1 00:00:00,834 --> 00:00:03,503         After, we're gonna go           to your family's house in Ojai.  2 00:00:03,545 --> 00:00:04,796                -Ugh...                              -Oh...                3 00:00:04,838 --> 00:00:06,840           -[Finley] Hello?                      -[Dani]   I never           4 00:00:06,881 --> 00:00:08,508        want to see you again.        5 00:00:08,550 --> 00:00:10,635       I'm going to the Frogtown                    Art Walk.              6 00:00:10,677 --> 00:00:11,761           This is the work                     of Pippa Pascal.           7 00:00:11,803 --> 00:00:13,430       She disappeared, until now.     8 00:00:13,471 --> 00:00:14,514               [Finley]                          I made a mistake.          9 00:00:14,556 --> 00:00:15,598       Will you just forgive me?      10 00:00:15,640 --> 00:00:17,058           I don't know how.          11 00:00:17,100 --> 00:00:18,727         Just one more thing.                 I need these signed.         12 00:00:18,768 --> 00:00:21,187    Your will? "Power of attorney."            What's going on?           13 00:00:21,229 --> 00:00:22,188          -So beautiful, huh?               -It's amazing. We should       14 00:00:22,230 --> 00:00:23,690        do this again sometime.       15 00:00:23,732 --> 00:00:25,400         [Bette] Mama T and I                 specifically told you        16 00:00:25,442 --> 00:00:27,986      -not to do the DNA website.          -But I have a half sister.      17 00:00:28,028 --> 00:00:29,362              -You don't.                -And I'm supposed to meet her.    18 00:00:29,404 --> 00:00:31,239         -You're Kayla, right?                   -[Kayla] Yeah.            19 00:00:31,281 --> 00:00:32,866              -I'm Angie.                             -Wow.                20 00:00:32,907 --> 00:00:34,367      You're kind of sweet, huh?      21 00:00:34,409 --> 00:00:35,994       -You're totally blushing.               -I'm not blushing.          22 00:00:36,036 --> 00:00:37,328      [Gigi] Why don't you let me                show you around           23 00:00:37,370 --> 00:00:38,413        your new neighborhood?        24 00:00:38,455 --> 00:00:39,831             [both laugh]             25 00:00:39,873 --> 00:00:41,541       Nat's here with her date.                 I didn't think            26 00:00:41,583 --> 00:00:44,210              seeing them                   was gonna hurt this bad.       27 00:00:44,252 --> 00:00:45,545          You deserve someone               who can do this with you.      28 00:00:45,587 --> 00:00:46,421             No, Alice...             29 00:00:46,463 --> 00:00:48,506             I'm gonna go.            30 00:00:48,548 --> 00:00:49,549     I had the best time tonight.     31 00:00:49,591 --> 00:00:51,551      The pleasure was all mine.      32 00:00:51,593 --> 00:00:53,219            [siren wailing]           33 00:00:55,138 --> 00:00:57,057         The fuck is going on?        34 00:00:57,098 --> 00:00:59,059              Trouble, yeah,                     trouble finds me          35 00:00:59,100 --> 00:01:01,061            -[siren chirps]                -[indistinct conversations]     36 00:01:01,102 --> 00:01:03,104      -[indistinct radio chatter]         -[helicopter blades whirring]    37 00:01:12,906 --> 00:01:14,866       [Caldwell] Rodolfo Nùñez,              you are under arrest         38 00:01:14,908 --> 00:01:17,160        for criminal conspiracy                    and fraud.              39 00:01:17,202 --> 00:01:18,745                [Dani]                                Dad?                 40 00:01:18,787 --> 00:01:21,081            -Dad. Dad. Dad.                  -Ma'am, please back up.       41 00:01:21,122 --> 00:01:23,041          -Move, I live here.             -You have the right to remain    42 00:01:23,083 --> 00:01:24,584    -Dad, what the hell's going on?      -silent. Anything you say...     43 00:01:24,626 --> 00:01:27,045  Everything's gonna be okay, huh?             Call my lawyer.           44 00:01:27,087 --> 00:01:28,588              -No. What?                        -Call my lawyer.           45 00:01:28,630 --> 00:01:30,715         Excuse me, could you               tell us what's going on?       46 00:01:30,757 --> 00:01:31,966         Hi. Could you tell us             what's going on right now?      47 00:01:32,008 --> 00:01:33,384        No, I can't right now.                     I actually              48 00:01:33,426 --> 00:01:34,636     -need you to just step back.                    -Dad...               49 00:01:34,677 --> 00:01:37,055               -Back up.                              -Dad.                50 00:01:37,097 --> 00:01:38,640                 Dad!                 51 00:01:38,681 --> 00:01:40,266           And I don't really        52 00:01:40,308 --> 00:01:42,769       Know where to go from here   53 00:01:44,813 --> 00:01:48,733          'Cause all I can feel                     is vertigo             54 00:01:54,989 --> 00:01:58,618       All I can feel is vertigo     55 00:01:58,660 --> 00:02:00,078                [Micah]                       Of course, your horse        56 00:02:00,120 --> 00:02:01,955     took a massive fucking dump.     57 00:02:01,996 --> 00:02:04,040            Yeah, and yours                 walked right through it.       58 00:02:04,082 --> 00:02:05,792             -Right, okay.                        -[both laugh]            59 00:02:05,834 --> 00:02:07,710        Hey, do you want to do                 something tonight?          60 00:02:07,752 --> 00:02:09,129       No horse talk, I promise.      61 00:02:09,170 --> 00:02:10,797                [sighs]                    I would, but I have a date      62 00:02:10,839 --> 00:02:13,591          with this man-child                I am way too good for.        63 00:02:13,633 --> 00:02:16,302               -Got it.                        -You want to come?          64 00:02:16,344 --> 00:02:18,054     No, no, I do not want to ruin             your perfect night.         65 00:02:18,096 --> 00:02:19,472  No, no, no. I want to set you up  66 00:02:19,514 --> 00:02:21,266             with this guy                     I work with. Harry.         67 00:02:21,307 --> 00:02:24,310           It'll be perfect.                   He's 27, a lawyer.          68 00:02:24,352 --> 00:02:25,770      Not a great sense of humor      69 00:02:25,812 --> 00:02:27,438         but a body that would                   make that okay.           70 00:02:27,480 --> 00:02:28,982             I don't know.            71 00:02:29,023 --> 00:02:31,734         It would make my life                   so much easier.           72 00:02:32,694 --> 00:02:33,945                 Okay.                73 00:02:33,987 --> 00:02:35,530           -[phone ringing]                          -Okay.                74 00:02:37,490 --> 00:02:40,034  [automated voice]   This is a call            from Rodolfo Nùñez,         75 00:02:40,076 --> 00:02:42,495          an inmate at the East                   Los Angeles Jail.          76 00:02:42,537 --> 00:02:44,956            To accept charges,                     press star now.           77 00:02:44,998 --> 00:02:47,000              -Holy shit.                            -[beep]               78 00:02:52,213 --> 00:02:53,548               [exhales]              79 00:02:55,508 --> 00:02:57,635          -[Finley] Oh, hey.                          -Hey.                80 00:02:57,677 --> 00:02:59,095        Late night at the bar?        81 00:02:59,137 --> 00:03:01,097        Uh, no. I got up early                 and went for a run          82 00:03:01,139 --> 00:03:03,141         and then, uh, decided              to kick the ball around.       83 00:03:03,183 --> 00:03:05,101               -Really?                              -Yeah.                84 00:03:05,143 --> 00:03:07,353      Alice said they needed refs           at the community center.       85 00:03:07,395 --> 00:03:09,314     Nat's kids play soccer there,    86 00:03:09,355 --> 00:03:11,482       and, uh, I always wanted              to coach kids' sports.        87 00:03:11,524 --> 00:03:12,859  It's kind of my career ambition.  88 00:03:12,901 --> 00:03:14,527                 -Oh.                             -Either way,             89 00:03:14,569 --> 00:03:17,530      I'll have a great sock tan            by August, so be jealous.      90 00:03:17,572 --> 00:03:19,157          What are you up to?         91 00:03:19,199 --> 00:03:22,327         Uh, I'm just working          on this segment pitch for Alice.  92 00:03:22,368 --> 00:03:24,954         Oh, yeah, I heard you                 pacing really late.         93 00:03:24,996 --> 00:03:26,873        Ooh, I couldn't sleep.        94 00:03:26,915 --> 00:03:28,499         I feel like I'm close                   to cracking it            95 00:03:28,541 --> 00:03:30,793       -but I'm not quite there.           -Mm, you'll figure it out.      96 00:03:30,835 --> 00:03:32,670     Plus, Alice loves you, dude.     97 00:03:32,712 --> 00:03:35,215    She'll love whatever you bring         her as long as it's yours.      98 00:03:35,256 --> 00:03:37,675          Or hers. She loves               her own ideas most of all.      99 00:03:37,717 --> 00:03:38,927              -[chuckles]                        -But somewhere            100 00:03:38,968 --> 00:03:42,388         -in that sweet spot.                       -Thanks.               101 00:03:42,430 --> 00:03:44,724        You want a waffle? Ooh.       102 00:03:44,766 --> 00:03:46,392  There's one. We can go halfsies.  103 00:03:46,434 --> 00:03:48,394         Or, uh, or you could                     just have it.            104 00:03:48,436 --> 00:03:50,021             -I can, um...                     -Nah, you go ahead.         105 00:03:50,063 --> 00:03:52,607    You sure? There's... ice cream.  106 00:03:52,649 --> 00:03:55,235           It's pretty much                just like a dairy smoothie.     107 00:03:55,276 --> 00:03:57,403         Do you want to go out                 for dinner tonight?         108 00:03:59,447 --> 00:04:02,575       I could, uh, I could use           something to look forward to     109 00:04:02,617 --> 00:04:05,912    after a day of banging my head        against the wall. [chuckles]     110 00:04:07,580 --> 00:04:09,082              Yeah. Um...             111 00:04:11,042 --> 00:04:13,836               For sure.              112 00:04:13,878 --> 00:04:17,257        You want to go to, um,            that sushi place on Hyperion?    113 00:04:17,298 --> 00:04:19,092       -We can eat on the curb.                   -Yeah, sure.             114 00:04:19,133 --> 00:04:22,428    Or I can pick it up and I will            take a Lyft this time        115 00:04:22,470 --> 00:04:24,097        so it doesn't get warm                   like last time.           116 00:04:24,138 --> 00:04:27,600          No, let's just, uh,            let's just meet there at 7:00.    117 00:04:28,559 --> 00:04:31,396          7:00. Okay. Great.          118 00:04:31,437 --> 00:04:33,439          soft, hopeful music        119 00:04:33,481 --> 00:04:35,441                                    120 00:04:35,483 --> 00:04:37,360                [Shane]                         Did you sleep okay?         121 00:04:37,402 --> 00:04:41,114      No. I lost hours of my life           scrolling through videos       122 00:04:41,155 --> 00:04:43,574      of soldiers being reunited              with their families--        123 00:04:43,616 --> 00:04:45,952     thank you-- which, you know,              started the crying.         124 00:04:45,994 --> 00:04:47,787             -As it does.                     -And then, you know,         125 00:04:47,829 --> 00:04:49,122        that led to more videos                    of soldiers             126 00:04:49,163 --> 00:04:50,790       being reunited with pets.      127 00:04:50,832 --> 00:04:53,001       -Oh, those will kill you.           -Oh, they're the greatest.      128 00:04:53,042 --> 00:04:54,460                -Yeah.                               -Yeah.                129 00:04:54,502 --> 00:04:56,129            Oh, then, like,                     three hours later          130 00:04:56,170 --> 00:04:58,214           I took something                 that I think was a Xanax       131 00:04:58,256 --> 00:04:59,841       in your medicine cabinet?      132 00:04:59,882 --> 00:05:01,342             Probably just                   a vitamin D supplement.       133 00:05:01,384 --> 00:05:02,927                 -Oh.                       -But I'm happy it worked.      134 00:05:02,969 --> 00:05:04,721          -I guess it worked.                    -I'm sorry, Al.           135 00:05:04,762 --> 00:05:08,141      It's okay. I mean, I think            I got all my crying out.       136 00:05:08,182 --> 00:05:09,559         And now I have to go                    tell my mother            137 00:05:09,600 --> 00:05:11,561        to get out of my house,       138 00:05:11,602 --> 00:05:13,146          and she's not gonna                    take that well.           139 00:05:13,187 --> 00:05:15,398      Well, I can talk to Lenore              for you if you like.         140 00:05:15,440 --> 00:05:16,899     -That's very generous of you.         -We're very aware of that.      141 00:05:16,941 --> 00:05:18,443          -Thank you, Shane.                 -Uh, pancake or waffle?       142 00:05:18,484 --> 00:05:20,778               -Pancake.                    -You know, you can always      143 00:05:20,820 --> 00:05:21,821              stay here,                    for as long as you like,       144 00:05:21,863 --> 00:05:23,656     if you need a place to stay.     145 00:05:23,698 --> 00:05:25,325      I-I have to go hunt down a         prospective client later today,  146 00:05:25,366 --> 00:05:27,327            but I can just                   leave you an extra key.       147 00:05:27,368 --> 00:05:28,661        Is that why you're all                  dressed like a...          148 00:05:28,703 --> 00:05:29,662              Like what?              149 00:05:29,704 --> 00:05:31,331           A million bucks?           150 00:05:31,372 --> 00:05:33,750      Oh, thanks. Just for work.      151 00:05:33,791 --> 00:05:35,001                Mm-hmm.               152 00:05:35,043 --> 00:05:37,503       gentle, atmospheric music     153 00:05:37,545 --> 00:05:38,838     Rodolfo said that his lawyers         went to try and talk to her     154 00:05:38,880 --> 00:05:40,590             this morning                     but she didn't answer        155 00:05:40,631 --> 00:05:41,758        and she's not answering                     my calls.              156 00:05:41,799 --> 00:05:43,301  Okay, then she just needs space.  157 00:05:43,343 --> 00:05:44,802  No one's heard from her, though.             Not one person.           158 00:05:44,844 --> 00:05:46,095            She's not home                     and her car's gone.         159 00:05:46,137 --> 00:05:47,305  Well, then she went for a drive.  160 00:05:47,347 --> 00:05:48,681           Her phone is off.          161 00:05:48,723 --> 00:05:50,016        Okay, then she doesn't                  want to be found.          162 00:05:50,058 --> 00:05:51,476         Don't blow this off.         163 00:05:51,517 --> 00:05:54,854  Micah, what do you want from me?  164 00:05:54,896 --> 00:05:56,898       -I want you to find her.                     -[sighs]               165 00:05:56,939 --> 00:05:59,108       I haven't heard from her                     in weeks,              166 00:05:59,150 --> 00:06:02,987      and... she wouldn't want me                 to find her.             167 00:06:03,029 --> 00:06:05,782     All right, maybe she doesn't         want you to find her, but...     168 00:06:05,823 --> 00:06:07,867          she needs someone.          169 00:06:07,909 --> 00:06:09,577       How can you not see that?      170 00:06:09,619 --> 00:06:13,081      Just make sure she's okay,              and have her call me.        171 00:06:13,122 --> 00:06:15,083             hopeful music           172 00:06:15,124 --> 00:06:17,335       [Angie] You know, my moms                would always say           173 00:06:17,377 --> 00:06:21,047         I could be president              or Supreme Court judge, but     174 00:06:21,089 --> 00:06:23,383     whenever anyone would ask me,        like, "What do you want to be    175 00:06:23,424 --> 00:06:27,387          when you grow up?"                   I would say Snoopy.         176 00:06:27,428 --> 00:06:29,847          'Cause I was four,                  and it seemed doable.        177 00:06:29,889 --> 00:06:33,017           -That's amazing.                    -Yeah, it's, uh...          178 00:06:33,059 --> 00:06:34,394       What did you want to be?       179 00:06:34,435 --> 00:06:37,355           Oh, um, I wanted                   to be a dancer. Yeah.        180 00:06:37,397 --> 00:06:39,023     Well, you could still do it.     181 00:06:39,065 --> 00:06:40,983                -Maybe.                              -Yeah!                182 00:06:41,025 --> 00:06:43,236        You sound like my dad.        183 00:06:45,196 --> 00:06:48,574         Sorry. I didn't mean                   to bring him up.           184 00:06:48,616 --> 00:06:50,159            -Well, like...                           -Oh...                185 00:06:50,201 --> 00:06:51,828      I know we talked about him,              like, a little bit          186 00:06:51,869 --> 00:06:53,746       the other day, but, like,       is it weird if I talk about him?  187 00:06:53,788 --> 00:06:55,373                 -No.                                 -Oh.                 188 00:06:55,415 --> 00:06:56,833         And I don't want you                 to think that, like,         189 00:06:56,874 --> 00:06:58,751         I'm only hanging out                 with you to, like...         190 00:06:58,793 --> 00:07:00,795     -No. No, no, no. No, no, no.           -get to him in some way.       191 00:07:00,837 --> 00:07:04,173     Angie, I can tell you're not,         like, using me or whatever.     192 00:07:04,215 --> 00:07:05,883             -Yeah. Yeah.                         -Okay, good.             193 00:07:05,925 --> 00:07:07,635           'Cause I'm, like,                really happy to know you.      194 00:07:07,677 --> 00:07:09,220            -Dude, me, too.                       -[both laugh]            195 00:07:09,262 --> 00:07:10,555              -[exhales]                             -Good.                196 00:07:10,596 --> 00:07:11,889                 Yeah.                197 00:07:13,850 --> 00:07:15,977          So, what's he like?         198 00:07:16,018 --> 00:07:19,313              Oh. Well...             199 00:07:19,355 --> 00:07:21,357             He's like...             200 00:07:21,399 --> 00:07:22,859           He's just, like,                   a big kid, you know?         201 00:07:22,900 --> 00:07:25,027     You know? And he's an artist,              so he can, like,           202 00:07:25,069 --> 00:07:27,321        be serious and focused.       203 00:07:27,363 --> 00:07:29,240       -I knew he painted, so...               -Yeah. Yeah, yeah.          204 00:07:29,282 --> 00:07:32,702    And he can play, like... like,          literally any instrument.      205 00:07:32,743 --> 00:07:34,787          -Really? So can I.                        -Mm-hmm.               206 00:07:34,829 --> 00:07:36,456            [both chuckle]            207 00:07:38,416 --> 00:07:40,543      I think you would like him.     208 00:07:40,585 --> 00:07:42,879      'Cause he's a lot like you.     209 00:07:46,841 --> 00:07:48,050          There is something                     that I want you           210 00:07:48,092 --> 00:07:49,969      to know about him, though,      211 00:07:50,011 --> 00:07:52,138                Mm-hmm?               212 00:07:52,180 --> 00:07:55,975           I just don't know                    how to tell you.           213 00:07:57,143 --> 00:08:00,563             Well, I mean,                  you can tell me anything.      214 00:08:01,606 --> 00:08:03,149    [Shane]   All right, I'm thinking  215 00:08:03,191 --> 00:08:05,610          we can project this                 on the wall out back.        216 00:08:05,651 --> 00:08:08,070                [Tress]                        The red brick wall?         217 00:08:08,112 --> 00:08:09,489                -Yeah.                        -It has to be white.         218 00:08:09,530 --> 00:08:11,449               -It does?                              -Yep.                219 00:08:11,491 --> 00:08:14,076         And so I was thinking           we start at maybe, like, 9:00?    220 00:08:14,118 --> 00:08:16,370        -I was thinking 10:00.                    -Even better.            221 00:08:16,412 --> 00:08:17,788           Um, and I've got                  all the chips and cards       222 00:08:17,830 --> 00:08:19,540         in line for tomorrow.        223 00:08:19,582 --> 00:08:21,792       Uh, the new shipment just         showed up from the distributor,  224 00:08:21,834 --> 00:08:24,545         so I will have Finley              take care of all of that.      225 00:08:24,587 --> 00:08:28,382        -And I think that's it.                  -That's a lot.            226 00:08:28,424 --> 00:08:30,927            -You do a lot.                        -Just my job.            227 00:08:30,968 --> 00:08:34,847     I know, but with movie night,               karaoke, poker,           228 00:08:34,889 --> 00:08:36,849             it's just...             229 00:08:36,891 --> 00:08:39,477         I-I really could not                 do this without you.         230 00:08:39,519 --> 00:08:41,479            [phone ringing]           231 00:08:41,521 --> 00:08:43,481  [upbeat music playing on stereo]  232 00:08:43,523 --> 00:08:46,025                                    233 00:08:46,067 --> 00:08:48,486           I, um, I got to,                    I got to take this.         234 00:08:48,528 --> 00:08:50,696          I'll be right back.         235 00:08:50,738 --> 00:08:52,114                Hello?                236 00:08:52,156 --> 00:08:54,200           Yes, this is she.          237 00:08:59,622 --> 00:09:01,541         Hey, um, so something                    just came up.            238 00:09:01,582 --> 00:09:03,251    I got to go, uh, but I promise    239 00:09:03,292 --> 00:09:06,337            I will be back                  before the rush tonight.       240 00:09:06,379 --> 00:09:08,839      You okay? Where you going?      241 00:09:08,881 --> 00:09:10,841                Vegas.                242 00:09:10,883 --> 00:09:14,679     You can't drive to Vegas and         back in a day. That's insane.    243 00:09:14,720 --> 00:09:16,472             No, it's not.                    I do it all the time.        244 00:09:16,514 --> 00:09:19,016        All right, well, look,                I mean, i-if you go,         245 00:09:19,058 --> 00:09:22,311       at least make a good time           out of it, spend the night.     246 00:09:22,353 --> 00:09:23,604  I mean, what if I went with you?  247 00:09:23,646 --> 00:09:25,273           We could make it                    a business expense.         248 00:09:25,314 --> 00:09:28,526              [chuckles]                     Maybe next time, okay?        249 00:09:28,568 --> 00:09:31,612     But part of the fun of Vegas          is the spontaneity, right?      250 00:09:34,699 --> 00:09:36,659      So, I'm not going for fun.      251 00:09:36,701 --> 00:09:39,078          My mom lives there.         252 00:09:40,162 --> 00:09:43,874       Oh. Um, I'm sorr--                        Is-is she okay?           253 00:09:43,916 --> 00:09:46,210      I'll be back tonight. Okay?     254 00:09:46,252 --> 00:09:49,088       And don't try to put the          projector together without me.    255 00:09:49,130 --> 00:09:51,924           -But I can do it.              -Trust me, just don't do it.     256 00:09:51,966 --> 00:09:53,718                 Okay?                257 00:09:53,759 --> 00:09:55,761               [exhales]              258 00:09:55,803 --> 00:09:58,598          soft, tranquil music       259 00:09:58,639 --> 00:10:00,600              [cackling]              260 00:10:00,641 --> 00:10:02,101               [doormat]                           See you soon!            261 00:10:02,143 --> 00:10:04,395           -I've got a gun!                        -Okay, Mom.             262 00:10:04,437 --> 00:10:08,107       Oh, Alice. You shouldn't           just barge in here like that.    263 00:10:08,149 --> 00:10:10,276            It's my house.                  What's with the doormat?       264 00:10:10,318 --> 00:10:12,778         Oh, the alarm thingy                     kept beeping,            265 00:10:12,820 --> 00:10:15,948    so I had someone get rid of it            and figured this mat         266 00:10:15,990 --> 00:10:17,992      would give me fair warning                 of an intruder.           267 00:10:18,034 --> 00:10:19,994               [laughs]                            And it did.             268 00:10:20,036 --> 00:10:21,954     Could have been the battery.     