open tomorrow 573 00:25:05,797 --> 00:25:07,590 back at 8 a.m., you know, if... 574 00:25:07,632 --> 00:25:09,717 [sighs] 575 00:25:10,760 --> 00:25:12,262 You know... 576 00:25:12,303 --> 00:25:15,181 I've actually got time right now. 577 00:25:15,223 --> 00:25:16,975 -You do? -Yeah. Let's... 578 00:25:17,016 --> 00:25:18,726 let's get you signed in, and we can just... 579 00:25:18,768 --> 00:25:20,019 go from there-- you can tell me 580 00:25:20,061 --> 00:25:21,145 -what's on your mind. -Okay. 581 00:25:21,187 --> 00:25:23,231 Yeah. 582 00:25:26,025 --> 00:25:28,069 [pop music playing] 583 00:25:30,947 --> 00:25:32,407 Jesus. 584 00:25:32,448 --> 00:25:34,576 [phone vibrates, chimes] 585 00:25:40,582 --> 00:25:43,334 A thousand times 586 00:25:43,376 --> 00:25:46,754 And there's nothing to say 587 00:25:46,796 --> 00:25:50,300 There's nothing to say 588 00:26:04,272 --> 00:26:06,774 [gasps] Good God, woman. 589 00:26:07,900 --> 00:26:09,652 I'm, I'm persistent. 590 00:26:09,694 --> 00:26:11,404 [scoffs] 591 00:26:11,446 --> 00:26:14,282 You do know trespassing is a crime, right? 592 00:26:15,366 --> 00:26:17,702 I saw your senior thesis 593 00:26:17,744 --> 00:26:19,662 when I was an undergraduate at Yale. 594 00:26:19,704 --> 00:26:20,747 So did my mama. 595 00:26:20,788 --> 00:26:22,749 It changed me 596 00:26:22,790 --> 00:26:24,917 on a cellular level 597 00:26:24,959 --> 00:26:26,961 and-and a practical one. I-I switched my majors 598 00:26:27,003 --> 00:26:29,297 from Comparative Literature to Art History. 599 00:26:29,339 --> 00:26:31,466 Neither of which are particularly useful. 600 00:26:33,259 --> 00:26:36,054 I drove to New York during finals 601 00:26:36,095 --> 00:26:38,431 to see your first postgraduate show 602 00:26:38,473 --> 00:26:40,141 at Amelia Spalter Gallery. 603 00:26:41,184 --> 00:26:43,061 -You did? -Yes. 604 00:26:43,102 --> 00:26:44,479 I did. And-and I was there 605 00:26:44,520 --> 00:26:46,230 at the opening of your first museum show 606 00:26:46,272 --> 00:26:47,649 at the Studio Museum in Harlem. 607 00:26:47,690 --> 00:26:49,400 And I joined the protests 608 00:26:49,442 --> 00:26:51,944 when your extraordinary piece, America's Original Sin, 609 00:26:51,986 --> 00:26:54,489 was dropped from the Whitney Biennial. 610 00:26:55,615 --> 00:26:57,492 Yeah, that was painful. 611 00:26:57,533 --> 00:26:59,661 Not as painful as your op-ed. 612 00:26:59,702 --> 00:27:03,831 I wept when I read that you had quit the art world. 613 00:27:04,874 --> 00:27:07,794 And I never fully let go of the fantasy 614 00:27:07,835 --> 00:27:11,881 that you were tucked away in some mountain cave somewhere, 615 00:27:11,923 --> 00:27:14,175 living off the land. 616 00:27:14,217 --> 00:27:16,344 You weren't too far off. 617 00:27:21,349 --> 00:27:23,226 Come on. 618 00:27:31,192 --> 00:27:33,528 slow, pensive music 619 00:27:46,332 --> 00:27:48,876 You all right? 620 00:27:50,253 --> 00:27:52,630 You gonna need some smelling salts or something? 621 00:27:52,672 --> 00:27:54,716 Yeah, I think so. 622 00:27:56,426 --> 00:27:59,011 Will wine work? 623 00:27:59,053 --> 00:28:01,097 Dinner would be better. 624 00:28:03,057 --> 00:28:05,560 I will not be manipulated by you. 625 00:28:06,853 --> 00:28:09,230 It's just dinner. 626 00:28:09,272 --> 00:28:11,357 [line ringing] 627 00:28:15,319 --> 00:28:16,571 [Finley] Hello? 628 00:28:16,612 --> 00:28:18,448 Hey. Hey. It-It's me. 629 00:28:18,489 --> 00:28:20,491 Yeah, I know who it is. 630 00:28:20,533 --> 00:28:22,201 Your, uh, picture in my phone kind of gives you away. 631 00:28:22,243 --> 00:28:23,327 [Sophie chuckles] 632 00:28:23,369 --> 00:28:25,538 Um... 633 00:28:25,580 --> 00:28:27,373 Yeah. I'm so sorry, 634 00:28:27,415 --> 00:28:29,917 but I-I can't make it tonight. 635 00:28:30,960 --> 00:28:32,754 Oh, no problem. What's going on? 636 00:28:32,795 --> 00:28:35,006 Uh, y-you working late? 637 00:28:35,047 --> 00:28:36,507 Uh... yeah. 638 00:28:36,549 --> 00:28:39,260 I'm, um, I'm up in Ojai. 639 00:28:40,970 --> 00:28:43,598 Just trying to get some inspiration 640 00:28:43,639 --> 00:28:46,517 for that segment I owe Alice. 641 00:28:46,559 --> 00:28:48,102 Oh, that's awesome. 642 00:28:48,144 --> 00:28:50,021 How's it going? 