1 00:00:02,370 --> 00:00:03,804 PRAY TELL: So, we got vitamin B, 2 00:00:03,837 --> 00:00:07,375 niacin, magnesium, 3 00:00:07,408 --> 00:00:10,644 calcium, zinc... 4 00:00:10,678 --> 00:00:12,713 And this is vitamin D3, 5 00:00:12,746 --> 00:00:14,748 which is really important for people of color 6 00:00:14,782 --> 00:00:15,916 living with HIV. 7 00:00:15,949 --> 00:00:17,551 Can't I just take a once-a-day multivitamin 8 00:00:17,585 --> 00:00:18,552 and be done with it? 9 00:00:18,586 --> 00:00:19,820 Not if you want to survive. 10 00:00:19,853 --> 00:00:23,057 Ain't no more sitting on the sidelines, baby. 11 00:00:23,091 --> 00:00:26,026 And here are some Chinese herbs. 12 00:00:26,060 --> 00:00:27,761 You want to brew this into a tea 13 00:00:27,795 --> 00:00:29,230 and drink it three times a day. 14 00:00:29,263 --> 00:00:30,731 That'll take care of your mind. 15 00:00:30,764 --> 00:00:32,400 -Your body will follow. -Ooh. 16 00:00:32,433 --> 00:00:34,068 That smells disgusting. 17 00:00:34,102 --> 00:00:37,438 Yeah. * And they taste like shit, too. * 18 00:00:37,471 --> 00:00:38,939 (Pray Tell chuckling) 19 00:00:38,972 --> 00:00:40,741 And don't ask me what's in 'em. All I know, 20 00:00:40,774 --> 00:00:42,743 it really helped me bring my numbers back up 21 00:00:42,776 --> 00:00:44,778 after I had that bad reaction to the AZT. 22 00:00:44,812 --> 00:00:46,680 How the hell am I supposed to keep up 23 00:00:46,714 --> 00:00:47,681 with all of this, Pray? 24 00:00:47,715 --> 00:00:48,782 You'll get used to it. 25 00:00:51,252 --> 00:00:52,886 I still haven't told anybody. 26 00:00:54,622 --> 00:00:55,923 (scoffs) 27 00:00:55,956 --> 00:00:58,926 No one's ever gonna date me again. 28 00:00:58,959 --> 00:01:00,794 Who's gonna love me? 29 00:01:00,828 --> 00:01:02,196 I'm damaged goods. 30 00:01:02,230 --> 00:01:04,898 Okay. No. No, no, no. 31 00:01:04,932 --> 00:01:07,868 You can't think about that right now. 32 00:01:07,901 --> 00:01:10,238 -(exhales) -Baby, you have to focus on your health. 33 00:01:10,271 --> 00:01:12,440 And you gotta tell Damon. 34 00:01:12,473 --> 00:01:15,042 Like, with a quickness, baby. 35 00:01:15,075 --> 00:01:17,311 I know you're scared, but you owe that to him. 36 00:01:17,345 --> 00:01:19,113 I know. 37 00:01:19,147 --> 00:01:20,781 I will. 38 00:01:22,750 --> 00:01:25,819 Would you pass me some of that bok choy, please? 39 00:01:25,853 --> 00:01:28,055 Mm, which one is that? 40 00:01:28,088 --> 00:01:29,790 The green stuff. 41 00:01:29,823 --> 00:01:32,926 (TV droning indistinctly) 42 00:01:32,960 --> 00:01:34,928 You need to eat more vegetables. 43 00:01:34,962 --> 00:01:36,297 Vegetables? 44 00:01:36,330 --> 00:01:40,067 Me and Damon lived off of Sprite and beef jerky. 45 00:01:40,100 --> 00:01:41,635 -You can't do that no more. -Why not? 46 00:01:41,669 --> 00:01:42,836 My abs never looked better. 47 00:01:42,870 --> 00:01:46,307 It's better for you to be thick and healthy 48 00:01:46,340 --> 00:01:49,076 than cute and withering away. 49 00:01:49,109 --> 00:01:51,512 So you like 'em thick. 50 00:01:51,545 --> 00:01:55,115 I like them alive. 51 00:01:55,149 --> 00:01:57,751 They drummed you right out of Hollywood. 52 00:01:57,785 --> 00:02:00,454 Now you come crawling back to Broadway. 53 00:02:00,488 --> 00:02:03,157 -So, you see that lady right there? -Mm-hmm. 54 00:02:03,191 --> 00:02:04,925 That part was supposed to be played by Judy Garland. 55 00:02:04,958 --> 00:02:08,829 But Judy Garland got fired for being drunk in her trailer. 56 00:02:08,862 --> 00:02:10,331 (both laugh) 57 00:02:10,364 --> 00:02:13,267 Please, please tell me you know who Judy Garland is. 58 00:02:13,301 --> 00:02:15,936 Of course I know who she is. I didn't know that, though. 59 00:02:15,969 --> 00:02:18,606 How you know so much about culture? 60 00:02:18,639 --> 00:02:19,940 Movies and books were all we had. 61 00:02:19,973 --> 00:02:23,611 You guys have MTV and magazines and all sorts of stuff. 62 00:02:23,644 --> 00:02:26,146 I like that about you. 63 00:02:26,180 --> 00:02:28,148 You're sophisticated. 64 00:02:28,182 --> 00:02:30,984 WOMAN (on TV): What the hell are you doing in there?! 65 00:02:31,018 --> 00:02:33,987 WOMAN 2: Giving it a shampoo. Good-bye, pussycat. 66 00:02:34,021 --> 00:02:35,889 (cat mews) 67 00:02:35,923 --> 00:02:38,158 RICKY: Thank you for tonight. I really needed this. 68 00:02:38,192 --> 00:02:39,560 I don't know why you're thanking me. 69 00:02:39,593 --> 00:02:40,894 You paid for dinner. 70 00:02:40,928 --> 00:02:44,298 (laughs) Yeah, I did. 71 00:02:44,332 --> 00:02:47,501 -I guess I should head out then. -Yeah, it's getting late. 72 00:02:47,535 --> 00:02:48,969 -But I'm glad we did this. -Yeah, me, too. 73 00:02:49,002 --> 00:02:50,338 It was fun. 74 00:02:50,371 --> 00:02:53,974 You, uh, think it's okay if I crash here? 75 00:02:54,007 --> 00:02:55,008 -Why? -It's the time of night 76 00:02:55,042 --> 00:02:57,211 when Electra brings her boyfriends home. 77 00:02:57,245 --> 00:02:59,513 Shit gets weird. 78 00:02:59,547 --> 00:03:01,915 (laughs) Yeah, I got you. 79 00:03:01,949 --> 00:03:04,852 Um, I'm gonna get you a pillow and some sheets. 80 00:03:04,885 --> 00:03:10,090 This sofa is not that comfy, but it'll do. 81 00:03:11,459 --> 00:03:13,160 Tomorrow's Saturday, and it's my day off, 82 00:03:13,193 --> 00:03:14,595 so I like to sleep in. 83 00:03:14,628 --> 00:03:17,331 So please, kindly, 84 00:03:17,365 --> 00:03:19,833 let yourself out quietly. 85 00:03:19,867 --> 00:03:21,068 Sweet dreams. 86 00:03:29,777 --> 00:03:31,779 (sighs) 87 00:03:43,391 --> 00:03:45,125 What in God's name are you doing? 88 00:03:45,158 --> 00:03:47,795 Oh, you were right. That couch is lumpy. 89 00:03:47,828 --> 00:03:52,232 (chuckles) I figured you have a big bed, so... 90 00:03:57,070 --> 00:03:59,440 No, really, what are you... 91 00:03:59,473 --> 00:04:02,676 what are you doing? 92 00:04:04,978 --> 00:04:06,914 I think I have a thing for you. 93 00:04:06,947 --> 00:04:09,617 (weak chuckle) 94 00:04:09,650 --> 00:04:15,088 You're-- You're going through a lot right now. 95 00:04:15,122 --> 00:04:17,124 You're confused. 96 00:04:23,464 --> 00:04:25,433 ("Whip Appeal" by Babyface playing) 97 00:04:25,466 --> 00:04:26,934 * 98 00:04:26,967 --> 00:04:29,670 * Whip me * 99 00:04:31,204 --> 00:04:33,474 This ain't confused. 100 00:04:33,507 --> 00:04:35,309 * Do it, do everything * 101 00:04:50,157 --> 00:04:52,960 * Somebody told me * 102 00:04:52,993 --> 00:04:56,964 * There'd be trouble at home * 103 00:04:56,997 --> 00:05:00,100 * 'Cause we never talk a lot * 104 00:05:00,133 --> 00:05:02,135 * When we spend time alone * 105 00:05:02,169 --> 00:05:06,173 * And how are we supposed to know * 106 00:05:06,206 --> 00:05:09,042 * Know something is wrong? * 107 00:05:09,076 --> 00:05:10,978 * Well, we've got a way to communicate... * 108 00:05:11,011 --> 00:05:13,146 I think I want you to have me, too. 109 00:05:13,180 --> 00:05:15,148 * It keeps a happy home * 110 00:05:15,182 --> 00:05:19,052 * And no one * 111 00:05:19,086 --> 00:05:22,189 * Does it like me * 112 00:05:22,222 --> 00:05:25,125 * And no one but you * 113 00:05:25,158 --> 00:05:29,563 * Has that kind of whip appeal on me * 114 00:05:31,031 --> 00:05:34,034 * Keep on whippin' on me * 115 00:05:34,067 --> 00:05:37,738 * You whip it on me * 116 00:05:37,771 --> 00:05:40,908 * Whip all your sweet, sweet lovin' * 117 00:05:40,941 --> 00:05:42,175 * On me. * 118 00:05:42,209 --> 00:05:44,878 (door opens) 119 00:05:44,912 --> 00:05:47,147 (footfalls approach) 120 00:05:47,180 --> 00:05:50,551 PRAY TELL: The category is... 121 00:05:50,584 --> 00:05:53,153 Live... 122 00:05:53,186 --> 00:05:54,988 Work... 123 00:05:55,022 --> 00:05:57,758 Pose! 124 00:06:00,728 --> 00:06:02,730 * 125 00:06:21,949 --> 00:06:24,017 -Hey! -Found it. Look. 126 00:06:24,051 --> 00:06:26,253 No. 127 00:06:28,622 --> 00:06:29,590 You like it? 128 00:06:29,623 --> 00:06:31,525 They did a good job, right? 129 00:06:31,559 --> 00:06:33,226 Yo, you look good as hell, girl. 130 00:06:33,260 --> 00:06:35,028 -Aah, a really good job! -I love it. 131 00:06:35,062 --> 00:06:36,229 (chuckles) 132 00:06:36,263 --> 00:06:39,366 Yo, I can't believe 133 00:06:39,399 --> 00:06:41,268 that photographer ain't tried nothing. 134 00:06:41,301 --> 00:06:43,804 You sure he didn't ask for no kinky shit after I left? 135 00:06:43,837 --> 00:06:47,207 Nah, but it was definitely awkward. 136 00:06:47,240 --> 00:06:49,042 He was aggressive and cruel 137 00:06:49,076 --> 00:06:50,310 in front of everybody. 138 00:06:50,343 --> 00:06:51,645 But I only put up with his abuse 139 00:06:51,679 --> 00:06:52,946 because I was scared that if I said anything, 140 00:06:52,980 --> 00:06:55,148 that he would tell everybody everything. 141 00:06:55,182 --> 00:06:57,384 So I just kept my mouth shut. 142 00:06:57,417 --> 00:06:58,418 He lucky Ms. Ford sent me home, 143 00:06:58,452 --> 00:07:00,053 or I would have kicked his ass again. 144 00:07:00,087 --> 00:07:01,955 -Mm. -What? 145 00:07:01,989 --> 00:07:04,758 -You so cute getting all riled up for me. -Hey. 146 00:07:04,792 --> 00:07:06,627 Cut it out. 147 00:07:06,660 --> 00:07:08,596 -I got something for you if you don't cut it out. -I like you getting 148 00:07:08,629 --> 00:07:10,798 -all riled up for me. -If you don't cut it out... 149 00:07:10,831 --> 00:07:12,633 (Angel laughs) 150 00:07:12,666 --> 00:07:16,203 My knight in shining armor. 