1 00:00:02,670 --> 00:00:04,572 An FX original series. 2 00:00:06,574 --> 00:00:08,076 Snowfall. 3 00:00:08,109 --> 00:00:10,744 Premieres Thursday, July 19 on FX. 4 00:00:12,413 --> 00:00:15,383 FX presents... Pose. 5 00:00:19,920 --> 00:00:22,156 I'm not sure what I'm supposed to say. 6 00:00:22,190 --> 00:00:25,993 I'm sure this isn't the first married man you fucked. 7 00:00:26,026 --> 00:00:28,729 Or is this the first time you got caught? 8 00:00:28,762 --> 00:00:30,931 Where did you and my husband 9 00:00:30,964 --> 00:00:33,067 -On the piers. 10 00:00:33,101 --> 00:00:34,435 He picked me up. 11 00:00:34,468 --> 00:00:37,271 -Not anymore. 12 00:00:37,305 --> 00:00:39,907 I'm at Show World now, full time. 13 00:00:39,940 --> 00:00:42,276 But he paid you for sex the first time you met. 14 00:00:42,310 --> 00:00:44,245 That's-that's why he sought you out? 15 00:00:44,278 --> 00:00:46,180 We didn't have sex the first time. 16 00:00:46,214 --> 00:00:48,949 He mostly wanted to talk. 17 00:00:48,982 --> 00:00:50,818 It wasn't dirty or nothing. 18 00:00:51,819 --> 00:00:54,788 -No. 19 00:00:54,822 --> 00:00:57,425 Not really, but I already knew, if that's what you're asking. 20 00:00:57,458 --> 00:00:59,460 He took off his ring to try to hide it, 21 00:00:59,493 --> 00:01:01,129 but I always know. 22 00:01:01,162 --> 00:01:03,297 And I never feel guilty, either. 23 00:01:03,331 --> 00:01:04,765 I figure who am I 24 00:01:04,798 --> 00:01:07,901 to judge what goes on between people? 25 00:01:07,935 --> 00:01:10,638 Why they need what they need? 26 00:01:20,814 --> 00:01:23,284 You-you did... have sex. 27 00:01:23,317 --> 00:01:25,319 Mm-hmm. 28 00:01:25,353 --> 00:01:27,655 Did he use protection? 29 00:01:27,688 --> 00:01:29,457 Every time. 30 00:01:31,959 --> 00:01:33,961 We're not together. 31 00:01:33,994 --> 00:01:35,996 I was the one who broke it off. 32 00:01:37,798 --> 00:01:40,401 It felt like he wanted to keep me. 33 00:01:40,434 --> 00:01:42,670 Like a doll. 34 00:01:42,703 --> 00:01:44,505 That's all I ever wanted. 35 00:01:44,538 --> 00:01:46,340 But when I had it, 36 00:01:46,374 --> 00:01:50,110 I just felt like I wasn't nothing until... 37 00:01:51,779 --> 00:01:55,649 ...he decided to come home and play with me. 38 00:01:56,684 --> 00:01:59,353 I understand. 39 00:01:59,387 --> 00:02:01,955 You gonna leave him? 40 00:02:03,991 --> 00:02:05,993 We have children. 41 00:02:07,661 --> 00:02:09,763 I'm a mother before I'm a wife. 42 00:02:09,797 --> 00:02:11,832 -Maybe that's the problem. -The problem is 43 00:02:11,865 --> 00:02:14,702 my husband is a weak man who lies. 44 00:02:14,735 --> 00:02:16,304 I let him lie. 45 00:02:16,337 --> 00:02:18,472 His lies let me keep pretending. 46 00:02:18,506 --> 00:02:20,040 Pretending what? 47 00:02:20,073 --> 00:02:23,411 That all I ever wanted was to be Mrs. Stan Bowes. 48 00:02:25,879 --> 00:02:27,381 I still love him. 49 00:02:27,415 --> 00:02:29,783 Me, too. 50 00:02:29,817 --> 00:02:32,220 Did he ever tell you he loved you? 51 00:02:32,253 --> 00:02:34,688 Yes. 52 00:02:34,722 --> 00:02:37,325 Do you think he can love me 53 00:02:37,358 --> 00:02:39,727 and love you at the same time? 54 00:02:41,762 --> 00:02:43,531 What were you doing in that big hall 55 00:02:43,564 --> 00:02:47,000 with all those gay men and, um, drag queens? 56 00:02:47,034 --> 00:02:48,336 That's my home. 57 00:02:50,438 --> 00:02:53,807 No, honey. My community. 58 00:02:53,841 --> 00:02:56,410 Mi familia. 59 00:02:56,444 --> 00:02:58,646 But how can a woman be a drag queen? 60 00:03:02,883 --> 00:03:04,918 I'm a transsexual. 61 00:03:04,952 --> 00:03:09,122 I... I don't believe you. 62 00:03:11,191 --> 00:03:13,427 Why, thank you. 63 00:03:13,461 --> 00:03:15,896 That's a compliment, you know? 64 00:03:15,929 --> 00:03:18,165 No, that's not possible. 65 00:03:18,198 --> 00:03:21,269 I mean, Stan would never... never do that. 66 00:03:21,302 --> 00:03:22,436 You're a woman. 67 00:03:22,470 --> 00:03:23,937 100%. 68 00:03:23,971 --> 00:03:25,873 Prove it. 69 00:03:26,907 --> 00:03:29,443 What, you want to see my dick? 70 00:03:29,477 --> 00:03:31,379 Yes. 71 00:03:38,419 --> 00:03:41,121 I'm sorry for what I did to you, 72 00:03:41,154 --> 00:03:43,190 and I'm here to talk, 73 00:03:43,223 --> 00:03:46,394 but I got boundaries. 74 00:03:46,427 --> 00:03:50,230 I'm not bothered by any part of who I am except that. 75 00:03:51,265 --> 00:03:53,200 Everything I can't have 76 00:03:53,233 --> 00:03:56,304 in this world is because of that... 77 00:03:56,337 --> 00:03:58,406 thing down there. 78 00:04:03,344 --> 00:04:04,612 If you want to see who I am, 79 00:04:04,645 --> 00:04:07,515 that's the last place you should look. 80 00:04:16,590 --> 00:04:18,592 I should go. 81 00:04:22,796 --> 00:04:24,798 * 82 00:04:53,694 --> 00:04:56,096 PRAY TELL: The category is... 83 00:04:56,129 --> 00:04:59,533 Live... 84 00:04:59,567 --> 00:05:01,835 Work... 85 00:05:01,869 --> 00:05:05,573 Pose! 86 00:05:07,207 --> 00:05:09,209 * 87 00:05:27,395 --> 00:05:29,397 ("Love is the Message" by MFSB playing) 88 00:05:55,022 --> 00:05:57,024 * 89 00:06:04,598 --> 00:06:06,567 ("Love is the Message" continues playing) 90 00:06:15,709 --> 00:06:18,779 The category is... 91 00:06:18,812 --> 00:06:22,750 Butch Queen Body. 92 00:06:22,783 --> 00:06:27,054 I want to see all that sexy-ass masculinity. 93 00:06:27,087 --> 00:06:29,457 Take it all off! 94 00:06:29,490 --> 00:06:33,360 Did you, uh, did you buy those pants on sale? 95 00:06:33,393 --> 00:06:34,928 'Cause at my house... 96 00:06:34,962 --> 00:06:37,364 they'd be 100% off! 97 00:06:40,233 --> 00:06:41,535 Give him your scores. 98 00:06:41,569 --> 00:06:45,105 Nine, nine, ten, ten, ten. 99 00:06:45,138 --> 00:06:47,541 Oh! 100 00:06:47,575 --> 00:06:50,711 Mmm. Look at this pretty young thing. 101 00:06:50,744 --> 00:06:53,080 He didn't even bother to put on no clothes at all. 102 00:06:54,114 --> 00:06:55,649 Ooh, now, 103 00:06:55,683 --> 00:06:57,785 be careful where you point those guns. 104 00:06:57,818 --> 00:07:00,621 I don't want to see you getting arrested. 105 00:07:00,654 --> 00:07:02,155 Give him his scores. 106 00:07:02,189 --> 00:07:05,192 Ten, ten, ten, ten, ten. 107 00:07:06,794 --> 00:07:09,429 First runner-up: uh, Tanky. 108 00:07:09,463 --> 00:07:11,398 Yes! 109 00:07:11,431 --> 00:07:12,833 -Fuck yeah. -PRAY TELL: Yeah. 110 00:07:14,267 --> 00:07:16,937 -Whoo! -Grand prize goes to... 111 00:07:16,970 --> 00:07:18,138 Ricky. 112 00:07:18,171 --> 00:07:20,474 Ricky Evangelista. 113 00:07:20,508 --> 00:07:23,076 Yeah, Ricky! Ricky Evangelista! 114 00:07:23,110 --> 00:07:26,113 -Whoo! 115 00:07:26,146 --> 00:07:27,748 PRAY TELL: I need a refill. 116 00:07:27,781 --> 00:07:30,718 And where's my goddamn song?! 117 00:07:31,685 --> 00:07:33,253 "Love is the Message." 118 00:07:33,286 --> 00:07:35,022 ("Love is the Message" resumes playing) 119 00:07:35,055 --> 00:07:37,691 "Love is the Message." 120 00:07:37,725 --> 00:07:40,193 Hi. 121 00:07:44,865 --> 00:07:46,366 The category is... 122 00:07:46,399 --> 00:07:49,503 High-Fashion Runway! 