1 00:00:00,934 --> 00:00:03,671 (hip-hop music playing) 2 00:00:03,704 --> 00:00:05,673 ANNOUNCER: Snowfall. 3 00:00:05,706 --> 00:00:08,076 All new, Wednesdays at 10:00. 4 00:00:08,942 --> 00:00:10,244 On FX. 5 00:00:12,046 --> 00:00:13,581 (dance music) 6 00:00:13,614 --> 00:00:16,050 ANNOUNCER: FX presents Pose. 7 00:00:20,388 --> 00:00:21,822 PRAY TELL: So, we got vitamin B, 8 00:00:21,855 --> 00:00:25,393 niacin, magnesium, 9 00:00:25,426 --> 00:00:28,662 calcium, zinc... 10 00:00:28,696 --> 00:00:30,731 And this is vitamin D3, 11 00:00:30,764 --> 00:00:32,766 which is really important for people of color 12 00:00:32,800 --> 00:00:33,934 living with HIV. 13 00:00:33,967 --> 00:00:35,569 Can't I just take a once-a-day multivitamin 14 00:00:35,603 --> 00:00:36,570 and be done with it? 15 00:00:36,604 --> 00:00:37,838 Not if you want to survive. 16 00:00:37,871 --> 00:00:41,075 Ain't no more sitting on the sidelines, baby. 17 00:00:41,109 --> 00:00:44,044 And here are some Chinese herbs. 18 00:00:44,078 --> 00:00:45,779 You want to brew this into a tea 19 00:00:45,813 --> 00:00:47,248 and drink it three times a day. 20 00:00:47,281 --> 00:00:48,749 That'll take care of your mind. 21 00:00:48,782 --> 00:00:50,418 -Your body will follow. -Ooh. 22 00:00:50,451 --> 00:00:52,086 That smells disgusting. 23 00:00:52,120 --> 00:00:55,456 Yeah. * And they taste like shit, too. * 24 00:00:55,489 --> 00:00:56,957 (Pray Tell chuckling) 25 00:00:56,990 --> 00:00:58,759 And don't ask me what's in 'em. All I know, 26 00:00:58,792 --> 00:01:00,761 it really helped me bring my numbers back up 27 00:01:00,794 --> 00:01:02,796 after I had that bad reaction to the AZT. 28 00:01:02,830 --> 00:01:04,698 How the hell am I supposed to keep up 29 00:01:04,732 --> 00:01:05,699 with all of this, Pray? 30 00:01:05,733 --> 00:01:06,800 You'll get used to it. 31 00:01:09,270 --> 00:01:10,904 I still haven't told anybody. 32 00:01:12,640 --> 00:01:13,941 (scoffs) 33 00:01:13,974 --> 00:01:16,944 No one's ever gonna date me again. 34 00:01:16,977 --> 00:01:18,812 Who's gonna love me? 35 00:01:18,846 --> 00:01:20,214 I'm damaged goods. 36 00:01:20,248 --> 00:01:22,916 Okay. No. No, no, no. 37 00:01:22,950 --> 00:01:25,886 You can't think about that right now. 38 00:01:25,919 --> 00:01:28,256 -(exhales) -Baby, you have to focus on your health. 39 00:01:28,289 --> 00:01:30,458 And you gotta tell Damon. 40 00:01:30,491 --> 00:01:33,060 Like, with a quickness, baby. 41 00:01:33,093 --> 00:01:35,329 I know you're scared, but you owe that to him. 42 00:01:35,363 --> 00:01:37,131 I know. 43 00:01:37,165 --> 00:01:38,799 I will. 44 00:01:40,768 --> 00:01:43,837 Would you pass me some of that bok choy, please? 45 00:01:43,871 --> 00:01:46,073 Mm, which one is that? 46 00:01:46,106 --> 00:01:47,808 The green stuff. 47 00:01:47,841 --> 00:01:50,944 (TV droning indistinctly) 48 00:01:50,978 --> 00:01:52,946 You need to eat more vegetables. 49 00:01:52,980 --> 00:01:54,315 Vegetables? 50 00:01:54,348 --> 00:01:58,085 Me and Damon lived off of Sprite and beef jerky. 51 00:01:58,118 --> 00:01:59,653 -You can't do that no more. -Why not? 52 00:01:59,687 --> 00:02:00,854 My abs never looked better. 53 00:02:00,888 --> 00:02:04,325 It's better for you to be thick and healthy 54 00:02:04,358 --> 00:02:07,094 than cute and withering away. 55 00:02:07,127 --> 00:02:09,530 So you like 'em thick. 56 00:02:09,563 --> 00:02:13,133 I like them alive. 57 00:02:13,167 --> 00:02:15,769 They drummed you right out of Hollywood. 58 00:02:15,803 --> 00:02:18,472 Now you come crawling back to Broadway. 59 00:02:18,506 --> 00:02:21,175 -So, you see that lady right there? -Mm-hmm. 60 00:02:21,209 --> 00:02:22,943 That part was supposed to be played by Judy Garland. 61 00:02:22,976 --> 00:02:26,847 But Judy Garland got fired for being drunk in her trailer. 62 00:02:26,880 --> 00:02:28,349 (both laugh) 63 00:02:28,382 --> 00:02:31,285 Please, please tell me you know who Judy Garland is. 64 00:02:31,319 --> 00:02:33,954 Of course I know who she is. I didn't know that, though. 65 00:02:33,987 --> 00:02:36,624 How you know so much about culture? 66 00:02:36,657 --> 00:02:37,958 Movies and books were all we had. 67 00:02:37,991 --> 00:02:41,629 You guys have MTV and magazines and all sorts of stuff. 68 00:02:41,662 --> 00:02:44,164 I like that about you. 69 00:02:44,198 --> 00:02:46,166 You're sophisticated. 70 00:02:46,200 --> 00:02:49,002 WOMAN (on TV): What the hell are you doing in there?! 71 00:02:49,036 --> 00:02:52,005 WOMAN 2: Giving it a shampoo. Good-bye, pussycat. 72 00:02:52,039 --> 00:02:53,907 (cat mews) 73 00:02:53,941 --> 00:02:56,176 RICKY: Thank you for tonight. I really needed this. 74 00:02:56,210 --> 00:02:57,578 I don't know why you're thanking me. 75 00:02:57,611 --> 00:02:58,912 You paid for dinner. 76 00:02:58,946 --> 00:03:02,316 (laughs) Yeah, I did. 77 00:03:02,350 --> 00:03:05,519 -I guess I should head out then. -Yeah, it's getting late. 78 00:03:05,553 --> 00:03:06,987 -But I'm glad we did this. -Yeah, me, too. 79 00:03:07,020 --> 00:03:08,356 It was fun. 80 00:03:08,389 --> 00:03:11,992 You, uh, think it's okay if I crash here? 81 00:03:12,025 --> 00:03:13,026 -Why? -It's the time of night 82 00:03:13,060 --> 00:03:15,229 when Electra brings her boyfriends home. 83 00:03:15,263 --> 00:03:17,531 Shit gets weird. 84 00:03:17,565 --> 00:03:19,933 (laughs) Yeah, I got you. 85 00:03:19,967 --> 00:03:22,870 Um, I'm gonna get you a pillow and some sheets. 86 00:03:22,903 --> 00:03:28,108 This sofa is not that comfy, but it'll do. 87 00:03:29,477 --> 00:03:31,178 Tomorrow's Saturday, and it's my day off, 88 00:03:31,211 --> 00:03:32,613 so I like to sleep in. 89 00:03:32,646 --> 00:03:35,349 So please, kindly, 90 00:03:35,383 --> 00:03:37,851 let yourself out quietly. 91 00:03:37,885 --> 00:03:39,086 Sweet dreams. 92 00:03:47,795 --> 00:03:49,797 (sighs) 93 00:04:01,409 --> 00:04:03,143 What in God's name are you doing? 94 00:04:03,176 --> 00:04:05,813 Oh, you were right. That couch is lumpy. 95 00:04:05,846 --> 00:04:10,250 (chuckles) I figured you have a big bed, so... 96 00:04:15,088 --> 00:04:17,458 No, really, what are you... 97 00:04:17,491 --> 00:04:20,694 what are you doing? 98 00:04:22,996 --> 00:04:24,932 I think I have a thing for you. 99 00:04:24,965 --> 00:04:27,635 (weak chuckle) 100 00:04:27,668 --> 00:04:33,106 You're-- You're going through a lot right now. 101 00:04:33,140 --> 00:04:35,142 You're confused. 102 00:04:41,482 --> 00:04:43,451 ("Whip Appeal" by Babyface playing) 103 00:04:44,985 --> 00:04:47,688 * Whip me * 104 00:04:49,222 --> 00:04:51,492 This ain't confused. 105 00:04:51,525 --> 00:04:53,327 * Do it, do everything * 106 00:05:08,175 --> 00:05:10,978 * Somebody told me * 107 00:05:11,011 --> 00:05:14,982 * There'd be trouble at home * 108 00:05:15,015 --> 00:05:18,118 * 'Cause we never talk a lot * 109 00:05:18,151 --> 00:05:20,153 * When we spend time alone * 110 00:05:20,187 --> 00:05:24,191 * And how are we supposed to know * 111 00:05:24,224 --> 00:05:27,060 * Know something is wrong? * 112 00:05:27,094 --> 00:05:28,996 * Well, we've got a way to communicate... * 113 00:05:29,029 --> 00:05:31,164 I think I want you to have me, too. 114 00:05:31,198 --> 00:05:33,166 * It keeps a happy home * 115 00:05:33,200 --> 00:05:37,070 * And no one * 116 00:05:37,104 --> 00:05:40,207 * Does it like me * 117 00:05:40,240 --> 00:05:43,143 * And no one but you * 118 00:05:43,176 --> 00:05:47,581 * Has that kind of whip appeal on me * 119 00:05:49,049 --> 00:05:52,052 * Keep on whippin' on me * 120 00:05:52,085 --> 00:05:55,756 * You whip it on me * 121 00:05:55,789 --> 00:05:58,926 * Whip all your sweet, sweet lovin' * 122 00:05:58,959 --> 00:06:00,193 * On me. * 123 00:06:00,227 --> 00:06:02,896 (door opens) 124 00:06:02,930 --> 00:06:05,165 (footfalls approach) 125 00:06:05,198 --> 00:06:08,569 PRAY TELL: The category is... 126 00:06:08,602 --> 00:06:11,171 Live... 127 00:06:11,204 --> 00:06:13,006 Work... 128 00:06:13,040 --> 00:06:15,776 Pose! 129 00:06:39,967 --> 00:06:42,035 -Hey! -Found it. Look. 130 00:06:42,069 --> 00:06:44,271 No. 131 00:06:46,640 --> 00:06:47,608 You like it? 132 00:06:47,641 --> 00:06:49,543 They did a good job, right? 133 00:06:49,577 --> 00:06:51,244 Yo, you look good as hell, girl. 134 00:06:51,278 --> 00:06:53,046 -Aah, a really good job! -I love it. 135 00:06:53,080 --> 00:06:54,247 (chuckles) 136 00:06:54,281 --> 00:06:57,384 Yo, I can't believe 137 00:06:57,417 --> 00:06:59,286 that photographer ain't tried nothing. 138 00:06:59,319 --> 00:07:01,822 You sure he didn't ask for no kinky shit after I left? 139 00:07:01,855 --> 00:07:05,225 Nah, but it was definitely awkward. 140 00:07:05,258 --> 00:07:07,060 He was aggressive and cruel 141 00:07:07,094 --> 00:07:08,328 in front of everybody. 142 00:07:08,361 --> 00:07:09,663 But I only put up with his abuse 143 00:07:09,697 --> 00:07:10,964 because I was scared that if I said anything, 144 00:07:10,998 --> 00:07:13,166 that he would tell everybody everything. 145 00:07:13,200 --> 00:07:15,402 So I just kept my mouth shut. 146 00:07:15,435 --> 00:07:16,436 He lucky Ms. Ford sent me home, 147 00:07:16,470 --> 00:07:18,071 or I would have kicked his ass again. 148 00:07:18,105 --> 00:07:19,973 -Mm. -What? 149 00:07:20,007 --> 00:07:22,776 -You so cute getting all riled up for me. -Hey. 150 00:07:22,810 --> 00:07:24,645 Cut it out. 151 00:07:24,678 --> 00:07:26,614 -I got something for you if you don't cut it out. -I like you getting 152 00:07:26,647 --> 00:07:28,816 -all riled up for me. -If you don't cut it out... 153 00:07:28,849 --> 00:07:30,651 (Angel laughs) 154 00:07:30,684 --> 00:07:34,221 My knight in shining armor. 