643 00:28:50,062 --> 00:28:51,773 It's... good. 644 00:28:51,814 --> 00:28:54,817 Yeah. It's going... well. 645 00:28:56,110 --> 00:28:58,237 All right. Well, crush it, and I'll, uh, 646 00:28:58,279 --> 00:29:00,865 see you at home, either tonight or tomorrow? 647 00:29:00,907 --> 00:29:02,950 Yeah. I'm-- I don't, I don't know which yet, but yeah. 648 00:29:03,910 --> 00:29:06,287 Great. 649 00:29:06,329 --> 00:29:08,539 Can I get a rain check? 650 00:29:08,581 --> 00:29:10,416 Yeah, of course. I'm down 651 00:29:10,458 --> 00:29:11,876 for curbside sushi any day. 652 00:29:11,918 --> 00:29:13,544 [chuckles] 653 00:29:13,586 --> 00:29:15,421 All right, well, um... 654 00:29:15,463 --> 00:29:17,590 I'm gonna head, since you're standing me up and all. 655 00:29:17,632 --> 00:29:19,091 I'm not standing you up. 656 00:29:19,133 --> 00:29:20,843 No, I'm just messing with you. 657 00:29:20,885 --> 00:29:22,804 Uh, good luck in Ojai, okay? 658 00:29:22,845 --> 00:29:24,347 Thanks. 659 00:29:24,388 --> 00:29:27,141 "Think of Me" by Nicole Serrano 660 00:29:30,895 --> 00:29:32,980 [clucks tongue] 661 00:29:33,940 --> 00:29:37,318 When you wake up on your own 662 00:29:39,153 --> 00:29:42,156 Or when you lay your head on your pillow 663 00:29:42,198 --> 00:29:43,950 I hope your mind's made up 664 00:29:43,991 --> 00:29:46,118 Hey, man. There's some sushi there if you want it. 665 00:29:46,160 --> 00:29:48,496 I hope your mind's made up 666 00:29:48,538 --> 00:29:52,333 'Cause I hope you know you really messed me up 667 00:29:54,001 --> 00:29:56,838 Everything we said we felt we did 668 00:29:56,879 --> 00:29:59,340 Tearing the connections from my heart to my head 669 00:29:59,382 --> 00:30:01,801 Like imaginary friends sharing a bed 670 00:30:01,843 --> 00:30:05,263 I hope you think of me 671 00:30:06,514 --> 00:30:09,642 Oh, I never should've let you in 672 00:30:09,684 --> 00:30:12,353 Never gonna let it happen again 673 00:30:12,395 --> 00:30:16,566 Wish you, wish you, wish you would 674 00:30:16,607 --> 00:30:18,693 Think of me 675 00:30:20,069 --> 00:30:22,029 Mom? 676 00:30:22,071 --> 00:30:25,366 Oh, my God. Angie, what's going on? 677 00:30:25,408 --> 00:30:27,076 I was just headed out to dinner. 678 00:30:27,118 --> 00:30:28,494 Is everything all right? 679 00:30:28,536 --> 00:30:29,912 No. 680 00:30:31,247 --> 00:30:32,748 What is it? What's going on? Is it school? 681 00:30:32,790 --> 00:30:34,917 -No, no. -Is it Jordi? 682 00:30:34,959 --> 00:30:36,210 Is it Kayla? 683 00:30:36,252 --> 00:30:38,880 No. Um... 684 00:30:38,921 --> 00:30:41,215 I think I need to talk to someone. 685 00:30:41,257 --> 00:30:42,884 Oh. 686 00:30:42,925 --> 00:30:45,720 You know, you can always tell me anything. 687 00:30:45,761 --> 00:30:48,222 I know. But it's... 688 00:30:48,264 --> 00:30:49,932 it's hard, you know? 689 00:30:49,974 --> 00:30:52,476 Especially when I think it's hard for you to hear. 690 00:30:52,518 --> 00:30:54,937 [sighs] Okay, I understand. 691 00:30:54,979 --> 00:30:57,106 I, um... 692 00:30:57,148 --> 00:31:01,110 I will do my best just to listen, okay? 693 00:31:01,152 --> 00:31:03,738 Is there anything in-in particular 694 00:31:03,779 --> 00:31:05,781 that you're worried about? 695 00:31:08,117 --> 00:31:10,912 I went to see a therapist today. 696 00:31:14,749 --> 00:31:16,792 A-Are you okay? 697 00:31:21,714 --> 00:31:25,468 Okay, listen, w-were you happy with the therapist that you saw, 698 00:31:25,509 --> 00:31:27,303 or do you want me to make an appointment with someone else? 699 00:31:27,345 --> 00:31:30,640 No, I liked him. 700 00:31:30,681 --> 00:31:33,643 But maybe you could come with? 701 00:31:33,684 --> 00:31:35,728 It's Micah. 702 00:31:35,770 --> 00:31:38,606 Dani's friend. 703 00:31:38,648 --> 00:31:40,274 Okay. Sure. 704 00:31:40,316 --> 00:31:42,610 Of course. 705 00:31:42,652 --> 00:31:44,695 I'd like for us all to go. 706 00:31:46,113 --> 00:31:49,075 Do you think you could do that? 707 00:31:49,116 --> 00:31:53,162 Um, when you say "us all," who exactly do you mean? 708 00:31:53,204 --> 00:31:56,707 You, me, Mom and Carrie. 