123 00:07:53,541 --> 00:07:56,276 What? I-I just snagged a trophy. 124 00:07:56,309 --> 00:07:58,478 Not you, baby. We're proud of you. 125 00:07:58,512 --> 00:07:59,813 It's just he playing this damn song. 126 00:07:59,847 --> 00:08:01,114 ANGEL: This is the third ball 127 00:08:01,148 --> 00:08:03,150 where he's had this song on constant rotation. 128 00:08:03,183 --> 00:08:04,852 -Someone should speak to him. -And say what-- 129 00:08:04,885 --> 00:08:06,987 "I'm tired of hearing this old-school shit, 130 00:08:07,020 --> 00:08:08,556 you got to play something more fresh"? 131 00:08:08,589 --> 00:08:10,157 Nah, something's going on with him. 132 00:08:10,190 --> 00:08:12,459 He's been attitudinal ever since we got tested. 133 00:08:12,492 --> 00:08:13,894 I think it's time for a friend-tervention. 134 00:08:13,927 --> 00:08:15,462 You're right. 135 00:08:15,495 --> 00:08:17,998 We're his family. 136 00:08:26,574 --> 00:08:27,741 That's adorable. I didn't know 137 00:08:27,775 --> 00:08:29,743 they made trophies in travel size. 138 00:08:29,777 --> 00:08:32,546 You never fail to gag me. 139 00:08:32,580 --> 00:08:34,982 I couldn't believe my eyes when you swept Hot Male Body tonight. 140 00:08:35,015 --> 00:08:36,684 Please. 141 00:08:36,717 --> 00:08:39,319 Only try me when you win a face category. 142 00:08:39,352 --> 00:08:41,555 Bye-bye, brick. 143 00:08:59,206 --> 00:09:01,174 Where'd you come from? 144 00:09:01,208 --> 00:09:02,509 Heaven. 145 00:09:02,542 --> 00:09:05,178 Cute. 146 00:09:05,212 --> 00:09:06,614 You want one? 147 00:09:06,647 --> 00:09:09,349 No, not my vice. 148 00:09:09,382 --> 00:09:11,418 But I can see you could be. 149 00:09:11,451 --> 00:09:13,721 Me? 150 00:09:13,754 --> 00:09:15,889 There's a hundred girls in that room 151 00:09:15,923 --> 00:09:19,727 younger, prettier, realer than me. 152 00:09:19,760 --> 00:09:21,629 None of them can hold a light to you. 153 00:09:24,164 --> 00:09:25,766 But I'm not out here like that. 154 00:09:25,799 --> 00:09:27,868 No, I bet you ain't been out in what, 155 00:09:27,901 --> 00:09:30,638 two, three months? 156 00:09:30,671 --> 00:09:32,606 Try years. 157 00:09:32,640 --> 00:09:34,708 That's why we had to meet. 158 00:09:34,742 --> 00:09:38,411 I'm the dude who's gonna break that dry spell. 159 00:09:39,913 --> 00:09:41,481 Have a drink with me. 160 00:09:42,515 --> 00:09:44,084 I can't. 161 00:09:44,117 --> 00:09:46,153 I got to take my kids home. 162 00:09:46,186 --> 00:09:47,254 LIL PAPI: Who is you? 163 00:09:47,287 --> 00:09:48,388 BLANCA: Don't be rude. 164 00:09:48,421 --> 00:09:49,990 No, it's okay. 165 00:09:50,023 --> 00:09:51,659 I'm Darius. 166 00:09:53,260 --> 00:09:54,995 Her name is Blanca. 167 00:09:55,028 --> 00:09:56,830 And we got to go. 168 00:09:56,864 --> 00:09:58,866 Come on. 169 00:10:00,100 --> 00:10:01,735 Hey, Blanca! 170 00:10:01,769 --> 00:10:03,170 Cupid called. 171 00:10:03,203 --> 00:10:05,906 Told me to tell you he needs my heart back. 172 00:10:05,939 --> 00:10:07,607 Hey, Ma, your dude's mad corny. 173 00:10:07,641 --> 00:10:10,043 Mind your business. 174 00:10:12,612 --> 00:10:14,782 PATTY: Just feeling a little run-down. 175 00:10:14,815 --> 00:10:17,484 Two little children will do that. 176 00:10:17,517 --> 00:10:18,852 Uh-huh. 177 00:10:21,689 --> 00:10:24,157 Can we run some tests anyway, just for my peace of mind? 178 00:10:24,191 --> 00:10:26,159 Half the tests I run in here 179 00:10:26,193 --> 00:10:27,861 are for the housewives' peace of mind. 180 00:10:27,895 --> 00:10:30,197 Okay. 181 00:10:34,234 --> 00:10:38,005 Could... could you check for any STDs? 182 00:10:38,038 --> 00:10:41,208 I was watching this thing on Nightline about that AIDS, 183 00:10:41,241 --> 00:10:43,877 and, uh, it scared the crap out of me. 184 00:10:43,911 --> 00:10:45,979 Well, you're a happily married, heterosexual woman. 185 00:10:46,013 --> 00:10:47,447 There is basically zero chance... 186 00:10:47,480 --> 00:10:49,817 Could you just do it? 187 00:10:51,852 --> 00:10:54,021 I've delivered both your children. 188 00:10:54,054 --> 00:10:56,189 I've treated your family for years. 189 00:10:57,224 --> 00:10:59,392 You can trust me. 190 00:10:59,426 --> 00:11:02,562 Who stepped out, you or Stan? 191 00:11:04,431 --> 00:11:06,399 He did. 192 00:11:06,433 --> 00:11:08,902 I'm sorry. 193 00:11:08,936 --> 00:11:10,670 But even if he had unprotected sex 194 00:11:10,704 --> 00:11:12,940 with this woman, the chances of... 195 00:11:14,942 --> 00:11:16,944 Oh. 196 00:11:18,779 --> 00:11:22,415 I'm going to do this off-the-record, anonymously. 197 00:11:22,449 --> 00:11:24,718 You'll get flagged by the insurance company 198 00:11:24,752 --> 00:11:26,419 just for being tested. 199 00:11:26,453 --> 00:11:27,988 How long till I know? 200 00:11:28,021 --> 00:11:30,590 Um... 201 00:11:30,623 --> 00:11:31,859 I'm gonna rush it, 202 00:11:31,892 --> 00:11:34,061 but it-it'll still take two weeks. 203 00:11:34,094 --> 00:11:36,764 I have to function with this over my head 204 00:11:36,797 --> 00:11:38,231 for two weeks? 205 00:11:38,265 --> 00:11:40,300 Just keep busy. 206 00:11:42,302 --> 00:11:45,338 Mmm. Oh. 207 00:11:45,372 --> 00:11:46,840 -DAMON: Wow, this looks great. -Thank you. 208 00:11:46,874 --> 00:11:48,408 These are all from my mother's recipe book. 209 00:11:48,441 --> 00:11:49,609 Well, don't be shy. 210 00:11:49,642 --> 00:11:51,244 Dig in. 211 00:11:53,280 --> 00:11:55,215 -PRAY TELL: Mm. 212 00:11:57,250 --> 00:11:59,953 No. 213 00:11:59,987 --> 00:12:01,588 I'm thirsty. 214 00:12:01,621 --> 00:12:03,256 Well, maybe you should 215 00:12:03,290 --> 00:12:04,858 -eat something. -LIL PAPI: Mm-hmm. -PRAY TELL: Mm. 216 00:12:04,892 --> 00:12:07,727 Maybe you should buy some new furniture 217 00:12:07,761 --> 00:12:09,963 and fix up this broke-ass apartment. 218 00:12:09,997 --> 00:12:11,631 I would if I could afford it. 219 00:12:11,664 --> 00:12:12,966 You need to put these children to work. 220 00:12:13,000 --> 00:12:15,869 They need to be contributing. 221 00:12:15,903 --> 00:12:17,905 ANGEL: My contribution to this home 222 00:12:17,938 --> 00:12:19,672 paid for the food that you're about to eat. 223 00:12:23,276 --> 00:12:25,245 Maybe you should put the bottle down. 224 00:12:25,278 --> 00:12:28,581 Maybe you should stop selling your booty hole for quarters. 225 00:12:32,986 --> 00:12:34,988 I know your dumb ass ain't laughing. 226 00:12:35,022 --> 00:12:36,924 -Yo, I ain't dumb. 227 00:12:36,957 --> 00:12:38,658 Spell "Evangelista." 228 00:12:38,691 --> 00:12:40,127 -That's not necessary. -What's not necessary 229 00:12:40,160 --> 00:12:42,095 is you being up in my business. 230 00:12:42,129 --> 00:12:43,730 Are you a G 231 00:12:43,763 --> 00:12:45,165 No! 232 00:12:45,198 --> 00:12:46,967 -So stay out of my ass. 233 00:12:47,000 --> 00:12:49,136 All right, that's enough. 234 00:12:49,169 --> 00:12:53,506 You can't just come up in my house reading my kids like that. 235 00:12:58,278 --> 00:13:00,313 Why did you invite me over here? 236 00:13:00,347 --> 00:13:01,414 'Cause your music's wack. 237 00:13:01,448 --> 00:13:05,352 You're our family. 