1 00:00:05,530 --> 00:00:08,870 WOMAN: ♪ I’M IN MY TWENTIES SO I ♪ 2 00:00:08,870 --> 00:00:12,210 ♪ PANIC IN EVERY WAY I’M ♪ 3 00:00:12,210 --> 00:00:16,580 ♪ SO SCARED OF THE FUTURE ♪ 4 00:00:16,580 --> 00:00:19,220 ♪ I KEEP MISSING TODAY ♪ 5 00:00:19,220 --> 00:00:22,790 ♪ HOW DID YOU DO IT? ♪ 6 00:00:22,790 --> 00:00:25,990 ♪ HOW DID IT TURN OUT ALL RIGHT? ♪ 7 00:00:25,990 --> 00:00:29,630 ♪ I SWEAR IT’S ALWAYS EASIER BACK THEN ♪ 8 00:00:29,630 --> 00:00:34,130 ♪ OR IS IT JUST HINDSIGHT? ♪ 9 00:00:34,130 --> 00:00:36,170 ♪ THEY KEEP TELLING ME... ♪ 10 00:00:36,170 --> 00:00:37,500 JORDAN. 11 00:00:37,500 --> 00:00:38,830 HELP ME WITH THE CLASP. 12 00:00:41,600 --> 00:00:43,610 SO, THIS IS A HUGE WASTE OF TIME. 13 00:00:43,610 --> 00:00:47,710 WOMAN: ♪ WHAT IF THAT DOESN’T SAVE ME? ♪ 14 00:00:47,710 --> 00:00:50,780 -YOU’RE WELCOME. -♪ THEY SAY, "IF I COULD GO BACK AND DO IT AGAIN ♪ 15 00:00:50,780 --> 00:00:52,720 ♪ "I WOULD’VE WASTED ALL MY MONEY ♪ 16 00:00:52,720 --> 00:00:54,680 ♪ "WOULD’VE SLEPT WITH ALL MY FRIENDS" ♪ 17 00:00:54,680 --> 00:00:56,590 ♪ BUT YOU DIDN’T ’CAUSE YOU HAD ♪ 18 00:00:56,590 --> 00:00:59,420 ♪ YOUR WHOLE LIFE AHEAD OF YOU, BABY ♪ 19 00:01:04,890 --> 00:01:06,400 OK. 20 00:01:10,770 --> 00:01:11,830 HEY. 21 00:01:13,540 --> 00:01:16,640 UM...I THINK THIS IS GONNA BE GOOD. 22 00:01:16,640 --> 00:01:18,470 WOMAN: ♪ I DON’T DARE SHUT MY EYES ♪ 23 00:01:18,470 --> 00:01:23,150 ♪ I DON’T WANNA MISS A THING ♪ 24 00:01:23,150 --> 00:01:25,720 ♪ I DON’T WANNA LET YOU DOWN ♪ 25 00:01:29,550 --> 00:01:31,250 YOU SURE POPS IS GONNA BE AT THIS CABIN? 26 00:01:31,250 --> 00:01:33,890 THIS CABIN WAS IN YOUR FATHER’S FAMILY FOR GENERATIONS, 27 00:01:33,890 --> 00:01:36,630 AND IT’S YOUR FATHER’S FAVORITE PLACE TO HIDE. 28 00:01:36,630 --> 00:01:38,560 HE’S IGNORING MY CALLS AND TEXTS. 29 00:01:38,560 --> 00:01:41,230 THE ONLY WAY TO MAKE SURE IS TO SHOW UP. 30 00:01:41,230 --> 00:01:47,500 SO, LET’S GO. TIME TO ROLL. 31 00:01:47,500 --> 00:01:48,800 HEY. SORRY. 32 00:01:48,800 --> 00:01:50,170 DARNELL, HEY. 33 00:01:50,170 --> 00:01:52,210 YEAH, ACTUALLY, JUST ABOUT TO LEAVE. 34 00:01:52,210 --> 00:01:55,010 I WAS HOPING TO CATCH YOU. 35 00:01:55,010 --> 00:01:56,710 IF IT’S OK, UM, 36 00:01:56,710 --> 00:01:58,580 COULD YOU GIVE THIS TO COREY FOR ME? 37 00:01:58,580 --> 00:02:00,420 HE HASN’T BEEN RESPONDING TO MY TEXTS OR CALLS. 38 00:02:05,620 --> 00:02:08,620 YOU CAN GIVE HIM THAT LETTER YOURSELF. 39 00:02:08,620 --> 00:02:09,790 YOU’RE FAMILY TO COREY. 40 00:02:09,790 --> 00:02:10,890 THIS IS A FAMILY TRIP. 41 00:02:10,890 --> 00:02:12,060 YOU SHOULD COME. 42 00:02:12,060 --> 00:02:13,460 ARE--ARE YOU SURE? 43 00:02:23,570 --> 00:02:24,510 YOU HEARD HER. 44 00:02:25,670 --> 00:02:27,440 LET’S GO FIND COREY. 45 00:02:40,690 --> 00:02:44,430 DR. GIBBS: LOVE GUARDS THE HEART FROM THE ABYSS. 46 00:02:44,430 --> 00:02:46,260 THAT’S MOZART. 47 00:02:46,260 --> 00:02:48,160 AND THE LOVE YOU ALL HAVE FOR EACH OTHER 48 00:02:48,160 --> 00:02:51,670 IS WHY YOU’RE COMMITTED TO MAKING THIS FAMILY WHOLE AGAIN. 49 00:02:51,670 --> 00:02:54,470 STEP ONE, HEALING AS A UNIT. 50 00:02:54,470 --> 00:02:56,270 AND HOW MANY STEPS ARE THERE? 51 00:02:56,270 --> 00:02:58,140 THIS ISN’T AA. 52 00:02:58,140 --> 00:03:00,110 THERE’S NOT A FINISH LINE WE CAN JUST SKIP AHEAD TO. 53 00:03:00,110 --> 00:03:02,640 OLIVIA’S RIGHT. THE HEALING TIME 54 00:03:02,640 --> 00:03:05,210 IS DIFFERENT FOR EVERY FAMILY. 55 00:03:05,210 --> 00:03:06,550 WE’RE ALL-IN, 56 00:03:06,550 --> 00:03:09,080 FOR REBUILDING THIS FAMILY. 57 00:03:09,080 --> 00:03:10,420 WHATEVER IT TAKES. 58 00:03:10,420 --> 00:03:12,350 DR. GIBBS: LAURA, YOU’VE BEEN QUIET. 59 00:03:12,350 --> 00:03:13,420 IS HE RIGHT? 60 00:03:13,420 --> 00:03:14,790 ARE YOU ALL IN? 61 00:03:14,790 --> 00:03:18,190 UH...I’M HERE. 62 00:03:18,190 --> 00:03:20,200 THAT’S ALL I HAVE FOR YOU RIGHT NOW. 63 00:03:26,100 --> 00:03:28,240 MAN: ♪ I AIN’T NEVER GONNA QUIT ♪ 64 00:03:28,240 --> 00:03:30,310 ♪ AND I AIN’T NEVER GIVING UP, NO ♪ 65 00:03:30,310 --> 00:03:32,710 ♪ I GOT A REAL LONG LIST ♪ 66 00:03:32,710 --> 00:03:35,240 ♪ A MILLION THINGS I WANNA DO ♪ 67 00:03:35,240 --> 00:03:36,610 ♪ I AIN’T NEVER GONNA QUIT ♪ 68 00:03:41,280 --> 00:03:44,490 WOW. THIS IS DAD’S? 69 00:03:44,490 --> 00:03:46,120 GRACE: YEAH. 70 00:03:46,120 --> 00:03:47,820 IT WAS BUILT BY HIS GREAT-GRANDFATHER. 71 00:03:47,820 --> 00:03:50,190 THAT’S WHY THEY SAY DON’T SELL GRANDMA’S HOUSE. 72 00:03:50,190 --> 00:03:51,630 WHAT Y’ALL DOING HERE? 73 00:03:54,730 --> 00:03:56,800 WE CAME TO BRING YOU HOME. 74 00:04:05,610 --> 00:04:09,440 OLIVIA: HONESTLY... I MISS MY FAMILY 75 00:04:09,440 --> 00:04:12,280 AND I’M HOPING THERAPY CAN 76 00:04:12,280 --> 00:04:15,680 HELP US GET BACK TO A HEALTHY PLACE. 77 00:04:15,680 --> 00:04:17,020 HELPED ME IN THE PAST, SO... 78 00:04:18,620 --> 00:04:22,720 UM...WHEN MY FAMILY LOOKS AT ME NOW, 79 00:04:22,720 --> 00:04:25,630 I, UH, I CAN FEEL THEIR DISAPPOINTMENT. 80 00:04:25,630 --> 00:04:28,100 I DESERVE IT AND I KNOW THAT. 81 00:04:28,100 --> 00:04:30,600 I GUESS I’M HOPING THAT 82 00:04:30,600 --> 00:04:33,400 ONE DAY SOON, THEY’LL BE ABLE TO 83 00:04:33,400 --> 00:04:35,070 LOOK AT ME LIKE THEY USED TO 84 00:04:35,070 --> 00:04:37,140 AND WE CAN START FINDING OUR WAY 85 00:04:37,140 --> 00:04:38,670 BACK TO HAPPINESS. 86 00:04:38,670 --> 00:04:40,410 JORDAN: EXCEPT I DON’T KNOW THAT 87 00:04:40,410 --> 00:04:43,180 BEING HAPPY TRANSLATES TO YOU AND MOM 88 00:04:43,180 --> 00:04:44,080 STAYING TOGETHER. 89 00:04:44,080 --> 00:04:45,380 MAYBE IT MEANS YOU DON’T. 90 00:04:45,380 --> 00:04:48,120 JORDAN. WHAT IS WRONG WITH YOU? 91 00:04:48,120 --> 00:04:50,750 DR. GIBBS: BRUTAL HONESTY IS HARD TO HEAR, 92 00:04:50,750 --> 00:04:53,820 BUT IT’S WHAT MAKES FAMILY THERAPY SO EFFECTIVE. 93 00:04:53,820 --> 00:04:59,230 JORDAN’S FEELINGS HAVE VALUE HERE. JORDAN? 94 00:04:59,230 --> 00:05:00,730 I LOVE YOU BOTH, OK? 95 00:05:00,730 --> 00:05:03,600 BUT MOM CRIES IN THE SHOWER AT NIGHT, 96 00:05:03,600 --> 00:05:06,600 EVEN WHEN SHE THINKS THAT WE CAN’T HEAR HER. 97 00:05:06,600 --> 00:05:08,040 AND DAD? 98 00:05:08,040 --> 00:05:09,640 YOU CAN’T LET GO OF YOUR GUILT. 99 00:05:09,640 --> 00:05:12,710 FROM WHERE I’M SITTING, YOU BOTH LOOK TERRIBLE. 100 00:05:12,710 --> 00:05:14,140 BEING AROUND EACH OTHER ISN’T HELPING 101 00:05:14,140 --> 00:05:16,280 EITHER ONE OF YOU. 102 00:05:16,280 --> 00:05:18,610 DR. GIBBS: THANK YOU FOR SHARING, JORDAN. 