1 00:00:05,671 --> 00:00:09,092 ♪ I'm in my twenties so I ♪ 2 00:00:09,134 --> 00:00:12,262 ♪ panic in every way I'm ♪ 3 00:00:12,303 --> 00:00:16,474 ♪ so scared of the future ♪ 4 00:00:16,515 --> 00:00:19,268 ♪ I keep missing today ♪ 5 00:00:19,309 --> 00:00:23,022 ♪ how did you do it? ♪ 6 00:00:23,064 --> 00:00:26,275 ♪ How did it turn out all right? ♪ 7 00:00:26,317 --> 00:00:29,571 ♪ I swear it's always easier back then ♪ 8 00:00:29,611 --> 00:00:34,241 ♪ or is it just hindsight? ♪ 9 00:00:34,283 --> 00:00:36,286 ♪ They keep telling me... ♪ 10 00:00:36,326 --> 00:00:37,704 Jordan. 11 00:00:37,746 --> 00:00:38,954 Help me with the clasp. 12 00:00:41,875 --> 00:00:43,835 So, this is a huge waste of time. 13 00:00:43,877 --> 00:00:48,256 ♪ What if that doesn't save me? ♪ 14 00:00:48,298 --> 00:00:48,996 You're welcome. 15 00:00:49,007 --> 00:00:51,101 ♪ they say, "if I could go back and do it again ♪ 16 00:00:51,134 --> 00:00:53,011 ♪ "I would've wasted all my money ♪ 17 00:00:53,052 --> 00:00:54,720 ♪ "would've slept with all my friends" ♪ 18 00:00:54,762 --> 00:00:56,597 ♪ but you didn't 'cause you had ♪ 19 00:00:56,639 --> 00:00:59,558 ♪ your whole life ahead of you, baby ♪ 20 00:01:05,147 --> 00:01:06,566 Ok. 21 00:01:11,028 --> 00:01:12,155 Hey. 22 00:01:13,989 --> 00:01:17,076 Um... i think this is gonna be good. 23 00:01:17,117 --> 00:01:18,870 ♪ I don't dare shut my eyes ♪ 24 00:01:18,912 --> 00:01:23,457 ♪ I don't wanna miss a thing ♪ 25 00:01:23,500 --> 00:01:26,001 ♪ I don't wanna let you down ♪ 26 00:01:30,048 --> 00:01:31,882 You sure pops is gonna be at this cabin? 27 00:01:31,924 --> 00:01:34,426 This cabin was in your father's family for generations, 28 00:01:34,468 --> 00:01:36,888 and it's your father's favorite place to hide. 29 00:01:36,930 --> 00:01:39,057 He's ignoring my calls and texts. 30 00:01:39,098 --> 00:01:41,643 The only way to make sure is to show up. 31 00:01:41,683 --> 00:01:47,731 So, let's go. Time to roll. 32 00:01:47,774 --> 00:01:49,109 Hey. Sorry. 33 00:01:49,150 --> 00:01:50,609 Darnell, hey. 34 00:01:50,652 --> 00:01:52,653 Yeah, actually, just about to leave. 35 00:01:52,694 --> 00:01:55,406 I was hoping to catch you. 36 00:01:55,448 --> 00:01:57,283 If it's ok, um, 37 00:01:57,325 --> 00:01:58,867 could you give this to Corey for me? 38 00:01:58,909 --> 00:02:00,828 He hasn't been responding to my texts or calls. 39 00:02:06,084 --> 00:02:09,044 You can give him that letter yourself. 40 00:02:09,086 --> 00:02:10,254 You're family to Corey. 41 00:02:10,295 --> 00:02:11,381 This is a family trip. 42 00:02:11,421 --> 00:02:12,590 You should come. 43 00:02:12,632 --> 00:02:13,925 Are... are you sure? 44 00:02:24,060 --> 00:02:25,019 You heard her. 45 00:02:26,187 --> 00:02:27,688 Let's go find Corey. 46 00:02:40,784 --> 00:02:44,413 Love guards the heart from the abyss. 47 00:02:44,454 --> 00:02:46,456 That's Mozart. 48 00:02:46,498 --> 00:02:48,334 And the love you all have for each other 49 00:02:48,376 --> 00:02:51,712 is why you're committed to making this family whole again. 50 00:02:51,753 --> 00:02:54,507 Step one, healing as a unit. 51 00:02:54,549 --> 00:02:56,259 And how many steps are there? 52 00:02:56,300 --> 00:02:58,093 This isn't aa. 53 00:02:58,135 --> 00:03:00,388 There's not a finish line we can just skip ahead to. 54 00:03:00,430 --> 00:03:02,806 Olivia's right. The healing time 55 00:03:02,848 --> 00:03:05,018 is different for every family. 56 00:03:05,058 --> 00:03:06,728 We're all-in, 57 00:03:06,769 --> 00:03:09,146 for rebuilding this family. 58 00:03:09,188 --> 00:03:10,564 Whatever it takes. 59 00:03:10,606 --> 00:03:12,483 Laura, you've been quiet. 60 00:03:12,525 --> 00:03:13,568 Is he right? 61 00:03:13,610 --> 00:03:15,027 Are you all in? 62 00:03:15,068 --> 00:03:18,531 Uh... I'm here. 63 00:03:18,573 --> 00:03:20,365 That's all I have for you right now. 64 00:03:26,497 --> 00:03:28,625 ♪ I ain't never gonna quit ♪ 65 00:03:28,665 --> 00:03:30,460 ♪ and I ain't never giving up, no ♪ 66 00:03:30,501 --> 00:03:33,003 ♪ I got a real long list ♪ 67 00:03:33,045 --> 00:03:35,423 ♪ a million things I wanna do ♪ 68 00:03:35,465 --> 00:03:36,716 ♪ I ain't never gonna quit ♪ 69 00:03:41,512 --> 00:03:44,765 Wow. This is dad's? 70 00:03:44,807 --> 00:03:46,308 Yeah. 71 00:03:46,350 --> 00:03:48,186 It was built by his great-grandfather. 72 00:03:48,228 --> 00:03:50,396 That's why they say don't sell grandma's house. 73 00:03:50,437 --> 00:03:51,772 What y'all doing here? 74 00:03:55,109 --> 00:03:56,985 We came to bring you home. 75 00:04:06,079 --> 00:04:09,873 Honestly... I miss my family 76 00:04:09,915 --> 00:04:12,669 and I'm hoping therapy can 77 00:04:12,710 --> 00:04:16,172 help us get back to a healthy place. 78 00:04:16,213 --> 00:04:17,423 Helped me in the past, so... 79 00:04:19,132 --> 00:04:23,262 Um... when my family looks at me now, 80 00:04:23,303 --> 00:04:26,139 I, uh, I can feel their disappointment. 81 00:04:26,182 --> 00:04:28,475 I deserve it and I know that. 82 00:04:28,518 --> 00:04:31,103 I guess I'm hoping that 83 00:04:31,144 --> 00:04:33,855 one day soon, they'll be able to 84 00:04:33,898 --> 00:04:35,483 look at me like they used to 85 00:04:35,524 --> 00:04:37,567 and we can start finding our way 86 00:04:37,610 --> 00:04:39,237 back to happiness. 87 00:04:39,278 --> 00:04:40,904 Except I don't know that 88 00:04:40,947 --> 00:04:43,365 being happy translates to you and mom 89 00:04:43,408 --> 00:04:44,492 staying together. 90 00:04:44,533 --> 00:04:45,867 Maybe it means you don't. 91 00:04:45,909 --> 00:04:48,579 Jordan. What is wrong with you? 92 00:04:48,620 --> 00:04:51,374 Brutal honesty is hard to hear, 93 00:04:51,415 --> 00:04:54,459 but it's what makes family therapy so effective. 94 00:04:54,502 --> 00:04:59,716 Jordan's feelings have value here. Jordan? 95 00:04:59,757 --> 00:05:01,466 I love you both, ok? 96 00:05:01,509 --> 00:05:04,303 But mom cries in the shower at night, 97 00:05:04,345 --> 00:05:07,055 even when she thinks that we can't hear her. 98 00:05:07,098 --> 00:05:08,598 And dad? 99 00:05:08,641 --> 00:05:10,350 You can't let go of your guilt. 100 00:05:10,393 --> 00:05:13,437 From where I'm sitting, you both look terrible. 