1 00:00:00,125 --> 00:00:02,502              Previously on                 The L Word: Generation Q...     2 00:00:02,544 --> 00:00:04,337                [Dani]                   Dad. What the hell's going on?    3 00:00:04,379 --> 00:00:06,172      Everything's gonna be okay.     4 00:00:06,214 --> 00:00:07,632              -No. What?                        -Call my lawyer.           5 00:00:07,674 --> 00:00:09,300         Do you want to go out                 for dinner tonight?         6 00:00:09,342 --> 00:00:11,511            -[Finley]   Yeah.                   -Can I get a rain check?      7 00:00:11,553 --> 00:00:13,680                [Bette]                     Carrie is the fucking worst.    8 00:00:13,722 --> 00:00:16,474          It's like, everything               is a fucking joke to her.      9 00:00:16,516 --> 00:00:18,518      I think, you know, you guys        should start, so it'd be easier  10 00:00:18,560 --> 00:00:19,811              for Angie.              11 00:00:19,853 --> 00:00:22,731        Yeah, easier for Angie                 or easier for you?          12 00:00:22,772 --> 00:00:23,982           My donor's dying.          13 00:00:24,024 --> 00:00:25,859          Ange, that's a lot.         14 00:00:25,900 --> 00:00:27,861       [Angie]   You think Mama B            would let me see a therapist?    15 00:00:27,902 --> 00:00:30,363      [Shane]   She'd be more than            willing to give that to you.    16 00:00:30,405 --> 00:00:31,531       What'd you do, you sleep             at a hotel or something?       17 00:00:31,573 --> 00:00:33,199             No, I stayed                     with my friend Bette.        18 00:00:33,241 --> 00:00:34,701        [Tom]   She still dating                   your ex's ex-wife?         19 00:00:34,743 --> 00:00:35,910          [Gigi]   So yesterday                  I was your girlfriend,       20 00:00:35,952 --> 00:00:37,162          and today I'm no one?        21 00:00:37,203 --> 00:00:38,705                [Bette]                         I can't deconstruct         22 00:00:38,747 --> 00:00:40,540       -your feelings right now.              -I've never asked you        23 00:00:40,582 --> 00:00:43,710       -to deconstruct anything.         -[Tess]   Oh, my God, I'm sorry.    24 00:00:43,752 --> 00:00:44,711       -I'm-I'm seeing someone.           -Yeah. Don't need to explain.    25 00:00:44,753 --> 00:00:46,546              -I'm sorry.                            -Okay.                26 00:00:46,588 --> 00:00:47,922                [Pippa]                        Thank you for dinner.        27 00:00:47,964 --> 00:00:49,215                [Bette]                               Please.               28 00:00:49,257 --> 00:00:50,550                [Pippa]                       Don't touch me like this      29 00:00:50,592 --> 00:00:52,594         unless you're coming                     home with me.            30 00:00:52,635 --> 00:00:55,138        pulsing, dramatic music      31 00:00:55,180 --> 00:00:56,639                [Dani]                      The fuck are you doing here?    32 00:00:56,681 --> 00:00:58,391       I drove 70 miles to make             sure that you were alive.      33 00:00:58,433 --> 00:01:00,393                [Dani]                              Well, I am.             34 00:01:00,435 --> 00:01:01,728               [moaning]              35 00:01:01,770 --> 00:01:03,063                [Micah]                     How was dinner with Sophie?     36 00:01:03,104 --> 00:01:04,564               [Finley]                          Uh, she's in Ojai.         37 00:01:04,606 --> 00:01:06,232      [Micah] I'm really relieved              that she told you.          38 00:01:06,274 --> 00:01:07,984       I mean, when Dani told me            that she just showed up,       39 00:01:08,026 --> 00:01:09,903  I wondered if she'd come clean.    40 00:01:09,944 --> 00:01:11,571               [Finley]                         Yeah, no, for sure.         41 00:01:17,035 --> 00:01:19,579       [Finley retches, coughs]       42 00:01:22,123 --> 00:01:24,167                [spits]               43 00:01:24,959 --> 00:01:27,253           [grunts, exhales]          44 00:01:29,798 --> 00:01:32,092           [toilet flushes]           45 00:01:35,136 --> 00:01:36,554            [clears throat]           46 00:01:43,812 --> 00:01:45,647               [exhales]              47 00:01:45,688 --> 00:01:47,941              [can pops]              48 00:01:47,982 --> 00:01:49,776           atmospheric music         49 00:01:49,818 --> 00:01:52,320                                      50 00:01:55,698 --> 00:01:57,450               [grunts]               51 00:02:09,629 --> 00:02:12,048               [Sophie]                               Hey.                 52 00:02:13,466 --> 00:02:15,468               Uh, hey.               53 00:02:15,510 --> 00:02:17,303                 Um...                54 00:02:17,345 --> 00:02:19,430           We're out of O.J.          55 00:02:19,472 --> 00:02:22,892           Oh, I'll just...                   I'll grab some later.        56 00:02:22,934 --> 00:02:25,436          Are you all right?           You're looking paler than usual.  57 00:02:25,478 --> 00:02:27,897        No, I'm, uh, I'm good.        58 00:02:27,939 --> 00:02:29,649             Yeah. Thanks.            59 00:02:29,691 --> 00:02:31,985         You been hiding out?                Feel like I haven't...        60 00:02:32,026 --> 00:02:33,862           haven't seen you                     in a couple days.          61 00:02:33,903 --> 00:02:36,656      Yeah. Something like that.      62 00:02:36,698 --> 00:02:40,285           Okay. Well, um...          63 00:02:40,326 --> 00:02:43,121      All right. I-I wasn't fully          honest with you about Ojai.     64 00:02:43,163 --> 00:02:44,497                I know.               65 00:02:44,539 --> 00:02:48,209             How was Dani?                    Is she... She's good?        66 00:02:49,544 --> 00:02:51,212         She was in the middle                    of a crisis.             67 00:02:51,254 --> 00:02:53,506               -I know.                     -And her dad is in jail,       68 00:02:53,548 --> 00:02:55,967     -and I just, I just thought--             -I know. So crazy.          69 00:02:56,009 --> 00:02:58,052    I just didn't want her thinking     that she was alone. That's all.  70 00:02:58,094 --> 00:02:59,846                 Cool.                71 00:03:01,139 --> 00:03:03,141           Well, thank you.           72 00:03:03,183 --> 00:03:04,684       Thanks for understanding.      73 00:03:04,726 --> 00:03:07,353      You're just-- You're always              such a good friend.         74 00:03:09,063 --> 00:03:11,858              Sure. Uh...             75 00:03:15,987 --> 00:03:20,491     We're not back together, uh,         if-if that's what you think.     76 00:03:20,533 --> 00:03:24,871      Uh, I don't think anything.     77 00:03:26,247 --> 00:03:29,375                -Okay.                               -Okay.                78 00:03:31,377 --> 00:03:33,213            You been drinking,                  you been drinking          79 00:03:33,254 --> 00:03:34,839        You been drinking again      80 00:03:34,881 --> 00:03:37,050            You been drinking,                  you been drinking          81 00:03:37,091 --> 00:03:38,760        You been drinking again      82 00:03:38,801 --> 00:03:41,512             I keep thinking,                    I keep thinking           83 00:03:41,554 --> 00:03:43,056       That you'd keep it kosher     84 00:03:43,097 --> 00:03:44,557            You been drinking,                  you been drinking          85 00:03:44,599 --> 00:03:46,434        You been drinking again      86 00:03:48,436 --> 00:03:51,397          [keyboard clicking]         87 00:03:51,439 --> 00:03:53,107                [Gigi]                            Good morning.            88 00:03:53,149 --> 00:03:54,943                  Mm.                 89 00:03:59,447 --> 00:04:03,910            So I'm guessing                 Tina's back from Toronto?      90 00:04:03,952 --> 00:04:06,454                -Sorry?                   -I figured Angie's with Tina,    91 00:04:06,496 --> 00:04:10,083        which is why you could                     stay over.              92 00:04:10,124 --> 00:04:11,709              Ah. Right.              93 00:04:11,751 --> 00:04:13,795           Yes, she's back.           94 00:04:16,923 --> 00:04:19,050                Bette?                95 00:04:19,092 --> 00:04:22,262       Do you want to talk about          what happened the other day?     96 00:04:23,054 --> 00:04:24,806        Not unless you need to.       97 00:04:33,982 --> 00:04:37,235       You're more than welcome           to stay as long as you want,     98 00:04:37,277 --> 00:04:39,028           but I have plans                  to meet someone, so...        99 00:04:39,070 --> 00:04:41,239              [chuckles]                         That was fast.            100 00:04:41,281 --> 00:04:44,325          No, not like that.                    I'm seeing Dani.           101 00:04:45,702 --> 00:04:47,578                  Oh.                 102 00:04:47,620 --> 00:04:49,831             I didn't know                    you two were friends.        103 00:04:50,665 --> 00:04:52,000      Is that a problem for you?      104 00:04:52,041 --> 00:04:54,335            No, not at all.           105 00:05:03,845 --> 00:05:06,264     [Gigi] 'Cause you can tell me            how you really feel.         106 00:05:07,932 --> 00:05:10,310              I just did.             107 00:05:19,527 --> 00:05:21,988       I found her, by the way.       108 00:05:22,030 --> 00:05:23,239              Found who?              109 00:05:23,281 --> 00:05:25,491            -Pippa Pascal.                        -The artist?             110 00:05:25,533 --> 00:05:29,329         She's beyond anything                  I ever imagined.           111 00:05:29,370 --> 00:05:32,332  I would fucking cut out my heart        to work with that woman.       112 00:05:34,208 --> 00:05:35,835             [Bette sighs]            113 00:05:38,629 --> 00:05:40,840            -[Finley] Sup.                    -Hey, how you doing?         114 00:05:40,882 --> 00:05:44,594          Oh, my God, that is             an impossible question. See--    115 00:05:44,635 --> 00:05:46,262         It's just rhetorical.                     [chuckles]              116 00:05:46,304 --> 00:05:49,807         Oh. Copy that. Yeah.         117 00:05:49,849 --> 00:05:52,310                 -Hey.                                -Hey.                118 00:05:52,352 --> 00:05:54,854                 -Hey.                             -[Tess] Hi.             119 00:05:54,896 --> 00:05:57,523     So, I told you I met someone.    120 00:05:57,565 --> 00:05:58,983                 Yeah.                121 00:05:59,025 --> 00:06:00,860       We met this past weekend       122 00:06:00,902 --> 00:06:03,446         at this, like, bougie               Hollywood Hills party--       123 00:06:03,488 --> 00:06:05,073               [Finley]                      Did you see any celebs?       124 00:06:05,114 --> 00:06:08,117     Was there, like, a sick pool?            Do you have any, um--        125 00:06:08,159 --> 00:06:10,620             No. Um, so...            126 00:06:10,661 --> 00:06:12,538         She wanted to go out                   with me tonight,           127 00:06:12,580 --> 00:06:15,083    but I told her that I couldn't       because we have our poker game,  128 00:06:15,124 --> 00:06:20,046    so she's coming here to take me         out for coffee instead.       129 00:06:20,088 --> 00:06:21,756           Like, right now.           130 00:06:21,798 --> 00:06:23,716           Is-is that cool?           131 00:06:23,758 --> 00:06:26,302              Well, yeah.                          [chuckles]              132 00:06:26,344 --> 00:06:28,012          Why wouldn't it be?         133 00:06:28,054 --> 00:06:30,223        Just... because the...        134 00:06:30,264 --> 00:06:32,225          -Yeah, never mind.                       -What? No.              135 00:06:32,266 --> 00:06:33,559       Yeah, okay. Yeah. Great.       136 00:06:33,601 --> 00:06:36,562                 Yeah.                   I'd like to meet her, actually.  137 00:06:36,604 --> 00:06:39,023         G-Good. Great. Okay.         138 00:06:39,065 --> 00:06:41,401            -Is that okay?                            -Yes.                139 00:06:41,442 --> 00:06:43,903        -Is she on her way now?                 -Yes. Yeah. Now.           140 00:06:43,945 --> 00:06:46,322          -Oh. That's quick.                      -[door opens]            141 00:06:46,364 --> 00:06:49,242                  Hi.                 142 00:06:49,283 --> 00:06:51,077               [Cherie]                                Hi.                 143 00:06:51,119 --> 00:06:52,662            Guess who's back         144 00:06:52,703 --> 00:06:54,664                                      145 00:06:54,705 --> 00:06:56,582      So, Cherie, this is Shane.      146 00:06:56,624 --> 00:06:59,544        Shane, this is Cherie.        147 00:07:00,253 --> 00:07:02,547                Cherie.               148 00:07:02,588 --> 00:07:05,925      We've actually met before.      149 00:07:07,593 --> 00:07:09,971               [exhales]                       Of course you have.         150 00:07:10,012 --> 00:07:11,305            Guess who's back         151 00:07:11,347 --> 00:07:13,433               [Finley]                              Finley.               