155 00:07:36,156 --> 00:07:38,025 My baby. 156 00:07:45,332 --> 00:07:48,335 I must have done something right 'cause he didn't say nothing. 157 00:07:48,368 --> 00:07:50,270 Well, I'm happy. 158 00:07:50,303 --> 00:07:53,941 It came out good. 159 00:07:53,974 --> 00:07:56,376 I guess the campaign was too important. 160 00:07:56,409 --> 00:07:58,546 -Hmm. -I love you. 161 00:08:00,648 --> 00:08:02,049 I love you so much, Angel. 162 00:08:05,485 --> 00:08:07,054 I bet you girls gonna look back at these pictures 163 00:08:07,087 --> 00:08:08,355 and talk about the great beauty Angel 164 00:08:08,388 --> 00:08:10,290 that broke through the doors for 'em, watch. 165 00:08:10,323 --> 00:08:11,959 Please. 166 00:08:11,992 --> 00:08:14,862 I want to show you something. 167 00:08:14,895 --> 00:08:18,331 What you trying to show me that I ain't already seen? 168 00:08:23,904 --> 00:08:26,073 Whose place is this? 169 00:08:26,106 --> 00:08:28,241 -It's my guy Joaquin's. -Hmm. 170 00:08:28,275 --> 00:08:29,843 We was at work, and he asked me 171 00:08:29,877 --> 00:08:31,912 if I knew somebody looking for a place. 172 00:08:34,782 --> 00:08:37,250 Blanca can't fit all of Evangelista in here. 173 00:08:37,284 --> 00:08:39,086 Plus, this area's expensive. 174 00:08:39,119 --> 00:08:40,854 It's $450 a month. 175 00:08:40,888 --> 00:08:43,256 -It's mad cheap for this neighborhood. -Mm. 176 00:08:43,290 --> 00:08:45,659 And it's getting real fancy real quick. 177 00:08:45,693 --> 00:08:47,194 With the lifestyle you living, mama, 178 00:08:47,227 --> 00:08:48,528 and the places you going, 179 00:08:48,562 --> 00:08:50,263 you need to be living in a place like this, 180 00:08:50,297 --> 00:08:52,666 next to all them fancy people you'll be working with. 181 00:08:52,700 --> 00:08:55,435 You trying to get a place together? 182 00:08:55,468 --> 00:08:56,770 -On our own? -No. 183 00:08:56,804 --> 00:08:58,872 -It's not about me. -Hmm. 184 00:08:58,906 --> 00:09:00,874 I'll stay home with Blanca if you want me to. 185 00:09:00,908 --> 00:09:02,409 This will be yours. 186 00:09:02,442 --> 00:09:04,211 You make your own money now. 187 00:09:04,244 --> 00:09:06,213 And I need you to know you can get this 188 00:09:06,246 --> 00:09:07,347 if you want it for yourself. 189 00:09:07,380 --> 00:09:08,782 You know, the last time I had a place of my own, 190 00:09:08,816 --> 00:09:11,585 a guy got it for me. 191 00:09:11,619 --> 00:09:13,520 So I could be on retainer. 192 00:09:13,553 --> 00:09:15,388 His little plaything. (chuckles) 193 00:09:15,422 --> 00:09:18,626 Now I can get a place of my own. 194 00:09:20,260 --> 00:09:23,430 My own place. 195 00:09:26,734 --> 00:09:28,769 You can see the piers from here. 196 00:09:33,841 --> 00:09:35,976 That's where I used to... 197 00:09:36,009 --> 00:09:38,311 where I used to pull tricks with the girls. 198 00:09:42,182 --> 00:09:44,785 Same piers I used to deal on. 199 00:09:48,355 --> 00:09:50,357 (humming softly) 200 00:09:54,327 --> 00:09:57,230 -Gotcha. -Wh-what? 201 00:09:57,264 --> 00:09:59,599 Oh. 202 00:09:59,633 --> 00:10:01,434 (laughter) 203 00:10:03,637 --> 00:10:04,738 What is all that? 204 00:10:04,772 --> 00:10:06,807 Hi. 205 00:10:06,840 --> 00:10:09,176 Hi, ladies. 206 00:10:09,209 --> 00:10:11,812 What's with Golden Girls realness at our booth? 207 00:10:11,845 --> 00:10:13,346 They gave those old bats our table 208 00:10:13,380 --> 00:10:14,948 'cause you finally decide to join us. 209 00:10:14,982 --> 00:10:15,983 Please, 210 00:10:16,016 --> 00:10:17,651 take your time. 211 00:10:17,685 --> 00:10:19,286 You can't be late twice. 212 00:10:19,319 --> 00:10:22,355 I was up late last night. I'm having a slow morning. 213 00:10:22,389 --> 00:10:25,192 -So slow you come in third in a two-man race. -Uh-huh. 214 00:10:25,225 --> 00:10:27,494 Okay, are you hens just gonna keep wasting time clucking, 215 00:10:27,527 --> 00:10:28,962 or shall we proceed? 216 00:10:28,996 --> 00:10:30,463 Yeah? 217 00:10:30,497 --> 00:10:32,265 -Mm-hmm. -Mm. 218 00:10:32,299 --> 00:10:35,468 Hear ye, hear ye. 219 00:10:35,502 --> 00:10:37,637 The bi-monthly meeting of the masters of ceremonies council 220 00:10:37,671 --> 00:10:39,172 is now in session. 221 00:10:39,206 --> 00:10:42,843 Manhattan, updates. 222 00:10:42,876 --> 00:10:44,211 Well, we used part of the dues and donations 223 00:10:44,244 --> 00:10:46,046 to pay for Candy's burial, 224 00:10:46,079 --> 00:10:47,380 so we aren't gonna be able to cover 225 00:10:47,414 --> 00:10:48,816 the trophies for the next ball. 226 00:10:48,849 --> 00:10:51,351 We all need to cover this. 227 00:10:51,384 --> 00:10:53,787 All right. Come on. 228 00:10:53,821 --> 00:10:55,055 -JACK: Oh, you're collecting it? -Yeah. 229 00:10:55,088 --> 00:10:56,356 I'll collect it. I'll go get them. 230 00:10:56,389 --> 00:10:57,891 -Thank you. -CASTLE: That's all I got. 231 00:10:57,925 --> 00:11:00,527 (clears throat) All right. 232 00:11:03,163 --> 00:11:05,065 Two dollars, bitch... 233 00:11:05,098 --> 00:11:06,399 -Mm-hmm. -...that said, 234 00:11:06,433 --> 00:11:07,835 "We all need to cover it"? 235 00:11:07,868 --> 00:11:09,703 We all need to help in the way that we can. 236 00:11:09,737 --> 00:11:12,005 -Oh, okay. Moving on. -Thank you. 237 00:11:12,039 --> 00:11:15,308 The children are loving Candy's Sweet Refrain as a new category, 238 00:11:15,342 --> 00:11:17,477 but now the butch queens want to perform up in drags. 239 00:11:17,510 --> 00:11:19,012 Perfect. 240 00:11:19,046 --> 00:11:21,314 -Motion accepted. -CASTLE: Just that fast? 241 00:11:21,348 --> 00:11:23,683 You always have an opinion about categories. 242 00:11:23,717 --> 00:11:25,485 -Mm-hmm. -That's not true. 243 00:11:25,518 --> 00:11:27,420 JACK: Bitch, please. You've got opinions 244 00:11:27,454 --> 00:11:30,423 -like these queens got bleached assholes. -Yeah. 245 00:11:30,457 --> 00:11:32,926 Nobody want it, they're always offering it out 246 00:11:32,960 --> 00:11:35,495 -and you can keep it to yourself. -Are you in a rush? 247 00:11:35,528 --> 00:11:37,530 You got a midmorning date you running off to? 248 00:11:37,564 --> 00:11:40,868 -No. -Are you sure, sis? 249 00:11:40,901 --> 00:11:44,237 (chuckles): You are positively glowing. 250 00:11:44,271 --> 00:11:45,405 I mean, your face ain't even beat. 251 00:11:45,438 --> 00:11:47,274 Uh, what have you done with Pray Tell? 252 00:11:47,307 --> 00:11:49,276 Well, you know, I've been switching up my regime. 253 00:11:49,309 --> 00:11:51,678 -Mm. -You know, I got some new creams and unguents 254 00:11:51,711 --> 00:11:54,047 and lotions and potions and stuff. 255 00:11:54,081 --> 00:11:56,516 You know how that goes. 256 00:11:56,549 --> 00:11:59,119 Okay, okay. 257 00:11:59,152 --> 00:12:00,720 I have a confession to make, and you heifers 258 00:12:00,754 --> 00:12:03,223 better keep this shit to yourselves. 259 00:12:04,624 --> 00:12:05,926 I've taken a lover. 260 00:12:05,959 --> 00:12:07,427 -Oh. (laughs) -Finally. 261 00:12:07,460 --> 00:12:10,197 Last person to ice your cakes was Keenan. 262 00:12:10,230 --> 00:12:11,932 -(laughs) -MANHATTAN: Though, why wouldn't you tell us 263 00:12:11,965 --> 00:12:13,901 -you've in love? -PRAY TELL: I'm not in love. 264 00:12:13,934 --> 00:12:16,369 -I'm in lust. -Is there a difference? 265 00:12:16,403 --> 00:12:18,105 Yes. Yeah. It's not, it's not romantic, 266 00:12:18,138 --> 00:12:19,406 you know, but it's hot. 267 00:12:19,439 --> 00:12:21,074 It's-it's passionate. 268 00:12:21,108 --> 00:12:23,210 Every time I think about him, I just start to sweat. 269 00:12:23,243 --> 00:12:25,946 And, you know, he got them eyes, them kind of eyes 270 00:12:25,979 --> 00:12:27,948 that just pierce right through your soul. 271 00:12:27,981 --> 00:12:31,118 -Mm. -Washboard abs as hard as granite, 272 00:12:31,151 --> 00:12:34,955 and a pair of the juiciest lips 273 00:12:34,988 --> 00:12:38,091 that he absolutely knows how to use. 274 00:12:38,125 --> 00:12:40,260 For what, bitch? Finish. 275 00:12:43,263 --> 00:12:45,598 I'm just happy. You know? 276 00:12:45,632 --> 00:12:47,734 I haven't felt this way in a long time. 277 00:12:47,767 --> 00:12:49,236 I can't even believe at this point in my life 278 00:12:49,269 --> 00:12:50,670 I'm even saying some shit like that. 279 00:12:50,703 --> 00:12:53,673 -(chuckles) -JACK: Ay, bendito. 280 00:12:53,706 --> 00:12:55,642 I'm so happy for you-- Who is it? 281 00:12:55,675 --> 00:12:56,609 MANHATTAN: So nosey. But for real, 282 00:12:56,643 --> 00:12:58,245 -who is it? -Is it Ray Ray? 283 00:12:58,278 --> 00:13:00,347 That queen with the Jheri curl that works at Union Square café? 284 00:13:00,380 --> 00:13:02,649 -(laughter) -JACK: Ooh. -No! Ew. 285 00:13:02,682 --> 00:13:04,417 -Ugh... -JACK: Girl. Ray Ray? 286 00:13:04,451 --> 00:13:05,618 That bitch is so old, 287 00:13:05,652 --> 00:13:07,587 she was a waiter at the Last Supper, honey. 288 00:13:07,620 --> 00:13:10,157 -CASTLE: Wow. -Serving bread, fish, water and wine. 289 00:13:10,190 --> 00:13:12,159 -MANHATTAN: Oh, damn. -CASTLE: Oh, all the things. -Mm. Ugh. 290 00:13:12,192 --> 00:13:14,627 JACK: Y'all and this Ray Ray. 291 00:13:14,661 --> 00:13:18,331 (sigh) He's a younger man. 292 00:13:18,365 --> 00:13:19,666 -Oh... -CASTLE: Ooh! 293 00:13:19,699 --> 00:13:21,501 -She's cradle-robbing. -PRAY TELL: See, 294 00:13:21,534 --> 00:13:23,470 that's why I didn't want to tell you biddies nothing. 