1 00:00:18,144 --> 00:00:19,437 [Joe] Previously on You: 2 00:00:19,520 --> 00:00:21,355 Henry Forty Quinn-Goldberg. 3 00:00:21,439 --> 00:00:22,398 [Love] We're a family. 4 00:00:22,482 --> 00:00:23,733 [Joe] Now that the baby's here, 5 00:00:23,816 --> 00:00:26,819 at least our white picket purgatory feels logical. 6 00:00:26,903 --> 00:00:28,362 Hey, Natalie. Hi. 7 00:00:28,446 --> 00:00:30,406 [Joe] My heart's not really in it. 8 00:00:30,490 --> 00:00:33,493 How could it be when you stole it? 9 00:00:35,036 --> 00:00:36,496 No. Husband, father. I can't. 10 00:00:36,579 --> 00:00:38,956 Sorry. I'm just looking for a friend. 11 00:00:39,040 --> 00:00:41,501 Everyone has to find their way in Madre Linda. 12 00:00:41,584 --> 00:00:43,753 Even around Sherry and her mafia? 13 00:00:43,836 --> 00:00:46,380 [Natalie] It'll be easier if you can get them to accept you. 14 00:00:46,464 --> 00:00:51,094 -I have this fantasy of opening a bakery. -There's a space available. 15 00:00:51,177 --> 00:00:53,054 Call me if you wanna see it. 16 00:00:59,102 --> 00:01:01,979 Natalie. I wanted to see the place you were talking about. 17 00:01:02,063 --> 00:01:04,524 [Natalie] You can have this place up crazy fast. 18 00:01:04,607 --> 00:01:09,403 This place could be a raging success. So, what do you think? [gasps] 19 00:01:09,487 --> 00:01:11,197 Hey, Love. Hey, you okay? 20 00:01:11,280 --> 00:01:14,075 Joe, I think we need to go to couples therapy. 21 00:01:27,755 --> 00:01:29,132 So, what brings you in? 22 00:01:31,509 --> 00:01:32,510 [door closes] 23 00:01:37,765 --> 00:01:39,642 -What?! -Shh. Don't wake him up. 24 00:01:40,893 --> 00:01:43,896 Love, what did you do? 25 00:01:50,611 --> 00:01:52,321 What did you do? 26 00:01:52,405 --> 00:01:53,489 We had a fight. 27 00:01:53,573 --> 00:01:56,659 Obviously. You wouldn't be here if you hadn't. 28 00:01:56,742 --> 00:01:58,911 Yeah. I caught him cheating. 29 00:02:00,538 --> 00:02:02,331 [Joe] Good, we're diving right in. 30 00:02:03,166 --> 00:02:06,586 [whispering] It's okay, Henry. I won't let anything happen to you, I promise. 31 00:02:10,548 --> 00:02:12,633 [in normal voice] Love, I told you, nothing happened. 32 00:02:12,717 --> 00:02:14,802 If anything, she came on to me. 33 00:02:14,886 --> 00:02:16,012 You kept a box. 34 00:02:17,138 --> 00:02:18,598 I know what that means. 35 00:02:18,681 --> 00:02:20,349 I know you. 36 00:02:20,433 --> 00:02:21,809 So you kill her? 37 00:02:21,893 --> 00:02:25,229 Technically, I didn't cheat. 38 00:02:25,313 --> 00:02:26,314 "Technically"? 39 00:02:26,397 --> 00:02:29,525 I caught him about to cheat. It's the same thing. 40 00:02:29,609 --> 00:02:31,777 [Joe] The difference is that I almost did a bad thing 41 00:02:31,861 --> 00:02:33,613 and she did a terrible thing. 42 00:02:33,696 --> 00:02:36,365 I can't say what she did, so I'm the villain. 43 00:02:36,449 --> 00:02:38,159 I'm not saying I'm blameless. 44 00:02:39,619 --> 00:02:40,786 But she went crazy. 45 00:02:41,454 --> 00:02:43,831 What does that mean, "crazy"? 46 00:02:43,915 --> 00:02:45,541 [Joe] You're the shrink, that's your job. 47 00:02:45,625 --> 00:02:47,168 She flew off the handle... 48 00:02:48,085 --> 00:02:50,129 and broke a vase. 49 00:02:50,630 --> 00:02:52,215 A vase. 50 00:02:52,298 --> 00:02:54,592 -It was priceless. -Cheap and tacky. 51 00:02:54,675 --> 00:02:56,052 Impossible to undo. 52 00:02:56,135 --> 00:03:00,306 Don't fight, don't make it worse. There's no telling how she'll react. 53 00:03:01,432 --> 00:03:02,266 Okay. 54 00:03:03,643 --> 00:03:04,769 I broke a vase. 55 00:03:05,811 --> 00:03:11,025 It's just, sometimes, I get passionate. 56 00:03:11,108 --> 00:03:12,109 What are you doing? 57 00:03:12,818 --> 00:03:15,279 Her phone, Love. Her trackable, traceable phone. 58 00:03:15,363 --> 00:03:19,784 Did you even think about that before you buried an ax in our neighbor? 59 00:03:21,285 --> 00:03:24,080 No. No, I didn't plan it like some psychopath. 60 00:03:24,163 --> 00:03:25,539 I-- Fuck. 61 00:03:28,167 --> 00:03:29,460 There's this too. 62 00:03:30,378 --> 00:03:31,212 I, um... 63 00:03:32,171 --> 00:03:37,969 -I signed the lease for the bakery. -You signed a lease for our crime scene? 64 00:03:38,052 --> 00:03:39,345 Give me this. 65 00:03:40,972 --> 00:03:43,683 I thought it would be good, a reason I was here with her. 66 00:03:43,766 --> 00:03:47,186 I know there's a mess to clean up, but I couldn't leave 67 00:03:47,270 --> 00:03:49,480 and let somebody come in here. And now we have-- 68 00:03:49,563 --> 00:03:53,609 -You know, time to cover it up. -We have no time. There's no time. 69 00:03:53,693 --> 00:03:56,612 I'm not good at this. You backed me into a corner, 70 00:03:56,696 --> 00:04:00,157 -and I was trying to protect our family-- -[yelling] Let me focus! 71 00:04:00,241 --> 00:04:02,034 -[Henry crying] -I got it! 72 00:04:08,082 --> 00:04:09,750 So you have a new baby? 73 00:04:09,834 --> 00:04:11,836 -Yeah. -Yeah, Henry. 74 00:04:12,670 --> 00:04:15,256 -Sometimes we call him Forty. -His name's Henry. 75 00:04:15,339 --> 00:04:18,009 A good therapist would dig into why our child is named 76 00:04:18,092 --> 00:04:20,136 after her dead addict brother. 77 00:04:20,219 --> 00:04:23,556 So, Joe, how have you found the transition to fatherhood? 78 00:04:23,639 --> 00:04:26,892 [Joe] A tangle of dread and failure. Oh, and, also, murder. 79 00:04:26,976 --> 00:04:28,144 It's great. 80 00:04:36,485 --> 00:04:38,154 A little challenging. 81 00:04:38,946 --> 00:04:41,198 -For both of us. -For me more than him. 82 00:04:42,241 --> 00:04:44,744 He's been-- and he'd admit-- 83 00:04:45,870 --> 00:04:49,582 checked out, going through the motions. 84 00:04:50,166 --> 00:04:54,378 And it's like, "Why...? Why isn't his heart in it? 85 00:04:54,962 --> 00:04:57,590 And why won't he try?" 86 00:04:58,257 --> 00:05:01,469 -I have been trying. -You're saying you've been all in? 87 00:05:02,136 --> 00:05:05,473 When you're only truly present maybe 50% of the time? 88 00:05:05,556 --> 00:05:07,767 [Joe] Textbook. She'd rather make it about me and Henry 89 00:05:07,850 --> 00:05:09,769 than look at her part in this. 90 00:05:09,852 --> 00:05:12,480 Okay. Love, we need a story. 91 00:05:13,105 --> 00:05:14,273 A reason she died. 92 00:05:14,357 --> 00:05:18,736 She was unstable and unhappy, 93 00:05:18,819 --> 00:05:21,947 -and she killed herself. -With an ax? 94 00:05:22,031 --> 00:05:24,325 She fell off a cliff and hit her head. I don't know! 95 00:05:24,408 --> 00:05:26,118 She needs to disappear. 96 00:05:26,202 --> 00:05:28,037 Shh. 97 00:05:32,375 --> 00:05:34,835 Never to be found, never to be autopsied. 98 00:05:34,919 --> 00:05:38,464 Her phone, her iPad, her car are impossible to hide. 99 00:05:38,547 --> 00:05:41,133 So we need to move her... 100 00:05:43,135 --> 00:05:47,014 things somewhere and her body somewhere else. 101 00:05:47,598 --> 00:05:48,557 Okay. Uh-- 102 00:05:49,266 --> 00:05:50,101 Where? 