152 00:07:16,352 --> 00:07:17,979            Guess who's back         153 00:07:18,020 --> 00:07:19,188         [Alice]   I kept trying                to tell you on the phone      154 00:07:19,230 --> 00:07:20,481         that ghosts aren't real.      155 00:07:20,523 --> 00:07:22,525             First of all,                  I was joking about that.       156 00:07:22,567 --> 00:07:24,360        But, on the off chance                 that they are real,         157 00:07:24,402 --> 00:07:26,195  you should speak kinder of them.  158 00:07:26,237 --> 00:07:30,158        No, I was up last night            rereading the last chapter      159 00:07:30,199 --> 00:07:31,659             -you gave me.                           -Yeah?                160 00:07:31,701 --> 00:07:33,953          I got to tell you,                it's really, really good.      161 00:07:33,995 --> 00:07:36,205               -Really?                      -Yeah. I came down here       162 00:07:36,247 --> 00:07:37,957    to congratulate you in person.    163 00:07:37,999 --> 00:07:40,793     -I really hope they like it.                  -They will.             164 00:07:40,835 --> 00:07:43,963            Congratulations                    on your first book.         165 00:07:44,005 --> 00:07:45,256               Come on.               166 00:07:45,298 --> 00:07:47,967       Did you get me a diamond                tennis bracel-- Oh.         167 00:07:48,009 --> 00:07:51,137             -It's a pen.                -Yeah. 'Cause you're a writer.    168 00:07:51,179 --> 00:07:52,972                Right.                             [chuckles]              169 00:07:53,014 --> 00:07:54,432         I love it. Thank you.        170 00:07:54,474 --> 00:07:55,975              I actually                  have something for you, too.     171 00:07:56,017 --> 00:07:57,935              Come here.              172 00:07:59,979 --> 00:08:02,190               [exhales]                              Okay.                173 00:08:02,231 --> 00:08:03,316               [laughs]               174 00:08:03,357 --> 00:08:05,735      This is what I'm gonna say      175 00:08:05,776 --> 00:08:07,904    in the "Thank you to my editor"            part of my book.           176 00:08:07,945 --> 00:08:09,822                 Okay.                177 00:08:11,407 --> 00:08:15,536      "Dear Tom, this book may be             your best trick yet.         178 00:08:15,578 --> 00:08:17,538          With love, Alice."          179 00:08:18,581 --> 00:08:20,124              I love it.                            [laughs]               180 00:08:20,166 --> 00:08:22,376               -You do?                           -I do. I do.             181 00:08:22,418 --> 00:08:23,586  Thank you. It means a lot to me.  182 00:08:23,628 --> 00:08:26,506     Okay, good. Well, I meant it.    183 00:08:28,466 --> 00:08:30,593            -So this is it?                          -Yeah.                184 00:08:30,635 --> 00:08:33,679       As far as the book goes,                 it's done, so...           185 00:08:35,014 --> 00:08:37,225    Does it always feel this weird?  186 00:08:37,266 --> 00:08:40,186    'Cause I'm so used to spending           so much time with you,        187 00:08:40,228 --> 00:08:41,771         and now I'm not gonna                  see you tomorrow,          188 00:08:41,812 --> 00:08:43,606       and it's... I don't know.      189 00:08:43,648 --> 00:08:45,316       I can't put words to it.       190 00:08:45,358 --> 00:08:47,026    Mm. We're done professionally,    191 00:08:47,068 --> 00:08:49,820         but we're definitely                    friends, right?           192 00:08:49,862 --> 00:08:52,782     -Like, we feel like friends.                  -You think?             193 00:08:52,823 --> 00:08:55,201            I mean, I wept                 in front of you, so y-yeah.     194 00:08:55,243 --> 00:08:59,205     Right. And I pretty much had,       like, a full mental breakdown.    195 00:08:59,247 --> 00:09:00,957       But who's keeping score?       196 00:09:01,916 --> 00:09:04,752              Yeah, okay.                    I'd say we're friends.        197 00:09:04,794 --> 00:09:06,003               Me, too.               198 00:09:09,590 --> 00:09:11,842           [distant buzzing]          199 00:09:15,846 --> 00:09:18,057          In the bin, please.                       In here.               200 00:09:19,016 --> 00:09:20,685                Thanks.               201 00:09:21,394 --> 00:09:22,937                [beeps]               202 00:09:33,447 --> 00:09:34,949            Right this way.           203 00:09:34,991 --> 00:09:36,742              Follow me.              204 00:09:47,378 --> 00:09:50,548      [indistinct radio chatter]      205 00:09:50,590 --> 00:09:52,008           [keypad beeping]           206 00:09:52,758 --> 00:09:55,094             [lock buzzes]            207 00:10:00,808 --> 00:10:03,853            [laughs softly]                   It's good to see you.        208 00:10:09,650 --> 00:10:11,694          I'm sorry you have                  to see me like this.         209 00:10:11,736 --> 00:10:14,572          I-I never imagined                I'd be in this position.       210 00:10:14,614 --> 00:10:16,282       A high-priced legal team                  can give anyone           211 00:10:16,324 --> 00:10:18,034      a false sense of security.      212 00:10:18,075 --> 00:10:19,619         You have every right                     to be upset.             213 00:10:19,660 --> 00:10:21,621          Who says I'm upset?         214 00:10:23,164 --> 00:10:24,665              I need you.             215 00:10:25,499 --> 00:10:27,084    I need you now more than ever.    216 00:10:27,126 --> 00:10:29,128      So it's all about you, huh?     217 00:10:29,170 --> 00:10:30,921                [sighs]               218 00:10:30,963 --> 00:10:33,424    You're the only person I trust.  219 00:10:33,466 --> 00:10:35,968      Am I here as your daughter              or your spin doctor?         220 00:10:36,010 --> 00:10:37,803       Okay, you're angry. I-I--      221 00:10:37,845 --> 00:10:40,014         Answer the question.         222 00:10:40,056 --> 00:10:44,435     Daniela, you are my daughter                first, always.            223 00:10:44,477 --> 00:10:47,438     But we cannot separate family              from our company.          224 00:10:47,480 --> 00:10:49,231     I don't work for the company.    225 00:10:53,277 --> 00:10:58,157     Actually, you are the interim        CEO of your family's company.    226 00:11:08,042 --> 00:11:09,585         You slipped these in                  while I was signing         227 00:11:09,627 --> 00:11:11,170      on the house the other day?     228 00:11:12,296 --> 00:11:13,798                 Yeah.                229 00:11:13,839 --> 00:11:15,508          Have you ever been                     honest with me?           230 00:11:15,549 --> 00:11:17,510              I'm sorry.              231 00:11:17,551 --> 00:11:19,845            No, you're not.           232 00:11:25,142 --> 00:11:28,187      I refuse to be your puppet.     233 00:11:28,229 --> 00:11:30,147                [Lisa]                     All of your family's assets     234 00:11:30,189 --> 00:11:32,066      are tied into this company.     235 00:11:32,108 --> 00:11:35,361     You walk away from this job,        you walk away from everything.    236 00:11:40,241 --> 00:11:42,368    Then I need to know the truth.    237 00:11:43,744 --> 00:11:46,539                -Dani--                        -As your daughter,          238 00:11:46,580 --> 00:11:49,333     I need to know what you knew             and when you knew it.        239 00:11:49,375 --> 00:11:51,836            Unfortunately,                due to liability, he won't--     240 00:11:51,877 --> 00:11:54,672     Don't give me that bullshit.     241 00:11:56,882 --> 00:12:00,553        You tell me the truth,             and I'll run your company.      242 00:12:00,594 --> 00:12:02,304           But if I find out                     you lied to me,           243 00:12:02,346 --> 00:12:06,142     I'll light that place on fire             and watch it burn.          244 00:12:06,183 --> 00:12:07,768              Am I clear?             245 00:12:08,519 --> 00:12:10,646            [laughs softly]           246 00:12:12,940 --> 00:12:14,900       What do you want to know?      247 00:12:17,361 --> 00:12:20,197         "The Kids Are Not Fine"                    by Marieme             248 00:12:20,239 --> 00:12:23,409               Why are we            249 00:12:23,451 --> 00:12:27,538            So blind to see          250 00:12:27,580 --> 00:12:32,418         That the ones we hurt       251 00:12:32,460 --> 00:12:34,420             Are you and me          252 00:12:34,462 --> 00:12:35,421          Thanks for waiting.         253 00:12:35,463 --> 00:12:38,424        Anytime. What happened?       254 00:12:39,842 --> 00:12:42,762     I, um, I somehow just became     255 00:12:42,803 --> 00:12:45,139    the CEO of my family's company.  256 00:12:46,307 --> 00:12:48,392               Oh, shit.              257 00:12:48,434 --> 00:12:49,977            That the ones...         258 00:12:50,019 --> 00:12:53,439      Well, boss lady, where to?      259 00:12:53,481 --> 00:12:54,899        I just want to go home.       260 00:12:54,940 --> 00:12:57,735              Home it is.             261 00:12:57,777 --> 00:12:59,570            [engine starts]           262 00:12:59,612 --> 00:13:01,572         Sealed lips sink ships      263 00:13:01,614 --> 00:13:03,324            No tip, no drip          264 00:13:03,365 --> 00:13:04,533              Got no money           265 00:13:04,575 --> 00:13:06,285                [Micah]                             You're, uh,             266 00:13:06,327 --> 00:13:08,370        -you're all here early.              -Bette's gonna be here        267 00:13:08,412 --> 00:13:09,789             -any minute.                            -Okay.                268 00:13:09,830 --> 00:13:11,540          Yeah. Yeah. I can,                  I can check back in.         269 00:13:11,582 --> 00:13:13,125               [quietly]                              Yeah.                270 00:13:13,167 --> 00:13:15,461          -My stomach hurts.                  -[Carrie] Oh, honey,         271 00:13:15,503 --> 00:13:17,463            you know what?             I have Tums in your mom's purse.  272 00:13:17,505 --> 00:13:19,548       It's okay. I'm just gonna              grab water, I think.         273 00:13:19,590 --> 00:13:20,466                 Okay.                274 00:13:20,508 --> 00:13:22,301                -Okay.                               -Okay.                275 00:13:27,515 --> 00:13:29,975    -Should we make a break for it?               -[chuckles]             276 00:13:30,017 --> 00:13:32,895  I mean, come on, honey. We could     be in Mexico in a couple hours.  277 00:13:32,937 --> 00:13:34,396                -Right?                             -Stop it.              278 00:13:34,438 --> 00:13:36,482         I got that blue light              from my friend, the cop.       279 00:13:36,524 --> 00:13:37,900     I can throw that on the top.     280 00:13:37,942 --> 00:13:39,276                -Right.                  -We could be Thelma and Louise    281 00:13:39,318 --> 00:13:41,821        -all the way to Mexico.                    -[chuckles]             282 00:13:44,031 --> 00:13:45,199    Now, she's gonna behave, right?  283 00:13:45,241 --> 00:13:46,492            You promise me                     she's gonna behave?         284 00:13:46,534 --> 00:13:48,452            Yes, I promise.                   She's gonna be fine.         285 00:13:48,494 --> 00:13:50,329                -Okay?                               -Okay.                286 00:13:50,371 --> 00:13:53,999     Look, I-I know that you think         that she can be difficult.      287 00:13:54,041 --> 00:13:55,835    Yes, and I'd be very surprised                 to find out             288 00:13:55,876 --> 00:13:57,336     that's an unpopular opinion.     289 00:13:57,378 --> 00:14:00,798       Look, she and Angie have           a very special relationship.     290 00:14:00,840 --> 00:14:02,132          I know that. I do.          291 00:14:02,174 --> 00:14:03,717             -Right? Good.                          -[sighs]               292 00:14:03,759 --> 00:14:05,302     Maybe I shouldn't have come.     293 00:14:06,679 --> 00:14:08,931  What do you mean? You're the one       that wants to get married.      294 00:14:08,973 --> 00:14:10,683    Well, what do you mean by that?  295 00:14:10,724 --> 00:14:14,812        I... This is the family            that you're marrying into.      296 00:14:14,854 --> 00:14:17,648              -All of us.                   -Right. No, you're right.      297 00:14:17,690 --> 00:14:19,275         That's totally true.         298 00:14:19,316 --> 00:14:21,861       I mean, what I have to do             is I just have to start       299 00:14:21,902 --> 00:14:25,030     feeling sorry for her and not        get as pissed off, you know?     300 00:14:25,072 --> 00:14:27,366           -Okay. All right.                -That's-that's the trick.      301 00:14:27,408 --> 00:14:29,368          -Whatever it takes.                   -It's gonna work,          302 00:14:29,410 --> 00:14:31,036           because I already                   feel sorry for her.         303 00:14:31,078 --> 00:14:33,038             -Why is that?               -Because she doesn't have you.    304 00:14:33,080 --> 00:14:35,207               [scoffs]                       She doesn't want me.         305 00:14:35,249 --> 00:14:36,542          -I think she does.             -You say this about everybody.    306 00:14:36,584 --> 00:14:38,711              -I do not.                  -She doesn't. I promise you.     307 00:14:38,752 --> 00:14:39,837            -Yes, she does.                    -No, she doesn't--          308 00:14:39,879 --> 00:14:41,380         Honey, yes, she does.        309 00:14:41,422 --> 00:14:43,674    Look, it doesn't matter, honey.  310 00:14:43,716 --> 00:14:46,218               -Why not?                      -Because I love you.         311 00:14:46,260 --> 00:14:49,889            I want you here                   and Angie does, too.         312 00:14:49,930 --> 00:14:53,225        You belong here. Okay?        313 00:14:53,267 --> 00:14:54,602         You're the sweetest,                    you know that?            314 00:14:54,643 --> 00:14:56,186         And when we get home,        315 00:14:56,228 --> 00:14:57,646    you got to get that blue light             out of the garage,          316 00:14:57,688 --> 00:15:00,316     because I just thought about            when we order takeout,        317 00:15:00,357 --> 00:15:01,859     why should we have cold food?    318 00:15:01,901 --> 00:15:03,027            -I don't know.                 -I could put that thing on      319 00:15:03,068 --> 00:15:04,987    and get the food home in time.    320 00:15:05,029 --> 00:15:06,906        Okay. I'll remind you.        321 00:15:06,947 --> 00:15:08,490         Thank you, very much.        322 00:15:08,532 --> 00:15:10,659         [Jordi] [over phone]                       You nervous?            323 00:15:10,701 --> 00:15:13,787    Well, I told Mama T that I had     to tell her something really big  324 00:15:13,829 --> 00:15:16,665     and that I just, like, really       needed her support in therapy.    325 00:15:16,707 --> 00:15:18,584          That's good. So real.        326 00:15:18,626 --> 00:15:20,085                 Yeah.                327 00:15:20,127 --> 00:15:22,171  Ms. Porter definitely scares me.  328 00:15:22,212 --> 00:15:23,589         Jordi, you don't need               to call her Ms. Porter        329 00:15:23,631 --> 00:15:26,008        -when you're around me.                 -Mm, can't risk it.         330 00:15:26,050 --> 00:15:27,259      She could pull up at any time.  331 00:15:27,301 --> 00:15:29,762              [chuckles]              332 00:15:29,803 --> 00:15:32,056  I just hope this isn't horrible.  333 00:15:32,097 --> 00:15:34,767             Ask the universe                  to be on our side here.       334 00:15:34,808 --> 00:15:36,185         Pretty, pretty, please.       335 00:15:37,645 --> 00:15:38,854                 Yes.                 336 00:15:38,896 --> 00:15:41,607      But no matter what happens,     337 00:15:41,649 --> 00:15:45,527     at least I get to see you get     nominated onto prom court later.  338 00:15:45,569 --> 00:15:47,279          Bitch, are they gonna                     call my name?            339 00:15:47,321 --> 00:15:49,782            [laughs] Jordi,               there's no better prom queen.    340 00:15:49,823 --> 00:15:51,700               -You think?                             -Duh.                341 00:15:51,742 --> 00:15:55,079          Ready when you are.         342 00:15:55,120 --> 00:15:56,664              Got to go.                     I'll talk to you later.       343 00:15:56,705 --> 00:15:59,416          Okay. Love the blazer,                     Ms. Porter.             344 00:15:59,458 --> 00:16:01,627           Thank you, Jordi.          345 00:16:01,669 --> 00:16:04,505           slow, somber music        346 00:16:04,546 --> 00:16:05,631            [phone clicks]            347 00:16:05,673 --> 00:16:08,384                                      348 00:16:08,425 --> 00:16:12,012       As you know, growing up,              we had no role models.        349 00:16:12,054 --> 00:16:14,682    No one who loved like us on TV.  350 00:16:14,723 --> 00:16:18,185             Except for Jo               from   Facts of Life,   but go on.    351 00:16:18,227 --> 00:16:20,896      But the longer I work here,              the more I realize          352 00:16:20,938 --> 00:16:22,272          that we're standing                   on the shoulders           353 00:16:22,314 --> 00:16:25,192      of some incredible people.      354 00:16:25,234 --> 00:16:26,193               For sure.              355 00:16:26,235 --> 00:16:27,945         And you, oh, my God.         356 00:16:27,987 --> 00:16:29,905               [scoffs]                   You have done an amazing job     357 00:16:29,947 --> 00:16:31,115            of highlighting                    queer celebrities.          358 00:16:31,156 --> 00:16:32,825               -Really.                      -Thank you. Thank you.        359 00:16:32,866 --> 00:16:34,493    I mean, that's the whole reason        I wanted to do this show.      360 00:16:34,535 --> 00:16:37,830       Right. But there are just              so many other stories        361 00:16:37,871 --> 00:16:40,249        that haven't been told.       362 00:16:40,290 --> 00:16:42,626     What if we used this segment     363 00:16:42,668 --> 00:16:46,672           to bring to light                 everyday queer stories?       364 00:16:46,714 --> 00:16:51,510    I want to highlight people that   are part of the quiet rebellion.  365 00:16:52,970 --> 00:16:54,179         The quiet rebellion.         366 00:16:54,221 --> 00:16:55,097           People who fought                     for our rights,           367 00:16:55,139 --> 00:16:57,057         but in their own way.        368 00:16:57,099 --> 00:17:00,853      Teachers, nurses, doctors.      369 00:17:01,437 --> 00:17:06,066  It's a documentary-style segment               on everyday             370 00:17:06,108 --> 00:17:09,361         unsung queer heroes.         371 00:17:12,865 --> 00:17:14,241              I love it.              372 00:17:14,283 --> 00:17:16,368              -R-Really?               -You know what it reminds me of?  373 00:17:16,410 --> 00:17:18,746    My ninth grade English teacher,              Ms. McCauley.            374 00:17:18,787 --> 00:17:23,000     Big ole lesbo, and completely       the person who changed my life.  375 00:17:23,042 --> 00:17:24,918           -Right? You see?                          -Yeah.                376 00:17:24,960 --> 00:17:28,213    It's always someone like that.          Not just a famous person.      377 00:17:28,255 --> 00:17:31,341     Right. This is really smart.     378 00:17:31,383 --> 00:17:33,761           -I'm totally in.                          -Great.               379 00:17:33,802 --> 00:17:37,473  I mean, I-I have a couple coming   in later today for an interview.  380 00:17:37,514 --> 00:17:39,141                Really?                     Like, a real-life couple?      381 00:17:39,183 --> 00:17:41,060                 -Yep.                          -Are they, like,           382 00:17:41,101 --> 00:17:42,061          disgustingly happy?         383 00:17:42,102 --> 00:17:44,438             Yes, and old.            384 00:17:45,230 --> 00:17:47,066         That's so depressing.        385 00:17:47,107 --> 00:17:48,817     Oh, wait. 'Cause they're old?    386 00:17:48,859 --> 00:17:50,694                [sighs]                        No. 'Cause of Nat.          387 00:17:50,736 --> 00:17:53,572                 -Oh.                    -I know. She keeps texting me,    388 00:17:53,614 --> 00:17:55,199        saying she wants to get           back together, and I'm trying    389 00:17:55,240 --> 00:17:57,076        to pretend to not get,                like, a dopamine high        390 00:17:57,117 --> 00:17:58,911      every time my phone dings.      391 00:17:58,952 --> 00:18:00,329         That sounds healthy.         392 00:18:00,370 --> 00:18:03,082           Yeah. I'm, like,                   the beacon of health.        393 00:18:05,084 --> 00:18:06,460                [Micah]                             Okay, folks.            394 00:18:06,502 --> 00:18:08,378         So really, you know,                  the hope for today          395 00:18:08,420 --> 00:18:11,381      is that we can move closer           to having an open dialogue.     396 00:18:11,423 --> 00:18:13,425          Angie and I thought                 that a family session        397 00:18:13,467 --> 00:18:15,844        would be the best thing                   for everyone.            398 00:18:15,886 --> 00:18:19,515  That being said, I do want Angie     to feel like she has the space    399 00:18:19,556 --> 00:18:22,392             to talk about                  what's important to her.       400 00:18:22,434 --> 00:18:23,936                -Okay.                           -That's great.            401 00:18:23,977 --> 00:18:26,105          We're here for you.         402 00:18:28,440 --> 00:18:30,734           [inhales sharply]                          Okay.                403 00:18:31,568 --> 00:18:33,487                 So...                404 00:18:33,529 --> 00:18:35,906     first of all, I love you all.    405 00:18:35,948 --> 00:18:37,991           -That's so sweet.             -We love you, too, sweetheart.    406 00:18:38,033 --> 00:18:39,701       We love you, too, honey.       407 00:18:39,743 --> 00:18:41,662                 So...                408 00:18:41,703 --> 00:18:44,915  you know I've been seeing Kayla,     which I'm really grateful for,    409 00:18:44,957 --> 00:18:46,125             so thank you.            410 00:18:46,166 --> 00:18:48,377              -Of course.                      -Whatever you need.         411 00:18:52,256 --> 00:18:56,301               [exhales]                           But, um...              412 00:18:57,803 --> 00:19:02,850       ...yesterday she told me                that, um, her dad,          413 00:19:02,891 --> 00:19:06,478        Marcus, my, um, donor,        414 00:19:06,520 --> 00:19:10,107              he's sick.              415 00:19:10,816 --> 00:19:11,900               Sick how?              416 00:19:11,942 --> 00:19:14,570              He's, um...             417 00:19:16,488 --> 00:19:18,448              He's dying.             418 00:19:18,490 --> 00:19:20,284                Oh, no.               419 00:19:20,325 --> 00:19:22,369        Oh, baby. I'm so sorry.       420 00:19:22,411 --> 00:19:24,121               [Carrie]                       That's a lot. I mean,        421 00:19:24,163 --> 00:19:25,831             that's a lot.            422 00:19:28,417 --> 00:19:30,335       You're doing a great job.      423 00:19:32,004 --> 00:19:35,883        He's in kidney failure              and he-he needs a kidney.      424 00:19:35,924 --> 00:19:37,718     I want to see if I can help.     425 00:19:37,759 --> 00:19:41,680               Help how?                 What are you thinking, sweetie?  426 00:19:41,722 --> 00:19:43,849          I think that, um...         427 00:19:43,891 --> 00:19:46,602    I think you're saying you want       to find out if you're a match.    428 00:19:46,643 --> 00:19:47,853      Is that what you're saying,                    honey?                429 00:19:47,895 --> 00:19:50,147          -[Bette] Oh, oh...                         -Yeah.                430 00:19:50,189 --> 00:19:51,690             -No. God. No.                    -[Micah] Ms. Porter,         431 00:19:51,732 --> 00:19:53,358       before we shut her down,               why don't we just...         432 00:19:53,400 --> 00:19:54,526        Look, she can't donate              a kidney. Is that clear?       433 00:19:54,568 --> 00:19:55,777         I mean, but shouldn't                  we hear her out?           434 00:19:55,819 --> 00:19:57,362      Look, you don't have a say                    in this.               435 00:19:57,404 --> 00:19:58,697             -Ms. Porter--                 -No, I'm not trying to have     436 00:19:58,739 --> 00:20:00,032                -a say.                  -Well, good. Because you don't.  437 00:20:00,073 --> 00:20:01,617               [Carrie]                       I can relate to Angie        438 00:20:01,658 --> 00:20:03,118      -because I'm adopted, too--              -She's not adopted.         439 00:20:03,160 --> 00:20:04,328               -No, I--                        -She is our child.          440 00:20:04,369 --> 00:20:05,537           Mine and Tina's.                    We're her parents.          441 00:20:05,579 --> 00:20:06,788                [Tina]                     No one's questioning that,      442 00:20:06,830 --> 00:20:08,207                -Bette.                      -She did. She just did.       443 00:20:08,248 --> 00:20:09,666        -No, that's not what--                    -Maybe-maybe             444 00:20:09,708 --> 00:20:11,168      -if we could just refocus?                -Tina, how are we          445 00:20:11,210 --> 00:20:12,211              even having                  this fucking conversation?      446 00:20:12,252 --> 00:20:13,170      This is our daughter's body     447 00:20:13,212 --> 00:20:14,504       that we're talking about.      448 00:20:14,546 --> 00:20:15,797        -These are her organs.                 -I know, but we're          449 00:20:15,839 --> 00:20:17,049           -here to listen.                  -Oh, you want me to be        450 00:20:17,090 --> 00:20:18,508       -the bad guy. Okay, fine.                      -No.                 451 00:20:18,550 --> 00:20:19,384          -The answer is no.                 -I just want to listen.       452 00:20:19,426 --> 00:20:21,470          Absolutely not. No.         453 00:20:21,511 --> 00:20:23,013            -Angie. Angie.                -No, why don't-- Ms. Porter,     454 00:20:23,055 --> 00:20:25,015      why don't you let Tina go?      455 00:20:25,057 --> 00:20:27,017           Okay? You just...          456 00:20:27,059 --> 00:20:28,852     You don't want to crowd her.     457 00:20:29,811 --> 00:20:32,522            [Bette exhales]           458 00:20:36,818 --> 00:20:38,237                [sighs]               459 00:20:44,117 --> 00:20:47,871       Could I just explain what          I was trying to say earlier?     