295 00:13:23,503 --> 00:13:25,338 MANHATTAN: You know how complicated 296 00:13:25,372 --> 00:13:27,374 these young men are. Always looking for a daddy 297 00:13:27,407 --> 00:13:28,541 'cause they're financially unstable 298 00:13:28,575 --> 00:13:29,977 and scared of commitment. 299 00:13:30,010 --> 00:13:31,678 Aren't you unemployed, bitch? 300 00:13:31,711 --> 00:13:32,846 -Always. -CASTLE: Ooh... 301 00:13:32,880 --> 00:13:34,481 -Life is a journey. -PRAY TELL: Oh, is it? 302 00:13:34,514 --> 00:13:36,283 And one more thing. 303 00:13:36,316 --> 00:13:39,186 So many of these young black and brown men have a complex 304 00:13:39,219 --> 00:13:40,487 when it comes to older men. 305 00:13:40,520 --> 00:13:42,155 Most of their dad-- no, I would say 306 00:13:42,189 --> 00:13:44,858 100% of their daddies hated them for being faggots. 307 00:13:44,892 --> 00:13:46,960 Beat them, threw them out. 308 00:13:46,994 --> 00:13:50,263 So they turn to us for the love and approval they were denied. 309 00:13:51,698 --> 00:13:54,401 Well, I think it's great you're dating someone younger. 310 00:13:54,434 --> 00:13:55,502 (Pray Tell chuckles) 311 00:13:55,535 --> 00:13:57,304 They also have less baggage. 312 00:13:57,337 --> 00:13:59,239 Granted, they can't afford to buy any. 313 00:13:59,272 --> 00:14:01,574 (laughter) 314 00:14:01,608 --> 00:14:05,545 -You are wrong, wrong, wrong. -No. The only thing that matters 315 00:14:05,578 --> 00:14:09,249 is whether or not he is laying that pipe, sis. 316 00:14:09,282 --> 00:14:12,485 -Ooh, the sex is fierce. -(oohing) 317 00:14:12,519 --> 00:14:14,187 Well, do you, then, girl. 318 00:14:14,221 --> 00:14:16,056 Someone deserves to have their back broke. 319 00:14:16,089 --> 00:14:17,557 MANHATTAN: Castle is right. 320 00:14:17,590 --> 00:14:19,993 And don't ever be ashamed of sharing your good news with us. 321 00:14:20,027 --> 00:14:21,594 Own your choices. 322 00:14:21,628 --> 00:14:23,763 CASTLE: Mm-hmm. 323 00:14:24,764 --> 00:14:26,433 It's Ricky. 324 00:14:26,466 --> 00:14:28,401 -(gasping) -What?! -Oh, girl, no. 325 00:14:28,435 --> 00:14:31,905 -He's an infant. -He is a man. 326 00:14:31,939 --> 00:14:34,274 -A young man. -A very, very, 327 00:14:34,307 --> 00:14:36,343 -very young man. -Well, who else 328 00:14:36,376 --> 00:14:37,710 am I supposed to date? 329 00:14:37,744 --> 00:14:39,212 I spend all my time at the balls. 330 00:14:39,246 --> 00:14:41,714 -Someone your own age. -You just said it was 331 00:14:41,748 --> 00:14:43,350 a good thing that I was dating somebody younger. 332 00:14:43,383 --> 00:14:45,085 I lied to make you feel better, whore. 333 00:14:45,118 --> 00:14:47,921 (laughter) 334 00:14:47,955 --> 00:14:49,622 Well, it's not gonna last. 335 00:14:49,656 --> 00:14:53,426 As a matter of fact, it's already over. I'm-I'm gonna, 336 00:14:53,460 --> 00:14:55,628 -I'm gonna break it off. -JACK: Why? 337 00:14:55,662 --> 00:14:58,431 Because of these Judy judgmental, 338 00:14:58,465 --> 00:14:59,632 jealous jezebel bitches? 339 00:14:59,666 --> 00:15:02,135 -Wasn't that a lot of Js? -Ooh. Yeah. J... 340 00:15:02,169 --> 00:15:04,104 JACK: I mean, who cares if he's young? I would rather 341 00:15:04,137 --> 00:15:05,738 be a babysitter than a nurse. 342 00:15:05,772 --> 00:15:07,440 Mm. Is he hung? 343 00:15:07,474 --> 00:15:09,576 So tacky. But if you want to answer, 344 00:15:09,609 --> 00:15:11,744 I won't stop you. Yeah. 345 00:15:11,778 --> 00:15:14,747 Last night, we went at it 346 00:15:14,781 --> 00:15:17,750 from In Living Color till 4:00 in the morning. 347 00:15:17,784 --> 00:15:19,752 -Damn... -Bitch. 348 00:15:19,786 --> 00:15:21,821 My right thigh is cramping just thinking about it. 349 00:15:21,854 --> 00:15:23,623 -Ooh... -But what is his status? 350 00:15:23,656 --> 00:15:25,725 -He obviously knows about you. -You know I ain't talking 351 00:15:25,758 --> 00:15:28,595 about nobody's status. 352 00:15:28,628 --> 00:15:32,832 Just suffice it to say, we was... safe. 353 00:15:32,865 --> 00:15:34,067 CASTLE: What about Damon? 354 00:15:34,101 --> 00:15:36,269 She gonna be pissed. 355 00:15:36,303 --> 00:15:37,770 I didn't steal nobody's man. 356 00:15:37,804 --> 00:15:39,172 He and Damon were already broken up. 357 00:15:40,707 --> 00:15:42,309 The person I'm really concerned about is Blanca. 358 00:15:42,342 --> 00:15:44,677 JACK: Pray, no. You're not Ricky's father. 359 00:15:44,711 --> 00:15:46,479 You're not even in his house. 360 00:15:46,513 --> 00:15:47,847 If you want to keep seeing him, you should. 361 00:15:47,880 --> 00:15:49,782 MANHATTAN: I agree. 362 00:15:49,816 --> 00:15:51,318 You deserve to be happy. 363 00:15:51,351 --> 00:15:52,685 CASTLE: But we know you. You're gonna torture yourself 364 00:15:52,719 --> 00:15:55,488 until you tell her. 365 00:15:55,522 --> 00:15:56,789 So just do it. 366 00:15:56,823 --> 00:16:01,494 * It feels good, whoo, yeah * 367 00:16:01,528 --> 00:16:03,696 -* It feels good... * -Uh, uh, uh, uh. 368 00:16:03,730 --> 00:16:04,964 (laughs) 369 00:16:04,998 --> 00:16:06,833 This is my jam. 370 00:16:06,866 --> 00:16:10,203 * Yeah... * 371 00:16:10,237 --> 00:16:12,705 I have missed Evangelista dinners. 372 00:16:12,739 --> 00:16:14,674 Well, you came at the right time, because you know what? 373 00:16:14,707 --> 00:16:17,144 We got Pizza Rolls. (laughs) 374 00:16:17,177 --> 00:16:19,112 Ah, wait a minute. 375 00:16:19,146 --> 00:16:21,948 Pizza Rolls? 376 00:16:21,981 --> 00:16:23,716 (sighs) 377 00:16:23,750 --> 00:16:25,852 These are loaded with preservatives. 378 00:16:25,885 --> 00:16:27,820 Boy, we used to eat them all the time. 379 00:16:27,854 --> 00:16:30,123 You said that they were better than filet mignon. 380 00:16:30,157 --> 00:16:34,794 (English accent): Well, my palate has become sophisticated. 381 00:16:34,827 --> 00:16:36,229 -Oh. -(laughs) 382 00:16:36,263 --> 00:16:39,199 So, Miss Elektra has finally let you eat. 383 00:16:39,232 --> 00:16:40,333 -(regular accent): Sure not. -Okay. 384 00:16:40,367 --> 00:16:43,703 -Okay. -(both laugh) 385 00:16:43,736 --> 00:16:45,338 Uh, I ain't gonna lie, 386 00:16:45,372 --> 00:16:48,841 I've missed being an Evangelista. 387 00:16:48,875 --> 00:16:50,243 * It feels good... * 388 00:16:50,277 --> 00:16:52,479 Especially this past week. 389 00:16:52,512 --> 00:16:56,749 * It feels good to know that you want to be around... * 390 00:16:56,783 --> 00:16:58,551 Where is everyone tonight? 391 00:16:58,585 --> 00:17:03,723 Um, Angel and Lil Papi are on a date, 392 00:17:03,756 --> 00:17:07,160 Blanca is at the salons, and... 393 00:17:07,194 --> 00:17:09,696 -so it's just us. -Hmm. 394 00:17:09,729 --> 00:17:11,598 * If the rhythm feels good to you, baby * 395 00:17:11,631 --> 00:17:13,566 -* Let me hear you say * -* Oh, oh, baby * 396 00:17:13,600 --> 00:17:15,368 * If the rhythm feels good to you, baby * 397 00:17:15,402 --> 00:17:17,003 (chuckles) 398 00:17:17,036 --> 00:17:18,571 * Oh, baby... * 399 00:17:18,605 --> 00:17:20,940 You know, I knew this moment would come. 400 00:17:20,973 --> 00:17:22,242 (sighs) 401 00:17:22,275 --> 00:17:23,943 What moment? 402 00:17:23,976 --> 00:17:25,878 I've done a lot of thinking, 403 00:17:25,912 --> 00:17:30,450 and I've come to some clarity, and so, yes. 404 00:17:30,483 --> 00:17:33,453 I'll take you back. 405 00:17:33,486 --> 00:17:35,722 * 'Cause you know it feels good... * 406 00:17:35,755 --> 00:17:37,957 -(chuckles) -I don't want to punish you anymore. 407 00:17:37,990 --> 00:17:39,759 * It feels good... * 408 00:17:39,792 --> 00:17:43,396 -Damon, um... -Oh, no, before you say anything, 409 00:17:43,430 --> 00:17:46,733 just please promise me that you'll be faithful. 410 00:17:46,766 --> 00:17:47,867 Please. 411 00:17:47,900 --> 00:17:49,769 * Having you around... * 412 00:17:49,802 --> 00:17:51,904 I have something to tell you. 413 00:17:51,938 --> 00:17:54,207 Oh, dear. Please don't tell me you're dating somebody. 414 00:17:54,241 --> 00:17:56,243 (music stops) 415 00:18:07,854 --> 00:18:09,356 I tested positive. 416 00:18:11,758 --> 00:18:13,260 (laughs) 417 00:18:13,293 --> 00:18:15,295 Boy, what? 418 00:18:21,801 --> 00:18:23,803 I have HIV. 419 00:18:42,389 --> 00:18:46,259 I-I just don't understand. 420 00:18:46,293 --> 00:18:49,829 We just got-got tested and we both tested negative. 421 00:18:49,862 --> 00:18:52,665 I-I know. I got a call from Chris, um... 422 00:18:52,699 --> 00:18:54,834 H-He was sick, and-and he thought it was the flu, 423 00:18:54,867 --> 00:18:56,836 but then he seroconverted, uh... 424 00:18:56,869 --> 00:19:01,341 You told me y'all didn't sleep together while we were together. 425 00:19:01,374 --> 00:19:03,943 -I know. I fucked up. -You lied to me. 426 00:19:03,976 --> 00:19:05,545 -I'm sorry. -You're sorry? 427 00:19:05,578 --> 00:19:08,481 -That's what you got to offer me? -I know! 428 00:19:08,515 --> 00:19:10,483 I need to grow up. 429 00:19:10,517 --> 00:19:13,786 That's why I've been spending time with Pray Tell. 430 00:19:13,820 --> 00:19:16,989 Why did you go to Pray before you come to me? 431 00:19:19,992 --> 00:19:23,162 He's been teaching me things. 432 00:19:23,196 --> 00:19:25,932 Teaching you what? 433 00:19:27,934 --> 00:19:29,369 (quietly): Um... 434 00:19:36,909 --> 00:19:41,013 Did you tell him that you was a liar? Hmm? 435 00:19:44,584 --> 00:19:47,354 You know what, I don't want to talk to you anymore. 436 00:19:47,387 --> 00:19:49,389 (sniffles) 437 00:19:51,391 --> 00:19:54,193 Just promise me you'll get tested. 