709 00:31:57,750 --> 00:31:59,293 I would just have to ask Tina first-- 710 00:31:59,335 --> 00:32:01,837 I already spoke with them and... 711 00:32:01,879 --> 00:32:05,216 they said that they can if you can. 712 00:32:05,257 --> 00:32:07,218 Sure. 713 00:32:07,259 --> 00:32:09,720 Of course, sweetheart. Come here. 714 00:32:09,762 --> 00:32:11,138 I'd do anything for you. 715 00:32:11,180 --> 00:32:12,765 gentle music 716 00:32:12,807 --> 00:32:15,142 -I love you. -You, too. 717 00:32:19,939 --> 00:32:22,483 Yeah, it was just a little bag. Like, I just took a... 718 00:32:22,525 --> 00:32:23,985 What'd you do? You sleep at a hotel or something? 719 00:32:24,026 --> 00:32:25,319 No, I stayed with my friend Bette. 720 00:32:25,361 --> 00:32:28,489 She still dating your ex's ex-wife? 721 00:32:28,531 --> 00:32:30,950 You have a really great memory for gossip. 722 00:32:30,992 --> 00:32:32,660 I'm good like that. I'm telling you. 723 00:32:32,702 --> 00:32:34,495 It's all in the notes. It's all in the notes. [laughs] 724 00:32:34,537 --> 00:32:36,497 All right, so what are we gonna write about today? 725 00:32:36,539 --> 00:32:40,001 Uh, well, when I was going through everything, 726 00:32:40,042 --> 00:32:42,503 the only chapter we haven't circled back on 727 00:32:42,545 --> 00:32:45,339 was the Dana one. 728 00:32:45,381 --> 00:32:47,842 -I gave it to you. -Yeah. 729 00:32:47,883 --> 00:32:50,469 It's light. You could dig deeper. 730 00:32:50,511 --> 00:32:52,471 I'm happy with it... 731 00:32:52,513 --> 00:32:54,223 -Yeah? Really? -...the way it is. Yeah. 732 00:33:00,062 --> 00:33:04,150 When I was in middle school, I was really into magic. 733 00:33:04,191 --> 00:33:06,027 You and I would have not been friends. 734 00:33:06,068 --> 00:33:08,821 For my 13th birthday, my big brother Mike, 735 00:33:08,863 --> 00:33:12,283 he took me to The Magic Castle. 736 00:33:12,324 --> 00:33:14,702 Got me the fake magic wand from the gift shop. 737 00:33:14,744 --> 00:33:17,038 Was the real wand too expensive? 738 00:33:17,079 --> 00:33:20,666 Ha. That night, he dropped me off at our parents' house 739 00:33:20,708 --> 00:33:24,003 and drove back to college and... 740 00:33:24,045 --> 00:33:26,839 I was so excited, I couldn't sleep. 741 00:33:26,881 --> 00:33:28,924 So I was up when the phone rang. 742 00:33:30,593 --> 00:33:34,180 It was a freak accident. No, no drunk driver. 743 00:33:34,221 --> 00:33:37,266 No one's fault. It was just one of those things. 744 00:33:38,893 --> 00:33:40,936 But like that, my brother was gone. 745 00:33:43,647 --> 00:33:45,232 -He was 19 years old. -I'm really sorry. 746 00:33:45,274 --> 00:33:47,401 It's okay. 747 00:33:47,443 --> 00:33:50,279 I like to think he's up in heaven 748 00:33:50,321 --> 00:33:52,656 doing magic tricks, cheering me on. 749 00:33:54,992 --> 00:33:57,578 What about Dana? Is she up there rooting for you? 750 00:33:59,288 --> 00:34:01,624 Nah. She's, uh... 751 00:34:01,665 --> 00:34:04,085 she's too busy playing tennis. 752 00:34:07,004 --> 00:34:09,757 -She was the love of your life. -Can we just not do this? 753 00:34:09,799 --> 00:34:11,592 Really? What? 754 00:34:11,634 --> 00:34:14,261 Come on. 755 00:34:14,303 --> 00:34:16,764 -What? -Come on. 756 00:34:20,309 --> 00:34:22,812 I see her when my eyes are closed. 757 00:34:26,565 --> 00:34:30,361 Y-- But I also see her when my eyes are open. 758 00:34:30,402 --> 00:34:32,780 slow, somber music 759 00:34:32,822 --> 00:34:35,116 I can hear her laugh. 760 00:34:38,619 --> 00:34:40,579 I smell her smell. 761 00:34:40,621 --> 00:34:43,499 I, I can feel her. 762 00:34:46,502 --> 00:34:48,462 And I miss her so much sometimes, 763 00:34:48,504 --> 00:34:51,006 the emptiness is, like... 764 00:34:56,345 --> 00:34:59,515 But there's nothing I can do about it because she's gone, 765 00:34:59,557 --> 00:35:04,478 and I do not want to dwell on the fact 766 00:35:04,520 --> 00:35:08,274 that she was taken from me 767 00:35:08,315 --> 00:35:10,401 and robbed of a life 768 00:35:10,442 --> 00:35:12,236 because of some fucking disease, okay? 769 00:35:12,278 --> 00:35:14,446 I don't want to do it, Tom, okay? 770 00:35:19,827 --> 00:35:21,996 You think maybe you could say that again, but maybe 771 00:35:22,037 --> 00:35:23,664 -just a little bit slower... -Oh, my God, you're the worst. 772 00:35:23,706 --> 00:35:24,832 -...so I can jot it down? -You're the worst. 773 00:35:24,874 --> 00:35:26,834 I know. [chuckles] 774 00:35:28,127 --> 00:35:29,920 [dance music playing] 775 00:35:29,962 --> 00:35:31,505 [horns honking] 776 00:35:31,547 --> 00:35:33,340 I regret the fettuccine Alfredo. 