1 00:00:13,980 --> 00:00:17,016 Well, hello there. 2 00:00:17,017 --> 00:00:18,617 Who are you? 3 00:00:18,618 --> 00:00:21,453 Based on your vibe, a student. 4 00:00:21,454 --> 00:00:23,989 Your blouse is loose. 5 00:00:23,990 --> 00:00:26,658 You're not here to be ogled, but those bracelets, 6 00:00:26,659 --> 00:00:28,360 they jangle. 7 00:00:28,361 --> 00:00:31,563 You like a little attention. Okay, I bite. 8 00:00:31,564 --> 00:00:33,399 You search the books. 9 00:00:33,400 --> 00:00:36,301 Uh, fiction. F through K. 10 00:00:36,302 --> 00:00:39,738 Now, hmm, you're not the standard insecure nymph 11 00:00:39,739 --> 00:00:42,741 hunting for Faulkner you'll never finish. 12 00:00:42,742 --> 00:00:44,977 Too sun-kissed for Stephen King. 13 00:00:44,978 --> 00:00:46,913 Who will you buy? 14 00:00:47,914 --> 00:00:49,715 Sorry. 15 00:00:49,716 --> 00:00:51,884 You sound apologetic, 16 00:00:51,885 --> 00:00:54,553 like you're embarrassed to be a good girl. 17 00:00:54,554 --> 00:00:57,891 And you murmur your first word to me. 18 00:00:59,059 --> 00:01:00,859 Hello. 19 00:01:00,860 --> 00:01:02,561 Do you work here? 20 00:01:02,562 --> 00:01:04,196 Guilty. 21 00:01:04,197 --> 00:01:05,497 Can I help you find something? 22 00:01:05,498 --> 00:01:06,899 Paula Fox? 23 00:01:06,900 --> 00:01:08,267 That's a good choice. 24 00:01:08,268 --> 00:01:10,170 Hmm, I feel weirdly validated. 25 00:01:11,504 --> 00:01:12,672 Follow me. 26 00:01:16,342 --> 00:01:18,043 She's gonna be in here. 27 00:01:18,044 --> 00:01:19,611 Celebrity authors. 28 00:01:19,612 --> 00:01:21,346 I thought Fox was pretty obscure. 29 00:01:21,347 --> 00:01:24,616 She is Courtney Love's maternal grandmother. 30 00:01:24,617 --> 00:01:25,951 You're not expected to know that. 31 00:01:25,952 --> 00:01:27,753 Good, I didn't. 32 00:01:27,754 --> 00:01:29,455 Mr. Mooney wants anyone in here 33 00:01:29,456 --> 00:01:30,923 who's even tangentially famous. 34 00:01:30,924 --> 00:01:32,357 He thinks it sells more books. 35 00:01:32,358 --> 00:01:34,226 That's sad... people buying books 36 00:01:34,227 --> 00:01:36,228 because of what's popular, not because they want to be 37 00:01:36,229 --> 00:01:39,398 moved or changed in some way. 38 00:01:39,399 --> 00:01:41,934 Yeah. It's an epidemic. 39 00:01:41,935 --> 00:01:43,102 Hmm. 40 00:01:43,103 --> 00:01:44,470 Yeah, you see this guy, 41 00:01:44,471 --> 00:01:46,572 here with the glasses, behind you? 42 00:01:46,573 --> 00:01:49,908 He just grabbed Dan Brown's latest on the way in. 43 00:01:49,909 --> 00:01:52,377 So he's gonna wander around for another, like, 44 00:01:52,378 --> 00:01:54,379 five or ten minutes just to find something legitimate 45 00:01:54,380 --> 00:01:55,581 to buy with it. 46 00:01:55,582 --> 00:01:56,949 Oh, like the cereal guys buy 47 00:01:56,950 --> 00:01:58,283 when they're really there for condoms? 48 00:01:58,284 --> 00:01:59,718 Only makes it more conspicuous. 49 00:01:59,719 --> 00:02:01,386 Like, own your shit. 50 00:02:01,387 --> 00:02:04,124 If Dan Brown's your kink, then be out about it. 51 00:02:06,826 --> 00:02:08,460 At the end of the day, 52 00:02:08,461 --> 00:02:10,830 people really are disappointing, aren't they? 53 00:02:11,798 --> 00:02:14,000 Sometimes they surprise you. 54 00:02:15,502 --> 00:02:17,503 Paula Fox, top shelf. Do you want me to... 55 00:02:17,504 --> 00:02:19,305 Oh, no, I got it. 56 00:02:22,509 --> 00:02:25,310 Oh, are you not wearing a bra? 57 00:02:25,311 --> 00:02:27,012 And you want me to notice. 58 00:02:27,013 --> 00:02:28,914 If this was a movie, 59 00:02:28,915 --> 00:02:33,118 I'd grab you and we'd go at it right in the stacks. 60 00:02:33,119 --> 00:02:34,753 Have you read her fiction? 61 00:02:34,754 --> 00:02:36,655 "Desperate Characters" is her... It's her best. 62 00:02:36,656 --> 00:02:38,323 Oh, that's what I keep hearing. 63 00:02:38,324 --> 00:02:39,791 You haven't read "Desperate Characters"? 64 00:02:39,792 --> 00:02:41,260 I know. I know. 65 00:02:41,261 --> 00:02:42,528 I'm worried it's not gonna live up to the hype. 66 00:02:42,529 --> 00:02:44,363 I can safely say it is that good. 67 00:02:44,364 --> 00:02:45,864 That's a high endorsement. 68 00:02:45,865 --> 00:02:48,167 And from a bookstore clerk, nonetheless. 69 00:02:48,168 --> 00:02:49,835 Well, it's bookstore manager. 70 00:02:49,836 --> 00:02:52,105 Hello? Anyone working here? 71 00:02:53,006 --> 00:02:54,173 Asshole. 72 00:02:54,174 --> 00:02:55,607 Oh. 73 00:02:55,608 --> 00:02:57,610 Whoa. 74 00:03:01,981 --> 00:03:03,615 Do you mind? Uh, I'm in a hurry. 75 00:03:03,616 --> 00:03:05,484 He's just pissed he's gotta buy Salinger 76 00:03:05,485 --> 00:03:07,352 to feel respectable when all he really wants to do 77 00:03:07,353 --> 00:03:09,688 is eat Cheetos and jerk it to iPorn 78 00:03:09,689 --> 00:03:13,992 before washing it all down with a Dan Brown chaser. 79 00:03:13,993 --> 00:03:15,361 Have a nice day, sir. 80 00:03:19,399 --> 00:03:21,633 Okay, I'm going for it. 81 00:03:21,634 --> 00:03:23,068 Good, you won't regret it. 82 00:03:23,069 --> 00:03:24,236 Better not. 83 00:03:24,237 --> 00:03:26,138 Paula Fox, nice. 84 00:03:26,139 --> 00:03:27,739 You know, she was, uh, Courtney Love's 85 00:03:27,740 --> 00:03:28,974 maternal grandmother. 86 00:03:28,975 --> 00:03:30,276 That's why I'm buying it. 87 00:03:33,213 --> 00:03:35,514 You have enough cash to cover this, 88 00:03:35,515 --> 00:03:37,382 but you want me to know your name. 89 00:03:37,383 --> 00:03:38,817 Guinevere? 90 00:03:38,818 --> 00:03:40,319 Yeah, my parents were assholes 91 00:03:40,320 --> 00:03:42,020 with the whole naming thing. 92 00:03:42,021 --> 00:03:45,390 But everyone just calls me Beck. 93 00:03:45,391 --> 00:03:47,759 And you're Joe? 94 00:03:47,760 --> 00:03:49,861 Goldberg. 95 00:03:49,862 --> 00:03:51,764 Everyone calls me Joe. 96 00:03:56,035 --> 00:03:57,836 Aren't you gonna tell me to have a nice day? 97 00:03:57,837 --> 00:03:59,838 You have a nice day, Beck. 98 00:03:59,839 --> 00:04:01,708 You have one yourself, Joe. 99 00:04:05,545 --> 00:04:08,747 You smiled, laughed at my jokes, 100 00:04:08,748 --> 00:04:12,618 told me your name, asked for mine. 101 00:04:12,619 --> 00:04:14,553 She write her number on there? 102 00:04:14,554 --> 00:04:16,588 She was on you hard. 103 00:04:16,589 --> 00:04:18,423 No, she was just being nice. 104 00:04:18,424 --> 00:04:20,292 I'd be Googling the hell out of her right now. 105 00:04:20,293 --> 00:04:21,727 You know her full name. 106 00:04:21,728 --> 00:04:23,629 That's pretty aggressive, Ethan. 107 00:04:23,630 --> 00:04:25,063 What do I tell you? 108 00:04:25,064 --> 00:04:27,934 Always be closing that shit. 109 00:04:29,269 --> 00:04:30,602 - If you need me... - If you need me... 110 00:04:30,603 --> 00:04:31,637 both: I'll be in cookbooks 111 00:04:31,638 --> 00:04:33,038 but for work, not for fun. 112 00:04:33,039 --> 00:04:34,706 I swear. 113 00:04:34,707 --> 00:04:36,575 At the end of the day, 114 00:04:36,576 --> 00:04:38,711 people are really just disappointing, aren't they? 115 00:04:45,118 --> 00:04:46,985 But are you, Beck? 116 00:04:46,986 --> 00:04:48,421 Are you? 117 00:05:06,406 --> 00:05:09,441 Yes, people find "the one". 118 00:05:09,442 --> 00:05:12,911 I believe that. I try to stay open. 119 00:05:12,912 --> 00:05:14,446 I was in love once. 120 00:05:14,447 --> 00:05:16,348 She broke my heart, Beck. 121 00:05:16,349 --> 00:05:19,251 Oh, she really did a number on me. 122 00:05:19,252 --> 00:05:21,086 I should have seen the signs. 123 00:05:21,087 --> 00:05:24,189 But we never do when we're in love. 124 00:05:24,190 --> 00:05:26,291 Exhibit A: Claudia and Ron. 125 00:05:26,292 --> 00:05:28,093 Went out for a couple of drinks. 