101 00:05:13,478 --> 00:05:14,771 Being around each other isn't helping 102 00:05:14,814 --> 00:05:16,940 either one of you. 103 00:05:16,983 --> 00:05:19,192 Thank you for sharing, Jordan. 104 00:05:20,778 --> 00:05:22,404 I guess it's my turn. 105 00:05:24,699 --> 00:05:27,576 I am tired of living my life on hold 106 00:05:27,617 --> 00:05:30,079 and as soon as this therapy 107 00:05:30,120 --> 00:05:32,456 or whatever is over, 108 00:05:32,497 --> 00:05:34,082 I would like all of us 109 00:05:34,125 --> 00:05:36,252 to be able to move on. 110 00:05:36,293 --> 00:05:37,754 With or without me? 111 00:05:39,713 --> 00:05:40,715 I don't know. 112 00:05:43,259 --> 00:05:44,468 I'm not going. 113 00:05:44,509 --> 00:05:46,178 You're not even listening, man. 114 00:05:48,139 --> 00:05:49,432 So, how'd y'all figure out 115 00:05:49,473 --> 00:05:51,016 I was sick, anyway? 116 00:05:51,058 --> 00:05:52,726 Turns out Spencer, Dillon, and Darnell 117 00:05:52,769 --> 00:05:54,687 can give the Hardy boys a run for their money. 118 00:05:57,064 --> 00:05:58,024 So, how long you got? 119 00:05:59,442 --> 00:06:00,735 Darnell, chill, man. 120 00:06:00,776 --> 00:06:03,446 Why? Y'all thinking it, too. 121 00:06:03,487 --> 00:06:04,906 You're just too scared to ask. 122 00:06:14,874 --> 00:06:15,958 - What about chemo? - There's no 123 00:06:16,000 --> 00:06:17,293 treating it this time. 124 00:06:17,334 --> 00:06:18,586 Ok, look. 125 00:06:18,627 --> 00:06:19,586 We get that you thought 126 00:06:19,629 --> 00:06:21,047 leaving us in the dark 127 00:06:21,088 --> 00:06:22,382 would spare us the pain of watching you... 128 00:06:25,218 --> 00:06:27,095 the point is, we know now. 129 00:06:27,136 --> 00:06:29,346 So, you can stop trying to play the emotional hero 130 00:06:29,389 --> 00:06:30,348 and come home with us. 131 00:06:30,389 --> 00:06:32,516 Son, this is my life, 132 00:06:32,557 --> 00:06:34,351 my choice. 133 00:06:34,394 --> 00:06:36,062 So, to hell with the rest of us. 134 00:06:36,103 --> 00:06:37,896 I don't want our final memories together 135 00:06:37,939 --> 00:06:39,356 to be of me dying. 136 00:06:39,399 --> 00:06:40,733 I don't want our last memories to be of you 137 00:06:40,774 --> 00:06:42,151 driving off with no good-bye. 138 00:06:42,192 --> 00:06:44,362 So, I guess we at an impasse. 139 00:06:44,403 --> 00:06:45,571 Yo! You guys 140 00:06:45,612 --> 00:06:46,781 gotta check out the back. 141 00:06:46,822 --> 00:06:48,074 Those woods go deep. 142 00:06:48,115 --> 00:06:49,617 All right, boys, go pick a room. 143 00:06:51,827 --> 00:06:52,870 What are you doing? 144 00:06:52,911 --> 00:06:54,329 It was a long drive. 145 00:06:54,372 --> 00:06:56,790 You don't want to leave, we'll stay. 146 00:06:56,832 --> 00:06:58,875 See if we can get through that hard head of yours 147 00:06:58,918 --> 00:07:00,043 by the end of the weekend. 148 00:07:14,641 --> 00:07:16,144 Baby, if he says there's no treatment, 149 00:07:16,185 --> 00:07:17,144 we should listen. 150 00:07:17,185 --> 00:07:18,812 To what? 151 00:07:18,855 --> 00:07:20,230 He's just gonna ignore us the whole time we're here? 152 00:07:20,273 --> 00:07:23,192 Yo! Now, this is some old-school stuff. 153 00:07:23,233 --> 00:07:25,110 Hey, does anybody even use these anymore? 154 00:07:25,153 --> 00:07:26,653 Ha ha. Very funny. 155 00:07:26,696 --> 00:07:27,697 Put that back. 156 00:07:27,737 --> 00:07:30,658 Ok. Everybody say cheese! 157 00:07:30,699 --> 00:07:32,242 Cheese. 158 00:07:32,284 --> 00:07:34,202 Nice. Hey, take one of me. 159 00:07:34,245 --> 00:07:35,913 You gotta give me something goofy, though. 160 00:07:41,002 --> 00:07:43,254 Oh. 161 00:07:43,295 --> 00:07:46,090 Hey, sorry. We were just fooling around. 162 00:07:46,132 --> 00:07:48,593 So, now you apologizing for being happy? 163 00:07:48,634 --> 00:07:50,218 I'm gonna take a walk. 164 00:07:50,261 --> 00:07:51,887 Hey, dad, can we use this camera 165 00:07:51,928 --> 00:07:53,221 when we go camping later? 166 00:07:53,264 --> 00:07:54,432 Nobody going camping, Dillon. 167 00:07:54,473 --> 00:07:55,557 All right? Put it back. 168 00:07:55,600 --> 00:07:57,058 Take your walk, Corey. 169 00:07:57,100 --> 00:07:58,935 The boys and I will lend a hand packing up. 170 00:07:58,978 --> 00:08:00,480 Right, boys? 171 00:08:00,521 --> 00:08:02,439 - Yes, ma'am. - For sure. 172 00:08:02,482 --> 00:08:03,940 Dad, why are you even packing in the first place? 173 00:08:03,983 --> 00:08:05,485 Didn't you just get here? 174 00:08:07,862 --> 00:08:10,781 Dillon, just do as mom says, all right? Let pops rest. 175 00:08:10,822 --> 00:08:12,533 D, why don't you grab this box 176 00:08:12,574 --> 00:08:13,910 and let's get started in the back. 177 00:08:16,454 --> 00:08:18,331 See? That's exactly 178 00:08:18,372 --> 00:08:19,749 what I was trying to avoid. 179 00:08:19,790 --> 00:08:21,667 I don't want anyone's damn pity. 180 00:08:22,709 --> 00:08:24,545 How is that helpful? 181 00:08:24,586 --> 00:08:27,757 Well recalling your fondest family memories 182 00:08:27,798 --> 00:08:29,425 reminds everyone of what 183 00:08:29,466 --> 00:08:31,384 better days felt like. 184 00:08:31,427 --> 00:08:32,928 Orlando. 185 00:08:32,970 --> 00:08:35,139 We were visiting dad during a bye week. 186 00:08:35,181 --> 00:08:38,100 Wizarding world of Harry Potter, yeah. 187 00:08:38,142 --> 00:08:40,269 I'd forgotten about that trip. 188 00:08:40,311 --> 00:08:42,772 I didn't, because Jordan 189 00:08:42,812 --> 00:08:44,899 lost both of our wands. 190 00:08:44,941 --> 00:08:46,192 No. No, no, no, no. 191 00:08:46,234 --> 00:08:48,152 They were... they were magic'ed away. 192 00:08:48,193 --> 00:08:50,111 They fell through the drainage grate 193 00:08:50,153 --> 00:08:52,822 because you stumbled around for an hour 194 00:08:52,865 --> 00:08:55,784 thinking you were drunk after you had butterbeer. 195 00:08:55,826 --> 00:08:57,119 Hey, whoa, at least 196 00:08:57,161 --> 00:08:58,578 I didn't puke all over myself 197 00:08:58,620 --> 00:09:00,456 on the forbidden journey. 198 00:09:00,498 --> 00:09:03,708 You acted like it was totally normal. 199 00:09:03,750 --> 00:09:05,126 Billy, what do you recall? 200 00:09:05,168 --> 00:09:08,214 Nothing, because he wasn't there. 