777 00:35:33,382 --> 00:35:35,593 It's gonna take me, like, a week to burn that off. 778 00:35:35,634 --> 00:35:38,137 -[Justin laughs] -[Maribel] So... 779 00:35:38,179 --> 00:35:40,014 [Micah] So what? 780 00:35:40,055 --> 00:35:42,016 I mean, I know you missed half the dinner-- 781 00:35:42,057 --> 00:35:43,475 I'm sorry, all right, I couldn't, 782 00:35:43,517 --> 00:35:45,019 I couldn't bail on a new client. 783 00:35:45,060 --> 00:35:49,523 I'm playing, but what do you think about Harry? 784 00:35:49,565 --> 00:35:51,817 He's-he's fine. 785 00:35:51,859 --> 00:35:54,236 I just don't think he's exactly my type. 786 00:35:54,278 --> 00:35:56,030 Is he boring? 787 00:35:56,071 --> 00:35:57,740 It's a little more complicated than that. 788 00:35:57,781 --> 00:35:59,200 Why? 789 00:35:59,241 --> 00:36:00,993 I'm just, I'm not sure that I'm... 790 00:36:01,035 --> 00:36:02,536 Into lawyers? 791 00:36:03,495 --> 00:36:06,415 -Gay. -Oh. Okay. 792 00:36:06,457 --> 00:36:09,960 Yeah. Uh, I think that 793 00:36:10,002 --> 00:36:12,463 I'm into women, as well. 794 00:36:12,504 --> 00:36:15,216 Shit, I am so sorry. Did I offend you? 795 00:36:15,257 --> 00:36:17,509 No. No, I mean, how could you know? 796 00:36:17,551 --> 00:36:18,844 I'm still sort of just trying 797 00:36:18,886 --> 00:36:21,472 to figure it all out myself, honestly. 798 00:36:21,513 --> 00:36:25,517 Okay, good. Well, can I ask, how long have you felt this way? 799 00:36:26,560 --> 00:36:29,230 It's... recent. 800 00:36:29,271 --> 00:36:33,025 Okay, well, maybe I can find you a woman 801 00:36:33,067 --> 00:36:35,236 to date. 802 00:36:35,277 --> 00:36:36,737 Yeah. 803 00:36:36,779 --> 00:36:40,366 Yeah, okay, maybe. Yeah. 804 00:36:40,407 --> 00:36:41,742 -Or, you know-- -[Justin] Lyft's here. 805 00:36:41,784 --> 00:36:43,410 [Maribel] Okay, one second. 806 00:36:43,452 --> 00:36:45,579 I'm sorry, what were you gonna say? 807 00:36:45,621 --> 00:36:49,375 Um, nothing. 808 00:36:49,416 --> 00:36:51,377 slow, somber music 809 00:36:58,259 --> 00:37:00,135 Every plate is like a work of art. 810 00:37:00,177 --> 00:37:01,470 Mm. 811 00:37:01,512 --> 00:37:03,722 I can see why you love coming here. 812 00:37:03,764 --> 00:37:06,225 -I love the privacy. -Mm. 813 00:37:06,267 --> 00:37:07,935 Should we get dessert? 814 00:37:07,977 --> 00:37:12,273 Well, since you're paying, I don't see why not. 815 00:37:12,314 --> 00:37:14,275 [both laugh] 816 00:37:14,316 --> 00:37:17,861 Better yet, we'll have Zakarian foot the bill, so do your worst. 817 00:37:17,903 --> 00:37:19,947 I was hoping this wasn't a big setup. 818 00:37:21,365 --> 00:37:22,741 -It's not a setup. -I mean, I guess 819 00:37:22,783 --> 00:37:24,535 I should be impressed 820 00:37:24,576 --> 00:37:28,038 that you waited until after dinner to pitch me. 821 00:37:28,080 --> 00:37:31,542 You've shown great restraint. 822 00:37:31,583 --> 00:37:34,003 Of course I want to work with you. 823 00:37:35,963 --> 00:37:37,548 I want you to join the gallery. 824 00:37:37,589 --> 00:37:41,135 Why would I do that? Isaac Zakarian is a racist. 825 00:37:41,176 --> 00:37:43,971 Because I will represent you. 826 00:37:44,013 --> 00:37:45,931 If you had gone out on your own, we'd be having 827 00:37:45,973 --> 00:37:47,975 a completely different conversation right now. 828 00:37:48,017 --> 00:37:51,312 If I had gone out on my own, I wouldn't have the resources 829 00:37:51,353 --> 00:37:54,148 that partnering with someone like Isaac affords. 830 00:37:54,189 --> 00:37:57,609 -That sounds like a compromise. -No, it's strategic. 831 00:37:57,651 --> 00:38:00,654 I joined Zakarian to bring on artists of color 832 00:38:00,696 --> 00:38:04,742 who have been historically and systemically shit on. 833 00:38:06,035 --> 00:38:08,662 Well, I definitely fall under that category. 834 00:38:10,497 --> 00:38:12,499 You are brilliant. 835 00:38:12,541 --> 00:38:14,293 You know that. 836 00:38:14,335 --> 00:38:16,503 And I know that you cannot be happy 837 00:38:16,545 --> 00:38:19,715 showing in no-name galleries. 838 00:38:19,757 --> 00:38:23,552 You and I both know your work needs to be seen by the masses. 