103 00:05:51,352 --> 00:05:53,646 There's a state forest 104 00:05:54,355 --> 00:05:55,648 30 minutes from here. 105 00:05:56,607 --> 00:05:58,150 We bury her in the woods. 106 00:05:58,901 --> 00:06:00,945 That worked so well with Candace. 107 00:06:05,533 --> 00:06:10,955 I think, she's been holding my past relationships against me. 108 00:06:11,038 --> 00:06:13,082 Well, you do have a pattern. 109 00:06:13,165 --> 00:06:14,750 [Joe] Don't bite, don't bite. 110 00:06:14,834 --> 00:06:16,001 And you don't? 111 00:06:16,085 --> 00:06:18,712 You wanna throw Candace in my face right now? 112 00:06:18,796 --> 00:06:22,716 Okay. Okay. All right. Let's talk about how we handled that. 113 00:06:22,800 --> 00:06:26,345 What did you do with her body? Or Delilah's, for that matter. 114 00:06:26,429 --> 00:06:30,349 -Because you have never shared. -I told you, I took care of it. 115 00:06:30,433 --> 00:06:33,477 And I am asking you how you took care of it. 116 00:06:33,561 --> 00:06:36,605 It's safer if you don't know, okay? 117 00:06:38,983 --> 00:06:40,693 Shit! Okay. 118 00:06:40,776 --> 00:06:43,863 You know, in L.A., there was this man named Jasper... 119 00:06:44,738 --> 00:06:48,325 who came after me because of Will Bettelheim's debts. 120 00:06:49,076 --> 00:06:50,995 And he needed to disappear. 121 00:06:51,078 --> 00:06:54,540 -What did you do? -I broke him down into smaller parts. 122 00:06:54,623 --> 00:06:56,834 -How? With, like, a saw? -Yes. 123 00:06:56,917 --> 00:07:00,045 Also, it was... You know, eventually, it had to be-- 124 00:07:00,129 --> 00:07:03,299 In the end, a meat grinder was the way to get him in a bag. 125 00:07:03,382 --> 00:07:04,258 At Anavrin? 126 00:07:05,009 --> 00:07:08,429 -Yeah. -Oh, my God. Oh, my God. 127 00:07:09,763 --> 00:07:11,182 Are you fucking kidding me? 128 00:07:11,265 --> 00:07:13,684 -I used that thing all the time! -What is your idea? 129 00:07:13,767 --> 00:07:15,811 Do you have a better one? Of course you don't 130 00:07:15,895 --> 00:07:18,189 because you murdered our neighbor in a fit of rage. 131 00:07:18,272 --> 00:07:20,774 No regard for the consequences. This, today, Love, look. 132 00:07:20,858 --> 00:07:22,318 This? You did this. 133 00:07:22,401 --> 00:07:24,987 -You put our family in danger, Love. -[Henry crying] 134 00:07:26,697 --> 00:07:29,200 -Where are you going? -To take care of the baby. 135 00:07:29,283 --> 00:07:33,037 You can deal with Natalie. You cared more about her than your own son anyway. 136 00:07:36,165 --> 00:07:39,502 -Shh! It's okay. It's okay. -[Joe] I was wrong, Natalie. 137 00:07:39,585 --> 00:07:42,087 I thought you were a threat to my marriage. 138 00:07:42,171 --> 00:07:46,967 But the real problem with my marriage is my fucking wife. 139 00:07:54,600 --> 00:07:59,647 -So we don't know where to go from here. -"You" don't know where to go from here. 140 00:07:59,730 --> 00:08:03,025 He may not know either, but when you speak in "we," 141 00:08:03,108 --> 00:08:07,112 you leave no room for his individual experience or yours. 142 00:08:07,196 --> 00:08:10,950 The "we" is codependence masquerading as love. 143 00:08:11,033 --> 00:08:11,951 I'm... 144 00:08:12,743 --> 00:08:13,911 -Sorry. -[Chandra] Don't be. 145 00:08:14,828 --> 00:08:16,956 If you don't know how to communicate healthily, 146 00:08:17,039 --> 00:08:18,958 it's because it was never modeled for you. 147 00:08:19,625 --> 00:08:22,002 [Joe] Oh, funny, it's already "blame-the-parents o'clock." 148 00:08:22,086 --> 00:08:23,504 I'll be honest with you. 149 00:08:24,547 --> 00:08:27,925 I don't think this fight has anything to do with Joe's so-called cheating. 150 00:08:28,008 --> 00:08:29,051 [Joe] She doesn't? 151 00:08:29,134 --> 00:08:30,970 -You don't? -Mm-mm. Not really. 152 00:08:32,471 --> 00:08:34,682 Do you know what it is about? 153 00:08:34,765 --> 00:08:37,309 Not yet. But keep talking. 154 00:08:40,604 --> 00:08:43,816 So why don't you tell me what you went through, alone, 155 00:08:43,899 --> 00:08:45,442 in the aftermath of the argument. 156 00:08:47,861 --> 00:08:49,363 -Well, I-- -Actually... 157 00:08:50,030 --> 00:08:52,199 I'd like to hear from Joe first. 158 00:08:52,283 --> 00:08:53,409 [Joe] She would? 159 00:08:54,535 --> 00:08:56,787 Maybe she can sense the inequity here. 160 00:08:58,330 --> 00:09:02,918 Yeah, well, like I said, nothing was ever going to happen with this woman. 161 00:09:03,502 --> 00:09:05,879 But, after the fight, 162 00:09:05,963 --> 00:09:07,590 I felt obligated... 163 00:09:09,216 --> 00:09:11,844 to get rid of her for good. 164 00:09:11,927 --> 00:09:13,137 "Obligated"? 165 00:09:13,929 --> 00:09:14,805 Forced. 166 00:09:14,888 --> 00:09:16,265 By your wife? 167 00:09:17,057 --> 00:09:17,891 Yes. 168 00:09:19,852 --> 00:09:21,478 How did that make you feel? 169 00:09:22,855 --> 00:09:25,566 [Joe] Fuck Love. Fuck her. Fuck this. 170 00:09:25,649 --> 00:09:27,067 Fuck whoever made these bags. 171 00:09:27,151 --> 00:09:30,321 Where is that little perforated line? Which end is it? 172 00:09:34,617 --> 00:09:38,203 I should let Love take the fall for this. But, no, she knows what I've done. 173 00:09:38,287 --> 00:09:40,080 She knows me. Fuck marriage! 174 00:09:47,546 --> 00:09:49,089 All right, Natalie. 175 00:09:49,548 --> 00:09:52,509 This is the story of your disappearance. 176 00:09:52,593 --> 00:09:54,261 You show my wife the bakery. 177 00:09:54,345 --> 00:09:55,804 She signs a lease. 178 00:09:55,888 --> 00:09:59,183 An hour later, you text your husband. 179 00:09:59,725 --> 00:10:03,729 No emoji, no emotion, like the rest of your texts with Matthew. 180 00:10:03,812 --> 00:10:05,147 It's terse, all business. 181 00:10:05,731 --> 00:10:07,983 The rental in question is a cute cabin you manage, 182 00:10:08,067 --> 00:10:10,944 30 minutes out on the border of the state forest. 183 00:10:11,028 --> 00:10:13,614 Your car, phone, iPad, 184 00:10:13,697 --> 00:10:16,867 and all their invasive location-tracking technologies will take 185 00:10:16,950 --> 00:10:19,119 a scenic drive to the property. 186 00:10:21,538 --> 00:10:25,959 Your body is headed somewhere else but more on that in a moment. 187 00:10:26,043 --> 00:10:28,420 Fuck this. Fuck this. Fuck my life. 188 00:10:28,504 --> 00:10:31,382 No, no, stop. Reel it in. Think of Henry. 189 00:10:31,965 --> 00:10:33,384 I cannot get this wrong. 190 00:10:33,884 --> 00:10:35,552 The point is, Natalie, 191 00:10:35,636 --> 00:10:39,181 although your stuff will make it to the cabin, you simply disappear. 192 00:10:39,264 --> 00:10:43,519 Your last text will be to your sister, suggesting you are deeply unhappy, 193 00:10:43,602 --> 00:10:46,146 leaving plenty of room for interpretation. 194 00:10:46,230 --> 00:10:49,358 Rumor: Did you leave your cold and distant husband? 195 00:10:49,441 --> 00:10:53,404 Were you abducted? Assume a new identity? Who can ever say for sure? 196 00:10:55,531 --> 00:10:58,617 And in the event there are traffic cameras in town... 197 00:11:01,120 --> 00:11:05,708 So you put an end to the other woman and you feel... 198 00:11:07,084 --> 00:11:08,335 Emasculated. 