126 00:05:28,094 --> 00:05:29,928 Get off my back, Claudia. 127 00:05:29,929 --> 00:05:32,431 Claudia's a nurse. Single parent. 128 00:05:32,432 --> 00:05:34,166 - It's every night! - It's not every night! 129 00:05:34,167 --> 00:05:35,834 You think she knew Ron was a shitbag 130 00:05:35,835 --> 00:05:37,536 when she fell in love? 131 00:05:37,537 --> 00:05:39,771 No, she thought he was a prince. 132 00:05:39,772 --> 00:05:41,173 Hey, Paco. 133 00:05:41,174 --> 00:05:43,008 What's up, Joe? 134 00:05:43,009 --> 00:05:45,711 And now hers is not the only life she ruined. 135 00:05:45,712 --> 00:05:49,648 Leave me alone! I don't wanna talk to you! 136 00:05:49,649 --> 00:05:51,016 Is everything cool in there? 137 00:05:51,017 --> 00:05:53,819 Yeah, Mom and Ron are just talking. 138 00:05:53,820 --> 00:05:55,387 No, man, this isn't your house... 139 00:05:55,388 --> 00:05:58,557 Wow, you are burning through that book, aren't you? 140 00:05:58,558 --> 00:05:59,958 Reads quick. 141 00:05:59,959 --> 00:06:01,393 It's good. 142 00:06:01,394 --> 00:06:02,494 Well, let me know when you finish. 143 00:06:02,495 --> 00:06:04,229 I'll... I'll get you another one. 144 00:06:04,230 --> 00:06:08,467 All right, well, I don't care about that! 145 00:06:08,468 --> 00:06:09,635 Are you hungry? 146 00:06:11,304 --> 00:06:12,904 'Cause, you know, I just got this meatball sub, 147 00:06:12,905 --> 00:06:15,308 but I remembered I have Thai from last night. 148 00:06:17,009 --> 00:06:19,311 No, my mom will just make me something later. 149 00:06:19,312 --> 00:06:20,879 It's a shame. This won't keep. 150 00:06:20,880 --> 00:06:22,981 It's getting tossed. 151 00:06:22,982 --> 00:06:24,283 You sure, Joe? 152 00:06:26,319 --> 00:06:28,421 All for one and one for all. 153 00:06:41,200 --> 00:06:46,439 The point, Beck: Love is tricky. 154 00:07:05,358 --> 00:07:07,793 A guy needs to protect himself. 155 00:07:07,794 --> 00:07:10,462 I had to be sure you're safe. 156 00:07:10,463 --> 00:07:13,465 And your name was a glorious place to start. 157 00:07:13,466 --> 00:07:16,401 Not a lot of Guinevere Becks. 158 00:07:16,402 --> 00:07:17,803 And there you were. 159 00:07:17,804 --> 00:07:19,571 Every account set to public. 160 00:07:19,572 --> 00:07:21,873 You want to be seen... 161 00:07:21,874 --> 00:07:24,109 heard, known. 162 00:07:24,110 --> 00:07:27,579 Of course, I obliged. 163 00:07:27,580 --> 00:07:30,882 Born and raised, Nantucket Island. 164 00:07:30,883 --> 00:07:33,785 A brother, Clyde, and sister, Anya. 165 00:07:33,786 --> 00:07:36,955 Your parents really were assholes about the names. 166 00:07:36,956 --> 00:07:39,391 Your folks split when you were 12. 167 00:07:39,392 --> 00:07:42,060 Your dad dropped out of the picture. 168 00:07:42,061 --> 00:07:44,262 Went to Brown, where you majored in lit, cool. 169 00:07:44,263 --> 00:07:46,565 And minored in douchebags, mm. 170 00:07:46,566 --> 00:07:48,834 And then on to NYC to conquer an MFA 171 00:07:48,835 --> 00:07:50,502 and make your mark, presumably. 172 00:07:50,503 --> 00:07:52,671 Now, you still write. Barely. 173 00:07:52,672 --> 00:07:54,239 Too busy living out moments you won't remember 174 00:07:54,240 --> 00:07:55,907 five years from now. 175 00:07:55,908 --> 00:07:58,176 I know this because you post about this life 176 00:07:58,177 --> 00:07:59,846 all the goddamn time. 177 00:08:02,248 --> 00:08:04,149 Candidly, it's the least appealing thing 178 00:08:04,150 --> 00:08:05,851 about you, Beck. 179 00:08:05,852 --> 00:08:08,954 You posted this hours after our encounter. 180 00:08:08,955 --> 00:08:10,755 I was concerned. 181 00:08:10,756 --> 00:08:12,591 You didn't mention that cute guy in the bookstore. 182 00:08:12,592 --> 00:08:15,293 And then I realized, your online life isn't real. 183 00:08:15,294 --> 00:08:17,195 It's a... it's a collage. 184 00:08:17,196 --> 00:08:18,763 You paste this Beck up... 185 00:08:18,764 --> 00:08:21,166 This, uh, together, lovable, cute, 186 00:08:21,167 --> 00:08:22,968 bendy little creature. 187 00:08:22,969 --> 00:08:24,836 If anything, the fact that you didn't share me 188 00:08:24,837 --> 00:08:27,806 with your followers only confirms we really connected. 189 00:08:27,807 --> 00:08:30,175 The next thing our little friend the Internet gave me 190 00:08:30,176 --> 00:08:31,711 was your address. 191 00:08:36,849 --> 00:08:39,284 There it is, with its big, 192 00:08:39,285 --> 00:08:41,186 naked windows. 193 00:08:41,187 --> 00:08:42,721 It's nice... too nice. 194 00:08:42,722 --> 00:08:45,490 I'm thinking subsidized school housing. 195 00:08:45,491 --> 00:08:48,293 Jesus, it's like you've never seen a horror movie 196 00:08:48,294 --> 00:08:49,996 or the news. 197 00:08:57,537 --> 00:09:00,138 But you want people to watch, don't you? 198 00:09:00,139 --> 00:09:01,873 You know, I plan on asking you about this quality 199 00:09:01,874 --> 00:09:03,575 when we get to know each other better. 200 00:09:03,576 --> 00:09:05,343 A proposal: 201 00:09:05,344 --> 00:09:06,912 Why don't we spend the day together tomorrow, 202 00:09:06,913 --> 00:09:08,647 just you and me? 203 00:09:08,648 --> 00:09:10,348 To everyone out there chasing their dreams, 204 00:09:10,349 --> 00:09:11,349 don't give up. 205 00:09:11,350 --> 00:09:12,651 And in the meantime, 206 00:09:12,652 --> 00:09:15,220 Mac N Cheese! 207 00:09:15,221 --> 00:09:16,321 It's cute. 208 00:09:16,322 --> 00:09:18,423 Not deep, but cute. 209 00:09:18,424 --> 00:09:20,425 Is there more to you? 210 00:09:20,426 --> 00:09:21,928 Let's find out. 211 00:09:32,605 --> 00:09:34,406 Our day starts at the ass crack of dawn. 212 00:09:34,407 --> 00:09:36,207 I know from your posted schedule that you teach 213 00:09:36,208 --> 00:09:38,944 a 6:30 class called Get Up N Flow. 214 00:09:38,945 --> 00:09:41,613 You caress the sweaty backs of bulimic, 215 00:09:41,614 --> 00:09:43,715 dead-eyed Real Mommies of Soho... 216 00:09:43,716 --> 00:09:46,184 I am loving your form today, Tasha. 217 00:09:46,185 --> 00:09:48,588 Offering smiles and lies of encouragement. 218 00:09:50,389 --> 00:09:53,525 By 10:00, you're at campus to TA a romantics class 219 00:09:53,526 --> 00:09:55,627 and play Vanna White to some shirt. 220 00:09:55,628 --> 00:09:57,362 Good morning, Professor Leahy. 221 00:09:57,363 --> 00:09:59,264 I told you, it's Paul. 222 00:09:59,265 --> 00:10:00,899 Are you ready for class? 223 00:10:00,900 --> 00:10:02,867 Professor Obvious wants to fuck you. 224 00:10:02,868 --> 00:10:04,536 But you're smart. 225 00:10:04,537 --> 00:10:06,438 You... you let him think one day, he might. 226 00:10:06,439 --> 00:10:07,873 And what's the harm in that, right? 227 00:10:09,609 --> 00:10:12,377 After class, you head to your favorite cafe 228 00:10:12,378 --> 00:10:15,081 to write for the first time all day. 229 00:10:16,582 --> 00:10:18,883 But your life doesn't cooperate. 230 00:10:18,884 --> 00:10:21,119 Your wealthy girlfriends have just now woken up 231 00:10:21,120 --> 00:10:23,455 and have nothing better to do than plan their next 232 00:10:23,456 --> 00:10:25,957 pointless yet Instagrammable night. 233 00:10:25,958 --> 00:10:27,792 Can we get real for a second? 234 00:10:27,793 --> 00:10:29,261 You have questionable taste in friends, Beck... 235 00:10:35,434 --> 00:10:37,402 - Cheers! - Cheers! 236 00:10:37,403 --> 00:10:40,339 Oh, yes, happy birthday! 237 00:10:41,841 --> 00:10:44,342 And expensive taste in lives. 238 00:10:44,343 --> 00:10:47,912 - Ready? - Thank you. 239 00:10:47,913 --> 00:10:49,648 Do you like it? 240 00:10:49,649 --> 00:10:51,282 No, I hate it. 241 00:10:51,283 --> 00:10:52,951 Of course I love it! 242 00:10:52,952 --> 00:10:54,486 Jason didn't even get her something that nice, 243 00:10:54,487 --> 00:10:56,422 and Annika finally let him do anal. 244 00:10:59,091 --> 00:11:00,425 Please. 