201 00:09:08,255 --> 00:09:09,756 No, I had... i had to work. 202 00:09:09,798 --> 00:09:11,424 You had the day off 203 00:09:11,466 --> 00:09:13,594 but you just stay behind 204 00:09:13,635 --> 00:09:15,679 and study your plays. 205 00:09:15,721 --> 00:09:17,722 Look, the pressures of being in the NFL 206 00:09:17,764 --> 00:09:20,850 were both mental as well as physical. 207 00:09:20,893 --> 00:09:24,855 That's why I stayed behind and... and studied. 208 00:09:24,897 --> 00:09:26,524 So, mom's right. 209 00:09:26,566 --> 00:09:28,275 Football was more important than family? 210 00:09:28,317 --> 00:09:31,778 No. No. I was working for the family. 211 00:09:31,821 --> 00:09:33,364 You three were always a priority. 212 00:09:33,405 --> 00:09:34,657 Really? 213 00:09:34,698 --> 00:09:36,408 Even when you cheated? 214 00:09:36,450 --> 00:09:37,409 - Laura's saying... - I don't need 215 00:09:37,451 --> 00:09:38,995 a damn translator. 216 00:09:39,036 --> 00:09:40,538 Why am I being singled out and attacked? 217 00:09:40,580 --> 00:09:42,581 Because you're the reason we're all here. 218 00:09:42,623 --> 00:09:44,040 All right, I think now 219 00:09:44,082 --> 00:09:46,168 would be a good time for a break. 220 00:09:46,210 --> 00:09:47,836 Billy, Laura, can I have a word? 221 00:09:51,173 --> 00:09:52,799 Bruh, we really gonna spend this whole weekend 222 00:09:52,841 --> 00:09:54,467 tiptoeing around each other in silence? 223 00:09:54,509 --> 00:09:57,013 Just focus on your packing, man. 224 00:09:57,053 --> 00:09:58,431 Are you regretting inviting me along? 225 00:09:58,471 --> 00:10:00,515 I didn't invite you. My moms did. 226 00:10:01,892 --> 00:10:04,227 Ok. So, that's what this is about. 227 00:10:04,269 --> 00:10:05,437 Leave it alone, a'ight? 228 00:10:48,855 --> 00:10:50,691 I came out here to be alone, man. 229 00:10:53,443 --> 00:10:56,404 Look, man... I get it. 230 00:10:58,115 --> 00:11:01,494 You're angry at him. You resent me. 231 00:11:01,534 --> 00:11:02,787 Are you hard of hearing or what? 232 00:11:02,827 --> 00:11:04,080 Clearly, there's things you need to 233 00:11:04,120 --> 00:11:05,914 get off your chest, but you can't 234 00:11:05,956 --> 00:11:07,541 say it to Corey 'cause of everything he's dealing with. 235 00:11:07,582 --> 00:11:09,125 So, just say it to me. 236 00:11:11,544 --> 00:11:13,089 Spencer, trust me. 237 00:11:13,129 --> 00:11:14,381 If you don't get this out now, 238 00:11:14,423 --> 00:11:15,548 you're not gonna be able to enjoy 239 00:11:15,591 --> 00:11:17,051 this weekend with your pops. 240 00:11:17,092 --> 00:11:19,135 Who know how many of these you got left? 241 00:11:22,347 --> 00:11:23,557 A'ight, man. 242 00:11:27,602 --> 00:11:29,562 What was it like growing up with him? 243 00:11:34,192 --> 00:11:37,654 ♪ ... your eyes, you said ♪ 244 00:11:42,784 --> 00:11:44,912 It was, uh, stable. 245 00:11:46,913 --> 00:11:47,914 And fun. 246 00:11:49,500 --> 00:11:51,293 And definitely frustrating. 247 00:11:51,335 --> 00:11:52,544 How so? 248 00:11:52,586 --> 00:11:55,088 Corey had a very roundabout way 249 00:11:55,130 --> 00:11:57,006 of teaching tough life lessons. 250 00:11:57,966 --> 00:12:00,219 This one time, right, 251 00:12:00,260 --> 00:12:02,053 Corey took me fishing. 252 00:12:02,096 --> 00:12:03,931 It was a hot mess. 253 00:12:03,972 --> 00:12:06,267 Patience ain't really my thing. 254 00:12:06,307 --> 00:12:08,226 So, I kept trying to throw stuff in the water 255 00:12:08,269 --> 00:12:10,062 so the fish could show up sooner. 256 00:12:10,104 --> 00:12:11,980 And he'd get so mad. 257 00:12:12,022 --> 00:12:14,942 Poke me in my chest and say... 258 00:12:14,984 --> 00:12:16,360 "You wanna be that brother 259 00:12:16,402 --> 00:12:19,321 known for taking shortcuts in life? Huh?" 260 00:12:19,363 --> 00:12:23,408 And how fishing was about the long haul, 261 00:12:23,451 --> 00:12:26,245 practicing Patience, 262 00:12:26,287 --> 00:12:29,456 learning how to be at peace with the stillness, 263 00:12:29,498 --> 00:12:32,876 the silence. 264 00:12:32,918 --> 00:12:35,421 Took me months to realize that 265 00:12:35,462 --> 00:12:37,047 he wasn't just talking about fishing. 266 00:12:42,635 --> 00:12:46,807 I ain't never been fishing. 267 00:12:46,849 --> 00:12:48,308 Wasn't nobody to ever take me. 268 00:12:55,524 --> 00:12:58,610 You know, I watched how you handled yourself. 269 00:12:58,652 --> 00:13:01,071 In that 7-on-7 game against south crenshaw. 270 00:13:03,032 --> 00:13:05,826 And all that nonsense with cliff. 271 00:13:05,868 --> 00:13:08,913 That moment I realized 272 00:13:08,953 --> 00:13:11,206 how just like Corey you are. 273 00:13:12,957 --> 00:13:15,836 You may not have grown up with him, bruh, 274 00:13:15,878 --> 00:13:18,004 but you definitely 275 00:13:18,047 --> 00:13:19,380 got the best of him in you. 276 00:13:20,799 --> 00:13:22,927 ♪ As we are ♪ 277 00:13:26,596 --> 00:13:30,975 ♪ fragile as we are ♪ 278 00:13:31,018 --> 00:13:32,101 I'm scared, man. 279 00:13:34,355 --> 00:13:36,105 I can't lose him. 280 00:13:36,148 --> 00:13:39,150 Talk to him. Gotta tell him. 281 00:13:39,192 --> 00:13:41,611 You and Corey avoiding y'all's issues all weekend 282 00:13:41,653 --> 00:13:43,029 ain't gonna do either of y'all no good. 283 00:13:47,993 --> 00:13:50,245 I can't believe she gave us homework. 284 00:13:50,287 --> 00:13:51,705 You happy now? 285 00:13:51,746 --> 00:13:53,081 I'm all for unconventional methods 286 00:13:53,123 --> 00:13:54,750 if it gets the job done. 287 00:13:54,792 --> 00:13:57,836 That woman is getting paid $200 an hour, ok, 288 00:13:57,878 --> 00:13:59,421 and the best thing she can come up with 289 00:13:59,462 --> 00:14:01,090 was to make us draw stupid pictures 290 00:14:01,130 --> 00:14:02,549 of what our family actually looks like 291 00:14:02,591 --> 00:14:03,926 versus what our family feels like? 292 00:14:03,967 --> 00:14:05,802 What do you care? It's not your money. 293 00:14:05,845 --> 00:14:07,428 Well, in that case, I say 294 00:14:07,471 --> 00:14:08,931 we go "lord of the flies" with no parents. 295 00:14:08,972 --> 00:14:11,057 Less people to draw, no curfews, right? 296 00:14:13,143 --> 00:14:15,019 You do realize you're about to have a kid 297 00:14:15,062 --> 00:14:16,730 with a girl you barely know. 298 00:14:16,772 --> 00:14:19,357 You might want to take this more seriously. 