460 00:20:47,913 --> 00:20:49,414        I'd rather you didn't.        461 00:20:49,456 --> 00:20:51,541          Of course you can.          462 00:20:52,834 --> 00:20:55,963           Bette, I realize                that Angie is not adopted.      463 00:20:56,004 --> 00:20:58,215             I do. We had                 very different circumstances,    464 00:20:58,257 --> 00:20:59,716           different lives.           465 00:20:59,758 --> 00:21:03,095             But I grew up                without my biological mother,    466 00:21:03,136 --> 00:21:06,348      and it always made me feel               a little different          467 00:21:06,390 --> 00:21:08,684           and kind of lost.          468 00:21:08,725 --> 00:21:10,894       Then, when we connected,                     you know,              469 00:21:10,936 --> 00:21:13,939              it answered                   so many questions for me.      470 00:21:13,981 --> 00:21:18,235     And if she asked for anything     right now, I'd be there for her.  471 00:21:18,277 --> 00:21:20,445           Well, that's you.                    That's not Angie.          472 00:21:20,487 --> 00:21:22,698             That's true.                    You know, every family        473 00:21:22,739 --> 00:21:25,117         has its own dynamic,              and we should never presume     474 00:21:25,158 --> 00:21:28,120        that what worked for us            will work for someone else.     475 00:21:28,161 --> 00:21:29,955              Thank you.              476 00:21:29,997 --> 00:21:32,916       Right, I understand that.                   I'm just...             477 00:21:32,958 --> 00:21:36,461        I was just meaning that           my connecting with my mother     478 00:21:36,503 --> 00:21:37,963       was very healing for me.       479 00:21:38,005 --> 00:21:41,633      Again, that is not the case               in every family.           480 00:21:41,675 --> 00:21:43,635                [Micah]                   If you don't mind me asking,     481 00:21:43,677 --> 00:21:45,637              um, what's                     your relationship like        482 00:21:45,679 --> 00:21:47,764     with your family, Ms. Porter?    483 00:21:51,310 --> 00:21:53,603                 Um...                484 00:21:55,397 --> 00:22:00,485          Uh, my father died                  years ago and, um...         485 00:22:03,864 --> 00:22:06,408       I haven't seen my mother                   in 30 years.             486 00:22:06,450 --> 00:22:08,160         She barely raised me.        487 00:22:08,201 --> 00:22:12,831      I am who I am despite her,               not because of her.         488 00:22:12,873 --> 00:22:14,624          Is she still alive?         489 00:22:14,666 --> 00:22:17,753     I wouldn't know. She left me.    490 00:22:17,794 --> 00:22:21,381     Well, wouldn't it be amazing      if you could reconnect with her?  491 00:22:22,341 --> 00:22:24,676      No, it wouldn't be amazing.     492 00:22:24,718 --> 00:22:26,345           How do you know?           493 00:22:26,386 --> 00:22:27,971    The same way you know you don't     like fucking scallops, Carrie.    494 00:22:28,013 --> 00:22:30,682            I tried it once                   and it wasn't for me.        495 00:22:36,229 --> 00:22:39,024          soft, dramatic music       496 00:22:39,066 --> 00:22:41,068                [Tina]                             Hey, Ange.              497 00:22:46,907 --> 00:22:48,700           No one wants you                     to feel hopeless           498 00:22:48,742 --> 00:22:51,578      or alone in all this, okay?     499 00:22:52,746 --> 00:22:54,706         We're here to listen,        500 00:22:54,748 --> 00:22:57,834       and help you try to make                the best decision.          501 00:22:57,876 --> 00:23:00,170      Well, B seemed pretty sure               about how she felt.         502 00:23:00,212 --> 00:23:02,464        Yeah. Isn't she always                     like that?              503 00:23:02,506 --> 00:23:04,549           I mean, at first?                       [chuckles]              504 00:23:07,886 --> 00:23:10,055            What about you?           505 00:23:10,097 --> 00:23:11,723          Do you support me?          506 00:23:11,765 --> 00:23:13,683      I will always support you.      507 00:23:13,725 --> 00:23:16,061           That doesn't mean           I'm always gonna agree with you.  508 00:23:16,103 --> 00:23:18,730            I do understand                  why you'd want to help        509 00:23:18,772 --> 00:23:21,900       save the life of the man              that helped create you.       510 00:23:21,942 --> 00:23:26,655         And I love that this                    is who you are.           511 00:23:26,696 --> 00:23:28,407                                      512 00:23:28,448 --> 00:23:30,909      Okay? That doesn't make it           any less terrifying for me      513 00:23:30,951 --> 00:23:32,744             and your mom                   to watch you do something      514 00:23:32,786 --> 00:23:36,665         that might compromise         your health and your well-being.  515 00:23:41,878 --> 00:23:44,589               Come on.                     Give us a second chance.       516 00:23:45,924 --> 00:23:47,467           Can you do that?           517 00:23:48,760 --> 00:23:50,303                 Okay.                518 00:23:50,345 --> 00:23:52,722              All right.              519 00:23:52,764 --> 00:23:55,976                -Okay.                             -All right.             520 00:23:58,478 --> 00:23:59,855              Let me know                  if you need anything else.      521 00:23:59,896 --> 00:24:01,481              -Thank you.                   -All right. I'm gonna get      522 00:24:01,523 --> 00:24:03,358     back to work. Enjoy yourself.    523 00:24:03,400 --> 00:24:05,986         Oh, no, no, no. Sit.          Have-have fun with your friends.  524 00:24:06,027 --> 00:24:08,113       No. We have that shipment         of booze. I got to go through--  525 00:24:08,155 --> 00:24:09,656      [Finley] Oh, already taken       care of. I'll be behind the bar.  526 00:24:09,698 --> 00:24:11,491     I got it. Come on, sit down.                 You're fine.             527 00:24:11,533 --> 00:24:14,619         Yeah, you know what?                    Come, sit down.           528 00:24:14,661 --> 00:24:15,912               Come on.               529 00:24:17,497 --> 00:24:19,541            I'm impressed.            530 00:24:19,583 --> 00:24:21,126      Shane, you're all grown up.     531 00:24:21,168 --> 00:24:24,546        What can I say, Cherie?               That's what happens.         532 00:24:24,588 --> 00:24:29,301       So... when did you two...               h-how did you meet?         533 00:24:29,342 --> 00:24:31,303        She used to do my hair.       534 00:24:31,344 --> 00:24:33,138               Come on.               535 00:24:34,639 --> 00:24:36,641           We had an affair.          536 00:24:36,683 --> 00:24:40,228    An intense, destructive affair.  537 00:24:40,270 --> 00:24:42,063        She was married. It...        538 00:24:42,105 --> 00:24:43,607       did not end well, did it?      539 00:24:43,648 --> 00:24:47,068         She was a notorious,              irresistible home-wrecker.      540 00:24:47,986 --> 00:24:49,237                [Shane]                              "Was."                541 00:24:49,279 --> 00:24:50,655            Operative word.           542 00:24:51,406 --> 00:24:52,657               [Cherie]                          That's a shame.           543 00:24:52,699 --> 00:24:54,701           I don't think so.          544 00:24:54,743 --> 00:24:58,038           [Cherie] Anyway,               I-I'm divorced now, and, uh,     545 00:24:58,079 --> 00:24:59,956       gloriously, aggressively                out of the closet.          546 00:24:59,998 --> 00:25:01,875            And I have you                     to thank for that.          547 00:25:01,917 --> 00:25:03,835  [Shane] Well, I'm happy for you,         Cherie. You deserve it.       548 00:25:03,877 --> 00:25:06,546  Now I don't have to sneak around  549 00:25:06,588 --> 00:25:09,424        when I see a hot woman.       550 00:25:09,466 --> 00:25:12,511            Like-like Tess.           551 00:25:15,931 --> 00:25:17,724            [clears throat]                        Did you...              552 00:25:17,766 --> 00:25:20,602          -Did you tell her?                         -What?                553 00:25:20,644 --> 00:25:23,480        We have a game tonight.               There's an open spot.        554 00:25:23,522 --> 00:25:27,150                -Yeah.                        -Tess runs the show.         555 00:25:27,192 --> 00:25:28,652        You're welcome to join                    if you like.             556 00:25:28,693 --> 00:25:30,529             I love games.            557 00:25:34,074 --> 00:25:35,617                 Okay.                              [laughs]               558 00:25:35,659 --> 00:25:38,036    I'm gonna go check on our food.  559 00:25:51,341 --> 00:25:54,386        Fuck. Fuck. Fuck. Fuck.       560 00:25:54,427 --> 00:25:56,471              Fuck. Fuck.             561 00:25:56,513 --> 00:25:58,098               [Finley]                     Uh, is that some sort of       562 00:25:58,139 --> 00:25:59,933       meditation mantra, or...?      563 00:26:00,725 --> 00:26:02,477           What do you need?          564 00:26:02,519 --> 00:26:04,145           Okay, uh, well...          565 00:26:04,187 --> 00:26:07,816    Sophie said she's not together          with Dani anymore, right?      566 00:26:07,857 --> 00:26:09,484           But then she used                   the word "friends"          567 00:26:09,526 --> 00:26:11,570    to describe us, but I do think            that could just mean         568 00:26:11,611 --> 00:26:13,697        friends for right now,                 and then eventually         569 00:26:13,738 --> 00:26:15,991    lead to something more, right?    570 00:26:16,032 --> 00:26:17,701       Look, you're gonna drive                  yourself crazy            571 00:26:17,742 --> 00:26:19,327         trying to figure out             what's going on in her head.     572 00:26:19,369 --> 00:26:22,664       Okay? I think if she says          she wants to be just friends,    573 00:26:22,706 --> 00:26:24,749  you should take her at her word.  574 00:26:26,501 --> 00:26:28,003          I know, but it's...         575 00:26:28,044 --> 00:26:30,088             Find someone                     who knows your worth.        576 00:26:32,716 --> 00:26:34,843      People can change, though.                     Right?                577 00:26:37,762 --> 00:26:41,683     They can. But they rarely do.    578 00:26:44,811 --> 00:26:45,770                 Okay.                579 00:26:45,812 --> 00:26:49,608   Dynamite, dynamite, dynamite   580 00:26:50,984 --> 00:26:52,986              [sniffles]              581 00:26:58,992 --> 00:27:01,661          [Micah] Angie, um,              I think I speak for everyone     582 00:27:01,703 --> 00:27:04,414            when I say that                  I'm sorry you felt like       583 00:27:04,456 --> 00:27:05,915    you weren't being heard before.  584 00:27:05,957 --> 00:27:09,169        You, you have our full                   attention now.            585 00:27:11,212 --> 00:27:13,632                [sighs]               586 00:27:14,841 --> 00:27:17,552         So, after everything                    that's happened           587 00:27:17,594 --> 00:27:22,015       with Black Lives Matter,                    the murders             588 00:27:22,057 --> 00:27:25,060           and the protests,          589 00:27:25,101 --> 00:27:29,022  I started to think about Marcus.  590 00:27:29,064 --> 00:27:30,440               You know?              591 00:27:30,482 --> 00:27:33,610     Like, what has he had to deal            with as a Black man?         592 00:27:33,652 --> 00:27:36,613    I mean, I share his DNA, and...  593 00:27:36,655 --> 00:27:38,448             I don't know.            594 00:27:38,490 --> 00:27:42,410     Kayla's my half sister, so...    595 00:27:42,452 --> 00:27:45,080     I just started talking to her       more and more about race stuff.  596 00:27:45,121 --> 00:27:48,833       [Bette] And we talk about           racial issues all the time.     597 00:27:48,875 --> 00:27:50,919    I know. And I love that we do.    598 00:27:50,960 --> 00:27:55,256          You got me to read                Ta-Nehisi Coates, and...       599 00:27:55,298 --> 00:27:57,092          But also, you know          600 00:27:57,133 --> 00:28:00,095    that the two of us walk through      this world differently, Mom.     601 00:28:03,139 --> 00:28:05,016                I know.               602 00:28:05,058 --> 00:28:08,978         I mean, just because             some white people mistake me     603 00:28:09,020 --> 00:28:12,565      for... Italian or whatever,               that doesn't mean          604 00:28:12,607 --> 00:28:14,651      that I don't know who I am.     605 00:28:14,693 --> 00:28:16,611        And you know who I am.        606 00:28:16,653 --> 00:28:18,238                 I do.                607 00:28:19,489 --> 00:28:22,283  But it doesn't change the fact              that you experience         608 00:28:22,325 --> 00:28:25,829            more privilege                because of the way you look.     609 00:28:26,538 --> 00:28:27,789             I know that.             610 00:28:27,831 --> 00:28:30,208       Kit looked more like me.       611 00:28:32,043 --> 00:28:34,045  But I can't talk to her anymore.  