438 00:19:54,227 --> 00:19:55,862 I'm not promising you shit! 439 00:19:58,398 --> 00:20:01,133 I never meant to expose you. 440 00:20:05,438 --> 00:20:08,941 I just hope that... 441 00:20:08,975 --> 00:20:10,243 (sniffles) 442 00:20:10,277 --> 00:20:12,279 ...someday, you can believe that. 443 00:20:13,380 --> 00:20:15,382 Get out. 444 00:20:17,384 --> 00:20:19,085 Get the fuck out! 445 00:20:30,430 --> 00:20:31,664 (screams) 446 00:21:09,168 --> 00:21:10,637 What are those moves? 447 00:21:10,670 --> 00:21:12,639 She looks like a pigeon with a busted foot. 448 00:21:19,178 --> 00:21:22,048 (cheering, applause) 449 00:21:26,519 --> 00:21:29,288 (speaking indistinctly) 450 00:21:33,159 --> 00:21:33,993 (cheering, applause) 451 00:21:34,026 --> 00:21:37,630 Yeah! Go Damon! 452 00:22:36,222 --> 00:22:40,059 (cheering, whooping) 453 00:22:46,198 --> 00:22:47,366 LIL PAPI: That's my brother! 454 00:22:47,400 --> 00:22:51,237 That's my brother! That's my brother! 455 00:22:51,270 --> 00:22:52,505 That's my brother! 456 00:22:52,539 --> 00:22:54,306 (cheering and applause) 457 00:22:59,078 --> 00:23:01,080 Right here. One, two, three. 458 00:23:01,113 --> 00:23:02,615 -(camera clicks) -Happy graduation. 459 00:23:02,649 --> 00:23:04,751 All right, all right, come on, let's eat. 460 00:23:04,784 --> 00:23:07,019 Daddy needs a drink. 461 00:23:07,053 --> 00:23:09,121 -You want a drink? -HELENA: Blanca. 462 00:23:09,155 --> 00:23:11,323 Y'all go on on ahead, I'll catch up. 463 00:23:13,125 --> 00:23:16,629 I hope you weren't gonna run off without saying goodbye. 464 00:23:16,663 --> 00:23:17,997 I'm sorry. 465 00:23:19,231 --> 00:23:20,767 I just didn't know what to say to you. 466 00:23:20,800 --> 00:23:21,834 What you did with Damon was... 467 00:23:25,304 --> 00:23:27,740 I just thought that anything I said wouldn't be good enough. 468 00:23:27,774 --> 00:23:31,077 My gratitude for you is beyond, you know? 469 00:23:31,110 --> 00:23:33,145 You don't have to thank me. 470 00:23:33,179 --> 00:23:35,214 I came to thank you. 471 00:23:35,247 --> 00:23:36,749 I could be the greatest teacher in the world, 472 00:23:36,783 --> 00:23:40,419 but it doesn't matter if the student doesn't show up. 473 00:23:40,453 --> 00:23:41,754 You held a vision for him. 474 00:23:41,788 --> 00:23:43,089 Like every good mother does. 475 00:23:43,122 --> 00:23:46,826 Yeah, but... you guided his way. 476 00:23:46,859 --> 00:23:49,161 You was patient with him when he didn't deserve it. 477 00:23:49,195 --> 00:23:51,230 (both chuckle) 478 00:23:51,263 --> 00:23:55,835 And... what that boy did up there today... 479 00:23:55,868 --> 00:23:59,138 that was the most beautiful thing that I ever saw 480 00:23:59,171 --> 00:24:01,641 in my entire life. 481 00:24:01,674 --> 00:24:05,077 You know, the best students I ever have are the ones 482 00:24:05,111 --> 00:24:07,279 who are imagining their legacy every day. 483 00:24:07,313 --> 00:24:09,916 They don't want to be good 484 00:24:09,949 --> 00:24:11,684 or great. 485 00:24:11,718 --> 00:24:14,420 They want to be legends. 486 00:24:14,453 --> 00:24:16,789 They aren't afraid of dying. 487 00:24:16,823 --> 00:24:19,325 They're afraid of not leaving their mark. 488 00:24:19,358 --> 00:24:21,594 Are you trying to say Damon is trying to be one of them? 489 00:24:21,628 --> 00:24:23,930 -(both chuckle) -No, he's got a bright future, 490 00:24:23,963 --> 00:24:25,364 but I'm talking about you. 491 00:24:25,397 --> 00:24:29,669 I knew it the moment you barged into my office 492 00:24:29,702 --> 00:24:32,471 and gave me that speech about your child. 493 00:24:32,505 --> 00:24:36,242 Demanded that I give him an audition on the spot. 494 00:24:38,911 --> 00:24:41,213 I don't think I will ever meet a mother 495 00:24:41,247 --> 00:24:44,951 who believes in her children the way you do. 496 00:24:44,984 --> 00:24:46,753 Who'll fight for them like that. 497 00:24:50,356 --> 00:24:52,224 It's been a delight to teach Damon. 498 00:24:55,327 --> 00:24:58,364 But it has been an honor to know you. 499 00:25:04,236 --> 00:25:07,306 (sighs) 500 00:25:07,339 --> 00:25:09,308 You know we having a party at our place. 501 00:25:09,341 --> 00:25:10,977 You want to come? (chuckles) 502 00:25:11,010 --> 00:25:13,312 (sighs) 503 00:25:13,345 --> 00:25:15,882 -Another time? -Yeah. 504 00:25:33,432 --> 00:25:34,366 Uh, we running low on this wine. 505 00:25:34,400 --> 00:25:37,269 Not tonight! Not tonight! 506 00:25:37,303 --> 00:25:39,271 BLANCA: Listen, I... 507 00:25:39,305 --> 00:25:41,373 -I can't even believe my baby done graduated. -(chuckles) 508 00:25:41,407 --> 00:25:43,442 -Thank you. -It-- 509 00:25:43,475 --> 00:25:45,244 It was a long road, but you did it. 510 00:25:45,277 --> 00:25:47,213 I'm so proud of you. 511 00:25:47,246 --> 00:25:50,082 LIL PAPI: Speech. Speech. Speech. 512 00:25:50,116 --> 00:25:52,218 BOTH: Speech! Speech! Speech! 513 00:25:52,251 --> 00:25:54,921 -Speech! Speech! Speech! -Okay! Okay! 514 00:25:54,954 --> 00:25:58,024 Okay, all right, all right, all right, all right, all right. 515 00:25:58,057 --> 00:26:00,392 I, uh, thank you all 516 00:26:00,426 --> 00:26:02,228 for throwing this celebration for me. 517 00:26:02,261 --> 00:26:03,462 I, uh, 518 00:26:03,495 --> 00:26:05,397 I don't really feel like I deserve it. 519 00:26:05,431 --> 00:26:06,733 Course you do, baby. Come on. 520 00:26:06,766 --> 00:26:08,400 I mean, it's been a weird couple of days. 521 00:26:08,434 --> 00:26:10,369 You know, there's been a whole lot of endings, 522 00:26:10,402 --> 00:26:11,904 and maybe some new beginnings, 523 00:26:11,938 --> 00:26:13,272 -but, you know... -ANGEL: Yes. 524 00:26:13,305 --> 00:26:15,441 -To new beginnings, honey. -BLANCA: Uh, girl, could you 525 00:26:15,474 --> 00:26:17,109 -let him finish his speech? -ANGEL: I wasn't interrupting. 526 00:26:17,143 --> 00:26:18,611 DAMON: And, you know, I feel 527 00:26:18,645 --> 00:26:20,379 a renewed purpose, you know? 528 00:26:20,412 --> 00:26:23,549 With me finishing my program, I... 529 00:26:23,582 --> 00:26:25,918 I'm gonna start being selfish and focus on me. 530 00:26:25,952 --> 00:26:29,856 Mm. Start? (chuckles) 531 00:26:31,991 --> 00:26:33,292 Well, I learned from the best. 532 00:26:33,325 --> 00:26:35,762 You're welcome. 533 00:26:35,795 --> 00:26:38,430 Darling Angel, you know I'm cleansing 534 00:26:38,464 --> 00:26:40,432 -the negativity out of my life. -ANGEL (quietly): Very good. 535 00:26:40,466 --> 00:26:41,768 You keep it up, you might be next. 536 00:26:41,801 --> 00:26:43,502 -Ooh. -Mm. 537 00:26:43,535 --> 00:26:46,338 BLANCA: Okay, well, good for you. Good for you. 538 00:26:46,372 --> 00:26:48,074 Uh-- Let's not carry around baggage. 539 00:26:48,107 --> 00:26:49,475 -Mm-hm. -LIL PAPI: Hey, yo, Damon. 540 00:26:49,508 --> 00:26:51,310 What're you gonna do now that you're done with school? 541 00:26:51,343 --> 00:26:54,747 I mean, you know... 542 00:26:54,781 --> 00:26:56,649 my degree is in dance, so, 543 00:26:56,683 --> 00:26:58,017 dance is the obvious choice. 544 00:26:58,050 --> 00:26:59,351 PRAY TELL: As well it should be. 545 00:26:59,385 --> 00:27:01,253 That final performance was stunning. 546 00:27:01,287 --> 00:27:02,521 Is there a future for a dancer? 547 00:27:03,355 --> 00:27:05,091 Yeah, if the... 548 00:27:05,124 --> 00:27:06,425 dancer works hard and is talented. 549 00:27:06,458 --> 00:27:08,761 Oh... damn. 550 00:27:08,795 --> 00:27:10,496 So it'll be a short-lived career. 551 00:27:10,529 --> 00:27:13,265 (laughing) 552 00:27:13,299 --> 00:27:15,334 No, you get it? 553 00:27:15,367 --> 00:27:18,805 -Well, it's definitely a longer shelf life than a model's. -(quietly): Damon? 554 00:27:18,838 --> 00:27:20,807 He's jealous because my face is in every Duane Reade 555 00:27:20,840 --> 00:27:22,641 -in the city. -Hm. 556 00:27:22,675 --> 00:27:25,678 People recognize me when I go to Roy Rogers. 557 00:27:25,712 --> 00:27:27,213 Mm-hmm, is it because of Wet and Wild, 558 00:27:27,246 --> 00:27:28,614 or is it because the piers? 559 00:27:28,647 --> 00:27:31,417 Mamma mia, babulote. Damon got jokes. 560 00:27:33,419 --> 00:27:35,688 -So you're judging my survival? -BLANCA: You know what? 561 00:27:35,722 --> 00:27:37,356 This was a fun little party. 562 00:27:37,389 --> 00:27:38,858 -Thank y'all for coming. -Mm-hmm. 563 00:27:38,891 --> 00:27:40,659 -DAMON: No. No-no-no-no. Uh, not that. -Sit down. 564 00:27:40,693 --> 00:27:42,561 DAMON: No. I mean, you're degrading yourself 565 00:27:42,594 --> 00:27:43,896 perfectly fine without my help. 566 00:27:43,930 --> 00:27:45,898 -Well, fuck you, Damon. -BLANCA: Angel, that's enough. 567 00:27:45,932 --> 00:27:48,467 Uh, I think I'm the only guy in New York that hasn't. 568 00:27:48,500 --> 00:27:50,870 LIL PAPI: Yo, bubba, ain't got to talk to her like that. 569 00:27:50,903 --> 00:27:52,471 No, it's all right, baby. 570 00:27:52,504 --> 00:27:54,040 Let's see who has the last laugh 571 00:27:54,073 --> 00:27:55,474 when I'm traveling the world and on magazine covers, 572 00:27:55,507 --> 00:27:58,711 and you're doing corny-ass, stupid-ass tours... 573 00:27:58,745 --> 00:28:00,713 -BLANCA: Angel, all right, cut it out. -...of a, of a one-hit wonder. 574 00:28:00,747 --> 00:28:02,314 -Right? -DAMON: I cannot wait to see what kind... 575 00:28:02,348 --> 00:28:04,717 -Enough! -...of campaigns you book with that cracked skin. 576 00:28:04,751 --> 00:28:06,052 That's not a natural glow, sweetie. 577 00:28:06,085 --> 00:28:07,386 That's cocaine sweats. 