1 00:00:10,372 --> 00:00:13,314 LAURA, VOICE-OVER: A VERY WISE MAN ONCE SAID, 2 00:00:13,414 --> 00:00:17,237 "LIFE IS A SERIES OF LOSSES, 3 00:00:17,337 --> 00:00:19,118 "BUT LOSSES BREED LESSONS, 4 00:00:19,218 --> 00:00:21,961 AND LESSONS CREATE BLESSINGS," 5 00:00:22,061 --> 00:00:26,344 EXCEPT I DON'T THINK HE'D EVER FELT A LOSS LIKE THIS... 6 00:00:28,065 --> 00:00:32,969 OR MAYBE HE HAD, AND HE WAS JUST STRONGER THAN ME 7 00:00:33,069 --> 00:00:36,251 'CAUSE THAT'S WHAT I'M TRYING TO FIND-- 8 00:00:36,351 --> 00:00:39,254 MY STRENGTH, FOR ME, 9 00:00:39,354 --> 00:00:42,936 FOR THEM, FOR EVERYONE. 10 00:00:43,036 --> 00:00:45,898 EXPECTATIONS. 11 00:00:45,998 --> 00:00:48,621 IT'S A DANGEROUS WORD 12 00:00:48,721 --> 00:00:51,263 BECAUSE EXPECTATIONS OF GRIEF, 13 00:00:51,363 --> 00:00:54,225 EXPECTATIONS OF STRENGTH 14 00:00:54,325 --> 00:00:56,907 CAN OFTEN FORCE US TO PUSH DOWN 15 00:00:57,007 --> 00:00:59,429 HOW WE'RE TRULY FEELING. 16 00:00:59,529 --> 00:01:03,271 THANK GOD FOR OUR REAL FRIENDS, 17 00:01:03,371 --> 00:01:05,673 THE ONES WHO SEE US THROUGH THE VEIL 18 00:01:05,773 --> 00:01:09,436 AND HOLD US ACCOUNTABLE; NO EXPECTATIONS, 19 00:01:09,536 --> 00:01:12,438 JUST THERE TO CONSTANTLY REMIND US 20 00:01:12,538 --> 00:01:15,240 THAT THIS ISN'T OUR FAULT, 21 00:01:15,340 --> 00:01:18,863 EVEN IF OUR PAIN IS TELLING US OTHERWISE. 22 00:01:20,344 --> 00:01:23,286 BUT IN THOSE EXTRA-QUIET MOMENTS, 23 00:01:23,386 --> 00:01:26,289 WHEN THE PAIN FROM THE LOSS 24 00:01:26,389 --> 00:01:29,011 BECOMES TOO UNBEARABLE, 25 00:01:29,111 --> 00:01:32,293 AND EVERY OUNCE OF YOUR SHATTERED HEART IS SCREAMING, 26 00:01:32,393 --> 00:01:35,295 "WHAT ARE WE GOING TO DO?" 27 00:01:35,395 --> 00:01:38,298 WE FINALLY FIND STRENGTH 28 00:01:38,398 --> 00:01:42,261 IN THE PLACE YOU LEAST EXPECT. 29 00:01:42,361 --> 00:01:45,463 FEMALE SINGER: ♪ I DON'T WANT TO BE IN A WORLD ♪ 30 00:01:45,563 --> 00:01:54,650 ♪ WITHOUT YOU ♪ 31 00:01:56,891 --> 00:01:59,273 BILLY ON VOICEMAIL: SO, I KNOW YOU SAID YOU NEEDED SOME TIME. 32 00:01:59,373 --> 00:02:02,956 UM, I'M HERE WHENEVER YOU'RE READY, 33 00:02:03,056 --> 00:02:06,559 UH, BECAUSE, YOU KNOW, YOU AND ME, 34 00:02:06,659 --> 00:02:09,801 WE GOT ALL THE TIME IN THE WORLD. 35 00:02:09,901 --> 00:02:11,562 HEY, MAN. 36 00:02:11,662 --> 00:02:14,164 HOW'D YOU KNOW I WAS HERE? 37 00:02:14,264 --> 00:02:17,167 DILLON: THIS ROOM'S ALWAYS BEEN YOUR QUIET PLACE. SPENCER: MM-HMM. 38 00:02:17,267 --> 00:02:20,049 DILLON: YOU OK? SPENCER: YEAH. YEAH, I'M STRAIGHT. 39 00:02:20,149 --> 00:02:23,491 WAS THAT COACH BAKER'S VOICE I HEARD ON THE VOICEMAIL? 40 00:02:23,591 --> 00:02:26,494 LOOK, MAN, IT'S OK 41 00:02:26,594 --> 00:02:29,176 IF YOU'RE NOT OK, SPENCE. 42 00:02:29,276 --> 00:02:33,699 COACH BAKER MEANT A LOT TO ALL OF US, BUT WHAT YOU GUYS HAD 43 00:02:33,799 --> 00:02:36,061 WAS SPECIAL... 44 00:02:36,161 --> 00:02:39,023 AND I KNOW YOU. YOU'RE PROBABLY SITTING HERE RIGHT NOW 45 00:02:39,123 --> 00:02:42,826 THINKING ABOUT ALL THE WAYS YOU CAN HELP EVERYONE ELSE THROUGH THIS, 46 00:02:42,926 --> 00:02:47,089 WHICH IS WHY I'M HERE TO ASK YOU, HOW CAN I HELP YOU THROUGH THIS? 47 00:02:50,091 --> 00:02:54,274 I APPRECIATE YOU, D. 48 00:02:54,374 --> 00:02:58,317 MOMS IS PROBABLY WONDERING WHERE YOU ARE. I'LL LET HER KNOW YOU'RE WITH ME. 49 00:02:58,417 --> 00:03:00,919 GRACE: HOW DO YOU THINK HE GOT HERE? SPENCER: AH. 50 00:03:01,019 --> 00:03:02,921 [DOOR CLOSES] DILLON: THERE'S NO WAY WE'RE LETTING YOU 51 00:03:03,021 --> 00:03:05,283 GRIEVE ALONE, MAN. SPENCER: I'M GOOD. 52 00:03:05,383 --> 00:03:07,364 I'M GOOD, FOR REAL. 53 00:03:07,464 --> 00:03:09,846 NOW, JORDAN, OLIVIA, MRS. BAKER, 54 00:03:09,946 --> 00:03:12,368 THEM'S THE ONES WE NEED TO BE LOVING ON. 55 00:03:12,468 --> 00:03:14,369 GRACE: AGREED, 56 00:03:14,469 --> 00:03:17,252 AND WE'LL BE THERE FOR THEM. 57 00:03:17,352 --> 00:03:19,573 BUT RIGHT NOW, 58 00:03:19,673 --> 00:03:23,216 YOUR MAMA NEED A BIG OLD HUG FROM HER BOYS. 59 00:03:23,316 --> 00:03:26,638 SPENCER: YEAH. GRACE: AH. 60 00:03:39,728 --> 00:03:42,230 THANK YOU FOR, UM... 61 00:03:42,330 --> 00:03:45,353 I KNOW MAKING BEDS ISN'T YOUR THING. 62 00:03:45,453 --> 00:03:48,755 YEAH, BUT...BEING BY YOUR SIDE IS, 63 00:03:48,855 --> 00:03:51,717 SO...I'M HAPPY TO DO THIS. 64 00:03:51,817 --> 00:03:53,559 THANKS. 65 00:03:53,659 --> 00:03:55,980 [CELL PHONE VIBRATES] 66 00:04:01,665 --> 00:04:04,447 IT'S OK IF YOU NEED TO GET THAT. 67 00:04:04,547 --> 00:04:06,408 NO. 68 00:04:06,508 --> 00:04:08,410 EVERYTHING ELSE CAN WAIT. 69 00:04:08,510 --> 00:04:10,511 SPENCER: HEY. 70 00:04:11,832 --> 00:04:13,373 HEY. 71 00:04:13,473 --> 00:04:17,657 YOU WERE RIGHT ABOUT THE WHOLE "BED NOT BEING MY THING" THING, 72 00:04:17,757 --> 00:04:22,300 SO...I'MMA LET SPENCE TAKE OVER. 73 00:04:22,400 --> 00:04:24,902 YEAH. 74 00:04:25,002 --> 00:04:27,324 SPENCER: SUBTLE. PATIENCE: SHUT UP. 75 00:04:34,689 --> 00:04:37,031 HOW YOU HOLDING UP? 76 00:04:37,131 --> 00:04:38,993 SAME. 77 00:04:39,093 --> 00:04:40,314 YOU? 78 00:04:40,414 --> 00:04:43,476 SAME, BUT THIS AIN'T ABOUT ME RIGHT NOW. 79 00:04:43,576 --> 00:04:45,577 OF COURSE IT IS. 80 00:04:47,579 --> 00:04:49,480 MY DAD WAS... 81 00:04:49,580 --> 00:04:52,242 SUCH A BRIGHT LIGHT. 82 00:04:52,342 --> 00:04:56,125 YOU WERE A HUGE PART OF THAT LIGHT, SPENCER. 83 00:04:56,225 --> 00:04:58,807 WE ALL WERE... 84 00:04:58,907 --> 00:05:01,449 EVEN JABARI. 85 00:05:01,549 --> 00:05:03,451 YEAH, I SEEN HIM THIS MORNING. 86 00:05:03,551 --> 00:05:05,332 HE'S WORRIED ABOUT YOU ALL. 87 00:05:05,432 --> 00:05:07,334 HOW'S HE DOING? 88 00:05:07,434 --> 00:05:08,975 HE'S PRETTY BROKEN UP, 89 00:05:09,075 --> 00:05:12,037 BUT I WANT THE TRUTH ABOUT HOW YOU REALLY DOING, LIV. 90 00:05:15,760 --> 00:05:19,042 I DON'T KNOW HOW TO HELP MY MOM. 91 00:05:25,767 --> 00:05:28,109 SHE'S SO LOST WITHOUT DAD, 92 00:05:28,209 --> 00:05:32,412 AND I CAN'T FIND THE WORDS TO HELP HER. 93 00:05:35,255 --> 00:05:39,158 I HAVE TO WRITE A EULOGY FOR A FUNERAL... 