612 00:28:35,338 --> 00:28:37,507                 So...                613 00:28:37,549 --> 00:28:42,637     I guess it's just really nice        to talk to Kayla, because...     614 00:28:42,679 --> 00:28:45,056      there's a kind of shorthand                   with us.               615 00:28:46,766 --> 00:28:48,727              And, um...              616 00:28:53,064 --> 00:28:56,651       [crying] I guess I don't               want that to go away.        617 00:29:00,989 --> 00:29:03,158          That's-that's why,                     if I'm a match,           618 00:29:03,199 --> 00:29:07,495        I am willing to give up                  a-a part of me.           619 00:29:07,537 --> 00:29:10,290     Because I don't want to lose     620 00:29:10,331 --> 00:29:13,585           something bigger                   that I am a part of.         621 00:29:19,924 --> 00:29:24,095        Thank you, for sharing                 your truth, Angie.          622 00:29:25,805 --> 00:29:30,685    Um, you know, we-we don't need          to come to any decisions,      623 00:29:30,727 --> 00:29:34,981              right now;                     we can all just process       624 00:29:35,023 --> 00:29:38,401         what Angie's told us              and-and discuss next steps.     625 00:29:41,029 --> 00:29:42,989         [Carrie]   Oh, my God.          I have a headache, I'm starving,  626 00:29:43,031 --> 00:29:45,408           I need a hot tub,                    I need a massage.          627 00:29:45,450 --> 00:29:48,453  I need that tea that you give me            to calm me down.           628 00:29:48,495 --> 00:29:51,289     -Yeah. It was an intense day.              -Totally intense.          629 00:29:51,331 --> 00:29:53,291       I mean, I should've worn                  my night guard.           630 00:29:53,333 --> 00:29:55,752    You know, my jaw is killing me        from grinding the whole time.    631 00:29:55,794 --> 00:29:58,755         I mean, your daughter             is amazing, but that Bette,     632 00:29:58,797 --> 00:30:00,423        God, she's a tough one.       633 00:30:00,465 --> 00:30:02,592       Look, she'll come around.                She always does.           634 00:30:02,634 --> 00:30:03,968            It'll be okay.            635 00:30:04,010 --> 00:30:05,386             I don't know                   how you ever married her.      636 00:30:05,428 --> 00:30:06,888                -What?                               -What?                637 00:30:06,930 --> 00:30:08,890    Don't talk about her like that.  638 00:30:08,932 --> 00:30:10,767              -Like what?                       -She's the mother          639 00:30:10,809 --> 00:30:14,813      of my daughter, and we have           to try to make this work.      640 00:30:14,854 --> 00:30:17,273                -Okay.                           -Don't do that.           641 00:30:17,315 --> 00:30:19,734         -What am I doing now?                    -Y-Your tone.            642 00:30:19,776 --> 00:30:21,945                -It's--                             -My tone?              643 00:30:21,986 --> 00:30:23,905      Are you fucking kidding me,                     Tina?                644 00:30:23,947 --> 00:30:26,282      I just got verbally beat up                by your ex-wife           645 00:30:26,324 --> 00:30:27,826      and you want to talk to me                 about my tone?            646 00:30:27,867 --> 00:30:29,619     Look, it was my fault, okay?     647 00:30:29,661 --> 00:30:32,664      I brought you in too soon.                It was a mistake.          648 00:30:32,705 --> 00:30:34,290         -It was way too soon.             -Again with the "too soon."     649 00:30:34,332 --> 00:30:35,875          When is it gonna be                  a good time for me?         650 00:30:35,917 --> 00:30:38,336    -You think we should ask Bette?                -Carrie.               651 00:30:38,378 --> 00:30:40,338           No, I'm serious.                When do you want to do it?      652 00:30:40,380 --> 00:30:42,048      I mean, before the wedding?              During the wedding?         653 00:30:42,090 --> 00:30:44,634          -After the wedding?                       -Oh, God.              654 00:30:44,676 --> 00:30:46,636               -Stop it.                      -Give me a ballpark.         655 00:30:46,678 --> 00:30:49,013           -Is it ten years?              -What do you want me to say?     656 00:30:50,765 --> 00:30:52,559      Am I always gonna be third?     657 00:30:52,600 --> 00:30:54,185      I have to put Angie first.      658 00:30:54,227 --> 00:30:57,021             I know that.                     You know I know that.        659 00:30:57,063 --> 00:31:00,191             I love Angie.                  And I'm fine with second.      660 00:31:00,233 --> 00:31:02,026              But third?              661 00:31:02,068 --> 00:31:04,696            Is this the way                   it's always gonna be?        662 00:31:04,737 --> 00:31:06,197            Because, Tina,               I don't know if you realize it,  663 00:31:06,239 --> 00:31:08,533  but you're always my number one.  664 00:31:13,913 --> 00:31:15,540     Listen, I'm gonna get a Lyft.    665 00:31:15,582 --> 00:31:17,375     I'm gonna stop by the office.    666 00:31:17,417 --> 00:31:20,795    You know, I put a lot of things     off in order to be here today.    667 00:31:20,837 --> 00:31:22,881          I'll see you later.         668 00:31:22,922 --> 00:31:25,967           Look, I love you.                 You belong here, okay?        669 00:31:26,009 --> 00:31:27,886      Yeah, you keep saying that.     670 00:31:27,927 --> 00:31:29,637           slow, somber music        671 00:31:29,679 --> 00:31:31,055                                      672 00:31:31,097 --> 00:31:33,224               [quietly]                         What was that?            673 00:31:34,726 --> 00:31:36,185               [Sophie]                          Okay, you guys.           674 00:31:36,227 --> 00:31:39,105  Let's just go back a little bit,               all right?              675 00:31:39,147 --> 00:31:41,941          I know that you've               been together for 43 years,     676 00:31:41,983 --> 00:31:44,611           but I don't know                    how it all started.         677 00:31:45,612 --> 00:31:47,572         I was a mail carrier.        678 00:31:47,614 --> 00:31:49,908        And I had an apartment                     on Gardner.             679 00:31:49,949 --> 00:31:51,951                 6534.                680 00:31:51,993 --> 00:31:55,872      I would deliver mail to her      house and she would wait for me.  681 00:31:55,914 --> 00:31:57,248             On the porch.            682 00:31:57,290 --> 00:31:59,918             And I'd say,                   "You're looking lovely."       683 00:31:59,959 --> 00:32:02,295  She was always complimenting me.  684 00:32:02,337 --> 00:32:03,796      [June] Well, back in those          days, you just didn't walk up    685 00:32:03,838 --> 00:32:05,423     to someone and ask them out.     686 00:32:05,465 --> 00:32:08,551       Especially another girl.              So you had to be slick.       687 00:32:08,593 --> 00:32:10,553          And she was slick.          688 00:32:10,595 --> 00:32:11,930         I wrote her a letter.        689 00:32:11,971 --> 00:32:13,348           Well, she worked                    at the post office.         690 00:32:13,389 --> 00:32:16,851       Well, it made sense to me               to do it that way.          691 00:32:16,893 --> 00:32:17,936                [Patty]                    And then I wrote her back.      692 00:32:17,977 --> 00:32:21,064                [June]                       And we went on a date.        693 00:32:21,105 --> 00:32:22,941    Mm, but people talk, you know?    694 00:32:22,982 --> 00:32:24,108               -Mm-hmm.                         -And word got out          695 00:32:24,150 --> 00:32:25,777      we were seeing each other.      696 00:32:25,818 --> 00:32:29,447       [chuckles] Somebody left        a pile of shit in my mail truck.  697 00:32:29,489 --> 00:32:31,115     -Right on the driver's seat.             -Dog shit, we think.         698 00:32:31,157 --> 00:32:34,285                [Patty]                      Mm-hmm. But who knows?        699 00:32:34,327 --> 00:32:36,245      I was working as a teacher                  at the time,             700 00:32:36,287 --> 00:32:38,957      and my principal called me                 into his office           701 00:32:38,998 --> 00:32:41,459         and he said he wanted                    to talk to me            702 00:32:41,501 --> 00:32:45,463          and transfer me out              to a school in the Valley.      703 00:32:45,505 --> 00:32:47,131              He told her             704 00:32:47,173 --> 00:32:50,343      they didn't want a lesbian            working around the kids.       705 00:32:52,178 --> 00:32:54,639          So what did you do?         706 00:32:54,681 --> 00:32:55,974                I quit.               707 00:32:56,015 --> 00:32:58,017         I worked as a tutor.         708 00:32:58,059 --> 00:33:01,062        I taught night classes.       709 00:33:01,104 --> 00:33:02,981      I lost my pension, though.      710 00:33:03,022 --> 00:33:05,441          I couldn't put her                   under my insurance.         711 00:33:05,483 --> 00:33:09,153         She had to pay for it               out of her own pocket.        712 00:33:09,195 --> 00:33:10,655       It was worth it, though.       713 00:33:10,697 --> 00:33:13,491      -'Cause we made it through.                 -Yes, we did.            714 00:33:13,533 --> 00:33:15,994               [exhales]                      'Cause the real deal,        715 00:33:16,035 --> 00:33:18,121        it doesn't come around                     that often.             716 00:33:18,162 --> 00:33:22,166         Mm, but when it does.        717 00:33:22,208 --> 00:33:23,835          You hold on to it.          718 00:33:23,876 --> 00:33:26,337           You fight for it.                       [chuckles]              719 00:33:26,379 --> 00:33:30,675            You do whatever               you have to do to protect it.    720 00:33:30,717 --> 00:33:33,261               [Sophie]                          Wow. [chuckles]           721 00:33:33,302 --> 00:33:37,348      Thank you. That was just...               [sighs] amazing.           722 00:33:37,390 --> 00:33:40,643       I-I think that we're good      723 00:33:40,685 --> 00:33:42,603              for today.              724 00:33:42,645 --> 00:33:46,482        We'll pick the rest up             on location, but thank you.     725 00:33:46,524 --> 00:33:49,569       -That was really special.               -[man] We're clear.         726 00:33:49,610 --> 00:33:50,820          Thank you so much.          727 00:33:50,862 --> 00:33:52,238                 -Aw.                              -Thank you.             728 00:33:52,280 --> 00:33:53,489         -That was beautiful.                  -Thank you so much.         729 00:33:53,531 --> 00:33:55,408              Thank you.              730 00:33:55,450 --> 00:33:57,326       soft, contemplative music     731 00:33:57,368 --> 00:33:59,287          -They're adorable.                        -I know.               732 00:33:59,328 --> 00:34:01,831                 Oh...                733 00:34:01,873 --> 00:34:03,499        Do you think it's true?       734 00:34:03,541 --> 00:34:05,334    What? The whole dog shit thing?  735 00:34:05,376 --> 00:34:07,295              Oh, my God.                    I hope it was dog shit.       736 00:34:07,336 --> 00:34:10,214               [Sophie]                    Mm, no. About the real deal     737 00:34:10,256 --> 00:34:12,300     not coming around that often?    738 00:34:12,341 --> 00:34:16,387              -Oh. Um...                         -[bell ringing]           739 00:34:16,429 --> 00:34:17,555            Kind of, yeah.            740 00:34:17,597 --> 00:34:19,849             I mean, look,                   I can count on one hand       741 00:34:19,891 --> 00:34:22,226        the people I've loved.        742 00:34:22,268 --> 00:34:24,645                 -Huh.                      -You like orange, right?       743 00:34:24,687 --> 00:34:27,565           Yeah. Thank you.           744 00:34:28,775 --> 00:34:31,277                                      745 00:34:35,615 --> 00:34:37,408                [Dani]                         He says he's innocent.       746 00:34:38,284 --> 00:34:39,827                 But?                 747 00:34:39,869 --> 00:34:42,830          My dad never dealt                with the everyday stuff.       748 00:34:42,872 --> 00:34:44,999        He says his only crime                 was that he trusted         749 00:34:45,041 --> 00:34:46,751  the board of directors too much.  750 00:34:46,793 --> 00:34:50,046     They're the ones who told him       to delegate to the COO and CFO.  751 00:34:50,088 --> 00:34:54,634    Claims the next thing he knew,           walls were closing in.        752 00:34:54,675 --> 00:34:56,260          Do you believe him?         753 00:34:56,302 --> 00:34:58,429            I have reasons                    to believe him, yes.         754 00:34:59,388 --> 00:35:00,890              [chuckles]              755 00:35:00,932 --> 00:35:02,391                 What?                756 00:35:03,768 --> 00:35:08,689      [laughs] You can't turn off            that PR spin, can you?        757 00:35:08,731 --> 00:35:10,525               [laughs]               758 00:35:10,566 --> 00:35:12,360            You should have                run for office, not Bette.      759 00:35:12,401 --> 00:35:14,112      [laughs softly] I'm sorry.            