103 00:05:20,120 --> 00:05:21,980 I GUESS IT’S MY TURN. 104 00:05:24,050 --> 00:05:27,160 I AM TIRED OF LIVING MY LIFE ON HOLD 105 00:05:27,160 --> 00:05:29,360 AND AS SOON AS THIS THERAPY 106 00:05:29,360 --> 00:05:32,060 OR WHATEVER IS OVER, 107 00:05:32,060 --> 00:05:33,360 I WOULD LIKE ALL OF US 108 00:05:33,360 --> 00:05:35,700 TO BE ABLE TO MOVE ON. 109 00:05:35,700 --> 00:05:37,230 WITH OR WITHOUT ME? 110 00:05:39,200 --> 00:05:40,170 I DON’T KNOW. 111 00:05:42,940 --> 00:05:44,140 COREY: I’M NOT GOING. 112 00:05:44,140 --> 00:05:46,040 YOU’RE NOT EVEN LISTENING, MAN. 113 00:05:47,840 --> 00:05:49,310 SO, HOW’D Y’ALL FIGURE OUT 114 00:05:49,310 --> 00:05:50,780 I WAS SICK, ANYWAY? 115 00:05:50,780 --> 00:05:52,310 GRACE: TURNS OUT SPENCER, DILLON, AND DARNELL 116 00:05:52,310 --> 00:05:54,620 CAN GIVE THE HARDY BOYS A RUN FOR THEIR MONEY. 117 00:05:56,750 --> 00:05:57,890 SO, HOW LONG YOU GOT? 118 00:05:59,250 --> 00:06:00,660 DARNELL, CHILL, MAN. 119 00:06:00,660 --> 00:06:03,020 WHY? Y’ALL THINKING IT, TOO. 120 00:06:03,020 --> 00:06:04,730 YOU’RE JUST TOO SCARED TO ASK. 121 00:06:14,700 --> 00:06:15,600 -WHAT ABOUT CHEMO? -THERE’S NO 122 00:06:15,600 --> 00:06:17,040 TREATING IT THIS TIME. 123 00:06:17,040 --> 00:06:18,270 SPENCER: OK, LOOK. 124 00:06:18,270 --> 00:06:19,270 WE GET THAT YOU THOUGHT 125 00:06:19,270 --> 00:06:20,640 LEAVING US IN THE DARK 126 00:06:20,640 --> 00:06:22,040 WOULD SPARE US THE PAIN OF WATCHING YOU-- 127 00:06:24,750 --> 00:06:26,680 THE POINT IS, WE KNOW NOW. 128 00:06:26,680 --> 00:06:28,880 SO, YOU CAN STOP TRYING TO PLAY THE EMOTIONAL HERO 129 00:06:28,880 --> 00:06:30,050 AND COME HOME WITH US. 130 00:06:30,050 --> 00:06:32,190 SON, THIS IS MY LIFE, 131 00:06:32,190 --> 00:06:33,860 MY CHOICE. 132 00:06:33,860 --> 00:06:35,620 SO, TO HELL WITH THE REST OF US. 133 00:06:35,620 --> 00:06:37,690 I DON’T WANT OUR FINAL MEMORIES TOGETHER 134 00:06:37,690 --> 00:06:38,860 TO BE OF ME DYING. 135 00:06:38,860 --> 00:06:40,560 I DON’T WANT OUR LAST MEMORIES TO BE OF YOU 136 00:06:40,560 --> 00:06:41,700 DRIVING OFF WITH NO GOOD-BYE. 137 00:06:41,700 --> 00:06:44,030 SO, I GUESS WE AT AN IMPASSE. 138 00:06:44,030 --> 00:06:45,200 DILLON: YO! YOU GUYS 139 00:06:45,200 --> 00:06:46,570 GOTTA CHECK OUT THE BACK. 140 00:06:46,570 --> 00:06:47,600 THOSE WOODS GO DEEP. 141 00:06:47,600 --> 00:06:49,170 ALL RIGHT, BOYS, GO PICK A ROOM. 142 00:06:51,570 --> 00:06:52,640 WHAT ARE YOU DOING? 143 00:06:52,640 --> 00:06:53,810 IT WAS A LONG DRIVE. 144 00:06:53,810 --> 00:06:56,140 YOU DON’T WANT TO LEAVE, WE’LL STAY. 145 00:06:56,140 --> 00:06:58,610 SEE IF WE CAN GET THROUGH THAT HARD HEAD OF YOURS 146 00:06:58,610 --> 00:06:59,680 BY THE END OF THE WEEKEND. 147 00:07:12,900 --> 00:07:14,530 GRACE: BABY, IF HE SAYS THERE’S NO TREATMENT, 148 00:07:14,530 --> 00:07:15,730 WE SHOULD LISTEN. 149 00:07:15,730 --> 00:07:16,870 TO WHAT? 150 00:07:16,870 --> 00:07:18,600 HE’S JUST GONNA IGNORE US THE WHOLE TIME WE’RE HERE? 151 00:07:18,600 --> 00:07:22,540 YO! NOW, THIS IS SOME OLD-SCHOOL STUFF. 152 00:07:23,040 --> 00:07:25,170 HEY, DOES ANYBODY EVEN USE THESE ANYMORE? 153 00:07:25,170 --> 00:07:26,410 GRACE: HA HA. VERY FUNNY. 154 00:07:26,410 --> 00:07:27,640 GRACE: PUT THAT BACK. [DILLON LAUGHS] 155 00:07:27,640 --> 00:07:30,610 OK. EVERYBODY SAY CHEESE! 156 00:07:30,610 --> 00:07:32,080 ALL: CHEESE. 157 00:07:32,080 --> 00:07:34,210 NICE. HEY, TAKE ONE OF ME. 158 00:07:34,210 --> 00:07:36,120 YOU GOTTA GIVE ME SOMETHING GOOFY, THOUGH. 159 00:07:37,620 --> 00:07:40,820 [LAUGHTER] 160 00:07:40,820 --> 00:07:43,060 DARNELL: OH. 161 00:07:43,060 --> 00:07:46,130 HEY, SORRY. WE WERE JUST FOOLING AROUND. 162 00:07:46,130 --> 00:07:48,500 SO, NOW YOU APOLOGIZING FOR BEING HAPPY? 163 00:07:48,500 --> 00:07:50,200 I’M GONNA TAKE A WALK. 164 00:07:50,200 --> 00:07:51,730 DILLON: HEY, DAD, CAN WE USE THIS CAMERA 165 00:07:51,730 --> 00:07:53,200 WHEN WE GO CAMPING LATER? 166 00:07:53,200 --> 00:07:54,170 NOBODY GOING CAMPING, DILLON. 167 00:07:54,170 --> 00:07:55,470 ALL RIGHT? PUT IT BACK. 168 00:07:55,470 --> 00:07:57,070 TAKE YOUR WALK, COREY. 169 00:07:57,070 --> 00:07:58,770 THE BOYS AND I WILL LEND A HAND PACKING UP. 170 00:07:58,770 --> 00:08:00,170 RIGHT, BOYS? 171 00:08:00,170 --> 00:08:02,080 SPENCER: YES, MA’AM. DARNELL: FOR SURE. 172 00:08:02,080 --> 00:08:03,680 DILLON: DAD, WHY ARE YOU EVEN PACKING IN THE FIRST PLACE? 173 00:08:03,680 --> 00:08:05,250 DIDN’T YOU JUST GET HERE? 174 00:08:07,380 --> 00:08:10,350 DILLON, JUST DO AS MOM SAYS, ALL RIGHT? LET POPS REST. 175 00:08:10,350 --> 00:08:12,120 DARNELL: D, WHY DON’T YOU GRAB THIS BOX 176 00:08:12,120 --> 00:08:13,950 AND LET’S GET STARTED IN THE BACK. 177 00:08:16,020 --> 00:08:18,160 SEE? THAT’S EXACTLY 178 00:08:18,160 --> 00:08:19,290 WHAT I WAS TRYING TO AVOID. 179 00:08:19,290 --> 00:08:21,360 I DON’T WANT ANYONE’S DAMN PITY. 180 00:08:22,430 --> 00:08:24,130 LAURA: HOW IS THAT HELPFUL? 181 00:08:24,130 --> 00:08:27,470 WELL RECALLING YOUR FONDEST FAMILY MEMORIES 182 00:08:27,470 --> 00:08:29,200 REMINDS EVERYONE OF WHAT 183 00:08:29,200 --> 00:08:31,170 BETTER DAYS FELT LIKE. 184 00:08:31,170 --> 00:08:32,610 ORLANDO. 185 00:08:32,610 --> 00:08:34,780 WE WERE VISITING DAD DURING A BYE WEEK. 186 00:08:34,780 --> 00:08:37,710 WIZARDING WORLD OF HARRY POTTER, YEAH. 187 00:08:37,710 --> 00:08:40,050 I’D FORGOTTEN ABOUT THAT TRIP. 188 00:08:40,050 --> 00:08:42,450 I DIDN’T, BECAUSE JORDAN 189 00:08:42,450 --> 00:08:44,550 LOST BOTH OF OUR WANDS. 190 00:08:44,550 --> 00:08:45,790 NO. NO, NO, NO, NO. 191 00:08:45,790 --> 00:08:47,760 THEY WERE--THEY WERE MAGIC’ED AWAY. 192 00:08:47,760 --> 00:08:49,720 LAURA: THEY FELL THROUGH THE DRAINAGE GRATE 193 00:08:49,720 --> 00:08:52,260 BECAUSE YOU STUMBLED AROUND FOR AN HOUR 194 00:08:52,260 --> 00:08:55,430 THINKING YOU WERE DRUNK AFTER YOU HAD BUTTERBEER. 195 00:08:55,430 --> 00:08:56,700 JORDAN: HEY, WHOA, AT LEAST 196 00:08:56,700 --> 00:08:58,270 I DIDN’T PUKE ALL OVER MYSELF 197 00:08:58,270 --> 00:09:00,170 ON THE FORBIDDEN JOURNEY. 198 00:09:00,170 --> 00:09:03,070 LAURA: YOU ACTED LIKE IT WAS TOTALLY NORMAL. [CHUCKLES] 199 00:09:03,070 --> 00:09:04,610 DR. GIBBS: BILLY, WHAT DO YOU RECALL? 200 00:09:04,610 --> 00:09:07,670 NOTHING, BECAUSE HE WASN’T THERE. 201 00:09:07,670 --> 00:09:09,310 NO, I HAD--I HAD TO WORK. 202 00:09:09,310 --> 00:09:11,050 LAURA: YOU HAD THE DAY OFF 203 00:09:11,050 --> 00:09:13,180 BUT YOU JUST STAY BEHIND 204 00:09:13,180 --> 00:09:15,050 AND STUDY YOUR PLAYS. 