94 00:05:39,258 --> 00:05:42,320 [SOBBING] THAT NONE OF US ARE READY FOR. 95 00:05:42,420 --> 00:05:46,383 I HAVE NO CLUE WHAT TO SAY ABOUT HIM. 96 00:05:48,584 --> 00:05:51,447 LOOK, JUST... [SIGHS] 97 00:05:51,547 --> 00:05:54,529 START WITH SOMETHING SIMPLE, YOU KNOW? 98 00:05:54,629 --> 00:05:56,490 "MY DAD WAS..." 99 00:05:56,590 --> 00:05:58,532 [SIGHS] I DON'T KNOW IF I'M READY 100 00:05:58,632 --> 00:06:00,854 TO SAY MY DAD'S NAME IN THE PAST TENSE. 101 00:06:00,954 --> 00:06:02,995 OK. 102 00:06:04,957 --> 00:06:07,499 "MY DAD IS." 103 00:06:07,599 --> 00:06:09,600 START THERE. 104 00:06:11,762 --> 00:06:14,504 [KNOCK ON DOOR] 105 00:06:14,604 --> 00:06:16,826 HEY. I'M SO SORRY. 106 00:06:16,926 --> 00:06:18,827 I--I TRIED TO GET HERE AS FAST AS I COULD, 107 00:06:18,927 --> 00:06:20,869 AND THE TRAFFIC WAS INSANE. 108 00:06:20,969 --> 00:06:23,711 UM, WERE YOU ABLE TO FIND YOUR DAD'S BLUE SUIT? 109 00:06:23,811 --> 00:06:25,993 I CAN'T GO IN THERE. 110 00:06:26,093 --> 00:06:28,314 LAYLA: IN WHERE? JORDAN: HIS CLOSET, 111 00:06:28,414 --> 00:06:32,317 OR ANY--ANY ROOM, FOR THAT MATTER. LAYLA: JORDAN. 112 00:06:32,417 --> 00:06:34,999 WE--WE WERE JUST PLAYING CATCH AT THE COMBINE, 113 00:06:35,099 --> 00:06:38,342 AND... HOW IS HE GONE? 114 00:06:41,104 --> 00:06:43,325 I...I SHOULD HAVE BEEN ON THE BUS. 115 00:06:43,425 --> 00:06:46,368 I SHOULD HAVE BEEN ON THE BUS. I COULD HAVE SAVED HIM. LAYLA: NO. HEY, HEY. 116 00:06:46,468 --> 00:06:49,250 I COULD HAVE STOPPED HIM. YOU-- LAYLA: NO, NO, NO. LISTEN TO ME. LISTEN TO ME. 117 00:06:49,350 --> 00:06:52,252 [JORDAN SIGHS] LAYLA: OK, LOOK, WHAT YOU'RE... 118 00:06:52,352 --> 00:06:55,495 WHAT YOU'RE FEELING IS TOTALLY NORMAL, OK? 119 00:06:55,595 --> 00:06:58,337 YOUR HEART'S JUST NOT READY TO ACCEPT 120 00:06:58,437 --> 00:07:01,059 WHAT THE UNIVERSE DECIDED. 121 00:07:01,159 --> 00:07:03,340 BUT... 122 00:07:03,440 --> 00:07:06,383 YOU STILL HAVE YOUR DAD'S MEMORY 123 00:07:06,483 --> 00:07:09,225 AND HIS LEGACY, 124 00:07:09,325 --> 00:07:11,426 HIS FAVOURITE BLUE SUIT. 125 00:07:11,526 --> 00:07:13,388 WELL, YOU WILL 126 00:07:13,488 --> 00:07:16,390 ONCE YOU AND I GO TO HIS CLOSET AND... 127 00:07:16,490 --> 00:07:20,153 AND GET IT TOGETHER, IF THAT'S OK. 128 00:07:20,253 --> 00:07:21,794 YEAH. 129 00:07:21,894 --> 00:07:23,896 OK. 130 00:07:36,145 --> 00:07:38,226 DENISE: LAURA? 131 00:07:39,667 --> 00:07:41,669 LAURA? 132 00:07:42,950 --> 00:07:46,052 [SETS DOWN MUG] JUST CHECKING ON YOU, MAMA. 133 00:07:46,152 --> 00:07:49,475 WE GOT SOME FOOD COMING SHORTLY, OK? 134 00:07:57,481 --> 00:07:59,582 WHAT ABOUT YOU, MR. BAKER? 135 00:07:59,682 --> 00:08:02,064 HOW YOU HOLDING UP? 136 00:08:02,164 --> 00:08:04,986 I'VE BEEN STEADY, FOR THE MOST PART. 137 00:08:05,086 --> 00:08:08,229 IT'S LAURA I'M WORRIED ABOUT, 138 00:08:08,329 --> 00:08:10,551 AND YOU, TOO, GRACE. 139 00:08:10,651 --> 00:08:13,473 LOSING A CHILD, LOSING A SPOUSE, 140 00:08:13,573 --> 00:08:15,634 LOSING A BEST FRIEND-- 141 00:08:15,734 --> 00:08:18,316 NONE OF IT IS EASY. 142 00:08:18,416 --> 00:08:20,678 I CAN'T LIE. 143 00:08:20,778 --> 00:08:23,660 THIS IS A DIFFERENT TYPE OF HURT. 144 00:08:25,021 --> 00:08:29,285 BUT I KNOW IT IS FOR ALL OF US. 145 00:08:29,385 --> 00:08:32,407 YOU KNOW, THE BEST WAY TO HELP THAT IS TO PLAN 146 00:08:32,507 --> 00:08:34,168 THE PERFECT HOME-GOING FOR BILLY. 147 00:08:34,268 --> 00:08:37,611 AMEN, SPEAKING OF WHICH, DO WE HAVE A DATE? 148 00:08:37,711 --> 00:08:40,193 [FRONT DOOR OPENS] 149 00:08:48,199 --> 00:08:50,741 THAT'S NOT THE RIGHT SUIT, JORDAN. 150 00:08:50,841 --> 00:08:53,583 UH...BUT YOU SAID TO GET DAD'S BLUE SUIT. 151 00:08:53,683 --> 00:08:55,784 THIS WAS THE ONLY BLUE SUIT IN THE CLOSET. 152 00:08:55,884 --> 00:08:59,147 YES! THAT'S NAVY BLUE! AND THE ONE I NEED IS LIGHT BLUE! 153 00:08:59,247 --> 00:09:01,749 IT'S THE ONE HE WORE THE DAY WE RENEWED OUR VOWS! 154 00:09:01,849 --> 00:09:03,991 WELL, W-WE CAN LOOK AGAIN, MOM. IT'S OK. 155 00:09:04,091 --> 00:09:06,272 SPENCER: YEAH, I'M DOWN TO HELP, TOO. [LAURA SIGHS] 156 00:09:06,372 --> 00:09:08,834 LAYLA: I--I WAS WITH JORDAN, AND I PROMISE 157 00:09:08,934 --> 00:09:10,956 LOOKING AGAIN WON'T HELP. THE SUIT WASN'T THERE. 158 00:09:11,056 --> 00:09:13,277 WILLIE: MAYBE IT'S AT THE CLEANERS? 159 00:09:13,377 --> 00:09:16,600 [LAURA SIGHS] JORDAN: I'LL CHECK THE CLEANERS. 160 00:09:16,700 --> 00:09:20,843 LAURA: OK. JORDAN: I...I'M SORRY, MOM. 161 00:09:20,943 --> 00:09:22,805 I'M SORRY. I SHOULDN'T HAVE SNAPPED. 162 00:09:22,905 --> 00:09:26,848 IT'S JUST THIS IS ALL, UH...IT'S ALL TOO MUCH-- 163 00:09:26,948 --> 00:09:29,490 THE FLOWERS, GIFT BASKETS, THE FOOD. 164 00:09:29,590 --> 00:09:32,452 IT'S... [SIGHS] 165 00:09:32,552 --> 00:09:35,134 I JUST WANT TO BURY MY HUSBAND IN PEACE. 166 00:09:35,234 --> 00:09:37,335 DENISE: AND YOU WILL. WE'LL MAKE SURE IT'S PERFECT. 167 00:09:37,435 --> 00:09:41,959 I DON'T WANT PERFECT. I JUST WANT IT TO BE OVER! 168 00:09:43,400 --> 00:09:45,461 [SIGHS] TOMORROW, OK? I PICKED THE DATE. 169 00:09:45,561 --> 00:09:47,623 THE FUNERAL'S TOMORROW. OLIVIA: TOMORROW? MOM, 170 00:09:47,723 --> 00:09:50,505 THAT WON'T GIVE DAD'S OUT-OF-STATE FRIENDS ENOUGH-- LAURA: JUST STOP! 171 00:09:50,605 --> 00:09:54,388 [VOICE SHAKING] I SHARED YOUR FATHER WITH HIS FOOTBALL TEAMS 172 00:09:54,488 --> 00:09:57,390 AND THE WHOLE DAMN WORLD FOR MOST OF HIS LIFE, 173 00:09:57,490 --> 00:10:01,634 AND NOW HE'S GONE AND I DON'T WANT TO SHARE HIM ANYMORE. 174 00:10:01,734 --> 00:10:05,476 SO THE FUNERAL IS TOMORROW. FAMILY AND CLOSE FRIENDS ONLY. 175 00:10:05,576 --> 00:10:08,098 OK? THAT'S MY DECISION. 176 00:10:20,828 --> 00:10:23,570 ASHER: MY GIRLFRIEND'S PREGNANT, COACH. BILLY: YOU GOT A BIG HEART. 177 00:10:23,670 --> 00:10:28,514 YOU'RE A GREAT COACH, AND YOU'LL BE AN EVEN BETTER FATHER. 178 00:10:34,638 --> 00:10:36,500 JJ: YO, ASH. 179 00:10:36,600 --> 00:10:39,902 DID YOU, UH, CHECK YOUR TEXTS FROM SPENCE? 180 00:10:40,002 --> 00:10:43,425 [SNIFFLES] UH, NO. EVERYTHING COOL? 181 00:10:43,525 --> 00:10:47,428 YEAH, UH, THEY'RE MOVING COACH BAKER'S FUNERAL TO TOMORROW. 