I don't mean to, but I--       760 00:35:14,153 --> 00:35:15,696              [speaks Farsi]                  Don't apologize to me.        761 00:35:15,738 --> 00:35:17,281           I'm fine with it.          762 00:35:17,323 --> 00:35:19,951           Uh, really. I...                     It's fascinating.          763 00:35:19,992 --> 00:35:22,120            I mean, I think                    it'd be exhausting          764 00:35:22,161 --> 00:35:25,706     to have to filter my opinions                like you do.             765 00:35:25,748 --> 00:35:27,542                It is.                766 00:35:27,583 --> 00:35:30,962         It's mentally taxing,                  but if I don't--           767 00:35:31,003 --> 00:35:32,797      You can't protect yourself.     768 00:35:33,840 --> 00:35:35,758               [laughs]               769 00:35:35,800 --> 00:35:39,887           I was gonna say,              if I don't, then I hurt people.  770 00:35:39,929 --> 00:35:41,472                 Hmm.                 771 00:35:43,182 --> 00:35:45,309           And I don't want                     to be like that.           772 00:35:45,351 --> 00:35:48,771     You mean like him? Your dad?     773 00:35:48,813 --> 00:35:50,606                 Yeah.                774 00:35:50,648 --> 00:35:52,483               Exactly.               775 00:35:54,443 --> 00:35:56,612       On one hand, I feel like              if I don't believe him,       776 00:35:56,654 --> 00:35:58,447          then my whole life                     might be a lie.           777 00:35:58,489 --> 00:36:02,368         And I can't lose him               after I just lost Sophie.      778 00:36:02,410 --> 00:36:06,080    Losing my mom was hard enough.    779 00:36:06,122 --> 00:36:08,374         This would just be...        780 00:36:11,752 --> 00:36:14,297            Did I tell you                  that Sophie came to Ojai?      781 00:36:14,338 --> 00:36:16,132    What was that like, seeing her?  782 00:36:16,174 --> 00:36:19,343            It was strange.           783 00:36:20,553 --> 00:36:22,805            And then fine.                 Like nothing had happened.      784 00:36:22,847 --> 00:36:26,309         And when it was over,        785 00:36:26,350 --> 00:36:27,810            I was relieved.           786 00:36:27,852 --> 00:36:30,688               Hmm. Wow.              787 00:36:30,730 --> 00:36:33,649          It's hard to admit,              but I feel like part of me      788 00:36:33,691 --> 00:36:36,694      always knew that we weren't            right for one another.        789 00:36:36,736 --> 00:36:40,823         I just don't know how         I ignored that whole part of me.  790 00:36:40,865 --> 00:36:42,450                 Yeah.                791 00:36:42,491 --> 00:36:45,453           I don't know why              we lie to ourselves like that.    792 00:36:45,494 --> 00:36:49,874      Self-preservation, I guess.     793 00:36:49,916 --> 00:36:52,043             Yeah. Maybe.             794 00:36:52,084 --> 00:36:54,170       I used to love like that.      795 00:36:54,212 --> 00:36:56,547             -Not anymore?                            -Eh,                 796 00:36:56,589 --> 00:36:59,759      now I'm more interested in                    learning               797 00:36:59,800 --> 00:37:02,220        from whoever I'm with.        798 00:37:02,261 --> 00:37:05,348     I'm trying to give her enough         space to work her shit out      799 00:37:05,389 --> 00:37:08,851        and taking enough space                 to work on mine.           800 00:37:08,893 --> 00:37:12,438          Letting things run                their course and just...       801 00:37:12,480 --> 00:37:14,232       being along for the ride.      802 00:37:14,273 --> 00:37:16,025             Sounds nice.             803 00:37:16,067 --> 00:37:17,860          It is. For a while.         804 00:37:17,902 --> 00:37:21,113  And then I usually get bored and     end up alone again. [chuckles]    805 00:37:21,155 --> 00:37:23,741               [laughs]               806 00:37:26,535 --> 00:37:29,538    You will love like that again.    807 00:37:29,580 --> 00:37:31,165                 When?                808 00:37:31,207 --> 00:37:33,584                 Soon.                809 00:37:35,670 --> 00:37:37,255                [sighs]               810 00:37:37,296 --> 00:37:39,257      You're so easy to talk to.      811 00:37:39,298 --> 00:37:43,094          Well, not everyone                agrees with you. [laughs]      812 00:37:43,135 --> 00:37:45,763               Fuck 'em.              813 00:37:45,805 --> 00:37:47,431            [laughs softly]           814 00:37:47,473 --> 00:37:50,768       "Shimmer" by Keziri & Koel   815 00:37:54,897 --> 00:37:57,441             You think you're                an average city girl...       816 00:37:57,483 --> 00:37:59,360              -Ah. Sorry.                       -I just need to--          817 00:37:59,402 --> 00:38:01,195           -No, no, no. Go.                          -Okay.                818 00:38:01,237 --> 00:38:05,199       But a queen like you should           never drop her crown...       819 00:38:07,493 --> 00:38:09,078  Look, Cherie was a lifetime ago.  820 00:38:09,120 --> 00:38:10,997        I'm not trying to stand              in the way of anything.       821 00:38:11,038 --> 00:38:13,874               I just...                           [stammers]              822 00:38:13,916 --> 00:38:16,377       You know what? It's fine.      823 00:38:16,419 --> 00:38:17,837    Is this about the other night?    824 00:38:17,878 --> 00:38:19,880         No. You know, I just,                I have a lot of stuff        825 00:38:19,922 --> 00:38:21,716         in my head right now.                  We're good, okay?          826 00:38:21,757 --> 00:38:24,468          Hey. Check her out,                    I'm moving on.            827 00:38:24,510 --> 00:38:27,054                [Tess]                      Good. I'm happy for you.       828 00:38:27,096 --> 00:38:28,514               [Finley]                              Right?                829 00:38:28,556 --> 00:38:30,641           Um, so, you mind                if I skip out on my shift?      830 00:38:30,683 --> 00:38:32,393          I just want to see                    where this goes.           831 00:38:32,435 --> 00:38:34,145           Finley, come on.           832 00:38:34,186 --> 00:38:35,688               My baby...            833 00:38:35,730 --> 00:38:37,732              -Yeah. Go.                 -Get the hell out of here. Go.    834 00:38:37,773 --> 00:38:40,651    Oh, you're the best. Thank you.  835 00:38:44,238 --> 00:38:45,740     Did you tell her to move on?     836 00:38:45,781 --> 00:38:47,616                 Yeah.                837 00:38:47,658 --> 00:38:49,160       She can't keep pretending                   to not see              838 00:38:49,201 --> 00:38:52,246    -what's right in front of her.               -That is true.            839 00:38:52,288 --> 00:38:54,749         You think I'm wrong?         840 00:38:54,790 --> 00:38:57,376          I didn't say that.                   I just, I think...          841 00:38:58,794 --> 00:39:01,839  I think people are complicated.       I think timing is complicated.    842 00:39:01,881 --> 00:39:04,759  I think life can be complicated.             What do I know?           843 00:39:04,800 --> 00:39:07,553          True. But she can't               expect Sophie to change,       844 00:39:07,595 --> 00:39:11,349        and she's made herself                 pretty clear, so...         845 00:39:13,017 --> 00:39:16,270    I-I'm sorry. What-what the hell          are we talking about?        846 00:39:16,312 --> 00:39:18,773                Finley.               847 00:39:19,940 --> 00:39:21,525                Right.                848 00:39:21,567 --> 00:39:23,235               [scoffs]               849 00:39:24,278 --> 00:39:26,655         I'm gonna go get gin.        850 00:39:29,158 --> 00:39:30,910             [keys jingle]            851 00:39:45,716 --> 00:39:47,760               [exhales]              852 00:39:48,719 --> 00:39:51,013                [sighs]               853 00:39:51,055 --> 00:39:53,516          [takes deep breath]         854 00:39:53,557 --> 00:39:55,559           slow, somber music        855 00:39:55,601 --> 00:39:57,895                                      856 00:40:02,942 --> 00:40:05,069                [sighs]               857 00:40:21,877 --> 00:40:24,088                [sighs]               858 00:40:27,091 --> 00:40:28,467                [hums]                859 00:40:28,509 --> 00:40:31,053        Yeah. Oh, that's cute.        860 00:40:31,095 --> 00:40:33,556              It's cute.              861 00:40:33,597 --> 00:40:35,599        Pretty. That's pretty.        862 00:40:35,641 --> 00:40:38,227          That's-- Oh, water.         863 00:40:38,269 --> 00:40:39,937           -[phone ringing]                           -Oh.                 864 00:40:39,979 --> 00:40:42,022                 Yeah!                865 00:40:44,775 --> 00:40:46,402                 Hey!                 866 00:40:47,319 --> 00:40:48,946                 Yeah.                867 00:40:50,030 --> 00:40:51,991              You... Oh.              868 00:40:53,826 --> 00:40:56,579              Okay. Yeah.                       [exhales sharply]          869 00:40:56,620 --> 00:40:59,748          No problem. Mm-hmm.         870 00:40:59,790 --> 00:41:02,126    It's-- No, it totally happens.              Totally happens.           871 00:41:02,168 --> 00:41:05,463        I was, I was just gonna                ask you a question.         872 00:41:05,504 --> 00:41:09,592           Um... that vase,                    my grandma's vase?          873 00:41:09,633 --> 00:41:11,135           The crystal one?           874 00:41:11,177 --> 00:41:12,928      So, if-if you had seen it?      875 00:41:12,970 --> 00:41:15,389         I might have left it                     at the house?            876 00:41:16,348 --> 00:41:18,726           Uh-huh. Yeah. No.          877 00:41:18,767 --> 00:41:21,145    Oh, if you see it, or if it's,             you know, shows up,         878 00:41:21,187 --> 00:41:23,814           just let me know.          879 00:41:23,856 --> 00:41:27,151        Okay. You got it. Yeah.       880 00:41:28,152 --> 00:41:30,404               Damn it.               881 00:41:35,034 --> 00:41:37,286            Stupid flowers.           882 00:41:37,328 --> 00:41:40,206          Flowers are stupid.                  Flowers are stupid.         883 00:41:40,247 --> 00:41:42,374                  No!                 884 00:41:42,416 --> 00:41:44,627          Oh, really?! Fuck.          885 00:41:44,668 --> 00:41:47,546        -[phone buzzes, chimes]                     -[sighs]               886 00:41:54,053 --> 00:41:55,679               [crying]               887 00:41:55,721 --> 00:41:57,515         That's really great.         888 00:41:57,556 --> 00:41:59,725           [sniffles, cries]          889 00:42:02,353 --> 00:42:04,396              gentle music           890 00:42:04,438 --> 00:42:06,899                                      891 00:42:07,483 --> 00:42:10,819     -What's wrong? What happened?               -No. No, I'm...           892 00:42:10,861 --> 00:42:12,196       Why do you look so nice?       893 00:42:12,238 --> 00:42:14,532                [sighs]                  I was supposed to have a date.    894 00:42:14,573 --> 00:42:15,783       You cancelled your date?       895 00:42:15,824 --> 00:42:17,451    I thought something was wrong.    896 00:42:17,493 --> 00:42:19,328     Okay, but go. Now. It's not--    897 00:42:19,370 --> 00:42:21,705         It's fine. I'm here.         898 00:42:21,747 --> 00:42:24,041    Look, I'm sorry, but this-this             is bad. All right?          899 00:42:24,083 --> 00:42:27,044      -This isn't right. I just--         -Just tell me what happened.     900 00:42:27,086 --> 00:42:29,380          I had a shitty day                   at work, all right?         901 00:42:29,421 --> 00:42:32,007         Everyone in a session              sort of lost their minds,      902 00:42:32,049 --> 00:42:34,677        and it-it made me feel         like I'm not any good at my job.  903 00:42:34,718 --> 00:42:36,387         And then I got home,                   and it was empty,          904 00:42:36,428 --> 00:42:37,638        and I just, I needed...       905 00:42:37,680 --> 00:42:39,848             I needed you.            906 00:42:39,890 --> 00:42:42,393           Uh, I needed you                to talk about nothing with      907 00:42:42,434 --> 00:42:44,562          or eat spicy fruit              or vegan pizza or something.     908 00:42:44,603 --> 00:42:46,564             I don't know.                   But just, I needed you.       909 00:42:46,605 --> 00:42:47,773                -Micah.                      -Just you, and I just,        910 00:42:47,815 --> 00:42:49,900          I wanted... [sighs]         911 00:42:49,942 --> 00:42:53,362             Tonight I wanna                      break the bed            912 00:42:53,404 --> 00:42:56,240               Go harder             913 00:42:56,282 --> 00:43:01,328           Tonight you're gonna                    pull my hair            914 00:43:01,370 --> 00:43:02,913             Scream louder           915 00:43:02,955 --> 00:43:06,166             And I don't see                     nothing wrong...          916 00:43:06,208 --> 00:43:08,043      Don't act like you're gonna          break me, 'cause you can't.     917 00:43:08,085 --> 00:43:09,378               [laughs]                               Okay.                918 00:43:09,420 --> 00:43:11,797        Well, maybe we can make                     some type              919 00:43:11,839 --> 00:43:14,049        of cool mosaic with it.       920 00:43:14,091 --> 00:43:15,718          Mm, I'm not crafty.         