199 00:11:13,632 --> 00:11:16,343 [Joe] Here's the problem my wife left us to clean up. 200 00:11:16,427 --> 00:11:19,012 Natalie, your trackables and your body need to part ways 201 00:11:19,096 --> 00:11:22,015 somewhere a person would reasonably pull over if they were alive. 202 00:11:22,099 --> 00:11:26,186 And then, well... Then I need to find some magically perfect place 203 00:11:26,270 --> 00:11:27,896 to leave you forever. 204 00:11:30,983 --> 00:11:34,278 Burying you in the woods is the best I've got. 205 00:11:34,903 --> 00:11:37,239 If she wanted it her way, she should have done the hard part. 206 00:11:39,950 --> 00:11:41,785 This isn't me though. 207 00:11:42,369 --> 00:11:44,204 I put this behind me. 208 00:11:44,288 --> 00:11:46,707 I changed-- You know what's funny? 209 00:11:46,790 --> 00:11:48,292 For Love. For her. 210 00:11:48,375 --> 00:11:52,212 Because I wanted to be good enough for her. And look at me now. 211 00:11:56,967 --> 00:11:58,635 I'm worried about Henry. 212 00:12:00,429 --> 00:12:02,347 I don't recognize Love anymore. 213 00:12:06,268 --> 00:12:08,312 I don't even recognize myself. 214 00:12:14,443 --> 00:12:16,820 Maybe you were on to something, Natalie. 215 00:12:19,907 --> 00:12:21,825 Kids aren't handcuffs. 216 00:12:24,870 --> 00:12:28,749 When I'm done cleaning up Love's mess, I am packing my bags, 217 00:12:28,832 --> 00:12:32,294 taking Henry and getting the fuck out. 218 00:12:33,796 --> 00:12:35,631 You were going to leave me? 219 00:12:36,340 --> 00:12:38,634 -Are you insane? -Uh-uh. 220 00:12:38,717 --> 00:12:39,551 No. 221 00:12:40,552 --> 00:12:41,637 You must listen. 222 00:12:41,720 --> 00:12:44,431 I am listening, every word. How--? 223 00:12:44,515 --> 00:12:47,184 There's a difference between a reaction and a response. 224 00:12:47,267 --> 00:12:50,604 The latter is thoughtful, the former, impulsive. 225 00:12:50,687 --> 00:12:53,232 Why does everybody think I'm impulsive? 226 00:12:53,816 --> 00:12:55,442 Who is "everybody"? 227 00:12:55,526 --> 00:12:57,194 [Joe] You know, she's good. 228 00:12:58,946 --> 00:12:59,780 Uh-- 229 00:12:59,863 --> 00:13:01,865 [Chandra] Does someone else make you feel like this? 230 00:13:06,328 --> 00:13:08,330 [Dottie] Good morning. Hello? 231 00:13:08,413 --> 00:13:09,248 Hey, Mom. 232 00:13:12,084 --> 00:13:12,960 Hey. 233 00:13:15,212 --> 00:13:17,130 Sleepy Forty. 234 00:13:17,214 --> 00:13:19,174 Aren't you a little gift? 235 00:13:19,258 --> 00:13:21,468 Why didn't you answer my calls? 236 00:13:21,552 --> 00:13:22,928 Oh, I've been busy. 237 00:13:23,011 --> 00:13:26,557 I signed a new lease on a cute little bakery in town. 238 00:13:26,640 --> 00:13:27,975 -A bakery? -Yeah. 239 00:13:28,058 --> 00:13:30,310 I need to head to the market. Can you watch him? 240 00:13:30,394 --> 00:13:33,772 He should be down for a nap. I need to start stocking the shop. 241 00:13:33,856 --> 00:13:35,274 Hold on. A bakery? 242 00:13:35,357 --> 00:13:39,278 -In a town that's peak keto? -Yeah, yeah. I will convert them. 243 00:13:39,361 --> 00:13:42,531 I told you that Quinn family finances were in flux. 244 00:13:42,614 --> 00:13:44,199 We'll figure it out. 245 00:13:45,534 --> 00:13:46,410 As in, 246 00:13:47,119 --> 00:13:51,874 I can't guarantee I can help you with a lease, financially. 247 00:13:53,083 --> 00:13:56,128 Mom, that is very different than vaguely mentioning "flux." 248 00:13:56,712 --> 00:13:59,047 It's a three-year lease with a huge deposit. 249 00:13:59,131 --> 00:14:02,050 I would have told you if you'd taken the time to ask. 250 00:14:02,134 --> 00:14:04,553 Is this another one of your episodes? 251 00:14:05,846 --> 00:14:06,889 "Episodes"? 252 00:14:06,972 --> 00:14:10,559 You know, it all feels a tad impulsive. 253 00:14:11,810 --> 00:14:13,562 So, what is it about these... 254 00:14:14,688 --> 00:14:17,649 labels that are so hurtful? 255 00:14:21,904 --> 00:14:23,071 Well, it's like... 256 00:14:24,197 --> 00:14:25,490 nobody gets me. 257 00:14:25,574 --> 00:14:28,493 Why I do things, how I do them. 258 00:14:29,870 --> 00:14:33,248 It's like, I just wanna be a good role model for my child. 259 00:14:33,957 --> 00:14:35,626 And that means doing more. 260 00:14:35,709 --> 00:14:38,545 Stay with the feeling. "Nobody gets you." 261 00:14:40,297 --> 00:14:46,094 [Joe] Shit. It's hard to stay angry when she's so-- But what's not to get? 262 00:14:46,178 --> 00:14:49,056 She's relatable except for the part where she's an ax murderer. 263 00:14:49,139 --> 00:14:52,267 Is that gettable? Is it my fault if I don't want to get that? 264 00:14:52,351 --> 00:14:53,310 Um... 265 00:14:54,186 --> 00:14:55,062 [chuckles] 266 00:14:55,604 --> 00:14:57,981 I just remembered this moment at the... 267 00:14:59,816 --> 00:15:01,318 at the store. 268 00:15:04,988 --> 00:15:06,114 -Fuck. -I got you. 269 00:15:06,782 --> 00:15:09,242 -There you go. You need a...? -Thank you. 270 00:15:09,326 --> 00:15:11,620 -Need a hand with any of this? -No, I'm good. 271 00:15:11,703 --> 00:15:12,537 All right. 272 00:15:17,376 --> 00:15:18,335 Shameless. 273 00:15:19,586 --> 00:15:20,712 Yeah. 274 00:15:20,796 --> 00:15:24,967 I'm a fem-gen major if that's any comfort at all. 275 00:15:25,509 --> 00:15:28,762 It's Feminist Gender and Sexuality Studies. 276 00:15:28,845 --> 00:15:30,889 So I aim to be fluent. 277 00:15:30,973 --> 00:15:32,057 -Nice. -Yeah. 278 00:15:33,475 --> 00:15:36,144 I'm Theo, by the way. What's your name? 279 00:15:38,730 --> 00:15:42,025 I'm married. And half these groceries are for my baby. 280 00:15:42,693 --> 00:15:45,779 Yeah, yeah, if there's one thing I know about babies, 281 00:15:45,862 --> 00:15:47,239 they really love yeast. 282 00:15:47,322 --> 00:15:49,282 They just guzzle the stuff. 283 00:15:49,366 --> 00:15:52,577 -That's for the bakery I'm opening. -Oh, shit. Where is it? 284 00:15:54,079 --> 00:15:57,541 -Um, off Main Street, near Town Square. -Okay. 285 00:15:57,624 --> 00:16:00,127 -Oh, where Sweet Dreams used to be. -Yeah. 286 00:16:00,210 --> 00:16:02,170 Before that, it was Curry Home for Dinner. 287 00:16:02,254 --> 00:16:04,423 So the pun name is a requisite. 288 00:16:04,506 --> 00:16:05,590 -Okay. -Yeah. 289 00:16:05,674 --> 00:16:08,010 -You're from here? -I am, I am. 290 00:16:08,093 --> 00:16:10,387 And you are new in town. 291 00:16:10,470 --> 00:16:14,182 They haven't converted you to full-time athleisure yet. 292 00:16:14,266 --> 00:16:15,267 Congratulations. 293 00:16:15,350 --> 00:16:16,435 -Oh. -[chuckles] 294 00:16:16,518 --> 00:16:18,979 Yeah, L.A. runs strong in these veins. 295 00:16:19,688 --> 00:16:20,814 Damn, girl. 296 00:16:21,606 --> 00:16:25,193 So you got a new town, new baby, 297 00:16:25,277 --> 00:16:28,030 new bakery, banging body. 298 00:16:28,655 --> 00:16:29,614 [chuckles] 299 00:16:30,032 --> 00:16:31,700 You're just doing it all. 300 00:16:33,785 --> 00:16:34,911 It's a tax. 301 00:16:39,374 --> 00:16:43,837 [Chandra] What were you feeling when this stranger paid you so much attention? 