238 00:13:05,385 --> 00:13:07,287 You've dressed us, you've fed us. 239 00:13:07,320 --> 00:13:08,856 You supported me when I needed to be held up, 240 00:13:08,889 --> 00:13:10,290 so I wanted to do the same for you. 241 00:13:10,323 --> 00:13:12,860 But you're off your game, Pray. 242 00:13:12,893 --> 00:13:14,594 You're drinkin' and smokin' and shit. 243 00:13:14,627 --> 00:13:16,663 -Playing the same damn song. -BLANCA: We all know 244 00:13:16,696 --> 00:13:17,965 you've been going through it, 245 00:13:17,998 --> 00:13:21,835 but we're just worried. 246 00:13:21,869 --> 00:13:24,104 You couldn't have done this shit in private? 247 00:13:24,137 --> 00:13:27,807 Mm-mmm, mm-mmm, mm-mmm. 248 00:13:27,841 --> 00:13:31,278 After all the times I've been there for you. 249 00:13:31,311 --> 00:13:34,047 After all the secrets 250 00:13:34,081 --> 00:13:36,616 -I've held for you. -Pray, listen... 251 00:13:36,649 --> 00:13:39,352 No, y listen. 252 00:13:39,386 --> 00:13:42,555 You all need to get it into your thick-ass skulls. 253 00:13:44,224 --> 00:13:45,625 When I'm standing behind that podium, 254 00:13:45,658 --> 00:13:48,495 I'm the one that keeps the crowd hyped. 255 00:13:48,528 --> 00:13:50,397 I'm the one that makes sure 256 00:13:50,430 --> 00:13:52,499 there's a flow to the proceedings. 257 00:13:52,532 --> 00:13:54,834 If you don't like the music I'm playing, 258 00:13:54,868 --> 00:13:57,037 -don't show up. -We didn't mean to upset you. 259 00:13:57,070 --> 00:13:59,106 Well, you did. 260 00:14:00,773 --> 00:14:03,043 My life ain't never been easy. 261 00:14:03,076 --> 00:14:06,013 You of all people should understand that. 262 00:14:08,215 --> 00:14:11,351 My boyfriend... 263 00:14:11,384 --> 00:14:15,022 is dying. 264 00:14:18,625 --> 00:14:21,995 I wish I could... 265 00:14:22,029 --> 00:14:24,064 rewind and go back to a simpler time 266 00:14:24,097 --> 00:14:27,734 when my life wasn't consumed with drugs 267 00:14:27,767 --> 00:14:30,770 and disease. 268 00:14:34,241 --> 00:14:36,709 I've... 269 00:14:36,743 --> 00:14:39,679 I've buried more friends in the last year 270 00:14:39,712 --> 00:14:42,615 than any of you can count. 271 00:14:47,087 --> 00:14:50,223 And when it's all over... 272 00:14:50,257 --> 00:14:53,826 who knows how many of us will be left? 273 00:15:04,271 --> 00:15:06,974 So... 274 00:15:07,007 --> 00:15:11,744 I don't need a bunch of immature 20-somethings, 275 00:15:11,778 --> 00:15:15,082 who just figured out how to wipe they own asses 276 00:15:15,115 --> 00:15:18,051 telling me how to act... 277 00:15:18,085 --> 00:15:21,488 or feel! 278 00:15:21,521 --> 00:15:23,590 When y'all have walked a mile in my shoes, 279 00:15:23,623 --> 00:15:25,425 y'all come find me. 280 00:15:25,458 --> 00:15:29,129 But till that day, mind your fucking business! 281 00:15:49,983 --> 00:15:52,052 That went well. 282 00:16:03,563 --> 00:16:04,998 NURSE JUDY: Morning, sunshine. 283 00:16:05,032 --> 00:16:08,001 Ah, another day in this florescent fucking hell. 284 00:16:08,035 --> 00:16:09,602 You know, Judy, this overhead lighting 285 00:16:09,636 --> 00:16:11,604 is starting to give you a little bit of a green hue. 286 00:16:11,638 --> 00:16:13,340 That's not a good look for you, boo-boo. 287 00:16:13,373 --> 00:16:14,874 Well, if you have a problem with it, 288 00:16:14,907 --> 00:16:16,443 why don't you bring some scarves in, 289 00:16:16,476 --> 00:16:19,012 we could add a little color, Mary Tyler Moore. 290 00:16:19,046 --> 00:16:22,649 Even she couldn't make it after all in these digs, girl. 291 00:16:40,533 --> 00:16:43,002 Judy! 292 00:16:43,036 --> 00:16:47,074 Judy! Why hasn't Costas been fed yet? 293 00:16:47,107 --> 00:16:49,876 There's a tray full of cold food sitting in here. 294 00:16:49,909 --> 00:16:51,411 We tried to feed him. 295 00:16:51,444 --> 00:16:54,914 His throat hurt too much to swallow, it's thrush. 296 00:16:57,384 --> 00:16:59,552 Hey. 297 00:16:59,586 --> 00:17:01,821 Hey, baby, I heard about your throat. 298 00:17:01,854 --> 00:17:03,856 : It hurts. It's... 299 00:17:03,890 --> 00:17:06,193 Don't talk. Maybe we can get you some honey to suck on. 300 00:17:06,226 --> 00:17:09,362 You have any honey in the kitchen that he can have? 301 00:17:09,396 --> 00:17:11,098 We might have some in the staff lounge. 302 00:17:11,131 --> 00:17:13,133 Thank you. 303 00:17:14,934 --> 00:17:19,272 Since you can't talk, let me tell you a funny story. 304 00:17:19,306 --> 00:17:21,007 So you remember those thirsty young hos 305 00:17:21,040 --> 00:17:22,342 I've been telling you about? 306 00:17:22,375 --> 00:17:25,212 The House of Evangelista? 307 00:17:25,245 --> 00:17:28,047 They had a little get-together last night. 308 00:17:28,081 --> 00:17:30,783 They lured me in with empanadas and then tried to tell me 309 00:17:30,817 --> 00:17:32,752 it was a motherfucking intervention 310 00:17:32,785 --> 00:17:35,288 because I've been playing "Love is the Message" too much. 311 00:17:42,329 --> 00:17:45,432 I didn't give the magic of that song away 312 00:17:45,465 --> 00:17:47,767 to those ungratefuls. 313 00:17:47,800 --> 00:17:50,937 I didn't tell them what it was like in 1980 314 00:17:50,970 --> 00:17:54,241 when we danced all summer to that song. 315 00:17:54,274 --> 00:17:57,977 There wasn't none of this AIDS mess going on. 316 00:17:58,010 --> 00:18:00,580 We were truly free. 317 00:18:00,613 --> 00:18:02,982 Free to love, 318 00:18:03,015 --> 00:18:05,318 free to fuck, 319 00:18:05,352 --> 00:18:08,255 free to be our gay-ass selves 320 00:18:08,288 --> 00:18:11,791 in this beautiful little shithole of a town. 321 00:18:14,026 --> 00:18:17,330 They'll never know that feeling-- 322 00:18:17,364 --> 00:18:21,168 what it's like to love without... 323 00:18:21,201 --> 00:18:25,238 worrying that you're gonna die, or... 324 00:18:25,272 --> 00:18:28,741 worse yet, that you're gonna kill somebody. 325 00:18:28,775 --> 00:18:32,679 I don't know what's shittier... 326 00:18:35,014 --> 00:18:36,683 ...having that freedom taken away... 327 00:18:39,018 --> 00:18:41,321 ...or never having had it to begin with. 328 00:18:43,656 --> 00:18:46,626 Either way... 329 00:18:46,659 --> 00:18:49,396 ain't no going back now. 330 00:18:53,700 --> 00:18:56,936 You try to enjoy that beautiful day out there, Pray Tell. 331 00:18:56,969 --> 00:18:59,138 Can I ask you something? 332 00:18:59,172 --> 00:19:03,376 Since it's such a goddamn beautiful day? 333 00:19:03,410 --> 00:19:06,713 Does it have to be so drab in here 334 00:19:06,746 --> 00:19:09,216 Oh, so you want me to be an interior fucking decorator 335 00:19:09,249 --> 00:19:12,219 on top of keeping AIDS patients alive, Mary? 336 00:19:12,252 --> 00:19:14,887 We don't have a budget to buy new bed sheets. 337 00:19:14,921 --> 00:19:16,489 Be creative. 338 00:19:16,523 --> 00:19:18,225 -There's a rec room here. -I'm a nurse 339 00:19:18,258 --> 00:19:21,060 on a ward where no one gets better. 