269 00:10:21,996 --> 00:10:23,623    Did you call the alarm company?  270 00:10:23,664 --> 00:10:27,001        God, no. They just want               to make a quick buck.        271 00:10:27,043 --> 00:10:29,295       I'm sure you can relate.       272 00:10:29,337 --> 00:10:30,838          If you're referring                to my small business...       273 00:10:30,880 --> 00:10:32,465          You mean your scam?         274 00:10:32,506 --> 00:10:35,301      [Lenore] It's a multi-level              marketing company.          275 00:10:35,343 --> 00:10:36,761           Potato, potahto.           276 00:10:36,802 --> 00:10:38,512      You will be pleased to know     277 00:10:38,554 --> 00:10:41,140        that you are looking at             Swan's Breath Cosmetics'       278 00:10:41,182 --> 00:10:43,768         platinum salesperson.        279 00:10:43,809 --> 00:10:45,353             Aw, fuck me.             280 00:10:45,394 --> 00:10:48,022      Now, look, it's fairly new.                 I've invested            281 00:10:48,064 --> 00:10:50,024       -a lot of my own capital.         -Beep, beep, beep, beep, beep.    282 00:10:50,066 --> 00:10:52,026        I don't-- This-- Yeah.        283 00:10:52,068 --> 00:10:54,654             Uh... [sighs]            284 00:10:56,072 --> 00:10:57,239          Nat and I broke up.         285 00:10:57,281 --> 00:10:59,659             -Oh, sweetie.                          -I know.               286 00:10:59,700 --> 00:11:01,786      We-- It-it ran its course,      287 00:11:01,827 --> 00:11:03,913           so it's probably                     better this way.           288 00:11:03,954 --> 00:11:05,998         Is that why you look                     so terrible?             289 00:11:06,040 --> 00:11:08,918        That feels unnecessary.       290 00:11:08,959 --> 00:11:11,837       Sweetheart, I'm so sorry.      291 00:11:11,879 --> 00:11:15,132    I know how much you loved her,                and the kids.            292 00:11:15,174 --> 00:11:17,134                 -Mm.                         -You know, as much as        293 00:11:17,176 --> 00:11:20,388        a person can love kids.                    [chuckles]              294 00:11:21,847 --> 00:11:23,474                 Yeah.                295 00:11:23,516 --> 00:11:26,811              Anyway, uh,                    I'm moving home, so...        296 00:11:26,852 --> 00:11:28,187          Okay, well, great.          297 00:11:28,229 --> 00:11:31,065       I'm gonna need the place                    to myself.              298 00:11:31,107 --> 00:11:34,360                Oh. No.               299 00:11:34,402 --> 00:11:36,696                -What?                            -You need me.            300 00:11:36,737 --> 00:11:38,364          Oh, I really don't.         301 00:11:38,406 --> 00:11:41,242       You do not need to wallow              in this house alone.         302 00:11:41,283 --> 00:11:44,078        You said numerous times               Natalie filled a void        303 00:11:44,120 --> 00:11:45,996    in your heart you never thought             you would fill.           304 00:11:46,038 --> 00:11:48,749            I know, I know,                 but I'm fine, and I just       305 00:11:48,791 --> 00:11:50,543          need my space back.         306 00:11:50,584 --> 00:11:54,755    And-- great news-- I found you         an apartment in Brentwood.      307 00:11:54,797 --> 00:11:58,801     And thank God it has a second       bedroom for your Swan's, um...    308 00:11:58,843 --> 00:12:00,886               -Breath.                           -Yeah, that.             309 00:12:00,928 --> 00:12:03,139            So it's next to                the tea shop you love, too.     310 00:12:03,180 --> 00:12:04,890           And I'm gonna pay                     for everything,           311 00:12:04,932 --> 00:12:06,726      and it's gonna be just like      this-- I'm gonna pay for it all.  312 00:12:06,767 --> 00:12:08,310     You're not going to tempt me     313 00:12:08,352 --> 00:12:10,563        with a fancy apartment                     and cheese.             314 00:12:10,604 --> 00:12:11,647             You need me.             315 00:12:11,689 --> 00:12:13,357       What are you doing? Ugh.       316 00:12:13,399 --> 00:12:16,986  It's a little Swan's Breath Calm           to cool the nerves.         317 00:12:17,027 --> 00:12:19,864       Listen, Mom, I love you.                   I really do.             318 00:12:19,905 --> 00:12:21,240         But you got to be out                     by Monday.              319 00:12:21,282 --> 00:12:22,825                 Okay?                320 00:12:25,870 --> 00:12:27,580                [Shane]                       I'm glad you called.         321 00:12:27,621 --> 00:12:29,790               You okay?              322 00:12:29,832 --> 00:12:31,792         [mid-tempo music playing                    on speakers]            323 00:12:31,834 --> 00:12:33,919                                    324 00:12:37,173 --> 00:12:41,427         My... donor's dying.         325 00:12:41,469 --> 00:12:44,638               Aw, shit.              326 00:12:44,680 --> 00:12:46,724        Oh, Ange, that's a lot.       327 00:12:46,766 --> 00:12:48,100             What do I do?            328 00:12:48,142 --> 00:12:50,436          Should I meet him?          329 00:12:51,812 --> 00:12:53,397             I don't know.            330 00:12:54,982 --> 00:12:57,443        Adults aren't supposed                    to say that.             331 00:12:57,485 --> 00:13:00,571         All right. I mean...         332 00:13:00,613 --> 00:13:03,282       -do you want to meet him?                  -Shouldn't I?            333 00:13:03,324 --> 00:13:06,619          What would you do?          334 00:13:07,244 --> 00:13:11,540          That's-that's a...              that's a hard one to answer.     335 00:13:11,582 --> 00:13:15,127                [sighs]                That's 'cause you knew your dad.  336 00:13:15,169 --> 00:13:17,296                Barely.               337 00:13:19,006 --> 00:13:20,049            You know that.            338 00:13:20,090 --> 00:13:22,593                 -Hmm.                             -Don't you?             339 00:13:22,635 --> 00:13:24,970                 Yeah.                340 00:13:25,012 --> 00:13:27,139            He left, um...            341 00:13:28,808 --> 00:13:31,477    He left when I was very young.    342 00:13:33,479 --> 00:13:36,398           And then I was in                 and out of foster care.       343 00:13:38,526 --> 00:13:40,653         And, uh, when I felt                   like I was ready,          344 00:13:40,694 --> 00:13:43,030         I-I tracked him down.        345 00:13:45,157 --> 00:13:49,203            And I realized                   I didn't like the guy.        346 00:13:51,539 --> 00:13:52,998                 Why?                 347 00:13:53,040 --> 00:13:57,711            Well, he, uh...           348 00:13:57,753 --> 00:14:00,798     He reinforced the worst parts    349 00:14:00,840 --> 00:14:04,218           that were in me.           350 00:14:04,260 --> 00:14:09,139        And I made a very poor              decision because of that.      351 00:14:09,181 --> 00:14:10,850           What did you do?           352 00:14:12,726 --> 00:14:16,397      I left someone that I loved            very much at the altar.       353 00:14:18,399 --> 00:14:20,526                -Shit.                               -Yeah.                354 00:14:20,568 --> 00:14:23,821    Sometimes I think I would have            been a lot better off        355 00:14:23,863 --> 00:14:26,657       -had I never met the guy.                      -Mm.                 356 00:14:26,699 --> 00:14:28,993              All right,                    let me ask you something.      357 00:14:29,034 --> 00:14:31,787        What are you gonna get                 out of meeting him?         358 00:14:31,829 --> 00:14:35,457        He's half my DNA, so...       359 00:14:35,499 --> 00:14:37,501    it would be really nice to know  360 00:14:37,543 --> 00:14:40,212           which parts of me                  are from him, and...         361 00:14:40,254 --> 00:14:42,590         You talk to your moms                     about this?             362 00:14:42,631 --> 00:14:45,009                Well...                             [laughs]               363 00:14:45,050 --> 00:14:46,176           All right, that's                     a bad question.           364 00:14:46,218 --> 00:14:48,721     Um, all right, where's Jordi?    365 00:14:48,762 --> 00:14:51,724    She is running for prom queen.    366 00:14:51,765 --> 00:14:55,686    So we are on sort of different          life pages at the moment.      367 00:14:55,728 --> 00:14:57,563                 Okay.                368 00:14:57,605 --> 00:14:59,607                [sighs]               369 00:15:01,859 --> 00:15:04,194        You think Mama B would               let me see a therapist?       370 00:15:04,236 --> 00:15:07,114           I think if that's                   something you need,         371 00:15:07,156 --> 00:15:11,493      she'd be more than willing              to give that to you.         372 00:15:11,535 --> 00:15:13,621        Then why am I so scared                    to ask her?             373 00:15:13,662 --> 00:15:15,915       Because it's scary, Ange.      374 00:15:15,956 --> 00:15:20,753  It's scary, but it's impressive,               and brave,              375 00:15:20,794 --> 00:15:23,756       asking for what you need.      376 00:15:23,797 --> 00:15:25,549       Not many people do that.       377 00:15:25,591 --> 00:15:28,886              "Devil I Know"                    by Suki Waterhouse         378 00:15:28,928 --> 00:15:30,346              Back in hell           379 00:15:30,387 --> 00:15:33,933        At least I'm comfortable     380 00:15:33,974 --> 00:15:35,935             Need your body          381 00:15:35,976 --> 00:15:39,355          When my fire's cold        382 00:15:39,396 --> 00:15:41,106             Hand to heart           383 00:15:41,148 --> 00:15:43,233        I'm gonna stay faithful      384 00:15:43,275 --> 00:15:46,362          To the devil I know        385 00:15:46,403 --> 00:15:50,115            The devil I know         386 00:15:50,157 --> 00:15:52,785           [doorbell rings]           387 00:15:52,826 --> 00:15:54,870                                    388 00:16:04,129 --> 00:16:05,673     The fuck are you doing here?     389 00:16:05,714 --> 00:16:08,092                  Oh.                         [short chuckle] Wow.         390 00:16:08,133 --> 00:16:10,052     You can't even give me space                when I run away           391 00:16:10,094 --> 00:16:12,054            into the woods.                    It's unbelievable.          392 00:16:12,096 --> 00:16:14,223         Oh, God, you and your                   fucking space.            393 00:16:14,264 --> 00:16:16,225    It's all I ever asked you for,         and you could never just--      394 00:16:16,266 --> 00:16:19,019       But it's not called space          if you don't ever come back.     395 00:16:19,061 --> 00:16:21,814        -It's called avoidance.                 -It's not, it's--          396 00:16:21,855 --> 00:16:23,232        And did you ever think               that maybe for a second       397 00:16:23,273 --> 00:16:25,067        that that was me trying                   to love you?             398 00:16:25,109 --> 00:16:28,320     Fuck, you make it impossible.    399 00:16:28,362 --> 00:16:30,155          Everyone's worried                    about you, Dani.           400 00:16:30,197 --> 00:16:33,659    I drove 70 miles on a hunch to       make sure that you were alive.    401 00:16:33,701 --> 00:16:35,744              Well, I am.             402 00:16:35,786 --> 00:16:38,789                Great.                403 00:16:38,831 --> 00:16:41,417    Can I come in and take a piss,                  at least?              404 00:16:43,293 --> 00:16:44,837                 Sure.                405 00:16:55,222 --> 00:16:57,474      It's the first door on the           right, past the staircase.      406 00:16:57,516 --> 00:17:00,394          I know, I remember.         