245 00:11:00,426 --> 00:11:01,593 Open my gift next and tell me 246 00:11:01,594 --> 00:11:03,129 how much you hate me then, lady. 247 00:11:08,434 --> 00:11:09,834 A butterfly? 248 00:11:09,835 --> 00:11:11,136 It's my spirit animal for the year. 249 00:11:11,137 --> 00:11:12,704 You remembered? 250 00:11:12,705 --> 00:11:14,339 Only 'cause you wouldn't shut up about it. 251 00:11:14,340 --> 00:11:16,808 You want so badly to be one of them. 252 00:11:16,809 --> 00:11:18,476 - Happy birthday. - You guys are so beautiful. 253 00:11:18,477 --> 00:11:19,811 They've got nothing to do after this, 254 00:11:19,812 --> 00:11:21,312 so yeah, they'll party till 5:00 255 00:11:21,313 --> 00:11:23,048 and scrape it together tomorrow. 256 00:11:23,049 --> 00:11:25,350 But you can't. You have to work for a living. 257 00:11:25,351 --> 00:11:27,786 A McQueen, Beck? 258 00:11:27,787 --> 00:11:29,020 How much was it? 259 00:11:29,021 --> 00:11:30,622 It was on clearance. 260 00:11:30,623 --> 00:11:32,357 They haven't put a McQueen scarf on clearance 261 00:11:32,358 --> 00:11:34,392 since he hung himself in 2010. 262 00:11:34,393 --> 00:11:36,461 It'd be too much even if she did deserve it, 263 00:11:36,462 --> 00:11:38,329 which she does not. 264 00:11:38,330 --> 00:11:40,632 Hmm, not all your friends are dumb. 265 00:11:40,633 --> 00:11:42,200 You always do this. 266 00:11:42,201 --> 00:11:44,836 You make, like, a big gesture that you can't afford 267 00:11:44,837 --> 00:11:47,505 because, I'm sorry, you're too nice. 268 00:11:47,506 --> 00:11:48,640 It's no big deal. 269 00:11:48,641 --> 00:11:51,910 I had, um, a gift card. 270 00:11:51,911 --> 00:11:53,479 How broke are you? 271 00:11:55,414 --> 00:11:57,148 Just tell me what's up. 272 00:11:57,149 --> 00:11:59,417 Actually sounds like she cares. 273 00:11:59,418 --> 00:12:01,152 Look, I appreciate... 274 00:12:01,153 --> 00:12:03,555 Why don't you just let me loan you some cash, okay? 275 00:12:03,556 --> 00:12:05,323 I keep telling you it's nothing. 276 00:12:05,324 --> 00:12:06,925 Also sounds condescending. 277 00:12:06,926 --> 00:12:09,994 You know I'd do anything for you. 278 00:12:09,995 --> 00:12:12,897 Don't forget that. 279 00:12:12,898 --> 00:12:14,766 Sure you can't come out with us? 280 00:12:14,767 --> 00:12:16,000 I gotta write. 281 00:12:16,001 --> 00:12:17,837 Virtuous. Catch you later. 282 00:12:22,842 --> 00:12:25,410 Is that the best friend you've got? 283 00:12:25,411 --> 00:12:29,014 If so, Beck, you really are alone. 284 00:12:38,524 --> 00:12:40,959 Your social media's a liar. 285 00:12:40,960 --> 00:12:44,696 It says you're a happy-go-lucky dilettante. 286 00:12:44,697 --> 00:12:48,233 But underneath it all, you seem like 287 00:12:48,234 --> 00:12:49,801 the genuine article. 288 00:12:49,802 --> 00:12:51,302 Stretched ADD thin, sure, 289 00:12:51,303 --> 00:12:52,904 but as soon as the door closes, 290 00:12:52,905 --> 00:12:54,472 you're back at the keyboard, 291 00:12:54,473 --> 00:12:55,808 trying to write. 292 00:13:15,461 --> 00:13:16,829 Thanks. 293 00:13:19,765 --> 00:13:21,167 Keep the change, man. 294 00:13:24,470 --> 00:13:26,571 Hey, let me up. 295 00:13:26,572 --> 00:13:26,972 Uh, Beck, who the fuck is this? 296 00:13:38,684 --> 00:13:40,485 My best friend walked in on you getting your dick sucked 297 00:13:40,486 --> 00:13:42,253 by some random woman in a bathroom 298 00:13:42,254 --> 00:13:44,789 at a party that I took you to. 299 00:13:44,790 --> 00:13:46,825 I was wasted. I didn't even finish. 300 00:13:46,826 --> 00:13:48,493 That's your apology? "I didn't come"? 301 00:13:48,494 --> 00:13:50,295 That's the one you're going with? 302 00:13:50,296 --> 00:13:51,696 And I obviously shouldn't have gone in the bathroom 303 00:13:51,697 --> 00:13:53,097 with any girl that wasn't you. 304 00:13:53,098 --> 00:13:54,465 But she said she had good coke, 305 00:13:54,466 --> 00:13:56,535 and I've been seriously stressed. 306 00:13:57,970 --> 00:13:59,938 I thought when Johno and I started our line, 307 00:13:59,939 --> 00:14:01,673 it was gonna be, like, picking out flavors and shit. 308 00:14:01,674 --> 00:14:03,308 It turns out it's 16-hour lectures 309 00:14:03,309 --> 00:14:04,676 on microbial management. 310 00:14:04,677 --> 00:14:06,377 And that's why no one starts their own 311 00:14:06,378 --> 00:14:08,379 artisanal soda company and why America has to keep 312 00:14:08,380 --> 00:14:10,348 drinking crap that's giving them cancer. 313 00:14:10,349 --> 00:14:12,817 You actually managed to connect your illicit blow job 314 00:14:12,818 --> 00:14:15,053 to curing cancer. 315 00:14:15,054 --> 00:14:17,289 I'm genuinely impressed. 316 00:14:20,659 --> 00:14:22,026 Beck, I... 317 00:14:22,027 --> 00:14:25,363 Seriously, I am drowning in work. 318 00:14:25,364 --> 00:14:27,465 I don't have time to keep hooking up 319 00:14:27,466 --> 00:14:29,868 or whatever it is you're even capable of. 320 00:14:29,869 --> 00:14:33,338 I know I've done some stupid shit. 321 00:14:33,339 --> 00:14:34,807 But I'm on it now. 322 00:14:36,208 --> 00:14:40,246 I don't wanna be just some guy that you sleep with. 323 00:14:42,982 --> 00:14:45,484 God, you make me insane. 324 00:14:51,090 --> 00:14:54,159 Way to go, Beck. Looks like a catch. 325 00:14:57,563 --> 00:14:59,931 Benjamin J. Ashby III. Oh, there's three of them. 326 00:14:59,932 --> 00:15:01,833 Greenwich born, boarding school bred. 327 00:15:01,834 --> 00:15:05,203 His father is the Ben Ashby of Ashby Brokerage. 328 00:15:05,204 --> 00:15:06,838 Two failed careers. 329 00:15:06,839 --> 00:15:08,039 Model... oh, boy. 330 00:15:08,040 --> 00:15:09,741 And cocreator of a dating app 331 00:15:09,742 --> 00:15:11,276 that connects people through musical tastes 332 00:15:11,277 --> 00:15:13,111 called LoveHooks. 333 00:15:13,112 --> 00:15:15,880 Current CEO of Home Soda Artisanal Beverages. 334 00:15:15,881 --> 00:15:18,116 Motto: Drink Better by Hand, 335 00:15:18,117 --> 00:15:20,385 which makes no sense but evokes a homespun quality 336 00:15:20,386 --> 00:15:23,888 that lines up with a guy who wears $600 Japanese sneakers. 337 00:15:23,889 --> 00:15:25,290 The hair. 338 00:15:25,291 --> 00:15:27,225 The privilege he tries to hide 339 00:15:27,226 --> 00:15:29,360 with retweets of Black Lives Matter. 340 00:15:29,361 --> 00:15:31,262 Not to sound judgy, but this guy 341 00:15:31,263 --> 00:15:33,766 is everything wrong with America. 342 00:15:35,901 --> 00:15:37,702 See, this is why I do my research. 343 00:15:37,703 --> 00:15:40,104 You fall for the wrong men... 344 00:15:40,105 --> 00:15:41,306 Bad men. 345 00:15:41,307 --> 00:15:42,640 You let them in. 346 00:15:42,641 --> 00:15:43,875 You let them hurt you. 347 00:15:43,876 --> 00:15:45,610 Too far away to know for sure, 348 00:15:45,611 --> 00:15:47,412 but my guess is, if he came anywhere close 349 00:15:47,413 --> 00:15:48,713 to making you come, you'd have made 350 00:15:48,714 --> 00:15:50,315 a Broadway show out of it. 351 00:15:50,316 --> 00:15:51,783 But you didn't... 352 00:15:51,784 --> 00:15:52,785 'cause he didn't. 353 00:15:58,223 --> 00:15:59,557 "Desperate Characters"? 354 00:15:59,558 --> 00:16:01,125 Yeah, I just got it. 355 00:16:01,126 --> 00:16:02,493 You can borrow it when I'm done. 356 00:16:02,494 --> 00:16:03,795 It's supposed to be her best. 357 00:16:03,796 --> 00:16:05,463 Johno's consultant we brought in, 358 00:16:05,464 --> 00:16:06,798 she's been all over me about this kind of thing. 359 00:16:06,799 --> 00:16:09,434 Saged the crap out of the office. 