340 00:19:21,093 --> 00:19:22,795 You think I don't want to do something 341 00:19:22,829 --> 00:19:24,331 to make these people feel more comfortable 342 00:19:24,364 --> 00:19:25,898 when they're on their way out? 343 00:19:25,932 --> 00:19:28,668 We are understaffed and overworked, Miss Thing. 344 00:19:28,701 --> 00:19:29,869 And wait a minute-- 345 00:19:29,902 --> 00:19:32,004 aren't you the entertainer? 346 00:19:32,038 --> 00:19:34,841 Why don't you organize something? 347 00:19:34,874 --> 00:19:39,178 Well, look at you, being all useful and shit. 348 00:19:44,116 --> 00:19:45,718 LULU: Another weekend 349 00:19:45,752 --> 00:19:48,087 and the same goddamn song. 350 00:19:48,120 --> 00:19:51,057 We're trapped in a tired old queen's hell. 351 00:19:51,090 --> 00:19:52,425 -Girl. 352 00:19:52,459 --> 00:19:54,427 This song-- my ears are bleeding. 353 00:19:54,461 --> 00:19:56,095 What are you complaining about now? 354 00:19:56,128 --> 00:19:57,830 This song is a classic. 355 00:19:57,864 --> 00:20:00,833 I love me a man in any form. Whoo! 356 00:20:00,867 --> 00:20:03,336 Don't care how they started out 357 00:20:03,370 --> 00:20:05,605 as long as they end up on top of me. 358 00:20:10,042 --> 00:20:12,011 Whoo... Ooh. 359 00:20:12,044 --> 00:20:14,180 Need help cleaning that up? 360 00:20:14,213 --> 00:20:15,214 Judges, your scores. 361 00:20:15,248 --> 00:20:19,218 Grand prize, Sebastian. 362 00:20:20,820 --> 00:20:22,322 -Move, bitch. -Ooh. 363 00:20:27,760 --> 00:20:30,897 PRAY TELL: All right, girl, next category, 364 00:20:30,930 --> 00:20:34,467 Stone Cold Face. 365 00:20:34,501 --> 00:20:38,104 If a star fell for every time I thought about you this week, 366 00:20:38,137 --> 00:20:40,540 the sky would be empty. 367 00:20:40,573 --> 00:20:42,542 You got a notepad filled with pickup lines, huh? 368 00:20:42,575 --> 00:20:43,543 Nah. 369 00:20:43,576 --> 00:20:45,378 You got that effect on me. 370 00:20:45,412 --> 00:20:48,080 I mean, I could stand next to you forever, 371 00:20:48,114 --> 00:20:49,749 or until you decide to eat with me. 372 00:20:49,782 --> 00:20:53,052 -I can't. You scared? 373 00:20:53,085 --> 00:20:55,755 -I'm not scared of nothing. -Yes, you are. 374 00:20:55,788 --> 00:20:58,725 You're afraid to see what I see. 375 00:20:58,758 --> 00:21:00,293 You're beautiful. 376 00:21:00,327 --> 00:21:03,062 Stunning, and you don't even know it. 377 00:21:03,095 --> 00:21:04,797 That shit's rare. 378 00:21:07,634 --> 00:21:10,337 You know what this shirt is made out of? 379 00:21:10,370 --> 00:21:11,904 What? 380 00:21:11,938 --> 00:21:13,673 Boyfriend material. 381 00:21:15,608 --> 00:21:18,144 Okay, when we going out? 382 00:21:18,177 --> 00:21:21,748 Saturday. 9:00. 383 00:21:21,781 --> 00:21:24,584 Meet me at 8th and Sixth Ave. 384 00:21:24,617 --> 00:21:28,287 You like Italian? 385 00:21:28,321 --> 00:21:31,090 ("You Give Good Love" by Whitney Houston plays) 386 00:21:31,123 --> 00:21:33,660 * Ah, ah, ah, ah * 387 00:21:33,693 --> 00:21:36,128 * 388 00:21:40,667 --> 00:21:42,502 -* I found out * 389 00:21:42,535 --> 00:21:43,770 * What I've been missing * 390 00:21:43,803 --> 00:21:47,006 Ow! Easy now. 391 00:21:47,039 --> 00:21:49,476 You got some nerve asking me for a discount buff-and-go 392 00:21:49,509 --> 00:21:51,844 after you avoided me all night last night. 393 00:21:51,878 --> 00:21:53,880 -I came to apologize for that. -Mm-hmm. 394 00:21:53,913 --> 00:21:56,816 And for being a little raw with you in your own home. 395 00:21:56,849 --> 00:21:58,551 You were right. 396 00:21:58,585 --> 00:22:01,688 I have been hitting the sauce a little heavier than usual, 397 00:22:01,721 --> 00:22:04,557 and maybe... just maybe, 398 00:22:04,591 --> 00:22:08,495 I am stuck on a loop 399 00:22:08,528 --> 00:22:11,398 with my sentimentalities in the ballroom. 400 00:22:11,431 --> 00:22:14,401 But that is because... 401 00:22:14,434 --> 00:22:18,505 Costas-- he's not doing well. 402 00:22:24,911 --> 00:22:26,579 You sure you don't want a gloss? 403 00:22:26,613 --> 00:22:29,248 I don't want no shiny lady nails today. 404 00:22:29,281 --> 00:22:31,317 * Baby * 405 00:22:31,350 --> 00:22:34,987 And I've also come because I have an opportunity. 406 00:22:35,021 --> 00:22:38,057 That hospital is so grim and dank 407 00:22:38,090 --> 00:22:39,926 that I have decided to produce 408 00:22:39,959 --> 00:22:42,161 an AIDS cabaret night for the patients. 409 00:22:42,194 --> 00:22:44,497 And I've been racking my brain for talent, 410 00:22:44,531 --> 00:22:47,099 and you the only bitch I know in this scene who can sing. 411 00:22:47,133 --> 00:22:48,735 Except for me, of course. 412 00:22:48,768 --> 00:22:51,037 How you know I can sing? 413 00:22:51,070 --> 00:22:54,273 A finch cannot hide her song, honey. 414 00:22:54,306 --> 00:22:55,875 It oozes out of you. 415 00:22:55,908 --> 00:22:58,110 You're always humming one thing or another. 416 00:22:58,144 --> 00:23:00,079 And then there was that one time you got so drunk 417 00:23:00,112 --> 00:23:03,015 down in Chinatown-- uh-huh-- 418 00:23:03,049 --> 00:23:04,784 you burst into Sheila E. 419 00:23:04,817 --> 00:23:07,219 and gave all of Canal Street "The Glamorous Life." 420 00:23:07,253 --> 00:23:09,789 Okay, so, yeah. 421 00:23:09,822 --> 00:23:13,860 I guess I have some songs in me from my high school days. 422 00:23:13,893 --> 00:23:17,063 Yes. So we gonna do it on Saturday night. 423 00:23:17,096 --> 00:23:19,432 I got a mic on loan from the Gospel Assembly. 424 00:23:19,466 --> 00:23:22,635 And there is an old dusty piano in the hospital 425 00:23:22,669 --> 00:23:24,937 that is just begging to be played. 426 00:23:24,971 --> 00:23:25,938 Oh... 427 00:23:25,972 --> 00:23:27,373 Shit. 428 00:23:27,406 --> 00:23:30,643 I'd love to, Pray Tell, but I already told Darius yes. 429 00:23:30,677 --> 00:23:32,879 That fine piece of man meat? 430 00:23:32,912 --> 00:23:34,814 * It took some time for me to see... * 431 00:23:34,847 --> 00:23:36,415 Yes. 432 00:23:37,984 --> 00:23:39,552 Go on, girl, get it. 433 00:23:39,586 --> 00:23:41,420 : You stupid. 434 00:23:41,454 --> 00:23:44,957 Ooh. You way ahead of me on that front. 435 00:23:44,991 --> 00:23:47,960 I haven't even been able to think about sex 436 00:23:47,994 --> 00:23:49,395 since I was diagnosed. 437 00:23:49,428 --> 00:23:51,898 Me, neither... till I met him. 438 00:23:51,931 --> 00:23:53,933 That's why I have to follow through with this one. 439 00:23:53,966 --> 00:23:56,335 He makes me feel something. 440 00:23:56,368 --> 00:23:58,004 Can I ask you a question? 441 00:23:58,037 --> 00:23:59,839 Are you gonna tell him your status? 442 00:23:59,872 --> 00:24:02,108 If it ever gets to that place, 443 00:24:02,141 --> 00:24:04,611 I guess I'll have to. 444 00:24:06,012 --> 00:24:08,815 Well, shit, that puts a damper on things. 445 00:24:08,848 --> 00:24:10,449 -Get it. 446 00:24:14,654 --> 00:24:15,788 WOMAN: Hello, dolls. 447 00:24:15,822 --> 00:24:18,190 It's our end-of-season sale. 448 00:24:18,224 --> 00:24:21,327 20% off the new stuff, 50% off the sales rack. 449 00:24:21,360 --> 00:24:23,963 Do let me know if you need help with anything. 