302 00:16:47,049 --> 00:16:48,008 Guilty. 303 00:16:48,675 --> 00:16:50,093 'Cause it felt so good. 304 00:16:52,262 --> 00:16:53,805 And then really sad 305 00:16:54,431 --> 00:16:57,476 'cause I didn't want that from a stranger. 306 00:16:57,559 --> 00:16:59,352 I wanted that from my husband. 307 00:16:59,436 --> 00:17:03,482 [Joe] And just like that, she's the victim again. Masterful. 308 00:17:03,565 --> 00:17:05,442 How does that sit with you? 309 00:17:08,445 --> 00:17:09,321 I'm flattered. 310 00:17:10,572 --> 00:17:11,490 [Chandra] Mm. 311 00:17:11,948 --> 00:17:14,117 Your face tells a different story. 312 00:17:14,951 --> 00:17:16,495 If anything, you seem repulsed. 313 00:17:16,578 --> 00:17:18,246 [Joe] Dumb, back-stabbing face. 314 00:17:18,330 --> 00:17:19,915 No. What--? No. 315 00:17:19,998 --> 00:17:25,003 No, no, no. Look, I haven't been as present as I would like... 316 00:17:26,421 --> 00:17:27,464 lately. 317 00:17:27,547 --> 00:17:29,257 Parenthood is an adjustment. 318 00:17:31,051 --> 00:17:32,177 But I'm... 319 00:17:32,969 --> 00:17:36,056 -I'm here, right? -[Chandra] True. 320 00:17:36,139 --> 00:17:38,558 Maybe being here is already a radical concession, 321 00:17:38,642 --> 00:17:40,936 given you were on the verge of leaving for good. 322 00:17:42,229 --> 00:17:44,564 So why didn't you? 323 00:17:45,482 --> 00:17:46,358 Leave her? 324 00:17:47,275 --> 00:17:49,569 [ominous music playing] 325 00:17:50,237 --> 00:17:54,533 [Joe] Maybe I'll take Henry some place like this lovely rental cabin of yours. 326 00:17:54,616 --> 00:17:56,076 Pretty, quiet. 327 00:17:56,743 --> 00:18:02,124 You could have helped me vanish, Natalie. But now... it's time to vanish you. 328 00:18:02,207 --> 00:18:04,709 Your husband won't suspect you're missing for a day. 329 00:18:04,793 --> 00:18:07,045 All that remains is a cryptic text to your sister, 330 00:18:07,129 --> 00:18:12,384 then I gotta hike ten miserable miles, catch a ride home and start packing. 331 00:18:13,176 --> 00:18:14,386 Oh, what's this? 332 00:18:16,012 --> 00:18:18,723 "Tell me I shouldn't fuck the boring neighbor"? 333 00:18:19,850 --> 00:18:21,685 "Boring neighbor"? 334 00:18:24,020 --> 00:18:26,356 Is that all I was to you? 335 00:18:27,440 --> 00:18:29,025 Is that all you were? 336 00:18:30,277 --> 00:18:34,239 A restless housewife? A stereotype? Maybe Love was right about you. 337 00:18:34,322 --> 00:18:39,828 No, no, no. She had no right to kill you. Still, things could've gotten messy fast. 338 00:18:39,911 --> 00:18:43,832 Maybe I would've made a mess. Maybe Love was right. No, she wasn't. 339 00:18:43,915 --> 00:18:46,668 -Shit. -[Chandra] It's not a trick question. 340 00:18:48,211 --> 00:18:49,337 Why didn't you run? 341 00:18:53,842 --> 00:18:55,093 Well, because... 342 00:18:58,263 --> 00:19:03,185 I couldn't convince myself that Henry would be better off. 343 00:19:05,145 --> 00:19:06,521 He needs both of us. 344 00:19:08,273 --> 00:19:11,902 So you stayed for the child, not for your wife. 345 00:19:15,739 --> 00:19:16,865 [alarm beeps] 346 00:19:17,282 --> 00:19:19,784 Unfortunately, that's our time for today. 347 00:19:19,868 --> 00:19:21,286 I'm giving you homework. 348 00:19:24,539 --> 00:19:25,582 "How to talk." 349 00:19:26,082 --> 00:19:30,837 The reflective listening exercise will help structure difficult conversations. 350 00:19:31,504 --> 00:19:33,757 Slow down, respond... 351 00:19:34,549 --> 00:19:36,718 -instead of react. -[Joe] That's Love's homework. 352 00:19:36,801 --> 00:19:39,471 Mine is to prevent her from murdering this therapist. 353 00:19:39,554 --> 00:19:42,265 [Chandra] And I'd like to see you as soon as possible, 354 00:19:42,349 --> 00:19:46,228 given we are in a bit of a triage situation. 355 00:19:46,811 --> 00:19:47,729 Is it that bad? 356 00:19:47,812 --> 00:19:50,690 You want me to tell you whether or not you should be together. 357 00:19:53,902 --> 00:19:57,530 The truth is, the easiest thing is to end this marriage. 358 00:19:57,614 --> 00:20:00,867 Either one of you have the power to do it tonight. 359 00:20:00,951 --> 00:20:04,871 You must choose to stay together every minute from now until death, 360 00:20:04,955 --> 00:20:06,581 and that takes a lot of will 361 00:20:06,665 --> 00:20:09,084 and something both of you are willing to fight for. 362 00:20:10,001 --> 00:20:13,129 So far, I've only heard you fight to be right. 363 00:20:14,422 --> 00:20:16,007 You need a deeper purpose. 364 00:20:16,091 --> 00:20:18,969 [Joe] Henry. If nothing else, Love and I-- 365 00:20:19,052 --> 00:20:20,845 And don't say "Henry." 366 00:20:20,929 --> 00:20:23,682 If children were enough reason to stay married, 367 00:20:23,765 --> 00:20:26,059 we'd have no divorced parents. 368 00:20:26,142 --> 00:20:27,018 [Joe] Shit. 369 00:20:34,609 --> 00:20:36,861 What's the only thing worse than couples therapy? 370 00:20:37,404 --> 00:20:38,738 Coming home afterward. 371 00:20:40,490 --> 00:20:44,452 Dr. Chandra's "How to talk" worksheet is mostly about how to listen, 372 00:20:44,536 --> 00:20:47,038 which may be useful if we ever talk again. 373 00:20:47,831 --> 00:20:50,875 Okay, so Sherry's wedding cake was lemon-raspberry. 374 00:20:51,543 --> 00:20:55,505 So I think that gluten-free, sugar-free, 375 00:20:55,588 --> 00:20:59,759 fucking happiness-free cupcakes, that should be a safe bet. 376 00:21:01,469 --> 00:21:03,346 Andrew and Jackson's kid's party. 377 00:21:03,430 --> 00:21:06,516 We're still going to that? Don't you think that...? 378 00:21:06,599 --> 00:21:08,810 Wait. Do you have some packing and running to do? 379 00:21:11,104 --> 00:21:16,026 I'm sorry. I'm sorry. Let me try it again. I'm sorry. 380 00:21:17,861 --> 00:21:20,238 [Love clearing throat] 381 00:21:22,949 --> 00:21:26,619 What I'm hearing is that you think 382 00:21:26,703 --> 00:21:30,040 that Natalie and us should be the only people 383 00:21:30,123 --> 00:21:34,044 who mysteriously don't attend today's party. 384 00:21:34,627 --> 00:21:35,754 [Joe] Not better. 385 00:21:35,837 --> 00:21:38,340 -That's not what I'm saying. -No? 386 00:21:38,423 --> 00:21:42,177 What I'm hearing is that you would really like some alone time. 387 00:21:42,260 --> 00:21:45,430 So I'm gonna go take Henry and let you work in peace. 388 00:21:49,100 --> 00:21:50,101 Not what I said. 389 00:21:50,185 --> 00:21:52,020 [upbeat electronic music playing] 390 00:22:05,408 --> 00:22:06,993 You two again. 391 00:22:07,077 --> 00:22:08,536 [Joe] Yes, us again. 392 00:22:09,245 --> 00:22:10,372 There you go. 393 00:22:11,831 --> 00:22:13,208 That was a quick read. 394 00:22:13,291 --> 00:22:15,919 Need me to find another beautiful woman to recommend the next one? 395 00:22:16,002 --> 00:22:17,587 I already found one. 396 00:22:18,171 --> 00:22:21,299 I was hoping you could show me the rare books section. 