360 00:16:09,435 --> 00:16:11,903 The book title has the word "desperate" in it. 361 00:16:11,904 --> 00:16:13,237 You don't wanna think of yourself 362 00:16:13,238 --> 00:16:15,174 as a desperate character, Beck. 363 00:16:17,009 --> 00:16:19,777 'Cause you're the opposite, babe. 364 00:16:19,778 --> 00:16:23,414 You're the smartest girl I know. 365 00:16:23,415 --> 00:16:25,818 Honestly, you blow me away. 366 00:16:30,522 --> 00:16:32,090 Oh, shit. Gotta roll. 367 00:16:32,091 --> 00:16:33,658 Johno's blowing up my phone. 368 00:16:33,659 --> 00:16:35,827 Hey, you should come by the office, 369 00:16:35,828 --> 00:16:37,261 test out some new flavors. 370 00:16:37,262 --> 00:16:38,696 We're doing cumin. 371 00:16:38,697 --> 00:16:39,964 I know how much you like Indian food. 372 00:16:39,965 --> 00:16:42,467 Sure. Sounds good. 373 00:16:42,468 --> 00:16:44,937 Looks good on you, by the way. 374 00:16:46,438 --> 00:16:48,340 The extra weight. 375 00:16:51,110 --> 00:16:53,511 Yeah, hey, I'm on my way, bro. 376 00:16:53,512 --> 00:16:55,279 You guys ordering pizzas? 377 00:16:55,280 --> 00:16:56,547 Yeah, don't dick me over like last time. 378 00:16:56,548 --> 00:16:57,615 Gluten-free crust. 379 00:16:57,616 --> 00:16:58,983 Not from that vegan place. 380 00:16:58,984 --> 00:17:00,686 Vegan cheese tastes like asshole. 381 00:17:10,896 --> 00:17:12,965 I'm talking French gourmet shit. 382 00:17:14,233 --> 00:17:16,834 No, Johno, Johno, listen to me. 383 00:17:16,835 --> 00:17:19,303 They can't do half gluten-free 'cause of the dough. 384 00:17:19,304 --> 00:17:21,073 They have to use a spelt dough. 385 00:17:49,068 --> 00:17:50,936 So you didn't finish. 386 00:18:24,436 --> 00:18:27,706 Just like that. 387 00:18:36,315 --> 00:18:38,216 Here. 388 00:18:38,217 --> 00:18:40,551 Oh, thank you. 389 00:18:40,552 --> 00:18:42,453 You're so kind. 390 00:18:42,454 --> 00:18:45,490 I don't suppose you can help me get a cab, can you? 391 00:18:45,491 --> 00:18:46,657 Of course. 392 00:18:46,658 --> 00:18:48,060 - Thanks. - Yeah. 393 00:19:06,745 --> 00:19:09,780 Wow, don't tell me you're finished already. 394 00:19:09,781 --> 00:19:11,082 Almost. 395 00:19:11,083 --> 00:19:12,850 It's so good. 396 00:19:12,851 --> 00:19:14,585 Sometimes the dialogue's weird, though, 397 00:19:14,586 --> 00:19:16,154 like when they're killing each other 398 00:19:16,155 --> 00:19:17,421 and still all nice about it. 399 00:19:17,422 --> 00:19:18,756 Well, it was the 19th century. 400 00:19:18,757 --> 00:19:20,492 People still had manners. 401 00:19:21,827 --> 00:19:24,163 I was hoping we could go get another one. 402 00:19:25,697 --> 00:19:27,365 Ooh, I mean, it's pretty late, Pac. 403 00:19:27,366 --> 00:19:29,100 I don't know. 404 00:19:29,101 --> 00:19:32,136 Oh, yeah. Oh, I want you to come. 405 00:19:32,137 --> 00:19:34,005 Ugh, something's in the air tonight, Beck, 406 00:19:34,006 --> 00:19:37,775 'cause everyone but me is getting action. 407 00:19:37,776 --> 00:19:39,544 Even the lovebirds made up. 408 00:19:39,545 --> 00:19:41,880 Yeah. Yeah, why not? 409 00:19:43,849 --> 00:19:45,950 Did you know Dumas was a black dude? 410 00:19:45,951 --> 00:19:47,018 I Googled him. 411 00:19:47,019 --> 00:19:48,386 His grandmother was a slave, 412 00:19:48,387 --> 00:19:50,288 and his dad was a brigadier general. 413 00:19:50,289 --> 00:19:52,890 He killed, like, half a battalion. 414 00:19:52,891 --> 00:19:55,726 You probably knew that since you work at a bookstore. 415 00:19:55,727 --> 00:19:57,195 I didn't. 416 00:19:57,196 --> 00:19:58,229 How'd you get to work here, anyway? 417 00:19:58,230 --> 00:19:59,664 Mr. Mooney gave me a job 418 00:19:59,665 --> 00:20:00,665 when I was just a little older than you. 419 00:20:00,666 --> 00:20:01,799 He sort of took me in. 420 00:20:01,800 --> 00:20:03,167 He seems nice. 421 00:20:03,168 --> 00:20:06,337 He was a dick. But he loved books. 422 00:20:06,338 --> 00:20:07,738 And he taught me to love them too. 423 00:20:07,739 --> 00:20:09,807 I never see him around here. 424 00:20:09,808 --> 00:20:11,042 Is he dead? 425 00:20:11,043 --> 00:20:12,410 No, he's just old. 426 00:20:12,411 --> 00:20:14,178 I'm sorry, Pac. 427 00:20:14,179 --> 00:20:15,246 I had one back here for you, 428 00:20:15,247 --> 00:20:16,414 but Ethan must have sold it. 429 00:20:16,415 --> 00:20:17,415 Sold what? 430 00:20:17,416 --> 00:20:19,183 Your next read. 431 00:20:19,184 --> 00:20:20,652 Come on, I'll show you where we keep the good stuff. 432 00:20:37,102 --> 00:20:38,203 Freaky. 433 00:20:43,842 --> 00:20:46,210 It's the cage. 434 00:20:46,211 --> 00:20:48,679 It's where we keep early editions and collectibles. 435 00:20:48,680 --> 00:20:49,680 It's cold. 436 00:20:49,681 --> 00:20:52,049 65 degrees for the books. 437 00:20:52,050 --> 00:20:55,720 If the zombies come, this is where I'm hiding. 438 00:20:55,721 --> 00:20:58,357 Why don't you set that milk shake down? 439 00:21:17,776 --> 00:21:19,610 Careful, Joseph. 440 00:21:19,611 --> 00:21:21,545 When it comes to the value of a book, 441 00:21:21,546 --> 00:21:23,481 it's all about condition. 442 00:21:23,482 --> 00:21:24,815 I'll show you. 443 00:21:24,816 --> 00:21:27,251 It's always 65 degrees, humidity 40%. 444 00:21:27,252 --> 00:21:30,454 Too moist, the pages can mildew. 445 00:21:30,455 --> 00:21:32,256 Too dry, they get brittle. 446 00:21:32,257 --> 00:21:35,726 Always keep books upright so the spines don't become 447 00:21:35,727 --> 00:21:38,129 rolled or warped or what we call cocked. 448 00:21:38,130 --> 00:21:40,798 And we never want to fold or crease the pages. 449 00:21:40,799 --> 00:21:43,734 And we dust the covers with a chemical-free duster. 450 00:21:43,735 --> 00:21:45,636 Always towards the spine. 451 00:21:45,637 --> 00:21:47,605 Under no circumstances is there any sunlight 452 00:21:47,606 --> 00:21:49,073 in this room. 453 00:21:49,074 --> 00:21:51,575 Sunlight can ruin a book as fast as fire. 454 00:21:51,576 --> 00:21:52,977 Faster. 455 00:21:52,978 --> 00:21:54,478 It's a lot of stuff to remember 456 00:21:54,479 --> 00:21:56,647 just to take care of some old books. 457 00:21:56,648 --> 00:21:59,317 The most valuable things in life 458 00:21:59,318 --> 00:22:03,055 are usually the most helpless. 459 00:22:04,323 --> 00:22:07,591 So they need people like us to protect them. 460 00:22:07,592 --> 00:22:08,827 You know? 461 00:22:14,533 --> 00:22:16,100 "Don Quicks-oat"? 462 00:22:16,101 --> 00:22:17,535 "Quixote". 463 00:22:17,536 --> 00:22:19,103 It's about a guy who believes in chivalry, 464 00:22:19,104 --> 00:22:20,771 so he decides to be an old-school knight. 465 00:22:20,772 --> 00:22:22,173 What's chivalry? 466 00:22:22,174 --> 00:22:23,207 It's treating people with respect, 467 00:22:23,208 --> 00:22:24,208 especially women... 468 00:22:24,209 --> 00:22:25,876 Like men should. 469 00:22:25,877 --> 00:22:27,978 It's good. It's one of my favorites. 470 00:22:27,979 --> 00:22:29,814 I probably shouldn't take this home. 471 00:22:29,815 --> 00:22:31,349 It's not a first edition. It's just an old one. 472 00:22:31,350 --> 00:22:33,051 Besides, I trust you. 473 00:22:50,569 --> 00:22:51,836 Where you been, Paco? 474 00:22:51,837 --> 00:22:53,237 We just grabbed some milk shakes. 475 00:22:53,238 --> 00:22:55,005 You just walk off with strangers? 476 00:22:55,006 --> 00:22:56,741 Joe's not a stranger. 477 00:22:56,742 --> 00:22:59,310 Yes, he is. Inside, now. 478 00:22:59,311 --> 00:23:01,313 Okay? All right. 479 00:23:08,420 --> 00:23:09,720 Keep away from my girlfriend's kid. 480 00:23:09,721 --> 00:23:11,422 Look, I'm sorry. 481 00:23:11,423 --> 00:23:13,824 But he was out here and he could hear everything in there. 482 00:23:13,825 --> 00:23:16,227 Don't you tell me how to parent. 483 00:23:16,228 --> 00:23:17,495 Look, this whole nice-guy act, 484 00:23:17,496 --> 00:23:19,363 this might work on other people. 