450 00:24:23,996 --> 00:24:25,431 -Thank you. -BLANCA: Ooh. 451 00:24:25,464 --> 00:24:28,334 I can get a deal for something on Saturday. 452 00:24:28,367 --> 00:24:30,369 Ain't no ball Saturday. 453 00:24:30,402 --> 00:24:31,704 I have a date. 454 00:24:31,738 --> 00:24:33,773 What? 455 00:24:33,806 --> 00:24:36,342 Is Mother Teresa really about to get some? 456 00:24:36,375 --> 00:24:38,144 Lulu, don't do that. 457 00:24:38,177 --> 00:24:39,846 -I'm just picky. -No. 458 00:24:39,879 --> 00:24:42,314 You are dried up 459 00:24:42,348 --> 00:24:44,684 and too wrapped up in them damn kids' lives. 460 00:24:44,717 --> 00:24:47,186 -No, I'm not. 461 00:24:47,219 --> 00:24:48,955 CANDY: How long you hos been here? 462 00:24:48,988 --> 00:24:50,790 Could of told a bitch you was coming. 463 00:24:50,823 --> 00:24:52,391 Put those away, Candy. 464 00:24:52,424 --> 00:24:54,694 Uh, that big bitch over there is buying 'em. 465 00:24:54,727 --> 00:24:57,530 You know I could sell a dildo to a nun. 466 00:24:57,564 --> 00:24:59,498 You know I can't let you take nothing while Tess is on duty. 467 00:24:59,532 --> 00:25:00,900 BLANCA: Girl, please. 468 00:25:00,933 --> 00:25:02,835 -I'm buying an outfit. -She has a date. 469 00:25:02,869 --> 00:25:04,737 Is Jesus returning to take you out? 470 00:25:04,771 --> 00:25:06,472 Do not try it. 471 00:25:06,505 --> 00:25:08,407 I met this guy at the ball. 472 00:25:08,440 --> 00:25:10,910 He's a bit corny but cute. 473 00:25:10,943 --> 00:25:12,178 Mm. Corny looks good on you. 474 00:25:12,211 --> 00:25:13,546 Be nice, Candy. 475 00:25:13,580 --> 00:25:14,914 What makes him corny? 476 00:25:14,947 --> 00:25:18,017 He only speaks in pickup lines. 477 00:25:19,018 --> 00:25:20,587 * What can I do? * 478 00:25:20,620 --> 00:25:22,822 Did he say that God was missing an angel 479 00:25:22,855 --> 00:25:25,524 and he went on a mission to find you? 480 00:25:25,558 --> 00:25:27,727 LULU: Or did he talk a good astronomy game 481 00:25:27,760 --> 00:25:31,430 about how the sky is out of stars because of you? 482 00:25:31,463 --> 00:25:32,832 -That's Darius. -Mm-hmm. 483 00:25:32,865 --> 00:25:34,366 -He likes the girls. -Sure does. 484 00:25:34,400 --> 00:25:36,736 I'm too grown for this. Look at me. 485 00:25:36,769 --> 00:25:38,771 The one time I put myself out there, 486 00:25:38,805 --> 00:25:41,340 and it's a damn playboy. 487 00:25:41,373 --> 00:25:42,875 What a waste of time. 488 00:25:42,909 --> 00:25:44,376 Don't overthink it. It's free dinner. 489 00:25:44,410 --> 00:25:45,778 BLANCA: I'm not 20 anymore. 490 00:25:45,812 --> 00:25:47,513 I can buy my own meal. 491 00:25:47,546 --> 00:25:50,449 What pisses me off the most is that he got into my head, 492 00:25:50,482 --> 00:25:54,186 acting as if he was the one, the guy who could do more for me. 493 00:25:54,220 --> 00:25:57,957 Girl, Darius has more, honey. 494 00:25:57,990 --> 00:25:59,458 Trust. 495 00:25:59,491 --> 00:26:00,960 You fucked him? 496 00:26:00,993 --> 00:26:02,895 * Make you play my game * 497 00:26:02,929 --> 00:26:05,197 * My game... * 498 00:26:05,231 --> 00:26:07,199 Girl, we all fucked him. 499 00:26:09,401 --> 00:26:12,071 Look, Darius does it all. 500 00:26:12,104 --> 00:26:14,106 You know, you should do him. 501 00:26:14,140 --> 00:26:16,943 Shit, I still would, but when I went and got my pussy, 502 00:26:16,976 --> 00:26:18,811 -he lost my number. -LULU: Blanca, 503 00:26:18,845 --> 00:26:21,748 seriously, you ain't like us out here on the penis prowl. 504 00:26:21,781 --> 00:26:23,449 We're just, you know... 505 00:26:23,482 --> 00:26:24,817 We're more experienced. 506 00:26:24,851 --> 00:26:26,152 We know how the boys are. 507 00:26:26,185 --> 00:26:28,621 Darius is a good-time boy, 508 00:26:28,655 --> 00:26:32,458 so let yourself have a good time. 509 00:26:32,491 --> 00:26:33,960 * I'm needing you, baby * 510 00:26:33,993 --> 00:26:37,196 * Oh, oh, oh, oh. * 511 00:26:43,870 --> 00:26:45,905 What's an AIDS cabaret? 512 00:26:45,938 --> 00:26:48,808 It's an exclusive concert for the residents of this ward. 513 00:26:48,841 --> 00:26:52,679 I took over the rec room, made it a thing. 514 00:26:52,712 --> 00:26:54,513 I'm not feeling like company. 515 00:26:54,546 --> 00:26:57,416 Oh, trust me, this is gonna make you feel much better. 516 00:26:57,449 --> 00:27:01,020 I hung some streamers, and gathered a buffet. 517 00:27:01,053 --> 00:27:02,989 We got crackers and cheese and punch. 518 00:27:03,022 --> 00:27:05,524 It's simple... but it's something. 519 00:27:05,557 --> 00:27:07,593 Hi, everyone. 520 00:27:07,626 --> 00:27:11,030 Um... so I'm gonna sing a song 521 00:27:11,063 --> 00:27:14,767 by one of my favorite artists, Mr. Donny Hathaway. 522 00:27:14,801 --> 00:27:18,137 And, uh... and I'd like to dedicate it 523 00:27:18,170 --> 00:27:19,872 to the love of my life... 524 00:27:19,906 --> 00:27:23,175 Mr. Costas Perez. 525 00:27:23,209 --> 00:27:25,878 (piano plays intro to "For All We Know") 526 00:27:25,912 --> 00:27:29,749 * For all * 527 00:27:30,883 --> 00:27:36,188 * We know * 528 00:27:38,490 --> 00:27:41,894 * We may never meet * 529 00:27:41,928 --> 00:27:45,364 * Again * 530 00:27:48,567 --> 00:27:51,037 * Before * 531 00:27:51,070 --> 00:27:54,974 * You go * 532 00:27:55,007 --> 00:27:58,577 * Make this moment * 533 00:27:58,610 --> 00:28:04,016 * Sweet again * 534 00:28:05,451 --> 00:28:08,420 * We won't say * 535 00:28:08,454 --> 00:28:12,992 * Good night * 536 00:28:13,025 --> 00:28:17,329 * Until * 537 00:28:17,363 --> 00:28:22,201 * The last minute * 538 00:28:22,234 --> 00:28:25,838 * I'll hold * 539 00:28:25,872 --> 00:28:31,110 * Out my hand * 540 00:28:31,143 --> 00:28:34,446 * And my heart * 541 00:28:34,480 --> 00:28:40,419 * Will be in it * 542 00:28:40,452 --> 00:28:43,856 * For all * 543 00:28:43,890 --> 00:28:49,796 * We know * 544 00:28:51,297 --> 00:28:54,700 * This may only be * 545 00:28:54,733 --> 00:28:57,970 * A dream * 546 00:29:00,506 --> 00:29:03,275 * Oh, we come * 547 00:29:03,309 --> 00:29:07,413 * And we go * 548 00:29:07,446 --> 00:29:11,717 * Like the ripple * 549 00:29:11,750 --> 00:29:17,056 * Of a stream * 550 00:29:17,089 --> 00:29:20,059 * So love me * 551 00:29:20,092 --> 00:29:25,564 * Love me tonight * 552 00:29:25,597 --> 00:29:30,069 * Tomorrow was made * 553 00:29:30,102 --> 00:29:34,340 * For some * 554 00:29:34,373 --> 00:29:37,409 * Tomorrow * 555 00:29:37,443 --> 00:29:42,048 * May never come * 556 00:29:45,885 --> 00:29:49,922 * For all * 557 00:29:49,956 --> 00:29:52,959 * We know. * 558 00:30:04,536 --> 00:30:06,805 WOMAN: Whoo! Yeah! 559 00:30:14,480 --> 00:30:16,648 Girl, what are you doing here? 560 00:30:16,682 --> 00:30:19,285 -I thought you had a hot date. -Nah. 561 00:30:19,318 --> 00:30:21,353 I cancelled on him. 562 00:30:21,387 --> 00:30:23,155 Bad vibes. 563 00:30:23,189 --> 00:30:25,324 Plus, this is more important. 564 00:30:25,357 --> 00:30:27,226 I love you, Pray. 565 00:30:27,259 --> 00:30:29,461 : Blanca... 566 00:30:29,495 --> 00:30:33,232 You can't be making me cry during my set. 567 00:30:36,268 --> 00:30:38,070 -Ah. Ladies and gentlemen... 