397 00:22:21,383 --> 00:22:23,218 What makes you think we have one? 398 00:22:23,301 --> 00:22:25,470 [Joe] A dumbwaiter indicates a basement 399 00:22:25,553 --> 00:22:28,348 where a mole-rat person looks after the valuable books. 400 00:22:28,431 --> 00:22:29,682 But I'm guessing... 401 00:22:29,766 --> 00:22:31,726 We don't have anyone down there right now. 402 00:22:31,810 --> 00:22:32,852 Okay, yeah. 403 00:22:32,936 --> 00:22:35,480 Well, maybe you could escort us. 404 00:22:35,563 --> 00:22:37,148 We'll be very quick. 405 00:22:38,441 --> 00:22:39,359 I promise. 406 00:22:47,075 --> 00:22:49,160 And here we are. 407 00:22:50,870 --> 00:22:53,039 [Joe] Yikes. These poor books. 408 00:22:53,581 --> 00:22:55,583 You looking for anything specific? 409 00:22:56,709 --> 00:22:59,796 You know what, I think I'll know it when I see it. 410 00:22:59,879 --> 00:23:01,089 Mind if I take a look? 411 00:23:01,172 --> 00:23:02,424 -Please. -Okay. 412 00:23:09,764 --> 00:23:11,891 I thought you said no one worked down here. 413 00:23:11,975 --> 00:23:15,437 Oh, I do, sometimes. 414 00:23:16,020 --> 00:23:17,439 When it's slow upstairs. 415 00:23:17,522 --> 00:23:19,399 [Joe] Interesting. Keep her talking. 416 00:23:19,482 --> 00:23:22,152 So... you're an artist. 417 00:23:22,235 --> 00:23:24,904 I'm a librarian who draws. 418 00:23:24,988 --> 00:23:26,614 [Joe] Looks like more than that to me. 419 00:23:26,698 --> 00:23:30,076 Anything other than Victorian science books down here? 420 00:23:30,160 --> 00:23:31,411 Okay, nosy. 421 00:23:31,494 --> 00:23:34,080 I illustrate books sometimes. 422 00:23:34,164 --> 00:23:37,375 -It's just a side hustle though. -Bingo. 423 00:23:40,295 --> 00:23:44,716 So is there anywhere that I can see your work, like online maybe or...? 424 00:23:44,799 --> 00:23:46,342 -Why? -[Henry crying] 425 00:23:46,885 --> 00:23:50,513 -You write a kids' book? -No, I'm just a connoisseur. 426 00:23:50,597 --> 00:23:51,431 Here we go. 427 00:23:54,350 --> 00:23:56,519 Wildflowers of New York. 428 00:23:57,687 --> 00:24:02,108 Do you need a 100-year-old gardening book instead of a new one upstairs? 429 00:24:02,192 --> 00:24:04,986 Nothing beats the classics. I can have this back in a few days. 430 00:24:05,069 --> 00:24:07,322 No. You're not supposed to take these ones home. 431 00:24:07,405 --> 00:24:09,115 Okay. I can read it upstairs. 432 00:24:09,199 --> 00:24:12,035 I think he should calm down in just a bit. Right, Henry? 433 00:24:12,118 --> 00:24:13,745 That's okay. Just take it. 434 00:24:14,621 --> 00:24:16,873 -Thank you, thank you. -Yeah, sure. 435 00:24:16,956 --> 00:24:18,708 [Joe] Glad someone's got my back. 436 00:24:21,628 --> 00:24:23,796 Less than ideal to steal, of course. 437 00:24:23,880 --> 00:24:27,550 But Ellie needs cash, and I can't touch Quinn funds 438 00:24:27,634 --> 00:24:30,386 for fear of them finding out where she is. 439 00:24:30,470 --> 00:24:32,347 [pop music playing] 440 00:24:32,430 --> 00:24:36,100 And let's be honest, it feels good to fix something. 441 00:24:37,644 --> 00:24:40,188 Especially when everything else feels so unfixable. 442 00:24:40,897 --> 00:24:43,274 Oh, shit. I knew it, we're late. 443 00:24:43,358 --> 00:24:45,443 [Joe] What am I fighting for? What am I fighting for? 444 00:24:45,527 --> 00:24:47,946 -Is this really the life I want? -Hi. 445 00:24:48,029 --> 00:24:50,323 -Welcome. -The only thing worse than a kid's party 446 00:24:50,406 --> 00:24:51,491 is a rich kid's party. 447 00:25:02,460 --> 00:25:03,836 [woman] A little bit to the right. 448 00:25:05,213 --> 00:25:06,047 One more. 449 00:25:06,130 --> 00:25:07,674 Oh, you're early. 450 00:25:08,383 --> 00:25:09,551 Hi. Yeah, I-- 451 00:25:09,634 --> 00:25:12,095 -We thought that... -Oh, it's fine. Fine. 452 00:25:12,178 --> 00:25:14,180 Most of the gang's here to help set up. 453 00:25:15,265 --> 00:25:16,224 Um... 454 00:25:16,808 --> 00:25:20,103 Yeah, I'm gonna... I'm gonna put these somewhere. 455 00:25:21,104 --> 00:25:23,690 Hey, boys! Look who's here. 456 00:25:25,066 --> 00:25:27,819 -Hey! -Yo, Joe! Let's get you drunk! 457 00:25:27,902 --> 00:25:30,071 Stop. But seriously... 458 00:25:31,364 --> 00:25:34,450 -how drunk do you wanna be for this? -Love! 459 00:25:34,534 --> 00:25:36,661 -We didn't think we'd see you today. -Oh. 460 00:25:36,744 --> 00:25:40,331 -You left in such a hurry the other night. -Oh, yeah, I'm sorry for ghosting. 461 00:25:40,415 --> 00:25:43,543 My mom was watching the baby, and Dottie has an expiration time. 462 00:25:43,626 --> 00:25:45,545 Alcohol? Pills? 463 00:25:46,588 --> 00:25:50,300 It's no judgment. I could only imagine what she's been through. Oh! 464 00:25:51,259 --> 00:25:54,721 I could cry right now. Being a mom of twins... 465 00:25:54,804 --> 00:25:58,766 Losing one would be like... losing both. 466 00:26:00,226 --> 00:26:01,811 I made cupcakes. 467 00:26:01,894 --> 00:26:03,563 -You made those? -Gorgeous. 468 00:26:03,646 --> 00:26:08,401 Yes. I am also opening a bakery. A cute little spot on Main Street. 469 00:26:08,484 --> 00:26:10,486 I love that. 470 00:26:11,029 --> 00:26:12,363 So brave. 471 00:26:12,447 --> 00:26:15,366 You've heard that spot hasn't had much success, 472 00:26:15,450 --> 00:26:17,285 -but it's never had you, mama. -Yeah. 473 00:26:17,368 --> 00:26:20,330 I was hoping you lovelies would be my guinea pigs. 474 00:26:24,125 --> 00:26:27,420 Don't worry, they're organic and, like, everything-free. 475 00:26:28,796 --> 00:26:29,922 They're lemon-raspberry. 476 00:26:30,006 --> 00:26:34,969 You know, I'm not really a fan of lemon or raspberry. 477 00:26:37,138 --> 00:26:39,474 -Already hit my macro. -I'm fasting. 478 00:26:39,557 --> 00:26:40,642 Oh! 479 00:26:40,725 --> 00:26:42,935 We should get our kids in their costumes. 480 00:26:46,064 --> 00:26:47,106 [Cary] Screw your liver. 481 00:26:47,190 --> 00:26:50,193 Seventy percent of G-clearance happens in the peripheral tissue. 482 00:26:50,276 --> 00:26:54,364 [Joe] This is what fun looks like in Madre Linda: glorified productivity. 483 00:26:54,447 --> 00:26:57,408 I want the best for my son. No denying, this beats a group home, 484 00:26:57,492 --> 00:27:00,244 but there's gotta be a third bowl of porridge. 485 00:27:00,328 --> 00:27:01,871 Bottom line, 45-minute orgasm. 486 00:27:01,954 --> 00:27:04,499 -No way. -Sick. I'll invest. 487 00:27:04,582 --> 00:27:06,626 [Joe] Things I've learned in the past ten minutes: 488 00:27:06,709 --> 00:27:11,422 ejaculating too much can deplete focus, so Cary patented "injaculating." 489 00:27:11,506 --> 00:27:14,676 Sherry started nicknaming me "The Stallion." 490 00:27:14,759 --> 00:27:17,720 [Joe] And Gil is only a hair less outsider than me. 491 00:27:17,804 --> 00:27:22,058 Judging by the gasps he gives every time Cary says the word "ejaculate," 492 00:27:22,141 --> 00:27:24,352 I'd guess that Gil waited till marriage. 493 00:27:24,435 --> 00:27:27,105 -Daddy! Daddy! -[Joe] Thank you, tiny intruder. 494 00:27:27,188 --> 00:27:29,273 Hey. Having fun? I want you to meet someone. 