839 00:38:23,594 --> 00:38:25,679 Yeah, but your boss doesn't seem to think 840 00:38:25,721 --> 00:38:29,308 there are any Black or brown artists who are ready. 841 00:38:29,350 --> 00:38:31,143 Yeah, I've heard him say that verbatim 842 00:38:31,185 --> 00:38:33,645 -throughout the years. -Okay, I'm not, I-I am... 843 00:38:33,687 --> 00:38:36,273 -not going to defend him. -Okay. 844 00:38:36,315 --> 00:38:38,525 Okay? But you should know 845 00:38:38,567 --> 00:38:41,820 that I am using the power of his resources 846 00:38:41,862 --> 00:38:44,490 to try to mitigate the damage that's been done. 847 00:38:44,531 --> 00:38:46,283 -How's that? -Okay. 848 00:38:46,325 --> 00:38:49,536 I recently signed Kismet Russell and have been able to secure 849 00:38:49,578 --> 00:38:54,124 full funding for his next project within a matter of days. 850 00:38:54,166 --> 00:38:56,126 Now, if he had gone out on his own, 851 00:38:56,168 --> 00:38:59,671 we both know it would've taken him years to get funding. 852 00:38:59,713 --> 00:39:02,758 Bravo. It's still Zakarian's name. 853 00:39:02,800 --> 00:39:05,344 His gallery, his beliefs. 854 00:39:05,386 --> 00:39:07,137 All right, at his best, he's a work in progress. 855 00:39:07,179 --> 00:39:09,932 -He's a piece of shit. -That, too. 856 00:39:09,973 --> 00:39:11,558 [both laugh] 857 00:39:16,730 --> 00:39:20,234 It's nice, talking to someone as smart as you. 858 00:39:22,152 --> 00:39:24,071 Likewise. 859 00:39:24,113 --> 00:39:26,490 And as beautiful. 860 00:39:26,532 --> 00:39:29,243 You know you're beautiful, of course. 861 00:39:29,284 --> 00:39:32,037 How could you not know? 862 00:39:32,079 --> 00:39:34,415 So I think it's okay to mention it. 863 00:39:36,250 --> 00:39:41,213 You are the most beautiful woman I have ever seen. 864 00:39:43,966 --> 00:39:47,261 And your work should be back in spaces 865 00:39:47,302 --> 00:39:50,556 that-that would give it the platform that it deserves. 866 00:39:50,597 --> 00:39:52,015 Places like the CAC, where people 867 00:39:52,057 --> 00:39:55,060 can be reminded of how much 868 00:39:55,102 --> 00:39:58,522 -your work speaks to them. -That was a very long time ago. 869 00:39:58,564 --> 00:40:01,024 I don't know that anyone's still listening. 870 00:40:03,610 --> 00:40:06,029 [Bette] I'm listening. 871 00:40:06,071 --> 00:40:07,781 And I know I can't be alone in that. 872 00:40:07,823 --> 00:40:10,617 And if you will sign with me, I will prove it to you. 873 00:40:12,494 --> 00:40:14,455 [laughs softly] 874 00:40:14,496 --> 00:40:17,666 No. I can't work with you. 875 00:40:17,708 --> 00:40:19,126 Why is that? 876 00:40:19,168 --> 00:40:20,961 I don't trust you. 877 00:40:21,003 --> 00:40:23,797 -[grunts softly] -You're one of them now. 878 00:40:23,839 --> 00:40:25,924 Thank you for dinner. 879 00:40:26,967 --> 00:40:28,510 [Bette] 880 00:40:29,845 --> 00:40:31,472 Please. 881 00:40:32,473 --> 00:40:34,433 Don't touch me like this 882 00:40:34,475 --> 00:40:36,477 unless you're coming home with me. 883 00:40:39,396 --> 00:40:41,148 [whispers] Good night. 884 00:40:44,151 --> 00:40:46,195 [inhales sharply] 885 00:40:49,198 --> 00:40:51,825 You're not the one 886 00:40:51,867 --> 00:40:54,661 But you're the one right now, you're not the one 887 00:40:54,703 --> 00:40:57,331 But you could be the one right now 888 00:40:57,372 --> 00:40:59,833 I'm having fun 889 00:40:59,875 --> 00:41:02,669 I'm having fun right now 890 00:41:02,711 --> 00:41:06,423 You're not the one, but you could be the one right now 891 00:41:06,465 --> 00:41:08,509 [both panting] 892 00:41:10,219 --> 00:41:12,429 You're not the one 893 00:41:15,224 --> 00:41:16,934 I don't really need nobody 894 00:41:16,975 --> 00:41:19,311 I just kind of want your body 895 00:41:19,353 --> 00:41:21,355 My life's a mess but it's hot 896 00:41:21,396 --> 00:41:24,024 So you won't be sorry 897 00:41:24,066 --> 00:41:25,943 And we don't need to... 898 00:41:27,027 --> 00:41:29,196 -[Shane] Hi. -Um, hi. 899 00:41:29,238 --> 00:41:31,532 [laughs softly] What are you doing here? 900 00:41:31,573 --> 00:41:33,033 Well, after I got your text... 901 00:41:34,952 --> 00:41:36,537 ...I figured you probably had a long day. 902 00:41:36,578 --> 00:41:39,331 So you did manage to put that together 903 00:41:39,373 --> 00:41:41,416 -all on your own. -I did. 904 00:41:41,458 --> 00:41:44,419 You know, Tess, I, uh, I can actually do things. 