151 00:07:18,138 --> 00:07:20,007 My baby. 152 00:07:27,314 --> 00:07:30,317 I must have done something right 'cause he didn't say nothing. 153 00:07:30,350 --> 00:07:32,252 Well, I'm happy. 154 00:07:32,285 --> 00:07:35,923 It came out good. 155 00:07:35,956 --> 00:07:38,358 I guess the campaign was too important. 156 00:07:38,391 --> 00:07:40,528 -Hmm. -I love you. 157 00:07:42,630 --> 00:07:44,031 I love you so much, Angel. 158 00:07:47,467 --> 00:07:49,036 I bet you girls gonna look back at these pictures 159 00:07:49,069 --> 00:07:50,337 and talk about the great beauty Angel 160 00:07:50,370 --> 00:07:52,272 that broke through the doors for 'em, watch. 161 00:07:52,305 --> 00:07:53,941 Please. 162 00:07:53,974 --> 00:07:56,844 I want to show you something. 163 00:07:56,877 --> 00:08:00,313 What you trying to show me that I ain't already seen? 164 00:08:05,886 --> 00:08:08,055 Whose place is this? 165 00:08:08,088 --> 00:08:10,223 -It's my guy Joaquin's. -Hmm. 166 00:08:10,257 --> 00:08:11,825 We was at work, and he asked me 167 00:08:11,859 --> 00:08:13,894 if I knew somebody looking for a place. 168 00:08:16,764 --> 00:08:19,232 Blanca can't fit all of Evangelista in here. 169 00:08:19,266 --> 00:08:21,068 Plus, this area's expensive. 170 00:08:21,101 --> 00:08:22,836 It's $450 a month. 171 00:08:22,870 --> 00:08:25,238 -It's mad cheap for this neighborhood. -Mm. 172 00:08:25,272 --> 00:08:27,641 And it's getting real fancy real quick. 173 00:08:27,675 --> 00:08:29,176 With the lifestyle you living, mama, 174 00:08:29,209 --> 00:08:30,510 and the places you going, 175 00:08:30,544 --> 00:08:32,245 you need to be living in a place like this, 176 00:08:32,279 --> 00:08:34,648 next to all them fancy people you'll be working with. 177 00:08:34,682 --> 00:08:37,417 You trying to get a place together? 178 00:08:37,450 --> 00:08:38,752 -On our own? -No. 179 00:08:38,786 --> 00:08:40,854 -It's not about me. -Hmm. 180 00:08:40,888 --> 00:08:42,856 I'll stay home with Blanca if you want me to. 181 00:08:42,890 --> 00:08:44,391 This will be yours. 182 00:08:44,424 --> 00:08:46,193 You make your own money now. 183 00:08:46,226 --> 00:08:48,195 And I need you to know you can get this 184 00:08:48,228 --> 00:08:49,329 if you want it for yourself. 185 00:08:49,362 --> 00:08:50,764 You know, the last time I had a place of my own, 186 00:08:50,798 --> 00:08:53,567 a guy got it for me. 187 00:08:53,601 --> 00:08:55,502 So I could be on retainer. 188 00:08:55,535 --> 00:08:57,370 His little plaything. (chuckles) 189 00:08:57,404 --> 00:09:00,608 Now I can get a place of my own. 190 00:09:02,242 --> 00:09:05,412 My own place. 191 00:09:08,716 --> 00:09:10,751 You can see the piers from here. 192 00:09:15,823 --> 00:09:17,958 That's where I used to... 193 00:09:17,991 --> 00:09:20,293 where I used to pull tricks with the girls. 194 00:09:24,164 --> 00:09:26,767 Same piers I used to deal on. 195 00:09:30,337 --> 00:09:32,339 (humming softly) 196 00:09:36,309 --> 00:09:39,212 -Gotcha. -Wh-what? 197 00:09:39,246 --> 00:09:41,581 Oh. 198 00:09:41,615 --> 00:09:43,416 (laughter) 199 00:09:45,619 --> 00:09:46,720 What is all that? 200 00:09:46,754 --> 00:09:48,789 Hi. 201 00:09:48,822 --> 00:09:51,158 Hi, ladies. 202 00:09:51,191 --> 00:09:53,794 What's with Golden Girls realness at our booth? 203 00:09:53,827 --> 00:09:55,328 They gave those old bats our table 204 00:09:55,362 --> 00:09:56,930 'cause you finally decide to join us. 205 00:09:56,964 --> 00:09:57,965 Please, 206 00:09:57,998 --> 00:09:59,633 take your time. 207 00:09:59,667 --> 00:10:01,268 You can't be late twice. 208 00:10:01,301 --> 00:10:04,337 I was up late last night. I'm having a slow morning. 209 00:10:04,371 --> 00:10:07,174 -So slow you come in third in a two-man race. -Uh-huh. 210 00:10:07,207 --> 00:10:09,476 Okay, are you hens just gonna keep wasting time clucking, 211 00:10:09,509 --> 00:10:10,944 or shall we proceed? 212 00:10:10,978 --> 00:10:12,445 Yeah? 213 00:10:12,479 --> 00:10:14,247 -Mm-hmm. -Mm. 214 00:10:14,281 --> 00:10:17,450 Hear ye, hear ye. 215 00:10:17,484 --> 00:10:19,619 The bi-monthly meeting of the masters of ceremonies council 216 00:10:19,653 --> 00:10:21,154 is now in session. 217 00:10:21,188 --> 00:10:24,825 Manhattan, updates. 218 00:10:24,858 --> 00:10:26,193 Well, we used part of the dues and donations 219 00:10:26,226 --> 00:10:28,028 to pay for Candy's burial, 220 00:10:28,061 --> 00:10:29,362 so we aren't gonna be able to cover 221 00:10:29,396 --> 00:10:30,798 the trophies for the next ball. 222 00:10:30,831 --> 00:10:33,333 We all need to cover this. 223 00:10:33,366 --> 00:10:35,769 All right. Come on. 224 00:10:35,803 --> 00:10:37,037 -JACK: Oh, you're collecting it? -Yeah. 225 00:10:37,070 --> 00:10:38,338 I'll collect it. I'll go get them. 226 00:10:38,371 --> 00:10:39,873 -Thank you. -CASTLE: That's all I got. 227 00:10:39,907 --> 00:10:42,509 (clears throat) All right. 228 00:10:45,145 --> 00:10:47,047 Two dollars, bitch... 229 00:10:47,080 --> 00:10:48,381 -Mm-hmm. -...that said, 230 00:10:48,415 --> 00:10:49,817 "We all need to cover it"? 231 00:10:49,850 --> 00:10:51,685 We all need to help in the way that we can. 232 00:10:51,719 --> 00:10:53,987 -Oh, okay. Moving on. -Thank you. 233 00:10:54,021 --> 00:10:57,290 The children are loving Candy's Sweet Refrain as a new category, 234 00:10:57,324 --> 00:10:59,459 but now the butch queens want to perform up in drags. 235 00:10:59,492 --> 00:11:00,994 Perfect. 236 00:11:01,028 --> 00:11:03,296 -Motion accepted. -CASTLE: Just that fast? 237 00:11:03,330 --> 00:11:05,665 You always have an opinion about categories. 238 00:11:05,699 --> 00:11:07,467 -Mm-hmm. -That's not true. 239 00:11:07,500 --> 00:11:09,402 JACK: Bitch, please. You've got opinions 240 00:11:09,436 --> 00:11:12,405 -like these queens got bleached assholes. -Yeah. 241 00:11:12,439 --> 00:11:14,908 Nobody want it, they're always offering it out 242 00:11:14,942 --> 00:11:17,477 -and you can keep it to yourself. -Are you in a rush? 243 00:11:17,510 --> 00:11:19,512 You got a midmorning date you running off to? 244 00:11:19,546 --> 00:11:22,850 -No. -Are you sure, sis? 245 00:11:22,883 --> 00:11:26,219 (chuckles): You are positively glowing. 246 00:11:26,253 --> 00:11:27,387 I mean, your face ain't even beat. 247 00:11:27,420 --> 00:11:29,256 Uh, what have you done with Pray Tell? 248 00:11:29,289 --> 00:11:31,258 Well, you know, I've been switching up my regime. 249 00:11:31,291 --> 00:11:33,660 -Mm. -You know, I got some new creams and unguents 250 00:11:33,693 --> 00:11:36,029 and lotions and potions and stuff. 251 00:11:36,063 --> 00:11:38,498 You know how that goes. 252 00:11:38,531 --> 00:11:41,101 Okay, okay. 253 00:11:41,134 --> 00:11:42,702 I have a confession to make, and you heifers 254 00:11:42,736 --> 00:11:45,205 better keep this shit to yourselves. 255 00:11:46,606 --> 00:11:47,908 I've taken a lover. 256 00:11:47,941 --> 00:11:49,409 -Oh. (laughs) -Finally. 257 00:11:49,442 --> 00:11:52,179 Last person to ice your cakes was Keenan. 258 00:11:52,212 --> 00:11:53,914 -(laughs) -MANHATTAN: Though, why wouldn't you tell us 259 00:11:53,947 --> 00:11:55,883 -you've in love? -PRAY TELL: I'm not in love. 260 00:11:55,916 --> 00:11:58,351 -I'm in lust. -Is there a difference? 261 00:11:58,385 --> 00:12:00,087 Yes. Yeah. It's not, it's not romantic, 262 00:12:00,120 --> 00:12:01,388 you know, but it's hot. 263 00:12:01,421 --> 00:12:03,056 It's-it's passionate. 264 00:12:03,090 --> 00:12:05,192 Every time I think about him, I just start to sweat. 265 00:12:05,225 --> 00:12:07,928 And, you know, he got them eyes, them kind of eyes 266 00:12:07,961 --> 00:12:09,930 that just pierce right through your soul. 267 00:12:09,963 --> 00:12:13,100 -Mm. -Washboard abs as hard as granite, 268 00:12:13,133 --> 00:12:16,937 and a pair of the juiciest lips 269 00:12:16,970 --> 00:12:20,073 that he absolutely knows how to use. 270 00:12:20,107 --> 00:12:22,242 For what, bitch? Finish. 271 00:12:25,245 --> 00:12:27,580 I'm just happy. You know? 272 00:12:27,614 --> 00:12:29,716 I haven't felt this way in a long time. 273 00:12:29,749 --> 00:12:31,218 I can't even believe at this point in my life 274 00:12:31,251 --> 00:12:32,652 I'm even saying some shit like that. 275 00:12:32,685 --> 00:12:35,655 -(chuckles) -JACK: Ay, bendito. 276 00:12:35,688 --> 00:12:37,624 I'm so happy for you-- Who is it? 277 00:12:37,657 --> 00:12:38,591 MANHATTAN: So nosey. But for real, 278 00:12:38,625 --> 00:12:40,227 -who is it? -Is it Ray Ray? 279 00:12:40,260 --> 00:12:42,329 That queen with the Jheri curl that works at Union Square café? 280 00:12:42,362 --> 00:12:44,631 -(laughter) -JACK: Ooh. -No! Ew. 281 00:12:44,664 --> 00:12:46,399 -Ugh... -JACK: Girl. Ray Ray? 282 00:12:46,433 --> 00:12:47,600 That bitch is so old, 283 00:12:47,634 --> 00:12:49,569 she was a waiter at the Last Supper, honey. 