485 00:23:19,364 --> 00:23:21,232 I'm a parole officer 15 years, and I can see what you are. 486 00:23:21,233 --> 00:23:23,567 Well, you're an alcoholic shitbag who beats women, 487 00:23:23,568 --> 00:23:25,937 so, please, enlighten me. 488 00:23:27,406 --> 00:23:29,874 You're a freak. 489 00:23:29,875 --> 00:23:31,075 So stay away from Paco, because if you don't, 490 00:23:31,076 --> 00:23:32,576 I'm gonna grab a steak knife 491 00:23:32,577 --> 00:23:33,745 and I'm gonna cut those freak eyes out. 492 00:23:36,181 --> 00:23:38,516 There are scary people in the world, Beck. 493 00:23:38,517 --> 00:23:40,218 That's why it's important to be safe. 494 00:23:45,724 --> 00:23:47,057 And why I have to do 495 00:23:47,058 --> 00:23:47,559 what I'm about to do. 496 00:23:55,700 --> 00:23:58,736 Fun fact: Did you know the law 497 00:23:58,737 --> 00:24:01,272 requires gas leaks to be investigated? 498 00:24:01,273 --> 00:24:02,940 I've been learning a lot since I met you. 499 00:24:02,941 --> 00:24:04,775 Hey, Beck, you left the door open again. 500 00:24:04,776 --> 00:24:07,144 I thought we said we weren't gonna do that anymore. 501 00:24:07,145 --> 00:24:08,913 I was careful to call the gas company 502 00:24:08,914 --> 00:24:10,414 on a day when you had a full schedule. 503 00:24:10,415 --> 00:24:11,649 Wouldn't want to scare you. 504 00:24:11,650 --> 00:24:13,584 Hey, is Beck here? 505 00:24:13,585 --> 00:24:14,618 Nope, super let me in. 506 00:24:14,619 --> 00:24:15,986 Someone reported a leak. 507 00:24:15,987 --> 00:24:16,987 Right, yeah, she mentioned that. 508 00:24:16,988 --> 00:24:17,988 Is everything okay? 509 00:24:17,989 --> 00:24:19,256 Yeah, all clear. 510 00:24:19,257 --> 00:24:20,724 Tell your girlfriend there's no leak. 511 00:24:20,725 --> 00:24:22,259 I'm done, so... 512 00:24:22,260 --> 00:24:25,897 Okay, thanks. Well, I can just lock up. 513 00:24:29,067 --> 00:24:31,502 I just need to know who you really are, 514 00:24:31,503 --> 00:24:34,905 besides a broke poetry student in a subsidized apartment 515 00:24:34,906 --> 00:24:36,674 you could never afford. 516 00:24:36,675 --> 00:24:38,943 Where is it, Beck? 517 00:24:38,944 --> 00:24:41,479 When we live together, your place won't be a pigsty. 518 00:24:41,480 --> 00:24:43,948 I'll clean for us. 519 00:24:43,949 --> 00:24:45,583 And you won't eat all this frozen shit. 520 00:24:45,584 --> 00:24:47,618 I'll cook for you every day. 521 00:24:47,619 --> 00:24:48,687 I promise. 522 00:24:54,493 --> 00:24:55,961 I'll even do your laundry... 523 00:24:58,263 --> 00:25:00,131 And take care of your favorite books. 524 00:25:02,834 --> 00:25:05,970 I'll make our bed every morning. 525 00:25:05,971 --> 00:25:08,205 Oh, there it is. 526 00:25:08,206 --> 00:25:10,274 No matter how hard you fight me, 527 00:25:10,275 --> 00:25:13,778 I will always make sure you password protect your devices. 528 00:25:18,183 --> 00:25:21,018 "One day, you won't need love anymore. 529 00:25:21,019 --> 00:25:23,053 One day, you won't walk through the world 530 00:25:23,054 --> 00:25:25,556 as though it was your job to hold everything up. 531 00:25:25,557 --> 00:25:30,060 The sun, the sky, the hard part of the night." 532 00:25:30,061 --> 00:25:32,530 It's good. 533 00:25:32,531 --> 00:25:34,665 It's quite good. 534 00:25:34,666 --> 00:25:36,200 But, Beck, where's the rest? 535 00:25:36,201 --> 00:25:38,270 You owe me 20 more pages. 536 00:25:38,904 --> 00:25:42,339 I've been honestly working every day and grading papers. 537 00:25:42,340 --> 00:25:44,008 If the schedule is too rigorous, 538 00:25:44,009 --> 00:25:45,175 drop back to part-time. 539 00:25:45,176 --> 00:25:46,710 But then I won't qualify to TA. 540 00:25:46,711 --> 00:25:49,046 I-I need the cash, the housing. I'd lose my place. 541 00:25:49,047 --> 00:25:50,414 I'm sure you'll figure it out. 542 00:25:50,415 --> 00:25:51,849 You're smart, or you wouldn't be here. 543 00:25:51,850 --> 00:25:54,485 - Please, Professor Leahy... - Paul. 544 00:25:54,486 --> 00:25:56,086 Paul. 545 00:25:56,087 --> 00:25:57,821 I'll get you the pages by the end of the week. 546 00:25:57,822 --> 00:26:00,524 I-I can't go to part-time. 547 00:26:00,525 --> 00:26:01,826 Okay? 548 00:26:04,529 --> 00:26:06,697 I'm rooting for you. 549 00:26:06,698 --> 00:26:09,266 You just need to keep up. 550 00:26:09,267 --> 00:26:11,235 Happy to discuss further, 551 00:26:11,236 --> 00:26:13,170 after class some evening. 552 00:26:13,171 --> 00:26:14,738 If we're gonna seriously discuss poetry, 553 00:26:14,739 --> 00:26:16,040 it should be over a drink. 554 00:26:16,041 --> 00:26:18,409 There's a little gastropub I love. 555 00:26:18,410 --> 00:26:20,511 I would love that, Paul. 556 00:26:20,512 --> 00:26:23,681 Just, uh, how would your wife feel about you... 557 00:26:23,682 --> 00:26:25,616 About me helping out an aspiring writer? 558 00:26:25,617 --> 00:26:28,687 She's... she's used to my generosity. 559 00:26:29,921 --> 00:26:31,356 So Thursday night, then? 560 00:26:33,425 --> 00:26:35,225 Thursday night it is. 561 00:26:35,226 --> 00:26:36,727 Excellent. 562 00:26:36,728 --> 00:26:37,962 And don't worry about the next few days. 563 00:26:37,963 --> 00:26:40,632 Just go home and get caught up. 564 00:26:51,209 --> 00:26:53,445 Need to see you tonight. 565 00:26:56,381 --> 00:26:57,481 Well, if I can, babe. 566 00:26:57,482 --> 00:26:59,149 Working late. 567 00:26:59,150 --> 00:27:02,620 PS, I can still smell you on my fingers. 568 00:27:02,621 --> 00:27:04,288 I learned two definitive things 569 00:27:04,289 --> 00:27:06,123 by scouring your computer. 570 00:27:06,124 --> 00:27:08,459 First, there are no recent pictures of your dad 571 00:27:08,460 --> 00:27:10,227 because he's dead. 572 00:27:10,228 --> 00:27:12,930 He OD'd, and you were the one that found him. 573 00:27:12,931 --> 00:27:15,165 You've started a few poems about that day, 574 00:27:15,166 --> 00:27:16,834 but you never finish them. 575 00:27:16,835 --> 00:27:18,936 I'm so sorry, Beck. 576 00:27:18,937 --> 00:27:21,138 But none of this matters because of my second 577 00:27:21,139 --> 00:27:23,140 and greatest discovery. 578 00:27:23,141 --> 00:27:26,276 11:06 a.m., an hour after our encounter at the bookstore, 579 00:27:26,277 --> 00:27:27,911 amidst a group text on the merits 580 00:27:27,912 --> 00:27:30,848 of, uh, vaginal detoxing, you wrote... 581 00:27:30,849 --> 00:27:34,451 Wow. Just met a human male who actually reads. 582 00:27:34,452 --> 00:27:36,020 Alert the media. 583 00:27:36,021 --> 00:27:37,521 What if it's finally time for me 584 00:27:37,522 --> 00:27:39,023 to date someone good for me? 585 00:27:39,024 --> 00:27:40,758 Thank you for letting me know 586 00:27:40,759 --> 00:27:42,026 I wasn't crazy after all. 587 00:27:42,027 --> 00:27:43,460 No! 588 00:27:43,461 --> 00:27:44,628 Yes. 589 00:27:44,629 --> 00:27:45,763 I remember what you said 590 00:27:45,764 --> 00:27:47,998 when you sent money last. 591 00:27:47,999 --> 00:27:49,868 Yes, I'm grateful. 592 00:27:51,336 --> 00:27:53,470 I'm working constantly. 593 00:27:53,471 --> 00:27:56,674 There's no place cheaper to live. 594 00:27:56,675 --> 00:27:58,042 I did. 595 00:27:58,043 --> 00:28:01,779 He basically offered to sleep with me. 596 00:28:01,780 --> 00:28:03,781 No, I can't report him. That's not how it works. 597 00:28:03,782 --> 00:28:05,382 I'm not worried. 598 00:28:05,383 --> 00:28:07,184 I've seen enough romantic comedies to know 599 00:28:07,185 --> 00:28:09,019 guys like me are always getting in jams like this. 600 00:28:09,020 --> 00:28:10,487 Not the school, the world. 601 00:28:10,488 --> 00:28:12,123 That's not how the world works. 