905 00:41:44,461 --> 00:41:46,213 Hard to believe, but... 906 00:41:46,255 --> 00:41:47,881 The lawn chairs are a nice touch. 907 00:41:47,923 --> 00:41:50,551 Oh, you like that? Thanks. I thought of that myself. 908 00:41:50,592 --> 00:41:52,594 Are you thirsty? 909 00:41:52,636 --> 00:41:54,555 Okay. [chuckles] 910 00:41:57,099 --> 00:41:58,892 Do you like that flavor? 911 00:42:02,521 --> 00:42:04,231 Thank you. 912 00:42:09,861 --> 00:42:12,239 So how's your mom doing? 913 00:42:13,782 --> 00:42:15,617 She's okay. 914 00:42:20,038 --> 00:42:24,334 She lives in a facility that has, like, 915 00:42:24,376 --> 00:42:26,587 different levels of care. 916 00:42:26,628 --> 00:42:31,925 And they decided that she needs the most care, 917 00:42:31,967 --> 00:42:33,969 so they moved her. 918 00:42:34,011 --> 00:42:37,931 And she didn't like the movers. 919 00:42:37,973 --> 00:42:40,100 She thought they were gonna, like, break all her stuff 920 00:42:40,142 --> 00:42:42,519 -or steal it or... -Wow. 921 00:42:46,148 --> 00:42:47,941 It's just not really her, you know? 922 00:42:47,983 --> 00:42:49,651 She's just like... 923 00:42:49,693 --> 00:42:51,778 The dementia just makes her like this, 924 00:42:51,820 --> 00:42:55,157 like, different person. 925 00:42:56,950 --> 00:43:00,245 Wow, I'm sorry. 926 00:43:00,287 --> 00:43:02,623 That must be really difficult to watch. 927 00:43:05,459 --> 00:43:07,002 It is. 928 00:43:12,466 --> 00:43:15,594 She looked bad. 929 00:43:15,636 --> 00:43:19,014 Like, her hands and her voice and... 930 00:43:21,141 --> 00:43:22,643 Oh... 931 00:43:22,684 --> 00:43:25,562 You know, I really don't think about drinking 932 00:43:25,604 --> 00:43:28,982 very much anymore, but I would give a lot 933 00:43:29,024 --> 00:43:31,902 to not feel the way that I'm feeling right now. 934 00:43:36,156 --> 00:43:39,034 Look, I wrote the book on avoidance. 935 00:43:39,076 --> 00:43:41,203 [laughs] 936 00:43:41,244 --> 00:43:42,704 [clears throat] 937 00:43:42,746 --> 00:43:44,122 Do you trust me? 938 00:43:44,164 --> 00:43:46,541 Yeah. 939 00:43:46,583 --> 00:43:49,461 Yeah? 940 00:43:49,503 --> 00:43:52,381 -I'm gonna blow your mind. -Okay. 941 00:43:53,382 --> 00:43:56,551 -[laughs] -Goddamn it. 942 00:43:56,593 --> 00:43:58,553 -Shit, that really got me. -No, I'm not-- 943 00:43:58,595 --> 00:44:00,514 No. This worked 30 minutes ago. 944 00:44:00,555 --> 00:44:04,184 It's probably just the... Like, the... 945 00:44:04,226 --> 00:44:06,603 No, no, no, no. I have it. I have it. 946 00:44:06,645 --> 00:44:09,272 I'm proud of my work. I want to see it through. 947 00:44:09,314 --> 00:44:11,358 Okay, but it's really, honestly, just, like, those two, just-- 948 00:44:11,400 --> 00:44:13,026 What? 949 00:44:13,068 --> 00:44:15,696 Like, no, the other, if you do the thing the other way. 950 00:44:15,737 --> 00:44:17,030 -The... The... -What? 951 00:44:17,072 --> 00:44:19,032 gentle music 952 00:44:23,704 --> 00:44:25,288 Oh, my God, I'm sorry. I'm s-- 953 00:44:25,330 --> 00:44:27,124 -I'm seeing someone. -Yeah. Oh. 954 00:44:27,165 --> 00:44:29,376 -Um... -Oh, God. Yeah. 955 00:44:29,418 --> 00:44:31,044 -Um... -It-- No, it-- like, my sponsor 956 00:44:31,086 --> 00:44:32,671 says it's too soon or whatever. 957 00:44:32,713 --> 00:44:34,047 -You don't need to-- -But I, yeah, I don't know. 958 00:44:34,089 --> 00:44:35,549 -I'm sorry. -Don't need to explain. 959 00:44:35,590 --> 00:44:38,969 I'm-I'm, that-- I'm sorry. 960 00:44:40,679 --> 00:44:41,763 Okay. 961 00:44:41,805 --> 00:44:43,390 contemplative music 962 00:44:45,267 --> 00:44:47,769 [Dani] I always thought we'd live here when we got old. 963 00:44:47,811 --> 00:44:50,939 -Really? -Yeah. 964 00:44:50,981 --> 00:44:52,941 Ride bikes to the farmers market. 965 00:44:52,983 --> 00:44:54,568 [laughs] Ah. 966 00:44:54,609 --> 00:44:56,778 Day-drink with white people. 967 00:44:56,820 --> 00:44:59,197 You were gonna take that pastry cooking class. 968 00:44:59,239 --> 00:45:01,742 Oh, my God, yeah, that's... Ugh. 969 00:45:01,783 --> 00:45:03,910 I was gonna learn how to make a galette. 970 00:45:03,952 --> 00:45:06,955 Yeah. You were gonna be my hot little housewife. 