495 00:27:29,357 --> 00:27:32,110 This is Joe. Joe, this is Zoe. Zoe, Joe. 496 00:27:32,193 --> 00:27:35,405 I've seen you at the library. I read to the kids there. 497 00:27:35,488 --> 00:27:37,198 You and Henry should join. It's fun. 498 00:27:37,281 --> 00:27:38,574 -We can carpool. -Maybe. 499 00:27:38,658 --> 00:27:41,911 Rather lose another finger than carpool with Mormon Neville Longbottom. 500 00:27:41,994 --> 00:27:45,081 So far, nothing about this place worth fighting for. 501 00:27:45,164 --> 00:27:48,209 -[Sherry] Oh, my God! -Uh-oh. Sherry's siren song. 502 00:27:49,043 --> 00:27:50,294 Duty calls, men. 503 00:27:50,378 --> 00:27:53,172 [Sherry] Don't eat sugar! Honey, no! 504 00:27:53,256 --> 00:27:55,049 Go ahead. I can watch the little guy. 505 00:27:55,133 --> 00:27:56,884 Yeah? Okay. Thank you. 506 00:27:56,968 --> 00:27:59,053 -Sure, no problem. -[Joe] Nice guy. 507 00:27:59,137 --> 00:28:01,764 Maybe I'm still looking for reasons to run. 508 00:28:01,848 --> 00:28:04,809 Get that-- No, baby. Oh, baby girl, no! 509 00:28:05,518 --> 00:28:08,604 You have completely spiked their blood sugar, Love. 510 00:28:08,688 --> 00:28:12,108 -No, they're sugar-free. -There's sugar in raspberries. 511 00:28:12,191 --> 00:28:15,111 -We don't let them eat fruit. Come on. -Oh. 512 00:28:15,194 --> 00:28:17,864 Let's go, babies. This way. 513 00:28:19,615 --> 00:28:20,825 Cary, I am so sorry. 514 00:28:20,908 --> 00:28:22,910 That's fine. They're kids. 515 00:28:24,203 --> 00:28:27,874 Hey, I'll give the wife a little you-know-what later, 516 00:28:27,957 --> 00:28:30,835 and she'll just lose all memory of this. 517 00:28:30,918 --> 00:28:35,381 Don't worry. I got the twins wearing those Vital Rings of Matthew's. 518 00:28:35,465 --> 00:28:36,466 [Joe] Matthew... 519 00:28:38,801 --> 00:28:39,635 See? 520 00:28:39,719 --> 00:28:42,263 Heart rates and blood sugar, totally normal. 521 00:28:44,015 --> 00:28:45,641 Does this have GPS? 522 00:28:45,725 --> 00:28:48,394 Oh, yeah. Leave it to Matthew. 523 00:28:48,478 --> 00:28:51,814 He could give a shit about your health, he's just horny for the data. 524 00:28:51,898 --> 00:28:55,026 It's pretty spotty, but it gives you the general idea. 525 00:28:56,277 --> 00:28:58,112 -We all wear them. -[Joe] No. 526 00:28:58,196 --> 00:28:59,739 No, no. 527 00:28:59,822 --> 00:29:03,993 If Matthew has access to Natalie's ring, he'll be able to see exactly where she is. 528 00:29:04,076 --> 00:29:07,079 Do you think they could see that her heart stopped? 529 00:29:07,163 --> 00:29:09,165 -I didn't invent the fucking ring. -[Matthew] Stop! 530 00:29:11,125 --> 00:29:12,376 Hey. Hey, man. 531 00:29:12,460 --> 00:29:15,797 No, listen to me. We need to stop production, then. 532 00:29:15,880 --> 00:29:18,508 [Joe] He hasn't put it together yet, but it's only a matter of time. 533 00:29:18,591 --> 00:29:22,929 Natalie's been gone over 24 hours. Our window is rapidly closing. 534 00:29:24,931 --> 00:29:26,390 [dramatic music playing] 535 00:29:33,356 --> 00:29:36,734 -What? Are you bringing him? -Wanna leave him in the car? 536 00:29:36,818 --> 00:29:38,528 That's Bad Parenting 101. 537 00:29:42,031 --> 00:29:44,075 Witnessing us dig up a body isn't? 538 00:29:44,700 --> 00:29:48,120 He has barely any depth perception, which you should know. 539 00:29:48,955 --> 00:29:54,752 What I'm hearing is, even as I am doing everything in my power to save my child, 540 00:29:54,836 --> 00:29:57,046 my parenting skills aren't up to your standards. 541 00:29:57,129 --> 00:29:58,881 Is this important right now? 542 00:30:13,104 --> 00:30:14,188 Oh, fuck! 543 00:30:18,317 --> 00:30:19,694 Why does she look like that? 544 00:30:20,695 --> 00:30:22,530 I had to remove her teeth. 545 00:30:24,824 --> 00:30:27,702 Right. Dental records. Yeah. 546 00:30:29,787 --> 00:30:31,455 Where did you put them? 547 00:30:32,540 --> 00:30:35,585 The teeth? Don't wanna find them in a hidey-hole in my house. 548 00:30:35,668 --> 00:30:38,629 You won't. It's safer if you don't know. 549 00:30:41,549 --> 00:30:42,884 [grunting] 550 00:30:48,598 --> 00:30:51,559 -What? -Might want to wait in the car with Henry. 551 00:30:51,642 --> 00:30:53,769 I can handle it. Just fucking do it. 552 00:30:54,812 --> 00:30:55,646 [Joe] We'll see. 553 00:30:56,606 --> 00:30:57,982 [bones cracking] 554 00:31:09,869 --> 00:31:12,121 It's cracked. Maybe that's good. 555 00:31:12,204 --> 00:31:15,458 Could've just broken when-- In the bakery when she fell. 556 00:31:15,541 --> 00:31:16,584 But what if it didn't? 557 00:31:17,919 --> 00:31:20,713 Still have to move it. The body can't be where the ring died. 558 00:31:20,796 --> 00:31:22,173 -So just... -Yeah. 559 00:31:27,136 --> 00:31:28,804 [thunder crashing] 560 00:31:37,939 --> 00:31:39,357 [breathing heavily] 561 00:31:40,775 --> 00:31:41,817 [Henry coos] 562 00:31:45,446 --> 00:31:48,658 I put the ring on the sink so it looked like she washed her hands. 563 00:31:51,786 --> 00:31:52,620 What now? 564 00:31:54,413 --> 00:31:55,539 I know where to go. 565 00:32:05,883 --> 00:32:08,886 You said we needed a permanent solution. We're on the edge of town. 566 00:32:08,970 --> 00:32:10,930 They're pouring a foundation tomorrow. 567 00:32:12,431 --> 00:32:14,600 Under a slab of cement is permanent. 568 00:32:14,684 --> 00:32:17,269 -How did you know we'd rebury her? -I didn't. 569 00:32:17,895 --> 00:32:21,524 I drove past it yesterday, so I looked into it. A backup plan. 570 00:32:23,734 --> 00:32:25,569 How many of those do you have? 571 00:32:26,320 --> 00:32:29,532 Do you just drive around making mental notes 572 00:32:29,615 --> 00:32:32,827 of good places to disappear people? 573 00:32:32,910 --> 00:32:35,746 Considering who I'm married to, yeah. 574 00:32:36,414 --> 00:32:38,124 I kind of have to. 575 00:32:38,207 --> 00:32:39,709 Oh, I'm the psycho. 576 00:32:39,792 --> 00:32:43,129 How did you get rid of her so fast? How did you know where to go? 577 00:32:43,212 --> 00:32:46,882 -What were you planning for? -What are you insinuating? 578 00:32:56,100 --> 00:32:59,770 Why is she doing this now? We have a body to take care of. 579 00:32:59,854 --> 00:33:02,606 If this is a partnership, I'm better off alone. 580 00:33:02,690 --> 00:33:06,027 -Love? -[yelling] Why don't you love me anymore?! 581 00:33:06,110 --> 00:33:09,655 -You know why, you just won't say it. -I don't know what you're talking about. 582 00:33:09,739 --> 00:33:12,867 You had a hook to my throat. And then I said I was pregnant. 583 00:33:13,617 --> 00:33:16,537 And then we just went on and pretended like it didn't happen. 584 00:33:16,620 --> 00:33:20,499 No, no, no, we didn't! It was a bad moment. For both of us. 585 00:33:20,583 --> 00:33:23,961 -It was a bad moment a lifetime ago. -Fuck you. Fuck you. 586 00:33:24,045 --> 00:33:26,630 You act all pure and noble, 587 00:33:26,714 --> 00:33:29,800 like you have reasons for what you do when you do it. 588 00:33:29,884 --> 00:33:32,011 But when I do it, I'm crazy, right? 