284 00:12:49,602 --> 00:12:52,139 -CASTLE: Wow. -Serving bread, fish, water and wine. 285 00:12:52,172 --> 00:12:54,141 -MANHATTAN: Oh, damn. -CASTLE: Oh, all the things. -Mm. Ugh. 286 00:12:54,174 --> 00:12:56,609 JACK: Y'all and this Ray Ray. 287 00:12:56,643 --> 00:13:00,313 (sigh) He's a younger man. 288 00:13:00,347 --> 00:13:01,648 -Oh... -CASTLE: Ooh! 289 00:13:01,681 --> 00:13:03,483 -She's cradle-robbing. -PRAY TELL: See, 290 00:13:03,516 --> 00:13:05,452 that's why I didn't want to tell you biddies nothing. 291 00:13:05,485 --> 00:13:07,320 MANHATTAN: You know how complicated 292 00:13:07,354 --> 00:13:09,356 these young men are. Always looking for a daddy 293 00:13:09,389 --> 00:13:10,523 'cause they're financially unstable 294 00:13:10,557 --> 00:13:11,959 and scared of commitment. 295 00:13:11,992 --> 00:13:13,660 Aren't you unemployed, bitch? 296 00:13:13,693 --> 00:13:14,828 -Always. -CASTLE: Ooh... 297 00:13:14,862 --> 00:13:16,463 -Life is a journey. -PRAY TELL: Oh, is it? 298 00:13:16,496 --> 00:13:18,265 And one more thing. 299 00:13:18,298 --> 00:13:21,168 So many of these young black and brown men have a complex 300 00:13:21,201 --> 00:13:22,469 when it comes to older men. 301 00:13:22,502 --> 00:13:24,137 Most of their dad-- no, I would say 302 00:13:24,171 --> 00:13:26,840 100% of their daddies hated them for being faggots. 303 00:13:26,874 --> 00:13:28,942 Beat them, threw them out. 304 00:13:28,976 --> 00:13:32,245 So they turn to us for the love and approval they were denied. 305 00:13:33,680 --> 00:13:36,383 Well, I think it's great you're dating someone younger. 306 00:13:36,416 --> 00:13:37,484 (Pray Tell chuckles) 307 00:13:37,517 --> 00:13:39,286 They also have less baggage. 308 00:13:39,319 --> 00:13:41,221 Granted, they can't afford to buy any. 309 00:13:41,254 --> 00:13:43,556 (laughter) 310 00:13:43,590 --> 00:13:47,527 -You are wrong, wrong, wrong. -No. The only thing that matters 311 00:13:47,560 --> 00:13:51,231 is whether or not he is laying that pipe, sis. 312 00:13:51,264 --> 00:13:54,467 -Ooh, the sex is fierce. -(oohing) 313 00:13:54,501 --> 00:13:56,169 Well, do you, then, girl. 314 00:13:56,203 --> 00:13:58,038 Someone deserves to have their back broke. 315 00:13:58,071 --> 00:13:59,539 MANHATTAN: Castle is right. 316 00:13:59,572 --> 00:14:01,975 And don't ever be ashamed of sharing your good news with us. 317 00:14:02,009 --> 00:14:03,576 Own your choices. 318 00:14:03,610 --> 00:14:05,745 CASTLE: Mm-hmm. 319 00:14:06,746 --> 00:14:08,415 It's Ricky. 320 00:14:08,448 --> 00:14:10,383 -(gasping) -What?! -Oh, girl, no. 321 00:14:10,417 --> 00:14:13,887 -He's an infant. -He is a man. 322 00:14:13,921 --> 00:14:16,256 -A young man. -A very, very, 323 00:14:16,289 --> 00:14:18,325 -very young man. -Well, who else 324 00:14:18,358 --> 00:14:19,692 am I supposed to date? 325 00:14:19,726 --> 00:14:21,194 I spend all my time at the balls. 326 00:14:21,228 --> 00:14:23,696 -Someone your own age. -You just said it was 327 00:14:23,730 --> 00:14:25,332 a good thing that I was dating somebody younger. 328 00:14:25,365 --> 00:14:27,067 I lied to make you feel better, whore. 329 00:14:27,100 --> 00:14:29,903 (laughter) 330 00:14:29,937 --> 00:14:31,604 Well, it's not gonna last. 331 00:14:31,638 --> 00:14:35,408 As a matter of fact, it's already over. I'm-I'm gonna, 332 00:14:35,442 --> 00:14:37,610 -I'm gonna break it off. -JACK: Why? 333 00:14:37,644 --> 00:14:40,413 Because of these Judy judgmental, 334 00:14:40,447 --> 00:14:41,614 jealous jezebel bitches? 335 00:14:41,648 --> 00:14:44,117 -Wasn't that a lot of Js? -Ooh. Yeah. J... 336 00:14:44,151 --> 00:14:46,086 JACK: I mean, who cares if he's young? I would rather 337 00:14:46,119 --> 00:14:47,720 be a babysitter than a nurse. 338 00:14:47,754 --> 00:14:49,422 Mm. Is he hung? 339 00:14:49,456 --> 00:14:51,558 So tacky. But if you want to answer, 340 00:14:51,591 --> 00:14:53,726 I won't stop you. Yeah. 341 00:14:53,760 --> 00:14:56,729 Last night, we went at it 342 00:14:56,763 --> 00:14:59,732 from In Living Color till 4:00 in the morning. 343 00:14:59,766 --> 00:15:01,734 -Damn... -Bitch. 344 00:15:01,768 --> 00:15:03,803 My right thigh is cramping just thinking about it. 345 00:15:03,836 --> 00:15:05,605 -Ooh... -But what is his status? 346 00:15:05,638 --> 00:15:07,707 -He obviously knows about you. -You know I ain't talking 347 00:15:07,740 --> 00:15:10,577 about nobody's status. 348 00:15:10,610 --> 00:15:14,814 Just suffice it to say, we was... safe. 349 00:15:14,847 --> 00:15:16,049 CASTLE: What about Damon? 350 00:15:16,083 --> 00:15:18,251 She gonna be pissed. 351 00:15:18,285 --> 00:15:19,752 I didn't steal nobody's man. 352 00:15:19,786 --> 00:15:21,154 He and Damon were already broken up. 353 00:15:22,689 --> 00:15:24,291 The person I'm really concerned about is Blanca. 354 00:15:24,324 --> 00:15:26,659 JACK: Pray, no. You're not Ricky's father. 355 00:15:26,693 --> 00:15:28,461 You're not even in his house. 356 00:15:28,495 --> 00:15:29,829 If you want to keep seeing him, you should. 357 00:15:29,862 --> 00:15:31,764 MANHATTAN: I agree. 358 00:15:31,798 --> 00:15:33,300 You deserve to be happy. 359 00:15:33,333 --> 00:15:34,667 CASTLE: But we know you. You're gonna torture yourself 360 00:15:34,701 --> 00:15:37,470 until you tell her. 361 00:15:37,504 --> 00:15:38,771 So just do it. 362 00:15:38,805 --> 00:15:43,476 * It feels good, whoo, yeah * 363 00:15:43,510 --> 00:15:45,678 -* It feels good... * -Uh, uh, uh, uh. 364 00:15:45,712 --> 00:15:46,946 (laughs) 365 00:15:46,980 --> 00:15:48,815 This is my jam. 366 00:15:48,848 --> 00:15:52,185 * Yeah... * 367 00:15:52,219 --> 00:15:54,687 I have missed Evangelista dinners. 368 00:15:54,721 --> 00:15:56,656 Well, you came at the right time, because you know what? 369 00:15:56,689 --> 00:15:59,126 We got Pizza Rolls. (laughs) 370 00:15:59,159 --> 00:16:01,094 Ah, wait a minute. 371 00:16:01,128 --> 00:16:03,930 Pizza Rolls? 372 00:16:03,963 --> 00:16:05,698 (sighs) 373 00:16:05,732 --> 00:16:07,834 These are loaded with preservatives. 374 00:16:07,867 --> 00:16:09,802 Boy, we used to eat them all the time. 375 00:16:09,836 --> 00:16:12,105 You said that they were better than filet mignon. 376 00:16:12,139 --> 00:16:16,776 (English accent): Well, my palate has become sophisticated. 377 00:16:16,809 --> 00:16:18,211 -Oh. -(laughs) 378 00:16:18,245 --> 00:16:21,181 So, Miss Elektra has finally let you eat. 379 00:16:21,214 --> 00:16:22,315 -(regular accent): Sure not. -Okay. 380 00:16:22,349 --> 00:16:25,685 -Okay. -(both laugh) 381 00:16:25,718 --> 00:16:27,320 Uh, I ain't gonna lie, 382 00:16:27,354 --> 00:16:30,823 I've missed being an Evangelista. 383 00:16:30,857 --> 00:16:32,225 * It feels good... * 384 00:16:32,259 --> 00:16:34,461 Especially this past week. 385 00:16:34,494 --> 00:16:38,731 * It feels good to know that you want to be around... * 386 00:16:38,765 --> 00:16:40,533 Where is everyone tonight? 387 00:16:40,567 --> 00:16:45,705 Um, Angel and Lil Papi are on a date, 388 00:16:45,738 --> 00:16:49,142 Blanca is at the salons, and... 389 00:16:49,176 --> 00:16:51,678 -so it's just us. -Hmm. 390 00:16:51,711 --> 00:16:53,580 * If the rhythm feels good to you, baby * 391 00:16:53,613 --> 00:16:55,548 -* Let me hear you say * -* Oh, oh, baby * 392 00:16:55,582 --> 00:16:57,350 * If the rhythm feels good to you, baby * 393 00:16:57,384 --> 00:16:58,985 (chuckles) 394 00:16:59,018 --> 00:17:00,553 * Oh, baby... * 395 00:17:00,587 --> 00:17:02,922 You know, I knew this moment would come. 396 00:17:02,955 --> 00:17:04,224 (sighs) 397 00:17:04,257 --> 00:17:05,925 What moment? 398 00:17:05,958 --> 00:17:07,860 I've done a lot of thinking, 399 00:17:07,894 --> 00:17:12,432 and I've come to some clarity, and so, yes. 400 00:17:12,465 --> 00:17:15,435 I'll take you back. 401 00:17:15,468 --> 00:17:17,704 * 'Cause you know it feels good... * 402 00:17:17,737 --> 00:17:19,939 -(chuckles) -I don't want to punish you anymore. 403 00:17:19,972 --> 00:17:21,741 * It feels good... * 404 00:17:21,774 --> 00:17:25,378 -Damon, um... -Oh, no, before you say anything, 405 00:17:25,412 --> 00:17:28,715 just please promise me that you'll be faithful. 406 00:17:28,748 --> 00:17:29,849 Please. 407 00:17:29,882 --> 00:17:31,751 * Having you around... * 408 00:17:31,784 --> 00:17:33,886 I have something to tell you. 409 00:17:33,920 --> 00:17:36,189 Oh, dear. Please don't tell me you're dating somebody. 410 00:17:36,223 --> 00:17:38,225 (music stops) 411 00:17:49,836 --> 00:17:51,338 I tested positive. 412 00:17:53,740 --> 00:17:55,242 (laughs) 413 00:17:55,275 --> 00:17:57,277 Boy, what? 414 00:18:03,783 --> 00:18:05,785 I have HIV. 415 00:18:24,371 --> 00:18:28,241 I-I just don't understand. 416 00:18:28,275 --> 00:18:31,811 We just got-got tested and we both tested negative. 417 00:18:31,844 --> 00:18:34,647 I-I know. I got a call from Chris, um... 418 00:18:34,681 --> 00:18:36,816 H-He was sick, and-and he thought it was the flu, 419 00:18:36,849 --> 00:18:38,818 but then he seroconverted, uh... 420 00:18:38,851 --> 00:18:43,323 You told me y'all didn't sleep together while we were together. 421 00:18:43,356 --> 00:18:45,925 -I know. I fucked up. -You lied to me. 422 00:18:45,958 --> 00:18:47,527 -I'm sorry. -You're sorry? 