182 00:10:47,528 --> 00:10:49,189 WOW. HEH. 183 00:10:49,289 --> 00:10:53,072 A LOT SOONER THAN I THOUGHT, BUT...OK. 184 00:10:53,172 --> 00:10:56,034 YOU WERE ON THE BUS WITH COACH BAKER, BRO. 185 00:10:56,134 --> 00:10:58,196 I KNOW THAT'S WEIGHING ON YOU. 186 00:10:58,296 --> 00:11:00,718 THIS IS JUST A MENTAL-HEALTH CHECK. 187 00:11:00,818 --> 00:11:02,719 APPRECIATE THAT. 188 00:11:02,819 --> 00:11:04,721 UM... 189 00:11:04,821 --> 00:11:07,683 THANKFUL TO BE ALIVE. 190 00:11:07,783 --> 00:11:10,765 JUST WISH THE OUTCOME COULD HAVE BEEN DIFFERENT. 191 00:11:10,865 --> 00:11:13,247 I KNOW. 192 00:11:13,347 --> 00:11:14,928 [SCOFFS] 193 00:11:15,028 --> 00:11:18,471 LIFE REALLY IS A GIFT THAT CAN BE RETURNED AT ANY TIME. 194 00:11:19,832 --> 00:11:21,853 KNOW THAT COACH BAKER, HE'D... 195 00:11:21,953 --> 00:11:25,736 WANT ME TO SPIN THIS CLOSE CALL INTO A POSITIVE. 196 00:11:25,836 --> 00:11:28,098 ANYTHING I CAN DO TO HELP? 197 00:11:28,198 --> 00:11:31,421 MAYBE WE BOTH NEED TO MAKE EVERY DAY COUNT... 198 00:11:31,521 --> 00:11:35,344 ESPECIALLY BY THE TIME MY KID'S HERE NEXT YEAR. 199 00:11:35,444 --> 00:11:37,065 YEAH. DONE. 200 00:11:37,165 --> 00:11:39,487 ANYTHING FOR BABY ASH. 201 00:11:42,409 --> 00:11:44,751 WAIT. N-NEXT YEAR? 202 00:11:44,851 --> 00:11:46,912 DUDE. DUDE, YEAH? 203 00:11:47,012 --> 00:11:48,794 YEAH. JAYMEE'S PREGNANT. 204 00:11:48,894 --> 00:11:50,155 [CHUCKLING] WHAT? 205 00:11:50,255 --> 00:11:52,036 OH, THAT'S AMAZING, BRO! 206 00:11:52,136 --> 00:11:55,278 OH, MY GOSH, YOU'RE GONNA BE AN AMAZING FATHER, 207 00:11:55,378 --> 00:11:57,880 AND--AND I'LL BE THE WORLD'S GREATEST UNCLE. 208 00:11:57,980 --> 00:12:01,843 I MEAN, FUNCLE JJ IS OFFICIALLY LOADING, HUH? 209 00:12:01,943 --> 00:12:03,805 [CHUCKLING] LET'S GO, MAN. 210 00:12:03,905 --> 00:12:07,247 OH, MY GOSH. ASHER, CHUCKLING: I KNOW. 211 00:12:07,347 --> 00:12:09,809 OH, AND IS IT COOL IF WE KEEP HIS POSTER IN THE PULPIT? 212 00:12:09,909 --> 00:12:11,771 PASTOR WEEKS: ABSOLUTELY. SPENCER: OK. 213 00:12:11,871 --> 00:12:14,093 COOP: AND WE'RE GOOD TO START AT 11 A.M.? PASTOR WEEKS: WE ARE. 214 00:12:14,193 --> 00:12:16,855 COOP: THANK YOU, PASTOR WEEKS. PASTOR WEEKS: IT'S THE LEAST I CAN DO. 215 00:12:16,955 --> 00:12:19,457 BILLY WAS THE PEOPLE'S CHAMP. 216 00:12:19,557 --> 00:12:22,058 MY SINCEREST CONDOLENCES, MRS. BAKER. 217 00:12:22,158 --> 00:12:24,580 SO HOW MANY GUESTS WERE YOU THINKING FOR TOMORROW? 218 00:12:24,680 --> 00:12:28,443 SPENCER: OH, UH, NO MORE THAN 15. JUST FAMILY AND CLOSE FRIENDS. 219 00:12:30,044 --> 00:12:31,946 IS THERE A PROBLEM, PASTOR? 220 00:12:32,046 --> 00:12:35,909 NONE WHATSOEVER. UH, IT'S JUST, UM, 221 00:12:36,009 --> 00:12:38,631 RESPECTFULLY, BILLY WAS BELOVED BY SO MANY. 222 00:12:38,731 --> 00:12:42,754 I MEAN, IF YOU'RE WORRIED ABOUT THE SPACE, WE COULD ALWAYS ADD MORE CHAIRS. 223 00:12:42,854 --> 00:12:45,156 THAT WAY, WE CAN GIVE HIM A BIGGER CELEBRATION. 224 00:12:45,256 --> 00:12:47,958 SPACE HAS NOTHING TO DO WITH MY DECISION. 225 00:12:48,058 --> 00:12:50,960 IT'S SIMPLY WHAT I WANT, 226 00:12:51,060 --> 00:12:53,482 RESPECTFULLY. NOW, IF YOU DON'T MIND, 227 00:12:53,582 --> 00:12:56,904 I'D LOVE TO SEE THE REST OF YOUR CHURCH. PASTOR WEEKS: ABSOLUTELY. 228 00:13:00,547 --> 00:13:03,409 COOP: WHERE YOU GOING? SPENCER: TO SEE WHAT ELSE SHE NEEDS. 229 00:13:03,509 --> 00:13:07,452 WELL, THAT'S DOPE, YOU BEING THERE FOR MS. BAKER, BUT I GOT IT FROM HERE, MAN, 230 00:13:07,552 --> 00:13:10,815 SO GO AHEAD AND DO WHATEVER YOU NEED TO DO FOR YOU. 231 00:13:10,915 --> 00:13:12,336 I AM DOING WHAT I NEED TO DO. 232 00:13:12,436 --> 00:13:14,097 LIKE TAKING THE TIME TO PROPERLY GRIEVE. 233 00:13:14,197 --> 00:13:16,299 SPENCER: COME ON, COOP. COOP: BRO, YOU'VE BEEN 234 00:13:16,399 --> 00:13:19,141 MOVING NONSTOP SINCE WE LOST COACH BAKER, 235 00:13:19,241 --> 00:13:21,543 OK, FROM ORGANISING THE FUNERAL TO DOING 236 00:13:21,643 --> 00:13:24,385 THE PROGRAMS TO CHECKING ON EVERYONE'S MENTAL HEALTH. 237 00:13:24,485 --> 00:13:26,787 WHEN YOU GONNA STOP IN AND CHECK ON YOURSELF? 238 00:13:26,887 --> 00:13:29,469 LISTEN, IN THE LAST TWO YEARS, I LOST SHAWN, 239 00:13:29,569 --> 00:13:32,711 MY POPS, AND NOW COACH BAKER. [COOP SIGHS] 240 00:13:32,811 --> 00:13:36,134 I GUESS YOU COULD SAY I'M BUILT FOR MOMENTS LIKE THIS. 241 00:13:43,859 --> 00:13:46,501 [ORGAN PLAYING] 242 00:13:55,828 --> 00:13:58,110 [SIGHS] 243 00:14:07,797 --> 00:14:10,199 [CELL PHONE VIBRATES] 244 00:14:11,600 --> 00:14:13,702 COOP: IS THAT SPENCER ABOUT THE REPAST? 245 00:14:13,802 --> 00:14:16,784 UH, NO, BUT THERE'S ONE AT THE HOUSE AFTER. 246 00:14:16,884 --> 00:14:18,225 WAIT. WHAT'S A REPAST? 247 00:14:18,325 --> 00:14:20,747 IT'S LIKE A FUNERAL AFTERPARTY. 248 00:14:20,847 --> 00:14:22,348 MRS. BAKER'S COOL WITH THAT? 249 00:14:22,448 --> 00:14:24,710 APPARENTLY SO, AS LONG AS IT'S JUST US. 250 00:14:24,810 --> 00:14:28,713 HEY...WHERE IS SPENCER, ANYWAY? 251 00:14:28,813 --> 00:14:31,435 FEEL LIKE HE HASN'T STOPPED SINCE WE GOT HERE. 252 00:14:31,535 --> 00:14:35,658 HE HASN'T STOPPED SINCE EVERYTHING HAPPENED. 253 00:14:40,702 --> 00:14:42,603 YOU OK, BABY? 254 00:14:42,703 --> 00:14:44,705 YEAH. 255 00:14:46,666 --> 00:14:49,368 SPENCER ALONZO JAMES, 256 00:14:49,468 --> 00:14:51,970 DON'T MAKE ME ASK YOU AGAIN. 257 00:14:52,070 --> 00:14:54,372 I'M GOOD. I'M GOOD, YOU KNOW. 258 00:14:54,472 --> 00:14:56,534 I JUST NEEDED A SECOND BEFORE THINGS GET STARTED. 259 00:14:56,634 --> 00:14:59,156 WE SHOULD PROBABLY GO TAKE OUR SEATS. GRACE: YEAH. 260 00:15:03,999 --> 00:15:05,901 [SIGHS] 261 00:15:06,001 --> 00:15:08,423 HOW ARE YOU BOTH DOING? 262 00:15:08,523 --> 00:15:10,264 WE'RE OK, MOM. 263 00:15:10,364 --> 00:15:12,726 WE'RE JUST WORRIED ABOUT YOU. 264 00:15:14,087 --> 00:15:16,909 I LOVE YOU BOTH SO VERY MUCH. 265 00:15:17,009 --> 00:15:19,071 [SOBS] YOU'RE THE BEST THING 266 00:15:19,171 --> 00:15:21,913 THAT YOUR DAD AND I EVER DID. 267 00:15:22,013 --> 00:15:24,034 [CRYING] I AM SO SORRY 268 00:15:24,134 --> 00:15:26,796 THAT YOU DIDN'T HAVE MORE TIME WITH HIM. 269 00:15:26,896 --> 00:15:29,238 [SNIFFLES] 270 00:15:29,338 --> 00:15:31,820 [SIGHS] 271 00:15:35,663 --> 00:15:37,664 PASTOR WEEKS: IT'S TIME. 272 00:15:41,027 --> 00:15:47,932 CHOIR: ♪ WHEN JESUS IS ♪ 273 00:15:48,032 --> 00:15:52,336 ♪ MY PORTION ♪ 274 00:15:52,436 --> 00:16:00,462 ♪ A CONSTANT FRIEND ♪ 275 00:16:00,562 --> 00:16:05,105 ♪ IS HE ♪ 276 00:16:05,205 --> 00:16:09,468 ♪ HIS EYE IS ON... ♪ 277 00:16:09,568 --> 00:16:12,511 PASTOR WEEKS: BILLY WAS NOT ONLY A BELOVED FATHER, 278 00:16:12,611 --> 00:16:16,153 A WONDERFUL HUSBAND, COACH, AND PRINCIPAL. 