407 00:17:00,436 --> 00:17:03,313      Oh, it smells good in here.     408 00:17:03,355 --> 00:17:06,775          It's delivery from                     that Thai place           409 00:17:06,817 --> 00:17:08,235          you pass on the way                     out of town.             410 00:17:08,277 --> 00:17:09,486          You mean that place                  you never let us go         411 00:17:09,528 --> 00:17:11,113    'cause they got a kitchen cat?    412 00:17:11,155 --> 00:17:13,574     It's takeout. It's different.    413 00:17:13,615 --> 00:17:15,117           All right, well,           414 00:17:15,159 --> 00:17:17,578          that cat was all up                in that pad see ew. Mm.       415 00:17:21,290 --> 00:17:25,294    Oh, and better call Micah. He's      been worried about your ass.     416 00:17:25,335 --> 00:17:27,546             pensive music           417 00:17:27,588 --> 00:17:29,381                                    418 00:17:29,423 --> 00:17:31,717            Oh, hey, look.                     I love these ones.          419 00:17:31,759 --> 00:17:33,719     You know, sometimes they also          have these giant lilies,       420 00:17:33,761 --> 00:17:36,346         -and they're super--            -You think Soph'll like these?    421 00:17:36,388 --> 00:17:37,639            I thought these                    were for the house.         422 00:17:37,681 --> 00:17:40,059                No, no.                     I do like how these guys       423 00:17:40,100 --> 00:17:41,727     match my new blazer, though.     424 00:17:41,769 --> 00:17:43,729             -I like that.                 -Yeah. They-they do, but...     425 00:17:43,771 --> 00:17:45,314                 What?                426 00:17:45,355 --> 00:17:47,066           Hey, did someone                  help you pick that out?       427 00:17:47,107 --> 00:17:48,901     'Cause it fits you perfectly.           It's-it's nice. It's...       428 00:17:48,942 --> 00:17:51,570    Oh, yeah. A lady named Barbara             at Men's Warehouse.         429 00:17:51,612 --> 00:17:53,572    It took her a minute, but once          we established I was not       430 00:17:53,614 --> 00:17:55,991          a 14-year-old boy,              she was actually pretty cool.    431 00:17:56,033 --> 00:17:58,452         Well, you look great.        432 00:17:58,494 --> 00:18:01,038             Thanks, man.                         That's nice.             433 00:18:01,080 --> 00:18:02,748  Look at you, giving compliments.  434 00:18:02,790 --> 00:18:05,834      Seriously, Fin, you look...           you look happy, you know?      435 00:18:05,876 --> 00:18:08,003               -Like...                             -Thanks.               436 00:18:08,045 --> 00:18:09,963      Well, maybe that's because            you're looking at the new      437 00:18:10,005 --> 00:18:12,257         volunteer referee at          The Silver Lake Community Center  438 00:18:12,299 --> 00:18:13,967     -Pee Wee Soccer League, baby.                  -Shut up.              439 00:18:14,009 --> 00:18:15,594         -Yeah, swear to God.                 -Pee Wee. Oh, my God.        440 00:18:15,636 --> 00:18:17,596           -Yeah, I got it.                           -Wow.                441 00:18:17,638 --> 00:18:19,306           Yeah, they pay me                     in juice boxes.           442 00:18:19,348 --> 00:18:20,808         I love this for you.         443 00:18:20,849 --> 00:18:22,935     -Seriously, this is awesome.                -Thanks, dude.            444 00:18:22,976 --> 00:18:25,479      Sophie's pumped, too, so...     445 00:18:26,897 --> 00:18:28,857          What are you doing?         446 00:18:28,899 --> 00:18:31,276                  Me?                       I'm buying some flowers.       447 00:18:31,318 --> 00:18:34,613       She asked for time, Fin.       448 00:18:34,655 --> 00:18:36,115         She asked for sushi.         449 00:18:36,156 --> 00:18:38,242          She asked for time.         450 00:18:38,283 --> 00:18:41,745           It's just dinner.             It's not, like, a thing, okay?    451 00:18:41,787 --> 00:18:45,249      Okay. No, I agree, it could            be not a thing, but...        452 00:18:45,290 --> 00:18:47,709       you're clearly making it             into a pretty big thing.       453 00:18:47,751 --> 00:18:50,712                  I--                 454 00:18:50,754 --> 00:18:53,590    Okay, I get what you're saying.  455 00:18:53,632 --> 00:18:54,800              And I think                  you're looking out for me,      456 00:18:54,842 --> 00:18:56,218    which is actually really nice,    457 00:18:56,260 --> 00:18:57,261      'cause I know you're close                   with Dani.              458 00:18:57,302 --> 00:18:59,471                 Yeah.                459 00:18:59,513 --> 00:19:02,391     But I know it's not perfect.     460 00:19:02,432 --> 00:19:04,685          I know it's, like,              an uphill battle or whatever,    461 00:19:04,726 --> 00:19:08,397        but it's Sophie, dude.        462 00:19:08,438 --> 00:19:09,731            It's worth it.            463 00:19:09,773 --> 00:19:12,151         And when something's                   worth it, it's--           464 00:19:12,192 --> 00:19:14,570        I'm not scared to make             an ass of myself, I guess.      465 00:19:14,611 --> 00:19:16,196           Or I already made                    an ass of myself,          466 00:19:16,238 --> 00:19:17,656      so there's nothing to lose.                   [laughs]               467 00:19:17,698 --> 00:19:18,740            Kind of. Yeah.            468 00:19:18,782 --> 00:19:22,327        Here you go. Thank you.       469 00:19:22,369 --> 00:19:24,621               At 9:00 when                   the lights go off, oh        470 00:19:25,873 --> 00:19:28,709         Do you think about me?      471 00:19:28,750 --> 00:19:31,712               Do you think                         about me?              472 00:19:31,753 --> 00:19:35,799          When you need someone                  to break you, oh          473 00:19:35,841 --> 00:19:38,552         Do you think about me?      474 00:19:38,594 --> 00:19:42,139               Do you think                         about me?              475 00:19:42,181 --> 00:19:44,349             I know, I know,                      I know, I know           476 00:19:49,521 --> 00:19:52,441                  Hi.                            [short chuckle]           477 00:19:52,482 --> 00:19:55,194           I'm Bette Porter.          478 00:19:55,235 --> 00:19:57,154          I know who you are.         479 00:19:57,196 --> 00:20:00,032       I am so glad to meet you.      480 00:20:00,073 --> 00:20:03,035            I... I am such                    an admirer of yours,         481 00:20:03,076 --> 00:20:05,787          -since I was in...                    -One might assume          482 00:20:05,829 --> 00:20:07,706       leaving my work unsigned,      483 00:20:07,748 --> 00:20:10,292          occupying a studio                 far from the art world        484 00:20:10,334 --> 00:20:13,128      would send a clear message            I don't want to be found.      485 00:20:13,170 --> 00:20:15,547        I connected those dots                    and I came to            486 00:20:15,589 --> 00:20:17,049       the very same conclusion.      487 00:20:17,090 --> 00:20:18,717           Yet here you are.          488 00:20:18,759 --> 00:20:20,886         'Cause I also decided            that if you slammed the door     489 00:20:20,928 --> 00:20:24,056    in my face it would be worth it     if I got the chance to tell you  490 00:20:24,097 --> 00:20:28,477    the world wasn't ready for you       when you got your first break.    491 00:20:33,899 --> 00:20:35,984                [sighs]               492 00:20:40,405 --> 00:20:42,616         Sure, Micah, I will.         493 00:20:42,658 --> 00:20:44,910          Love you, too. Bye.         494 00:20:49,164 --> 00:20:51,750    I didn't mean to worry anybody.                I just...              495 00:20:51,792 --> 00:20:55,087             I'm not ready                  to be deposed by lawyers.      496 00:20:55,128 --> 00:20:56,588         What are the charges                   against your dad?          497 00:20:56,630 --> 00:20:57,923             Do you think                 that there's anything there?     498 00:20:57,965 --> 00:21:00,008             I don't know.            499 00:21:01,134 --> 00:21:03,178          I really don't want                  to talk about this.         500 00:21:04,137 --> 00:21:06,265                 Okay.                501 00:21:07,307 --> 00:21:08,934    I don't think it's unreasonable  502 00:21:08,976 --> 00:21:10,269           that I don't want                 to talk about the fact        503 00:21:10,310 --> 00:21:11,603           that he probably                  did something horrible.       504 00:21:11,645 --> 00:21:13,188                 Okay.                505 00:21:13,230 --> 00:21:15,065         And he obviously knew               the arrest was coming.        506 00:21:15,107 --> 00:21:17,192     How did-how did he know that?    507 00:21:17,234 --> 00:21:19,486            He made me sign                   a bunch of documents.        508 00:21:21,655 --> 00:21:24,574        I thought he was dying,                     but he...              509 00:21:24,616 --> 00:21:27,244               he knew.               510 00:21:27,286 --> 00:21:28,912               [exhales]                           I'm sorry.              511 00:21:28,954 --> 00:21:30,455            [clears throat]           512 00:21:30,497 --> 00:21:31,915                 Um...                513 00:21:31,957 --> 00:21:33,875         do you need anything?        514 00:21:35,377 --> 00:21:37,504                 Yeah.                515 00:21:37,546 --> 00:21:40,841           Can you just undo                 the last couple months?       516 00:21:43,802 --> 00:21:45,846                  No.                 517 00:21:47,055 --> 00:21:49,975            But you're not                     alone in the world.         518 00:21:50,017 --> 00:21:53,020           I'm always gonna                     be here for you.           519 00:21:54,354 --> 00:21:56,898      Whether you want me or not.     520 00:21:56,940 --> 00:21:59,651        How do you always know                what I need to hear?         521 00:21:59,693 --> 00:22:00,944          Because I know you.         522 00:22:00,986 --> 00:22:03,030                Do you?               523 00:22:04,948 --> 00:22:08,160     You meant a lot to me, Dani.     524 00:22:09,119 --> 00:22:11,163             You still do.            525 00:22:12,497 --> 00:22:14,541       I wish you believed that.      526 00:22:23,133 --> 00:22:25,552                 I do.                527 00:22:35,187 --> 00:22:37,147        "Feelings" by Sarah West     528 00:22:37,189 --> 00:22:39,232                                    529 00:22:46,073 --> 00:22:48,116                  Yeah               530 00:22:50,911 --> 00:22:54,331         Baby, there's something               about you I can tell        531 00:22:54,373 --> 00:22:58,502        'Cause you got me glowing                like nobody else          532 00:22:58,543 --> 00:23:00,379          So much is changing        533 00:23:00,420 --> 00:23:02,214          Lately I'm thinking        534 00:23:02,255 --> 00:23:05,384        There's something special                'bout this babe           535 00:23:05,425 --> 00:23:07,552         So I'll take care of you                when you need it          536 00:23:07,594 --> 00:23:09,888           Ride or die for you                   and I mean that           537 00:23:09,930 --> 00:23:13,141               Baby I'll do                      anything for you          538 00:23:13,183 --> 00:23:15,727          And you got me wanting                   so much more            539 00:23:15,769 --> 00:23:17,896        Oh, I can finally see it     540 00:23:17,938 --> 00:23:20,899            Can't believe it,                    but I got to say          541 00:23:20,941 --> 00:23:23,652                You got me                        in my feelings           542 00:23:23,693 --> 00:23:25,737                Feeling              543 00:23:25,779 --> 00:23:27,906        Like I never did before      544 00:23:27,948 --> 00:23:30,575                You got me                      in my feelings...          545 00:23:30,617 --> 00:23:32,828              -No, wait.                              -Huh?                546 00:23:32,869 --> 00:23:35,205               We can't.              547 00:23:35,247 --> 00:23:37,874            We can't. Hey.            548 00:23:37,916 --> 00:23:40,544          My emotions overload       549 00:23:40,585 --> 00:23:42,963   Until I lose all control...     