423 00:18:47,560 --> 00:18:50,463 -That's what you got to offer me? -I know! 424 00:18:50,497 --> 00:18:52,465 I need to grow up. 425 00:18:52,499 --> 00:18:55,768 That's why I've been spending time with Pray Tell. 426 00:18:55,802 --> 00:18:58,971 Why did you go to Pray before you come to me? 427 00:19:01,974 --> 00:19:05,144 He's been teaching me things. 428 00:19:05,178 --> 00:19:07,914 Teaching you what? 429 00:19:09,916 --> 00:19:11,351 (quietly): Um... 430 00:19:18,891 --> 00:19:22,995 Did you tell him that you was a liar? Hmm? 431 00:19:26,566 --> 00:19:29,336 You know what, I don't want to talk to you anymore. 432 00:19:29,369 --> 00:19:31,371 (sniffles) 433 00:19:33,373 --> 00:19:36,175 Just promise me you'll get tested. 434 00:19:36,209 --> 00:19:37,844 I'm not promising you shit! 435 00:19:40,380 --> 00:19:43,115 I never meant to expose you. 436 00:19:47,420 --> 00:19:50,923 I just hope that... 437 00:19:50,957 --> 00:19:52,225 (sniffles) 438 00:19:52,259 --> 00:19:54,261 ...someday, you can believe that. 439 00:19:55,362 --> 00:19:57,364 Get out. 440 00:19:59,366 --> 00:20:01,067 Get the fuck out! 441 00:20:12,412 --> 00:20:13,646 (screams) 442 00:20:29,061 --> 00:20:30,963 * 443 00:20:51,150 --> 00:20:52,619 What are those moves? 444 00:20:52,652 --> 00:20:54,621 She looks like a pigeon with a busted foot. 445 00:21:01,160 --> 00:21:04,030 (cheering, applause) 446 00:21:08,501 --> 00:21:11,270 (speaking indistinctly) 447 00:21:15,141 --> 00:21:15,975 (cheering, applause) 448 00:21:16,008 --> 00:21:19,612 Yeah! Go Damon! 449 00:21:19,646 --> 00:21:21,681 * 450 00:21:37,063 --> 00:21:39,666 * 451 00:22:04,190 --> 00:22:06,092 * 452 00:22:18,204 --> 00:22:22,041 (cheering, whooping) 453 00:22:28,180 --> 00:22:29,348 LIL PAPI: That's my brother! 454 00:22:29,382 --> 00:22:33,219 That's my brother! That's my brother! 455 00:22:33,252 --> 00:22:34,487 That's my brother! 456 00:22:34,521 --> 00:22:36,288 (cheering and applause) 457 00:22:41,060 --> 00:22:43,062 Right here. One, two, three. 458 00:22:43,095 --> 00:22:44,597 -(camera clicks) -Happy graduation. 459 00:22:44,631 --> 00:22:46,733 All right, all right, come on, let's eat. 460 00:22:46,766 --> 00:22:49,001 Daddy needs a drink. 461 00:22:49,035 --> 00:22:51,103 -You want a drink? -HELENA: Blanca. 462 00:22:51,137 --> 00:22:53,305 Y'all go on on ahead, I'll catch up. 463 00:22:55,107 --> 00:22:58,611 I hope you weren't gonna run off without saying goodbye. 464 00:22:58,645 --> 00:22:59,979 I'm sorry. 465 00:23:01,213 --> 00:23:02,749 I just didn't know what to say to you. 466 00:23:02,782 --> 00:23:03,816 What you did with Damon was... 467 00:23:07,286 --> 00:23:09,722 I just thought that anything I said wouldn't be good enough. 468 00:23:09,756 --> 00:23:13,059 My gratitude for you is beyond, you know? 469 00:23:13,092 --> 00:23:15,127 You don't have to thank me. 470 00:23:15,161 --> 00:23:17,196 I came to thank you. 471 00:23:17,229 --> 00:23:18,731 I could be the greatest teacher in the world, 472 00:23:18,765 --> 00:23:22,401 but it doesn't matter if the student doesn't show up. 473 00:23:22,435 --> 00:23:23,736 You held a vision for him. 474 00:23:23,770 --> 00:23:25,071 Like every good mother does. 475 00:23:25,104 --> 00:23:28,808 Yeah, but... you guided his way. 476 00:23:28,841 --> 00:23:31,143 You was patient with him when he didn't deserve it. 477 00:23:31,177 --> 00:23:33,212 (both chuckle) 478 00:23:33,245 --> 00:23:37,817 And... what that boy did up there today... 479 00:23:37,850 --> 00:23:41,120 that was the most beautiful thing that I ever saw 480 00:23:41,153 --> 00:23:43,623 in my entire life. 481 00:23:43,656 --> 00:23:47,059 You know, the best students I ever have are the ones 482 00:23:47,093 --> 00:23:49,261 who are imagining their legacy every day. 483 00:23:49,295 --> 00:23:51,898 They don't want to be good 484 00:23:51,931 --> 00:23:53,666 or great. 485 00:23:53,700 --> 00:23:56,402 They want to be legends. 486 00:23:56,435 --> 00:23:58,771 They aren't afraid of dying. 487 00:23:58,805 --> 00:24:01,307 They're afraid of not leaving their mark. 488 00:24:01,340 --> 00:24:03,576 Are you trying to say Damon is trying to be one of them? 489 00:24:03,610 --> 00:24:05,912 -(both chuckle) -No, he's got a bright future, 490 00:24:05,945 --> 00:24:07,346 but I'm talking about you. 491 00:24:07,379 --> 00:24:11,651 I knew it the moment you barged into my office 492 00:24:11,684 --> 00:24:14,453 and gave me that speech about your child. 493 00:24:14,487 --> 00:24:18,224 Demanded that I give him an audition on the spot. 494 00:24:20,893 --> 00:24:23,195 I don't think I will ever meet a mother 495 00:24:23,229 --> 00:24:26,933 who believes in her children the way you do. 496 00:24:26,966 --> 00:24:28,735 Who'll fight for them like that. 497 00:24:32,338 --> 00:24:34,206 It's been a delight to teach Damon. 498 00:24:37,309 --> 00:24:40,346 But it has been an honor to know you. 499 00:24:46,218 --> 00:24:49,288 (sighs) 500 00:24:49,321 --> 00:24:51,290 You know we having a party at our place. 501 00:24:51,323 --> 00:24:52,959 You want to come? (chuckles) 502 00:24:52,992 --> 00:24:55,294 (sighs) 503 00:24:55,327 --> 00:24:57,864 -Another time? -Yeah. 504 00:25:15,414 --> 00:25:16,348 Uh, we running low on this wine. 505 00:25:16,382 --> 00:25:19,251 Not tonight! Not tonight! 506 00:25:19,285 --> 00:25:21,253 BLANCA: Listen, I... 507 00:25:21,287 --> 00:25:23,355 -I can't even believe my baby done graduated. -(chuckles) 508 00:25:23,389 --> 00:25:25,424 -Thank you. -It-- 509 00:25:25,457 --> 00:25:27,226 It was a long road, but you did it. 510 00:25:27,259 --> 00:25:29,195 I'm so proud of you. 511 00:25:29,228 --> 00:25:32,064 LIL PAPI: Speech. Speech. Speech. 512 00:25:32,098 --> 00:25:34,200 BOTH: Speech! Speech! Speech! 513 00:25:34,233 --> 00:25:36,903 -Speech! Speech! Speech! -Okay! Okay! 514 00:25:36,936 --> 00:25:40,006 Okay, all right, all right, all right, all right, all right. 515 00:25:40,039 --> 00:25:42,374 I, uh, thank you all 516 00:25:42,408 --> 00:25:44,210 for throwing this celebration for me. 517 00:25:44,243 --> 00:25:45,444 I, uh, 518 00:25:45,477 --> 00:25:47,379 I don't really feel like I deserve it. 519 00:25:47,413 --> 00:25:48,715 Course you do, baby. Come on. 520 00:25:48,748 --> 00:25:50,382 I mean, it's been a weird couple of days. 521 00:25:50,416 --> 00:25:52,351 You know, there's been a whole lot of endings, 522 00:25:52,384 --> 00:25:53,886 and maybe some new beginnings, 523 00:25:53,920 --> 00:25:55,254 -but, you know... -ANGEL: Yes. 524 00:25:55,287 --> 00:25:57,423 -To new beginnings, honey. -BLANCA: Uh, girl, could you 525 00:25:57,456 --> 00:25:59,091 -let him finish his speech? -ANGEL: I wasn't interrupting. 526 00:25:59,125 --> 00:26:00,593 DAMON: And, you know, I feel 527 00:26:00,627 --> 00:26:02,361 a renewed purpose, you know? 528 00:26:02,394 --> 00:26:05,531 With me finishing my program, I... 529 00:26:05,564 --> 00:26:07,900 I'm gonna start being selfish and focus on me. 530 00:26:07,934 --> 00:26:11,838 Mm. Start? (chuckles) 531 00:26:13,973 --> 00:26:15,274 Well, I learned from the best. 532 00:26:15,307 --> 00:26:17,744 You're welcome. 533 00:26:17,777 --> 00:26:20,412 Darling Angel, you know I'm cleansing 534 00:26:20,446 --> 00:26:22,414 -the negativity out of my life. -ANGEL (quietly): Very good. 535 00:26:22,448 --> 00:26:23,750 You keep it up, you might be next. 536 00:26:23,783 --> 00:26:25,484 -Ooh. -Mm. 537 00:26:25,517 --> 00:26:28,320 BLANCA: Okay, well, good for you. Good for you. 538 00:26:28,354 --> 00:26:30,056 Uh-- Let's not carry around baggage. 539 00:26:30,089 --> 00:26:31,457 -Mm-hm. -LIL PAPI: Hey, yo, Damon. 540 00:26:31,490 --> 00:26:33,292 What're you gonna do now that you're done with school? 541 00:26:33,325 --> 00:26:36,729 I mean, you know... 542 00:26:36,763 --> 00:26:38,631 my degree is in dance, so, 543 00:26:38,665 --> 00:26:39,999 dance is the obvious choice. 544 00:26:40,032 --> 00:26:41,333 PRAY TELL: As well it should be. 545 00:26:41,367 --> 00:26:43,235 That final performance was stunning. 546 00:26:43,269 --> 00:26:44,503 Is there a future for a dancer? 547 00:26:45,337 --> 00:26:47,073 Yeah, if the... 548 00:26:47,106 --> 00:26:48,407 dancer works hard and is talented. 549 00:26:48,440 --> 00:26:50,743 Oh... damn. 550 00:26:50,777 --> 00:26:52,478 So it'll be a short-lived career. 551 00:26:52,511 --> 00:26:55,247 (laughing) 552 00:26:55,281 --> 00:26:57,316 No, you get it? 553 00:26:57,349 --> 00:27:00,787 -Well, it's definitely a longer shelf life than a model's. -(quietly): Damon? 554 00:27:00,820 --> 00:27:02,789 He's jealous because my face is in every Duane Reade 555 00:27:02,822 --> 00:27:04,623 -in the city. -Hm. 556 00:27:04,657 --> 00:27:07,660 People recognize me when I go to Roy Rogers. 557 00:27:07,694 --> 00:27:09,195 Mm-hmm, is it because of Wet and Wild, 558 00:27:09,228 --> 00:27:10,596 or is it because the piers? 559 00:27:10,629 --> 00:27:13,399 Mamma mia, babulote. Damon got jokes. 560 00:27:15,401 --> 00:27:17,670 -So you're judging my survival? -BLANCA: You know what? 561 00:27:17,704 --> 00:27:19,338 This was a fun little party. 562 00:27:19,371 --> 00:27:20,840 -Thank y'all for coming. -Mm-hmm. 563 00:27:20,873 --> 00:27:22,641 -DAMON: No. No-no-no-no. Uh, not that. -Sit down. 564 00:27:22,675 --> 00:27:24,543 DAMON: No. I mean, you're degrading yourself 565 00:27:24,576 --> 00:27:25,878 perfectly fine without my help. 566 00:27:25,912 --> 00:27:27,880 -Well, fuck you, Damon. -BLANCA: Angel, that's enough. 