971 00:45:06,997 --> 00:45:09,583 [both laugh] 972 00:45:09,624 --> 00:45:12,085 You know, that's... [scoffs] 973 00:45:12,127 --> 00:45:15,881 I used to think that's what I wanted, but I am... 974 00:45:15,922 --> 00:45:18,425 kind of in love with my job right now. 975 00:45:19,468 --> 00:45:22,262 What, what are you smiling at? 976 00:45:22,304 --> 00:45:24,848 It's nice to hear you talk about work like that. 977 00:45:24,890 --> 00:45:26,808 -Really? -Yeah. 978 00:45:29,311 --> 00:45:30,937 I think I used to feel, like, 979 00:45:30,979 --> 00:45:32,856 I don't know, shallow or something 980 00:45:32,898 --> 00:45:34,941 because I was so into my job. 981 00:45:34,983 --> 00:45:37,360 When men want careers, they're driven; 982 00:45:37,402 --> 00:45:41,114 but when women do, we're cold and power-hungry. 983 00:45:42,991 --> 00:45:44,868 I never saw you like that. 984 00:45:46,828 --> 00:45:48,955 I think your passion's sexy. 985 00:45:51,833 --> 00:45:54,920 Alice assigned me a new segment. 986 00:45:54,961 --> 00:45:57,631 She wants me to find the heart of the show. 987 00:45:57,672 --> 00:45:59,674 -What's the angle? -Eh, I don't know. 988 00:45:59,716 --> 00:46:02,302 I'm circling a few things, but... 989 00:46:03,637 --> 00:46:05,096 You'll find it. 990 00:46:05,138 --> 00:46:09,142 You've got more heart than anyone I know. 991 00:46:09,184 --> 00:46:11,019 I still think about that documentary 992 00:46:11,061 --> 00:46:12,646 you wanted to make about queer women in Buffalo 993 00:46:12,687 --> 00:46:14,981 -in the '40s and '50s. -Oh, that's right. 994 00:46:15,023 --> 00:46:16,983 -Yeah. -Oh, man, 995 00:46:17,025 --> 00:46:19,611 all these badass lesbians who held down men's jobs 996 00:46:19,653 --> 00:46:21,988 while we were at war-- you know, Rosie the Riveter 997 00:46:22,030 --> 00:46:23,573 was not a fucking housewife, okay? 998 00:46:23,615 --> 00:46:25,492 -She was gay as shit. -Gay as shit. 999 00:46:25,534 --> 00:46:28,453 Yes, exac-- Oh, my God. 1000 00:46:28,495 --> 00:46:30,163 They were heroes. 1001 00:46:30,205 --> 00:46:33,834 Yeah, and hardly anyone even knows they existed. 1002 00:46:35,877 --> 00:46:38,755 Yeah. I... 1003 00:46:38,797 --> 00:46:41,174 Thank you, actually. That's... [chuckles] 1004 00:46:41,216 --> 00:46:43,552 -That's super helpful. -Sure. 1005 00:46:46,054 --> 00:46:48,682 Who were you talking to earlier? 1006 00:46:48,723 --> 00:46:51,184 Keep in mind that you're not a good liar. 1007 00:46:56,773 --> 00:46:58,817 It was Finley. 1008 00:46:58,859 --> 00:47:01,486 We were supposed to grab dinner but I had to cancel. 1009 00:47:05,574 --> 00:47:08,034 Are you two together? 1010 00:47:10,537 --> 00:47:12,831 I... [exhales] 1011 00:47:12,873 --> 00:47:14,833 I don't know what we are. 1012 00:47:14,875 --> 00:47:16,918 [scoffs] 1013 00:47:16,960 --> 00:47:19,963 Oh, come on. 1014 00:47:20,005 --> 00:47:22,090 Oh. Please, you... 1015 00:47:22,132 --> 00:47:24,467 You told me not to lie. 1016 00:47:24,509 --> 00:47:26,428 I'm just trying to figure out how you're not 1017 00:47:26,469 --> 00:47:28,221 furious with her. 1018 00:47:28,263 --> 00:47:30,181 She ruined our wedding. 1019 00:47:30,223 --> 00:47:32,392 -She made a fool of me. -She didn't mean to. 1020 00:47:32,434 --> 00:47:36,229 I don't give a shit what she meant to do, she still did it. 1021 00:47:36,271 --> 00:47:38,148 Look, I'm sorry. 1022 00:47:38,189 --> 00:47:41,026 I am so sorry that I hurt you 1023 00:47:41,067 --> 00:47:45,322 and that I keep hurting you, but you told me it was over. 1024 00:47:45,363 --> 00:47:46,698 -And I believed you. -Oh. 1025 00:47:46,740 --> 00:47:47,866 Y-You're just so full of conviction. 1026 00:47:47,908 --> 00:47:49,367 No. Don't put this on me. 1027 00:47:49,409 --> 00:47:50,994 Well, is it not over? 1028 00:47:51,036 --> 00:47:52,996 Between us? 1029 00:47:53,038 --> 00:47:54,706 slow, somber music 1030 00:47:56,958 --> 00:47:59,419 [keys clatter] 1031 00:47:59,461 --> 00:48:01,379 Oh, yo, my guy. 1032 00:48:01,421 --> 00:48:03,214 How was the date? 1033 00:48:03,256 --> 00:48:07,177 Uh, it was strange, but, um, it was fine. 1034 00:48:07,218 --> 00:48:10,513 Yeah, it sounds like the majority of my dates. 1035 00:48:10,555 --> 00:48:12,849 Tinder is a very weird place. 1036 00:48:12,891 --> 00:48:15,352 Hey, uh, how was, how was dinner with Sophie? 1037 00:48:15,393 --> 00:48:16,561 Did she like the flowers? 