602 00:28:13,525 --> 00:28:15,159 I know how much you helped me. 603 00:28:15,160 --> 00:28:17,529 It's just, it's hard here, Mom. 604 00:28:21,800 --> 00:28:24,802 Okay. I'll figure it out. 605 00:28:24,803 --> 00:28:26,737 All right, love you too. 606 00:28:26,738 --> 00:28:27,972 Bye, Mom. 607 00:28:38,917 --> 00:28:40,618 It's okay, Beck. 608 00:28:50,028 --> 00:28:52,830 - Hi, Becks! - Hey, bitch, where you at? 609 00:28:52,831 --> 00:28:54,231 Come play! 610 00:28:54,232 --> 00:28:56,400 Oh, I can't. I just had the worst day. 611 00:28:56,401 --> 00:28:58,268 Aww, Beckalicious, whatever it is, 612 00:28:58,269 --> 00:29:00,003 there's nothing that we can't fix, okay? 613 00:29:00,004 --> 00:29:02,039 Yes, us and copious amounts of alcohol. 614 00:29:02,040 --> 00:29:03,041 Oh, my God. There's a sale. 615 00:29:06,044 --> 00:29:07,745 You guys love me? 616 00:29:07,746 --> 00:29:09,179 - Of course! - Why would you even say that? 617 00:29:09,180 --> 00:29:11,882 Okay, then. Meet me in Greenpoint. 618 00:29:11,883 --> 00:29:13,717 Look, why don't you come here, okay? 619 00:29:13,718 --> 00:29:15,052 - Come here. - It's actually really fun 620 00:29:15,053 --> 00:29:16,053 where we are. I promise. 621 00:29:16,054 --> 00:29:17,554 - Yeah. 622 00:29:17,555 --> 00:29:19,590 There's something I need to do for myself. 623 00:29:19,591 --> 00:29:20,858 I'll text you on my way. 624 00:29:20,859 --> 00:29:22,527 - See you soon. - Bye. 625 00:29:29,267 --> 00:29:31,536 I guess we're going to Greenpoint, Beck. 626 00:29:40,779 --> 00:29:42,312 I never go to Greenpoint. 627 00:29:42,313 --> 00:29:45,616 But the things you do for love, right? 628 00:29:45,617 --> 00:29:47,651 Hi, um, okay, so we're gonna get 629 00:29:47,652 --> 00:29:48,819 a few more drinks. 630 00:29:48,820 --> 00:29:50,220 Hold on one second. 631 00:29:50,221 --> 00:29:52,122 Guys? 632 00:29:52,123 --> 00:29:54,458 What is she thinking? Open mics are for 633 00:29:54,459 --> 00:29:56,794 models/singer-songwriters/vegans. 634 00:29:56,795 --> 00:29:58,562 I mean, these people don't wanna hear some wannabe 635 00:29:58,563 --> 00:30:00,964 read a poem about the bleakness of life or whatever. 636 00:30:00,965 --> 00:30:03,100 Your friends are disloyal. 637 00:30:03,101 --> 00:30:06,504 And that Peach is the worst. 638 00:30:09,007 --> 00:30:10,774 Another round of picklebacks. 639 00:30:10,775 --> 00:30:13,911 Beckish, do we think now is the night? 640 00:30:13,912 --> 00:30:15,412 Positive. 641 00:30:15,413 --> 00:30:17,314 All my life lately has been about surviving. 642 00:30:17,315 --> 00:30:20,517 I need to remind myself why I came here in the first place. 643 00:30:20,518 --> 00:30:21,852 - Yes! - Yeah. 644 00:30:21,853 --> 00:30:23,287 - You go. - Who do you keep texting? 645 00:30:23,288 --> 00:30:25,622 - I invited Benji. - Beck. 646 00:30:25,623 --> 00:30:27,791 What? He likes poetry. 647 00:30:27,792 --> 00:30:29,526 - For sure. - And he texted he was coming? 648 00:30:29,527 --> 00:30:33,163 He texted a row of smile emojis, like, 649 00:30:33,164 --> 00:30:34,865 45 minutes ago. 650 00:30:34,866 --> 00:30:36,099 Some guys are assholes, 651 00:30:36,100 --> 00:30:37,334 and you just have to realize that. 652 00:30:37,335 --> 00:30:39,036 I get it, Peach. 653 00:30:39,037 --> 00:30:40,337 No, you're the one who told me to keep reminding you 654 00:30:40,338 --> 00:30:41,805 he's a bastard. 655 00:30:41,806 --> 00:30:44,875 Up next, we have Guinevere Beck. 656 00:30:44,876 --> 00:30:46,210 Whoo! 657 00:30:46,211 --> 00:30:47,611 - All right. - All right. 658 00:30:47,612 --> 00:30:50,347 To vulnerability and shit. 659 00:30:50,348 --> 00:30:51,448 Yeah. 660 00:30:51,449 --> 00:30:52,883 - Cheers. - Okay. 661 00:30:52,884 --> 00:30:54,785 - Okay. - Okay. 662 00:30:54,786 --> 00:30:56,020 Kill it, Beck. 663 00:30:57,388 --> 00:31:00,724 Hey, everyone, um, I'm Beck, 664 00:31:00,725 --> 00:31:03,627 and I'm... not to sound like, you know, whatever, 665 00:31:03,628 --> 00:31:06,697 but just... I'm a... I'm a poet. 666 00:31:06,698 --> 00:31:08,465 Yeah, you are! 667 00:31:08,466 --> 00:31:09,833 Whoo! 668 00:31:09,834 --> 00:31:11,102 Yeah, you are! 669 00:31:11,970 --> 00:31:16,039 One day, you won't need love anymore. 670 00:31:16,040 --> 00:31:18,542 One day, you won't walk through the world 671 00:31:18,543 --> 00:31:21,745 as though it was your job to hold everything up. 672 00:31:21,746 --> 00:31:25,315 The sun, the hard part of the night, 673 00:31:25,316 --> 00:31:28,352 the secret time when you wake to the sound of beating, 674 00:31:28,353 --> 00:31:31,188 rise to answer the door, but he's not there 675 00:31:31,189 --> 00:31:33,657 because that sound is coming from inside you. 676 00:31:33,658 --> 00:31:37,094 And you cannot answer it no matter how far in you go. 677 00:31:37,095 --> 00:31:40,031 Wrap it up! 678 00:31:43,001 --> 00:31:44,101 Whoo! 679 00:31:44,102 --> 00:31:45,836 You loved him the way 680 00:31:45,837 --> 00:31:49,172 fragile kids love gorgeous bullies. 681 00:31:49,173 --> 00:31:53,110 You wrote songs about him... Uh, I mean... 682 00:31:53,111 --> 00:31:56,280 You wrote poems about him. 683 00:31:56,281 --> 00:31:58,916 You still write poems about him. 684 00:31:58,917 --> 00:32:01,051 You're writing one right now. 685 00:32:01,052 --> 00:32:02,920 Why are you so sad? 686 00:32:02,921 --> 00:32:04,888 Just so sad. 687 00:32:04,889 --> 00:32:08,258 Just something happier for a change might be nice. 688 00:32:08,259 --> 00:32:10,394 I think everyone agrees. 689 00:32:10,395 --> 00:32:11,862 Can we get the singer back? 690 00:32:11,863 --> 00:32:12,863 She was... 691 00:32:12,864 --> 00:32:14,364 Sorry, I, uh... 692 00:32:14,365 --> 00:32:16,066 I just, um... I lost my place. 693 00:32:16,067 --> 00:32:18,235 It'll just take a second to find where I was. 694 00:32:18,236 --> 00:32:19,736 I can't stand seeing this. 695 00:32:19,737 --> 00:32:22,372 I'm sorry. I-I just can't. 696 00:32:22,373 --> 00:32:23,740 It's obvious what you are. 697 00:32:23,741 --> 00:32:25,208 You're blind with love. 698 00:32:25,209 --> 00:32:27,077 And what you love... writing, 699 00:32:27,078 --> 00:32:28,545 this city, your friends, 700 00:32:28,546 --> 00:32:30,047 most of all, men like Benji... 701 00:32:30,048 --> 00:32:31,648 What all those have in common is, 702 00:32:31,649 --> 00:32:33,583 they will never love you back, 703 00:32:33,584 --> 00:32:35,086 while you give everything. 704 00:32:36,421 --> 00:32:37,654 It's crazy, the lengths we go. 705 00:32:37,655 --> 00:32:39,990 We're a lot alike, Beck. 706 00:32:39,991 --> 00:32:41,826 Last of the true romantics. 707 00:32:53,638 --> 00:32:55,138 I was considering this with my new friend, 708 00:32:55,139 --> 00:32:57,007 Mr. Batshit Homeless Guy, 709 00:32:57,008 --> 00:32:59,577 when the second luckiest thing this week happened. 710 00:33:01,813 --> 00:33:03,613 Could it really be? 711 00:33:03,614 --> 00:33:05,850 It feels like I'm dreaming. 712 00:33:08,686 --> 00:33:11,154 I'm not. 713 00:33:11,155 --> 00:33:13,156 Beck, you're too drunk to be alone. 714 00:33:13,157 --> 00:33:16,026 What if some sicko had followed you down here? 715 00:33:16,027 --> 00:33:17,627 And you're too wasted to be standing so close 716 00:33:17,628 --> 00:33:19,262 to the tracks. Beck! 717 00:33:19,263 --> 00:33:21,431 Beck, stop texting that arrogant club soda 718 00:33:21,432 --> 00:33:23,301 no-show dickhead. 719 00:33:30,375 --> 00:33:32,010 You want Benji. 720 00:33:34,679 --> 00:33:36,179 You need Benji. 721 00:33:36,180 --> 00:33:37,981 You hold that phone like it is Benji 722 00:33:37,982 --> 00:33:40,350 'cause it's your only means to stay connected. 723 00:33:40,351 --> 00:33:42,620 Forget Benji. 724 00:33:43,821 --> 00:33:46,323 And to hell with that phone! 