589 00:33:32,094 --> 00:33:34,055 I'm some manic nutjob. 590 00:33:34,138 --> 00:33:35,431 "But, oh, wait! Oh, wait! 591 00:33:35,514 --> 00:33:38,476 She's a mom now, I guess I can't slit her throat." 592 00:33:40,478 --> 00:33:45,024 He... is the only reason I'm alive. 593 00:33:46,525 --> 00:33:49,528 How do you think that makes me feel? I can't trust you. 594 00:33:49,612 --> 00:33:52,823 I can't trust you either! 595 00:33:52,907 --> 00:33:54,366 I was trying to-- 596 00:33:54,450 --> 00:33:57,578 Yes, yes. Yes, I did things. 597 00:33:58,329 --> 00:34:02,750 But I've worked hard to be better and I am not that person anymore. 598 00:34:02,833 --> 00:34:03,667 But now, 599 00:34:04,418 --> 00:34:07,838 I will be burying bodies until I'm 70 years old! 600 00:34:08,714 --> 00:34:12,051 Because if I'm not 100% into you all of the time, 601 00:34:12,134 --> 00:34:15,429 you will keep killing people! 602 00:34:15,513 --> 00:34:19,433 If I'm not enough for you, you'll kill me. 603 00:34:19,517 --> 00:34:21,310 You said that out loud? 604 00:34:23,062 --> 00:34:25,481 I want you to listen closely. 605 00:34:25,564 --> 00:34:29,985 Fifty percent of my married clients want to kill each other. 606 00:34:30,069 --> 00:34:31,112 It's normal. 607 00:34:31,195 --> 00:34:33,155 And here's the better news, 608 00:34:33,239 --> 00:34:35,241 neither one of you is gonna kill your spouse. 609 00:34:35,324 --> 00:34:38,369 You're many things, but you are not murderers. 610 00:34:41,122 --> 00:34:44,208 The intensity here is a very good sign. 611 00:34:44,291 --> 00:34:48,087 You're not fighting to be right, you're fighting for your lives. 612 00:34:48,170 --> 00:34:50,381 Deeper. Right? 613 00:34:51,132 --> 00:34:53,509 -[Joe] Scarier. -Joe. 614 00:34:54,468 --> 00:34:57,930 Can you think of any times when you felt as violent as you did 615 00:34:58,013 --> 00:34:59,682 toward Love in your fight? 616 00:35:03,227 --> 00:35:04,061 A few. 617 00:35:04,645 --> 00:35:06,105 No, I'm pregnant! 618 00:35:07,731 --> 00:35:09,275 I'm not a violent person. 619 00:35:10,484 --> 00:35:14,029 What if sometimes you are? What if that's normal? 620 00:35:18,742 --> 00:35:20,327 Stop. Stop! 621 00:35:21,871 --> 00:35:24,665 I don't wanna hurt anyone. 622 00:35:24,748 --> 00:35:26,208 [Chandra] I believe you. 623 00:35:26,292 --> 00:35:29,587 So, what's the feeling under the rage? 624 00:35:33,257 --> 00:35:34,508 Fear. 625 00:35:34,592 --> 00:35:36,468 Fear that...? 626 00:35:39,680 --> 00:35:42,808 Joe, stay with the violent thoughts. 627 00:35:44,268 --> 00:35:46,562 You're broken. I could never love you. 628 00:35:46,645 --> 00:35:47,897 You're crazy! 629 00:35:47,980 --> 00:35:50,858 What did you do? What did you do? 630 00:35:52,276 --> 00:35:53,444 If someone... 631 00:35:55,321 --> 00:35:56,238 sees me... 632 00:35:56,322 --> 00:35:59,033 -Why does she look like that? -I had to remove her teeth. 633 00:35:59,825 --> 00:36:01,619 If someone sees the real me... 634 00:36:05,706 --> 00:36:06,707 they'll go away. 635 00:36:07,708 --> 00:36:08,584 For good. 636 00:36:19,720 --> 00:36:21,096 What about you, Love? 637 00:36:23,432 --> 00:36:26,685 When else have you felt the way that Joe makes you feel? 638 00:36:35,069 --> 00:36:36,237 When I feel... 639 00:36:38,447 --> 00:36:40,950 -protective. -What are you fighting to protect? 640 00:36:41,575 --> 00:36:44,203 -My family. -Why specifically family? 641 00:36:44,787 --> 00:36:45,871 That's what you do. 642 00:36:47,998 --> 00:36:50,251 What do you get from your family? 643 00:36:50,334 --> 00:36:51,627 I don't know. 644 00:36:56,340 --> 00:36:57,883 A family is supposed to... 645 00:36:59,301 --> 00:37:00,803 love you unconditionally. 646 00:37:00,886 --> 00:37:02,763 Why is that so important? 647 00:37:02,846 --> 00:37:06,016 Why does love have to be unconditional? 648 00:37:10,187 --> 00:37:11,397 Because if anyone... 649 00:37:14,566 --> 00:37:15,442 saw... 650 00:37:18,737 --> 00:37:22,866 how ugly I can be... 651 00:37:26,036 --> 00:37:28,372 They'll go away for good. 652 00:37:28,998 --> 00:37:31,000 [pensive music playing] 653 00:37:43,429 --> 00:37:45,973 Fair to say one of the things you have in common 654 00:37:46,056 --> 00:37:52,354 is fear of abandonment so deep, it feels downright kill-or-be-killed. 655 00:37:52,438 --> 00:37:54,398 Metaphorically speaking. 656 00:37:54,481 --> 00:37:56,817 When our patterns line up like this, 657 00:37:56,900 --> 00:38:00,154 it's very, very hard to see the other person 658 00:38:00,237 --> 00:38:03,365 because it's dangerously close to looking in a mirror. 659 00:38:03,449 --> 00:38:08,162 [Joe] We're talking about the worst things, so why do I feel relief? 660 00:38:08,245 --> 00:38:10,247 So how are we, um-- 661 00:38:10,331 --> 00:38:12,374 I'm sorry. Joe and I. 662 00:38:12,458 --> 00:38:15,502 --supposed to make this work? 663 00:38:17,421 --> 00:38:19,048 That's the perfect word. 664 00:38:19,131 --> 00:38:21,467 "Work." Because that's what it takes. 665 00:38:22,092 --> 00:38:24,511 Let go of unconditional. There's no such thing. 666 00:38:24,595 --> 00:38:27,348 There's agreeing to show up the best we can. 667 00:38:28,307 --> 00:38:29,892 In the best marriages, 668 00:38:29,975 --> 00:38:32,853 each partner challenges the other every day 669 00:38:32,936 --> 00:38:35,022 to be a better version of themselves. 670 00:38:35,105 --> 00:38:37,358 -Sounds like a lot of fighting. -Sure. 671 00:38:38,150 --> 00:38:39,610 But is all fighting bad? 672 00:38:40,569 --> 00:38:43,405 Maybe this isn't two opponents in a ring. 673 00:38:43,489 --> 00:38:46,825 Maybe this is two on the same team 674 00:38:46,909 --> 00:38:49,286 fighting for the same thing. 675 00:38:52,247 --> 00:38:53,248 That sounds good. 676 00:38:55,793 --> 00:38:58,754 Having someone on my... team. 677 00:39:01,006 --> 00:39:01,840 Yeah. 678 00:39:02,466 --> 00:39:04,218 Yeah, that sounds nice. 679 00:39:08,555 --> 00:39:09,807 [Chandra] There you go. 680 00:39:13,143 --> 00:39:15,854 You know what else they don't tell you about teammates? 681 00:39:15,938 --> 00:39:17,564 The sex is better. 682 00:39:17,648 --> 00:39:21,735 Like, "Don't bother to describe it to your unmarried friends" better. 683 00:39:21,819 --> 00:39:24,530 The passion fueled by the deepest trust. 684 00:39:24,613 --> 00:39:27,199 And it's fucking primal. 685 00:39:38,293 --> 00:39:39,294 [Joe] A team. 686 00:39:39,378 --> 00:39:43,173 Is that what this could be? It does sound really nice. 687 00:39:43,257 --> 00:39:44,383 [Love humming] 688 00:39:46,343 --> 00:39:49,388 Love knows me better than anyone ever has. 689 00:39:49,471 --> 00:39:53,225 I'm starting to understand why that's so terrifying. 690 00:39:54,309 --> 00:39:56,311 Joe. Joe! 691 00:39:58,772 --> 00:40:00,232 -Hey. -What, what, what? 692 00:40:00,983 --> 00:40:01,942 Look. 693 00:40:04,486 --> 00:40:05,612 Oh. 694 00:40:05,988 --> 00:40:07,281 Oh. Wow. 695 00:40:07,364 --> 00:40:08,824 I think they're the Shermans'. 