550 00:23:43,004 --> 00:23:44,965                 Here.                551 00:23:45,006 --> 00:23:47,217               Touch me.              552 00:23:47,259 --> 00:23:48,927              I'm feeling            553 00:23:48,969 --> 00:23:52,472        Like I never did before      554 00:23:52,514 --> 00:23:56,143                And, baby,                     my emotions overload        555 00:23:56,184 --> 00:24:00,063        Until I lose all control     556 00:24:00,105 --> 00:24:03,358                You got me                   in my feelings, feelings      557 00:24:03,400 --> 00:24:05,110              I'm feeling            558 00:24:05,152 --> 00:24:08,655        Like I never did before      559 00:24:23,170 --> 00:24:25,255                Uh, hi.               560 00:24:25,297 --> 00:24:27,883      I'm-I'm Micah, can I-can I            help you with something?       561 00:24:27,924 --> 00:24:31,136       Yes, hi. Um, I'm A-Angie.      562 00:24:31,178 --> 00:24:32,929    Uh, we've actually met before.    563 00:24:32,971 --> 00:24:34,806     -I'm Bette Porter's daughter.                   -Yeah.                564 00:24:34,848 --> 00:24:36,266                -Yeah.                     -Yeah, I thought so. Sorry.     565 00:24:36,308 --> 00:24:37,767               It's, uh,                   it's nice to see you again.     566 00:24:37,809 --> 00:24:39,227               You, too.              567 00:24:39,269 --> 00:24:41,271                 Um...                568 00:24:41,313 --> 00:24:42,981           I'm sort of going                through things right now       569 00:24:43,023 --> 00:24:44,649  that I'm sort of confused about.  570 00:24:44,691 --> 00:24:47,486         Of course. We've got             a great team here, actually,     571 00:24:47,527 --> 00:24:50,155    my-my colleague, Claudia, she's      the head of the medical staff    572 00:24:50,197 --> 00:24:51,531    -if-if that's what you might--                  -Oh, no.               573 00:24:51,573 --> 00:24:53,366      No. No, no. That's not it.      574 00:24:53,408 --> 00:24:55,035                 Um...                575 00:24:55,076 --> 00:24:56,703                 Uh...                576 00:24:56,745 --> 00:24:59,164    I just need to talk to someone.  577 00:24:59,206 --> 00:25:01,708  Sure. Uh, well, we open tomorrow  578 00:25:01,750 --> 00:25:03,543    back at 8 a.m., you know, if...  579 00:25:03,585 --> 00:25:05,670                [sighs]               580 00:25:06,713 --> 00:25:08,215              You know...             581 00:25:08,256 --> 00:25:11,134        I've actually got time                     right now.              582 00:25:11,176 --> 00:25:12,928               -You do?                          -Yeah. Let's...           583 00:25:12,969 --> 00:25:14,679       let's get you signed in,                and we can just...          584 00:25:14,721 --> 00:25:15,972    go from there-- you can tell me  585 00:25:16,014 --> 00:25:17,098         -what's on your mind.                       -Okay.                586 00:25:17,140 --> 00:25:19,184                 Yeah.                587 00:25:21,978 --> 00:25:24,022           [pop music playing]         588 00:25:26,900 --> 00:25:28,360                Jesus.                589 00:25:28,401 --> 00:25:30,529       [phone vibrates, chimes]       590 00:25:36,535 --> 00:25:39,287            A thousand times         591 00:25:39,329 --> 00:25:42,707       And there's nothing to say   592 00:25:42,749 --> 00:25:46,253         There's nothing to say      593 00:26:00,225 --> 00:26:02,727                [gasps]                         Good God, woman.           594 00:26:03,853 --> 00:26:05,605         I'm, I'm persistent.         595 00:26:05,647 --> 00:26:07,357               [scoffs]               596 00:26:07,399 --> 00:26:10,235        You do know trespassing                is a crime, right?          597 00:26:11,319 --> 00:26:13,655       I saw your senior thesis       598 00:26:13,697 --> 00:26:15,615      when I was an undergraduate                   at Yale.               599 00:26:15,657 --> 00:26:16,700            So did my mama.           600 00:26:16,741 --> 00:26:18,702             It changed me            601 00:26:18,743 --> 00:26:20,870          on a cellular level         602 00:26:20,912 --> 00:26:22,914       and-and a practical one.              I-I switched my majors        603 00:26:22,956 --> 00:26:25,250      from Comparative Literature                to Art History.           604 00:26:25,292 --> 00:26:27,419         Neither of which are                 particularly useful.         605 00:26:29,212 --> 00:26:32,007          I drove to New York                     during finals            606 00:26:32,048 --> 00:26:34,384           to see your first                    postgraduate show          607 00:26:34,426 --> 00:26:36,094      at Amelia Spalter Gallery.      608 00:26:37,137 --> 00:26:39,014               -You did?                              -Yes.                609 00:26:39,055 --> 00:26:40,432      I did. And-and I was there      610 00:26:40,473 --> 00:26:42,183            at the opening                  of your first museum show      611 00:26:42,225 --> 00:26:43,602    at the Studio Museum in Harlem.  612 00:26:43,643 --> 00:26:45,353       And I joined the protests      613 00:26:45,395 --> 00:26:47,897    when your extraordinary piece,            America's Original Sin,       614 00:26:47,939 --> 00:26:50,442              was dropped                  from the Whitney Biennial.      615 00:26:51,568 --> 00:26:53,445        Yeah, that was painful.       616 00:26:53,486 --> 00:26:55,614     Not as painful as your op-ed.    617 00:26:55,655 --> 00:26:59,784        I wept when I read that            you had quit the art world.     618 00:27:00,827 --> 00:27:03,747           And I never fully                  let go of the fantasy        619 00:27:03,788 --> 00:27:07,834       that you were tucked away       in some mountain cave somewhere,  620 00:27:07,876 --> 00:27:10,128         living off the land.         621 00:27:10,170 --> 00:27:12,297       You weren't too far off.       622 00:27:17,302 --> 00:27:19,179               Come on.               623 00:27:27,145 --> 00:27:29,481          slow, pensive music        624 00:27:29,522 --> 00:27:31,566                                    625 00:27:42,285 --> 00:27:44,829            You all right?            626 00:27:46,206 --> 00:27:48,583          You gonna need some             smelling salts or something?     627 00:27:48,625 --> 00:27:50,669           Yeah, I think so.          628 00:27:52,379 --> 00:27:54,964            Will wine work?           629 00:27:55,006 --> 00:27:57,050        Dinner would be better.       630 00:27:59,010 --> 00:28:01,513             I will not be                     manipulated by you.         631 00:28:02,806 --> 00:28:05,183           It's just dinner.          632 00:28:05,225 --> 00:28:07,310            [line ringing]            633 00:28:11,272 --> 00:28:12,524               [Finley]                                Hello?               634 00:28:12,565 --> 00:28:14,401         Hey. Hey. It-It's me.        635 00:28:14,442 --> 00:28:16,444        Yeah, I know who it is.       636 00:28:16,486 --> 00:28:18,154     Your, uh, picture in my phone           kind of gives you away.       637 00:28:18,196 --> 00:28:19,280           [Sophie chuckles]          638 00:28:19,322 --> 00:28:21,491                 Um...                639 00:28:21,533 --> 00:28:23,326          Yeah. I'm so sorry,         640 00:28:23,368 --> 00:28:25,870    but I-I can't make it tonight.    641 00:28:26,913 --> 00:28:28,707  Oh, no problem. What's going on?  642 00:28:28,748 --> 00:28:30,959        Uh, y-you working late?       643 00:28:31,000 --> 00:28:32,460               Uh... yeah.             644 00:28:32,502 --> 00:28:35,213       I'm, um, I'm up in Ojai.       645 00:28:36,923 --> 00:28:39,551          Just trying to get                    some inspiration           646 00:28:39,592 --> 00:28:42,470      for that segment I owe Alice.    647 00:28:42,512 --> 00:28:44,055          Oh, that's awesome.         648 00:28:44,097 --> 00:28:45,974            How's it going?           649 00:28:46,015 --> 00:28:47,726             It's... good.            650 00:28:47,767 --> 00:28:50,770       Yeah. It's going... well.      651 00:28:52,063 --> 00:28:54,190      All right. Well, crush it,                  and I'll, uh,            652 00:28:54,232 --> 00:28:56,818           see you at home,                either tonight or tomorrow?     653 00:28:56,860 --> 00:28:58,903     Yeah. I'm-- I don't, I don't           know which yet, but yeah.      654 00:28:59,863 --> 00:29:02,240                Great.                655 00:29:02,282 --> 00:29:04,492         Can I get a rain check?       656 00:29:04,534 --> 00:29:06,369       Yeah, of course. I'm down      657 00:29:06,411 --> 00:29:07,829       for curbside sushi any day.     658 00:29:07,871 --> 00:29:09,497              [chuckles]              659 00:29:09,539 --> 00:29:11,374        All right, well, um...        660 00:29:11,416 --> 00:29:13,543     I'm gonna head, since you're            standing me up and all.       661 00:29:13,585 --> 00:29:15,044       I'm not standing you up.       662 00:29:15,086 --> 00:29:16,796    No, I'm just messing with you.    663 00:29:16,838 --> 00:29:18,757     Uh, good luck in Ojai, okay?     664 00:29:18,798 --> 00:29:20,300                Thanks.               665 00:29:20,341 --> 00:29:23,094              "Think of Me"                     by Nicole Serrano          666 00:29:26,848 --> 00:29:28,933            [clucks tongue]           667 00:29:29,893 --> 00:29:33,271             When you wake up                      on your own             668 00:29:35,106 --> 00:29:38,109        Or when you lay your head                 on your pillow           669 00:29:38,151 --> 00:29:39,903       I hope your mind's made up   670 00:29:39,944 --> 00:29:42,071     Hey, man. There's some sushi             there if you want it.        671 00:29:42,113 --> 00:29:44,449       I hope your mind's made up   672 00:29:44,491 --> 00:29:48,286          'Cause I hope you know             you really messed me up       673 00:29:49,954 --> 00:29:52,791            Everything we said                    we felt we did           674 00:29:52,832 --> 00:29:55,293         Tearing the connections             from my heart to my head      675 00:29:55,335 --> 00:29:57,754          Like imaginary friends                  sharing a bed            676 00:29:57,796 --> 00:30:01,216         I hope you think of me      677 00:30:02,467 --> 00:30:05,595          Oh, I never should've                     let you in             678 00:30:05,637 --> 00:30:08,306            Never gonna let it                     happen again            679 00:30:08,348 --> 00:30:12,519           Wish you, wish you,                    wish you would           680 00:30:12,560 --> 00:30:14,646              Think of me            681 00:30:16,022 --> 00:30:17,982                 Mom?                 682 00:30:18,024 --> 00:30:21,319              Oh, my God.                    Angie, what's going on?       683 00:30:21,361 --> 00:30:23,029  I was just headed out to dinner.  684 00:30:23,071 --> 00:30:24,447       Is everything all right?       685 00:30:24,489 --> 00:30:25,865                  No.                 686 00:30:27,200 --> 00:30:28,701              What is it?                What's going on? Is it school?    687 00:30:28,743 --> 00:30:30,870               -No, no.                           -Is it Jordi?            688 00:30:30,912 --> 00:30:32,163             Is it Kayla?             689 00:30:32,205 --> 00:30:34,833               No. Um...              690 00:30:34,874 --> 00:30:37,168            I think I need                     to talk to someone.         691 00:30:37,210 --> 00:30:38,837                  Oh.                 692 00:30:38,878 --> 00:30:41,673       You know, you can always                 tell me anything.          693 00:30:41,714 --> 00:30:44,175          I know. But it's...         694 00:30:44,217 --> 00:30:45,885         it's hard, you know?         695 00:30:45,927 --> 00:30:48,429        Especially when I think            it's hard for you to hear.      696 00:30:48,471 --> 00:30:50,890                [sighs]                        Okay, I understand.         697 00:30:50,932 --> 00:30:53,059               I, um...               698 00:30:53,101 --> 00:30:57,063           I will do my best                  just to listen, okay?        699 00:30:57,105 --> 00:30:59,691           Is there anything                    in-in particular           700 00:30:59,732 --> 00:31:01,734      that you're worried about?      