205 00:09:15,050 --> 00:09:17,050 BILLY: LOOK, THE PRESSURES OF BEING IN THE NFL 206 00:09:17,050 --> 00:09:20,150 WERE BOTH MENTAL AS WELL AS PHYSICAL. 207 00:09:20,150 --> 00:09:24,360 THAT’S WHY I STAYED BEHIND AND--AND STUDIED. 208 00:09:24,360 --> 00:09:26,090 SO, MOM’S RIGHT. 209 00:09:26,090 --> 00:09:27,690 FOOTBALL WAS MORE IMPORTANT THAN FAMILY? 210 00:09:27,690 --> 00:09:31,270 NO. NO. I WAS WORKING FOR THE FAMILY. 211 00:09:31,270 --> 00:09:33,130 YOU THREE WERE ALWAYS A PRIORITY. 212 00:09:33,130 --> 00:09:34,170 REALLY? 213 00:09:34,170 --> 00:09:35,770 EVEN WHEN YOU CHEATED? 214 00:09:35,770 --> 00:09:37,170 DR. GIBBS: LAURA’S SAYING-- LAURA: I DON’T NEED 215 00:09:37,170 --> 00:09:38,440 A DAMN TRANSLATOR. 216 00:09:38,440 --> 00:09:40,070 WHY AM I BEING SINGLED OUT AND ATTACKED? 217 00:09:40,070 --> 00:09:42,080 BECAUSE YOU’RE THE REASON WE’RE ALL HERE. 218 00:09:42,080 --> 00:09:43,440 DR. GIBBS: ALL RIGHT, I THINK NOW 219 00:09:43,440 --> 00:09:45,550 WOULD BE A GOOD TIME FOR A BREAK. 220 00:09:45,550 --> 00:09:47,210 BILLY, LAURA, CAN I HAVE A WORD? 221 00:09:50,920 --> 00:09:52,450 BRUH, WE REALLY GONNA SPEND THIS WHOLE WEEKEND 222 00:09:52,450 --> 00:09:54,150 TIPTOEING AROUND EACH OTHER IN SILENCE? 223 00:09:54,150 --> 00:09:56,790 JUST FOCUS ON YOUR PACKING, MAN. 224 00:09:56,790 --> 00:09:58,120 ARE YOU REGRETTING INVITING ME ALONG? 225 00:09:58,120 --> 00:10:00,530 I DIDN’T INVITE YOU. MY MOMS DID. 226 00:10:01,460 --> 00:10:03,960 OK. SO, THAT’S WHAT THIS IS ABOUT. 227 00:10:03,960 --> 00:10:05,470 LEAVE IT ALONE, A’IGHT? 228 00:10:48,510 --> 00:10:50,540 I CAME OUT HERE TO BE ALONE, MAN. 229 00:10:52,980 --> 00:10:56,120 LOOK, MAN... I GET IT. 230 00:10:57,680 --> 00:11:01,020 YOU’RE ANGRY AT HIM. YOU RESENT ME. 231 00:11:01,020 --> 00:11:02,190 ARE YOU HARD OF HEARING OR WHAT? 232 00:11:02,190 --> 00:11:03,620 CLEARLY, THERE’S THINGS YOU NEED TO 233 00:11:03,620 --> 00:11:05,490 GET OFF YOUR CHEST, BUT YOU CAN’T 234 00:11:05,490 --> 00:11:06,990 SAY IT TO COREY ’CAUSE OF EVERYTHING HE’S DEALING WITH. 235 00:11:06,990 --> 00:11:08,800 SO, JUST SAY IT TO ME. 236 00:11:11,130 --> 00:11:12,600 SPENCER, TRUST ME. 237 00:11:12,600 --> 00:11:13,830 IF YOU DON’T GET THIS OUT NOW, 238 00:11:13,830 --> 00:11:14,970 YOU’RE NOT GONNA BE ABLE TO ENJOY 239 00:11:14,970 --> 00:11:16,570 THIS WEEKEND WITH YOUR POPS. 240 00:11:16,570 --> 00:11:18,770 WHO KNOW HOW MANY OF THESE YOU GOT LEFT? 241 00:11:21,780 --> 00:11:23,110 A’IGHT, MAN. 242 00:11:26,950 --> 00:11:29,080 WHAT WAS IT LIKE GROWING UP WITH HIM? 243 00:11:34,020 --> 00:11:37,560 MAN: ♪ ... YOUR EYES, YOU SAID ♪ 244 00:11:42,660 --> 00:11:44,930 IT WAS, UH, STABLE. 245 00:11:46,970 --> 00:11:47,930 AND FUN. 246 00:11:49,200 --> 00:11:51,070 AND DEFINITELY FRUSTRATING. 247 00:11:51,070 --> 00:11:52,270 HOW SO? 248 00:11:52,270 --> 00:11:54,910 COREY HAD A VERY ROUNDABOUT WAY 249 00:11:54,910 --> 00:11:56,980 OF TEACHING TOUGH LIFE LESSONS. 250 00:11:57,980 --> 00:12:00,010 THIS ONE TIME, RIGHT, 251 00:12:00,010 --> 00:12:01,980 COREY TOOK ME FISHING. 252 00:12:01,980 --> 00:12:03,480 IT WAS A HOT MESS. 253 00:12:03,480 --> 00:12:05,950 PATIENCE AIN’T REALLY MY THING. 254 00:12:05,950 --> 00:12:07,920 SO, I KEPT TRYING TO THROW STUFF IN THE WATER 255 00:12:07,920 --> 00:12:09,990 SO THE FISH COULD SHOW UP SOONER. 256 00:12:09,990 --> 00:12:11,920 AND HE’D GET SO MAD. 257 00:12:11,920 --> 00:12:14,860 POKE ME IN MY CHEST AND SAY... 258 00:12:14,860 --> 00:12:16,000 "YOU WANNA BE THAT BROTHER 259 00:12:16,000 --> 00:12:18,970 KNOWN FOR TAKING SHORTCUTS IN LIFE? HUH?" 260 00:12:18,970 --> 00:12:23,040 AND HOW FISHING WAS ABOUT THE LONG HAUL, 261 00:12:23,040 --> 00:12:25,910 PRACTICING PATIENCE, 262 00:12:25,910 --> 00:12:29,240 LEARNING HOW TO BE AT PEACE WITH THE STILLNESS, 263 00:12:29,240 --> 00:12:32,380 THE SILENCE. 264 00:12:32,380 --> 00:12:35,010 TOOK ME MONTHS TO REALIZE THAT 265 00:12:35,010 --> 00:12:36,850 HE WASN’T JUST TALKING ABOUT FISHING. 266 00:12:42,120 --> 00:12:46,290 I AIN’T NEVER BEEN FISHING. 267 00:12:46,290 --> 00:12:48,030 WASN’T NOBODY TO EVER TAKE ME. 268 00:12:55,000 --> 00:12:58,100 YOU KNOW, I WATCHED HOW YOU HANDLED YOURSELF. 269 00:12:58,100 --> 00:13:01,010 IN THAT 7-ON-7 GAME AGAINST SOUTH CRENSHAW. 270 00:13:02,340 --> 00:13:05,380 AND ALL THAT NONSENSE WITH CLIFF. 271 00:13:05,380 --> 00:13:08,450 THAT MOMENT I REALIZED 272 00:13:08,450 --> 00:13:10,820 HOW JUST LIKE COREY YOU ARE. 273 00:13:12,250 --> 00:13:15,390 YOU MAY NOT HAVE GROWN UP WITH HIM, BRUH, 274 00:13:15,390 --> 00:13:17,520 BUT YOU DEFINITELY 275 00:13:17,520 --> 00:13:18,960 GOT THE BEST OF HIM IN YOU. 276 00:13:20,090 --> 00:13:22,360 MAN: ♪ AS WE ARE ♪ 277 00:13:25,930 --> 00:13:30,470 ♪ FRAGILE AS WE ARE ♪ 278 00:13:30,470 --> 00:13:31,900 I’M SCARED, MAN. 279 00:13:33,910 --> 00:13:35,540 I CAN’T LOSE HIM. 280 00:13:35,540 --> 00:13:38,380 TALK TO HIM. GOTTA TELL HIM. 281 00:13:38,380 --> 00:13:40,950 YOU AND COREY AVOIDING Y’ALL’S ISSUES ALL WEEKEND 282 00:13:40,950 --> 00:13:42,420 AIN’T GONNA DO EITHER OF Y’ALL NO GOOD. 283 00:13:47,190 --> 00:13:49,620 JORDAN: I CAN’T BELIEVE SHE GAVE US HOMEWORK. 284 00:13:49,620 --> 00:13:50,990 YOU HAPPY NOW? 285 00:13:50,990 --> 00:13:52,490 OLIVIA: I’M ALL FOR UNCONVENTIONAL METHODS 286 00:13:52,490 --> 00:13:54,030 IF IT GETS THE JOB DONE. 287 00:13:54,030 --> 00:13:57,060 THAT WOMAN IS GETTING PAID $200 AN HOUR, OK, 288 00:13:57,060 --> 00:13:58,930 AND THE BEST THING SHE CAN COME UP WITH 289 00:13:58,930 --> 00:14:00,270 WAS TO MAKE US DRAW STUPID PICTURES 290 00:14:00,270 --> 00:14:01,970 OF WHAT OUR FAMILY ACTUALLY LOOKS LIKE 291 00:14:01,970 --> 00:14:02,870 VERSUS WHAT OUR FAMILY FEELS LIKE? 292 00:14:02,870 --> 00:14:04,970 WHAT DO YOU CARE? IT’S NOT YOUR MONEY. 293 00:14:04,970 --> 00:14:06,870 WELL, IN THAT CASE, I SAY 294 00:14:06,870 --> 00:14:08,070 WE GO "LORD OF THE FLIES" WITH NO PARENTS. 295 00:14:08,070 --> 00:14:10,310 LESS PEOPLE TO DRAW, NO CURFEWS, RIGHT? 296 00:14:12,180 --> 00:14:14,310 YOU DO REALIZE YOU’RE ABOUT TO HAVE A KID 297 00:14:14,310 --> 00:14:15,880 WITH A GIRL YOU BARELY KNOW. 298 00:14:15,880 --> 00:14:18,920 YOU MIGHT WANT TO TAKE THIS MORE SERIOUSLY. 299 00:14:28,730 --> 00:14:30,730 YOU’RE JUST IN TIME, SPENCER. 