1038 00:48:16,603 --> 00:48:18,313 Uh, she had to rain-check. 1039 00:48:18,355 --> 00:48:20,649 Oh, that sucks. Did she say why? 1040 00:48:20,690 --> 00:48:23,526 Uh, she's in Ojai. 1041 00:48:23,568 --> 00:48:26,529 [sighs] Man, I, uh, I'm really relieved that she told you. 1042 00:48:26,571 --> 00:48:28,031 Yeah, of course she did. 1043 00:48:28,073 --> 00:48:29,950 I mean, when Dani told me that she just showed up, 1044 00:48:29,991 --> 00:48:32,452 I-I wondered if she'd come clean, but... 1045 00:48:32,494 --> 00:48:35,121 I don't know, I guess, I guess Dani was okay seeing her. 1046 00:48:35,163 --> 00:48:37,123 "For Your Love" by Ria Mae 1047 00:48:37,165 --> 00:48:38,708 Don't apologize... 1048 00:48:38,750 --> 00:48:41,878 Yeah, no, for sure. Um... 1049 00:48:41,920 --> 00:48:43,630 Don't let me lean on you... 1050 00:48:43,672 --> 00:48:47,300 -Shit. Um, I thought that sh-- -It's okay. 1051 00:48:47,342 --> 00:48:48,718 Really got to keep my mouth shut. 1052 00:48:48,760 --> 00:48:51,304 [chuckles] Uh, I'm gonna go out. 1053 00:48:51,346 --> 00:48:54,307 -I'll see you later. -Finley. 1054 00:48:54,349 --> 00:48:55,600 Fin. 1055 00:48:55,642 --> 00:48:58,436 [door opens, closes] 1056 00:48:58,478 --> 00:49:02,440 All my life I've waited for your love 1057 00:49:02,482 --> 00:49:07,529 Just a silly little kid who wouldn't give up 1058 00:49:07,570 --> 00:49:09,614 Stood by the door but you never came 1059 00:49:09,656 --> 00:49:11,074 Oh, honey. Honey. 1060 00:49:11,116 --> 00:49:13,201 Wondering if you were okay 1061 00:49:13,243 --> 00:49:15,078 -[crying] -It's okay. It's okay. 1062 00:49:15,120 --> 00:49:17,080 All my life I've waited for your love 1063 00:49:17,122 --> 00:49:18,289 [phone vibrates] 1064 00:49:18,331 --> 00:49:20,291 And I'm not giving up 1065 00:49:23,169 --> 00:49:25,922 And I'm not giving up 1066 00:49:25,964 --> 00:49:28,967 On you 1067 00:49:29,009 --> 00:49:32,429 Just a silly little kid, yeah, yeah 1068 00:49:32,470 --> 00:49:34,973 Yeah, yeah, and I'm not giving up 1069 00:49:39,352 --> 00:49:41,354 Do you want me to stand here 1070 00:49:41,396 --> 00:49:44,524 Like nothing happened? 1071 00:49:44,566 --> 00:49:48,695 I still second-guess every single interaction 1072 00:49:48,737 --> 00:49:51,448 If this was the last day of my life 1073 00:49:51,489 --> 00:49:54,325 I'd want to make peace with you 1074 00:49:54,367 --> 00:49:56,703 Is that something we're capable of? 1075 00:49:56,745 --> 00:49:59,289 'Cause I can't end it like this, I can't do it 1076 00:49:59,330 --> 00:50:02,625 All my life I've waited for your love 1077 00:50:02,667 --> 00:50:04,711 Waited for you 1078 00:50:09,507 --> 00:50:13,845 All my life I waited for your love 1079 00:50:13,887 --> 00:50:16,514 And I'm not giving up 1080 00:50:16,556 --> 00:50:19,059 [Sophie] I should go. 1081 00:50:19,100 --> 00:50:21,603 Yeah? Okay. 1082 00:50:25,065 --> 00:50:27,150 I'm glad you're okay. 1083 00:50:28,568 --> 00:50:32,363 And-and you can call me if you need anything. 1084 00:50:35,950 --> 00:50:39,079 I think we dodged a bullet, you and me. 1085 00:50:43,124 --> 00:50:44,584 You do? 1086 00:50:47,962 --> 00:50:50,507 It just... got too hard. 1087 00:50:52,467 --> 00:50:55,220 But it doesn't feel hard now. 1088 00:50:58,681 --> 00:51:00,683 No. 1089 00:51:00,725 --> 00:51:02,894 It doesn't. 1090 00:51:05,730 --> 00:51:08,691 Maybe you should stay. 1091 00:51:08,733 --> 00:51:11,444 Nothing you could do or say 1092 00:51:11,486 --> 00:51:13,029 Is right 1093 00:51:13,071 --> 00:51:16,783 I already know just what I like 1094 00:51:16,825 --> 00:51:18,743 Bad, bad, bad, bad 1095 00:51:18,785 --> 00:51:20,995 Bad girl, need a bad girl, need a bad girl 1096 00:51:21,037 --> 00:51:23,456 'Cause the bad boys just don't cut it 1097 00:51:23,498 --> 00:51:25,792 We got what they want, want, what they want, want 1098 00:51:25,834 --> 00:51:28,128 They can look but they just can't touch it 1099 00:51:28,169 --> 00:51:30,588 Bad girl, need a bad girl, need a bad girl 1100 00:51:30,630 --> 00:51:32,924 'Cause the bad boys just don't cut it 1101 00:51:32,966 --> 00:51:35,135 We're always up to no good 1102 00:51:35,176 --> 00:51:37,178 Doing what they wish they could 1103 00:51:37,220 --> 00:51:39,264 I said do it like this all around the clock