567 00:27:27,914 --> 00:27:30,449 Uh, I think I'm the only guy in New York that hasn't. 568 00:27:30,482 --> 00:27:32,852 LIL PAPI: Yo, bubba, ain't got to talk to her like that. 569 00:27:32,885 --> 00:27:34,453 No, it's all right, baby. 570 00:27:34,486 --> 00:27:36,022 Let's see who has the last laugh 571 00:27:36,055 --> 00:27:37,456 when I'm traveling the world and on magazine covers, 572 00:27:37,489 --> 00:27:40,693 and you're doing corny-ass, stupid-ass tours... 573 00:27:40,727 --> 00:27:42,695 -BLANCA: Angel, all right, cut it out. -...of a, of a one-hit wonder. 574 00:27:42,729 --> 00:27:44,296 -Right? -DAMON: I cannot wait to see what kind... 575 00:27:44,330 --> 00:27:46,699 -Enough! -...of campaigns you book with that cracked skin. 576 00:27:46,733 --> 00:27:48,034 That's not a natural glow, sweetie. 577 00:27:48,067 --> 00:27:49,368 That's cocaine sweats. 578 00:27:51,037 --> 00:27:52,705 BLANCA: What are you talking about? 579 00:27:52,739 --> 00:27:54,406 You doing drugs? 580 00:27:55,407 --> 00:27:57,243 -No. -She's lying. 581 00:27:57,276 --> 00:27:59,145 -Angel, I want the truth. -Why would I jeopardize 582 00:27:59,178 --> 00:28:00,880 everything I've worked so hard for? 583 00:28:00,913 --> 00:28:01,881 What were you doing in the bathroom 584 00:28:01,914 --> 00:28:02,882 when I walked in on you yesterday? 585 00:28:02,915 --> 00:28:04,483 I was doing my makeup. 586 00:28:04,516 --> 00:28:06,552 You know what? That is a serious accusation, y'all. 587 00:28:06,585 --> 00:28:09,588 -(quietly): Okay. -Well, wh-what do you need more? 588 00:28:09,621 --> 00:28:12,491 -I mean, we telling you what we saw. -Damon, there is no proof. 589 00:28:12,524 --> 00:28:14,426 We're telling the truth! That-that should be enough! 590 00:28:14,460 --> 00:28:15,928 But it's not. 'Cause you a liar. 591 00:28:15,962 --> 00:28:17,396 You've been caught lying already. 592 00:28:17,429 --> 00:28:20,099 -Remember? You was fucking Ricky without a condom. -Angel! 593 00:28:20,132 --> 00:28:22,101 -You forgot that quick? Huh? -Angel! You know what, Papi? 594 00:28:22,134 --> 00:28:24,270 -Take her and go. -You wasn't-- 595 00:28:24,303 --> 00:28:25,604 You wasn't using condoms? 596 00:28:25,637 --> 00:28:27,506 Did you forget about that? 597 00:28:27,539 --> 00:28:28,540 DAMON: You are always sticking up for her, 598 00:28:28,574 --> 00:28:29,742 and I am sick of this shit, okay? 599 00:28:29,776 --> 00:28:31,277 BLANCA: Damon, you need to calm down. 600 00:28:31,310 --> 00:28:32,511 -No, I'm not gonna calm down! -Who are you talking to? 601 00:28:32,544 --> 00:28:34,546 This is bullshit, okay? 602 00:28:34,580 --> 00:28:36,548 I am right behind you all these years. 603 00:28:36,582 --> 00:28:38,951 I just asked you to back me up, that's it. That's it! 604 00:28:38,985 --> 00:28:40,352 You're being disrespectful, Damon. 605 00:28:40,386 --> 00:28:42,889 When I want your opinion, I'll ask for it. 606 00:28:42,922 --> 00:28:44,757 Whenever shit hits the fan, 607 00:28:44,791 --> 00:28:46,558 I'm the one behind your side. 608 00:28:46,592 --> 00:28:47,626 I'm the one that's holding you down, 609 00:28:47,659 --> 00:28:49,261 -I'm showing up! -Oh, and I haven't? 610 00:28:49,295 --> 00:28:51,430 I didn't encourage you to go to dance school? 611 00:28:51,463 --> 00:28:54,300 Or start teaching down at the Y? 612 00:28:54,333 --> 00:28:55,868 You're my mother. That's what you're supposed to do! 613 00:28:55,902 --> 00:28:57,069 Ever since you got that nail salon, 614 00:28:57,103 --> 00:28:59,205 you've been all about yourself. 615 00:28:59,238 --> 00:29:01,607 -Now, who's the selfish one now, huh? -PRAY TELL: Okay! 616 00:29:01,640 --> 00:29:04,476 Enough. You will not talk to your mother like that. 617 00:29:04,510 --> 00:29:05,878 Not in my presence. 618 00:29:05,912 --> 00:29:07,413 You have no idea 619 00:29:07,446 --> 00:29:08,981 the sacrifices that have been made 620 00:29:09,015 --> 00:29:11,283 so that you can "aspire to greatness." 621 00:29:11,317 --> 00:29:13,585 I can't wait for life to hit you real hard, 622 00:29:13,619 --> 00:29:15,587 so that you have to experience 623 00:29:15,621 --> 00:29:18,124 how fucked up real life really is. 624 00:29:18,157 --> 00:29:19,691 I know how fucked up the world is. 625 00:29:21,527 --> 00:29:23,462 I was put out of my house by my biological parents 626 00:29:23,495 --> 00:29:26,632 and then my ex-boyfriend decided to expose me to HIV. 627 00:29:26,665 --> 00:29:27,499 What? 628 00:29:27,533 --> 00:29:29,936 DAMON: Yeah. 629 00:29:30,970 --> 00:29:33,105 Ricky... is positive. 630 00:29:33,139 --> 00:29:34,640 Well, did you get tested? 631 00:29:34,673 --> 00:29:36,008 Oh, how's Ricky? 632 00:29:36,042 --> 00:29:37,944 -Is he okay? -Well, I don't know. 633 00:29:37,977 --> 00:29:39,545 Ask Pray. 634 00:29:43,182 --> 00:29:44,817 -You knew? -PRAY TELL: Okay. 635 00:29:44,851 --> 00:29:49,155 Okay, pump the motherfucking brakes. 636 00:29:49,188 --> 00:29:51,657 Ricky came to me. 637 00:29:51,690 --> 00:29:53,692 And it's really shitty of you 638 00:29:53,725 --> 00:29:55,627 to share his status with everybody. 639 00:29:55,661 --> 00:29:57,629 It's not your business! 640 00:29:57,663 --> 00:29:59,465 You need to learn some damn respect! 641 00:29:59,498 --> 00:30:01,934 Agreed. Who's raising these children? 642 00:30:01,968 --> 00:30:04,203 I need some Remy Martin for this shit. 643 00:30:04,236 --> 00:30:07,273 Oh, you are one to talk about some goddamn respect, Pray. 644 00:30:07,306 --> 00:30:08,674 -Excuse me? -Yeah. 645 00:30:08,707 --> 00:30:10,142 Why don't you tell Blanca 646 00:30:10,176 --> 00:30:11,777 why you didn't tell her about Ricky's status, huh? 647 00:30:11,810 --> 00:30:13,545 I didn't let her know about his status 648 00:30:13,579 --> 00:30:15,614 because it's not my business 649 00:30:15,647 --> 00:30:16,949 -to tell! -It's not because you're fucking? 650 00:30:16,983 --> 00:30:18,650 Whoo! 651 00:30:18,684 --> 00:30:21,020 That's some new information. 652 00:30:21,053 --> 00:30:23,555 This house is scandalous, can you believe this? 653 00:30:23,589 --> 00:30:27,293 You gonna believe him if he denies it, too, huh? Huh? 654 00:30:27,326 --> 00:30:29,828 No... 655 00:30:29,862 --> 00:30:31,397 No, Pray would never do that. 656 00:30:31,430 --> 00:30:33,632 You gonna believe this slut over your son! 657 00:30:33,665 --> 00:30:35,534 -PRAY TELL: I'm gonna fuck you up! -(Blanca shouting) 658 00:30:35,567 --> 00:30:37,669 I'm gonna fuck you up! Who's a slut? 659 00:30:37,703 --> 00:30:39,671 Who's a fucking slut? 660 00:30:49,615 --> 00:30:53,652 Pray Tell... Pray. 661 00:30:53,685 --> 00:30:56,055 Is he telling the truth? 662 00:30:58,257 --> 00:30:59,491 Yeah. 663 00:30:59,525 --> 00:31:01,027 ELEKTRA: Pray Tell, 664 00:31:01,060 --> 00:31:02,561 house mothers and fathers 665 00:31:02,594 --> 00:31:04,830 never sleep with their children. 666 00:31:04,863 --> 00:31:07,099 It's the number one rule in ballroom. 667 00:31:07,133 --> 00:31:10,436 -I'm not his father. -But you're an elder! 668 00:31:10,469 --> 00:31:12,604 He looks up to you like a father. 669 00:31:12,638 --> 00:31:14,706 All the boys in ballroom do. 670 00:31:14,740 --> 00:31:18,510 It's complicated. Just like life. 671 00:31:18,544 --> 00:31:19,578 BLANCA: Know what? W-- You can get out. 672 00:31:19,611 --> 00:31:20,779 Are you for real? 673 00:31:20,812 --> 00:31:22,081 Yeah, I'm for real. 674 00:31:22,114 --> 00:31:23,615 -Please leave. -Okay. 675 00:31:23,649 --> 00:31:25,551 You know what? 676 00:31:25,584 --> 00:31:29,721 Just so we're clear; I'm a grown-ass man. 677 00:31:29,755 --> 00:31:33,792 Ricky is a grown-ass man! 678 00:31:34,893 --> 00:31:37,763 Whatever. Fuck y'all. 679 00:31:37,796 --> 00:31:39,098 -Fuck you too, Pray. -Yeah, remember that. 680 00:31:39,131 --> 00:31:41,733 ELEKTRA: Laying down when you should be standing up. 681 00:31:41,767 --> 00:31:43,135 Wake up! 682 00:31:59,151 --> 00:32:01,253 * Stop what you're doin' 'cause I'm about to ruin... * 683 00:32:01,287 --> 00:32:02,788 PRAY TELL: Aw! Sookie sookie now! 684 00:32:02,821 --> 00:32:04,756 Sookie sookie sookie now! 685 00:32:04,790 --> 00:32:07,893 -(cheering) -Shit, all right. 686 00:32:07,926 --> 00:32:10,596 Yo, Papi baby! 687 00:32:10,629 --> 00:32:12,164 -Judges, your score. -* I'll drink a bottle of Hennessey... * 688 00:32:12,198 --> 00:32:15,834 Ten! Ten! Ten! Ten! Ten, bitch! 689 00:32:15,867 --> 00:32:19,171 Give him a hand, way up high! 690 00:32:19,205 --> 00:32:23,275 -Papi Evangelista. Give it up! -(cheering continues) 691 00:32:23,309 --> 00:32:24,710 Give it up! 692 00:32:26,512 --> 00:32:27,646 PRAY TELL: Don't be mad. 693 00:32:27,679 --> 00:32:29,815 * Get up, come on and do... * 694 00:32:29,848 --> 00:32:30,849 PRAY TELL: All right, let him have it. 695 00:32:30,882 --> 00:32:32,484 Let him have it. 696 00:32:32,518 --> 00:32:34,686 All right, now my next category is my favorite. 697 00:32:34,720 --> 00:32:38,690 My favorite category. 698 00:32:38,724 --> 00:32:40,292 Femme Queen Vogue! 