578 00:28:09,055 --> 00:28:10,723 BLANCA: What are you talking about? 579 00:28:10,757 --> 00:28:12,424 You doing drugs? 580 00:28:13,425 --> 00:28:15,261 -No. -She's lying. 581 00:28:15,294 --> 00:28:17,163 -Angel, I want the truth. -Why would I jeopardize 582 00:28:17,196 --> 00:28:18,898 everything I've worked so hard for? 583 00:28:18,931 --> 00:28:19,899 What were you doing in the bathroom 584 00:28:19,932 --> 00:28:20,900 when I walked in on you yesterday? 585 00:28:20,933 --> 00:28:22,501 I was doing my makeup. 586 00:28:22,534 --> 00:28:24,570 You know what? That is a serious accusation, y'all. 587 00:28:24,603 --> 00:28:27,606 -(quietly): Okay. -Well, wh-what do you need more? 588 00:28:27,639 --> 00:28:30,509 -I mean, we telling you what we saw. -Damon, there is no proof. 589 00:28:30,542 --> 00:28:32,444 We're telling the truth! That-that should be enough! 590 00:28:32,478 --> 00:28:33,946 But it's not. 'Cause you a liar. 591 00:28:33,980 --> 00:28:35,414 You've been caught lying already. 592 00:28:35,447 --> 00:28:38,117 -Remember? You was fucking Ricky without a condom. -Angel! 593 00:28:38,150 --> 00:28:40,119 -You forgot that quick? Huh? -Angel! You know what, Papi? 594 00:28:40,152 --> 00:28:42,288 -Take her and go. -You wasn't-- 595 00:28:42,321 --> 00:28:43,622 You wasn't using condoms? 596 00:28:43,655 --> 00:28:45,524 Did you forget about that? 597 00:28:45,557 --> 00:28:46,558 DAMON: You are always sticking up for her, 598 00:28:46,592 --> 00:28:47,760 and I am sick of this shit, okay? 599 00:28:47,794 --> 00:28:49,295 BLANCA: Damon, you need to calm down. 600 00:28:49,328 --> 00:28:50,529 -No, I'm not gonna calm down! -Who are you talking to? 601 00:28:50,562 --> 00:28:52,564 This is bullshit, okay? 602 00:28:52,598 --> 00:28:54,566 I am right behind you all these years. 603 00:28:54,600 --> 00:28:56,969 I just asked you to back me up, that's it. That's it! 604 00:28:57,003 --> 00:28:58,370 You're being disrespectful, Damon. 605 00:28:58,404 --> 00:29:00,907 When I want your opinion, I'll ask for it. 606 00:29:00,940 --> 00:29:02,775 Whenever shit hits the fan, 607 00:29:02,809 --> 00:29:04,576 I'm the one behind your side. 608 00:29:04,610 --> 00:29:05,644 I'm the one that's holding you down, 609 00:29:05,677 --> 00:29:07,279 -I'm showing up! -Oh, and I haven't? 610 00:29:07,313 --> 00:29:09,448 I didn't encourage you to go to dance school? 611 00:29:09,481 --> 00:29:12,318 Or start teaching down at the Y? 612 00:29:12,351 --> 00:29:13,886 You're my mother. That's what you're supposed to do! 613 00:29:13,920 --> 00:29:15,087 Ever since you got that nail salon, 614 00:29:15,121 --> 00:29:17,223 you've been all about yourself. 615 00:29:17,256 --> 00:29:19,625 -Now, who's the selfish one now, huh? -PRAY TELL: Okay! 616 00:29:19,658 --> 00:29:22,494 Enough. You will not talk to your mother like that. 617 00:29:22,528 --> 00:29:23,896 Not in my presence. 618 00:29:23,930 --> 00:29:25,431 You have no idea 619 00:29:25,464 --> 00:29:26,999 the sacrifices that have been made 620 00:29:27,033 --> 00:29:29,301 so that you can "aspire to greatness." 621 00:29:29,335 --> 00:29:31,603 I can't wait for life to hit you real hard, 622 00:29:31,637 --> 00:29:33,605 so that you have to experience 623 00:29:33,639 --> 00:29:36,142 how fucked up real life really is. 624 00:29:36,175 --> 00:29:37,709 I know how fucked up the world is. 625 00:29:39,545 --> 00:29:41,480 I was put out of my house by my biological parents 626 00:29:41,513 --> 00:29:44,650 and then my ex-boyfriend decided to expose me to HIV. 627 00:29:44,683 --> 00:29:45,517 What? 628 00:29:45,551 --> 00:29:47,954 DAMON: Yeah. 629 00:29:48,988 --> 00:29:51,123 Ricky... is positive. 630 00:29:51,157 --> 00:29:52,658 Well, did you get tested? 631 00:29:52,691 --> 00:29:54,026 Oh, how's Ricky? 632 00:29:54,060 --> 00:29:55,962 -Is he okay? -Well, I don't know. 633 00:29:55,995 --> 00:29:57,563 Ask Pray. 634 00:30:01,200 --> 00:30:02,835 -You knew? -PRAY TELL: Okay. 635 00:30:02,869 --> 00:30:07,173 Okay, pump the motherfucking brakes. 636 00:30:07,206 --> 00:30:09,675 Ricky came to me. 637 00:30:09,708 --> 00:30:11,710 And it's really shitty of you 638 00:30:11,743 --> 00:30:13,645 to share his status with everybody. 639 00:30:13,679 --> 00:30:15,647 It's not your business! 640 00:30:15,681 --> 00:30:17,483 You need to learn some damn respect! 641 00:30:17,516 --> 00:30:19,952 Agreed. Who's raising these children? 642 00:30:19,986 --> 00:30:22,221 I need some Remy Martin for this shit. 643 00:30:22,254 --> 00:30:25,291 Oh, you are one to talk about some goddamn respect, Pray. 644 00:30:25,324 --> 00:30:26,692 -Excuse me? -Yeah. 645 00:30:26,725 --> 00:30:28,160 Why don't you tell Blanca 646 00:30:28,194 --> 00:30:29,795 why you didn't tell her about Ricky's status, huh? 647 00:30:29,828 --> 00:30:31,563 I didn't let her know about his status 648 00:30:31,597 --> 00:30:33,632 because it's not my business 649 00:30:33,665 --> 00:30:34,967 -to tell! -It's not because you're fucking? 650 00:30:35,001 --> 00:30:36,668 Whoo! 651 00:30:36,702 --> 00:30:39,038 That's some new information. 652 00:30:39,071 --> 00:30:41,573 This house is scandalous, can you believe this? 653 00:30:41,607 --> 00:30:45,311 You gonna believe him if he denies it, too, huh? Huh? 654 00:30:45,344 --> 00:30:47,846 No... 655 00:30:47,880 --> 00:30:49,415 No, Pray would never do that. 656 00:30:49,448 --> 00:30:51,650 You gonna believe this slut over your son! 657 00:30:51,683 --> 00:30:53,552 -PRAY TELL: I'm gonna fuck you up! -(Blanca shouting) 658 00:30:53,585 --> 00:30:55,687 I'm gonna fuck you up! Who's a slut? 659 00:30:55,721 --> 00:30:57,689 Who's a fucking slut? 660 00:31:07,633 --> 00:31:11,670 Pray Tell... Pray. 661 00:31:11,703 --> 00:31:14,073 Is he telling the truth? 662 00:31:16,275 --> 00:31:17,509 Yeah. 663 00:31:17,543 --> 00:31:19,045 ELEKTRA: Pray Tell, 664 00:31:19,078 --> 00:31:20,579 house mothers and fathers 665 00:31:20,612 --> 00:31:22,848 never sleep with their children. 666 00:31:22,881 --> 00:31:25,117 It's the number one rule in ballroom. 667 00:31:25,151 --> 00:31:28,454 -I'm not his father. -But you're an elder! 668 00:31:28,487 --> 00:31:30,622 He looks up to you like a father. 669 00:31:30,656 --> 00:31:32,724 All the boys in ballroom do. 670 00:31:32,758 --> 00:31:36,528 It's complicated. Just like life. 671 00:31:36,562 --> 00:31:37,596 BLANCA: Know what? W-- You can get out. 672 00:31:37,629 --> 00:31:38,797 Are you for real? 673 00:31:38,830 --> 00:31:40,099 Yeah, I'm for real. 674 00:31:40,132 --> 00:31:41,633 -Please leave. -Okay. 675 00:31:41,667 --> 00:31:43,569 You know what? 676 00:31:43,602 --> 00:31:47,739 Just so we're clear; I'm a grown-ass man. 677 00:31:47,773 --> 00:31:51,810 Ricky is a grown-ass man! 678 00:31:52,911 --> 00:31:55,781 Whatever. Fuck y'all. 679 00:31:55,814 --> 00:31:57,116 -Fuck you too, Pray. -Yeah, remember that. 680 00:31:57,149 --> 00:31:59,751 ELEKTRA: Laying down when you should be standing up. 681 00:31:59,785 --> 00:32:01,153 Wake up! 682 00:32:17,169 --> 00:32:19,271 * Stop what you're doin' 'cause I'm about to ruin... * 683 00:32:19,305 --> 00:32:20,806 PRAY TELL: Aw! Sookie sookie now! 684 00:32:20,839 --> 00:32:22,774 Sookie sookie sookie now! 685 00:32:22,808 --> 00:32:25,911 -(cheering) -Shit, all right. 686 00:32:25,944 --> 00:32:28,614 Yo, Papi baby! 687 00:32:28,647 --> 00:32:30,182 -Judges, your score. -* I'll drink a bottle of Hennessey... * 688 00:32:30,216 --> 00:32:33,852 Ten! Ten! Ten! Ten! Ten, bitch! 689 00:32:33,885 --> 00:32:37,189 Give him a hand, way up high! 690 00:32:37,223 --> 00:32:41,293 -Papi Evangelista. Give it up! -(cheering continues) 691 00:32:41,327 --> 00:32:42,728 Give it up! 692 00:32:44,530 --> 00:32:45,664 PRAY TELL: Don't be mad. 693 00:32:45,697 --> 00:32:47,833 * Get up, come on and do... * 694 00:32:47,866 --> 00:32:48,867 PRAY TELL: All right, let him have it. 695 00:32:48,900 --> 00:32:50,502 Let him have it. 696 00:32:50,536 --> 00:32:52,704 All right, now my next category is my favorite. 697 00:32:52,738 --> 00:32:56,708 My favorite category. 698 00:32:56,742 --> 00:32:58,310 Femme Queen Vogue! 699 00:32:58,344 --> 00:33:02,148 -Come on. Come on, bitch. -(crowd cheering) 700 00:33:02,181 --> 00:33:03,882 Ah! Come on, Charisma. 701 00:33:03,915 --> 00:33:05,717 Look, Ma, I got a trophy. 702 00:33:05,751 --> 00:33:07,719 PRAY TELL: That's how I like it, too. 703 00:33:07,753 --> 00:33:08,954 Yeah, I see, baby. Congrats. 704 00:33:08,987 --> 00:33:10,722 Why you here by yourself? Where's Damon at? 705 00:33:10,756 --> 00:33:12,324 Probably somewhere twiddling his fingers 706 00:33:12,358 --> 00:33:13,825 telling stories on people. 707 00:33:13,859 --> 00:33:16,528 Mother, I know you mad at me. 708 00:33:16,562 --> 00:33:17,829 * We only take... * 709 00:33:17,863 --> 00:33:19,165 You believe him, don't you? 710 00:33:19,198 --> 00:33:22,368 I don't know what to believe anymore. 711 00:33:22,401 --> 00:33:23,902 You says you wasn't messing around 712 00:33:23,935 --> 00:33:26,638 with that stuff, so I'll let it go, baby. 713 00:33:26,672 --> 00:33:27,706 PRAY TELL: All right, come on, Florida. 714 00:33:27,739 --> 00:33:29,208 We see you. 715 00:33:29,241 --> 00:33:31,043 Fringing. 716 00:33:31,077 --> 00:33:32,711 In all that neon, baby. 717 00:33:32,744 --> 00:33:34,846 We see you. Work it out. 718 00:33:34,880 --> 00:33:36,348 Work it out. (laughs) 719 00:33:36,382 --> 00:33:39,385 I must have missed the memo that we were having a family meeting. 