299 00:14:28,741 --> 00:14:30,702 You're just in time, Spencer. 300 00:14:30,744 --> 00:14:32,996 Look at this. 301 00:14:33,038 --> 00:14:34,706 You cool with us sticking around now? 302 00:14:36,250 --> 00:14:37,585 The walk cleared my head. 303 00:14:38,961 --> 00:14:40,879 If this is gonna be our last weekend 304 00:14:40,921 --> 00:14:42,380 together as a family, 305 00:14:42,423 --> 00:14:45,926 y'all are right, let's make it count. 306 00:14:45,967 --> 00:14:48,971 But you're still not coming home with us. 307 00:14:49,013 --> 00:14:50,179 No, son. 308 00:14:51,764 --> 00:14:55,977 Aha! Oh! 309 00:14:56,019 --> 00:14:57,395 I can't believe I ever fit 310 00:14:57,437 --> 00:14:58,605 in this tiny thing. 311 00:14:58,647 --> 00:15:01,232 Man. Memories. 312 00:15:05,278 --> 00:15:07,947 Here. Yours to keep. 313 00:15:07,990 --> 00:15:09,533 No, thanks. I'm good. 314 00:15:09,575 --> 00:15:12,119 Come on. Take it. 315 00:15:12,160 --> 00:15:13,745 Spencer, I'd really like you to have it. 316 00:15:13,787 --> 00:15:14,830 I don't want no damn Jersey 317 00:15:14,871 --> 00:15:16,331 to remember you by, man. 318 00:15:16,373 --> 00:15:18,375 I want you! 319 00:15:18,417 --> 00:15:20,251 I'm sorry. I... I didn't mean it. 320 00:15:20,293 --> 00:15:21,093 Yes, you did. 321 00:15:23,838 --> 00:15:25,381 And it's finally the first honest thing 322 00:15:25,423 --> 00:15:28,092 that you said to me since you got here. 323 00:15:28,134 --> 00:15:30,763 Don't stop now. Let it out. 324 00:15:33,014 --> 00:15:34,850 I hate that your first instinct 325 00:15:34,892 --> 00:15:36,976 when things get bad is to run. 326 00:15:38,895 --> 00:15:40,605 You know how messed up it is 327 00:15:40,648 --> 00:15:42,566 that we drive all the way out here to get you 328 00:15:42,607 --> 00:15:44,610 and the first words out your mouth 329 00:15:44,652 --> 00:15:46,110 is still no thanks? 330 00:15:46,153 --> 00:15:47,988 How damn selfish are you, man? 331 00:15:48,029 --> 00:15:49,447 This ain't just happening to you. 332 00:15:49,490 --> 00:15:50,573 Son... you want to know 333 00:15:50,615 --> 00:15:51,658 how I'm feeling? All right. 334 00:15:51,700 --> 00:15:53,494 I'm angry. You hear me? 335 00:15:53,534 --> 00:15:57,163 I'm angry. I'm angry! 336 00:15:57,206 --> 00:15:58,749 I'm angry that you're dying 337 00:15:58,790 --> 00:16:01,418 and there ain't nothing I can do about it. 338 00:16:01,460 --> 00:16:04,337 You always leaving us, man. 339 00:16:07,548 --> 00:16:08,509 Leaving me. 340 00:16:12,303 --> 00:16:14,014 And this time, it's gonna be for good. 341 00:16:15,765 --> 00:16:17,725 What the hell am I supposed to do with that? 342 00:16:40,081 --> 00:16:41,250 Everything ok? 343 00:16:41,290 --> 00:16:42,835 Yeah. 344 00:16:42,875 --> 00:16:44,669 What about those raised voices I heard? 345 00:16:44,711 --> 00:16:46,004 Spencer are I were just saying 346 00:16:46,046 --> 00:16:47,630 some things that needed to be said. 347 00:16:48,841 --> 00:16:50,049 Mm-hmm. 348 00:16:56,056 --> 00:16:57,349 I'm sorry, grace. 349 00:17:01,227 --> 00:17:03,938 You want to be more specific 350 00:17:03,980 --> 00:17:05,691 about what for? 351 00:17:05,732 --> 00:17:07,442 I want to apologize for my role 352 00:17:07,483 --> 00:17:09,987 in ending our marriage. 353 00:17:10,028 --> 00:17:12,364 I cheat on you 354 00:17:12,405 --> 00:17:14,324 and you're the one with the apology? 355 00:17:14,365 --> 00:17:16,451 You didn't cheat in a vacuum. 356 00:17:16,492 --> 00:17:18,871 I abandoned our marriage long before 357 00:17:18,912 --> 00:17:20,329 I physically walked out. 358 00:17:25,126 --> 00:17:28,588 You never asked the details 359 00:17:28,630 --> 00:17:29,882 of the affair. 360 00:17:29,923 --> 00:17:34,385 Maybe... getting out the full truth 361 00:17:34,427 --> 00:17:35,887 about that night 362 00:17:35,929 --> 00:17:39,307 will help us let it go once and for all. 363 00:17:39,348 --> 00:17:40,476 Are you sure? 364 00:17:40,517 --> 00:17:42,102 No, I'm not sure 365 00:17:42,144 --> 00:17:44,563 I want to hear the details of your affair. 366 00:17:48,400 --> 00:17:50,234 But I need to. 367 00:17:50,277 --> 00:17:53,072 I mean, can it be worse than 368 00:17:53,113 --> 00:17:54,865 this sordid loop that I keep 369 00:17:54,906 --> 00:17:56,616 playing inside of my head? 370 00:17:56,657 --> 00:17:58,201 But what if it is? 371 00:17:58,242 --> 00:18:00,496 Really? 372 00:18:00,537 --> 00:18:03,039 Worse than asking myself on repeat, 373 00:18:03,082 --> 00:18:04,750 did he fall in love again 374 00:18:04,791 --> 00:18:06,585 or what if it was worse 375 00:18:06,626 --> 00:18:08,461 and he never fell out of love? 376 00:18:10,297 --> 00:18:12,965 Without Laura getting these answers, 377 00:18:13,008 --> 00:18:14,550 it'll be impossible 378 00:18:14,593 --> 00:18:16,929 for you both to emotionally reattach. 379 00:18:19,515 --> 00:18:21,517 It had been 3 weeks. 380 00:18:21,557 --> 00:18:23,434 I was really missing you. 381 00:18:25,770 --> 00:18:27,230 Then you called and said 382 00:18:27,271 --> 00:18:29,107 you weren't coming home, 383 00:18:29,148 --> 00:18:30,483 that you were gonna hang back 384 00:18:30,526 --> 00:18:32,236 and network with the other coaches. 385 00:18:35,279 --> 00:18:36,573 In that moment... 386 00:18:36,615 --> 00:18:38,616 I felt like I wasn't enough. 387 00:18:38,659 --> 00:18:40,410 I don't think you understand. 388 00:18:40,451 --> 00:18:45,624 I... spent my entire life 389 00:18:45,665 --> 00:18:48,292 training to be a professional football player. 390 00:18:48,335 --> 00:18:51,672 And I did it. I was in stadiums, 391 00:18:51,712 --> 00:18:53,382 living out my dream. 392 00:18:55,884 --> 00:18:58,427 And just like that, 393 00:18:58,470 --> 00:19:01,807 I busted my knee and it was over. 394 00:19:01,848 --> 00:19:03,976 The clock had stopped running. 395 00:19:04,017 --> 00:19:05,434 But I was adamant. 396 00:19:05,477 --> 00:19:08,146 I had to keep that clock going. 397 00:19:08,188 --> 00:19:10,273 All right? I was trying to will my knee 398 00:19:10,315 --> 00:19:11,817 back into playing shape, 399 00:19:11,858 --> 00:19:13,234 but every time I failed... 400 00:19:15,194 --> 00:19:16,821 I felt like I was failing you, 401 00:19:16,864 --> 00:19:19,240 like I was failing my family. 