699 00:32:40,326 --> 00:32:44,130 -Come on. Come on, bitch. -(crowd cheering) 700 00:32:44,163 --> 00:32:45,864 Ah! Come on, Charisma. 701 00:32:45,897 --> 00:32:47,699 Look, Ma, I got a trophy. 702 00:32:47,733 --> 00:32:49,701 PRAY TELL: That's how I like it, too. 703 00:32:49,735 --> 00:32:50,936 Yeah, I see, baby. Congrats. 704 00:32:50,969 --> 00:32:52,704 Why you here by yourself? Where's Damon at? 705 00:32:52,738 --> 00:32:54,306 Probably somewhere twiddling his fingers 706 00:32:54,340 --> 00:32:55,807 telling stories on people. 707 00:32:55,841 --> 00:32:58,510 Mother, I know you mad at me. 708 00:32:58,544 --> 00:32:59,811 * We only take... * 709 00:32:59,845 --> 00:33:01,147 You believe him, don't you? 710 00:33:01,180 --> 00:33:04,350 I don't know what to believe anymore. 711 00:33:04,383 --> 00:33:05,884 You says you wasn't messing around 712 00:33:05,917 --> 00:33:08,620 with that stuff, so I'll let it go, baby. 713 00:33:08,654 --> 00:33:09,688 PRAY TELL: All right, come on, Florida. 714 00:33:09,721 --> 00:33:11,190 We see you. 715 00:33:11,223 --> 00:33:13,025 Fringing. 716 00:33:13,059 --> 00:33:14,693 In all that neon, baby. 717 00:33:14,726 --> 00:33:16,828 We see you. Work it out. 718 00:33:16,862 --> 00:33:18,330 Work it out. (laughs) 719 00:33:18,364 --> 00:33:21,367 I must have missed the memo that we were having a family meeting. 720 00:33:21,400 --> 00:33:23,669 -What y'all talking about? -I got a trophy. 721 00:33:23,702 --> 00:33:26,038 Oh, swirl it around like a windmill. 722 00:33:26,072 --> 00:33:27,473 Pop, pop. Pop-pop. 723 00:33:27,506 --> 00:33:29,175 Pop. Pop! 724 00:33:29,208 --> 00:33:31,477 -(crowd cheering) -Oh, shit. 725 00:33:31,510 --> 00:33:33,412 Here comes Silhouette from the rear, baby. 726 00:33:33,445 --> 00:33:35,714 Whirling, swirling, swishing, 727 00:33:35,747 --> 00:33:38,850 swirling like a windmill. Yes! 728 00:33:38,884 --> 00:33:42,054 And the whip-- Whip it good, bitch. Whip it. 729 00:33:42,088 --> 00:33:44,156 -Serving up twists... -So have you told Mother 730 00:33:44,190 --> 00:33:45,224 -the truth yet? -BLANCA: She did. 731 00:33:45,257 --> 00:33:47,025 And when's she moving out? 732 00:33:47,059 --> 00:33:48,160 I ain't going nowhere. 733 00:33:48,194 --> 00:33:49,728 -(laughing) -PRAY TELL: Pop, pop. 734 00:33:49,761 --> 00:33:50,929 Oh! 735 00:33:50,962 --> 00:33:52,030 Yes! 736 00:33:52,064 --> 00:33:53,265 DAMON: Oh, I see. 737 00:33:53,299 --> 00:33:56,835 Mother holds you to a different standard. 738 00:33:56,868 --> 00:33:58,704 Papi sells weed to get by, 739 00:33:58,737 --> 00:33:59,938 and he's homeless instantly, and... 740 00:33:59,971 --> 00:34:02,040 But dear, old, darling 741 00:34:02,074 --> 00:34:03,775 Miss Angel does hardcore, 742 00:34:03,809 --> 00:34:05,277 lethal drugs and she gets to stay. 743 00:34:05,311 --> 00:34:06,745 -What is up with that? -Damon, stop. 744 00:34:06,778 --> 00:34:09,881 She said she didn't do it, so let it be. 745 00:34:09,915 --> 00:34:11,383 PRAY TELL: Ten, ten, ten, ten, 746 00:34:11,417 --> 00:34:13,619 -ten. -You calling me a, a liar, Mother? 747 00:34:13,652 --> 00:34:16,588 PRAY TELL: ...time for the next category! 748 00:34:16,622 --> 00:34:19,091 Butch Queen Vogue! 749 00:34:19,125 --> 00:34:21,560 (crowd whistling, whooping) 750 00:34:24,730 --> 00:34:26,632 Hmm. 751 00:34:26,665 --> 00:34:29,901 Come on, Shadow. From the rear. 752 00:34:29,935 --> 00:34:31,303 Shadow from the rear. 753 00:34:31,337 --> 00:34:33,705 -I got to go. -Yeah, go. 754 00:34:33,739 --> 00:34:35,741 * It takes two to make it out of sight... * 755 00:34:35,774 --> 00:34:38,277 PRAY TELL: Oh, oh. Here comes Damon 756 00:34:38,310 --> 00:34:39,978 from the rear. 757 00:34:40,011 --> 00:34:43,649 Serving us, serving us the banjee, oh! 758 00:34:43,682 --> 00:34:46,051 He's giving you loins, baby. 759 00:34:46,084 --> 00:34:48,754 Ooh, that face. That face is mad. 760 00:34:48,787 --> 00:34:52,224 That face is mad. Hey, what's going on, honey? 761 00:34:52,258 --> 00:34:54,960 Damon's like, "Get out of my way, get out my way, bitch. 762 00:34:54,993 --> 00:34:56,762 Get out my way." Come on, Damon. 763 00:34:56,795 --> 00:34:58,630 Work that shit out. Uh. 764 00:34:58,664 --> 00:35:01,500 What? Push. 765 00:35:01,533 --> 00:35:03,302 In the push. Get out the way. 766 00:35:03,335 --> 00:35:05,504 Push, push, get out the way. 767 00:35:05,537 --> 00:35:07,806 Move, move. Get out the-- wow! 768 00:35:07,839 --> 00:35:09,941 Ow. 769 00:35:09,975 --> 00:35:11,643 * I don't know, so let's go * 770 00:35:11,677 --> 00:35:14,313 Yoga planting. Holds himself up. 771 00:35:14,346 --> 00:35:15,781 That core is strong, bitch. 772 00:35:15,814 --> 00:35:17,516 That core is strong. 773 00:35:18,850 --> 00:35:22,087 * It takes two to make it out of sight * 774 00:35:22,120 --> 00:35:24,990 * It takes two to make a thing go right... * 775 00:35:27,293 --> 00:35:29,728 You got to come on in here with the goods, baby. 776 00:35:32,130 --> 00:35:34,266 Giving us backstroke realness. 777 00:35:34,300 --> 00:35:35,867 * 'Cause I'm gonna keep you in step * 778 00:35:35,901 --> 00:35:36,968 * I got an idea... * 779 00:35:37,002 --> 00:35:38,837 PRAY TELL: Oh. What? 780 00:35:38,870 --> 00:35:40,706 What, you don't want it? 781 00:35:40,739 --> 00:35:41,840 You don't want it. 782 00:35:41,873 --> 00:35:43,775 You don't want it, queen. 783 00:35:43,809 --> 00:35:45,877 You don't want it. (laughing) 784 00:35:45,911 --> 00:35:47,379 Okay, stop, stop. 785 00:35:47,413 --> 00:35:49,181 Stop, bitch. Stop. 786 00:35:49,215 --> 00:35:51,683 Come on up and get these trophies. 787 00:35:51,717 --> 00:35:55,020 All right. Cut the music, cut the music. 788 00:35:55,053 --> 00:35:57,523 This first score goes to Chardonnay. 789 00:35:57,556 --> 00:35:59,891 Chardonnay Pendavis, what are your scores? Eight, 790 00:35:59,925 --> 00:36:01,893 nine, eight, nine, eight. 791 00:36:01,927 --> 00:36:03,529 All right. 792 00:36:03,562 --> 00:36:04,963 For Shadow, baby. 793 00:36:04,996 --> 00:36:07,566 -Wintour. -We know where you from, bitch. 794 00:36:07,599 --> 00:36:08,967 Shadow Wintour. 795 00:36:09,000 --> 00:36:11,837 AUDIENCE MEMBER: Let's go, Shadow! 796 00:36:11,870 --> 00:36:12,971 Ten, nine, nine, ten, 797 00:36:13,004 --> 00:36:14,740 ten-- You know. 798 00:36:14,773 --> 00:36:17,042 There is room, honey. 799 00:36:17,075 --> 00:36:20,178 There is room at the end. 800 00:36:20,212 --> 00:36:23,315 Who's next? Is it Damon Evangelista? 801 00:36:23,349 --> 00:36:25,016 -CROWD: Evangelista. -PRAY TELL: Oh. 802 00:36:26,918 --> 00:36:29,054 That bitch said, "Move out my way. 803 00:36:29,087 --> 00:36:32,023 I got things to do." Oh, for 804 00:36:32,057 --> 00:36:33,191 Damon Evangelista... 805 00:36:33,225 --> 00:36:35,193 Ten, ten, ten, 806 00:36:35,227 --> 00:36:36,995 ten, ten. 807 00:36:37,028 --> 00:36:38,029 Ten, ten, ten, 808 00:36:38,063 --> 00:36:40,232 across the motherfucking board. 809 00:36:40,266 --> 00:36:43,001 Come on and get this trophy. 810 00:36:43,034 --> 00:36:45,837 You earned it, you deserve it. 811 00:36:45,871 --> 00:36:48,006 God bless you. Give me a smile, bitch. 812 00:36:48,039 --> 00:36:49,908 I know you didn't roll your eyes at me. 813 00:36:49,941 --> 00:36:53,078 Don't make me have to knock them eyes out your head, bitch. 814 00:36:53,111 --> 00:36:54,413 You ain't grown yet. 815 00:36:54,446 --> 00:36:56,014 * Get busy, you ready now? * 816 00:36:56,047 --> 00:36:57,683 * One, two... * 817 00:36:57,716 --> 00:36:59,217 PRAY TELL: Shit. I need a ciggie break. 818 00:36:59,251 --> 00:37:01,019 Come on, Jack Mizrahi. 819 00:37:01,052 --> 00:37:03,889 Take over for me for a minute, baby. 820 00:37:08,226 --> 00:37:11,062 Hi. Damon, right? 821 00:37:11,096 --> 00:37:12,898 Yeah. (chuckles) 822 00:37:12,931 --> 00:37:14,766 I saw you perform 823 00:37:14,800 --> 00:37:17,202 and I had to introduce myself. My name is Tori. 824 00:37:17,235 --> 00:37:19,638 (inhales sharply) 825 00:37:19,671 --> 00:37:22,073 I work closely with Malcolm McLaren. 826 00:37:22,107 --> 00:37:24,776 Can we talk? 827 00:37:24,810 --> 00:37:26,312 (softly): Oh... 828 00:37:31,850 --> 00:37:33,852 Pray Tell, we need to have a discussion. 829 00:37:35,253 --> 00:37:37,289 I'm down from one pack of cigarettes a day 830 00:37:37,323 --> 00:37:39,257 to two a week; I don't want to hear your mouth. 831 00:37:39,291 --> 00:37:42,294 Do not be a mean queen, you know what I'm talking about. 832 00:37:42,328 --> 00:37:44,463 Okay. 833 00:37:44,496 --> 00:37:47,265 Let me break it down for you. 834 00:37:47,299 --> 00:37:49,301 You have different rules for different people. 835 00:37:49,335 --> 00:37:50,902 -What did you say? -I said, 836 00:37:50,936 --> 00:37:52,671 you have different rules for different people. 837 00:37:52,704 --> 00:37:54,740 Just like you rank and file your children 838 00:37:54,773 --> 00:37:56,675 -and treat them accordingly. -I treat all 839 00:37:56,708 --> 00:37:59,110 of my children the same. 840 00:37:59,144 --> 00:38:01,146 -You are in denial. -Pray Tell, I'm not 841 00:38:01,179 --> 00:38:04,115 an unfair mother. And I do not play favorites. 842 00:38:04,149 --> 00:38:06,117 Angel. 