279 00:16:16,253 --> 00:16:18,955 I WANT EVERYBODY TO BOW THEIR HEADS. 280 00:16:19,055 --> 00:16:21,838 PREACH: PRINCIPAL BAKER WAS A GOOD FRIEND OF MINE 281 00:16:21,938 --> 00:16:25,000 AND HE PROVIDED AN OPPORTUNITY FOR ME TO TAKE CARE OF MY DAUGHTER, 282 00:16:25,100 --> 00:16:28,843 BUT WHAT I'M GONNA MISS THE MOST IS, UH, 283 00:16:28,943 --> 00:16:30,684 THE DANCE BATTLES. 284 00:16:30,784 --> 00:16:33,046 [ALL CHUCKLING] 285 00:16:33,146 --> 00:16:36,629 [CHOIR'S SINGING ENDS] 286 00:16:38,950 --> 00:16:41,893 PASTOR WEEKS: HERE TO DO A READING OF THE EULOGY 287 00:16:41,993 --> 00:16:44,454 WILL BE OLIVIA BAKER. 288 00:16:44,554 --> 00:16:47,056 AFTER THAT, WE'LL OPEN IT UP FOR EVERYBODY 289 00:16:47,156 --> 00:16:49,878 TO SHARE A WORD ABOUT BILLY. 290 00:17:01,487 --> 00:17:02,868 [SNIFFLES] 291 00:17:02,968 --> 00:17:04,830 [OLIVIA SIGHS] 292 00:17:04,930 --> 00:17:07,892 OLIVIA: UM... [COOP COUGHS] 293 00:17:09,253 --> 00:17:12,035 M-MY DAD IS... 294 00:17:12,135 --> 00:17:14,137 [SNIFFLES] 295 00:17:15,778 --> 00:17:18,680 MY DAD IS... 296 00:17:18,780 --> 00:17:20,922 UH... 297 00:17:21,022 --> 00:17:23,564 A--A LOT OF THINGS. 298 00:17:23,664 --> 00:17:25,665 UM... 299 00:17:27,426 --> 00:17:30,008 HE WORE A LOT OF HATS 300 00:17:30,108 --> 00:17:33,011 AND, UM... 301 00:17:33,111 --> 00:17:35,493 I'M...SORRY. 302 00:17:35,593 --> 00:17:38,695 UM... DENISE: TAKE YOUR TIME, BABY, 303 00:17:38,795 --> 00:17:39,896 TAKE YOUR TIME. 304 00:17:39,996 --> 00:17:43,158 [SNIFFLING] UM... 305 00:17:44,679 --> 00:17:46,341 HEY, HEY. 306 00:17:46,441 --> 00:17:50,584 YOU ALL RIGHT? I GOT YOU, ALL RIGHT? 307 00:17:50,684 --> 00:17:53,326 UM... 308 00:17:57,609 --> 00:18:01,512 SO, DID YOU GUYS KNOW-- AHEM--THE COLOUR BLUE... 309 00:18:01,612 --> 00:18:04,114 IS SUPPOSED TO BRING PEACE, 310 00:18:04,214 --> 00:18:06,916 TRANQUILITY, AND GOOD VIBES? 311 00:18:07,016 --> 00:18:12,040 I THINK THAT'S WHY IT'S DAD'S FAVORITE COLOR. 312 00:18:12,140 --> 00:18:17,444 BUT, GUESSING, UH, THAT YOU GUYS ALL LOVE MY DAD AS MUCH AS WE DO, 313 00:18:17,544 --> 00:18:21,087 YOU ALREADY KNEW THAT. [OLIVIA SNIFFLING] 314 00:18:21,187 --> 00:18:24,569 JORDAN: I'D LOVE TO KNOW MORE. 315 00:18:24,669 --> 00:18:27,611 WE--WE'D LOVE TO, 316 00:18:27,711 --> 00:18:29,733 SO, UM, 317 00:18:29,833 --> 00:18:33,056 IF ANYONE HAS ANYTHING THEY'D LIKE TO SHARE ABOUT MY DAD, 318 00:18:33,156 --> 00:18:36,038 PLEASE...COME ON UP. 319 00:18:43,003 --> 00:18:46,125 YOU AIN'T GONNA GET UP THERE AND SAY NOTHING? 320 00:19:05,019 --> 00:19:08,082 FINALLY GETTING SOMETHING IN YOUR STOMACH. 321 00:19:08,182 --> 00:19:10,403 THAT'S GOOD. 322 00:19:10,503 --> 00:19:13,806 GRACE: YOU SURE THIS REPAST WON'T BE TOO MUCH FOR YOU? 323 00:19:13,906 --> 00:19:16,888 SO FAR, SO GOOD. 324 00:19:16,988 --> 00:19:20,891 SPENCER'S BEEN AMAZING, BY THE WAY. HE TOOK CARE OF EVERYTHING. 325 00:19:20,991 --> 00:19:23,773 SPEAKING OF MY FIRST-BORN, HAVE YOU GUYS SEEN HIM? 326 00:19:23,873 --> 00:19:27,096 OH, HE--HE WENT TO LOU'S TO PICK UP FOOD FOR ME. 327 00:19:27,196 --> 00:19:30,819 IT WAS BILLY'S... FAVORITE. 328 00:19:30,919 --> 00:19:35,102 WOW. THAT'S THE FIRST TIME I'VE SAID HIS NAME WITHOUT CRYING, 329 00:19:35,202 --> 00:19:37,744 WHICH I WONDER WHAT THAT SAYS ABOUT ME. 330 00:19:37,844 --> 00:19:40,306 IT JUST MEANS YOU'RE A TINY STEP CLOSER TO HEALING. 331 00:19:40,406 --> 00:19:43,428 LEAST THAT'S HOW IT WAS FOR ME AFTER JASMYN'S MOM PASSED. 332 00:19:43,528 --> 00:19:46,150 DENISE: EXACTLY. IT'S JUST YOUR HEAD TELLING YOUR HEART 333 00:19:46,250 --> 00:19:48,512 YOU GOT THIS, AND, HEY, 334 00:19:48,612 --> 00:19:50,854 WE GOT YOU. 335 00:19:57,178 --> 00:19:59,800 WILLIE: NICE JOB ON THE EULOGY SAVE. 336 00:19:59,900 --> 00:20:01,762 THANKS, G.W. 337 00:20:01,862 --> 00:20:04,764 BLUE WAS INDEED YOUR DAD'S FAVORITE COLOR. 338 00:20:04,864 --> 00:20:08,487 FIREWORKS, THE COLOUR BLUE, AND BOYZ II MEN 339 00:20:08,587 --> 00:20:11,649 WERE PROBABLY HIS 3 GREATEST LOVES... [JORDAN CHUCKLES] 340 00:20:11,749 --> 00:20:14,371 WILLIE: UNTIL HE MET YOUR MOM. [DOOR OPENS] 341 00:20:14,471 --> 00:20:16,093 SPENCER: OK, FOOD'S HERE. PATIENCE: GREAT. 342 00:20:16,193 --> 00:20:19,455 GRACE: YAY! CARTER: COME ON, COME ON. SPENCER: HA HA! 343 00:20:19,555 --> 00:20:23,258 [OVERLAPPING CHATTER AND LAUGHTER] 344 00:20:23,358 --> 00:20:28,021 SEEING PEOPLE LAUGHING AND EATING AT A REPAST IS NEVER EASY. 345 00:20:28,121 --> 00:20:33,045 IT SEEMS THEY'VE ALL JUST...MOVED ON. 346 00:20:34,406 --> 00:20:36,948 YOU SEEM TO BE DOING OK. 347 00:20:37,048 --> 00:20:40,791 WE ALL FIND OUR PEACE IN DIFFERENT WAYS. 348 00:20:40,891 --> 00:20:43,153 HOW DID YOU FIND YOURS? 349 00:20:43,253 --> 00:20:46,155 THE MOMENT THAT I REALISED THAT YOUR DAD 350 00:20:46,255 --> 00:20:50,158 AND MY BELOVED MARY WERE REUNITED. 351 00:20:50,258 --> 00:20:52,460 HMM. 352 00:20:55,062 --> 00:20:57,724 I BELIEVE SHE COMES BEARING GIFTS FOR YOU. 353 00:20:57,824 --> 00:21:00,005 JORDAN: YEAH. WILLIE: SEE YA. 354 00:21:00,105 --> 00:21:01,486 SEE YA. 355 00:21:01,586 --> 00:21:03,368 [DISTANT CHATTER AND LAUGHTER CONTINUE] 356 00:21:03,468 --> 00:21:05,970 JORDAN: HI. LAYLA: HI. 357 00:21:06,070 --> 00:21:08,652 WHAT WAS THAT ABOUT? HEH! [JORDAN SIGHS] 358 00:21:08,752 --> 00:21:11,794 G.W.'s SECRET TO, UH, MOVING ON... 359 00:21:13,075 --> 00:21:17,138 WHICH, ADMITTEDLY, I AM...I AM NOWHERE NEAR. 360 00:21:17,238 --> 00:21:20,140 HEY, UM, YOU KNOW, IF YOU JUST WANT TO DUCK OUT, 361 00:21:20,240 --> 00:21:22,582 AND, LIKE, TAKE SOME TIME FOR YOURSELF, 362 00:21:22,682 --> 00:21:25,504 CLEAR YOUR HEAD, I'LL COVER FOR YOU. 363 00:21:25,604 --> 00:21:27,506 NO, I'M NOT-- [SIGHS] 364 00:21:27,606 --> 00:21:29,147 I CAN'T BAIL ON LIV AND MY MOM. 365 00:21:29,247 --> 00:21:32,830 HEY, I'M GONNA MAKE SURE THEY'RE FINE, OK? JUST GO. 366 00:21:32,930 --> 00:21:34,591 [CHATTER CONTINUES] 367 00:21:34,691 --> 00:21:38,074 JORDAN: THANK YOU, LAYLA. LAYLA: YEAH. 368 00:21:38,174 --> 00:21:40,996 [DISTANT LAUGHTER] 369 00:21:41,096 --> 00:21:43,558 YOU KNOW, DARIUS HAS BEEN KILLING IT AT WORK, 370 00:21:43,658 --> 00:21:45,559 SO WE'RE DEFINITELY GONNA HOLD YOU DOWN UNTIL YOU DECIDE 371 00:21:45,659 --> 00:21:48,822 YOU'RE READY TO COME BACK, MS. BAKER. [DOOR OPENS] 372 00:21:51,344 --> 00:21:53,865 WHAT IS JABARI DOING HERE? 373 00:21:56,187 --> 00:21:57,849 I DON'T KNOW, BUT I'LL HANDLE IT. 374 00:21:57,949 --> 00:22:00,010 PATIENCE: YEAH, WHY DON'T WE GET YOU SOME FOOD 375 00:22:00,110 --> 00:22:02,472 OR SOMETHING? GET SOMETHING, GET SOMETHING. 