921 00:43:17,303 --> 00:43:21,515  Oh, well, you look like you know        how to handle a glue gun.      922 00:43:22,266 --> 00:43:23,934                Really?               923 00:43:23,976 --> 00:43:25,436             [Tom shrieks]            924 00:43:25,477 --> 00:43:28,063                -What?!                        -They're lobsters.          925 00:43:28,105 --> 00:43:29,940      Yeah. I know what they are,            but what are they doing       926 00:43:29,982 --> 00:43:31,525            -in your sink?             -'Cause I was gonna surprise Nat  927 00:43:31,567 --> 00:43:33,694         -with a fancy dinner!                        -Oh.                 928 00:43:33,736 --> 00:43:35,362    She called and cancelled on me.  929 00:43:35,404 --> 00:43:37,781    She was leaving Brenda's house.        Who's Brenda, by the way?      930 00:43:37,823 --> 00:43:39,533    Oh, my God, it really is over.    931 00:43:39,575 --> 00:43:42,536                [sighs]                       Anyway, I called you         932 00:43:42,578 --> 00:43:44,955           because I thought             maybe you and I could eat them.  933 00:43:44,997 --> 00:43:46,415              [chuckles]              934 00:43:46,457 --> 00:43:49,293      Alice, I'm deathly allergic                 to shellfish.            935 00:43:49,335 --> 00:43:50,836            There's no way                    I'm gonna eat these.         936 00:43:50,878 --> 00:43:53,631               -Come on!                   -There's no way. I'm sorry.     937 00:43:53,672 --> 00:43:55,924     Especially after all they've         been through today with you.     938 00:43:55,966 --> 00:43:58,344     I feel like they're emotional              support animals.           939 00:43:58,385 --> 00:43:59,511      I'd feel weird eating them.     940 00:43:59,553 --> 00:44:00,596            Well, if we're                     not gonna eat 'em,          941 00:44:00,638 --> 00:44:01,805    what are we gonna do with 'em?    942 00:44:06,268 --> 00:44:07,478          Tell me everything.                I want to know it all.        943 00:44:07,519 --> 00:44:08,479         All right. All right.        944 00:44:08,520 --> 00:44:10,105        So I was sitting there        945 00:44:10,147 --> 00:44:11,607    in the middle of the bleachers,           just full sweating,         946 00:44:11,649 --> 00:44:13,025     and they start calling names.    947 00:44:13,067 --> 00:44:17,571       "Your 2021 prom court is                  Alexa Faggiano,           948 00:44:17,613 --> 00:44:19,990    Bethany Thompson, Jessie Yang."  949 00:44:20,032 --> 00:44:22,493              Oh, my God.                     Were you just dying?         950 00:44:22,534 --> 00:44:23,952  Dying. There were so many names.  951 00:44:23,994 --> 00:44:25,788       And then, when they said              the last one, no joke,        952 00:44:25,829 --> 00:44:27,122    like, I didn't even hear them,    953 00:44:27,164 --> 00:44:28,832       and everyone was yelling,                     "Jordi,               954 00:44:28,874 --> 00:44:30,125           they called you!                  They called your name!"       955 00:44:30,167 --> 00:44:31,835             I'm-- Jordi,                     I'm so happy for you.        956 00:44:31,877 --> 00:44:33,671        Yeah, and I'm so sorry                I couldn't be there.         957 00:44:33,712 --> 00:44:35,673            It's all right.                   It's not a big deal.         958 00:44:35,714 --> 00:44:39,968  I-I wanted to be there so badly,               but, um...              959 00:44:40,010 --> 00:44:41,345             I don't know.                   I just couldn't do it.        960 00:44:41,387 --> 00:44:44,473         Sorry. I didn't want                 to cry at your big...        961 00:44:44,515 --> 00:44:46,934     People would've just thought         that you were so happy for me    962 00:44:46,975 --> 00:44:48,185           that you couldn't                    contain yourself.          963 00:44:48,227 --> 00:44:53,273            Yeah. You know,                    I'm just so pissed.         964 00:44:53,315 --> 00:44:55,859        Like, they always make               everything about them.        965 00:44:55,901 --> 00:44:58,487             They're just                 so fucking selfish, you know?    966 00:44:58,529 --> 00:45:00,823    I bet they're still downstairs        bitching about it right now.     967 00:45:00,864 --> 00:45:02,241                -Um...                             -I'm sorry.             968 00:45:02,282 --> 00:45:04,618              But, like,                    at least now it's kind of      969 00:45:04,660 --> 00:45:06,453               out there                   and out of the way, right?      970 00:45:06,495 --> 00:45:08,205      Well, Carrie's the only one         who was actually on my side.     971 00:45:08,247 --> 00:45:10,207       'Cause she's the only one                  that sees me             972 00:45:10,249 --> 00:45:12,459             like a person                   and not just some kid.        973 00:45:12,501 --> 00:45:14,837              And I think                 Mama B just hates her so much    974 00:45:14,878 --> 00:45:17,047         that she doesn't care                about anything else.         975 00:45:17,089 --> 00:45:20,008    You know, and she wouldn't even              listen to me.            976 00:45:20,050 --> 00:45:22,052      It's kind of great, though,                because Mama--            977 00:45:22,094 --> 00:45:25,681      Sorry. Our English teacher               just liked my post.         978 00:45:26,432 --> 00:45:27,766         [Jordi gasps softly]         979 00:45:27,808 --> 00:45:32,563      Oh. Um... never mind. Um--      980 00:45:32,604 --> 00:45:35,149    Cool. Hey, you got through it.    981 00:45:35,190 --> 00:45:37,735           Now we can focus                    on more fun stuff.          982 00:45:39,403 --> 00:45:41,905           slow, somber music        983 00:45:41,947 --> 00:45:44,575         [Tom] Hey, what kind                of lobsters are these?        984 00:45:44,616 --> 00:45:46,160                [Alice]                       What does it matter?         985 00:45:46,201 --> 00:45:47,494     Well, if they're Australian,     986 00:45:47,536 --> 00:45:49,246    they're not gonna know anybody                 out there.              987 00:45:49,288 --> 00:45:51,999            And if they're                the Pacific spiny kind, well,    988 00:45:52,040 --> 00:45:55,419    all the other lobsters can stop     looking for their lost friends.  989 00:45:55,461 --> 00:45:58,255             -[Tom laughs]                  -Why are you such a dork?      990 00:45:59,548 --> 00:46:01,842           -This looks good.                         -Okay.                991 00:46:01,884 --> 00:46:03,761         [seabirds screeching]        992 00:46:03,802 --> 00:46:06,054              All right!              993 00:46:06,096 --> 00:46:08,640           -All right, guys.                         -Okay.                994 00:46:09,433 --> 00:46:13,270        Come on. You are free!        995 00:46:13,312 --> 00:46:14,563                [Alice]                             Oh, God.               996 00:46:14,605 --> 00:46:16,023             Did they die?            997 00:46:16,064 --> 00:46:18,275     No, no, no. No. They're shy.     998 00:46:18,317 --> 00:46:20,819         Maybe they just need             to come out of their shells.     999 00:46:22,613 --> 00:46:24,490               How about                     we bring 'em down there       1000 00:46:24,531 --> 00:46:25,616      and let the water take 'em?     1001 00:46:25,657 --> 00:46:27,159                -Okay.                           -Okay. Come on.           1002 00:46:27,201 --> 00:46:28,786                [Alice]                      I feel kind of attached       1003 00:46:28,827 --> 00:46:31,121    -to this little guy, you know?                    -Huh.                1004 00:46:31,163 --> 00:46:35,083       We've been through a lot                  together today.           1005 00:46:35,125 --> 00:46:36,960                  Hi.                 1006 00:46:37,002 --> 00:46:40,464        Have a great adventure.                Don't ever change.          1007 00:46:47,095 --> 00:46:49,598               -Be free!                          -Feels good!             1008 00:46:49,640 --> 00:46:51,475              [laughing]                        You want to, uh--          1009 00:46:51,517 --> 00:46:53,811                -Yeah.                               -Okay.                1010 00:46:58,440 --> 00:46:59,900         Hey, bup, bup. Yeah.         1011 00:46:59,942 --> 00:47:03,153                -Whoo.                               -Yeah.                1012 00:47:06,073 --> 00:47:08,325        [Alice exhales heavily]       1013 00:47:13,497 --> 00:47:15,541               You okay?              1014 00:47:15,582 --> 00:47:18,043               I'm fine.              1015 00:47:23,674 --> 00:47:26,218          I'm not a lesbian,          1016 00:47:26,260 --> 00:47:30,430         and I've never tried                 a poly relationship,         1017 00:47:30,472 --> 00:47:32,891         but I wish I would've             experienced one of the two      1018 00:47:32,933 --> 00:47:35,185     -so I could be more helpful.                     -Mm.                 1019 00:47:36,520 --> 00:47:38,772          I can offer an ear.         1020 00:47:38,814 --> 00:47:42,484    It's really good for listening            if you want to talk.         1021 00:47:44,361 --> 00:47:47,531           I just don't know               when it went off the rails.     1022 00:47:49,575 --> 00:47:51,535         Like, we're so good.         1023 00:47:51,577 --> 00:47:54,872      Nat and I-- we're so good.      1024 00:47:54,913 --> 00:47:56,623              I'm sorry.              1025 00:47:56,665 --> 00:47:57,958               Me, too.               1026 00:47:58,000 --> 00:47:59,960         For what it's worth,         1027 00:48:00,002 --> 00:48:02,129          I think she's nuts          1028 00:48:02,170 --> 00:48:04,798            for not trying                to work things out with you.     1029 00:48:06,216 --> 00:48:08,468      You're not so bad yourself.     1030 00:48:09,469 --> 00:48:10,971              Thank you.              1031 00:48:11,013 --> 00:48:13,515         And I never told you,                but the Dana chapter?        1032 00:48:13,557 --> 00:48:15,225    It ended up being my favorite.    1033 00:48:17,227 --> 00:48:20,230     Yeah, I went from dreading it                to loving it.            1034 00:48:21,607 --> 00:48:23,358    It's like you cracked me open.    1035 00:48:23,400 --> 00:48:26,111          -Sorry about that.                   -No, in a good way.         1036 00:48:26,153 --> 00:48:28,739    It's like you took her chapter,  1037 00:48:28,780 --> 00:48:33,577       and you took it somewhere           I couldn't, so, thank you.      1038 00:48:34,912 --> 00:48:37,247         It's part of my job.         1039 00:48:43,629 --> 00:48:48,634     Did you take the rubber band          thingies off their, um...?      1040 00:48:48,675 --> 00:48:50,052             No. Did you?             1041 00:48:50,093 --> 00:48:51,261          They're gonna die.                   They're gonna die.          1042 00:48:51,303 --> 00:48:52,387              Oh, my God,                     we have to find them!        1043 00:48:52,429 --> 00:48:54,139          They're gonna die!          1044 00:48:55,140 --> 00:48:57,684       Okay. Are they gonna be,                like, in this area,         1045 00:48:57,726 --> 00:48:59,186                -or...                             -[whooping]             1046 00:48:59,227 --> 00:49:01,229                 Whoa!                           It's too cold!            1047 00:49:01,271 --> 00:49:03,649  Can you imagine having your life        dependent on the strength      1048 00:49:03,690 --> 00:49:05,776       -of some piece of rubber?              -[Alice] Isn't that,         1049 00:49:05,817 --> 00:49:07,319         like, the whole idea                     with condoms?            1050 00:49:07,361 --> 00:49:08,779                 [Tom]                       Oh, yeah. I-I guess so.       1051 00:49:08,820 --> 00:49:10,238            [Alice shivers]           1052 00:49:10,280 --> 00:49:12,282      [Dani] I think it's the one                 on the right.            1053 00:49:17,037 --> 00:49:19,539              Let me know                if you have trouble finding it.  1054 00:49:19,581 --> 00:49:21,917             [speaking Farsi]          1055 00:49:21,959 --> 00:49:24,252             [both laugh]             1056 00:49:35,973 --> 00:49:38,100      You and Micah been friends                  a long time?             1057 00:49:38,141 --> 00:49:42,604     Since undergrad, yeah. But...    1058 00:49:42,646 --> 00:49:44,773                -What?                           -I don't know.            1059 00:49:44,815 --> 00:49:48,318            Things are, um,                     different lately.          1060 00:49:48,360 --> 00:49:50,070     They all still live together.    1061 00:49:50,112 --> 00:49:51,989  I'm pretty much the odd man out.  1062 00:49:52,030 --> 00:49:56,410       I didn't want him to have         to pick sides, but I miss him.    1063 00:49:56,451 --> 00:49:58,912      Mm. Have you told him that?     1064 00:49:58,954 --> 00:50:00,998      Oh, my God, you're starting             to sound like Sophie.        