720 00:33:39,418 --> 00:33:41,687 -What y'all talking about? -I got a trophy. 721 00:33:41,720 --> 00:33:44,056 Oh, swirl it around like a windmill. 722 00:33:44,090 --> 00:33:45,491 Pop, pop. Pop-pop. 723 00:33:45,524 --> 00:33:47,193 Pop. Pop! 724 00:33:47,226 --> 00:33:49,495 -(crowd cheering) -Oh, shit. 725 00:33:49,528 --> 00:33:51,430 Here comes Silhouette from the rear, baby. 726 00:33:51,463 --> 00:33:53,732 Whirling, swirling, swishing, 727 00:33:53,765 --> 00:33:56,868 swirling like a windmill. Yes! 728 00:33:56,902 --> 00:34:00,072 And the whip-- Whip it good, bitch. Whip it. 729 00:34:00,106 --> 00:34:02,174 -Serving up twists... -So have you told Mother 730 00:34:02,208 --> 00:34:03,242 -the truth yet? -BLANCA: She did. 731 00:34:03,275 --> 00:34:05,043 And when's she moving out? 732 00:34:05,077 --> 00:34:06,178 I ain't going nowhere. 733 00:34:06,212 --> 00:34:07,746 -(laughing) -PRAY TELL: Pop, pop. 734 00:34:07,779 --> 00:34:08,947 Oh! 735 00:34:08,980 --> 00:34:10,048 Yes! 736 00:34:10,082 --> 00:34:11,283 DAMON: Oh, I see. 737 00:34:11,317 --> 00:34:14,853 Mother holds you to a different standard. 738 00:34:14,886 --> 00:34:16,722 Papi sells weed to get by, 739 00:34:16,755 --> 00:34:17,956 and he's homeless instantly, and... 740 00:34:17,989 --> 00:34:20,058 But dear, old, darling 741 00:34:20,092 --> 00:34:21,793 Miss Angel does hardcore, 742 00:34:21,827 --> 00:34:23,295 lethal drugs and she gets to stay. 743 00:34:23,329 --> 00:34:24,763 -What is up with that? -Damon, stop. 744 00:34:24,796 --> 00:34:27,899 She said she didn't do it, so let it be. 745 00:34:27,933 --> 00:34:29,401 PRAY TELL: Ten, ten, ten, ten, 746 00:34:29,435 --> 00:34:31,637 -ten. -You calling me a, a liar, Mother? 747 00:34:31,670 --> 00:34:34,606 PRAY TELL: ...time for the next category! 748 00:34:34,640 --> 00:34:37,109 Butch Queen Vogue! 749 00:34:37,143 --> 00:34:39,578 (crowd whistling, whooping) 750 00:34:42,748 --> 00:34:44,650 Hmm. 751 00:34:44,683 --> 00:34:47,919 Come on, Shadow. From the rear. 752 00:34:47,953 --> 00:34:49,321 Shadow from the rear. 753 00:34:49,355 --> 00:34:51,723 -I got to go. -Yeah, go. 754 00:34:51,757 --> 00:34:53,759 * It takes two to make it out of sight... * 755 00:34:53,792 --> 00:34:56,295 PRAY TELL: Oh, oh. Here comes Damon 756 00:34:56,328 --> 00:34:57,996 from the rear. 757 00:34:58,029 --> 00:35:01,667 Serving us, serving us the banjee, oh! 758 00:35:01,700 --> 00:35:04,069 He's giving you loins, baby. 759 00:35:04,102 --> 00:35:06,772 Ooh, that face. That face is mad. 760 00:35:06,805 --> 00:35:10,242 That face is mad. Hey, what's going on, honey? 761 00:35:10,276 --> 00:35:12,978 Damon's like, "Get out of my way, get out my way, bitch. 762 00:35:13,011 --> 00:35:14,780 Get out my way." Come on, Damon. 763 00:35:14,813 --> 00:35:16,648 Work that shit out. Uh. 764 00:35:16,682 --> 00:35:19,518 What? Push. 765 00:35:19,551 --> 00:35:21,320 In the push. Get out the way. 766 00:35:21,353 --> 00:35:23,522 Push, push, get out the way. 767 00:35:23,555 --> 00:35:25,824 Move, move. Get out the-- wow! 768 00:35:25,857 --> 00:35:27,959 Ow. 769 00:35:27,993 --> 00:35:29,661 * I don't know, so let's go * 770 00:35:29,695 --> 00:35:32,331 Yoga planting. Holds himself up. 771 00:35:32,364 --> 00:35:33,799 That core is strong, bitch. 772 00:35:33,832 --> 00:35:35,534 That core is strong. 773 00:35:36,868 --> 00:35:40,105 * It takes two to make it out of sight * 774 00:35:40,138 --> 00:35:43,008 * It takes two to make a thing go right... * 775 00:35:45,311 --> 00:35:47,746 You got to come on in here with the goods, baby. 776 00:35:50,148 --> 00:35:52,284 Giving us backstroke realness. 777 00:35:52,318 --> 00:35:53,885 * 'Cause I'm gonna keep you in step * 778 00:35:53,919 --> 00:35:54,986 * I got an idea... * 779 00:35:55,020 --> 00:35:56,855 PRAY TELL: Oh. What? 780 00:35:56,888 --> 00:35:58,724 What, you don't want it? 781 00:35:58,757 --> 00:35:59,858 You don't want it. 782 00:35:59,891 --> 00:36:01,793 You don't want it, queen. 783 00:36:01,827 --> 00:36:03,895 You don't want it. (laughing) 784 00:36:03,929 --> 00:36:05,397 Okay, stop, stop. 785 00:36:05,431 --> 00:36:07,199 Stop, bitch. Stop. 786 00:36:07,233 --> 00:36:09,701 Come on up and get these trophies. 787 00:36:09,735 --> 00:36:13,038 All right. Cut the music, cut the music. 788 00:36:13,071 --> 00:36:15,541 This first score goes to Chardonnay. 789 00:36:15,574 --> 00:36:17,909 Chardonnay Pendavis, what are your scores? Eight, 790 00:36:17,943 --> 00:36:19,911 nine, eight, nine, eight. 791 00:36:19,945 --> 00:36:21,547 All right. 792 00:36:21,580 --> 00:36:22,981 For Shadow, baby. 793 00:36:23,014 --> 00:36:25,584 -Wintour. -We know where you from, bitch. 794 00:36:25,617 --> 00:36:26,985 Shadow Wintour. 795 00:36:27,018 --> 00:36:29,855 AUDIENCE MEMBER: Let's go, Shadow! 796 00:36:29,888 --> 00:36:30,989 Ten, nine, nine, ten, 797 00:36:31,022 --> 00:36:32,758 ten-- You know. 798 00:36:32,791 --> 00:36:35,060 There is room, honey. 799 00:36:35,093 --> 00:36:38,196 There is room at the end. 800 00:36:38,230 --> 00:36:41,333 Who's next? Is it Damon Evangelista? 801 00:36:41,367 --> 00:36:43,034 -CROWD: Evangelista. -PRAY TELL: Oh. 802 00:36:44,936 --> 00:36:47,072 That bitch said, "Move out my way. 803 00:36:47,105 --> 00:36:50,041 I got things to do." Oh, for 804 00:36:50,075 --> 00:36:51,209 Damon Evangelista... 805 00:36:51,243 --> 00:36:53,211 Ten, ten, ten, 806 00:36:53,245 --> 00:36:55,013 ten, ten. 807 00:36:55,046 --> 00:36:56,047 Ten, ten, ten, 808 00:36:56,081 --> 00:36:58,250 across the motherfucking board. 809 00:36:58,284 --> 00:37:01,019 Come on and get this trophy. 810 00:37:01,052 --> 00:37:03,855 You earned it, you deserve it. 811 00:37:03,889 --> 00:37:06,024 God bless you. Give me a smile, bitch. 812 00:37:06,057 --> 00:37:07,926 I know you didn't roll your eyes at me. 813 00:37:07,959 --> 00:37:11,096 Don't make me have to knock them eyes out your head, bitch. 814 00:37:11,129 --> 00:37:12,431 You ain't grown yet. 815 00:37:12,464 --> 00:37:14,032 * Get busy, you ready now? * 816 00:37:14,065 --> 00:37:15,701 * One, two... * 817 00:37:15,734 --> 00:37:17,235 PRAY TELL: Shit. I need a ciggie break. 818 00:37:17,269 --> 00:37:19,037 Come on, Jack Mizrahi. 819 00:37:19,070 --> 00:37:21,907 Take over for me for a minute, baby. 820 00:37:26,244 --> 00:37:29,080 Hi. Damon, right? 821 00:37:29,114 --> 00:37:30,916 Yeah. (chuckles) 822 00:37:30,949 --> 00:37:32,784 I saw you perform 823 00:37:32,818 --> 00:37:35,220 and I had to introduce myself. My name is Tori. 824 00:37:35,253 --> 00:37:37,656 (inhales sharply) 825 00:37:37,689 --> 00:37:40,091 I work closely with Malcolm McLaren. 826 00:37:40,125 --> 00:37:42,794 Can we talk? 827 00:37:42,828 --> 00:37:44,330 (softly): Oh... 828 00:37:49,868 --> 00:37:51,870 Pray Tell, we need to have a discussion. 829 00:37:53,271 --> 00:37:55,307 I'm down from one pack of cigarettes a day 830 00:37:55,341 --> 00:37:57,275 to two a week; I don't want to hear your mouth. 831 00:37:57,309 --> 00:38:00,312 Do not be a mean queen, you know what I'm talking about. 832 00:38:00,346 --> 00:38:02,481 Okay. 833 00:38:02,514 --> 00:38:05,283 Let me break it down for you. 834 00:38:05,317 --> 00:38:07,319 You have different rules for different people. 835 00:38:07,353 --> 00:38:08,920 -What did you say? -I said, 836 00:38:08,954 --> 00:38:10,689 you have different rules for different people. 837 00:38:10,722 --> 00:38:12,758 Just like you rank and file your children 838 00:38:12,791 --> 00:38:14,693 -and treat them accordingly. -I treat all 839 00:38:14,726 --> 00:38:17,128 of my children the same. 840 00:38:17,162 --> 00:38:19,164 -You are in denial. -Pray Tell, I'm not 841 00:38:19,197 --> 00:38:22,133 an unfair mother. And I do not play favorites. 842 00:38:22,167 --> 00:38:24,135 Angel. 843 00:38:24,169 --> 00:38:25,871 She gets to do drugs and stay. 844 00:38:25,904 --> 00:38:27,473 When other people get kicked out. 845 00:38:27,506 --> 00:38:29,675 -That is not true. -(derisive laugh) 846 00:38:29,708 --> 00:38:31,176 Damon sleeps with Ricky, 847 00:38:31,209 --> 00:38:32,644 even though that's against your rules 848 00:38:32,678 --> 00:38:34,946 and now you're mad at me for doing the same thing. 849 00:38:34,980 --> 00:38:36,982 Will you stop flapping your gums 850 00:38:37,015 --> 00:38:39,117 for a minute and hear me out? 851 00:38:39,150 --> 00:38:41,219 Damn, I'm-a give you the hard truth, Pray Tell. 852 00:38:41,252 --> 00:38:43,355 Straight up. You are taking advantage 853 00:38:43,389 --> 00:38:45,023 of someone who is in a very vulnerable 854 00:38:45,056 --> 00:38:48,727 -position right now. -He... came on to me. 855 00:38:48,760 --> 00:38:50,028 You of all people 856 00:38:50,061 --> 00:38:52,063 should understand why I didn't stop him. 857 00:38:52,097 --> 00:38:54,500 I'm 45 years old, here's a man. 858 00:38:54,533 --> 00:38:56,702 Who shows me kindness. 859 00:38:56,735 --> 00:38:58,470 Who thinks I'm sexy. 860 00:38:58,504 --> 00:39:01,006 That doesn't happen to me every day. 861 00:39:01,039 --> 00:39:03,208 You two are not equals. 862 00:39:03,241 --> 00:39:05,911 That boy doesn't even know who he is yet. 863 00:39:05,944 --> 00:39:08,313 And on top of things, he just found out 864 00:39:08,346 --> 00:39:10,081 he's HIV positive. 865 00:39:10,115 --> 00:39:12,083 His head is probably on another planet right now. 866 00:39:12,117 --> 00:39:14,352 I'm-a say this one more time. 867 00:39:14,386 --> 00:39:16,988 Ricky's grown. 