725 00:33:46,324 --> 00:33:48,725 Pick it up. Pick it up. 726 00:33:48,726 --> 00:33:51,329 Pick it up. Pick it up. 727 00:33:59,370 --> 00:34:00,804 Hey, hey, hey! 728 00:34:00,805 --> 00:34:02,039 You okay? 729 00:34:02,040 --> 00:34:03,573 Are you all right? Can you stand up? 730 00:34:03,574 --> 00:34:05,342 Just stay still. 731 00:34:05,343 --> 00:34:07,077 Half that shit down there can electrocute you, all right? 732 00:34:07,078 --> 00:34:08,645 So just give me your hand. 733 00:34:08,646 --> 00:34:10,180 Pick it up. Pick it up. Pick it up. Pick it up. 734 00:34:10,181 --> 00:34:11,181 Pick it up. Pick it up! 735 00:34:11,182 --> 00:34:12,582 Sir, please shut up! 736 00:34:12,583 --> 00:34:13,717 - Pick it up! - Give me your hand. 737 00:34:13,718 --> 00:34:15,485 The train's coming. 738 00:34:15,486 --> 00:34:17,154 Pick it up. Pick it up. Pick it up. Pick it up. 739 00:34:17,155 --> 00:34:18,423 Pick it up. Pick it up. Pick it up. Pick it up. 740 00:34:21,359 --> 00:34:22,893 Your hand, now! 741 00:34:22,894 --> 00:34:24,061 Pick it up! 742 00:34:24,062 --> 00:34:25,696 Pick it up! 743 00:34:44,449 --> 00:34:46,416 Oh, my God. Oh, my God. 744 00:34:46,417 --> 00:34:47,684 - Whoo! - I am so sorry. 745 00:34:47,685 --> 00:34:48,919 No, it's fine. It's fine. 746 00:34:48,920 --> 00:34:52,122 I, uh... I hated... I hated this jacket. 747 00:34:52,123 --> 00:34:54,524 I really am sorry. 748 00:34:54,525 --> 00:34:56,026 It's okay. 749 00:34:56,027 --> 00:34:57,161 Do you mind? 750 00:34:59,464 --> 00:35:00,932 Sure, um... 751 00:35:03,968 --> 00:35:06,204 You know what? Let's get you in a cab, all right? 752 00:35:09,073 --> 00:35:11,209 I'm not always like this. 753 00:35:13,878 --> 00:35:15,979 I figured you had some kinda night. 754 00:35:15,980 --> 00:35:18,049 Some kinda... 755 00:35:20,451 --> 00:35:23,387 Hey, I don't wanna sound like a stalker, but... 756 00:35:24,755 --> 00:35:26,456 I think I know you. 757 00:35:26,457 --> 00:35:28,226 Paula Fox? 758 00:35:29,327 --> 00:35:30,727 Oh, right, right! 759 00:35:30,728 --> 00:35:31,828 Of course. 760 00:35:31,829 --> 00:35:34,164 I remember. I'm sorry. 761 00:35:34,165 --> 00:35:36,500 This is what I look like when I'm sober 762 00:35:36,501 --> 00:35:37,667 and have my hair up. 763 00:35:37,668 --> 00:35:40,137 Yeah, no, I remember. 764 00:35:40,138 --> 00:35:43,306 It's okay. I have a pretty bland face. 765 00:35:43,307 --> 00:35:44,542 No, you don't. 766 00:35:47,245 --> 00:35:48,945 Yeah, uh, "Desperate Characters". 767 00:35:48,946 --> 00:35:50,780 I remember. 768 00:35:50,781 --> 00:35:52,383 Yeah. 769 00:35:53,151 --> 00:35:54,284 Where you headed? 770 00:35:54,285 --> 00:35:55,585 Village. 771 00:35:55,586 --> 00:35:57,420 Are you anywhere close? 772 00:35:57,421 --> 00:35:58,622 Ride with me. 773 00:35:58,623 --> 00:36:00,324 It's the least I can do. 774 00:36:02,593 --> 00:36:03,594 Okay. 775 00:36:16,040 --> 00:36:17,974 Did you move here to be something? 776 00:36:17,975 --> 00:36:19,676 I did, but it's not working out, 777 00:36:19,677 --> 00:36:21,778 and I'm just running around 18 hours a day. 778 00:36:21,779 --> 00:36:23,014 Why? 779 00:36:25,449 --> 00:36:27,517 Oh, God, never mind. Sorry. 780 00:36:27,518 --> 00:36:29,352 No, please. 781 00:36:29,353 --> 00:36:31,855 I feel the same way sometimes. 782 00:36:31,856 --> 00:36:34,324 This guy I know, he owns the bookstore. 783 00:36:34,325 --> 00:36:36,626 He once told me that all books 784 00:36:36,627 --> 00:36:40,864 add up to one essential truth, 785 00:36:40,865 --> 00:36:43,701 which is, if your IQ is above a certain number... 786 00:36:45,570 --> 00:36:47,170 Life is pretty much unbearable. 787 00:36:47,171 --> 00:36:49,473 And the number is not even that high. 788 00:36:51,576 --> 00:36:54,812 I do think I'd be happier if I was stupider. 789 00:36:56,380 --> 00:36:58,181 But then the world wouldn't know your poetry. 790 00:36:58,182 --> 00:37:00,384 How'd you know I write poetry? 791 00:37:03,354 --> 00:37:06,356 Doesn't every young writer in New York? 792 00:37:06,357 --> 00:37:07,992 I mean, I read a lot of poetry. 793 00:37:10,595 --> 00:37:12,762 Who do you like? 794 00:37:12,763 --> 00:37:15,398 Strand, Sexton, Merrill. 795 00:37:15,399 --> 00:37:18,101 You're describing my nightstand. 796 00:37:18,102 --> 00:37:21,271 Well, if you read them to get to sleep every night, 797 00:37:21,272 --> 00:37:23,374 then you definitely belong here. 798 00:37:25,243 --> 00:37:27,210 What was your last name again? 799 00:37:27,211 --> 00:37:28,446 Goldberg. 800 00:37:29,947 --> 00:37:32,882 Where did you come from, Joe Goldberg? 801 00:37:32,883 --> 00:37:34,385 I grew up here. 802 00:37:36,420 --> 00:37:38,221 I left for a little while, 803 00:37:38,222 --> 00:37:39,422 chasing a girl. 804 00:37:39,423 --> 00:37:41,458 Mm, but you came back? 805 00:37:41,459 --> 00:37:43,860 Yeah, I missed it. 806 00:37:43,861 --> 00:37:45,528 And I'm not a good chaser. 807 00:37:45,529 --> 00:37:47,965 Hmm, me neither. 808 00:38:05,416 --> 00:38:06,817 Oh. 809 00:38:08,619 --> 00:38:11,588 Oh, this is, uh... this is me. 810 00:38:11,589 --> 00:38:14,157 Mm, it's not bad. 811 00:38:14,158 --> 00:38:17,294 Thank you for sobering me up. 812 00:38:17,295 --> 00:38:19,062 And for saving my life. 813 00:38:19,063 --> 00:38:21,498 No, I didn't... I didn't save your life. 814 00:38:21,499 --> 00:38:22,733 Yeah, you did. 815 00:38:32,610 --> 00:38:34,411 Oh, God. 816 00:38:34,412 --> 00:38:36,346 Of course. 817 00:38:36,347 --> 00:38:38,114 - Benji. - Hi. 818 00:38:38,115 --> 00:38:39,916 Um, this is Joe. 819 00:38:39,917 --> 00:38:42,585 He literally saved my life tonight. 820 00:38:42,586 --> 00:38:44,454 I-I fell on the tracks. 821 00:38:44,455 --> 00:38:45,922 It was crazy. 822 00:38:45,923 --> 00:38:49,192 Babe, I told you, people are basically good. 823 00:38:49,193 --> 00:38:50,593 It's a great job, bro. 824 00:38:50,594 --> 00:38:53,296 Bro? You waste of hair. 825 00:38:53,297 --> 00:38:55,933 Okay, Beck, it's freezing out here. 826 00:39:00,304 --> 00:39:03,173 Wait, uh, maybe I can get your info. 827 00:39:03,174 --> 00:39:05,543 Yeah, um... 828 00:39:09,013 --> 00:39:12,917 Shit, my phone. 829 00:39:14,051 --> 00:39:15,618 I must have dropped it in the subway. 830 00:39:15,619 --> 00:39:17,454 Oh. 831 00:39:17,455 --> 00:39:20,690 Oh, okay, well, um, just maybe give me your number 832 00:39:20,691 --> 00:39:22,625 for when you get a replacement? 833 00:39:22,626 --> 00:39:25,128 I'm basically enslaved to e-mail. 834 00:39:25,129 --> 00:39:26,996 I get it. Smart. 835 00:39:26,997 --> 00:39:29,065 I'm practically a stranger. Can't be too careful. 836 00:39:29,066 --> 00:39:30,333 Okay. 837 00:39:30,334 --> 00:39:34,037 It's beckinreallife@gmail.com. 838 00:39:34,038 --> 00:39:35,639 All right. 839 00:39:37,508 --> 00:39:39,175 Beck in real life. 840 00:39:39,176 --> 00:39:40,644 Thank you. 841 00:39:44,648 --> 00:39:46,149 So here's what I learned this week. 842 00:39:46,150 --> 00:39:47,584 I'm sorry I didn't make it. You know. 843 00:39:47,585 --> 00:39:49,753 You are special. You're talented. 844 00:39:49,754 --> 00:39:52,155 You're passionate. 845 00:39:52,156 --> 00:39:53,391 You're smart... 846 00:39:56,093 --> 00:39:58,661 Except in the ways you're really not, 847 00:39:58,662 --> 00:40:00,363 like not locking your phone 848 00:40:00,364 --> 00:40:02,365 and falling for men like Benji. 849 00:40:02,366 --> 00:40:05,869 You know better, but you can't stop because... 850 00:40:05,870 --> 00:40:07,737 well, because everyone needs someone. 851 00:40:07,738 --> 00:40:09,606 What you really need is someone to save you. 852 00:40:09,607 --> 00:40:11,741 I can help, Beck. 853 00:40:11,742 --> 00:40:12,843 Let me help you. 854 00:40:19,116 --> 00:40:20,284 Joe. 855 00:40:23,187 --> 00:40:24,788 Pac, hey. 856 00:40:24,789 --> 00:40:26,623 What's going on? What are you doing out here? 857 00:40:26,624 --> 00:40:29,192 It's Ron. 858 00:40:29,193 --> 00:40:31,728 He came home drunk. 