300 00:14:30,730 --> 00:14:32,760 LOOK AT THIS. 301 00:14:32,760 --> 00:14:34,670 YOU COOL WITH US STICKING AROUND NOW? 302 00:14:36,100 --> 00:14:37,540 THE WALK CLEARED MY HEAD. 303 00:14:38,670 --> 00:14:40,840 IF THIS IS GONNA BE OUR LAST WEEKEND 304 00:14:40,840 --> 00:14:42,240 TOGETHER AS A FAMILY, 305 00:14:42,240 --> 00:14:45,680 Y’ALL ARE RIGHT, LET’S MAKE IT COUNT. 306 00:14:45,680 --> 00:14:48,880 BUT YOU’RE STILL NOT COMING HOME WITH US. 307 00:14:48,880 --> 00:14:50,180 NO, SON. 308 00:14:51,680 --> 00:14:55,690 AHA! OH! 309 00:14:55,690 --> 00:14:57,220 I CAN’T BELIEVE I EVER FIT 310 00:14:57,220 --> 00:14:58,590 IN THIS TINY THING. 311 00:14:58,590 --> 00:15:01,630 MAN. MEMORIES. 312 00:15:05,000 --> 00:15:07,570 HERE. YOURS TO KEEP. 313 00:15:07,570 --> 00:15:09,230 NO, THANKS. I’M GOOD. 314 00:15:09,230 --> 00:15:11,700 COME ON. TAKE IT. 315 00:15:11,700 --> 00:15:13,570 SPENCER, I’D REALLY LIKE YOU TO HAVE IT. 316 00:15:13,570 --> 00:15:14,640 I DON’T WANT NO DAMN JERSEY 317 00:15:14,640 --> 00:15:16,040 TO REMEMBER YOU BY, MAN. 318 00:15:16,040 --> 00:15:18,080 I WANT YOU! 319 00:15:18,080 --> 00:15:19,980 I’M SORRY. I-- I DIDN’T MEAN IT. 320 00:15:19,980 --> 00:15:21,150 YES, YOU DID. 321 00:15:23,620 --> 00:15:25,080 AND IT’S FINALLY THE FIRST HONEST THING 322 00:15:25,080 --> 00:15:27,620 THAT YOU SAID TO ME SINCE YOU GOT HERE. 323 00:15:27,620 --> 00:15:30,490 DON’T STOP NOW. LET IT OUT. 324 00:15:32,720 --> 00:15:34,630 I HATE THAT YOUR FIRST INSTINCT 325 00:15:34,630 --> 00:15:36,660 WHEN THINGS GET BAD IS TO RUN. 326 00:15:38,600 --> 00:15:40,200 YOU KNOW HOW MESSED UP IT IS 327 00:15:40,200 --> 00:15:42,170 THAT WE DRIVE ALL THE WAY OUT HERE TO GET YOU 328 00:15:42,170 --> 00:15:44,200 AND THE FIRST WORDS OUT YOUR MOUTH 329 00:15:44,200 --> 00:15:45,800 IS STILL NO THANKS? 330 00:15:45,800 --> 00:15:47,710 HOW DAMN SELFISH ARE YOU, MAN? 331 00:15:47,710 --> 00:15:49,070 THIS AIN’T JUST HAPPENING TO YOU. 332 00:15:49,070 --> 00:15:50,180 COREY: SON-- SPENCER: YOU WANT TO KNOW 333 00:15:50,180 --> 00:15:51,210 HOW I’M FEELING? ALL RIGHT. 334 00:15:51,210 --> 00:15:53,080 I’M ANGRY. YOU HEAR ME? 335 00:15:53,080 --> 00:15:56,620 I’M ANGRY. I’M ANGRY! 336 00:15:56,620 --> 00:15:58,280 I’M ANGRY THAT YOU’RE DYING 337 00:15:58,280 --> 00:16:01,020 AND THERE AIN’T NOTHING I CAN DO ABOUT IT. 338 00:16:01,020 --> 00:16:04,020 YOU ALWAYS LEAVING US, MAN. 339 00:16:06,990 --> 00:16:08,130 LEAVING ME. 340 00:16:11,600 --> 00:16:13,530 AND THIS TIME, IT’S GONNA BE FOR GOOD. 341 00:16:15,170 --> 00:16:17,500 WHAT THE HELL AM I SUPPOSED TO DO WITH THAT? 342 00:16:39,560 --> 00:16:40,730 EVERYTHING OK? 343 00:16:40,730 --> 00:16:42,160 YEAH. 344 00:16:42,160 --> 00:16:44,030 WHAT ABOUT THOSE RAISED VOICES I HEARD? 345 00:16:44,030 --> 00:16:45,300 SPENCER ARE I WERE JUST SAYING 346 00:16:45,300 --> 00:16:47,130 SOME THINGS THAT NEEDED TO BE SAID. 347 00:16:48,330 --> 00:16:49,670 MM-HMM. 348 00:16:55,670 --> 00:16:56,880 I’M SORRY, GRACE. 349 00:17:00,610 --> 00:17:03,550 YOU WANT TO BE MORE SPECIFIC 350 00:17:03,550 --> 00:17:04,950 ABOUT WHAT FOR? 351 00:17:04,950 --> 00:17:06,750 I WANT TO APOLOGIZE FOR MY ROLE 352 00:17:06,750 --> 00:17:09,550 IN ENDING OUR MARRIAGE. 353 00:17:09,550 --> 00:17:11,660 I CHEAT ON YOU 354 00:17:11,660 --> 00:17:13,630 AND YOU’RE THE ONE WITH THE APOLOGY? 355 00:17:13,630 --> 00:17:15,730 YOU DIDN’T CHEAT IN A VACUUM. 356 00:17:15,730 --> 00:17:18,060 I ABANDONED OUR MARRIAGE LONG BEFORE 357 00:17:18,060 --> 00:17:19,770 I PHYSICALLY WALKED OUT. 358 00:17:24,200 --> 00:17:27,810 YOU NEVER ASKED THE DETAILS 359 00:17:27,810 --> 00:17:29,040 OF THE AFFAIR. 360 00:17:29,040 --> 00:17:33,610 MAYBE...GETTING OUT THE FULL TRUTH 361 00:17:33,610 --> 00:17:35,010 ABOUT THAT NIGHT 362 00:17:35,010 --> 00:17:38,550 WILL HELP US LET IT GO ONCE AND FOR ALL. 363 00:17:39,150 --> 00:17:40,280 BILLY: ARE YOU SURE? 364 00:17:40,280 --> 00:17:41,790 LAURA: NO, I’M NOT SURE 365 00:17:41,790 --> 00:17:44,490 I WANT TO HEAR THE DETAILS OF YOUR AFFAIR. 366 00:17:48,160 --> 00:17:50,260 BUT I NEED TO. 367 00:17:50,260 --> 00:17:52,730 I MEAN, CAN IT BE WORSE THAN 368 00:17:52,730 --> 00:17:54,570 THIS SORDID LOOP THAT I KEEP 369 00:17:54,570 --> 00:17:56,370 PLAYING INSIDE OF MY HEAD? 370 00:17:56,370 --> 00:17:58,240 BUT WHAT IF IT IS? 371 00:17:58,240 --> 00:18:00,240 [SCOFFS] REALLY? 372 00:18:00,240 --> 00:18:02,670 WORSE THAN ASKING MYSELF ON REPEAT, 373 00:18:02,670 --> 00:18:04,380 DID HE FALL IN LOVE AGAIN 374 00:18:04,380 --> 00:18:06,240 OR WHAT IF IT WAS WORSE 375 00:18:06,240 --> 00:18:08,280 AND HE NEVER FELL OUT OF LOVE? 376 00:18:09,780 --> 00:18:12,520 WITHOUT LAURA GETTING THESE ANSWERS, 377 00:18:12,520 --> 00:18:14,190 IT’LL BE IMPOSSIBLE 378 00:18:14,190 --> 00:18:16,620 FOR YOU BOTH TO EMOTIONALLY REATTACH. 379 00:18:19,120 --> 00:18:21,160 GRACE: IT HAD BEEN 3 WEEKS. 380 00:18:21,160 --> 00:18:23,230 I WAS REALLY MISSING YOU. 381 00:18:25,300 --> 00:18:26,900 THEN YOU CALLED AND SAID 382 00:18:26,900 --> 00:18:28,600 YOU WEREN’T COMING HOME, 383 00:18:28,600 --> 00:18:30,300 THAT YOU WERE GONNA HANG BACK 384 00:18:30,300 --> 00:18:31,840 AND NETWORK WITH THE OTHER COACHES. 385 00:18:34,910 --> 00:18:36,170 IN THAT MOMENT... 386 00:18:36,170 --> 00:18:38,180 I FELT LIKE I WASN’T ENOUGH. 387 00:18:38,180 --> 00:18:40,210 I DON’T THINK YOU UNDERSTAND. 388 00:18:40,210 --> 00:18:45,180 I...SPENT MY ENTIRE LIFE 389 00:18:45,180 --> 00:18:47,720 TRAINING TO BE A PROFESSIONAL FOOTBALL PLAYER. 390 00:18:47,720 --> 00:18:51,190 AND I DID IT. I WAS IN STADIUMS, 391 00:18:51,190 --> 00:18:53,090 LIVING OUT MY DREAM. 392 00:18:55,330 --> 00:18:58,200 [SNAPS FINGERS] AND JUST LIKE THAT, 393 00:18:58,200 --> 00:19:01,300 I BUSTED MY KNEE AND IT WAS OVER. 394 00:19:01,300 --> 00:19:03,530 THE CLOCK HAD STOPPED RUNNING. 395 00:19:03,530 --> 00:19:05,100 BUT I WAS ADAMANT. 396 00:19:05,100 --> 00:19:07,470 I HAD TO KEEP THAT CLOCK GOING. 397 00:19:07,470 --> 00:19:09,770 ALL RIGHT? I WAS TRYING TO WILL MY KNEE 398 00:19:09,770 --> 00:19:11,210 BACK INTO PLAYING SHAPE, 399 00:19:11,210 --> 00:19:12,680 BUT EVERY TIME I FAILED... 400 00:19:14,980 --> 00:19:16,680 I FELT LIKE I WAS FAILING YOU, 401 00:19:16,680 --> 00:19:19,220 LIKE I WAS FAILING MY FAMILY. 402 00:19:19,220 --> 00:19:20,550 AND THEN THAT NIGHT... 403 00:19:25,120 --> 00:19:26,790 THAT NIGHT, YOU TOLD ME YOU THOUGHT 404 00:19:26,790 --> 00:19:30,060 I SHOULD QUIT PLAYING FOOTBALL. 405 00:19:30,060 --> 00:19:34,000 YOU HAVE NO IDEA HOW BETRAYED I FELT. 406 00:19:34,000 --> 00:19:37,300 THAT WAS THE LOWEST I’D EVER BEEN IN MY LIFE 407 00:19:37,300 --> 00:19:41,810 AND MY OWN WIFE, IT FELT LIKE SHE 408 00:19:41,810 --> 00:19:43,210 DIDN’T BELIEVE IN MY DREAMS ANYMORE. 