868 00:39:17,022 --> 00:39:19,758 -And he's doing just fine. -How is Ricky fine? 869 00:39:19,791 --> 00:39:21,993 I've known about my status for a whole two years 870 00:39:22,027 --> 00:39:24,896 and I still don't know how to navigate sex and relationships. 871 00:39:24,930 --> 00:39:27,198 Maybe that's your problem. You... 872 00:39:27,232 --> 00:39:28,934 let your sex dry up because of this virus 873 00:39:28,967 --> 00:39:31,202 and now you're jealous of me because 874 00:39:31,236 --> 00:39:33,238 -I haven't done the same. -Know what? 875 00:39:33,271 --> 00:39:35,273 Fuck that, Pray. 876 00:39:35,306 --> 00:39:39,545 You have no idea what it is like to be a woman 877 00:39:39,578 --> 00:39:42,514 living with HIV. At least when you're gay, 878 00:39:42,548 --> 00:39:44,850 y'all can live in the same war zone. 879 00:39:44,883 --> 00:39:46,084 Y'all can protect each other. 880 00:39:46,117 --> 00:39:48,086 Straight men still think that they can catch 881 00:39:48,119 --> 00:39:50,221 this virus from a spoon. 882 00:39:50,255 --> 00:39:51,923 They want nothing to do with me. 883 00:39:51,957 --> 00:39:53,091 That's no excuse... 884 00:39:53,124 --> 00:39:55,126 -for you to stop trying. -Don't you dare 885 00:39:55,160 --> 00:39:58,063 act like you know what it's like to, to be me. 886 00:39:59,565 --> 00:40:02,300 -You know what? Get out of my face. -Oh, so you own 887 00:40:02,333 --> 00:40:04,636 -the motherfucking streets of New York now? -You damn-- 888 00:40:04,670 --> 00:40:06,171 You damn right. Come correct. 889 00:40:15,280 --> 00:40:17,983 One last thing. 890 00:40:18,016 --> 00:40:20,418 And I hope you hear me. 891 00:40:20,452 --> 00:40:23,121 I never meant to hurt anyone. 892 00:40:23,154 --> 00:40:25,657 (voice breaking): Most of all, you. 893 00:40:31,262 --> 00:40:32,998 (heavy sigh) 894 00:40:33,031 --> 00:40:35,033 (distant laughter) 895 00:40:36,034 --> 00:40:38,470 Oh, ow. Turn that off. 896 00:40:38,504 --> 00:40:40,305 Turn that off, it's too bright. 897 00:40:40,338 --> 00:40:41,673 (lock clicks) 898 00:40:41,707 --> 00:40:44,476 Rough night? 899 00:40:47,212 --> 00:40:48,647 Is that a question? 900 00:40:50,882 --> 00:40:52,350 (Ricky grunting) 901 00:40:52,383 --> 00:40:54,252 Uh... 902 00:40:54,285 --> 00:40:57,322 you shouldn't be drinking. 903 00:40:57,355 --> 00:40:59,491 Let me tell you something. If you gon' spend time 904 00:40:59,525 --> 00:41:03,161 in my house, you will not tell me what to do. 905 00:41:03,194 --> 00:41:04,696 Okay. 906 00:41:04,730 --> 00:41:06,364 -You ain't the boss of me. -Okay, okay. 907 00:41:06,397 --> 00:41:08,166 Okay. Calm down. 908 00:41:11,169 --> 00:41:12,704 I'm a black gay man... 909 00:41:12,738 --> 00:41:15,273 who's dying... 910 00:41:15,306 --> 00:41:17,509 of HIV. 911 00:41:17,543 --> 00:41:19,811 I'm just trying to figure out 912 00:41:19,845 --> 00:41:21,847 how to live when I... 913 00:41:24,315 --> 00:41:26,351 Everybody in the world wants me dead. 914 00:41:28,353 --> 00:41:31,957 Hmm, the only person in the world who understood that 915 00:41:31,990 --> 00:41:35,326 was Blanca and I blew that friendship up... 916 00:41:35,360 --> 00:41:37,629 for a player... 917 00:41:37,663 --> 00:41:40,031 who's gonna break my heart. 918 00:41:40,065 --> 00:41:42,067 I didn't ask you to defend me. 919 00:41:42,100 --> 00:41:43,234 Bullshit. 920 00:41:43,268 --> 00:41:46,304 -Bullshit. -Um... 921 00:41:46,337 --> 00:41:48,406 okay. 922 00:41:48,439 --> 00:41:51,910 Blanca was your mother and you came to me. 923 00:41:55,346 --> 00:41:58,349 Who do I go to now for support? 924 00:41:58,383 --> 00:42:01,519 With my fears? Who? Who? Who? 925 00:42:04,590 --> 00:42:07,358 Who... (sniffles) 926 00:42:07,392 --> 00:42:09,394 Who's my mother now? 927 00:42:11,529 --> 00:42:14,365 -(Pray Tell groaning) -Come here. 928 00:42:14,399 --> 00:42:16,401 (groans) 929 00:42:19,270 --> 00:42:21,406 -(groans) -You need to get up, okay? 930 00:42:21,439 --> 00:42:23,541 Mm-hmm. 931 00:42:23,575 --> 00:42:25,010 -Come on. One... -(Pray groaning) 932 00:42:25,043 --> 00:42:28,213 ...two, three. Oh, I got you. 933 00:42:28,246 --> 00:42:31,382 Here we go. 934 00:42:31,416 --> 00:42:33,351 Yeah. You made it. 935 00:42:33,384 --> 00:42:35,553 -I really did. -I told you... 936 00:42:35,587 --> 00:42:37,422 -Mm-hmm. -...you would make it. 937 00:42:37,455 --> 00:42:40,558 Get these off. 938 00:42:40,592 --> 00:42:42,327 -Feel better? -Mm-hmm. 939 00:42:45,396 --> 00:42:47,899 (Pray Tell sighs heavily) 940 00:42:47,933 --> 00:42:51,436 Sleep this off and we'll talk about it in the morning. 941 00:42:53,504 --> 00:42:55,506 I know you. 942 00:42:57,008 --> 00:42:58,777 You'll be gone. 943 00:43:01,579 --> 00:43:03,782 And I'll be all alone. 944 00:43:03,815 --> 00:43:06,584 Just like... 945 00:43:06,618 --> 00:43:08,453 all the others. 946 00:43:16,762 --> 00:43:19,430 (sighs) 947 00:43:19,464 --> 00:43:21,466 (birds singing) 948 00:43:23,368 --> 00:43:25,370 (groans) 949 00:43:27,205 --> 00:43:29,207 Oh... 950 00:43:33,611 --> 00:43:35,781 (groans) 951 00:43:35,814 --> 00:43:38,316 Good morning. 952 00:43:38,349 --> 00:43:40,786 I made you some coffee. 953 00:43:40,819 --> 00:43:43,354 It'll help with that hangover I'm sure you got. 954 00:43:55,466 --> 00:43:58,469 I hope you hungry. There's a lot of food here. 955 00:43:58,503 --> 00:44:01,572 Some coffee. 956 00:44:06,244 --> 00:44:08,246 Take a couple of these. 957 00:44:11,883 --> 00:44:13,118 What? 958 00:44:13,151 --> 00:44:15,887 (chuckles) 959 00:44:15,921 --> 00:44:17,689 You're still here. 960 00:44:17,723 --> 00:44:19,725 (sighs) 961 00:44:43,348 --> 00:44:45,383 I'm so sorry I'm late. 962 00:44:45,416 --> 00:44:48,720 -I got you your favorite. -Ooh. 963 00:44:48,754 --> 00:44:52,257 -Mmm, and they crispy, too. -Mm-hmm. 964 00:44:52,290 --> 00:44:53,524 How was your day? 965 00:44:53,558 --> 00:44:56,327 -It was good. -Yeah? 966 00:44:56,361 --> 00:44:58,696 -Yeah, I'm good. -Good. 967 00:44:58,730 --> 00:45:00,398 I'm still on cloud nine about Damon's graduation. 968 00:45:00,431 --> 00:45:02,868 I can't believe one of our own got a degree. 969 00:45:02,901 --> 00:45:05,436 Everything is changing for the better. (chuckles) 970 00:45:10,475 --> 00:45:11,843 -Mother. -Mm-hmm? 971 00:45:11,877 --> 00:45:13,879 Everything coming up ain't roses. 972 00:45:13,912 --> 00:45:15,914 What are you talking about? 973 00:45:15,947 --> 00:45:18,884 Me and Damon, Damon and Ricky, 974 00:45:18,917 --> 00:45:22,420 you and Damon, and now you and Pray Tell. 975 00:45:22,453 --> 00:45:24,422 That's a lot of drama, 976 00:45:24,455 --> 00:45:26,624 even for ballroom. 977 00:45:26,657 --> 00:45:28,894 Hey, those are just bumps in the road. Families fight. 978 00:45:28,927 --> 00:45:30,528 It'll be okay, you'll see. 979 00:45:30,561 --> 00:45:32,964 -I know how much you love Pray Tell. -Girl... (scoffs) 980 00:45:32,998 --> 00:45:36,301 I got other things to concentrate on than wondering 981 00:45:36,334 --> 00:45:38,636 about what ballroom trade Pray Tell is bringing in this week. 982 00:45:38,669 --> 00:45:40,371 That's mad shady. 983 00:45:40,405 --> 00:45:42,540 You know Pray Tell not like that. 984 00:45:42,573 --> 00:45:44,175 It's not our job to judge. 985 00:45:49,114 --> 00:45:50,581 Hm, I guess you're right. 986 00:45:50,615 --> 00:45:52,918 Mm-hmm. 987 00:45:52,951 --> 00:45:55,553 -I was kind of hard on him. -Yeah, you was. 988 00:45:55,586 --> 00:45:58,589 And you wasn't hard on me at all. 989 00:46:00,625 --> 00:46:02,393 What? 990 00:46:02,427 --> 00:46:03,628 Damon. 991 00:46:05,663 --> 00:46:07,565 He wasn't lying. 992 00:46:07,598 --> 00:46:09,634 See, I knew it. I knew it. 993 00:46:09,667 --> 00:46:11,502 I thought that Papi was good for you, 994 00:46:11,536 --> 00:46:13,338 and he wasn't. He was supposed to keep you focused, 995 00:46:13,371 --> 00:46:14,472 and he pressured you into doing drugs. 996 00:46:14,505 --> 00:46:16,507 It's not-- That's not Papi. 997 00:46:16,541 --> 00:46:19,610 Stop blaming everybody. I did it. 998 00:46:19,644 --> 00:46:21,179 I chose to do it. 999 00:46:21,212 --> 00:46:24,615 You want to be mad at somebody, be mad at me. Blame me. 1000 00:46:24,649 --> 00:46:29,020 You taught me to be a woman of my word, a woman of integrity. 1001 00:46:29,054 --> 00:46:32,623 I broke the rules. 1002 00:46:32,657 --> 00:46:36,527 I have to accept the consequences. 1003 00:46:40,165 --> 00:46:41,632 Go ahead. 1004 00:46:41,666 --> 00:46:43,634 Do it. 1005 00:46:43,668 --> 00:46:46,371 You have to. 1006 00:46:46,404 --> 00:46:48,039 Kick me out. 1007 00:46:48,073 --> 00:46:50,341 No. I'm not doing that. You my only daughter. 1008 00:46:50,375 --> 00:46:51,609 I can't do that. 1009 00:46:51,642 --> 00:46:54,980 So what? Rules are rules. 1010 00:46:55,013 --> 00:46:57,849 I'm not gonna let you stop being a good mother because of me. 1011 00:46:59,851 --> 00:47:02,587 (sighs) 1012 00:47:08,226 --> 00:47:10,028 Maybe it'll be easier if you think about it 1013 00:47:10,061 --> 00:47:13,398 like a graduation. Right? 1014 00:47:13,431 --> 00:47:15,000 Like Damon. 1015 00:47:15,033 --> 00:47:18,169 -(scoffs) -From a daughter in your house 1016 00:47:18,203 --> 00:47:21,672 to a woman on my own. 1017 00:47:21,706 --> 00:47:24,976 -Right? -Yeah. 1018 00:47:25,010 --> 00:47:28,746 -Where you gonna go? -You know, Papi? 1019 00:47:28,779 --> 00:47:31,416 He found the perfect place. 1020 00:47:31,449 --> 00:47:33,651 Right in the heart of the Village. 1021 00:47:33,684 --> 00:47:35,753 We'll take care of each other, just like you taught us. 1022 00:47:35,786 --> 00:47:37,822 -Hmm? -Mm-hmm. 1023 00:47:37,855 --> 00:47:41,092 Maybe you come over for Friday night dinners. 