402 00:19:19,282 --> 00:19:20,491 And then that night... 403 00:19:25,413 --> 00:19:26,957 That night, you told me you thought 404 00:19:26,999 --> 00:19:30,335 I should quit playing football. 405 00:19:30,376 --> 00:19:34,256 You have no idea how betrayed I felt. 406 00:19:34,298 --> 00:19:37,384 That was the lowest I'd ever been in my life 407 00:19:37,425 --> 00:19:41,805 and my own wife, it felt like she 408 00:19:41,846 --> 00:19:43,557 didn't believe in my dreams anymore. 409 00:19:43,598 --> 00:19:44,849 It felt like you didn't believe in me. 410 00:19:44,892 --> 00:19:46,559 I wasn't giving up on us. 411 00:19:46,602 --> 00:19:49,354 Laura, he's not blaming you. 412 00:19:49,395 --> 00:19:50,605 It's just how he felt. 413 00:19:50,646 --> 00:19:52,691 Ok. It's ok. 414 00:19:52,732 --> 00:19:54,609 I needed to talk to someone who knew 415 00:19:54,651 --> 00:19:56,528 that I couldn't quit playing football. 416 00:19:56,569 --> 00:19:59,405 So... i went to crenshaw. 417 00:20:01,157 --> 00:20:02,409 To see grace. 418 00:20:02,451 --> 00:20:04,536 To see his father. 419 00:20:04,577 --> 00:20:06,579 I was walking to clear my head, 420 00:20:06,622 --> 00:20:07,955 turned a corner, 421 00:20:07,998 --> 00:20:09,790 and Billy was standing there. 422 00:20:09,833 --> 00:20:11,585 Couldn't even bring himself to cross the threshold. 423 00:20:11,626 --> 00:20:13,127 Willie never liked Laura. 424 00:20:13,170 --> 00:20:15,505 Exactly. So, for him to go in there 425 00:20:15,547 --> 00:20:17,633 and tell him what Laura said, 426 00:20:17,673 --> 00:20:19,509 that would just make things worse. 427 00:20:19,550 --> 00:20:22,804 So... i offered him an ear 428 00:20:22,846 --> 00:20:25,348 and he did the same for me. 429 00:20:25,390 --> 00:20:30,311 He told me... That you probably hadn't 430 00:20:30,354 --> 00:20:31,688 gotten past not being able 431 00:20:31,730 --> 00:20:33,440 to play football professionally, 432 00:20:33,481 --> 00:20:36,234 and that you probably never felt worthy, 433 00:20:36,276 --> 00:20:38,653 and was worried that I would stop loving you. 434 00:20:43,909 --> 00:20:46,536 I need you to know 435 00:20:46,577 --> 00:20:48,622 that no matter how upset 436 00:20:48,663 --> 00:20:50,707 or frustrated I got... 437 00:20:50,749 --> 00:20:53,000 I never stopped loving you. 438 00:20:53,042 --> 00:20:55,378 I was too blinded by my own pain 439 00:20:55,420 --> 00:20:59,132 to see what I was putting you through. 440 00:20:59,173 --> 00:21:01,509 So, I did the easy thing 441 00:21:01,550 --> 00:21:03,386 and leaned on an old friend. 442 00:21:03,428 --> 00:21:05,638 Someone who didn't see me as an injured, 443 00:21:05,681 --> 00:21:07,391 washed-up football player. 444 00:21:07,432 --> 00:21:10,269 Right. Like I did. 445 00:21:10,309 --> 00:21:14,064 No. Grace actually understood 446 00:21:14,105 --> 00:21:15,731 why you wanted me to stop playing. 447 00:21:18,317 --> 00:21:21,320 She explained how you saw 448 00:21:21,363 --> 00:21:23,323 what holding onto a shattered dream 449 00:21:23,365 --> 00:21:25,325 was doing to me, but I wasn't 450 00:21:25,366 --> 00:21:27,618 in the right frame of mind to listen 451 00:21:27,661 --> 00:21:29,371 and it just felt like you were 452 00:21:29,413 --> 00:21:31,539 dismissing my entire life's work. 453 00:21:31,580 --> 00:21:33,959 ...dismissing me. 454 00:21:34,000 --> 00:21:35,167 When you were gone for work 455 00:21:35,210 --> 00:21:36,961 for those long stints, 456 00:21:37,003 --> 00:21:39,506 I felt abandoned. 457 00:21:39,548 --> 00:21:40,632 Unneeded. 458 00:21:43,175 --> 00:21:44,302 That night... 459 00:21:48,347 --> 00:21:50,057 Billy made me feel needed. 460 00:21:51,309 --> 00:21:53,561 Grace made me feel needed. 461 00:21:55,689 --> 00:21:57,190 One thing led to another. 462 00:21:58,567 --> 00:21:59,942 And we slept together. 463 00:22:05,156 --> 00:22:06,282 You're right. 464 00:22:08,617 --> 00:22:09,911 It was worse. 465 00:22:39,732 --> 00:22:40,983 Hey. 466 00:22:42,903 --> 00:22:43,862 What happened? 467 00:22:43,903 --> 00:22:45,780 Nothing. 468 00:22:45,822 --> 00:22:47,782 I'm fine. I just... 469 00:22:47,824 --> 00:22:48,825 I just need a minute. 470 00:22:48,866 --> 00:22:49,951 Ma, you're not fine. 471 00:22:49,992 --> 00:22:54,080 Spencer... please. Just go. 472 00:23:01,171 --> 00:23:03,507 How many times have you told me and Dillon 473 00:23:03,548 --> 00:23:04,799 that crying is cleansing? 474 00:23:06,759 --> 00:23:09,679 That it's a sign of highly evolved behavior? 475 00:23:09,721 --> 00:23:11,765 That only applies to kids. 476 00:23:11,807 --> 00:23:14,308 Come on. 477 00:23:22,233 --> 00:23:23,567 I'm sorry. 478 00:23:24,819 --> 00:23:26,946 Ma, you don't have to ever apologize 479 00:23:26,988 --> 00:23:28,198 for crying, ok? 480 00:23:32,076 --> 00:23:33,953 That's not why I'm apologizing. 481 00:23:38,458 --> 00:23:43,587 I'm sorry... That a selfish moment 482 00:23:43,630 --> 00:23:46,590 between me and Billy 483 00:23:46,633 --> 00:23:49,719 cost you years with your father, 484 00:23:49,760 --> 00:23:52,471 years that I can never give back 485 00:23:52,513 --> 00:23:54,598 to you or Corey. 486 00:23:54,641 --> 00:24:02,356 But now... Now that Corey... 487 00:24:02,398 --> 00:24:04,733 With Corey being sick... 488 00:24:06,694 --> 00:24:08,363 I'm sorry that you and Dillon 489 00:24:08,404 --> 00:24:09,990 have to grow up with just me. 490 00:24:10,030 --> 00:24:11,575 No, there ain't no "just" about it. 491 00:24:13,367 --> 00:24:16,078 Because of you, I am who I am, ma. 492 00:24:16,121 --> 00:24:17,413 You are why I believe 493 00:24:17,455 --> 00:24:19,249 and fight for my dreams. 494 00:24:19,290 --> 00:24:20,916 The way you raised me is the reason 495 00:24:20,959 --> 00:24:23,336 I'm gonna make it to the super bowl one day. 496 00:24:23,377 --> 00:24:25,922 And when I do, and I win, 497 00:24:25,963 --> 00:24:28,174 it's the reason I'm gonna stand on that podium 498 00:24:28,215 --> 00:24:29,342 and I'm gonna tell the world 499 00:24:29,384 --> 00:24:31,010 that you're my mvp. 500 00:24:31,051 --> 00:24:32,304 You hear me? 501 00:24:36,016 --> 00:24:36,816 Come here. 502 00:24:39,894 --> 00:24:42,021 How did I get so lucky with my boys? 503 00:24:56,577 --> 00:24:59,288 Whoa. When did you become Van gogh? 504 00:25:02,584 --> 00:25:05,961 While I was at rehab, I did art therapy. 