409 00:19:43,210 --> 00:19:44,640 IT FELT LIKE YOU DIDN’T BELIEVE IN ME. 410 00:19:44,640 --> 00:19:46,410 I WASN’T GIVING UP ON US. 411 00:19:46,410 --> 00:19:49,250 LAURA, HE’S NOT BLAMING YOU. 412 00:19:49,250 --> 00:19:50,650 IT’S JUST HOW HE FELT. 413 00:19:50,650 --> 00:19:52,720 OK. IT’S OK. 414 00:19:52,720 --> 00:19:54,420 I NEEDED TO TALK TO SOMEONE WHO KNEW 415 00:19:54,420 --> 00:19:56,350 THAT I COULDN’T QUIT PLAYING FOOTBALL. 416 00:19:56,350 --> 00:19:59,190 SO...I WENT TO CRENSHAW. 417 00:20:01,030 --> 00:20:02,260 TO SEE GRACE. 418 00:20:02,260 --> 00:20:04,360 TO SEE HIS FATHER. 419 00:20:04,360 --> 00:20:06,400 I WAS WALKING TO CLEAR MY HEAD, 420 00:20:06,400 --> 00:20:07,670 TURNED A CORNER, 421 00:20:07,670 --> 00:20:09,330 AND BILLY WAS STANDING THERE. 422 00:20:09,330 --> 00:20:11,370 COULDN’T EVEN BRING HIMSELF TO CROSS THE THRESHOLD. 423 00:20:11,370 --> 00:20:12,800 WILLIE NEVER LIKED LAURA. 424 00:20:12,800 --> 00:20:15,310 EXACTLY. SO, FOR HIM TO GO IN THERE 425 00:20:15,310 --> 00:20:17,410 AND TELL HIM WHAT LAURA SAID, 426 00:20:17,410 --> 00:20:19,280 THAT WOULD JUST MAKE THINGS WORSE. 427 00:20:19,280 --> 00:20:22,710 SO...I OFFERED HIM AN EAR 428 00:20:22,710 --> 00:20:24,950 AND HE DID THE SAME FOR ME. 429 00:20:24,950 --> 00:20:30,120 HE TOLD ME...THAT YOU PROBABLY HADN’T 430 00:20:30,120 --> 00:20:31,420 GOTTEN PAST NOT BEING ABLE 431 00:20:31,420 --> 00:20:32,990 TO PLAY FOOTBALL PROFESSIONALLY, 432 00:20:32,990 --> 00:20:35,830 AND THAT YOU PROBABLY NEVER FELT WORTHY, 433 00:20:35,830 --> 00:20:38,700 AND WAS WORRIED THAT I WOULD STOP LOVING YOU. 434 00:20:43,730 --> 00:20:46,240 I NEED YOU TO KNOW 435 00:20:46,240 --> 00:20:48,310 THAT NO MATTER HOW UPSET 436 00:20:48,310 --> 00:20:50,370 OR FRUSTRATED I GOT... 437 00:20:50,370 --> 00:20:52,810 I NEVER STOPPED LOVING YOU. 438 00:20:52,810 --> 00:20:54,910 I WAS TOO BLINDED BY MY OWN PAIN 439 00:20:54,910 --> 00:20:58,880 TO SEE WHAT I WAS PUTTING YOU THROUGH. 440 00:20:58,880 --> 00:21:01,190 SO, I DID THE EASY THING 441 00:21:01,190 --> 00:21:02,890 AND LEANED ON AN OLD FRIEND. 442 00:21:02,890 --> 00:21:05,220 SOMEONE WHO DIDN’T SEE ME AS AN INJURED, 443 00:21:05,220 --> 00:21:07,020 WASHED-UP FOOTBALL PLAYER. 444 00:21:07,020 --> 00:21:09,730 RIGHT. LIKE I DID. 445 00:21:09,730 --> 00:21:13,730 NO. GRACE ACTUALLY UNDERSTOOD 446 00:21:13,730 --> 00:21:15,600 WHY YOU WANTED ME TO STOP PLAYING. 447 00:21:18,100 --> 00:21:21,140 SHE EXPLAINED HOW YOU SAW 448 00:21:21,140 --> 00:21:23,140 WHAT HOLDING ONTO A SHATTERED DREAM 449 00:21:23,140 --> 00:21:25,110 WAS DOING TO ME, BUT I WASN’T 450 00:21:25,110 --> 00:21:27,540 IN THE RIGHT FRAME OF MIND TO LISTEN 451 00:21:27,540 --> 00:21:29,150 AND IT JUST FELT LIKE YOU WERE 452 00:21:29,150 --> 00:21:31,480 DISMISSING MY ENTIRE LIFE’S WORK. 453 00:21:31,480 --> 00:21:33,820 ...DISMISSING ME. 454 00:21:33,820 --> 00:21:35,190 WHEN YOU WERE GONE FOR WORK 455 00:21:35,190 --> 00:21:36,790 FOR THOSE LONG STINTS, 456 00:21:36,790 --> 00:21:39,420 I FELT ABANDONED. 457 00:21:39,420 --> 00:21:40,660 UNNEEDED. 458 00:21:43,130 --> 00:21:44,190 THAT NIGHT... 459 00:21:48,270 --> 00:21:50,200 BILLY MADE ME FEEL NEEDED. 460 00:21:51,200 --> 00:21:53,370 GRACE MADE ME FEEL NEEDED. 461 00:21:55,510 --> 00:21:57,070 ONE THING LED TO ANOTHER. 462 00:21:58,210 --> 00:22:00,080 BILLY AND GRACE: AND WE SLEPT TOGETHER. 463 00:22:04,780 --> 00:22:06,050 YOU’RE RIGHT. 464 00:22:08,350 --> 00:22:09,750 IT WAS WORSE. 465 00:22:39,380 --> 00:22:40,750 HEY. 466 00:22:42,490 --> 00:22:43,490 WHAT HAPPENED? 467 00:22:43,490 --> 00:22:45,420 NOTHING. 468 00:22:45,420 --> 00:22:47,420 I’M FINE. I JUST-- 469 00:22:47,420 --> 00:22:48,460 I JUST NEED A MINUTE. 470 00:22:48,460 --> 00:22:49,560 MA, YOU’RE NOT FINE. 471 00:22:49,560 --> 00:22:53,800 SPENCER...PLEASE. JUST GO. 472 00:23:00,670 --> 00:23:03,170 HOW MANY TIMES HAVE YOU TOLD ME AND DILLON 473 00:23:03,170 --> 00:23:04,470 THAT CRYING IS CLEANSING? 474 00:23:06,040 --> 00:23:09,210 THAT IT’S A SIGN OF HIGHLY EVOLVED BEHAVIOR? 475 00:23:09,210 --> 00:23:11,280 THAT ONLY APPLIES TO KIDS. 476 00:23:11,280 --> 00:23:14,120 COME ON. 477 00:23:14,120 --> 00:23:16,050 [CRYING] 478 00:23:22,090 --> 00:23:23,330 I’M SORRY. 479 00:23:24,560 --> 00:23:26,700 MA, YOU DON’T HAVE TO EVER APOLOGIZE 480 00:23:26,700 --> 00:23:28,030 FOR CRYING, OK? 481 00:23:31,730 --> 00:23:33,800 THAT’S NOT WHY I’M APOLOGIZING. 482 00:23:38,040 --> 00:23:43,550 I’M SORRY... THAT A SELFISH MOMENT 483 00:23:43,550 --> 00:23:46,150 BETWEEN ME AND BILLY 484 00:23:46,150 --> 00:23:49,450 COST YOU YEARS WITH YOUR FATHER, 485 00:23:49,450 --> 00:23:52,460 YEARS THAT I CAN NEVER GIVE BACK 486 00:23:52,460 --> 00:23:54,560 TO YOU OR COREY. 487 00:23:54,560 --> 00:23:59,360 BUT NOW... NOW THAT COREY... 488 00:24:01,930 --> 00:24:04,500 WITH COREY BEING SICK... 489 00:24:06,500 --> 00:24:07,870 I’M SORRY THAT YOU AND DILLON 490 00:24:07,870 --> 00:24:09,540 HAVE TO GROW UP WITH JUST ME. 491 00:24:09,540 --> 00:24:11,340 NO, THERE AIN’T NO "JUST" ABOUT IT. 492 00:24:12,810 --> 00:24:15,610 BECAUSE OF YOU, I AM WHO I AM, MA. 493 00:24:15,610 --> 00:24:17,080 YOU ARE WHY I BELIEVE 494 00:24:17,080 --> 00:24:18,750 AND FIGHT FOR MY DREAMS. 495 00:24:18,750 --> 00:24:20,480 THE WAY YOU RAISED ME IS THE REASON 496 00:24:20,480 --> 00:24:22,790 I’M GONNA MAKE IT TO THE SUPER BOWL ONE DAY. 497 00:24:22,790 --> 00:24:25,460 AND WHEN I DO, AND I WIN, 498 00:24:25,460 --> 00:24:27,660 IT’S THE REASON I’M GONNA STAND ON THAT PODIUM 499 00:24:27,660 --> 00:24:28,790 AND I’M GONNA TELL THE WORLD 500 00:24:28,790 --> 00:24:30,530 THAT YOU’RE MY MVP. 501 00:24:30,530 --> 00:24:31,890 YOU HEAR ME? 502 00:24:35,470 --> 00:24:36,600 COME HERE. 503 00:24:39,370 --> 00:24:41,640 HOW DID I GET SO LUCKY WITH MY BOYS? 504 00:24:56,390 --> 00:24:59,320 WHOA. WHEN DID YOU BECOME VAN GOGH? 505 00:25:02,360 --> 00:25:05,830 WHILE I WAS AT REHAB, I DID ART THERAPY. 506 00:25:05,830 --> 00:25:07,160 JORDAN: WOW. OLIVIA: IT WAS THE ONE THING 507 00:25:07,160 --> 00:25:08,560 I COULD DO TO COMMUNICATE HOW 508 00:25:08,560 --> 00:25:10,170 I WAS ACTUALLY FEELING. 509 00:25:10,170 --> 00:25:12,970 HOW DID I NOT KNOW YOU WERE THIS TALENTED? 510 00:25:12,970 --> 00:25:15,970 OK, SO, WHAT’S YOUR ARTISTIC TAKE 511 00:25:15,970 --> 00:25:17,210 ON WHAT OUR FAMILY FEELS LIKE? 512 00:25:17,210 --> 00:25:18,510 WAIT, NOW, JORDAN, THAT’S PRIVATE. 