1065 00:50:01,039 --> 00:50:02,833             No, I'm not.             1066 00:50:02,874 --> 00:50:06,420          You just don't have            anything else to compare me to.  1067 00:50:06,461 --> 00:50:10,507             There's more                   than just Sophie or not.       1068 00:50:12,384 --> 00:50:14,344              You'll see.             1069 00:50:14,386 --> 00:50:16,513              I promise.              1070 00:50:17,848 --> 00:50:19,683        Are you hitting on me?        1071 00:50:19,725 --> 00:50:23,687              [chuckles]                             Uh, no.               1072 00:50:24,980 --> 00:50:27,441     I mean, I don't think... so.     1073 00:50:27,482 --> 00:50:31,069           -[Gigi chuckles]                -Okay, but you're not sure.     1074 00:50:31,903 --> 00:50:34,489          I like your energy.         1075 00:50:34,531 --> 00:50:36,366            [laughs softly]           1076 00:50:36,408 --> 00:50:38,660     I don't know what that means.    1077 00:50:38,702 --> 00:50:40,537             Sure you do.             1078 00:50:40,579 --> 00:50:43,081               It's what                    you're feeling right now.      1079 00:50:45,042 --> 00:50:47,586                  Oh.                 1080 00:50:50,380 --> 00:50:52,215                But...                1081 00:50:52,257 --> 00:50:55,552        if my feelings change,        1082 00:50:55,594 --> 00:50:57,345         I will let you know.         1083 00:50:58,930 --> 00:51:01,349           I'm good at that.          1084 00:51:01,391 --> 00:51:03,226         That makes one of us.                      [laughs]               1085 00:51:03,268 --> 00:51:06,229        [phone buzzes, chimes]        1086 00:51:22,704 --> 00:51:24,915           Everything okay?           1087 00:51:24,956 --> 00:51:27,250           Better than okay.          1088 00:51:32,214 --> 00:51:33,924   You, you, you wanna know me     1089 00:51:33,965 --> 00:51:35,884           You wanna come see,                take it to the streets       1090 00:51:35,926 --> 00:51:37,803             Like win, lose,                    I'm makin' a scene         1091 00:51:37,844 --> 00:51:39,763         Bust out the back seat,              I'm droppin' the heat        1092 00:51:39,805 --> 00:51:41,973         Like you don't even know              what I'm 'bout to do        1093 00:51:42,015 --> 00:51:43,975         Lookin' down from space               kinda point of view         1094 00:51:44,017 --> 00:51:47,062   Oh, I'm just built different,             never hit a limit...        1095 00:51:47,104 --> 00:51:48,939       You happy with that flop?      1096 00:51:48,980 --> 00:51:50,816           Light it, light it        1097 00:51:50,857 --> 00:51:53,276          Light it up like...        1098 00:51:53,318 --> 00:51:55,320     Got something to smile about?    1099 00:51:55,362 --> 00:51:57,948            -[Shane] Maybe.                   -You're full of shit.        1100 00:51:57,989 --> 00:52:00,450        Light it up, light it up,                light it up like          1101 00:52:03,453 --> 00:52:05,330            Light it up like         1102 00:52:05,372 --> 00:52:07,582        Light it up, light it up,                light it up like          1103 00:52:07,624 --> 00:52:09,626       Go, go, I'm doin' my thing   1104 00:52:09,668 --> 00:52:11,628          I'm dodging the shade,               no time for mistakes        1105 00:52:11,670 --> 00:52:13,964              Like, oh, no,                     no need for debate         1106 00:52:14,005 --> 00:52:16,091           It's never halfway,                  let's go dominate          1107 00:52:16,133 --> 00:52:18,051           You don't even know                 what I'm 'bout to do        1108 00:52:18,093 --> 00:52:20,762         Lookin' down from space              kinda point of view...       1109 00:52:20,804 --> 00:52:22,764           Where you off to?          1110 00:52:22,806 --> 00:52:26,476         I was just gonna head                     home early.             1111 00:52:27,686 --> 00:52:29,271              Can I come?             1112 00:52:29,312 --> 00:52:32,816      No need to ditch the party                     for me.               1113 00:52:32,858 --> 00:52:35,485       Hmm. It'd be my pleasure.      1114 00:52:36,945 --> 00:52:38,989       I don't think you should.      1115 00:52:39,030 --> 00:52:41,825               Why not?               1116 00:52:41,867 --> 00:52:46,204     Because I think you should be        exactly where you want to be.    1117 00:52:51,001 --> 00:52:52,502             [drops keys]             1118 00:52:52,544 --> 00:52:54,337          Take your time, honey,                  let it all out           1119 00:52:54,379 --> 00:52:55,839              Dig your feet                      into the ground           1120 00:52:55,881 --> 00:52:57,966           Try to feel your way                     around it              1121 00:52:58,008 --> 00:53:00,510              See the signs                    circling in the sky         1122 00:53:00,552 --> 00:53:02,512       You've been trying to hide   1123 00:53:02,554 --> 00:53:04,139       Everything deep inside ya     1124 00:53:04,181 --> 00:53:06,641              Take a moment                     to let it all out          1125 00:53:06,683 --> 00:53:08,018       What's inside of your head   1126 00:53:08,059 --> 00:53:09,769        Get it out of your mouth     1127 00:53:09,811 --> 00:53:12,397          And it's something you                 never would say           1128 00:53:12,439 --> 00:53:16,151           Gotta give it away        1129 00:53:16,193 --> 00:53:18,945            You don't know it,               but you wanna hum along       1130 00:53:18,987 --> 00:53:23,033           When you do it, no,              you'll never get it wrong      1131 00:53:23,074 --> 00:53:27,621          You can do it however                  you really want           1132 00:53:27,662 --> 00:53:29,289         - I love it when you                   -[Tess moaning]           1133 00:53:29,331 --> 00:53:33,043             Take your time          1134 00:53:33,084 --> 00:53:34,878           I love it when you        1135 00:53:34,920 --> 00:53:38,381             Face the light          1136 00:53:38,423 --> 00:53:40,383           I love it when you        1137 00:53:40,425 --> 00:53:44,846           Make up your mind         1138 00:53:44,888 --> 00:53:47,724            I love it when you                     get it right            1139 00:53:47,766 --> 00:53:51,895        I love it when you get it                  right, right            1140 00:53:51,937 --> 00:53:53,563              Get it right           1141 00:53:53,605 --> 00:53:55,232              Take a moment,                 you're watching it drown      1142 00:53:55,273 --> 00:53:56,775        Oh, it never stays down      1143 00:53:56,816 --> 00:53:59,527       She's coming back tomorrow   1144 00:53:59,569 --> 00:54:02,113            I will follow her                     into the water           1145 00:54:02,155 --> 00:54:05,033           Will I float away?        1146 00:54:05,075 --> 00:54:08,203            You don't know it,              but you wanna hum along...     1147 00:54:08,245 --> 00:54:09,788           You're so pretty.          1148 00:54:09,829 --> 00:54:10,997         Don't make it weird.         1149 00:54:11,039 --> 00:54:12,207                 Wrong               1150 00:54:12,249 --> 00:54:14,501         You can do it however       1151 00:54:14,542 --> 00:54:17,128            You really want          1152 00:54:17,170 --> 00:54:18,505           I love it when you        1153 00:54:18,546 --> 00:54:22,842           Take your time...         1154 00:54:22,884 --> 00:54:24,427                Can I?                1155 00:54:24,469 --> 00:54:26,346      You sure you remember how?      1156 00:54:26,388 --> 00:54:28,515              I think so.             1157 00:54:28,556 --> 00:54:30,934           I love it when you        1158 00:54:30,976 --> 00:54:34,521           Make up your mind         1159 00:54:34,562 --> 00:54:37,023            I love it when you                     get it right            1160 00:54:37,065 --> 00:54:41,403        I love it when you get it                  right, right            1161 00:54:41,444 --> 00:54:43,446          [crickets chirping]         1162 00:54:46,908 --> 00:54:48,785             How's Jordi?             1163 00:54:48,827 --> 00:54:50,829               Uh, fine.              1164 00:54:51,788 --> 00:54:53,873    I was just gonna head upstairs.  1165 00:54:53,915 --> 00:54:55,959              Good night.             1166 00:54:57,252 --> 00:55:00,297      Um, why don't you come sit                    with us?               1167 00:55:02,841 --> 00:55:05,844      I'm tired, and I don't want          to get into a whole thing.      1168 00:55:05,885 --> 00:55:10,390    I-I just wanted to say that...            I behaved so poorly.         1169 00:55:10,432 --> 00:55:13,268     I mean, I just acted so much     1170 00:55:13,310 --> 00:55:17,188       out of my own fears that          I wasn't even able to hear you.  1171 00:55:18,356 --> 00:55:20,692      And I feel really ashamed.      1172 00:55:23,111 --> 00:55:25,447             I'm so sorry.            1173 00:55:26,156 --> 00:55:29,534        And we... we love you.        1174 00:55:31,661 --> 00:55:36,708          And-and we're open             to you reaching out to Marcus.    1175 00:55:37,792 --> 00:55:40,003  You can meet him if you want to.  1176 00:55:40,045 --> 00:55:42,088         We know how important                   this is to you.           1177 00:55:42,130 --> 00:55:43,923              Oh, my God.             1178 00:55:43,965 --> 00:55:45,467            I forgive you.            1179 00:55:45,508 --> 00:55:46,843        -I forgive you, and...                     -[laughter]             1180 00:55:46,885 --> 00:55:49,012          -thank you so much.                    -[Bette laughs]           1181 00:55:49,054 --> 00:55:50,347              [laughing]                           Oh, my God.             1182 00:55:50,388 --> 00:55:52,015        I love you, sweetheart.       1183 00:55:52,057 --> 00:55:53,433              Thank you.              1184 00:55:53,475 --> 00:55:55,101             -I love you.                           -Thanks.               1185 00:55:55,143 --> 00:55:58,146              gentle music           1186 00:55:58,188 --> 00:56:00,648                                      1187 00:56:19,542 --> 00:56:21,836           [distant moaning]          1188 00:56:31,638 --> 00:56:33,890          [moaning continues]         1189 00:56:35,016 --> 00:56:37,560                                      1190 00:56:40,605 --> 00:56:43,900           Why we always actin'                      stupid?               1191 00:56:43,942 --> 00:56:46,361          Why we always do this,                     do this               1192 00:56:46,403 --> 00:56:47,737         Do this to ourselves?       1193 00:56:47,779 --> 00:56:51,074           Why we always actin'                      stupid?               1194 00:56:51,116 --> 00:56:54,828   I wouldn't wanna do this shit              with anybody else          1195 00:56:54,869 --> 00:56:58,998         'Cause we kiss and fight             and we fuck all night        1196 00:56:59,040 --> 00:57:01,751              'Cause we kiss                  and we fight all night       1197 00:57:01,793 --> 00:57:04,754           Why we always actin'                      stupid?               1198 00:57:04,796 --> 00:57:07,632   I wouldn't wanna do this shit              with anybody else          1199 00:57:07,674 --> 00:57:09,300       [loud moaning continues]       1200 00:57:09,342 --> 00:57:13,763          We do it to ourselves,             we do it to ourselves...      1201 00:57:15,265 --> 00:57:18,184               [Sophie]                             Oh! God!               1202 00:57:18,226 --> 00:57:20,854                 Ugh!                 1203 00:57:20,895 --> 00:57:22,230                [sighs]               1204 00:57:22,272 --> 00:57:26,317          I better watch myself                 when I'm with you          1205 00:57:26,359 --> 00:57:29,988          I better behave myself               when I'm without you        1206 00:57:30,029 --> 00:57:32,991          I better watch myself                 when I'm with you          1207 00:57:33,032 --> 00:57:35,034            I better behave          1208 00:57:35,076 --> 00:57:37,829              [knocking]              1209 00:57:50,341 --> 00:57:51,551             Where's Tess?            1210 00:57:51,593 --> 00:57:53,928         I-I dropped her off.         1211 00:57:53,970 --> 00:57:56,014            You all right?            1212 00:57:57,015 --> 00:57:58,475         You gonna let me in?         1213 00:57:58,516 --> 00:58:01,019                [sighs]                       Is that a good idea?         1214 00:58:01,060 --> 00:58:03,396          Don't make me beg.          1215 00:58:04,898 --> 00:58:08,443                                      1216 00:58:12,572 --> 00:58:14,407             Morphine candy          1217 00:58:14,449 --> 00:58:16,659          Baby, you're the one       1218 00:58:16,701 --> 00:58:20,371            Your sugar sweet,                     my web is spun           1219 00:58:20,413 --> 00:58:23,583           My heart's on fire,                 you're under my gun         1220 00:58:23,625 --> 00:58:26,878         I hope that you're ready           'cause it's already begun      1221 00:58:26,920 --> 00:58:31,633          Can you understand me,               speaking in tongues?        1222 00:58:31,674 --> 00:58:35,053             I know I'm a lot                 but I promise I'm fun        1223 00:58:35,094 --> 00:59:20,764             Ooh, just let me                     be your doctor