701 00:31:04,070 --> 00:31:06,865  I went to see a therapist today.  702 00:31:10,702 --> 00:31:12,745            A-Are you okay?           703 00:31:17,667 --> 00:31:21,421    Okay, listen, w-were you happy     with the therapist that you saw,  704 00:31:21,462 --> 00:31:23,256     or do you want me to make an        appointment with someone else?    705 00:31:23,298 --> 00:31:26,593           No, I liked him.           706 00:31:26,634 --> 00:31:29,596    But maybe you could come with?    707 00:31:29,637 --> 00:31:31,681              It's Micah.             708 00:31:31,723 --> 00:31:34,559            Dani's friend.            709 00:31:34,601 --> 00:31:36,227              Okay. Sure.             710 00:31:36,269 --> 00:31:38,563              Of course.              711 00:31:38,605 --> 00:31:40,648      I'd like for us all to go.      712 00:31:42,066 --> 00:31:45,028    Do you think you could do that?  713 00:31:45,069 --> 00:31:49,115      Um, when you say "us all,"            who exactly do you mean?       714 00:31:49,157 --> 00:31:52,660       You, me, Mom and Carrie.       715 00:31:53,703 --> 00:31:55,246           I would just have                   to ask Tina first--         716 00:31:55,288 --> 00:31:57,790  I already spoke with them and...  717 00:31:57,832 --> 00:32:01,169        they said that they can                    if you can.             718 00:32:01,210 --> 00:32:03,171                 Sure.                719 00:32:03,212 --> 00:32:05,673        Of course, sweetheart.                     Come here.              720 00:32:05,715 --> 00:32:07,091       I'd do anything for you.       721 00:32:07,133 --> 00:32:08,718              gentle music           722 00:32:08,760 --> 00:32:11,095             -I love you.                          -You, too.              723 00:32:11,137 --> 00:32:13,598                                    724 00:32:15,892 --> 00:32:18,436    Yeah, it was just a little bag.         Like, I just took a...        725 00:32:18,478 --> 00:32:19,938       What'd you do? You sleep             at a hotel or something?       726 00:32:19,979 --> 00:32:21,272             No, I stayed                     with my friend Bette.        727 00:32:21,314 --> 00:32:24,442           She still dating                    your ex's ex-wife?          728 00:32:24,484 --> 00:32:26,903    You have a really great memory                 for gossip.             729 00:32:26,945 --> 00:32:28,613          I'm good like that.                   I'm telling you.           730 00:32:28,655 --> 00:32:30,448        It's all in the notes.           It's all in the notes. [laughs]  731 00:32:30,490 --> 00:32:32,450    All right, so what are we gonna           write about today?          732 00:32:32,492 --> 00:32:35,954         Uh, well, when I was               going through everything,      733 00:32:35,995 --> 00:32:38,456      the only chapter we haven't                circled back on           734 00:32:38,498 --> 00:32:41,292           was the Dana one.          735 00:32:41,334 --> 00:32:43,795          -I gave it to you.                         -Yeah.                736 00:32:43,836 --> 00:32:46,422              It's light.                     You could dig deeper.        737 00:32:46,464 --> 00:32:48,424         I'm happy with it...         738 00:32:48,466 --> 00:32:50,176            -Yeah? Really?                  -...the way it is. Yeah.       739 00:32:56,015 --> 00:33:00,103     When I was in middle school,           I was really into magic.       740 00:33:00,144 --> 00:33:01,980         You and I would have                   not been friends.          741 00:33:02,021 --> 00:33:04,774         For my 13th birthday,                my big brother Mike,         742 00:33:04,816 --> 00:33:08,236    he took me to The Magic Castle.  743 00:33:08,277 --> 00:33:10,655      Got me the fake magic wand               from the gift shop.         744 00:33:10,697 --> 00:33:12,991  Was the real wand too expensive?  745 00:33:13,032 --> 00:33:16,619     Ha. That night, he dropped me          off at our parents' house      746 00:33:16,661 --> 00:33:19,956  and drove back to college and...  747 00:33:19,998 --> 00:33:22,792           I was so excited,                    I couldn't sleep.          748 00:33:22,834 --> 00:33:24,877  So I was up when the phone rang.  749 00:33:26,546 --> 00:33:30,133       It was a freak accident.               No, no drunk driver.         750 00:33:30,174 --> 00:33:33,219            No one's fault.            It was just one of those things.  751 00:33:34,846 --> 00:33:36,889            But like that,                    my brother was gone.         752 00:33:39,600 --> 00:33:41,185         -He was 19 years old.                 -I'm really sorry.          753 00:33:41,227 --> 00:33:43,354              It's okay.              754 00:33:43,396 --> 00:33:46,232            I like to think                     he's up in heaven          755 00:33:46,274 --> 00:33:48,609          doing magic tricks,                    cheering me on.           756 00:33:50,945 --> 00:33:53,531           What about Dana?            Is she up there rooting for you?  757 00:33:55,241 --> 00:33:57,577           Nah. She's, uh...          758 00:33:57,618 --> 00:34:00,038    she's too busy playing tennis.    759 00:34:02,957 --> 00:34:05,710    -She was the love of your life.        -Can we just not do this?      760 00:34:05,752 --> 00:34:07,545             Really? What?            761 00:34:07,587 --> 00:34:10,214               Come on.               762 00:34:10,256 --> 00:34:12,717                -What?                              -Come on.              763 00:34:16,262 --> 00:34:18,765        I see her when my eyes                     are closed.             764 00:34:22,518 --> 00:34:26,314        Y-- But I also see her               when my eyes are open.        765 00:34:26,355 --> 00:34:28,733           slow, somber music        766 00:34:28,775 --> 00:34:31,069         I can hear her laugh.        767 00:34:34,572 --> 00:34:36,532          I smell her smell.          768 00:34:36,574 --> 00:34:39,452          I, I can feel her.          769 00:34:42,455 --> 00:34:44,415            And I miss her                     so much sometimes,          770 00:34:44,457 --> 00:34:46,959       the emptiness is, like...      771 00:34:52,298 --> 00:34:55,468     But there's nothing I can do         about it because she's gone,     772 00:34:55,510 --> 00:35:00,431           and I do not want                  to dwell on the fact         773 00:35:00,473 --> 00:35:04,227      that she was taken from me      774 00:35:04,268 --> 00:35:06,354         and robbed of a life         775 00:35:06,395 --> 00:35:08,189  because of some fucking disease,                  okay?                776 00:35:08,231 --> 00:35:10,399        I don't want to do it,                     Tom, okay?              777 00:35:15,780 --> 00:35:17,949       You think maybe you could            say that again, but maybe      778 00:35:17,990 --> 00:35:19,617     -just a little bit slower...        -Oh, my God, you're the worst.    779 00:35:19,659 --> 00:35:20,785       -...so I can jot it down?               -You're the worst.          780 00:35:20,827 --> 00:35:22,787                I know.                            [chuckles]              781 00:35:24,080 --> 00:35:25,873          [dance music playing]        782 00:35:25,915 --> 00:35:27,458            [horns honking]           783 00:35:27,500 --> 00:35:29,293  I regret the fettuccine Alfredo.  784 00:35:29,335 --> 00:35:31,546       It's gonna take me, like,            a week to burn that off.       785 00:35:31,587 --> 00:35:34,090           -[Justin laughs]                     -[Maribel] So...           786 00:35:34,132 --> 00:35:35,967                [Micah]                             So what?               787 00:35:36,008 --> 00:35:37,969       I mean, I know you missed                half the dinner--          788 00:35:38,010 --> 00:35:39,428         I'm sorry, all right,                     I couldn't,             789 00:35:39,470 --> 00:35:40,972  I couldn't bail on a new client.  790 00:35:41,013 --> 00:35:45,476         I'm playing, but what              do you think about Harry?      791 00:35:45,518 --> 00:35:47,770            He's-he's fine.           792 00:35:47,812 --> 00:35:50,189          I just don't think                  he's exactly my type.        793 00:35:50,231 --> 00:35:51,983             Is he boring?            794 00:35:52,024 --> 00:35:53,693          It's a little more                 complicated than that.        795 00:35:53,734 --> 00:35:55,153                 Why?                 796 00:35:55,194 --> 00:35:56,946               I'm just,                    I'm not sure that I'm...       797 00:35:56,988 --> 00:35:58,489             Into lawyers?            798 00:35:59,448 --> 00:36:02,368                 -Gay.                             -Oh. Okay.              799 00:36:02,410 --> 00:36:05,913        Yeah. Uh, I think that        800 00:36:05,955 --> 00:36:08,416       I'm into women, as well.       801 00:36:08,457 --> 00:36:11,169         Shit, I am so sorry.                   Did I offend you?          802 00:36:11,210 --> 00:36:13,462            No. No, I mean,                    how could you know?         803 00:36:13,504 --> 00:36:14,797     I'm still sort of just trying    804 00:36:14,839 --> 00:36:17,425     to figure it all out myself,                   honestly.              805 00:36:17,466 --> 00:36:21,470     Okay, good. Well, can I ask,      how long have you felt this way?  806 00:36:22,513 --> 00:36:25,183            It's... recent.           807 00:36:25,224 --> 00:36:28,978        Okay, well, maybe I can                 find you a woman           808 00:36:29,020 --> 00:36:31,189               to date.               809 00:36:31,230 --> 00:36:32,690                 Yeah.                810 00:36:32,732 --> 00:36:36,319       Yeah, okay, maybe. Yeah.       811 00:36:36,360 --> 00:36:37,695            -Or, you know--                  -[Justin] Lyft's here.        812 00:36:37,737 --> 00:36:39,363               [Maribel]                        Okay, one second.          813 00:36:39,405 --> 00:36:41,532              I'm sorry,                    what were you gonna say?       814 00:36:41,574 --> 00:36:45,328             Um, nothing.             815 00:36:45,369 --> 00:36:47,330           slow, somber music        816 00:36:47,371 --> 00:36:49,415                                    817 00:36:54,212 --> 00:36:56,088          Every plate is like                    a work of art.            818 00:36:56,130 --> 00:36:57,423                  Mm.                 819 00:36:57,465 --> 00:36:59,675        I can see why you love                    coming here.             820 00:36:59,717 --> 00:37:02,178         -I love the privacy.                         -Mm.                 821 00:37:02,220 --> 00:37:03,888        Should we get dessert?        822 00:37:03,930 --> 00:37:08,226      Well, since you're paying,              I don't see why not.         823 00:37:08,267 --> 00:37:10,228             [both laugh]             824 00:37:10,269 --> 00:37:13,814    Better yet, we'll have Zakarian   foot the bill, so do your worst.  825 00:37:13,856 --> 00:37:15,900           I was hoping this                   wasn't a big setup.         826 00:37:17,318 --> 00:37:18,694          -It's not a setup.                    -I mean, I guess           827 00:37:18,736 --> 00:37:20,488         I should be impressed        828 00:37:20,529 --> 00:37:23,991            that you waited              until after dinner to pitch me.  829 00:37:24,033 --> 00:37:27,495     You've shown great restraint.    830 00:37:27,536 --> 00:37:29,956           Of course I want                     to work with you.          831 00:37:31,916 --> 00:37:33,501    I want you to join the gallery.  832 00:37:33,542 --> 00:37:37,088         Why would I do that?              Isaac Zakarian is a racist.     833 00:37:37,129 --> 00:37:39,924     Because I will represent you.    834 00:37:39,966 --> 00:37:41,884  If you had gone out on your own,             we'd be having            835 00:37:41,926 --> 00:37:43,928        a completely different               conversation right now.       836 00:37:43,970 --> 00:37:47,265     If I had gone out on my own,         I wouldn't have the resources    837 00:37:47,306 --> 00:37:50,101     that partnering with someone              like Isaac affords.         