376 00:22:06,475 --> 00:22:08,336 COOP: HEY, LOOK, UM, 377 00:22:08,436 --> 00:22:11,219 BRO, YOU CAN'T BE HERE. YOU GOTTA BOUNCE. 378 00:22:11,319 --> 00:22:14,221 HE WILL. HE WILL. HE JUST PAYING HIS RESPECTS. COME ON. 379 00:22:14,321 --> 00:22:16,222 [ALUMINUM FOIL CRINKLES] LAURA: UM, 380 00:22:16,322 --> 00:22:18,704 I DIDN'T ORDER DAMN MASHED POTATOES. 381 00:22:18,804 --> 00:22:21,186 I ORDERED SWEET POTATOES! 382 00:22:21,286 --> 00:22:23,187 UM, I--I CHECKED THE CONTAINER. 383 00:22:23,287 --> 00:22:26,030 [SIGHS] HOW HARD IS IT FOR LOU'S TO GET THE ORDER RIGHT?! 384 00:22:26,130 --> 00:22:28,792 - YO, WE HAVE OTHER FOOD, MRS. BA-- - I DON'T WANT OTHER FOOD! 385 00:22:28,892 --> 00:22:32,194 OK. [SETS DOWN DISH] I'LL JUST GO BACK. 386 00:22:32,294 --> 00:22:34,516 LAURA: THAT WON'T BE NECESSARY. DENISE: ARE YOU SURE? 387 00:22:34,616 --> 00:22:36,437 'CAUSE IT'S RIGHT AROUND THE CORNER. HE CAN JUST GO BACK. 388 00:22:36,537 --> 00:22:38,679 [ECHOING] SPENCER: I'LL JUST GO BACK. DENISE: HE CAN JUST GO BACK. 389 00:22:38,779 --> 00:22:40,520 BILLY: I HAVE TO. SPENCER: IT'S ALL GOOD, MRS. BAKER. 390 00:22:40,620 --> 00:22:43,242 I CAN JUST GO BACK. LAURA: NO ONE IS GOING BACK, OK?! 391 00:22:43,342 --> 00:22:46,585 NO ONE IS GOING BACK! 392 00:22:51,829 --> 00:22:53,830 [MOUTHING WORDS] 393 00:22:55,031 --> 00:22:57,033 [SIGHS] 394 00:23:09,682 --> 00:23:12,224 JORDAN: HEY, THINK FAST, OLD MAN! 395 00:23:12,324 --> 00:23:13,585 BILLY: OOH. AWOO! JORDAN: HA HA! 396 00:23:13,685 --> 00:23:15,587 - "OLD MAN"? HA HA! - YUP. 397 00:23:15,687 --> 00:23:18,229 - OOH, THAT'S A LITTLE WOBBLY! - HA HA! 398 00:23:18,329 --> 00:23:20,470 JORDAN: AND YOU'RE THE ONE WHO TAUGHT ME HOW TO THROW A SPIRAL. 399 00:23:20,570 --> 00:23:23,052 BILLY: OH. NEVER HAD YOUR ARM, THOUGH. 400 00:23:31,058 --> 00:23:33,280 YOU KNOW... 401 00:23:33,380 --> 00:23:36,202 THE ONLY PAIN THAT MATCHES LOSING A CHILD 402 00:23:36,302 --> 00:23:38,964 IS LOSING... A SOULMATE. 403 00:23:39,064 --> 00:23:41,606 AND, SADLY, I'M THE ONLY PERSON IN THIS ROOM 404 00:23:41,706 --> 00:23:44,248 THAT'S EXPERIENCED BOTH. 405 00:23:44,348 --> 00:23:47,711 I CAN'T EVEN IMAGINE WHAT YOU ARE GOING THROUGH. 406 00:23:49,031 --> 00:23:51,613 LEAST YOU GOT TO SAY GOOD-BYE TO MARY. 407 00:23:51,713 --> 00:23:54,255 I'M NOT TRYING TO COMPARE THE TWO. 408 00:23:54,355 --> 00:23:58,198 I'M JUST TRYING TO BE THERE FOR MY DAUGHTER-IN-LAW. 409 00:24:04,843 --> 00:24:08,146 I WAS DOING SO GOOD, TOO, YOU KNOW? I... [INHALES DEEPLY] 410 00:24:08,246 --> 00:24:11,829 [SIGHS] I--I SAID BILLY'S NAME WITHOUT GETTING CHOKED UP, 411 00:24:11,929 --> 00:24:14,711 BUT THEN THERE'S JABARI, JUST IN MY HOUSE. 412 00:24:14,811 --> 00:24:17,233 THIS ISN'T HIS FAULT, LAURA. 413 00:24:17,333 --> 00:24:19,634 BILLY CHOSE 414 00:24:19,734 --> 00:24:22,156 TO GO BACK ON THAT BUS. 415 00:24:22,256 --> 00:24:24,678 THAT 17-YEAR-OLD BOY WATCHED 416 00:24:24,778 --> 00:24:27,120 HIS MENTOR SACRIFICE HIS LIFE FOR HIM. 417 00:24:27,220 --> 00:24:29,522 NO CHILD SHOULD HAVE TO CARRY THAT. 418 00:24:29,622 --> 00:24:32,844 THE ANGER YOU'RE FEELING HAS NOTHING TO DO WITH THIS KID. 419 00:24:32,944 --> 00:24:36,687 I KNOW, BUT THEN, WHEN I SAW HIM, ALL I COULD THINK ABOUT WAS BILLY. 420 00:24:36,787 --> 00:24:40,410 TALK TO HIM. HE'S JUST A KID, AND HE'S HURTING. 421 00:24:40,510 --> 00:24:43,332 I KNOW HE IS. [SNIFFLES] 422 00:24:43,432 --> 00:24:45,934 WE ALL ARE. 423 00:24:46,034 --> 00:24:48,036 EXACTLY. 424 00:24:50,597 --> 00:24:52,839 [LAURA SIGHS] 425 00:24:54,080 --> 00:24:55,701 HOW'S MY MOM DOING? 426 00:24:55,801 --> 00:24:58,704 [SIGHS] SHE'S FIGURING THINGS OUT. 427 00:24:58,804 --> 00:25:02,026 WE JUST HAVE TO MOVE AT HER SPEED. 428 00:25:02,126 --> 00:25:04,128 YEAH. 429 00:25:07,090 --> 00:25:10,773 [DOOR OPENS, CLOSES] 430 00:25:13,455 --> 00:25:16,237 JJ: HEY. OLIVIA: HEY. 431 00:25:16,337 --> 00:25:18,598 UH... 432 00:25:18,698 --> 00:25:21,681 ARE YOU JUST NOW GETTING HERE? 433 00:25:21,781 --> 00:25:23,842 UH, YEAH, YEAH. MY BAD. 434 00:25:23,942 --> 00:25:26,845 I--I HAD TO DROP ASHER AT HIS DOC APPOINTMENT 435 00:25:26,945 --> 00:25:30,287 FOR HIS ARM AND THEN STOP BY THE HOUSE FOR A SEC. 436 00:25:30,387 --> 00:25:32,249 NO WORRIES. 437 00:25:32,349 --> 00:25:35,211 THERE'S PLENTY OF FOOD IN THE FRIDGE. HELP YOURSELF. 438 00:25:35,311 --> 00:25:37,312 AWESOME. 439 00:25:38,954 --> 00:25:40,995 ARE YOU DRUNK? 440 00:25:42,716 --> 00:25:45,218 I CAN SMELL THE BOURBON. 441 00:25:45,318 --> 00:25:47,420 OK, YES, I HAD A FEW SIPS, 442 00:25:47,520 --> 00:25:49,662 BUT I PROMISE I'M NOT-- OLIVIA: ARE YOU SERIOUS? 443 00:25:49,762 --> 00:25:52,704 OF ALL THE DAYS TO DO THIS, YOU'RE GONNA DO THIS TODAY? 444 00:25:52,804 --> 00:25:54,866 LAYLA: HEY, WHAT'S GOING ON? OLIVIA: JJ's DRUNK. 445 00:25:54,966 --> 00:25:57,067 JJ: NO, I'M NOT. OLIVIA: IT DOESN'T MATTER. 446 00:25:57,167 --> 00:26:00,270 I CANNOT WITH THE LIES RIGHT NOW, SO PLEASE JUST GO, JJ, 447 00:26:00,370 --> 00:26:02,111 NOW. 448 00:26:02,211 --> 00:26:04,893 YOU'RE LITERALLY TRASH. 449 00:26:16,502 --> 00:26:18,503 [SIGHS] 450 00:26:23,307 --> 00:26:26,169 JABARI: THANKS FOR CALLING. JORDAN: YEAH. 451 00:26:26,269 --> 00:26:30,572 I HEARD WHAT HAPPENED WITH MY MOM AND...FIGURED I SHOULD REACH OUT. 452 00:26:30,672 --> 00:26:32,894 I SHOULDN'T HAVE COME INSIDE. 