513 00:25:18,510 --> 00:25:20,080 -JORDAN! JORDAN! -WHOA! 514 00:25:24,380 --> 00:25:28,480 WAIT. WHY AM I NOT IN YOUR FAMILY PICTURE? 515 00:25:30,950 --> 00:25:32,450 I MEAN, IT’S STICK FIGURES, BUT 516 00:25:32,450 --> 00:25:34,390 AT LEAST I MADE A FAMILY PORTRAIT, LIV. 517 00:25:34,390 --> 00:25:35,930 IT JUST FEELS LIKE YOU’RE MISSING 518 00:25:35,930 --> 00:25:37,630 FROM MY LIFE A LOT OF THE TIME. 519 00:25:37,630 --> 00:25:40,360 WHAT ARE YOU TALKING ABOUT? I’M RIGHT HERE, LIV. 520 00:25:40,360 --> 00:25:43,300 GROWING UP, WE WERE BEST FRIENDS. 521 00:25:43,300 --> 00:25:44,230 YEAH. 522 00:25:44,230 --> 00:25:46,300 DAD WAS ALWAYS ON THE ROAD 523 00:25:46,300 --> 00:25:48,340 AND MOM WORKED LONG HOURS, BUT 524 00:25:48,340 --> 00:25:51,970 IT DIDN’T MATTER BECAUSE WE HAD EACH OTHER. 525 00:25:51,970 --> 00:25:55,910 AND WHEN DAD CAME HOME AFTER HE RETIRED, 526 00:25:55,910 --> 00:25:59,250 YOU ABANDONED ME, 527 00:25:59,250 --> 00:26:01,550 AND YOU STARTED PLAYING FOOTBALL, 528 00:26:01,550 --> 00:26:05,450 AND YOU MADE NEW FRIENDS, AND IT JUST FELT LIKE 529 00:26:05,450 --> 00:26:07,290 YOU DIDN’T NEED ME ANYMORE. 530 00:26:11,430 --> 00:26:14,230 LIV...LOOK. 531 00:26:15,830 --> 00:26:18,530 YEAH. OK, WHEN DAD CAME HOME, 532 00:26:18,530 --> 00:26:21,840 I, I STARTED FOCUSING ON FOOTBALL. 533 00:26:21,840 --> 00:26:24,140 YOU GUYS ALWAYS HAD THIS SPECIAL DADDY’S GIRL BOND 534 00:26:24,140 --> 00:26:25,410 AND I DIDN’T HAVE ANYTHING 535 00:26:25,410 --> 00:26:27,110 EVEN CLOSE TO THAT WITH HIM. 536 00:26:27,110 --> 00:26:29,010 SO, YEAH. 537 00:26:29,010 --> 00:26:30,410 I THREW MYSELF INTO FOOTBALL 538 00:26:30,410 --> 00:26:31,810 TO BOND WITH DAD, BUT... 539 00:26:33,120 --> 00:26:35,550 I WASN’T TRYING TO SHUT YOU OUT. 540 00:26:35,550 --> 00:26:38,490 BESIDES, YOU... YOU HAD YOUR WHOLE 541 00:26:38,490 --> 00:26:40,020 NEW GROUP OF FRIENDS AND YOU WERE 542 00:26:40,020 --> 00:26:42,060 DOING YOUR PARTYING THING, AND 543 00:26:42,060 --> 00:26:43,430 I JUST ASSUMED THAT’S WHAT YOU WANTED 544 00:26:43,430 --> 00:26:44,860 AND LEFT YOU ALONE. 545 00:26:44,860 --> 00:26:48,360 YOU THOUGHT I WANTED TO LOSE MY BROTHER? 546 00:26:48,360 --> 00:26:50,030 MY BEST FRIEND? NO. 547 00:26:50,030 --> 00:26:51,800 THAT WAS NEVER WHAT I WANTED. 548 00:26:55,040 --> 00:26:59,040 [SIGH] THIS IS GONNA SOUND STUPID AND SELFISH. 549 00:26:59,040 --> 00:26:59,980 SAY IT ANYWAY. 550 00:27:01,140 --> 00:27:04,150 I JUST--I FEEL LIKE... 551 00:27:04,150 --> 00:27:07,420 I JUST FEEL LIKE I’M FINALLY GETTING YOU BACK. 552 00:27:07,420 --> 00:27:09,820 BUT WITH THE BABY COMING NOW, I MEAN, 553 00:27:09,820 --> 00:27:12,860 YOU’RE STARTING A WHOLE NEW FAMILY WITH SIMONE, 554 00:27:12,860 --> 00:27:14,990 WHICH IS EXACTLY WHAT YOU SHOULD BE DOING. 555 00:27:14,990 --> 00:27:19,960 I’M JUST... I’M JUST AFRAID 556 00:27:19,960 --> 00:27:21,060 I’M GONNA LOSE YOU AGAIN. 557 00:27:24,500 --> 00:27:30,010 HEY...YOU’RE NOT GONNA LOSE ME. 558 00:27:33,180 --> 00:27:35,410 [LAUGHTER] 559 00:27:35,410 --> 00:27:36,550 COREY: AH. 560 00:27:38,350 --> 00:27:39,350 HEY. 561 00:27:39,350 --> 00:27:40,420 SPENCER: WHAT’S ALL THIS? 562 00:27:40,420 --> 00:27:42,420 DAD’S LETTING US GO CAMPING TONIGHT. 563 00:27:42,420 --> 00:27:44,250 YOU EVER TRIED ARGUING WITH THIS KID? 564 00:27:44,250 --> 00:27:45,490 LOSING BATTLE EVERY TIME. 565 00:27:45,490 --> 00:27:47,290 [LAUGHTER] 566 00:27:47,290 --> 00:27:48,560 FOUND THEM. 567 00:27:48,560 --> 00:27:50,260 DILLON: HEADS UP! 568 00:27:50,260 --> 00:27:52,360 MAN AND GRACE: OOH! DARNELL: NICE TRY, D. 569 00:27:52,360 --> 00:27:53,900 AIN’T NOTHING GETTING PAST THESE MAGIC HANDS. 570 00:27:53,900 --> 00:27:55,300 DILLON: OK. I SEE. DARNELL: PURE SKILLS. 571 00:27:55,300 --> 00:27:57,670 YEAH? WE’LL SEE ABOUT THAT. 572 00:27:57,670 --> 00:27:59,270 SO, WHO’S UP FOR A GAME? 573 00:27:59,270 --> 00:28:00,600 DEFINITELY ME. 574 00:28:00,600 --> 00:28:01,800 SAY THE WORD. 575 00:28:03,340 --> 00:28:04,810 A’IGHT, LET’S GET IT. 576 00:28:04,810 --> 00:28:06,370 AIN’T NOBODY GOING EASY ON YOU, OLD MAN. 577 00:28:06,370 --> 00:28:07,810 MUSIC TO MY EARS. 578 00:28:07,810 --> 00:28:09,610 HEY, WHATEVER. 579 00:28:09,610 --> 00:28:11,250 SO, WHAT’S THE RULES? 580 00:28:11,250 --> 00:28:13,220 BOY, WE IN THE WOODS. AIN’T NO RULES. 581 00:28:13,220 --> 00:28:14,550 OH! 582 00:28:14,550 --> 00:28:16,380 MAN: ♪ RIGHT, RIGHT, ’CAUSE IT BE ALL RIGHT ♪ 583 00:28:16,380 --> 00:28:18,590 ♪ ’CAUSE IT’S ALREADY ON FIRE ♪ 584 00:28:18,590 --> 00:28:20,220 MAN: RIGHT. DARNELL: RUN A MOVE. 585 00:28:20,220 --> 00:28:23,330 [SPENCER LAUGHS] DARNELL: DOWN, SET, HUT! 586 00:28:25,360 --> 00:28:26,230 OH! OH! 587 00:28:26,230 --> 00:28:28,430 [CHEERING AND GRUNTING] 588 00:28:28,430 --> 00:28:30,930 MAN: LET IT GO. LET IT GO. 589 00:28:32,400 --> 00:28:33,400 DILLON, COME HERE. 590 00:28:35,740 --> 00:28:37,740 DILLON: AHH! GRACE: HEY! 591 00:28:37,740 --> 00:28:39,640 COME ON, NOW. WAIT A MINUTE. 592 00:28:39,640 --> 00:28:40,940 A’IGHT, YOU GOT MOM. YOU GOT MOM. 593 00:28:40,940 --> 00:28:43,810 WAIT A MINUTE. [LAUGHS] OK! OK. 594 00:28:43,810 --> 00:28:47,320 DARNELL: GREAT. DOWN. TEN. HUT! 595 00:28:47,320 --> 00:28:49,250 [ALL GRUNTING, SPEAKING AT ONCE] 596 00:28:51,650 --> 00:28:52,790 [LAUGHS] 597 00:28:56,230 --> 00:28:57,530 DR. GIBBS: BILLY, I KNOW THIS IS HARD, 598 00:28:57,530 --> 00:28:58,560 BUT REMEMBER, FOR YOU, THE AFFAIR 599 00:28:58,560 --> 00:28:59,830 HAPPENED 9 YEARS AGO. 600 00:29:00,330 --> 00:29:01,730 BUT FOR LAURA, IT FEELS LIKE 601 00:29:01,730 --> 00:29:03,230 IT HAPPENED YESTERDAY. 602 00:29:03,230 --> 00:29:04,400 I KNOW. I KNOW. 603 00:29:04,400 --> 00:29:06,340 I JUST WISH I KNEW HOW TO MAKE HER BELIEVE 604 00:29:06,340 --> 00:29:08,140 HOW MUCH SHE MEANS TO ME. 605 00:29:08,140 --> 00:29:09,370 IF SHE WERE HERE RIGHT NOW, 606 00:29:09,370 --> 00:29:10,610 WHAT WOULD YOU SAY TO HER? 607 00:29:15,010 --> 00:29:16,540 YOU KNOW, I THANK YOU 608 00:29:16,540 --> 00:29:17,750 FOR EVERYTHING YOU’VE DONE TODAY. 609 00:29:17,750 --> 00:29:18,780 I FEEL LIKE THIS SESSION 610 00:29:18,780 --> 00:29:21,220 SHOULD BE ABOUT OVER. 611 00:29:21,220 --> 00:29:22,950 HUMOR ME. 612 00:29:22,950 --> 00:29:25,250 PRETEND LAURA IS RIGHT THERE. 613 00:29:25,250 --> 00:29:27,560 I’M NOT GONNA TALK TO AN EMPTY CHAIR. 