859 00:40:31,729 --> 00:40:33,730 He started yelling, 860 00:40:33,731 --> 00:40:35,432 saying I thought I was smart, 861 00:40:35,433 --> 00:40:37,867 reading my books and looking at him like he's dumb. 862 00:40:37,868 --> 00:40:39,636 What... what happened? 863 00:40:39,637 --> 00:40:41,304 Did he hurt you? 864 00:40:41,305 --> 00:40:43,107 No, he didn't touch me. 865 00:40:52,983 --> 00:40:54,984 I tried to stop him. 866 00:40:54,985 --> 00:40:56,453 I'm sorry. 867 00:40:56,454 --> 00:40:59,722 Paco, Paco, it's okay. 868 00:40:59,723 --> 00:41:01,057 Really, it's okay. 869 00:41:01,058 --> 00:41:02,392 You know what? Come with me. 870 00:41:02,393 --> 00:41:04,094 We can fix this together, all right? 871 00:41:10,301 --> 00:41:12,068 So, you know, the first step to fixing something 872 00:41:12,069 --> 00:41:15,171 is to know no matter how destroyed it seems, 873 00:41:15,172 --> 00:41:16,874 it can always be saved. 874 00:41:18,075 --> 00:41:20,677 Books are no exception. 875 00:41:20,678 --> 00:41:21,744 You got it? 876 00:41:21,745 --> 00:41:23,112 Got it. 877 00:41:23,113 --> 00:41:25,515 So what we have here is a line press. 878 00:41:25,516 --> 00:41:27,517 Basically just a huge clamp. 879 00:41:27,518 --> 00:41:31,187 Polyvinyl acetate glue means no acid to burn the pages. 880 00:41:31,188 --> 00:41:34,757 Got your needle, thread, and finally... 881 00:41:34,758 --> 00:41:37,594 Right out of "Bugs Bunny"... 882 00:41:37,595 --> 00:41:38,596 A trusty mallet. 883 00:41:40,531 --> 00:41:41,532 You see this? 884 00:41:44,535 --> 00:41:45,669 We don't need this. 885 00:41:49,874 --> 00:41:51,608 Johno, listen to this! 886 00:41:51,609 --> 00:41:53,776 "Dear Benji, heard about your soda. 887 00:41:53,777 --> 00:41:55,044 I'm interested in including you 888 00:41:55,045 --> 00:41:56,679 on my fall list of must-tries. 889 00:41:56,680 --> 00:41:58,314 Would love to discuss, perhaps even try some. 890 00:41:58,315 --> 00:41:59,816 Jeff Pevensey." 891 00:41:59,817 --> 00:42:01,317 That's the dude you're always retweeting? 892 00:42:01,318 --> 00:42:03,454 It's the culture guy from "New York" magazine. 893 00:42:05,189 --> 00:42:07,023 Hit him back, bro. 894 00:42:07,024 --> 00:42:08,458 No shit. 895 00:42:08,459 --> 00:42:09,993 Back off while I think. 896 00:42:09,994 --> 00:42:11,995 Jeff, comma, 897 00:42:11,996 --> 00:42:14,564 so nice to hear from you, bud, period. 898 00:42:14,565 --> 00:42:16,799 Yeah, our sodas are legit, period. 899 00:42:16,800 --> 00:42:18,167 I would love to meet up 900 00:42:18,168 --> 00:42:20,904 to have you try the goods, period. 901 00:42:20,905 --> 00:42:22,206 Let's set something up. 902 00:42:26,977 --> 00:42:29,746 Scrape carefully along the spine. 903 00:42:29,747 --> 00:42:32,049 Of course, you gotta watch your fingers. 904 00:42:38,088 --> 00:42:39,989 "Sounds great. I can call between meetings 905 00:42:39,990 --> 00:42:41,824 to see if you're available." 906 00:42:41,825 --> 00:42:44,427 This is gonna take us next level. 907 00:42:44,428 --> 00:42:45,663 What time you think we'll meet? 908 00:42:47,865 --> 00:42:50,400 No offense. We discussed this. 909 00:42:50,401 --> 00:42:52,669 It's best if the product has one clear face 910 00:42:52,670 --> 00:42:53,836 at the beginning. 911 00:42:53,837 --> 00:42:55,539 That's just more me. 912 00:42:58,542 --> 00:43:00,343 Okay, the spine is sewn. 913 00:43:00,344 --> 00:43:01,578 So take this. 914 00:43:01,579 --> 00:43:02,713 Pull it as tight as you can that way. 915 00:43:04,048 --> 00:43:06,016 Yeah, that's it. 916 00:43:14,558 --> 00:43:16,125 Jeff! 917 00:43:16,126 --> 00:43:19,128 The glue is set. We've applied the binder. 918 00:43:19,129 --> 00:43:20,531 Now... 919 00:43:22,232 --> 00:43:24,267 You gotta be precise 920 00:43:24,268 --> 00:43:26,604 and use exactly the force needed. 921 00:43:38,449 --> 00:43:39,450 Hey! 922 00:43:41,418 --> 00:43:42,752 Nice to meet you, man. 923 00:43:42,753 --> 00:43:44,153 Nice to meet you too. 924 00:43:44,154 --> 00:43:45,822 Have you... Have you been here before? 925 00:43:45,823 --> 00:43:48,591 It's, uh... not a lot of people know about it yet. 926 00:43:48,592 --> 00:43:52,061 It's an incredible after hours. Very exclusive. 927 00:43:52,062 --> 00:43:54,564 Yeah, I've been here a couple of times. 928 00:43:54,565 --> 00:43:55,898 - Yeah? - Mm. 929 00:43:55,899 --> 00:43:58,901 Huh. Well, good. 930 00:43:58,902 --> 00:44:01,138 So you'll feel right at home, then. 931 00:44:08,112 --> 00:44:10,981 Please, after you. 932 00:44:16,820 --> 00:44:19,690 It's just down to the left. 933 00:44:32,870 --> 00:44:35,839 Hey, man, I'm thinking maybe... 934 00:44:58,162 --> 00:44:59,962 It's 2:00 p.m. when the door chimes, 935 00:44:59,963 --> 00:45:01,865 and I'm ready. 936 00:45:03,567 --> 00:45:05,468 You told your girlfriends you'd come by. 937 00:45:05,469 --> 00:45:07,503 I know this because I have your phone. 938 00:45:07,504 --> 00:45:09,572 - I'll be in back. - Okay. 939 00:45:09,573 --> 00:45:10,973 Hey. 940 00:45:10,974 --> 00:45:12,308 Remember me? 941 00:45:12,309 --> 00:45:15,478 Almost dying on the train tracks? 942 00:45:15,479 --> 00:45:17,547 Uh, it rings a bell. 943 00:45:17,548 --> 00:45:19,015 Hang on. Hang on. 944 00:45:19,016 --> 00:45:21,551 Well, I wanted to say thank you. 945 00:45:21,552 --> 00:45:23,386 No, you already did that. 946 00:45:23,387 --> 00:45:26,489 Well, uh, thanks again. 947 00:45:26,490 --> 00:45:30,427 And I'm sorry for, uh, running off the other night. 948 00:45:31,061 --> 00:45:32,195 You had a guest. 949 00:45:32,196 --> 00:45:33,297 Hardly. 950 00:45:34,765 --> 00:45:37,533 So I got you a present. 951 00:45:37,534 --> 00:45:38,901 No, no, no, please. 952 00:45:38,902 --> 00:45:39,936 You don't have to get me anything. 953 00:45:39,937 --> 00:45:41,772 Shut up and just look at it. 954 00:45:47,111 --> 00:45:49,712 "Engine, engine number nine on the New York Transit line. 955 00:45:49,713 --> 00:45:51,914 If your girl falls on the track, 956 00:45:51,915 --> 00:45:53,382 pick her up, pick her up, pick her up." 957 00:45:53,383 --> 00:45:55,718 We already have in jokes. 958 00:45:55,719 --> 00:45:59,122 So... 959 00:45:59,123 --> 00:46:01,758 anyway, that, and I'd better... 960 00:46:01,759 --> 00:46:05,561 Maybe if you're not too busy, 961 00:46:05,562 --> 00:46:07,697 we could get a drink sometime? 962 00:46:07,698 --> 00:46:09,799 Sure. 963 00:46:09,800 --> 00:46:12,068 Oh, but I still can't find my phone. 964 00:46:12,069 --> 00:46:15,037 I know. E-mail. 965 00:46:15,038 --> 00:46:16,406 That's right. 966 00:46:20,077 --> 00:46:21,744 See you, Joe. 967 00:46:21,745 --> 00:46:24,314 See you soon, Beck. 968 00:46:31,221 --> 00:46:34,090 Well played, sir. 969 00:46:34,091 --> 00:46:36,059 Well played. 970 00:46:37,294 --> 00:46:38,661 I'm not always right. 971 00:46:38,662 --> 00:46:39,996 I'm human. I make mistakes. 972 00:46:39,997 --> 00:46:41,497 You'll see. 973 00:46:41,498 --> 00:46:43,466 I have to check on a shipment downstairs. 974 00:46:43,467 --> 00:46:45,101 Can you... um, can you watch the register? 975 00:46:45,102 --> 00:46:46,103 Yeah. 976 00:46:47,671 --> 00:46:51,073 Hell, maybe I'm just a fool in love. 977 00:46:51,074 --> 00:46:53,109 But I'm right about you. 978 00:46:53,110 --> 00:46:56,146 And I'm going to help you get the life you deserve, Beck. 979 00:47:11,461 --> 00:47:15,631 Please, whatever you think I did, 980 00:47:15,632 --> 00:47:17,466 you got the wrong guy. 981 00:47:17,467 --> 00:47:20,536 No... 982 00:47:20,537 --> 00:47:22,172 I don't.