505 00:25:06,003 --> 00:25:07,380 - Wow. - It was the one thing 506 00:25:07,422 --> 00:25:08,632 I could do to communicate how 507 00:25:08,673 --> 00:25:10,383 I was actually feeling. 508 00:25:10,424 --> 00:25:12,885 How did I not know you were this talented? 509 00:25:12,928 --> 00:25:16,181 Ok, so, what's your artistic take 510 00:25:16,222 --> 00:25:17,473 on what our family feels like? 511 00:25:17,516 --> 00:25:18,599 Wait, now, Jordan, that's private. 512 00:25:18,642 --> 00:25:20,143 - Jordan! Jordan! - Whoa! 513 00:25:24,730 --> 00:25:28,652 Wait. Why am I not in your family picture? 514 00:25:30,987 --> 00:25:32,822 I mean, it's stick figures, but 515 00:25:32,864 --> 00:25:34,740 at least I made a family portrait, Liv. 516 00:25:34,782 --> 00:25:36,159 It just feels like you're missing 517 00:25:36,201 --> 00:25:38,036 from my life a lot of the time. 518 00:25:38,077 --> 00:25:40,747 What are you talking about? I'm right here, Liv. 519 00:25:40,788 --> 00:25:43,415 Growing up, we were best friends. 520 00:25:43,458 --> 00:25:44,584 Yeah. 521 00:25:44,625 --> 00:25:46,670 Dad was always on the road 522 00:25:46,711 --> 00:25:48,712 and mom worked long hours, but 523 00:25:48,755 --> 00:25:52,299 it didn't matter because we had each other. 524 00:25:52,342 --> 00:25:55,971 And when dad came home after he retired, 525 00:25:56,011 --> 00:25:59,641 you abandoned me, 526 00:25:59,682 --> 00:26:02,018 and you started playing football, 527 00:26:02,059 --> 00:26:05,771 and you made new friends, and it just felt like 528 00:26:05,814 --> 00:26:07,648 you didn't need me anymore. 529 00:26:11,778 --> 00:26:14,573 Liv... look. 530 00:26:16,282 --> 00:26:18,910 Yeah. Ok, when dad came home, 531 00:26:18,951 --> 00:26:22,288 I, I started focusing on football. 532 00:26:22,329 --> 00:26:24,665 You guys always had this special daddy's girl bond 533 00:26:24,708 --> 00:26:25,750 and I didn't have anything 534 00:26:25,791 --> 00:26:27,376 even close to that with him. 535 00:26:27,419 --> 00:26:29,253 So, yeah. 536 00:26:29,296 --> 00:26:30,797 I threw myself into football 537 00:26:30,838 --> 00:26:32,132 to bond with dad, but... 538 00:26:33,717 --> 00:26:35,969 I wasn't trying to shut you out. 539 00:26:36,010 --> 00:26:38,887 Besides, you... You had your whole 540 00:26:38,930 --> 00:26:40,307 new group of friends and you were 541 00:26:40,347 --> 00:26:42,642 doing your partying thing, and 542 00:26:42,683 --> 00:26:43,852 I just assumed that's what you wanted 543 00:26:43,893 --> 00:26:45,394 and left you alone. 544 00:26:45,436 --> 00:26:48,772 You thought I wanted to lose my brother? 545 00:26:48,815 --> 00:26:50,357 My best friend? No. 546 00:26:50,400 --> 00:26:52,152 That was never what I wanted. 547 00:26:55,697 --> 00:26:59,409 This is gonna sound stupid and selfish. 548 00:26:59,451 --> 00:27:00,410 Say it anyway. 549 00:27:01,577 --> 00:27:04,788 I just... i feel like... 550 00:27:04,830 --> 00:27:08,000 I just feel like I'm finally getting you back. 551 00:27:08,042 --> 00:27:10,502 But with the baby coming now, I mean, 552 00:27:10,545 --> 00:27:13,548 you're starting a whole new family with Simone, 553 00:27:13,589 --> 00:27:15,717 which is exactly what you should be doing. 554 00:27:15,759 --> 00:27:20,430 I'm just... I'm just afraid 555 00:27:20,471 --> 00:27:21,640 I'm gonna lose you again. 556 00:27:25,184 --> 00:27:30,606 Hey... you're not gonna lose me. 557 00:27:36,112 --> 00:27:37,072 Ah. 558 00:27:38,280 --> 00:27:39,490 Hey. 559 00:27:39,531 --> 00:27:40,825 What's all this? 560 00:27:40,866 --> 00:27:42,576 Dad's letting us go camping tonight. 561 00:27:42,618 --> 00:27:44,371 You ever tried arguing with this kid? 562 00:27:44,412 --> 00:27:45,663 Losing battle every time. 563 00:27:47,499 --> 00:27:48,791 Found them. 564 00:27:48,833 --> 00:27:50,417 Heads up! 565 00:27:50,460 --> 00:27:52,545 - Ooh! - Nice try, d. 566 00:27:52,586 --> 00:27:54,213 Ain't nothing getting past these magic hands. 567 00:27:54,255 --> 00:27:55,714 - Ok. I see. - Pure skills. 568 00:27:55,757 --> 00:27:57,925 Yeah? We'll see about that. 569 00:27:57,967 --> 00:27:59,469 So, who's up for a game? 570 00:27:59,510 --> 00:28:00,886 Definitely me. 571 00:28:00,929 --> 00:28:01,971 Say the word. 572 00:28:03,597 --> 00:28:05,141 A'ight, let's get it. 573 00:28:05,182 --> 00:28:06,684 Ain't nobody going easy on you, old man. 574 00:28:06,726 --> 00:28:08,228 Music to my ears. 575 00:28:08,269 --> 00:28:09,979 Hey, whatever. 576 00:28:10,020 --> 00:28:11,522 So, what's the rules? 577 00:28:11,564 --> 00:28:13,525 Boy, we in the woods. Ain't no rules. 578 00:28:13,566 --> 00:28:15,192 Oh! 579 00:28:15,234 --> 00:28:16,736 ♪ Right, right, 'cause it be all right ♪ 580 00:28:16,778 --> 00:28:18,988 ♪ 'cause it's already on fire ♪ 581 00:28:19,029 --> 00:28:20,531 - Right. - Run a move. 582 00:28:20,573 --> 00:28:23,492 Down, set, hut! 583 00:28:25,537 --> 00:28:26,578 Oh! Oh! 584 00:28:28,873 --> 00:28:31,291 Let it go. Let it go. 585 00:28:32,836 --> 00:28:33,877 Dillon, come here. 586 00:28:36,256 --> 00:28:38,258 - Ahh! - Hey! 587 00:28:38,298 --> 00:28:40,134 Come on, now. Wait a minute. 588 00:28:40,175 --> 00:28:41,510 A'ight, you got mom. You got mom. 589 00:28:41,552 --> 00:28:44,346 Wait a minute. Ok! Ok. 590 00:28:44,388 --> 00:28:47,726 Great. Down. Ten. Hut! 591 00:28:57,943 --> 00:28:59,278 Billy, I know this is hard, 592 00:28:59,319 --> 00:29:00,320 but remember, for you, the affair 593 00:29:00,363 --> 00:29:01,655 happened 9 years ago. 594 00:29:01,698 --> 00:29:02,699 But for Laura, it feels like 595 00:29:02,740 --> 00:29:03,700 it happened yesterday. 596 00:29:03,741 --> 00:29:05,160 I know. I know. 597 00:29:05,201 --> 00:29:07,162 I just wish I knew how to make her believe 598 00:29:07,202 --> 00:29:08,913 how much she means to me. 599 00:29:08,954 --> 00:29:10,205 If she were here right now, 600 00:29:10,248 --> 00:29:11,332 what would you say to her? 601 00:29:15,461 --> 00:29:16,837 You know, I thank you 602 00:29:16,880 --> 00:29:18,088 for everything you've done today. 603 00:29:18,131 --> 00:29:19,132 I feel like this session 604 00:29:19,173 --> 00:29:21,425 should be about over. 605 00:29:21,468 --> 00:29:23,344 Humor me. 606 00:29:23,385 --> 00:29:25,721 Pretend Laura is right there. 