453 00:26:32,994 --> 00:26:34,895 YOU WERE JUST PAYING YOUR RESPECTS, 454 00:26:34,995 --> 00:26:36,977 AND I KNOW HOW HARD THAT MUST HAVE BEEN. 455 00:26:37,077 --> 00:26:39,059 SPEAKS TO WHO YOU ARE AS A PERSON, 456 00:26:39,159 --> 00:26:41,841 AND IT EXPLAINS WHAT MY DAD SAW IN YOU. 457 00:26:43,322 --> 00:26:46,224 JABARI, I NEED YOU TO HEAR ME. 458 00:26:46,324 --> 00:26:49,106 WHAT HAPPENED TO MY DAD 459 00:26:49,206 --> 00:26:51,228 WAS NOT YOUR FAULT. 460 00:26:51,328 --> 00:26:54,470 TRUTHFULLY, HE WOULD HAVE DONE THAT FOR ANY OF HIS PLAYERS. 461 00:26:54,570 --> 00:26:56,472 [SIGHS] 462 00:26:56,572 --> 00:26:59,354 THAT MEANS A LOT, J. 463 00:26:59,454 --> 00:27:00,995 SALUTE. 464 00:27:01,095 --> 00:27:03,096 YEAH. 465 00:27:05,018 --> 00:27:08,601 MAN, YOUR DAD TAUGHT ME EVERYTHING I KNOW... 466 00:27:08,701 --> 00:27:12,323 FROM THE CLASSROOM TO THE FOOTBALL FIELD. 467 00:27:12,423 --> 00:27:13,925 YEAH. 468 00:27:14,025 --> 00:27:16,446 YEAH, THAT FIELD WAS HIS SANCTUARY. 469 00:27:16,546 --> 00:27:18,408 BIG FACTS. 470 00:27:18,508 --> 00:27:21,090 HE HAD PLANNED TO COME BACK AND MAKE 471 00:27:21,190 --> 00:27:23,452 THE OFFICIAL ANNOUNCEMENT ON BILLY BAKER FIELD 472 00:27:23,552 --> 00:27:26,374 THAT HE WAS STAYING AT SOUTH CRENSHAW. 473 00:27:26,474 --> 00:27:28,776 WAIT. FOR REAL? 474 00:27:28,876 --> 00:27:31,418 IT WAS ONE OF THE LAST THINGS HE SAID 475 00:27:31,518 --> 00:27:34,780 TO ME AND MY TEAMMATES ON THAT BUS... 476 00:27:34,880 --> 00:27:37,622 AND HE WAS GONNA INVITE EVERYBODY, MAN: 477 00:27:37,722 --> 00:27:39,784 EX-PLAYERS, CURRENT PLAYERS, 478 00:27:39,884 --> 00:27:42,306 HELL, EVERYONE IN THE COMMUNITY. 479 00:27:42,406 --> 00:27:44,948 HE WANTED US TO KNOW THAT HE WASN'T JUST 480 00:27:45,048 --> 00:27:49,431 COMMITTED TO THE SCHOOL, BUT...TO THE COMMUNITY, TOO. 481 00:27:49,531 --> 00:27:51,833 HE WAS DOUBLING DOWN ON SOUTH CRENSHAW, 482 00:27:51,933 --> 00:27:54,575 MAN, FOR GOOD. 483 00:27:56,016 --> 00:27:58,017 HMM. 484 00:28:01,980 --> 00:28:03,882 JORDAN: HEY. LAYLA: HEY. 485 00:28:03,982 --> 00:28:06,444 I WANT TO THROW MY DAD A CELEBRATION. 486 00:28:06,544 --> 00:28:09,006 OK, YEAH. WHAT KIND OF CELEBRATION AND WHEN? 487 00:28:09,106 --> 00:28:10,847 TONIGHT, BILLY BAKER FIELD. 488 00:28:10,947 --> 00:28:13,009 - TONIGHT? - YES, MY DAD WAS PLANNING 489 00:28:13,109 --> 00:28:14,810 ON TELLING THE COMMUNITY THAT HE WAS STAYING 490 00:28:14,910 --> 00:28:17,292 AT SOUTH CRENSHAW, BUT HE NEVER HAD THE CHANCE, AND I KNOW 491 00:28:17,392 --> 00:28:20,294 THAT MY MOM WANTED SOME PRIVATE FUNERAL, BUT I JUST FEEL 492 00:28:20,394 --> 00:28:23,777 LIKE THE COMMUNITY NEEDS THEIR CHANCE TO CELEBRATE MY DAD, TOO, 493 00:28:23,877 --> 00:28:27,179 CELEBRATE THE MAN THAT HE WAS, OK? I MEAN, WE ALL DO. 494 00:28:27,279 --> 00:28:30,862 RIGHT. UM, I MEAN, I GUESS WE CAN GET THE VORTEX TO PITCH IN AND HELP. 495 00:28:30,962 --> 00:28:33,304 I JUST--I HAVE ONE QUESTION: 496 00:28:33,404 --> 00:28:35,586 ARE YOU SURE YOUR MOM'S GONNA BE DOWN WITH THIS? 497 00:28:35,686 --> 00:28:38,548 I'M NOT, UM, WHICH... 498 00:28:38,648 --> 00:28:41,190 WHICH IS WHY WE'RE NOT GONNA TELL HER. 499 00:28:41,290 --> 00:28:44,512 MMM. UM, AND YOU'RE SURE YOU'RE OK WITH THAT? 500 00:28:44,612 --> 00:28:46,474 YES, I AM. 501 00:28:46,574 --> 00:28:49,676 LOOK, LAYLA, THIS IS ME TRYING TO RESPECT MY MOM'S WISHES, 502 00:28:49,776 --> 00:28:52,578 BUT HONOUR WHAT MY DAD WANTED, TOO. 503 00:28:53,779 --> 00:28:55,981 LAYLA: OK. JORDAN: GREAT. 504 00:28:58,262 --> 00:29:02,886 DENISE: SO, YOU THINK YOU'RE READY TO HAVE THIS CONVERSATION WITH JABARI? 505 00:29:02,986 --> 00:29:04,687 [SIGHS] 506 00:29:04,787 --> 00:29:08,690 I DON'T KNOW IF I CAN DO IT... 507 00:29:08,790 --> 00:29:11,773 BUT I FEEL LIKE I HAVE TO TRY. 508 00:29:11,873 --> 00:29:14,595 GRACE: I'M PROUD OF YOU. LAURA: THANKS. 509 00:29:17,517 --> 00:29:19,859 THE HOUSE IS AWFULLY QUIET. 510 00:29:19,959 --> 00:29:22,421 SOMETHING'S UP. DENISE: HEH! 511 00:29:22,521 --> 00:29:25,383 ISN'T IT FUNNY HOW WE SAY THAT, NO MATTER HOW OLD OUR KIDS ARE? 512 00:29:25,483 --> 00:29:27,504 [BOTH CHUCKLE] 513 00:29:27,604 --> 00:29:31,347 OK, WHAT ARE YOU TWO NOT TELLING ME? 514 00:29:31,447 --> 00:29:34,630 THE KIDS ARE PLANNING A CELEBRATION FOR BILLY, 515 00:29:34,730 --> 00:29:37,352 TONIGHT AT THE BILLY BAKER FIELD, 516 00:29:37,452 --> 00:29:40,674 SOMETHING FOR THE WHOLE COMMUNITY. LAURA: AND NO ONE TOLD ME? 517 00:29:40,774 --> 00:29:43,276 THEY DIDN'T KNOW IF YOU'D BE READY FOR IT, AND 518 00:29:43,376 --> 00:29:45,678 THEY STILL WANTED TO HONOUR THEIR FATHER'S WISHES. 519 00:29:45,778 --> 00:29:48,440 GRACE: AND IF YOU ARE READY, OBVIOUSLY, 520 00:29:48,540 --> 00:29:51,542 THEY WOULD LOVE FOR YOU TO BE THERE. [LAURA SIGHS] 521 00:29:52,823 --> 00:29:56,666 WELL, THEY'RE RIGHT. I'M NOT READY. 522 00:29:59,668 --> 00:30:01,570 [DOOR OPENS] 523 00:30:01,670 --> 00:30:03,531 DILLON: MMM. 524 00:30:03,631 --> 00:30:06,534 GOT YOUR TEXT. WHAT'S GOING ON? WE COULDN'T TALK AT HOME? 525 00:30:06,634 --> 00:30:09,856 JORDAN'S COOKING UP A DOPE IDEA OUTSIDE ON THE FOOTBALL FIELD, 526 00:30:09,956 --> 00:30:15,000 BUT I FIGURED I'D STEAL A COUPLE MINUTES WITH YOU BEFORE CHAOS DESCENDS. 527 00:30:16,441 --> 00:30:18,302 [GRUNTS] WHAT'S UP? 528 00:30:18,402 --> 00:30:20,504 [SIGHS] THANK YOU. 529 00:30:20,604 --> 00:30:22,505 FOR WHAT? 530 00:30:22,605 --> 00:30:24,507 FOR SHOWING UP FOR ME. 531 00:30:24,607 --> 00:30:26,508 SPENCE, YOU'RE MY BROTHER. 