838 00:37:50,142 --> 00:37:53,562    -That sounds like a compromise.          -No, it's strategic.         839 00:37:53,604 --> 00:37:56,607           I joined Zakarian              to bring on artists of color     840 00:37:56,649 --> 00:38:00,695      who have been historically            and systemically shit on.      841 00:38:01,988 --> 00:38:04,615       Well, I definitely fall                under that category.         842 00:38:06,450 --> 00:38:08,452          You are brilliant.          843 00:38:08,494 --> 00:38:10,246            You know that.            844 00:38:10,288 --> 00:38:12,456            And I know that                    you cannot be happy         845 00:38:12,498 --> 00:38:15,668     showing in no-name galleries.    846 00:38:15,710 --> 00:38:19,505     You and I both know your work       needs to be seen by the masses.  847 00:38:19,547 --> 00:38:21,632          Yeah, but your boss                 doesn't seem to think        848 00:38:21,674 --> 00:38:25,261     there are any Black or brown            artists who are ready.        849 00:38:25,303 --> 00:38:27,096         Yeah, I've heard him                   say that verbatim          850 00:38:27,138 --> 00:38:29,598        -throughout the years.              -Okay, I'm not, I-I am...      851 00:38:29,640 --> 00:38:32,226       -not going to defend him.                     -Okay.                852 00:38:32,268 --> 00:38:34,478       Okay? But you should know      853 00:38:34,520 --> 00:38:37,773            that I am using                the power of his resources      854 00:38:37,815 --> 00:38:40,443          to try to mitigate              the damage that's been done.     855 00:38:40,484 --> 00:38:42,236             -How's that?                            -Okay.                856 00:38:42,278 --> 00:38:45,489  I recently signed Kismet Russell      and have been able to secure     857 00:38:45,531 --> 00:38:50,077       full funding for his next       project within a matter of days.  858 00:38:50,119 --> 00:38:52,079        Now, if he had gone out                    on his own,             859 00:38:52,121 --> 00:38:55,624       we both know it would've          taken him years to get funding.  860 00:38:55,666 --> 00:38:58,711                Bravo.                     It's still Zakarian's name.     861 00:38:58,753 --> 00:39:01,297       His gallery, his beliefs.      862 00:39:01,339 --> 00:39:03,090        All right, at his best,             he's a work in progress.       863 00:39:03,132 --> 00:39:05,885        -He's a piece of shit.                     -That, too.             864 00:39:05,926 --> 00:39:07,511             [both laugh]             865 00:39:12,683 --> 00:39:16,187     It's nice, talking to someone              as smart as you.           866 00:39:18,105 --> 00:39:20,024               Likewise.              867 00:39:20,066 --> 00:39:22,443           And as beautiful.          868 00:39:22,485 --> 00:39:25,196      You know you're beautiful,                   of course.              869 00:39:25,237 --> 00:39:27,990        How could you not know?       870 00:39:28,032 --> 00:39:30,368         So I think it's okay                    to mention it.            871 00:39:32,203 --> 00:39:37,166      You are the most beautiful             woman I have ever seen.       872 00:39:39,919 --> 00:39:43,214             And your work                  should be back in spaces       873 00:39:43,255 --> 00:39:46,509        that-that would give it          the platform that it deserves.    874 00:39:46,550 --> 00:39:47,968         Places like the CAC,                     where people             875 00:39:48,010 --> 00:39:51,013      can be reminded of how much     876 00:39:51,055 --> 00:39:54,475      -your work speaks to them.         -That was a very long time ago.  877 00:39:54,517 --> 00:39:56,977      I don't know that anyone's                still listening.           878 00:39:59,563 --> 00:40:01,982                [Bette]                          I'm listening.            879 00:40:02,024 --> 00:40:03,734          And I know I can't                    be alone in that.          880 00:40:03,776 --> 00:40:06,570     And if you will sign with me,           I will prove it to you.       881 00:40:08,447 --> 00:40:10,408            [laughs softly]           882 00:40:10,449 --> 00:40:13,619      No. I can't work with you.      883 00:40:13,661 --> 00:40:15,079             Why is that?             884 00:40:15,121 --> 00:40:16,914          I don't trust you.          885 00:40:16,956 --> 00:40:19,750           -[grunts softly]                 -You're one of them now.       886 00:40:19,792 --> 00:40:21,877         Thank you for dinner.        887 00:40:22,920 --> 00:40:24,463                [Bette]                              Please.               888 00:40:25,798 --> 00:40:27,425                Please.               889 00:40:28,426 --> 00:40:30,386       Don't touch me like this       890 00:40:30,428 --> 00:40:32,430       unless you're coming home                    with me.               891 00:40:35,349 --> 00:40:37,101              [whispers]                           Good night.             892 00:40:40,104 --> 00:40:42,148           [inhales sharply]          893 00:40:45,151 --> 00:40:47,778           You're not the one        894 00:40:47,820 --> 00:40:50,614   But you're the one right now,              you're not the one         895 00:40:50,656 --> 00:40:53,284             But you could be                   the one right now          896 00:40:53,325 --> 00:40:55,786             I'm having fun          897 00:40:55,828 --> 00:40:58,622        I'm having fun right now     898 00:40:58,664 --> 00:41:02,376       You're not the one, but you          could be the one right now     899 00:41:02,418 --> 00:41:04,462            [both panting]            900 00:41:06,172 --> 00:41:08,382           You're not the one        901 00:41:11,177 --> 00:41:12,887       I don't really need nobody   902 00:41:12,928 --> 00:41:15,264           I just kind of want                      your body              903 00:41:15,306 --> 00:41:17,308             My life's a mess                      but it's hot            904 00:41:17,349 --> 00:41:19,977         So you won't be sorry       905 00:41:20,019 --> 00:41:21,896        And we don't need to...      906 00:41:22,980 --> 00:41:25,149             -[Shane] Hi.                           -Um, hi.               907 00:41:25,191 --> 00:41:27,485            [laughs softly]                 What are you doing here?       908 00:41:27,526 --> 00:41:28,986    Well, after I got your text...    909 00:41:30,905 --> 00:41:32,490       ...I figured you probably                 had a long day.           910 00:41:32,531 --> 00:41:35,284           So you did manage                  to put that together         911 00:41:35,326 --> 00:41:37,369           -all on your own.                         -I did.               912 00:41:37,411 --> 00:41:40,372        You know, Tess, I, uh,              I can actually do things.      913 00:41:40,414 --> 00:41:42,166        Hard to believe, but...       914 00:41:42,208 --> 00:41:43,834          The lawn chairs are                     a nice touch.            915 00:41:43,876 --> 00:41:46,504      Oh, you like that? Thanks.            I thought of that myself.      916 00:41:46,545 --> 00:41:48,547           Are you thirsty?           917 00:41:48,589 --> 00:41:50,508                 Okay.                             [chuckles]              918 00:41:53,052 --> 00:41:54,845       Do you like that flavor?       919 00:41:58,474 --> 00:42:00,184              Thank you.              920 00:42:05,814 --> 00:42:08,192       So how's your mom doing?       921 00:42:09,735 --> 00:42:11,570              She's okay.             922 00:42:15,991 --> 00:42:20,287        She lives in a facility                  that has, like,           923 00:42:20,329 --> 00:42:22,540       different levels of care.      924 00:42:22,581 --> 00:42:27,878    And they decided that she needs             the most care,            925 00:42:27,920 --> 00:42:29,922          so they moved her.          926 00:42:29,964 --> 00:42:33,884    And she didn't like the movers.  927 00:42:33,926 --> 00:42:36,053     She thought they were gonna,           like, break all her stuff      928 00:42:36,095 --> 00:42:38,472          -or steal it or...                          -Wow.                929 00:42:42,101 --> 00:42:43,894       It's just not really her,                    you know?              930 00:42:43,936 --> 00:42:45,604          She's just like...          931 00:42:45,646 --> 00:42:47,731           The dementia just                  makes her like this,         932 00:42:47,773 --> 00:42:51,110        like, different person.       933 00:42:52,903 --> 00:42:56,198            Wow, I'm sorry.           934 00:42:56,240 --> 00:42:58,576          That must be really                  difficult to watch.         935 00:43:01,412 --> 00:43:02,955                It is.                936 00:43:08,419 --> 00:43:11,547            She looked bad.           937 00:43:11,589 --> 00:43:14,967            Like, her hands                   and her voice and...         938 00:43:17,094 --> 00:43:18,596                 Oh...                939 00:43:18,637 --> 00:43:21,515          You know, I really               don't think about drinking      940 00:43:21,557 --> 00:43:24,935          very much anymore,                 but I would give a lot        941 00:43:24,977 --> 00:43:27,855          to not feel the way              that I'm feeling right now.     942 00:43:32,109 --> 00:43:34,987        Look, I wrote the book                    on avoidance.            943 00:43:35,029 --> 00:43:37,156               [laughs]               944 00:43:37,197 --> 00:43:38,657            [clears throat]           945 00:43:38,699 --> 00:43:40,075           Do you trust me?           946 00:43:40,117 --> 00:43:42,494                 Yeah.                947 00:43:42,536 --> 00:43:45,414                 Yeah?                948 00:43:45,456 --> 00:43:48,334      -I'm gonna blow your mind.                     -Okay.                949 00:43:49,335 --> 00:43:52,504               -[laughs]                          -Goddamn it.             950 00:43:52,546 --> 00:43:54,506      -Shit, that really got me.                 -No, I'm not--            951 00:43:54,548 --> 00:43:56,467    No. This worked 30 minutes ago.  952 00:43:56,508 --> 00:44:00,137       It's probably just the...                  Like, the...             953 00:44:00,179 --> 00:44:02,556            No, no, no, no.                   I have it. I have it.        954 00:44:02,598 --> 00:44:05,225         I'm proud of my work.              I want to see it through.      955 00:44:05,267 --> 00:44:07,311  Okay, but it's really, honestly,      just, like, those two, just--    956 00:44:07,353 --> 00:44:08,979                 What?                957 00:44:09,021 --> 00:44:11,649    Like, no, the other, if you do          the thing the other way.       958 00:44:11,690 --> 00:44:12,983            -The... The...                           -What?                959 00:44:13,025 --> 00:44:14,985              gentle music           960 00:44:15,027 --> 00:44:17,154                                    961 00:44:19,657 --> 00:44:21,241    Oh, my God, I'm sorry. I'm s--    962 00:44:21,283 --> 00:44:23,077         -I'm seeing someone.                      -Yeah. Oh.              963 00:44:23,118 --> 00:44:25,329                -Um...                           -Oh, God. Yeah.           964 00:44:25,371 --> 00:44:26,997                -Um...                   -It-- No, it-- like, my sponsor  965 00:44:27,039 --> 00:44:28,624    says it's too soon or whatever.  966 00:44:28,666 --> 00:44:30,000         -You don't need to--              -But I, yeah, I don't know.     967 00:44:30,042 --> 00:44:31,502              -I'm sorry.                    -Don't need to explain.       968 00:44:31,543 --> 00:44:34,922      I'm-I'm, that-- I'm sorry.      969 00:44:36,632 --> 00:44:37,716                 Okay.                970 00:44:37,758 --> 00:44:39,343          contemplative music        971 00:44:39,385 --> 00:44:41,178                                    972 00:44:41,220 --> 00:44:43,722        [Dani] I always thought          we'd live here when we got old.  973 00:44:43,764 --> 00:44:46,892               -Really?                              -Yeah.                974 00:44:46,934 --> 00:44:48,894              Ride bikes                     to the farmers market.        