1024 00:47:41,126 --> 00:47:43,228 Yeah. 1025 00:47:45,030 --> 00:47:46,797 (kisses) 1026 00:48:07,818 --> 00:48:11,522 As much as I fought with y'all about cleaning y'all room, 1027 00:48:11,556 --> 00:48:13,758 I'm glad to see you finally know how to do it on your own. 1028 00:48:13,791 --> 00:48:15,793 (chuckles) 1029 00:48:19,564 --> 00:48:20,932 All right, look, 1030 00:48:20,966 --> 00:48:23,101 how long is the silent treatment gonna last? 1031 00:48:25,971 --> 00:48:29,074 I saw Angel today. She told me the truth. 1032 00:48:29,107 --> 00:48:32,310 Sorry I didn't believe you. Mothers make mistakes, too. 1033 00:48:37,148 --> 00:48:38,649 I have some news. 1034 00:48:43,688 --> 00:48:46,057 Do you know, um, 1035 00:48:46,091 --> 00:48:48,826 -who Malcolm McLaren is? -Uh... 1036 00:48:48,859 --> 00:48:51,329 That artist who does 1037 00:48:51,362 --> 00:48:53,098 -"Deep In Vogue"? -Yeah. 1038 00:48:53,131 --> 00:48:56,901 There was a lady at the ball that worked for him. 1039 00:48:56,934 --> 00:48:59,504 Said that he's about to start his tour for his new album, 1040 00:48:59,537 --> 00:49:01,806 and... he wants me to join him. 1041 00:49:01,839 --> 00:49:03,108 Oh, my God. 1042 00:49:03,141 --> 00:49:05,643 -Damon, that is great. -In Europe. 1043 00:49:08,713 --> 00:49:09,947 Europe? 1044 00:49:09,981 --> 00:49:12,950 Yeah. Said that we start in a week. 1045 00:49:23,528 --> 00:49:25,963 -How long you gonna be there for? -I don't know. 1046 00:49:25,997 --> 00:49:29,667 A year. Maybe longer. 1047 00:49:29,700 --> 00:49:33,771 Wow. 1048 00:49:33,804 --> 00:49:36,707 My son the ambassador. 1049 00:49:36,741 --> 00:49:39,444 I am so proud of you, 1050 00:49:39,477 --> 00:49:41,579 and I am gonna miss you. 1051 00:49:43,814 --> 00:49:46,617 I don't... I don't think I can do it. 1052 00:49:46,651 --> 00:49:48,819 (chuckles) 1053 00:49:48,853 --> 00:49:52,857 You know, I always knew this day would come. 1054 00:49:52,890 --> 00:49:55,860 Where I would have to share you with the world. 1055 00:49:59,664 --> 00:50:00,731 And to be quite honest, 1056 00:50:00,765 --> 00:50:02,200 I would keep you here forever if I could, 1057 00:50:02,233 --> 00:50:04,969 but you got a talent and the world needs to see that. 1058 00:50:05,002 --> 00:50:06,971 This is what you've spent 1059 00:50:07,004 --> 00:50:08,873 the last years working towards. 1060 00:50:08,906 --> 00:50:11,842 All the sacrifices you made to get here. 1061 00:50:11,876 --> 00:50:13,778 You can't give up on that dream now. 1062 00:50:15,413 --> 00:50:19,250 How many of us get the opportunity to do what we love? 1063 00:50:21,018 --> 00:50:22,887 But I can't leave you. 1064 00:50:22,920 --> 00:50:25,156 I'll always be with you. 1065 00:50:25,190 --> 00:50:26,691 Right here. 1066 00:50:30,395 --> 00:50:32,863 (softly): Bring it in. 1067 00:50:32,897 --> 00:50:34,665 (kisses) 1068 00:50:34,699 --> 00:50:36,000 DOMINATRIX: Do you have an extra pair 1069 00:50:36,033 --> 00:50:37,868 of nipple clamps I can borrow? 1070 00:50:37,902 --> 00:50:40,071 What do I look like to you, Rent-A-Center? 1071 00:50:42,073 --> 00:50:44,675 I still can't believe you're making money off of 1072 00:50:44,709 --> 00:50:45,776 hurting people. 1073 00:50:45,810 --> 00:50:48,179 Life is pain. 1074 00:50:48,213 --> 00:50:50,948 In here, we all understand that in order to enjoy it, 1075 00:50:50,981 --> 00:50:52,783 you have to embrace it. 1076 00:50:52,817 --> 00:50:55,620 But the pain I'm feeling towards my children leaving, 1077 00:50:55,653 --> 00:50:58,456 I... 1078 00:50:58,489 --> 00:51:01,592 I don't know how I'm supposed to embrace something like that. 1079 00:51:01,626 --> 00:51:04,962 If they don't grow strong enough to rebel, 1080 00:51:04,995 --> 00:51:08,065 to reject you, to move away, 1081 00:51:08,099 --> 00:51:10,768 then you're not raising men and women. 1082 00:51:10,801 --> 00:51:13,438 -You're creating parasites. -So that's it? 1083 00:51:15,840 --> 00:51:18,876 I give them everything and they're just gone? 1084 00:51:18,909 --> 00:51:20,978 There are always more children to raise. 1085 00:51:21,011 --> 00:51:22,947 Not like these kids. 1086 00:51:22,980 --> 00:51:24,115 (chuckles) 1087 00:51:25,816 --> 00:51:27,785 (sighs) Listen. 1088 00:51:27,818 --> 00:51:29,787 I don't care if you're 1089 00:51:29,820 --> 00:51:32,657 a Connecticut white girl, a Chinatown immigrant, 1090 00:51:32,690 --> 00:51:34,825 or one of us. 1091 00:51:34,859 --> 00:51:38,896 If you choose to be a mother, you choose to shape the world. 1092 00:51:38,929 --> 00:51:42,800 Your children will truly appreciate you 1093 00:51:42,833 --> 00:51:44,502 when you're dead. 1094 00:51:44,535 --> 00:51:46,571 Until then, 1095 00:51:46,604 --> 00:51:49,474 you want gratitude? Get a puppy. 1096 00:51:49,507 --> 00:51:51,476 * I had it all * 1097 00:51:51,509 --> 00:51:56,314 * But I let it slip away... * 1098 00:51:56,347 --> 00:51:57,848 (sighs) 1099 00:51:57,882 --> 00:52:00,117 * Couldn't see I treated you wrong... * 1100 00:52:00,151 --> 00:52:01,919 That's enough. 1101 00:52:01,952 --> 00:52:04,455 Mother has to go to work now. 1102 00:52:04,489 --> 00:52:07,124 * Now I wander around * 1103 00:52:07,158 --> 00:52:10,027 * Feeling down and cold... * 1104 00:52:10,060 --> 00:52:11,862 You'll be fine. 1105 00:52:11,896 --> 00:52:14,832 Jim, heel. 1106 00:52:14,865 --> 00:52:19,170 * Trying to believe that you're gone * 1107 00:52:19,204 --> 00:52:22,607 * Love takes time * 1108 00:52:22,640 --> 00:52:25,843 * To heal when you're hurting so much * 1109 00:52:25,876 --> 00:52:29,880 * Couldn't see that I was blind * 1110 00:52:29,914 --> 00:52:32,883 * To let you go * 1111 00:52:32,917 --> 00:52:36,387 * I can't escape the pain * 1112 00:52:36,421 --> 00:52:38,956 * Inside * 1113 00:52:38,989 --> 00:52:42,993 * 'Cause love takes time * 1114 00:52:43,027 --> 00:52:45,796 * I don't want to be here * 1115 00:52:45,830 --> 00:52:49,133 * I don't want to be here * 1116 00:52:49,166 --> 00:52:52,403 * Alone * 1117 00:52:52,437 --> 00:52:54,439 * Ooh * 1118 00:52:58,108 --> 00:53:00,378 * Losing my mind * 1119 00:53:00,411 --> 00:53:03,881 * From this hollow in my heart * 1120 00:53:05,550 --> 00:53:08,419 * Suddenly I'm so * 1121 00:53:08,453 --> 00:53:12,723 * Incomplete * 1122 00:53:12,757 --> 00:53:15,760 * Lord, I'm needing you now * 1123 00:53:15,793 --> 00:53:20,731 * Tell me how to stop the rain * 1124 00:53:20,765 --> 00:53:23,368 * Tears are falling down * 1125 00:53:23,401 --> 00:53:25,670 * Endlessly * 1126 00:53:25,703 --> 00:53:27,872 * Whoa * 1127 00:53:27,905 --> 00:53:31,041 * Love takes time * 1128 00:53:31,075 --> 00:53:34,211 * To heal when you're hurting so much * 1129 00:53:34,245 --> 00:53:38,849 * Couldn't see that I was blind * 1130 00:53:38,883 --> 00:53:41,619 * To let you go * 1131 00:53:41,652 --> 00:53:46,190 * I can't escape the pain inside * 1132 00:53:46,223 --> 00:53:51,061 * 'Cause love takes time * 1133 00:53:51,095 --> 00:53:54,899 * I don't want to be there * 1134 00:53:54,932 --> 00:53:57,067 * I don't want to be there alone... * 1135 00:53:57,101 --> 00:54:00,638 (crying) 1136 00:54:00,671 --> 00:54:02,673 * Oh. * 1137 00:54:23,127 --> 00:54:26,130 Captioned by Media Access Group at WGBH 1138 00:55:24,755 --> 00:55:27,558 We have changed the culture! 1139 00:55:27,592 --> 00:55:28,826 Where you gettin' all this money from? 1140 00:55:28,859 --> 00:55:30,695 I don't owe you an explanation. 1141 00:55:30,728 --> 00:55:32,930 -You always so jealous. -I can't even trust you. 1142 00:55:33,030 --> 00:55:34,665 All I got are my children. 1143 00:55:36,100 --> 00:55:37,167 ANNOUNCER: Pose. 1144 00:55:37,201 --> 00:55:39,570 All new, Tuesdays at 10:00 on FX. 1145 00:55:40,738 --> 00:55:42,407 Never get too greedy, Franklin. 1146 00:55:42,440 --> 00:55:45,075 The minute you do that, you lost your advantage. 1147 00:55:49,179 --> 00:55:52,450 From here on out, we'll only deal with high-level customers. 1148 00:55:54,018 --> 00:55:56,454 -You having trust issues? -No way. 1149 00:55:58,723 --> 00:56:01,692 It's up to you to protect everyone. Can you do it or not? 1150 00:56:03,961 --> 00:56:05,896 How are you sleeping at night? 1151 00:56:05,930 --> 00:56:07,264 Like a baby. 1152 00:56:11,469 --> 00:56:14,872 -(train whistle toots) -(animals call) 1153 00:56:14,905 --> 00:56:16,974 -(train whistle blares) -Aaah! 1154 00:56:17,074 --> 00:56:19,043 This is a bad idea. Oh, God. 1155 00:56:19,076 --> 00:56:20,411 (backside squeaks) 1156 00:56:20,445 --> 00:56:22,547 (grunts) O-O-Ow! 1157 00:56:22,580 --> 00:56:26,116 ANNOUNCER: Baskets. All new, Thursdays at 10:00 on FX. 1158 00:56:27,618 --> 00:56:29,253 WOMAN (distorted): I heard he's a savior. 1159 00:56:29,286 --> 00:56:30,921 -WOMAN 2: I heard he's a mutant. -WOMAN 3: He's a god. 1160 00:56:30,955 --> 00:56:32,623 Open your eyes. 1161 00:56:32,657 --> 00:56:34,459 I help people open their minds. 1162 00:56:34,492 --> 00:56:36,794 -Is this a cult? -Ticktock, little birdie. 1163 00:56:38,629 --> 00:56:41,432 -I'm a good person. -You end the world. 1164 00:56:41,466 --> 00:56:42,933 SWITCH: Why do you need to time travel? 1165 00:56:42,967 --> 00:56:45,102 It's about saving lives, starting with mine. 1166 00:56:48,739 --> 00:56:52,910 How do you surprise someone who can go back in time and warn himself? 1167 00:56:53,811 --> 00:56:54,979 ANNOUNCER: Legion. 1168 00:56:55,012 --> 00:56:56,981 All new, Mondays at 10:00 on FX.