607 00:29:25,763 --> 00:29:27,848 I'm not gonna talk to an empty chair. 608 00:29:27,891 --> 00:29:29,349 I can't. 609 00:29:31,560 --> 00:29:34,605 I'm not gonna do it. 610 00:29:34,646 --> 00:29:35,773 Tell me then. 611 00:29:41,069 --> 00:29:42,947 I just heard the twins have probably 612 00:29:42,989 --> 00:29:45,200 the most honest conversation 613 00:29:45,240 --> 00:29:47,201 I have heard in this house 614 00:29:47,242 --> 00:29:48,827 in a really long time. 615 00:29:51,580 --> 00:29:54,917 So, if they're mature enough 616 00:29:54,959 --> 00:29:56,251 to battle through it... 617 00:29:59,087 --> 00:30:00,088 So am I. 618 00:30:03,843 --> 00:30:05,010 Truthfully... 619 00:30:09,097 --> 00:30:12,810 I don't know how to get through 620 00:30:12,852 --> 00:30:15,145 this thing called life without you, Laura. 621 00:30:16,647 --> 00:30:19,275 You push me to be a better man 622 00:30:19,317 --> 00:30:21,318 even when it's so uncomfortable. 623 00:30:23,946 --> 00:30:26,156 That's what you were doing that night, 624 00:30:26,199 --> 00:30:33,080 and, uh... Instead of manning up 625 00:30:33,122 --> 00:30:34,624 and looking into our future, 626 00:30:34,665 --> 00:30:39,002 I... ran back into my past. 627 00:30:41,588 --> 00:30:42,714 I was selfish... 628 00:30:45,175 --> 00:30:47,720 And I'm so sorry I hurt you. 629 00:30:49,430 --> 00:30:51,098 I'm so sorry that I hurt us. 630 00:30:54,059 --> 00:30:56,311 I want to be that man that 631 00:30:56,354 --> 00:30:58,230 you used to be able to depend on. 632 00:31:00,107 --> 00:31:01,651 'Cause I love you more than anything. 633 00:31:04,653 --> 00:31:07,699 And I love the family that we built. 634 00:31:14,247 --> 00:31:15,539 Look, I'm begging you. 635 00:31:21,421 --> 00:31:23,631 Give me one more chance. 636 00:31:23,673 --> 00:31:24,798 Let me make this right. 637 00:31:26,675 --> 00:31:28,010 I'll do whatever it takes. 638 00:31:33,223 --> 00:31:34,517 I believe you. 639 00:31:43,734 --> 00:31:45,944 Hey. Walk with me a minute. 640 00:31:49,490 --> 00:31:50,450 A'ight. 641 00:31:59,041 --> 00:32:00,626 Darnell said something, didn't he? 642 00:32:00,667 --> 00:32:04,130 Better late than never. So, how about it? 643 00:32:04,172 --> 00:32:05,673 You want to go fishing with your old man? 644 00:32:13,847 --> 00:32:16,183 Billy, I can't have another discussion. 645 00:32:16,224 --> 00:32:18,560 I have nothing left. 646 00:32:18,603 --> 00:32:21,271 I know, I know. You don't have to talk. 647 00:32:21,314 --> 00:32:23,357 This is a gift. Uh, 648 00:32:23,398 --> 00:32:25,902 Dr. Gibbs said that before our next session, 649 00:32:25,943 --> 00:32:28,570 we should give each other something meaningful 650 00:32:28,613 --> 00:32:30,781 that, uh, that represented 651 00:32:30,823 --> 00:32:32,784 the depth of our love. 652 00:32:32,825 --> 00:32:35,744 She's real wordy, that Dr. Gibbs. 653 00:32:35,787 --> 00:32:37,413 Yeah. 654 00:32:37,454 --> 00:32:40,290 This book is my gift to you. 655 00:32:40,333 --> 00:32:43,086 No expectations. No demands. 656 00:32:44,461 --> 00:32:47,839 Saved every... every note, every letter 657 00:32:47,882 --> 00:32:51,301 that you slipped into my gym bag, 658 00:32:51,344 --> 00:32:52,929 my sock drawer, my suitcase. 659 00:32:54,346 --> 00:32:56,348 You saved all these? 660 00:32:56,391 --> 00:32:58,226 Yeah. 661 00:32:58,267 --> 00:33:01,144 Um,. There's this one letter. 662 00:33:01,186 --> 00:33:04,773 You wrote me that right after I lost my mother. 663 00:33:04,816 --> 00:33:06,733 The moment I read it, 664 00:33:06,776 --> 00:33:09,737 I knew one day I was gonna make you my wife. 665 00:33:09,778 --> 00:33:12,406 "I just want you to know that I see you, 666 00:33:12,448 --> 00:33:15,410 "I hear you, I feel your pain, 667 00:33:15,451 --> 00:33:17,452 and I'll be here..." 668 00:33:17,494 --> 00:33:20,080 'However long it takes." 669 00:33:20,123 --> 00:33:22,666 And you kept your promise. 670 00:33:22,709 --> 00:33:23,875 You showed up for me. 671 00:33:25,502 --> 00:33:27,422 So, I'm gonna show up for you. 672 00:33:27,462 --> 00:33:29,464 I'm gonna show up for our marriage. 673 00:33:31,092 --> 00:33:33,510 Because... because... 674 00:33:42,228 --> 00:33:44,188 Are you sure about this? 675 00:33:57,035 --> 00:33:59,119 This really all we do when we fish? 676 00:33:59,162 --> 00:34:02,623 Just sit around and watch nothing happen? 677 00:34:02,664 --> 00:34:04,584 Come on, man. Them fish probably 678 00:34:04,625 --> 00:34:06,586 down there clowning us right now. 679 00:34:06,626 --> 00:34:09,422 Fishing ain't really about fishing. 680 00:34:09,463 --> 00:34:12,257 It's about taking the time to just be. 681 00:34:12,300 --> 00:34:15,260 Realigning yourself with nature. 682 00:34:15,302 --> 00:34:16,637 Practicing Patience. 683 00:34:16,679 --> 00:34:18,847 Ah, the infamous speech. 684 00:34:22,393 --> 00:34:24,728 It's a chance to center your thoughts. 685 00:34:24,771 --> 00:34:27,273 My thoughts are centered, all right. 686 00:34:27,315 --> 00:34:28,900 They centered on how hungry I'ma be 687 00:34:28,940 --> 00:34:30,568 if we don't catch something to grill real soon. 688 00:34:44,123 --> 00:34:45,666 What you centering your thoughts on? 689 00:34:48,960 --> 00:34:49,920 Dying. 690 00:34:55,175 --> 00:34:57,887 I'm scared to die alone. 691 00:34:57,929 --> 00:34:59,304 You don't have to. 692 00:35:03,976 --> 00:35:07,021 You got a family. You hear me? 693 00:35:07,063 --> 00:35:09,023 Let us be there for you, man. 694 00:35:10,565 --> 00:35:12,777 Come home with us. 695 00:35:12,818 --> 00:35:15,028 Look how good today turned out. 696 00:35:15,070 --> 00:35:16,447 All of us together. 697 00:35:19,199 --> 00:35:20,367 Hey, look, maybe it's wishful thinking, 698 00:35:20,409 --> 00:35:22,829 but you even look better. 699 00:35:22,869 --> 00:35:25,081 Having us around is good for you, pop. 700 00:35:26,873 --> 00:35:30,628 And when the cancer takes over, 701 00:35:30,670 --> 00:35:32,338 and the days ain't so good, 702 00:35:32,380 --> 00:35:34,422 we're gonna get through those together, too. 703 00:35:34,465 --> 00:35:35,507 You hear me? 704 00:35:41,931 --> 00:35:43,724 Don't think nobody feeling sorry for you, neither. 