568 00:30:38,104 --> 00:30:40,572 ...we have a very, very special guest performer 569 00:30:40,606 --> 00:30:42,208 with us this evening. 570 00:30:42,241 --> 00:30:44,510 Now don't get too excited. It ain't Madonna. 571 00:30:44,543 --> 00:30:46,712 But it is... 572 00:30:46,745 --> 00:30:48,514 my sister girlfriend, 573 00:30:48,547 --> 00:30:50,649 Miss Blanca Evangelista. 574 00:30:50,682 --> 00:30:52,551 Please welcome her to the stage. 575 00:30:52,584 --> 00:30:55,354 -Come on up here, beautiful. 576 00:31:07,533 --> 00:31:10,102 Do you have "Home" in your binder? 577 00:31:10,136 --> 00:31:12,972 Yeah. Mm-hmm, yeah. 578 00:31:42,234 --> 00:31:46,472 * When I think of home, I think of a place * 579 00:31:46,505 --> 00:31:52,278 * Where there's love overflowing * 580 00:31:52,311 --> 00:31:57,283 * I wish I was home, I wish I was back there * 581 00:31:57,316 --> 00:32:02,321 * With the things I've been knowing * 582 00:32:02,354 --> 00:32:07,826 * Wind that makes the tall grass bend into leaning * 583 00:32:07,859 --> 00:32:10,796 * Suddenly the raindrops that fall * 584 00:32:10,829 --> 00:32:13,265 * They have a meaning * 585 00:32:13,299 --> 00:32:19,138 * Sprinkling the scene * 586 00:32:19,171 --> 00:32:24,776 * Makes it all so clean * 587 00:32:24,810 --> 00:32:29,181 * Maybe there's a chance for me to go back * 588 00:32:29,215 --> 00:32:35,121 * Now that I have some direction * 589 00:32:35,154 --> 00:32:39,625 * It sure would be nice to be back at home * 590 00:32:39,658 --> 00:32:45,664 * Where there's love and affection * 591 00:32:45,697 --> 00:32:50,936 * And just maybe I can convince time to slow up * 592 00:32:50,969 --> 00:32:55,874 * Giving me enough time in my life to grow up * 593 00:32:55,907 --> 00:33:01,913 * Time be my friend * 594 00:33:01,947 --> 00:33:07,819 * Let me start again * 595 00:33:27,273 --> 00:33:31,143 * Suddenly my world has gone and changed its face * 596 00:33:31,177 --> 00:33:33,379 * But I still * 597 00:33:33,412 --> 00:33:37,483 * Know where I'm going * 598 00:33:37,516 --> 00:33:41,687 * I have had my mind spun around in space * 599 00:33:41,720 --> 00:33:46,692 * And yet I've watched it growing * 600 00:33:46,725 --> 00:33:49,328 * Oh, if you're listening, God * 601 00:33:49,361 --> 00:33:52,064 * Please don't make it hard * 602 00:33:52,098 --> 00:33:56,835 * To know if we should believe the things that we see * 603 00:33:56,868 --> 00:33:59,405 * Tell us should we run away * 604 00:33:59,438 --> 00:34:02,708 * Or should we try and stay, or would it be * 605 00:34:02,741 --> 00:34:06,678 : * Better just to let things be? * 606 00:34:06,712 --> 00:34:11,550 * Living here in this brand-new world * 607 00:34:11,583 --> 00:34:17,289 * Might be a fantasy * 608 00:34:17,323 --> 00:34:19,558 * But it's taught me to love... * 609 00:34:19,591 --> 00:34:22,027 * Taught me to love... * 610 00:34:22,060 --> 00:34:24,130 -* So it's real * -* It's real * 611 00:34:24,163 --> 00:34:25,797 -* So real * -* So real * 612 00:34:25,831 --> 00:34:27,299 * So real to me * 613 00:34:27,333 --> 00:34:28,800 : * And I've learned * 614 00:34:28,834 --> 00:34:33,472 * That we must look inside our hearts * 615 00:34:33,505 --> 00:34:37,409 * To find * 616 00:34:37,443 --> 00:34:41,713 * A world full of love * 617 00:34:41,747 --> 00:34:43,815 * Like yours, like * 618 00:34:43,849 --> 00:34:47,553 : * Mine * 619 00:34:47,586 --> 00:34:53,125 * Like home. * 620 00:35:01,367 --> 00:35:03,302 NURSE JUDY: Yeah! 621 00:35:33,199 --> 00:35:34,333 Hey, honey. 622 00:35:34,366 --> 00:35:35,934 -Hi. -Hi. 623 00:35:35,967 --> 00:35:39,538 Oh. You always get everywhere first. 624 00:35:41,207 --> 00:35:44,109 You gonna tell me what this is all about now? 625 00:35:44,142 --> 00:35:46,978 -Um... 626 00:35:47,012 --> 00:35:49,481 Oh, God, no. 627 00:35:49,515 --> 00:35:51,283 Well, you're not sick, are you? 628 00:35:51,317 --> 00:35:53,452 No, this is um, Dr. Gardel's office. 629 00:35:53,485 --> 00:35:55,721 She's a psychiatrist. 630 00:35:55,754 --> 00:35:57,389 Dr. Valley recommended her. 631 00:35:59,057 --> 00:36:01,327 Hi. I'm ready for you. 632 00:36:14,540 --> 00:36:16,908 So... what is this? 633 00:36:16,942 --> 00:36:19,745 Is this couples therapy? 634 00:36:19,778 --> 00:36:22,548 I think that's a good way to think about it. 635 00:36:22,581 --> 00:36:26,385 Full disclosure: Patty and I have already had two sessions. 636 00:36:28,420 --> 00:36:31,423 There are some things that she wants to talk to you about, 637 00:36:31,457 --> 00:36:33,091 and she hoped that by having me here, 638 00:36:33,124 --> 00:36:35,060 it would make it easier on both of you. 639 00:36:35,093 --> 00:36:38,564 And don't worry. I am not taking sides. 640 00:36:38,597 --> 00:36:40,732 But you two have already been talking? 641 00:36:41,867 --> 00:36:44,270 I know you're having an affair. 642 00:36:44,303 --> 00:36:45,571 Oh, come on. 643 00:36:45,604 --> 00:36:47,439 I know she's a transsexual hooker. 644 00:36:47,473 --> 00:36:50,208 I followed her to the apartment that you rented her, 645 00:36:50,242 --> 00:36:52,210 and we spoke. 646 00:36:52,244 --> 00:36:54,880 And she confirmed everything. 647 00:37:02,454 --> 00:37:04,423 When? 648 00:37:04,456 --> 00:37:06,425 Couple weeks ago. 649 00:37:06,458 --> 00:37:08,960 First thing I did was get an HIV test. 650 00:37:08,994 --> 00:37:10,596 I'm negative. 651 00:37:10,629 --> 00:37:13,465 The lease said 652 00:37:13,499 --> 00:37:17,135 that you have the apartment for one more month, so... 653 00:37:17,168 --> 00:37:19,638 you're gonna move back in, and I'm gonna tell the kids 654 00:37:19,671 --> 00:37:21,039 that you're on a business trip 655 00:37:21,072 --> 00:37:22,974 until I'm ready for you to see them again. 656 00:37:23,008 --> 00:37:25,611 What? No. 657 00:37:25,644 --> 00:37:27,479 You... 658 00:37:27,513 --> 00:37:29,481 This is bullshit. This is an ambush. 659 00:37:29,515 --> 00:37:31,149 You're not taking sides? 660 00:37:31,182 --> 00:37:33,485 -I have rights here. -GARDEL: Stan, 661 00:37:33,519 --> 00:37:35,220 you have taken actions 662 00:37:35,253 --> 00:37:37,489 towards something you needed in your life. 663 00:37:37,523 --> 00:37:39,491 We all do that every day. 664 00:37:39,525 --> 00:37:42,193 But there are consequences for those actions. 665 00:37:44,195 --> 00:37:46,131 I expect you to keep paying the bills, 666 00:37:46,164 --> 00:37:49,768 but I am gonna get a job as soon as the baby goes to preschool. 667 00:37:49,801 --> 00:37:53,271 I have been unhappy for a really long time. 668 00:37:53,305 --> 00:37:54,773 And it's not me. 669 00:37:54,806 --> 00:37:57,108 GARDEL: Tell him who you are, Patty. 670 00:37:57,142 --> 00:37:58,977 PATTY: I have no idea. 671 00:37:59,010 --> 00:38:01,246 But now is my chance, so... 672 00:38:01,279 --> 00:38:04,182 I'm gonna figure that out, and... 673 00:38:04,215 --> 00:38:06,985 I'm sitting here, Stan, and I'm asking you... 674 00:38:07,018 --> 00:38:08,620 I'm not asking you why you cheated, 675 00:38:08,654 --> 00:38:10,989 because I-I know why men cheat. 676 00:38:13,859 --> 00:38:16,061 But why with this person? 