614 00:29:27,560 --> 00:29:29,090 I CAN’T. 615 00:29:31,060 --> 00:29:34,530 [SIGH] I’M NOT GONNA DO IT. 616 00:29:34,530 --> 00:29:35,600 TELL ME THEN. 617 00:29:40,670 --> 00:29:42,570 I JUST HEARD THE TWINS HAVE PROBABLY 618 00:29:42,570 --> 00:29:44,770 THE MOST HONEST CONVERSATION 619 00:29:44,770 --> 00:29:46,770 I HAVE HEARD IN THIS HOUSE 620 00:29:46,770 --> 00:29:48,610 IN A REALLY LONG TIME. 621 00:29:51,050 --> 00:29:54,720 SO, IF THEY’RE MATURE ENOUGH 622 00:29:54,720 --> 00:29:55,920 TO BATTLE THROUGH IT... 623 00:29:58,620 --> 00:29:59,790 SO AM I. 624 00:30:03,630 --> 00:30:04,530 TRUTHFULLY... 625 00:30:08,600 --> 00:30:12,200 I DON’T KNOW HOW TO GET THROUGH 626 00:30:12,200 --> 00:30:14,800 THIS THING CALLED LIFE WITHOUT YOU, LAURA. 627 00:30:16,040 --> 00:30:18,740 YOU PUSH ME TO BE A BETTER MAN 628 00:30:18,740 --> 00:30:20,910 EVEN WHEN IT’S SO UNCOMFORTABLE. 629 00:30:23,240 --> 00:30:25,650 THAT’S WHAT YOU WERE DOING THAT NIGHT, 630 00:30:25,650 --> 00:30:30,650 AND, UH...INSTEAD OF MANNING UP 631 00:30:32,750 --> 00:30:33,990 AND LOOKING INTO OUR FUTURE, 632 00:30:33,990 --> 00:30:38,630 I...RAN BACK INTO MY PAST. 633 00:30:40,930 --> 00:30:42,200 I WAS SELFISH... 634 00:30:44,770 --> 00:30:47,170 AND I’M SO SORRY I HURT YOU. 635 00:30:48,770 --> 00:30:50,670 I’M SO SORRY THAT I HURT US. 636 00:30:53,680 --> 00:30:55,710 I WANT TO BE THAT MAN THAT 637 00:30:55,710 --> 00:30:57,780 YOU USED TO BE ABLE TO DEPEND ON. 638 00:30:59,280 --> 00:31:01,080 ’CAUSE I LOVE YOU MORE THAN ANYTHING. 639 00:31:03,920 --> 00:31:07,060 AND I LOVE THE FAMILY THAT WE BUILT. 640 00:31:13,700 --> 00:31:14,900 LOOK, I’M BEGGING YOU. 641 00:31:20,640 --> 00:31:22,800 GIVE ME ONE MORE CHANCE. 642 00:31:22,800 --> 00:31:24,070 LET ME MAKE THIS RIGHT. 643 00:31:25,810 --> 00:31:27,240 I’LL DO WHATEVER IT TAKES. 644 00:31:32,650 --> 00:31:33,850 [SOFTLY] I BELIEVE YOU. 645 00:31:43,320 --> 00:31:45,660 COREY: HEY. WALK WITH ME A MINUTE. 646 00:31:49,100 --> 00:31:50,230 A’IGHT. 647 00:31:58,540 --> 00:32:00,240 DARNELL SAID SOMETHING, DIDN’T HE? 648 00:32:00,240 --> 00:32:03,610 BETTER LATE THAN NEVER. SO, HOW ABOUT IT? 649 00:32:03,610 --> 00:32:05,380 YOU WANT TO GO FISHING WITH YOUR OLD MAN? 650 00:32:13,790 --> 00:32:16,260 BILLY, I CAN’T HAVE ANOTHER DISCUSSION. 651 00:32:16,260 --> 00:32:18,560 I HAVE NOTHING LEFT. 652 00:32:18,560 --> 00:32:21,330 I KNOW, I KNOW. YOU DON’T HAVE TO TALK. 653 00:32:21,330 --> 00:32:23,200 THIS IS A GIFT. UH, 654 00:32:23,200 --> 00:32:25,830 DR. GIBBS SAID THAT BEFORE OUR NEXT SESSION, 655 00:32:25,830 --> 00:32:28,740 WE SHOULD GIVE EACH OTHER SOMETHING MEANINGFUL 656 00:32:28,740 --> 00:32:30,700 THAT, UH, THAT REPRESENTED 657 00:32:30,700 --> 00:32:32,710 THE DEPTH OF OUR LOVE. 658 00:32:32,710 --> 00:32:35,880 SHE’S REAL WORDY, THAT DR. GIBBS. 659 00:32:35,880 --> 00:32:37,610 YEAH. 660 00:32:37,610 --> 00:32:40,280 THIS BOOK IS MY GIFT TO YOU. 661 00:32:40,280 --> 00:32:43,050 NO EXPECTATIONS. NO DEMANDS. 662 00:32:44,580 --> 00:32:47,720 SAVED EVERY--EVERY NOTE, EVERY LETTER 663 00:32:47,720 --> 00:32:51,290 THAT YOU SLIPPED INTO MY GYM BAG, 664 00:32:51,290 --> 00:32:52,930 MY SOCK DRAWER, MY SUITCASE. 665 00:32:54,260 --> 00:32:56,300 [SOFTLY] YOU SAVED ALL THESE? 666 00:32:56,300 --> 00:32:58,200 YEAH. 667 00:32:58,200 --> 00:33:00,930 UM,. THERE’S THIS ONE LETTER. 668 00:33:00,930 --> 00:33:04,640 YOU WROTE ME THAT RIGHT AFTER I LOST MY MOTHER. 669 00:33:04,640 --> 00:33:06,710 THE MOMENT I READ IT, 670 00:33:06,710 --> 00:33:09,710 I KNEW ONE DAY I WAS GONNA MAKE YOU MY WIFE. 671 00:33:09,710 --> 00:33:12,250 "I JUST WANT YOU TO KNOW THAT I SEE YOU, 672 00:33:12,250 --> 00:33:15,250 "I HEAR YOU, I FEEL YOUR PAIN, 673 00:33:15,250 --> 00:33:17,280 AND I’LL BE HERE..." 674 00:33:17,280 --> 00:33:19,950 ’HOWEVER LONG IT TAKES." 675 00:33:19,950 --> 00:33:22,620 AND YOU KEPT YOUR PROMISE. 676 00:33:22,620 --> 00:33:23,720 YOU SHOWED UP FOR ME. 677 00:33:25,260 --> 00:33:27,230 SO, I’M GONNA SHOW UP FOR YOU. 678 00:33:27,230 --> 00:33:29,600 I’M GONNA SHOW UP FOR OUR MARRIAGE. 679 00:33:30,900 --> 00:33:33,600 BECAUSE--BECAUSE-- 680 00:33:42,010 --> 00:33:43,940 ARE YOU SURE ABOUT THIS? 681 00:33:56,590 --> 00:33:58,690 THIS REALLY ALL WE DO WHEN WE FISH? 682 00:33:58,690 --> 00:34:02,300 JUST SIT AROUND AND WATCH NOTHING HAPPEN? 683 00:34:02,300 --> 00:34:04,260 COME ON, MAN. THEM FISH PROBABLY 684 00:34:04,260 --> 00:34:06,270 DOWN THERE CLOWNING US RIGHT NOW. 685 00:34:06,270 --> 00:34:08,840 FISHING AIN’T REALLY ABOUT FISHING. 686 00:34:08,840 --> 00:34:11,910 IT’S ABOUT TAKING THE TIME TO JUST BE. 687 00:34:11,910 --> 00:34:14,910 REALIGNING YOURSELF WITH NATURE. 688 00:34:14,910 --> 00:34:16,210 PRACTICING PATIENCE. 689 00:34:16,210 --> 00:34:18,580 AH, THE INFAMOUS SPEECH. 690 00:34:18,580 --> 00:34:19,510 [CHUCKLES] 691 00:34:21,750 --> 00:34:24,250 IT’S A CHANCE TO CENTER YOUR THOUGHTS. 692 00:34:24,250 --> 00:34:26,690 MY THOUGHTS ARE CENTERED, ALL RIGHT. 693 00:34:26,690 --> 00:34:28,590 THEY CENTERED ON HOW HUNGRY I’MA BE 694 00:34:28,590 --> 00:34:30,120 IF WE DON’T CATCH SOMETHING TO GRILL REAL SOON. 695 00:34:30,120 --> 00:34:32,260 [LAUGHS] 696 00:34:43,700 --> 00:34:45,510 WHAT YOU CENTERING YOUR THOUGHTS ON? 697 00:34:48,740 --> 00:34:49,680 DYING. 698 00:34:54,710 --> 00:34:57,320 I’M SCARED TO DIE ALONE. 699 00:34:57,320 --> 00:34:58,790 YOU DON’T HAVE TO. 700 00:35:03,320 --> 00:35:06,530 YOU GOT A FAMILY. YOU HEAR ME? 701 00:35:06,530 --> 00:35:08,460 LET US BE THERE FOR YOU, MAN. 702 00:35:09,930 --> 00:35:12,100 COME HOME WITH US. 703 00:35:12,100 --> 00:35:14,700 LOOK HOW GOOD TODAY TURNED OUT. 704 00:35:14,700 --> 00:35:15,970 ALL OF US TOGETHER. 705 00:35:18,610 --> 00:35:19,770 HEY, LOOK, MAYBE IT’S WISHFUL THINKING, 706 00:35:19,770 --> 00:35:22,140 BUT YOU EVEN LOOK BETTER. 707 00:35:22,140 --> 00:35:24,480 HAVING US AROUND IS GOOD FOR YOU, POP. 708 00:35:26,110 --> 00:35:29,950 AND WHEN THE CANCER TAKES OVER, 709 00:35:29,950 --> 00:35:31,720 AND THE DAYS AIN’T SO GOOD, 710 00:35:31,720 --> 00:35:33,790 WE’RE GONNA GET THROUGH THOSE TOGETHER, TOO. 711 00:35:33,790 --> 00:35:34,990 YOU HEAR ME? 712 00:35:41,130 --> 00:35:43,000 DON’T THINK NOBODY FEELING SORRY FOR YOU, NEITHER. 713 00:35:43,000 --> 00:35:44,200 I’M BEING SELFISH. 714 00:35:45,630 --> 00:35:48,170 I WANT YOU TO COME HOME FOR ME AND DILLON. 715 00:35:50,940 --> 00:35:53,640 HAVING YOU AROUND MAKES OUR LIVES BETTER. 