532 00:30:26,608 --> 00:30:29,891 I'M ALWAYS GONNA BE HERE. 533 00:30:32,573 --> 00:30:35,795 THAT VOICEMAIL THAT BILLY LEFT... 534 00:30:35,895 --> 00:30:39,078 THE ONE I KEEP LISTENING TO? 535 00:30:39,178 --> 00:30:41,680 I DIDN'T MISS THE CALL THAT DAY. 536 00:30:41,780 --> 00:30:44,122 I DECLINED IT 537 00:30:44,222 --> 00:30:46,603 'CAUSE I WAS STILL ANGRY AT HIM FOR TAKING 538 00:30:46,703 --> 00:30:49,446 THE HEAD-COACH GIG AT GAU. 539 00:30:49,546 --> 00:30:51,607 I'D GIVE ANYTHING 540 00:30:51,707 --> 00:30:54,249 TO GET THAT MOMENT BACK, 541 00:30:54,349 --> 00:30:56,611 BUT, UH, TIME DOESN'T RUN BACKWARDS, SO NOW 542 00:30:56,711 --> 00:30:59,253 I STAY RUNNING FOR EVERYBODY THAT NEEDS COACH 543 00:30:59,353 --> 00:31:01,775 RIGHT NOW AND CAN'T HAVE HIM. 544 00:31:01,875 --> 00:31:03,776 I GOTTA BE THERE FOR THEM. 545 00:31:03,876 --> 00:31:06,899 AND YOU STAY RUNNING BECAUSE IF YOU STOP, 546 00:31:06,999 --> 00:31:10,521 YOUR MIND'S GONNA TAKE YOU RIGHT BACK TO DECLINING THAT CALL. 547 00:31:11,722 --> 00:31:15,625 WHEN'D YOU GET SO SMART, MAN? 548 00:31:15,725 --> 00:31:19,628 [FOOTSTEPS APPROACH] OLIVIA: SEE THE JAMES BROTHERS GOT THE INVITE, TOO? 549 00:31:19,728 --> 00:31:23,631 DILLON: UH, ALL I KNOW IS THAT APPARENTLY JORDAN IS PLANNING SOMETHING DOPE, 550 00:31:23,731 --> 00:31:28,134 AND NOW SEEMS LIKE A GOOD IDEA TO SEE IF HE NEEDS HELP WITH THAT. 551 00:31:29,375 --> 00:31:32,878 I JUST, UM, I WANTED TO SAY THANK YOU. 552 00:31:32,978 --> 00:31:35,720 I MEAN, YOU ARE THE GLUE THAT KEPT 553 00:31:35,820 --> 00:31:38,522 MY FAMILY TOGETHER THIS WEEK, AND... 554 00:31:38,622 --> 00:31:41,565 I MEAN, ESPECIALLY WITH MY MOM AND THE FUNERAL STUFF, 555 00:31:41,665 --> 00:31:43,886 IT JUST MEANS A LOT. 556 00:31:43,986 --> 00:31:46,488 I'M JUST TRYING TO DO MY PART, 557 00:31:46,588 --> 00:31:49,891 HELPING Y'ALL FIND Y'ALL FOOTING IN THIS NEW NORMAL. 558 00:31:49,991 --> 00:31:53,293 I DON'T KNOW THAT IT WILL EVER FEEL NORMAL. 559 00:31:53,393 --> 00:31:57,657 - NO. - I THINK THAT'S WHY I COULDN'T FINISH MY EULOGY, 560 00:31:57,757 --> 00:31:59,818 'CAUSE MY DAD IS... 561 00:31:59,918 --> 00:32:02,820 A LOT OF THINGS, BUT... 562 00:32:02,920 --> 00:32:08,144 MOST IMPORTANTLY, HE WAS MY EVERYTHING. 563 00:32:08,244 --> 00:32:11,227 HOW AM I SUPPOSED TO PUT THAT INTO WORDS? [CHUCKLES] 564 00:32:11,327 --> 00:32:15,510 HMM...KINDA SOUNDS LIKE YOU JUST DID. 565 00:32:15,610 --> 00:32:16,991 [CHUCKLES] 566 00:32:17,091 --> 00:32:18,512 YEAH. 567 00:32:18,612 --> 00:32:21,194 JORDAN: YO! HEY. 568 00:32:21,294 --> 00:32:24,316 BROUGHT A FEW FRIENDS WITH ME. 569 00:32:24,416 --> 00:32:26,518 [CHUCKLES] FRAUSTO. 570 00:32:26,618 --> 00:32:29,520 SPENCER: WHAT'S GOOD, MY BOY? THANK YOU FOR COMING, MAN. 571 00:32:29,620 --> 00:32:31,962 COME ON, SPENCE. YOU KNOW WE HAD TO PULL UP FOR COACH. 572 00:32:32,062 --> 00:32:34,164 SPENCER: OH, YEAH. ASHER: GOAT OF ALL COACHES. 573 00:32:34,264 --> 00:32:38,167 COOP: FACTS. DEFINITELY A DOPE WAY TO CELEBRATE HIS GREATNESS. 574 00:32:38,267 --> 00:32:40,408 WAIT. WHAT HAPPENED TO LAYLA? 575 00:32:40,508 --> 00:32:43,451 SHE IS...PICKING UP A LAST-MINUTE NECESSITY. 576 00:32:43,551 --> 00:32:46,333 JORDAN: HMM. OK. SO, UH, REAL QUICK, UH, WE STILL HAVE A FEW MORE PEOPLE 577 00:32:46,433 --> 00:32:48,695 ARRIVING AND SOME SETTING-UP TO DO ON THE FOOTBALL FIELD, 578 00:32:48,795 --> 00:32:51,337 BUT I JUST WANTED TO SAY THANK YOU ALL 579 00:32:51,437 --> 00:32:53,538 FOR MAKING THIS POSSIBLE. HEH! 580 00:32:53,638 --> 00:32:55,700 THIS SCHOOL IS, UM, 581 00:32:55,800 --> 00:32:58,342 IT'S WHERE MY DAD BROKE RECORDS AS A PLAYER 582 00:32:58,442 --> 00:33:00,984 AND--AND WON GAMES AS A COACH... 583 00:33:01,084 --> 00:33:04,066 [SIGHS] INCLUDING A CHAMPIONSHIP GAME LAST YEAR 584 00:33:04,166 --> 00:33:06,668 THAT I CAN FINALLY ADMIT-- FRAUSTO: OH, SO NOW 585 00:33:06,768 --> 00:33:09,270 YOU WANT TO GIVE US OUR FLOWERS? OK. [ALL CHUCKLE] 586 00:33:09,370 --> 00:33:12,592 BUT--BUT IN ALL SERIOUSNESS, OK, UM, 587 00:33:12,692 --> 00:33:15,234 WE ALWAYS HEAR ABOUT HOW MUCH, 588 00:33:15,334 --> 00:33:18,237 YOU KNOW, MY DAD MEANT TO YOU GUYS, UM... 589 00:33:18,337 --> 00:33:20,679 BUT YOU GUYS HAVE NO IDEA 590 00:33:20,779 --> 00:33:23,361 HOW MUCH YOU MEANT TO MY DAD, UM, 591 00:33:23,461 --> 00:33:25,882 SO LET'S GET TO THE FIELD AND GET 592 00:33:25,982 --> 00:33:28,644 THIS SMALL CELEBRATION UNDERWAY, HUH? 593 00:33:28,744 --> 00:33:30,566 PREACH: SMALL? 594 00:33:30,666 --> 00:33:34,389 WAIT TILL YOU SEE THE CROWD FORMING OUTSIDE. 595 00:33:49,840 --> 00:33:51,842 [SIGHS] 596 00:34:21,624 --> 00:34:23,085 [CLEARS THROAT] 597 00:34:23,185 --> 00:34:26,408 [SNIFFLES] WILLIE, WHAT ARE YOU DOING HERE? 598 00:34:26,508 --> 00:34:29,410 I WAS IN THE NEIGHBORHOOD AND FIGURED WHY THE HELL NOT? 599 00:34:29,510 --> 00:34:32,052 I LOVE WHAT YOU'VE DONE WITH THE PLACE. 600 00:34:32,152 --> 00:34:35,254 THE PICTURES BILLY USED TO SEND ME DON'T DO IT JUSTICE. 601 00:34:35,354 --> 00:34:38,737 LAURA: HE SENT YOU PICTURES? WILLIE: ALL THE TIME. 602 00:34:38,837 --> 00:34:41,619 WE USED TO TALK ON THE PHONE EVERY WEDNESDAY. 603 00:34:41,719 --> 00:34:44,621 WHEN DID THIS HAPPEN? 604 00:34:44,721 --> 00:34:46,343 MONTHS AGO. 605 00:34:46,443 --> 00:34:49,985 THE BEST THING THAT EVER HAPPENED FOR MY SON AND I. 606 00:34:50,085 --> 00:34:54,689 WE'D END EACH CALL WITH..."I LOVE YOU." 607 00:34:59,052 --> 00:35:02,374 I GUESS THAT'S... [SIGHS] 608 00:35:03,615 --> 00:35:07,118 WHY YOU'RE DEALING WITH HIS DEATH SO WELL. 609 00:35:07,218 --> 00:35:11,641 YEAH. YOU KNOW, MARY AND I THOUGHT WE'D BE IN THIS HOUSE FOREVER, 610 00:35:11,741 --> 00:35:13,963 CHASING THE SUN TOGETHER. 611 00:35:14,063 --> 00:35:16,765 ONCE I LOST HER, I LOST HOPE IN LOVE 612 00:35:16,865 --> 00:35:19,487 UNTIL YOU AND BILLY MOVED IN. 613 00:35:19,587 --> 00:35:22,089 YOU BROUGHT LOVE BACK INTO THIS HOME; 614 00:35:22,189 --> 00:35:26,072 NOT JUST THE TWO OF YOU, BUT JORDAN AND OLIVIA, TOO. 615 00:35:27,913 --> 00:35:30,816 I AM GUESSING THAT YOU KNEW ABOUT TONIGHT, TOO? 616 00:35:30,916 --> 00:35:34,138 I WAS THE FIRST ONE JORDAN REACHED OUT TO. 617 00:35:34,238 --> 00:35:36,660 YOU SHOULD BE MY PLUS-ONE. 618 00:35:36,760 --> 00:35:39,262 OH, I... 619 00:35:39,362 --> 00:35:42,945 I DON'T THINK I'M READY FOR THAT. WILLIE: OF COURSE YOU ARE. 620 00:35:43,045 --> 00:35:46,147 YOU ARE THE MAIN REASON BILLY IS SO EMBRACED. 621 00:35:46,247 --> 00:35:50,230 WHEN YOU MOVED BACK HERE, YOU GAVE HIM BACK TO HIS COMMUNITY. 622 00:35:50,330 --> 00:35:54,313 ALL THEY WANT TO DO IS GIVE BACK TO YOU 623 00:35:54,413 --> 00:35:56,495 AND SAY THANK YOU. 624 00:36:00,858 --> 00:36:03,320 [OVERLAPPING CHATTER] 625 00:36:03,420 --> 00:36:04,801 LAYLA: THANK YOU AGAIN FOR DOING THIS. 626 00:36:04,901 --> 00:36:07,443 COACH BAKER REALLY WAS YOUR BIGGEST FAN. 627 00:36:07,543 --> 00:36:11,466 I'M JUST GLAD TO BE HERE FOR YOU ALL. IT'S A VERY SPECIAL CELEBRATION. 