677 00:38:18,730 --> 00:38:20,332 Are you a homosexual? 678 00:38:22,968 --> 00:38:26,505 I mean, did something happen to you when you were a little kid? 679 00:38:28,807 --> 00:38:32,478 Because I'm your wife, and I... 680 00:38:32,511 --> 00:38:35,481 Somehow in spite of all of this, I still love you. 681 00:38:37,182 --> 00:38:39,985 But I need to know. 682 00:38:40,018 --> 00:38:43,188 I mean, was this all a lie? 683 00:38:43,221 --> 00:38:47,025 I don't know. I don't know. 684 00:38:47,058 --> 00:38:50,862 : I can't figure it out. I don't know. 685 00:38:50,896 --> 00:38:54,900 : I don't know. 686 00:38:54,933 --> 00:38:58,704 -WOMAN: It's not gonna work. 687 00:38:58,737 --> 00:39:00,238 Oh, this is some crazy stuff. 688 00:39:00,271 --> 00:39:02,073 Can you turn this off? 689 00:39:02,107 --> 00:39:04,175 It's just getting to the good part. 690 00:39:04,209 --> 00:39:07,345 I have got to see how they get out of these handcuffs. 691 00:39:07,379 --> 00:39:08,980 I need to tell you something. 692 00:39:09,014 --> 00:39:11,349 MAN: Good hard yank. 693 00:39:11,383 --> 00:39:13,218 WOMAN: One, two, three. 694 00:39:13,251 --> 00:39:15,987 -PRAY TELL: Okay. 695 00:39:16,021 --> 00:39:18,524 What? 696 00:39:18,557 --> 00:39:21,560 I'm never leaving this place, and you know that. 697 00:39:23,361 --> 00:39:24,730 And I only have so much time left. 698 00:39:24,763 --> 00:39:26,398 I don't like when you talk like this. 699 00:39:26,432 --> 00:39:28,266 You have to believe you're gonna get better 700 00:39:28,299 --> 00:39:30,569 if you actually are ever gonna get better. 701 00:39:30,602 --> 00:39:33,839 This disease isn't about mind over matter. 702 00:39:33,872 --> 00:39:35,874 I'm gonna die soon. 703 00:39:35,907 --> 00:39:38,243 And I need you to get real with me. 704 00:39:38,276 --> 00:39:39,911 I need you to promise me something. 705 00:39:39,945 --> 00:39:41,780 -I need you... -No doom and gloom tonight! 706 00:39:41,813 --> 00:39:43,782 -Listen to me! -No... 707 00:39:43,815 --> 00:39:45,016 : Please. 708 00:39:45,050 --> 00:39:48,019 When I move on, 709 00:39:48,053 --> 00:39:50,522 I want you to cry your ass off 710 00:39:50,556 --> 00:39:54,426 and scream to the Lord on high. 711 00:39:54,460 --> 00:39:57,362 But only for one day. 712 00:39:57,395 --> 00:40:00,365 And then I want you just to move on with your life. 713 00:40:00,398 --> 00:40:03,401 I don't want you stuck thinking about this place, 714 00:40:03,435 --> 00:40:05,971 or this smell, or this death. 715 00:40:06,004 --> 00:40:09,407 : I want you to find love again. 716 00:40:10,809 --> 00:40:13,411 Promise me that you'll do that. 717 00:40:15,614 --> 00:40:18,784 Who knows how much time you have left. 718 00:40:18,817 --> 00:40:22,287 I know you have this virus. 719 00:40:22,320 --> 00:40:24,890 You have that fear in your eyes, 720 00:40:24,923 --> 00:40:26,992 like every time you're looking at me, 721 00:40:27,025 --> 00:40:29,595 you're looking at your own fate. 722 00:40:29,628 --> 00:40:32,598 And you have this hunger 723 00:40:32,631 --> 00:40:35,066 to grab life by the balls 724 00:40:35,100 --> 00:40:36,935 and to live it as fast 725 00:40:36,968 --> 00:40:39,938 and as loud as you possibly can. 726 00:40:39,971 --> 00:40:43,909 That feeling... 727 00:40:43,942 --> 00:40:46,845 is what I need you to hold on to. 728 00:40:51,449 --> 00:40:53,218 Promise me. 729 00:41:30,055 --> 00:41:31,422 It's okay. 730 00:41:34,693 --> 00:41:36,628 I promise. 731 00:41:36,662 --> 00:41:39,497 : I promise. 732 00:41:45,103 --> 00:41:46,638 Hello. 733 00:41:46,672 --> 00:41:48,039 NURSE JUDY: Can you come in? 734 00:41:48,073 --> 00:41:49,207 Is he okay? 735 00:41:49,240 --> 00:41:50,842 Is he having another spasm? 736 00:41:50,876 --> 00:41:52,544 What's happening? 737 00:41:52,578 --> 00:41:55,246 NURSE JUDY: He died ten minutes ago. 738 00:41:55,280 --> 00:41:58,750 I walked into the room and he was dead. 739 00:41:58,784 --> 00:42:01,252 I figured you'd want to see him before they take him away, 740 00:42:01,286 --> 00:42:04,055 but you've got to come now. 741 00:42:04,089 --> 00:42:05,757 Okay. 742 00:42:05,791 --> 00:42:08,393 Okay, I'm coming now. 743 00:42:13,031 --> 00:42:15,033 * 744 00:42:33,919 --> 00:42:36,221 See, most women can probably take that, right? 745 00:42:36,254 --> 00:42:39,424 But what I need is someone who can handle... that. 746 00:42:39,457 --> 00:42:41,693 Right? 747 00:42:41,727 --> 00:42:44,095 Yeah, I-I was born that way. Yeah, it's... 748 00:42:44,129 --> 00:42:46,531 been my plight ever since I can... 749 00:42:46,564 --> 00:42:48,533 You know. 750 00:42:48,566 --> 00:42:50,902 What's gotten into you, tiger? 751 00:42:50,936 --> 00:42:52,503 Fight with the wife? 752 00:42:59,845 --> 00:43:01,512 She told me! 753 00:43:04,449 --> 00:43:05,817 I covered for you. 754 00:43:05,851 --> 00:43:08,053 I got you a raise 755 00:43:08,086 --> 00:43:10,255 to pay for your side pussy and you blew it. 756 00:43:10,288 --> 00:43:12,257 -I don't care enough 757 00:43:12,290 --> 00:43:14,425 about you to hate you. I resent you. 758 00:43:14,459 --> 00:43:16,161 You think you deserve what I have? 759 00:43:16,194 --> 00:43:17,495 Well, you don't, New Jersey. 760 00:43:17,528 --> 00:43:19,564 I was born better than you. 761 00:43:19,597 --> 00:43:21,767 You don't take what I have, I take what's yours. 762 00:43:21,800 --> 00:43:23,702 She left you? Good. Then it's my turn. 763 00:43:26,972 --> 00:43:29,174 I kissed her, did she tell you that? 764 00:43:29,207 --> 00:43:30,909 Right there on your own fucking couch. 765 00:43:30,942 --> 00:43:33,979 Bullshit! 766 00:43:34,012 --> 00:43:35,546 Ask her. 767 00:43:52,363 --> 00:43:54,165 You stay away from my wife. 768 00:43:54,199 --> 00:43:57,302 The guy you're pretending to be doesn't exist. 769 00:44:16,487 --> 00:44:20,692 Get ready for another three hours of "Love is the Message." 770 00:44:20,726 --> 00:44:22,660 Enough. 771 00:44:22,694 --> 00:44:25,196 Y'all, Costas passed away. 772 00:44:26,231 --> 00:44:27,966 Is Pray Tell okay? 773 00:44:27,999 --> 00:44:29,400 How would you be doing? 774 00:44:29,434 --> 00:44:31,302 He's here because the show must go on, 775 00:44:31,336 --> 00:44:32,904 so let's give him a break tonight. 776 00:44:32,938 --> 00:44:35,040 Angel. 777 00:44:37,442 --> 00:44:39,677 PRAY TELL: The category is... 778 00:44:39,711 --> 00:44:42,213 Realness. 779 00:44:42,247 --> 00:44:44,582 Bring it like a banjee boy. 780 00:44:44,615 --> 00:44:48,219 I want to see all that ghetto swagger. 781 00:44:49,587 --> 00:44:51,689 Yeah, you got it. Judges, your scores. 782 00:44:51,723 --> 00:44:55,727 Ten, ten, nine, eight, eight. 783 00:44:55,761 --> 00:44:59,364 All right, I said banjee, not prison. 784 00:44:59,397 --> 00:45:00,932 Scores, please. 785 00:45:00,966 --> 00:45:04,535 Nine, seven, eight, nine, eight. 786 00:45:04,569 --> 00:45:06,938 Oh, my. 787 00:45:06,972 --> 00:45:09,207 -Wow. 788 00:45:09,240 --> 00:45:11,009 Let's go, Papi! 789 00:45:11,042 --> 00:45:14,212 I didn't know Run-DMC had a new light-skinned fourth member. 