716 00:35:53,640 --> 00:35:57,010 YOU KNOW...ONE OF THE THINGS 717 00:35:57,010 --> 00:35:59,180 I LOVE MOST ABOUT YOU 718 00:35:59,180 --> 00:36:00,850 IS HOW WILLINGLY YOU SHOW 719 00:36:00,850 --> 00:36:02,680 YOUR VULNERABILITY. 720 00:36:02,680 --> 00:36:05,320 I WAS NEVER TAUGHT THAT. 721 00:36:05,320 --> 00:36:08,520 I WAS ALWAYS TAUGHT TO BURY IT AND RUN. 722 00:36:11,660 --> 00:36:13,660 IT’S AN HONOR AND A BLESSING 723 00:36:13,660 --> 00:36:15,700 TO LEARN FROM MY OWN SON 724 00:36:15,700 --> 00:36:18,570 THAT THERE’S STRENGTH IN VULNERABILITY. 725 00:36:18,570 --> 00:36:21,540 COREY: PROMISE ME SOMETHING. SPENCER: ANYTHING. 726 00:36:21,540 --> 00:36:24,540 PROMISE YOU’LL INSTILL THAT IN YOUR BROTHER, TOO. 727 00:36:26,170 --> 00:36:30,180 I WILL, POP. I PROMISE. 728 00:36:35,020 --> 00:36:37,750 [CRYING] I LOVE YOU, SON. 729 00:36:37,750 --> 00:36:40,690 WOMAN: ♪ TRY TILL YOUR DYING BREATH ♪ 730 00:36:40,690 --> 00:36:43,120 ♪ TO HOLD ON TO HAPPINESS ♪ 731 00:36:43,120 --> 00:36:45,860 ♪ ’CAUSE LIFE’S JUST A MOMENT ♪ 732 00:36:45,860 --> 00:36:48,260 ♪ AND ONE DAY IT’S OVER ♪ 733 00:36:48,260 --> 00:36:51,670 ♪ AND IT’S CRUEL HOW THE TIME CAN PASS ♪ 734 00:36:51,670 --> 00:36:54,270 ♪ THE DEEPEST RIVERS MOVE SO FAST ♪ 735 00:36:54,270 --> 00:36:56,600 ♪ AND LIFE’S JUST A MOMENT ♪ 736 00:36:56,600 --> 00:36:59,770 -♪ SO, KNOW WHEN IT’S GOLDEN ♪ -SPENCER: WHAT, WHAT, WHAT? 737 00:36:59,770 --> 00:37:03,040 -YO, WHAT’D I DO, BRO? -♪ HOLD ON, HOLD ON, HOLD ON ♪ 738 00:37:03,040 --> 00:37:05,580 ♪ HOLD ON TO HAPPINESS ♪ 739 00:37:05,580 --> 00:37:08,850 COME ON. THERE YOU GO. [LAUGHS] 740 00:37:19,990 --> 00:37:21,230 [EXHALES] 741 00:37:27,500 --> 00:37:28,430 HEY. 742 00:37:31,040 --> 00:37:32,270 LOOK AT YOU. 743 00:37:35,370 --> 00:37:37,080 THIS IS THE MOST AT PEACE I’VE FELT 744 00:37:37,080 --> 00:37:40,110 IN A LONG TIME. 745 00:37:40,110 --> 00:37:41,710 THANK YOU FOR BRINGING THE BOYS. 746 00:37:41,710 --> 00:37:43,020 YOU’RE WELCOME. 747 00:37:48,220 --> 00:37:50,260 HOLD ON A MINUTE. I’LL BE RIGHT BACK. 748 00:38:01,070 --> 00:38:02,140 WHAT’S THIS? 749 00:38:02,140 --> 00:38:03,540 IT’S THE DEED TO THE CABIN. 750 00:38:03,540 --> 00:38:06,240 I’M LEAVING IT TO SPENCER AND DILLON. 751 00:38:06,240 --> 00:38:07,310 HOPEFULLY, THEY’LL PASS IT ON 752 00:38:07,310 --> 00:38:09,680 TO THEIR KIDS ONE DAY. 753 00:38:09,680 --> 00:38:12,250 PART OF THE JAMES LEGACY. 754 00:38:12,250 --> 00:38:13,680 I’LL MAKE SURE THEY DO. 755 00:38:19,320 --> 00:38:22,260 IT’S KIND OF A WEIRD COINCIDENCE, 756 00:38:22,260 --> 00:38:24,690 YOU GIVING ME THIS. 757 00:38:24,690 --> 00:38:27,560 SEE, I, UH... I CAME OUT HERE 758 00:38:27,560 --> 00:38:28,560 TO GIVE YOU SOMETHING. 759 00:38:44,140 --> 00:38:45,340 HE’S MINE? 760 00:38:47,480 --> 00:38:48,480 DILLON IS YOUR SON. 761 00:38:55,120 --> 00:38:58,160 TODAY’S GONNA BE A GREAT DAY. 762 00:38:58,160 --> 00:39:00,190 I CAN FEEL IT. 763 00:39:00,190 --> 00:39:01,330 YEAH. 764 00:39:03,160 --> 00:39:04,430 WE SHOULD WAKE THE BOYS UP 765 00:39:04,430 --> 00:39:05,830 IF WE’RE GONNA FINISH GETTING THIS PLACE 766 00:39:05,830 --> 00:39:07,500 PACKED UP BEFORE WE HIT THE ROAD. 767 00:39:09,300 --> 00:39:10,700 "WE"? 768 00:39:10,700 --> 00:39:12,210 IF YOU GOT ROOM FOR ME IN CRENSHAW. 769 00:39:13,640 --> 00:39:14,970 I’D LIKE TO COME HOME. 770 00:39:17,140 --> 00:39:18,510 THERE’S ALWAYS ROOM FOR YOU. 771 00:39:24,050 --> 00:39:28,620 [INDISTINCT CHATTER, LAUGHTER] 772 00:39:29,320 --> 00:39:31,460 WOW, THE SQUIRRELS IN CALI ARE HUGE. 773 00:39:31,460 --> 00:39:33,330 IT’S NOT LIKE THAT IN NEVADA. 774 00:39:33,330 --> 00:39:34,790 DILLON: REALLY? DARNELL: YOU AIN’T GONNA EAT THIS, THOUGH, RIGHT? 775 00:39:34,790 --> 00:39:36,360 HEY, I WOULDN’T TOUCH HIS FOOD, MAN. 776 00:39:36,360 --> 00:39:38,060 DILLON: YEAH! BACK OFF THE BACON! 777 00:39:38,060 --> 00:39:39,870 DARNELL: YOU MEAN THIS BACON? DILLON: YEAH, I MEAN THAT BACON. 778 00:39:39,870 --> 00:39:42,500 YEAH. THANK YOU. YEAH--OH, REALLY? 779 00:39:42,500 --> 00:39:43,900 I THOUGHT YOU MEANT THIS BACON. 780 00:39:43,900 --> 00:39:45,770 OH! OH, SO, YOU THINK THAT’S FUNNY. 781 00:39:45,770 --> 00:39:49,240 [ALL TALKING AT ONCE, LAUGHTER] 782 00:39:49,240 --> 00:39:54,250 MAN: ♪ SOMETIMES I’M ... SOMETIMES I’M ... ♪ 783 00:39:56,380 --> 00:39:59,220 ♪ SOMETIMES... ♪ SPENCER: THERE IT IS, THERE IT IS. 784 00:39:59,220 --> 00:40:01,420 MAN: ♪ I’VE BEEN ... ♪ 785 00:40:02,790 --> 00:40:04,120 MY BAD. I FORGOT THAT JERSEY 786 00:40:04,120 --> 00:40:05,490 YOU GAVE ME, THAT GIFT. 787 00:40:05,490 --> 00:40:06,760 DON’T WORRY. I’LL GRAB IT FOR YOU. 788 00:40:06,760 --> 00:40:08,060 SPENCER: YOU SURE? COREY: YEAH. 789 00:40:08,060 --> 00:40:09,530 I THINK IT’S ON THE LIVING ROOM TABLE. 790 00:40:09,530 --> 00:40:11,460 DILLON: TALK ABOUT WEAK. 791 00:40:11,460 --> 00:40:13,430 CARRYING OUT ONE BOX, MAN. 792 00:40:15,100 --> 00:40:16,840 DARNELL: YOU LAZY. YOU DON’T CARRY NOTHING. 793 00:40:16,840 --> 00:40:18,840 DILLON: LAZY? DARNELL: THERE’S THE LAST BOX. 794 00:40:18,840 --> 00:40:19,910 SPENCER: YOU KNOW THAT’S NOT GONNA FIT, RIGHT? 795 00:40:19,910 --> 00:40:21,170 GRACE: LET ME TRY. 796 00:40:21,170 --> 00:40:22,810 MA, I’M TELLING YOU-- 797 00:40:22,810 --> 00:40:24,780 AH-AH-AH. THERE’S A METHOD TO MY MADNESS. 798 00:40:29,380 --> 00:40:31,480 DARNELL AND SPENCER: OH. 799 00:40:31,480 --> 00:40:32,850 TOLD YOU. 800 00:40:32,850 --> 00:40:34,120 YOU DIDN’T SAY-- MAN, SHUT UP. 801 00:40:35,990 --> 00:40:36,960 ALL RIGHT, MS. JAMES. 802 00:40:39,830 --> 00:40:41,830 HEY, I GOT SHOTGUN IN DAD’S CAR. 803 00:40:41,830 --> 00:40:44,260 THE HELL YOU DO... I ALREADY CALLED IT. 804 00:40:44,260 --> 00:40:45,900 WHAT? NOBODY WANTS TO RIDE WITH ME? 805 00:40:45,900 --> 00:40:47,300 SPENCER: NO OFFENSE, MA, BUT THERE WAS GRANDMAS 806 00:40:47,300 --> 00:40:48,470 PASSING YOU ON THE 10. 807 00:40:49,970 --> 00:40:51,870 EXCUSE ME FOR BEING SAFE. 808 00:40:51,870 --> 00:40:53,510 HEY, WHAT’S TAKING SO LONG, OLD MAN? 809 00:40:56,140 --> 00:40:57,340 HEY, POPS, LET’S ROLL. 810 00:41:00,910 --> 00:41:01,850 DAD? 811 00:41:09,990 --> 00:41:10,920 DAD? 812 00:41:14,990 --> 00:41:16,760 DAD! HEY. 813 00:41:19,530 --> 00:41:23,170 HEY, COME ON. COME ON. 814 00:41:23,170 --> 00:41:24,800 COME ON! 815 00:41:26,170 --> 00:41:28,310 [CRYING] 816 00:41:31,280 --> 00:41:32,940 GRACE: OH, MY GOD, COME HERE. SPENCER: DAD. 817 00:41:35,010 --> 00:41:36,950 [CRYING] 818 00:41:38,920 --> 00:41:41,390 AAAAH! 819 00:41:45,160 --> 00:41:47,790 [CRYING] 820 00:42:19,190 --> 00:42:20,730 MAN: GREG, MOVE YOUR HEAD.