628 00:36:14,148 --> 00:36:17,330 GOOD EVENING, EVERYBODY. UH, MY NAME IS SHAWN STOCKMAN. 629 00:36:17,430 --> 00:36:19,172 [CHEERING AND WHISTLING] 630 00:36:19,272 --> 00:36:21,373 SHAWN: COACH, THIS IS FOR YOU. 631 00:36:21,473 --> 00:36:24,155 [GUITAR PLAYING A BALLAD] 632 00:36:30,760 --> 00:36:33,703 ♪ THERE'S A REASON ♪ 633 00:36:33,803 --> 00:36:36,265 ♪ FOR EVERYTHING ♪ 634 00:36:36,365 --> 00:36:40,508 ♪ AND A PURPOSE FOR EVERYONE ♪ 635 00:36:40,608 --> 00:36:43,910 ♪ LIKE THE SEASONS ♪ 636 00:36:44,010 --> 00:36:46,512 ♪ WERE MADE TO CHANGE ♪ 637 00:36:46,612 --> 00:36:50,916 ♪ THAT'S WHY WE APPRECIATE EACH ONE ♪ 638 00:36:51,016 --> 00:36:55,919 ♪ THERE'S ROADS WE ALL MUST TRAVEL ♪ 639 00:36:56,019 --> 00:37:00,403 ♪ THOUGH THE DESTINATION IS THE SAME ♪ 640 00:37:00,503 --> 00:37:03,405 [CELL PHONE VIBRATES] ♪ BUT THE FOOTPRINTS ♪ 641 00:37:03,505 --> 00:37:07,008 ♪ WE LEAVE BEHIND'S WHAT MAKE ♪ 642 00:37:07,108 --> 00:37:11,211 ♪ THE JOURNEY WORTH ALL THE PAIN ♪ 643 00:37:11,311 --> 00:37:17,535 ♪ NOW LISTEN, DON'T YOU CRY ♪ 644 00:37:17,635 --> 00:37:21,739 ♪ WIPE THE TEARS AWAY FROM YOUR EYES ♪ 645 00:37:21,839 --> 00:37:24,661 ♪ I'M ALL RIGHT ♪ 646 00:37:24,761 --> 00:37:27,783 ♪ IT'S OK ♪ 647 00:37:27,883 --> 00:37:30,585 ♪ MY WORK IS ALL DONE... ♪ 648 00:37:30,685 --> 00:37:32,687 JABARI. 649 00:37:33,968 --> 00:37:36,229 WILLIE: I'LL BE ON THE FIELD. LAURA: OK. 650 00:37:36,329 --> 00:37:40,232 MS. BAKER, LOOK, I--I AM SO SORRY. I NE-- 651 00:37:40,332 --> 00:37:42,374 ME FIRST. 652 00:37:45,857 --> 00:37:48,639 BILLY GAVE UP HIS LIFE FOR YOU, 653 00:37:48,739 --> 00:37:51,080 AND NOW I NEED YOU TO TAKE 654 00:37:51,180 --> 00:37:53,082 EVERYTHING HE TAUGHT YOU 655 00:37:53,182 --> 00:37:56,605 AND MAKE THE MOST OF THE LIFE THAT YOU STILL HAVE. 656 00:37:56,705 --> 00:37:59,006 CAN YOU PROMISE ME THAT? 657 00:37:59,106 --> 00:38:01,568 YES, MA'AM. YOU--YOU GOT MY WORD. 658 00:38:01,668 --> 00:38:04,170 I NEED MORE THAN YOUR WORD. 659 00:38:04,270 --> 00:38:06,772 I NEED YOUR COMMITMENT, 660 00:38:06,872 --> 00:38:09,614 YOUR DEDICATION, 661 00:38:09,714 --> 00:38:12,456 AND PROOF THAT YOU'RE MAKING 662 00:38:12,556 --> 00:38:14,818 AN IMPACT... 663 00:38:14,918 --> 00:38:17,840 BECAUSE THAT'S HOW BILLY WOULD DO IT. 664 00:38:19,081 --> 00:38:21,623 DON'T LET US DOWN. 665 00:38:21,723 --> 00:38:23,585 I WON'T. 666 00:38:23,685 --> 00:38:26,767 [GUITAR-PLAYING RESUMES] 667 00:38:29,809 --> 00:38:31,711 [SONG ENDS] 668 00:38:31,811 --> 00:38:33,812 [SCATTERED CHEERING] 669 00:38:40,377 --> 00:38:42,319 JORDAN: OH. 670 00:38:42,419 --> 00:38:45,361 OLIVIA: WHAT'S--WHAT'S-- WHAT'S THIS? WILLIE: FIREWORKS. 671 00:38:45,461 --> 00:38:48,003 IT AIN'T A CELEBRATION FOR BILLY WITHOUT THESE. 672 00:38:48,103 --> 00:38:51,966 WOW, G.W., THIS--THIS IS R-- 673 00:38:52,066 --> 00:38:55,649 UM, AHEM. MOM. MOM, LOOK, I--I CAN EXPLAIN. EVERYTHING-- 674 00:38:55,749 --> 00:38:57,750 LAURA: IT'S OK. 675 00:39:00,312 --> 00:39:02,314 OK. 676 00:39:10,560 --> 00:39:12,862 A WISE MAN... 677 00:39:12,962 --> 00:39:15,624 ONCE SAID THAT LIFE... 678 00:39:15,724 --> 00:39:18,626 IS A SERIES OF LOSSES, 679 00:39:18,726 --> 00:39:21,628 BUT LOSSES BREED LESSONS AND... 680 00:39:21,728 --> 00:39:24,630 LESSONS CREATE BLESSINGS. 681 00:39:24,730 --> 00:39:28,053 THAT WISE MAN WAS MY HUSBAND. 682 00:39:31,175 --> 00:39:33,077 I HONESTLY DIDN'T BELIEVE HIM 683 00:39:33,177 --> 00:39:35,078 TILL JUST NOW BECAUSE FOR 684 00:39:35,178 --> 00:39:37,880 THE PAST FEW DAYS, I'VE BEEN 685 00:39:37,980 --> 00:39:41,123 PUSHING BACK ON THE IDEA OF COMMUNITY 686 00:39:41,223 --> 00:39:45,286 AND SHARING MY GRIEF FOR BILLY WITH YOU. 687 00:39:45,386 --> 00:39:50,009 BUT TRUTHFULLY, I WOULDN'T BE HERE WITHOUT YOU, 688 00:39:50,109 --> 00:39:53,732 AND I REALISE THAT I CAN'T MOVE FORWARD WITHOUT YOU. 689 00:39:53,832 --> 00:39:55,093 [SNIFFLES] 690 00:39:55,193 --> 00:39:57,575 BILLY IS... [SIGHS] 691 00:39:57,675 --> 00:39:59,676 MY LOSS... 692 00:40:00,597 --> 00:40:02,939 THE GREATEST LOSS, 693 00:40:03,039 --> 00:40:05,941 MY PAIN, MY LESSON. 694 00:40:06,041 --> 00:40:09,504 [SIGHS] BUT YOU... 695 00:40:09,604 --> 00:40:14,608 I'M SO GRATEFUL THAT ALL OF YOU HAVE TURNED INTO MY BLESSING. 696 00:40:15,849 --> 00:40:18,090 THANK YOU. 697 00:40:28,938 --> 00:40:31,440 [FIREWORKS WHISTLING AND BOOMING] 698 00:40:31,540 --> 00:40:34,462 [EMILY ROWED'S "LET ME HURT" PLAYING] 699 00:40:37,024 --> 00:40:38,886 ♪ I AM UNFOLDING ♪ 700 00:40:38,986 --> 00:40:42,629 ♪ I AM NOT HOLDING ON ♪ 701 00:40:44,150 --> 00:40:46,051 ♪ SHATTERED IN PIECES ♪ 702 00:40:46,151 --> 00:40:50,094 ♪ I AM THE BROKEN ONE ♪ 703 00:40:50,194 --> 00:40:53,737 ♪ IF YOU ONLY KNEW THE CHAOS ♪ 704 00:40:53,837 --> 00:40:56,739 ♪ INSIDE MY HEAD ♪ 705 00:40:56,839 --> 00:40:58,701 ♪ WISH THAT I COULD RUN ♪ 706 00:40:58,801 --> 00:41:01,022 BILLY: SPENCER JAMES? EMILY: ♪ BUT I'M JUST NOT ♪ 707 00:41:01,122 --> 00:41:04,585 ♪ READY YET ♪ BILLY: MY BAD. DIDN'T MEAN TO, UH, STARTLE YOU. 708 00:41:04,685 --> 00:41:06,747 EMILY: ♪ JUST LET ME HURT ♪ BILLY: BILLY BAKER, 709 00:41:06,847 --> 00:41:09,269 VARSITY COACH, BEVERLY HIGH. EMILY: ♪ A LITTLE LONGER ♪ 710 00:41:09,369 --> 00:41:11,550 SPENCER: BEVERLY HILLS, HUH? BILLY: YES, SIR. 711 00:41:11,650 --> 00:41:16,894 EMILY: ♪ I'M IN A WAR WITH NO ARMOUR ♪ 712 00:41:18,175 --> 00:41:20,717 ♪ NEED TO CRY AN OCEAN ♪ 713 00:41:20,817 --> 00:41:24,220 ♪ BEFORE I'M STRONGER ♪ 714 00:41:25,701 --> 00:41:27,602 ♪ JUST LET ME HURT ♪ 715 00:41:27,702 --> 00:41:30,744 ♪ A LITTLE LONGER ♪ 716 00:41:32,506 --> 00:41:37,149 ♪ JUST LET ME HURT A LITTLE LONGER ♪ 717 00:41:39,671 --> 00:41:43,974 ♪ JUST LET ME HURT A LITTLE LONGER ♪ 718 00:41:44,074 --> 00:41:46,576 BACKGROUND SINGERS: ♪ LONGER ♪ 719 00:41:46,676 --> 00:41:50,820 ♪ I'M IN A WAR WITH NO ARMOUR ♪ 720 00:41:50,920 --> 00:41:53,782 ♪ ARMOR ♪ 721 00:41:53,882 --> 00:41:59,006 ♪ JUST LET ME HURT A LITTLE LONGER ♪ 722 00:42:20,902 --> 00:42:22,903 MAN: GREG, MOVE YOUR HEAD.