843 00:38:06,151 --> 00:38:07,853 She gets to do drugs and stay. 844 00:38:07,886 --> 00:38:09,455 When other people get kicked out. 845 00:38:09,488 --> 00:38:11,657 -That is not true. -(derisive laugh) 846 00:38:11,690 --> 00:38:13,158 Damon sleeps with Ricky, 847 00:38:13,191 --> 00:38:14,626 even though that's against your rules 848 00:38:14,660 --> 00:38:16,928 and now you're mad at me for doing the same thing. 849 00:38:16,962 --> 00:38:18,964 Will you stop flapping your gums 850 00:38:18,997 --> 00:38:21,099 for a minute and hear me out? 851 00:38:21,132 --> 00:38:23,201 Damn, I'm-a give you the hard truth, Pray Tell. 852 00:38:23,234 --> 00:38:25,337 Straight up. You are taking advantage 853 00:38:25,371 --> 00:38:27,005 of someone who is in a very vulnerable 854 00:38:27,038 --> 00:38:30,709 -position right now. -He... came on to me. 855 00:38:30,742 --> 00:38:32,010 You of all people 856 00:38:32,043 --> 00:38:34,045 should understand why I didn't stop him. 857 00:38:34,079 --> 00:38:36,482 I'm 45 years old, here's a man. 858 00:38:36,515 --> 00:38:38,684 Who shows me kindness. 859 00:38:38,717 --> 00:38:40,452 Who thinks I'm sexy. 860 00:38:40,486 --> 00:38:42,988 That doesn't happen to me every day. 861 00:38:43,021 --> 00:38:45,190 You two are not equals. 862 00:38:45,223 --> 00:38:47,893 That boy doesn't even know who he is yet. 863 00:38:47,926 --> 00:38:50,295 And on top of things, he just found out 864 00:38:50,328 --> 00:38:52,063 he's HIV positive. 865 00:38:52,097 --> 00:38:54,065 His head is probably on another planet right now. 866 00:38:54,099 --> 00:38:56,334 I'm-a say this one more time. 867 00:38:56,368 --> 00:38:58,970 Ricky's grown. 868 00:38:59,004 --> 00:39:01,740 -And he's doing just fine. -How is Ricky fine? 869 00:39:01,773 --> 00:39:03,975 I've known about my status for a whole two years 870 00:39:04,009 --> 00:39:06,878 and I still don't know how to navigate sex and relationships. 871 00:39:06,912 --> 00:39:09,180 Maybe that's your problem. You... 872 00:39:09,214 --> 00:39:10,916 let your sex dry up because of this virus 873 00:39:10,949 --> 00:39:13,184 and now you're jealous of me because 874 00:39:13,218 --> 00:39:15,220 -I haven't done the same. -Know what? 875 00:39:15,253 --> 00:39:17,255 Fuck that, Pray. 876 00:39:17,288 --> 00:39:21,527 You have no idea what it is like to be a woman 877 00:39:21,560 --> 00:39:24,496 living with HIV. At least when you're gay, 878 00:39:24,530 --> 00:39:26,832 y'all can live in the same war zone. 879 00:39:26,865 --> 00:39:28,066 Y'all can protect each other. 880 00:39:28,099 --> 00:39:30,068 Straight men still think that they can catch 881 00:39:30,101 --> 00:39:32,203 this virus from a spoon. 882 00:39:32,237 --> 00:39:33,905 They want nothing to do with me. 883 00:39:33,939 --> 00:39:35,073 That's no excuse... 884 00:39:35,106 --> 00:39:37,108 -for you to stop trying. -Don't you dare 885 00:39:37,142 --> 00:39:40,045 act like you know what it's like to, to be me. 886 00:39:41,547 --> 00:39:44,282 -You know what? Get out of my face. -Oh, so you own 887 00:39:44,315 --> 00:39:46,618 -the motherfucking streets of New York now? -You damn-- 888 00:39:46,652 --> 00:39:48,153 You damn right. Come correct. 889 00:39:57,262 --> 00:39:59,965 One last thing. 890 00:39:59,998 --> 00:40:02,400 And I hope you hear me. 891 00:40:02,434 --> 00:40:05,103 I never meant to hurt anyone. 892 00:40:05,136 --> 00:40:07,639 (voice breaking): Most of all, you. 893 00:40:13,244 --> 00:40:14,980 (heavy sigh) 894 00:40:15,013 --> 00:40:17,015 (distant laughter) 895 00:40:18,016 --> 00:40:20,452 Oh, ow. Turn that off. 896 00:40:20,486 --> 00:40:22,287 Turn that off, it's too bright. 897 00:40:22,320 --> 00:40:23,655 (lock clicks) 898 00:40:23,689 --> 00:40:26,458 Rough night? 899 00:40:29,194 --> 00:40:30,629 Is that a question? 900 00:40:32,864 --> 00:40:34,332 (Ricky grunting) 901 00:40:34,365 --> 00:40:36,234 Uh... 902 00:40:36,267 --> 00:40:39,304 you shouldn't be drinking. 903 00:40:39,337 --> 00:40:41,473 Let me tell you something. If you gon' spend time 904 00:40:41,507 --> 00:40:45,143 in my house, you will not tell me what to do. 905 00:40:45,176 --> 00:40:46,678 Okay. 906 00:40:46,712 --> 00:40:48,346 -You ain't the boss of me. -Okay, okay. 907 00:40:48,379 --> 00:40:50,148 Okay. Calm down. 908 00:40:53,151 --> 00:40:54,686 I'm a black gay man... 909 00:40:54,720 --> 00:40:57,255 who's dying... 910 00:40:57,288 --> 00:40:59,491 of HIV. 911 00:40:59,525 --> 00:41:01,793 I'm just trying to figure out 912 00:41:01,827 --> 00:41:03,829 how to live when I... 913 00:41:06,297 --> 00:41:08,333 Everybody in the world wants me dead. 914 00:41:10,335 --> 00:41:13,939 Hmm, the only person in the world who understood that 915 00:41:13,972 --> 00:41:17,308 was Blanca and I blew that friendship up... 916 00:41:17,342 --> 00:41:19,611 for a player... 917 00:41:19,645 --> 00:41:22,013 who's gonna break my heart. 918 00:41:22,047 --> 00:41:24,049 I didn't ask you to defend me. 919 00:41:24,082 --> 00:41:25,216 Bullshit. 920 00:41:25,250 --> 00:41:28,286 -Bullshit. -Um... 921 00:41:28,319 --> 00:41:30,388 okay. 922 00:41:30,421 --> 00:41:33,892 Blanca was your mother and you came to me. 923 00:41:37,328 --> 00:41:40,331 Who do I go to now for support? 924 00:41:40,365 --> 00:41:43,501 With my fears? Who? Who? Who? 925 00:41:46,572 --> 00:41:49,340 Who... (sniffles) 926 00:41:49,374 --> 00:41:51,376 Who's my mother now? 927 00:41:53,511 --> 00:41:56,347 -(Pray Tell groaning) -Come here. 928 00:41:56,381 --> 00:41:58,383 (groans) 929 00:42:01,252 --> 00:42:03,388 -(groans) -You need to get up, okay? 930 00:42:03,421 --> 00:42:05,523 Mm-hmm. 931 00:42:05,557 --> 00:42:06,992 -Come on. One... -(Pray groaning) 932 00:42:07,025 --> 00:42:10,195 ...two, three. Oh, I got you. 933 00:42:10,228 --> 00:42:13,364 Here we go. 934 00:42:13,398 --> 00:42:15,333 Yeah. You made it. 935 00:42:15,366 --> 00:42:17,535 -I really did. -I told you... 936 00:42:17,569 --> 00:42:19,404 -Mm-hmm. -...you would make it. 937 00:42:19,437 --> 00:42:22,540 Get these off. 938 00:42:22,574 --> 00:42:24,309 -Feel better? -Mm-hmm. 939 00:42:27,378 --> 00:42:29,881 (Pray Tell sighs heavily) 940 00:42:29,915 --> 00:42:33,418 Sleep this off and we'll talk about it in the morning. 941 00:42:35,486 --> 00:42:37,488 I know you. 942 00:42:38,990 --> 00:42:40,759 You'll be gone. 943 00:42:43,561 --> 00:42:45,764 And I'll be all alone. 944 00:42:45,797 --> 00:42:48,566 Just like... 945 00:42:48,600 --> 00:42:50,435 all the others. 946 00:42:58,744 --> 00:43:01,412 (sighs) 947 00:43:01,446 --> 00:43:03,448 (birds singing) 948 00:43:05,350 --> 00:43:07,352 (groans) 949 00:43:09,187 --> 00:43:11,189 Oh... 950 00:43:15,593 --> 00:43:17,763 (groans) 951 00:43:17,796 --> 00:43:20,298 Good morning. 952 00:43:20,331 --> 00:43:22,768 I made you some coffee. 953 00:43:22,801 --> 00:43:25,336 It'll help with that hangover I'm sure you got. 954 00:43:37,448 --> 00:43:40,451 I hope you hungry. There's a lot of food here. 955 00:43:40,485 --> 00:43:43,554 Some coffee. 956 00:43:48,226 --> 00:43:50,228 Take a couple of these. 957 00:43:53,865 --> 00:43:55,100 What? 958 00:43:55,133 --> 00:43:57,869 (chuckles) 959 00:43:57,903 --> 00:43:59,671 You're still here. 960 00:43:59,705 --> 00:44:01,707 (sighs) 961 00:44:25,330 --> 00:44:27,365 I'm so sorry I'm late. 962 00:44:27,398 --> 00:44:30,702 -I got you your favorite. -Ooh. 963 00:44:30,736 --> 00:44:34,239 -Mmm, and they crispy, too. -Mm-hmm. 964 00:44:34,272 --> 00:44:35,506 How was your day? 965 00:44:35,540 --> 00:44:38,309 -It was good. -Yeah? 966 00:44:38,343 --> 00:44:40,678 -Yeah, I'm good. -Good. 967 00:44:40,712 --> 00:44:42,380 I'm still on cloud nine about Damon's graduation. 968 00:44:42,413 --> 00:44:44,850 I can't believe one of our own got a degree. 969 00:44:44,883 --> 00:44:47,418 Everything is changing for the better. (chuckles) 970 00:44:52,457 --> 00:44:53,825 -Mother. -Mm-hmm? 971 00:44:53,859 --> 00:44:55,861 Everything coming up ain't roses. 972 00:44:55,894 --> 00:44:57,896 What are you talking about? 973 00:44:57,929 --> 00:45:00,866 Me and Damon, Damon and Ricky, 974 00:45:00,899 --> 00:45:04,402 you and Damon, and now you and Pray Tell. 975 00:45:04,435 --> 00:45:06,404 That's a lot of drama, 976 00:45:06,437 --> 00:45:08,606 even for ballroom. 977 00:45:08,639 --> 00:45:10,876 Hey, those are just bumps in the road. Families fight. 978 00:45:10,909 --> 00:45:12,510 It'll be okay, you'll see. 979 00:45:12,543 --> 00:45:14,946 -I know how much you love Pray Tell. -Girl... (scoffs) 980 00:45:14,980 --> 00:45:18,283 I got other things to concentrate on than wondering 981 00:45:18,316 --> 00:45:20,618 about what ballroom trade Pray Tell is bringing in this week. 982 00:45:20,651 --> 00:45:22,353 That's mad shady. 983 00:45:22,387 --> 00:45:24,522 You know Pray Tell not like that. 984 00:45:24,555 --> 00:45:26,157 It's not our job to judge. 985 00:45:31,096 --> 00:45:32,563 Hm, I guess you're right. 986 00:45:32,597 --> 00:45:34,900 Mm-hmm. 987 00:45:34,933 --> 00:45:37,535 -I was kind of hard on him. -Yeah, you was. 988 00:45:37,568 --> 00:45:40,571 And you wasn't hard on me at all. 989 00:45:42,607 --> 00:45:44,375 What? 990 00:45:44,409 --> 00:45:45,610 Damon. 991 00:45:47,645 --> 00:45:49,547 He wasn't lying. 