790 00:45:15,947 --> 00:45:17,883 Yeah, Papi. 791 00:45:17,916 --> 00:45:20,451 PRAY TELL: Yeah! Judges, your scores. 792 00:45:20,485 --> 00:45:24,522 Ten, ten, ten, ten, ten. 793 00:45:24,555 --> 00:45:27,192 Across the board! 794 00:45:27,225 --> 00:45:31,262 Grand prize, Papi Evangelista! 795 00:45:46,912 --> 00:45:49,948 Okay, okay. 796 00:45:49,981 --> 00:45:53,351 I think it's time to liven this bitch up a bit, right? 797 00:45:55,954 --> 00:45:57,688 I want to hear a new track! 798 00:45:59,324 --> 00:46:01,960 Play me some Miss Ross! 799 00:46:01,993 --> 00:46:03,228 * I'm coming out * 800 00:46:03,261 --> 00:46:04,495 Come on, now. 801 00:46:04,529 --> 00:46:06,297 * I want the world to know * 802 00:46:06,331 --> 00:46:08,633 * Got to let it show * 803 00:46:10,869 --> 00:46:12,003 * I'm coming out * 804 00:46:12,037 --> 00:46:13,939 DARIUS: Yo. Yo, what happened last night? 805 00:46:13,972 --> 00:46:16,241 You stood me up. 806 00:46:16,274 --> 00:46:18,743 I had a prior obligation. 807 00:46:18,776 --> 00:46:20,145 Oh, I get it. You want to be chased. 808 00:46:20,178 --> 00:46:21,779 Look, I don't mind. I'm fast. 809 00:46:21,813 --> 00:46:23,248 Oh, we know you're fast, all right. 810 00:46:23,281 --> 00:46:25,750 Oh, don't be so shocked. 811 00:46:25,783 --> 00:46:27,618 I been out of the game for a minute, 812 00:46:27,652 --> 00:46:29,821 but I still know how to play it. 813 00:46:29,855 --> 00:46:32,490 Oh, you're talking big now 'cause your girls are here? 814 00:46:32,523 --> 00:46:34,125 I'm not looking to be somebody's plaything. 815 00:46:34,159 --> 00:46:36,027 I want romance. I want to fall in love. 816 00:46:36,061 --> 00:46:38,663 I deserve that, not some pumped-up boy toy. 817 00:46:38,696 --> 00:46:41,199 Girl, you ain't missing out on anything. 818 00:46:41,232 --> 00:46:42,800 Darius is like a vacation. 819 00:46:42,834 --> 00:46:44,535 He just never lasts long enough. 820 00:46:44,569 --> 00:46:46,204 -Oh, but the dick is good. 821 00:46:46,237 --> 00:46:47,705 * I'm coming out * 822 00:46:47,738 --> 00:46:49,107 * I want the world to know * 823 00:46:49,140 --> 00:46:52,543 * Got to let it show * 824 00:46:52,577 --> 00:46:54,579 * I'm coming... * 825 00:46:55,646 --> 00:46:57,949 You're still here? 826 00:46:59,750 --> 00:47:02,720 I was hoping we could walk for a while. 827 00:47:02,753 --> 00:47:05,891 I heard about Costas. 828 00:47:05,924 --> 00:47:08,293 You need anything from me? 829 00:47:08,326 --> 00:47:11,229 Oh, girl. 830 00:47:11,262 --> 00:47:13,698 I had the body cremated. 831 00:47:13,731 --> 00:47:17,368 I'm gonna scatter the ashes along Fifth Avenue. 832 00:47:17,402 --> 00:47:20,571 -Okay. -Little bit at a time. 833 00:47:20,605 --> 00:47:22,908 You know, he loved to window shop, 834 00:47:22,941 --> 00:47:25,877 so I figured why not let him do it 835 00:47:25,911 --> 00:47:28,346 for all eternity. 836 00:47:28,379 --> 00:47:31,182 Maybe you can come help me out. 837 00:47:31,216 --> 00:47:34,519 That's what family's for. 838 00:47:34,552 --> 00:47:37,989 Tell me, why did you stop playing "Love is the Message"? 839 00:47:38,023 --> 00:47:39,824 I'm not trying to assume anything, 840 00:47:39,857 --> 00:47:42,527 but you seem different. 841 00:47:42,560 --> 00:47:43,995 Happy. 842 00:47:44,029 --> 00:47:45,863 Oh, I promised Costas 843 00:47:45,897 --> 00:47:48,866 that I would go on and love 844 00:47:48,900 --> 00:47:51,202 and have joy and live. 845 00:47:52,938 --> 00:47:56,607 It's hard. 846 00:47:56,641 --> 00:47:58,910 I miss him. 847 00:47:58,944 --> 00:48:00,678 I loved him. 848 00:48:00,711 --> 00:48:03,581 Ooh, I loved him. 849 00:48:03,614 --> 00:48:06,884 But we are living in a world where... 850 00:48:06,918 --> 00:48:10,388 all of us could truly be gone one day, 851 00:48:10,421 --> 00:48:13,758 where our kind is just a memory, 852 00:48:13,791 --> 00:48:18,596 one the rest of the world would be happy to forget. 853 00:48:18,629 --> 00:48:21,866 All we have left is right now. 854 00:48:21,899 --> 00:48:25,303 I don't know how soon till I'm in a box 855 00:48:25,336 --> 00:48:28,206 on the end table of some crying man's bed, 856 00:48:28,239 --> 00:48:32,043 but until then... 857 00:48:32,077 --> 00:48:35,880 that love and that promise 858 00:48:35,913 --> 00:48:39,684 are who I claim to be. 859 00:48:45,290 --> 00:48:48,626 -I love you. -I love you, too. 860 00:48:58,203 --> 00:49:00,205 ("Is This Love" by Whitesnake playing) 861 00:49:01,206 --> 00:49:03,208 MAN: Hey, baby. 862 00:49:23,728 --> 00:49:26,731 -Evening, Angel. -Hey, Lou. 863 00:49:28,733 --> 00:49:32,370 Well, lookee, there go my tips for the night. 864 00:49:34,005 --> 00:49:36,474 Baruch Hashem. It's payday. 865 00:49:36,507 --> 00:49:38,809 Huh? Not until you finish your shifts. 866 00:49:38,843 --> 00:49:41,012 * Sleepless nights * 867 00:49:41,046 --> 00:49:45,850 * And I can't wait to see you again * 868 00:49:45,883 --> 00:49:48,886 * I find I spend my time * 869 00:49:48,919 --> 00:49:51,689 * Waiting on your call * 870 00:49:51,722 --> 00:49:54,159 * How can I tell you, baby * 871 00:49:54,192 --> 00:49:56,794 * My back's against the wall * 872 00:49:58,229 --> 00:49:59,864 * I need you by my side * 873 00:49:59,897 --> 00:50:01,832 * To tell me it's all right * 874 00:50:01,866 --> 00:50:03,234 * 'Cause I don't think * 875 00:50:03,268 --> 00:50:06,237 * I can take any more * 876 00:50:06,271 --> 00:50:09,907 * Is this love * 877 00:50:09,940 --> 00:50:11,809 * That I'm feeling * 878 00:50:11,842 --> 00:50:14,245 * Is this the love * 879 00:50:14,279 --> 00:50:17,348 * That I've been searching for * 880 00:50:17,382 --> 00:50:19,484 * Is this love * 881 00:50:19,517 --> 00:50:22,220 * Or am I dreaming * 882 00:50:22,253 --> 00:50:25,090 * This must be love * 883 00:50:25,123 --> 00:50:27,892 * 'Cause it's really got a hold * 884 00:50:27,925 --> 00:50:32,363 * On me * 885 00:50:32,397 --> 00:50:35,566 * A hold on me. * 886 00:51:53,211 --> 00:51:55,180 Captioned by Media Access Group at WGBH 887 00:51:57,114 --> 00:52:00,851 The category is... royalty. 888 00:52:00,885 --> 00:52:03,254 * 889 00:52:03,288 --> 00:52:05,290 What exactly is a ball? 890 00:52:05,323 --> 00:52:08,826 Balls are a gathering of people who are not welcome to gather anywhere else. 891 00:52:10,461 --> 00:52:13,097 WOMAN: Welcome to the ballroom world. 892 00:52:13,130 --> 00:52:15,833 I ask everyone who comes in here, "What do you want?" 893 00:52:15,866 --> 00:52:18,636 Is this your first time doing something like this? 894 00:52:20,371 --> 00:52:22,973 WOMAN: It is time we remind the world who we are. 895 00:52:23,007 --> 00:52:24,442 ANNOUNCER: Pose. 896 00:52:24,475 --> 00:52:26,844 All new Sundays at 9:00 on FX. 897 00:52:29,013 --> 00:52:30,381 Gonna come after all of us, man. 898 00:52:30,415 --> 00:52:32,283 Gettin' paranoid. 899 00:52:32,317 --> 00:52:34,852 People start dying. Start a war. 900 00:52:34,885 --> 00:52:37,522 Get us all killed. 901 00:52:37,555 --> 00:52:39,390 Yeah. Maybe I'm a little on edge. 902 00:52:40,691 --> 00:52:43,027 * Take everything Leave 'em with nothing *