705 00:35:43,766 --> 00:35:44,809 I'm being selfish. 706 00:35:46,561 --> 00:35:48,771 I want you to come home for me and Dillon. 707 00:35:51,731 --> 00:35:54,318 Having you around makes our lives better. 708 00:35:54,360 --> 00:35:57,780 You know... One of the things 709 00:35:57,822 --> 00:35:59,990 I love most about you 710 00:36:00,032 --> 00:36:01,576 is how willingly you show 711 00:36:01,617 --> 00:36:03,369 your vulnerability. 712 00:36:03,411 --> 00:36:06,204 I was never taught that. 713 00:36:06,246 --> 00:36:09,375 I was always taught to Bury it and run. 714 00:36:12,503 --> 00:36:14,213 It's an honor and a blessing 715 00:36:14,255 --> 00:36:16,507 to learn from my own son 716 00:36:16,548 --> 00:36:19,635 that there's strength in vulnerability. 717 00:36:19,677 --> 00:36:22,597 - Promise me something. - Anything. 718 00:36:22,637 --> 00:36:25,182 Promise you'll instill that in your brother, too. 719 00:36:27,184 --> 00:36:30,980 I will, pop. I promise. 720 00:36:36,027 --> 00:36:38,653 I love you, son. 721 00:36:38,695 --> 00:36:41,574 ♪ Try till your dying breath ♪ 722 00:36:41,615 --> 00:36:44,159 ♪ to hold on to happiness ♪ 723 00:36:44,202 --> 00:36:46,829 ♪ 'cause life's just a moment ♪ 724 00:36:46,871 --> 00:36:49,331 ♪ and one day it's over ♪ 725 00:36:49,373 --> 00:36:52,585 ♪ and it's cruel how the time can pass ♪ 726 00:36:52,626 --> 00:36:55,378 ♪ the deepest rivers move so fast ♪ 727 00:36:55,420 --> 00:36:57,797 ♪ and life's just a moment ♪ 728 00:36:57,840 --> 00:37:01,010 - ♪ so, know when it's golden ♪ - what, what, what? 729 00:37:01,052 --> 00:37:04,096 - Yo, what'd I do, bro? - ♪ hold on, hold on, hold on ♪ 730 00:37:04,137 --> 00:37:06,514 ♪ hold on to happiness ♪ 731 00:37:06,556 --> 00:37:09,768 Come on. There you go. 732 00:37:27,994 --> 00:37:28,954 Hey. 733 00:37:31,666 --> 00:37:32,750 Look at you. 734 00:37:36,128 --> 00:37:37,713 This is the most at peace I've felt 735 00:37:37,755 --> 00:37:40,507 in a long time. 736 00:37:40,548 --> 00:37:42,260 Thank you for bringing the boys. 737 00:37:42,300 --> 00:37:43,469 You're welcome. 738 00:37:48,974 --> 00:37:50,809 Hold on a minute. I'll be right back. 739 00:38:01,570 --> 00:38:02,862 What's this? 740 00:38:02,905 --> 00:38:04,364 It's the deed to the cabin. 741 00:38:04,407 --> 00:38:06,742 I'm leaving it to Spencer and Dillon. 742 00:38:06,784 --> 00:38:08,159 Hopefully, they'll pass it on 743 00:38:08,202 --> 00:38:10,371 to their kids one day. 744 00:38:10,413 --> 00:38:13,123 Part of the James legacy. 745 00:38:13,164 --> 00:38:14,500 I'll make sure they do. 746 00:38:20,255 --> 00:38:23,134 It's kind of a weird coincidence, 747 00:38:23,175 --> 00:38:25,469 you giving me this. 748 00:38:25,510 --> 00:38:28,306 See, I, uh... I came out here 749 00:38:28,347 --> 00:38:29,389 to give you something. 750 00:38:45,114 --> 00:38:46,157 He's mine? 751 00:38:48,284 --> 00:38:49,327 Dillon is your son. 752 00:38:56,125 --> 00:38:58,878 Today's gonna be a great day. 753 00:38:58,918 --> 00:39:00,920 I can feel it. 754 00:39:00,963 --> 00:39:02,172 Yeah. 755 00:39:03,965 --> 00:39:05,509 We should wake the boys up 756 00:39:05,550 --> 00:39:06,760 if we're gonna finish getting this place 757 00:39:06,802 --> 00:39:08,512 packed up before we hit the road. 758 00:39:10,222 --> 00:39:11,681 "We"? 759 00:39:11,724 --> 00:39:13,141 If you got room for me in crenshaw. 760 00:39:14,643 --> 00:39:15,853 I'd like to come home. 761 00:39:18,063 --> 00:39:19,565 There's always room for you. 762 00:39:29,699 --> 00:39:31,827 Wow, the squirrels in Cali are huge. 763 00:39:31,869 --> 00:39:33,913 It's not like that in Nevada. 764 00:39:33,954 --> 00:39:35,246 Really? You ain't gonna eat this, though, right? 765 00:39:35,289 --> 00:39:36,706 Hey, I wouldn't touch his food, man. 766 00:39:36,748 --> 00:39:38,583 Yeah! Back off the bacon! 767 00:39:38,626 --> 00:39:40,085 - You mean this bacon? - Yeah, I mean that bacon. 768 00:39:40,126 --> 00:39:42,922 Yeah. Thank you. Yeah... oh, really? 769 00:39:42,963 --> 00:39:44,422 I thought you meant this bacon. 770 00:39:44,465 --> 00:39:46,257 Oh! Oh, so, you think that's funny. 771 00:39:49,887 --> 00:39:57,061 ♪ Sometimes I'm... Sometimes I'm... ♪ 772 00:39:57,103 --> 00:39:59,605 ♪ Sometimes... ♪ there it is, there it is. 773 00:39:59,646 --> 00:40:01,690 ♪ I've been... ♪ 774 00:40:03,358 --> 00:40:04,485 My bad. I forgot that Jersey 775 00:40:04,527 --> 00:40:05,945 you gave me, that gift. 776 00:40:05,985 --> 00:40:07,320 Don't worry. I'll grab it for you. 777 00:40:07,362 --> 00:40:08,697 - You sure? - Yeah. 778 00:40:08,739 --> 00:40:10,032 I think it's on the living room table. 779 00:40:10,074 --> 00:40:11,951 Talk about weak. 780 00:40:11,992 --> 00:40:13,744 Carrying out one box, man. 781 00:40:15,788 --> 00:40:17,414 You lazy. You don't carry nothing. 782 00:40:17,456 --> 00:40:19,208 - Lazy? - There's the last box. 783 00:40:19,250 --> 00:40:20,291 You know that's not gonna fit, right? 784 00:40:20,333 --> 00:40:21,626 Let me try. 785 00:40:21,668 --> 00:40:23,170 Ma, I'm telling you... 786 00:40:23,211 --> 00:40:24,963 ah-ah-ah. There's a method to my madness. 787 00:40:29,927 --> 00:40:32,054 Oh. 788 00:40:32,096 --> 00:40:33,264 Told you. 789 00:40:33,304 --> 00:40:34,681 You didn't say... man, shut up. 790 00:40:36,474 --> 00:40:37,476 All right, Ms. James. 791 00:40:40,271 --> 00:40:42,231 Hey, I got shotgun in dad's car. 792 00:40:42,273 --> 00:40:44,817 The hell you do... I already called it. 793 00:40:44,858 --> 00:40:46,360 What? Nobody wants to ride with me? 794 00:40:46,402 --> 00:40:47,862 No offense, ma, but there was grandmas 795 00:40:47,902 --> 00:40:48,903 passing you on the 10. 796 00:40:50,489 --> 00:40:52,324 Excuse me for being safe. 797 00:40:52,365 --> 00:40:53,951 Hey, what's taking so long, old man? 798 00:40:56,704 --> 00:40:57,746 Hey, pops, let's roll. 799 00:41:01,208 --> 00:41:02,168 Dad? 800 00:41:10,675 --> 00:41:11,635 Dad? 801 00:41:15,681 --> 00:41:17,432 Dad! Hey. 802 00:41:20,351 --> 00:41:23,898 Hey, come on. Come on. 803 00:41:23,938 --> 00:41:25,273 Come on! 804 00:41:32,072 --> 00:41:33,699 - Oh, my god, come here. - Dad. 805 00:41:39,413 --> 00:41:42,041 Aaaah! 806 00:42:20,204 --> 00:42:21,413 Greg, move your head.