975 00:44:48,936 --> 00:44:50,521               [laughs]                                Ah.                 976 00:44:50,562 --> 00:44:52,731     Day-drink with white people.     977 00:44:52,773 --> 00:44:55,150          You were gonna take              that pastry cooking class.      978 00:44:55,192 --> 00:44:57,695  Oh, my God, yeah, that's... Ugh.  979 00:44:57,736 --> 00:44:59,863           I was gonna learn                 how to make a galette.        980 00:44:59,905 --> 00:45:02,908        Yeah. You were gonna be             my hot little housewife.       981 00:45:02,950 --> 00:45:05,536             [both laugh]             982 00:45:05,577 --> 00:45:08,038          You know, that's...                       [scoffs]               983 00:45:08,080 --> 00:45:11,834      I used to think that's what             I wanted, but I am...        984 00:45:11,875 --> 00:45:14,378            kind of in love                  with my job right now.        985 00:45:15,421 --> 00:45:18,215    What, what are you smiling at?    986 00:45:18,257 --> 00:45:20,801      It's nice to hear you talk              about work like that.        987 00:45:20,843 --> 00:45:22,761               -Really?                              -Yeah.                988 00:45:25,264 --> 00:45:26,890     I think I used to feel, like,    989 00:45:26,932 --> 00:45:28,809             I don't know,                    shallow or something         990 00:45:28,851 --> 00:45:30,894     because I was so into my job.    991 00:45:30,936 --> 00:45:33,313        When men want careers,                   they're driven;           992 00:45:33,355 --> 00:45:37,067          but when women do,              we're cold and power-hungry.     993 00:45:38,944 --> 00:45:40,821      I never saw you like that.      994 00:45:42,781 --> 00:45:44,908     I think your passion's sexy.     995 00:45:47,786 --> 00:45:50,873  Alice assigned me a new segment.  996 00:45:50,914 --> 00:45:53,584         She wants me to find                the heart of the show.        997 00:45:53,625 --> 00:45:55,627          -What's the angle?                   -Eh, I don't know.          998 00:45:55,669 --> 00:45:58,255             I'm circling                     a few things, but...         999 00:45:59,590 --> 00:46:01,049            You'll find it.           1000 00:46:01,091 --> 00:46:05,095         You've got more heart                 than anyone I know.         1001 00:46:05,137 --> 00:46:06,972       I still think about that                    documentary             1002 00:46:07,014 --> 00:46:08,599          you wanted to make              about queer women in Buffalo     1003 00:46:08,640 --> 00:46:10,934        -in the '40s and '50s.                 -Oh, that's right.          1004 00:46:10,976 --> 00:46:12,936                -Yeah.                              -Oh, man,              1005 00:46:12,978 --> 00:46:15,564       all these badass lesbians            who held down men's jobs       1006 00:46:15,606 --> 00:46:17,941        while we were at war--             you know, Rosie the Riveter     1007 00:46:17,983 --> 00:46:19,526     was not a fucking housewife,                     okay?                1008 00:46:19,568 --> 00:46:21,445         -She was gay as shit.                    -Gay as shit.            1009 00:46:21,487 --> 00:46:24,406        Yes, exac-- Oh, my God.       1010 00:46:24,448 --> 00:46:26,116           They were heroes.          1011 00:46:26,158 --> 00:46:29,787        Yeah, and hardly anyone             even knows they existed.       1012 00:46:31,830 --> 00:46:34,708              Yeah. I...              1013 00:46:34,750 --> 00:46:37,127    Thank you, actually. That's...                 [chuckles]              1014 00:46:37,169 --> 00:46:39,505        -That's super helpful.                       -Sure.                1015 00:46:42,007 --> 00:46:44,635  Who were you talking to earlier?  1016 00:46:44,676 --> 00:46:47,137             Keep in mind                 that you're not a good liar.     1017 00:46:52,726 --> 00:46:54,770            It was Finley.            1018 00:46:54,812 --> 00:46:57,439    We were supposed to grab dinner          but I had to cancel.         1019 00:47:01,527 --> 00:47:03,987         Are you two together?        1020 00:47:06,490 --> 00:47:08,784                 I...                               [exhales]              1021 00:47:08,826 --> 00:47:10,786       I don't know what we are.      1022 00:47:10,828 --> 00:47:12,871               [scoffs]               1023 00:47:12,913 --> 00:47:15,916             Oh, come on.             1024 00:47:15,958 --> 00:47:18,043          Oh. Please, you...          1025 00:47:18,085 --> 00:47:20,420        You told me not to lie.       1026 00:47:20,462 --> 00:47:22,381     I'm just trying to figure out               how you're not            1027 00:47:22,422 --> 00:47:24,174           furious with her.          1028 00:47:24,216 --> 00:47:26,134        She ruined our wedding.       1029 00:47:26,176 --> 00:47:28,345        -She made a fool of me.               -She didn't mean to.         1030 00:47:28,387 --> 00:47:32,182     I don't give a shit what she        meant to do, she still did it.    1031 00:47:32,224 --> 00:47:34,101           Look, I'm sorry.           1032 00:47:34,142 --> 00:47:36,979     I am so sorry that I hurt you    1033 00:47:37,020 --> 00:47:41,275     and that I keep hurting you,         but you told me it was over.     1034 00:47:41,316 --> 00:47:42,651         -And I believed you.                         -Oh.                 1035 00:47:42,693 --> 00:47:43,819             Y-You're just                   so full of conviction.        1036 00:47:43,861 --> 00:47:45,320       No. Don't put this on me.      1037 00:47:45,362 --> 00:47:46,947         Well, is it not over?        1038 00:47:46,989 --> 00:47:48,949              Between us?             1039 00:47:48,991 --> 00:47:50,659           slow, somber music        1040 00:47:50,701 --> 00:47:52,870                                    1041 00:47:52,911 --> 00:47:55,372            [keys clatter]            1042 00:47:55,414 --> 00:47:57,332            Oh, yo, my guy.           1043 00:47:57,374 --> 00:47:59,167           How was the date?          1044 00:47:59,209 --> 00:48:03,130          Uh, it was strange,                 but, um, it was fine.        1045 00:48:03,171 --> 00:48:06,466         Yeah, it sounds like               the majority of my dates.      1046 00:48:06,508 --> 00:48:08,802     Tinder is a very weird place.    1047 00:48:08,844 --> 00:48:11,305           Hey, uh, how was,               how was dinner with Sophie?     1048 00:48:11,346 --> 00:48:12,514       Did she like the flowers?      1049 00:48:12,556 --> 00:48:14,266      Uh, she had to rain-check.      1050 00:48:14,308 --> 00:48:16,602  Oh, that sucks. Did she say why?  1051 00:48:16,643 --> 00:48:19,479          Uh, she's in Ojai.          1052 00:48:19,521 --> 00:48:22,482    [sighs] Man, I, uh, I'm really         relieved that she told you.     1053 00:48:22,524 --> 00:48:23,984       Yeah, of course she did.       1054 00:48:24,026 --> 00:48:25,903       I mean, when Dani told me            that she just showed up,       1055 00:48:25,944 --> 00:48:28,405         I-I wondered if she'd                 come clean, but...          1056 00:48:28,447 --> 00:48:31,074    I don't know, I guess, I guess          Dani was okay seeing her.      1057 00:48:31,116 --> 00:48:33,076       "For Your Love" by Ria Mae   1058 00:48:33,118 --> 00:48:34,661           Don't apologize...        1059 00:48:34,703 --> 00:48:37,831       Yeah, no, for sure. Um...      1060 00:48:37,873 --> 00:48:39,583   Don't let me lean on you...     1061 00:48:39,625 --> 00:48:43,253    -Shit. Um, I thought that sh--                 -It's okay.             1062 00:48:43,295 --> 00:48:44,671          Really got to keep                     my mouth shut.            1063 00:48:44,713 --> 00:48:47,257              [chuckles]                      Uh, I'm gonna go out.        1064 00:48:47,299 --> 00:48:50,260         -I'll see you later.                       -Finley.               1065 00:48:50,302 --> 00:48:51,553                 Fin.                 1066 00:48:51,595 --> 00:48:54,389         [door opens, closes]         1067 00:48:54,431 --> 00:48:58,393         All my life I've waited                  for your love            1068 00:48:58,435 --> 00:49:03,482         Just a silly little kid               who wouldn't give up        1069 00:49:03,523 --> 00:49:05,567            Stood by the door                   but you never came         1070 00:49:05,609 --> 00:49:07,027           Oh, honey. Honey.          1071 00:49:07,069 --> 00:49:09,154       Wondering if you were okay   1072 00:49:09,196 --> 00:49:11,031               -[crying]                     -It's okay. It's okay.        1073 00:49:11,073 --> 00:49:13,033               All my life                  I've waited for your love      1074 00:49:13,075 --> 00:49:14,242           [phone vibrates]           1075 00:49:14,284 --> 00:49:16,244         And I'm not giving up       1076 00:49:19,122 --> 00:49:21,875         And I'm not giving up       1077 00:49:21,917 --> 00:49:24,920                 On you              1078 00:49:24,962 --> 00:49:28,382         Just a silly little kid,                   yeah, yeah             1079 00:49:28,423 --> 00:49:30,926               Yeah, yeah,                    and I'm not giving up        1080 00:49:35,305 --> 00:49:37,307   Do you want me to stand here   1081 00:49:37,349 --> 00:49:40,477         Like nothing happened?      1082 00:49:40,519 --> 00:49:44,648           I still second-guess              every single interaction      1083 00:49:44,690 --> 00:49:47,401         If this was the last day                   of my life             1084 00:49:47,442 --> 00:49:50,278          I'd want to make peace                     with you              1085 00:49:50,320 --> 00:49:52,656            Is that something                   we're capable of?          1086 00:49:52,698 --> 00:49:55,242          'Cause I can't end it              like this, I can't do it      1087 00:49:55,283 --> 00:49:58,578         All my life I've waited                  for your love            1088 00:49:58,620 --> 00:50:00,664             Waited for you          1089 00:50:05,460 --> 00:50:09,798           All my life I waited                   for your love            1090 00:50:09,840 --> 00:50:12,467         And I'm not giving up       1091 00:50:12,509 --> 00:50:15,012               [Sophie]                           I should go.             1092 00:50:15,053 --> 00:50:17,556              Yeah? Okay.             1093 00:50:21,018 --> 00:50:23,103         I'm glad you're okay.        1094 00:50:24,521 --> 00:50:28,316        And-and you can call me               if you need anything.        1095 00:50:31,903 --> 00:50:35,032      I think we dodged a bullet,                  you and me.             1096 00:50:39,077 --> 00:50:40,537                You do?               1097 00:50:43,915 --> 00:50:46,460       It just... got too hard.       1098 00:50:48,420 --> 00:50:51,173     But it doesn't feel hard now.    1099 00:50:54,634 --> 00:50:56,636                  No.                 1100 00:50:56,678 --> 00:50:58,847              It doesn't.             1101 00:51:01,683 --> 00:51:04,644        Maybe you should stay.        1102 00:51:04,686 --> 00:51:07,397   Nothing you could do or say     1103 00:51:07,439 --> 00:51:08,982                Is right             1104 00:51:09,024 --> 00:51:12,736              I already know                     just what I like          1105 00:51:12,778 --> 00:51:14,696           Bad, bad, bad, bad        1106 00:51:14,738 --> 00:51:16,948        Bad girl, need a bad girl,               need a bad girl           1107 00:51:16,990 --> 00:51:19,409           'Cause the bad boys                  just don't cut it          1108 00:51:19,451 --> 00:51:21,745       We got what they want, want,           what they want, want        1109 00:51:21,787 --> 00:51:24,081          They can look but they               just can't touch it         1110 00:51:24,122 --> 00:51:26,541        Bad girl, need a bad girl,               need a bad girl           1111 00:51:26,583 --> 00:51:28,877           'Cause the bad boys                  just don't cut it          1112 00:51:28,919 --> 00:51:31,088       We're always up to no good   1113 00:51:31,129 --> 00:51:33,131             Doing what they                     wish they could           1114 00:51:33,173 --> 00:51:35,217          I said do it like this               all around the clock