696 00:40:08,907 --> 00:40:11,410 They put up "lost bunny" signs the other day. 697 00:40:12,035 --> 00:40:14,413 Look, the mom is protecting her babies. 698 00:40:14,496 --> 00:40:18,584 Look at the bunnies, Henry. Henry, look at the bunnies. 699 00:40:23,881 --> 00:40:26,717 Must've gone through there. I had no idea there was a hole. 700 00:40:27,968 --> 00:40:29,011 Henry... 701 00:40:30,762 --> 00:40:32,139 Do you like that? 702 00:40:34,725 --> 00:40:36,602 -[blowing raspberries] -[giggles] 703 00:40:39,354 --> 00:40:42,107 [Joe] And just like that, there you are. 704 00:40:43,901 --> 00:40:46,737 The girl-- The woman I fell in love with. 705 00:40:47,863 --> 00:40:53,869 Warm, playful, honest, and beautifully, radiantly maternal. 706 00:40:55,704 --> 00:40:59,374 I'm such a fool. I've been distant, cruel. 707 00:40:59,458 --> 00:41:01,168 How can you ever forgive me? 708 00:41:01,877 --> 00:41:04,463 I'm so sorry about what I said. Um-- 709 00:41:05,005 --> 00:41:07,591 Of course you love our son. 710 00:41:07,674 --> 00:41:10,511 Of course that you are all in with him. 711 00:41:10,594 --> 00:41:11,929 It's not just him. 712 00:41:13,972 --> 00:41:15,557 It's not just our son. 713 00:41:18,268 --> 00:41:19,811 [upbeat music playing] 714 00:41:23,732 --> 00:41:25,234 [Joe] This is new. 715 00:41:26,109 --> 00:41:27,027 Exciting. 716 00:41:27,569 --> 00:41:29,321 The joy of being a team. 717 00:41:31,365 --> 00:41:33,617 And I'd be remiss if I didn't admit, 718 00:41:34,368 --> 00:41:36,286 we have an excellent therapist. 719 00:41:36,370 --> 00:41:37,579 [both moaning] 720 00:42:07,276 --> 00:42:08,986 I have to tell you something. 721 00:42:12,447 --> 00:42:14,866 I would absolutely kill for you. 722 00:42:21,915 --> 00:42:25,502 Love, I would kill for you too. 723 00:42:27,754 --> 00:42:29,131 And Henry. 724 00:42:29,214 --> 00:42:30,674 Okay, so... 725 00:42:33,677 --> 00:42:35,929 I promise to do everything I can... 726 00:42:38,015 --> 00:42:40,350 to make sure you never have to do that. 727 00:42:42,144 --> 00:42:43,520 I promise too. 728 00:42:47,941 --> 00:42:49,109 Never again. 729 00:42:49,943 --> 00:42:51,111 Thank you. 730 00:42:58,535 --> 00:42:59,453 Love. 731 00:43:00,495 --> 00:43:05,917 There are going to be things out of our control, so... 732 00:43:06,960 --> 00:43:09,087 I'm thinking about a way we can... 733 00:43:10,339 --> 00:43:14,009 help each other to make sure we never go there. 734 00:43:15,302 --> 00:43:17,846 We can make a safe space. 735 00:43:18,597 --> 00:43:19,806 A safe space? 736 00:43:23,185 --> 00:43:24,603 It's very therapized. 737 00:43:24,686 --> 00:43:25,562 Mm. 738 00:43:28,774 --> 00:43:30,400 What'd you have in mind? 739 00:43:30,484 --> 00:43:32,527 ["My Heart Belongs to Only You" playing] 740 00:43:33,362 --> 00:43:37,908 [Joe] Even with therapy, our wounds may take a long time to heal. 741 00:43:37,991 --> 00:43:40,327 We can't just erase our worst impulses. 742 00:43:41,328 --> 00:43:43,121 But maybe we can control them. 743 00:43:44,498 --> 00:43:50,295 ♪ My heart belongs to only you ♪ 744 00:43:51,129 --> 00:43:57,302 ♪ I've never loved as I love you ♪ 745 00:43:57,844 --> 00:44:03,600 ♪ You've set a flame Within me burning... ♪ 746 00:44:03,684 --> 00:44:06,687 [Joe] We can't be sure what or who might come at us, 747 00:44:06,770 --> 00:44:10,816 but I know from experience, this gives us options. 748 00:44:10,899 --> 00:44:16,279 This offers us time to slow down, reflect and respond. 749 00:44:17,823 --> 00:44:21,618 It feels nice trusting you with this part of me. 750 00:44:24,579 --> 00:44:31,128 ♪ I'll always be your slave, my darling ♪ 751 00:44:31,628 --> 00:44:34,589 ♪ Through the coming years... ♪ 752 00:44:34,673 --> 00:44:35,757 [Joe] For the most part. 753 00:44:38,218 --> 00:44:44,307 ♪ There were some times When I was doubtful ♪ 754 00:44:44,933 --> 00:44:50,605 ♪ Of this new love affair ♪ 755 00:44:51,648 --> 00:44:56,319 ♪ But now my mind is no more doubtful ♪ 756 00:44:56,403 --> 00:44:59,072 ♪ I've found my heaven ♪ 757 00:44:59,156 --> 00:45:04,244 ♪ With the help of a prayer... ♪ 758 00:45:05,537 --> 00:45:09,541 [Joe] We're putting down roots, building a future for our son. 759 00:45:12,043 --> 00:45:15,005 ♪ A melody... ♪ 760 00:45:15,088 --> 00:45:18,091 [Joe] You'll dominate your little corner of this town. 761 00:45:18,175 --> 00:45:19,092 And I... 762 00:45:20,719 --> 00:45:22,137 I'm gonna find mine. 763 00:45:23,430 --> 00:45:24,347 It's time. 764 00:45:29,019 --> 00:45:32,022 -This gonna become an everyday thing? -I hope so. 765 00:45:46,787 --> 00:45:48,121 What did you do? 766 00:45:49,581 --> 00:45:52,667 I couldn't help but notice your rare books need some attention, so... 767 00:45:53,877 --> 00:45:56,505 I have expertise in that area. 768 00:45:56,588 --> 00:45:58,381 Oh, so you want a job. 769 00:45:59,508 --> 00:46:03,220 Well, you know you need a Master's to work in a library, but... 770 00:46:03,303 --> 00:46:04,471 [Joe] Do you though? 771 00:46:06,389 --> 00:46:08,016 I will think about it. 772 00:46:09,434 --> 00:46:10,477 Thanks. 773 00:46:10,560 --> 00:46:11,728 [upbeat music playing] 774 00:46:20,862 --> 00:46:22,364 [ominous music playing] 775 00:46:33,333 --> 00:46:34,417 [door opens] 776 00:46:41,675 --> 00:46:43,093 Cement is set. 777 00:46:44,135 --> 00:46:45,303 We're in the clear. 778 00:46:47,806 --> 00:46:50,517 -Anything from next door? -Not that I can see. 779 00:46:51,935 --> 00:46:53,770 She's been gone for days. 780 00:46:53,854 --> 00:46:55,272 He's gotta know by now. 781 00:46:56,690 --> 00:46:58,441 I wish I knew what he was thinking. 782 00:47:06,908 --> 00:47:08,159 [doorbell rings] 783 00:47:12,205 --> 00:47:13,290 Hmm. You. 784 00:47:15,458 --> 00:47:16,668 What are you doing here? 785 00:47:16,751 --> 00:47:18,962 I own the place. 786 00:47:19,045 --> 00:47:21,006 [Matthew] Hang on a second. Theo, who's there? 787 00:47:22,674 --> 00:47:25,010 -Oh, hi, Love. -Hi, Matthew. 788 00:47:25,093 --> 00:47:26,803 Uh, Natalie's not here right now. 789 00:47:27,596 --> 00:47:31,349 Oh, no, I came here to see you. I came here to see both of you. 790 00:47:31,433 --> 00:47:34,477 -I did. I brought you some cupcakes. -Thank you. 791 00:47:34,561 --> 00:47:36,396 Love, this is my son, Theo. 792 00:47:37,606 --> 00:47:40,525 -I didn't know you had a son. -Stepson from my first marriage. 793 00:47:40,609 --> 00:47:43,069 Thank you, but we're dealing with something right now. 794 00:47:43,695 --> 00:47:44,529 Let's go. 795 00:47:45,739 --> 00:47:46,740 -Enjoy. -Yeah. 796 00:47:47,324 --> 00:47:48,408 Have a good night. 797 00:47:49,993 --> 00:47:51,369 [ominous music playing] 798 00:47:58,501 --> 00:47:59,669 [door opens] 799 00:48:07,344 --> 00:48:08,178 So? 800 00:48:08,261 --> 00:48:09,471 [siren wails] 801 00:48:14,476 --> 00:48:17,187 So... they know. 802 00:48:18,146 --> 00:48:19,606 Shit's about to hit the fan. 803 00:48:22,901 --> 00:48:25,654 [Joe] We've got this. Together. 804 00:48:37,749 --> 00:48:39,751 [theme music playing]