992 00:45:49,580 --> 00:45:51,616 See, I knew it. I knew it. 993 00:45:51,649 --> 00:45:53,484 I thought that Papi was good for you, 994 00:45:53,518 --> 00:45:55,320 and he wasn't. He was supposed to keep you focused, 995 00:45:55,353 --> 00:45:56,454 and he pressured you into doing drugs. 996 00:45:56,487 --> 00:45:58,489 It's not-- That's not Papi. 997 00:45:58,523 --> 00:46:01,592 Stop blaming everybody. I did it. 998 00:46:01,626 --> 00:46:03,161 I chose to do it. 999 00:46:03,194 --> 00:46:06,597 You want to be mad at somebody, be mad at me. Blame me. 1000 00:46:06,631 --> 00:46:11,002 You taught me to be a woman of my word, a woman of integrity. 1001 00:46:11,036 --> 00:46:14,605 I broke the rules. 1002 00:46:14,639 --> 00:46:18,509 I have to accept the consequences. 1003 00:46:22,147 --> 00:46:23,614 Go ahead. 1004 00:46:23,648 --> 00:46:25,616 Do it. 1005 00:46:25,650 --> 00:46:28,353 You have to. 1006 00:46:28,386 --> 00:46:30,021 Kick me out. 1007 00:46:30,055 --> 00:46:32,323 No. I'm not doing that. You my only daughter. 1008 00:46:32,357 --> 00:46:33,591 I can't do that. 1009 00:46:33,624 --> 00:46:36,962 So what? Rules are rules. 1010 00:46:36,995 --> 00:46:39,831 I'm not gonna let you stop being a good mother because of me. 1011 00:46:41,833 --> 00:46:44,569 (sighs) 1012 00:46:50,208 --> 00:46:52,010 Maybe it'll be easier if you think about it 1013 00:46:52,043 --> 00:46:55,380 like a graduation. Right? 1014 00:46:55,413 --> 00:46:56,982 Like Damon. 1015 00:46:57,015 --> 00:47:00,151 -(scoffs) -From a daughter in your house 1016 00:47:00,185 --> 00:47:03,654 to a woman on my own. 1017 00:47:03,688 --> 00:47:06,958 -Right? -Yeah. 1018 00:47:06,992 --> 00:47:10,728 -Where you gonna go? -You know, Papi? 1019 00:47:10,761 --> 00:47:13,398 He found the perfect place. 1020 00:47:13,431 --> 00:47:15,633 Right in the heart of the Village. 1021 00:47:15,666 --> 00:47:17,735 We'll take care of each other, just like you taught us. 1022 00:47:17,768 --> 00:47:19,804 -Hmm? -Mm-hmm. 1023 00:47:19,837 --> 00:47:23,074 Maybe you come over for Friday night dinners. 1024 00:47:23,108 --> 00:47:25,210 Yeah. 1025 00:47:27,012 --> 00:47:28,779 (kisses) 1026 00:47:49,800 --> 00:47:53,504 As much as I fought with y'all about cleaning y'all room, 1027 00:47:53,538 --> 00:47:55,740 I'm glad to see you finally know how to do it on your own. 1028 00:47:55,773 --> 00:47:57,775 (chuckles) 1029 00:48:01,546 --> 00:48:02,914 All right, look, 1030 00:48:02,948 --> 00:48:05,083 how long is the silent treatment gonna last? 1031 00:48:07,953 --> 00:48:11,056 I saw Angel today. She told me the truth. 1032 00:48:11,089 --> 00:48:14,292 Sorry I didn't believe you. Mothers make mistakes, too. 1033 00:48:19,130 --> 00:48:20,631 I have some news. 1034 00:48:25,670 --> 00:48:28,039 Do you know, um, 1035 00:48:28,073 --> 00:48:30,808 -who Malcolm McLaren is? -Uh... 1036 00:48:30,841 --> 00:48:33,311 That artist who does 1037 00:48:33,344 --> 00:48:35,080 -"Deep In Vogue"? -Yeah. 1038 00:48:35,113 --> 00:48:38,883 There was a lady at the ball that worked for him. 1039 00:48:38,916 --> 00:48:41,486 Said that he's about to start his tour for his new album, 1040 00:48:41,519 --> 00:48:43,788 and... he wants me to join him. 1041 00:48:43,821 --> 00:48:45,090 Oh, my God. 1042 00:48:45,123 --> 00:48:47,625 -Damon, that is great. -In Europe. 1043 00:48:50,695 --> 00:48:51,929 Europe? 1044 00:48:51,963 --> 00:48:54,932 Yeah. Said that we start in a week. 1045 00:49:05,510 --> 00:49:07,945 -How long you gonna be there for? -I don't know. 1046 00:49:07,979 --> 00:49:11,649 A year. Maybe longer. 1047 00:49:11,682 --> 00:49:15,753 Wow. 1048 00:49:15,786 --> 00:49:18,689 My son the ambassador. 1049 00:49:18,723 --> 00:49:21,426 I am so proud of you, 1050 00:49:21,459 --> 00:49:23,561 and I am gonna miss you. 1051 00:49:25,796 --> 00:49:28,599 I don't... I don't think I can do it. 1052 00:49:28,633 --> 00:49:30,801 (chuckles) 1053 00:49:30,835 --> 00:49:34,839 You know, I always knew this day would come. 1054 00:49:34,872 --> 00:49:37,842 Where I would have to share you with the world. 1055 00:49:41,646 --> 00:49:42,713 And to be quite honest, 1056 00:49:42,747 --> 00:49:44,182 I would keep you here forever if I could, 1057 00:49:44,215 --> 00:49:46,951 but you got a talent and the world needs to see that. 1058 00:49:46,984 --> 00:49:48,953 This is what you've spent 1059 00:49:48,986 --> 00:49:50,855 the last years working towards. 1060 00:49:50,888 --> 00:49:53,824 All the sacrifices you made to get here. 1061 00:49:53,858 --> 00:49:55,760 You can't give up on that dream now. 1062 00:49:57,395 --> 00:50:01,232 How many of us get the opportunity to do what we love? 1063 00:50:03,000 --> 00:50:04,869 But I can't leave you. 1064 00:50:04,902 --> 00:50:07,138 I'll always be with you. 1065 00:50:07,172 --> 00:50:08,673 Right here. 1066 00:50:12,377 --> 00:50:14,845 (softly): Bring it in. 1067 00:50:14,879 --> 00:50:16,647 (kisses) 1068 00:50:16,681 --> 00:50:17,982 DOMINATRIX: Do you have an extra pair 1069 00:50:18,015 --> 00:50:19,850 of nipple clamps I can borrow? 1070 00:50:19,884 --> 00:50:22,053 What do I look like to you, Rent-A-Center? 1071 00:50:24,055 --> 00:50:26,657 I still can't believe you're making money off of 1072 00:50:26,691 --> 00:50:27,758 hurting people. 1073 00:50:27,792 --> 00:50:30,161 Life is pain. 1074 00:50:30,195 --> 00:50:32,930 In here, we all understand that in order to enjoy it, 1075 00:50:32,963 --> 00:50:34,765 you have to embrace it. 1076 00:50:34,799 --> 00:50:37,602 But the pain I'm feeling towards my children leaving, 1077 00:50:37,635 --> 00:50:40,438 I... 1078 00:50:40,471 --> 00:50:43,574 I don't know how I'm supposed to embrace something like that. 1079 00:50:43,608 --> 00:50:46,944 If they don't grow strong enough to rebel, 1080 00:50:46,977 --> 00:50:50,047 to reject you, to move away, 1081 00:50:50,081 --> 00:50:52,750 then you're not raising men and women. 1082 00:50:52,783 --> 00:50:55,420 -You're creating parasites. -So that's it? 1083 00:50:57,822 --> 00:51:00,858 I give them everything and they're just gone? 1084 00:51:00,891 --> 00:51:02,960 There are always more children to raise. 1085 00:51:02,993 --> 00:51:04,929 Not like these kids. 1086 00:51:04,962 --> 00:51:06,097 (chuckles) 1087 00:51:07,798 --> 00:51:09,767 (sighs) Listen. 1088 00:51:09,800 --> 00:51:11,769 I don't care if you're 1089 00:51:11,802 --> 00:51:14,639 a Connecticut white girl, a Chinatown immigrant, 1090 00:51:14,672 --> 00:51:16,807 or one of us. 1091 00:51:16,841 --> 00:51:20,878 If you choose to be a mother, you choose to shape the world. 1092 00:51:20,911 --> 00:51:24,782 Your children will truly appreciate you 1093 00:51:24,815 --> 00:51:26,484 when you're dead. 1094 00:51:26,517 --> 00:51:28,553 Until then, 1095 00:51:28,586 --> 00:51:31,456 you want gratitude? Get a puppy. 1096 00:51:31,489 --> 00:51:33,458 * I had it all * 1097 00:51:33,491 --> 00:51:38,296 * But I let it slip away... * 1098 00:51:38,329 --> 00:51:39,830 (sighs) 1099 00:51:39,864 --> 00:51:42,099 * Couldn't see I treated you wrong... * 1100 00:51:42,133 --> 00:51:43,901 That's enough. 1101 00:51:43,934 --> 00:51:46,437 Mother has to go to work now. 1102 00:51:46,471 --> 00:51:49,106 * Now I wander around * 1103 00:51:49,140 --> 00:51:52,009 * Feeling down and cold... * 1104 00:51:52,042 --> 00:51:53,844 You'll be fine. 1105 00:51:53,878 --> 00:51:56,814 Jim, heel. 1106 00:51:56,847 --> 00:52:01,152 * Trying to believe that you're gone * 1107 00:52:01,186 --> 00:52:04,589 * Love takes time * 1108 00:52:04,622 --> 00:52:07,825 * To heal when you're hurting so much * 1109 00:52:07,858 --> 00:52:11,862 * Couldn't see that I was blind * 1110 00:52:11,896 --> 00:52:14,865 * To let you go * 1111 00:52:14,899 --> 00:52:18,369 * I can't escape the pain * 1112 00:52:18,403 --> 00:52:20,938 * Inside * 1113 00:52:20,971 --> 00:52:24,975 * 'Cause love takes time * 1114 00:52:25,009 --> 00:52:27,778 * I don't want to be here * 1115 00:52:27,812 --> 00:52:31,115 * I don't want to be here * 1116 00:52:31,148 --> 00:52:34,385 * Alone * 1117 00:52:34,419 --> 00:52:36,421 * Ooh * 1118 00:52:40,090 --> 00:52:42,360 * Losing my mind * 1119 00:52:42,393 --> 00:52:45,863 * From this hollow in my heart * 1120 00:52:47,532 --> 00:52:50,401 * Suddenly I'm so * 1121 00:52:50,435 --> 00:52:54,705 * Incomplete * 1122 00:52:54,739 --> 00:52:57,742 * Lord, I'm needing you now * 1123 00:52:57,775 --> 00:53:02,713 * Tell me how to stop the rain * 1124 00:53:02,747 --> 00:53:05,350 * Tears are falling down * 1125 00:53:05,383 --> 00:53:07,652 * Endlessly * 1126 00:53:07,685 --> 00:53:09,854 * Whoa * 1127 00:53:09,887 --> 00:53:13,023 * Love takes time * 1128 00:53:13,057 --> 00:53:16,193 * To heal when you're hurting so much * 1129 00:53:16,227 --> 00:53:20,831 * Couldn't see that I was blind * 1130 00:53:20,865 --> 00:53:23,601 * To let you go * 1131 00:53:23,634 --> 00:53:28,172 * I can't escape the pain inside * 1132 00:53:28,205 --> 00:53:33,043 * 'Cause love takes time * 1133 00:53:33,077 --> 00:53:36,881 * I don't want to be there * 1134 00:53:36,914 --> 00:53:39,049 * I don't want to be there alone... * 1135 00:53:39,083 --> 00:53:42,620 (crying) 1136 00:53:42,653 --> 00:53:44,655 * Oh. * 1137 00:54:05,109 --> 00:54:08,112 Captioned by Media Access Group at WGBH